My math exam went terrible yesterday and i couldn't help but cry and feel miserable. I've exam to give tomorrow too but instead I'm here just crying and listening to this song, i feel pathetic. I don't deserve to live, it feels like it's the end now. I want to quit.
It seems like everyone connected to this song always leaves a comment about personal life issues.. you only live once and time is very important , it’s not over keep goin , you got it
I know exactly what that feels like but please dont ever think you are miserable or not good enough. Sometimes things just dont work out how we expect them to but we shouldn’t let that drain us mentally like that.Dont take it to heart so much, im sure it will get better and you will get through it. Sending love
Its 2:30 am... i cant sleep, thoughts of wanting to stop living consume me. How can i be more of use to the people around me? How can i not have feelings? Because i dont want them anymore. Maybe i was of use people around me would actually love me... maybe i would love myself. I want to sleep yet this thoghts dont let me. A few months ago i cutted my skin and it burned a little but i felt a bit better, punishing myself for my mistakes conforted me a little, how selfish really. I slowly started loosing myself, i dont know who i am anymore, i am me... i am meee.. i am ME?. Anyway, sleep well everybody, remember that there is always someone worrying about you. Please dont give me your simpathy or console me... the majority of us are probably in the same boat. Hugs to you❤
its sad when you realise how lonely you are. 3 friends, they always busy, or has other friends to chill with. im just there. a side friend. deep down under these scars no one knows im just a wounded girl, who is seeking joy, seems happy all the time, a girl who is struggling...a girl who just needs a hug.
I’m sorry to hear that. Navigating friendships are stupidly difficult. Anyone who has lived the human experience understands that. Friendships are so draining. I’m always looking after others and I refuse their help because my problems shouldn’t be their burden, yet I somehow take their problems and worries upon myself. But I digress… You deserve people who are as dedicated to you as you are to them. I wish you the best of luck finding joy.
This is xxxtentacions fav song, it’s one day till his day but I can’t help but just cry everytime I hear this bc all I do is think of him and his personality and his angelic voice and how he was working to turn his life around..
Ima prob get broken up with today and I’ve just been in my room crying to this song thinking of ways to end it all and make everyone happy that I’m gone
@@Verx_togood dont bro, youre good, okay? its been 2 years and im still not over her, i can relate to you, i was thinking of that too, but dont, you've got this man :) just be kind to yourself, and take it easy, God bless you man.
@@Verx_togood youre worth something man, there's people that love you out there man, i love you man, and im not saying that to make you feel better, i truly mean it :)
Every time I feel the same desperate, incomprehensible feeling, I go straight to listening to this song, I feel that it is the only one that understands me
Ever since my grandpa died my music taste changed, went from Olivia Rodrigo and other people to Selena quintanilla, grouper, gorillaz, xxxtentacion, and juice wrld
I am so sorry for your loss dear 💗 hope he’s in a better place in peace and good luck you are so strong 💗,I am aware how hard it is I totally understand I lost my aunt and things took another turn since then;from my music taste to so many other stuff everything changed nothing feels or is the same anymore
Failure is a blessing that means you have room to grow and learn from your mistakes change your mindset friend and god bless you beautiful souls in the this comment section.
Cant sleep at night without humming or listening to this song .. but this song also makes me think of why people bullying me in every single school i go to .. does everyone hate me ,, do i need to be ' dead ' for people to actually stop bullying me and notice what they did to me was wrong .. ?
I await the snowfall. There I hope to find the courage to face the end and finally fulfill my peace. This world is beautiful, but I can no longer endure its cruelty.
i am trying to be kind to myself and let me rest every once in a while.. so hard to achieve. I struggle everyday and have felt so isolated all my life. I am deeply in love with a girl now, she sometimes makes life woth living. But I don't trust my feelings, I am so scared of losing her and any sense of self thats left...
I hate everything that's wrong right now, because, by themselves, a lot of my issues wouldn't make me upset. But when they pile up they do. I dont know what to do anymore
tomorrow is the last day of school before break I’m only in ninth grade and I feel like everything is falling apart I passed barely I miss school all the time I’m happy but not I’ve lost like 15 pounds in 2 months( I weigh 93 so not that little) I like how it looks but I just feel empty which is weird because I’m happy I but I feel depressed idk how to explain or how to fix it but this song seems to help me sleep as night.
I just feel so empty and confused. I feel generally stupid ive spent the last 5 years smoking weed and vaping and doing nothing but playing videos games and crying im 16 and im learning math from grade 3 and i cant have a conversation with anyone outside of my immediate family members, i need to get my license but i just cant bring myself to study for it, my lungs feel like shit and i feel like i disappointed god and everyone around me. Ive been smokeing cigarettes to, i just dont feel interested in the same things anymore. I don't feel happy just angry and sad and alot of anxiety i just give up bro i wanna run so far away but my family needs me but i cant be there for them. I hate living like this i hate it so much i wanna pull my own teeth out, i just want all of it to stop i want it to be over. I wanna do something about it but i dont have the motivation to leave my room, i think there's something really wrong with me i cant talk to people i cant be normal i just really dont want to be a part of whatever world this is. The only thing i wanna do is smoke cigarettes and act like i dont feel this way but my lungs feel like fire and theres an awful taste in my mouth. i live ever other moment in the past, i always think about my old friends i was never anyone's first choice no ones second and hardly a last, nobody really stuck around, and if they did it always ended badly for me anyway, it was always me that ended up getting hurt, maybe its just that i have poor choice in friends when i was able to function a little around people, its very obvious im the problem. I have so many regrets i dont know where to go or what to do everything is pointless to me and im just to scared to end my suffering. And idk why im telling TH-cam this 😭💀. Anyway i like this song alot and yeah 👍
hey, i can relate to you with everything, ive smoked for 3 years but i stopped, i got into a hospital after my lungs couldnt get toxics out, basically my lungs stopped working, non of my family members came to visit , i got no friends, so i was all alone . ive stayed in the hospital for 2 weeks , between those days i relized how fucked up my life is , and theres always this feeling in my heart , idk what it is but its a mixture of anger sadness and fear. Lets work on our mental health more...its not fair that people can be happy and we cant?
Why is life just like a game? you have to make the right choices or else something will happen. It feels like im being controlled. i think every night about my life, and every night this pops up in my brain. i feel like every person is a different character. The player gets to choose the hair, eyes everything. they can design their own person. theres barely any time where i get to have fun. now i wonder. Is a different person controlling me now that im older?
Ts. I honestly give up rather than you giving up. Fucking live it up cuz ion got shit to live for. Enjoy ur life. I'd rather ms just for you to live ong. Don't give up cuz Ill do it for yu.
I had an a maths paper that was supposed to be given in yesterday I don’t know why I didn’t do it.Today I skipped school n my dad said the school called.He sounded so disappointed and i juat can’t help but cut
vorrei tornare indietro nel tempo e riprendermela, sto pensando di farla finita perché non ho più niente, è da tutta la vita che mi sento così e lei era l'unica che mi capiva e mi faceva stare bene, ma per colpa mia perché sono malata l'ho fatta allontanare facendola stare sempre più male, e ovviamente dopo mesi che facevo così se ne è andata. non so vivere senza di lei, non ho nulla probabilmente scriverò una lettera in cui dico che la amo per poi farla finita.
me sinto um pouco frustrado por estar há muito tempo tentando descobrir o que quero fazer com a minha vida, principalmente falando sobre o lado profissional
@@Gabriel-zf7zf o mesmo para você, eu tenho mais tempo que você para isso eu creio... fique bem cara irá dar tudo certo , faça o que sua intuição mandar e dará certo!
My best friend of 3 an a bit years is drifting away from me.. an I understand that it is my fault. she is an absolute beautiful person an I wouldn't trade her for the world, she has been there with me when I was In my dark spots and vice versa. it has been a couple of rough months as I have a boyfriend and I'm spending almost all of my time but I've tried to make time with her and she seem unintresred and not happy whenever I try to talk to her and it breaks my heart. My boyfriend an I have been dating for seven months and it only felt like she was drifting away from me a few weeks ago. But I had raised my concerns to her about this and she said that she just had some personal issues going on and she left it at that. And that made me feel helpless and silly, I've never wanted ti make her feel like this ever in my life and I think I just need help... does anyone have any ideas or possible solutions to my problem I need help.. i don't wanna lose her. she means the world to me and im scared.
I am here crying because my mother hates me same as my brothes my dad always gets me but he is far away from me so i cant see him i did amazing in my test my mom was finally happy just for one day now my life is back to the same no one talks to me i cook and clean i do alot of things but noone cares my dad is not by me so i have to deal with it by myself my mom and dad spilt up so my life is messed up btw i am 12 going 13 i try to kill myself but i dont want to see my dad cry i try killing myself at 7 but i was too scared i can do it now but something is holding me back i make everyone happy but noone makes me happy i just feel unwanted i live in a small country called guyana in south america if u read all of this just know i love u ❤😊
I saw the prettiest alt girl at the skatepark, it was about 10:00pm and I was too pussy to ask for her number or even talk to her. I regret it a lot. It was one of those days where you meet new people you never met and you never see them again. I fear it was one of those times. This song was the exact feeling I was having during those moments
My two closest friends said they might k!ll themselves in August so after I got that text I cried to this for hours. I know I'm the reason why they're gonna commit. I just know it. But they're one of my only friends I have left that aren't going to high school and if they off themselves I would only have 3 friends left. I ruined this song by crying to it. thanks, Grey for ruining your favorite song.
I just feel so empty and confused. I feel generally stupid ive spent the last 5 years smoking weed and vaping and doing nothing but playing videos games and crying im 16 and im learning math from grade 3 and i cant have a conversation with anyone outside of my immediate family members, i need to get my license but i just cant bring myself to study for it, my lungs feel like shit and i feel like i disappointed god and everyone around me. Ive been smokeing cigarettes to, i just dont feel interested in the same things anymore. I don't feel happy just angry and sad and alot of anxiety i just give up bro i wanna run so far away but my family needs me but i cant be there for them. I hate living like this i hate it so much i wanna pull my own teeth out, i just want all of it to stop i want it to be over. I wanna do something about it but i dont have the motivation to leave my room, i think there's something really wrong with me i cant talk to people i cant be normal i just really dont want to be a part of whatever world this is. The only thing i wanna do is smoke cigarettes and act like i dont feel this way but my lungs feel like fire and theres an awful taste in my mouth. i live ever other moment in the past, i always think about my old friends i was never anyone's first choice no ones second and hardly a last, nobody really stuck around, and if they did it always ended badly for me anyway, it was always me that ended up getting hurt, maybe its just that i have poor choice in friends when i was able to function a little around people, its very obvious im the problem. I have so many regrets i dont know where to go or what to do everything is pointless to me and im just to scared to end my suffering. Anyway this is a good song 👍
My math exam went terrible yesterday and i couldn't help but cry and feel miserable. I've exam to give tomorrow too but instead I'm here just crying and listening to this song, i feel pathetic. I don't deserve to live, it feels like it's the end now. I want to quit.
It seems like everyone connected to this song always leaves a comment about personal life issues.. you only live once and time is very important , it’s not over keep goin , you got it
I know exactly what that feels like but please dont ever think you are miserable or not good enough. Sometimes things just dont work out how we expect them to but we shouldn’t let that drain us mentally like that.Dont take it to heart so much, im sure it will get better and you will get through it.
Sending love
dont let a maths exam make u want to kys
i know how you feel but we all should not give up
Don’t quit!
this song healed me. when i was at my lowest, this helped me.
I can’t sleep without this song anymore
real...
rightttt rss 🤗!!!
So true its like a drug
me too
Same
I don't feel sad,this song gives me so much chill,I just like it,it fits perfect to my mood,even if i'm in a good mood. I can feel peace and silence
so fucking real man
playing this at my lowest. wish me luck!!! :333
real
Most of the time, hard moments are there to help you evolve on a certain point. you will get there beautiful soul 🌠💓
wishing u the best of luck man
take care!!
Me too. It gets better.
Its 2:30 am... i cant sleep, thoughts of wanting to stop living consume me. How can i be more of use to the people around me? How can i not have feelings? Because i dont want them anymore. Maybe i was of use people around me would actually love me... maybe i would love myself. I want to sleep yet this thoghts dont let me. A few months ago i cutted my skin and it burned a little but i felt a bit better, punishing myself for my mistakes conforted me a little, how selfish really. I slowly started loosing myself, i dont know who i am anymore, i am me... i am meee.. i am ME?. Anyway, sleep well everybody, remember that there is always someone worrying about you. Please dont give me your simpathy or console me... the majority of us are probably in the same boat. Hugs to you❤
That was rude, excuse me... i just, i just really want a hug... really
@@jhoanatrujillo5677I understand you so fucking good. Girl you are not alone don't give up on yourself there is ALWAYS someone who cares about you!❤
its sad when you realise how lonely you are. 3 friends, they always busy, or has other friends to chill with. im just there. a side friend. deep down under these scars no one knows im just a wounded girl, who is seeking joy, seems happy all the time, a girl who is struggling...a girl who just needs a hug.
I’m sorry to hear that. Navigating friendships are stupidly difficult. Anyone who has lived the human experience understands that. Friendships are so draining. I’m always looking after others and I refuse their help because my problems shouldn’t be their burden, yet I somehow take their problems and worries upon myself. But I digress… You deserve people who are as dedicated to you as you are to them. I wish you the best of luck finding joy.
I've been listening to this song for three days in a row and I think it gives me the peace I need.
This is xxxtentacions fav song, it’s one day till his day but I can’t help but just cry everytime I hear this bc all I do is think of him and his personality and his angelic voice and how he was working to turn his life around..
he was a gentle soul, but his emotions got the best of him and he was trying to change. LLJ 🤍
gives me goosebumps but helps me sleep
Real
this is the song i listen to at my lowest times. The most calming song ever.
I'm seeking happiness without a map
Not knowing where's my north
Not know where to look at
Just knowing what I'm looking for
Maybe not even that
I have bad sprits that bother me and this song makes me calm and just think about the good times😢😊
Ima prob get broken up with today and I’ve just been in my room crying to this song thinking of ways to end it all and make everyone happy that I’m gone
relatable
Dont do it bro its not worth it u got this
@@dresgaming2866 I feel like it is she just broke up with me rn
@@Verx_togood dont bro, youre good, okay? its been 2 years and im still not over her, i can relate to you, i was thinking of that too, but dont, you've got this man :) just be kind to yourself, and take it easy, God bless you man.
@@Verx_togood youre worth something man, there's people that love you out there man, i love you man, and im not saying that to make you feel better, i truly mean it :)
There aren’t enough words in the English language to describe what this song means to me.
This song saved me
same
Every time I feel the same desperate, incomprehensible feeling, I go straight to listening to this song, I feel that it is the only one that understands me
i cant even cry anymore gang
Real my eyes are empty rn
In my restless dreams
I see that town…
Silent Hill
Oh... 🏔️
Ever since my grandpa died my music taste changed, went from Olivia Rodrigo and other people to Selena quintanilla, grouper, gorillaz, xxxtentacion, and juice wrld
I am so sorry for your loss dear 💗 hope he’s in a better place in peace and good luck you are so strong 💗,I am aware how hard it is I totally understand I lost my aunt and things took another turn since then;from my music taste to so many other stuff everything changed nothing feels or is the same anymore
Failure is a blessing that means you have room to grow and learn from your mistakes change your mindset friend and god bless you beautiful souls in the this comment section.
i used to listen to this high out of my mind a year ago. Now im sober and it feels odd hearing this song once more. It still feels the same
If you play this song and i wont sing im gone forever.
.
(It reminds me of xxxtentacion🕊️)
Cant sleep at night without humming or listening to this song .. but this song also makes me think of why people bullying me in every single school i go to .. does everyone hate me ,, do i need to be ' dead ' for people to actually stop bullying me and notice what they did to me was wrong .. ?
i am in love with this song
“Oh beautiful poison tree”
This song is peace and relaxing
I await the snowfall. There I hope to find the courage to face the end and finally fulfill my peace. This world is beautiful, but I can no longer endure its cruelty.
time goes on
oh beautful poison tree
i am trying to be kind to myself and let me rest every once in a while.. so hard to achieve. I struggle everyday and have felt so isolated all my life. I am deeply in love with a girl now, she sometimes makes life woth living. But I don't trust my feelings, I am so scared of losing her and any sense of self thats left...
It's going to be okay man! Follow ur heart , if she makes u happy go on . Take care of yourself on top of all , you deserve the world
This song is on my mind.
i really like this song omgh
this song is always on my mind
yeah this song you can't just get if off your mind
I feel so drained...
playing both versions of poison tree at my lowest rn.
I hate everything that's wrong right now, because, by themselves, a lot of my issues wouldn't make me upset. But when they pile up they do. I dont know what to do anymore
My best friend is moving states in a few months and there’s nothing we can do to stop it
tomorrow is the last day of school before break I’m only in ninth grade and I feel like everything is falling apart I passed barely I miss school all the time I’m happy but not I’ve lost like 15 pounds in 2 months( I weigh 93 so not that little) I like how it looks but I just feel empty which is weird because I’m happy I but I feel depressed idk how to explain or how to fix it but this song seems to help me sleep as night.
breathe. That’s all I need to do
i hope i find the peace i deserve.
I just feel so empty and confused. I feel generally stupid ive spent the last 5 years smoking weed and vaping and doing nothing but playing videos games and crying im 16 and im learning math from grade 3 and i cant have a conversation with anyone outside of my immediate family members, i need to get my license but i just cant bring myself to study for it, my lungs feel like shit and i feel like i disappointed god and everyone around me. Ive been smokeing cigarettes to, i just dont feel interested in the same things anymore. I don't feel happy just angry and sad and alot of anxiety i just give up bro i wanna run so far away but my family needs me but i cant be there for them. I hate living like this i hate it so much i wanna pull my own teeth out, i just want all of it to stop i want it to be over. I wanna do something about it but i dont have the motivation to leave my room, i think there's something really wrong with me i cant talk to people i cant be normal i just really dont want to be a part of whatever world this is. The only thing i wanna do is smoke cigarettes and act like i dont feel this way but my lungs feel like fire and theres an awful taste in my mouth. i live ever other moment in the past, i always think about my old friends i was never anyone's first choice no ones second and hardly a last, nobody really stuck around, and if they did it always ended badly for me anyway, it was always me that ended up getting hurt, maybe its just that i have poor choice in friends when i was able to function a little around people, its very obvious im the problem. I have so many regrets i dont know where to go or what to do everything is pointless to me and im just to scared to end my suffering.
And idk why im telling TH-cam this 😭💀. Anyway i like this song alot and yeah 👍
hey, i can relate to you with everything, ive smoked for 3 years but i stopped, i got into a hospital after my lungs couldnt get toxics out, basically my lungs stopped working, non of my family members came to visit , i got no friends, so i was all alone . ive stayed in the hospital for 2 weeks , between those days i relized how fucked up my life is , and theres always this feeling in my heart , idk what it is but its a mixture of anger sadness and fear. Lets work on our mental health more...its not fair that people can be happy and we cant?
i feel so alone
Why is life just like a game? you have to make the right choices or else something will happen. It feels like im being controlled. i think every night about my life, and every night this pops up in my brain. i feel like every person is a different character. The player gets to choose the hair, eyes everything. they can design their own person. theres barely any time where i get to have fun. now i wonder. Is a different person controlling me now that im older?
I am an outcast at school :(
🫂 may it all get better. You are never alone
My own mom bodyshames me this song makes me feel better🫠
♥️
Real.
Ts. I honestly give up rather than you giving up. Fucking live it up cuz ion got shit to live for. Enjoy ur life. I'd rather ms just for you to live ong. Don't give up cuz Ill do it for yu.
I had an a maths paper that was supposed to be given in yesterday I don’t know why I didn’t do it.Today I skipped school n my dad said the school called.He sounded so disappointed and i juat can’t help but cut
It is 9:25am and i didn't sleep ifeellikeazombie feeling
You should add lyrics 😔
he finally said he liked me
Yesterday night, I woke up today to see that he just doesn't want to be together
vorrei tornare indietro nel tempo e riprendermela, sto pensando di farla finita perché non ho più niente, è da tutta la vita che mi sento così e lei era l'unica che mi capiva e mi faceva stare bene, ma per colpa mia perché sono malata l'ho fatta allontanare facendola stare sempre più male, e ovviamente dopo mesi che facevo così se ne è andata. non so vivere senza di lei, non ho nulla probabilmente scriverò una lettera in cui dico che la amo per poi farla finita.
me sinto um pouco frustrado por estar há muito tempo tentando descobrir o que quero fazer com a minha vida, principalmente falando sobre o lado profissional
Honestamente me sinto da mesma forma , parece que tudo é incerto..
@@Natsukiyuu_ e talvez tudo seja incerto mesmo, mas espero que você consiga encontrar o seu caminho
@@Gabriel-zf7zf o mesmo para você, eu tenho mais tempo que você para isso eu creio... fique bem cara irá dar tudo certo , faça o que sua intuição mandar e dará certo!
My best friend of 3 an a bit years is drifting away from me.. an I understand that it is my fault. she is an absolute beautiful person an I wouldn't trade her for the world, she has been there with me when I was In my dark spots and vice versa. it has been a couple of rough months as I have a boyfriend and I'm spending almost all of my time but I've tried to make time with her and she seem unintresred and not happy whenever I try to talk to her and it breaks my heart. My boyfriend an I have been dating for seven months and it only felt like she was drifting away from me a few weeks ago. But I had raised my concerns to her about this and she said that she just had some personal issues going on and she left it at that. And that made me feel helpless and silly, I've never wanted ti make her feel like this ever in my life and I think I just need help... does anyone have any ideas or possible solutions to my problem I need help.. i don't wanna lose her. she means the world to me and im scared.
My song
I am here crying because my mother hates me same as my brothes my dad always gets me but he is far away from me so i cant see him i did amazing in my test my mom was finally happy just for one day now my life is back to the same no one talks to me i cook and clean i do alot of things but noone cares my dad is not by me so i have to deal with it by myself my mom and dad spilt up so my life is messed up btw i am 12 going 13 i try to kill myself but i dont want to see my dad cry i try killing myself at 7 but i was too scared i can do it now but something is holding me back i make everyone happy but noone makes me happy i just feel unwanted i live in a small country called guyana in south america if u read all of this just know i love u ❤😊
the same thing happened to me, i hope it gets better for you though
são quase 2h da manhã e eu nao consigo dormir
Sei como é ..
life
this songs makes me suffering
LLJ
i used to care and love so much hoping to get the same but i didnt
I saw the prettiest alt girl at the skatepark, it was about 10:00pm and I was too pussy to ask for her number or even talk to her.
I regret it a lot.
It was one of those days where you meet new people you never met and you never see them again.
I fear it was one of those times.
This song was the exact feeling I was having during those moments
you are really ok?
My two closest friends said they might k!ll themselves in August so after I got that text I cried to this for hours. I know I'm the reason why they're gonna commit. I just know it. But they're one of my only friends I have left that aren't going to high school and if they off themselves I would only have 3 friends left. I ruined this song by crying to it. thanks, Grey for ruining your favorite song.
It's not your fault,I promise you. It's their decision,your perfect,it's not your fault. Nothing's wrong with you,
@@SophiaG-fo1uj Thank you, Sophia. You make my life better especially since you're named after my favorite cousin. Props from Grey.
I really don’t like living fr
Life is meaningless
I just feel so empty and confused. I feel generally stupid ive spent the last 5 years smoking weed and vaping and doing nothing but playing videos games and crying im 16 and im learning math from grade 3 and i cant have a conversation with anyone outside of my immediate family members, i need to get my license but i just cant bring myself to study for it, my lungs feel like shit and i feel like i disappointed god and everyone around me. Ive been smokeing cigarettes to, i just dont feel interested in the same things anymore. I don't feel happy just angry and sad and alot of anxiety i just give up bro i wanna run so far away but my family needs me but i cant be there for them. I hate living like this i hate it so much i wanna pull my own teeth out, i just want all of it to stop i want it to be over. I wanna do something about it but i dont have the motivation to leave my room, i think there's something really wrong with me i cant talk to people i cant be normal i just really dont want to be a part of whatever world this is. The only thing i wanna do is smoke cigarettes and act like i dont feel this way but my lungs feel like fire and theres an awful taste in my mouth. i live ever other moment in the past, i always think about my old friends i was never anyone's first choice no ones second and hardly a last, nobody really stuck around, and if they did it always ended badly for me anyway, it was always me that ended up getting hurt, maybe its just that i have poor choice in friends when i was able to function a little around people, its very obvious im the problem. I have so many regrets i dont know where to go or what to do everything is pointless to me and im just to scared to end my suffering.
Anyway this is a good song 👍