sick days and a visit from my ex ⛅️ *roommate lol, introvert vs. fomo, kpop concert, snack addiction

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  • this vlog's kinda all over the place, which would be an accurate representation of my life!
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    my ex-roomie came to stay with me in LA for the nct 127 concert and to hang out the following week. it's been about 5 months since i last saw her and the separation anxiety is real lmao
    i feel like the first half of this vlog are like snapshots of all we did, while the second half is the aftermath, aka me getting sick 🤦‍♀️ i think i have a pretty strong immune system because i can't remember the last time i was sick but it kinda sucked lol thankfully it passed after a few days and i'm feeling much better!
    take care,
    annika
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    what i am wearing
    green gingham pajama set / shrsl.com/3rao1
    floral ruffle hem top / brandy melville
    brown skirt / aland
    blue ruffle pajama set / aliexpress
    white tied cardigan / brandy melville
    long black floral skirt / shrsl.com/3ranx
    blue & pink checkered pajama set / shrsl.com/3ranu
    pink zip-up sweatshirt / polo ralph lauren
    white tiered ruffle top / american eagle
    blue cherry pajama set / shrsl.com/3rao0
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    spicy squid stir fry / mykoreankitche...
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    hello friend~ my name is annika. on my channel you will find vlogs about my daily life navigating the post-grad world and videos about productivity, organization, apartment decor, cooking, journaling and so much more. i'm excited to share this next chapter of my life after college with you!
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  • @BehindTheMask_
    @BehindTheMask_ ปีที่แล้ว +610

    Good to know I’m not the only one who gets that “wanna be alone but also wanna hang out” feeling… it’s hard lol

    • @annikasleaf
      @annikasleaf  ปีที่แล้ว +92

      right like we can't win

    • @Esandeech2
      @Esandeech2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I always want a day off, but when I have a day off I always feel bad for just chilling on the sofa. 🥲

    • @evergreen1938
      @evergreen1938 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      😂 same. I wanna be alone in my house like not text anyone just enjoying my own company and hangout sometimes and be really close with my friend.

    • @shreyashimukherjee5179
      @shreyashimukherjee5179 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@annikasleaf I have it too😅

    • @Tina-xw8mb
      @Tina-xw8mb ปีที่แล้ว

      I can relate, too. I feel the same way!

  • @sooniemystic
    @sooniemystic ปีที่แล้ว +302

    now this is my cozy saturday morning: your vlog, a cup of tea with lavender, and a piece of an orange chocolate cake 😊

    • @khalilahd.
      @khalilahd. ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Sounds like an amazing day ❤

    • @sooniemystic
      @sooniemystic ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@khalilahd. 😊🙌

    • @annikasleaf
      @annikasleaf  ปีที่แล้ว +34

      yummy!!

  • @wondavlogsxo
    @wondavlogsxo ปีที่แล้ว +165

    i actually love how this is kinda all over the place and it makes it so much more relatable and that concert looked so fun 💗

  • @user-dm7wj6ho8d
    @user-dm7wj6ho8d ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Her videos are like therapy but better 🫶🏽

  • @vividberries
    @vividberries ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Your vlogs are literally so comforting and I love how you don’t only show the good sides of your life !!

  • @JustJessah
    @JustJessah ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Does Annika has 30+ audience? I'm turning 33 and here I am so inspired (and sometimes insecure) with her the life we glimpsed thru her videos 💫🧚🏼‍♀ You inspired me a lot, Ms Annika!

    • @GemCandy
      @GemCandy ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I turned 30 this year, so I am 30+, so there are at least 2 here lol

    • @multimjaou
      @multimjaou ปีที่แล้ว +1

      31 yo here!

    • @blossompink_
      @blossompink_ ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm 40 🤭

    • @TheGreenLavender
      @TheGreenLavender ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m 48 😅

    • @nadia-cv
      @nadia-cv ปีที่แล้ว +3

      31 here!

  • @racow27
    @racow27 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    We love an EXO-L queen. You are correct, the LMR era was the best era.
    And I totally feel you on the wanting to be alone but also wanting to be with your friends. My best friend and I have worked out a system for us where we want to be with each other all the time but we’re both introverts with short social batteries, so we’ll just sit on opposite sides of the same room and not talk to each other except through sending funny Twitter/Instagram memes. That way we don’t have to worry about the social interaction but we also don’t have to be alone.
    Also I am in love with the top you wore to the concert. Do you remember where you got it?

    • @Esandeech2
      @Esandeech2 ปีที่แล้ว

      LMR was iconic and so is that album. Kings🎉

  • @dandeIionsss
    @dandeIionsss ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I love this vibe. I love this chillness. I love your channel. I love your everything. 💗💗 Thank you for being you and brightening my day 🥰

  • @baby.blue_b
    @baby.blue_b ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I love how your videos are so pleasing yet so relatable😭😭 and when you said "I wanna be alone but also wanna hang out" LIKE THATS MY EVERYDAY PROBLEM😭😭😭

  • @hafsarahman9574
    @hafsarahman9574 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Oh my God, I relate with you so much on all the introvert feelings. Especially the wanting to be alone but also hang out and bestie enjoying out and stuff. I have this feeling ALL the time and also the social recharge thing is sooo true. I'm happy people around you understand this. No one understand my need to be alone and it gets frustrating as an introvert sometimes and I end up bursting !!

  • @serenevil
    @serenevil ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love the jazzy piano music at the end. it always reminds me of the holidays for some reason.

  • @khalilahd.
    @khalilahd. ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I love cozy fun vlogs like this. And you guys looked so nice for the concert! ❤ so happy you got to have that experience

  • @h3avenIy
    @h3avenIy ปีที่แล้ว +13

    The food look's soo good omg, that concert looked so fun. I hoped you had a great time!

  • @obaerie
    @obaerie ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I TOTALLY get wanting to be alone but also hang out. I struggle with agoraphobia but also love my friends sm it is so bad. I feel you ♥

  • @jenmarianne1996
    @jenmarianne1996 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I think I fell in love with you a little more when you told us that EXO is your ult group. I really want to be your friend so bad! 🥰

  • @tatibarron7011
    @tatibarron7011 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Literally as I’m watching this I am also sick. So this was weirdly comforting to watch. To know I’m not the only one sick atm lmao

    • @Trang-Rex
      @Trang-Rex ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haha I’m sick too

  • @theayesha147
    @theayesha147 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    omg treasure!!! the chapter one albums really look so beautiful

  • @asmaa_vlog_85
    @asmaa_vlog_85 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The amount of work u are putting in these videos is sooo appreciated . Love you and thanks a lot
    You are the favorite person always and forever and dearest to heart🍡🍓🍧🎉🥰🥰💖♥️❤️❤️🌙🫂

  • @joongstars
    @joongstars ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ah i saw enhypen not that long ago and it was so much fun~!!! I hope you had the best time seeing nct 😭

  • @hopeking37
    @hopeking37 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Please dont ever change that intro music. I wont be able to handle it lol its so comforting

  • @coffeeeee5371
    @coffeeeee5371 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Annika's videos always make me feel better, every time. Love her

  • @Itz_winnie07
    @Itz_winnie07 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Her aesthetic videos are just such eye pleasing>>>>>>>

  • @oliviaclairexo
    @oliviaclairexo ปีที่แล้ว +11

    your videos have got to be the best thing

  • @sofie1130
    @sofie1130 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    your videos are genuinely so peaceful and help me through my weekends. thank you for posting annika !! ❤

  • @peachylai628
    @peachylai628 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    when all your fav ytubers post around the same time! i got a bunch of binge rn!

  • @shalombirhanu5898
    @shalombirhanu5898 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Your videos are always so calming and reviving I wish you best of luck in your career and all the things you wish to pursue ❤😊

  • @orangeasmr4727
    @orangeasmr4727 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    We need more videos with your ex-rommie! She has seriously good vibes!!

  • @sagyejol9
    @sagyejol9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ah this vlog made me emotional :,) i recently moved away from california for university so seeing u and ur bff have fun at the beach made me all nostalgic

  • @est.stella
    @est.stella ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Every time I watch your vlogs I feel really motivated and relaxed, and as an introvert too I 100% understand how you feel. Send you soo much love from the UK ❤

  • @kzauraa
    @kzauraa ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I literally just finished rewatching ur last vlog and then u upload! talk about perfect timing lol!!0

  • @Luv22207
    @Luv22207 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Hi annika thank you so much for updating I look forward to these vlogs 🤭🤭🤭 they make my days so much better ❤️💗

  • @cristymaehinola703
    @cristymaehinola703 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Here in the Philippines time check its 1am already but when the notification from your vlog cling at my phone 😍 i cant stop my self to not watch it. I LOVE YOU ANNIKA

  • @miniyo5378
    @miniyo5378 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    its always so exciting for me to see your videos 🥺 thank you for being such an amazing girl, hope you have an amazing week bestie 💘 as an introvert i’m so happy to understand your feelings

  • @sscoup
    @sscoup ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Ahh finally a new video 💗I love your videos

  • @Christine-v7n7b
    @Christine-v7n7b ปีที่แล้ว +1

    youve inspired me to try sauces when I cook and literally its been the best thing I've done when it comes to cooking!! THANK YOU 🥰

  • @Someone0508
    @Someone0508 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I just want to say you are amazing, I love you, your video is next level for me.
    because it's relaxing, soothing and motivating 💖 I just wanted to say that
    byee i love you everyone hope you have a great day ✨️❤️

  • @leighceee
    @leighceee ปีที่แล้ว

    you’re really becoming my go-to, safe place youtuber right now! something about your vlogs are so calming yet so sisterly - i love them! thank you🥰💗

  • @has._.628
    @has._.628 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    She is working so hard so proud of her ❤

  • @joannwilson4849
    @joannwilson4849 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    First time I have been early for one of your videos!! I look forward to them every week. they make me really happy and have shown me it is possible to be happy by yourself. I have a teenager but I rarely see her between school, seeing her friends and going to her dad's house. I feel like I live alone. 😆

    • @Alondrisss-h3m
      @Alondrisss-h3m ปีที่แล้ว

      jajaj FR that happens every time to me hopefully today i was 11 minutes late

    • @annikasleaf
      @annikasleaf  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤❤

  • @alessiaxoxo
    @alessiaxoxo ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Absolutely adore your videos! 💗

  • @marevewro8686
    @marevewro8686 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just checked your TH-cam canal and there it is!! New video! Thank you for updating so soon.

  • @itstoga7646
    @itstoga7646 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    gurl, ur like living my dream life like no litrally i dream of this

  • @claireflowie2781
    @claireflowie2781 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I hope you are feeling better and I hope you had fun 💓

  • @shellyjay8954
    @shellyjay8954 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Take cap OFF the Dawn when pouring into a refillable container. Much easier.

  • @itzjaesbae
    @itzjaesbae ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i literally love ur vlogs omfg and im soooo jealous of the concert, hope u had fun tho!!

  • @marccolomayt82094
    @marccolomayt82094 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    love your aesthetic vlog & get well soon Annika! ❤❤❤

  • @pearlsarvaiya3869
    @pearlsarvaiya3869 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omgg loved your vlog!! Was awesome and enjoyed watching it. But tbh it is really hard to stay alone, but you gave me an great inspiration to stay alone happily :)) 🎀

  • @chrollosforehead
    @chrollosforehead ปีที่แล้ว +1

    AHHH ANNIKA I LOVE WHEN U UPLOAD IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY, YOU ARE MY FAVORITE TH-camR!!!

  • @ambibear
    @ambibear ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love your videos 💗💗💗 I’m so excited to watch this one!!

  • @milcatirzah2762
    @milcatirzah2762 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I've been watching your vlogs since pandemic because i was so bored but your vlog is making my morning cozy ( but now I'm sick ) hehe i hope i can get a " hi "😁

  • @dracuww
    @dracuww ปีที่แล้ว +3

    omg!! youre so lucky going to an nct concert!!!

  • @abii495
    @abii495 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    choclate milk and some sweets be calling my name with this vlog love ya

  • @I.am.very.tall.
    @I.am.very.tall. ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This person is too good for this world

  • @official.kamooo
    @official.kamooo ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Literally drinking tea in this rainy weather,while watching this🥹💌

  • @Laila-122McGill
    @Laila-122McGill ปีที่แล้ว

    Currently watching this while sick ...hope to feel better soon

  • @oldtbh
    @oldtbh ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love ur videos and have been a subscriber since March of 2021 and now it’s October of 2022 so i congratulate you in getting this popular!

  • @_Kpop.ify_
    @_Kpop.ify_ ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just sit down in a calm place and watch annika is always a vibe 🌸😌
    But when we sit down anxiety comes up.........

  • @nanaaa.143
    @nanaaa.143 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love watching your videos in the morning before school. its sooo relaxing.

  • @MPandaLoverM
    @MPandaLoverM ปีที่แล้ว +1

    New jeans albumsss I’m obsessed

  • @instagamrr
    @instagamrr ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Put press on nails on with glue, even if they have adhesive on them. It makes them way better!

  • @parkjiji_xx
    @parkjiji_xx ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm watching this with a sore throat too😭it hurts real bad!but this vlog makes me feel like I'm all better now!!Annika's vlogs always keeps me productive everyday!❤️

  • @f1.em.
    @f1.em. ปีที่แล้ว +1

    that bracelet is so cutee😍

  • @lanessiacarrington8283
    @lanessiacarrington8283 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I always wanna hang out with people and be alone at the same time so I understand.

  • @soleilstice
    @soleilstice ปีที่แล้ว

    i get that "wanna be alone but wanna hang out" feeling soooo much. i struggle with it everyday, i do want to be alone but too much of it saddens me.

  • @niyassecondaccount
    @niyassecondaccount ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love your videos!! Also you're so prettyyy

  • @katherine123_
    @katherine123_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

    YAY!!! New vid from my fav youtuber!!

  • @w0rmg0rl
    @w0rmg0rl ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hahaa I'm watching this vlog to stave off the feeling of fomo/wanting to hang out but needing to be alone 🙃

  • @nadinebreaty4589
    @nadinebreaty4589 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are so lucky girl wanna have your life

  • @dayinmay
    @dayinmay ปีที่แล้ว +7

    nothing beats waking up saturday morning and watching the new vlog🤍

  • @SamDioneda
    @SamDioneda ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i hope annika discovers winner’s music 💙

  • @zeyn2216
    @zeyn2216 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    lovee your videos 💗 also loved the makeup on you!

  • @aliyah.bouziane
    @aliyah.bouziane ปีที่แล้ว

    the nintendogs jingle sends me on a nostalgia trip i didn't know I needed *-*

  • @ReadingNymph
    @ReadingNymph ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Another perfect vlog to relax to 😌 glad that your feeling better!

  • @Fareea707
    @Fareea707 ปีที่แล้ว

    yahh i love how sunset goes,the best moment in the video 💕✨✨

  • @rubyrouge5703
    @rubyrouge5703 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omg babe wake up annika's leaf posted

  • @ooelna
    @ooelna ปีที่แล้ว

    uhh your vlogs make me so calm!

  • @bbublejenn
    @bbublejenn ปีที่แล้ว

    i love seeing nct/kpop contents on your channel😩💗 love uuuu and stay safe, annika!!!

  • @inesbardoneschi6064
    @inesbardoneschi6064 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Who else think Annika should get a cat?
    I mean a cat describes her personality

  • @kjenn3342
    @kjenn3342 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just got a visit from my ex.bestie today it was great.... by watching you & your bestie made me feel really good ily annika ♡

  • @fionacardoso7141
    @fionacardoso7141 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love your videos, in just two days you became my favorite youtuber ..

  • @sincerely.studybutterfly
    @sincerely.studybutterfly ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I LOVE THIS VIDEO AND I LOVE YOU TOO ANNIKA!!!! glad ur feeling better

  • @mavis596
    @mavis596 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I LOVE UR VIDEOS SO MUCH OMG

  • @taysoo___
    @taysoo___ ปีที่แล้ว +5

    love this vibe! it's very calm and relaxing 💕

  • @tshlight
    @tshlight ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Girlll,I should graduate & working harder so that I can bought all those Treasure album frr

  • @nobody-gq6ju
    @nobody-gq6ju ปีที่แล้ว

    I actually started subscribing to your channel when i saw you wearing that one chanyeol shirt.. and def stayed for these lovely videos ❤

  • @heymiru_
    @heymiru_ ปีที่แล้ว +2

    HI ANNIKA!!! LOVE YOUR VIDEOS SO MUCH XOXO

  • @lindarella82
    @lindarella82 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Screaming because Treasure is also my favourite boygroup!!💎💎💎 Also, your vlogs are my favourite!❤️

  • @Skylar0817
    @Skylar0817 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ahhh early! I was waiting for this video all week!

  • @farsimashahbazian4001
    @farsimashahbazian4001 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh my god i was so happy to see u also have exo album and u like them too 💗 proud as an exol

  • @xoxoanni
    @xoxoanni ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Another great video from the queen! Love to watch your videos they inspire me to be productive and to cook. Also our names are really similar lol 🫶🏾

  • @heartdiaries_xoxo
    @heartdiaries_xoxo ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the missed band ade got me😭

  • @wil94976
    @wil94976 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    2:53 I also had to do that kind of exam but they wanted me to fall asleep and it was the hardest thing. I can't sleep in the middle of the day, especially if I'm being told to and someone's watching me. I was there because of insomnia and they wanted me to fall asleep... I felt really dumb when they kept coming in and telling me that I should be trying to sleep.

  • @alanam994
    @alanam994 ปีที่แล้ว

    that “want to hang out and be alone at the same time” feeling can be easily solved with a bit of parallel play. just hanging out with your friends (on call or irl) but doing your own separate things :D

  • @rmmy1322
    @rmmy1322 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hi love your videos! I use your vids for nice music, cooking, and to give a little motivation!

  • @mutimeat
    @mutimeat ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love your videos so much! ♡

  • @cozycake7074
    @cozycake7074 ปีที่แล้ว

    ur vids are sooo relaxing and sweet to watch

  • @Anna-dd1tb
    @Anna-dd1tb 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    10:29 As someone who recently got into kpop because of their close friend who got obsessed with stray kids and kept showing them so much cute and funny content... i felt that. anyway it's been roughly two months since i started learning who was who i think, and i now have 6 albums, and a shelf dedicated to them, have bought a few (by a few i mean many) lomo photocards sets, just recently got card sleeves and such to protect my albums pc, and preordered every edition of their new comeback 💀

  • @fairyarr1etty
    @fairyarr1etty ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LOL the title scared me, I took a double take to realize you were talking about your ex roommate 😭💀

  • @ropink3282
    @ropink3282 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh God Annika your so pretty!!
    Your vlogs comfort me tysm!!

  • @izterp
    @izterp ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You and me both! I’m still trying to get over a cold I caught from someone at work! ;0;