In Loving Memory of Lucas Alvarez p.s. I Love you

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  • Lucas Alvarez was the brightest, happiest, most amazing person I've ever met. Our love story began in 2014 when we were best friends and from there we grew alongside each other, teaching and helping one another along the way. Lucas was my first love and the boy that I dated over this past year. He passed away about 2 weeks ago unexpectedly. I will be posting another video in a few days from now talking about what happened, how I'm dealing with it, how I am, talking about our story, and his story. I hope this video gives yall a little more insight as to how amazing Lucas really was. I hope his memory lives on forever and that he may inspire each and every one of us for the rest of our days.
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  • @wendydabor4897
    @wendydabor4897 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50346

    I can’t imagine how many times she cried while making this video....

    • @beachmamaaustralia5227
      @beachmamaaustralia5227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +329

      Believe me it would have been so intense and she likely rewatches it constantly. Like I did and still do.

    • @ViciLi1
      @ViciLi1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      A Lot

    • @ashleygbc4lyfe304
      @ashleygbc4lyfe304 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      Such a tragic story!!! He died from a boating accident I looked it up💔🙏🏽

    • @biancadias9027
      @biancadias9027 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i think the same :(

    • @dorosaurus943
      @dorosaurus943 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I can

  • @mila9150
    @mila9150 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8305

    Listening to her giggles and laughs proves he truly made her happy.

    • @kemclau91
      @kemclau91 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I can’t. Idk what I would do without my person. He loves you

    • @everythinglee9614
      @everythinglee9614 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      100%

    • @brandinvido3310
      @brandinvido3310 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lost multiple friends. All of them to women. She ain’t innocent.

    • @carlenbowie
      @carlenbowie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Brandin Vido he died in a boating accident. Stop being mean.

    • @taytaycutie8917
      @taytaycutie8917 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@brandinvido3310 wtf

  • @jennwill80
    @jennwill80 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3788

    Damn, that's as good as it gets. And she found it at 18.

    • @aprilsalvatore4269
      @aprilsalvatore4269 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      🥺🥺

    • @Pebbles803
      @Pebbles803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ehh she's a pretty girl. she'll find it again pretty easily i imagine.

    • @gl1tt3rc0rpse
      @gl1tt3rc0rpse 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      @@Pebbles803 no finding someone that truly loves you doesn’t have anything to do with looks

    • @Pebbles803
      @Pebbles803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@gl1tt3rc0rpse Incorrect. :)

    • @hannahrepollo
      @hannahrepollo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@Pebbles803 correct* :)

  • @srkzn5304
    @srkzn5304 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4486

    “Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.”
    ― Jamie Anderson

    • @zoeyflan5195
      @zoeyflan5195 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      This is the best quote I’ve ever read in so glad I came across this comment, thank you

    • @mariocoelho9380
      @mariocoelho9380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Holy shit, normally quotes in the comment section are cringy af but....damn this caught me by surprise

    • @midhattasneem7101
      @midhattasneem7101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is just too beautiful

    • @destroyerthethird2391
      @destroyerthethird2391 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh my God this is an amazing quote. Really makes sense and puts things into perspective. I just lost two of my dogs and was thinking about grief a lot.

    • @Isabelle-bp5vj
      @Isabelle-bp5vj 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      💗

  • @kaykayoneal4776
    @kaykayoneal4776 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14290

    Although these are two strangers to me , it’s like I can feel how strong and genuine their love was. This was such a beautiful tribute.

    • @haydennichole5428
      @haydennichole5428 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      KayKay ONeal I know, truly. I cannot stop crying!

    • @andresfelipesaavedraflorez3864
      @andresfelipesaavedraflorez3864 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      KayKay ONeal girl like, im genuinely crying

    • @zoebelle7466
      @zoebelle7466 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hayden Nichole same tho

    • @eisna
      @eisna 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      how much more when you know these 2, ive been a fan before all this and i was really in shock

    • @fernthegreenfairy
      @fernthegreenfairy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aloha Hawaii Erm... they were still teenagers

  • @romybakker6926
    @romybakker6926 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13334

    The amount of laughter in these video says enough. He was a huge shining star but so are you. I pray you can keep joy in your life girl

    • @lovelymv5503
      @lovelymv5503 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      he's always been on her heart , like ur profile picture that always been in our heart ❤

    • @inayah2791
      @inayah2791 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m sorry for being nosy but how did he die?

    • @javierbennett5778
      @javierbennett5778 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Inayahxx boating accident i think she made a video

  • @Elizabeth-mt7iw
    @Elizabeth-mt7iw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6728

    this is why I'm scared of falling in love with someone 😭

    • @jennefferwaithira7175
      @jennefferwaithira7175 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Me too😥😥

    • @a324111
      @a324111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      Better to be scared of being cheated on

    • @danielangom
      @danielangom 3 ปีที่แล้ว +162

      You don't need to be scared. If you don't let people coming close to you you will miss so many wonderful things...

    • @maritzaorellana1006
      @maritzaorellana1006 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      vale completamente la pena

    • @joshhorner89
      @joshhorner89 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      The love you hold is the pain you carry.

  • @zephyrk8515
    @zephyrk8515 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1657

    I realized one thing they always do when their together is....Laugh So Hard till they snort like no ones wachin and i think its PERFECT

  • @girls2440
    @girls2440 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4324

    How she laughed with him almost made me cry

    • @molquis
      @molquis 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      im bawling I feel you

    • @annabecker7217
      @annabecker7217 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      It made me cry 😭

    • @36marjolein
      @36marjolein 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same... Pfff

    • @--leilani--
      @--leilani-- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I hope she can learn to laugh like that again

  • @DrAdnan
    @DrAdnan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6870

    “The flame that burns twice as bright burns half as long” -Lao Tzu

    • @comfortablynumb5597
      @comfortablynumb5597 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Love that!! I lost my dog suddenly and very tragically almost six months ago, he was my best friend, he passed just one wk shy of his fourth birthday. I miss his spark so much and always will til we meet again one day.

    • @AndreaGonzalez-vf4hn
      @AndreaGonzalez-vf4hn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      That so true, my father was the most important and awesome men I’ll ever have in my life

    • @queenalunivers6548
      @queenalunivers6548 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I literally see you in every video lolll

    • @LuciaR518
      @LuciaR518 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Oh my god I love that! I lost the love of my life July 2 2019. Would've made 5 years that month too July 22 2014

    • @comfortablynumb5597
      @comfortablynumb5597 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@LuciaR518 sorry for your loss💗

  • @therenx8385
    @therenx8385 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1607

    Worst part about falling in love is that it ends one way or another

    • @lovecoffee2799
      @lovecoffee2799 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      sadly

    • @ktmndz
      @ktmndz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      and this is the way that hurts the most.

  • @gaylechristensen6285
    @gaylechristensen6285 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1877

    This was one of the most beautiful and poignant videos I've ever seen. I've been married for 30 years, and I can tell you that you two shared more love in a year together than most of us do in a lifetime of marriage. So Beautiful.

    • @blablablabla3878
      @blablablabla3878 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      tu porte bien ton pseudo

    • @sandraswan9008
      @sandraswan9008 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@blablablabla3878 English please

    • @blankblank2867
      @blankblank2867 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Your husband reading this:😐😢

    • @nickhalvorsen6468
      @nickhalvorsen6468 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@blankblank2867 It’s true though. I’ve never seen my parents even show this much affection or love to each other ever. Few people ever find love like this.

    • @Dfender67
      @Dfender67 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sandraswan9008 This is the World Wide Web so you will see people from other countries posting on here as well. Some may not know English but that’s alright.

  • @emthomas408
    @emthomas408 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11152

    Why have people even disliked this I can never imagine the pain of losing that one person who means everything to u I am sorry

    • @xanaalves1225
      @xanaalves1225 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Omg right
      I was thinking thé same why

    • @sofiagibson8582
      @sofiagibson8582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +110

      i bet it was old grandmas who thought the button was meant for sad

    • @ariannacorti7160
      @ariannacorti7160 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sofia Gibson lol! Probably true

    • @lornajarvis4761
      @lornajarvis4761 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Milly is that u hen? Or different Emily?

    • @Nora-xc7cj
      @Nora-xc7cj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I agree with you of course, but I think they do it because they do not understand why she would post it

  • @sophias9686
    @sophias9686 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11336

    This was recommended for me and I’d never heard of either of these people but, man, I cried. I am so sorry for your loss, what a beautiful and heartbreaking video.

    • @evarajdusova6499
      @evarajdusova6499 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Sophia Sartorio same here

    • @cameryndavis1955
      @cameryndavis1955 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Same

    • @miltsu4266
      @miltsu4266 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Exactly the same case over here

    • @britte848
      @britte848 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sophia Sartorio same❤️

    • @amydoak9000
      @amydoak9000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sophia Sartorio the same to me I just broke down in tears I’m so sorry for their loss may he Rest In Peace x

  • @ellawilson7654
    @ellawilson7654 2 ปีที่แล้ว +235

    2 years on and I still keep coming back to this video. their love was so pure. it never fails so make me cry.

    • @maymeppe
      @maymeppe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Sameeeee, whenever I hear White Ferrari I think about this video 🥺💔❤️

    • @manoula2588
      @manoula2588 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Omg same

    • @YT-ww3mp
      @YT-ww3mp ปีที่แล้ว

      You are so right I’m crying so much but this video is proof that you should cherish every moment and tell your love ones that you love them

    • @carolinasarabia6764
      @carolinasarabia6764 ปีที่แล้ว

      samee

  • @lalabae3429
    @lalabae3429 3 ปีที่แล้ว +387

    Imagine the only person you're comfortable with and never getting to talk to him ever again..Even if you want to

  • @sarahc7693
    @sarahc7693 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13048

    i cried like a baby watching this. soulmates are real and he was hers.

    • @xxx-ky5yq
      @xxx-ky5yq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Soulmates don’t die doe

    • @jadem4753
      @jadem4753 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      sarah c you are so right. I hope we all find love like that some day.

    • @farimasultani6138
      @farimasultani6138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +160

      @@xxx-ky5yq everyone dies (physically) one day.. But there soul and heart can forever live with us in our heart and mind. Also we all have more than 1 soul mate. They can vary between friends, family and lovers. 😊

    • @xxx-ky5yq
      @xxx-ky5yq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Farima Sultani soulmates don’t die

    • @kaylaphipps8456
      @kaylaphipps8456 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      xxx anyone can die

  • @isabruhns5963
    @isabruhns5963 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8033

    I can’t even imagine how much this hurts..

    • @sophiecharlotte8314
      @sophiecharlotte8314 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      Isa Bruhns Ari Mark Ajun Manning was my first love.. my best friend.. on the 8th of February 2017 he passed away.. at age 14.. I was 15 when he passed and I’m about to turn 18.. my entire life has had so many hardships and he was the person who guided me on my path to a healthy frame of mind.. and it crushed every single part of me when he died.. it took everything I had not to go with him.. but I’m still here.. and my current partner and I have been in a relationship for a year and one month today.. I’m so greatful I’m still alive. So Ari can live and love and laugh with me. It’s always going to be hard.. I know that.. I’ll always love every single part of his perfect soul.. and I’m greatful to have found someone who love and respects me.. and my love for Ari.
      This video made me break down.. as I wish I had of taken a million more videos and made a lifetime of memories with Ari.. but I love that this video represents Lucas in such a beautiful way
      May Lucas, Ari, and all the beautiful souls who’ve lived and touched the lives of everyone they knew, exist in glory with God on high ♥️🍓

    • @kondafitness6600
      @kondafitness6600 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      A breakup feels like someone has died since you know you two can never get back to together.. the trust is gone. This especially hurts when you loved someone and enjoyed the good times together. The loss of someone so suddenly and not being able to say a proper goodbye is hurt on another level. Respect for posting the video.

    • @Flufferz626
      @Flufferz626 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same. I am married to my high-school sweetheart. This September we will have been together 15 years. He is my best friend, my rock. He got in a car wreck while driving home from work down the mountains 4 years ago and I almost lost it with worry.

    • @nikka4209
      @nikka4209 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Better to not imagine it if you've not been through it keep your strength, it eats at you an I'm sure it's never going away

  • @diazrigau
    @diazrigau 3 ปีที่แล้ว +666

    Maria, this is a man that you will never forget, but he will make sure that you will be able to laugh and love again. He seems to be a special soul. But his parents, oh my God his parents. My heart brakes in a million pieces.

    • @mablejhones2880
      @mablejhones2880 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@mariacamilla6002 seriously 🤦‍♂️

    • @mariacamilla6002
      @mariacamilla6002 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mablejhones2880 Yes my dear, he is going to help you out all you have to do now is to message him on his WhatsApp that's all.

    • @asa463
      @asa463 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@mariacamilla6002 Y'all don't know when to stop with the stupid comment

  • @Elizabeth-de9pm
    @Elizabeth-de9pm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +447

    Lost my boyfriend almost 2 years ago from suicide. No such thing as getting over it, just learning on how to live with it. Rest In peace Chris. ❤

    • @bsbshhhshs9551
      @bsbshhhshs9551 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      So sorry to hear that for you. I wish you the best and i really hope you're doing okay love

    • @kellycappuccio
      @kellycappuccio 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      rest in peace. praying for you

    • @josiecowen2433
      @josiecowen2433 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      sending love

  • @ariannai5494
    @ariannai5494 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4811

    The “where are you I’m scared I need my thunder buddy” part broke me

    • @addisonyoung8830
      @addisonyoung8830 4 ปีที่แล้ว +146

      what broke me was the last part where he left the voicemail:(

    • @MysticLife444
      @MysticLife444 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      That broke me too I can nearly watch Ted the same way...

    • @josephineguerrero3374
      @josephineguerrero3374 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      same it was so sad :(

    • @chelize1033
      @chelize1033 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@addisonyoung8830 same

  • @paigeberns5133
    @paigeberns5133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8130

    this makes me think of my guy best friend that i’ve been in love with for who knows how long. and damn. i gotta tell him. life’s too short.

    • @MarlaFay
      @MarlaFay  4 ปีที่แล้ว +795

      please do. and let me know what he says ❤️

    • @paigeberns5133
      @paigeberns5133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +659

      Marla Fay i told him and it wasn’t easy. he told me that he has always thought about being with me but he doesn’t want it to ruin our friendship- which i totally agree with!! thanks so much for putting life into perspective for me! i know that you are going through a lot but just know that you are helping other people as well by talking about it. lots of people think youtuber’s lives are perfect, and it’s nice to get to know the full you!!! ❤️❤️

    • @imogenmorley3511
      @imogenmorley3511 4 ปีที่แล้ว +109

      Paige Berns i'm so proud of you for doing this, keep strong!

    • @isabelnava4012
      @isabelnava4012 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Same thing is going on with me and it's so hard

    • @alliekiger9638
      @alliekiger9638 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Paige Berns mine said the same thing and I’m totally ok with it. He even added “at Graduation if we are both still single we can try it out”

  • @marucal459
    @marucal459 3 ปีที่แล้ว +216

    This video appeared on my recommended 1 year later. Im so happy to see where marla is now and all the things shes acomplishing

  • @RayMak
    @RayMak 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1254

    Hugs.....

    • @cutecadaver10
      @cutecadaver10 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Your comment is on every video i watch

    • @Nepali.Take.Ova23
      @Nepali.Take.Ova23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Youre everywhere

    • @victorkr4118
      @victorkr4118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Here comes omnipresent being of TH-cam comment section.

    • @Megagechko
      @Megagechko 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I've seen this guy under every video and it's getting annoying.

    • @jovenfrantzborigas4554
      @jovenfrantzborigas4554 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Heyy

  • @hannahcaroline3541
    @hannahcaroline3541 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5244

    I never thought about filming my boyfriend and I. But this just made me think if I ever lost him I wouldn’t remember his voice or the way he looks at me. Starting today I’m making mini videos of him and us. I’m so beyond sorry for your loss. Take your time and grieve the way you need to. ❤️ he’s your guardian angel now.

    • @soapy2587
      @soapy2587 4 ปีที่แล้ว +119

      People always say live in the moment, but now that we have the technology I think we should use that advantage to capture moments as that's important as well💜

    • @ItssRaquell
      @ItssRaquell 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      💗💗 I always thing the same, but for my mom. Like... she's 65 and i've been taking videos and pictures of her for the past six months, so in the future, i can remember her, her laugh, her voice, her face... that's the only reason i like technology, it allows us to save this memories, this moments for the future. 💗💗
      I hope my english is right, i'm not a native english speaker.

    • @aptdccvii
      @aptdccvii 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes that's so cute :'(

    • @carlotaminero7821
      @carlotaminero7821 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I'm also doing this too! It made me realize that as much as it would hurt if anything like this happened, I would rather have tons of memories and videos of him and us together to look back at than nothing.

    • @Astraias
      @Astraias 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      As someone who lost her boyfriend I can tell you is the worst you can do, you never move on that way, i mean is ok to keep that person forever in your heart but is also bad to never want anyone else in your life because you keep seeing memories of him

  • @mariahbiehler28
    @mariahbiehler28 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3232

    This wasn’t just a relationship. This was true,pure love.🥺

  • @rambybamb540
    @rambybamb540 3 ปีที่แล้ว +333

    Hey guys just in case nobody knows what happened to her best friend. He died during a boating incident.

  • @amandaalveslomes2967
    @amandaalveslomes2967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    i cried and i don't even knew this guy omg. i'm sorry for your loss :(

  • @sebbef
    @sebbef 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4715

    When TH-cam knows you are feeling shit and pours salt.

    • @busratz
      @busratz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      SebbeF exactly

    • @BusesinLondon345
      @BusesinLondon345 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Facts

    • @dominiquejennings4517
      @dominiquejennings4517 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      seriously

    • @bari2883
      @bari2883 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes. Tf you tube. Im struggling.

    • @justusjay33
      @justusjay33 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Be careful of the things u allow ur eyes to see friend. But i hope ur feeling better now

  • @user-qq5jx6qy6s
    @user-qq5jx6qy6s 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2370

    I lost my boyfriend when I was about your age....I am so sorry he is gone, and I am sorry for how much you will be hurting right now. It gets easier, the days become lighter, the memories will stop making your heart ache and will light you up once more - it just takes a whole lot of time and tears. Sending you lots of love - and thank you for sharing these beautiful memories x

    • @rj-vs2uc
      @rj-vs2uc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      im so sorry for your loss 🤍🤍🤍

    • @Damien773
      @Damien773 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Sorry for your loss. Can't begin to imagine loosing my partner, makes me wanna appreciate her more, and more.

    • @ennisdelmar807
      @ennisdelmar807 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      moving on is forgetting, but I don't want to forget

    • @jackberreth1590
      @jackberreth1590 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      im so sorry

    • @cakes12345001
      @cakes12345001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That’s the thing though when does it actually get better for me my boyfriend died 3 years ago and I still can’t stop crying when I hear the things I wrote about him when I look at his picture from his accident nothings the same anymore

  • @wmartin94
    @wmartin94 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    'Some people live more in 20 years than others do in 80. It's not the time that counts, it's the person'

  • @kimikiminurface938
    @kimikiminurface938 3 ปีที่แล้ว +263

    I’m glad she has these treasured memories . Lucas had a smile and charisma that shined bright like a diamond , the Lord needed an Angel like him to return home . I suddenly lost my 30 year old Son 6 years ago to a unknown heart condition , our Daughter in Law who was 8 months pregnant at the time has since remarried and moved to another state with our Grandson. My Husband and I are still stuck in November 30 , 2013 , for this reason my heart goes out to this young mans parents , to loose a treasure such as Lucas , they will witness everyone’s else life move forward while theirs will never ever be the same ever again .Parents NEVER heal from loosing a child .

  • @whycantbefamous8112
    @whycantbefamous8112 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4593

    I cant believe that there are actually people who disliked like this girl is talking about her boyfriend that passed away it's sad nd i give my prayers to her and his family...

    • @taharyasmine5944
      @taharyasmine5944 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      Some people are too selfish to the point where they can't see past them selves in contrast they don't care to know how their actions affect other people.. it's always about them ..

    • @Beingme2024
      @Beingme2024 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Evil pple

    • @aj-bf8db
      @aj-bf8db 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      their eyes were clogged with tears and they accidentally clicked dislike

    • @sda9995
      @sda9995 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      All the narcissist people dislike this video they're the ones with no heart

    • @danielseverson3173
      @danielseverson3173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Susan Salas please!
      Just ignore the haters! They are doing nothing but attempting to get a reaction to cause decent and pain in other's! It's the only way they can feel better!
      It's SICK I know! But ignore them! Giving them any attention at all. Only drives them to do it more often!
      If they post hateful comments report them! Even if it's not towards you but others! It doesn't take long to do 5 to 30 seconds! They then are taken down quickly for manual investigation by you tube!

  • @amaasmr7203
    @amaasmr7203 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3046

    I cannot imagine the amount of pain people who lose their life partner go through, it truly is my only fear. I hope you find your peace

    • @dinbambi4700
      @dinbambi4700 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      AMA ASMR My mom lost her husband for 20’years, he died in a trailer car crash last year. She had a heart attack when the police and priest was at her door 😢 Literally broke her heart .. I can only speak of the pain of losing my dad, it’s a heartbreaking pain you never really get over 😭

    • @amaasmr7203
      @amaasmr7203 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Dinbambi im so sorry for your loss, i completely understand how you feel. my mother decided to end her life right before i turned 12, i had to run to the neighbours so they can call an ambulance and we were in a foreign country we moved there because a war broke out in my country, we werent that close with anyone there but i didnt know the number for the ambulance, she had been sick from before i was born because of a brain hemorrhage she had at the age of 24 which left her paralized and gave her 20 years of health complications, and she had 3 miscarriages before i was born and i guess she was just emotionally tired after all those years and my grandma used to take care of me when my mother was in hospitals and what not and my grandma died only 6 months after my mother so it was very shitty year for me and im an only child and not on good terms with my dad at all. And ever since, everytime i date or if im in love my only fear is something happening to the person. I no longer date because of that, im always afraid and stressed and id cry randomly only out of fear even when the person is completely fine. I’m 23 now and i cant imagine falling in love again because my fear of losing him would eat me alive.

    • @dinbambi4700
      @dinbambi4700 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      AMA ASMR Oh my god. It’s good to finally find someone that understands the sorrow. But I am so sorry for you loss ❤️ I can’t understand how you find meaning in life after all that.. But I need to say that you can’t live life terrified of love. I am now dating one of my dad’s coworkers (he is my age) and I’m terrified that he also will die. But it’s no life sitting on the garden fence and watch everyone else live their life. We only live once, we never know when our time is over. So please try to make the best out of it, and I hope that you find love 💕 Or that love finds you, as it did with me.

    • @amaasmr7203
      @amaasmr7203 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dinbambi that’s lovely❤️thank you so much, and i hope you both live a long and healthy life together♥️

    • @MaelaAmor
      @MaelaAmor 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i agree :(

  • @fennafitz6055
    @fennafitz6055 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    i think everybody watching this fell a little bit in love with this beautiful boy and most gorgeous girl, not to forget the amazing times they had together

  • @Natalieflows
    @Natalieflows 3 ปีที่แล้ว +207

    My heart. Is. Shattered. This made me cry so hard I started to shiver. I can’t even imagine the pain she’s felt from this. I am so sorry.

  • @elizatotty4295
    @elizatotty4295 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2972

    I heard a saying that has stuck with me. "A person dies twice once when their soul leaves their body and another time when memories about them stop being shared."

    • @icy9428
      @icy9428 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      wasn't it the last time someone says your name maybe it can be 3 times :)

    • @samantha5858
      @samantha5858 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i felt that...

    • @Danuxsy
      @Danuxsy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You just claimed that a soul exist, where is your extraordinary evidence that a soul do indeed exist?

    • @divinrth5187
      @divinrth5187 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @@Danuxsy dude, it's just a quote, it's not meant to be taken as evidence. it's just like how people say god exists but there's no evidence. people believe in things, and not everything is literal.

    • @guest1805
      @guest1805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Danuxsy Where is your evidence that it doesn't?

  • @stephaniesilberg4653
    @stephaniesilberg4653 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3045

    He actually seems like the best kind of person in the world. Like the rare kind. You’re so lucky for being loved by him and witnessing him

    • @rosepitagonna8193
      @rosepitagonna8193 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      May u Rest In Peace fly high with the angels RIP😢

    • @malcolmdude5984
      @malcolmdude5984 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      god's plan....
      Define your destiny by taking a good step...

    • @evelyn9186
      @evelyn9186 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What happend?

    • @malcolmdude5984
      @malcolmdude5984 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@evelyn9186 th-cam.com/video/2TYq-4vIBAY/w-d-xo.html

    • @evelyn9186
      @evelyn9186 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Malcolm X tysm

  • @imjustaviewer8619
    @imjustaviewer8619 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    The fucking end “I love you, bye baby” 🥺🥺 7:16

    • @heatherw02hw
      @heatherw02hw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I cried at that part 😢

  • @dhritiratna7944
    @dhritiratna7944 3 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    I just cried over someone i don’t know. I can’t imagine the pain she must be going through! I am so so sorry for your loss. He is in a better place and he is probably remembering you there:) I’m so happy you got to spend most of your life with someone like him. He loves you so much and he is patiently waiting to reunite with you again. Stay strong love❤️

  • @Smartie-tk8nq
    @Smartie-tk8nq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2236

    I dont know why TH-cam recommended this to me because I dont even know you guys but I just want to say that I am so sorry for your loss. Seeing this made me realise how we never know how much time we still have with the ones we love. I have never experienced this kind of love, I have never been loved by someone like this, which makes me sad on one hand but on the other hand makes me excited for the future and made me more aware of the people in my life now that I have to cherish and be thankful for. You will get through this!! Thank you for sharing these emotional memories that you made with your soulmate.

  • @MiaWhitehead
    @MiaWhitehead 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3595

    i can’t imagine what you’re going through but what i can say is that everything happens for a reason. based on this video it’s easy to tell that the love you guys had for each other is eternal and you will always have that. sending prayers ❤️

    • @hedgehoghut
      @hedgehoghut 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Mia Whitehead I definitely don’t think people die for a reason. I think there’s sickness in the world and bad things happen. I do believe that beauty can come from dark moments. I lost my 2 month old nephew and there was no explainable reason for it even medically. But has beauty come from my family’s story? Yes. I’m not trying to attack you, but just want you to be aware that sometimes saying stuff like that can create more anger and hurt in someone’s life when they’ve lost a loved one. I know it hurt me when people said that, when I know God didn’t make my nephew/my sister’s only son die.

  • @stargirl3459
    @stargirl3459 3 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    Sometime i feel sad that "DEATH " even exsists

    • @leidymichelle4375
      @leidymichelle4375 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Death is something that we all have to face ....

  • @deesh7438
    @deesh7438 3 ปีที่แล้ว +294

    Can’t believe people have the AUDACITY to dislike this video, Shit is sickening 😷So sorry for your loss. My condolences go out to you and his Family❤️🤞🏻

    • @lunablue9501
      @lunablue9501 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      trump poster I think

    • @dansavoni5813
      @dansavoni5813 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Poster yea and I think some people think these should be her memories to keep with her privately. And passing away at 19 is a tragedy nowhere close to a full life

    • @huldatachiri9613
      @huldatachiri9613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@lunablue9501 why does it matter? Can't people have different political views??

    • @Bloodfang152
      @Bloodfang152 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@huldatachiri9613 no one said it did matter, someone asked a question, people answered that asked question. If you need attention & wanna instigate theres plenty of other videos where people arent hurting the way this girl is where you can do that.

    • @therkrboyz533
      @therkrboyz533 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Probably bots....

  • @ewa3311
    @ewa3311 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4432

    My boyfriend killed himself in our bedroom. And I was in a room when he have done it.
    I cant explain my pain.
    28.01.2017

    • @annalive7274
      @annalive7274 4 ปีที่แล้ว +150

      Find your peace, send you lots of love Xx

    • @prosperous_berri_x
      @prosperous_berri_x 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Iv_ Ce sending you lots of love Queen. Stay strong!!!

    • @Aya_ayako
      @Aya_ayako 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      ❤️🙏

    • @keumamelanie5602
      @keumamelanie5602 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Sending you loads of love n peace❤️🙏🏿

    • @iamnotavailableduh
      @iamnotavailableduh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Omg how awful ): I’m so sorry

  • @carwhiteside
    @carwhiteside 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1894

    my heart just shattered into a million pieces

  • @debbieexcell5088
    @debbieexcell5088 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    He really seems to be a happy and well adjusted person. His laugh is infectious, he was active, pursued his dreams and loved big.
    He died at 18 I'm over twice his age, and honey, he lived and loved better than I.
    I hope I grow up to be like Lucas some day before I too pass away.
    Live the rest of ur life like he taught u. 🙏

  • @nayybabyy5985
    @nayybabyy5985 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I come back to this video from time to time just to celebrate his life. 💕

  • @chip9662
    @chip9662 4 ปีที่แล้ว +933

    My recommendations are really trying to hurt my feelings

  • @kb8928
    @kb8928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2192

    I’ve never believed in “true love” but it’s really hard not to when you watch this video. I’m so sorry, Marla. He was and will always be your first true love. Praying for you and his family that you guys can find strength through this. ❤️

    • @dominique573n9
      @dominique573n9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      K B true love is so real!! My husband and I have been together since I was 16 he was 19 now 14 years later we are still best friends and happy and have a little girl. True love is rare but it can still happen 💕💕 I hope it happens for you one day like it did Marla 😊

    • @kb8928
      @kb8928 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Dominique573 N that’s so sweet! Thank you and I wish you and your husband all the best! ❤️

    • @Emily-jg4eo
      @Emily-jg4eo 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      They broke up a few weeks before he passed away

    • @dominique573n9
      @dominique573n9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Emily okay? Why does that matter? I’m confused

  • @yannickdodge
    @yannickdodge 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    I genuinely feel so sorry for your loss. I believe, that most of us watching this video, can't even for the half of it imagine what you're going through. I hope, by this day, 8 months later... you're doing slightly better. I just wanted to let you know, that watching this video made me experience a little piece of who Lucas was. I hope he may rest well, and I hope you're doing better every day, piece by piece. From Belgium.

  • @TheRogueSquid
    @TheRogueSquid 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I’m truly sorry for the loss of this young man from your life. He seemed like a brilliant guy and I can see you loved each other well. I pray for the healing of your heart.

  • @jhopecreationz
    @jhopecreationz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3253

    idk why TH-cam recommended this, but I had a feeling its cause you need all the support you can get in a time such as this. words can’t describe how much this touched me, it seemed like a movie. my sister lost the love of her life about a year ago, to cancer that eventually spread to his brain. I understand the pain you must be going through, and i hope you are getting infinite amounts of hugs and love during this time. never give up, especially on love.

  • @chh7681
    @chh7681 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3396

    Just constant laughter in the beginning, its so contagious and i dont even know you two. What sad story :(

    • @L3thal69
      @L3thal69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Probably fuelled bysome drugs

    • @yesi198416
      @yesi198416 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So sad.... what a beautiful love

  • @Baba_cmn
    @Baba_cmn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I can’t even imagine how she felt while editing this video

  • @michellelua23
    @michellelua23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    there is not one clip where she not smiling , giggling , or laughing its so cute❤️ .

  • @faithnoelaugustine6545
    @faithnoelaugustine6545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1731

    He was sent to you, and you were sent to him ... even if it was only for a short time. Just remember that. Sending prayers.

  • @elliebos1028
    @elliebos1028 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1568

    my heart hurts for you, Marla. I'm so sorry this happened. sending prayers

  • @user-ox6vb4wj5r
    @user-ox6vb4wj5r 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Just remember this “our love is like the wind, we can’t see it, but we can feel it” 🙂 Stay strong and God bless you. 🙏🏻

  • @yenellebruh5921
    @yenellebruh5921 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    This hit my soul so hard. Me being the type of person who doesn’t get affected by anything and hardly cries. This made me feel sadness again. I pray for his family and ur well being. ❤️

  • @bellabal1236
    @bellabal1236 4 ปีที่แล้ว +991

    This randomly showed up in my recommended and I felt the need to watch it for some reason..
    That reason was to hug everyone around me a little tighter.
    Thank you Lucas, you are a light.

  • @hanna363
    @hanna363 4 ปีที่แล้ว +743

    your laughs matched each other’s perfectly and infectiously, he will always be your guardian angel 🕊

  • @missdaydreamss
    @missdaydreamss ปีที่แล้ว +8

    2yrs ago I first saw this video and I still come back to it. Take it easy, life comes and go unfortunately ❤. And also I can see the potential In you making videos. You could be a beast in graphic design and video editing as a career 👌🏽

  • @vanessamalachai2862
    @vanessamalachai2862 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I lost my boyfriend to suicide in 2016 i know its not the same but the loss is still raw and i miss him every day

  • @mariemadlenek
    @mariemadlenek 4 ปีที่แล้ว +836

    Finding someone you click with like this is RARE. You found that someone and he was taken from you. I can't even imagine the pain you must feel and i'm so sorry. He seemed like a beautiful person 💫

  • @E.S.H.orthodoxchristian
    @E.S.H.orthodoxchristian 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1343

    It hurts. Especially when you can still imagine touching their hair and that ghostly feeling like you can feel their skin when you think about them, but then realizing you won’t get to feel that until you see them again. Baby girl I’m praying for you. For him. For both families. For everyone who knew him. You were both so blessed to have gotten to be with one another this past year and have so many amazing memories together. This was a beautiful, touching, and perfectly made tribute to Lucas. You two seemed so genuinely happy and that’s the biggest blessing. He’s up there waiting til he gets to hold your hand again and lay with you in his arms I just know it. Two beautiful souls are bound to see each other again 🤍

  • @laryssagaia1865
    @laryssagaia1865 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    i cant even imagine how painful was to lost him, i love a boy and just to think lost him i cry, so, im sorry, really.

  • @sydneyvictorea552
    @sydneyvictorea552 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I hope that when I die somebody makes a video of my life and continues to tell my story. Bless your heart for sharing this.

  • @benh2428
    @benh2428 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1536

    Not sure why this is in my recommended, but, I’m glad it was.

  • @rionava4840
    @rionava4840 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1290

    I didn’t even know him and I miss the guy. Such great vibes. I cant imagine your pain. He seems so lovely, I’m so sorry.

    • @thediariesofdes
      @thediariesofdes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Rio Nava me too... i miss lucas, and i haven’t even heard of him before today😩❤️.

  • @theinfamouspotatosquad8120
    @theinfamouspotatosquad8120 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    And this is ladies and gentlemen men why I don’t fall in love. Hurts way to much when it’s gone. Ain’t nobody got time to hurt that much.

    • @dalori
      @dalori 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      To love is to live ❤️ don’t let fear stop you from having some of the best times of your life !

    • @jaybaderski1292
      @jaybaderski1292 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You got that right

  • @user-qc7lg8yc7y
    @user-qc7lg8yc7y 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    i came across one of his tik toks a while back. he seemed like someone who made everyone’s day better. sorry for you loss❤️

  • @mae1764
    @mae1764 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5186

    This made me ache so deeply. My boyfriend is asleep beside me, snoring away, and halfway through the video as I started crying, he rolled over and threw an arm and leg over me, still asleep. I never, ever want to take a single moment with him for granted and this is a reminder that nothing here on this Earth is promised. It's so easy to forget that and think we have all the time in the world with our loved ones, but we don't even know if we'll get tomorrow with them.
    I'm so, so sorry for your loss. He seemed to be a ray of pure light. Take all the time you need to heal, you'll be in my heart for quite some time. 💜

    • @suckmyprettytoes
      @suckmyprettytoes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      mae your comment made me ache. 😭💕 my boyfriend and I are long distance so I can’t do that with him rn 😭 but like you said I don’t want to take any moment I share with him for granted even if it’s over the phone or text.

    • @kiki-Yhwh
      @kiki-Yhwh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      beautifully said🥺🤍🙏🏽

    • @lucasvillegascorrea6644
      @lucasvillegascorrea6644 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      this comment made me cry more than the actual video tbh.

    • @a.f9578
      @a.f9578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Death is inevitable and memories/souvenirs are destined to turn into grief and be mourned . Love is cruel harsh selfish powerful yet necessary . I have a strong belief that some of us aren't meant to love and be loved for the simple reason that some of us are unable of carrying the burden of loss and grief .

    • @st1ckzy98sg
      @st1ckzy98sg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah I rolled over crying and then remembered im single T-T

  • @Gillian3200
    @Gillian3200 4 ปีที่แล้ว +514

    i lost my boyfriend 6 months ago...i wanna tell you there is light at the end of this dark ass tunnel. and this unfair, seemingly unreal reality is not all that’s left for you. it gets brighter, it gets better. your love can be felt from a million miles away. he feels it still and it’s a forever thing. you don’t ever have to forget, just learn to cope with how you feel.

  • @liaadv3893
    @liaadv3893 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I still come back to this video, what a beautiful tribute.

  • @orangegrain2346
    @orangegrain2346 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This makes me have a insight of life that I wish I never had

  • @yourabuelita4586
    @yourabuelita4586 4 ปีที่แล้ว +953

    “I always knew looking back at the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back at the laughs would make me cry” ~Cat Stevens

    • @ToolforOffice
      @ToolforOffice 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      That was Cat Stevens

    • @yourabuelita4586
      @yourabuelita4586 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ToolforOffice thank you I heard that from somewhere but forgot who it was from

    • @ToolforOffice
      @ToolforOffice 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Your Abuelita no worries :) happens to me all the time!!

  • @urmomcat5350
    @urmomcat5350 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2024

    the 250 people who disliked it had too many tears in their eyes that they pressed the wrong button. i’m so sorry for your loss, i can’t imagine what you’re going through. sending you all my love❤️

    • @leilab3025
      @leilab3025 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      can't imagine how many times she must have burst out crying making this video and how people could be so heartless as to dislike it

  • @aishalopez9201
    @aishalopez9201 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful done! Just like a movie with a message of Love! Sorry for your loss and his Family!!

  • @amandaschouest6136
    @amandaschouest6136 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Absolute goals. I’m so sorry for your loss, heaven gained a wonderful angel !🥺

  • @rileylaird3864
    @rileylaird3864 4 ปีที่แล้ว +522

    i never really believed that teens could truly be in love, but after watching this, i realized it comes rarely but when it does, it’s really beautiful. my heart is broken for you, marla. i’m sending so many prayers towards you. 🕊🤍

    • @roseboudelair3729
      @roseboudelair3729 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Love knows no age,love knows no colour,love knows no language ,love knows no disability
      That is the beauty of love,it transcends everything

  • @JesseSaheed
    @JesseSaheed 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3174

    I’m not goanna try and say “im so sorry for your loss” cause in my opinion it really doesn’t help does it? I just wanna say you should be so grateful and thankful to god that he lived for this life he spent with you don’t know how long I just know all those times were worth it for you and worth living he was probably amazing human that god created I really cant imagine what your going through but I know that you will and shall get through it by gods grace no matter what what everything does happen for a reason and it was his time to go celebrate 🎉his years he had with you and love he gave. ❤️❤️everything will be okay soon I promise luv 🖤
    My prayers are with u 🙏🏽❤️

    • @tinycorporan5439
      @tinycorporan5439 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      jessie S yes it does help!! You’ve never lost someone before huh? Cuz I used to think the same thing until I lost my grandpa in November. It actually made me feel like someone didn’t care if they didn’t say anything. I used to be the kind of person to not say anything about someone’s death so that I didn’t bring it up and hurt the persons feelings. But that wasn’t right. After experiencing loss all I can say is YES PLS DO SAY IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS AND MY CONDOLENCES if you mean it ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @cheyenneappel853
      @cheyenneappel853 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      jessie S i dont think it helps because it doesn't take away the pain. it doesn't fix anything. it doesn't reverse anything. it's just words and most the time it feels meaning less.

    • @DJ-ub4uh
      @DJ-ub4uh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Tiny Corporan as someone who’s lost many people...no, it does not always help or make a person feel better. everyone is different and you should not assume whether or not they’ve lost someone based on the way they believe is right to respond.❤️

    • @tinycorporan5439
      @tinycorporan5439 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      DJ youre right!! Very true. Sorry

    • @DJ-ub4uh
      @DJ-ub4uh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tiny Corporan ❤️sending love your way

  • @loismoskow1959
    @loismoskow1959 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    So sorry for such a painful loss can only imagine how you feel. Hope that Lucas becomes your special Angel to watch over you . RIP Lucas

  • @cruzyferreria1009
    @cruzyferreria1009 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry for your loss 😘thank you for sharing. 💕

  • @sophiaoram_
    @sophiaoram_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2949

    This really proves how important it is to live in the moment and don’t worry about tomorrow. Hope you get throw this knowing he’s always with you and will always be. You’ll never forget him and he knows that but right now all he would want for you is for you to be happy ❤️💗

    • @chanelchloie3461
      @chanelchloie3461 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sophia Oram I cried while reading your comment 😭

  • @kakwil3235
    @kakwil3235 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1052

    I don’t even know these two amazing people and I’m balling my eyes out

    • @Parttimetravellingmanc
      @Parttimetravellingmanc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Kathleen R so sad isn’t it, like these people are complete strangers but it’s kinda left a mark on me, so emotional. Just so sad to think he had his whole life in front of him, and just like that it’s gone. Glad they made some happy memories , she clearly made him really happy so he died with that love

    • @ffgriff
      @ffgriff 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Taylor Anne I honestly cry so much at this

  • @caliwa
    @caliwa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Living a full life is never about age. It’s about feeling all of the emotions and coming out of it with an experience and a story. It is about giving people positive emotions and a voice. Living a full life is truly just doing what makes you happy and what you want. Age never plays a factor in going after your dreams and making someone else feel happy.

  • @michellemcbee8640
    @michellemcbee8640 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Absolutely love that you have this beautiful love story recorded like this. My heart is with you.

  • @averycassady2194
    @averycassady2194 4 ปีที่แล้ว +898

    this is making me so sad. you were the cutest couple in the world and Lucas was the funniest person.

  • @bunnyselite939
    @bunnyselite939 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1260

    people who disliked probably had teary eyes and missed the like button

    • @intensevolcom2036
      @intensevolcom2036 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Leonie Zindler yeah probabaly

    • @sofie7006
      @sofie7006 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you would hope so right!

    • @isabellebanning91
      @isabellebanning91 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      it was the flag for me. rip him doe

    • @mogul188
      @mogul188 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      well technically. If you pressed the like button you are enjoying a video about death.

    • @lionessstarseed6812
      @lionessstarseed6812 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      MOGUL Flipside: people liked it because they enjoyed a memorial video about cherished, true love. Plus, likes = channel support in the YT World.

  • @Serenak13
    @Serenak13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    he seems so genuinely sweet and caring. i know he’s still watching you and proud of everything you have done. stay strong baby ❤️

  • @missdaydreamss
    @missdaydreamss 3 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    4:46 looks like a scene from a movie😔

    • @CKLEE003
      @CKLEE003 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ikr. Its beautifulll

  • @jocelyncastaneda3738
    @jocelyncastaneda3738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +709

    At 21 years old, I lost my soulmate about 6 months ago in a car accident. He was 22. It's been the HARDEST thing I've ever had to go through, and it's never going to get better I'm just learning to live with it. Thankful he left me a part of him forever, our beautiful daughter. I miss him more and more as each day passes by. I'm sorry for you loss, you're not alone. Wish you nothing but positivity and happiness 🦋💖
    #GETSFOREVER

    • @Anita-qe1lx
      @Anita-qe1lx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Hope you’re okay! Rip

    • @jocelyncastaneda3738
      @jocelyncastaneda3738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@Anita-qe1lx I'm honestly doing my best, which is all I really can do, thank you tho! 🙏

    • @jocelyncastaneda3738
      @jocelyncastaneda3738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@sophiebreadner6200 yes we have a 2 year old together

    • @a.gilbert6946
      @a.gilbert6946 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Reading this made me lose it, I'm a hot mess now. I'm so so sorry

    • @jocelyncastaneda3738
      @jocelyncastaneda3738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@a.gilbert6946 🙏🙏 taking it one day at a time

  • @naamaelsdon5930
    @naamaelsdon5930 4 ปีที่แล้ว +654

    Imagine loosing someone you love and read the old chats

    • @matschiboy633
      @matschiboy633 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Naama Elsdon do that sometimes, dude its sooo weird. Imagining that the person typed all that few weeks ago is now dead is so depressing

    • @a.f9578
      @a.f9578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@matschiboy633 That's why you have to stay away from commitment and bonding socialize to an extent but any emotional connection will simply backfire .

    • @doctormeme391
      @doctormeme391 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Théo I’d rather it backfire then to not have tried at all, that’s not a life worth living.

    • @Ter3s4
      @Ter3s4 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      God I wouldnt be able to do it... Id die inside :/

    • @jocelyncastaneda3738
      @jocelyncastaneda3738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Coming from someone who's experienced this exact type of hurt.. its honestly the worst feeling I've ever experienced in my entire life and I dont wish it upon anybody.
      #GETSFOREVER

  • @siria2674
    @siria2674 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this literally breaks my heart into a billion of pieces

  • @jamiegould689
    @jamiegould689 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for putting your heart out here like this! Thank you for sharing your love for all of us to see. Hugs to you for having a love that most could only ever dream of, even if for a little time 💜

  • @malloryvaladez8338
    @malloryvaladez8338 4 ปีที่แล้ว +554

    Your guys laughs are absolutely infectious, didn’t know him at all but his soul will be missed. Grieve and then start again with life. I’m wishing you nothing but absolute best during this tough time. Keep shining queen, shine bright enough for the both of you.

  • @housestarkmvs6087
    @housestarkmvs6087 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1784

    "I'll only ever love Lucas, there's no room in my heart for someone else." I could imagine she's feeling like that, after seeing that video... I'm so sorry he passed away. The best people always get taken away from us much too soon. 💔💔

    • @faeishhh
      @faeishhh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      There will always be another person to fall deeply in love with. They will never be the same, but they can be just as amazing.

    • @kyrafinley7941
      @kyrafinley7941 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i can tell he's was an amazing person, it sad he was taken away to soon. but i'm sure lucas would want the best for her and to get on with her life with him always watching over her 💗

    • @housestarkmvs6087
      @housestarkmvs6087 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@faeishhh I can't agree to that, cause in my eyes there are many people you can be with, and its nice and all, but there is just that one person you're meant to be with and only that person is your soulmate. You won't ever find anyone like that ever again, cause there's just one soulmate. Just my opinion, I respect yours and I don't mean it in a bad way. 😊

    • @lauras0928
      @lauras0928 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@housestarkmvs6087 I completely agree with you. Take care.

    • @msrc2732
      @msrc2732 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      im afraid that i'll be the same. that i'll lose my greatest love and try to love someone again but... of course it's not as great as the previous one. it's like, losing the one in this life. maybe, maybe in the next life, then.

  • @edithaguilar8123
    @edithaguilar8123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are so blessed that you had his love and keep all these beautiful moments recorded...

  • @glitterbomb6700
    @glitterbomb6700 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sweet of you to make a video of him amazing relationship