Hi Laura! Just wanted to say I admire you so much for posting this video, it must have been so scary and emotional for you❤ you are so strong and amazing for sharing this, I know it'll help so many women who have gone through the same thing. Sending you loads of virtual hugs all the way from Sweden🤗💙💛
Hi Laura! I’ve been here w/ you on youtube and instagram for ages and this absolutely hit me up. I’m so so sorry for you and Chris! But everything is gonna be fine eventually, I can promise you that. Sending lots of LOVE from me here in Brazil. You are not alone! 🤍
Hi Laura, I'm so sorry that you had to go through all this pain...Thank you so much for sharing, it must be really difficult for you... Lots of love to you and Chris ❤
There’s never a day goes by I don’t feel blessed to have you as my daughter, I’m always so incredibly proud of you, but today more so, as I know how hard it was to do this video darling. We love You,Chris, Bernie and not forgetting Vincey very much xxxxx
Ive had 3 miscarriages in 1 year. We started trying towards the end of 2019. Im typically a very happy and hopeful person but truly these losses have hit me hard and i do feel like im walking around faking my happiness. Thank you for sharing your experience.
I hope you don't give up. During my research as first time miscarriage. Plenty of families succeed in trying. Our carer with the scans too had 4 and now she has 2 beautiful children. Rooting for you.
Thank you Laura, I've followed you for years now and I feel like I've finally seen you, for you! I've been through 3 miscarriages myself, this video has definitely made me feel less alone 🖤
My mom went through 6 miscarriages before having me,and then my sister..everyone was telling her to give up but eventually she found a new doctor and with his help she made it..if she could see this video right now I know she would tell you that you are so strong and so brave..I cannot imagine how you must be feeling and even though I don't know you in person I'm sending a big hug and love,you are a beautiful person..thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your Mums story Maria. It can really make a difference having a good doctor, something I have sadly been unlucky with until now! Thank you so much for commenting xxxx
@larissalara3396, Have you don’t a lot of testing? I’ve been ttc over 2 years, 2 losses and so much testing and barely recently found out I have high natural killer cells so now I’m 7weeks 2 days pregnant and am doing ivig infusions to suppress my immunity from my high nk cells that caused my previous losses I’m 38. It’s sad we have to go through all of this but I believe we have answers w e just have to hunt
I am currently going through my second miscarriage, my first was in March this year. I feel broken😢😢. It really help to know that I am not alone in this struggle. ❤
You are strong. Good things will come your way soon. My uncle & aunt had 7 miscarriages and after 15 years of marriage God blessed them with twins ( a boy and girl) . It's never to late and don't let go off your faith in yourself. You are a good person and you deserve to be a mother which I'm sure you'll be wonderful at.
My heart breaks with you. I've never seen your channel but it came up as a suggestion because I was looking for some related content, as I'm recovering from a 2nd miscarriage. I'm so happy I saw your video and heard your story. I'm just so sorry that you've gone through this. So so so sorry. I'll be thinking about you :) Ashley
@@annamilenamariani3751 I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. To answer your question, you just get up each day and keep moving forward a little at a time. Know there are options too. I actually ended up having a 3rd miscarriage after commenting on this video. Then doing all the IVF related tests. The plan was to start with IVF but then I found out I’m pregnant again for the 4th time currently (I’m only 7 weeks). Really hoping this one lasts but it’s definitely my saddest pregnancy knowing what could happen. I probably should have gotten some therapy in between miscarriages to help with recovery but I’m in a good place now. I think you just really learn that you have almost no control over what happens to you with this stuff and all you can possibly do is deal with things as they come. And choose to think positively and be hopeful. I’ve found that when I have chosen to guard my heart and prepare for another miscarriage that it just makes me miserable and makes everything else in my life worse. There’s really no good answer on how to get over a miscarriage. But for me it was knowing they weren’t my fault, looking into other options like IVF and fostering and maintaining hope that has kept me sane. Feel what you need to and do what you need to do for a while to feel better. That helps too. Good luck :)
To a certain degree I can empathize with what you have been through, though I now have three daughters, (2 were born before the first miscarriage). I also went through multiple miscarriages. Over a period of 14 years I went through the experience 7 times (please don't think this is a boast as I know there are those who have been there more than that and it would be insensitive) but I can understand the sadness and frustration you must have gone through each time. My first miscarriage was 1st January 1989 and the attitude at the time seemed to be 'these things happen, you just need to get on with it!'. Thankfully, having my husband and two daughters gave me some comfort. However, over the next 4 years I lost another 4 babies and the following 9 years I was unable to conceive. We moved to a different area of the country and I soon found that I was pregnant. Sadly this was yet another disappointment. This time the doctor who spoke to me afterwards had done a study on secondary infertility and asked if I would like to find out why I couldn't keep my babies, of course I said yes. They did blood tests and found that my antibody level was high and so when I got pregnant my body recognized the foetus as a foreign body, attacked and killed it. It was a bit of a shock to know that my own body had killed my babies. The doctor said that if I got pregnant again, from 6 weeks they would put me on daily injections to thin my blood until baby was 6 weeks old. This would be to lower the level of antibodies. It worked, we were blessed with our third daughter. Sadly I miscarried one more after her. Being able to share your experience has, I believe, two main outcomes: it helps with the grieving process for both you and your husband (he would be hurting too not just because of the loss but because he sees you hurting and probably feels helpless to take away your hurt), and it helps you to be able to empathise with others going through the same experience. I hope and pray that God will bless you with a successful, full term pregnancy. I don't know what your religious beliefs are, but I believe that He sees a bigger picture and knows what our future holds, things tend to happen for a reason, though often we don't know what that is at the time.
Omg Laura ! I’m so sorry ❤️I’m only 3 minutes in and I need to comment ! I’ve had 6 losses with still no babies and everything you are saying I feel too . I’ve wrote a massive blog about mine as I want other people like us to understand they aren’t alone. I have a little bunny too which has also helped me and I’m Same with my hubby it’s made us stronger Love and hugs it is the shittest thing in the world ❤️ xxxxxx
I can relate... I've had 4 miscarriages in a row. My most recent miscarriage happened on my wedding day last year. It really ruined our wedding to be honest. I just found out recently that I am pregnant for the 5th time and I am praying that this baby will stick
My heart breaks for you both! Well done for talking about your experience, miscarriage needs to be talked about more, it can be such a lonely place! Sending positive thoughts your way & praying you get your rainbow baby xx
I haven’t watched the whole thing, but it must’ve been so heart breaking. You are strong and amazing! And i’m believing and praying with you that your perfect bundle of joy will come at the perfect time! 💛✨
I’m so sorry this has happened for you guys, but a massive well done for taking away all the beautiful good things that you can from such a horrible situation. I can see from the comments that sharing this has already helped so many people, on ya for being so bloody brave
Thank you for this video Laura. I just loss my third baby last Wednesday. As you said is the most difficult that I had to overcome in life. But today, you bring so much relieve to my heart and thank you for that. I am very happy to hear that you have the support of a good man. That happens to me as well. My husband is extraordinary too. God bless you.
Dear Laura, so sorry to hear about your misscariges. Thank you for sharing, this is something that is very difficult to talk about. I have been trough a miscarriage and it still pains me every time I think about it. Don’t loose hope, you will have you baby in due time! I had my baby boy just 3 weeks ago!
I know this is a very late comment, but I'm still going to post it. Thank you for sharing your experiences. This is the first video of yours I've seen. I was looking for other women who suffer from recurrent pregnancy loss, same as me, and you're the first one I found. I do, oddly, feel less alone after watching this video (but I feel a bit guilty admitting that). I am so so so sorry for your suffering and I sincerely hope you are eventually able to have a strong, healthy baby (and maybe by now you have 🤞). Please know you've touched my heart and offered me the comfort that can only come from someone else who truly knows how awful this feels. ❤
I'm so sorry that you and Chris have had to go through this. You honestly are so brave and amazing to speak so openly about this. I think this really shows how we don't know what anyone is going through at all, so we should always be kind. Sending all my love, give Bernie a cuddle from me & Peg xx
I am so sorry that you've been going through this ❤ You are such a beautiful person and so brave to share with others. I know this will help those who have been through loss. I've had three miscarriages, but not back to back like you've gone through. Sending you virtual hugs ❤
I just came across this as I believe I am going through my very first miscarriage at 7 weeks. I’m so glad that I looked ahead at your videos and I see that thumbnail with your beautiful baby bump. Wishing you the best. Thank you for the hope 🌈
All the best to you. Just had my second one 3 days ago, this time with twins who died at 10 weeks. I birthed them at home. Don't quite know yet how yo go on but we will ❤
Well done Laura for talking about your experiences with miscarriage you are very brave and you are right it is not talked about enough👏 So sorry for your losses 💔 I had three miscarriages, one loss was at 15weeks and one was twins at 8weeks. I now have two healthy children but the it was a tough journey xx
Thank you so much for the comment and I’m so sorry that you’ve had such a tough journey. So pleased you have your rainbows and sending you lots of love xxxxxx
♥️♥️ Sending you lots of love! It’s very difficult share but well done ♥️♥️ it’ll be incredible to so many people to know they’re not alone well done for being so brave xxx looking forward to seeing you next week!
Thank you for making this video. I have also been through recurrent pregnancy loss and I resonate with everything you said. Hoping you get your rainbow soon.
Hi Laura, I, too felt like I have been keeping a secret. No one really understands. I get comments like 'you're lucky, kids stress you' etc. I have been trying for 13 years and have had 6 miscarriages. 3 of them in the second trimester. My last miscarriage was in Dec 2018, my baby was born alive @ 22 weeks, but doctors couldn't save him. So I held him until he passed away. I fell asleep for an hour and woke because as i thought I heard him cry. Hardest thing to ever to go through. I struggle to get pregnant, but then when I am, I'm so sick, I'm bed bound. Only to deliver my children and Bury them. But I still have hope. I hope God blesses you with a child to someday
Hello lovely. Thank you for your comment and opening up. I am SO sorry to hear about your journey and loss, your story made me so sad that you have had to go through this. I am sending you so much love. Please always get in touch if you ever need to talk, my emails are always open (and my instagram dm’s) Sending a huge hug xxxx
It is so hard to go through recurrent miscarriage. I had my one miracle child after 3 miscarriages and I’m currently trying for number 2 right now. I’ve had another 2 miscarriages. It sucks I know you want to give up. But keep going your rainbow baby will be worth it. I’m seeing a reproductive endocrinologist to help me through this.
❤❤❤❤ I stumbled upon your channel while searching puppy must haves. And then this popped up in my feed this morning... Im getting a puppy for this same reason ❤❤❤❤ sending you love. It's always good to know we aren't alone.
Thank you for sharing you personal story. I'm currently going through my third miscarriage. We have two incredibly sweet dogs and they constantly brighten my day. ❤
Sending you so much love and support to both you and Chris, Laura 💗. This is a conversation that needs to be had a lot more often as it affects an awful lot of ladies who need to know they’re not alone. Thank you for being brave and trusting us enough to share this and starting this dialogue. I watched a really emotional TedxTalk with Reisa Pollard who spoke about fertility and drew upon her own experiences. She was really inspirational and I recommend watching it. MASSIVE love and respect for you, lovely ❤️
Thank you for your bravery in sharing this! ❤️ It is so hard being vulnerable but when we are it touches the hearts of so many others. 💞 I too have gone through recurrent miscarriages, and am so thankful with those who shared their stories with me. This is so valuable.
Thank you for you video. It’s so hard to talk to family and friend about things like these. I lost two babies already 2 miscarriages and it’s so heartbreaking I been so sad and finding you gave me a peace of mind that I’m not alone .
You're so brave to hit post on this very personal video, beautiful friend! Ah there are tears in my eyes just listening to you talk about it, as you know I understand your pain completely. I applaud you for your amazing courage and honesty, and will continue to keep you in my prayers, darling girl. So much love to you, always!!! xxxxxxx
Oh Celeste, thank you so much. I’m sending you so much love, thank you for being so amazing and always there when I message you - such a kind, beautiful person and such an inspiration to me. We will get our rainbows 💪🏻♥️🥰😘 xxxx
I appreciate you sharing your emotion and experience. I definitely feel everything you feel. And I’ve been getting emotional again as the whole situation has been brought back to the surface. I just finished a podcast talking about miscarriage and went to TH-cam to hear more people’s stories and found yours ❤️
You are so brave for talking out about such a personal issue. I want to reach out and give you a hug because I can see how upset and distressed you are. I’m so glad you have Chris and Bernie to give you hope and motivation. Lots of love xxx
Aww Laura. I feel so emotional after watching this video. I have followed you for years and I’m so glad you are talking about this. I hate the thought of you suffering like this. You’re not alone anymore xxx
I'm so so sorry for your losses. I'm praying for you guys! You are so brave! Praying that this video will help your healing process and somebody else's as well. God bless ❤
It’s horrible to know that these kind of things happen to people but I’m honestly soo soo glad that you trusted us enough to share this piece of news with us and I hope and pray that you get some amazing news in the upcoming months because honestly you deserve it❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I just wanted to give you a big hug hearing about this, so sorry this has happened to you Laura, I also think my cat gets me up in the mornings without her I would find it hard to live which probably sounds a little silly. Xx
I'm so sorry this happened Laura, sending you huge hugs. I'm so proud of you for getting to the stage of being able to talk about it now and I know this will help so many people struggling in the same way. Sending you so much love xxx
Thank you so much for sharing this video. Sending a massive hug to YOU!!!! I have been through a miscarriage too, and it was so so so so hard for me and my husband. Not only the sadness that comes from the loss itself, but also the feeling of absolute loneliness and kind of "distance" from the outside world was hard to deal with. I couldn't help but cry watching this video as I felt every bit of what you were talking about. Thank you so much again for sharing your experience, it made me feel less alone!!! I haven't shared what happened to me to people other than my family, but after watching this video I feel like it would take this huge weight off my shoulders if I do start talking. Thank you thank you. I wish you and Chris and Bernie the best. XOXO
So sorry to hear you have been through miscarriage and have found it tough. You summed it up so well, it’s like living in a different world to everyone else for a while. It does get better but it takes time. I think talking about it more definitely helps and I have felt much better since this video and opening up. So many people go through it, you wouldnt even believe, which makes me so sad that we just don’t hear about it much! I really hope I can get more people talking about this! Anyway sending you sooo much love! Xxx
Thank you so much Laura for sharing this. I am currently going through my first miscarriage of my first ever pregnancy and feeling this pain I cannot i imagine the pain that you are going through. But being able to listen to others who have been through it and knowing that I am no alone is slowly allowing me to come to terms with it
I too had a miscarriage around the time of my wedding and had 2 other miscarriages thereafter. They suck, but it’s showed me how blessed I am in different ways and that I am stronger than I thought.
Sorry to hear you have been through this too. Sending you lots of love and you are so right. It really does make you grateful for other things you have in life 😘
This will have helped lots of ladies Laura. I hope you haven't given up hope. You and your hubby will be blessed and that lil baby will be worth everything. ❤️ xxxx
I just had misscarriage few days ago and I feel your pain. I am in pain right now. Kids are from God . When ever baby's come and go they become our Angels. They stay with us forever. But when the next one come we ill be filled with so much happiness and Love. God lasts plan is always the best
Hi Laura, I’ve been a viewer since the beginning and I just want to say thank you for being so brave and putting yourself out there by making this video. It’s lovely that you have found the courage to make this because I don’t doubt that this video will definitely help people who are going through and experiencing the same things. Sending you lots of love and positive vibes xx
Hey Laura, so sorry to hear about it.. Keep on fighting, I am sure one day you will have beautiful babies ! I have been watching all your videos religiously over the last years, I never leave a comment, but just so you know that I feel for you, and that you have all my support xx
So incredibly proud of you for sharing what must be and have been a incredibly painful part of your life ..with all that’s happened in the media this past week it’s so important we share and support life isn’t always happy and smooth and sharing such a heartbreaking time could and will help others to feel their not alone 😘😘😘
Beautiful Laura. I'm so very sorry to hear you have been going through this. I'm so proud of you for finding the strength to share this, I'm sure you will help people and I feel it may even help you. I wish I could give you a big hug. It's lovely to see some Laura smiles still coming through. You're a beautiful soul. I'm so glad you have Chris. Give Bernie an extra big squeeze today 💕💕
Laura honestly such a brave video. While I’ve never experienced this personally I do know people who have and your video will hopefully make others be confident to talk about it. So much love you and your family 🖤 xxx
I'm so sorry you're going through this :( I've been in your position, three miscarriages and 5 years of fertility treatments. But my husband and I are now the very proud parents of an amazing little boy ❤ Have you had your progesterone checked during your luteal phase? That was a turning point for me personally. And I also HIGHLY recommend the book "Is Your Body Baby Friendly?". There is so much out there that can help you, but a lot of doctors have no clue.
Thank you so much and sorry to hear you had a tough time too! But so pleased you have your rainbow. I have had really bad help when it comes to testing but luckily now having most things re-checked. I have always been curious if it was progesterone related. Fingers crossed I get an answer soon! Xxxx
We women are just amazing people! We all deserve to have a safe pregnancy and then our baby. From one woman to others, we will get our rainbow baby. No one or anything can stop us from getting what we want. We are strong and tenacious! Let's do this, ladies! **I'm sorry for your losses. Each one is as painful as the other. You're fantastic! Thank you for sharing. *Hugs*
Oh Laura ❤️ Thank you so much for letting us into such a private part of your life. I feel like I totally saw into your soul in that video. My heart breaks for you. & I am so sure that by speaking about it you certainly will help others going through the same thing. Infertility of any kind is a lonely process so it’s was very brave to share your story.
Laura, thankyou so much for this video. You genuinly made me feel so less alone. ❤️ this is the first video of u ive seen (im of of those person you were referring to in the video - googling recurrent miscarriage). Im subscribing!
So Sorry you have had to deal with this life’s unfair I have been struggling with infertility for a long time Now and had many round of ivf all Sadly didn’t work I hope your get your miracle soon x
Aww Laura I’m so sorry for everything you have been going through it just be so difficult for you and you can tell from your video it’s so hard for you to talk about but thank you for doing so. Im sure it will help so many people and maybe they will feel less alone. ❤️sending love your way xxx
Wow how incredibly brave, you are truly incredible, I’m so sorry for your 4 losses my darling there’s nothing I can say but I’m so sorry and I send you and your husband the most love 💙
Also thank you so much for replying, for giving your time to read comments and reply it’s so incredibly lovely of you 💙 I hope you are well and staying safe lovely! Biggest hugs.... air hugs of course 😂💙
Sending you so much love!! From my own experiences I know how lonely and low you can feel, wishing you and your partner all the best wishes for the future ❤️❤️❤️
I remember that in some of your past vlogs you mentioned that you were going through a hard time... and I wondered if that had to do with a thing like this. I sort of felt this and now I'd like to hug you Laura! Everything will be alright soon ❤️
I’m so sorry to hear about yr struggle to have a baby I can’t begin to understand how heartbreaking it must be.i hope you are able to have some kind of medical assistance or tests into why you are going through this and that one day it will happen for you xxxxxxxx
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Guys, my heart is POUNDING right now. I can’t believe I just hit post on this.. but here it is, what I’ve been dealing with ♥️ xxx
Hi Laura! Just wanted to say I admire you so much for posting this video, it must have been so scary and emotional for you❤ you are so strong and amazing for sharing this, I know it'll help so many women who have gone through the same thing. Sending you loads of virtual hugs all the way from Sweden🤗💙💛
Hi Laura! I’ve been here w/ you on youtube and instagram for ages and this absolutely hit me up. I’m so so sorry for you and Chris! But everything is gonna be fine eventually, I can promise you that. Sending lots of LOVE from me here in Brazil. You are not alone! 🤍
Hi Laura, I'm so sorry that you had to go through all this pain...Thank you so much for sharing, it must be really difficult for you... Lots of love to you and Chris ❤
Keep going girl you are stronger than you realise I hope one day you will have your hearts desire.
@@nennawah Thank you so very much lovely xxxxx
There’s never a day goes by I don’t feel blessed to have you as my daughter, I’m always so incredibly proud of you, but today more so, as I know how hard it was to do this video darling. We love You,Chris, Bernie and not forgetting Vincey very much xxxxx
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Aww Mum, thank you so much. I’m so lucky to have you xxxxxx
Ive had 3 miscarriages in 1 year. We started trying towards the end of 2019. Im typically a very happy and hopeful person but truly these losses have hit me hard and i do feel like im walking around faking my happiness. Thank you for sharing your experience.
I hope you don't give up. During my research as first time miscarriage. Plenty of families succeed in trying. Our carer with the scans too had 4 and now she has 2 beautiful children. Rooting for you.
I know we don’t know each other personally, but I’m sure I speak on behalf of lots of followers when I say we are very proud of you x
Thank you so much! I always notice your comments and you’re so supportive - thank you for that as it means so much to me xxx
Thank you Laura, I've followed you for years now and I feel like I've finally seen you, for you! I've been through 3 miscarriages myself, this video has definitely made me feel less alone 🖤
Hey Shannon, thank you for following for so long! I’m sorry to hear you’ve been through miscarriage too, sending you lots of love! Xx
My mom went through 6 miscarriages before having me,and then my sister..everyone was telling her to give up but eventually she found a new doctor and with his help she made it..if she could see this video right now I know she would tell you that you are so strong and so brave..I cannot imagine how you must be feeling and even though I don't know you in person I'm sending a big hug and love,you are a beautiful person..thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your Mums story Maria. It can really make a difference having a good doctor, something I have sadly been unlucky with until now! Thank you so much for commenting xxxx
What was her issue in the end? ❤
Fucking brilliant. Excuse my language as I'm going through the emotions and first timer..gives us hope. Thank you.
@@davidbarth80 I just had my 2 miscarriage in a row with twins. All the emotions ❤️ sending you love and strenght.
@@annamilenamariani3751 she had cervix issues and she had to undergo a cervical cerclage. She stayed in bed for the most part of her first pregnancy
Sending my love 💕. I've been trying for 5 years, had 5 miscarriages and will be 40 in October. But I'm not ready to give up yet 👊👊
Sending you lots of love too! I’m so sorry to hear you’ve been through this as well. We will get there & we can do it! 😘💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 xxxx
So sorry to hear. Hope you get the baby soon
@larissalara3396, Have you don’t a lot of testing? I’ve been ttc over 2 years, 2 losses and so much testing and barely recently found out I have high natural killer cells so now I’m 7weeks 2 days pregnant and am doing ivig infusions to suppress my immunity from my high nk cells that caused my previous losses I’m 38. It’s sad we have to go through all of this but I believe we have answers w e just have to hunt
I am currently going through my second miscarriage, my first was in March this year. I feel broken😢😢. It really help to know that I am not alone in this struggle. ❤
You are strong. Good things will come your way soon. My uncle & aunt had 7 miscarriages and after 15 years of marriage God blessed them with twins ( a boy and girl) . It's never to late and don't let go off your faith in yourself. You are a good person and you deserve to be a mother which I'm sure you'll be wonderful at.
My heart breaks with you. I've never seen your channel but it came up as a suggestion because I was looking for some related content, as I'm recovering from a 2nd miscarriage. I'm so happy I saw your video and heard your story. I'm just so sorry that you've gone through this. So so so sorry. I'll be thinking about you :) Ashley
Just had my 2end as well. How did you continue?
@@annamilenamariani3751 I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you.
To answer your question, you just get up each day and keep moving forward a little at a time. Know there are options too. I actually ended up having a 3rd miscarriage after commenting on this video. Then doing all the IVF related tests. The plan was to start with IVF but then I found out I’m pregnant again for the 4th time currently (I’m only 7 weeks). Really hoping this one lasts but it’s definitely my saddest pregnancy knowing what could happen. I probably should have gotten some therapy in between miscarriages to help with recovery but I’m in a good place now. I think you just really learn that you have almost no control over what happens to you with this stuff and all you can possibly do is deal with things as they come. And choose to think positively and be hopeful. I’ve found that when I have chosen to guard my heart and prepare for another miscarriage that it just makes me miserable and makes everything else in my life worse. There’s really no good answer on how to get over a miscarriage. But for me it was knowing they weren’t my fault, looking into other options like IVF and fostering and maintaining hope that has kept me sane. Feel what you need to and do what you need to do for a while to feel better. That helps too. Good luck :)
To a certain degree I can empathize with what you have been through, though I now have three daughters, (2 were born before the first miscarriage). I also went through multiple miscarriages. Over a period of 14 years I went through the experience 7 times (please don't think this is a boast as I know there are those who have been there more than that and it would be insensitive) but I can understand the sadness and frustration you must have gone through each time. My first miscarriage was 1st January 1989 and the attitude at the time seemed to be 'these things happen, you just need to get on with it!'. Thankfully, having my husband and two daughters gave me some comfort. However, over the next 4 years I lost another 4 babies and the following 9 years I was unable to conceive. We moved to a different area of the country and I soon found that I was pregnant. Sadly this was yet another disappointment. This time the doctor who spoke to me afterwards had done a study on secondary infertility and asked if I would like to find out why I couldn't keep my babies, of course I said yes. They did blood tests and found that my antibody level was high and so when I got pregnant my body recognized the foetus as a foreign body, attacked and killed it. It was a bit of a shock to know that my own body had killed my babies. The doctor said that if I got pregnant again, from 6 weeks they would put me on daily injections to thin my blood until baby was 6 weeks old. This would be to lower the level of antibodies. It worked, we were blessed with our third daughter. Sadly I miscarried one more after her. Being able to share your experience has, I believe, two main outcomes: it helps with the grieving process for both you and your husband (he would be hurting too not just because of the loss but because he sees you hurting and probably feels helpless to take away your hurt), and it helps you to be able to empathise with others going through the same experience. I hope and pray that God will bless you with a successful, full term pregnancy. I don't know what your religious beliefs are, but I believe that He sees a bigger picture and knows what our future holds, things tend to happen for a reason, though often we don't know what that is at the time.
Omg Laura ! I’m so sorry ❤️I’m only 3 minutes in and I need to comment ! I’ve had 6 losses with still no babies and everything you are saying I feel too . I’ve wrote a massive blog about mine as I want other people like us to understand they aren’t alone. I have a little bunny too which has also helped me and I’m Same with my hubby it’s made us stronger Love and hugs it is the shittest thing in the world ❤️ xxxxxx
I have no words. Just wanted to send all the love. ❤️
Thankyou so much Brogan xxx
I can relate... I've had 4 miscarriages in a row. My most recent miscarriage happened on my wedding day last year. It really ruined our wedding to be honest. I just found out recently that I am pregnant for the 5th time and I am praying that this baby will stick
How is the baby?
Update?
I’m in the same position. I can’t help but feel so bitter and depressed every day, but I still have hope.
My heart breaks for you both! Well done for talking about your experience, miscarriage needs to be talked about more, it can be such a lonely place! Sending positive thoughts your way & praying you get your rainbow baby xx
Thank you so much Fleur xxx
I haven’t watched the whole thing, but it must’ve been so heart breaking. You are strong and amazing! And i’m believing and praying with you that your perfect bundle of joy will come at the perfect time! 💛✨
Thank you so much xxx
I’m so sorry this has happened for you guys, but a massive well done for taking away all the beautiful good things that you can from such a horrible situation. I can see from the comments that sharing this has already helped so many people, on ya for being so bloody brave
Thank you SO much lovely xxx
Thank you for this video Laura. I just loss my third baby last Wednesday. As you said is the most difficult that I had to overcome in life. But today, you bring so much relieve to my heart and thank you for that. I am very happy to hear that you have the support of a good man. That happens to me as well. My husband is extraordinary too. God bless you.
How did your journey continue? ❤
Dear Laura, so sorry to hear about your misscariges. Thank you for sharing, this is something that is very difficult to talk about. I have been trough a miscarriage and it still pains me every time I think about it. Don’t loose hope, you will have you baby in due time! I had my baby boy just 3 weeks ago!
Thank you so much Kat and I’m so sorry you have been through miscarriage too. I’m so pleased to know about your little rainbow! Xxxxx
I know this is a very late comment, but I'm still going to post it.
Thank you for sharing your experiences. This is the first video of yours I've seen. I was looking for other women who suffer from recurrent pregnancy loss, same as me, and you're the first one I found. I do, oddly, feel less alone after watching this video (but I feel a bit guilty admitting that). I am so so so sorry for your suffering and I sincerely hope you are eventually able to have a strong, healthy baby (and maybe by now you have 🤞). Please know you've touched my heart and offered me the comfort that can only come from someone else who truly knows how awful this feels. ❤
I'm so sorry that you and Chris have had to go through this. You honestly are so brave and amazing to speak so openly about this. I think this really shows how we don't know what anyone is going through at all, so we should always be kind. Sending all my love, give Bernie a cuddle from me & Peg xx
Thank you so much Becky ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I am so sorry that you've been going through this ❤ You are such a beautiful person and so brave to share with others. I know this will help those who have been through loss. I've had three miscarriages, but not back to back like you've gone through. Sending you virtual hugs ❤
Thank you so so much ♥️♥️♥️♥️ I’m so sorry to hear about your losses too and hope you are doing okay xxxx
Hugs ❤️ I’ve had 5 miscarriages this past year. Definitely so very hard!
I just came across this as I believe I am going through my very first miscarriage at 7 weeks. I’m so glad that I looked ahead at your videos and I see that thumbnail with your beautiful baby bump. Wishing you the best. Thank you for the hope 🌈
All the best to you. Just had my second one 3 days ago, this time with twins who died at 10 weeks. I birthed them at home. Don't quite know yet how yo go on but we will ❤
Thank you for making this video. I am currently losing my third in one year. I have no answers and it completely consumes my mind.
Sending you so so much love Laura! I’m sure you’re going to help so many people feel less alone by speaking about your pain! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much beautiful xxxxx
Well done Laura for talking about your experiences with miscarriage you are very brave and you are right it is not talked about enough👏 So sorry for your losses 💔 I had three miscarriages, one loss was at 15weeks and one was twins at 8weeks. I now have two healthy children but the it was a tough journey xx
Thank you so much for the comment and I’m so sorry that you’ve had such a tough journey. So pleased you have your rainbows and sending you lots of love xxxxxx
♥️♥️ Sending you lots of love! It’s very difficult share but well done ♥️♥️ it’ll be incredible to so many people to know they’re not alone well done for being so brave xxx looking forward to seeing you next week!
Thank you so much beautiful xxxx
Thank you for making this video. I have also been through recurrent pregnancy loss and I resonate with everything you said. Hoping you get your rainbow soon.
Hi Laura, I, too felt like I have been keeping a secret. No one really understands. I get comments like 'you're lucky, kids stress you' etc.
I have been trying for 13 years and have had 6 miscarriages. 3 of them in the second trimester.
My last miscarriage was in Dec 2018, my baby was born alive @ 22 weeks, but doctors couldn't save him. So I held him until he passed away. I fell asleep for an hour and woke because as i thought I heard him cry. Hardest thing to ever to go through.
I struggle to get pregnant, but then when I am, I'm so sick, I'm bed bound. Only to deliver my children and Bury them.
But I still have hope.
I hope God blesses you with a child to someday
Hello lovely. Thank you for your comment and opening up. I am SO sorry to hear about your journey and loss, your story made me so sad that you have had to go through this.
I am sending you so much love. Please always get in touch if you ever need to talk, my emails are always open (and my instagram dm’s) Sending a huge hug xxxx
@@imlaurabradshaw Thank you. I appreciate your kind offer.
I hope you have been doing ok?
You have no idea how you video comforted my soul. Thank you for help me. 🌈
It is so hard to go through recurrent miscarriage. I had my one miracle child after 3 miscarriages and I’m currently trying for number 2 right now. I’ve had another 2 miscarriages. It sucks I know you want to give up. But keep going your rainbow baby will be worth it. I’m seeing a reproductive endocrinologist to help me through this.
❤❤❤❤ I stumbled upon your channel while searching puppy must haves. And then this popped up in my feed this morning...
Im getting a puppy for this same reason ❤❤❤❤ sending you love. It's always good to know we aren't alone.
Hey Andi, thank you so much for your comment. I hope your puppy brings you as much joy as Bernie has me ♥️♥️♥️
Thank you for sharing this. I’ve had 7 in a year and a half and it gets lonely. 🤍
Currently experiencing my second miscarriage. Thank you for this video.
Thank you for sharing you personal story. I'm currently going through my third miscarriage. We have two incredibly sweet dogs and they constantly brighten my day. ❤
Sending you so much love and support to both you and Chris, Laura 💗. This is a conversation that needs to be had a lot more often as it affects an awful lot of ladies who need to know they’re not alone. Thank you for being brave and trusting us enough to share this and starting this dialogue. I watched a really emotional TedxTalk with Reisa Pollard who spoke about fertility and drew upon her own experiences. She was really inspirational and I recommend watching it. MASSIVE love and respect for you, lovely ❤️
Thank you soo much for this comment lovely. I will be checking out the tedxtalk too! Xx
Thank you for your bravery in sharing this! ❤️ It is so hard being vulnerable but when we are it touches the hearts of so many others. 💞 I too have gone through recurrent miscarriages, and am so thankful with those who shared their stories with me. This is so valuable.
Yeah you have to be brave especially when it's ur fault
Thank you for you video. It’s so hard to talk to family and friend about things like these. I lost two babies already 2 miscarriages and it’s so heartbreaking I been so sad and finding you gave me a peace of mind that I’m not alone .
I'm going through my second miscarriage right this moment. You arent alone...I am not alone. Thank you for your video and so sorry for your losses :(
The Glided Stork I’m so sorry to hear this. I had 6 miscarriages my last was on April 25, 2021. It’s hard but don’t give up♥️
prayers for your rainbow baby!
Sending you so much love. Thank you for using your experience to try and put some good into the world
Thank you so much xxx
You're so brave to hit post on this very personal video, beautiful friend! Ah there are tears in my eyes just listening to you talk about it, as you know I understand your pain completely. I applaud you for your amazing courage and honesty, and will continue to keep you in my prayers, darling girl. So much love to you, always!!! xxxxxxx
Oh Celeste, thank you so much. I’m sending you so much love, thank you for being so amazing and always there when I message you - such a kind, beautiful person and such an inspiration to me. We will get our rainbows 💪🏻♥️🥰😘 xxxx
thank you so much for sharing. I admire you and this video made me feel less alone. Thank you 💙
Thank you so much for making this video ❤️💔
You have no idea how much it means.
sending you lots of love x
I appreciate you sharing your emotion and experience. I definitely feel everything you feel. And I’ve been getting emotional again as the whole situation has been brought back to the surface. I just finished a podcast talking about miscarriage and went to TH-cam to hear more people’s stories and found yours ❤️
You are so brave for talking out about such a personal issue. I want to reach out and give you a hug because I can see how upset and distressed you are. I’m so glad you have Chris and Bernie to give you hope and motivation. Lots of love xxx
Thank you so much Stephanie xxxx
Aww Laura. I feel so emotional after watching this video. I have followed you for years and I’m so glad you are talking about this. I hate the thought of you suffering like this. You’re not alone anymore xxx
Thankyou so much Julia ♥️ xx
I'm so so sorry for your losses. I'm praying for you guys! You are so brave! Praying that this video will help your healing process and somebody else's as well. God bless ❤
Thank you so much!
Sending you a lot of love, thank you for talking about this and in such an honest way x
Thank you so much ♥️
It’s horrible to know that these kind of things happen to people but I’m honestly soo soo glad that you trusted us enough to share this piece of news with us and I hope and pray that you get some amazing news in the upcoming months because honestly you deserve it❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so so much!! Xxxxx
I just wanted to give you a big hug hearing about this, so sorry this has happened to you Laura, I also think my cat gets me up in the mornings without her I would find it hard to live which probably sounds a little silly. Xx
Thank you so much! And it doesnt sound silly at all, I totally understand! Sending you lots of love! Xxx
You are always so sweet and uplifting. Just shows yet again, you never know what someone may be going through. Lots of love and hugs sent your way.
Thank you Sara ♥️♥️♥️
Sending you so much love ❤️ you are so brave for sharing your story. Thank you for showing me how beautiful bravery is xx
Aww thank you so so much ♥️♥️♥️
You are so brave! I'm so sorry you have had to experience this. Sending love and hugs xx
Thank you so much xxxxx
This is so touching 😢. I am so sorry to hear that :( you guys are very strong and know that you’re not alone. ❤️
Thank you lovely xxxx
I'm so sorry this happened Laura, sending you huge hugs. I'm so proud of you for getting to the stage of being able to talk about it now and I know this will help so many people struggling in the same way. Sending you so much love xxx
Thank you beautiful xxxx
Thank you so much for sharing this video. Sending a massive hug to YOU!!!! I have been through a miscarriage too, and it was so so so so hard for me and my husband. Not only the sadness that comes from the loss itself, but also the feeling of absolute loneliness and kind of "distance" from the outside world was hard to deal with. I couldn't help but cry watching this video as I felt every bit of what you were talking about. Thank you so much again for sharing your experience, it made me feel less alone!!! I haven't shared what happened to me to people other than my family, but after watching this video I feel like it would take this huge weight off my shoulders if I do start talking. Thank you thank you. I wish you and Chris and Bernie the best. XOXO
So sorry to hear you have been through miscarriage and have found it tough. You summed it up so well, it’s like living in a different world to everyone else for a while. It does get better but it takes time. I think talking about it more definitely helps and I have felt much better since this video and opening up. So many people go through it, you wouldnt even believe, which makes me so sad that we just don’t hear about it much! I really hope I can get more people talking about this! Anyway sending you sooo much love! Xxx
Thank you so much Laura for sharing this. I am currently going through my first miscarriage of my first ever pregnancy and feeling this pain I cannot i imagine the pain that you are going through. But being able to listen to others who have been through it and knowing that I am no alone is slowly allowing me to come to terms with it
Thank you for making this...because it really feels so lonely to go through this.
I too had a miscarriage around the time of my wedding and had 2 other miscarriages thereafter. They suck, but it’s showed me how blessed I am in different ways and that I am stronger than I thought.
Sorry to hear you have been through this too. Sending you lots of love and you are so right. It really does make you grateful for other things you have in life 😘
This will have helped lots of ladies Laura. I hope you haven't given up hope. You and your hubby will be blessed and that lil baby will be worth everything. ❤️ xxxx
I really hope so! Thanks so much lovely xxxx
I’m so sorry that you are going through this. I think you’re so incredibly strong to share your experience x
Thank you so much Gemma xxx
May you get healing 💛 miscarriages are very heartbreaking!
I just had misscarriage few days ago and I feel your pain. I am in pain right now. Kids are from God . When ever baby's come and go they become our Angels. They stay with us forever. But when the next one come we ill be filled with so much happiness and Love. God lasts plan is always the best
Thank you for making me feel less alone. ♥️
Laura you come across so strong & relatable & your positivity is a gift to a lot of people.
Thank you so much 🧡🧡🧡
Hi Laura,
I’ve been a viewer since the beginning and I just want to say thank you for being so brave and putting yourself out there by making this video. It’s lovely that you have found the courage to make this because I don’t doubt that this video will definitely help people who are going through and experiencing the same things. Sending you lots of love and positive vibes xx
Hey lovely, thank you so so much for the lovely comment and sticking with my channel for so long too! Sending lots of love to you too xx
Hey Laura, so sorry to hear about it.. Keep on fighting, I am sure one day you will have beautiful babies ! I have been watching all your videos religiously over the last years, I never leave a comment, but just so you know that I feel for you, and that you have all my support xx
Thank you so much Sabrina and thank you for watching my videos too! Lots of love xxxx
So incredibly proud of you for sharing what must be and have been a incredibly painful part of your life ..with all that’s happened in the media this past week it’s so important we share and support life isn’t always happy and smooth and sharing such a heartbreaking time could and will help others to feel their not alone 😘😘😘
Thank you so so much! I did feel it was important to share and hopefully help others, fingers crossed it does xxxx
Beautiful Laura. I'm so very sorry to hear you have been going through this. I'm so proud of you for finding the strength to share this, I'm sure you will help people and I feel it may even help you. I wish I could give you a big hug. It's lovely to see some Laura smiles still coming through. You're a beautiful soul. I'm so glad you have Chris. Give Bernie an extra big squeeze today 💕💕
Thank you so so much Kelly xxxxx
Laura honestly such a brave video. While I’ve never experienced this personally I do know people who have and your video will hopefully make others be confident to talk about it. So much love you and your family 🖤 xxx
Thankyou so much Paula xxx
So proud of you my darling we love you very much xxxxx
Aww Dad, love you so very much. I’m so lucky to have you xxxx
Ahh i'm so proud of you for sharing Laura. You're so lovely and I'm sending you all my love and baby dust xxx
Thanks so much beautiful ♥️♥️♥️
Thank you for sharing your story. I am so sorry for your losses.
I'm so sorry you're going through this :( I've been in your position, three miscarriages and 5 years of fertility treatments. But my husband and I are now the very proud parents of an amazing little boy ❤
Have you had your progesterone checked during your luteal phase? That was a turning point for me personally. And I also HIGHLY recommend the book "Is Your Body Baby Friendly?".
There is so much out there that can help you, but a lot of doctors have no clue.
Thank you so much and sorry to hear you had a tough time too! But so pleased you have your rainbow. I have had really bad help when it comes to testing but luckily now having most things re-checked. I have always been curious if it was progesterone related. Fingers crossed I get an answer soon! Xxxx
You are such a strong woman for putting your story out there. ❤️ I wish you only the best for the future. 😘
Thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Sorry to hear that you have been through this. Sending you a hug.
Thank you Rachael xxx
Amazingly brave of you to share this part of your life. Sending you love and best wishes ❤
Thank you so much Avril xxx
We women are just amazing people! We all deserve to have a safe pregnancy and then our baby. From one woman to others, we will get our rainbow baby. No one or anything can stop us from getting what we want. We are strong and tenacious! Let's do this, ladies!
**I'm sorry for your losses. Each one is as painful as the other. You're fantastic! Thank you for sharing. *Hugs*
Oh Laura, I’m so sorry xxx Thank you for addressing the subject! I hope everything will work out in the future!
Thank you so much xxxx
You are so brave. So strong.
Sending you so much love.
Purple you
Don't forget to love your self💜
Thank you ♥️♥️♥️
Oh Laura ❤️ Thank you so much for letting us into such a private part of your life. I feel like I totally saw into your soul in that video. My heart breaks for you. & I am so sure that by speaking about it you certainly will help others going through the same thing. Infertility of any kind is a lonely process so it’s was very brave to share your story.
Thank you so much for the lovely comment 😘♥️
Laura, thankyou so much for this video. You genuinly made me feel so less alone. ❤️ this is the first video of u ive seen (im of of those person you were referring to in the video - googling recurrent miscarriage). Im subscribing!
Sending you so much love ❤️❤️❤️
@@imlaurabradshaw back at you!!!❤️❤️
So
Sorry you have had to deal with this life’s unfair I have been struggling with infertility for a long time
Now and had many round of ivf all
Sadly didn’t work I hope your get your miracle soon x
So sorry to hear about your tough journey too, sending you lots of love xx
Aww Laura I’m so sorry for everything you have been going through it just be so difficult for you and you can tell from your video it’s so hard for you to talk about but thank you for doing so. Im sure it will help so many people and maybe they will feel less alone. ❤️sending love your way xxx
Thank you so so much xxx
Oh Laura I’m so very sorry that you have been going through such a sad time! My thoughts are with you and Chris. Sending much love 💕
Thank you so much Judy xxx
Wow how incredibly brave, you are truly incredible, I’m so sorry for your 4 losses my darling there’s nothing I can say but I’m so sorry and I send you and your husband the most love 💙
Thank you so much xx
Also thank you so much for replying, for giving your time to read comments and reply it’s so incredibly lovely of you 💙 I hope you are well and staying safe lovely! Biggest hugs.... air hugs of course 😂💙
I am so sorry you and Chris have had to go through this. This video is amazing and will help so so many, thank you for your bravery
Thank you so much Phoebe xxxx
Sending my love Laura, love that you and Chris are such a strong unit through this x
Thank you Sarah ♥️
Thank you and I love you. 💕
My heart breaks for you.... I hope you find your rainbow, sending you so much love and hope xxx
Thankyou Laura xxx
Sending you so much love!! From my own experiences I know how lonely and low you can feel, wishing you and your partner all the best wishes for the future ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much Nicola xxxx
I remember that in some of your past vlogs you mentioned that you were going through a hard time... and I wondered if that had to do with a thing like this. I sort of felt this and now I'd like to hug you Laura! Everything will be alright soon ❤️
Thank you so so much xxxx
I’m so sorry to hear about yr struggle to have a baby I can’t begin to understand how heartbreaking it must be.i hope you are able to have some kind of medical assistance or tests into why you are going through this and that one day it will happen for you xxxxxxxx
Thank you so much xxxx
This is exactly what I needed today! Much love to you!! 💕
Lots of love to you too xxxx
Love your channel and am so proud of you for sharing the hard and real parts of your life with us Laura💛 sending love your way🙏🏼
Thank you Alli ♥️♥️
I just had my 2nd miscarriage
It’s really hard
Last year
And This year again I feel so angry as well
Your soo strong Thankyou for this video
you are so strong. sending you and your husband so much love xx
Thank you Elena xxxx
Thank you Laura.. My heart goes out to you. 🙏🙏