Problems " got them solve them for start the show know things had control the demons stayed knew had faith to rise strive 💯 all can do new my life why i still chill on the next 2 tests did face came my way stay strong long time its been Freek "
I have a vivid vision, through tunnel vision with colors in them Painting canvas, painted faces Finger painting, painted fingers Left me signing signatures on my pictures with my finger prints Stained in pastel and Stiffing the ceiling to protect it from peeling like acrylic on French tips Appealing to the wearer stealing the moment
I make a bad wish Got my ass kick That's how bad it gets Sad i get attacked over some lame shit I'm hot over some bad shit I taste the smell all over my body Not sober thought it was done Playing with my life i lost everybody Drinking all night I be saving my life points God save My life What's the point I be damn if I die alone In a room full of demons Watch me play a part of this ritual This wasn't the plan to hide in a home This was it hang out with the devil Don't understand the rules they taught me with a evil look on there face it's like I'm in a dark funeral there no family Pay there respects My heart never original don't know where I Am i wasn't happy to start my life To be evil get in trouble Play a part in a prison life Take everyone stuff What change me to join the darkness What im missing in life Hard to break free To reach the light My heart shake so deep I have a dream there was no light
Hook So many people have crossed me it's hard to believe someone sacrificed life for this pain So many thoughts and emotions have spilled on these tracks that's hard to get back on the train Can't even count all the times that I looked in the eyes of my family and told em I'm sane I know my heart and my mind they both work overtime but nobody works harder than Satan Problems on problems on problems There ain't no easy equation to solve em Trust it's a long, lonely road to the bottom And there was no exits, this feeling is daunting We live in a fucked up world There's always pain around the corner Never safety in your boredom Can't disable this disorder Got some angels in your life And you got demons on your shoulder Only know one state of mind And I'm scared to cross the border It's sick The life that I lived as a child Was always, filled with pain and denial The struggles, that I am dealin with now Throw a hell of a punch, they keep beating me down Little A, if you're hearin me now Just know that I'm tryna find a way out All of the eye rolls and all of the doubts Are the reason that I fight so hard for us now I know, you never lived life as a child I know, that you still hear all the sounds The voices of thieves who ran off with your smile How'd things go so south 'for we ever moved south? Hook Shit made wonder if family mattered I've always wondered if love's what I'm after I've always heard that the greener the pastures The better the life, but it's all about patterns Shortcuts ain't often the road far less traveled I look in the mirror, that shit starts to shatter I feel like Kawhi, I'm a talented bastard But feel like there's nothing but pain in my chapters For real It'd be easy to say that I'm willing to change But I don't know if I got the drive for that lane switch I don't do drugs but addicted to pain And it's laced with the trauma, flashbacks on the daily Happiness fadin Don't know how to save it I don't have the keys to escape what I'm facing But so much foul shit been attached to my name That I don't have a choice but to wear all the stains Fashionably late to my pity party The pictures I paint I'm a different artist My lack of home training it really scarred me When I'm all alone, yeah it gets the darkest When I'm all alone, I'm their favorite target Cause that's when my doubts tend to hit the hardest Like do I move differently from my father? And why do I keep my emotions bottled? These problems, I ain't nowhere close to solving Feels like they laughin when I'm the topic X2 [Cause they know they stripped me of all my options It feels like my demons are movin godly] Hook
I'm driving down I 64 heading to the south with All my demons All gas no breaks for no reasons This damn foot so heavy on the mentality nobody can catch me. Every thing I lived through I guess it's got the best of me. Call me broken I thought I was ready to die. Grandma and grandpa won't let through the gates..... that's all I'll give yall.
Hey Freek, this may sound like a dumb queastion, but where can i hear where artists have rapped to all your beats, thanks RC ADDICT, more edits to come from me when the sun shines again amd i can feel my fingers to fly again, im getting old hsha😢😢😂❤
@Joshuanelson-c8h thanks, man, could you send me a link, im sorry, i use the beats for FPV DRONE VIDEO EDITS, but id love to hear some of the rapping to these emotive beatz. Ive been using them for a few years but like a fool, ive never thought to use the finished raps from people. Thanks for replying✨️🫡
Problems " got them solve them for start the show know things had control the demons stayed knew had faith to rise strive 💯 all can do new my life why i still chill on the next 2 tests did face came my way stay strong long time its been Freek "
YES SIR !!!
Amazing 🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️
I have a vivid vision, through tunnel vision with colors in them
Painting canvas, painted faces
Finger painting, painted fingers
Left me signing signatures on my pictures with my finger prints
Stained in pastel and
Stiffing the ceiling to protect it from peeling like acrylic on French tips
Appealing to the wearer stealing the moment
I make a bad wish
Got my ass kick
That's how bad it gets
Sad i get attacked over some lame shit
I'm hot over some bad shit
I taste the smell all over my body
Not sober thought it was done
Playing with my life i lost everybody
Drinking all night
I be saving my life points
God save My life
What's the point
I be damn if I die alone
In a room full of demons
Watch me play a part of this ritual
This wasn't the plan to hide in a home
This was it hang out with the devil
Don't understand the rules they taught me with a evil look on there face it's like
I'm in a dark funeral there no family
Pay there respects
My heart never original don't know where I
Am i wasn't happy to start my life
To be evil get in trouble
Play a part in a prison life
Take everyone stuff
What change me to join the darkness
What im missing in life
Hard to break free
To reach the light
My heart shake so deep
I have a dream there was no light
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Hook
So many people have crossed me it's hard to believe someone sacrificed life for this pain
So many thoughts and emotions have spilled on these tracks that's hard to get back on the train
Can't even count all the times that I looked in the eyes of my family and told em I'm sane
I know my heart and my mind they both work overtime but nobody works harder than Satan
Problems on problems on problems
There ain't no easy equation to solve em
Trust it's a long, lonely road to the bottom
And there was no exits, this feeling is daunting
We live in a fucked up world
There's always pain around the corner
Never safety in your boredom
Can't disable this disorder
Got some angels in your life
And you got demons on your shoulder
Only know one state of mind
And I'm scared to cross the border
It's sick
The life that I lived as a child
Was always, filled with pain and denial
The struggles, that I am dealin with now
Throw a hell of a punch, they keep beating me down
Little A, if you're hearin me now
Just know that I'm tryna find a way out
All of the eye rolls and all of the doubts
Are the reason that I fight so hard for us now
I know, you never lived life as a child
I know, that you still hear all the sounds
The voices of thieves who ran off with your smile
How'd things go so south 'for we ever moved south?
Hook
Shit made wonder if family mattered
I've always wondered if love's what I'm after
I've always heard that the greener the pastures
The better the life, but it's all about patterns
Shortcuts ain't often the road far less traveled
I look in the mirror, that shit starts to shatter
I feel like Kawhi, I'm a talented bastard
But feel like there's nothing but pain in my chapters
For real
It'd be easy to say that I'm willing to change
But I don't know if I got the drive for that lane switch
I don't do drugs but addicted to pain
And it's laced with the trauma, flashbacks on the daily
Happiness fadin
Don't know how to save it
I don't have the keys to escape what I'm facing
But so much foul shit been attached to my name
That I don't have a choice but to wear all the stains
Fashionably late to my pity party
The pictures I paint I'm a different artist
My lack of home training it really scarred me
When I'm all alone, yeah it gets the darkest
When I'm all alone, I'm their favorite target
Cause that's when my doubts tend to hit the hardest
Like do I move differently from my father?
And why do I keep my emotions bottled?
These problems, I ain't nowhere close to solving
Feels like they laughin when I'm the topic
X2 [Cause they know they stripped me of all my options
It feels like my demons are movin godly]
Hook
I'm driving down I 64 heading to the south with All my demons
All gas no breaks for no reasons
This damn foot so heavy on the mentality nobody can catch me. Every thing I lived through I guess it's got the best of me.
Call me broken I thought I was ready to die. Grandma and grandpa won't let through the gates..... that's all I'll give yall.
First comment and first like can i use the beat 😢
Just do it without profit Bro 🎉
Hey Freek, this may sound like a dumb queastion, but where can i hear where artists have rapped to all your beats, thanks RC ADDICT, more edits to come from me when the sun shines again amd i can feel my fingers to fly again, im getting old hsha😢😢😂❤
Check out tha burden and if you can't find em on the freak beats then still check em out or more likely I'll send it to you
@Joshuanelson-c8h thanks, man, could you send me a link, im sorry, i use the beats for FPV DRONE VIDEO EDITS, but id love to hear some of the rapping to these emotive beatz.
Ive been using them for a few years but like a fool, ive never thought to use the finished raps from people.
Thanks for replying✨️🫡
@@Joshuanelson-c8h ooo, i get you yes man therw are some badass tunes , ill keep searching, thanks geezer
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