nilu - Are You With Me [Official Lyric Video]

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    Stream/Buy "Are You With Me" here: lnk.to/niluAreYouWithMe
    Follow nilu
    Instagram: / nilumusic
    Spotify: www.hyperurl.co/qbuvfv
    Site: www.nilumusic.com
    Written by nilu and AG
    Produced by AG www.byaginc.com/
    Lyric video and album art by Kody Buxton @kodybuxton / kodybuxton
    Original photography by Robert Verbarg @verbs1989 / verbs1989
    Lyrics:
    Wake up, stay with me
    Through the flood and through the fear
    Right now I need you here
    I need you to stay strong
    To remind me where I came from and where I belong
    So wake up and stay with me
    'Cause I'm starting to think that I never actually had you
    You're not in the dark, far from the light
    I need to know now
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Don't give up, not yet
    No matter how hard this gets
    We come into the world, worse for the wear
    But the wars of our fathers are not ours to bear
    Don't give up, no not yet
    We're not equal parts light and dark
    We can be brilliant
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
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  • @jusstttmay5626
    @jusstttmay5626 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +739

    2024 anyone???

  • @slater4387
    @slater4387 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3751

    1:19 is what you came for ❤️

  • @evblovesmiya
    @evblovesmiya 2 ปีที่แล้ว +688

    This hits different when you're stressed over school and your parents are putting lots of pressure on you to do good this year, and you're silently crying because you don't want to wake up your siblings because it's too hard to explain.

    • @aciuaj5574
      @aciuaj5574 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oh my god yes 😕

    • @Maddy_Arn
      @Maddy_Arn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      How did you describe my life right now?

    • @andjelarokic7823
      @andjelarokic7823 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      literaly me

    • @evaexna9712
      @evaexna9712 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg it's meee

    • @khawlabkh8885
      @khawlabkh8885 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel you 😔💔

  • @millaevans840
    @millaevans840 2 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    Not me picturing Draco comforting me while I’m crying. “Don’t give up, no not yet.”
    Sometimes I just need Draco

  • @heyo.its.samb0
    @heyo.its.samb0 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10850

    I’ve heard clips of this song in edits and I find this so calming and chill

  • @elimourek
    @elimourek 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9158

    is anyone actually here because of how beautiful this song and her voice is?

    • @jsuistropbelle5344
      @jsuistropbelle5344 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      elizabeth reiter telement yes

    • @soph1est880
      @soph1est880 3 ปีที่แล้ว +137

      nah I'm just depressed

    • @rienboone6631
      @rienboone6631 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@soph1est880 same

    • @PreciousLay-ol5gw
      @PreciousLay-ol5gw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Everyone is but we were sent here from different things

    • @msMuffet.
      @msMuffet. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Precious. Lay- exactly

  • @zacknichols6182
    @zacknichols6182 3 ปีที่แล้ว +360

    Does anyone else wonder what hurt her so much to think of making this song-

    • @Vkpz
      @Vkpz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      Thats what I think about when I listen to really sad and lovely songs, its weird how being in a such a dark place can create beautiful things.

    • @khloecohen4831
      @khloecohen4831 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@VkpzI made a video,black and white for school,in silent.Expressing in how much pain I was.My teacher said it was very unique.I used subtitles.He said that wasn’t even needed.

  • @leftmelonely
    @leftmelonely 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    After 4 years if you're still here you're a legend mate.

  • @thisuserlovesthemoon
    @thisuserlovesthemoon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3781

    "don't give up, not yet
    no matter how hard this gets"
    this hit me so hard, i'm crying..

    • @xxvids_emilyxxhernandez6396
      @xxvids_emilyxxhernandez6396 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      DONT cry it’s tuff rn but u will make it sis

    • @kadijahsmithh
      @kadijahsmithh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Alicia Covarrubias aww

    • @jay-fe4wi
      @jay-fe4wi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      awee atinyyy :( please use ateez to love yourself even tho it’s bts’ motto lol.

    • @thisuserlovesthemoon
      @thisuserlovesthemoon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@jay-fe4wi idk about loving myself but they do bring happiness and light into my life 🥺 idk what i'd do without ateez

    • @amethystpurple312
      @amethystpurple312 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s true to never give up! We’re all here for you! 🥺

  • @abbysdumbtruck7165
    @abbysdumbtruck7165 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3904

    Do you ever wanna cry but you’ve cried too much that you feel emotionless😔🥺😭

  • @natalie2214
    @natalie2214 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I can't stop thinking about him. His smile, his voice, his laugh and his personality. I just wanna hug him

  • @ellianaparks1269
    @ellianaparks1269 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    In a month or a year and someone likes this comment
    I’ll click this video and listen to the song.

  • @06livefast
    @06livefast 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4323

    What a voice. This hit right in the feels.

    • @ThisIsNilu
      @ThisIsNilu  5 ปีที่แล้ว +477

      Thank you everyone for the loving words and support. Love you. Big hugs to all you beautiful souls.

    • @mirandanations7683
      @mirandanations7683 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      HOTBALLZ yeah I was the 2,000th like

    • @mirandanations7683
      @mirandanations7683 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ThisIsNilu oml I love your voice it hit me so bard

    • @josepviaderrapp5560
      @josepviaderrapp5560 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ThisIsNilu q

    • @maaah-rs4mo2ic8u
      @maaah-rs4mo2ic8u ปีที่แล้ว

      @@josepviaderrapp5560 traduz

  • @ZahraMatooq621
    @ZahraMatooq621 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5522

    60%of the comments: Here from greys anatomy
    30% of the comments: here from edits
    10% of the comments: actually about how good the song is

    • @always963
      @always963 5 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      I mean 100% percent of it know how good it is. They wouldn't have came if it wasn't good. It just that the 10% percent was the ones that already knew nilu

    • @ZahraMatooq621
      @ZahraMatooq621 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      always yeah but I’m like talking about the actual comments cause obviously people are here because it’s good (cause it is)

    • @always963
      @always963 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ZahraMatooq621 ofc ofc. I get you

    • @mikayla7889
      @mikayla7889 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I came here from greys anatomy

    • @isabellacastillopatron6620
      @isabellacastillopatron6620 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Faith 204 im in the 30%

  • @linkinparkrulz2275
    @linkinparkrulz2275 ปีที่แล้ว +543

    My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life...

    • @wandacolon2830
      @wandacolon2830 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Soso sorry to hear that , it's terrible how many people are dying with all these crazy drugs in the world my condolences 😢 we have lost slot of friends God Bless you 🙏🏼

    • @ikbenbestwelcool5664
      @ikbenbestwelcool5664 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Rest in peace 🤍

    • @madisonanderson100
      @madisonanderson100 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      My deepest condolences.. I got chills reading that. Hope you are doing okay.

    • @Tyler05595
      @Tyler05595 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I’m really sorry for your loss may he rest in peace ❤️

    • @bokangmpoko0904
      @bokangmpoko0904 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Sorry for your loss, nothing worse than losing a loved one. I hope you're recovering well🌼❤️❤️

  • @childogod1719
    @childogod1719 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    "Are you with me?"
    Jesus i swear my whole body got chills as soon as i heard it...

  • @7575jc
    @7575jc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1353

    “Cause I’m starting to think that I never actually had you” that hurts

    • @morgyworgy_not4u
      @morgyworgy_not4u 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That’s with me and my best friend now 😢 also on of my old friends died in a car crash when he was 7 Cash Johnson my he Rest In Peace ❤️❤️❤️

    • @souphathaychatouphonexay5882
      @souphathaychatouphonexay5882 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It really does

    • @ellemariec
      @ellemariec 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mirandacastillo6007 or even a year later, apparently. Lol.

    • @ellemariec
      @ellemariec 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mirandacastillo6007 I'm heading into 2 years..... still having it. But, he also makes sure that I do. He never leaves me alone longer than a few weeks.

    • @ellemariec
      @ellemariec 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @UClBBhMEeaREDp2MWMBxRr6Q for sure. Thankfully, "mine" lives a couple of hours away && got with the hobag he cheated on me with (while I was pregnant with our twins). He actually has the nerve to try to complain about her to me - how she cheats on him && isn't affectionate "like I was." Really, dude?? 🙄🙄🤔🤔🤷🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

  • @chileanyway9538
    @chileanyway9538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8186

    Let’s get real this didn’t come to your recommend u had to search up “Are u with me”

  • @ANGELIARAMPERSAD
    @ANGELIARAMPERSAD 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    "you're not in dark,but far from the light"

  • @shubhamaryan8541
    @shubhamaryan8541 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Hits different when you think about the person that made your life beautiful and full of happiness and realizing that they dont exist😥😭😭😞

  • @a.07.s
    @a.07.s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4186

    NOT ME CRYING OVER FICTIONAL CHARACTERS INSTEAD OF DOING MY HOMEWORK-

  • @Perrinebn
    @Perrinebn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1210

    "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me ?" APRIL KEPNER DESERVED BETTER 😭😭

    • @aylarodriguez7103
      @aylarodriguez7103 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Eli Eli Lama Sabachthani

    • @saraharas4203
      @saraharas4203 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      i think she did at the end. i think it's so romantic that she ended up with Matthew.

    • @jorkatabs1
      @jorkatabs1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      She deserve better

    • @arcqies3925
      @arcqies3925 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Her ending should’ve been better

    • @caitlynmcclain6000
      @caitlynmcclain6000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Psalms 22:1

  • @makalialougheed1117
    @makalialougheed1117 2 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    Wake up, stay with me
    Through the flood and through the fear
    Right now I need you here
    I need you to stay strong
    To remind me where I came from
    And where I belong
    So wake up and stay with me
    Cause I'm starting to think
    That I never actually had you
    You're not in the dark
    Far from the light
    And I need to know now
    [Chorus]
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    Are you in or are you out?
    GRIP “Walkthrough!' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified
    [Verse 2]
    Don't give up, not yet
    No matter how hard this gets
    We come into the world
    Worse for the wear
    But the wars of our fathers
    Are not ours to bear
    Don't give up, no not yet
    [Chorus]
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    [Bridge]
    We're not equal parts
    Light and dark
    We can be brilliant
    [Chorus]
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you in or are you out?
    [Outro]
    Are you with me?

    • @wangshen_06
      @wangshen_06 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      We appreciate you we do

  • @nickeyfoster-zl5pr
    @nickeyfoster-zl5pr 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    This song having me crying 😭I feel like I'm hurting someone who loves me the most 😪💔

  • @sarahjanaway1257
    @sarahjanaway1257 3 ปีที่แล้ว +337

    1:18 pov: ur here for this part and acting/imaging it out with characters and getting emotional

  • @Jo-dz7xy
    @Jo-dz7xy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +514

    "the wars of our fathers are not ours to bear"
    beautiful.

    • @jasmynwhite6609
      @jasmynwhite6609 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I read a Hamilton fanfic about Theodosia Burr and Philip Hamilton, and when I heard this line, I immediately thought of those two.

    • @Jo-dz7xy
      @Jo-dz7xy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jasmynwhite6609 yessss

    • @aprilbyyy1705
      @aprilbyyy1705 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

  • @salenee
    @salenee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    “Don’t give up.”
    “No… not yet”
    thanks for the motivation 🤘

  • @auracallaghan9315
    @auracallaghan9315 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    the amount of times i've cried listening to this song makes me want to cry

  • @antoniaadamczyk900
    @antoniaadamczyk900 3 ปีที่แล้ว +694

    I want this song played at my funeral.

  • @evistyles1995
    @evistyles1995 6 ปีที่แล้ว +459

    Nilu and Sleeping at last are my fav singers for greys anatomy ♥️

    • @adrianaavila8853
      @adrianaavila8853 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      evistyles1995, Rag’n’Bone Man is really good too. I love so many musical artists from that show.

    • @gabychristian9491
      @gabychristian9491 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Agreed

    • @lexsvss
      @lexsvss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I love sleeping at last but I don’t watch Greys anatomy.

  • @ellaconsole8491
    @ellaconsole8491 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I just came from a fanfic where Harry died for nothing and I'm currently balling my eyes out.

  • @anabeatrizcontarini2601
    @anabeatrizcontarini2601 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Wake up, stay with me
    Through the flood and through the fear
    Right now I need you here
    I need you to stay strong
    To remind me where I came from
    And where I belong
    So wake up and stay with me
    'Cause I'm starting to think
    That I never actually had you
    You're not in the dark
    But far from the light
    And I need to know now
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Don't give up, not yet
    No matter how hard this gets
    We come into the world
    Worse for the wear
    But the wars of our fathers
    Are not ours to bear
    Don't give up, no not yet
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?

  • @its._yogirl._ari5288
    @its._yogirl._ari5288 6 ปีที่แล้ว +318

    This song reminds me of my dad, he passed away. And I begged him to stay but obviously it didn't work, this song makes me cry every time. I miss u dad 💔

    • @ThisIsNilu
      @ThisIsNilu  4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      My heart is with you

    • @cynthiagonzalez7829
      @cynthiagonzalez7829 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m know I’m late but I’m so sorry for his passing hope your feeling better 🥰🥰

    • @angelroseswolfy4416
      @angelroseswolfy4416 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sorry for your lost here is a hug 🤗 🌷🌹and flowers

    • @MargauxHunt
      @MargauxHunt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can’t even tell you how you how sorry I am. Losing a parent is one of my biggest fears. I really hope you feel better 💕💕💕

    • @zaynabkaroliya9608
      @zaynabkaroliya9608 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The exact same thing happened to me 3 months since I lost my uncle who was basically my dad in the hospital I held his hand begged him to stay but i guess his time was up

  • @micalah8282
    @micalah8282 6 ปีที่แล้ว +460

    I can't explain the ache in my soul when I listen to this. So incredibly beautiful.

  • @soul6299
    @soul6299 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    “‘cause I’m starting to
    think that I never actually had you.”
    That will always be one of the most beautiful parts of this song to me 💔

  • @raelynheard8625
    @raelynheard8625 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Anyone else cried so hard to this song where you couldn’t breath or just me?

  • @gelifilms
    @gelifilms 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6081

    I CAME HERE FROM A DRACO MALFOY & HARRY POTTER TIKTOK POV NOW I'M CRYING 😭😭

  • @bestieee3787
    @bestieee3787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +929

    This hits different at 2am when you’re all alone and don’t have a clue in the world what to do while you’re crying

    • @Alexis-oy6bd
      @Alexis-oy6bd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This

    • @starbucks_bby
      @starbucks_bby 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      The fact that it's exactly 2am where I live😃💔

    • @LeafIsAWarrior
      @LeafIsAWarrior 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same it’s 12am and I have a hockey game but I can’t stop thinking of this girl

    • @aprilbyyy1705
      @aprilbyyy1705 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️

    • @m.kx31
      @m.kx31 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same-

  • @freya3048
    @freya3048 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The Resident just brought me here...Such a beautiful song 🖤

  • @heymelki
    @heymelki 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    "so I lost you for quite a while. and until now I miss you"
    -Indonesia, 16 Januari 2021

  • @daniela-qm7bs
    @daniela-qm7bs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +259

    i removed this song from my liked videos when i was in a dark place because i always balled my eyes out to it now im doing better and back to it comes to show that it is possible. it gets better. i didnt believe it. faith. faith is key.

    • @adrianaavila8853
      @adrianaavila8853 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Daniela Navarrete. Thank you for sharing and I’m so glad you’re doing better. That’s great news!! I love that music is always there for us, by for me personally ive used it as an escape for far too long so it’s revisiting this after a long while and gaining new perspective. ☺️ Peace, blessings, love and light to you. 💕

  • @stephmendoza999
    @stephmendoza999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2692

    This song keeps on reminding me of draco malfoy... he never deserved that filthy father

  • @gracieanderson9174
    @gracieanderson9174 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    It's like this song was written for draco malfoy. It's so lyrically beautiful. Im legitly in tears 😢🖤

  • @millaevans840
    @millaevans840 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Is it just me or does this song just make you cry more when your already feeling down?

  • @bluvs_tae
    @bluvs_tae 3 ปีที่แล้ว +408

    Imagine being heart broken and listening to this song 😭💔

    • @saki5572
      @saki5572 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i feel attacked rn😪

    • @Jo-dz7xy
      @Jo-dz7xy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      no need for me to imagine

    • @Sunilkumar-ob7wo
      @Sunilkumar-ob7wo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I am crying my eyes out...

    • @jaydaquarles9856
      @jaydaquarles9856 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Exactly and her I am heartbroken and crying. I just want someone to want me as much as I want them. Like is that to much to ask someone sometimes.

    • @emilywinbush2519
      @emilywinbush2519 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me rn, I swear I cant deal with myself

  • @sofiabertenni3903
    @sofiabertenni3903 5 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    1%: Wow beautiful song!
    99%: greys anatomy🤣🌟

  • @kaydiaries1601
    @kaydiaries1601 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This song means a lot for me , i have so emotional memories with this song…

  • @rayzyretaylor683
    @rayzyretaylor683 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    Anyone here in 2024?🎉

    • @SusanGrabon
      @SusanGrabon หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sure am.

  • @wishyouwerehere1986
    @wishyouwerehere1986 6 ปีที่แล้ว +522

    Hi Nilu,
    I am a 26 years old Italian boy.
    About 6 months ago, I fell in love with the most beautiful girl in the world, and this is the only song that makes me think of her every day, makes me feel incredible emotions and makes me cry. I have been listening to it since february, many times a day and every time it gives me so many emotions. I thank you for have created that thing that accompanies the most beautiful feeling of my life. Hoping my english is correct, Kisses 😘

    • @ThisIsNilu
      @ThisIsNilu  5 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      I love that this song made you think of love. That is wonderful. Thank you.

    • @michenius3518
      @michenius3518 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      "Be alright" should help too, at least it helped me.

    • @sebnemyegin1788
      @sebnemyegin1788 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      wishyouwerehere1986 OMGG that is so cute 🥺🥺🥺

    • @itzavababy7843
      @itzavababy7843 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      wishyouwerehere1986 aww

    • @benjaminburwood5722
      @benjaminburwood5722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Is she ok now r yup together

  • @RohitSingh-rv3co
    @RohitSingh-rv3co 6 ปีที่แล้ว +681

    Congratulations on your song being featured on Grey's anatomy.

  • @Aloha_cowboy
    @Aloha_cowboy ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The part "The war of our Father's are not ours to bear" hits. This song is so good, one of my favorites.

  • @sari-kitty
    @sari-kitty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm here from The Resident on Fox. I about cried when I first heard this. It's beautiful. ❤

  • @drmosaddegh
    @drmosaddegh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    the way her voice sort of cracks at 00:58 and she says “cause i’m starting to
    think that i never
    actually had you”...

    • @alexusawesomeradness86mccl60
      @alexusawesomeradness86mccl60 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      well if ur hating thats rude bc everyones voice cracks but not everyone admits it or has the balls to show a video of them singing and their voice cracks

    • @drmosaddegh
      @drmosaddegh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      alexusawesome radness86 Mcclutchie im not hating i thought that really conveyed the emotion

  • @lilkoo3238
    @lilkoo3238 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3184

    i’m here because of all the draco malfoy edits and povs

  • @qxeenkay_dxn1383
    @qxeenkay_dxn1383 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    i cried to this song

  • @oloratomokibe1098
    @oloratomokibe1098 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "I'm starting to think that I never actually had you" powerful line damn

  • @inactivehandle001
    @inactivehandle001 4 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    I just lost my sister. And I can’t listen to this song anymore without crying, it seems. Maybe eventually I’ll be able to, right now the lyrics speak too much to my pain. Not necessarily a bad thing, it needs to come out, I think, what I feel listening to this song.

    • @juliasabbag4
      @juliasabbag4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      i’m really sorry, wish you and your family all the best💗

    • @shrieyapraveen4421
      @shrieyapraveen4421 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I am so sorry for your loss🥺🥺She is safe now in heaven😔😘

    • @ishouldbestudying4050
      @ishouldbestudying4050 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm really sorry for your loss. ❤️ I hope she rests in peace and I pray for you and your family to see better and beautiful days. She'll always be with you.

    • @loading6258
      @loading6258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Awww I’m so sorry for ur lost 🥺🥺🥺

    • @loading6258
      @loading6258 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pcc75 good job for doing a good thing 👍👍👍

  • @taylorponder5489
    @taylorponder5489 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    That feeling when you’re in love with someone you can and will never have.

  • @diosbejgliormester9321
    @diosbejgliormester9321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Ahh😭 this song reminds me of my dear loki. He didn't deserve this! He deserved all of his fathers love😭 And when he finally did something good, he died... He knew, that one of them will need to die, and when thanos hurt thor, he realised that how much he loves his brother. He didn't deserve this!😭

  • @EliGev
    @EliGev ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i'm crying....3months ago i decided to change my work..i leave my workplace, learn sonething new, went to classes, a month ago i finished, still didn't find a job...5 days ago i broke up with my husband, after 10 years...4 days ago war started in my country...i didn't cry this whole time, but now i do..kinda got me hard this beautiful song

  • @elianac042
    @elianac042 5 ปีที่แล้ว +532

    greys anatomy season 14 is rough let me tell you..

    • @aylarodriguez7103
      @aylarodriguez7103 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Very true sad happy unforgettable season love greys always gonna miss kepner & Robin's

    • @bayleighwestra
      @bayleighwestra 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So true 😭

    • @abivieira1068
      @abivieira1068 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      they played this in an episode? holy shit i love this song and i didn't notice! season 14 is my favourite xD but season 15 is getting really good!

    • @aracelyrodriguez8379
      @aracelyrodriguez8379 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ciyarah eliana and season 13😢

    • @urmom-gs8uy
      @urmom-gs8uy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So true 😭

  • @miiholiveira4682
    @miiholiveira4682 6 ปีที่แล้ว +580

    APRIL 😭💔

    • @adrianaavila8853
      @adrianaavila8853 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Uh, my gosh April. It hurts to see her be changed like that.. =(

    • @miiholiveira4682
      @miiholiveira4682 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Adriana Avila, Yeah, it was very sad what Shonda did with April... (I'm Brazilian, so my vocabulary is a little strange)

    • @cleo2008
      @cleo2008 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😢 I am Soldier! April ❤

    • @tassedetay8346
      @tassedetay8346 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      😭

    • @gabys.cherry8148
      @gabys.cherry8148 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Miih Oliveira what episode?

  • @idek803
    @idek803 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I remember listening to this song constantly a few years back and I am so glad it popped up in my recommended. This is such a beautiful song and the vocals are so captivating! Literally one of the most underrated songs ever! ❤

  • @tiashepherd4042
    @tiashepherd4042 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Came here from tiktok and was already obsessed when it started

  • @4tiffff
    @4tiffff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1165

    I see people everyday: smiling, laughing and look at me. I’m just drowning in my thoughts and I can’t breathe because I’m choosing not to get out of the water. This song makes me feel worse but I know I have to keep living. There’s people in my life that I don’t want traumatised by my suicide. So I’m not gonna do it. I’m gonna try my best to get out of the water and I’m almost there and you can be too.
    edit: thankyou to everyone who has supported me. I’m doing well so far :)

    • @tabi2922
      @tabi2922 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      Stay strong!!! THERE IS PEOPLE WHO NEED U even if u dont belive it. Hope u will get better💔❤

    • @ronilsonsampaio452
      @ronilsonsampaio452 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      You're strong, beautiful, sensitive and loving. A true fighter 💜

    • @Joyce.96
      @Joyce.96 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      You are never alone, there are people who need you. Even if you can't see it just right now. Hope you will get better soon. *hug*

    • @urfavlaurenn
      @urfavlaurenn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      You got this!!!!!! You can always talk to a trusted adult, or friend about how your feeling if things get tough

    • @hoi07
      @hoi07 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      These are some big words..

  • @thesony8540
    @thesony8540 5 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    This Song remember me Grey's Anatomy sad'scenes 💔💔😥😭

  • @lilyalbertin3413
    @lilyalbertin3413 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    yes i‘m obsessed w this sound

  • @aribeiroo_
    @aribeiroo_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dancing with Draco at the winter ball, to the sound of this song...Dream🤧

  • @defneorhun7896
    @defneorhun7896 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    this song literally makes me feel like i’m in a fairytale

  • @jordynhimes3294
    @jordynhimes3294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +668

    Who’s here because of their love for the draco edits 😩❤️

    • @caitlinburgess1945
      @caitlinburgess1945 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I need to get out of this hole of draco edits like it’s an issue and like ughhh I love him so much

    • @cowgirlmalfoy8081
      @cowgirlmalfoy8081 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yess the boy who had no choice 🥺

    • @catemellons252
      @catemellons252 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love youuuuuu dracooooo

    • @soniajacobsen8839
      @soniajacobsen8839 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Meeeeeeeeeeee

    • @Kicnik
      @Kicnik 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me

  • @kylernotkiller
    @kylernotkiller 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    i love this song
    it makes me remember my boyfriend that died in a car crash last year and i ask him this everyday and he lets me know he's here

    • @addisonguillory8665
      @addisonguillory8665 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so sorry for loss I love this song too it reminds me of my great grandma she was so strong and faithful

  • @chia.rae..
    @chia.rae.. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Am I the only one who is here because this song is so beautiful and sad at the same time? Like really, I always want to cry when I think of that song and I don't even know why.

  • @akilovebot7137
    @akilovebot7137 5 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    I seriously can't believe I have only found out about her now!! She's got that voice that wants to make you put in headphones, go to the beach at night, and literally just let it out. Voices like this are tend to be hidden under all these pop singers and its sad that people that can actually touch people's hearts with just a voice, end up being underrated.

    • @aylarodriguez7103
      @aylarodriguez7103 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes agreed

    • @karineg209
      @karineg209 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      All I can say is check her other stuff! Took me until early 2018 to find her as well, so I am with you on that one ;) And I am not even close to stop listening !!! ❤️

    • @mena9441
      @mena9441 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love your profile picture 😍👏

    • @ThisIsNilu
      @ThisIsNilu  5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Wow this deeply warmed my heart, thank you Rosie and everyone for your support and thoughtful words. You all give me good energy to keep creating and working. Humbled by everyone’s love and support, and so appreciate reading things like this. Thank you

    • @Ann_2077
      @Ann_2077 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ivana Kuzmanov no

  • @bellabates6487
    @bellabates6487 6 ปีที่แล้ว +234

    shonda may kill every character and break your heart into a million pieces, put it back together and break it a dozen times again but at least she shows us this music!!!!!!!!!

  • @bangtan_7770
    @bangtan_7770 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Love you nilu

  • @neelhindustani7943
    @neelhindustani7943 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Yes I am with you ❤️❣️❤️❤️

  • @marielpot9470
    @marielpot9470 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    This is so underratted....

  • @teniswrld
    @teniswrld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    Minute of silence for those who haven't found this song yet😯😯😐

    • @girlymiko
      @girlymiko 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      stfu

    • @teniswrld
      @teniswrld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@girlymiko something is obviously wrong with you stupid ass bitch.

    • @zara4100
      @zara4100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Mailo Lola
      😂

    • @Ok-sm3jz
      @Ok-sm3jz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@teniswrld lmao

    • @valerie048
      @valerie048 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@teniswrld lolololol

  • @warrior_7967
    @warrior_7967 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ”So wake up.. stay with me” hits so hard 😩💔

  • @i1310.s
    @i1310.s ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I came from a video on Pinterest where it showed the city of NY from above, and the chorus of this song was in the background, it's perfect!

  • @josie3723
    @josie3723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    They should have used this song in tvd. I feel like it would have suited the show

  • @andrapostolache6555
    @andrapostolache6555 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    This song gives me so many emotions 🥺

  • @SmolHeroine
    @SmolHeroine 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The Resident 4x10 bought me here.

  • @avi8450
    @avi8450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON MY DREAMS THANK YOU FOR THE SONG

  • @kara-eleonorelvestad4583
    @kara-eleonorelvestad4583 3 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    Wish people would stop saying they came here cause of POV's and edits, and just say they came here cause they discovered her beautiful voice and wanted to give her song a listen.

    • @cassidylauren2173
      @cassidylauren2173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      yes!!

    • @alinachrist8416
      @alinachrist8416 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Well I found it from some fmv and loved the song (it was edited), so I tried to give the original a listen. Does thar count?

    • @hibah9809
      @hibah9809 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@alinachrist8416 ofc it counts, the reason why u came here shouldnt matter what matter is that u enjoy the song

    • @rieJW
      @rieJW 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I discovered it today when I was randomly hearing new songs on youtube

    • @ImAgentK
      @ImAgentK 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Who the hell cares why they’re here. 🤷🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️🙄

  • @ellietaieb764
    @ellietaieb764 4 ปีที่แล้ว +308

    no one:
    me: **acting like i’m in a noah schnapp ship edit**

  • @sarahandriatch713
    @sarahandriatch713 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i’m sitting in my bed at 4:00am and screaming this

  • @tikasherman3110
    @tikasherman3110 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    This song reminds me of my struggle with faith ❤👏🏼

  • @slbrick
    @slbrick 6 ปีที่แล้ว +260

    Amazing....If you were aiming at my soul you were right on target

  • @bellalieberg2072
    @bellalieberg2072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +637

    Greys Anatomy really wrote one of the most amazing characters of all time, April Kepner was wholesome, relatable, funny, entertaining, caring, and beautiful, and then they said bitch bye. Miss you April 🥺💔

    • @tianalee9131
      @tianalee9131 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      😔✊💔

    • @maysas1129
      @maysas1129 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      she is coming back aaaaaaaa i love her

    • @bellalieberg2072
      @bellalieberg2072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@maysas1129 WHAT SHE IS???? LIKE AS A GUEST OR A REGULAR?? AND WHEN??

    • @maysas1129
      @maysas1129 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@bellalieberg2072 i don't know, but she will be back in the season 17

    • @bellalieberg2072
      @bellalieberg2072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@maysas1129 omggggg i justo checked their stories!!! tysm!!

  • @Sanbyes
    @Sanbyes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Wake up, stay with me
    Through the flood and through the fear
    Right now I need you here
    I need you to stay strong
    To remind me where I came from
    And where I belong
    So wake up and stay with me
    Cause I'm starting to think
    That I never actually had you
    You're not in the dark
    Far from the light
    And I need to know now
    [Chorus]
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    Are you in or are you out?
    [Verse 2]
    Don't give up, not yet
    No matter how hard this gets
    We come into the world
    Worse for the wear
    But the wars of our fathers
    Are not ours to bear
    Don't give up, no not yet
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    [Bridge]
    We're not equal parts
    Light and dark
    We can be brilliant
    [Chorus]
    Are you with me?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?
    Are you drifting through the doubt?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you in or are you out?
    Are you with me?

  • @chaerry5549
    @chaerry5549 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song is so underrated! I love this song sm!

  • @IdkIdk-zi7jo
    @IdkIdk-zi7jo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE SCROLLING THROIGHT THE COMMENTS AND FIND THIS I LOVE YOU KEEP FIGHTING BEBE YOU DONT DESERVE TO DIE OK I LOVE YOU AND SO MANY MORE DO TO 💞

    • @ranasaraa
      @ranasaraa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I needed that today :)

    • @gracevaldez640
      @gracevaldez640 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you

    • @millaevans840
      @millaevans840 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thankyou so much. You are a beautiful human and are probably helping so many people including me. So thankyou

  • @adrianaavila8853
    @adrianaavila8853 6 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 “We’re not equal parts light or dark.” No, because it’s grey just like this background color. Man, do I love Grey’s. The soundtrack to my life!! On repeat forever.

  • @abbykelley2350
    @abbykelley2350 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song is super angelic, it makes me want to cry, because of everything that’s been happening lately

  • @thysiadupont6158
    @thysiadupont6158 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I don’t even have words for this song, it’s my favorite one EVER, everytime i hear it i get chills i love this song so much

  • @iikhalaii8784
    @iikhalaii8784 6 ปีที่แล้ว +483

    I'm here because of Greys but also because I'm in my feelings about Scott and Tessa and the fact that they are soulmates but haven't realized it yet. I need someone with video skills to dub this song over their skating so I can cry.

    • @JustMe-hi8rn
      @JustMe-hi8rn 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      IIKHALAII can u use their greys names pls? Sorry but who r they?

    • @iikhalaii8784
      @iikhalaii8784 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Scott and Tessa are Olympic gold medalists in figure skating and true soulmates.(they don't know this yet). They have nothing to do with Grey's Anatomy but the song had me in my feelings and I just watched the Olympics.

    • @afshanmehreen3184
      @afshanmehreen3184 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      IIKHALAII here from greys too

    • @Radarhope
      @Radarhope 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      IIKHALAII i can make an edit about them

    • @iikhalaii8784
      @iikhalaii8784 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      don't mess with my emotions i'm still recovering

  • @hachiiyo
    @hachiiyo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    My god, this voice is perfect ❤ who's from 2020?

  • @carolnyamu
    @carolnyamu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you @Nilu for an amazing song. It's so beautiful. Brings out some real deep emotions. Bless you

  • @streetsleah10
    @streetsleah10 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I feel like this could go so many ways. It means Recovery💜 to me. “Don’t give up, no not yet”.