I was there in my late 20s. It was the best and worst decision of my life. I used to have dreams/nightmares about it and I never told anyone. The drugs they give you prior to the procedure NEVER kicked in for me until it was over. I felt the manual dilation, and I literally felt the flesh being ripped from my body. It was very traumatic and I’ll tell you: IT IS NOT THE EASY WAY OUT‼️ I had to learn to forgive myself. And that’s not a one time process. Everytime I thought about it, I forgave myself. That’s the thing about forgiveness. You have to keep choosing it over and over everyday. Once you forgive yourself, you can move forward. I applaud you for using your platform to be transparent on such a sensitive topic and to bring awareness. I pray for you and your continued healing. 🙏🏾♥️✨
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I was there in my late 20s. It was the best and worst decision of my life. I used to have dreams/nightmares about it and I never told anyone. The drugs they give you prior to the procedure NEVER kicked in for me until it was over. I felt the manual dilation, and I literally felt the flesh being ripped from my body. It was very traumatic and I’ll tell you: IT IS NOT THE EASY WAY OUT‼️ I had to learn to forgive myself. And that’s not a one time process. Everytime I thought about it, I forgave myself. That’s the thing about forgiveness. You have to keep choosing it over and over everyday. Once you forgive yourself, you can move forward. I applaud you for using your platform to be transparent on such a sensitive topic and to bring awareness. I pray for you and your continued healing. 🙏🏾♥️✨
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Aww friend, I'm so sorry! I'm praying for you.
😢😢 you're a soldier!
@@chamcham6108 doesn’t feel like it. But hoping to find others to help me navigate this new life
This happened in 2007. It was very hard and very difficult. Idk if I should sent a voice note or if we can talk on the phone
I want to talk about this.
You didn’t kill your baby. Please don’t think like that