@@Slim_Ch4rles couldnt find the words to describe her ... 10 months after i still cant. 🤣😅 Also my english is bad, and i definitely didnt expect the likes ... And NOONE CALLED ME SIMP ether ... Disappointeeeed ! Stay healthy lads and ladys. :)
"Because twitch chat can't hurt me anymore;" was like a sledgehammer to the chest. I'm breathtakingly proud of this moment but whenever I replay her saying that my chest takes a huge blow and I'm reminded of the disgusting side of humanity. Absolutely love you Anita and so happy you overcame this
i used to have really agressive panic attacks and would pass out when i thought of blood because i saw a lot of gore as a child ;-; as soon as the word even enters your head you struggle to survive
@@Colonies_Dev I couldn't even imagine.. that sounds like some severe PTSD most don't even realize some live with on a daily basis. How are you with that nowadays?
@@basicdurrty_d im doing a lot better, but it took a long time to recover from everything. I'm currently in the process of recovering from addictions i developed due to my traumas, i overcame a lot of intrusive thoughts and depression also
@The Legendary TH-cam Commenter the first time she had her banana tick a woman who overheard her said that she also loved bananas, which meant everyone else thought she was saying she loved "yanyas" in a baby voice very loudly to someone and not just to herself
The possibly ironic aspect to that incident could be that the positive emotions she felt in response to this lady's reaction might have caused positive reinforcement in her brain at the time of ticking thus strengthening associated neural activity
my favorite is when her friend doesn't even think and says "banana milkshake" and she's immediately like "oh my god I love nanya" and her friend is like "oh my god I'm so sorry"
@@aleksivienola143 there was a "Sweet Anita's Most Viewed Twitch Clips of ALL TIME" compilation clip with a longer bit of it at 3:20 it wasn't uploaded by her though. i like how she raises her arm or fist when saying it, looks like she really loves banyanas
Nah her real win is the chat producing a lot of money for her, that is why she keeps putting up with it, the advantages clearly outweigh the negatives for her, can't blame her, i see it the exact same.
It’s so sickening that the chat was literally watching her suffer they are disgusting. It sounded like when she was saying “‘mm” in between the tic she was trying to make it stop..
she went through a lot as a child and she still gets treated like shit by a lot of people (strangers and even family members) as an adult. the world is so cruel. i hope she’ll stay strong and be happy. her smile is literally the sweetest thing ever 🥺
The old lady looking at her and saying “oh my god, me too!” Is so hilarious to me because that lady was so awkward that she matched the awkwardness of the tic situation and made it okay for her and thats so wholesome in a hilarious way.
I actually think the old lady diffused the situation. And made it not awkward. A lot of elderly people are very attuned to when people are having problems and are good at saying just the right thing.
@@fatcrewproductions8986 right. surely there must be some way to control such tick. maybe there is a neurological answer but it's case-specific so it would take decades of personal experimentation and experience to see how you can mitigate the severity of your ticks. for example, like with this banana case - but the unfortunate thing is that she only made a vague theory as to what may have stopped it. if she paid more attention or remembered more things and analysed more possible causes, then she could have used that data in addition to future data to see if there is any mitigation method. well, i'm not her obviously but if i were her, i would definitely take a wholly scientific approach to this as the brain fascinates me very much.
Anita sitting there, with tears in her eyes because she's able to say/read/hear the word "banana" without potentially ending up in pain and coughing up blood brought a tear to my eye. What an inspiration ❤
@@DJaydoubleA I do not have Tourettes so I can't speak for said people, but I have ADHD/Sensory overload tics, usually when I'm stressed or extremely bored. For me I would say the most comparable feeling would be like when you feel an itch in your throat so you naturally want to cough to get rid of it. You can try and surpress it, which sometimes works and the itch goes, but mostly the itch will just get worse and you'll end up coughing harder/more. It's kind of like that for me personally. Edited to add: Also, thinking/speaking about it can trigger it too, the same way your throat can start itching when you start focusing on it enough if that makes sense
It’s disgusting how she reads comments that sound so positive and how she’s helped someone by them watching her streams to end up writing banana at the end. DISGUSTING
Yea her ticks can cause her pain and people don’t care that her ticks can be a long time trigger like just saying a word too many times w a tick can cause a long term thing
Dude her face in that moment reveals how much important for her is being free of a tic. And the voice at the moment is pure Anita. The one who live beyond the camera. She is an amazing girl.
I’m happy she didn’t let toxic chat defeat her. I hope someone can help her incorporate a chat bot to filter out triggering words and auto ban people who type them.
I have Tourette’s and this just makes me so sad :( I also have tics that make me hurt a lot! This is just so unfair, that people who don’t have Tourette’s think they can trigger your tics just because they think it’s “cute”.
Wait I'm not trying to offend you but I just found out about Tourette's and dont know that much, but how do you type? Like dont your hands sometimes move uncontrollably? Idk. ( I'm so sorry if I offended you somehow )
《 Yellow Meadow 》 Nah that doesn’t offend me, and when I have to tic I can kinda feel it coming so I’ll pause, tic, then go back to typing but my Tourette’s aren’t too bad, they’re pretty mild.
@@jayy0s00 people describe tourretes tics as like sneezes but worse. You feel it coming and it's hard to stop. But i don't have tourettes so take that with a grain of salt, i just heard people with tourretes say that.
@@zenzonerzz4789 Yeah that's a pretty accurate description. At least for me. Tho for me it's more like that you feel a sudden, heavy itch that gets stronger the more you try not to scratch it(if I surpress it for photos or doctors examinations).
@@leysont Well, the only reason I watch her videos was because i got fascinated by the tourette syndrome and i wanted to listen to her life story dealing with it. After a while her video starts to feel boring. Im not really interested in her type of content
@@solaris527 That doesn't sound like simping to me but rather like normal and genuine interest. I don't like how simp has become everyone's favourite word.
She's literally the sweetest person ever.. She had a rough childhood and could be an angry person but she CHOOSES not to. She's amazing and inspirational.
The fascinating part is how the tic takes over her expression. Shes pissed, annoyed, and quite likely in pain, but her cute girl face during the tic cannot be broken.
It was heartwarming to see her finally able to eat a banana after over a year of painful looping tics just from the existence of the word or image of them. She seemed so happy to be able to eat them again that I was smiling ear-to-ear happy for her. Here I am with a mild banana sensitivity (Eating a plain banana makes me nauseated for an hour or two), and there's others with full on allergic responses to bananas, so I'm glad Anita can enjoy them without harm now.
When she said that Twitch chat can't hurt her in that way anymore, I realized, "Holy shit. Twitch is the biggest blessing and the largest curse." Anita seems like a sweet person. I'm genuinely happy she was able to overcome her trigger and that she is happy.
Those very words made me sad... What you said is right, biggest blessing and largest curse. She has a wholesome community, but there will always be some cruel intruder trying to advertently hurt her by triggering her ticks.
@@whoisintissar She could easily get another job Hahahahaha. Plus, I bet she has already made so much money off of streaming, that her or her kids don't have to work a day in their lives.
I thought that it was so cute at first. But then my heart sank when she explained her condition and the pain that comes from it. It makes me feel like shit knowing that I was supporting those trolls. I’m glad she doesn’t get triggered anymore!!
I can't believe people would be so cruel to intentionally trigger someone like that. I've watched some of Anita's videos and they have really helped me understand Tourette's. I was watching an Among Us stream from a diffrrent TH-camr and heard the popping noises in the background and got kind of annoyed by them. I understand now that she was tic-ing and can't control it. I hope for yhe best for you Anita! The world is filled with both kind and cruel people and all you can do about it is be yourself! That's the you we all love most.
"I can't believe people would be so cruel" When you get to your 20's it becomes less believable that people are actually good and you just believe most people are cruel online.
@@MrCheesyBaconBits I'm almost 30 actually and I don't believe most people are cruel. There are more cruel people than there should be though. It's another story altogether when a content creator cries because "Twitch chat can't hurt me anymore". Implying it was multiple people.
@@kamatari1220 it is best to not get outraged and flabbergasted by the cruelty of man. It is part of the human condition; it has always existed. There was a time when we watched people murder each other for sport. Don’t believe the world is an inherently good place. Most people are neutral at best.
I honestly hate the trolls in her twitch chat a lot, they keep triggering her Tourettes clearing knowing that it might hurt her or be annoying to her like grow up and stop making her life worse You're a very strong individual and keep going!
My mom is 80. She comes from a time of a lot of misinformation and almost no way to verify something that was said. I used your vid to teach her a little about Tourette. She was disgusted when I told her how the chat would trigger your tics. We’re both very happy you can enjoy this fruit again. Thank you for openly talking and sharing to help people deal, to educate people, to give us all a safe space to discuss this topic. Don’t know if you will even see this message in the mass of supportive comments, but hey, I just wanted to add to the mountain of love. Greetings from Curaçao ❤️
There was this video on youtube that was just a clip of her finally being able to say it and there was a comment that said "She earns a lot of money from streaming, you really think she cares at the end of the day?" and that annoyed me SO MUCH. Like just because she has a job that pays well doesn't mean that not being able to have control over your own body at times isn't an issue anymore. She can't go to the damn market without being triggered and what's sad is that not many people are still completely aware of this problem so people will look at her weird and will even treat her weird. It's so stupid, like your brain has to be air dried to really and truly believe that money can really solve everything.
Get rid of that layer of anonymity, and people will become a hell of a lot nicer. Not saying that should be how it is, but people usually only ever do this shit when there's no consequence. If Twitch were a better company, they'd be banning IPs of people who constantly troll. Unfortunately, we all know Twitch's priority isn't getting rid of trolls.
@@germpot they would just start using a VPN unfortunately. Getting rid of anonymity would mean creating an account that is directly linked to your real identity, maybe even your social security number. Fake accounts would basically become non-existing, but that’s kind of against what social networks are built on.
@/k/onnoisseur Imagine being incapable of understanding anything that you haven't experienced. Proof that there is no relation between intelligence and sentience.
You can tell just how happy she was when she showed that it didn’t trigger the tick anymore. I can only imagine how she felt when she initially realized it wasn’t triggering anymore. I know I’d be crying tears of joy
I'm so glad that she can finally say it! I have a whistle tic that hasn't gone away yet and I really hope it does because I have asthma and some 'friends' thought it was funny when I ran out of air. Literally wasn't funny when I had a blackout-asthma attack and woke up in the nurses office because I couldn't get to my inhaler in time. Apparently they thought I was trolling when I collapsed.
@@Lorrdd Not too sure on what you mean by this. Tics are involuntary. As in, you could try and stop them and it'll work maybe half of the time. Lots of people used to ask her why she didn't say any slurs like others with tics and it causes a chain reaction. She doesn't want to say the slur, stress when people push it, stress means she's thinking about it more, thinking about it more turns into intrusive thoughts, stress about intrusive thoughts mean more tics, and tics usually take said intrusive thoughts out for a walk, people get mad about her tics which means more stress about the intrusive thoughts, and then that means more tics. Sometimes - and I mean it by sometimes - you can tell what tic is about to happen and manage to keep it down and let it build into something physical. If it triggers you or others, stay away, or watch clips if you like her stuff. She literally can't control it. If she meant it, she would talk about said slur and enforce it, not gloss over and apologize.
It's disgusting that they trigger her on purpose. When she could say it without being triggered, the biggest smile grew across my face. I'm sad these things bring her pain. I also was grinning so big when she got to eat one.
@@stixoimatizontas I'd say it's more like a person in a wheelchair finally being able to afford a lightweight, active wheelchair rather than a bulky and impractical hostpital model. Her disorder hasn't gone away, it's just become more manageable:)
It's the same reasons certain people delight in bullying, and abusing or mistreating animals and children. The same reasons why all of the different -iscms exist. Lack of empathy and perspective. Poorly raised and worse than that poorly educated with a garbage moral framework. Anonymity brings out all of the worst qualities of an individual, because there is no reprecussion for their actions.
I’m not a very emotional person, but the genuine happiness when she could say and eat bananas. It made me tear up and cry a little, i’m so happy for you anita :)
@@scottd426 yea there is a skin where you are a giant banana so if she wanted to play the game she could just come across the skin or people could try and stream snipe her wearing the costume. and they might have been removed i haven't played in a while but there use to be bananas that you could walk up to and hold e to eat for like 5 hp or something
@@waffledog4372 Last time I played (maybe 3 months ago) I would encounter a banana man at least once every game. They also have bananas you can eat too lying around on beaches (from banana trees).
when she said banana ,F&#king banana and tears of sadness and smile of joy combine brought tears to my eyes . this video is so inspiring and powerful .
It appears to me that when you get “caught in a loop” of ticks, it’s similar to a person with a stuttering problem (Former stutterer). You know yourself better than anyone and appear to now know how to possibly counteract some of the verbal ticks. Awesome!!! I wish you continued success in your life!!! 😎👍
Kamran Younis I had to learn to slow down my thought processes and think what I wanted to say deliberately. Then say it. It was like my brain was on the 3rd word of a sentence while my mouth was on the first and it caused a stutter. It seemed a bit of a disconnect from thinking to speaking. Slowing my thinking down was kinda like writing it out before saying it.
@@jeffwaytiuk1170 Ooh, I think I have that problem too but I don't stutter alot I just talk way too fast that I'm mumbling, I haven't been 'diagnosed' or anything, how long did it take you
Kamran Younis it took a few months. I was young when I had it (6-7 years old). I have a friend who talked fast when he was younger also. It was like after he spoke, his lips kept moving in a manner that it looked like he repeated what he just said, without sound.
In recent years, mainly when my ADHD meds are wearing off, if I talk too fast I start “stuttering.” It’s not an actual stutter but like I’ll get stuck saying things like “and and and and” or stuck like “and th-th-th-th-th” and like it’s not a slow stutter, it’s super fast. The issue isn’t even that I can’t get the words out it’s just that my brain goes from the first word of sentence one to the fifth sentence while my mouth is still mid first word first sentence. And then my brain trips and gets lost as to what I was about to say and, for some stupid reason, decides the best thing to do while it rethinks is to stall and repeat the last sound(s) I said. Like it doesn’t even happen a ton it’s just like every now and then. But jeez it’s real bad when it happens especially when I get overly excited over something
this girls mental strenght is to die for , her personality is to die for . so damn amazing ...
That was very simply put
@@Slim_Ch4rles couldnt find the words to describe her ... 10 months after i still cant. 🤣😅 Also my english is bad, and i definitely didnt expect the likes ... And NOONE CALLED ME SIMP ether ... Disappointeeeed ! Stay healthy lads and ladys. :)
@allie thank you!.
@@TWKfam_STUXN3T chad
@@Slim_Ch4rles I see what you did there
just watched a clip where she's able to say banana without having this tic triggered!! very happy rn
That's how I found her it was literally today
@@jericarobison5712 same.
It's also in this video at 6:46.
i actually started to cry :)
Same 🥺
Girl: “...banana milkshake,”
Anita: “Banyanya!”
Girl: “I am so sorry,,,,”
That was kinda wholesome ... in a way
Bañaña
good one simp haHAA
0:29
6k likes with nobody arguing in the replies
👁👄👁 I'm amazed
"Because twitch chat can't hurt me anymore;" was like a sledgehammer to the chest. I'm breathtakingly proud of this moment but whenever I replay her saying that my chest takes a huge blow and I'm reminded of the disgusting side of humanity. Absolutely love you Anita and so happy you overcame this
Wings of Redemption's life would drastically improve if he could mimic.
i used to have really agressive panic attacks and would pass out when i thought of blood because i saw a lot of gore as a child ;-; as soon as the word even enters your head you struggle to survive
@@Colonies_Dev lol damn
@@Colonies_Dev I couldn't even imagine.. that sounds like some severe PTSD most don't even realize some live with on a daily basis. How are you with that nowadays?
@@basicdurrty_d im doing a lot better, but it took a long time to recover from everything. I'm currently in the process of recovering from addictions i developed due to my traumas, i overcame a lot of intrusive thoughts and depression also
“Oh my god...meeee toooo!” was absolutely hilarious, that lady is the best.
@The Legendary TH-cam Commenter the first time she had her banana tick a woman who overheard her said that she also loved bananas, which meant everyone else thought she was saying she loved "yanyas" in a baby voice very loudly to someone and not just to herself
Totally! I always hope that I could do something like that for someone without absolutely fucking it all up and making everything worse.
The possibly ironic aspect to that incident could be that the positive emotions she felt in response to this lady's reaction might have caused positive reinforcement in her brain at the time of ticking thus strengthening associated neural activity
@@huia187 lol that could actually be true but i don't know
sounds plausible actually kind of
Grandma really said "mood"
my favorite is when her friend doesn't even think and says "banana milkshake" and she's immediately like "oh my god I love nanya" and her friend is like "oh my god I'm so sorry"
Hahahha ha. I'm picturing someone thinking "Oh shit she's bout to explode" Really worriedly
anyone know what the full clip of that is? where her friend triggers it
Timestamp: 0:27
@@aleksivienola143 there was a "Sweet Anita's Most Viewed Twitch Clips of ALL TIME" compilation clip with a longer bit of it at 3:20
it wasn't uploaded by her though.
i like how she raises her arm or fist when saying it, looks like she really loves banyanas
yeahhh that was cute
Troll: * writes banana to troll Anita *
her mods: * gun clicking *
*_I‘m sorry sir, it’s time for you to leave!_*
Your free trial of watching this channel has just ended.
They can just ban you from chat right? Not the stream?
@Sibasish Mukherjee I have no idea but what is the point of a troll if he can’t piss you off anymore?
I'm your 1k like!
@Za'kiyah Johnson A surprise to be sure, but a welcome one!
i’m sad that a “win” for her is that her twitch chat can no longer torture her by spamming “banana”
@@nabafz8323 :)
Maybe she didn't know but you can filter out certain words.
That’s just one win, she can also eat them for breakfast, go to the supermarket, choose not to play Fortnite. Don’t be sad, be happy.
Nah her real win is the chat producing a lot of money for her, that is why she keeps putting up with it, the advantages clearly outweigh the negatives for her, can't blame her, i see it the exact same.
@@motodog242 It is sad, indeed. Not being hurt and tortured by others is a human right, not a victory. That's what Samantha meant.
It’s so sickening that the chat was literally watching her suffer they are disgusting. It sounded like when she was saying “‘mm” in between the tic she was trying to make it stop..
@@elitemasters17 you know what they meant
@@elitemasters17 dude that's literally what she meant why are you mad
Sorry thought they were calling chat disgusting because they were watching her suffer. Did not mean to come off as mad. Forget what I said
Timestamp?
i think the mm is another one of her tics
"cus chat cant hurt me anymore" made me so sad. that must have felt horrible :(((( i'm glad the tick ended
Don't be
@@lunaromance2243 why
tic*
@@lunaromance2243 dont be sad or dont be glad?
@@toniblox6926 no reason
she went through a lot as a child and she still gets treated like shit by a lot of people (strangers and even family members) as an adult. the world is so cruel. i hope she’ll stay strong and be happy. her smile is literally the sweetest thing ever 🥺
What happened to her as a child?
@@TheChickenRiceBowl she said she was homeless as a child around 6:20
@@phlegm5596 Thank you.
It sucks that little fucking kids still try to trigger tics which is just disgusting wtf bro.
@@TheChickenRiceBowl she also apparently got beaten up to unconsciousness when she was 13 by a 16 year old and was in an abusive relationship.
The old lady looking at her and saying “oh my god, me too!” Is so hilarious to me because that lady was so awkward that she matched the awkwardness of the tic situation and made it okay for her and thats so wholesome in a hilarious way.
the old lady is so sweet 💕 i do adore
I wish to be like this lady :))
I think, oddly enough, those rude people cured her through exposure.
She's probably dead now
I actually think the old lady diffused the situation. And made it not awkward. A lot of elderly people are very attuned to when people are having problems and are good at saying just the right thing.
I've never cried from someone saying banana before...
Same
I never cried before until now, about someone able to say banana again (it made me so happy for her)
Oh wow me too
@@fatcrewproductions8986 right. surely there must be some way to control such tick. maybe there is a neurological answer but it's case-specific so it would take decades of personal experimentation and experience to see how you can mitigate the severity of your ticks.
for example, like with this banana case - but the unfortunate thing is that she only made a vague theory as to what may have stopped it. if she paid more attention or remembered more things and analysed more possible causes, then she could have used that data in addition to future data to see if there is any mitigation method.
well, i'm not her obviously but if i were her, i would definitely take a wholly scientific approach to this as the brain fascinates me very much.
Same
Anita sitting there, with tears in her eyes because she's able to say/read/hear the word "banana" without potentially ending up in pain and coughing up blood brought a tear to my eye. What an inspiration ❤
woah
coughing up blood?? what??
@@marie2198 that's what she said
@@marie2198 because of her autoimmune disorder, she says it in this video
@@marie2198 3:54
I get this a lot. Tics can hurt a ton. And they make your muscles sore.
Same i get a lot of head jerking tics which give me a lot of headaches and migraines
Is it more impulsive and psychological or like a sneeze that just comes out if you’re not actively suppressing it?
@@DJaydoubleA it’s just something that your body naturally does unless you try very hard not to do.
@@DJaydoubleA I do not have Tourettes so I can't speak for said people, but I have ADHD/Sensory overload tics, usually when I'm stressed or extremely bored.
For me I would say the most comparable feeling would be like when you feel an itch in your throat so you naturally want to cough to get rid of it. You can try and surpress it, which sometimes works and the itch goes, but mostly the itch will just get worse and you'll end up coughing harder/more. It's kind of like that for me personally.
Edited to add: Also, thinking/speaking about it can trigger it too, the same way your throat can start itching when you start focusing on it enough if that makes sense
@@DJaydoubleA in my experience is a mix of both, but i haven’t been officially been diagnosed soooo don’t take my word for it.
It’s disgusting how she reads comments that sound so positive and how she’s helped someone by them watching her streams to end up writing banana at the end. DISGUSTING
that was the part that infuriated me the most
@@nsscore me too
Timestamp?
@@parallel3621 4:28
wtf
Seeing her on the verge of tears while saying banana without a tic gave me a genuine smile from ear to ear and that rarely happens.
Edit it to b word please. To not trigger her again
@@felixx3128 did you not watch the video
@@felixx3128 You should watch the video before commenting.
When she said the word normally for the first time, it sounded really weird as well, because I never heard it from her before.
@@nucwaff2727 I watched it. I don't want us to trigger her again u know cuz there may be thousands yt comments that say that word
Her exclaiming how delicious it was to eat the forbidden fruit for the first time in so long is so heartwarming and heart crushing at the same time
ive never been so happy to see a person eat a banana
But she was just saying that she ate it everyday for breakfast
@@tacolicker33 She said she would like to do that again not that she does.
6:46 idk why but her being so happy over something as simple as saying a word is kinda makes you realise how much shit we take for granted
Yea her ticks can cause her pain and people don’t care that her ticks can be a long time trigger like just saying a word too many times w a tick can cause a long term thing
Not to mention the only thing she could think about in that moment was that people couldn’t trigger her with it anymore 🥺🥺🥺
Dude her face in that moment reveals how much important for her is being free of a tic. And the voice at the moment is pure Anita. The one who live beyond the camera. She is an amazing girl.
I’m happy she didn’t let toxic chat defeat her. I hope someone can help her incorporate a chat bot to filter out triggering words and auto ban people who type them.
maybe 3 or less warns first? because sometimes people don’t know that a word will trigger her tics and they’ll learn in the future.
Fucking protect
@@Nespire yeah probably one so they can write it down and remember and after that itd be like oh yeah ur using it again bye
Yeah one or two times out and they’ll get the idea why they got timed out and three strikes and there out of there
Now she IS the toxic chat. She uses simp (an ableist slur against the mentally disabled) on the daily
I have Tourette’s and this just makes me so sad :( I also have tics that make me hurt a lot! This is just so unfair, that people who don’t have Tourette’s think they can trigger your tics just because they think it’s “cute”.
Wait I'm not trying to offend you but I just found out about Tourette's and dont know that much, but how do you type? Like dont your hands sometimes move uncontrollably? Idk. ( I'm so sorry if I offended you somehow )
《 Yellow Meadow 》 Nah that doesn’t offend me, and when I have to tic I can kinda feel it coming so I’ll pause, tic, then go back to typing but my Tourette’s aren’t too bad, they’re pretty mild.
@@harlethan5748 ohhh okay thanks for letting me know
@@jayy0s00 people describe tourretes tics as like sneezes but worse. You feel it coming and it's hard to stop. But i don't have tourettes so take that with a grain of salt, i just heard people with tourretes say that.
@@zenzonerzz4789 Yeah that's a pretty accurate description. At least for me. Tho for me it's more like that you feel a sudden, heavy itch that gets stronger the more you try not to scratch it(if I surpress it for photos or doctors examinations).
ive only discovered anita yesterday but im somehow already proud of her
i was such a simp 5 month ago..
@@solaris527 Have you stopped? Care to explain how you did it?
@@leysont Well, the only reason I watch her videos was because i got fascinated by the tourette syndrome and i wanted to listen to her life story dealing with it. After a while her video starts to feel boring. Im not really interested in her type of content
@@solaris527 That doesn't sound like simping to me but rather like normal and genuine interest. I don't like how simp has become everyone's favourite word.
@@archer7716 Ah yes
OMG why did I start crying when she could finally say “banana” without any problems? 😭❤️
Me too...
Saaammmeee
cuz u r an above average weirdo.
no offence
@@xenonopbr how is it weird?
She looked like she was crying just remember whenever you have a bad day someone out there wants to hang out with you help you
She's literally the sweetest person ever.. She had a rough childhood and could be an angry person but she CHOOSES not to. She's amazing and inspirational.
Preach!!!
She's really not though. She used ableist slurs in every stream against people with mental disabilities, and her community defends it as normal.
@@Lorrdd intentionally?
The tics ARE funny, but not in this type of context. They're funniest when Anita just suddenly roasts someone out of nowhere while talking about them.
My favorite was when she failed a jump in a game, and she said "are you vertically challenged? "
The fascinating part is how the tic takes over her expression. Shes pissed, annoyed, and quite likely in pain, but her cute girl face during the tic cannot be broken.
best one will always be "I will fuck your friends mate!"
@@rogerelzenga4465 Personal favorite is Terrences poetry: "if you want to fuck your friends, fuck em slow, if they dont want to fuck, let them go"
Yeah. Out of context, nyanya is kinda funny, but God what an absolute pain. It sounded so horrible.
8:27 A girl eats a banana on stream for NOT sexual reactions.
It was heartwarming to see her finally able to eat a banana after over a year of painful looping tics just from the existence of the word or image of them.
She seemed so happy to be able to eat them again that I was smiling ear-to-ear happy for her.
Here I am with a mild banana sensitivity (Eating a plain banana makes me nauseated for an hour or two), and there's others with full on allergic responses to bananas, so I'm glad Anita can enjoy them without harm now.
@@Foxxie0kun Wait, that's a thing? That would explain why I feel so sick after eating bananas. Love banana chips though.
Never thought something like that could exist😱
A girl on stream eating a banana, but it makes everyone cry
@@Foxxie0kun my stomach has painful cramps after eating a banana or after eating an apple
When she said that Twitch chat can't hurt her in that way anymore, I realized, "Holy shit. Twitch is the biggest blessing and the largest curse." Anita seems like a sweet person. I'm genuinely happy she was able to overcome her trigger and that she is happy.
While being teary eyed? The feels.
Well... bud I’m sorry to break it to you but like she’s ban ☹️
@@user-qf5rh8zp9p that's why she was live yesterday?
Those very words made me sad...
What you said is right, biggest blessing and largest curse. She has a wholesome community, but there will always be some cruel intruder trying to advertently hurt her by triggering her ticks.
@@pociopice you mean advertently*. but yeah. people are horrible.
When she was eating the banana I got so emotional...she looked so happy. She deserves all the happiness after what shes been through
Not after she's spent years attacking the developmentally disabled.
Bruh I teared up when she said banana and she did not tic. She was so sad at that point yet so happy saying banana
Finally I can visit stream without switching accounts
Yea
🤣
someone show this to her
Ayo you seem like a really good person for doing that all this time. Respect
LOL
"cause twitch chat can't hurt me anymore." Damn that kinda hit hard
Ha I’m the first commenter
@@engineergaming4295 Damn commies
She doesn't have to stream
@@tacolicker33 Its her job..
@@whoisintissar
She could easily get another job Hahahahaha.
Plus, I bet she has already made so much money off of streaming, that her or her kids don't have to work a day in their lives.
I thought that it was so cute at first. But then my heart sank when she explained her condition and the pain that comes from it. It makes me feel like shit knowing that I was supporting those trolls. I’m glad she doesn’t get triggered anymore!!
I can't believe people would be so cruel to intentionally trigger someone like that.
I've watched some of Anita's videos and they have really helped me understand Tourette's. I was watching an Among Us stream from a diffrrent TH-camr and heard the popping noises in the background and got kind of annoyed by them. I understand now that she was tic-ing and can't control it.
I hope for yhe best for you Anita! The world is filled with both kind and cruel people and all you can do about it is be yourself! That's the you we all love most.
"I can't believe people would be so cruel" When you get to your 20's it becomes less believable that people are actually good and you just believe most people are cruel online.
@@MrCheesyBaconBits I'm almost 30 actually and I don't believe most people are cruel. There are more cruel people than there should be though.
It's another story altogether when a content creator cries because "Twitch chat can't hurt me anymore". Implying it was multiple people.
Yup. Never thought female beauty could be used to spread disorder awareness but it gets the job done ✅
among us sus among sus the imposter is sus hahaha imposter sus amogus amongus among the imposter is sus among sus hahaha
@@kamatari1220 it is best to not get outraged and flabbergasted by the cruelty of man. It is part of the human condition; it has always existed. There was a time when we watched people murder each other for sport. Don’t believe the world is an inherently good place. Most people are neutral at best.
When she said banyanya intentionally, I got spooked cause I thought the tic was coming back
I felt that too, that was a risky move by her but it's gone
Honestly that "twitch chat can't hurt me anymore" and that look of relief after almost brought me to tears
I honestly hate the trolls in her twitch chat a lot, they keep triggering her Tourettes clearing knowing that it might hurt her or be annoying to her like grow up and stop making her life worse
You're a very strong individual and keep going!
She is the troll. She's a bigot.
My mom is 80. She comes from a time of a lot of misinformation and almost no way to verify something that was said.
I used your vid to teach her a little about Tourette.
She was disgusted when I told her how the chat would trigger your tics.
We’re both very happy you can enjoy this fruit again.
Thank you for openly talking and sharing to help people deal, to educate people, to give us all a safe space to discuss this topic.
Don’t know if you will even see this message in the mass of supportive comments, but hey, I just wanted to add to the mountain of love.
Greetings from Curaçao ❤️
No replies?
@@ns.kha29 No bitches?
There was this video on youtube that was just a clip of her finally being able to say it and there was a comment that said "She earns a lot of money from streaming, you really think she cares at the end of the day?" and that annoyed me SO MUCH.
Like just because she has a job that pays well doesn't mean that not being able to have control over your own body at times isn't an issue anymore. She can't go to the damn market without being triggered and what's sad is that not many people are still completely aware of this problem so people will look at her weird and will even treat her weird. It's so stupid, like your brain has to be air dried to really and truly believe that money can really solve everything.
Was just from that video and just read that comment!! It's infuriating how mindless and ignorant people can be!
I saw that!
His name was Michael Angst, an insolent pleb who thinks its okay just because she makes money from twitch. God, what has twitch chat become?
god i hate people who think money is a substitute for feelings or mental health
ugh i saw that comment, that “michael angst” dude is disgusting
No one:
Literally no one:
Anita: *pop*
How adorable
LX0 Janxk I love that one.
I picked up that tic
And the banana one
Edit: THE BANANA TIC GOT WORSE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey you know what
I'm your third comment
Pop
Simp
Anita: shouting she loves bananas cause of her tick
Old lady: omg me too
Anita: **says b word**
Random lady: "Oh my God! Me too!"
I just like finding different tics of hers that I can say that.
Anita: I have a tasty dick
Me: *GASP* Me too!
Anita: what a tasty virgin
Random youtube commentator: omg me too!
she probably knew what was going on.
It's 🅱️
Anita: I don't fuck biscuits I fuck the fucking queen.
Me: OMG me tooooo!
"Either this goes well or it's a story" is such a fantastic mindset to have
Truuuuuuuuuu
not to everyone, but chat is so incredibly toxic. its not fair in the slightest, she can't control it and they're basically
abusing her >:c
Get rid of that layer of anonymity, and people will become a hell of a lot nicer. Not saying that should be how it is, but people usually only ever do this shit when there's no consequence. If Twitch were a better company, they'd be banning IPs of people who constantly troll. Unfortunately, we all know Twitch's priority isn't getting rid of trolls.
They arent just basically abusing her
They are abusing her.
@@germpot they would just start using a VPN unfortunately. Getting rid of anonymity would mean creating an account that is directly linked to your real identity, maybe even your social security number. Fake accounts would basically become non-existing, but that’s kind of against what social networks are built on.
@@germpot what they act like under that anonymity is they truly are on the inside
@/k/onnoisseur Imagine being incapable of understanding anything that you haven't experienced. Proof that there is no relation between intelligence and sentience.
You can tell just how happy she was when she showed that it didn’t trigger the tick anymore. I can only imagine how she felt when she initially realized it wasn’t triggering anymore. I know I’d be crying tears of joy
*THE CURSE HAS BEEN LIFTED*
Yes, but the Flying Dutchman will always need a captain.
geoGRe milonas bruh 😂
Somewhere Dana Andrews is as happy as Anita.
@@Spidercide Part of the ship, part of the crew.
Can you imagine if she tried to play Donkey Kong Country.
I have that for snes. Im like half done.
snowman911ca
*No.*
BANANYA
Well good thing she can play it now
I love that game
Never thought hearing someone say the word banana would make me cry
yeah cant say the same
Seriously lol it gave me the same joy as finishing the LOTR movies
I'm so glad that she can finally say it! I have a whistle tic that hasn't gone away yet and I really hope it does because I have asthma and some 'friends' thought it was funny when I ran out of air. Literally wasn't funny when I had a blackout-asthma attack and woke up in the nurses office because I couldn't get to my inhaler in time. Apparently they thought I was trolling when I collapsed.
Hope your tic can go away eventually- that’s awful with your ‘friends’ and everything
Would you trigger someone else like that? She does. Every stream. She uses ableist slurs against the mentally disabled.
@@Lorrdd Not too sure on what you mean by this. Tics are involuntary. As in, you could try and stop them and it'll work maybe half of the time. Lots of people used to ask her why she didn't say any slurs like others with tics and it causes a chain reaction.
She doesn't want to say the slur, stress when people push it, stress means she's thinking about it more, thinking about it more turns into intrusive thoughts, stress about intrusive thoughts mean more tics, and tics usually take said intrusive thoughts out for a walk, people get mad about her tics which means more stress about the intrusive thoughts, and then that means more tics. Sometimes - and I mean it by sometimes - you can tell what tic is about to happen and manage to keep it down and let it build into something physical.
If it triggers you or others, stay away, or watch clips if you like her stuff. She literally can't control it. If she meant it, she would talk about said slur and enforce it, not gloss over and apologize.
The fact that my life has an arc in it that's led me to tear up listening to a young woman from the UK repeatedly say "banana" boggles my mind.
Same
Yeah how has this happened. An hour ago I didnt know who she was and now I've seen her overcome a painful tic? Like bruh
@@maxaks2594 exactly
An arc? Like a banana?
@@aanler LOL
Some people don't deserve trolls. She's one of them
@alaskanmes
Hey, please fuck off.
@@breadlast brutal comment lol i love it
Bread Last did people actually find your comment funny? Yikes
yung waifu cringe
@alaskanmes Please try to breathe dirty bath water.
We have faith in you, keepntrying
The feels at the end, “chat can’t hurt me any more”
Shit hit me hard when she said that
that hurt when she said that like omg and when she was almost crying and just said the word and i was like holy shit she can say it
the people who intentionally make her tick are real assholes.
that shit broke my heart
"Banana, banana, mOthurfuCKin banana" I love that energy for her!
BAN ANNA :)
ngl the banana tick was kinda adorable but i'm glad she's over it now.
I agree it's adorable but yet very painful to watch because she said it hurts her. Im glad shes over it
Kinda?! It was incredibly Adorable. I feel bad that I love it so much because it hurts but still
ikr I had no idea the tic could do that... Since I found Anita I learned so much
yeah at least shes not in pain anymore
Bananya omg I love bananyas I love nanyas
Oh my god when she said "Banana, f****in banana" i had tears in my eyes.. just like wow. I'm really happy that I can see her being happy
It's disgusting that they trigger her on purpose. When she could say it without being triggered, the biggest smile grew across my face. I'm sad these things bring her pain. I also was grinning so big when she got to eat one.
Seeing her so happy about a being able to finally do a simple thing: eat a banana, is heartwarming.
Anyone else felt immensely proud of her when she showed us that the banana tic was gone? I had a rush of emotion idk why
Imagine a person on a wheelchair suddenly being able to stand. It's the same thing. This rush of emotions is only natural :)
@@stixoimatizontas yeah its good when they recover / lose something that makes them have issues
@@stixoimatizontas I'd say it's more like a person in a wheelchair finally being able to afford a lightweight, active wheelchair rather than a bulky and impractical hostpital model. Her disorder hasn't gone away, it's just become more manageable:)
Somebody types banana
Me: *I would sell your soul to the devil for a corn chip*
Its worth that much? I'd pay the devil to take it
a stale one if that
I'd do it fuh nothing
The devil would only accept their soul in exchange for you having a banana tic for a day.
I wouldn't even piss on them if they were on fire
Anita gained a new skill: B word immunity.
B word pass
@@MrMikopi 🅱️ word
I can't wait to see this when she get the N-word tic.
Now that's gonna be really interesting to see how Twitch's handle it...
@@MrMikopi underrated comment
her eyes looked like the after effect of a certain thing people do with a green thing set on fire, don't want to say what it is
GUYS BANANA ISNT HER TRIGGER WORD ANYMORE!! SHE CAN SAY IT WITHOUT TICKING :)
6:46
Still dont try tho!
yeah no shit? she literally says this in the video
@@billaniii damn who pissed in your cereal bowl
@@sae4135 this is the person who puts milk in before the cereal tbh
"'cause now Twitch chat can't hurt me." :'( that punched me square in the soul
More like square in the solar plexus
She just put so many trolls out of business that the market just crashed
I'm glad I'm not the only one tearing up over Anita saying "banana" properly for the first time in over a year
tbh the ending got me teary eyed. this disorder seems like it's extremely exhausting, you're so strong for trying to stay positive through it.
"Now it's a game I'll just actively choose not to play" haha the sickest non-tic burn ive heard from her
Hearing her say banana was actually the greatest thing ever. It is such an innocent win, but so wholesome
Hopefully I can be removed from the banned list now. Not realizing my nickname and saying hi on stream wasn't a very clever move by me.
Oof xD
Oooh, yikes. That’s unfortunate.
Oof
Ah rip
F
Its beautiful to see a grown woman enjoying the simple fact that she can say and eat a banana
Imagine hearing “twitch chat can’t hurt me anymore” being part of that group and being proud of what they did to her.
How could anybody delight in triggering somebody and causing them discomfort and pain? I'm so sorry you went through that and I'm glad it's over now.
Some people are just plain evil.
This is what happens when people are given the ability to be anonymous and bully people with no consequences
It gives them a sense of power over the world.
I don't think it's over sadly, people are awful. But at least banana isn't a trigger anymore.
It's the same reasons certain people delight in bullying, and abusing or mistreating animals and children. The same reasons why all of the different -iscms exist. Lack of empathy and perspective. Poorly raised and worse than that poorly educated with a garbage moral framework. Anonymity brings out all of the worst qualities of an individual, because there is no reprecussion for their actions.
The part where her tic finally goes away made my day.
"At least Twitch chat can't hurt me anymore."
Man, that last sentence hurt. The pain in her eyes.
My heart literally started to break when she said Banana without ticking
She made me cry over bananas, WTF ??
"I can get potassium... F*** yeah !"
Yeah sad people are bad. Glad she is ok
6:59 Probably the cutest laugh I've ever heard.
Yes
She was so happy ❤️
5:04 You can see the pain in her eyes during the tic and it's heartbreaking. Glad that she was able to overcome this one.
6:49 I never thought I would be so happy just because someone said the word "banana", about 3 tears of joy rolled down my face
Yeah me too! That was really touching
FOOKIN BANANA
But no joke, that was great
That's really sweet. I almost shed a single tear.
6:58 Her laugh sounds so pretty i literally couldn't stop smiling T^T
Her laugh is the Greatest
Ok good I'm not the only one
Her laugh fills me with joy for a few seconds n_n
I’m not a very emotional person, but the genuine happiness when she could say and eat bananas. It made me tear up and cry a little, i’m so happy for you anita :)
"Twitch chat cant hurt me anymore..." damn that was powerful
01:17 that little old lady is the greatest
The girlie said: Y ALL CANT HURT ME ANYMORE. BANANA.
Bless that woman that helped her in the supermarket.
Bañaña on 🍌
not me crying when she says "also, check this out..... banana"
6:50 I know this video is from a while ago but I started crying when she started saying Banana.
May God keep blessing you
I actually started tearing up when she said banana properly
Achievement unlocked: "Banyanya no more"
I almost cried when she was finally able to say banana without trigging it, then she said "fucking banana" so proudly. That took me tf out
9:49 : "that is something i will have to actually choose not to play" XDDDDDDDDDDDD
Are there a lot of bananas in fortnite?
There is at least a banana costume,
@@scottd426 yea there is a skin where you are a giant banana so if she wanted to play the game she could just come across the skin or people could try and stream snipe her wearing the costume. and they might have been removed i haven't played in a while but there use to be bananas that you could walk up to and hold e to eat for like 5 hp or something
@@waffledog4372 Last time I played (maybe 3 months ago) I would encounter a banana man at least once every game. They also have bananas you can eat too lying around on beaches (from banana trees).
Bruh her saying banana without ticking literally brought a tear to my eye.
"Oh, I can play fortnite now! That is actually something I'm gonna have to choose not to play now."
Lol, that's kinda savage
fOrTnItE bAd, okay you can laugh now!
@@AriGrande more like only normies play fortnite
サニャSanny everyone on TH-cam is so it doesn’t matter
@@A821-m2c Not really considering everyone IS on youtube one way or another
サニャSanny everybody is different but they’re still copying other people’s styles
It’s terrible because she has said so many times about how it hurts her and yet some of them still just continue doing it
when she said banana ,F&#king banana and tears of sadness and smile of joy combine brought tears to my eyes . this video is so inspiring and powerful .
The VOD of that stream is one hell of a roller coaster
Looks like banana's back on the menu, boys!
I understood that reference.
because you beat me to it XD
Nice reference
Yeah heard that in my head as I read it lmao.
@@robstefani9853 congrats, your not a toddler anymore
When she came back a year later, she looked like she was crying
Astute observation
@@BenJenVideos 😊
@@babyggukie3580 that- ..that was sarcasm, she actually was crying lmao
5:30 “a lot of this people don’t know what they are doing”
Painful to realise that 90% of them do
It appears to me that when you get “caught in a loop” of ticks, it’s similar to a person with a stuttering problem (Former stutterer). You know yourself better than anyone and appear to now know how to possibly counteract some of the verbal ticks. Awesome!!! I wish you continued success in your life!!! 😎👍
How did you manage to stop stuttering?
Kamran Younis I had to learn to slow down my thought processes and think what I wanted to say deliberately. Then say it. It was like my brain was on the 3rd word of a sentence while my mouth was on the first and it caused a stutter. It seemed a bit of a disconnect from thinking to speaking. Slowing my thinking down was kinda like writing it out before saying it.
@@jeffwaytiuk1170 Ooh, I think I have that problem too but I don't stutter alot I just talk way too fast that I'm mumbling, I haven't been 'diagnosed' or anything, how long did it take you
Kamran Younis it took a few months. I was young when I had it (6-7 years old). I have a friend who talked fast when he was younger also. It was like after he spoke, his lips kept moving in a manner that it looked like he repeated what he just said, without sound.
In recent years, mainly when my ADHD meds are wearing off, if I talk too fast I start “stuttering.” It’s not an actual stutter but like I’ll get stuck saying things like “and and and and” or stuck like “and th-th-th-th-th” and like it’s not a slow stutter, it’s super fast. The issue isn’t even that I can’t get the words out it’s just that my brain goes from the first word of sentence one to the fifth sentence while my mouth is still mid first word first sentence. And then my brain trips and gets lost as to what I was about to say and, for some stupid reason, decides the best thing to do while it rethinks is to stall and repeat the last sound(s) I said. Like it doesn’t even happen a ton it’s just like every now and then. But jeez it’s real bad when it happens especially when I get overly excited over something
The end of a storyline to wrap up the end of the decade. Marvelous.
The line that got me the most was “because twitch chat can’t hurt me anymore”