Huge Aparri Exposed Drama on Animal Jam

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  • @Kekful
    @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +127

    hyperdunk warned us all!!!
    stay tuned near the end for bonus clip

  • @AzuraSoulz
    @AzuraSoulz 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +383

    Fun fact a famoud infamous hacker back in the day with the username "7"
    was aparri.

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +188

      Yeah I feel like a lot of people forget that he literally hacked thousands of people and even into the dev website at one point iirc 😭

    • @AzuraSoulz
      @AzuraSoulz 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +57

      ​@@Kekfuland again, knowing aparri being 7 is also just a beta jammer thing, hardley anyone knows this at all

    • @RavCat
      @RavCat 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +55

      It's funny that he was very open about being 7 back in the day

    • @fowlconhorus
      @fowlconhorus 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +38

      The way my dumbass confidently said 'appari was fman122?!'

    • @v0m1tg0r3gutzz
      @v0m1tg0r3gutzz 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      @@fowlconhorus SAME 😭😭

  • @neecy2622
    @neecy2622 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +444

    He honestly fell off so hard like begging his CHILD fan base to listen to his terrible rap music is so cringe💀

    • @luni3e
      @luni3e 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +10

      but he always tells people its explicit first and for people of age and makes that very clear?

    • @v4mpyukii
      @v4mpyukii 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@luni3e watch the fucking video

    • @ultimateshithead11037
      @ultimateshithead11037 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Saying that isnt stopping minors from finding it.

    • @aerobattaglia4103
      @aerobattaglia4103 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

      Then maybe he should advertise it in an adult way. Not try to milk his mid teen animal jam fans 💀 he’s a grown ass man, it’s time to take those steps to grow up.

    • @neecy2622
      @neecy2622 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@aerobattaglia4103 agreed!

  • @MintleafCakes
    @MintleafCakes 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +247

    hes always been a loser, we were just kids back then 💀 hindsight really is 20/20

    • @laurelalloro
      @laurelalloro 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +21

      Nahhh I didn't even like him as a kid, I liked Julian and Wisteria. Someone tell me nothing bad happened

    • @MintleafCakes
      @MintleafCakes 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      @laurelalloro honestly thats fair, i liked him because everybody else did at the time, i was only like 12. i liked julian and wisteria too, as far as im aware they dont really have any bad history

    • @kapon1845
      @kapon1845 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@laurelalloroi dont like wisteria because she continues to ruin the game

    • @hungkisser
      @hungkisser 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      This is why I stuck to gellyjones, bepper, and julian
      Always rooted for julian and wisteria. Not aparri 👎

    • @glowingsoda3587
      @glowingsoda3587 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @@kapon1845 how does she ruin the game?

  • @mrprettycheeze
    @mrprettycheeze 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +147

    People being like "I was in a bad state that's why I said slurs!!" always baffles me cuz Ive had my own "situations", but nothing ever made me want to start spewing slurs or acting in a hateful way. Its just another bad excuse for bad choices.

    • @azulathesunmoonsimp8939
      @azulathesunmoonsimp8939 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      My “situations” make me want to “play with” knives, not drop the n word😭😭

    • @ashtonswife
      @ashtonswife วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      @@mrprettycheeze exactly dude lmfao when wisteria was bringing him back i even messaged her and him calling him out for it, she still stuck beside him tho, typical 😂😂 i’m glad someone finally made a video talking about how horrible he truly is.

    • @alicegrace7513
      @alicegrace7513 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      No one’s situation is the same, you can’t compare yourself to him cuz you have no idea what was actually going through his brain

  • @LeamonPuppy
    @LeamonPuppy 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +78

    I was always really confused why the animal jam community would hype this guy up even after all the things he’s said and done. Maybe it’s because I never watched him so I don’t have any bias. Either way, I’m glad people are finally starting to talk about it.

    • @DawstheYTboss
      @DawstheYTboss 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      I myself also have never watched aparri and like me I didn’t know about this guy’s behavior. To be fair, I did know some of it, but not anything too concerning or too this extent.
      People genuinely didn’t know about his behavior, most people probably came back to his channel for a little bit of nostalgia and haven’t kept up with the AJ community.
      I’d be very ecstatic knowing the fact that my favorite childhood TH-camr came back to the game… It’s disappointing really, I can’t imagine someone finding his channel again and seeing the awful behavior he’s been doing and saying… :/
      I mean think about it though, imagine one day you quit Animal Jam content and come back randomly? People obviously would be super ecstatic and hype up your return even if it was just for a few months. Aparri obviously knew this and took advantage of it, because he knew people would hype up his return… (Even if it just was for a few months) Thus gaining traction, thus telling people about his songs, thus getting money, and ect.

    • @Nyaifyz
      @Nyaifyz 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Personally, I was a huge fan of him as I was just a kid oblivious to anything going on
      Suddenly Im seeing drama videos about him, over stuff I never knew he did, so I talked to my friends about it, some had already known for a long time while others did not, so I believe any hype he gets is from the unawareness
      as a kid I knew of his music, but I never checked it out as I only wanted the animal jam videos, and I didn't watch livestreams either

  • @Someperson12532
    @Someperson12532 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +164

    APARRI IS DONE
    HE IS OVER
    THE END OF APARRI
    THE APARRI FINALE
    APARRI DRAMA GETS WORSE

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +52

      I saw an opportunity and took it and I am glad someone got the reference

    • @InfinityzzStarzPawz
      @InfinityzzStarzPawz 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      @Someperson12532 off topic but I love your pfp

    • @ssnowstarr4985
      @ssnowstarr4985 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@InfinityzzStarzPawz came to comment the same

    • @InfinityzzStarzPawz
      @InfinityzzStarzPawz วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@ssnowstarr4985 😎

    • @frankiewantsasnack3975
      @frankiewantsasnack3975 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Bro think they Pegasus, for real /LH

  • @Eclipsoar
    @Eclipsoar 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +102

    "From the screen to the pee to the den to the weed, where's my crowd I don't care I will goon until I'm through" -KSI- API 🙏

  • @8snuc
    @8snuc 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +61

    i’m friends with someone who had appari added on snapchat, the shit he would post on his story was horrific, slurs n ect thrown everywhere which i should have a couple videos of

    • @shademacneil6949
      @shademacneil6949 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @8snuc I had him on snap too, I lost access to my account but oh m gosh, did you see the one where he was like? “We can be transgender, therefore, we can be transracial (and than drops the nword).”

    • @Crypt1c_Dawn
      @Crypt1c_Dawn 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

      If you do you should try to post them! Or not I dont need proof I believe you I'm just super nosy and wanna watch them lol

  • @unallamaa
    @unallamaa 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +147

    I was just scrolling TH-cam and all of a sudden my childhood just shows up in my reccomended. I can't believe all of this, what about Bepper??? I need to look into this more clearly.

    • @golgothas
      @golgothas 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +28

      Bepper sells drugs or vapes or Something

    • @laurelalloro
      @laurelalloro 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +35

      @@golgothas would you buy the Bepper pen?

    • @connormarshall1272
      @connormarshall1272 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@laurelalloro this made me choke

    • @BackToBrazil
      @BackToBrazil 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      @@laurelalloro yas 🤑

    • @golgothas
      @golgothas 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      @@laurelalloro H-H-HELL NAW

  • @connormarshall1272
    @connormarshall1272 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +31

    Something about the, at the time, number 1 animal jam youtuber crashing out becoming a SoundCloud rapper and pissing on stream in the span of like 2 months has got to be one of the funniest things to happen in internet history and it's sad it's so niche to the aj community as to how funny this is

  • @illuministy
    @illuministy 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +89

    yo thanks for posting on this I’m so glad people are more aware of this now 🙏
    the animal jam community is kinda strange(?) when it comes to controversy regarding TH-camrs. It always feels heavily biased cause technically there’s been this information online for years yet it seemed virtually impossible to hold some TH-camrs such as aparri accountable for their actions cause it’d be ignored or swept under the rug by their large fanbase simply cause of the nostalgia and the fact that animal jam hq themselves are quite biased when it comes to holding certain TH-camrs accountable-??
    feel free to correct me if I’m wrong though this is just what I’ve understood over the years :/

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

      I mean, I've talked to some of the past creators about some controversial things said or done about other past popular creators and from what it seemed like a lot of them were I imagine too intimidated to probably call out any of them given how big of an audience they all had at various points

    • @TwigAJ
      @TwigAJ 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      2 MINUTES AGOOO

    • @illuministy
      @illuministy 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @@Kekful yeah that’s totally understandable, animal jam fanbases were honestly terrifying especially considering how young and immature the audiences were, I remember instances where known TH-camrs were called out for their wrongdoing and fans would harass the person who called them out, going to the lengths of sending death threats and straight up bullying. I don’t think TH-camrs are obliged to talk about this considering the reactions they may receive and the way ajhq feels to videos like this, but I am thankful you and Astrxa have posted about it and people are opening their eyes to realise the TH-camrs they once idolised aren’t the golden jambassadors they viewed them as

    • @illuministy
      @illuministy 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @@Kekful for some reason it’s not letting me reply I’m not sure if I’m glitching out or smthing I’ll resend
      yeah that’s totally understandable, animal jam fanbases were honestly terrifying especially considering how immature the audiences were, I remember instances where known TH-camrs were called out for their wrongdoing and fans would harass the person who called them out, going to the lengths of sending death threats and straight up bullying. I don’t think TH-camrs are obliged to talk about this considering the reactions they may receive and the way ajhq feels to videos like this, but I am thankful you and Astrxa have posted about it and people are opening their eyes to realise the TH-camrs they once idolised aren’t the golden jambassadors they viewed them as

  • @sauce5804
    @sauce5804 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +30

    the way he had his fans commenting positive shit on his music for a giveaway is hilarious

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

      Hey I can't really poke at it too much because I implore engagement for giveaways too but.. for a rap song..? that's completely unrelated to AJ? I mean come on lol

  • @unusualtomato5
    @unusualtomato5 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +86

    The only thing in this video I have a problem with is the Lily Bean "slur". Context does matter, and it very much so sounds like it JUST evolved from the word "bean" itself. Very likely could've been when he was a child and didn't know that that word had another meaning.
    I hate it when people act like just because something can technically be a slur somewhere in some context at some time that it "counts", so to speak. People do also say "coon" to refer to a RACCOON but I'm sure we all know there is a different meaning to that word, but context does matter. It isn't like saying the N word or the F word where there are really no other derivatives.

    • @damiendotson9929
      @damiendotson9929 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

      I agree

    • @kapon1845
      @kapon1845 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +26

      i dont like aparri at all but i completely agree we can not be accusing people of saying slurs that they arent actually trying to say.. im pretty sure they came up with that term AS children (in regards to "lily beaner" which is a nickname for a cat, not the slur)

    • @azulathesunmoonsimp8939
      @azulathesunmoonsimp8939 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

      I was mortified when i learned “spook” is a slur- like i’ve been saying that for years as a shortened “spooky” ☹️☹️☹️ Then i got doxxed- for saying it by mistake-

    • @roselita223
      @roselita223 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Agreed

    • @lilleeb9521
      @lilleeb9521 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      I also agree, I feel like he quite literally may have not known for that nickname and it’s just ignorant to take that out of context text, while still acknowledging that it doesn’t excuse any of the other bs

  • @撒米
    @撒米 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +32

    aparri was a part of my childhood, so him doing all this makes me severely disappointed in him...
    also unrelated, but, hearing the needy streamer overload OST kinda shocked me lmao

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      nso fire game

    • @v4mpyukii
      @v4mpyukii 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      @@KekfulREAL KANGEL IS LITERALLY ME :3

  • @chiliomb
    @chiliomb 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +30

    tbh im surprised this wasn't widely known

    • @v4mpyukii
      @v4mpyukii 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      same i always knew ab this 😭😭

    • @Goldstarri
      @Goldstarri 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      @v4mpyukii yeah same (guess im js very chronically online lol)

    • @Icantchangemyhandlehelp
      @Icantchangemyhandlehelp 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Fr. Granted i didnt ALWAYS know but i think ive known for about a year now. Either way, im glad its finally coming to light. No one ever seems to know about his wrongdoings when mentioning him, just "oh he was my childhood!" Which he was mine too, but still

  • @bashfulwolfo6499
    @bashfulwolfo6499 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

    1:44 As a Mexican, it’s always so damn funny seeing people find out that it’s a slur because it’s so innocent sounding. I never have found it offensive (don’t know any Mexicans that do tbh), but ofc I always let people know that it is indeed an offensive term.

    • @crypticcorvid
      @crypticcorvid วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Same. Me and my family think it's just funny and don't find any offense to it. Even when someone tried using it against me in a racist way, amongst some other choice words, it was just too damn stupid for me to take seriously. 😂

  • @Iala
    @Iala 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +67

    HE IS DONE...

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +34

      You're done next buddy.

    • @cherri8644
      @cherri8644 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      @@KekfulOH 😳 I can’t tell if this is a joke or no but pop off

    • @CrocsDinerAj
      @CrocsDinerAj 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Well buddy was done few years ago but apprently past scammers and hackers are fine to support :)

    • @cherri8644
      @cherri8644 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      @ tbh yeah bc people change. I scammed/hacked lots of people when I was 12-14 and I’m 21 now and don’t even think ab scamming. People forget most of us are grown and were children when we started playing this game.

    • @Numathehusky
      @Numathehusky 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@cherri8644 Oh hes also degraded people in his live streams. Always calls others poor etc etc. Even degraded someone that was abused by him. Unfortunately his streams are always privated so I cant show proof, so its all heresay unless something happens. ;’(

  • @PlayTopBR
    @PlayTopBR 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +39

    I never saw that guy in my entire life, but its really sad how his fans got manipulated to give him items and money, that sucks :/

  • @virtued404
    @virtued404 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +18

    holy shit its been years since ive played animal jam and even been related to this community! i used to draw so much fanart and my art from deviantart when i was NINE pops up at 3:48 and im literally in shock

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

      that's so funny that your art was used in that clip and you're stumbling across this now 😭

  • @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen
    @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    aparri deleted my comment of exposing him telling him why is bro advertising a song called bad hoes to kids 😭LMAO

  • @iPARROTOiD
    @iPARROTOiD 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    mental illness does a lot of terrible shit to you, but it doesn't make you a bigot. i followed his instagram accounts out of curiosity awhile back and from everything i have seen i truly believe he isn't a person who should have a platform (or at least one linked to "aparri" in any way). his refusal to address the shit he's done outside of him not being in a good place mentally at the time sets such a terrible example for a young audience and i hope he grows as a person in the future. great video as always from you, i'm unsure how many other youtubers have covered this since i'm not big into the community anymore but regardless it's important to spread this kind of information

  • @batsnghostz
    @batsnghostz 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    When I was a kid I made a jambassador parody of they key and peele sketch “substitute teacher” and he directly ripped it off and I stopped watching him since then. Yearssss ago tho.
    Finding out he said the racial slurs, and also the f-slur and the t-slur is just. all I need.

  • @Artxsia
    @Artxsia 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +16

    Watching this on my break at work 😭😭 great video as always!

  • @MurdererbunS2
    @MurdererbunS2 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +13

    I really like Aparri, but i feel profoundly sad with his behaviour.
    I don't even play the game as much since i've lost my original account, but now even i feel bad for giving him items. I just hope he gets better, i still have hopes.

  • @AparriYT
    @AparriYT 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +36

    So I replied to Astrxa's video in her comments and now I'll reply to this one.
    1:43 I called my dog Lilly, Lilly Bean, and Lilly Beaner. And I also called her Lilly Beaner Machiner. The use of the "B" slur was not the intention when I was referring to my DOG.
    3:42 This clip was from 8 years ago in 2016. At the time I was talking to Zarfy and Apology all the time and we were watching a ton of LeafyIsHere and iDubbbz (the edgy content that was popular back then). The video we watched together was LeafyIsHere talking about this crazy girl who would say the n-word and claim that the holocaust never happened. We would all repeat what she was saying because we were young, stupid, and impressionable. Zarfy and Apology recorded me saying it to try and expose me but as I said we were all saying it because of iDubbbz video on Tana Mongeau and obviously I didn't think they were recording me. Once again, no excuse, but there's the context.
    4:29 Never said the N-word in a song.
    7:30 I have 288k subscribers. I stopped gaining subscribers in 2018. I got most of my subs in 2016/2017. That means my audience is now at least 6-8 years older. So let's say they they were 12 in 2018, they're now 18. They can listen to explicit music if they want. I also put a warning that if they're under the age of 18 or can't handle cussing that they shouldn't listen.
    8:15 Haven't sold my account information. I got hacked. Didn't fake it.
    8:44 Yes, people donate items to me and I give them away. I've done that the whole time I've been on AJ TH-cam.
    9:40 Mild point but the creature was hacked. I wasn't banned with it
    12:01 No, I'm not.
    Note: I said this in Astrxa's video comments but I'll also put it here. In December 2023 and January 2024 I was EXTREMELY mentally unwell. I was diagnosed with manic bipolar and I was pretty much on a quest to destroy my own life. I was saying and doing things I would never say or do in a normal mental state. I even ended up getting brought up on a court case and losing my job in January 2024 for a threat to a school (I said something crazy to the school security guard while working with Coca-Cola on school property, and I had to enter myself into therapy for 12 months and stay on a regimented dose of medication to have the case dismissed. I still get a shot into my arm every 3 months and take Depakote to keep me level), so please take things that happened and that were said during that time period with a grain of salt. I'm sorry regardless.

    • @deerhive
      @deerhive 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +25

      @AppariYT
      You still should be apologetic. Sorry you had to struggle but a lot of people do and still were able to feel remorse. Get off the internet and just talk to loved ones, you'll have a much easier time getting yourself together. I don't think anyone will or should forgive you, so just stop trying to defend yourself and instead worry about actually improving your life.

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +80

      @AparriYT while I appreciate the comment and you further adding context to certain parts, additional context doesn't really help when it comes to your use of slurs - even outside of the examples shown in the videos (both mine and Astrxa's), I've seen the use of the same slurs in different settings as well. Hell, even people I know that were friends with you mentioned in passing previously when talking about you as well. I'm aware of the context on the "b" slur, I even said it in the video but at the same time you gotta realise the level that word holds even if you were only referring to a nickname for your dog.
      I genuinely do not believe you think most of your audience is of the age of 18. I was there in the same stream you were doing and could tell most people engaging with you in-game and entering the giveaways were most likely kids, just because your subscriber count has gone down doesn't mean you haven't gained any subscribers - it just means more people are unsubscribing then subscribing. The next generation of kids joining and playing this game will still come by your videos and that's something you need to realise before promoting songs that clearly appropriate for that kinda age group lol
      Me jokingly saying "wouldn't be surprised if he sold his account details" wasn't meant to be taken seriously but otherwise I feel like the rest of your points are redundant or just missed the point of me talking about it in the video. My point was you used these items people would donate to you to SELL them, I know this because I've SPOKEN to the people who've bought items from you in the past - whether you think it's fine to sell items or not isn't really the main point of me mentioning this, it's more so you're (seemingly) someone who only revisits his channel when he wants to get some type of monetary gain from it or use what's left to promote something else entirely relevant. But hey who knows, maybe you are genuinely passionate about the game again and want to start posting again which would be good! And at the end of the day it's up to you how you want to use your channel and present it's legacy but I really wish you would have more respect for it and the audience as a fellow creator.
      Trust me when I say I can resonate a lot where you detail about your mental health issues and I feel for you, disregarding everything else I can say I'm glad you're still on this earth and still alive and well. I'm hoping that you're going down a better path with all that in mind and I do wish the best for you in the future. But lastly this video wasn't to serve as a witch hunt against you, even if I poke fun here and there throughout the video, videos like mine and Astrxa's are genuinely here to hold you accountable for the things mentioned in hopes that you DON'T end up repeating the same things again. If you any part of you genuinely wants to work on amending things, then take those criticisms and apply them going forward, apologise to those you have hurt and acknowledge your wrong doings because from the outside looking to everyone it doesn't like any accountability or remorse is there.

    • @kingterra111
      @kingterra111 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

      i think everyone who plays animal jam now are such losers and old animal jam use to the the best, everyone now is offended by the slightest thing and love to bring up past things and pretend it happened now, also who cares what people say, ik everyone is here to spread drama, but yeah i dont reside with all the new jammers cause they all tweakin at this point

    • @ዘa
      @ዘa 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +10

      eww he replied...

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา +21

      @@kingterra111 thanks for sharing your opinion man

  • @enbiaroace
    @enbiaroace 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    I remember being shocked to see him live a couple days ago. I wasn't sure what exactly he did because I did hear in passing he's been caught in controversies, so I appreciate seeing this video going over everything 😭

    • @enbiaroace
      @enbiaroace 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      HELPPP I JUST REACHED WHERE YOU PLAYED ONE OF HIS SONGS IM CRYINGGG

  • @syd54321
    @syd54321 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    Hey everyone! I was in Aparri's den during the stream and I just wanted to say a few things since I would have been there after chat called him out.
    I wasn't able to watch the stream at all. I saw he was live, though, and went to his den to see what was happening. Previously Aparri made my childhood dream come true when he shouted out my channel. If I knew that he was saying these things I would have left the den, but I didn't because I was not actually on the stream.

  • @LoneDewott
    @LoneDewott 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    aparri's always kinda been like this though. he took the credit for finding the item color change glitch when it was really clovergoddess that did.

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I genuinely mean this when I say that was the worst thing he ever did

  • @scottcat6345gacha
    @scottcat6345gacha 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +24

    I drew Aparri getting smacked in the face by my OC on my main yt channel. If there's a bad content creator (example: Bella the Wolf, Meowbahh, BenjixScarlet. These were not aj content creators that I just mentioned) I draw them getting roasted/smacked in the face by my OC. I hope he sees the drawing

    • @bluespectrum1348
      @bluespectrum1348 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      He will not

    • @scottcat6345gacha
      @scottcat6345gacha 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @bluespectrum1348 well aparri sucks

    • @spiderman23231
      @spiderman23231 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      He does not give a fuck😂

    • @scottcat6345gacha
      @scottcat6345gacha 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      @spiderman23231 anyways he's more conceited about his followers

    • @azulathesunmoonsimp8939
      @azulathesunmoonsimp8939 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Careful bro, he could crash out and copyright you or something

  • @aastrxa
    @aastrxa 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +34

    I would say this is a good video, but you ruined it at 5:20 /j
    No but in all seriousness, great video Kek. I felt myself that I didn’t need to go that deep into it, but I’m glad you did. As shocked as I am about my own video taking off, I’m even more shocked by the amount of people who never knew about all of these things, despite the fact that they’ve been public for quite some time. Hopefully most of the community know by now…

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

      HAHAH, I’m glad you thought the video was good and went deeper too - I will say I was hesitant to jumpstart a video on this topic before your video went out and held off on it but I do commend you for putting your video out first and doing what you felt was right, hopefully awareness can be spread but also some accountability on his end can be taken too

  • @TectalchameleonJamaa
    @TectalchameleonJamaa 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    According rumours from the end of 2014, Aparri was responsible for the release of the "TBA" Adventure, which was an early build of Bitter Sweets allowing players to get dozens of Den Betas within minutes. I remember 7's involvement being widely discussed for about a month after TBA released

  • @Airibloom
    @Airibloom วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I’m embarrassed to admit I spent money to talk to him on his lives. Probably 80$ total. He finally friended me because I gave him a good amount of money only to unfriend me like 3 months later ☠️. I also made him some art but he acted annoyed that it wasn’t art of him specifically I was so hurt lmao.

  • @mrximn
    @mrximn 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    I can't believe that my return to the AJ fanbase is *this*

  • @fxreverabel
    @fxreverabel 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    tbh ,never liked him -when i was younger and watched more aj youtubers i just always got weird vibes from his videos - it’s really sad how his fans were all kids and he totally just took advantage of it
    “here’s some rares , only if you stream this trash song i made “
    no reason at all to be posting stuff like that on a kids gaming account.

  • @CamialupinAJC-p4i
    @CamialupinAJC-p4i 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    So that day he went live, I streamed a few hours later on my own channel. He actually visited one of my viewer’s dens on his alt account he made after being “hacked” and randomly and just started running around in circles (we all jumped in because it was funny). Long story short after that, I somehow ended up being in a call with Aparri along with a couple others. We chatted casually for a bit and he was explaining his side of things and at one point casually dropped the F bomb WHILE I WAS STILL STREAMING. Everyone who was in the den said I was, and I even sent a link to my stream in this group call we were in. As an individual, I’m mature enough to handle that, but it made me really uncomfortable that my viewers heard that; in hindsight, I definitely could’ve just avoided the whole situation, but as an old fan of Aparri back in the days of me playing this game for the first time, it was like meeting a celebrity on the side of the road and something that I would never be able to experience again. When I was listening to him in the call, I really wanted to believe everything he was saying to be true and that he has changed and can continue to, but at the same time it breaks my heart to see otherwise.

    • @spook5223
      @spook5223 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      why the glaze on his new song girl 😭😭😭

  • @princesacristalina
    @princesacristalina 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Imagine you start doing well with your music, gaining a good audience that enjoys your songs, and when they search for something about you, they find an exposed where you used to make videos about a game for kids and teenagers.

  • @Random_Person_Dying
    @Random_Person_Dying 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    "I love revisiting my childhood youtubers." I exclaims with excitement. Then this video showed up

  • @5tjimmy
    @5tjimmy 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    i saw this video on my recommended and audibly gasped because i have not heard about aparri in. literal years. i watched him (and the other popular aj youtubers like the julian guy and bepper(?)) when i was literally like. in the single digits. it is crazy to hear about what hes up to now.

  • @LOOPIE-12
    @LOOPIE-12 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    I listened to one of his songs out of curiosity and I literally revolted.. like.. uhm...

  • @ronan5642
    @ronan5642 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    5:18 best clip tops
    Its so sad to see what Aparri was and still is. Best one can do is remain hopeful that Aparri learns to take accountability and change. Although, youre right about on the track hes on we cant know 😭

  • @LulamoonVA
    @LulamoonVA 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    What happened to bepper

  • @BLANKU2
    @BLANKU2 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    Ya know Aparri was a kid just like anyone else learning as he went so to judge old footage from another point of time standard isn't exactly fair. Every year of your life you change and grow and your interests change and you jump from one thing you try or like to another. I think its a unfair standard to judge a kid's childhood by a different generation of kids. I mean you weren't there, it wasn't your era, you have no frame of reference of what was the trend back then.

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      I get what you're saying and maybe the clip shown doesn't really convey the message but as said later on in the video, there's more recent examples of him using the same words in derogatory contexts.

    • @aerobattaglia4103
      @aerobattaglia4103 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Lots of these instances happened in the past 6 months or this year.

  • @Animaljammer330
    @Animaljammer330 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Always hoping the best for Aparri. Animal Jam brought so many kids from different backgrounds together online. The game having as much freedom in the chat and trading features as it did was ripe for all inappropriate things that happened... in a kids' space. WILD lol. Made for some fun memories but also plenty of questionable... where were our parents... moments. Also help apparently my account was hacked hahaha sad :( Hope all you Animal Jammers are doing well

  • @Russian-Doll-Drone
    @Russian-Doll-Drone วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    ISTG IF BEPPER, JELLYGONES, SHOPKING, ETC IS NEXT. IMMA CRY

  • @bambiQz
    @bambiQz 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Shoutout to you and Astrxa for the information. Would've never known about this unless these videos were up.

  • @glowingsoda3587
    @glowingsoda3587 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    He was always my least favorite AJtuber , his videos were sauceless and he was pretty stupid WISTERIA AND JULIAN WERE THE GOATS!!!!
    I didnt even know he still had an audience

  • @Pepperart_
    @Pepperart_ 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

    drop the collab‼️

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +21

      I think I would rather eat candle wax ‼‼‼

  • @hayhayluxray
    @hayhayluxray วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Did I time travel back to 2016?? I thought this guy was already exposed? Or was that skorm lmao. They all run together in my head. Anyways SPINNYBOIS FOREVER 🐨🌸

  • @AJ_Surfiez
    @AJ_Surfiez 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Been around the community since 2012 and I’ve just never heard good things about him. This isn’t shocking information to me unfortunately. Great recap video!

  • @Captain_wolfox
    @Captain_wolfox 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    2:47 Probably to cover up the fact he just said a slur. Like a bribe? Ex: Please don’t expose me since you make commentary vids: *gives moderator*

    • @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen
      @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      HI CAPTAIN! 10th person or more I’ve seen on the chat I’ve known! Omg Aparri is scaryZz

    • @Captain_wolfox
      @Captain_wolfox 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @ ELLO, Yes I agree XD

    • @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen
      @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Captain_wolfox he is AFTER MINORS

    • @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen
      @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Captain_wolfox there was this vid someone exposed him and he was like to a wolf girl, hey cutie, is she single

    • @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen
      @Slayastarlan-ajpwqueen 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Captain_wolfox 🤮

  • @ylim3_699
    @ylim3_699 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Really sad to see someone I idolized so much as a kid end up being a shitty person. Truly unfortunate that every time his "music" starts failing he comes back to try and promote it on his child audience. :/

  • @SharkpitAj
    @SharkpitAj 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    WHEN THE WORLD NEEDED HIM LEAST, HE CAME BACK 🔥🔥🔥

  • @Sundrp
    @Sundrp 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    OKay but rlly we cant blame him for what he said as a child. but recent stuff was pretty bad

  • @JellyFishyBoo
    @JellyFishyBoo 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    so week has started to get worst, first i get perma banned and now my favorite nostalgic ajtuber gets exposed 🙁

  • @Jynxxx5
    @Jynxxx5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    An adult playing a kids game turns out to be a horrible person?! Who knew!
    Obviously not all adults, but I just never liked him… his voice was annoying.

  • @Bonniethebunny
    @Bonniethebunny 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I made a masterpiece for him so long ago, but i'm gonna trash it now. I used to enjoy his stuff, like many of us did, but as an lgbtq+ person as well as someone who refuses to say any slurs, i'm disappointed in him amd upset. Why does this stuff keep on happening? So many childhood ytbers are just being exposed as awful people..

  • @nz.labels
    @nz.labels 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    does anyone have a timestamp for the newyears livestream where he said it?

  • @keksissieshaunagh
    @keksissieshaunagh 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    how is this dude still around 😭

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      kekful will put the nail in the coffin. There is a new successor to the throne

    • @keksissieshaunagh
      @keksissieshaunagh 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      @ KEK NO.1 AJ TH-camR 2k25 ‼️‼️

  • @essasonduty
    @essasonduty 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    People defending Aparri in these comments makes me lose faith in humanity. Thanks for talking about this, Kek

  • @specialbuddies3826
    @specialbuddies3826 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    The bonus clip made me laugh so hard

  • @JumperBean
    @JumperBean 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +20

    Damn. ‘Dead game, Dead man’

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      this is deep

    • @JumperBean
      @JumperBean 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      fr I am crazy

    • @isabellacano7249
      @isabellacano7249 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@JumperBean crazy?i was crazy once

    • @JumperBean
      @JumperBean 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @ They put me in a room. A rubber room. With rats. And rats make me crazy.

  • @wolflplushlnoice
    @wolflplushlnoice 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    ever since I've seen his...interesting...instagram stories and reels, I didn't really like him 😭oh dear lord how hard is it to just be normal

  • @Dave_MillerThePurpleGuy
    @Dave_MillerThePurpleGuy 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Well that's a bad start to 2025.

  • @Oiyll
    @Oiyll 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I'm glad I'm not the only one who was taken aback by how he recognized that the song wasn't appropriate for some of his viewers and *still* promoted it and even encouraged to like the video if you were younger. Also find it weird af that in the stream the only word stated in regards to the chat's response to his slur usage was agreeing with a comment dismissing his actions due to his health issues. Even if it was the case there doesn't seem to be any remorse shown. Really disappointing. I hope he reflects on his actions and apologizes where necessary.

    • @BenOfTheWeeksVersion
      @BenOfTheWeeksVersion วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      OIY! Heyy your from Cheetahs video too right?

    • @Oiyll
      @Oiyll วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@BenOfTheWeeksVersion which one? You mean cheetehz?

    • @BenOfTheWeeksVersion
      @BenOfTheWeeksVersion วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Oiyll yep!

    • @Oiyll
      @Oiyll วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      @@BenOfTheWeeksVersion warrior cats fans unite🤝

    • @BenOfTheWeeksVersion
      @BenOfTheWeeksVersion 16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Oiyll Lol yep!

  • @pradapimpcess
    @pradapimpcess 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    no offense to any white people who dont say the n word but what tf do you gain from saying it? cool people points? like i dont get it fr then on top of that hes homophobic and transphobic like i really do not get it like thats so weird

  • @Viabxby
    @Viabxby 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    the one thing i remember is a few months back when he was absolutely BONKERS off his meds, cant wait to hear this 😭

  • @booogles_aj
    @booogles_aj 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’m so happy something like this is coming out 😭😭😭 We need an entire community to dawg on him before it goes this thick skull that we’re not here for his music

  • @myspareaccount8113
    @myspareaccount8113 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    Good. I never liked aparri back then. He always gave me the ick. And once I saw him SoundCloud rapping those years later, I laughed my ass off. Aparri was a scumbag and I always said it. Julian2 was the superior jammer TH-camr out of the main group. Aj did him dirty and praised one of the most toxic players. He was the Jake Paul of jambassadors

    • @myspareaccount8113
      @myspareaccount8113 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      By “he” I mean aparri not Julian

  • @mephbow
    @mephbow 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    when the random e-celeb you dislike for just being dumb and annoying and unfunny finally is outed for a legitimate reason to dislike them

  • @rinsinplays3461
    @rinsinplays3461 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I commented on his rap just for the giveaway and have since deleted my comments. Glad the comments stunted the algorithm.

  • @ARawrACuss
    @ARawrACuss วันที่ผ่านมา

    The promoting to children when he's a full grown adult is what baffles me.

  • @Superfamou
    @Superfamou 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Literally searched him two days ago to see what he is up to now after falling off and you uploaded this 😂

  • @OfficalRowen
    @OfficalRowen วันที่ผ่านมา

    I don't play Animal Jam anymore or even are in the community but, TH-cam decided to show me a video of a TH-camr I used to be obessed with (tried to hack at one point haha) and haven't seen anything about in years (~8).
    I don't remember much about Aparri other than I really liked him, so I don't care thaat much about losing another childhood TH-camr, but it's still upsetting to see... :/

  • @neilnordegirl
    @neilnordegirl 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    this is unrelated to the topic but earlier today i had this video on in the background while shiny hunting suicune in pokemon crystal and finally got it while watching, so thanks kek :3

  • @kihro9281
    @kihro9281 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    i like my diamond rings i like my diamond rings

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      i like my glitched rings i like my glitched rings

  • @mikkodarobloxian6316
    @mikkodarobloxian6316 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    2025 just started bro 🙏

  • @wehmeh-
    @wehmeh- 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    love the synth from the background music, where is it from?

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      if you mean the background music from near the start of the video is mostly from Needy Streamer Overload

  • @skyskyyks
    @skyskyyks 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Love the bonus clip, as you should kek

  • @Catharsis770
    @Catharsis770 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    His den on PW is still popping though, kinda ironic 😅

    • @Kekful
      @Kekful  3 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      oh that is quite unfortunate

    • @CringePotterFan
      @CringePotterFan 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      @@KekfulYeah, it’s used as a trading den.

    • @Goldstarri
      @Goldstarri 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @@CringePotterFan we need to bring back WootMoo's🙏

    • @mothwingthemedicinecat
      @mothwingthemedicinecat 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      @@Goldstarri i remember when wootmoo was used as a trading den, i always would go there even though i was to poor to atually trade for the items but i tried lol

    • @xantonette
      @xantonette วันที่ผ่านมา

      it has nothin to do w him though, it’s just the most notorious trading place. im sure some of the kids that go there don’t even know who he is 💀

  • @Madjastin
    @Madjastin 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I was sick of Aparri even before all this. When he would use his (mainly child) audience for mail time videos just so he could resell all the gifts for money. This isn't even a reseller issue I have, but the fact it was stuff he didn't even really "earn" but instead was able to get out of his fans, most of which were also probably following him because he was a dude, and at the time there were waaaaay more girls on Animal Jam than there were dudes (even now, I think I still see more girls when I log onto aj lol). When he first got started though, I distinctly remember it being a time where I could log onto AJ, and be the only guy in the room aside for maybe 1 or 2 others. I would even get jags from random jammers I didn't even know asking if I could be their "AJ BF" or something along the lines of that when AJHQ first started blocking that phrase. He 100% also noticed that, and used that information to bloom his following.
    I think, to a certain extent, Aparri was always obsessed with fame and status, but now his pre-existing fame and status on AJ isn't working for him anymore. All the fans he does have only see him as that AJ guy, and he'll never find success in his "music" career because of that.

  • @z4riaAJC
    @z4riaAJC 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    i’m halfway thru the video & this is crazy.. i’m trying to do a chargeback bc i did donate him only twice as a joke for a jammer wall auto and i only donated before the slur was said and i didn’t know the other stuff he did. i did unsub and other stuff but im not sure if youtube will approve of the chargeback & it’s still pending after 3 days :’)
    also, when i was there on the stream, there was this person defending him saying he was a grown adult and allowed to say all of this?? it weirded me out & the amount of comments on astxras videos defending him too

  • @Bluecat158gaming
    @Bluecat158gaming 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Ty for letting us know. He is done definitely found out this stuff i didn't know i haven't kept up with old ajc TH-cam for the past few years. But im very disappoint with him ajc is a kids game for kids i understand most it is like adults but there still kids that play this game i hope more people see this video so they know about his inappropriate things he did and stuff so this community can be safe for kids

  • @EnbyFrog42
    @EnbyFrog42 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    yes, aparri said and did s*****, discriminatory things, and he's by no means an angel or nice or a role model or whatever, but he expressed that he was going through an incredibly hard time, so he's already experiencing consequences--just wanted ppl to keep that in mind.
    before anyone says that i'm defending him, i'm not--he SHOULD have consequences for this. i'm only pointing out that he IS having natural consequences. i definitely don't tolerate his using slurs, but i think the particular instance of the B-slur was very clearly a comment about nicknames for his dog, and, yes, it's important to point that out to him, but it was also the only instance outside of the time where he was struggling with his mental health, and genuinely unintentional.
    to clarify one last time, he SHOULD be called out for this, and he SHOULD NOT be unpunished, but it's clear that he needs severe help, so although i think this video is important, i think it is also, in context, important to be careful with what's said to him--barraging him with insults won't help anybody, and will probably only make his mental health worse, which, as clearly seen here, will only make things worse for everyone.
    i didn't add this to astrxa's video since astrxa specifically told her viewers not to try insulting aparri, which, is not forgiveness, but just respect--if someone in his situation does improve, it isn't just from feeling guilty, it's from becoming actually comfortable with accountability.

    • @Pinkie-Dash
      @Pinkie-Dash 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      100% fax

  • @DalmationProductions
    @DalmationProductions 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    As someone that was a fan of him when I played AJ I'm very disappointed to know about this

  • @brackenstorm2682
    @brackenstorm2682 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I grew up watching Aparri. But hearing all of these and seeing the evidence, I'm so heartbroken about the fact that he's just another terrible person. Mental health or not, that doesn't excuse him from doing all of this crap.

  • @Turquoisefox29
    @Turquoisefox29 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    This is why i never go into Apparis trading den..

  • @ikeda-ren
    @ikeda-ren 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    i still don't get how this is "huge drama" 😭
    i dont even play aj or watch his videos but i thought everyone knew aparri is kind of a scummy person.
    and honestly the part with his pet's nickname is such a stretch, he obviously isn't saying that in a racist context. it isn't even one of the worst slurs someone can say, it is only mildly offensive (in a general view)

  • @Cup1di
    @Cup1di 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I havent watched an aj video in a while and I come back to all the creators gone and one of the og aj youtubers saying slurs and begging his young fan base listen to his music,that's insane.

  • @sweetnsaltyice
    @sweetnsaltyice 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    im glad more people are talking about what aparri's done, he's lowkey weird af and doesn't deserve the platform he has anymore especially because most of his fans are kids who are impressionable. even if his oldest viewers are becoming adults i doubt anyone wanna listen to his garbage soundcloud rapping skills, and kids obviously shouldn't be exposed to slurs in general

  • @Misthobbyhorses
    @Misthobbyhorses 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    He’s is done. DONE.

  • @iatecielssoulsorrysebastian
    @iatecielssoulsorrysebastian 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    The red flag should’ve been when he admitted he and Wisteria Moon watched Leafy and thought he was funny

  • @rulerzreachf4nnnn
    @rulerzreachf4nnnn 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Aparri is pretty much the mr beast of animal jam

  • @AngryEels
    @AngryEels 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    i remember a live stream with him and some other girl with something "Blue" and it unsettled me to not watch him anymore. I'm 18 now and the fact i still remember that maybe says something 🤷‍♂...

  • @DanielClinger
    @DanielClinger 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Yo I love Astrxas content!! I tune in to her streams and stuff

  • @kalammmmmm
    @kalammmmmm 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    IM WHEEZING HES GONNA LET YOU HOP ON THE TRACK CONGRATS BRO LOLL

  • @Landonajpw
    @Landonajpw 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    as a mexican i do not approve of him getting to say it ❌

  • @Pinkotica
    @Pinkotica 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I used to watch him but even as a kid he wasn’t my favorite watching him felt like watching Brent Rivera. Julian2 was better (if anything bad abt julian2 gets out I’m gonna kms)

  • @lavenderscavenger
    @lavenderscavenger 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    DAMN IT NOT THIS GUY TOO ..

    • @lavenderscavenger
      @lavenderscavenger 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      tho honestly what he did was disgusting. i watched a whole other video on this and idk if its been covered in this one, so im not rlly gonna touch on it here.

  • @z4riaAJC
    @z4riaAJC 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    second video on aparri in 2025 😭