Have you ever thought about having a life with someone but you also know that stuff like that belongs only in your head? And you just keep on wondering what it might have been with that someone....
All these sad comments with people expressing their pain breaks my heart. I hope everyone in this comment section that has or is experiencing pain/difficulty heals. If you need some love, support, positivity, or comfort, take it from me. I want the world and the people in it to feel how beautiful and special we all are.
i have a loving family i have a beautiful, caring love interest i'm nearly done with school for the rest of my life i have so many friends and people that care about me i've never gone to bed hungry or cold i have a good life and yet... ...here i am. why why do i get so morbidly depressed and down why do i think terrible things why do i lose all of my energy why do i lack the motivation to pursue a passion why do i feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders why do i feel the need to drink myself asleep why do i feel *SO ALONE IN THIS WORLD* probably because "the noblest art is that of making other people happy" so we all sacrifice our own happiness and our own wants and needs because we feel as if we don't need or even deserve to be happy if it means that another person can be happy because who cares if we hurt who cares if we spend our last bit of cash who cares if we get cold who cares if we go somewhere and do something we didnt want to who cares if we use up all of our time just to make someone else happy even if it's a total stranger and we live this life, making others happy left and right constantly seeing those beaming smiles and happy faces question how you seem to be so happy all the time finding yourself without an answer so you respond, "I don't know" or "I guess I just am" followed by a laugh and that laugh feels like the most fake sound to ever escape your lips sure, you might have a few weeks or maybe a few months or maybe even a year or two that go by and you feel like it's finally gone you feel like you can finally be yourself again you feel like that happiness is so genuine and constant that there's no way it can be fake until your mask finally slips and you realize how long you've been lying to yourself as it all comes rushing back as if it never left and trying to build yourself back up into that happy person everyone knows you as takes so much more effort every time every time you hit that low just thinking "it'd be so easy." "i could do it right now." and being stopped by the thought of all of the people who would miss you and all of the people in your life who need you more than you could ever know even if it's just seeing you around that makes them happy or overhearing your laugh or that one thing you say that everyone seems to enjoy, for some reason maybe its a simple act of kindness you didnt even know you performed maybe just holding open a door for someone or saying thank you or telling someone that you appreciate them or messaging someone after years of not talking just to let them know you still care or even just asking how someone is doing you never know how much you mean to all of the people in your life. and if you genuinely think that you have no one in this world not a single friend, family member, acquaintance, or even pet then message me. i care about you and i haven't even met you yet. i guess that's just who we are, isn't it? everyone in the world is important and means something to someone you just have to find them.
I'm the opposite kinda. Ive never had anything. Most days I go hungry, don't have a roof over my head. No friends. Extremely toxic family that I cut off. I feel so alone. I am alone. I absolutely despise people who have everything, but I get that they may not be happy. Maybe they're grateful, maybe not. But depression does not segregate. It works with extreme prejudice. Nobody is safe from it. It's a disease. A chemical imbalance in the brain, and it is absolutely ruthless. I would never wish it upon anyone.
You brought me to tears, thank you for this comment, I really needed to hear this. To be honest sometimes I don’t believe I am cared about even though I have friends and family who always cherish me, I just feel like they don’t really need me around since I haven’t made any major achievements nor be charismatic ..
I'm so frustrated when people tell me to just stick through it, it'll get better. I know they're just trying to help, but it pisses me off. I've been doing that for almost a whole decade now. I keep fighting. I keep going. My life is like a loop, just like this video, the same shit over and over and over and over again. I try and try and try, I start to get a little better, I get hope again, then I take a nosedive and plunge straight back into this emptiness. I can't deal with this anymore. I just sit and listen to this loop for hours on end, all day. Yeah, it does get better, but only enough to give me hope. Then I get unbelievably crushed every time I go back down. I wish I could just not care. Or that I really did get fully "better". I wish I was dead.
wow. didnt know someone could relate as much as me. damn, i do get better n confident at some point, but the moment i get a little too happy everything goes downhill. ''it's okay'' i know it is, but its always temporarily okay.
I can understand, though sometimes I feel like a hypocrite for telling everyone else the same thing when I'm also struggling as well. But sometimes I try and try to get better too and dustract myself by watching videos that'll cheer me up and it manages to work at times.
for a long time, i've thought that i've just had some shitty times, struggles, and experienced loneliness frequently but now i'm beginning to think that i might really be depressed. i can function fine and have social interactions that are for the most part fulfilling, i work out almost everyday, i have family that love me but i feel so low, deep down. i feel so lonely, far away, i give so much to my friends but they aren't thoughtful to me in the way that i am to them. im in uni and i don't even know what i'm doing here, i have no motivation i feel utterly empty towards my studies and i just want to disappear. does anyone know how i feel
Edward Cho I feel the same way. I thought it was just me until I couldn't take it anymore and got some help. Best thing I ever did. I felt validated and I feel better overall even if I have moments where I just don't feel like existing. I really hope you get some help. My uni has an area for mental health. Maybe yours has one? I wish you all the best.
Edward Cho I know exactly what you mean and I feel the same way but I miss him and I think I have depression too but I don't know how to tell anyone or what to do
lol edwards i feel you i actually got scared reading this coz it perfectly describes word to word hang in there man and try to get her the one back Coz im trying the same
Yeah man love my life when you are fine then u reflect on ur life and just break down but ur family so says say ur a weakling so u have no where to go until you earn some good friends tell them then you float and luv ur self until it happens again you stay up stirring just sitting reflecting just floating endlessly
I just wanna say to the depressed people. There are people who love you. If you need to talk to someone, find someone you trust. If you don't have anyone, then you'll eventually find someone :]
I feel myself slowly falling into the void of depression and sadness and I dont bother trying to get out or asking for help. I just keep going deeper and deeper until I cant get out when I want to get out and Im stuck alone with no one to talk to or joke with. Just a deep lonely void.
Christian Chim Chim I feel kind of the same. It’s just that I can‘t talk about stuff like depression and feeling hurt with the people around me. We aktually don’t talk that much Idk why.They don’t care or are even mad at me for being negativ 😔 I can’t. I often feel very lonely, these people then say I’m not lonely and that they are there for me but I know that they don’t mean it it’s just them saying something so they feel better and think they did what they can and that this is all my fault if I don’t reach out for them ( I‘m trying but it’s hard for me).Times aregeting tough again. I hate the fakt that this feeling is repeating over and over again. I‘m sick of it. But I just can’t get completely out of this „thing“. I‘m stuck . Sorry if there are many erors.
L, eis you can talk about everything right here and right now. we are all accepting and i'm willing to listen. do you have snapchat? we could talk about it there if you want. if you want to talk about here then thats okay, maybe someone else can help. its alright to feel like this. i feel like this too sometimes (most of the time) and i always have a special someone to help me. you could start by explaining to your parents or a partner of yours. they could try and get help for you if you cant do it yourself. the first step is to tell someone. i wish you the best of luck with this. people care about you and love you. dont wait until its too late.
If we are not remembered. And the tree in the forest makes noise. For none to hear. Have we truly existed? A twinkle in another's eye. Or something less. Or, just maybe, something more?
so glad to read all those beautiful comments. this song helped me through so much shit in my life and i'm happy, to help you guys a little bit with sharing this to all of you! have a nice day :)
I like how you reach out and all you get is empty instagram names. And you realize maybe you really are alone. No one gets you. Everyone's just a mindless brainwashed simpleton who just can't think the way you do. Its like talking to a wall.. but even a wall has more character. Its like they don't even question their own existence. Like how animals are alive but they kinda just live in ignorance and complete bliss. Never stopping to think. Just.. living. then there's you. And you feel alone. And know someday you will die. And die alone. And there isn't anything you could do about it. Death will come and take you away and you'll go back into the black oblivion. Your body will be broken down and put back into the world.
Thoughts that go like bullets through me The time I told you that I wished I was dead But so broken on when I can't stop choosing to sleep through my alarms M a n i m l o s i n g m y h e a d
I'm in the same situation as he is, having a boyfriend that is suicidal and tells me that he wishes he was dead is the most painful thing ever, and knowing you can't do much makes me disappointed in myself, the worst thing is, I have problems myself and having to deal wit others problems is so hard and overwhelming, and so I forget about my needs and give everyone my everything and end up with nothing for myself 💔
I was in a similar situation a 10 months ago. What I wish I knew that I know now is 1. You can't change what other people do to them selfs. 2. Don't let your loved ones mental health effect yours. Take care of your self it's not selfish. 3. If the go off the deep end no matter how bad you don't have to with them. I figured those things through one of my worst relationships but also one of the most important. we both made each other worse throughout the relationship without realizing it; tell It end when her lie shattered our relationship then when she realizing what she done she could stand to look at me so her Solutions was to kill herself because I was the one person that cared. She told me that and ripped her out of mine and left me crying in a women's bathroom wondering if I just killed the only person I ever loved. for three days I wondered if she was dead because you didn't show up at school until I finally saw her sister come back to school and she told me she was in the hospital. since then I've had trouble connecting with anyone that has mental health problems because I just get panic attacks when I try to help them. I used to love trying to help other people with their problems. I don't know how to fix it. Sorry went on little rant. How have you been doing it's been 2 months?
It’s strangely comforting, knowing how many other people are going through something right now and this song just loops in their head and it’s just nice to know that you’re not the only one who struggling😭
I have 2 friends that keep arguing and I look like the bad person hanging out with both people knowing that they hate eachother and I still don’t want to lose them because they are my only friends
Been months, I remember going to school, then work, coming home around 1am every night, sometimes because of work, sometimes because I'd go eat alone and smoke, I would only sleep to this song, on repeat over and over and over, til i remembered every strum and every lyric. I would get high and listen to this, and get drunk on the weekends and stare at my ceiling thinking how much of a piece of shit I was. It gets better..
@@nishka9605 it’s crazy how much of a difference there is now compared to then. 4 damn years! I have an amazing career, my own place, my own car, I have a girlfriend and two dogs. I’m happy. Sometimes I can’t believe I’ve made it this far. Thank you for asking!
@@jorgesaname7132 that's literally so amazing !!! i hope you can look back at your comment whenever it's a tough time going for you and that you can actually say that things get better one day beacuse it did get better, also have an amazing life ahead that you deserve !!
i found this song back when i was 14 (18 now) and i never thought i would ever hear it again, by the end of my sophomore year i was in one of the darkest places in my life, i had failing grades, alcoholic step dad, made horrible decisions and the worst anxiety ever. i would get home from school every day and my mom would ask if i had a good day at school. i would smile and say “it was good” then walk to my room and cry on my bed every day without fail. i hadnt even had a heartbreak so i knew i couldn’t get attached to anyone so i pushed everyone away and did nothing but play games all day. towards the middle of my junior year i met someone online i played games with and i knew the moment i met her i would get attached. after just a few months of knowing her we started dating which was the worst thing i could’ve done but i was so lonely and i craved everything that a relationship was. after 3 months we couldn’t take the distance anymore and split just to find out she got with another guy online not even a month later. that tore me apart and i had finally lost everything. i’m 18 now and i just moved into my brothers because my step dad got abusive and now i have no future and have to work a minimum wage job. what’s the point
I'm at the age of 15, I feel just as wasted as you do due to different reasonings, trust me, this isn't a waste. You aren't a waste at all, everyone starts off later than some, its alrigh. Just do your best at your age, don't do something that could ruin you even more because you feel as if you 'deserve it' you dont, you belong somewhere better than this. I understand why you feel so little with every day you finish. As soon as daylight burns out an you sit in bed, thinking what the fuck are you doing? Youre doing good. Better than some people in your stage in this world has done, i'm glad you've made it this far. Just continue, ok? If i can push as much as I can, you can as well. Especially after losing a lover online, I also lost one, which is what brought my interest to write you a reply. Being a girl, suuucks, being more fragile. Just take your time ok? Time is our enemy really, so just inhale the little moments that catches your eye an makes you feel warm inside even by the smallest.
@@Specato man, I stumbled on this video around when you uploaded it. It was my junior year of high school. My life has seen some drastic change in certain areas, though my mental health has remained relatively the same. Still I suffer rather severe depression, and anxiety has begun to tag along a bit more often. Two years from now, I'll likely not have found much success is either of those areas, but I won't give up, and I hope none of you will either. We are all loved, unconditionally. You are valuable, you are strong, and you will make it through this. You won't feel this way forever. Happiness will prove to be worth the suffering, I promise. Hang in there, we will surely make it one day and perhaps, with time, we will look back upon depression and anxiety as old friends who taught us compassion and empathy for others. Please don't give up - Xavier
Thoughts that go like bullets Through you The time you told me that you wish were dead But so broken on when you can’t stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms, man you’re losing your head (But I can't stop) The thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish were dead (But I can't stop) But so broken on (its a broken arm) When you can't stop choosing To sleep thru ur alarms may loosing your head
Thank you, but here's the official lyrics: Thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead But so broken on when you can’t stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, man, you’re losing your head (But I can't stop) The thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead (But I can't stop) But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms, man, you're losing your head
Ummm....I'm pretty sure these people AREN'T pretending to be sad 😐😐😐😐😐😐 IM SAD RIGHT FUCKING NOW AS A MATTER OF FACT don't try and put others down with your mean words.
Ok so I'm a teen, I'm not "pretending" to be depressed. It's not a joke. I've been through just as much shit as the people I this comment section have. I have to deal with the same problems most people don't have until their late 30's. Anyone in this comment section deserve respect for what they've been through, not just adults. So to anyone out there, I'm proud of you for making it this far.
@@Izzy-rq4uu THANK YOU OMG!! you're words are truly inspirational! I agree with you! Honestly everyone deserves to feel emotions honestly, if we didn't have emotions we'd be robot's in this world. Btw i hope you're doing ok!!! Take care fellow person may good light be upon you!
"I don't understand why some people see negative thoughts as such a bad thing. I think a better word for negative is honest because it's how it's you really feel not something else. Those thoughts help me think and for a brief period of time it gives me subtle motivation an inner desire to change my life for the better, it helps figure out which things I should get rid of. To make myself feel better." Ron
literally no matter what song i put nothing ever calms me down, but i found this a couple of months ago and i cant seem to stop loving it and it literally makes me fall asleep immidiately so thank you
I hate being alone but at the same time I want to be alone no one to judge me and no one I have to look out for except for me I feel this way but at the same time I want to scream out to those close to me about how much I hurt but I lose my voice everytime because I realize no one genuinely cares
I’m close to have to begin thinking about college and leaving my home town, and this makes me feel sad that I have to say goodbye to so many people I care about, and have amazing memories. High School was a mixture of emotions, sad and happy, angry and calm. I probably met over 50-70 new friends, and I don’t want to leave them behind. Thinking about makes me sad and alone. I just had homecoming yesterday, and met the most kickass group of people yesterday. It was me and one dude, and the rest were really funny girls. They were all amazing people, and I warmed up to them fast, and we talked about a lot. After I got home, I stayed up and told everyone that my last homecoming was great. Deep down, I wish that it would have lasted longer...
Hey dude, it’s been about a year since you commented. How’s college? What are you majoring in? Have you maybe dropped out to pursue different and hopefully exciting dreams? But wherever you are, good luck. :)
this is exactly what I've been thinking everyday it's just i want the time .to slow down just so i could make a little more memories with everyone even tho I made enough to remember them for the rest of my life but growing up scares me sm
Thoughts that go like bullets through you / The time you told me that you wished you where dead / What's a broken arm when you can't stop choosing to/ Sleep thru ur alarms / Man you're losing your head (But I can't stop the...) The thoughts that go like bullets through you / The time you told me that you wished you where dead / (But I can't stop the...) What's a broken arm when you can't stop choosing to/ Sleep thru ur alarms / Man you're losing your head
Iyrics are actually "Thoughts that go like bullets through you the time you told me that you wish you were dead. But so broken on when you can't stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms man, you're losing your head. (But I can't stop) The thoughts that go like bullets through you the time you told me that you wish you were dead. (But I can't stop) but so broken on when you can't stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms man, you're losing your head." (:
Sitting within a crowd. Seeing as everyone is so...social. Why do we feel so alone, yet surrounded? Internal confidence plummets. Latch onto it, grip the essence of nothingness tightly. A silent voice within the crowd. A voice waits, and waits, and waits. Until someone wishes to hear the silent voice shout to the heavens above. The Someone doesn't arrive in time. The Someone never notices. The chance never taken for the neck vibrations to grow. Amongst the crowd, yet still alone... The only sound that speaks within my ears... A melody, a rhythm, voices of devils and angels. A voice that is not my own. A conversation that never started. A debate that never initiated. An argument never shouted. A silent voice sits amongst the crowd. That voice...it's my silence. The only voice from me, A never ending internal war. The One Man War... Sorry if this seems edgy. I just struggle with a lot of social issues, and have no one to really to vent to because well...yeah I'm sure you get it. I barely talk to anyone nowadays so it feels kind of good to speak on the internet. Anonymity always felt great in that sense. If you're reading this...thank you. I hope you liked it.
I feel so lost, I feel like I’m just floating in a dark void. Numb, tired, afraid. I feel like I’m happy but I know I’m not. I don’t know how to feel, everything is just so frustrating. It’s even worse because no one can relate to how I’m feeling.
Why can’t people just understand they are beautiful, wonderful, amazing, and smart? Why cant people believe they are worth so much more and thst they deserve so much more? Why can’t the people see the beauty I see in them?
There used to be a time in my life back around when this song came out where listening to this loop was the only way I could sleep. Now I find myself here again, relearning the same hard lessons. Isn’t it odd how sometimes the best ways to clear your mind is to fill it with only one thought on repeat?
two years ago i was deeply depressed and my night routine was lying in bed and listening to the saddest music ever till the morning and i remember at some point it became so unbearable that i decided i wanted to leave so the next night i was listening to music for the last time ever picking up my favourite songs and knowing what was going to happen next until i ran out of the songs i chose and i thought "if sleep through your alarms plays next, im not going to do that". i don't know why i even thought about this particular song i didn't even listen to it that much back then but you know what it did fucking play next. just like that. i hope that each of you here will always find peace and love inside of you because it's stored there, a lot of it, and you just need to find your way there. and i promise you will. just like i did. no matter what happens, you are never alone.
I have a really good life. A family and friends that care for me. Not many. They're not much to most but everything to me. I have a girlfriend, I used to get good grades. But there was still this feeling in the pit of my stomach. I ended up in a small verbal dispute with my dad that ended with him shoving me and that was the straw that broke the camel's back I guess. I ran upstairs and set an alarm for midnight, and I didn't plan to sleep thru that one. I knew everyone would be asleep at that point. I wrote a pair of suicide notes and strung up a belt on the rod of my closet, tested it to see if it would hold my weight. It did. So midnight came, my alarm went off, and all the preperations were in place. So I went into my closet and my mom came into my room and brought me in to the emergency room. I was put in a mental hospital for 2 1/2 weeks. It will be a year since that happened in 10 days and I think that I regret my mom coming in. My attendance to school is spotty, I can't muster the strength to get out of my bed most days. My grades are slipping, food tastes like nothing but is my only escape. I gained 50 pounds in 2 weeks I eat so much now. Anxiety attacks made their way into my life now, my dad's hit me, I've needed to run away and stay at a friend's house for my safety, I see shrinks left and right and it doesn't help and I genuinly wish my mom never came into my room. I'm not sure why I feel comfortable saying this but idk it just seems like I can. I've got diagnosed depression and generalized anxiety and they're winning.
Samuel Farrelly don’t let what happened take over your whole life, try and fight it, we all make mistakes and we move on .. you should accept yourself for who you are and move on.
I couldn't get to sleep at all last night because I was just so depressed and I craved listening to this song. So I plugged my ear buds in, listened for about five minutes and then started sobbing hard at 1:15 in the morning. I ran down to my parents room and woke them up so I could just lay in between them and stop crying and ended up staying there for the rest of the night until I had to wake up again at 6:30 for school..... Teenage problems amirite?
I’ve had depression ever since I was around 8 or 9. It never really clicked that I wasn’t normal. That people aren’t supposed to think about off-ing themselves daily. That you aren’t supposed to have a constant war between your mind, heart, and soul. I always knew of course, it just constantly felt like I was faking being sad, or it wasn’t that bad, or I couldn’t be depressed, because I have a pretty decent life. Every day went by painfully slow. Harder and harder, as if I were slowly dying. Wanting the day to be over so bad, so you don’t have to deal with today anymore. Yet at the same time, dreading the end of the day, because you know it would be the same exact cycle. Over and over again. Fake a smile, act happy, and when you finally get the chance to take that mask off-completely crumble. Cry yourself to sleep, harm yourself, let your mind spin out of control, and it builds up every day. Then one day comes, when you’re so sick of it. Of everything. Of everyone. You take that bottle, pills, rope, whatever you can find honestly. You think to yourself “This is it. I can finally be free. Everyone will finally be happy. This is happy ever after.” Until you realize its not. Either it turned into an attempt or you just couldn’t do it. You find yourself more broken than before. So torn apart. Where do you go from here? It feels like there’s nothing else you can do. It feels like you’re going to stay in this empty, dark void for a lifetime. What else is there. Trying to hold on to something, when you have nothing left. This was me my whole life until 2 years ago. I finally reached out for help. Got therapy, put on medication, and took a couple visits to the mental hospital. People realized I was never actually happy, it was just a show, for their sake. Everything finally started looking up. I had been happy. Truly happy. It felt euphoric. Like nothing would ever bring me down again. I could never reach that low again. Quarantine hit, and at first I was good. “This is my chance to grow” I said. Until eventually, it became draining to stay positive. I found myself back where I started. Lost, scared, confused. “What happened? I was so happy..” I lost all my friends, family doesn’t realize I’m not ok, everything feels like its falling apart again. Usually my episodes will strictly be one thing. Maybe us completely numb, or really overwhelming, or just extremely defeated. This time though, its everything at one. I’m so overwhelmed, yet so empty, and numb. A part of me wants to escape, but a part of me wants to stay here. Stay in this empty place. It feel like home. I want to scream, and cry, but nothing comes out. I still feel content with my life, I’m still happy, but as soon as a negative thought crosses my mind, I shut down. Its weird. Feeling everything, with no one to talk to. I don’t know where I’ll go from here. It’d be nice to off myself, but I’m too scared to. Only time will tell what will happen. Truth is, depression never truly goes away. It can lessen, and it can get better, but it’ll never be gone. It takes a warrior to go through every day. Mental, and physical scars. Moments of wars, and moments of peace. We all have fears, worries, things that make us happy, things that make us sad, but one thing we all share in common: we don’t know where we’re going, what is happening, what we’re supposed to do. Even through all of this. We keep going. Whatever battle we face, we find a way to deal with it. Rain, or shine we’re still here. I just wanted to acknowledge all of you. Every single one of your battles. Your scars. Your hopes. That takes real strength. The fact that you’re still here.. words can’t even begin to explain how much strength you hold. Im proud of you. Wherever you are in your journey, it will be all be ok. I hope you find happiness. I hope you get to achieve all of your goals. Reach all of your dreams. I hope you get to grow. I hope you get to experience true love. I hope you get to fully love, and accept yourself. I hope you find some sort of comfort in my message today. Wishing you all the best. You deserve to be happy. You got this. Best of luck with your adventure in this odd world. If ever you need me, I’m just a message away. Instagram: @laniesgalaxy
Do you ever just feel like everything is falling apart for no reason at all. All you can do is sit there and watch it waiting for it to break you until you have no choice but to not exist anymore. And while it's breaking you you have to tell everyone else that your okay and they believe it no matter how much you look like your being broken down. All things have a beginning and ending even if it lasts forever eventually you forget about it until it's actually gone. Everyone has a pain inside of them and they have different ways of dealing with it. But most people want others to hurt too because they don't know that you're actually already hurting. sorry to be emo but..
This song really has a lot of emotions flowing in the lyrics. I can't help but relate to this so much. For the longest time I was bullied but I knew other people probably had been bullied worse so I thought that it didn't matter but it did it really did by then I had fallen deeper into this sate of loneliness hopefully it get better soon
Sugar Da Bear :D When someone tells you that you shouldn't feel depressed or sad just because others have it worse is like saying we can't be happy because others are happier so don't listen to them because if you push those emotions aside and not think about them it will hurt alot later on so don't forget your pain and don't push it to the back of your head face them head on and if you lose no one can call you coward because you faced your demons head on...
Your fine...I was bullied in school and I still get bullied at almost 22 years of age. Just ignore the shit it's very simple. If I can do it so can you. At the end of the day the money is in my pocket so fuck them. This music is beautiful though.
when you try to cry to let the bad feelings out, but it doesn't feel enough anymore, as if there's always something stuck inside you that you need to release.
This is the song I run to when I am feeling like I need to cry. I listen to it a lot on Spotify, but currently not in the mood because of ads... But I need to cry, so I am here :)
Aluna of the evy. To remind you that you are alive. Give it time.. It should ease up a bit.. Wish I ad a miraculous remedy for it. Could use it my self..! But give yourself time. It the only way to make it go away..
The line thoughts that go like bullets through you hit me the hardest because I interpret the line as the thoughts can be extracted but the pain never goes away
I am back here again. I used to listen to this song while I was going thru tough times. I always found this song relaxing. In general, I really love when people make '1 hour' songs. Its better than having to replay it over and over again. This song would help me sleep at times. The last time ive listened to this was 8 months ago, and im glad I found it again by looking thru my liked videos. Ive been having trouble sleeping for the past couple weeks and I know that this will help me. Tired or not, it really just gets me into deep space, allowing me to let go of all of my thoughts and just calm down. I love how perfectly looped the song is. I could listen to it all day. Like ive said before, this song has really helped me relive stress. Im not sure if its the voice, the guitar, the melody. All of it is perfect to me. I hope that this will help me like it used to. Its just something about the lyrics that really scratches a part of my brain.
I come back to this video quite often, and I just want to say that whenever I listen to this, I reflect on my past mistakes and my problems. I never actually realize how much is happening while I’m going through my daily life until I stop to think about it. Life’s incredibly shitty, but I’ve found that with time, some problems start to disappear or mend themselves, but maybe that’s just me.
I’ve had a really rough week and I’m looking at the comments and they seem so welcoming and helpful, I wouldn’t mind another lonely person to talk to. And the more I look at the comments I feel like we are all in the Same position right now.
Came across this couple months after it came out- I was feeling low, and still in school. Now I'm an adult, working. It's been around 6-7 years, and this is still the song I choose to be depressed to. To others like myself in the comments- life gets hard sometimes, sometimes it all feels meaningless. You're tired and you don't see an end. How you choose to move ahead is upto you. My only hope is that you put up a fight, and burn bright. "Do not go gentle into that good night... Rage, rage against the dying of the light." Love and peace to all who find this.
Every morning I get up at 6:00am to treck through dark woods and wait at my bus stop. Then for the next hour I just put my headphones in and play this on repeat as I stare out of the window and try to get a little sleep. The emotions are real people, glad I'm not completely alone here.
I started sobbing and the ‘time you told me that you wished you were dead’ it reminded me of when I broke down and told my best friend about how I was feeling suicidal two years ago and she didn’t even care
hello to the person reading this comment. you are amazing, beautiful, talented, and just outrageously worth it. you deserve the world, honey. you will get through whatever is making you listen to this perfect 1 hour loop video, i know it. you know it too, deep inside. just live through it and great things will come, i promise. i am here for you. follow my ig or add me on snap, i will listen. i love you. you're important to me.
I’ve been listening to this for the past four years, since it was released. It has gotten me through so many of my hardest nights. The nights where I was crying so hard where I couldn’t breathe, the nights where I sat on my rough debating decisions, or just reminiscing about the past. I always find a way back to this, and I’ve never once gotten sick of it. Its sounds so stupid since it’s such a short song but it has had the biggest impact on my life.
found this song around a year or two ago when i was really depressed and suicidal. now even though some days are rough, i've learned that the pain wont last forever and that it is only temporary. i am much happier now but as i listen back to this song i can feel the old me's emotions and thoughts. even though this is a nice song i cant listen to it without feeling sad and heavy
It's his birthday today...... I've been in love with him for about 13 years now (give or take)....... for some reason he wasn't like the other guys I found cute. He was my first long-term crush in elementary, then shockingly first kiss in highschool, first "relationship" if you can even call it that. I really wish things were different but he just doesn't like me anymore and I'm not sure if he ever truly did. I remember the first time I heard this song in highschool after we agreed to stop talking the first time (the beginning of our on/off relationship) and it was actually this video I had playing that night, funny how it all comes back huh? Thinking about him. Always about him. How I wasn't enough and could never be what he wanted. I still miss him, I still see him from time to time and give him the same awkward smile. I don't know if I'll ever truly stop loving him and I hate that.
man. i used to listen to stuff like this and no tears would come out but i actually just got played! best feeling ever btw. idek what to do. i feel like my heart physically broke. welp, i hope you guys are okay. i love you. just please, stay alive.
What is the best thing you could be doing right now and why aren’t you doing it? Whatever is stopping you, don’t let it. You’re so much stronger than you could ever know. There is power inside of you, don’t let them take that away. You’re incredible.
hey! i know this is two weeks late, but please keep going. life is too short. please keep your head up, people love you! i hope you have a good week. much love
This song relates to me so much.... I’m getting help but it’s just enough to feel hopeful about everything... I feel like crap most of the time and I just hide it because I don’t want anyone to worry and get dragged in with me... I have a sad buddy and I feel I only can talk to them about this stuff because they’re going through a similar thing.. People say it’s going to get better but I’ve been battling for about a year and I know they’re trying to help but it makes it worse... I hate having to force myself having to tell my therapist my true feelings... I know they’re experienced in all this stuff but I feel like I’m going to drag them down with me... I have trust issues with my feelings and that’s why I prefer to battle alone... It’s like a freaking rollercoaster but it’s different from that.. A therapist isn’t someone I need... I need someone who I know who is experienced in this way that I know I won’t drag down... Someone who is like my sad buddy but more experienced... Man... I just want to feel full of life again when I felt happy and couldn’t frown without crying... When I didn’t feel like a freaking idiot and could run faster than lightning without getting fatigued... I want my old life back... why did I have to get this life?...
i listened to this in the shower. cried my eyes out, held my mouth so my dad wouldn't hear me. and got out of the shower pretending i was okay. now i have to go to school tomorrow also pretending im okay when im really not. i hate living like this, i wish i was back in 2016 where i had nothing to worry about, wasnt getting lectured about my grades dropping. or getting yelled at because i have cups in my room. or because i have nothing to be "sad" about. if youre seeing this im proud of you. keeping fighting
I went through multiple days sophomore year just with this in my ear throughout the day. I just graduated this year and this was recommended to me again. I’m glad I’ve grown enough to no longer need this. Thanks for uploading 😂
I wish I could be fully happy again. I have no one. I have my family. My friends. But at the same time I have no one. I’m alone . I want to be with someone, who actually cares about me. and it’s not even the fact no one loves me, it’s the fact I have no one to love. I’m filled with emptiness
I'll be real...only just found this today, and for the past few days I've been very tired...unmotivated and such...this music...just the actual music is calming...but I can't stop listening...its amazing, girlfriend called last night...its been a while since I've listened to her voice and i passed out listening to her, not even singing, just talking...everyone in the comments...i urge you to find someone who you love...and make sure they love you back, I know how heart ache goes...but find someone perfect for you, and make sure you'd be able to ask them about their day, listen to them talk...its calming, trust me
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ςαzzσ your a god brother
Cazzo are you still active?
BAHAHAHAHAHAAAA same
gone :(
@@z1no3n i could come back if you guys want me to
The people who make 1 hour loops will always be my favorite type of people.
Chad same ;-; shout-out to all of them for making them
Chad and yes🙃
You're welcome!
And especially the ones who dont make weird cuts in the middle of it
Especially with good songs like this
Ever just sit up at 4 am staring at the ceiling listening to a song like this and just think about life and how fucking sad and lonely you feel?
Toast yes.....i hate it
Joaquin Collins hey you, even if life is shit for you at the time it doesnt mean it will be like this forever. Please just trust me friend :)
Toast yup
Have right now 😓
An awfully thoughtful question from toast..
Have you ever thought about having a life with someone but you also know that stuff like that belongs only in your head? And you just keep on wondering what it might have been with that someone....
..uhuh😔😢
all the time
sucks for me cuz the person that I lowkey have a crush on is in a relationship with another person
@@katzbeanz I feel you man, it honestly hurts to think about it 😔
kills me knowing i’ll never have the life i dream about every night
I love this relaxed environment where anybody can share their feelings and not be worried about judgment.
I love cheese
Actually me too
Cottage cheese is where it’s at.
Doesn't really matter I love all kinds of cheese except the bad ones
Yeah, cheese is pretty great.
All these sad comments with people expressing their pain breaks my heart. I hope everyone in this comment section that has or is experiencing pain/difficulty heals. If you need some love, support, positivity, or comfort, take it from me. I want the world and the people in it to feel how beautiful and special we all are.
＼(,^ω^,＼)
Prajna Same, these comments bring me to tears 😭
I’m having emotional pains ヽ(￣д￣;)ノ
I just laid in my bed and cried silently to this for 20 minutes. I really needed this. Thank you.
Trigoaticorn _ Why?
DGJ P sometimes it’s good to cry. gets the pent up emotions out
I did the same thing just crying in the shower
Sameeee ;(
Silent tears hurt the most... I'm sorry ♡
i legit listened to all of this and didnt realise it had been an hour
Same! XD
Relatable
same
F.
Let me guess. You were reading the depressing comments?
After a long day of pretending. You come home, and lock yourself in your room/bathroom.. listening to this.
Sopheara i literally did this :(
It’s funny I never thought of it like that
Same here it just makes me sad and happy at the same time
Shit... you got me
i wish i could do this :(
i have a loving family
i have a beautiful, caring love interest
i'm nearly done with school for the rest of my life
i have so many friends and people that care about me
i've never gone to bed hungry or cold
i have a good life
and yet...
...here i am.
why
why do i get so morbidly depressed and down
why do i think terrible things
why do i lose all of my energy
why do i lack the motivation to pursue a passion
why do i feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders
why do i feel the need to drink myself asleep
why do i feel *SO ALONE IN THIS WORLD*
probably because "the noblest art is that of making other people happy"
so we all sacrifice our own happiness
and our own wants and needs
because we feel as if we don't need or even deserve to be happy
if it means that another person can be happy
because who cares if we hurt
who cares if we spend our last bit of cash
who cares if we get cold
who cares if we go somewhere and do something we didnt want to
who cares if we use up all of our time
just to make someone else happy
even if it's a total stranger
and we live this life, making others happy left and right
constantly seeing those beaming smiles and happy faces
question how you seem to be so happy all the time
finding yourself without an answer
so you respond, "I don't know" or "I guess I just am"
followed by a laugh
and that laugh feels like the most fake sound to ever escape your lips
sure, you might have a few weeks
or maybe a few months
or maybe even a year or two that go by
and you feel like it's finally gone
you feel like you can finally be yourself again
you feel like that happiness is so genuine and constant that there's no way it can be fake
until your mask finally slips
and you realize how long you've been lying to yourself
as it all comes rushing back as if it never left
and trying to build yourself back up into that happy person everyone knows you as
takes so much more effort every time
every time you hit that low just thinking
"it'd be so easy."
"i could do it right now."
and being stopped by the thought of all of the people who would miss you
and all of the people in your life who need you more than you could ever know
even if it's just seeing you around that makes them happy
or overhearing your laugh
or that one thing you say that everyone seems to enjoy, for some reason
maybe its a simple act of kindness you didnt even know you performed
maybe just holding open a door for someone
or saying thank you
or telling someone that you appreciate them
or messaging someone after years of not talking just to let them know you still care
or even just asking how someone is doing
you never know how much you mean to all of the people in your life.
and if you genuinely think
that you have no one in this world
not a single friend, family member, acquaintance, or even pet
then message me.
i care about you and i haven't even met you yet.
i guess that's just who we are, isn't it?
everyone in the world is important and means something to someone
you just have to find them.
😔💔
Holy shit dude, I finally found someone I can relate too
@@detonate8753 I'm glad. Just remember that you're never alone in the world. There's always someone sharing your pain, even if you don't know it.
I'm the opposite kinda. Ive never had anything. Most days I go hungry, don't have a roof over my head. No friends. Extremely toxic family that I cut off. I feel so alone. I am alone. I absolutely despise people who have everything, but I get that they may not be happy. Maybe they're grateful, maybe not. But depression does not segregate. It works with extreme prejudice. Nobody is safe from it. It's a disease. A chemical imbalance in the brain, and it is absolutely ruthless. I would never wish it upon anyone.
You brought me to tears, thank you for this comment, I really needed to hear this. To be honest sometimes I don’t believe I am cared about even though I have friends and family who always cherish me, I just feel like they don’t really need me around since I haven’t made any major achievements nor be charismatic ..
I'm so frustrated when people tell me to just stick through it, it'll get better. I know they're just trying to help, but it pisses me off. I've been doing that for almost a whole decade now. I keep fighting. I keep going. My life is like a loop, just like this video, the same shit over and over and over and over again. I try and try and try, I start to get a little better, I get hope again, then I take a nosedive and plunge straight back into this emptiness. I can't deal with this anymore. I just sit and listen to this loop for hours on end, all day. Yeah, it does get better, but only enough to give me hope. Then I get unbelievably crushed every time I go back down. I wish I could just not care. Or that I really did get fully "better". I wish I was dead.
wow. didnt know someone could relate as much as me. damn, i do get better n confident at some point, but the moment i get a little too happy everything goes downhill. ''it's okay'' i know it is, but its always temporarily okay.
same well get though this together
Same
I can understand, though sometimes I feel like a hypocrite for telling everyone else the same thing when I'm also struggling as well. But sometimes I try and try to get better too and dustract myself by watching videos that'll cheer me up and it manages to work at times.
The number of emotions I feel within the hour is crazy.
Same
I know.. right
for a long time, i've thought that i've just had some shitty times, struggles, and experienced loneliness frequently but now i'm beginning to think that i might really be depressed. i can function fine and have social interactions that are for the most part fulfilling, i work out almost everyday, i have family that love me but i feel so low, deep down. i feel so lonely, far away, i give so much to my friends but they aren't thoughtful to me in the way that i am to them. im in uni and i don't even know what i'm doing here, i have no motivation i feel utterly empty towards my studies and i just want to disappear.
does anyone know how i feel
Edward Cho yes I'm so sorry :(
its all good, just wanted to write it out somewhere and i knew that people on this channel would understand. much love
Edward Cho I feel the same way. I thought it was just me until I couldn't take it anymore and got some help. Best thing I ever did. I felt validated and I feel better overall even if I have moments where I just don't feel like existing.
I really hope you get some help. My uni has an area for mental health. Maybe yours has one? I wish you all the best.
Edward Cho I know exactly what you mean and I feel the same way but I miss him and I think I have depression too but I don't know how to tell anyone or what to do
lol edwards i feel you i actually got scared reading this coz it perfectly describes word to word hang in there man and try to get her the one back Coz im trying the same
so this is what it feels to be floating endlessly thru a void
Lol
Yeah man love my life when you are fine then u reflect on ur life and just break down but ur family so says say ur a weakling so u have no where to go until you earn some good friends tell them then you float and luv ur self until it happens again you stay up stirring just sitting reflecting just floating endlessly
Sorry not stirring sitting
This what depression is haha
I just wanna say to the depressed people. There are people who love you. If you need to talk to someone, find someone you trust. If you don't have anyone, then you'll eventually find someone :]
I feel myself slowly falling into the void of depression and sadness and I dont bother trying to get out or asking for help. I just keep going deeper and deeper until I cant get out when I want to get out and Im stuck alone with no one to talk to or joke with. Just a deep lonely void.
Christian Chim Chim I feel kind of the same. It’s just that I can‘t talk about stuff like depression and feeling hurt with the
people around me. We aktually don’t talk that much Idk why.They don’t care or are even mad at me for being negativ 😔 I can’t. I often feel very lonely, these people then say I’m not lonely and that they are there for me but I know that they don’t mean it it’s just them saying something so they feel better and think they did what they can and that this is all my fault if I don’t reach out for them ( I‘m trying but it’s hard for me).Times aregeting tough again. I hate the fakt that this feeling is repeating over and over again. I‘m sick of it. But I just can’t get completely out of this „thing“. I‘m stuck . Sorry if there are many erors.
L, eis you can talk about everything right here and right now. we are all accepting and i'm willing to listen. do you have snapchat? we could talk about it there if you want. if you want to talk about here then thats okay, maybe someone else can help. its alright to feel like this. i feel like this too sometimes (most of the time) and i always have a special someone to help me. you could start by explaining to your parents or a partner of yours. they could try and get help for you if you cant do it yourself. the first step is to tell someone. i wish you the best of luck with this. people care about you and love you. dont wait until its too late.
Me: This song is so depressing...
Also me: **adds this to playlist**
I mean... of course. What's wierd about liking depressing music?
i swaer this is me
*Adds it to playlist called suicide time* 💀
If we are not remembered.
And the tree in the forest makes noise.
For none to hear.
Have we truly existed?
A twinkle in another's eye.
Or something less.
Or, just maybe, something more?
This song makes me happy and depressed at the same time and I listen to it a lot.
Do you ever think ever thing you do is useless and has no purpose
nope, but thats may suck´s
Dude every day.
i think that i'm just wasting my time on few things, and yup - I waste the fucking oxygen too
Every second of my life
Life and Death are just the opening and closing of doors. “When one opens, another closes”
No ads, I respect that so much
I’m crying..I wish I had someone to give me a warm hug..
same
i hope u are better now :)) at least im sending hug over the internet
so glad to read all those beautiful comments. this song helped me through so much shit in my life and i'm happy, to help you guys a little bit with sharing this to all of you! have a nice day :)
You are a saint
You're a legend
But I want to cry silently
god I wish I could get to know all of you... maybe just maybe I wouldn’t be alone
I SEE YOU I SEE YOU accept the loneliness
I like how you reach out and all you get is empty instagram names. And you realize maybe you really are alone. No one gets you. Everyone's just a mindless brainwashed simpleton who just can't think the way you do. Its like talking to a wall.. but even a wall has more character. Its like they don't even question their own existence. Like how animals are alive but they kinda just live in ignorance and complete bliss. Never stopping to think. Just.. living. then there's you.
And you feel alone.
And know someday you will die. And die alone. And there isn't anything you could do about it. Death will come and take you away and you'll go back into the black oblivion. Your body will be broken down and put back into the world.
i see u. im alone. add me on insta: @woahits_kenzz
@@NULL-ug7ve isn't giving ig usernames also a way of saying that you wanna be friends? i think there's nothing wrong with that
Aye yuh
Thoughts that go like bullets through me
The time I told you that I wished I was dead
But so broken on when I can't stop choosing to sleep through my alarms
M a n i m l o s i n g m y h e a d
sakurachi ✊🏻
if any one struggles with the lyrics then they should rethink life
I sing it the same way
this made me cry
Dillon no he’s made his own to show how he feels
I'm in the same situation as he is, having a boyfriend that is suicidal and tells me that he wishes he was dead is the most painful thing ever, and knowing you can't do much makes me disappointed in myself, the worst thing is, I have problems myself and having to deal wit others problems is so hard and overwhelming, and so I forget about my needs and give everyone my everything and end up with nothing for myself 💔
I was in a similar situation a 10 months ago. What I wish I knew that I know now is
1. You can't change what other people do to them selfs.
2. Don't let your loved ones mental health effect yours. Take care of your self it's not selfish.
3. If the go off the deep end no matter how bad you don't have to with them.
I figured those things through one of my worst relationships but also one of the most important. we both made each other worse throughout the relationship without realizing it; tell It end when her lie shattered our relationship then when she realizing what she done she could stand to look at me so her Solutions was to kill herself because I was the one person that cared. She told me that and ripped her out of mine and left me crying in a women's bathroom wondering if I just killed the only person I ever loved. for three days I wondered if she was dead because you didn't show up at school until I finally saw her sister come back to school and she told me she was in the hospital. since then I've had trouble connecting with anyone that has mental health problems because I just get panic attacks when I try to help them. I used to love trying to help other people with their problems. I don't know how to fix it. Sorry went on little rant. How have you been doing it's been 2 months?
Just same 😅😭
howd it work out ya spoon
aaa LMFAOA shii we broke up but i still care so much about him and we’re friends, he did apologize for lowkey being toxic
@@spac3c4d3t didnt expect you to reply
dam
any luck since?
It’s strangely comforting, knowing how many other people are going through something right now and this song just loops in their head and it’s just nice to know that you’re not the only one who struggling😭
ahhh thank you ive been looking for something like this for ages
Mikaela Hyakuya you're welcome :)
I wish I could just listen to this and be able to block out all of the arguments in my house
I wanna Light my house on fire 😂
Or a city
"The city looks so pretty, do you wanna burn it with me?" hu
I have 2 friends that keep arguing and I look like the bad person hanging out with both people knowing that they hate eachother and I still don’t want to lose them because they are my only friends
@@sewagerateric hey how are things now?
Been months, I remember going to school, then work, coming home around 1am every night, sometimes because of work, sometimes because I'd go eat alone and smoke, I would only sleep to this song, on repeat over and over and over, til i remembered every strum and every lyric. I would get high and listen to this, and get drunk on the weekends and stare at my ceiling thinking how much of a piece of shit I was. It gets better..
i love how everyone says that lie more like i hate it and am sick of hearing it all the time
can i get an update :D
it's been 4 years how are you doing now?
@@nishka9605 it’s crazy how much of a difference there is now compared to then. 4 damn years! I have an amazing career, my own place, my own car, I have a girlfriend and two dogs. I’m happy. Sometimes I can’t believe I’ve made it this far. Thank you for asking!
@@jorgesaname7132 that's literally so amazing !!! i hope you can look back at your comment whenever it's a tough time going for you and that you can actually say that things get better one day beacuse it did get better, also have an amazing life ahead that you deserve !!
i want listen this song until i sleep forever.
-sam 29/3/2018
do you stil lisetening?
same
Are you still listening to it?
@@timberwolfy9865 yeah, who tf actually does that?
you still listening?
i found this song back when i was 14 (18 now) and i never thought i would ever hear it again, by the end of my sophomore year i was in one of the darkest places in my life, i had failing grades, alcoholic step dad, made horrible decisions and the worst anxiety ever. i would get home from school every day and my mom would ask if i had a good day at school. i would smile and say “it was good” then walk to my room and cry on my bed every day without fail. i hadnt even had a heartbreak so i knew i couldn’t get attached to anyone so i pushed everyone away and did nothing but play games all day. towards the middle of my junior year i met someone online i played games with and i knew the moment i met her i would get attached. after just a few months of knowing her we started dating which was the worst thing i could’ve done but i was so lonely and i craved everything that a relationship was. after 3 months we couldn’t take the distance anymore and split just to find out she got with another guy online not even a month later. that tore me apart and i had finally lost everything. i’m 18 now and i just moved into my brothers because my step dad got abusive and now i have no future and have to work a minimum wage job. what’s the point
I'm at the age of 15, I feel just as wasted as you do due to different reasonings, trust me, this isn't a waste. You aren't a waste at all, everyone starts off later than some, its alrigh. Just do your best at your age, don't do something that could ruin you even more because you feel as if you 'deserve it' you dont, you belong somewhere better than this. I understand why you feel so little with every day you finish. As soon as daylight burns out an you sit in bed, thinking what the fuck are you doing? Youre doing good. Better than some people in your stage in this world has done, i'm glad you've made it this far. Just continue, ok? If i can push as much as I can, you can as well. Especially after losing a lover online, I also lost one, which is what brought my interest to write you a reply. Being a girl, suuucks, being more fragile. Just take your time ok? Time is our enemy really, so just inhale the little moments that catches your eye an makes you feel warm inside even by the smallest.
I'd like to get to know more of your backstory if you can, my Instagram is @eyorestail. Take your choice to reach out, i'm here.
Finally someone did it
(:
@@Specato man, I stumbled on this video around when you uploaded it. It was my junior year of high school. My life has seen some drastic change in certain areas, though my mental health has remained relatively the same. Still I suffer rather severe depression, and anxiety has begun to tag along a bit more often. Two years from now, I'll likely not have found much success is either of those areas, but I won't give up, and I hope none of you will either. We are all loved, unconditionally. You are valuable, you are strong, and you will make it through this. You won't feel this way forever. Happiness will prove to be worth the suffering, I promise. Hang in there, we will surely make it one day and perhaps, with time, we will look back upon depression and anxiety as old friends who taught us compassion and empathy for others. Please don't give up - Xavier
Styles 420 stay strong man, everything's gonna be alright. sure, the time will heal, but the scares will remind us forever. and i think, it should.
@@Specato thanks for making this video it makes me sad but happy because i can relate to it
Specato I want to cry alone if I get slightly yelled at or slightly do anything wrong
Thoughts that go like bullets
Through you
The time you told me that you wish were dead
But so broken on when you can’t stop choosing to sleep thru ur alarms, man you’re losing your head
(But I can't stop)
The thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish were dead
(But I can't stop)
But so broken on (its a broken arm)
When you can't stop choosing
To sleep thru ur alarms may loosing your head
that's not the correct lyrics, it's "what's a broken arm (a broken arm)" and "man, you're losing your head"
it is the correct lyrics.... its ''but so broken on'' not ''a broken arm'' -_-
rhigged for you no, they were right.
THANK YOU
Thank you, but here's the official lyrics:
Thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
But so broken on when you can’t stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms, man, you’re losing your head
(But I can't stop)
The thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
(But I can't stop)
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms, man, you're losing your head
Everyone in this comment section need to meet up
Nathaniel Prince if it was that easy we are probably from many countries
Nathaniel Prince but it would be crazy cool tho
wya
I'm too ugly for a meet up lol.
Citizen Bias dont think like that nobodys ugly
I even lost my ability to cry, it’s like something screaming inside of me in silence
Me too, and it's horrible sometimes...like there's no vent for all the pain inside... it's just burning and silent screams...
i’ve never seen a comment section without “edgy” teens pretending to be depressed..but you guys have been through shit. respect to all of you.
Ummm....I'm pretty sure these people AREN'T pretending to be sad 😐😐😐😐😐😐 IM SAD RIGHT FUCKING NOW AS A MATTER OF FACT don't try and put others down with your mean words.
Ok so I'm a teen, I'm not "pretending" to be depressed. It's not a joke. I've been through just as much shit as the people I this comment section have. I have to deal with the same problems most people don't have until their late 30's. Anyone in this comment section deserve respect for what they've been through, not just adults. So to anyone out there, I'm proud of you for making it this far.
@@Izzy-rq4uu THANK YOU OMG!! you're words are truly inspirational! I agree with you! Honestly everyone deserves to feel emotions honestly, if we didn't have emotions we'd be robot's in this world. Btw i hope you're doing ok!!! Take care fellow person may good light be upon you!
@@rollypolly9784 didnt ask :(
@@Izzy-rq4uu that is literally what i said in my original comment can u fucking read lmfaooo
"I don't understand why some people see negative thoughts as such a bad thing. I think a better word for negative is honest because it's how it's you really feel not something else. Those thoughts help me think and for a brief period of time it gives me subtle motivation an inner desire to change my life for the better, it helps figure out which things I should get rid of. To make myself feel better." Ron
I'm so happy that i found lontalius music
Quality Sound hgrf
Says so happy listening to the second most depressing song in the world.
@@nums3475 whats the first?
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@@nums3475 just listening to that majestic beauty of a song made me cry... You were not kidding that song really is depressing 😶😶😶
The time you told me that you wished you where dead... It's so sad, but i can't stop listening to it
Kena Riot Mirall were*
literally no matter what song i put nothing ever calms me down, but i found this a couple of months ago and i cant seem to stop loving it and it literally makes me fall asleep immidiately so thank you
try sleeping to this song again tonight you'll have the best sleep ever
I hate being alone but at the same time I want to be alone no one to judge me and no one I have to look out for except for me I feel this way but at the same time I want to scream out to those close to me about how much I hurt but I lose my voice everytime because I realize no one genuinely cares
I’m close to have to begin thinking about college and leaving my home town, and this makes me feel sad that I have to say goodbye to so many people I care about, and have amazing memories. High School was a mixture of emotions, sad and happy, angry and calm. I probably met over 50-70 new friends, and I don’t want to leave them behind. Thinking about makes me sad and alone. I just had homecoming yesterday, and met the most kickass group of people yesterday. It was me and one dude, and the rest were really funny girls. They were all amazing people, and I warmed up to them fast, and we talked about a lot. After I got home, I stayed up and told everyone that my last homecoming was great. Deep down, I wish that it would have lasted longer...
Life is all about change my friend everything will work out in the end it always does :)
Nothing much changes in college.
the internet was a mistake.
Hey dude, it’s been about a year since you commented. How’s college? What are you majoring in? Have you maybe dropped out to pursue different and hopefully exciting dreams? But wherever you are, good luck. :)
this is exactly what I've been thinking everyday it's just i want the time .to slow down just so i could make a little more memories with everyone even tho I made enough to remember them for the rest of my life but growing up scares me sm
@@Bruh-vs8jv it's been 3 years they haven't replied yet :/
Thoughts that go like bullets through you / The time you told me that you wished you where dead / What's a broken arm when you can't stop choosing to/ Sleep thru ur alarms / Man you're losing your head
(But I can't stop the...) The thoughts that go like bullets through you / The time you told me that you wished you where dead / (But I can't stop the...) What's a broken arm when you can't stop choosing to/ Sleep thru ur alarms / Man you're losing your head
No Kibble
No Kibble Song makes me sad for some
Iyrics are actually
"Thoughts that go like bullets through you
the time you told me that you wish you were dead.
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
to sleep thru ur alarms man, you're losing your head.
(But I can't stop)
The thoughts that go like bullets through you
the time you told me that you wish you were dead.
(But I can't stop)
but so broken on when you can't stop choosing
to sleep thru ur alarms man, you're losing your head." (:
WTF I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS FOR MONTHS AND I THOUGHT THE NAME WAS "SLEEP THRU UR ARMS"
WHAT THE FUCK
pow (don't yell at me if that was sarcasm) It is :) but lyrics have to be written correctly
I like to listen to this and cry because im depressed and I have no life. Wby?
Same
same
Farrah Cantika basically my life
lol i thought i was the only one. shout out to y'all, hope your depression gos away soon. take care ily
Farrah Cantika same
Sitting within a crowd.
Seeing as everyone is so...social.
Why do we feel so alone, yet surrounded?
Internal confidence plummets.
Latch onto it, grip the essence of nothingness tightly.
A silent voice within the crowd.
A voice waits, and waits, and waits.
Until someone wishes to hear the silent voice shout to the heavens above.
The Someone doesn't arrive in time.
The Someone never notices.
The chance never taken for the neck vibrations to grow.
Amongst the crowd, yet still alone...
The only sound that speaks within my ears...
A melody, a rhythm,
voices of devils and angels.
A voice that is not my own.
A conversation that never started.
A debate that never initiated.
An argument never shouted.
A silent voice sits amongst the crowd.
That voice...it's my silence.
The only voice from me,
A never ending internal war.
The One Man War...
Sorry if this seems edgy. I just struggle with a lot of social issues, and have no one to really to vent to because well...yeah I'm sure you get it. I barely talk to anyone nowadays so it feels kind of good to speak on the internet. Anonymity always felt great in that sense. If you're reading this...thank you. I hope you liked it.
youre always free to talk to me, i have pretty bad social anxiety, so if you ever need to vent, you can talk to me through my instagram, @ujhoshi
xiuhoshi I really appreciate it. Although what's the specifics of your instagram? A bunch of results pop up and I don't know which one is which :/
eks dee
UnknownHybrid i know what that feels like because i have social anxiety as well, it sucks. Anyway have a nice day. :)
UnknownHybrid accept the loneliness
I feel so lost, I feel like I’m just floating in a dark void. Numb, tired, afraid. I feel like I’m happy but I know I’m not. I don’t know how to feel, everything is just so frustrating. It’s even worse because no one can relate to how I’m feeling.
Why can’t people just understand they are beautiful, wonderful, amazing, and smart? Why cant people believe they are worth so much more and thst they deserve so much more? Why can’t the people see the beauty I see in them?
There used to be a time in my life back around when this song came out where listening to this loop was the only way I could sleep. Now I find myself here again, relearning the same hard lessons.
Isn’t it odd how sometimes the best ways to clear your mind is to fill it with only one thought on repeat?
Honestly I really like cheeseburgers
same
Lol how df u get here
ah this is a refreshing comment! I was getting too sucked up into everyone’s depressing stories.
i love humorous comments like this in pure darkness
Thanks for giving us a big laugh as we are crying and getting rlly depressed listening to this 1 hour loop
Ever feel lonely even when you’re surrounded by people?
Yeah I do
two years ago i was deeply depressed and my night routine was lying in bed and listening to the saddest music ever till the morning and i remember at some point it became so unbearable that i decided i wanted to leave so the next night i was listening to music for the last time ever picking up my favourite songs and knowing what was going to happen next until i ran out of the songs i chose and i thought "if sleep through your alarms plays next, im not going to do that". i don't know why i even thought about this particular song i didn't even listen to it that much back then but you know what it did fucking play next. just like that.
i hope that each of you here will always find peace and love inside of you because it's stored there, a lot of it, and you just need to find your way there. and i promise you will. just like i did. no matter what happens, you are never alone.
I have a really good life. A family and friends that care for me. Not many. They're not much to most but everything to me. I have a girlfriend, I used to get good grades. But there was still this feeling in the pit of my stomach. I ended up in a small verbal dispute with my dad that ended with him shoving me and that was the straw that broke the camel's back I guess. I ran upstairs and set an alarm for midnight, and I didn't plan to sleep thru that one. I knew everyone would be asleep at that point. I wrote a pair of suicide notes and strung up a belt on the rod of my closet, tested it to see if it would hold my weight. It did. So midnight came, my alarm went off, and all the preperations were in place. So I went into my closet and my mom came into my room and brought me in to the emergency room. I was put in a mental hospital for 2 1/2 weeks. It will be a year since that happened in 10 days and I think that I regret my mom coming in. My attendance to school is spotty, I can't muster the strength to get out of my bed most days. My grades are slipping, food tastes like nothing but is my only escape. I gained 50 pounds in 2 weeks I eat so much now. Anxiety attacks made their way into my life now, my dad's hit me, I've needed to run away and stay at a friend's house for my safety, I see shrinks left and right and it doesn't help and I genuinly wish my mom never came into my room. I'm not sure why I feel comfortable saying this but idk it just seems like I can. I've got diagnosed depression and generalized anxiety and they're winning.
Samuel Farrelly accept them and youll win
Samuel Farrelly don’t let what happened take over your whole life, try and fight it, we all make mistakes and we move on .. you should accept yourself for who you are and move on.
it will eventually get better. believe me.
fight it, don’t let it win. you’re stronger.
Samuel Farrelly 💔
I couldn't get to sleep at all last night because I was just so depressed and I craved listening to this song. So I plugged my ear buds in, listened for about five minutes and then started sobbing hard at 1:15 in the morning. I ran down to my parents room and woke them up so I could just lay in between them and stop crying and ended up staying there for the rest of the night until I had to wake up again at 6:30 for school..... Teenage problems amirite?
Meldakoala ye
Meldakoala I’m sorry mannnn
Yeah.. except I don't have my parents to run to.
at least u can go to ur parents like that i never could and still cant and never will so ill have to kill myself eventually
Cynthia Morgan YOU TWO ARE GONNA MAKE ME CRY ;~;
the fact that i can’t even tell where the loop is makes me love this even more
I’ve had depression ever since I was around 8 or 9. It never really clicked that I wasn’t normal. That people aren’t supposed to think about off-ing themselves daily. That you aren’t supposed to have a constant war between your mind, heart, and soul. I always knew of course, it just constantly felt like I was faking being sad, or it wasn’t that bad, or I couldn’t be depressed, because I have a pretty decent life. Every day went by painfully slow. Harder and harder, as if I were slowly dying. Wanting the day to be over so bad, so you don’t have to deal with today anymore. Yet at the same time, dreading the end of the day, because you know it would be the same exact cycle. Over and over again. Fake a smile, act happy, and when you finally get the chance to take that mask off-completely crumble. Cry yourself to sleep, harm yourself, let your mind spin out of control, and it builds up every day. Then one day comes, when you’re so sick of it. Of everything. Of everyone. You take that bottle, pills, rope, whatever you can find honestly. You think to yourself “This is it. I can finally be free. Everyone will finally be happy. This is happy ever after.” Until you realize its not. Either it turned into an attempt or you just couldn’t do it. You find yourself more broken than before. So torn apart. Where do you go from here? It feels like there’s nothing else you can do. It feels like you’re going to stay in this empty, dark void for a lifetime. What else is there. Trying to hold on to something, when you have nothing left.
This was me my whole life until 2 years ago. I finally reached out for help. Got therapy, put on medication, and took a couple visits to the mental hospital. People realized I was never actually happy, it was just a show, for their sake. Everything finally started looking up. I had been happy. Truly happy. It felt euphoric. Like nothing would ever bring me down again. I could never reach that low again. Quarantine hit, and at first I was good. “This is my chance to grow” I said. Until eventually, it became draining to stay positive. I found myself back where I started. Lost, scared, confused. “What happened? I was so happy..” I lost all my friends, family doesn’t realize I’m not ok, everything feels like its falling apart again. Usually my episodes will strictly be one thing. Maybe us completely numb, or really overwhelming, or just extremely defeated. This time though, its everything at one. I’m so overwhelmed, yet so empty, and numb. A part of me wants to escape, but a part of me wants to stay here. Stay in this empty place. It feel like home. I want to scream, and cry, but nothing comes out. I still feel content with my life, I’m still happy, but as soon as a negative thought crosses my mind, I shut down. Its weird. Feeling everything, with no one to talk to. I don’t know where I’ll go from here. It’d be nice to off myself, but I’m too scared to. Only time will tell what will happen.
Truth is, depression never truly goes away. It can lessen, and it can get better, but it’ll never be gone. It takes a warrior to go through every day. Mental, and physical scars. Moments of wars, and moments of peace. We all have fears, worries, things that make us happy, things that make us sad, but one thing we all share in common: we don’t know where we’re going, what is happening, what we’re supposed to do. Even through all of this. We keep going. Whatever battle we face, we find a way to deal with it. Rain, or shine we’re still here. I just wanted to acknowledge all of you. Every single one of your battles. Your scars. Your hopes. That takes real strength. The fact that you’re still here.. words can’t even begin to explain how much strength you hold. Im proud of you. Wherever you are in your journey, it will be all be ok. I hope you find happiness. I hope you get to achieve all of your goals. Reach all of your dreams. I hope you get to grow. I hope you get to experience true love. I hope you get to fully love, and accept yourself. I hope you find some sort of comfort in my message today. Wishing you all the best. You deserve to be happy. You got this. Best of luck with your adventure in this odd world. If ever you need me, I’m just a message away. Instagram: @laniesgalaxy
Thank you , thank you so much . I really needed this . God bless your soul :) ❤️
luisa of course! I hope you have an amazing day today💖
Thank you ❤️💛❤️💛❤️💛
Made me tear up, this gave me all the reassurance i needed❤ thank you!
Do you ever just feel like everything is falling apart for no reason at all. All you can do is sit there and watch it waiting for it to break you until you have no choice but to not exist anymore. And while it's breaking you you have to tell everyone else that your okay and they believe it no matter how much you look like your being broken down. All things have a beginning and ending even if it lasts forever eventually you forget about it until it's actually gone. Everyone has a pain inside of them and they have different ways of dealing with it. But most people want others to hurt too because they don't know that you're actually already hurting.
sorry to be emo but..
I've been crying to this song for 45 minutes straight.
the fact thatif this was in my perspective this would be a letter to myself
This song really has a lot of emotions flowing in the lyrics. I can't help but relate to this so much. For the longest time I was bullied but I knew other people probably had been bullied worse so I thought that it didn't matter but it did it really did by then I had fallen deeper into this sate of loneliness hopefully it get better soon
Sugar Da Bear :D When someone tells you that you shouldn't feel depressed or sad just because others have it worse is like saying we can't be happy because others are happier so don't listen to them because if you push those emotions aside and not think about them it will hurt alot later on so don't forget your pain and don't push it to the back of your head face them head on and if you lose no one can call you coward because you faced your demons head on...
heck I know how you feel, I have no one else too talk too still
Your fine...I was bullied in school and I still get bullied at almost 22 years of age. Just ignore the shit it's very simple. If I can do it so can you. At the end of the day the money is in my pocket so fuck them. This music is beautiful though.
Accept the loneliness
@sohail_afshar hit me up if you ever want to talk, I'll listen
when you try to cry to let the bad feelings out, but it doesn't feel enough anymore, as if there's always something stuck inside you that you need to release.
Sometimes I listen to this just to feel... something. I’m so numb it scares me.
Tox Candy it makes me feel that way to but I kinda of like it
This is the song I run to when I am feeling like I need to cry. I listen to it a lot on Spotify, but currently not in the mood because of ads...
But I need to cry, so I am here :)
It hurts. WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH
Aluna of the evy. To remind you that you are alive. Give it time.. It should ease up a bit.. Wish I ad a miraculous remedy for it. Could use it my self..! But give yourself time. It the only way to make it go away..
How are you now
I literally broke down so many times thought the days listening to this song.
The line thoughts that go like bullets through you hit me the hardest because I interpret the line as the thoughts can be extracted but the pain never goes away
When you wake up and you're still alive
I am back here again. I used to listen to this song while I was going thru tough times. I always found this song relaxing. In general, I really love when people make '1 hour' songs. Its better than having to replay it over and over again. This song would help me sleep at times. The last time ive listened to this was 8 months ago, and im glad I found it again by looking thru my liked videos. Ive been having trouble sleeping for the past couple weeks and I know that this will help me. Tired or not, it really just gets me into deep space, allowing me to let go of all of my thoughts and just calm down. I love how perfectly looped the song is. I could listen to it all day. Like ive said before, this song has really helped me relive stress. Im not sure if its the voice, the guitar, the melody. All of it is perfect to me. I hope that this will help me like it used to. Its just something about the lyrics that really scratches a part of my brain.
wow thanks for 100 likes! (:
ςαzzσ te li meriti :)
grazie (:
can you put this song on spotify? (pls i need .d)
But a miniscule accomplishment to where you are now
ςαzzσ ;)
5 mins in and im losing my head
I come back to this video quite often, and I just want to say that whenever I listen to this, I reflect on my past mistakes and my problems. I never actually realize how much is happening while I’m going through my daily life until I stop to think about it. Life’s incredibly shitty, but I’ve found that with time, some problems start to disappear or mend themselves, but maybe that’s just me.
I’ve had a really rough week and I’m looking at the comments and they seem so welcoming and helpful, I wouldn’t mind another lonely person to talk to. And the more I look at the comments I feel like we are all in the Same position right now.
you should listen to it again it's time :)
Came across this couple months after it came out- I was feeling low, and still in school. Now I'm an adult, working. It's been around 6-7 years, and this is still the song I choose to be depressed to.
To others like myself in the comments- life gets hard sometimes, sometimes it all feels meaningless. You're tired and you don't see an end. How you choose to move ahead is upto you. My only hope is that you put up a fight, and burn bright.
"Do not go gentle into that good night...
Rage, rage against the dying of the light."
Love and peace to all who find this.
i cant stop crying i cant stop crying
same
I can't cry
Deserves more views and likes
Every morning I get up at 6:00am to treck through dark woods and wait at my bus stop. Then for the next hour I just put my headphones in and play this on repeat as I stare out of the window and try to get a little sleep. The emotions are real people, glad I'm not completely alone here.
any update on how life is going now?
I started sobbing and the ‘time you told me that you wished you were dead’ it reminded me of when I broke down and told my best friend about how I was feeling suicidal two years ago and she didn’t even care
finally I dont feel robbed at the end of the song because it was always short! thanks for uploading this man!
i used to listen to this song every fucking night and cry my eyes out, and, dear reader, things got better. they will for you too.
i hope things are still good for you after 3 years since you commented
Is become a nightly routine to play this, it helps me sleep, so tysm ♡
same here lol
hello to the person reading this comment. you are amazing, beautiful, talented, and just outrageously worth it. you deserve the world, honey. you will get through whatever is making you listen to this perfect 1 hour loop video, i know it. you know it too, deep inside. just live through it and great things will come, i promise.
i am here for you. follow my ig or add me on snap, i will listen. i love you. you're important to me.
heyguiseitsroxy thanks.....that made ma day homie💯✊
Thank you
thank you
you're welcome
I’ve been listening to this for the past four years, since it was released. It has gotten me through so many of my hardest nights. The nights where I was crying so hard where I couldn’t breathe, the nights where I sat on my rough debating decisions, or just reminiscing about the past. I always find a way back to this, and I’ve never once gotten sick of it. Its sounds so stupid since it’s such a short song but it has had the biggest impact on my life.
found this song around a year or two ago when i was really depressed and suicidal. now even though some days are rough, i've learned that the pain wont last forever and that it is only temporary. i am much happier now but as i listen back to this song i can feel the old me's emotions and thoughts. even though this is a nice song i cant listen to it without feeling sad and heavy
after a year of this exact video being replayed- i still get the same strange emotion i cant explain
It's his birthday today...... I've been in love with him for about 13 years now (give or take)....... for some reason he wasn't like the other guys I found cute. He was my first long-term crush in elementary, then shockingly first kiss in highschool, first "relationship" if you can even call it that. I really wish things were different but he just doesn't like me anymore and I'm not sure if he ever truly did. I remember the first time I heard this song in highschool after we agreed to stop talking the first time (the beginning of our on/off relationship) and it was actually this video I had playing that night, funny how it all comes back huh? Thinking about him. Always about him. How I wasn't enough and could never be what he wanted. I still miss him, I still see him from time to time and give him the same awkward smile. I don't know if I'll ever truly stop loving him and I hate that.
I finally found a looped version, you got my sub :)
man. i used to listen to stuff like this and no tears would come out but i actually just got played! best feeling ever btw. idek what to do. i feel like my heart physically broke. welp, i hope you guys are okay. i love you. just please, stay alive.
What is the best thing you could be doing right now and why aren’t you doing it? Whatever is stopping you, don’t let it. You’re so much stronger than you could ever know. There is power inside of you, don’t let them take that away. You’re incredible.
I used to listen to this religiously when I was deep in my depression, I'm back again
hey! i know this is two weeks late, but please keep going. life is too short. please keep your head up, people love you! i hope you have a good week. much love
The background, the lyrics, the beats. Amazing... so mesmerizing
This song relates to me so much....
I’m getting help but it’s just enough to feel hopeful about everything... I feel like crap most of the time and I just hide it because I don’t want anyone to worry and get dragged in with me... I have a sad buddy and I feel I only can talk to them about this stuff because they’re going through a similar thing..
People say it’s going to get better but I’ve been battling for about a year and I know they’re trying to help but it makes it worse... I hate having to force myself having to tell my therapist my true feelings...
I know they’re experienced in all this stuff but I feel like I’m going to drag them down with me...
I have trust issues with my feelings and that’s why I prefer to battle alone...
It’s like a freaking rollercoaster but it’s different from that..
A therapist isn’t someone I need... I need someone who I know who is experienced in this way that I know I won’t drag down... Someone who is like my sad buddy but more experienced...
Man... I just want to feel full of life again when I felt happy and couldn’t frown without crying...
When I didn’t feel like a freaking idiot and could run faster than lightning without getting fatigued...
I want my old life back... why did I have to get this life?...
i listened to this in the shower. cried my eyes out, held my mouth so my dad wouldn't hear me. and got out of the shower pretending i was okay. now i have to go to school tomorrow also pretending im okay when im really not. i hate living like this, i wish i was back in 2016 where i had nothing to worry about, wasnt getting lectured about my grades dropping. or getting yelled at because i have cups in my room. or because i have nothing to be "sad" about. if youre seeing this im proud of you. keeping fighting
That background makes me feel a sense of peace, it's so nice to look at
year later and i still find myself coming back to this video :)
Remidi Bluu same:)
bro youre the new jesus thank you so much for this wonderful video the whole world has been trying to find 🎉👍
i think ive finished it 3 times now
same lol
5 times
3 times
I went through multiple days sophomore year just with this in my ear throughout the day. I just graduated this year and this was recommended to me again. I’m glad I’ve grown enough to no longer need this. Thanks for uploading 😂
I feel blessed that someone did this 1 hour version of this song.. Thank you so much
I dunno. When I listen to this, I usually reflect on my past. My failures and hardships of that sort. Brings memories up.
I wish I could be fully happy again. I have no one. I have my family. My friends. But at the same time I have no one. I’m alone . I want to be with someone, who actually cares about me. and it’s not even the fact no one loves me, it’s the fact I have no one to love. I’m filled with emptiness
I'll be real...only just found this today, and for the past few days I've been very tired...unmotivated and such...this music...just the actual music is calming...but I can't stop listening...its amazing, girlfriend called last night...its been a while since I've listened to her voice and i passed out listening to her, not even singing, just talking...everyone in the comments...i urge you to find someone who you love...and make sure they love you back, I know how heart ache goes...but find someone perfect for you, and make sure you'd be able to ask them about their day, listen to them talk...its calming, trust me
The Terrarian Hero i found someone i love with all my heart, but got rejected :)
no one will love me sorry
I don’t want anyone. I like life alone. Because that’s how I was for the last 2 years 🥲
Listened to this while star gazing and watching the sun rise🥰loved it