MY FIRST KISS WITH A GIRL

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  • @nowthisisliving
    @nowthisisliving  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1871

    if debs not your favorite part of this video... you're wrong

    • @roisinnconnor2105
      @roisinnconnor2105 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      nowthisisliving lil debs stole the show as always. We love her

    • @Rikki.64
      @Rikki.64 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yes ..we all adore Deb

    • @Rikki.64
      @Rikki.64 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      the dream mom

    • @shelbyntil1046
      @shelbyntil1046 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      deb is my favorite part of everything 🥰

    • @neelahutton1678
      @neelahutton1678 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes. If she is not, you are wrong. There is no other way around it. Scene stealer.

  • @riomatsumoto7694
    @riomatsumoto7694 5 ปีที่แล้ว +667

    Starting a petition for Shan to become an actual film maker

  • @riomatsumoto7694
    @riomatsumoto7694 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1066

    A video in her car? Shan’s coming for Ally’s brand 😂

    • @nowthisisliving
      @nowthisisliving  5 ปีที่แล้ว +203

      she does it better!!!

    • @Imnotriv.x
      @Imnotriv.x 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      nowthisisliving agreed but you’re still amazing ❤️❤️❤️

    • @mariakara2419
      @mariakara2419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ooop

  • @andicastro2662
    @andicastro2662 5 ปีที่แล้ว +353

    I wasn't expecting your mom at the end of the video. LMAO

  • @guacamoly-.
    @guacamoly-. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +258

    "So this is the church where Shannon went to to pray all the gay away"
    omg I can't your mom said that perfectlyyy 😂😂😂

  • @lilysmith5086
    @lilysmith5086 5 ปีที่แล้ว +836

    The church Shannon tried to pray the gay away in now has many LGBTQ+ teens that go there

    • @nowthisisliving
      @nowthisisliving  5 ปีที่แล้ว +221

      Lily Smith THIS IS THE BEST NEWS IVE EVER HEARD!!! Thank you!!

    • @lilysmith5086
      @lilysmith5086 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      THANK YOU! For changing my life so many others

    • @teambellavsteamalice
      @teambellavsteamalice 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      aww 😍

    • @phira360
      @phira360 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So it had the opposite effect

    • @mariakara2419
      @mariakara2419 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      omgggg no wayyy

  • @SS-bh9rn
    @SS-bh9rn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    Shannon looked really pretty in this video

    • @khq93qdv
      @khq93qdv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      S S: She always do. .😍😍😫

    • @madelief1443
      @madelief1443 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      she always has been beautiful

  • @alicefrank3534
    @alicefrank3534 5 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    Loved this format! So much more casual, I hope you do more of these types of things. Maybe an LA version?

  • @debbiebeveridge1883
    @debbiebeveridge1883 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Come back! I miss you!

  • @caseyclarkson5323
    @caseyclarkson5323 5 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    "This is the church that Shannon went to when she was trying to pray the gay away. But it didn't work" lmfaooo I am done 💀💀
    But I relate to you on the divorced parents and all the church's everywhere(I'm from Fort Worth). Never been to Carrollton too much. Was never big on going anywhere near Dallas. Fort Worthians try to stay away from Dallas lol

  • @taitanhagglund9575
    @taitanhagglund9575 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    "Thank you for coming to my Ted talk" lmao you had some stellar game

  • @maya-rj3mv
    @maya-rj3mv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    shannon omg what mascara are you wearing in this i couldnt stop staring at your lashES oh my GODDDD

  • @claudiadahan-woods4068
    @claudiadahan-woods4068 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    your eyes and your smile are so beautiful. but most of all your heart! You are SO open, and it's refreshing and comforting. also just by being you, you have game!

  • @saltytreehugger1026
    @saltytreehugger1026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +339

    Shannon I think you have decent game if you’re first kiss with a girl turned into a make out but hey what do I know I have never kissed anyone 😂🏳️‍🌈

    • @stillnight1035
      @stillnight1035 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      You’re profile picture 😂

    • @saltytreehugger1026
      @saltytreehugger1026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      AspenWoods859 I know right 😏

    • @amandationg5152
      @amandationg5152 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My first kiss with a girl turned into sex 😳 she had a boyfriend and she wanted to get with me after I kinda said no and gave in ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
      So what that mean

    • @saltytreehugger1026
      @saltytreehugger1026 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Amanda Tiong bro idk what that means 😂 I’ve had my first kiss with a girl now and all I have to say it dang

  • @redmeeko592
    @redmeeko592 5 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    Shannon!!! Noooo!!! Don't put your Mums house on the internet!!! People might find her!!! PS I love you

    • @jessw.6250
      @jessw.6250 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I thought the same..... but I mean this sad child probably still isn’t thinking clearly after putting her love life on the internet 😅😬🙁 poor Mom

  • @roro9120
    @roro9120 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    “Pray the gay away”😂😂 priceless haha
    Love ya Shannon 🥰❤️ and her mom

  • @WeirdPitch
    @WeirdPitch ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Shannon is such a master of pick up, i mean that trick with gum, this is so smooth and elegant move…

  • @wherewewander3627
    @wherewewander3627 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I liked this the minute Shannon said her anxiety has been better lately so happy for you Shan

  • @redmeeko592
    @redmeeko592 5 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    This is such an authentic You video like raw honest Shannon... Its so artistic, deep, emotional, meaningful and insightful... Thank you for sharing this intimate part of your life and thank you for such a gorgeous video

  • @DoctorCrystalMD
    @DoctorCrystalMD 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Tbh I think the gum thing was pretty smooth... wish I would have thought of that the first time I was trying to kiss a girl 😂

  • @hmmcms1
    @hmmcms1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +271

    Curious what the girl you kissed thinks of that kiss now😅😅😅

    • @mariakara2419
      @mariakara2419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same omllll

    • @cherrygirl4764
      @cherrygirl4764 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      maybe she is gay now

    • @Caro-kv4gd
      @Caro-kv4gd 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@cherrygirl4764 she better is damn

    • @cherrygirl4764
      @cherrygirl4764 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Caro-kv4gd update I think she is homophobic now 💀

  • @mellolaris
    @mellolaris 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    i loved everything about this video fhdjkfdlkk omg!!!! "you'll be ok, i promise" thank you for that, it's in a different meaning for me but i really needed to hear this, so thank you!!!!

  • @raynataluwes1945
    @raynataluwes1945 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Shan's lashes is curlier than my fingers after doing school project! Your mom is cool mom love her😁

  • @veronikamasova4869
    @veronikamasova4869 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love the way you edit the videos.. how you add those sentimental breaks, ted talks.. 😃 soo talented. The way you edit is just different comparing to other youtubers (in the best way).. my favourite take from this video 4:30 (walking back to grab your camera) ❤️

  • @Tarynator18
    @Tarynator18 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I’m from Carrollton too!!!! You actually went to high school with one of my friends!!!

  • @spartansquirrel5557
    @spartansquirrel5557 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I live in Texas too and the 5 churches on every corner is sooo real lol

  • @mirandakennedy1044
    @mirandakennedy1044 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the little sentimental break made me cry! your videos are more and more amazing

  • @ellw7830
    @ellw7830 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    aw shannon, the part about running and coming back to a place that used to be really painful for you and now is not painful--it gives me so much hope. Thanks.

  • @kunocnus8393
    @kunocnus8393 5 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I was laughing so hard when Shannon said her first kiss. "I'll give you my gum and you can touch my tongue."

  • @yaell1976
    @yaell1976 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Hey Shannon, so you probably wont see this, but your video A Letter To You actually helped me a lot when it came out... so thank you for what you're doing, you really made my life way better when I was feeling down. Love from France :)

    • @nowthisisliving
      @nowthisisliving  5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I totally see you and I really appreciate that so much. Thank you for taking the time to leave this comment, love from me to you wherever I am!!

    • @yaell1976
      @yaell1976 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@nowthisisliving Thank you so much for responding!! That means the world to me!

  • @donisickles755
    @donisickles755 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    “It does get better” is such a necessary and beautiful message to our LBGT+ youth! You are a creative genius! I lived in your hometown for several years & moved to Richardson for our kids. Shannon, you are so honest & Texas!! 📸🤠

  • @marcrecord3991
    @marcrecord3991 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Yay for you drinking coffee again. Yay for 'your natural glory' (beauty) at the end of the video. Yay for looking super glam and gorgeous during the driving tour. Yay for Queen Deb. Yay for getting sponsored. Yay for another video from you. Ok so 'yay' might not be the best word to use so repetitively, but these are the positive affirmations and my genuine responses to this vid ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @maddieknox3766
    @maddieknox3766 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Can't believe you still wearing the same *years ago sneakers* lol please put 'em at the museum already!😆

  • @CecyDavilaBarajas
    @CecyDavilaBarajas 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Deb giving the explanation of Shannon trying to "pray the gay away" was so unexpected 🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @feyy8350
    @feyy8350 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    "There are so many people walking by
    It's a bit stressful" lol😂

  • @maryspicer4105
    @maryspicer4105 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Wow Carrollton. I grew up in Frisco just like 15 minutes away. That area of Texas is great

  • @iamnotvalsplann8485
    @iamnotvalsplann8485 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    all throughout this video i was like "this place looks familiar..." then i realized
    i live 30 min away from there

  • @eathetichomo5081
    @eathetichomo5081 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Okay the day you posted it ,I kissed for first time a girl!?!!!!!
    Omg this video is blessing

  • @thecoolestgingerkid
    @thecoolestgingerkid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Shannon, Yes, we love your videos! No one is doubting that but you. Believe in yourself because we love all your content!!!

  • @erikam444
    @erikam444 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    My hometown is flower mound! ❤️ Texas proud!!

  • @amberflower6667
    @amberflower6667 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    AND the Award goes to you for making one of most heartwarming yet one of the coolest videos on TH-cam . srsly tho , I wish I could talk abt my " childhood " like this without feeling so cringy at the mere thought 😂 ... this vlog was so refreshing ! much love ❤❤❤

  • @jaureguithagamer
    @jaureguithagamer 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    6:06 the way she said thank you was so cute

  • @jamiedowda7508
    @jamiedowda7508 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    Hahahah have you ever touched tongues it would have been less awkward to ask to kiss her🤣

  • @general00341
    @general00341 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    dont worry babe, we LOVE your videos. your content is great, relatable, and sweet. love when you talk ab your experiences as a kid, because theyre always relatable.
    ( *this is the confirmation you asked 4* )

  • @souldavidthompson4854
    @souldavidthompson4854 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    As someone who shares anxiety, I understand where you're coming from.
    As a fellow native southerner, I know the social strata is extra intimidating.
    You have such a beautiful and resilient soul Shannon.
    Stay strong.

  • @haley6973
    @haley6973 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is honestly one of my favorite videos you’ve ever made. the authenticity and learning more about where you came from was so cute and fun and i loved it. okay that’s it xoxo

  • @minecraftpaws1059
    @minecraftpaws1059 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This video was amazing and I bet it brought back a ton of memories hopefully more good than bad!❤️

  • @akthehigh
    @akthehigh 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I also grew up in Carrollton! I went back to visit for the first time in like 8 years back in 2016. This is the first time I watch you but I enjoyed reminiscing with you and your memories! haha thanks for sharing

  • @mariakara2419
    @mariakara2419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    wow it was good lighting and her eyes reminded me of earth

  • @felixlee5916
    @felixlee5916 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Is there a channel solely for shannon’s ted talk??

    • @shelbyntil1046
      @shelbyntil1046 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Felix Lee yes it’s called her twitter ahahaha

  • @abbyc7521
    @abbyc7521 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    It’s so cool and comforting to see an influencer who grew up near me and who’s able to live fully as themself :-)

  • @JustmeNici
    @JustmeNici 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "what if I gave you my gum" is definitely how I suggest a kiss to any girl I ever fancy

  • @Morileth
    @Morileth 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome, thanks for showing us around Shannon!

  • @TimberFrosty
    @TimberFrosty 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    OMG I'm so crazy happy to see that you're back here in TEXASS! Ahh I wish this wasn't weird but you live like, 40 minutes away from me and I wish with all my heart that I could somehow see you while you're here! D'X Cali's sooo far! I don't have any other form of social media, so this is the first I'm hearing of some of the stuff you mentioned in this video. I just really wanted you to know that your videos and being able to see your journey into being comfortable and confident in who you are has *seriously* helped keep me together and inspired me through high school and college. Soo many relatable "Texas" things in your vid, ahh! I've watched your videos for years, and to this day, the best compliment a stranger has given me is that I reminded them of you.

  • @melissarostad6413
    @melissarostad6413 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    so pretty it’s crazy

  • @delfinamurature3944
    @delfinamurature3944 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Really glad you gave yourself time to heal, you look happier and that makes us even happier, we love you 💓

  • @celticgirl389
    @celticgirl389 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Shannon I will go to all of your ted talks

  • @MichelleFlores-wq9pz
    @MichelleFlores-wq9pz 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Don't really know why but this is now one of my favorite videos...u r so authentic

  • @aciel_reed
    @aciel_reed 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    ilyy💗 before watching it, this video already made my day

  • @faithbouchelle2569
    @faithbouchelle2569 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m from Carrollton too!

  • @franb0l
    @franb0l 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this was actually very sweet and sentimental! that and "this isn't actually relevant to my life but this is a really creepy park"

  • @ashleygodinez4503
    @ashleygodinez4503 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    love the lashes! Her eyes are so pretty omFg

  • @shanrichardson8108
    @shanrichardson8108 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I came across your channel and loved the couple videos I watched....so, I'm a new subscriber. :) you cracked me up with alllll the churches.

  • @yourmydream0432
    @yourmydream0432 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The quality of the camera your using is so Good 😊

  • @rabiaali1399
    @rabiaali1399 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Okay but Fr do a mini meet up when you’re back in town pls that’s all we ask for 😢💙💙 bc I literally live in the same neighborhood as your mom and I’ve seen her at my work a couple of times but was too nervous to talk to her lmaoo. Love you guys!!

  • @alyv3583
    @alyv3583 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m from Texas !!! Love you shannon thanks for all your encouragement and motivation

  • @Vanessa-ij5nf
    @Vanessa-ij5nf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "Tried to pray the gay away" omg !! I'm always the awkward one but your an overachiever lol🦄

  • @ardassandhu8371
    @ardassandhu8371 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    MORE VLOGS LIKE THIS PLEASE! I MISSED THIISSSS!

  • @megzeman
    @megzeman 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This video absolutely made my week. Thank you, Shannon.

  • @shrina4
    @shrina4 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    that sentimental break.. I'm not crying! You've come so far, I'm so proud 😭💛

  • @thecoolestgingerkid
    @thecoolestgingerkid 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Shan I loved all the feelings and stories of this! And the appearance of your mom!!!!

  • @discreetsignificant1262
    @discreetsignificant1262 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Shannn your town is so beautiful..so as your story!

  • @jimw966
    @jimw966 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Some nice looking homes and thanks for the tour. Deb is the best.

  • @aditibhat6994
    @aditibhat6994 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    But shes so pretty 🥺

  • @XiScooteriX
    @XiScooteriX 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your so close to 700k subscribers, let’s do this!!!!

  • @amyle1408
    @amyle1408 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was one of the first people I think to buy something from Ripple Effect. You wrote me a letter because I asked, and I remember you saying it was because I was from Dallas, Texas too and you thought I was pretty cool because of that. Thank you for making videos like this and a letter to you. You helped me a lot while I was growing into who I am now.

  • @brittanymeno5566
    @brittanymeno5566 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a pretty town!!

  • @kimrodel2206
    @kimrodel2206 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    These stories are fantastic 😂 and your videos make my day they’re the best

  • @maaikeverra7688
    @maaikeverra7688 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Heyyy shan when are you coming to Amsterdam again?!?!?! Love youuu ❤

  • @aedwards96
    @aedwards96 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the video, love how you do different video types and always keep it very interesting

    • @nowthisisliving
      @nowthisisliving  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ah that's such a nice compliment, thank you!

  • @juliagdv9722
    @juliagdv9722 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    you're too precious for this world im cryinnnn

  • @laurencurran6603
    @laurencurran6603 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your lashes look sooo pretty!

  • @AEW123315
    @AEW123315 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    missed these videos

  • @Ella_-eh2mv
    @Ella_-eh2mv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lobe you shannnon!!

  • @areyoureadytoramblepodcast1689
    @areyoureadytoramblepodcast1689 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so wild! I literally grew up in that neighborhood! That park, the dragon park, was in walking distance from my house. I GO TO YOUR OLD HIGH SCHOOL! I was in band with your step(?) sister! Its such a small world! Its crazy to think that I was watching your videos in 8th grade questioning my sexuality and you’ve helped me come a long way!

  • @imemyselfavocado3005
    @imemyselfavocado3005 5 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    Ally Hills is in the car so does Shannon! What's going on? Do i miss a *CAR* thing? Lol

    • @frailhag4313
      @frailhag4313 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Idk but Subaru is probably gonna sponsor them lmao

    • @freewifi4890
      @freewifi4890 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@frailhag4313 amen to that lol

    • @petraramos876
      @petraramos876 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Can't wait to see Shan collaborate with Ally on *Subaru's advertisement* 😁 I swear will switch my car into Subaru!

    • @maddieknox3766
      @maddieknox3766 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Lol

    • @madison_amack
      @madison_amack 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It all started with Amy's tiny car.

  • @alltimeSKYLER
    @alltimeSKYLER 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    yes! currently in college and my family has changed around my room completely. i been there shan

  • @korenisme
    @korenisme 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    7 seconds in to the video and ALREADY LAUGH CRYING!

  • @raelynnford7512
    @raelynnford7512 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I FEEL YOU literally the MINUTE i left for college my room was completely changed 😂🙌🏼

  • @kark.4397
    @kark.4397 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    My sister lived in Carrollton too!

  • @Emily-qf4mu
    @Emily-qf4mu 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Debbies 8 second cameo was amazing

  • @taylorsallaway1009
    @taylorsallaway1009 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome! Makes me miss Carrollton and that neighborhood... and that park! Hope your mom is well. I didn't really know you at all back then but I'm proud of you

  • @carolinecross3206
    @carolinecross3206 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This makes me so happy!!! Love to see more of your life and about where you come from! :)

  • @juliechwan2686
    @juliechwan2686 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Loved this video and the style of it!!

  • @labellavita992
    @labellavita992 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    you’re so relatable it’s crazy 😂

  • @rachelrandolph2579
    @rachelrandolph2579 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I choked on my cereal when you said “this is kissing a girl for the first time in Dallas Texas” THANKS SHANNON 😂😭

  • @courtneyfay2960
    @courtneyfay2960 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Shannon: I started drinking coffee again cause my anxiety isn’t that bad!! :DD
    Also Shannon: there are so many people walking by its a bit stressful ...
    1:10

    • @RenNixon
      @RenNixon 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Courtney Fay haha sounds like me. But it is stressfullish when your vlogging and people stare haha I always have my eyes 👀 looking around.

  • @ScEllie
    @ScEllie 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    OKEY TH-cam WHATS YOUR PROBLEM. I can't push the "like" button 😑.
    Shannon, LOVED the video. Your story about the kiss hahah, your mom, the mini nostalgic video. Am really looking forward to watch more music videos and more directed by you

  • @jess2801bower
    @jess2801bower 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my gosh, I was in Disneyland the other day wearing your merch and someone recognized it. "She was like nowthisisiliving? I love her videos" and I was like yeah me too!!

  • @natgutierrez7002
    @natgutierrez7002 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re mom is amazing. Why can’t my mom be that cool