This hits different when you're stressed over school and your parents are putting lots of pressure on you to do good this year, and you're silently crying because you don't want to wake up your siblings because it's too hard to explain.
@@mirandacastillo6007 I'm heading into 2 years..... still having it. But, he also makes sure that I do. He never leaves me alone longer than a few weeks.
@UClBBhMEeaREDp2MWMBxRr6Q for sure. Thankfully, "mine" lives a couple of hours away && got with the hobag he cheated on me with (while I was pregnant with our twins). He actually has the nerve to try to complain about her to me - how she cheats on him && isn't affectionate "like I was." Really, dude?? 🙄🙄🤔🤔🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
I mean 100% percent of it know how good it is. They wouldn't have came if it wasn't good. It just that the 10% percent was the ones that already knew nilu
This song reminds me of my dad, he passed away. And I begged him to stay but obviously it didn't work, this song makes me cry every time. I miss u dad 💔
The exact same thing happened to me 3 months since I lost my uncle who was basically my dad in the hospital I held his hand begged him to stay but i guess his time was up
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
I just lost my sister. And I can’t listen to this song anymore without crying, it seems. Maybe eventually I’ll be able to, right now the lyrics speak too much to my pain. Not necessarily a bad thing, it needs to come out, I think, what I feel listening to this song.
I'm really sorry for your loss. ❤️ I hope she rests in peace and I pray for you and your family to see better and beautiful days. She'll always be with you.
Hi Nilu, I am a 26 years old Italian boy. About 6 months ago, I fell in love with the most beautiful girl in the world, and this is the only song that makes me think of her every day, makes me feel incredible emotions and makes me cry. I have been listening to it since february, many times a day and every time it gives me so many emotions. I thank you for have created that thing that accompanies the most beautiful feeling of my life. Hoping my english is correct, Kisses 😘
i removed this song from my liked videos when i was in a dark place because i always balled my eyes out to it now im doing better and back to it comes to show that it is possible. it gets better. i didnt believe it. faith. faith is key.
Daniela Navarrete. Thank you for sharing and I’m so glad you’re doing better. That’s great news!! I love that music is always there for us, by for me personally ive used it as an escape for far too long so it’s revisiting this after a long while and gaining new perspective. ☺️ Peace, blessings, love and light to you. 💕
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️
well if ur hating thats rude bc everyones voice cracks but not everyone admits it or has the balls to show a video of them singing and their voice cracks
I see people everyday: smiling, laughing and look at me. I’m just drowning in my thoughts and I can’t breathe because I’m choosing not to get out of the water. This song makes me feel worse but I know I have to keep living. There’s people in my life that I don’t want traumatised by my suicide. So I’m not gonna do it. I’m gonna try my best to get out of the water and I’m almost there and you can be too. edit: thankyou to everyone who has supported me. I’m doing well so far :)
Wake up, stay with me Through the flood and through the fear Right now I need you here I need you to stay strong To remind me where I came from And where I belong So wake up and stay with me Cause I'm starting to think That I never actually had you You're not in the dark Far from the light And I need to know now [Chorus] Are you with me? Are you in or are you out? Are you with me? Are you drifting through the doubt? Are you in or are you out? GRIP “Walkthrough!' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified [Verse 2] Don't give up, not yet No matter how hard this gets We come into the world Worse for the wear But the wars of our fathers Are not ours to bear Don't give up, no not yet [Chorus] Are you with me? Are you in or are you out? Are you with me? Are you drifting through the doubt? [Bridge] We're not equal parts Light and dark We can be brilliant [Chorus] Are you with me? Are you in or are you out? Are you with me? Are you drifting through the doubt? Are you in or are you out? Are you in or are you out? Are you in or are you out? [Outro] Are you with me?
😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 “We’re not equal parts light or dark.” No, because it’s grey just like this background color. Man, do I love Grey’s. The soundtrack to my life!! On repeat forever.
Greys Anatomy really wrote one of the most amazing characters of all time, April Kepner was wholesome, relatable, funny, entertaining, caring, and beautiful, and then they said bitch bye. Miss you April 🥺💔
Wake up, stay with me Through the flood and through the fear Right now I need you here I need you to stay strong To remind me where I came from And where I belong So wake up and stay with me 'Cause I'm starting to think That I never actually had you You're not in the dark But far from the light And I need to know now Are you with me? Are you in or are you out? Are you with me? Are you drifting through the doubt? Are you in or are you out? Don't give up, not yet No matter how hard this gets We come into the world Worse for the wear But the wars of our fathers Are not ours to bear Don't give up, no not yet Are you with me? Are you in or are you out? Are you with me? Are you drifting through the doubt?
Wish people would stop saying they came here cause of POV's and edits, and just say they came here cause they discovered her beautiful voice and wanted to give her song a listen.
shonda may kill every character and break your heart into a million pieces, put it back together and break it a dozen times again but at least she shows us this music!!!!!!!!!
I seriously can't believe I have only found out about her now!! She's got that voice that wants to make you put in headphones, go to the beach at night, and literally just let it out. Voices like this are tend to be hidden under all these pop singers and its sad that people that can actually touch people's hearts with just a voice, end up being underrated.
All I can say is check her other stuff! Took me until early 2018 to find her as well, so I am with you on that one ;) And I am not even close to stop listening !!! ❤️
Wow this deeply warmed my heart, thank you Rosie and everyone for your support and thoughtful words. You all give me good energy to keep creating and working. Humbled by everyone’s love and support, and so appreciate reading things like this. Thank you
This song reminds me so much of a relationship I have with my best friend. I'm a girl, he's a boy, and we have been best friends for eight years. We even dated for three and a half years, and the entire time I felt like we were just really good friends. We never really had that spark but it was painful because we loved each other. I ended up breaking up with him after three years four months one week and three days. We grew apart and I missed him more than anything in the world. He went into other relationships and got his heart broken. I went into other relationships and broke other people's hearts. Almost exactly a year after I broke up with him he came crawling back to me, asking for friendship. All the feelings we shared came rushing back but I can't help but feel a hatred towards him for ignoring me for a year. I love him so much but for some reason I can't forgive him or myself for letting our amazing love for each other get in the way of our friendship, the type of friendship that would last forever in a movie. So now I've lost my best friend and the love of my life. I haven't been able to have other relationships since him, and I don't know that I want to. My heart has been broken for over a year now and no matter how many times he apologizes for leaving me behind because he "felt bad about talking to me" I feel like he doesn't really care about me. Moral of the story, don't date your best friend unless you're prepared for the possibility of your relationship collapsing altogether.
Dude. Your dog is dead but you can keep it. Would you want to live with that? Buy that guy a beer and give him a big hug for coming back to the campfire after having been incinerated by it.
Same I had a best friend but they don’t seem to care because I was dealing with depression I still am and they never helped me instead they left and now I’m more depressed
@@loading6258 not the same, though. You guys just don't appreciate the amount of balls it took for this man to have been in a relationship with his best friend, have it crumble down, and then with all of those memories come back and try to be friends with her again. That is true goddamn love, year skipped or not.
I'm here because of Greys but also because I'm in my feelings about Scott and Tessa and the fact that they are soulmates but haven't realized it yet. I need someone with video skills to dub this song over their skating so I can cry.
Scott and Tessa are Olympic gold medalists in figure skating and true soulmates.(they don't know this yet). They have nothing to do with Grey's Anatomy but the song had me in my feelings and I just watched the Olympics.
@@VkpzI made a video,black and white for school,in silent.Expressing in how much pain I was.My teacher said it was very unique.I used subtitles.He said that wasn’t even needed.
if your reading this.. i want to let you know.. that everything will be okay.. you have a purpose on this earth, you are not alone, everything will get better I can promise you that, okay your are loved.. remember that ❤️❤️❤️
I needed this. My birthday is tomorrow and I feel like no one cares. I asked my friends if they have plans today they said “oh nothing staying home all day” meanwhile they were hanging out all day swimming at the pool and stuff. I feel like I’m the only one that cares. I try so hard and invite all of them over just to make sure no one feels bad, or left out meanwhile I’m the one here looking like a clown.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE SCROLLING THROIGHT THE COMMENTS AND FIND THIS I LOVE YOU KEEP FIGHTING BEBE YOU DONT DESERVE TO DIE OK I LOVE YOU AND SO MANY MORE DO TO 💞
Oh my god! After reading the description I literally screamed out loud. I know this artist from her version of How To Save A Life from Grey’s...!! And now after that marvelous episode centered around April this past week. To know it’s by the same artist.... ahhhh!!! Love your voice. Thank you so much.
Omg yes & beautiful sang ! Nilu amazing voice watching greys anatomy 14×10 personal jesus it was heartbreaking watching april kepner like that this song is amazing but mad the ending of the episode that more memorable for me
heard this song in grey's anatomy and have been obsessed. your voice is so powerful, and paired with such an amazing song makes it even better! keep doing what you're doing!
My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life...
Soso sorry to hear that , it's terrible how many people are dying with all these crazy drugs in the world my condolences 😢 we have lost slot of friends God Bless you 🙏🏼
This song makes me bawl. My grandad passed away last July and ever since this song came out. My heart breaks everytime I hear it😭! The most beautiful angelic voice with the most amazing meaning behind it. Godbless you Nilu xx
I know you are listening to sad songs right now. Believe me i know how you feel, but remember you are a fighter! You deserve so much gorgeous💗 Though life is tough, we can get through it and experience beautiful things along the way. Stay strong💗
This song always makes me cry it’s so beautiful. Do you ever just go for a drive while listening to a song and it just makes you cry, as you think of all little flashbacks from your life.
The song sometimes reminds me of my sad past when I hear its melody but sometimes it also makes me remember the few beautiful moments I had with him and it makes me want to cry because they are only memories.
1:19 is what you came for ❤️
Thank you ❤
Your pfp🥺
Ashannie Texting Stories rip alexei🥺
Angie Power thank you🥺 I love your profile photo😭
Yup
Do you ever wanna cry but you’ve cried too much that you feel emotionless😔🥺😭
this.
Your un is true
Depressed boy
thats on being numb
Numbness 😭😞
I’ve heard clips of this song in edits and I find this so calming and chill
Same a stelena edit!
@@savreihana5148 DELENA EDITS
@@emanmugalli3534 GIRL SHUT UP
Bratayley edit
Same a stelena edit
"you're not in dark,but far from the light"
is anyone actually here because of how beautiful this song and her voice is?
elizabeth reiter telement yes
nah I'm just depressed
@@soph1est880 same
Everyone is but we were sent here from different things
Precious. Lay- exactly
"don't give up, not yet
no matter how hard this gets"
this hit me so hard, i'm crying..
DONT cry it’s tuff rn but u will make it sis
Alicia Covarrubias aww
awee atinyyy :( please use ateez to love yourself even tho it’s bts’ motto lol.
@@jay-fe4wi idk about loving myself but they do bring happiness and light into my life 🥺 idk what i'd do without ateez
It’s true to never give up! We’re all here for you! 🥺
What a voice. This hit right in the feels.
Thank you everyone for the loving words and support. Love you. Big hugs to all you beautiful souls.
HOTBALLZ yeah I was the 2,000th like
ThisIsNilu oml I love your voice it hit me so bard
@@ThisIsNilu q
@@josepviaderrapp5560 traduz
This hits different when you're stressed over school and your parents are putting lots of pressure on you to do good this year, and you're silently crying because you don't want to wake up your siblings because it's too hard to explain.
Oh my god yes 😕
How did you describe my life right now?
literaly me
Omg it's meee
I feel you 😔💔
“Cause I’m starting to think that I never actually had you” that hurts
That’s with me and my best friend now 😢 also on of my old friends died in a car crash when he was 7 Cash Johnson my he Rest In Peace ❤️❤️❤️
It really does
@@mirandacastillo6007 or even a year later, apparently. Lol.
@@mirandacastillo6007 I'm heading into 2 years..... still having it. But, he also makes sure that I do. He never leaves me alone longer than a few weeks.
@UClBBhMEeaREDp2MWMBxRr6Q for sure. Thankfully, "mine" lives a couple of hours away && got with the hobag he cheated on me with (while I was pregnant with our twins). He actually has the nerve to try to complain about her to me - how she cheats on him && isn't affectionate "like I was." Really, dude?? 🙄🙄🤔🤔🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
60%of the comments: Here from greys anatomy
30% of the comments: here from edits
10% of the comments: actually about how good the song is
I mean 100% percent of it know how good it is. They wouldn't have came if it wasn't good. It just that the 10% percent was the ones that already knew nilu
always yeah but I’m like talking about the actual comments cause obviously people are here because it’s good (cause it is)
@@ZahraMatooq621 ofc ofc. I get you
I came here from greys anatomy
Faith 204 im in the 30%
"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me ?" APRIL KEPNER DESERVED BETTER 😭😭
Eli Eli Lama Sabachthani
i think she did at the end. i think it's so romantic that she ended up with Matthew.
She deserve better
Her ending should’ve been better
Psalms 22:1
Not me picturing Draco comforting me while I’m crying. “Don’t give up, no not yet.”
Sometimes I just need Draco
dont we all?
bruh
HELPP
fr same
what draco are we talkin about
1:18 pov: ur here for this part and acting/imaging it out with characters and getting emotional
:O are you spying on me? 😂
You read my mind
Meeeeeee
Reading my mind I see
ARE YOU SPYING ON ME I ALWAYS DO THAT LISTENING TO MUSIC??
This song reminds me of my dad, he passed away. And I begged him to stay but obviously it didn't work, this song makes me cry every time. I miss u dad 💔
My heart is with you
I’m know I’m late but I’m so sorry for his passing hope your feeling better 🥰🥰
Sorry for your lost here is a hug 🤗 🌷🌹and flowers
I can’t even tell you how you how sorry I am. Losing a parent is one of my biggest fears. I really hope you feel better 💕💕💕
The exact same thing happened to me 3 months since I lost my uncle who was basically my dad in the hospital I held his hand begged him to stay but i guess his time was up
I want this song played at my funeral.
same
same
SAMMMEEE😭😭
same
Same
I can't get this out of my head.
"the wars of our fathers are not ours to bear"
beautiful.
I read a Hamilton fanfic about Theodosia Burr and Philip Hamilton, and when I heard this line, I immediately thought of those two.
@@jasmynwhite6609 yessss
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
NOT ME CRYING OVER FICTIONAL CHARACTERS INSTEAD OF DOING MY HOMEWORK-
Me crying of remus lupin :)
LITERALLY ME.
@@Jakarta_15 me for fred- 🤠
@@ultrabanisters11 hE...died... :(
...... Sad girl moment 😞
I just lost my sister. And I can’t listen to this song anymore without crying, it seems. Maybe eventually I’ll be able to, right now the lyrics speak too much to my pain. Not necessarily a bad thing, it needs to come out, I think, what I feel listening to this song.
i’m really sorry, wish you and your family all the best💗
I am so sorry for your loss🥺🥺She is safe now in heaven😔😘
I'm really sorry for your loss. ❤️ I hope she rests in peace and I pray for you and your family to see better and beautiful days. She'll always be with you.
Awww I’m so sorry for ur lost 🥺🥺🥺
@@pcc75 good job for doing a good thing 👍👍👍
After 4 years if you're still here you're a legend mate.
Hi Nilu,
I am a 26 years old Italian boy.
About 6 months ago, I fell in love with the most beautiful girl in the world, and this is the only song that makes me think of her every day, makes me feel incredible emotions and makes me cry. I have been listening to it since february, many times a day and every time it gives me so many emotions. I thank you for have created that thing that accompanies the most beautiful feeling of my life. Hoping my english is correct, Kisses 😘
I love that this song made you think of love. That is wonderful. Thank you.
"Be alright" should help too, at least it helped me.
wishyouwerehere1986 OMGG that is so cute 🥺🥺🥺
wishyouwerehere1986 aww
Is she ok now r yup together
i removed this song from my liked videos when i was in a dark place because i always balled my eyes out to it now im doing better and back to it comes to show that it is possible. it gets better. i didnt believe it. faith. faith is key.
Daniela Navarrete. Thank you for sharing and I’m so glad you’re doing better. That’s great news!! I love that music is always there for us, by for me personally ive used it as an escape for far too long so it’s revisiting this after a long while and gaining new perspective. ☺️ Peace, blessings, love and light to you. 💕
Nilu and Sleeping at last are my fav singers for greys anatomy ♥️
evistyles1995, Rag’n’Bone Man is really good too. I love so many musical artists from that show.
Agreed
I love sleeping at last but I don’t watch Greys anatomy.
What a VOICE!! ❤️🩹❤️🩹🥺
I can't explain the ache in my soul when I listen to this. So incredibly beautiful.
I get the same ache in my heart too .
Same
This hits different at 2am when you’re all alone and don’t have a clue in the world what to do while you’re crying
This
The fact that it's exactly 2am where I live😃💔
Same it’s 12am and I have a hockey game but I can’t stop thinking of this girl
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️
Same-
Imagine being heart broken and listening to this song 😭💔
i feel attacked rn😪
no need for me to imagine
I am crying my eyes out...
Exactly and her I am heartbroken and crying. I just want someone to want me as much as I want them. Like is that to much to ask someone sometimes.
Me rn, I swear I cant deal with myself
I can't stop thinking about him. His smile, his voice, his laugh and his personality. I just wanna hug him
the way her voice sort of cracks at 00:58 and she says “cause i’m starting to
think that i never
actually had you”...
well if ur hating thats rude bc everyones voice cracks but not everyone admits it or has the balls to show a video of them singing and their voice cracks
alexusawesome radness86 Mcclutchie im not hating i thought that really conveyed the emotion
I see people everyday: smiling, laughing and look at me. I’m just drowning in my thoughts and I can’t breathe because I’m choosing not to get out of the water. This song makes me feel worse but I know I have to keep living. There’s people in my life that I don’t want traumatised by my suicide. So I’m not gonna do it. I’m gonna try my best to get out of the water and I’m almost there and you can be too.
edit: thankyou to everyone who has supported me. I’m doing well so far :)
Stay strong!!! THERE IS PEOPLE WHO NEED U even if u dont belive it. Hope u will get better💔❤
You're strong, beautiful, sensitive and loving. A true fighter 💜
You are never alone, there are people who need you. Even if you can't see it just right now. Hope you will get better soon. *hug*
You got this!!!!!! You can always talk to a trusted adult, or friend about how your feeling if things get tough
These are some big words..
This Song remember me Grey's Anatomy sad'scenes 💔💔😥😭
Wake up, stay with me
Through the flood and through the fear
Right now I need you here
I need you to stay strong
To remind me where I came from
And where I belong
So wake up and stay with me
Cause I'm starting to think
That I never actually had you
You're not in the dark
Far from the light
And I need to know now
[Chorus]
Are you with me?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you with me?
Are you drifting through the doubt?
Are you in or are you out?
GRIP “Walkthrough!' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified
[Verse 2]
Don't give up, not yet
No matter how hard this gets
We come into the world
Worse for the wear
But the wars of our fathers
Are not ours to bear
Don't give up, no not yet
[Chorus]
Are you with me?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you with me?
Are you drifting through the doubt?
[Bridge]
We're not equal parts
Light and dark
We can be brilliant
[Chorus]
Are you with me?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you with me?
Are you drifting through the doubt?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you in or are you out?
[Outro]
Are you with me?
We appreciate you we do
Amazing....If you were aiming at my soul you were right on target
This is so underratted....
😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 “We’re not equal parts light or dark.” No, because it’s grey just like this background color. Man, do I love Grey’s. The soundtrack to my life!! On repeat forever.
"Are you with me?"
Jesus i swear my whole body got chills as soon as i heard it...
This song gives me so many emotions 🥺
Greys Anatomy really wrote one of the most amazing characters of all time, April Kepner was wholesome, relatable, funny, entertaining, caring, and beautiful, and then they said bitch bye. Miss you April 🥺💔
😔✊💔
she is coming back aaaaaaaa i love her
@@maysas1129 WHAT SHE IS???? LIKE AS A GUEST OR A REGULAR?? AND WHEN??
@@bellalieberg2072 i don't know, but she will be back in the season 17
@@maysas1129 omggggg i justo checked their stories!!! tysm!!
That feeling when you’re in love with someone you can and will never have.
Wake up, stay with me
Through the flood and through the fear
Right now I need you here
I need you to stay strong
To remind me where I came from
And where I belong
So wake up and stay with me
'Cause I'm starting to think
That I never actually had you
You're not in the dark
But far from the light
And I need to know now
Are you with me?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you with me?
Are you drifting through the doubt?
Are you in or are you out?
Don't give up, not yet
No matter how hard this gets
We come into the world
Worse for the wear
But the wars of our fathers
Are not ours to bear
Don't give up, no not yet
Are you with me?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you with me?
Are you drifting through the doubt?
Wish people would stop saying they came here cause of POV's and edits, and just say they came here cause they discovered her beautiful voice and wanted to give her song a listen.
yes!!
Well I found it from some fmv and loved the song (it was edited), so I tried to give the original a listen. Does thar count?
@@alinachrist8416 ofc it counts, the reason why u came here shouldnt matter what matter is that u enjoy the song
I discovered it today when I was randomly hearing new songs on youtube
Who the hell cares why they’re here. 🤷🏽♂️🤦🏽♂️🙄
Let’s get real this didn’t come to your recommend u had to search up “Are u with me”
Yes.
lol
Yes
lmfao thats exactly what i put
milkbox lmaoo
This song keeps on reminding me of draco malfoy... he never deserved that filthy father
Yessss
Omg fr
😭
HE DESERVES BETTER AND IT HURTS THAT HE HAS TO GO THROUGH EVERYTHING ALONE 🥺
Hammie Da cutie 😭😭
Hits different when you think about the person that made your life beautiful and full of happiness and realizing that they dont exist😥😭😭😞
shonda may kill every character and break your heart into a million pieces, put it back together and break it a dozen times again but at least she shows us this music!!!!!!!!!
Bella Bates periodttt
I seriously can't believe I have only found out about her now!! She's got that voice that wants to make you put in headphones, go to the beach at night, and literally just let it out. Voices like this are tend to be hidden under all these pop singers and its sad that people that can actually touch people's hearts with just a voice, end up being underrated.
Yes agreed
All I can say is check her other stuff! Took me until early 2018 to find her as well, so I am with you on that one ;) And I am not even close to stop listening !!! ❤️
I love your profile picture 😍👏
Wow this deeply warmed my heart, thank you Rosie and everyone for your support and thoughtful words. You all give me good energy to keep creating and working. Humbled by everyone’s love and support, and so appreciate reading things like this. Thank you
Ivana Kuzmanov no
Congratulations on your song being featured on Grey's anatomy.
@@natnichole3484 S14E10
Are you with me? @Rohit Singh
the amount of times i've cried listening to this song makes me want to cry
APRIL 😭💔
Uh, my gosh April. It hurts to see her be changed like that.. =(
Adriana Avila, Yeah, it was very sad what Shonda did with April... (I'm Brazilian, so my vocabulary is a little strange)
😢 I am Soldier! April ❤
😭
Miih Oliveira what episode?
This song reminds me so much of a relationship I have with my best friend. I'm a girl, he's a boy, and we have been best friends for eight years. We even dated for three and a half years, and the entire time I felt like we were just really good friends. We never really had that spark but it was painful because we loved each other. I ended up breaking up with him after three years four months one week and three days. We grew apart and I missed him more than anything in the world. He went into other relationships and got his heart broken. I went into other relationships and broke other people's hearts. Almost exactly a year after I broke up with him he came crawling back to me, asking for friendship. All the feelings we shared came rushing back but I can't help but feel a hatred towards him for ignoring me for a year. I love him so much but for some reason I can't forgive him or myself for letting our amazing love for each other get in the way of our friendship, the type of friendship that would last forever in a movie. So now I've lost my best friend and the love of my life. I haven't been able to have other relationships since him, and I don't know that I want to. My heart has been broken for over a year now and no matter how many times he apologizes for leaving me behind because he "felt bad about talking to me" I feel like he doesn't really care about me. Moral of the story, don't date your best friend unless you're prepared for the possibility of your relationship collapsing altogether.
Aww baby stay strong
Dude. Your dog is dead but you can keep it. Would you want to live with that?
Buy that guy a beer and give him a big hug for coming back to the campfire after having been incinerated by it.
Same I had a best friend but they don’t seem to care because I was dealing with depression I still am and they never helped me instead they left and now I’m more depressed
I am so sorry!
@@loading6258 not the same, though. You guys just don't appreciate the amount of balls it took for this man to have been in a relationship with his best friend, have it crumble down, and then with all of those memories come back and try to be friends with her again. That is true goddamn love, year skipped or not.
this song literally makes me feel like i’m in a fairytale
This song having me crying 😭I feel like I'm hurting someone who loves me the most 😪💔
I'm here because of Greys but also because I'm in my feelings about Scott and Tessa and the fact that they are soulmates but haven't realized it yet. I need someone with video skills to dub this song over their skating so I can cry.
IIKHALAII can u use their greys names pls? Sorry but who r they?
Scott and Tessa are Olympic gold medalists in figure skating and true soulmates.(they don't know this yet). They have nothing to do with Grey's Anatomy but the song had me in my feelings and I just watched the Olympics.
IIKHALAII here from greys too
IIKHALAII i can make an edit about them
don't mess with my emotions i'm still recovering
1%: Wow beautiful song!
99%: greys anatomy🤣🌟
Another song to help me make it through 2020😭😭😭
yesss
yh
Yea I’m from the future I’m in 2022 😂that was a hard year for all of us ❤😢
@@gracyn9547 lol! Yep, so happy we're still here🖤
Does anyone else wonder what hurt her so much to think of making this song-
Thats what I think about when I listen to really sad and lovely songs, its weird how being in a such a dark place can create beautiful things.
@@VkpzI made a video,black and white for school,in silent.Expressing in how much pain I was.My teacher said it was very unique.I used subtitles.He said that wasn’t even needed.
They should have used this song in tvd. I feel like it would have suited the show
if your reading this.. i want to let you know.. that everything will be okay.. you have a purpose on this earth, you are not alone, everything will get better I can promise you that, okay your are loved.. remember that ❤️❤️❤️
I needed this. My birthday is tomorrow and I feel like no one cares. I asked my friends if they have plans today they said “oh nothing staying home all day” meanwhile they were hanging out all day swimming at the pool and stuff. I feel like I’m the only one that cares. I try so hard and invite all of them over just to make sure no one feels bad, or left out meanwhile I’m the one here looking like a clown.
@@nataliawdowiak4510 bb be my best frnd😭
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
My god, this voice is perfect ❤ who's from 2020?
2021😁😁😀
2021 lol
@@urfavlaurenn 😂😂
2021...
“‘cause I’m starting to
think that I never actually had you.”
That will always be one of the most beautiful parts of this song to me 💔
greys anatomy season 14 is rough let me tell you..
Very true sad happy unforgettable season love greys always gonna miss kepner & Robin's
So true 😭
they played this in an episode? holy shit i love this song and i didn't notice! season 14 is my favourite xD but season 15 is getting really good!
ciyarah eliana and season 13😢
So true 😭
IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE SCROLLING THROIGHT THE COMMENTS AND FIND THIS I LOVE YOU KEEP FIGHTING BEBE YOU DONT DESERVE TO DIE OK I LOVE YOU AND SO MANY MORE DO TO 💞
I needed that today :)
Thank you
Thankyou so much. You are a beautiful human and are probably helping so many people including me. So thankyou
This song means a lot for me , i have so emotional memories with this song…
Oh my god! After reading the description I literally screamed out loud. I know this artist from her version of How To Save A Life from Grey’s...!! And now after that marvelous episode centered around April this past week. To know it’s by the same artist.... ahhhh!!! Love your voice. Thank you so much.
Thank you for the support Adriana! So glad you found a connection to the song
Verdade
Omg yes & beautiful sang ! Nilu amazing voice watching greys anatomy 14×10 personal jesus it was heartbreaking watching april kepner like that this song is amazing but mad the ending of the episode that more memorable for me
„Cause i‘m starting to think that i never actually had u“ felt that
I CAME HERE FROM A DRACO MALFOY & HARRY POTTER TIKTOK POV NOW I'M CRYING 😭😭
Same omg
Sameee
Me too 😭
GIRL SAME
SAME TFF😔😔😔
I listen to this when I need to cry. Emotional blunting from duloxetine/cymbalta hits hard.
why am I only hearing this now, I think that is heaven
This is the most beautiful song I've ever heard.
Yesssss🤗
"so I lost you for quite a while. and until now I miss you"
-Indonesia, 16 Januari 2021
Yes I am with you ❤️❣️❤️❤️
her voice touched ma heart so deep thats pure talent
I'M CRYING THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL 😭😭👏👏
heard this song in grey's anatomy and have been obsessed. your voice is so powerful, and paired with such an amazing song makes it even better! keep doing what you're doing!
My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life...
Soso sorry to hear that , it's terrible how many people are dying with all these crazy drugs in the world my condolences 😢 we have lost slot of friends God Bless you 🙏🏼
Rest in peace 🤍
My deepest condolences.. I got chills reading that. Hope you are doing okay.
I’m really sorry for your loss may he rest in peace ❤️
Sorry for your loss, nothing worse than losing a loved one. I hope you're recovering well🌼❤️❤️
This song makes me bawl. My grandad passed away last July and ever since this song came out. My heart breaks everytime I hear it😭! The most beautiful angelic voice with the most amazing meaning behind it. Godbless you Nilu xx
what genre of music is this cuz whenever someone asks ‘what kind of music do you like’ i never know how to describe it
Introspective music
The Resident just brought me here...Such a beautiful song 🖤
It's like this song was written for draco malfoy. It's so lyrically beautiful. Im legitly in tears 😢🖤
Brooo yes
THIS SONG IS ON REPEAT AND IM LIVING FOR IT
I know you are listening to sad songs right now. Believe me i know how you feel, but remember you are a fighter! You deserve so much gorgeous💗 Though life is tough, we can get through it and experience beautiful things along the way. Stay strong💗
“Don’t give up.”
“No… not yet”
thanks for the motivation 🤘
I'm addicted to this song so bad omg
i do a solo to this song and every time after i dance it i cry my eyes out. love it so much ❤️
1:19 - 1:29 i closed my eyes and thought of my best friend and i felt so happy i cried💓🥺
The part "The war of our Father's are not ours to bear" hits. This song is so good, one of my favorites.
WHY I'M CRYINGGGG :(
1. this is a beautiful song and her voice is amazing
2. not me crying remembering all the draco povs to this song askdfhglsghjk
3. DRACO
Exactlyyy 😭😭
Same
i do agree with the 1st one
Old dracotok is what I want. I want draco. I need draco. I love draco. He saved me and makes me genuinely happy unlike mostly everyone
omg same. bestiessss
1:19 is what I came for .. I can’t explain the ache in my soul when I listen to this song. Perfectly beautiful ..
This song always makes me cry it’s so beautiful. Do you ever just go for a drive while listening to a song and it just makes you cry, as you think of all little flashbacks from your life.
Me
The song sometimes reminds me of my sad past when I hear its melody but sometimes it also makes me remember the few beautiful moments I had with him and it makes me want to cry because they are only memories.
They were the ones left from the good and bitter memories
This is so sad heart-touching I was crying I listen to this song all the time..
my heart hurts me whenever i hear this song
Same
I'm here from The Resident on Fox. I about cried when I first heard this. It's beautiful. ❤
Is it just me or does this song just make you cry more when your already feeling down?
I just came from a fanfic where Harry died for nothing and I'm currently balling my eyes out.
those high notes are so beautifully satisfying
”So wake up.. stay with me” hits so hard 😩💔
I have anxiety and depression this song fits right into what I feel…
It always makes me sad when she sings : cause I’m starting to think that i never actually had you :(