Anamaria Maravilla I wish I had a heart like you cause mine listens to my brain and my brain says you don’t have real friends But a heart that doesn’t listen can be just as bad because you can fall for the wrong people Make friends with bullies Date bad people You could make friends with someone and your brain will keep repeating this person is going to hurt you but your heart won’t listen then you make a huge connection and they are your best friend ever then suddenly they stab you in the back and you suffer from depression It’s happened to me and my heart couldn’t handle it happening again so it started listening Now I have 1 friend but she is true to the end even after I hurt her mentally
I just wanted to say, call it depression, call it sadness, call it me being dramatic and wanting attention I really don't care anymore BUT one thing my parents need to understand is that I'm just not okay, and I am TRYING to be. They thing it's so simple to just leave the house, it is simple, but not for me. I have an inner conflict within myself that I can't fix it's like I'm not listening to myself. I don't even know what I'm saying but I cry every time it gets to the chorus because I just relate so much. Especially the "But I'm scaring myself" I really am because I don't understand who I am anymore and I don't know what I've become I feel like a empty guitar case that used to be so full of light and music and happiness but now nothing is left but regrets and sorrow. I was wanted to get this out because I was tired of my problems being belittled.
Same here i was was sexually assualted when i was 8 im 20 now and my sister constantly belittles me and brings it up to hurt me she says i cut myself to kill myself and that she hates me constantly my grandma tells me to get over it and ignore it but it doesnt help at all and i feel like im swirling deeper into this pit of darkness and nobody want to help me
@@saracates229 I'm sorry that your hurting and its also coming from those who were supposed to love you and show you love I know what it's like to be abused as a child and I'm so sorry that you went through that people do care get away from the situation if you can get away from those people if you can another your family but try to remember if you can't get away from them that's just how they are in their head it might not be right and it's not an excuse but maybe they don't realize the lack of empathy they have
I can relate to every word of this song. I've had major depression for years along with anxiety and PTSD. It is so hard to cope with things like this. A lot of people have a hard time understanding my mind. They always say I over react when they don't realize I can't even look in a stupid mirror without being disgusted. But I'm trying so hard to get better cause after years and years I'm finally not alone anymore so it's hard to realize that. I've been hurt and betrayed so much I can't trust anyone anymore 😭
girl, i know it's hard. i been dealing with depression and anxiety for a year now. and i know many people can't and will not understand. i am very sorry you have to deal with that. but weather you know it or not.... you are worth so much! and maybe one day just one day you will find happiness and i hope you do! you have a real meaning in life! and i bet you are so so pretty!
If you look at it this way, yes, it seems as if this song was written specifically for each of us that all have the same problem, so that we could let a go a little, but did you notice what else this song did ? Mostly when I'm depressed I get very down that there is no one to talk to, no one who will listen because no one cares or understands. This song brought us all together and we have each other... everyone here is sharing how they feel and we all get it, because we are together in this struggle. I hope you all have a great day, and remember, that there is someone who cares. Sometimes it's just hard to see them through the pain the tears.
Kyle Wilson Yes you are exactly right. We all have each other to talk to and tell each other our feelings. Even though we dont know each other we all understand each other. And to see that other people care about what goes on in our lives it is really a beautiful thing. The way that people with similar problems will stand together. Thank you my friend you have a wonderfull day aswell.
Kyle Wilson Yes you are exactly right. We all have each other to talk to and tell each other our feelings. Even though we dont know each other we all understand each other. And to see that other people care about what goes on in our lives it is really a beautiful thing. The way that people with similar problems will stand together. Thank you my friend you have a wonderfull day aswell.
I live with severe depression 24/7 and sometimes its hard to deal with. this song means everything, it tells everything how i feel. Depression is a huge thing NO BODY can handle but i know we can get through it together..
miranda cumings I had severe depression with anxiety. Everyone asked me why i had it, and how it felt to have depression. Everytime i responded: you dont know how it feels untill you have it. A few days later, this girl with asthma came to me and bullied me for being an attentionswh*re. "Its just a sadness, dont be such an attentionswh*re!" She did it everyday, and everytime i would just stare at her, watch everybody laugh at me, feel every bit of my heart break down. She knew exactly of what i was insecure, she knew that i had anxiety. I would just look at her, feeling all my insecurities come up to my brain, and just repeating the whole time in my head. "You are so thick""Attentionswh*re""You dont deserve to live""Ugly". And then after all that i would cry by myself in the school toilet, or at home in the night. After like 2 months i got so sick of her. I was looking at depressed quotes, and saw this: Asking someone why they have depression, is just like asking someone with asthma: "why do you have asthma? Look at all this air around you!" So i told this to her when she bullied me again the next day. She got mad and walked away, next day, she continued bullying, but this time she cut a bit off my hair. I tried commiting suicide later on that day, i had razor blades in my pocket, i bought it from the store. I was in the woods, and i thought nobody would ever find me. 1 cut, done, 2 cuts, done, 3 cuts, done, 4-. Then the girl who bullied me screamed no. She followed me this whole entire time. We talked and we actuslly became friends ( after i fully trusted her, which took like 4 months😂 ) And she helped me overcome my depresssion.
My friend took her final breath a month ago suffering from depression, I have had it for almost 6 years now. Terrible thing it is. Very terrible. But Terrible Things Happen For Reasons : They Make Us Stronger Even When We Are At Our Weakest Points. Do *NOT* be like my friend who gave up. You will be missed by many, so many.. please anyone do not give up. And for people who don't have depression: " *STOP SENDING US TO THERAPY, STOP SAYING ITS JUST SADNESS YOU'LL GET OVER IT* " It is an *ILLNESS* Not Sadness. (if you read Harry Potter it's like dementors taking your soul) It's like: You forget your happiest memories, you think you'll never EVER be happy again. You Want to give up. But don't. You fight, You stay strong even when you feel like you there is no Hope, Like you MUST give up but no you fight like a solider!
I sang this song for my family on the piano. And after that the whole room was in tears . As well as me. It felt like my years of fighting depression had just came out of me.
I have OCD and a lot of people are misunderstood by what this means. Just because I have OCD doesn't mean that when things are unorganized and not clean I freak out. No, it means that my brain runs on overtime obsessing over thoughts that cause me anxiety. These thoughts may seem crazy or even stupid to some but to me they cause me harm every day. I can relate to this song so much I'm happy that I found it
Sakura Furukawa i was a perfectionist (with ocd) was treated and sadly found out im bp 1 wirh sever depression and the older i get the worse it gets . now try being a perfectionist who does flip if anything is out of place in her world mixed with someone who is so depressed that they canr seem to do anyrhing anymore and scramble in some ppl thinking they are helping when they come clean yoir place and rearrange wveryrging on you. well now rhis place looks like a damned dump cuz i jist don't care anymore
THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. nobody understands. It’s not everything being perfect, it’s irrational fears and anxiety about pointless things messing with you. You can’t help it. You know it doesn’t make sense yet it makes so much sense.
I'd gotten to the point of convincing my self it was normal even tho it's tearing me to pieces to the point i have seizures now i never knew this problem had a name thank you
this is so true. Pain doesn't have an end but you can make it so small you can't tell its there, it is hard to do but you can do it. Stay Strong. Edit: thanks guys! Like I said stay strong!
"I'm not even diagnosed,Yeah I'm just really empty." "It's gonna be fine I'm just sad." "I wanna feel alive again I don't want to just breath." You all keep saying "It will pass away" but I think, I'M gonna pass away.
Here's wishing the best for you, Julia. Not sure what issues are going on in your life, but you can vent here. If you'd like, I can attempt to talk it out with you.
I have told countless people how i feel and they all call me attention seeking. I dont know how to continue to go through this. I suffer from severe depression and might even be BPD. I dont know what to do anymore.
Bring Me to Happiness Telling people about your feelings is a good and healthy thing. And to the people who call you attention seeking its okay to seek attention or help. Dont listen to them listen to people who care about what you are going through. I to have very bad depression :( but never give up on hope. Look forward to brighter days buddy. Good luck on your search for happiness.
You can over come this you are strong if depression has done anything it helped you see people's true colors remember fear means two things forget everything and run or face every thing and rise
I feel like this song was made for me and other people with depression. Listen, for everybody who has depression, join forces with me and let's leave the dark corner of our minds. Together, we can get through all of this torment and pain and join all of the people, and things we love. Believe in yourself and slowly, progressively, you WILL get through whatever your having trouble with. Believe in yourself and stop this sadness. I love everyone here and so many more people love you. Trust me... 🙄
Weirdo Hiding Away It may seem that way but stay strong, keep your head up and we will get through this. Stay above the water 😉 You can do this, I believe in you! ❤
Kylie Marteney. Thank you its nice to know strangers care about i just want to be ok. I was about to commit suicide but maybe there's a light for me in this dark corner
Finding refuge in my own lies How are you? I'm doing alright. Small talk is a great disguise, just let me be just let me be Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind. Am I only living, living to survive? Shake it off but I lost the drive.. just let me be, just let me be. Let me be, okay. No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head They don't think I need help But I'm scaring myself...... I just want to be okay, I just want to be okay... All the voices in my head are coming to life They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified How do you run from your own mind Is this what I've become Take it back what have I done... No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head They don't think I need help but I'm scaring myself! I just want to be okay.. I just want to be okay.. No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands I can change my plans,I can my plans.. I tried to find my reflection on the glass But all I ever saw were the things I lacked.. All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane. All I ever thought I was, was a mistake.. No one knows what goes on up inside my head. There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread. No one knows what goes on up inside my head Up inside my head, up inside my head (Many edits later)
Friend: Hey how are you doing? Me: I'm fine (What I mean to say: I feel dead inside) ================================ Friend:Hey you look great today! Me: Thanks You too! (What I mean to say: Thanks but I don't think so) ============================ Friend: Why do you always Smile and laugh Me:Because it makes me happy (What I mean to say:Oh this isn't me this is my mask) ============================== Friend:What are those scars on your wrist? Me: Oh my cousins cat started scratching me (What I mean to say:Those are my Cuts...)
I just want to say thank you so, so much. I posted a comment on how I felt a few days ago and people actually replied. THANK YOU. I wouldn't be here without you. You all have no idea how much you have helped. And you're right. I need to try. I'll find happiness. You all believe in me and I need to do this. I love you all!!
Kiki Rogers, I sometimes got anxiety attack n when I do, I can't get out of rest room cubicle or hardly get off from bed. Nobody really knows how i feel no matter how detail I tried to explain it. What I learned is that it's a battle we need to face ourselves. Other people can only give as much as support but in the end cannot help much b/c they are not me. When you feel lonely n unwanted, try to remember that there are people who cares whether you live or die n that what you do to n think about yourself will affecting how other people see themselves. I know there might time when you think it won't matter for them. But really it matters even when you don't realize or feel it.
Kiki Rogers hey I'm not sure if you still use the account you used to comment that since it was a year ago, but i hope you're doing okay now and have found happiness ! Just remember that it's ok to struggle but just stay strong and hold your head up high 💘❤️
This is so true that it hurts. Pain finds me at every corner and it stays in my mind... always and I can’t get rid of it. I wish it wouldn’t but I’m just glad I’m not alone in this. I cried when I heard this the first 10 times... thanks for making something that we all can relate to
Though I don't have depression or anything like that, I want to tell you all that people care about you! Though it seems that there is no one there to listen, trust me, you will find someone who will. Please don't hurt yourself. Again, PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU! NEVER EVER FORGET THAT PLEASE!
I have anxiety. My whole life is a struggle, My granddad passed five days after and 6 b-day, and I lost more than just him but I rather not talk about it. I relate to this song more than words can say. All of us are in a struggle. So everyone, be YOU. YOU ARE AWESOME!!
"Am I only living, living to survive?" That hurts. I always wonder what the meaning of life even is. Nothing would be flawed if no humans existed. Why do we live and die? Why do we survive? In the end, what's the point? What do we suffer for? Life doesnt need to be here. For what is our lives worth? What are we supposed to accomplish? Nothing we do makes a good change for anything. The world is just going to end anyways...
People have been wondering about that for millions abon millions of year my opinion is think about it this way after all the pain of the world finally becomes good think about how much happier we would be but if it was always like that it would go down for the worse. I see it as you gotta start the mountain at the bottom not the top and if you trip a few times that’s okay cause if you keep going you will reach that peak eventually
I always listen to this song whenever things aren't going fine and it always uplift me. Growing up I felt that I was just a mistake and I was just living in the horizon just to survive. Thank you for this song whenever those tough times are being experienced for the past six years of my life.
I find this song relatable. I struggle with depression and social anxiety. I've tried getting help but my family doesn't think I need it. They tell me to get over it myself, but they don't know how it is. They don't know how it is hating yourself so much that when you look in a mirror all you see is flaws and think yourself nothing more than a worthless mistake. They think that being social is easy, they think that I'm overreacting. I wish they could see that I'm not alright that I'm in pain. I scare myself every time I lift a razor to my skin, and I just want to be okay. I tell myself that if I can make it to adulthood then I can get help for myself. But I'm not sure how much longer I can last in this war in my head.
Hey. I could really relate to some of the things you said. Let me tell you, things do get better. Therapy and medication helped me tremendously. How are you doing these days?
I never fit in when I was really young. But now in middle school, I have friends, but I like to sit alone a lot and play alone in gym and read during lunch, or during class in free time. I used to cut, only twice, when my mom found, she yelled. One more reason I kept my nails chewed for so long. 😞 but I dont care anymore (about fitting in). DONT HURT YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU DONT BELONG. I used to feel that way. But I enjoy being out in the woods or with my dogs or cats or rabbits. God kept me safe through all that. He will always be there for you if no one else will be. Remember that.
My sister listens to songs like this, in fact, I think she listens to this song. But anyway, I love her soo much, every day she continues to fight everything, and I know some days she feels like giving up. She inspires me, and makes me believe in good things. My darling Elizabethie if you see this, know i love you, and im always here for you even when itt doesnt seem like it. I love you sis
charity King I did. It was so true. I almost ran away one time for that reason. And I almost killed myself for similar reasons. But we aren't we are a chosen ppl. We have a reason to be on this Earth and have a purpose. So y'all who suffer with depression keep going it's worth it. Take it from someone who knows.
I know I was, and was given up for adoption. 52 years old and I still have fears of abandonment and rejection and panic attacks, and it started the day I was born.
Sad music makes me happy because i know somebody knows emptiness like i do. Happy music makes me sad because as long as i cant relive my memories ill never be that happy again.
"There's a new kind of poison that's starting to spread...no one knows whats going in my head" I hold up myself and bottle up things in my mind...and when suddenly when i can't hold up, when its already too much to hold...i tear up myself and i'm here tearing up hearing this :( "I just wanna be okay"...🥺
These lyrica are so profound, we need more music like this. How is it that the most famous songs are the ones with the most shallow message and not songs like these Love Faith Marie, I hope she keeps reaching people with her powerful lyrics!
it’s been two years and i thought i was getting better. yesterday i had three mental breakdowns and relapsed. now i’m back to listening to this music and the lyrics hit harder than before
I have a hard time of living, I just got out of a hospital a few days ago, and I love to meet you guys, so many that relate to me. I hurt so bad, no understand me. I can’t tell anyone how I feel because, I can’t explain my feelings. I have friends, but I feel so alone. I’m trying to take the right path, but I get lost, and then in lose myself. I keep smiling, but it’s a lie, Im not ok, I’m not fine... I’m broken, sick, hurt, lonely, lost,angry,used , depressed,hated, I just feel like a failure. Where’s my happy ending... there is none. I want to be happy again, like when I was little.
People say when you’re at your lowest, it can only go up from there. But what if your lowest is the highest you can ever go, and it’s only going to get worse?
I have had depression and terrible anxiety/social anxiety for years, but the feeling of being alone and friendless? That's what pushes me constantly to end it all. I wouldn't wish social isolation on anyone ever.
They aren’t living just to survive , you be living to thrive and stay alive . It’s not always this bad there is hope for others . I’m the only one of my kind there isn’t another one . Keep hope . This is a world where we are all ok ? Does it feel right ? Do you feel change is needed ? Could you lose something or someone you love for something you love ? It’s hard when a person becomes your life sometimes giving them up is the only choice . It’s not just a cure , it’s hard work determination being a team when it breaks , can you stay a team ? Do you need to change your team ? Do you need to speak. It’s good a plan can change if you let it , but it’s still okay to change it back if it doesn’t work. Not everything will work .
I have that one friend who used to listen to my problems but, now, she says my problems don't matter. Just a couple of weeks ago, she said that I was heartless and soulless because I said I've been feeling depressed. Whenever I break down and rant about every little thing she brings her past into it and says her problems are worse. I get it! You have a druggie mom that doesn't care! She doesn't understand what I went through and all of the nightmares that plague my dreams. The countless times that I break down crying when I'm trying to do something so simple. For the past year or so, I have been trying to heal and forgive. But, there is some people who I will never forgive and it hurts. I already kinda cut her off but we have the same friend group so I don't know what to do. I remember last school year, ninth grade, she said that I wasn't allow to graduate early, she was going to drag me to prom during our junior and senior year. For one, no tells me what to do with my life. Only when it helps me. Two, I don't want to be friends with someone who I didn't want to be friends with in the first place. Three, my problems do matter. Everyone's problems are FIGURATIVELY equal. This is why I can't heal! Cause of the toxic people that are around me. I go home everyday and rant to my mom cause I can't talk to my "friends" about it. I fake a smile, a laugh. Just so no one will ask me if I am okay. I can tell that I'm changing mentally. But, emotionally? Not as much. Sorry for a kinda long comment. I promise you guys that I will keep on fighting whatever I am fighting. I won't give up so easily and I will cut out the toxic people in my life.
This song represents me... i'm always the strange girl at school and i'm not okay... i hope one day i will meet someone who can help me with this... but for the people there... STAY STRONG! DON'T LET YOUR MIND RULE YOUR LIFE! BE YOURSELF! DON'T LET ANYONE CHANGE YOU!
This so is literally me, i'm in tears because i cant do anything right, i'm gone down a set in English I've been stuck in the bottom set for maths and i just got told i failed my mocks so i have to retake my mocks and there not even mocks there mocks of the actual mocks... so right now i feel pretty shit ..
I want to die... I've been fighting depression for so so long and I've put up a brave face but it just keeps getting worse. No one thinks I'm anything other than okay, and I dont know if I can carry on my facade anymore. I was diagnosed with Depression and my own Mother said to me, "you dont need medication, you'll be fine." That tore me apart. The first crack in my pretty porcelain mask And my best friend went missing 6 months ago, they were my lifeline. The only person who could make me smile. We were so close that I ended up falling in love with them but never having the guts to say anything. Now they could be dead for all I know. The second crack in my pretty porcelain mask. I am also transgender. Female-to-male. I came out to my parents but was pushed away, told I was just "confused" and "wrong". They told me I was and always will be a *girl*. They forced me into the closet with my new school, and it kills me inside every time someone calls me "she", "her" or my deadname. The third crack in my pretty porcelain mask. The reason I transferred schools was because I was heavily bullied. Beaten down and hated. Left bloody, broken and barely conscious. The fourth crack in my pretty porcelain mask. Every partner I've ever had broke up with me because I was too erratic. My mood changed too quickly. I was too overreactive. Too clingy. Too extra. The fifth crack in my pretty porcelain mask. Another one of my closest friends committed suicide. The last crack in my pretty porcelain mask. It was shattered. I had no mask, not anymore. My eyes, once a vibrant hazel, were now a dull brown. Vacant of any life. Dark circles surrounded my eyes. They were there to stay. My face set into a permanent frown. My eyes red and puffy from countless tearful nights. My heart shattered and vacant of happiness from all the times another lover had left. My soul crushed and blackened from every broken promise and every hurtful word. The person you see now. That is not me. Not anymore. And he is just about ready to give up.
Alex Penrice you've been through a lot on your own , you're really strong. Keep going , please. All along your way , you might hurt more , but you'll also find some happiness , you will. And i wish you happiness , from small happiness day by day to all happiness till the end :)
I don't know how you are now, or even if you ARE anymore, but I'm praying you're happy and found purpose in your life. But, if you still need a purpose to be in this world, sweetheart, you are a natural born writer! The way you wrote the short story of yourself and your porcelain mask, you have a phenomenal talent. If you have enough interest in writing to give it a go, you'll be famous someday. And the world will celebrate whoever you choose to be. Robin Williams was a phenomenal comedian, but he felt the world would be better without him. Millions cried when he took his life, including me. And he was wrong, it's not better without him. And the world would not be better without you in it. Maybe me, but not you. You have a rare gift. And I hope you realize that and use it. (I hardly ever comment, and don't know you, but I hope you find my message. Think about it, you know you're a great writer. What you probably don't know is, very few people are)
I reread your story again. Amazingly talented! I'm just an old woman dealing with my own depression and anxiety, but reading about yours ....do you realize how many people you could positively impact? And you mentioned transgender... How many people in that specific community need someone to relate to because they're in pain and feel alone? A lot, I would think.
Can relate to this song so much, think what I love most is the feeling of connection, listening makes you feel less alone as you feel your understood. It puts what your feelings which you can't understand, into words for you. Helps you understand how to voice it. Thank you 🥰
I cried so hard when I saw this. I would rather just part from the world. I am a 14 year old girl that needs help but doesn't want it. I understand that everyone around me is sad because they think that they failed with me. My twin sister does not care though. She might care when I am dead but I don't care about that. No one cares about me enough to be sad for too long after I pass. They might be sad for a month but that is it. I will hang around as a ghost so I can take care of my little sister so she does not know that I will be gone. After I am done, I want to go to Heaven but I don't know if they would take me up there. I think that something like this helps me but it really doen't. It is too late for me. I don't want to grow up because I was told that it only gets harder. I have had brain surgery and that made me give up on life. It made me realize that I can never be normal. I can never have a normal life. There is one reason that I am trying to stay strong. I want to become a therapist when I grow up and help people. I will help the criminally insane to become sane. I will help children like me grow up. I want people to be inspired by me and grow up. But life seems to be too hard. I can help others or part from this world and hurt those around me. Right now, dying seems like the best choice. My family won't take me to talk to someone. If I talk to a therapist, it can help me more to want to be like them. I need help with depression and suicide. But I don't want it.
Living with an invisible illness of which no Dr's couldn't give me any answer for many years, and even to the point of where I couldn't walk normally anymore, and they still tried saying I was fine and anxiety as many tests came back normal. Felt like I was going insane. Was finally diagnosed with dysautonomia and form called, "p.o.t.s." Was relieved to have some kind of answer and so much of my life that didn't make sense finally added up. But still having to live very differently than others, and Martin King Jr. quote of "keep moving forward" no matter what you have to do really took on a whole new meaning. I strive to bring awareness and help others in any way possible with my story and where ever I'm at in life. You're not alone and there's still good people in the world
It's so funny that we listen to so many relatable songs so deep that they hit our souls and make us cry and we still don't know wtf is going on in our life still pretending shit will be okay
I write poetry on a website called medium and this song just happened to pop on right as i finished a poem called an undying mind this is exactly how it felt wow
I just feel this song with every inch of my heart and soul....going through a hard time like everybody here does ... it just feels good not being alone...I mean I know I am not but it feels good to read all those comments... ily and I hope you'll get through it and never give up on yourself
they dont think i need help but im scareing my self. i just want to be ok. take it back what have i done? finding refuge in my own lies how are you im doing alright. just let me be just let me be empty thoughts start to crowd my mind no one knows what goes on up inside of my head. all i ever thought i was, was i a mistake? those words hit me in the heart. Ha now im stupid crying over a song 😂😂😭😭😭😭 i just want to be okay. i just want it all to stop. 0' ) 0
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It's amazing how artists like this are underrated. This is artwork right here.
True that... these are the artists that are actual humans, ones that that will sing stuff that are real
Right!!!
@@icefyredragon2534 woah-
I couldn’t agree more xcx
So true🙌
"I just want to be okay". These words speak volumes with depression. No one ever really wants to die, just to be okay...
So damn True..
Yeh:(
Me also
And they take death as an escape because they see no other escape from the demons in their head and the battles they face every day..
You read my mind
There will always be:
A "lie" in believe,
An "ok" in broken,
An "end" in friend,
An "if" in life,
An "over" in lover,
And a "fun" in funeral
That last one made me laugh and now I feel like an even worse person
K o d a fun in funeral lmao sorry
Ah to be an edgy 14 year old again
I love this! Thank you!
AND FUN IN FUNERAL AHAHAHAHAH
The heart is a scary thing. It's the only thing that doesn't listen to my brain.
Anamaria Maravilla so true
Anamaria Maravilla I wish I had a heart like you cause mine listens to my brain and my brain says you don’t have real friends
But a heart that doesn’t listen can be just as bad because you can fall for the wrong people
Make friends with bullies
Date bad people
You could make friends with someone and your brain will keep repeating this person is going to hurt you but your heart won’t listen then you make a huge connection and they are your best friend ever then suddenly they stab you in the back and you suffer from depression
It’s happened to me and my heart couldn’t handle it happening again so it started listening
Now I have 1 friend but she is true to the end even after I hurt her mentally
Youre not the only one honey I understand im here if you need to talk
Well not exactly
Yep
Who else finds refugee in music?
Emz Emz yeah
I do to. Music is basically the only reason I'm not dead inside and insane.
Me
Emz Emz me
Refuge*
I just wanted to say, call it depression, call it sadness, call it me being dramatic and wanting attention I really don't care anymore BUT one thing my parents need to understand is that I'm just not okay, and I am TRYING to be. They thing it's so simple to just leave the house, it is simple, but not for me. I have an inner conflict within myself that I can't fix it's like I'm not listening to myself. I don't even know what I'm saying but I cry every time it gets to the chorus because I just relate so much. Especially the "But I'm scaring myself" I really am because I don't understand who I am anymore and I don't know what I've become I feel like a empty guitar case that used to be so full of light and music and happiness but now nothing is left but regrets and sorrow. I was wanted to get this out because I was tired of my problems being belittled.
Kitteh Simmer I'm so sorry you feel this way.. I'm glad you reached out.. people care. For what it's worth you can talk to me if you need.
maybe show yoir parents what yoi wrote right there while playing this song
Same😞😞
Same here i was was sexually assualted when i was 8 im 20 now and my sister constantly belittles me and brings it up to hurt me she says i cut myself to kill myself and that she hates me constantly my grandma tells me to get over it and ignore it but it doesnt help at all and i feel like im swirling deeper into this pit of darkness and nobody want to help me
@@saracates229 I'm sorry that your hurting and its also coming from those who were supposed to love you and show you love I know what it's like to be abused as a child and I'm so sorry that you went through that people do care get away from the situation if you can get away from those people if you can another your family but try to remember if you can't get away from them that's just how they are in their head it might not be right and it's not an excuse but maybe they don't realize the lack of empathy they have
I can relate to every word of this song. I've had major depression for years along with anxiety and PTSD. It is so hard to cope with things like this. A lot of people have a hard time understanding my mind. They always say I over react when they don't realize I can't even look in a stupid mirror without being disgusted. But I'm trying so hard to get better cause after years and years I'm finally not alone anymore so it's hard to realize that. I've been hurt and betrayed so much I can't trust anyone anymore 😭
girl, i know it's hard. i been dealing with depression and anxiety for a year now. and i know many people can't and will not understand. i am very sorry you have to deal with that. but weather you know it or not.... you are worth so much! and maybe one day just one day you will find happiness and i hope you do! you have a real meaning in life! and i bet you are so so pretty!
DeluxeMusic thank you!! But I'm a sack of potatoes 😂
Gungirl 1 12 you're welcome . and haha , don't worry. i am a sack of potatoes but times 10! 😂😶
bnkjxj
Gungirl 112 how do you know if u have depression or anxiety? I wanna know cuz some ppl say I have depression, others say I'm over reacting
Shout , scream and cry but whatever you do NEVER GIVE UP!
I agree with u don't give up
Nina Nieminen thank you. That motivation was so much needed. I've almost lost it. Being suicidal and all. Your comment made it a fraction better :")
Fireblaze 56 I'm so glad to hear that! :) I know it hurts but STAY STRONG!!!
Nina Nieminen ive heard that before i kinda listen
Thank you. Help us all god. Sometimes is best to cry out when no one sees.
If you look at it this way, yes, it seems as if this song was written specifically for each of us that all have the same problem, so that we could let a go a little, but did you notice what else this song did ?
Mostly when I'm depressed I get very down that there is no one to talk to, no one who will listen because no one cares or understands. This song brought us all together and we have each other... everyone here is sharing how they feel and we all get it, because we are together in this struggle.
I hope you all have a great day, and remember, that there is someone who cares. Sometimes it's just hard to see them through the pain the tears.
Kyle Wilson Yes you are exactly right. We all have each other to talk to and tell each other our feelings. Even though we dont know each other we all understand each other. And to see that other people care about what goes on in our lives it is really a beautiful thing. The way that people with similar problems will stand together. Thank you my friend you have a wonderfull day aswell.
Kyle Wilson Yes you are exactly right. We all have each other to talk to and tell each other our feelings. Even though we dont know each other we all understand each other. And to see that other people care about what goes on in our lives it is really a beautiful thing. The way that people with similar problems will stand together. Thank you my friend you have a wonderfull day aswell.
I could not have said it better.
Words of Windom
Kyle Wilson thank you...... I don’t know what i would do if I didn’t have support in life......again thank you
I live with severe depression 24/7 and sometimes its hard to deal with. this song means everything, it tells everything how i feel. Depression is a huge thing NO BODY can handle but i know we can get through it together..
miranda cumings I believe you'll get through it. good luck
miranda cumings I had severe depression with anxiety. Everyone asked me why i had it, and how it felt to have depression. Everytime i responded: you dont know how it feels untill you have it. A few days later, this girl with asthma came to me and bullied me for being an attentionswh*re. "Its just a sadness, dont be such an attentionswh*re!" She did it everyday, and everytime i would just stare at her, watch everybody laugh at me, feel every bit of my heart break down. She knew exactly of what i was insecure, she knew that i had anxiety. I would just look at her, feeling all my insecurities come up to my brain, and just repeating the whole time in my head. "You are so thick""Attentionswh*re""You dont deserve to live""Ugly". And then after all that i would cry by myself in the school toilet, or at home in the night. After like 2 months i got so sick of her. I was looking at depressed quotes, and saw this: Asking someone why they have depression, is just like asking someone with asthma: "why do you have asthma? Look at all this air around you!" So i told this to her when she bullied me again the next day. She got mad and walked away, next day, she continued bullying, but this time she cut a bit off my hair. I tried commiting suicide later on that day, i had razor blades in my pocket, i bought it from the store. I was in the woods, and i thought nobody would ever find me. 1 cut, done, 2 cuts, done, 3 cuts, done, 4-. Then the girl who bullied me screamed no. She followed me this whole entire time. We talked and we actuslly became friends ( after i fully trusted her, which took like 4 months😂 ) And she helped me overcome my depresssion.
My friend took her final breath a month ago suffering from depression, I have had it for almost 6 years now. Terrible thing it is. Very terrible. But Terrible Things Happen For Reasons : They Make Us Stronger Even When We Are At Our Weakest Points. Do *NOT* be like my friend who gave up. You will be missed by many, so many.. please anyone do not give up. And for people who don't have depression:
" *STOP SENDING US TO THERAPY, STOP SAYING ITS JUST SADNESS YOU'LL GET OVER IT* "
It is an *ILLNESS* Not Sadness. (if you read Harry Potter it's like dementors taking your soul)
It's like: You forget your happiest memories, you think you'll never EVER be happy again. You
Want to give up. But don't. You fight, You stay strong even when you feel like you there is no
Hope, Like you MUST give up but no you fight like a solider!
I came here by accident but stayed on purpose.
Reading this is like a breathe of fresh air.. what a perspective. Thank u
Me with life: came on accident left on purpose
Same.
That was my life came here on accident and stayed on purpose (so far)
@@doomiedud747 you matter
I sang this song for my family on the piano. And after that the whole room was in tears . As well as me.
It felt like my years of fighting depression had just came out of me.
I find it sad how relatable this is
same :(
Me to
Exactly
Same :((
I have OCD and a lot of people are misunderstood by what this means. Just because I have OCD doesn't mean that when things are unorganized and not clean I freak out. No, it means that my brain runs on overtime obsessing over thoughts that cause me anxiety. These thoughts may seem crazy or even stupid to some but to me they cause me harm every day. I can relate to this song so much I'm happy that I found it
Sakura Furukawa i was a perfectionist (with ocd) was treated and sadly found out im bp 1 wirh sever depression and the older i get the worse it gets . now try being a perfectionist who does flip if anything is out of place in her world mixed with someone who is so depressed that they canr seem to do anyrhing anymore and scramble in some ppl thinking they are helping when they come clean yoir place and rearrange wveryrging on you. well now rhis place looks like a damned dump cuz i jist don't care anymore
THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. nobody understands. It’s not everything being perfect, it’s irrational fears and anxiety about pointless things messing with you. You can’t help it. You know it doesn’t make sense yet it makes so much sense.
Agh I completely agree. Not many people understand this pain
thats me....
I'd gotten to the point of convincing my self it was normal even tho it's tearing me to pieces to the point i have seizures now i never knew this problem had a name thank you
"Am I only living to survive?" I ask myself that everyday...
It's true, we all do well all of here. Stay Strong.
Yeah
I do to, and I'm thinking making it the opposite soon :')
I think it too
Sometimes surviving is all you can do
Want to hear something sad...
Fri END
Boy fri END
Girl fri END
Best fri END
Pain
Notice how pain doesn’t have an end...
this is so true. Pain doesn't have an end but you can make it so small you can't tell its there, it is hard to do but you can do it. Stay Strong.
Edit: thanks guys! Like I said stay strong!
r/im14andthisisdeep
Gacha Ruby get over it. It depends on the people you meet.
Omg..
@@boohoobitch1206 it's not that easy
"I'm not even diagnosed,Yeah I'm just really empty."
"It's gonna be fine I'm just sad."
"I wanna feel alive again I don't want to just breath."
You all keep saying "It will pass away" but I think,
I'M gonna pass away.
Here's wishing the best for you, Julia. Not sure what issues are going on in your life, but you can vent here. If you'd like, I can attempt to talk it out with you.
I felt the same
@@fatinnorainashikinbintiram4702 same
I have told countless people how i feel and they all call me attention seeking. I dont know how to continue to go through this. I suffer from severe depression and might even be BPD. I dont know what to do anymore.
+Bring Me to Happiness Oh.. I'm sorry that's happening.. keep trying..I believe in you.
Bring Me to Happiness Telling people about your feelings is a good and healthy thing. And to the people who call you attention seeking its okay to seek attention or help. Dont listen to them listen to people who care about what you are going through. I to have very bad depression :( but never give up on hope. Look forward to brighter days buddy. Good luck on your search for happiness.
You can over come this you are strong if depression has done anything it helped you see people's true colors remember fear means two things forget everything and run or face every thing and rise
I know this is a bit late but keep going. I can relate to you so much but I know you can do this, don't give up please. Always here xx
im 49 yrs old and have dealt with it since ivwas about 8 yrs old
I feel like this song was made for me and other people with depression. Listen, for everybody who has depression, join forces with me and let's leave the dark corner of our minds. Together, we can get through all of this torment and pain and join all of the people, and things we love. Believe in yourself and slowly, progressively, you WILL get through whatever your having trouble with. Believe in yourself and stop this sadness. I love everyone here and so many more people love you. Trust me... 🙄
+Kylie Marteney Thank you for this. I wish the best for you, and everybody reading.
Kylie Marteney.
Hopefully we can escape our dark corners it seems impossible
Weirdo Hiding Away It may seem that way but stay strong, keep your head up and we will get through this. Stay above the water 😉 You can do this, I believe in you! ❤
Kylie Marteney. Thank you its nice to know strangers care about i just want to be ok. I was about to commit suicide but maybe there's a light for me in this dark corner
Weirdo Hiding Away There always is and always will be a bright future for you but you have to go on to get to it okay? Your gonna be ok, I promise.
"No one knows what is on inside my heard",...l love it💔💔
Finding refuge in my own lies
How are you? I'm doing alright.
Small talk is a great disguise, just let me be just let me be
Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind.
Am I only living, living to survive? Shake it off but I lost the drive.. just let me be, just let me be. Let me be, okay.
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don't think I need help
But I'm scaring myself......
I just want to be okay, I just want to be okay...
All the voices in my head are coming to life
They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified
How do you run from your own mind
Is this what I've become
Take it back what have I done...
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don't think I need help but I'm scaring myself!
I just want to be okay..
I just want to be okay..
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans,I can my plans..
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lacked..
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane.
All I ever thought I was, was a mistake..
No one knows what goes on up inside my head.
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread.
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
Up inside my head, up inside my head
(Many edits later)
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do u understand this is a lyric video-
Faith is my queen ❤️
DYLAN OBRIEN IS BAE my name is Faith
Friend: Hey how are you doing?
Me: I'm fine
(What I mean to say: I feel dead inside)
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Friend:Hey you look great today!
Me: Thanks You too!
(What I mean to say: Thanks but I don't think so)
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Friend: Why do you always Smile and laugh
Me:Because it makes me happy
(What I mean to say:Oh this isn't me this is my mask)
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Friend:What are those scars on your wrist?
Me: Oh my cousins cat started scratching me
(What I mean to say:Those are my Cuts...)
Gacha Noob. I feel the same way
I feel the same way
The word 'fine' never means the same as okay
That is me my story is the cat scratched me (what I meant to say I like the pain of a blade)
I'm Fine/Save Me
When you relate to a song so much
lana J same but it gets better I've been told
I just want to say thank you so, so much. I posted a comment on how I felt a few days ago and people actually replied. THANK YOU. I wouldn't be here without you. You all have no idea how much you have helped. And you're right. I need to try. I'll find happiness. You all believe in me and I need to do this. I love you all!!
Kiki Rogers, I sometimes got anxiety attack n when I do, I can't get out of rest room cubicle or hardly get off from bed. Nobody really knows how i feel no matter how detail I tried to explain it.
What I learned is that it's a battle we need to face ourselves.
Other people can only give as much as support but in the end cannot help much b/c they are not me.
When you feel lonely n unwanted, try to remember that there are people who cares whether you live or die n that what you do to n think about yourself will affecting how other people see themselves. I know there might time when you think it won't matter for them. But really it matters even when you don't realize or feel it.
Kiki Rogers hey I'm not sure if you still use the account you used to comment that since it was a year ago, but i hope you're doing okay now and have found happiness ! Just remember that it's ok to struggle but just stay strong and hold your head up high 💘❤️
Arviana Yoa I hope you're doing okay!! ❤️
You got it😊❤
This is so true that it hurts. Pain finds me at every corner and it stays in my mind... always and I can’t get rid of it. I wish it wouldn’t but I’m just glad I’m not alone in this. I cried when I heard this the first 10 times... thanks for making something that we all can relate to
This video was in my recommendations and I'm In love with it
I agree with this song 100% i have anxiety and depression and this is soo. Relatable
Some random lyrics came into my head, I looked them up and now I'm here. I wanna cry at how accurate this song is.
Your skin is not paper... Dont cut it...
Your life is not a movie... Dont end it...
I have been there... It does get better...
Liar 😤🙄 people have been telling me that for years and i STILL want to die nice try bud
I wish that was true😭
Does it really?
Me : who is this?
*clicks thumbnail*
Also me: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 This is the song I never knew I needed 🤧
Omg I found my song that relates to me so much😭🌺
Though I don't have depression or anything like that, I want to tell you all that people care about you! Though it seems that there is no one there to listen, trust me, you will find someone who will. Please don't hurt yourself. Again, PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU! NEVER EVER FORGET THAT PLEASE!
Thank you.
Thank you so much. ❤
It’s kinda to late
Its to late i cant help it and i cant stop
I don't have depression but I get sad most of the time
I have anxiety. My whole life is a struggle, My granddad passed five days after and 6 b-day, and I lost more than just him but I rather not talk about it. I relate to this song more than words can say. All of us are in a struggle. So everyone, be YOU. YOU ARE AWESOME!!
found my new favorite singer. and she has the same name as my Lil sister I never get to see 😢
+crazy 8 Yes, she is wonderful... and, i'm sorry you never get to see your sister.. I wish the best.
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
this song is so deep❤❤
"Am I only living, living to survive?"
That hurts.
I always wonder what the meaning of life even is. Nothing would be flawed if no humans existed. Why do we live and die? Why do we survive? In the end, what's the point? What do we suffer for? Life doesnt need to be here. For what is our lives worth? What are we supposed to accomplish? Nothing we do makes a good change for anything. The world is just going to end anyways...
People have been wondering about that for millions abon millions of year my opinion is think about it this way after all the pain of the world finally becomes good think about how much happier we would be but if it was always like that it would go down for the worse. I see it as you gotta start the mountain at the bottom not the top and if you trip a few times that’s okay cause if you keep going you will reach that peak eventually
I think that too
I always listen to this song whenever things aren't going fine and it always uplift me. Growing up I felt that I was just a mistake and I was just living in the horizon just to survive. Thank you for this song whenever those tough times are being experienced for the past six years of my life.
I find this song relatable. I struggle with depression and social anxiety. I've tried getting help but my family doesn't think I need it. They tell me to get over it myself, but they don't know how it is. They don't know how it is hating yourself so much that when you look in a mirror all you see is flaws and think yourself nothing more than a worthless mistake. They think that being social is easy, they think that I'm overreacting. I wish they could see that I'm not alright that I'm in pain. I scare myself every time I lift a razor to my skin, and I just want to be okay. I tell myself that if I can make it to adulthood then I can get help for myself. But I'm not sure how much longer I can last in this war in my head.
Hey. I could really relate to some of the things you said. Let me tell you, things do get better. Therapy and medication helped me tremendously. How are you doing these days?
It's honestly scary how relatable this song is. Her voice is beautiful and so is this song.
I never fit in when I was really young. But now in middle school, I have friends, but I like to sit alone a lot and play alone in gym and read during lunch, or during class in free time. I used to cut, only twice, when my mom found, she yelled. One more reason I kept my nails chewed for so long. 😞 but I dont care anymore (about fitting in). DONT HURT YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU DONT BELONG. I used to feel that way. But I enjoy being out in the woods or with my dogs or cats or rabbits. God kept me safe through all that. He will always be there for you if no one else will be. Remember that.
My sister listens to songs like this, in fact, I think she listens to this song. But anyway, I love her soo much, every day she continues to fight everything, and I know some days she feels like giving up. She inspires me, and makes me believe in good things. My darling Elizabethie if you see this, know i love you, and im always here for you even when itt doesnt seem like it. I love you sis
Did any one else start to cry when she said she always just thought she was mistake
charity King I did. It was so true. I almost ran away one time for that reason. And I almost killed myself for similar reasons. But we aren't we are a chosen ppl. We have a reason to be on this Earth and have a purpose. So y'all who suffer with depression keep going it's worth it. Take it from someone who knows.
charity King yeah especially then because thats all i ever feel i am as well..😧
I did.
I know I was, and was given up for adoption. 52 years old and I still have fears of abandonment and rejection and panic attacks, and it started the day I was born.
"All I thought I was...was a mistake." felt that beyond belief.
This voice is sooo adorable 😍😘😗
This song was so deep ...loved it! Beautiful Faith
Hey, you reading this I want to sincerely say have a nice day! Better yet have a nice week!!
Reason: Cause you're awesome!
Back at cha! May every day be a blessing to you and God's creation!😇
Sad music makes me happy because i know somebody knows emptiness like i do.
Happy music makes me sad because as long as i cant relive my memories ill never be that happy again.
"There's a new kind of poison that's starting to spread...no one knows whats going in my head"
I hold up myself and bottle up things in my mind...and when suddenly when i can't hold up, when its already too much to hold...i tear up myself and i'm here tearing up hearing this :(
"I just wanna be okay"...🥺
2:55
Just for myself. The hole song is pretty but after that part she sings it so emotional.
I cant tell if its about depression or insanity...
i think it's about a bit of both, but i am not sure.
Okie
Kitty - MMD and more I think both
I'm both
Same difference
These lyrica are so profound, we need more music like this. How is it that the most famous songs are the ones with the most shallow message and not songs like these
Love Faith Marie, I hope she keeps reaching people with her powerful lyrics!
''they don't think I need help"this line hits me too hard.they really don't understand.
it’s been two years and i thought i was getting better. yesterday i had three mental breakdowns and relapsed. now i’m back to listening to this music and the lyrics hit harder than before
I don't know why but every time I listen to this song I start to tear up, well I do know, I love this song so much it means a lot to me
2021 and this song still speaks to me...really needed this right now!!
Her voice woah
Every time I hear this I just melt inside. The pain
this song is beautiful
I have a hard time of living, I just got out of a hospital a few days ago, and I love to meet you guys, so many that relate to me. I hurt so bad, no understand me. I can’t tell anyone how I feel because, I can’t explain my feelings. I have friends, but I feel so alone. I’m trying to take the right path, but I get lost, and then in lose myself. I keep smiling, but it’s a lie, Im not ok, I’m not fine... I’m broken, sick, hurt, lonely, lost,angry,used , depressed,hated, I just feel like a failure. Where’s my happy ending... there is none. I want to be happy again, like when I was little.
People say when you’re at your lowest, it can only go up from there. But what if your lowest is the highest you can ever go, and it’s only going to get worse?
Every part of this song was so relatable in one way or another. It kinda makes me feel less...alone? Thank you for an amazing song!
its totally relatable ....... i go through the same situtan ..... its really a bad diease wer u cant say wats gng on wid u...
I have had depression and terrible anxiety/social anxiety for years, but the feeling of being alone and friendless? That's what pushes me constantly to end it all. I wouldn't wish social isolation on anyone ever.
These lyrics are so true I have horrible PTSD and anxiety and I've been 3 days clean but I can't help it anymore
Jimin is the God of the new world hope you keep going on strong
They aren’t living just to survive , you be living to thrive and stay alive . It’s not always this bad there is hope for others . I’m the only one of my kind there isn’t another one . Keep hope . This is a world where we are all ok ? Does it feel right ?
Do you feel change is needed ?
Could you lose something or someone you love for something you love ?
It’s hard when a person becomes your life sometimes giving them up is the only choice .
It’s not just a cure , it’s hard work determination being a team when it breaks , can you stay a team ? Do you need to change your team ? Do you need to speak.
It’s good a plan can change if you let it , but it’s still okay to change it back if it doesn’t work. Not everything will work .
I sat on the edge of a really high place in my school and I wasn’t scared to fall that’s how you know you don’t care anymore
As someone that's been suffering depression since I was little, I relate to this song so much. ❤️
This isn’t a song. It’s a story.
I have that one friend who used to listen to my problems but, now, she says my problems don't matter. Just a couple of weeks ago, she said that I was heartless and soulless because I said I've been feeling depressed. Whenever I break down and rant about every little thing she brings her past into it and says her problems are worse. I get it! You have a druggie mom that doesn't care! She doesn't understand what I went through and all of the nightmares that plague my dreams. The countless times that I break down crying when I'm trying to do something so simple. For the past year or so, I have been trying to heal and forgive. But, there is some people who I will never forgive and it hurts. I already kinda cut her off but we have the same friend group so I don't know what to do.
I remember last school year, ninth grade, she said that I wasn't allow to graduate early, she was going to drag me to prom during our junior and senior year. For one, no tells me what to do with my life. Only when it helps me. Two, I don't want to be friends with someone who I didn't want to be friends with in the first place. Three, my problems do matter. Everyone's problems are FIGURATIVELY equal.
This is why I can't heal! Cause of the toxic people that are around me. I go home everyday and rant to my mom cause I can't talk to my "friends" about it. I fake a smile, a laugh. Just so no one will ask me if I am okay. I can tell that I'm changing mentally. But, emotionally? Not as much.
Sorry for a kinda long comment. I promise you guys that I will keep on fighting whatever I am fighting. I won't give up so easily and I will cut out the toxic people in my life.
This song represents me... i'm always the strange girl at school and i'm not okay... i hope one day i will meet someone who can help me with this... but for the people there... STAY STRONG! DON'T LET YOUR MIND RULE YOUR LIFE! BE YOURSELF! DON'T LET ANYONE CHANGE YOU!
I try to stay strong but even then its still there I cant escape it
This type of music is like a shelter for a person's soul
“I just want to be okay......”🥀💔
I can't express my feelings without sing and this helped me so much
Thx❤️
Everyone has that one place they go to in there head that makes them feel safe but we always wanna go to that dream place to really feel free and safe
I've listen to this kind of music,coz it gives me sadness and comfort😢may sweetest escape😣
"I tried to find my reflection on the glass but all I ever saw were the things I lacked."
That LITERALLY hit me.
This song is so deep. A victim of anxiety and panic attack....i totally get this. And i love her voice.
So far: All I ever thought I was, was a mistake
Me: 🙃im fine.
I listen to these songs and I look through and see everyone looking for hope. Don’t worry! There is light at the end of the tunnel!
One dislike?! *shame on you*
Sadly it has reached 9
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Lilith Strome sadly it has reached 14
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This song is so relatable and describes things so perfectly, this brought me to tears
I LOVE THIS SONG!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵
You sing feelings and truths so many of us have.Thank you. PTSD OCD RAPED I'm a man but don't always feel so.
This so is literally me, i'm in tears because i cant do anything right, i'm gone down a set in English I've been stuck in the bottom set for maths and i just got told i failed my mocks so i have to retake my mocks and there not even mocks there mocks of the actual mocks... so right now i feel pretty shit ..
This is my life in lyrics and I couldn't say it better then this. I love this song so much is amazing faith Marie is amazing
I relate to this song way too much for my own good....
This hits so hard. It has brought tears to my eyes. Why didn’t I find this sooner. 💛
I want to die... I've been fighting depression for so so long and I've put up a brave face but it just keeps getting worse. No one thinks I'm anything other than okay, and I dont know if I can carry on my facade anymore.
I was diagnosed with Depression and my own Mother said to me, "you dont need medication, you'll be fine." That tore me apart. The first crack in my pretty porcelain mask
And my best friend went missing 6 months ago, they were my lifeline. The only person who could make me smile. We were so close that I ended up falling in love with them but never having the guts to say anything. Now they could be dead for all I know. The second crack in my pretty porcelain mask.
I am also transgender. Female-to-male. I came out to my parents but was pushed away, told I was just "confused" and "wrong". They told me I was and always will be a *girl*. They forced me into the closet with my new school, and it kills me inside every time someone calls me "she", "her" or my deadname. The third crack in my pretty porcelain mask.
The reason I transferred schools was because I was heavily bullied. Beaten down and hated. Left bloody, broken and barely conscious. The fourth crack in my pretty porcelain mask.
Every partner I've ever had broke up with me because I was too erratic. My mood changed too quickly. I was too overreactive. Too clingy. Too extra. The fifth crack in my pretty porcelain mask.
Another one of my closest friends committed suicide. The last crack in my pretty porcelain mask. It was shattered. I had no mask, not anymore.
My eyes, once a vibrant hazel, were now a dull brown. Vacant of any life. Dark circles surrounded my eyes. They were there to stay. My face set into a permanent frown. My eyes red and puffy from countless tearful nights. My heart shattered and vacant of happiness from all the times another lover had left. My soul crushed and blackened from every broken promise and every hurtful word. The person you see now. That is not me. Not anymore. And he is just about ready to give up.
Don't give up plz!
Alex Penrice Music, I'm really sorry. Please keep fighting.
Alex Penrice you've been through a lot on your own , you're really strong. Keep going , please. All along your way , you might hurt more , but you'll also find some happiness , you will. And i wish you happiness , from small happiness day by day to all happiness till the end :)
I don't know how you are now, or even if you ARE anymore, but I'm praying you're happy and found purpose in your life. But, if you still need a purpose to be in this world, sweetheart, you are a natural born writer! The way you wrote the short story of yourself and your porcelain mask, you have a phenomenal talent. If you have enough interest in writing to give it a go, you'll be famous someday. And the world will celebrate whoever you choose to be.
Robin Williams was a phenomenal comedian, but he felt the world would be better without him. Millions cried when he took his life, including me. And he was wrong, it's not better without him.
And the world would not be better without you in it. Maybe me, but not you. You have a rare gift. And I hope you realize that and use it.
(I hardly ever comment, and don't know you, but I hope you find my message. Think about it, you know you're a great writer. What you probably don't know is, very few people are)
I reread your story again. Amazingly talented! I'm just an old woman dealing with my own depression and anxiety, but reading about yours ....do you realize how many people you could positively impact? And you mentioned transgender... How many people in that specific community need someone to relate to because they're in pain and feel alone? A lot, I would think.
Can relate to this song so much, think what I love most is the feeling of connection, listening makes you feel less alone as you feel your understood. It puts what your feelings which you can't understand, into words for you. Helps you understand how to voice it. Thank you 🥰
I cried so hard when I saw this. I would rather just part from the world. I am a 14 year old girl that needs help but doesn't want it. I understand that everyone around me is sad because they think that they failed with me. My twin sister does not care though. She might care when I am dead but I don't care about that. No one cares about me enough to be sad for too long after I pass. They might be sad for a month but that is it. I will hang around as a ghost so I can take care of my little sister so she does not know that I will be gone. After I am done, I want to go to Heaven but I don't know if they would take me up there. I think that something like this helps me but it really doen't. It is too late for me. I don't want to grow up because I was told that it only gets harder. I have had brain surgery and that made me give up on life. It made me realize that I can never be normal. I can never have a normal life. There is one reason that I am trying to stay strong. I want to become a therapist when I grow up and help people. I will help the criminally insane to become sane. I will help children like me grow up. I want people to be inspired by me and grow up. But life seems to be too hard. I can help others or part from this world and hurt those around me. Right now, dying seems like the best choice. My family won't take me to talk to someone. If I talk to a therapist, it can help me more to want to be like them. I need help with depression and suicide. But I don't want it.
Hey you wanna talk I'm also a 14 year old female
Living with an invisible illness of which no Dr's couldn't give me any answer for many years, and even to the point of where I couldn't walk normally anymore, and they still tried saying I was fine and anxiety as many tests came back normal. Felt like I was going insane. Was finally diagnosed with dysautonomia and form called, "p.o.t.s." Was relieved to have some kind of answer and so much of my life that didn't make sense finally added up. But still having to live very differently than others, and Martin King Jr. quote of "keep moving forward" no matter what you have to do really took on a whole new meaning. I strive to bring awareness and help others in any way possible with my story and where ever I'm at in life. You're not alone and there's still good people in the world
It's so funny that we listen to so many relatable songs so deep that they hit our souls and make us cry and we still don't know wtf is going on in our life still pretending shit will be okay
“All I thought I was, was a mistake” Jesus that always hits different no matter how many times I listen
I write poetry on a website called medium and this song just happened to pop on right as i finished a poem called an undying mind this is exactly how it felt wow
I just feel this song with every inch of my heart and soul....going through a hard time like everybody here does ... it just feels good not being alone...I mean I know I am not but it feels good to read all those comments... ily and I hope you'll get through it and never give up on yourself
they dont think i need help but im scareing my self.
i just want to be ok.
take it back what have i done?
finding refuge in my own lies how are you im doing alright.
just let me be just let me be
empty thoughts start to crowd my mind
no one knows what goes on up inside of my head.
all i ever thought i was, was i a mistake?
those words hit me in the heart. Ha now im stupid crying over a song 😂😂😭😭😭😭 i just want to be okay. i just want it all to stop.
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It's scary how accurately this describes my feelings 😔 Living with generalised anxiety & depression is hard💔
Im struggling with my depression I really relate to this song