I’m not alone. My life has been dominated by the anger, walls, and mistrust. My youth group leader molested me from 12-14 and he changed my love, my worth, my ideal of what love was. I’m not alone. God is good and will help me heal. Thank you for sharing.
Katie, I admire you bravery to share your story, sister!❤️ I’ll be praying for you by name as I too know the damage of being violated. May God continue to heal and bless you.
Sorry for your hurts and pains. May God heal and comfort you 🙏 We always ask why? I too was violated and sexualized by my brother at a very tender age. People who should have protected me did not. I am now dealing with this in my mid 50ties after a failed marriage, failed relationships etc. I thank God that he gave me two beautiful children out of my mess. I see that this type of experience is not specific to a certain group of people. It's world-wide. God help your people🙌
_“Trauma will not have the final say. Jesus will.”_ *-Jackie Hill Perry* Powerful reminder that all the trials, tribulations, and trauma of this life will be a mere moment in time when compared to the eternal life and glory that awaits us! _“For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.”_ *-Romans **8:18** ESV*
I also have a story. I can't share cause I am still bound by the trauma and don't want anyone to know. But if someone read this comment I very much want that person to pray for me 😢🙏🏽✝️
Hi Jackie I also was molested as a child, and lived the gay lifestyle, but not anymore just started watching your Chennal today,thanks 4 your powerful words of wisdom and encouragement god bless you. 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you. Thank you for speaking about a topic i’ve never heard merged with Christ before. Thank you for bringing light to a darkness many of our brothers and sisters are learning through God how to process. Thank you Jackie.
Healing from molestation or sexual abuse is real. I have been healed. A key part is giving God your anger and forgiving so they no longer have power over your life and you aren’t tormented anymore
@@nimnonepray that God will reveal what pain that haunts you, or any unforgivness in your heart to be remembered or revealed but also pray for strength, guidance if that is something that the Lord wants you to do and that Jesus will hold your hand through the process and will heal you in Jesus name Amen I’ll pray for you ❤
Glad to know I’m not alone !! Thank You Jackie for speaking on this topic . I’m a Sexual abuse/physical abuse survivor. Mines started at age 10. Anger , having a guard up & mistrust has been the majority of my life . Mental health/Mental illness is real I battle with Clinical Depression/Anxiety. Therapy & God literally saved me even at 33 it still impacts me but each day I’m dedicated to healing & thriving but its hard . Some days I’m healing & others I feel like I’m breaking .
God bless you for this. More people need to be free to share how sexual abuse/ any abuse can affect the individual. My story is long with childhood sexual abuse. Sad to sad many Black people do not understand what it can do to children. How it affects our lives, even as adults. We need more people be be encouraged to seek help from those we trust. I feel blessed to hear her testimony. Sad I don't see anyone in my church who feels accepted sharing the past of sexual abuse. 66 still a struggle to heal from childhood trauma. PTSD psych wards. Meds. Pray we heal in Jesus name.
"In heaven there Will be A Man who has never taken advantage of me", HALLELUJAH.!!! THESE words give me GREAT HOPE when I have none... I just watch this video and hear THOSE words and it brings me peace and HOPE.... I THANK YOU JESUS FOR THIS WOMAN JACKIE HILL PERRY... THANK YOU FOR ANOINTING HER WITH YOUR WISDOM AND USING HER TO SPREAD YOUR WORD!! THANK YOU.. AMEN
“Trauma will not have the final say. Jesus will.” -Jackie Hill Perry Wow Jackie, thank you for sharing your story. The impact it will continue to have on women and men who have been abused like you and I is going to be massive. I appreciate your courage and vulnerability.
Thank you for sharing and I'll pray for you. I, too, am a trauma survivor. Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
“Trauma will not have the final say. Jesus will.” -Jackie Hill Perry No matter how painful, difficult, and dreadful situations in life can be , remind yourself that Jesus is here and he won't give up on you .... no never he will. Ain't alone cause I believe that my Dad , my Savior, my King, my Jesus got the final say .
Wow this was powerful, forcing me to realize I'm not truly healed yet from the mental, physical and sexual abuse I had to endure as a young child and the enablers who made it worse. The reality of still facing this truth is scary because the anger, frustration and hatred was very real for everyone involved. I forgave everybody a while ago but a part of me knows it's very easy yet very hard to unlock that big box of the past and face it head on because I'm not strong enough to do so on my own. That would mean I would have to strip down all the layers that hide the destruction and dysfunction and God knows what else that would lead to pain but like Jackie said it's gotta be done. I'm now realizing the fight I'm in but there's hope because I'm not alone and I'm glad someone like Jackie was brave enough to be vulnerable when she shared this with us I know my time is coming soon pay for me as I will pray for you, God bless.🙏👏
Thank you for sharing. I, too, am a survivor. Have you considered going to therapy to help you reconcile these issues? It's been helpful to me. I recommend betterhelp.com
"Compassion is not a relationship between a healer and the wouded,it's a relationship between equals, only when we know our own darkness well can will be present with the darkness of others.compassion is only real when we recognise our shared humanity" -pema codron
I was touched by a boy in my class in middle school. For years I repressed the memories and now they have come back. I am so angry, I confronted the person and he claims he can’t remember but it was over 12 years ago. Trusting God for healing
This is so helpful. It makes things make sense. My God "I still feel like a 7 year old most days".. I was the same age and I still feel the same way. This whole talk is so good. Thank you Jesus.
This truly spoke the words I couldn’t find in regards to my own sexual abuse story. Finding real love wasn’t the fairytale I imagined. It uncovered every part of me that wasn’t really me... everything that was residue of things that happened to me and it took a lot of patience to love a person who was walking armor
I have re-read your comment numerous times. First of all I rejoice with you and glorify Almighty YAH and His Son Yahusha Ha Mashiach (the Messiah) for freeing you and for gifting you with a partner that was made to help you heal. All for the glory of the Most High. May the breaches in the lives of us all be repaired by the power of the holy spirit, the washing of the word, the blood of the worthy lamb and the matching of our works with our faith; unto the attaining of eternal salvation! HalleluYAH 🙌🏿
The shame of admitting someone else’s abuse towards you is a complex road. God has spoken through Jackie to help us understand if just a little bit. Thank you Mrs. Hill - Perry
I too felt the same way, I thought I went along with it so I was just as much to blame and I was only 5 or 6 around the first grade. I have ONLY told my husband
I was a victim and an abuser. Hearing this is helping me understand the damage I caused. It's givinng me empathy for one of the people I victimized after finally talking about it today. If there is anyone out there who has been the abuser, you need to know that everything Jackie is hoping for in Heaven is for you too. Freedom from your evil urges, freedom from your guilt and broken relationships.
As a victim I respect you for admitting being an abuser as it comes from being the victim first I truly beleive that and what helped me forgive the abusers, I can't imagine how bad it was for them and I know they didn't have God I did to protect me from all the consequences of this evil act. I truly believe in the forgiveness and mercy of God. I pray you are set free from all consequences of this evil weather it be your mind will emotions body soul spirit in Jesus name may you know the cleansing power of the blood of Jesus Christ he loves you God bless
This is my story. As I listen to your words I can’t shake the feeling of my 6 year old self following him in the basement. Your words bring to life a life of pain and hurt. This is....
I learned my child was raped yesterday. I am feeling-less. I heard the details. I looked for this video, something to help me. For the feeling of shock is wearing off. I am beginning to feel. I am landing looking for a place. Lord help me. Mama is always at work.
God has brought me through the pain of being sexual assaulted numerous times by an older man at work, being followed by an older man and stalked, almost being raped and being sexually molested. Days used to feel really dark, I didn’t have a Dad growing up that was actively in my life and I was afraid of telling family the things that have happened to me but I feel comfortable sharing on here. I’m learning to trust again and one day want to not look over my shoulder and not question the motives of others that want to get close to me. God heals and one day I will be healed and made whole and in heaven with my savior. To whoever reads this, God sees your pain and doesnt have favorites. We have a savior who feels every inch of pain you felt or feel and has your tears bottled up and will provide you double for your shame.
Thank you for sharing. My big sister is a victim. As tiny children she would tell her little sister because she felt she had no one else. We would pray together. Brought back so many memories. Thank you again.
Thank you Woman of God for this word I feel now that I will be set free from being traumatized from my past of rape. I thank God for you and this word!
I don’t hate my Uncle who molested me as a child. I remember still, the very act he did against me, only to learn, I was not the only relative to have been sexually abused by this same man. It effected me for years but I no longer hold on to what he did to me. Letting go brings peace.
The fear is so intense but I believe we were not given the spirit of fear but of love, of power and of a sound mind. I know the pain very well but I allowed myself to pray, groan and cry before God and made a conscious decision to totally forgive my molester. Healing did not happen overnight but gradually. I am now free from the trauma. I never told anyone about the tradegy except God my heavenly Father and I do communicate with my cousin (molester) without remembering what had happened. I chose to forgive him to set myself free. I am free.
MY God!!! you just told my story. Jackie you're such a blessing to this world and this generation. Things people are afraid to speak on, you face with such grace and confidence. We love you and thank you for sharing your story. You're helping others face their trauma, "trauma will not have the final say, Jesus Will".
I was frequently SA’d as a child- as a result I have Dissociative Identity Disorder- your words. Goodness gracious Jackie your words are so amazing. You have a talent.
God deliver this person, set this person free in the name of Jesus Christ. I know that it’s all a process, but I believe, for the life of me, You can heal and recover. You can redeem. Thank you, Amen.
Thank you. I've never fully opened up to anyone about my experience. I still tend to undermine what happened or tell myself that it's my fault but I thank God that he continues to heal me.And I thank you so much for your testimony.
Wow! I am boohooing! Thank you God for leading me to this video! Thank you Jackie for your courage, strength and eloquent words. The Holy Spirit is speaking through you Jackie. I’m 32 and have had the toughest time expressing my trauma from sexual abuse. I was between the ages of 4-8 when it happened. My cousin was 10 years older than me. The abuse most frequently happened in the basement while the adults were upstairs. I found out I was molested around age 10 or 12 through watching Oprah with my mom. I battle fear, shame and guilt constantly. But your words have helped me tremendously. I felt a release. I felt healing. God Bless You Forever Sister Jackie! And I pray healing over everyone else affected by sexual trauma.
There's a TH-cam clip by a deliverance minister, Derek Prince, called "If You Do These Things, You’re In Danger Of Getting Cursed", and those who harm weak/defenceless individuals, especially in s**ually ilicit ways, are almost certainly guaranteed to come under a curse. May that be their justice! The sermon was based on Deuteronomy; do check it out if you have time. You might need to be set free from demonic oppression (inflicted upon you via the perpetrator) as well.The release you felt watching this video might've been part of the process od deliverance too!! Be encouraged, there is hope of healing and freedom. 🙏🏽
I was molested by three cousins two girls and a boy I had grown men coming on to me because I was "developed " I believe I was molested earlier and still having trauma I wonder why I attract older men and I feel sick in the "relationship " I suppose to be with please pray for me!!!!!!!
Heavenly Father, creator of the Heaven and Earth, the God of Moses, Abraham and Israel, I lift up Beta King before you and plead the blood of Jesus over her life. Lord you know everything that she has gone through and we thank you for your promises and the perfect plan that you have for her life. I pray that she will faithfully seek you and rest in your perfect love as she reads this. May the Holy Spirit lead her to your perfect will for her life. I pray this in the name of our Lord And Saviour Jesus Christ. Amen 🙏🏿
Thank you for sharing and yes, I'll pray for you. I, too, am a trauma survivor. Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
May the Lord in all of His Glorious Might not only heal you but make you One with Him and His Son Jesus, dear beloved sister. from a brother in Christ praying in Mexico for you. Glory to God in your Life! Jesus prayed for you in John 17 and for all of us the children of God.
I was molested from the age of 7-14.. I’m 21, and I see my abuser 3x a week at church. I thought I had forced myself to forgive him and move on and be ok. But lately I’ve just been thinking about all the pain and hurt I went through as a little girl
I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you. i understand that churches feel obligated to welcome anyone in because they feel that accepting and loving others is what "god" wants but i think its time they start doing background checks on people who attend church and on people who wish to start attending it. Same thing applies to other places as well. I believe that this could potentially prevent more children from being abused because the church would now know if this person has a history of being a sexual abuser. Of course some churches will always have that one creepy priest or that one creepy person attending church that has sick fantasies about preying on others that won't have a documented history of sexual assault because they were never caught or told on. I completely understand that coming out and telling someone about a traumatic experience such as being molested is extremely difficult but people who were abused need to develop enough courage to start speaking up and telling their stories to people such as their parents or other people who attend the church about what happened to them so that then these monsters can be investigated. What this man did to you was no accident. If this person has done this to you then that means he has is done this to others as well And by you speaking up you will be the voice for the other victims of his disgusting actions. It's really disturbing how people can be so two faced. They act like such a good loveable person around certain people as an attempt to portray themselves as a good person in reality they are completely different person behind closed doors when the spotlight isn't on them anymore. What's even more disturbing is the fact that these nasty people can be anywhere like in a grocery store, church, school, and you'll never know because they look like any other Joe schome. I think it's best that you stop attending that specific church not saying that you should stop going to church entirely but I think it'll be best for your mental health to no longer go there because every time you go there you'll be reminded of all the pain and suffering that you had to endure there because of what some sick bastard put you through. as far as you forgiving him don't he hasn't earned your forgiveness if he hasn't changed his behavior or hasn't given you a private sincere apology in which he asked for your forgiveness. people don't deserve things that they didn't earn and By you forgiving him you'll be letting him off the hook for doing something that has severely scarred you and other's worldwide. I hope you heal well and fast from your trauma.
I’ve also tried to force forgiveness into my emotions. But it wasn’t helpful, just felt more disconnected from myself. Dear God, heal your daughter, in Jesus name. Amen.
Thank you for this ❤️🙏🏼 This is my second time seeing it and it soothes my heart every-time. I’m a survivor as well and I can’t wait to share my story with the world to help someone else. Thank you God for turning pain to purpose 🤍❤️
Thank you for sharing your survivor story..you have put into words so many of my feelings that I’ve for all these years could not put into word to express..
It's my hope that my faith grows enough to see that the here and not yet is a fair trade. The fact that you can say Jesus and the cross is sufficient for your abuser's sin gives me hope I can be in that mind state as well. God bless you.
Candace Walker Only through Jesus and the working of His Holy Spirit can bring you to that place. Allow Him to be The Good God and Father that He is in your life and you will be able to one day know that freedom is real. As a survivor myself, I speak what I know and encourage you to not to give up hope. Hold on to God's unchanging hand and watch Him change your life and mindset. Be Blessed my sister!!!
I have been struggling lately..... knowing this man is still out there. He is a family member. I have told my parents, but they won't address it. It causes an emptiness in me. To think my life isn't as important as his. For them to not want to rock the boat so to speak. To be weary of family reunions. This darkness inside of me. Over 30 yrs has passed and he will never admit to it nor serve the time for his wrong doing. I'm hurt.
Thank you for this word....I have experience the same molestation for 8 years....Im free from it GOD is healing but yet I suffered through the same thing.... hypervigilant...now I have a word to why I am the way I am with all my questions, and why's and being cautious of people...maybe a continued therapist may be needed for the other things in my life that I may still be unhappy about...but thank you Jackie Hill Perry.
Thank you for sharing and I'm sorry that you experienced that. I, too, am a trauma survivor. Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
Thank you for sharing. The part that you can't remember the details clearly, when the woman told you that you are victim because you were molested. The fact that you still feel like the 7 year old. I just experienced every pain all at once. Looking forward to the time when we have our complete healing in heaven. May God bless you tremendously...
Thank you for sharing. I, too, am a trauma survivor. Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
You’re amazing. We truly have no idea how and in what time God do what He have to do to save us, to show us his love, and how important we are for him. I’m reading your book, To be precise I’m in page 58 and I’m loving it, not because you talk about your sins, but cause I love to see what a God is been doing and, I need to believe in a God that is powerful enough to show me, in this case through your life and your experience, that if I want I can have intimacy with Him, know Him better. You such an inspiration for a lot of people for sure. Just wanna to say that you’re doing a great Job, you don’t need to hear that from me, but still. Thank you for your ministry.
I have watched this 3 time now, twice yeaterday and once now. I cry ever single time, these words are so true and its empowerinv to hear the hope of the end times with Christ in Heaven.
Yes, this is how I found out that I was sexually abused also through Oprah's talk show. I had no language for it until that day. Thank you Oprah for opening up my eyes #METOO #TIMESUP
Thank you for putting into such eloquent words your story. This really hit home for me as this is so much my story too. God is truly blessing you and your family for your openness.
Wow...powerful! Thank you for sharing! This is so much like my story. And you help me see the hope of Heaven. What a gift! Eyes fixed on Jesus and looking towards Heaven! Powerful!!! I can’t say thank you enough. This put me on my face at the feet of Jesus in full surrender...again. Thank you!
God bless Jackie and her husband Preston together for their love for Christ and their deep desire to worship Him and spread the gospel. Let us all pray for them and help their ministry flourish. This young lady is truly anointed by the word of God.
New here. Speaking well is is paramount to get people to understand and connect to the message. She has been embodied in her message to make us get it and be engulfed. ❤❤
My third time watching. I have watched other Christians share on TH-cam. Max Lucado a fav writer. Everyone is different how they heal. Jackie shares more, and it truly is poetry the way she does it. Can't compare a healing. But I would loved to be as strong as she is.. Our journey is truly individual. As a saved person, I have a personal Savior God understands what all of us went through. Thankful she is so honest. Even though no name. God bless her ministry with her husband.💯🙏🏽
I want to believe that those who gave the thumbs down did that by mistake, yeah I really want to hope so. This is a powerful word of encouragement 🙏❣️.
My heart wept with understanding and with joy, for the past trauma I endured, and the glory awaiting me in the presence of my Savior and my Father in Heaven. Thank you Jackie Hill!
She also said in another video that she remembers the start of her gayness was in 1st grade. The same year she got sexually abused by a man. To me that seems like a cause of homosexuality, like many research studies indicated.
@@gabetalks9275 I was searching for these kind of stuff the time I wrote this comment, 1 year ago! you should too!!! and I found in studies that *most* of them were actually sexually abused before. So.. there's definitely a connection!!! It's not something natural after all so there will be causes for it. Do your own research and you'll find the sources on your own😊 They say the chemicals change in the brain, why does it change? What changes it??? Even porn is part of it. These are conclusions I came across while reading studies and people's written stories.
@@wannabeagoodperson5827 There is a significant portion of them that aren't sexually abused though. There are so many kids who grow up living a normal life in a standard nuclear family and still come out gay, and 85% of them are in religious households. Correlation does not equal causation.
I’m only half way through this message & these words are speaking volumes & I appreciate you Jackie such a blessing you Are!!! to God be the glory ,what A good God you are .Heaven is my ultimate hope of healing 🙏🏾💜💐🥰👏🏾
Those who gave a thumb down are in denial. I feel sorry for each of you. You were either abused or an abuser. Check yourself... Speaking up and out is a choice we make. God bless this woman for speaking out 🙏may you experience full and complete healing. ❤🙏
I’m not alone. My life has been dominated by the anger, walls, and mistrust. My youth group leader molested me from 12-14 and he changed my love, my worth, my ideal of what love was. I’m not alone. God is good and will help me heal. Thank you for sharing.
Katie, I admire you bravery to share your story, sister!❤️ I’ll be praying for you by name as I too know the damage of being violated. May God continue to heal and bless you.
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Amen!! It will.
Big hugs and prayers to you ❤️😘🙏🏾
Sorry for your hurts and pains. May God heal and comfort you 🙏 We always ask why? I too was violated and sexualized by my brother at a very tender age. People who should have protected me did not. I am now dealing with this in my mid 50ties after a failed marriage, failed relationships etc. I thank God that he gave me two beautiful children out of my mess. I see that this type of experience is not specific to a certain group of people. It's world-wide. God help your people🙌
_“Trauma will not have the final say. Jesus will.”_ *-Jackie Hill Perry*
Powerful reminder that all the trials, tribulations, and trauma of this life will be a mere moment in time when compared to the eternal life and glory that awaits us!
_“For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.”_ *-Romans **8:18** ESV*
That's an amazing quote
"Trauma will not have the final say. Jesus will." Words that soothe like a balm.
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I also have a story. I can't share cause I am still bound by the trauma and don't want anyone to know. But if someone read this comment I very much want that person to pray for me 😢🙏🏽✝️
God bless.
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Suddenly, she put a name to every thing I struggle with...
Jackie, you gave my trauma a voice.
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I pray that by this testimony we receive the healing, Amen
The voice most of us lacking
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Your words gave structure and form to my trauma. Forever grateful. Priceless expression. You gave us a voice.
Yes she did!! 🙌🏽
I am sorry about your experience with abuse.I hope that you both can find healing and peace.
Same
God is using her voice forreal 💯🙏🏼
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Hi Jackie I also was molested as a child, and lived the gay lifestyle, but not anymore just started watching your Chennal today,thanks 4 your powerful words of wisdom and encouragement god bless you. 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Good job. God loves you. Never give up 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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Didn’t know she was molested. Glad God has delivered both of you from that lifestyle
Thank you. Thank you for speaking about a topic i’ve never heard merged with Christ before. Thank you for bringing light to a darkness many of our brothers and sisters are learning through God how to process. Thank you Jackie.
Healing from molestation or sexual abuse is real. I have been healed. A key part is giving God your anger and forgiving so they no longer have power over your life and you aren’t tormented anymore
"If I wanted to be healed, I needed to be specific about what had been broken" - Jackie Hill Perry -
The specific is the hard part 😞
@@nimnone indeed 😭... been there 🤦🏾♀️
@@karene3493 Been there, like it's better? 🙏🏼
@@nimnonepray that God will reveal what pain that haunts you, or any unforgivness in your heart to be remembered or revealed but also pray for strength, guidance if that is something that the Lord wants you to do and that Jesus will hold your hand through the process and will heal you in Jesus name Amen
I’ll pray for you ❤
@@StanleyHonks thanks brother! Amen 🙏😥
Glad to know I’m not alone !! Thank You Jackie for speaking on this topic . I’m a Sexual abuse/physical abuse survivor. Mines started at age 10. Anger , having a guard up & mistrust has been the majority of my life . Mental health/Mental illness is real I battle with Clinical Depression/Anxiety. Therapy & God literally saved me even at 33 it still impacts me but each day I’m dedicated to healing & thriving but its hard . Some days I’m healing & others I feel like I’m breaking .
God bless you for this. More people need to be free to share how sexual abuse/ any abuse can affect the individual. My story is long with childhood sexual abuse. Sad to sad many Black people do not understand what it can do to children. How it affects our lives, even as adults. We need more people be be encouraged to seek help from those we trust. I feel blessed to hear her testimony. Sad I don't see anyone in my church who feels accepted sharing the past of sexual abuse. 66 still a struggle to heal from childhood trauma. PTSD psych wards. Meds. Pray we heal in Jesus name.
I’m 27 and have never been able to find the words to express it but you literally took the words out of my heart. Thank you!
"In heaven there Will be A Man who has never taken advantage of me", HALLELUJAH.!!! THESE words give me GREAT HOPE when I have none... I just watch this video and hear THOSE words and it brings me peace and HOPE.... I THANK YOU JESUS FOR THIS WOMAN JACKIE HILL PERRY... THANK YOU FOR ANOINTING HER WITH YOUR WISDOM AND USING HER TO SPREAD YOUR WORD!! THANK YOU.. AMEN
“Trauma will not have the final say. Jesus will.” -Jackie Hill Perry
Wow Jackie, thank you for sharing your story. The impact it will continue to have on women and men who have been abused like you and I is going to be massive. I appreciate your courage and vulnerability.
i feel the same way, as a victim of abuse for 7 years its so hard to trust people especially guys! I can relate to you so much
Thank you for sharing and I'll pray for you. I, too, am a trauma survivor.
Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
Praise God, and thank you, for your courage to share your story. "Earth has no sorrow that heaven cannot heal."
“Trauma will not have the final say. Jesus will.” -Jackie Hill Perry
No matter how painful, difficult, and dreadful situations in life can be , remind yourself that Jesus is here and he won't give up on you .... no never he will.
Ain't alone cause I believe that my Dad , my Savior, my King, my Jesus got the final say .
“Trauma will not have the final say... Jesus will.” That hit me good. 😭
Wow this was powerful, forcing me to realize I'm not truly healed yet from the mental, physical and sexual abuse I had to endure as a young child and the enablers who made it worse. The reality of still facing this truth is scary because the anger, frustration and hatred was very real for everyone involved. I forgave everybody a while ago but a part of me knows it's very easy yet very hard to unlock that big box of the past and face it head on because I'm not strong enough to do so on my own. That would mean I would have to strip down all the layers that hide the destruction and dysfunction and God knows what else that would lead to pain but like Jackie said it's gotta be done. I'm now realizing the fight I'm in but there's hope because I'm not alone and I'm glad someone like Jackie was brave enough to be vulnerable when she shared this with us I know my time is coming soon pay for me as I will pray for you, God bless.🙏👏
Marco Johnson “He disrobed to cover my shame.” Powerful words. You’re not alone.
Thank you for sharing. I, too, am a survivor.
Have you considered going to therapy to help you reconcile these issues? It's been helpful to me. I recommend betterhelp.com
"Compassion is not a relationship between a healer and the wouded,it's a relationship between equals, only when we know our own darkness well can will be present with the darkness of others.compassion is only real when we recognise our shared humanity" -pema codron
I was touched by a boy in my class in middle school. For years I repressed the memories and now they have come back. I am so angry, I confronted the person and he claims he can’t remember but it was over 12 years ago. Trusting God for healing
This is so helpful. It makes things make sense. My God "I still feel like a 7 year old most days".. I was the same age and I still feel the same way. This whole talk is so good. Thank you Jesus.
Jesus is healing me. Daily. I love you Jesus.
I will listen to this every time I need strength! So powerful for those that are suffering from traumatic experiences.
' in heaven , there's a man who will never take advantage of you' ; that hit me and I'm in tears , finally understanding the reason to my pain
This truly spoke the words I couldn’t find in regards to my own sexual abuse story. Finding real love wasn’t the fairytale I imagined. It uncovered every part of me that wasn’t really me... everything that was residue of things that happened to me and it took a lot of patience to love a person who was walking armor
I have re-read your comment numerous times. First of all I rejoice with you and glorify Almighty YAH and His Son Yahusha Ha Mashiach (the Messiah) for freeing you and for gifting you with a partner that was made to help you heal. All for the glory of the Most High. May the breaches in the lives of us all be repaired by the power of the holy spirit, the washing of the word, the blood of the worthy lamb and the matching of our works with our faith; unto the attaining of eternal salvation! HalleluYAH 🙌🏿
I'm so thankful for this woman's beautiful life and obedience to the calling of God🙏🏽💛
The shame of admitting someone else’s abuse towards you is a complex road. God has spoken through Jackie to help us understand if just a little bit. Thank you Mrs. Hill - Perry
I too felt the same way, I thought I went along with it so I was just as much to blame and I was only 5 or 6 around the first grade. I have ONLY told my husband
Wow.
Same situación with me
all apart of the devils plan to destroy women. Thank goodness for healing . Thank God for Jesus
Same,I feel guilty everytime.😭
I was a victim and an abuser. Hearing this is helping me understand the damage I caused. It's givinng me empathy for one of the people I victimized after finally talking about it today. If there is anyone out there who has been the abuser, you need to know that everything Jackie is hoping for in Heaven is for you too. Freedom from your evil urges, freedom from your guilt and broken relationships.
As a victim I respect you for admitting being an abuser as it comes from being the victim first I truly beleive that and what helped me forgive the abusers, I can't imagine how bad it was for them and I know they didn't have God I did to protect me from all the consequences of this evil act. I truly believe in the forgiveness and mercy of God. I pray you are set free from all consequences of this evil weather it be your mind will emotions body soul spirit in Jesus name may you know the cleansing power of the blood of Jesus Christ he loves you God bless
One of the victims?
You are so right Jackie. Am 73, and here I am. Yes thank you so much for discribing what I have always wanted to tell.
This is my story. As I listen to your words I can’t shake the feeling of my 6 year old self following him in the basement. Your words bring to life a life of pain and hurt. This is....
I learned my child was raped yesterday. I am feeling-less. I heard the details. I looked for this video, something to help me. For the feeling of shock is wearing off. I am beginning to feel. I am landing looking for a place. Lord help me. Mama is always at work.
God bless you. I am so sorry to hear this. May the Lord comfort you and your child. I am so sorry!
God has brought me through the pain of being sexual assaulted numerous times by an older man at work, being followed by an older man and stalked, almost being raped and being sexually molested. Days used to feel really dark, I didn’t have a Dad growing up that was actively in my life and I was afraid of telling family the things that have happened to me but I feel comfortable sharing on here. I’m learning to trust again and one day want to not look over my shoulder and not question the motives of others that want to get close to me. God heals and one day I will be healed and made whole and in heaven with my savior. To whoever reads this, God sees your pain and doesnt have favorites. We have a savior who feels every inch of pain you felt or feel and has your tears bottled up and will provide you double for your shame.
Thank you for sharing. My big sister is a victim. As tiny children she would tell her little sister because she felt she had no one else. We would pray together. Brought back so many memories. Thank you again.
Thank you Woman of God for this word I feel now that I will be set free from being traumatized from my past of rape. I thank God for you and this word!
“My mind, my heart, and my body will resurrect into something glorious”-Jackie Hill Perry 🙏🏾
Wow, I have never heard it described this way before. This destroyed my whole life
I've never cried so hard. Thank you for telling your story
I don’t hate my Uncle who molested me as a child. I remember still, the very act he did against me, only to learn, I was not the only relative to have been sexually abused by this same man. It effected me for years but I no longer hold on to what he did to me. Letting go brings peace.
I'm sorry love❤
"In heaven there will be a man who will never take advantage of me." Tugged at my heart strings. Jesus my divine Husband.
The fear is so intense but I believe we were not given the spirit of fear but of love, of power and of a sound mind. I know the pain very well but I allowed myself to pray, groan and cry before God and made a conscious decision to totally forgive my molester. Healing did not happen overnight but gradually. I am now free from the trauma. I never told anyone about the tradegy except God my heavenly Father and I do communicate with my cousin (molester) without remembering what had happened. I chose to forgive him to set myself free. I am free.
Amen.
MY God!!! you just told my story. Jackie you're such a blessing to this world and this generation. Things people are afraid to speak on, you face with such grace and confidence. We love you and thank you for sharing your story. You're helping others face their trauma, "trauma will not have the final say, Jesus Will".
Free! Jackie..I needed this....FREEDOM... love you.. Thank you! 😢✌🏾❤️
I was frequently SA’d as a child- as a result I have Dissociative Identity Disorder- your words. Goodness gracious Jackie your words are so amazing. You have a talent.
God deliver this person, set this person free in the name of Jesus Christ. I know that it’s all a process, but I believe, for the life of me, You can heal and recover. You can redeem. Thank you, Amen.
@werringertonney7489 hgeheveherhe thank you
Thank you. I've never fully opened up to anyone about my experience. I still tend to undermine what happened or tell myself that it's my fault but I thank God that he continues to heal me.And I thank you so much for your testimony.
Wow! I am boohooing! Thank you God for leading me to this video! Thank you Jackie for your courage, strength and eloquent words. The Holy Spirit is speaking through you Jackie.
I’m 32 and have had the toughest time expressing my trauma from sexual abuse. I was between the ages of 4-8 when it happened. My cousin was 10 years older than me. The abuse most frequently happened in the basement while the adults were upstairs. I found out I was molested around age 10 or 12 through watching Oprah with my mom.
I battle fear, shame and guilt constantly. But your words have helped me tremendously. I felt a release. I felt healing. God Bless You Forever Sister Jackie! And I pray healing over everyone else affected by sexual trauma.
There's a TH-cam clip by a deliverance minister, Derek Prince, called "If You Do These Things, You’re In Danger Of Getting Cursed", and those who harm weak/defenceless individuals, especially in s**ually ilicit ways, are almost certainly guaranteed to come under a curse. May that be their justice! The sermon was based on Deuteronomy; do check it out if you have time. You might need to be set free from demonic oppression (inflicted upon you via the perpetrator) as well.The release you felt watching this video might've been part of the process od deliverance too!! Be encouraged, there is hope of healing and freedom. 🙏🏽
I was molested by three cousins two girls and a boy I had grown men coming on to me because I was "developed " I believe I was molested earlier and still having trauma I wonder why I attract older men and I feel sick in the "relationship " I suppose to be with please pray for me!!!!!!!
Heavenly Father, creator of the Heaven and Earth, the God of Moses, Abraham and Israel, I lift up Beta King before you and plead the blood of Jesus over her life. Lord you know everything that she has gone through and we thank you for your promises and the perfect plan that you have for her life. I pray that she will faithfully seek you and rest in your perfect love as she reads this. May the Holy Spirit lead her to your perfect will for her life. I pray this in the name of our Lord And Saviour Jesus Christ. Amen 🙏🏿
Thank you for sharing and yes, I'll pray for you. I, too, am a trauma survivor.
Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
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Thank you all for the prayers and yes I'm working on getting back in counseling
May the Lord in all of His Glorious Might not only heal you but make you One with Him and His Son Jesus, dear beloved sister. from a brother in Christ praying in Mexico for you. Glory to God in your Life! Jesus prayed for you in John 17 and for all of us the children of God.
I really needed this 💛 thank you for being a part of my healing
I was molested from the age of 7-14.. I’m 21, and I see my abuser 3x a week at church. I thought I had forced myself to forgive him and move on and be ok. But lately I’ve just been thinking about all the pain and hurt I went through as a little girl
I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you. i understand that churches feel obligated to welcome anyone in because they feel that accepting and loving others is what "god" wants but i think its time they start doing background checks on people who attend church and on people who wish to start attending it.
Same thing applies to other places as well. I believe that this could potentially prevent more children from being abused because the church would now know if this person has a history of being a sexual abuser.
Of course some churches will always have that one creepy priest or that one creepy person attending church that has sick fantasies about preying on others that won't have a documented history of sexual assault because they were never caught or told on.
I completely understand that coming out and telling someone about a traumatic experience such as being molested is extremely difficult but people who were abused need to develop enough courage to start speaking up and telling their stories to people such as their parents or other people who attend the church about what happened to them so that then these monsters can be investigated.
What this man did to you was no accident. If this person has done this to you then that means he has is done this to others as well And by you speaking up you will be the voice for the other victims of his disgusting actions.
It's really disturbing how people can be so two faced. They act like such a good loveable person around certain people as an attempt to portray themselves as a good person in reality they are completely different person behind closed doors when the spotlight isn't on them anymore.
What's even more disturbing is the fact that these nasty people can be anywhere like in a grocery store, church, school, and you'll never know because they look like any other Joe schome.
I think it's best that you stop attending that specific church not saying that you should stop going to church entirely but I think it'll be best for your mental health to no longer go there because every time you go there you'll be reminded of all the pain and suffering that you had to endure there because of what some sick bastard put you through.
as far as you forgiving him don't he hasn't earned your forgiveness if he hasn't changed his behavior or hasn't given you a private sincere apology in which he asked for your forgiveness. people don't deserve things that they didn't earn and By you forgiving him you'll be letting him off the hook for doing something that has severely scarred you and other's worldwide. I hope you heal well and fast from your trauma.
I’ve also tried to force forgiveness into my emotions. But it wasn’t helpful, just felt more disconnected from myself. Dear God, heal your daughter, in Jesus name. Amen.
Thank you for this ❤️🙏🏼 This is my second time seeing it and it soothes my heart every-time. I’m a survivor as well and I can’t wait to share my story with the world to help someone else. Thank you God for turning pain to purpose 🤍❤️
Thank you for sharing your survivor story..you have put into words so many of my feelings that I’ve for all these years could not put into word to express..
I always wondered where my fears of certain things were rooted
This helped me understand Jackie much better. I appreciate her vulnerability.
It's my hope that my faith grows enough to see that the here and not yet is a fair trade. The fact that you can say Jesus and the cross is sufficient for your abuser's sin gives me hope I can be in that mind state as well. God bless you.
Candace Walker Only through Jesus and the working of His Holy Spirit can bring you to that place. Allow Him to be The Good God and Father that He is in your life and you will be able to one day know that freedom is real. As a survivor myself, I speak what I know and encourage you to not to give up hope. Hold on to God's unchanging hand and watch Him change your life and mindset. Be Blessed my sister!!!
This is so powerful! He used me as food to feed his demons. Wow! I have never heard a more accurate description of abuse.
You have spoke the heart of many.. including myself💖
My God My God! This is my life. Thanks, Jackie for expressing it so beautifully.
I have been struggling lately..... knowing this man is still out there. He is a family member.
I have told my parents, but they won't address it.
It causes an emptiness in me.
To think my life isn't as important as his.
For them to not want to rock the boat so to speak.
To be weary of family reunions.
This darkness inside of me.
Over 30 yrs has passed and he will never admit to it nor serve the time for his wrong doing.
I'm hurt.
I'm sorry. Can you talk to a pastor or counsellor? I think it would help you to be able to be open about it with someone.
@@plousia I am in therapy now. Thank you🙂
Thank you for this word....I have experience the same molestation for 8 years....Im free from it GOD is healing but yet I suffered through the same thing.... hypervigilant...now I have a word to why I am the way I am with all my questions, and why's and being cautious of people...maybe a continued therapist may be needed for the other things in my life that I may still be unhappy about...but thank you Jackie Hill Perry.
Thank you for sharing and I'm sorry that you experienced that. I, too, am a trauma survivor.
Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
Thank you for sharing. The part that you can't remember the details clearly, when the woman told you that you are victim because you were molested. The fact that you still feel like the 7 year old. I just experienced every pain all at once. Looking forward to the time when we have our complete healing in heaven. May God bless you tremendously...
“If I wanted to be healed, I needed to be specific about what broke me”
I been through the same trauma. It was very painful growing but I used my trauma to help build me up. I refused to let it keep down.
Amen.
Thank you for sharing. I, too, am a trauma survivor.
Have you considered therapy in order to reconcile these issues? It helped me. I recommend betterhelp.com.
You’re amazing. We truly have no idea how and in what time God do what He have to do to save us, to show us his love, and how important we are for him. I’m reading your book, To be precise I’m in page 58 and I’m loving it, not because you talk about your sins, but cause I love to see what a God is been doing and, I need to believe in a God that is powerful enough to show me, in this case through your life and your experience, that if I want I can have intimacy with Him, know Him better. You such an inspiration for a lot of people for sure. Just wanna to say that you’re doing a great Job, you don’t need to hear that from me, but still. Thank you for your ministry.
I have watched this 3 time now, twice yeaterday and once now. I cry ever single time, these words are so true and its empowerinv to hear the hope of the end times with Christ in Heaven.
Yes, this is how I found out that I was sexually abused also through Oprah's talk show. I had no language for it until that day. Thank you Oprah for opening up my eyes #METOO #TIMESUP
And I can say thank you to Opra too. This is so amazing God is awesome. Thank you Jackie may God continue to use you.
Thank you for putting into such eloquent words your story. This really hit home for me as this is so much my story too. God is truly blessing you and your family for your openness.
Man this was beautifully conveyed. God bless you sister 🙏🏼
If I wanted to be healed, I needed to be specific about it all!!🙌🏾
I’ve watched this a thousand times. I cry every single time.
"He will make me WHOLE" 🙏❤
Wow...powerful! Thank you for sharing! This is so much like my story. And you help me see the hope of Heaven. What a gift! Eyes fixed on Jesus and looking towards Heaven! Powerful!!! I can’t say thank you enough. This put me on my face at the feet of Jesus in full surrender...again. Thank you!
God bless Jackie and her husband Preston together for their love for Christ and their deep desire to worship Him and spread the gospel. Let us all pray for them and help their ministry flourish. This young lady is truly anointed by the word of God.
New here. Speaking well is is paramount to get people to understand and connect to the message. She has been embodied in her message to make us get it and be engulfed. ❤❤
My third time watching. I have watched other Christians share on TH-cam. Max Lucado a fav writer. Everyone is different how they heal. Jackie shares more, and it truly is poetry the way she does it. Can't compare a healing. But I would loved to be as strong as she is.. Our journey is truly individual. As a saved person, I have a personal Savior God understands what all of us went through. Thankful she is so honest. Even though no name. God bless her ministry with her husband.💯🙏🏽
I want to believe that those who gave the thumbs down did that by mistake, yeah I really want to hope so.
This is a powerful word of encouragement 🙏❣️.
Thank you Jackie! You have given a voice to those of us who have been left in darkness for years.
Trauma will not have the final say Jesus will. Profound
Some of humanity may have betrayed me. But God never has ❤🙏
Wow that’s powerful and I’m thankful for your vulnerability and honest exposure of your story.
Hmm. 😢 Hallelujah! 😇
Thank you, Jackie Hill Perry! 💖
Glad I found this video. Thank you for speaking out. Really needed to hear this, today.
O Yes!! This is healing and brings hope to the brokenhearted.
Thank you. Sometimes I want to take my body off and exist outside of it. Some days Heaven is the only thing propelling me forward.
I love JHP. So brave. Thank you for sharing your story
My heart wept with understanding and with joy, for the past trauma I endured, and the glory awaiting me in the presence of my Savior and my Father in Heaven.
Thank you Jackie Hill!
Thank you for sharing. This is a blessing to have trauma addressed and hope spoken of. God Bless you Jackie
Thank you for sharing your story. Your journey to heal is bringing healing to others. You are bringing heaven to earth.
She also said in another video that she remembers the start of her gayness was in 1st grade. The same year she got sexually abused by a man. To me that seems like a cause of homosexuality, like many research studies indicated.
Sources?
Not a “man” dude a boy. A 16 year old BOY.
Yes. That where comes from..
@@gabetalks9275 I was searching for these kind of stuff the time I wrote this comment, 1 year ago! you should too!!! and I found in studies that *most* of them were actually sexually abused before. So.. there's definitely a connection!!! It's not something natural after all so there will be causes for it. Do your own research and you'll find the sources on your own😊
They say the chemicals change in the brain, why does it change? What changes it??? Even porn is part of it. These are conclusions I came across while reading studies and people's written stories.
@@wannabeagoodperson5827 There is a significant portion of them that aren't sexually abused though. There are so many kids who grow up living a normal life in a standard nuclear family and still come out gay, and 85% of them are in religious households. Correlation does not equal causation.
More inspiration, more blessings...more Grace IJn Amen.
Your words spoken 2 years ago... just made me cry....
I’m only half way through this message & these words are speaking volumes & I appreciate you Jackie such a blessing you Are!!! to God be the glory ,what A good God you are .Heaven is my ultimate hope of healing 🙏🏾💜💐🥰👏🏾
This lady is a gift to the world. Thank you GOD.
Those who gave a thumb down are in denial. I feel sorry for each of you. You were either abused or an abuser. Check yourself... Speaking up and out is a choice we make. God bless this woman for speaking out 🙏may you experience full and complete healing. ❤🙏
Thank you for sharing your story, and mine. ❤️
Your honesty makes me breath, so fresh like a fresh air
This has blessed me & I’m forever grateful for your courage & transparency. It really helps me understand & RECOGNIZE past events in my life.
Thank you. I can not explain the trauma and sin placed on me. Jesus is healing me and you speech is saving me in this moment
To the teenage boy, the one whose name i will forever remember, and never speak
Wow.....i teared up from that one line
I also have gone through a trauma and I also know that Jesus will meet us in the eternity to come and heal us..