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My dad died in a plane crash, out private plane, when I was ten on Father’s Day weekend. I came home from a Girl Scout sleepover with a book for him about airplanes and my mom told me about the accident. I can tell you that it is something that stays with you forever. The tail wing is mounted in my living room after 35 years in our garage not as a weird morbid thing but because he built it himself and loved flying so much and it makes me feel close to him (even when I hit my head on it haha). Take care, I wish you the best.
Crying listening to you talk about your dad❤️knowing him personally was truly an honor. He was an incredible human with a smile always on his face
OMG a woman that draws-burns Morel mushrooms is a true child of nature. Love your adventures and that you are so open with us. Please take care, and enjoy the time with family.
Thank you for sharing your dad with us. My dad passed 17 years ago, I think of him often, and miss him so much. I love remembering him.
Your mom is amazing. ❤
My dad just passed away. Not tragically. Not young. But I now know what that loss feels like. Not the same as you. But parental loss. I’m so sorry we both lost our dad’s. My dad will continue to shape me as well. Hugs to you as you share your life with us! 🥰Kim
❤Love seeing a glimpse of your life at home! I lost my Dad suddenly as well, and it is a heartbreaking loss that is life changing. But you are right about feeling close to him in nature; I’m sure your Dad would be very proud of you doing what you love!
I am so very sorry for your loss. Sending you positive vibes.
I hate being a part of this "group"! For me, as a daughter, losing my Dad, it has been paralyzing. I've been in the deepest, darkest depression ever since he passed away. This video helped me to realize that my Dad would NOT want me to be living this way. He always lived his days to the fullest. As an only daughter with four brothers, we had a very special bond. He made me feel like a princess & as though I was his entire world for as long as I can remember. I often find myself still wanting to call him. I used to call him for everything. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you are doing far better than I am. It's the greatest loss I've ever experienced so I know the pain that you speak of. I hate that anyone has to know such a tragedy. In my thoughts & prayers. I'm sure he is proud of you! ❤ 🙏🏻 🕊
I've always loved and admired your journey. Today you touched my heart with your "giving credit where credit is due,” salute to Mom and Dad. Oh how I ache at the loss of my parents. They, like yours, were my North. Everything I am and everything I've earned, I owe to their support, guidance but most of all unconditional love. Linnea, your eyes when you talk about your identity clearly show your love and appreciation for your parents. Your heart and your adventurous spirit are them. Living your life to its fullest is the best way to show Mom, and yes Dad, they raised you right. You are an inspiration to this 65 year old girl. P.S. your wood burning is beautiful.
Well said!
Ditto well said I'm 61 and terminally ill and Linnea is such an inspiration and gives me hope for this generation!!Love and Gratitude!!!
Your mama is beautiful. She's about my age. Today is 4 years since my father passed. He's with me too. I've wathed you for awhile, thinking you had your father along on each adventure in your heart. He is very proud of you. You are who you are because you grew up surrounded in love and support. I get how death shapes us. Love to you sweet girl.
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It's been 3yrs for me yet it feels like yesterday. It doesn't get easier. I hate how my Dad's death has shaped me but after watching this video I felt my Dad speaking louder to me than ever. He was always doing something, living life to the fullest & Linnea reminded me that my Dad would want me to be actually living instead of just existing. I wish she could see herself how we see her. I've also been following her for a while now & every one of her videos has so much meaning, intent & thoughtfulness in them. You can see & feel her authenticity, her heart & happiness is each & every video & THIS is why I love watching her. It's what sets her apart from others. My deepest condolences for your loss. I hope you're living your best life in honor of your Dad. I'm going to start working on some major changes in mine thanks to this video. Just reading your comment reminds me that we're all really not alone in this world thanks to people like Linnea. Best wishes for a beautiful life!
I'm out on the road now in my ambulance build 🚑. Just my dog and me. I'm loving the adventure, but it does come with its challenges. Thank you for all your insight, honesty and inner strength. Sending my love, hugs to your wonderful Mom. ❤🐾❤🐾
You should be proud of your van build! You did such a great job. I feel proud of you and I never met you! You and your Mom have such a loving relationship and thanks for sharing about your Dad.. that had to be hard for you. Both your trip and your Mom’s sound amazing. Enjoy your family time! ❤
Hearing you talk about your dad made me tear up. It sounds like he and your mother shared the same love of the outdoors, nature & adventure and instilled that in you. As you live your life enjoying all the things he loved, you honor him. His legacy lives in you, your brothers and even your sweet mother. Love never dies. God bless you all.❤️
My mum passed 3 months ago very suddenly at just 68 years old. I haven't even begun to accept it yet but starting counselling today. I just love the warmth and love that oozes from you and your mum and through that I can see how your dad would have fit into that life. What a very special family you are! Much love to you all xxx
For the record I love when you show things like forgetting food in your fridge, or the pan in the drawer you forgot to wash because it reminds me that I’m not the only one. That none of us are perfect, but we can all still be happy and proud of ourselves. Thank you for always sharing the realness of life. ❤️
I am probably the least adventurous or competitive person on the planet, but I have found such great joy following your adventures. Thank you for sharing your humanity, family, as well as your wanderlust! I hear and see you, Linnea, for all you are.
I don’t know how you got through the part with your dad. I lost mine 5 years ago as well and hearing you talk about yours made me cry . I miss him everyday but like you said he is also with me everyday. ❤😊
I just adore your mom!!! The happy positive vibe you both have is so refreshing in this world we live in!
Your mom reminds me of me, just younger! I once traveled with an Australian that called us sturdy girls. Pretty cute
I too, was a Division 1 athlete, and as I left college I started running, cycling , so I completely understand your drive. Now all of those college injuries are catching up to me, but the one thing that I still have is cycling. It makes my unhealthy knees feel better, I have a sense of accomplishment when I achieve my goals. I have weights, a pullup bar, and suspension straps at home... and that takes care of the rest of me. Thanks for sharing!!
Thank you Linnea, for being so wholesome, down-to-earth, and real. As someone who doesn't watch much TH-cam and barely looks at social media anymore (because it leaves me feeling bad mentally), I truly appreciate your content. Thank you for being you and sharing all your adventures. Much love to you and Akela! 💜
Linnea, it was so nice to meet your Mom and Dad. I am so so sorry for your loss in the death of your dad 5 years ago. It is beautiful that he is still with you on your adventures. Please wish your mom the best from us while she walks the way. Your wood burning art is beautiful and so is your spring winter cleaned Van. ❤
I honestly thought I was the only one who has felt like this over sports and competing. I was a softball player and lost my full ride scholarship due to injury and haven't been able to compete since due to not being able to heal from the injury properly. The grief of not being able to be who you have been for so long is almost like losing someone in your life. Thank you for being so open and honest about this because I thought I was alone. You actually made me cry when I felt the release of sadness of thinking I was being irrational. I love your videos and started at the beginning and am trying to catch up still. Keep Being the best you that you can be! Such an inspiration.
I lost my Dad suddenly and tragically in November 2022. No one has been able to articulate how his life and his loss has shaped me in the way you did. Ty for sharing. ❤
Thank you for being vulnerable Linnea, you are heard seen and loved here in this awesome community you made in the comments. I lost a parent young too so you’re not alone. You’re lucky to have such great parents because your such a kind, genuine, funny person! Wishing you all the best back in your re-integration with society haha ❤️❤️
AND OMG YOURE AN AMAZING WOODBURNER! What can’t you do?!
You are such an open and loving daughter. Your words of appreciation for your parents are heart warming. ❤
No matter how old you get to be you will always need and miss your Daddy. I'm 81 now and I sometimes think how I need to talk to Daddy. Now I'm crying for me and you. Hope you have a great summer. I wish when I was younger that people were living like you do now, I get jealous as old as I am, no I couldn't I'm use a walker but I can enjoy all of your trips.
I lost my Dad in 2006. Every thing I am is because of him! My Dad was like your Dad!!! It is amazing to hear someone else tell a loving story of their father!!!
So sweet. Don't ever take for granted the time with your parents. Mine are in their 80s. Love on them!
This made me miss my Mom SO much!
Cherish EVERY Second with each other❤
Lost my Dad suddenly 2 years ago too. Love that man to pieces & I am living my life for him & doing what I love to do while I’m young and able for him. Tomorrow is never promised!!
Your videos always bring such a sense of calm and inspiration. Much love!
I swear with every video you reveal more and more just how strong you are as a person. Forever a fan, thank you for sharing with us.
I just found this older video I did not watch earlier and I want to say that you are such a gifted and talented woman! I know the problem of being very harsh with myself and I always have to work on it, all my life, and I am in my 50s now. You are gifted and you should always live your creative thoughts. This is the best way to heal.
Oh my gosh. Are you kidding me? The moment I saw those incredible mushrooms coming to life, I had to let you know how amazing your work is. Just wonderful on the Walnut.
I lost my Dad suddenly 20 years ago this year, he was only 51. It’s still shit now but like you, I sense he’s always with me 😊
I was stunned at your wood burning! Wow, that was truly amazing! You are gifted! I'm sorry to hear about your dad. I know the feeling. I recently lost mine, Its rough. Hugs. Now more wood burning! And archery too!
So sorry for your loss. I know this loss & it's horrible. 🙏🏻 🕊 💗
@@paige6028 thanks. Its a part of life though right? Hugs!
My dad is everywhere too. I choked up hearing that but we are lucky to carry them after they carried us for so long.
Thank you for sharing about your dad. Was very moving. I cried. 🧡
Wanted to make sure you’ve learned about a tool called a “nail set.” It’s a little chisel thing that is pointy at the end. Your finish nail head goes inside a little cup and then you hit the other fat square end with the hammer. I saw you trying to hit the nail in the live edge at a slant, and I’ve tried that too, and screwed up the bark, so wanted to just offer that to you. I think you’re awesome and you’re one of the vanlife people I never miss. Just went full time in my 2019 Ram that I got used in Colo….Such a kick ass time! Thanks for all you do!
I understand what you said about your dad. I lost my husband 4 years ago, unexpectedly. He woke up with a headache, ended up taking him to the hospital 4 times in a 2 day period, he passed away . Bob had MRSA. Long story, ER Dr. wasn't a good DR.
I feel Bob everywhere with me. We have 2 daughters, I pray they will always remember their dad. My daughters were 10 and 14 when he died. Thank you for sharing your story. I truly love your energy.
I’m so sorry for you and your daughters loss. I’m going on 6 years after the sudden passing of my DH due to an aortic dissection. We were having a regular conversation about where to go for dinner and 7 minutes later the dogs came to get me. He is survived by my son as well. It’s hard and the pain is there every day. Hang in there friend and wishing your family all the best 🙏💙
Yes I see you love art, you have an eye for detail and your wood burning is truly amazing , the owl blew m mind so detailed so Linnea you have a wonderful gift for anything you draw or burn so thanks for sharing 💖👍
I was able to build my van by watching you go balls to the wall! Loved my Kreg jig:)
Thank you for sharing new corners of yourself with us. You're a beautiful soul and, while no one can truly know any of us completely, it's so inspiring to see someone so sure of themselves and who they are even as they explore the unknowns. Thank you so much
I. LOVE. YOUR. MOM!
She is fantastic!
Along with you, of course, you are always fantastic!
She's recently come into the videos and I've seen where you get your spunk and creativity.
The wood burning is beautiful. And there are no word for how beautiful jou talked albout your dad❤
I totally understand your sentiments about your dad. I am so sorry for your loss, but glad you still can feel him with you on your journey. I lost my infant daughter 3 months ago. It’s been indescribably crushing and will be for my whole life, but the connection is so strong to her she is still with me everywhere I go. She is especially with me in the forest because that is where I would go with her every day when I was pregnant, so I hike into tropical forest where there are no humans everyday and I feel her intensely in all of natures magic.
Family time is so important. I love to see you and your mom together. I’m sure your dad loves to see the both of you together from where he look’s down. ❤ thank you for sharing your life with us.
You are an amazing young woman Linnea! So talented, smart, accomplished, caring and kind! Thank you for sharing a bit about your amazing dad also 💔. You are correct that he will always be with you!
Thank you for sharing your father with us. I miss my dad something fierce. It was 10 years Dec. 9 and there are still days it's like it was yesterday
Great random video with lots of fun nuggets! Thanks for sharing about your Dad. I’ve been following you from the start so I knew but this still choked me up. No doubt he was amazing and a big part of who you are. When your ready, I’d love to see some photos. I’m enjoying your moms appearances! Hugs💝
Beautiful video Linnea.. Your mum is such a sweetie 😊❤️
I really hope you are proud of your self. So as a Mum to a strong amazing 17yr old young lady who lost her Dad (her best friend) last year, this is the media I share, not the "celeb gossip" etc, strong women like yourself, so much respect ❤
Akela knew the minute you began talking about your dad to check on you. She feels and loves you so much!! Precious ❤ You're an amazing lady and inspire myself and others!!! ❤
I too lost the first man who loved me, who taught me to love & to live life to the fullest...even up until you take your last breath. I have suffered in extreme darkness & depression since his passing three years ago. I distanced myself from watching his body wither away due to what the chemo had done to his body. When we decided to stop treatment & the chemo stopped wreaking havoc on his body, it was too late. Within weeks he was holding my hand gasping for his next breath. It took every ounce of strength just to push through that breath. He was gone. No longer here to teach me how important it is to live every single day to the fullest. That's what he did. Always. He squeezed every single second out of every single day then liver cancer stole him. He loved life. He loved living. He loved doing new things. He loved pushing himself. I have done the complete opposite since his passing. I haven't done his memory justice & YOU just helped me realize this. Thank you. Because of fear I haven't been to a doctor since his passing. I have just literally locked myself away, lost all desire to live, rarely leave my house & have barely existed. I'm going to live my life the way he would want me to. The way he did. Thank you for this awakening. You have no idea how much I needed this. I can hardly see through the tears to type anymore so I'll leave with this. I have felt my Dad reaching out to me a lot lately but never have I felt him more than when you started talking about your Dad. From watching you & Chris live as simple as one can, depending only on the things that you worked to have, to honoring your Dad by remembering that he is a part of who you are, you brought everything about what life truly is full circle. Thank you. BTW, your wood burning skills are amazing. Again, thanks you. You have no idea. ♡
It doesn't matter where you are or what you do I enjoy your content. Love your mom
Thank you so much for this video as a transition out of the North Woods and onto the next adventure. Watching your videos is like sitting with a good friend tell stories in their living room over coffee. Can't wait to see what more the world holds for you, Chris, Akela and Koebuck.
Your Dad would be so proud of and HAPPY for you. 🎉
Family is so important, & fortunately, it seems, as I did, you have a wonderful one. Even though some one or all of the family is gone, I believe their memories influence us still. I enjoy watching your experiences, adventures, your Mom, brother(s), Chris, & the 2 pups.
It might have been a random video to you, but it was an eye opening journey into your life and thoughts. Stay safe in your travels. Have the best time in Bali, it's so beautiful there and laid back.
I lost my Dad 6 years ago. It was our birthday last Thursday as we shared a birthday. I ache for him and, just as with you, he shaped who I am. They tell me I'll adapt to his loss. It hasn't happened yet for me, but I'm sending you love and light from one fatherless (you know what I mean) daughter to another ❤ Safe journeys wherever you roam 🥾🚙💖
Your artwork is stunning! Loved this hodge podge video.
Thank you for sharing an important part of your life. I lost my dad also suddenly when I was 21. I am 66 now. But I can tell you he is still a part of my life. The things he taught me and is love remains with me today. I love your mom. What a wonderful person. I know your dad would be so proud of you. Your art is beautiful. So good to see Akela.
😍 Will you show us a picture of your Dad sometime? He sounds like a wonderful person. You mom is A+ awesome! Wood burning art looks incredible!
Thank you for sharing your heart and baring your soul. Endless gratitude to the beautiful parents that gave you a strong and loving foundation that you are now building a most exquisite life. A truely lovely sharing this video.
You bring a lot to the table. Thank you for sharing! Be safe and enjoy!
As a former collegiate athlete as well I 100% relate with the grief and the identity crisis holy cow!
I love being able to go back through your videos and find ones ive missed 🥰🥰
Thanks for following along! :)
Thanks for sharing about your dad. I lost my mom 12/2013 and my #2 dad 11/2022. Losing my mom nearly killed me, and I mean that literally. I felt like an infant totally alone in the world. I couldn’t function, I couldn’t grieve, I couldn’t even feel happiness in anything, including my daughter and two grandsons. My life was so wrapped up in who I was with out her, that I was losing my will to continue on without her.
Then I lost my closest friend and neighbor, 2 years later. Before she passed she told me I had to honor my mom by loving her and remembering the awesome person she was, and who I was because of her, of course, but I also had to honor her by becoming the person I’m suppose to be, without her next me, not alone without her, but near me spiritually, or all she had instilled in me was going to waste and die. Man was that a major smack in the fluffy fanny!! So now I’m living in a halfway built short bus, working a sometime job in a warehouse (with grandson #1 who is saving money to go back to school) to save more money for my build, still working on my art/passion. As well as rebuilding my small family entertainment business, which she was very proud of. Loss can be debilitating, soul and heart crushing, but it can also help build you up into a stronger and better you, because you have beautiful angels helping, guiding and protecting you along your new life journey.
BTW, I want to be your mom! That journey sounded awesome enough to dig up some information on. Please let us know how she does! 👏🏽🙌🏽🥰🙏🏽✌🏽❤️
:) WOW to your wood burning skills and artwork! LOVE the Mushrooms and Owl :) ALL the BEST and THANKS SO MUCH for sharing! Glad Togo is back and ready to go! Cheers ! :)
Your wood art is awesome.i enjoy watching you and your travels. My husband and I did that on our motorcycles, camping.
I love watching the progress on your wood burning piece. That slab of wood is gorgeous and you are so talented. I always enjoy when your Mom is on your vids too. How exciting that you are going to Bali to hike! Can’t wait to see footage and photos!
This is now one of my favorite videos since I began following your channel a year ago. Can't wait to see your finished wood project! A wood burning tool was one of the first things I bought for myself when I was recovering from a personal trauma. Thank you for sharing about your dad. My dad passed away 11/28/22 and though I believe he's with Jesus, it's still very new, heavy and sometimes overwhelming. Thank you!
I usually watch your videos on Monday afternoons and todays video hit me like a ton of bricks. I lost my mom when I was 25 years old. This was 7 years ago to cancer and she is the reason why I started to do vanlife as well. Seeing you with your mom makes me miss mine so so much. I could feel the emotion building while you were sitting next to the tree talking about him being with you all the time, while your fly fishing, hiking, etc. I feel the same way about my mom. I can feel her in the heat of the sun, the wind on a breezy day, or out in the river paddling. When your mom hugged you and said “goodbye!” all cheerfully at the end is when I lost it. 😢 What special times to just sit and enjoy homemade bread and jam with your mom. Having lost your dad, and living this unique life, I’m sure you don’t take the little things like that for granted. It would be so awesome to meet you on the road one day. 💕
Thank you for for sharing all the bits, and your beautiful, raw candor with, well ,everyone.., my Dad is passed and ... i see you, I'm with you . ty
You are so bright, so shiny. Thanks for taking us along. You bring joy.
Hold on tight to family. Heart felt sorry for your loss. When u loose someone near and dear, u gain an angel.
I LOVE that your Mom is doing the Camino!
When life gets hard and I'm super stressed I watch your videos to find peace. Thank you for all that you do ❤
Such beautiful scenery!!!
Linea, you are beautiful inside and out! I love the way you share your family!
My daddy is 90. We lost my mama in 2017 and it’s so hard. Now I dread the day my daddy is gone.
Your videos always leave me at peace. Such a contrast to watching the daily news which I'm about ready to give up. Your tribute to your Dad was moving and heartfelt. Thanks for sharing.
Wow. When I turned on your video to watch it I wasn’t expecting it to bring up so much emotion.
I lost my dad four years ago. The things that I learned from him as a child helped prepare me to build out my van by myself. He’s been here with me as I’ve used some of his tools and given me the confidence to use tools that I’ve purchased myself.
As an RN I’ve been witness to kids losing their parent to an illness or tragedy at different stages of life. It’s not easy. I am reminded each day that I am grateful that my relationship with him when he was alive impacts me every day.
It’s great to see that you have such a great loving relationship with your Mom. Thanks for sharing her with us.
I am so sorry about your dad passing away. I think he would be really proud of the women you are. Your right, your never alone, hes always with you. Thank you for being open with us. I understand you leaving him out of things because when you talk about it, you feel that pain again. Also your art is stunning.
Oh Linnea any talk about dads makes me cry 💔💔🥹🥹 I had the best dad and lost him 26 years ago 💔💔 you are an amazing artist wow !! I’m your Mom’s age and an ultra trail runner as well 😊 her nice knitted sweater tells me she’s a knitter too , huge love from a happy desert camper/trail runner/knitter all the way from Kuwait ❤❤❤❤ can’t wait for your next episode
Yes Linnea, your dad is with you on all of your adventures. All of the souls that have touched our lives are always with us in spirit form even if their physical form is no longer. Beautifully said. Sending love your way.
Love the laughter with your mom. Thanks for sharing some more about your dad. The two of them created and raised an amazing daughter!
Beautiful wood burning. The mushrooms and the Barred owl are impressive!
Love your mom! Beautiful art, and sharing. My brother lives in Bali and was regularly running up Mr Agung, until a back injury stopped him. It is a beautiful island with lovely people. Looking forward to seeing you there!
Why are you so hard on yourself, you’re so good ! It’s beautiful !!
Feel you so much.. same with my father 3 years ago..❤you are so strong
Totally relatable! Working out in a group fitness environment is so important to my overall wellness its the main reason I stealth camp within city limits.
I totally relate!! I bought an rv and it is my sanctuary… I make the rules for myself for the first time in my 58 years!! I love it!!
Icould watch you and your mother all day long!! Kudos to both your parents for creating the person you are today and will be in the future. ❤🥰
Wow! You are an amazing artist!! Why have we not seen this hidden talent before?? The detail you manage just with a wood burning tool!! Just beautiful 😍
Congratulations on Bali! As always, I adore your mother. I cried when you spoke with your father. Grief is a strange animal. My mom‘s been gone 12 years and she can cross my mind and it’s all I can do, no matter where I am, to keep my composure. I feel her with me, like really feel her, but I miss her physical presence and I miss her voice. Sending you a big hug from Chicago.
Thank you Linnea you are an inspiring person
Yay, you put your regular theme song back at the end!!! I always see it as yours and Akela's. Lovely video. You're a beautiful soul. So much appreciation for your sincere honesty and warmth.
My dad passed away almost 8 yrs ago.But I can feel him with me in everything I do.I can't wait for the sourdough bread recipe.
I just ordered AG 1 for the first time! I’m excited. My hopes is I will love it as much as you do Linnea. Thank you for the discount
I was shocked at how good you are at wood burning. You are a true talent.
I stumbled onto CrossFit in 2011, in a co-worker’s garage gym. Over the years he turned it into an actual box and we helped him build it. It was like family in a way. When I moved away, I still went to gyms and kept my fitness level. But then I had a baby and during that pregnancy I was given (turns out) wrong advice by my midwife to quit CrossFit. That led to a 6 year break from working out. I started back one year ago and I am still not back to where I used to be. I completely relate to the humbling feeling and to swearing it will never happen again.
Your wood burning is amazing! Sharing your dad was so kind. Many of us have been through that devastating experience, and my heart goes out to you! Love seeing the dogs running together and having fun!
One more thing I absolutely love your wood burning It is beautiful I wish I had that talent You are very talented