mxmtoon - temporary nothing
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 5 ต.ค. 2024
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a new song for you all, thank you so much for your love and support and i'm so sorry that i haven't been putting out as much content as i would like to. school is tough!! dishwashers and dogs are loud!! recording is difficult!! hope you all understand and enjoy this song.
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lyrics:
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color
but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing
to feel nothing at times
cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through
all those moments without you
when i lost you
anger and sadness
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough
to cope with
feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart
i wish i could start again
again
but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it
yeah i’ll find it
and when i do
i’ll be
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel
and when you do
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it
yeah you dealt with it
feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart
i wish i could start again
again
but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it
yeah i’ll find it
and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong
it’s just better to feel
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long
It's like lying down on your bed, lights off-the only source of illumination is the moonlight from an open window. You're just quietly staring at the ceiling, not even doing anything. Nothing bad actually happened but you just feel like crying. Idk man
Lemon Lee oof big mood
Lemon Lee uhh yeah that's exactly whats going on, 3 AM rn🤷🏻♂️
Dido
Fr
Lemon Lee that hit me hard I get like that a lot
"cuz feeling are-"
FATAL
"-painful"
Xiuchen HAHA that's what I was thinking while first listening😂 Accidental same-sounding lyrics? or is she tryna trick us?? ?
❤️❤️ exol
@@idontlikecottoncandy prolly tryin to trick us!
Feeling are fatal by mxmtoon is the best
That is growth bay bee!! It used to kill her but she's slowly getting there!
*_i used to think that being numb would ease the pain, but i was wrong, i was so, so wrong._*
The cock and ball torture kept hurting
@@coconutts1451 oh the needles pierced harder than she pierced my heart
Ayesha Mulla why didn’t it ease the pain
@@eyedflea904 NO. It's a myth that feeling nothing will ease pain. I've been there, it's HELL. It's like you're living with aliens cz you feel nothing. Anger, Sadness, pain, grief nothing. And it's not even peaceful cz you just don't feel anything at all. It feels your soul had left you're body and all you feel is abandoned by your own soul and it feels ridiculous. Feeling too much is exhausting amf frustrating but feeling nothing is scary and HELL.
Interesting experience
Depression is temporary but its a recurring temporary it never leaves you just get better at dealing with it. Its not great but worth fighting through i guess
teddy fuxpin it fucking sucks comes and goes again and again hurts like a bitch :/
FSL i know but many things make it easier sweetie it comes in waves and stages but its temporarily permanent
teddy fuxpin my new favorite qoute
Carlitos 2214 thank you thats very sweet :D
Gabby thank you!!!
This song has honestly gotten me through some times when I have felt down. Feelings do hurt, and this song has reminded me that it will all be okay and I just need to endure through it.
you are completely right.
When I feel “nothing” is when I can’t function, can’t laugh, can’t enjoy things, no emotions. Not even “sad”. Just laying in my bed thinking about nothing, being incredibly bored but I can’t bring myself to do anything. Then this overwhelming feeling of anxiety starts to fill me up until I can’t talk it anymore, until it’s painful.
I hope your okay, i'm rooting for u always. stay safe
Mxmtoon
TEMPORARY NOTHING LYRICS
How does it feel to feel nothing at all? I wonder
I imagine it's grey, like the world has suddenly lost its color
But I'd be lying if I said I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times
To feel nothing
'Cause feelings are painful and I don't want to suffer through
All those moments without you, when I lost you
Anger and sadness, they are always there
They're always pretty rough to cope with
Feelings, oh, feelings, you tear me apart
And I wish I could start again
But I know that there's the other side
The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it
And when I do, I'll be so better for the rest
So much better in my chest
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
And when you do, you'll be so happy that you felt
So happy that you dealt with it, yeah, you dealt with it
Feelings, oh, feelings, you tear me apart
And I wish I could start again, again
But I know that there's the other side
The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it
And I used to think that being numb would ease the pain
But I was wrong, I was so wrong
It's just better to feel and know you're alive
While reminding yourself that it's temporary
Oh, it won't last for long
it’s in the description
taay_aann i dont think they are exactly right in the desc but im not sure
fixed
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color
but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing
to feel nothing at times
cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through
all those moments without you
when i lost you
anger and sadness
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough
to cope with
feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart
i wish i could start again
again
but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it
yeah i’ll find it
and when i do
i’ll be
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel
and when you do
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it
yeah you dealt with it
feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart
i wish i could start again
again
but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it
yeah i’ll find it
and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong
it’s just better to feel
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long
***
The strum pattern and chords strike a chord within me. Already on the verge of tears 5 seconds in. And then the lyrics hit me harder. Damn. I’m sobbing. This song sounds so nostalgic. Lots of people like the feeling of nostalgia, but I can’t handle it. It hurts me so much.
I love the feeling of it
Do you want a hug, Lucy? :)
i've been waiting for this and i'm not dissapointed
666 likes...should I ruin it?
Her musical evolution is everything.
@@taylorgrace1523 oh my gosh thanks for commenting now i get to come back to this beautiful masterpiece 3 years later 🥺
@@vanessa5486 I guess u should come back to listen to it again
@@andreyreyes5541 Wow really needed this for my soul. Thanks friend.
As I'm listening to this song on Spotify it's helping me. My parents are usually home by 5:30 PM, but it's 6:00 PM now. I'm hyperventilating and my heart rate is going through the roof. My uncle died in a car crash when I was 4 years old, which is what's made me so paranoid. This song is helping me calm down a lot right now. I just wanted to thank you for that help.
this is pretty late but, are they okay?
For everyone that's going through hard times- it will get better. There is always someone out there that's going to love you no matter what happens. You don't need to judge yourself on stereotypical standards. Judge yourself on your own standards. Your pain will get better, ily
i gladly found someone who makes me feel so great, like the world. i found them in the least expected place. the problem is i try too hard to impress them, when he loves me no matter what, no matter how i style my hair or how horrible i am at sports, and i usually date girls so its a change uwu i hope he knows i love him no matter what too
Ai Kagami It can’t get better, I can only learn to deal with it
I want to give you a hug and let you know it's okay
A pink Lollipop
Please do that
**wipes tears away**
A pink Lollipop Thank you.
A pink Lollipop :( thanks mate
It's really not going to be okay though...
It's crazy how age really doesn't mean much sometimes, I'm literally just a year older than you, but there are probably people that are 10 or 15 years older than us and your music helped them. I just went through a devistating break-up and your music has been helping me so much, thank you
i never get tired of your voice or the sound of your ukulele. much love to you :')
This song it makes my baby dance and kick when I hold the phone close to my belly ☺️
Lily & Ian that’s so sweet 😚☺️
Lily & Ian aww this is amazing
That baby has some good taste in music
aww that’s adorable 😊
You gonna make that baby come out depressed
hey momtoon. just wanted to tell you this song pulled me through a really hard time in my life and I really just can’t thank you enough for granting me the comfort I needed. Seeing you blowup on tiktok and realizing the cute lil goof on there is the same girl that held my head up with pretty words accompanied by pretty sounds, I was amazed someone could b so beautiful. Thanks for everything. You make me smile a lot. And I hope life is treating you well. :3
Helping with my anxiety ❤
Me too stay strong it will get better ❤️
maiya, im like 11 years old and you have inspired me to make original songs, your songs are just one of the most amazing things ever, thank you for existing
I just found out your name is Maia that’s so cool so is mine this is amazing keep it up the lyrics are perfect
You put into words what i never thought could be. ❤️
Im seriously crying because I can relate to your songs so much. You have this amazing voice and it sounds so beautiful and soothing so I just wanna say thank you
I’ve been going through a lot in the past year and I’ve honestly never felt so much pain. And I always wanted to stop feeling anything but I knew I had to fight. Now I’m getting better. It takes a lot of time but I want to be happy and free of anxiety and all my other problems. I sometimes still feel numb but I’m getting there, it just takes time. This song helps me a lot, bc it reminds me that it’s temporary and that I will get through this and be happy someday🦋🤍 So to all the people that suffer: We will get through it and you will feel so relieved when you did it 🧚♀️🌻
Ugh. Your music is so amazing. You uploaded this just when I needed it.
having to literally work on feeling more emotional i gotta say this really helps, listening to both the kind of relatable lyrics and the comforting melody or whatever kinda catalyzes the emotions out of me and that i think is really nice
I put this song into a playlist of mine titled: “When there are no words.” Thank you for writing your music. Today I came across your song and it moved me and I felt your music hit and inspired me to write again. Have a great day, keep changing lives.
hearing this song reminded me of my dark times when I just couldn't feel anything. I felt so empty and hollow and just, nothing. Every time I remember that period of time I get so heartbroken because I was too young to have had to deal with it. But this time, it was kind of bittersweet, I felt like I was right back their but instead of experiencing it I was watching young me experience it, if that makes any sense. But I also felt so happy and proud because I was able to passe that period without doing any of the horrible things my brain told me to. Idk, this was a weird feeling but yeah. Thanks for reading if you made it this far :)
I recently found your music and you saved my life. I fell in to a deep depression after I lost my mama, I'm slowly getting back to being okay. Thank you, please never stop doing what you do honey💖
you inspire me to live even if im two years older than u
age doesnt matter mate
There It is I'm weakkkkkkk 😂
It is so beautiful that it made me break in tears :"
Bro when I listen to this song I feel like it’s a warm summer afternoon and all your friends are out doing things, meeting new people and you’re just lying on your bed with the sunlight gleaming on your back crying
this is so beautiful and im so proud to see you getting better and posting even w so much going on. your music make a diference in my life, thank you so much for that. please, never stop.
My heart is going on a roller coaster❤️🧡💛💚💙💜❣️💕💘💖💗💓💞💝
Its been three years. Three years since I first heard this song. Three years since that night where I cried for hours, alone. Three years since I wanted to give up.
I'm revisiting this song now, and once again I'm crying. But it's different this time. I'm not crying because I don't want to feel. I'm crying because felt. I did it. After three years, I found it. The other side that I couldn't see.
I'm happy that I felt.
This made me cry...i havent been able to cry in 6 months because i have felt so emptt
Just heard this song and I’m in my feels right now. So much tears 😭
Idk why I just cry while listening to your songs the lyrics are just so nice
This song sounds like someone sitting on a window sill and looking out at a rainy day with the curtains blowing because of the wind and you can just feel the cool wind and the gray sky just wrapping around your eyes in comfort
In other words it’s beautiful
i know you probably won't see this comment haha but i just want to say that i absolutely love everything about your music. your voice is beautiful and your lyrics are so relatable to me. you have inspired me to play the ukulele (i got one just so i could play "feelings are fatal" 😊)
you are an amazing artist and i hope you continue to do what you love!! thank you for the lovely music :) ❤
So it's been 3 months, got anywhere with the Ukulele? ;P
its been a whole year,, have you learned?:)
ranwratron its been 2 years
Hows it going?
Been 5 years lol
💞 your voice makes me fly.
Love and support from México ❤
I know this is a sad song but it makes me feels happy near the end point when you sing “it’s just better to feel and know you’re alive or reminding yourself it’s temporary”
This song is like an experience that takes me to rock bottom and take me back with slight hope
Could you please start adding the chords on the description from now on? :)
you always make my day
Your voice is so soft and soothing I love your songs💕
faith Kniep sameee 🤩
Your songs always seem to capture my everyday thoughts. They’re like mirrors into the teenage experience. Thank you.❤️❤️
I’ve felt nothing more than once and it makes you want to feel something but you can’t find an emotion then you finally feel something and you are crying
this song still do this day is what i listen to after crying it out n need a reminder that my feelings aren’t permanent. ty for this maia, it means the world to me.
You have no idea how amazing this song makes me feel.
I don't even know why.. it just does.
Thank you!!
This song is still one of my personal favorites
a beautiful song as always
love from brazil ~ 💕
MXMTOON É VIDA FI
THIS RELIEVED MY HEADACHE- YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANNA THANK YOU
Mxmtoon, if you're reading thanks for creating this song, it helps me cope by reminding me to keep thriving ❤❤❤
This is beautiful and I have been blessed today
I’ve been looking for music like this for a while and it’s been a struggle finding any form of music that describes the emotion that a lot of your songs help provide and relate to. So thank you for this
These songs deserve way more views, the world is missing out on your beutiful voice and amazing lyrics!❤❤❤❤
My dog recently died, and a lot of the lyrics to this song really capture how I feel. This is beautiful, and you're so talented! I love your music!
Love this so much, Maia !!
❤❤❤❤❤
you will forever be the only artist that i know who has such a beautiful voice far more natural than any one else's.
I never know there are so many more talented person making more great music than most famous artist 💖💖
The beauty is through the roof. It's people like you who make me want a uke.
hi maia! im not sure if you’ll ever see this but i’ve been a longtime fan of yours and i’m so happy that you got so much popularity and recognition recently 💜. your music has always resonated with me and helped me throughout multiple different occasions. home life is kinda rough right now but you’re my inspiration to keep moving :)! keep having fun with your life and making music that you like.
It is truly better to feel and know you're alive. Pain is fine, it makes the good times more valuable and it's temporary. Being numb is the worst thing one could experience.
This song got me through such a hard time and I’m so glad it exists ❤️
I just found this on spotify, and oh my goodness! you have one of the most pretty voices I have ever heard! Keep up what you are doing! :D
Ur an icon idk what i'd do w/o you and your music it makes me feel so sane and at peace and joyful
There is no song that speaks to me, until I found this. And in my entire life, I thank this song for its existence. Thank you.
You’re a blessing to my ears everytime. All your songs really defines my life; they are truly relatable.
I heard this from soundcloud and good job! Your sounds represent my feelings. And thank you for making so beautiful things.
This is so beautiful 😍 keep up the good work Maia! You really inspired me to write music❤️
I find her music very relatable and relaxing. If you've listened to all her songs, I have to say that I know what she's going through. I love that I can go to a certain artist and just let my emotions out because I can relate to it...it makes me feel better! The ukulele chords are very relaxing and beautiful, Mxmtoon is very talented and all of you should accept who she is, even whoever she's crushing on! ~
your music is always so beautiful & emotional ahh. i love this.
It has been so long since I last listen to your songs bcs I was too preoccupied with school and everything. And now I'm back and I didn't regret it.. Listening to this song again feels like meeting a long lost friend
all of your songs are wonderful, and I love all of them very much, but god damn they are so relatable it hurts
Those lyrics are perfect!!😍💗🔥💭
I’m crying?? This was really relatable and thank you for making it!
Mxmtoon 's music are really good it's another universe
Just found you. I'm in love with your voice and the fact you have confidence to put out your music. (I'm trying but i'm too scared)
I love u so much, you're so sweet and your songs too.
I dont think I've ever felt so thankful to be able to hear before because I'm goddamn blessed
I don't remember how I found this song but I'm glad I did. I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO YOUR MUSIC!!! I wrote my own song to these uke tabs and I wanna make a TH-cam channel so I could post it
hey! I wanted to tell you this awhile ago, I listened this song when my life was a mess, I almost committed suicide, things weren't right, but I heard this awhile ago and that helped me a lot, you are so talented, and the lyrics are a masterpiece, love u❤
I hope you’re doing better now!
@@tryingthis5129 things are going great now, everything is in its place! thank you and good vibes to you!!
yuli Glad to hear!
Absolutely Beautiful! I love all your songs, but this one hit close to home❤️ love your songs and you a ton thank you for the inspirational music😊⭐️❤️
Wow~ This song is SO AMAZING :o How can someone have such an AMAZING and relaxing voice? I just feel so peaceful while listening to you'r songs ^^
dangg this song rlly captures so much emotion 🥺
Hey I just found this song and it’s my first time hearing it. I had lost my best friend a few days ago and this song really spoke to me. Thanks for making it❤️
honestly love all of your music
The way I interpret this song, is that moments are fleeting. Everything is temporary. You have to appreciate them while you have them. And when they leave, it's okay to be sad. But relish in those moments and cherish them. But let them go.
aw, this is wonderfull ✨
and don't worry, we understand, school, dishwashers, dogs and other things can be hard and loud, so, we are going to wait for you here ❤
saves my day after a longggg tired day
Esto es hermoso, te amo❤
Unknown human yo también la amo 🌼
Unknown human y yo ;_;
y yo también
Yo también la amo
when encontras a alguien con el mismo nombre que el tuyo...
Thank you for this song. The words really helped me get through quite a lot and inspired me in my music as well.
...i broke down yesterday and i couldnt stop listening to your other songs, i feel better now and just saw this song and i loved it it made me sad as well but i loved it.
I feel like elevating, its so nice to listen to at night
so gorgeous , you are so very talented 💓will this be on spotify soon?? xx
This song couldn't have come at a better time. Thank you.
was in my recommended... rlly good man. really freaking good.
can’t wait for this to be on spotify. your music is so amazing and inspiring!
Adoro tu musica, me identifico mucho❤️
Uke mom always making great stuff keep it up!
Also Im wearing ur hoodie while listening to this!
This made me want to cry. Beautiful!