agree, we keep losing people we love and things we hd, maybe more and more, if we can't put those good and shining memories deep in our heart and soul, then we lost every connection to this world
@@davidmckelvey2601 I guess with these type of posts I go to a place where most of the population on Earth is gone. With man trying to change the climate there was a deadly error and covered the earth with an ash cloud. Those left have no idea when they might see the sun again. They will probably be all gone after waht food is left runs out. It's always mans fault.
Quit my job once they told I’d be replaced by two younger prospects if I don’t push harder and be doing additional work. No devastation, no regrets and crying a river. Just this tune in my head and one sentence resignation letter. Silent Hill - I know I never was there….and I know I never left
That's age discrimination you could of filed a class action lawsuit and make BILLIONS off of that dude you need a lawyer IMMEDIATELY if it's not too late.
@@futuristicentity2417 it was a remote job due to covid restrictions (not in U.S. btw). As the act of vengeance I kept PC (took it home from the office) at home and didn't return it. When the mofo reminded to bring "company's property" back I told him I would keep it as the compensation for moral injury. Mofo still calling and still ghosted))
silent hill’s music and those who take inspiration from its sound just envelops the feeling of coming home from a long day of work and just slowly collapsing to the floor, knowing you can finally recuperate
My dear old Gran is nearly 89 and suffering she is now really ill.I hate to say it won't be too long before my last grandparent is taken from me.😢 This kinda helps ease the pain and the pain off the world and life itself.😢❤
My granny passed away at 89 january 31st this year i still have one granny left who is 86 but soon undergoing a breastsaving cancerous lump removal operation. Be proud your granny got to live that long! Losing someone is always hurtful but you got to know her for a long time. Nobody can take that away from you!
I love your work so much. It takes the pain away from this miserable existence. A loved one in my family has gotten sick and she’s in so much pain, having to endure medicine after medicine that has her writhing as she waits for the next doctor’s appointment. It hurts to see that….we do our best to support her through this, but with every cry of pain and tear shed, you get reminded just how finite and ephemeral our lives are. In times like this, Silent Hill’s ethereal fog seems so very comforting…Those games are dear to my heart and you do them justice with your ambience. Thank you…
love, love, love the photo of the old, abandoned motel...reminds me how safe I feel when there's a snowy fog covering me, that there's no one around...
I know it's supposed to be creepy, but it's actually strangely peaceful. Thirty years ago was the best time in my life. When melancholy is most of your experience (at least in adulthood), the melancholic ambience feels comforting and familiar. I could sleep to this. 🩶
This is so beautiful, thank you for helping me write and work. I love the video with the quiet snowfall. The washed out colors remind me of the quietness of winter evenings where I live. 🧡
I remember being introduced to Silent Hill 2's OST when I was in High School. Ever since then, I love to listen to anything sounding remotely similar to it because of how calming yet eerie the songs were. Thank you so much for uploading this!
Keep going, man. Kids don't remember you for how happy you are, they remember you for being consistent and getting that bread where you can and moving forward. The things you can control are the things to focus on; positivity will find you when you've moved everyone to solid ground. Be stubborn, be consistent, and keep going. Even if you're a hardass now, if there's any future timeline where your fam is stable and you have positivity back, that's the timeline you gotta steer everyone to. I hope the best for you and your family. Keep going.
Blame the fake pandemic that Fauci needs to be arrested for we are all about to be replaced by the Tesla Robots it's not looking good right now at all I can't afford a new computer and don't wanna quit on Windows 10 I keep looking for jobs but I am about to dual boot it with Linux in the mean time it was gonna be a time killer until I can build my real computer but that's not gonna happen since it went beyond my budget I know the feeling everything is expensive we can only hope for Trump to eliminate taxes.
This is from a while ago, but I just found this now. Hard to describe such music. To me, both melancholy and hopeful at the same time. Darkness now but look for the light over the horizon. In relation to Silent Hill, this is perfect. I'm a huge fan of the games and I love the music by Akira Yamaoka. This is a wonderful tribute.
After a year of being on a wait list, I finally got into my dream abnormal psych class! I love the work, just it's a lot to learn within just 3 months and last week was very long and stressful due to a quiz, test, essay and a discussion post being due all in the span of a week. I found this video after completing everything and I knocked out for a good chunk of the day with this on loop lol. So thank you for helping me relax :)
Or a lunch-room, snow out the window, with two really fucked-up half-melted waffles and smooth hard coffee. Followed by a good shit. That's what everyone needs right now.
Ah Silent Hill. The grandaddy of Liminal Space Horror. Think about it: A town that was untouched by any identifiable catastrophe... until you got to the center. Then you realize you cant get out because all the roads are just gone. Amazing words those: Just. Gone. Like the people of Silent Hill were Just Gone. And what happened? Were they missing or had you slipped into a mirror dimension? Had they all been taken by the monsters? Or had they become the monsters like the Nurse Lisa Garland? Dead and Twisted without knowing it. Silent Hill is a misnomer. It really is The Silent Hell. The horror of the things you can feel are wrong, even though your eyes tell you theyre normal.
Last stop on the road, the Midwich Motel. I tried to cross the courtyard with some food for my fellow survivors, but the nuclear winter was too strong; the maelstrom pulsed, and I was absorbed into the frigid dark that was our new reality. Great ambient.
I miss my childhood 😢 i was happy there. I dont want to be here much longer it hurts. My biggest wish was to find love to find her, only to find out that love is a lie a fantasy
Nah My Boa she's out there 100% and it can happen just not when you want it too or suspect it, Trust me brotha it's best to pull through then to give up mentally then you'll live in regret. Also I miss the good Days as kids when we wasn't so stressed out
Childhood is over now I feel like I am dead inside I am currently 31 and slowly all the good things are disappearing all for the sake of modernity please someone in the future help me protect the golden age of gaming and electronics we just want our childhood memories back.
@@mywifesboyfriend5558 I am still here Liberalism also killed the disk drive and made the all digital age race which is nothing but Liberal I remember being able to DOWNLOAD a video game and keep it after Windows End of Life I am going back to retro and classic consoles. I don't know what to think of Valve after pulling the you don't own it non sense so I'm not gonna buy any of their products anymore and keep the games I have and possibly run them on Linux as a dual boot. I'm still here slowly and painfully I am beyond confused about my dental condition I got plaque have to get it removed I don't like the way it's shaped I need to think a little about this because I don't know what's real right now I got an old CRT TV from ebay from a lucky seller with only a small burn out I might think about getting it a Roku device to watch older shows in its actual resolution I am debating on buying a DumbTV and replacing my SmartTV down to a smaller size just so I can see the actual resolution on older games I'm debating on doing the surgery but the way my teeth are fractured from growing up was completely unexpected I was like you had a normal life tried being healthy and this still happened my X Ray CLAIMS I got plaque but I am worried about all the holes in my mouth being older sucks dude.
I saw you last in May 2023. We had been broken up for 5 months by then and we both showed up to our friend's "Going away" party. I had a panic attack and sobbed when I saw that your vehicle was there. I didn't have the courage to look at you. I tried to ignore you throughout the party but you came up to me several times trying to talk to me. We ended up spending the rest of the time at the party talking and side by side. We talked for three hours after the party on the side of our friend's driveway. Addressing uncomfortable conversations about our relationship and why we broke up. Looking to the stars, we both held each other and cried out all of the sadness, disappointment, grief, and mutual acceptance of the unspoken truth that: that night was going to be our last time seeing each other. We asked each other why we were crying so much when we had lied to ourselves thinking we had moved on. Every night from that night, I'm sure in a parallel multiverse, we succeeded where this had failed. I loved you and you loved me. But once we drove back to campus, I made a left and you made a right. I could feel the HCL melt my heart away because from then onward, we would be ghosts of the past to one another. This summer and this fall - fuck, this year- I've had to live with the reality that no matter how much I grow or cast gold upon my steps, you won't be there to dance, bear hug me, or even smile. You'll be dancing and smiling for someone else and that is my penance. You were my world and I have never loved another woman so deeply to the point where your absence from my life has completely caused me to deconstruct and reconstruct my growth. May our memories outlive the grief going into this cold winter.
@awisecar9540 a bunch of old hardware synths/romplers & samplers from the 90s and a lot of oldschool sample CDs from the 90s and early 2000s. Some plugin synths and a few effects, FL Studio for recording everything. Hope that's a better answer. Cheers 🖤
@@midwichmusic thanks so much haha, it's cool that your workflow is so hardware based, I would guess a lot of folks making this kind of music these days do so completely in the box. i've been experimenting lately with convolution techniques to make pads myself 🤍
Centralia Pennsylvania its self inspired the Silent Hill movie I am watching older stuff because modern is boring I even got a Skimei watch to bring back a piece of the 2000s and think about buying a good old mp3 player or get an mp4 player with a good screen quality I need to get Silent Hill Downpour but $80 at the vendor I am looking at is pushing it I just want my childhood games back.
I guess im here for the same resason as you all are. Eventually we get over it until we are not able to. Rest easybhere and then we can go back on the road.
"30 years?" "Yes, 30" "And how did it happen?" "Your mother called him here. He was armed." "What did you do then?" "What every man must do. Confront him. He violated everything he touched. Hannah never said anything to him, partially because he felt like a relief to her, made her feel present, connected, valued." "'What was wrong with you?" "Nothing. I did all that I could. He was irrational. He made it sound like, like I was the problem." "But you were only a means to get to him, weren't you?" .................. "See those stairs? He cocked his gun, as he stormed down from there. He looked furious, but there was some regret in his eyes too. What came over him, only he knows. Probably." "But, how could HE do it, out of all people?" "Only those who are the closest to us, can truly hurt us. They have everything we give them, so they can always take it, leave, and never come back." "But he was her son." "A resentful one. 3 shots, straight into her gut. She bled out in this very ice. 'Thomas! Leave me! Get to Liam, he needs help!', these were her last words." "Dad, I wanna go home, I don't want to hear about this anymore, my head hurts a lot." "Don't forget to take your pills, Liam. They're in the car." "Sure."
The seashore had once been a playground for summer tourists, but in the aftermath of nuclear winter, the old hotel rooms standing silent in the half-light looked more like crypt niches in a mausoleum: Dark, silent, motionless. There was only the eternal internittent rush of the waves against sand somewhere off in the gloom, and the flakes of falling snow, cold and quiet as death itself.
Because you can yet make new memories. If you have nothing left, than what's stopping you? Go see the country, go do something. I would if I wasn't a slave.
Don’t even ask…. I’ve taken everything on headstrong and angry. I trust myself to intimidate fear and anxiety. Much good for me comes from being this way no matter who thinks what. …and man, do they think out loud.
I love winter time. A time to reflect on life in a positive light. Remember your present now will be your future some day so enjoy it all because all you have is time. 🥰
I finally had a relationship, with a beautiful and kind gf. The only thing I'd ever dream of/hope for. . . only to have it end abruptly. Painful though it may be, my happiest moment was with her, so I can always be thankful for that.
The good days are long gone and are never coming back, life is short, death is permanent, every material possession we have will be donated, given away or discarded when its time to pass on to the afterlife, but i truly believe their is another realm that exists beyond this one that we will go too once our souls transition. But don"t cry 😢 smile 😃 😊 live your life to the fullest, tell her how u feel, ride that roller coaster 🎢 face your fears, smile 😃 dont shed tears. Stay strong everyone, life is short and we are on borrowed time, but live your life and be happy so people will remember u down the line 😊
Your belief is incorrect. There's nothing after this. We are sentient carbon. Whe the brain dies, we die. We either rot or burn. There is neither Heaven nor Hell. Just eternal silence. Oblivion. Welcome to the true Silent Hill. No replies will be seen
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The good ol' days may be over..... but the memories are forever yours. Stay strong everyone.
agree, we keep losing people we love and things we hd, maybe more and more, if we can't put those good and shining memories deep in our heart and soul, then we lost every connection to this world
"I went through the good times, and al I got was this t-shirt and memories."
Until the Dementia kicks in.
@@Jason-eo1rh i was about to write this
@@Jason-eo1rh dementia is very rare disease anyways, there's also stuff that cures it over time
I miss my mom, she died when I was 8. I'm 23 now. I'd do anything to go back to that time when she was alive.
Interesting this makes you feel that
@@bobtis The music isn't happy but to me it just reiterates "Wow man, those days are really gone and will never be back again. This is your life now."
@@davidmckelvey2601 Love it dude. At 74 I am dealing with that.At least we had them.
@@davidmckelvey2601 I guess with these type of posts I go to a place where most of the population on Earth is gone. With man trying to change the climate there was a deadly error and covered the earth with an ash cloud. Those left have no idea when they might see the sun again. They will probably be all gone after waht food is left runs out. It's always mans fault.
@@bobtis As you know, I am 23, what is the best advice you can give someone like me?
Quit my job once they told I’d be replaced by two younger prospects if I don’t push harder and be doing additional work. No devastation, no regrets and crying a river. Just this tune in my head and one sentence resignation letter. Silent Hill - I know I never was there….and I know I never left
Hell ya
Hope you had something else lined up. Homelessness isn't a picnic.
Take it from someone who lived that nightmare.
@@mywifesboyfriend5558 I know it’s gonna be harsh, but at least I had choice
That's age discrimination you could of filed a class action lawsuit and make BILLIONS off of that dude you need a lawyer IMMEDIATELY if it's not too late.
@@futuristicentity2417 it was a remote job due to covid restrictions (not in U.S. btw). As the act of vengeance I kept PC (took it home from the office) at home and didn't return it. When the mofo reminded to bring "company's property" back I told him I would keep it as the compensation for moral injury. Mofo still calling and still ghosted))
Thank you for this. A message to everyone: You are worthy, you are loved, stay strong people
I'm not crying, you're crying, fuck you I hope you have a beautiful day.
Nothing makes me feel more cozy than your gloomy pictures and atmospheric vibes.
I highly appreciate that! Thanks for listening 🖤
Agreed, esp cold lonely and dark ones.
@@midwichmusic but i wish they'd be at least 8 hours long. For sleeping ^^
You can always put it on loop.@Klendathu_Hotdrop
@@Klendathu_HotdropThen just put it in loop mode.
silent hill’s music and those who take inspiration from its sound just envelops the feeling of coming home from a long day of work and just slowly collapsing to the floor, knowing you can finally recuperate
This cold atmosphere feels perfect in these Summer days. Beautiful, refreshing and calming.
I'm still in Silent Hill. Never left.
Never will.
That’s me but with DOOM, I’ll never leave.
My dear old Gran is nearly 89 and suffering she is now really ill.I hate to say it won't be too long before my last grandparent is taken from me.😢 This kinda helps ease the pain and the pain off the world and life itself.😢❤
My granny passed away at 89 january 31st this year i still have one granny left who is 86 but soon undergoing a breastsaving cancerous lump removal operation. Be proud your granny got to live that long! Losing someone is always hurtful but you got to know her for a long time. Nobody can take that away from you!
I love your work so much. It takes the pain away from this miserable existence. A loved one in my family has gotten sick and she’s in so much pain, having to endure medicine after medicine that has her writhing as she waits for the next doctor’s appointment. It hurts to see that….we do our best to support her through this, but with every cry of pain and tear shed, you get reminded just how finite and ephemeral our lives are.
In times like this, Silent Hill’s ethereal fog seems so very comforting…Those games are dear to my heart and you do them justice with your ambience. Thank you…
look into the carnivore diet for her. It is healing beyond words. Look it up, you won't regret it.
love, love, love the photo of the old, abandoned motel...reminds me how safe I feel when there's a snowy fog covering me, that there's no one around...
I know it's supposed to be creepy, but it's actually strangely peaceful. Thirty years ago was the best time in my life. When melancholy is most of your experience (at least in adulthood), the melancholic ambience feels comforting and familiar. I could sleep to this. 🩶
I'm glad you like it, my friend! And... it's not supposed to be creepy. It's exactly what you described :)
sometimes in life you need music like this to relax your soul, and think about life, those fading memories of yesterday
This is so beautiful, thank you for helping me write and work. I love the video with the quiet snowfall. The washed out colors remind me of the quietness of winter evenings where I live. 🧡
Writing IS work, blood. I love this rot too. Don't worry, the snow will come back.
People always say your loved, but if that were true nobody would be sad or depressed. Nobody cares til you talk about checking out.
Even then they don't care. They just don't want the guilt.
@@mywifesboyfriend5558 💯Truth👀👍
I remember being introduced to Silent Hill 2's OST when I was in High School. Ever since then, I love to listen to anything sounding remotely similar to it because of how calming yet eerie the songs were. Thank you so much for uploading this!
You've saved my work days. I listen to your music while working all day. Helps me focus. So much love!
Happy to hear that! Take care 🖤
Same!
Same!!
I LOVE putting Midwich on in the Deep Freezer 🥰🌨️
If only Silent Hill woulda unionized...there'd be no rusty grates and pyramid guys. Significantly less fog too.
I don't know why, but your work always succeeds in quieting my mind. Thank you.
Probably the best one on this channel. Stays right down the middle.
Can barely pay my bills, got laid off from my good job, and my 10 month old son is sick and miserable. Having a real difficult time staying positive.
Keep going, man. Kids don't remember you for how happy you are, they remember you for being consistent and getting that bread where you can and moving forward. The things you can control are the things to focus on; positivity will find you when you've moved everyone to solid ground. Be stubborn, be consistent, and keep going. Even if you're a hardass now, if there's any future timeline where your fam is stable and you have positivity back, that's the timeline you gotta steer everyone to. I hope the best for you and your family. Keep going.
Wishing you the best.
You’re a lot stronger than you think you are you can push through this even if it doesn’t feel that way.
Thank you all for your kind words. Found new work finally.
Blame the fake pandemic that Fauci needs to be arrested for we are all about to be replaced by the Tesla Robots it's not looking good right now at all I can't afford a new computer and don't wanna quit on Windows 10 I keep looking for jobs but I am about to dual boot it with Linux in the mean time it was gonna be a time killer until I can build my real computer but that's not gonna happen since it went beyond my budget I know the feeling everything is expensive we can only hope for Trump to eliminate taxes.
Reminds me of the days when I was stationed in Baumholder, Germany. The first time I had ever been in snow. Brings back memories. Awesome channel!
This is from a while ago, but I just found this now. Hard to describe such music. To me, both melancholy and hopeful at the same time. Darkness now but look for the light over the horizon. In relation to Silent Hill, this is perfect. I'm a huge fan of the games and I love the music by Akira Yamaoka. This is a wonderful tribute.
Those days are over.
I"m glad I survived them.
After a year of being on a wait list, I finally got into my dream abnormal psych class! I love the work, just it's a lot to learn within just 3 months and last week was very long and stressful due to a quiz, test, essay and a discussion post being due all in the span of a week. I found this video after completing everything and I knocked out for a good chunk of the day with this on loop lol. So thank you for helping me relax :)
One of those run-down motel rooms would be a safe room, a guarantee it.
Or a lunch-room, snow out the window, with two really fucked-up half-melted waffles and smooth hard coffee. Followed by a good shit. That's what everyone needs right now.
@@samwallaceart288 What a paradise
Probably some govt op bellow jt all.
Good days are over, but better memories are about to happen
you'll get back there eventually.
@@VoidStuffer how without that person?:/
@@fatbatman6062 who?
@@VoidStuffer me
Silent Hill ambience never fails great work man!❤
Thank you! ^^
Nice and relaxing music and the comments are like "I like to feel pain because it's the only feel I have left in my depressing life"
Some say you can't have pleasure without pain.
Oh man, this one is really nice. Makes me want to replay silent hill 1-4 all over again haha
*Those days are long over... But we kicked paranormal ass in our day!*
We never know what the best time of our lives are, until it's already long passed...
If I could check into this hotel with these weather conditions I would want to STAY here forever... ALL BY MYSELF!
And let homeless people die?
@@Jason-eo1rheveryone dies
@@Jason-eo1rhYeah mate, it's a hypothetical.
@@mpcomega4179 Why not him first?
@@Jason-eo1rhBecause he has a job. The homeless have to help themselves.
This place may not be real but it feels me with nostalgia. I will most likely never know a winter this cold yet I cannot escape from it.
contrary to the video title, it was a lot more calming than expected. thanks for sharing
I like this channels music, every time I listen to it it feels like im playing old school resident evil or silent hill games.
Ah Silent Hill. The grandaddy of Liminal Space Horror. Think about it: A town that was untouched by any identifiable catastrophe... until you got to the center. Then you realize you cant get out because all the roads are just gone. Amazing words those: Just. Gone. Like the people of Silent Hill were Just Gone.
And what happened? Were they missing or had you slipped into a mirror dimension? Had they all been taken by the monsters? Or had they become the monsters like the Nurse Lisa Garland? Dead and Twisted without knowing it.
Silent Hill is a misnomer. It really is The Silent Hell. The horror of the things you can feel are wrong, even though your eyes tell you theyre normal.
So...real life, then.
This is what I long for right now... 💙
Very calming,love it, really appreciate your work.
Last stop on the road, the Midwich Motel. I tried to cross the courtyard with some food for my fellow survivors, but the nuclear winter was too strong; the maelstrom pulsed, and I was absorbed into the frigid dark that was our new reality. Great ambient.
Listen to this on your walk home from work.
Wouldn't it be nice going out of house all cloudy and windy and no one's around.
I felt like being in this place.. cold and desert. The image reminded me of the Bates Motel series. The soundtrack matched the image perfectly. 😍💯👍
The wind is howling
*_We still see that town.._*
I love the music and that visualization
It's not over, it's right in front of us..
Stop it
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What is my job description?
I miss my childhood 😢 i was happy there. I dont want to be here much longer it hurts. My biggest wish was to find love to find her, only to find out that love is a lie a fantasy
Nothing is scarier than reality.
Nah My Boa she's out there 100% and it can happen just not when you want it too or suspect it, Trust me brotha it's best to pull through then to give up mentally then you'll live in regret. Also I miss the good Days as kids when we wasn't so stressed out
Things change my guy. Don't give up.
Like the motel in Silent Hill Origins, yet the music transcends that into a number of different situations and scenarios.
its inspired by silent hill but actually it reminds me a lot more of portal 1 especially "taste of blood", just a lot calmer
Indeed and into a better future
wonderful, minimal and subtle. love it!
Big thanks!
Silent Hill proves there is beauty in despair! 🥀🥀🥀
Or despair in beauty.
Childhood is over now I feel like I am dead inside I am currently 31 and slowly all the good things are disappearing all for the sake of modernity please someone in the future help me protect the golden age of gaming and electronics we just want our childhood memories back.
You may borrow my 16 tb hard drive for a weekend after the end Strelok
Hate to tell you, but gaming is dead. Liberalism and Ai have killed whatever remained.
@@mywifesboyfriend5558 I am still here Liberalism also killed the disk drive and made the all digital age race which is nothing but Liberal I remember being able to DOWNLOAD a video game and keep it after Windows End of Life I am going back to retro and classic consoles. I don't know what to think of Valve after pulling the you don't own it non sense so I'm not gonna buy any of their products anymore and keep the games I have and possibly run them on Linux as a dual boot. I'm still here slowly and painfully I am beyond confused about my dental condition I got plaque have to get it removed I don't like the way it's shaped I need to think a little about this because I don't know what's real right now I got an old CRT TV from ebay from a lucky seller with only a small burn out I might think about getting it a Roku device to watch older shows in its actual resolution I am debating on buying a DumbTV and replacing my SmartTV down to a smaller size just so I can see the actual resolution on older games I'm debating on doing the surgery but the way my teeth are fractured from growing up was completely unexpected I was like you had a normal life tried being healthy and this still happened my X Ray CLAIMS I got plaque but I am worried about all the holes in my mouth being older sucks dude.
Very nice! ☀
Thank you, my friend! ^^
Good stuff m8, keep up with the good work.
Thanks, will do!
Makes me miss catherine so much, she meant the world to me, now she’s gone, heartbreaks are no joke
You gotta move on. She's not crying over you.
@@mywifesboyfriend5558how do you know the context ?
@@solinvictus2045idk but bluds username checks out lol
@@JohnSmith-uf3yn lmao
@@solinvictus2045The context doesn't matter. She moved on. You must as well.
true bliss
Peaceful 🖤👌
I saw you last in May 2023. We had been broken up for 5 months by then and we both showed up to our friend's "Going away" party. I had a panic attack and sobbed when I saw that your vehicle was there. I didn't have the courage to look at you. I tried to ignore you throughout the party but you came up to me several times trying to talk to me. We ended up spending the rest of the time at the party talking and side by side. We talked for three hours after the party on the side of our friend's driveway. Addressing uncomfortable conversations about our relationship and why we broke up. Looking to the stars, we both held each other and cried out all of the sadness, disappointment, grief, and mutual acceptance of the unspoken truth that: that night was going to be our last time seeing each other. We asked each other why we were crying so much when we had lied to ourselves thinking we had moved on. Every night from that night, I'm sure in a parallel multiverse, we succeeded where this had failed. I loved you and you loved me. But once we drove back to campus, I made a left and you made a right. I could feel the HCL melt my heart away because from then onward, we would be ghosts of the past to one another. This summer and this fall - fuck, this year- I've had to live with the reality that no matter how much I grow or cast gold upon my steps, you won't be there to dance, bear hug me, or even smile. You'll be dancing and smiling for someone else and that is my penance. You were my world and I have never loved another woman so deeply to the point where your absence from my life has completely caused me to deconstruct and reconstruct my growth. May our memories outlive the grief going into this cold winter.
Very nice and atmospheric.
Beautiful!!!!
Perfect ❤
Love your videos wish I was there
This is beautiful
It's beautiful!
this is great
Thanks!
Nostalgia has never enhanced our benefited my life
i love this
Love it
How did you get these drone sounds? So awesome ❤
Passion...and instruments. Thanks a lot! 🖤
@ not wanting to share those trade secrets I see 😭
@awisecar9540 a bunch of old hardware synths/romplers & samplers from the 90s and a lot of oldschool sample CDs from the 90s and early 2000s. Some plugin synths and a few effects, FL Studio for recording everything. Hope that's a better answer. Cheers 🖤
@@midwichmusic thanks so much haha, it's cool that your workflow is so hardware based, I would guess a lot of folks making this kind of music these days do so completely in the box. i've been experimenting lately with convolution techniques to make pads myself 🤍
This is so perfect, ty! 😇
I love these❤
The thumbnail reminds me of Riverside Motel from Silent Hill Origins.
Pretty sure it's the inspiration, at least. Weird to choose such a weak SH entry as the thumbnail. Any of the first 4 would've been way better.
Centralia Pennsylvania its self inspired the Silent Hill movie I am watching older stuff because modern is boring I even got a Skimei watch to bring back a piece of the 2000s and think about buying a good old mp3 player or get an mp4 player with a good screen quality I need to get Silent Hill Downpour but $80 at the vendor I am looking at is pushing it I just want my childhood games back.
@@futuristicentity2417 man I'm dead serious here: I'm sorry those are your childhood games.
Wonderfull...
I need to be lost in silent hill right now...
finally, those days are over.
I guess im here for the same resason as you all are. Eventually we get over it until we are not able to. Rest easybhere and then we can go back on the road.
Peace.
Don’t look back, there’s nothing to go back to.
Didn’t you know? That everything has to come to and end?
At last... Peace.
will this be on spotify?
Zieht mich rein wie ein kalter Sog...
Great
Good ❤
"30 years?"
"Yes, 30"
"And how did it happen?"
"Your mother called him here. He was armed."
"What did you do then?"
"What every man must do. Confront him. He violated everything he touched. Hannah never said anything to him, partially because he felt like a relief to her, made her feel present, connected, valued."
"'What was wrong with you?"
"Nothing. I did all that I could. He was irrational. He made it sound like, like I was the problem."
"But you were only a means to get to him, weren't you?"
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"See those stairs? He cocked his gun, as he stormed down from there. He looked furious, but there was some regret in his eyes too. What came over him, only he knows. Probably."
"But, how could HE do it, out of all people?"
"Only those who are the closest to us, can truly hurt us. They have everything we give them, so they can always take it, leave, and never come back."
"But he was her son."
"A resentful one. 3 shots, straight into her gut. She bled out in this very ice. 'Thomas! Leave me! Get to Liam, he needs help!', these were her last words."
"Dad, I wanna go home, I don't want to hear about this anymore, my head hurts a lot."
"Don't forget to take your pills, Liam. They're in the car."
"Sure."
The seashore had once been a playground for summer tourists, but in the aftermath of nuclear winter, the old hotel rooms standing silent in the half-light looked more like crypt niches in a mausoleum: Dark, silent, motionless. There was only the eternal internittent rush of the waves against sand somewhere off in the gloom, and the flakes of falling snow, cold and quiet as death itself.
My best years are behind me now, what's the point in going on when you've got nothing else to give!!
Because you can yet make new memories.
If you have nothing left, than what's stopping you? Go see the country, go do something.
I would if I wasn't a slave.
pursue the arts. create beautiful drama to entertain the Gods and they will reward you.
CAN'T tell whether "those days" were good or bad. But THESE days look MISERABLE! 😟
Don’t even ask…. I’ve taken everything on headstrong and angry. I trust myself to intimidate fear and anxiety. Much good for me comes from being this way no matter who thinks what.
…and man, do they think out loud.
Man, I wanna play the Silent Hill 2 remake, but is too expensive to me untill now... Lets see the next months
gloomy liminal space & atmosphere.
ambient & detaching.
My life as it was is gone forever
Now, all I have is a mockery of what constitutes existence
As do we all
@@mywifesboyfriend5558 How do you cope?
@@SamuelBlack84You keep moving forward. One step at a time.
I love winter time. A time to reflect on life in a positive light. Remember your present now will be your future some day so enjoy it all because all you have is time. 🥰
Well said!^^
This is so relaxing not very Silent Hill but good
I finally had a relationship, with a beautiful and kind gf. The only thing I'd ever dream of/hope for. . . only to have it end abruptly.
Painful though it may be, my happiest moment was with her, so I can always be thankful for that.
I miss those bender nights, grinding Alcatraz cod till 2am
This reminds me of the motel in parasite eve 2 ….but Snow covered
Круто блин.
Where do you get these pictures from? they're really nice
Midjourney, and animation in Adobe After Effects :)
@@midwichmusic thank you!
The good days are long gone and are never coming back, life is short, death is permanent, every material possession we have will be donated, given away or discarded when its time to pass on to the afterlife, but i truly believe their is another realm that exists beyond this one that we will go too once our souls transition. But don"t cry 😢 smile 😃 😊 live your life to the fullest, tell her how u feel, ride that roller coaster 🎢 face your fears, smile 😃 dont shed tears. Stay strong everyone, life is short and we are on borrowed time, but live your life and be happy so people will remember u down the line 😊
Your belief is incorrect.
There's nothing after this. We are sentient carbon. Whe the brain dies, we die. We either rot or burn. There is neither Heaven nor Hell.
Just eternal silence. Oblivion.
Welcome to the true Silent Hill.
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