演劇/Theatre/Engeki, 25-ji, Nightcord de. - Game Size (Off Vocal / Instrumental)

Engeki (演劇) is a song by Nanou, commissioned for the Saying Goodbye to My Persona event. This song became playable on July 19, 2023. It is associated with the unit 25-ji, Nightcord de
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Japanese: 演劇
Romaji : Engeki
English: theater
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Romaji Lyrics:
aru toki dareka ga iimashita
minna yakuwari ga arunda to
tarinai mono wo wakachiatte
oginaiatte ikiteiru to
sore nara watashi no kuuhaku wa
dareka ga umetekureru hazu de
kikoemasuka? sono dareka san
dareka ga dareka iimashita
kimi no yakuwari wa kou datte
kore wa aiue no kotoba da to
minna sou yatte ikiteru to
yorokobu kao ga ureshikute
hisshi de yaku wo enjimashita
kokyuu sae mo wasureru hodo
rojiura no gomiokiba
zatsu ni suterareta randoseru
warau toki sura mawari wo kini suru kuse wa
itsu kara dattakke
moshimo negai wa tada hitotsu dake
kanau naraba owarasetainda
kono fuzaketa engeki wo
machigatta mama ikitekitanda
ima sara kubiwa wo hazusaretatte
ittai dokoe e yukeba ii no?
tada tashika na jibun wo hoshita
sono daishou ga kore desu ka kamisama?
zenbu hidosugiru yo zenbu
mou ii kara sa hayaku
owarasete yo
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Japanese Lyrics:
或る時誰かが言いました
みんな役割があるんだと
足りないものを分かち合って
補い合って生きていると
それなら私の空白は
誰かが埋めてくれる筈で
聞こえますか その誰かさん
誰かが誰かに言いました
君の役割はこうだって
「これは愛故の言葉だ」と
「皆そうやって生きてる」と
喜ぶ顔が嬉しくって
必死で役を演じました
呼吸さえも忘れるほど
路地裏のごみ置き場
雑に捨てられたランドセル
笑う時すら周りを気にする癖は
いつからだったっけ
もしも願いがただひとつだけ
叶うならば終わらせたいんだ
この　ふざけた演劇を
間違ったまま　生きてきたんだ
今更首輪を外されたって
一体何処へ行けばいいの
ただ確かな　自分を欲した
その代償がこれですか神様
全部酷過ぎるよ全部
もうういいからさ　早く
終わらせてよ
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English Lyrics:
Someone said, once,
That everyone had a role to play in this world
We live on, compensating for one another's incompetencies
Complementing one another
If that is the way things are, there must be somebody
Who can fill in the blanks of my role for me
That "somebody" -Can you hear me?
Someone told somebody else,
"This is the part you're supposed to play."
And, "These are the words of love,"
And, "Everybody lives like this"
I was so delighted to see the pleased faces they made
That I played my role desperately-
So much that I have even forgotten to breathe
Making a mess, I've sloppily thrown out my school bag
In a dumpster within a back alley
Since when have I picked up the habit
Of checking my surroundings so warily every time I smile?
If I could have but a single wish fulfilled,
It'd be a desire to finally end this-
This joke of a play
I have lived my entire life being in the wrong-
Now, with the collar taken off my neck,
Just where am I supposed to go?
All I've ever wanted was just a certainty of my own self;
Is this the price I have to pay for it, God?
This all has been too much, it's too much;
It's fine. Just... Quickly,
End this, please...

[@Manga678Shiro]

Ty
(also, welcome to the black space)