My sincerest condolences Maya, and fuck anyone daring to criticize your demeanor when sharing personal tragedies. I hope you’re able to grieve as peacefully as possible and that you can do everything you need to for self care
Im so sorry Maya, i hope these upcomig weeks the mourning gets easier and you feel better. I send you, your parents, Bella, the alveus staff, and your friends close ones the best wishes🌺
the "worst thing about me getting on a plane is everyone talking about me getting on a plane. It makes me not want to get on a plane" is so real and was the FIRST thing I thought about when I heard. Like it's always so much fun when you conquer your anxiety for one moment and now that moment is everyone you know's favourite topic (and they're trying to be nice so you aren't even allowed to be mad).
It's like when I tell people I have arachnophobia and the first thing they do is tell me the worst spider story they have. like great now I'm going to think about this for the next week
Sending all the love to you Maya. Take all the time you need to process and begin healing. We will still be here supporting and loving you from behind a screen 🩷🩷🩷
This was a surprisingly good episode for me to listen to. This was one of the worst years of my life and have gone through beat for beat a lot of what Maya listed and it was just nice to hear them talking about how they process grief and trauma. Thanks for sharing.
That was me a couple of years back, it was one of the worst years of my life. I promise with time things get a little easier to deal with. Take care of yourself, the both of you
Sorry for your loss. I appreciate you girls talking about these things because I just lost a loved one recently and the holidays have not been the same.
QT and Maya already talked about it as everything happened. This was them recapping it for the pod, no consoling was necessary because the consoling already happened
I understand the not wanting everyone to "congratulate" getting on a plane. Like when you are bedrotting with a depressive episode not understanding what was happening as a child and when you take all the energy to get out of bed, suddenly the whole family is making it like a big accomplishment and it innately sounds condescending. I don't want to be rewarded about something that shouldn't have taken me much effort it sucks.
I’m sorry for your losses Maya, it’s a lot for anyone to process and go through. Wishing you and your family well, please take some time for yourself to process things. We all process differently but we also all need our space. Hope things start turning around for you soon.
Maya, dissociating during the amount of stress you are currently experiencing is normal and I would honestly expect it to happen. Psychologically, things become a disorder once it interferes with your life and functioning - so in this case if you were dissociating regularly and unable to manage that. but also, qt is right that there is no set amount of trauma that you need to have experienced in order to develop it or meet diagnostic criteria.
Oh man, hearing what Maya went through is insaneeeee. I recently lost my dog of 8 years very suddenly and that was devastating, I can't even imagine what she's going through :( Hope everyone has the bestest of vibes this holiday
sending so much love maya❤ and qt as a big hypochondriac too i get you so much, my health anxiety literally ruins so many of my days bc i think i have everything which just makes it worse and i get more anxious and the cycle continues 😭 went to urgent care bc of similar symptoms, my left side was tingly and hurting so i was like oh heart attack! so for a week it just got worse so i had to go and turns out it was some nervous system thing and i was like oh! and immediately went away💀
I hope you guys read comments, QT if you're feeling tingles down the arm, tell the doctors to do an EMG, or some sort of nerve study. Especially if you feel it in the neck/trap as well, it sounds like a pinched or compressed nerve to me.
Exactly what I came here to comment. It's incredibly common for shoulder injuries to cause pinched or impinged nerves. Given her tense shoulder it's probably just some pressure mildly pushing on a nerve. A quick and easy test to determine it is with a muscle relaxant and anti-inflammatory, such as Ibuprofen (Advil) and Methocarbamol (Robax Platinum). Take those before a warm bath and I bet she'll feel much better.
QT, if it's helpful, as a medical dispatcher, the tests we would do with someone via phone while paramedics were en route were 1. Can they say "the early bird catches the worm" correctly? (your speech is fine) 2. Can they smile? (Also fine) 3. And can they raise both arms equally? (Which if this isn't easy, that would be easily explained by pinched nerves, not just a stroke). I'm not a doctor, but I have dispatch experience, and I've also seen someone having a stroke. My opinion may not matter much, but I think strokes are pretty obvious and routine, so if you were having a stroke, it would've been easy for that doctor to diagnose. I understand that mental illnesses skew thinking, though, so I understand your concern
omg Maya - I saw the posts about your animal ambassadors but I did not know about everything else - that is so freaking difficult and confusing. I really, really hope 2025 is much kinder to you and I hope you take the time you need to process and grieve. Sending you so much love and hugs
Today was awful I cried at work. Whatever is in the universe right now it's bad mojo. Hope you girls are hanging in there. Also I don't even think it's an irrational phobia doctors famously don't pay attention to women. ❤
I'm so sorry Maya, I've just lost my cat this month and its been so incredibly hard. I know these animals arent your pets but they sure are you world and I can't imagine how awful you must be feeling right now. I wish you the best.
This is why streamers are important. dear QT… you are not alone. I did a big mistake that made my mother so disappointed in me that its 2-3 weeks that we don’t talk and I feel pain in my heart from the guilt and shame. I woke up one day with rashes all over my body it was itchy as hell, I went to the emergency room cuz it kinda burned to the touch and the doctors said its cuz of stress. I had an allergy shot just in case and 2 days later I got rashes again. I kept getting rashes as I went to multiple doctors and they said its cuz of stress. On top of that my left shoulder was aching, I felt pressure on my chest and my tongue felt tingly and tasted metallic. I rushed to the emergency room at 4AM and he said its all cuz of anxiety. I had trouble breathing like I’m getting choked and I felt the worst pain in my face. Again… stress… I’ve had Panic Disorder since I was 13, I suffered an OD that messed me up mentally a lot, I’ve had a really crazy and traumatic life thats like a movie in the worst ways possible. I’m also a hypochondriac, I also have a fear of flying on a plane though Ive been flying since I was 6months old. I’ve probably been on a place 50 times, Ive had 30hour flights. I have like professional plans in life and I have dreams and goals and stuff but one thing that always is there and never changes is that I cant imagine a world without my mother and I know I will unalive myself instantly with anything and everything I got cuz I cant tolerate it, I cant imagine a world without her and she is quite literally all and everything I have. Getting physical reactions to mental struggles is one of the worst things ever… my panic attacks usually happen with a sudden and brutal pain in my face, sometimes I feel like my face exploded and my bones are broken, there have been times where I screamed or touched my face to check for blood. It’s terrifying and feels like a grenade exploded in my face…. I used to get hallucinations, hear stuff and see stuff and sometimes when that pain came I heard a noise like a bomb that was so loud it’d jump scare me but its all just… mental issues. Its sad but its true… mental health matters. Also Maya and QT holding hands and being in a bed with or without pillow walls is so cute ♡ I really want a best friend now 😭🤍
I look forward to this podcast every week 🙂 awkward I wrote this before watching the episode. my condolences for the losses and wish y'all good health and peace. Still a banger episode though ❤
QT is so me. I flew to a Eras show and was so happy to be there with my friends and AT A TAYLOR show but also I was incredibly dehydrated and had the worst headache to the point that I wished I was at home watching the live. if money/PTO wasn't an issue I still wouldn't have gone to a second show or so lolol watching the youtube live stream on the couch with buffalo wild wings SLAPS
December has been terrible for me too girlies. My family dog of 14 years died. Marital issues (we’re fine now). And I might be preggers and my son just turned a year old 🙃 oops.
Even if something is easy for me, I can still be happy for someone if they struggle with it. So. Congrats on flying QT! Assuming it was very stressful, remember that the body keeps count and you'll need some recuperation time.
Maya, you are so strong 😢 all these deaths and awful events to end the year, cheers to 2025 being immensely better ❤ your community is behind you more than you'd ever know ❤ internet hugs from us
Hey maya i can really relate to you with your friend dying, one of my closest friends also died a couple months ago and its been hard. He was only sixteen. it feels bad to say this but it feels better knowing that it could happen to anyone and that im not just the unluckiest person alive.
Maya asking if december has been rough omg can I relate so hard. I got a bunch of diagnoses and I also have my dog dying of cancer as well. Honestly this whole year has just been high highs with extreme low lows. I am over it lol.
27:04 Jesus christ QT what a horrible thing to say after your friend dealt with your shit throughout that whole process and has just had the worst week of all time. Mental illness isn't an excuse for being a bad friend and saying horrible shit.
Damn… i go in and out of thinking QT is great… and this. I wanted to erase her transitioning about her arm rashes and hypochondria right after maya talking about her friend passing away. And I justified it by thinking “I’m sure behind closed doors, QT was there for her and provided some comfort” but no.. maya said she was being mindful of QT worrying about dying when she got the phone call. And then I got to the part you timestamped. I agree so much that mental health isn’t an excuse. And I hope that we are just seeing moments and in real life QT isn’t like this.
Listening to these first 15 minutes has me wondering if Maya and QT bouncing their pain and destroyed mental state off each other for content is a good idea because holy shit
Bro wth is up with the universe trying to absolutely diabolically rock mayas shit. She does so much for the betterment of the world (as a planet, the natural aspect of it to be specific) you’d think the universe would give back to her? She’s so kind and compassionate and sweet… and even since the start of her streaming journey she’s been getting her ass handed to her- obviously she’s had a lot of big wins and it’s not like she’s In a constant state of torment but out of seemingly nowhere she randomly has CRAZY moments like this where the universe just gives her the hardest time and I feel so bad because she doesn’t deserve it at all. 😭💀
I know QT doesnt read comments but I have the exact same thing on my left side, I am also a hypochondriac so I thought it was a lot of scary things, but Ive been told it is chronic myofascial pain caused by stress/PTSD. Its basically nerve pain on my left side, it still hasnt gone away 2 years later but Im learning to manage it
Her tense shoulder could be causing it as well. There's a few nerve passages that pass through and around the shoulder that are very easy to impinge / pinch. I've injured mine several times working manual labor jobs and always end up with a tensed trap and tingles in that arm.
this isnt to try to freak you out maya, but dissociative disorders, like depersonalization/derealization disorder for example, dont always require a massive amount of trauma to develop. the most common cause IS trauma, but also prolonged stress can cause it to develop. now, im not a professional so anyone reading this plz keep that in mind, however i have done lots of research as well as talked to many therapists about dissociative disorders because of my own struggles with it, so i thought i'd share what i know.
Just a note, generally people shouldn't just try to process trauma and write stuff down soon after it happens. Typically you shouldn't be doing it while it's still raw. Similar to trying to do physical therapy on a broken arm while it's still flopping around broken. I'm not a therapist, but I have heard some therapists talking about this.
QT saying vibes in Vancouver concert were off... tbh yeah. As a Vancouverite that's the vibe often it might have not been Taylor only. The couple standing there stone cold face.. not abnormal. IDK it's how we are.
QT it's stress! the doctor even said you have a stress rash. Idk I just want to make sure you're planning time for yourself and your loved ones. Take a brief break from content creation if need be
The part about worrying if Maya would judge her at the concert is funny cuz it sounds like something straight out of 6teen or some other cartoon show. Where the probably goth girl (not claiming anything for Maya) would either tell the preppy girl she would be just but she's her friend so it shouldn't matter or she wouldn't judge because they're friends so, again, it wouldn't matter.
Wait my left arm has also been feeling very numb mainly just my pinky and ring finger and it goes down to my forearm a bit and it will randomly happen throughout the day or when I wake up in the morning. Are those signs of a stroke?
I'm so sorry for your losses and recent scares Maya. While your therapist is on leave if you need to talk to a professional please reach out to another therapist. I wish you and your loved ones health
Doesn’t compare but I also had a nightmare of a week, we had final exams at uni and I failed everything despite studying absolutely cursed week. I’m close to look into this mercury thing
Omg I am commenting so much this episode lol. Vancouver sucks this time of year for tourists. I totes get why you'd not dig it. TBH unless you love doing outdoor stuff it's not that great to visit. Also the aquarium used to be a non profit until like 2020 when they had to sell it and some cringe billionaire family bought it that profits off theme parks and stuff. I don't go anymore because I am assuming only a small percentage goes to ocean research now (they won't publicize the number so it can't be good otherwise you'd state it.). Anyway rant about my city aquarium over.
As someone who used to be an EMT and has actively saved several people having strokes, blood work can't diagnose strokes at all, they can only rule out other things. You'd have to get a CT scan to diagnose.
It’s so fucking frustrating that QT just doesn’t seem to care what Maya says. It’s like she’s just waiting for her to stop talking so she can talk. I’ve never commented about it before but holy shit, Maya was more engaged listening about her random hypochondria than QT was listening to her talk about death. Pretend to show some sympathy at least
My sincerest condolences Maya, and fuck anyone daring to criticize your demeanor when sharing personal tragedies. I hope you’re able to grieve as peacefully as possible and that you can do everything you need to for self care
Holy cow what a way to start the episode 😭😭😭😭
Just started the episode…I hope Maya has a better 2025 that sounds so rough ❤❤❤
QT too of course (we’re all going through it I guess…😢)
It's sweet that QT brought her emotional support Maya to the Taylor Swift concert.
Im so sorry Maya, i hope these upcomig weeks the mourning gets easier and you feel better. I send you, your parents, Bella, the alveus staff, and your friends close ones the best wishes🌺
IT'S WINE ABOUT IT WEDNESDAY!!!! Audio listeners Maya and QT don't want you to see that they held hands on their flight to Vancouver
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Maya, I cannot imagine the pain you must be going through, losing so much in such a short time, you are so resilient! keep up all your amazing work
the "worst thing about me getting on a plane is everyone talking about me getting on a plane. It makes me not want to get on a plane" is so real and was the FIRST thing I thought about when I heard. Like it's always so much fun when you conquer your anxiety for one moment and now that moment is everyone you know's favourite topic (and they're trying to be nice so you aren't even allowed to be mad).
It's kinda like when you leave your room for the first time and everyone in the house is like "Look who came out of their cave"
It's like when I tell people I have arachnophobia and the first thing they do is tell me the worst spider story they have. like great now I'm going to think about this for the next week
@@arsenshere having arachnophobia and being a Maya fan must be rough
Sending all the love to you Maya. Take all the time you need to process and begin healing. We will still be here supporting and loving you from behind a screen 🩷🩷🩷
This was a surprisingly good episode for me to listen to. This was one of the worst years of my life and have gone through beat for beat a lot of what Maya listed and it was just nice to hear them talking about how they process grief and trauma. Thanks for sharing.
You and me both 🥲
This Christmas and New Year is going to majorly suck for me. 🥲
That was me a couple of years back, it was one of the worst years of my life. I promise with time things get a little easier to deal with. Take care of yourself, the both of you
Maya, you are so incredibly strong. Wishing you nothing but love while you grieve and heal, you're in all of our thoughts
Sorry for your loss. I appreciate you girls talking about these things because I just lost a loved one recently and the holidays have not been the same.
I thought I was bad at consoling but QT is on a whole other level
QT and Maya already talked about it as everything happened. This was them recapping it for the pod, no consoling was necessary because the consoling already happened
I understand the not wanting everyone to "congratulate" getting on a plane. Like when you are bedrotting with a depressive episode not understanding what was happening as a child and when you take all the energy to get out of bed, suddenly the whole family is making it like a big accomplishment and it innately sounds condescending. I don't want to be rewarded about something that shouldn't have taken me much effort it sucks.
I wish you the best maya, you do wonderful things for our world. Forever grateful and our thoughts will be with you ❤❤
I’m sorry for your losses Maya, it’s a lot for anyone to process and go through. Wishing you and your family well, please take some time for yourself to process things. We all process differently but we also all need our space. Hope things start turning around for you soon.
Maya, dissociating during the amount of stress you are currently experiencing is normal and I would honestly expect it to happen. Psychologically, things become a disorder once it interferes with your life and functioning - so in this case if you were dissociating regularly and unable to manage that.
but also, qt is right that there is no set amount of trauma that you need to have experienced in order to develop it or meet diagnostic criteria.
maya’s nails are SO CUTE i cant
sending so much love to Maya and QT
its been a rough ride
I hope everyone has a better 2025 to maya and qt and all the wine about it fans. I hope we have a good year
I heard a therapist say once, that trauma happens when you think you're safe, and then you suddenly aren't.
Oh man, hearing what Maya went through is insaneeeee. I recently lost my dog of 8 years very suddenly and that was devastating, I can't even imagine what she's going through :( Hope everyone has the bestest of vibes this holiday
sending so much love maya❤
and qt as a big hypochondriac too i get you so much, my health anxiety literally ruins so many of my days bc i think i have everything which just makes it worse and i get more anxious and the cycle continues 😭 went to urgent care bc of similar symptoms, my left side was tingly and hurting so i was like oh heart attack! so for a week it just got worse so i had to go and turns out it was some nervous system thing and i was like oh! and immediately went away💀
I hope you guys read comments, QT if you're feeling tingles down the arm, tell the doctors to do an EMG, or some sort of nerve study. Especially if you feel it in the neck/trap as well, it sounds like a pinched or compressed nerve to me.
Exactly what I came here to comment. It's incredibly common for shoulder injuries to cause pinched or impinged nerves. Given her tense shoulder it's probably just some pressure mildly pushing on a nerve. A quick and easy test to determine it is with a muscle relaxant and anti-inflammatory, such as Ibuprofen (Advil) and Methocarbamol (Robax Platinum). Take those before a warm bath and I bet she'll feel much better.
listening to qt's side after the yard is peak content - also cristian is goated for the passport thing
I’m so so so deeply sorry maya for all this loss. Hoping the best for you and sending lots of love and positive vibes. ❤🥺
Sending you so much love Maya!! ❤️ Been there! Shitty Things tend to happen in numbers. So so so much love girly !
We need to bring back the classy dresses and wine pour. Im sure there are some alcohol free single serve wines out there
QT, if it's helpful, as a medical dispatcher, the tests we would do with someone via phone while paramedics were en route were 1. Can they say "the early bird catches the worm" correctly? (your speech is fine) 2. Can they smile? (Also fine) 3. And can they raise both arms equally? (Which if this isn't easy, that would be easily explained by pinched nerves, not just a stroke). I'm not a doctor, but I have dispatch experience, and I've also seen someone having a stroke. My opinion may not matter much, but I think strokes are pretty obvious and routine, so if you were having a stroke, it would've been easy for that doctor to diagnose. I understand that mental illnesses skew thinking, though, so I understand your concern
Sorry to hear that Maya. I’m sending love and healing your way
Would it be possible to remove the line in the middle and kind of blend the sets together, so it looks like ur in the same room
I think that might be the plan w the new sets !
omg Maya - I saw the posts about your animal ambassadors but I did not know about everything else - that is so freaking difficult and confusing. I really, really hope 2025 is much kinder to you and I hope you take the time you need to process and grieve. Sending you so much love and hugs
omg maya i’m so sorry i guess when it rains it pours… i wish you all the strength to process all of this loss ❤
Today was awful I cried at work. Whatever is in the universe right now it's bad mojo. Hope you girls are hanging in there. Also I don't even think it's an irrational phobia doctors famously don't pay attention to women. ❤
Jesus christ maya is going throught it, I hope things improve soon😭
41:42 maya with the absolutely flawless thwomp impression
love u girls non parasocially hope yall have fun for the holidays
sending you lots of love maya!
I'm so sorry Maya, I've just lost my cat this month and its been so incredibly hard. I know these animals arent your pets but they sure are you world and I can't imagine how awful you must be feeling right now. I wish you the best.
maya i think has broken the record of personal tragedies in 1 week
Cant wait for both of their vlogs
This is why streamers are important. dear QT… you are not alone. I did a big mistake that made my mother so disappointed in me that its 2-3 weeks that we don’t talk and I feel pain in my heart from the guilt and shame. I woke up one day with rashes all over my body it was itchy as hell, I went to the emergency room cuz it kinda burned to the touch and the doctors said its cuz of stress. I had an allergy shot just in case and 2 days later I got rashes again. I kept getting rashes as I went to multiple doctors and they said its cuz of stress. On top of that my left shoulder was aching, I felt pressure on my chest and my tongue felt tingly and tasted metallic. I rushed to the emergency room at 4AM and he said its all cuz of anxiety.
I had trouble breathing like I’m getting choked and I felt the worst pain in my face.
Again… stress…
I’ve had Panic Disorder since I was 13, I suffered an OD that messed me up mentally a lot, I’ve had a really crazy and traumatic life thats like a movie in the worst ways possible.
I’m also a hypochondriac, I also have a fear of flying on a plane though Ive been flying since I was 6months old. I’ve probably been on a place 50 times, Ive had 30hour flights.
I have like professional plans in life and I have dreams and goals and stuff but one thing that always is there and never changes is that I cant imagine a world without my mother and I know I will unalive myself instantly with anything and everything I got cuz I cant tolerate it, I cant imagine a world without her and she is quite literally all and everything I have.
Getting physical reactions to mental struggles is one of the worst things ever… my panic attacks usually happen with a sudden and brutal pain in my face, sometimes I feel like my face exploded and my bones are broken, there have been times where I screamed or touched my face to check for blood. It’s terrifying and feels like a grenade exploded in my face….
I used to get hallucinations, hear stuff and see stuff and sometimes when that pain came I heard a noise like a bomb that was so loud it’d jump scare me but its all just… mental issues. Its sad but its true… mental health matters.
Also Maya and QT holding hands and being in a bed with or without pillow walls is so cute ♡ I really want a best friend now 😭🤍
I look forward to this podcast every week 🙂 awkward I wrote this before watching the episode. my condolences for the losses and wish y'all good health and peace. Still a banger episode though ❤
QT is so me. I flew to a Eras show and was so happy to be there with my friends and AT A TAYLOR show but also I was incredibly dehydrated and had the worst headache to the point that I wished I was at home watching the live. if money/PTO wasn't an issue I still wouldn't have gone to a second show or so lolol watching the youtube live stream on the couch with buffalo wild wings SLAPS
even though qt didnt enjoy it as much, it's still good that she did it and i know its not a easy linear path but i hope at least it doesnt get worse
sending love maya stay strong crodie
December has been terrible for me too girlies. My family dog of 14 years died. Marital issues (we’re fine now). And I might be preggers and my son just turned a year old 🙃 oops.
Even if something is easy for me, I can still be happy for someone if they struggle with it. So.
Congrats on flying QT! Assuming it was very stressful, remember that the body keeps count and you'll need some recuperation time.
Truly wishing the best for both of you
Good talk
Maya, you are so strong 😢 all these deaths and awful events to end the year, cheers to 2025 being immensely better ❤ your community is behind you more than you'd ever know ❤ internet hugs from us
Hey maya i can really relate to you with your friend dying, one of my closest friends also died a couple months ago and its been hard. He was only sixteen. it feels bad to say this but it feels better knowing that it could happen to anyone and that im not just the unluckiest person alive.
skipping through QT's ad read and all i heard was "I have a rash-and the best part is" 😂
Maya asking if december has been rough omg can I relate so hard. I got a bunch of diagnoses and I also have my dog dying of cancer as well. Honestly this whole year has just been high highs with extreme low lows. I am over it lol.
27:04 Jesus christ QT what a horrible thing to say after your friend dealt with your shit throughout that whole process and has just had the worst week of all time. Mental illness isn't an excuse for being a bad friend and saying horrible shit.
Damn… i go in and out of thinking QT is great… and this. I wanted to erase her transitioning about her arm rashes and hypochondria right after maya talking about her friend passing away. And I justified it by thinking “I’m sure behind closed doors, QT was there for her and provided some comfort” but no.. maya said she was being mindful of QT worrying about dying when she got the phone call. And then I got to the part you timestamped.
I agree so much that mental health isn’t an excuse. And I hope that we are just seeing moments and in real life QT isn’t like this.
My fav pod is baaaaaaaack
Thank God I was driving home from work in a beanie
Jesus Christ maybe Maya needed to sit this week out ❤ hope she's doing ok
Listening to these first 15 minutes has me wondering if Maya and QT bouncing their pain and destroyed mental state off each other for content is a good idea because holy shit
53:29 yeah i feel you. People like it there because it is an AMAZING place to live full time but just visiting is a little meh. Seattle is similar.
"do they really check it at the border?" Ladies, Canada has a reputation for having the most aggressive customs agents..
also having a terrible december, my cat, who i've had since i was 5, is entering end of life care as well
IM SO SORRY MAYA!!!!❤❤❤❤
Bro wth is up with the universe trying to absolutely diabolically rock mayas shit. She does so much for the betterment of the world (as a planet, the natural aspect of it to be specific) you’d think the universe would give back to her? She’s so kind and compassionate and sweet… and even since the start of her streaming journey she’s been getting her ass handed to her- obviously she’s had a lot of big wins and it’s not like she’s In a constant state of torment but out of seemingly nowhere she randomly has CRAZY moments like this where the universe just gives her the hardest time and I feel so bad because she doesn’t deserve it at all. 😭💀
I know QT doesnt read comments but I have the exact same thing on my left side, I am also a hypochondriac so I thought it was a lot of scary things, but Ive been told it is chronic myofascial pain caused by stress/PTSD. Its basically nerve pain on my left side, it still hasnt gone away 2 years later but Im learning to manage it
Her tense shoulder could be causing it as well. There's a few nerve passages that pass through and around the shoulder that are very easy to impinge / pinch. I've injured mine several times working manual labor jobs and always end up with a tensed trap and tingles in that arm.
this isnt to try to freak you out maya, but dissociative disorders, like depersonalization/derealization disorder for example, dont always require a massive amount of trauma to develop. the most common cause IS trauma, but also prolonged stress can cause it to develop.
now, im not a professional so anyone reading this plz keep that in mind, however i have done lots of research as well as talked to many therapists about dissociative disorders because of my own struggles with it, so i thought i'd share what i know.
Aww Maya looks so boooodaful!
as someone who stuggles with migraines quite a lot, it sounds like QT might have a migraine attack (and potentially aura symptoms)
Just a note, generally people shouldn't just try to process trauma and write stuff down soon after it happens. Typically you shouldn't be doing it while it's still raw. Similar to trying to do physical therapy on a broken arm while it's still flopping around broken. I'm not a therapist, but I have heard some therapists talking about this.
I'm so sorry Maya, this is devastating 💔
I like Maya lying about them holding hands (fingers were definitively interlocked) for attention
Holy shit maya that’s awful. I really hope you catch a much needed break ❤ sending love and energy
qt i had the same headache stabby pain recently... might be dehydration
QT saying vibes in Vancouver concert were off... tbh yeah. As a Vancouverite that's the vibe often it might have not been Taylor only. The couple standing there stone cold face.. not abnormal. IDK it's how we are.
QT it's stress! the doctor even said you have a stress rash. Idk I just want to make sure you're planning time for yourself and your loved ones. Take a brief break from content creation if need be
6:25 WTF Maya I'm so sorry.
I was driving home from work with a ball cap 😭
The part about worrying if Maya would judge her at the concert is funny cuz it sounds like something straight out of 6teen or some other cartoon show. Where the probably goth girl (not claiming anything for Maya) would either tell the preppy girl she would be just but she's her friend so it shouldn't matter or she wouldn't judge because they're friends so, again, it wouldn't matter.
relatable ab the therapist mine was on maternity leave when my dad died
Dear QT, we are NOT proud of you for getting on a plane. Not one bit. Did you also walk by a spider without screaming? Meh, we don’t even care 🙃.
Wait my left arm has also been feeling very numb mainly just my pinky and ring finger and it goes down to my forearm a bit and it will randomly happen throughout the day or when I wake up in the morning. Are those signs of a stroke?
I have been to BC Place and our Uber showed up a street directly above us with no stairs to get up there it is indeed a pit
I'm so sorry for your losses and recent scares Maya. While your therapist is on leave if you need to talk to a professional please reach out to another therapist. I wish you and your loved ones health
What is Maya’s lip combo???? Love it need it
Doesn’t compare but I also had a nightmare of a week, we had final exams at uni and I failed everything despite studying absolutely cursed week.
I’m close to look into this mercury thing
holy shit maya. i am sorry. ♥
yay!
What a terrible end of the year for maya:/ if you need a break we'll understand 🙏
Maya qt are awesome and beautiful
couldnt finish this episode this decembers seems to suck for alot of us
WOOHOO!!
They usually take blood at the emergency dept
Omg I am commenting so much this episode lol. Vancouver sucks this time of year for tourists. I totes get why you'd not dig it. TBH unless you love doing outdoor stuff it's not that great to visit. Also the aquarium used to be a non profit until like 2020 when they had to sell it and some cringe billionaire family bought it that profits off theme parks and stuff. I don't go anymore because I am assuming only a small percentage goes to ocean research now (they won't publicize the number so it can't be good otherwise you'd state it.). Anyway rant about my city aquarium over.
yo!
Didn't they have stationwagons for rent or is it to small?
As someone who used to be an EMT and has actively saved several people having strokes, blood work can't diagnose strokes at all, they can only rule out other things. You'd have to get a CT scan to diagnose.
I don't want to be parasocial, but it's so awful and unfair how life can gang up on you like that, and I wish you all the best Maya!
I just wish QT would try to not complain AS much about peoples reactions to her who clearly have good intentions and are trying to support her.
I mean by looking at you and talking to you it's undeniably obvious you're not having a stroke lol
Cutie starting off aggressive
9:49 stroke can be either side.
It’s so fucking frustrating that QT just doesn’t seem to care what Maya says. It’s like she’s just waiting for her to stop talking so she can talk. I’ve never commented about it before but holy shit, Maya was more engaged listening about her random hypochondria than QT was listening to her talk about death. Pretend to show some sympathy at least