5 years ago i was a depressed teen listening to almost every song on this channel and 5 years later im now an adult listening to all the songs again to catch the feelings of nostalgic
Me too! I was so depressed when i was teen before 5 years but now when i remeber i don't why😭😂 i am so much happier now more confident but tbh i feel bad for myself bc i wronged her and hurted her like whyyy 😅
" i love you, but you didn't love me " " i cared for you but you cared for her " " i miss you " " i care for you more than i care for my life " " every insult you say breaks my heart little by little " " every compliment you say makes me happy for a whole day " " but that's just my heart, that's not your heart. " i'm sorry, my heart is heavy.
hyunminie as the saying goes "a heart is a heavy burden" so don't sell yourself short and allow others to control it spread your wings in anything you love make yourself happy and allow time to heal even from the smallest pain and remember your heart may heal but the scars are there forever to see a lesson from to first love yourself before you love another for then you are truly able to give your love to another.
Same..... but everytime someone i love insults me i get sad and show it but then i change my face quickly and smile and walk away thinking about him as if he just said he loves me...and cry when i get home
My top 7 sad & cute songs i can always listen to: 1. This is home by cavetown/cut my hair (remix) 2. feelings are fatal by mxmtoon 3. Airplane mode by limbo 4. First date by frad 5. Hug all your friends by cavetown 6. Do you wonder by khai dreams 7. Phases by prettymuch
Do you ever just listen to stuff like this at 2, 3 ,4 am, knowing you’re disappointing your parents by staying up that late, but you’re trying to process everything they’ve said, or what everyone else has said to you. Knowing you’ll never be good enough. Knowing that your siblings/friends are better then you. Knowing that your parents want that child not you. Or just randomly cry at some of the lyrics to this. Knowing that it will get better but not soon. Knowing that you’ve trying talking to people but they don’t understand. Knowing someone so well, but they don’t know you at all after all this time. But you just brush everything aside and act happy : )
I would like to say some uplifting things but I don't have a clear picture in my head of why you feel this way. I don't want to come off as someone else who just doesn't understand you. But what I've learned about life is that it's easy to point at other's accomplishments and skills in life and think that if we were them, we'd be much more happy. But we don't truly know what it's like to be them, just like they don't know what it's like to be you. So I like to imagine that there's no such thing as a life that's better than mine, because the only hardships that I've faced are my own. It's unfair to yourself to look at an incomplete portion of someone else's life and say that theirs is simply better. The best thing you can do is, stop comparing your life to those around you, and try your best to improve your life in ways that are in your control. Hope I could help
I want to hug u right now and I don't know u but somehow I know that that u are much more than what u think u are and that you are wanted and u are loved and u don't have to change anything about your self cuz u are perfect just the way u are and fuck it if people don't understand cuz I do and I have been through this and I am here for you and if u ever feel like talking to someone I am more than glad to give u my email love u and I hope u have a great day truly
Yo when she said "i’m happy for you i’m smiling for you i’d do anything for you for you it’s always for you and never for me and i need it to stop so let me tell you please i’m always sad and i’m always lonely but i can’t tell you that i’m breaking slowly closed doors locked in, no keys keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease i need it to stop and i want to be able to open up but, my feelings are fatal (my feelings are fatal) how many times must i keep it inside i need to let go and i swear that i’ve tried but opening up means trusting others and that’s just too much, i don’t want to bother so i’ll keep it inside and bury it deep i know it’s not healthy but you won’t hear a peep though i’m always sad and i’m always lonely i could never tell you that i’m breaking slowly closed doors locked in, no keys keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease i need it to stop and i want to be able to open up but, my feelings are fatal (my feelings are fatal)" I felt that dude
@Alivia Weeks You can simply because by loving someone so hard, truly and honestly that you know you are truly in love. You forget what is like to hate yourself. Because all you care is to give love to that someone.
You are saying that to other people, but are you ok? I know this is a long time ago, but you still can be then, but be upset now, or the other round :)
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This hurts so bad. I was in a 5-month relationship with the person who thought was my home, my forever. I genuinely was and still am in love with her. she was the only thing that kept me alive at one point. I devoted my time, and my love to her every day. every second I spent with her because I couldn't imagine spending time without her. I loved her too much. after about the third month, stuff when downhill. it didn't feel the same. I didn't feel loved anymore. I felt like I was simply her emotional support. she had many mental health issues and was extremely sensitive and I have never been in a relationship with somebody like that. it was so difficult. I felt like every I did would hurt her because everything I did constantly made her upset. I'm not sure what I could've done better. I burnt myself out because she led me to believe she had nobody else other than me but later on you'll realize that wasn't the case. The breaking point of our relationship was when I brought up an issue and she instead of apologizing for hurting me told me everything I do/did wrong. it was super painful when she did this. it reminded me of the 4-year relationship I had been in before. In that relationship, I was treated the same exact way. maybe I deserve it... I'm not sure. We went on a break after that cause it was clear something had gone wrong between the two of us and she had things she needed to work on alone. The break goes on for about a month until I hit a breaking point with her. I've been hurt so many times and I wasn't willing to tolerate her hurting me anymore. I planned how I would break up with her. I planned to stay with her through Valentine's day because not only did I want to spend it with her but I knew she would want to have that. I poured my heart out to her that day in efforts that maybe shed change and love me again. didn't work... so on 2/17/21, I broke up with her. we called cause we were long-distance, and I told her I said "I don't feel the same way anymore" and then I said "I think I may have lost feelings" cause truly that's how it felt. her hurt that she caused me covered up all my love and suffocated it. she ended the call. texted me and I continued to break it off. we planned to stay friends after the breakup. but she went on to tell around 4 of her friends about our past and recent conversations. her friends called me a mental abuser (mind you I'm 15 how the hell) and toxic. her friend we will call C texted me telling me I'm a hoe and that I was a horrible person for what I had done to ry. what could I have done that was so horrible that she would call me that. I loved her throughout that whole relationship. I was the one pushing for growth and communication I put the effort in to fix my various problems. she hurt me I had to leave her. but nobody saw that they saw me a hurt, heartbroken, lost soul who had just been greatly hurt. mourning the fact that the person they loved hurt them. the person I thought about having kids with, the person I was fully willing to spend my life with. the love of my life broke my heart. I thought she was the one I was in bliss. I let my guard down with the thought of her being my soulmate in mind. I was wrong she wasn't my soulmate. she posted a pic with the caption saying something along the lines that I never deserved her heart. she hurt me again. knowingly. she then showed me screenshots of her friends saying those awful things about me. to show she "was defending me" how are you defending me when you're actively talking to other people about or private conversations. she got a new boyfriend about 4 days ago I think now. I don't know. hearing that hurt but I was the one who asked. she moved on already. had I not meant that much to her when we broke up she told me about how she couldn't ever move on because she was still "in love with me" and during the relationship, she tells me she could never move on that fast after we broke up. but she did. but she moved on. she probably gives him the same love she gave me. I loved you but you hurt me r***. what did I do to deserve this. was it because I told you when you were being mean. was it cause I didn't let you get away with manipulating and gaslighting me? maybe it was. but I hope you know I told you those things for my sake and yours cause I knew if you continued our relationship would end. and here we are, over. if anyone here is around my age (15) and wants to be friends please contact me. here are my socials Insta: godess.wesley Snap: paybear42005 Discord: blakey@/2342 Twitter: bigtitgothgorl my feelings for her were fatal.
How does this only get a few likes but all the other comments saying the SAME THING about feeling lonely and stuff get like 4.3k likes. That is bullshit and I am so here for you
You've done everything you could and I think it's very mature of you to move past this. I really hope that you would find someone who would treat you right one day because you deserve it, you really do. If you would still like someone to talk to, I'd be up for it!
Hey, je suis français dsl mais d'après ce que j'ai compris tu es une belle personne qui méritait quelqu'un de mieux. J'espère que tu trouveras la personne qui te rendra heureux. Tu as pu te sortir de cette situation c'est une bonne chose. J'espère que les choses ont bien évolué pour toi.
Dude I completely understand. I was in much the same place as you. Actually when I read your story it reminded me so much of my own relationship I teared up a little bit. I know how hard that kind of relationship is and how hard the break up is, except in my story she broke up with me and proceeded to lie to all her friends and mine that I had done all the things that she had actually done. She was cheating on me with one of my best friends behind my back for most of the relationship, and I lost him as well. If there is anything I can do to help you through this, or if you ever need someone to talk to you can always contact me or add me on discord. I'm the therapist of my friends and hearing what you've been through I want to help. My discord is Healing Sovereign#5947. Please feel free if you ever need someone to talk to.
Since everyone is venting I felt I needed to say this: One day I was in my room crying as usual but, as I always do I wipe my tears before my mom walks in my room. A few weeks or months pass and my mom says to me “Are you Ok?” And as I try to say I’m fine I burst out crying and I told my mom to leave because I’m “fine” and she left. I want anyone or any parent that reads this to know that even if someone says their fine do something to help them or make their day a little better even if they are truly fine because it can really lighten up their spirit and let them know they have someone they can trust, take this advice as you will and use it.
Yikes Meister uh, hi, I saw this comment was from three months ago, and I was wondering if you are feeling happy or at least happier than you were when you wrote this. I really hope you are feeling better. If not, you can always talk to me if you need it, and I could offer a social media profile you could contact me through if you need to talk.
@@lyds_draws3352 Thank you for the kind words, honestly, I've had moderate to severe depression for around 5 years now (I'm 15 btw) so I've learned a thing or two on how to control it and not push myself over the edge to suicide. I still struggle every day with it, but I think I'll survive, you don't have to talk to me on social media if you don't want to. Again, thank you.
I randomly feel sad sometimes. I cry a lot and I worry about my appearance. I have a hopeless crush on a boy who I think has a crush on my best friend. He always compliments her on her things and he passes by me and says nothing about my artwork. I always get better grades than my BFF but he never notices my efforts. She's still very hardworking anyways so I'd not care about her grades to begin with. He's nice but he barely talks to me now. We used to be closer and he used to say nice things to me but now he says nothing. My BFF is much prettier than me and I think that's why now he likes her instead. I'm fine with that, I'm not jealous a single bit, surprisingly, but I feel like I'm holding my sadness inside and not letting my family know. Sometimes I cry in front of my mom and she comforts me but I don't feel confident or happy. My family is going through a crisis and we don't have much money. I feel like my clothes aren't nice and my room is ugly. Idk what to do because sometimes I just feel mad. I want a cat so it can help me because I've had a cat before and they help me calm down. My BFF is giving me a kitten because her grandmas cat is pregnant, but I feel like having a kitten will be too pricey. My parents say it's alright and I'm just hoping for the best. I'm sorry for bothering you all and I'm sure that nobody will see this. have a nice day I feel so ungrateful and mean now instead.
Paola Aguilar smile and think of what happiness and good things are going to come in the future. Focus on what you enjoy, think of what you can do with it. Broaden your view and notice the smaller things and find their beauty. You can find simple beauty just walking down the street, you just have to look for it. It’s going to be okay
Paola Aguilar I know how that feels just a one point let it out. I know it hurts ,but once you get it out it'll feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Keep your chin up and look at the positive side.
Isn't it sad how many of us can relate to this song? Sad that we lost trust on the ones we believed in the most Tho, the song is beautiful af and I won't stop listening, heck. :'')
When you're the happy friend that suddenly stops telling jokes, smiling, laughing, and your others friends ask where *that* girl went... and tell me to stop faking... So I just *smile* It's easy to smile... but that doesn't mean we're actually *happy* There are 3 types of smiles: - the happy - the fake - the hurt Some people just don't understand what pain feels like- I may look happy, I may smile, It might look like I have a perfect family and a great life.... The the smile hides it all So, when you look at someone- smiling.... You may never know what that kid, that teen, that person..... Is going threw... Let's talk about bullying, shall we? What do you gain from it? Do you get a sense of satisfaction pushing that girl down the hallway, or that boy you tripped at the park....? I wish people would put their selves in others shoes for once- Oh! Don't forget- cyber bulling! That's bulling too, it may not be physical- but it hurts just as much as kicking a kid at recess and calling him ugly! This world needs to change... Use my comment to vent ♡ Everyone here is accepted no matter what gender/race/sexuality/age ♡
I smile too much that no one ever asks how I'm doing and it's sad. But it's okay, it's not their fault. It's just natural to think that "She's such a cheerful person, there's no way she has problems" Idk, I smile so I don't cry and get angry at random moments, but I'm so good at it that everyone thinks I'm always alright. I guess I'm still happy, that some people would smile because of me. I'm happy, that people would look for me for comfort. Good to know I'm not useless I guess
One day I was in a bad mood, sad, withdrawn. But then someone asked me, "How are you this happy on a Monday?" I just shrugged and smiled, but it caught me off guard. I hadn't even been trying to fake happiness. I'd been swimming in my thoughts and drowning in this dull sort of anxiety, but nobody saw it. And I didn't want to open up to these people yet, I'd only just met them. Heck, I don't even open up much to my closest friends, it's just not that type of relationship, although I wish it was. But I'm not brave enough. So, I nod and smile and go about my day, because if I'm in a bad mood then people wonder where the smile went and I'm just not ready to talk about it. But I need to. I know I do. But if they aren't wondering where the happy me went, they're talking about their own problems, and of course I help them. If I can't get my life together, might as well help with theirs. Idk. I know this is all really unhealthy but I don't know how to break the cycle. I've done so much more crying lately than I'm comfortable with. I hate this stress and this sadness, so I look for an escape in music, but inevitably I always find a sad song and plunge right back down. Feel free to ignore this comment lol, have a good day
i always bottle up my feelings up because i know if i break ill hurt people and hurting people is the worst for me, so i never open up, this song is so important to me, i relate so much it
Rainfall Issues I have had a experience where I opened up on i how I felt into someone and I didn’t realize that later on that it was not the right person and I started to worry and I worry a lot and about the smallest things and I have never really told my feelings in passionate ways to other people but it turned out my bestfriend who ended liking me was sad over this and I had like him for a year before that happened and he did to but when we got older I felt he had drifted apart from me and I kinda just went off because I was sad so I liked my other friend and I began to realize that it was the wrong person and the wrong time to do anything like that and to tell my feels and my feels didn’t feel right so I began to drift apart from him and I when I did that I went back to liking my best friend because I felt like he was the right path but I never knew that I hurt him emotionally until a long time and it breaks me to know that and I’m scared now to ever tell my feelings again but I want to tell him how I feel about him and explain what happened and why this happened but I think I’m to late and he’s long gone lost with other friends and I feel replaced and I’m struggling to move on because I wonder if I’m wrong but I wanted to comment on this because I relate to this and I bottle up my feels and same this song makes me break out in tears because of this sorry my comment is so long but thanks 😊 EDIT: I still am friends with my other friend! I appreciate my friend and we might not be nothing more than friends but he is a great friend.
damn I came here to see all the Dream comments but then after looking deeper in the comments I just want to hug and show my love to everyone and I wish someone could do the same for me. I love you so much to who ever is reading this
I can relate to this so much, I have a girlfriend. She goes to a different school. I get bullied. A LOT. So whenever she asks about me I tell her that I have lots of friends. Lies 100. Im always there for her. When shes lonely or sad. Im always there when something happens. Though, she doesn’t know about my depression. I keep it all inside. Cause I know it will hurt her to see me hurt. If that makes any sense, heh. I just don’t want her to know what I’m going through. So in always smiling. Acting happy. Probably really unhealthy though.
It'll make it worse if you keep it inside, think about what she'll think if she finds out that you have been hiding? She'll think she's not important to you, she'll feel like she wasn't the best for you, to know your darkest secret, and I'm telling you this because my friend did the same, I tried so hard to convince her that she WAS important to me, I almost gave up because she wouldn't believe me but at the end she believed me, after weeks...this might happen to you too
Okay for one second can we please just IGNORE THE LYRICS AND LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL PICTURE?! WHO DREW THIS?! THE COLORS, THE PASTELS, EVERYTHING- ITS- ITS- *flips a CAR* ITS ALL PERFECT
This is basically me in every relationship with people. *This feeling will always lurk inside me.* I can usually hide it away very easily, and control it, but sometimes it spins out of control and I automatically start stopping what I'm doing and find a place I can cry into. *I'm so depressed.*
Wow. Ok. Story time. So, I was walking home with my crush, and the topic of "relatable songs" came up. We were talking about the song way to good at goodbyes. Then I mentioned this song. He said he'd look it up. I left and went home. He looked it up. (I can only imagine how that went) then, today he asked if that song described my love life. I said yes. He asked me if I like him. I went silent. Then he asked me out. If I liked this song before, I like it 10x more now.
When your mentally messed up due to younger times. So you learn never to depend on everyone. But every one wants your help with everything, therefore you don't want them to worry about you as well. So you be "happy' for them, even though your thoughts are slowly eating you alive.
This is exactly how i feel right now. I have a best friend, i really do love her. The thing is...she's straight. Also she broke up with her boyfriend not long ago. I know for a fact they still like each other but broke up from the fear of hurting one another. She usually tells me I'm like her sister...So now I just bottle all my feelings up, stay smiling & laughing while inside i'm slowly breaking.
marilyn cosand I'm almost the exact same, but instead my friend hate me for some reason i dont know. It's okay... you'll be fine I promise, just find someone to talk to if you need to.
marilyn cosand its gonna hurt more if you dont tell her... trust me I kept a secret from all my friend I liked a girl now it hurts like hell and causes me to sometimes spas out a bit (dont think its cause of that)
Nyla Draws Her best friend doesn't see her that way though, if she tells her how she feels, it might further complicate their friendship. Keep it inside and find another person.
it's like when your your younger you don't usually pay attention to the bad things, so you are more happy. then when your older you can more easily see how cruel and sad it can be.
Wouldn't it be just so much easier if you could send other people emotions and they could feel it for 1 minute and understand exactly how the person feels/was feeling. It would be so much easier because I'm not good at talking. Especially now.
Lyrics~ I'm happy for you I'm smilin' for you I'd do anything For you, for you It's always for you And never or me and I need it to stop So let me tell you, please I'm always sad And I'm always lonely But I can't tell you That I'm breaking slowly Closed doors Locked in, no keys Keepin' my feelings hidden There is no ease I need it to stop And I want to be able To open up but My feelings are fatal My feelings are fatal How many times must I keep it inside I need to let go and I swear that I've tried But opening up means trusting others And that's just too much, I don't want to bother So I'll keep it inside and bury it deep I know it's not healthy, but you won't hear a peep Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly Closed doors Locked in, no keys Keepin' my feelings hidden There is no ease I need it to stop And I want to be able To open up but My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh
@@lain3701 ... Just let them do what makes them happy? Maybe they didnt see it. I have no clue what this person was thinking, might've helped someone in the comments.
Just to say for both of you, people usually make these comments on these videos in case someone can't keep up with the lyrics on screen! (Which is also why the lyrics are added in the description sometimes)
i used to love this song back when covid was a thing. i didnt have many friends so i found alot of comfort in music. i still relate to this song even 4 years later. my feelings are lowkey fatal
Okay, there hopefully there won't be anyone typing the lyrics because 1: It's in the video 2: It's in the description 3: There is captions Pls don't waist your time :')
Felt that so hard. I like an 8th grader even though I'm 7th and my friends always say "He doesn't like you so don't bother" But when they like someone they're all "Oh can you help me figure out if he likes me??"
Morgan A I’ve already gave some hints that I’m not okay to my friends..but one of them who was my best friend was like: oh. And then moved on with our day qwq *that was painful*
@@Pen4172 bruh they ain't your best friend. If they were they would be worrying about you and always checking in on you. I do that with my best friend who's always telling me how he's sad. If you really need to talk you can go to my channel and comment on my vid and I'll give you my email or something because I love helping people and listening to them
1. The song is beautiful 2. The lyrics are amazing and I teared up actually listening to them 3.the art is amazing Everything is just gooddddd is this on Spotify?
I remember a time very recently when these song were relatable. So keep going, and trust that everything will be okay in the end, and if it isn't okay then it isn't the end
As someone who DOES NOT open up easily, I can relate to this song so much. I have trust issues. I know it's good to vent to someone but I don't want to be a burden to them... I'd rather just keep all my pain hidden than have someone deal with me.
Gosh... I relate so much.. I’ve kept my depression (and all the other sh_t) to myself for the pass 2 years..I’ve told people a bit...but not everything...
If you dont want to keep a journal, create a throw away reddit user and just vent here -> www.reddit.com/r/depression/ People wont know it is you, and the other people on there are dealing with the same stuff and are supportive as fucc.
This song relates to me on a dangerously high level. I'm going through very extreme depression maybe close to being suicidal... I am grateful for everything I have, the people that love and care for me, to be alive and 'healthy', yet the way I treat myself just isn't right, I know I do it but I can't stop, when people look at me I feel like they're judging me. I call myself all these things to make me have the courage to do something or just deal with the situation. I have a boyfriend that is very social and always hangs out with the person who he used to despise, the person who talked shit about me.... I know some people will say that I should dump him if that's the case, I can't, I love him too much... When we started dating he just was so nice to me and he was always smiling, after a while, he started to stop talking, trying to make me social but it just caused me to yell and scream at myself to talk yet I never do, it gets worse and worse day by day... I haven't told him the full story. I keep on just bringing up other stuff in a fight that doesn't bother me then it sounds as if I'm being overdramatic and heartless. I know I need therapy or help, I don't have the courage to tell an adult, they won't believe me... I hope no one has the same problem as I do. I would say more things, yet it's just a bit too personal.
Lonely Mebalina it'll be okay I know I don't understand completely but I do some What and ik I'm a stranger and when ur depressed nothing people say make it better but about a year ago I was extremely depressed and didnt think it would get better and it has gotten better you just have to give it time and hold on a little longer
its so relatable, I have some of your problems also often suicidal. Stay strong and maybe try to slowly mention it to your parents. maybe they will not understand at first but i am sure they will help whit whatever they can. If you need a friend to talk to I am always here and other people also can help:)
its not only being in love, its also explaining to a precious close friend that is worried about you and you just dont want to open up because about your depression "your feelings are fatal" and even if you want tell them you can't
Dude same I feel sad all the time I miss happiness I miss being able to feel like I fit In when I was little I used to think I would always be happy and I always fitted in but even then I didn’t
This song is me.. I've always been there for my friends, and supporting them. But they don't know how I've been so hurt all these years. They don't know how I started all from pre-k being alone, hurt, and ignored. They'd use me, call me names, and make me do stupid things just so I could have or be their "friends", but they continued to use me. I'd come home once and tell my parents I had no friends. But they didn't believe me. So I continued to suffer through this. Every single day. Until I moved, I met one girl who was really sweet and we became friends. One boy ended up hating me so bad and threatened my friend to leave me, and possibly others in the school. Everyone seemed to ignore me as well, say how I was weird, disgusting, and a loser. When I met another friends group, his friends only messed with me for months, so I left without a word and never saw all of them again, not even the friend. Ever since middle school I've gotten 1 bully each year. 1st one would always say "ew" or "disgusting", and once called me ugly. Left me to go home and cry at night. He did this all the time, and when I told my friends this, they didn't believe me because of how he treated them so nicely. I really wish I understood why he did this to me. I did nothing to him and he treated me like a toy since the first day he saw me. 7th grade I dealed with a boy who always did annoying things and broke my glasses. He smirked, like he was proud of breaking my glasses, and I could do nothing about this. I felt so upset about it and now I feel that today I can't let go of anything in my past, nor present. I feel that everything will get worse, and I'm afraid that if I tell my friends, they'll treat my so differently or things may get out of hand and maybe my parents will get involved, then the entire school would know.. I'd feel hopeless. I already have to hold back my tears whenever I'm hurt. And let it all out right as I shut my room door. *H i d e It A l l F r o m S o c i e t y .* Well, 7 months later there's not much change. Highschool is okay, but I've grown some social anxiety, which is pretty shit. My mood has been messing a bit with my social life, as well as relationships. I feel the need for more time by myself and sometimes I'm just in need of love from others. It's a whole mess, and I've been trying to manage it for quite some time still. My family is going through some divorce as well, and I'm strongly realizing how poor my relationship with my father is, and that we barely had a bond as I was growing up. I'm still having a bit of a rough time in school, and I'm kind of feeling downed just putting a mask on these days. Sometimes I really get a smile from my two friends, but once I walk away, I feel worse again honestly. I've grown a bit of thoughts of suicide, but I can't really seem to wanna go, even when I got some people who care at the moment. Very few, but they're close. I got a feeling this won't go, so I'm just waiting to find something to ease this eventually. Hopefully I'll find it soon. I hope you all are doing alright out there. ❤️
Auoleria I know exactly how you feel. Although I've never dealt with actual bullies, I did snitch on annoying people over petty things like scribbling on the wall which was apparently more harmful to the students than actual words. So when I actually said something about it, I thought the teacher would just tell them not to do it again, but because they care so much about whatever I thought was serious and important, they sent them to detention. I don't know why I regretted it after, but now I question whether if it's really worth it, telling someone about whatever's going on that annoyed me, because unlike many people, I *know I do* have someone to talk to about it, but the thing is is that they care a lot more than I expected and it makes feel guilty for even bothering. I have a lot more experiences like this but you get the idea, there's always someone who will listen, who will go overboard if necessary. I wish that I don't regret whatever I snitched about, no matter how petty it may have seemed, because I know that it was the right thing to do, but I still do. Please don't regret any decision that you make which benefits you and those around you who care about you like I do.
I know it's hard to hear, but please, take it from me, even though I'm a stranger. YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT. I know exactly how you feel, and it is so fucking hard. But I made it through life, and I am so happy and glad I survived. And the next time you think, "No-body cares" know that the girl from the comments section does. I care, and I am a person. A PERSON CARES ABOUT YOU, AND I BET I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE. You are so fucking strong, and you should know that. Society is messed up, but I promise you, IT WILL GET BETTER. I know it's cliché and hard to believe, but I'm still here, and I was just like you. Please tell someone in your life, and though it may seem hard, PLEASE. DO IT. Tell your closest friend or an online counselor, and if they really care, they will help. DON'T GIVE UP ♥
Auoleria This song repressents my life so much. I always act happy because I just want everybody to be happy and I feel like I need to meet those expectations so everybody will like me. There is this guy that I also like so I decide to be happy but im really just pretending... I wonder sometimes if he knows because when I'm playing with my "friends" whenever I look away sadly, he is watching sadly. I also have depression so that makes it harder for me to stay quiet. I sometimes have to let out all my sadness by cutting my left arm. Sometimes even anger at other girls who like him. I think it's kind of weird but I just wanted to tell people that I don't know because uh I needed to express myself. I also write poems and my friend thinks theyre depressing.. She sometimes asks me if I have depression but I tell her I don't but it's really hard to lie to her because I feel like she'd understand. The sad part is that she's moving to California during the summer. So I will really have nobody to have my back anymore. I actually wanted to put a poem here so here goes nothing.. Not good enough "Sorry that I'm not good enough for you!" I always say that. I think it makes me feel better about myself I'm just a fat, Worthless, Amount of your time. Nobody cares. Nobody will care. I care. I care so much. About everybody. And how do they treat me? Ugly. Unloved. Worthless. Meaningless. I always turn into something I'm not. Then why? Why do you care so much? I feel like you're the reason I'm still here. Why I haven't killed myself yet. And I do NOTHING. NOTHING for you. It makes me think, how they treat me, is what I deserve. I want to do SOMETHING for you. But you won't let me. Please! Let me save you. And you can save me.
cutecutexox (I hope I'm not too late...) Please stay strong for those who truly care for you and love you for who you are. You say nobody cares, but you just told us that you have friends (who, by the way, you can just send letters to, the old fashioned way, it's more memorable then flimsy old texts) with just facial expressions, can show you millions of meanings and synonyms of words like "caring", "compassion", "loving"... Also, I think your poem speaks volumes of feelings that has so much weight that no one should carry alone. It looks like you have an interest in music that expresses the artists experiences with depression, so I recommend listening to doddleoddle (who wrote a book all about that sort of jazz and how to get through it called "secrets for the mad", it's nicely illustrated and filled with poems written by her) and the staves (a band that makes music with calming vibes, much like doddleoddle's). In conclusion, just tell them. I promise you it'll all make sense again once you do, so then next time you say you're ok, you'll mean it, for the first time in a long time. And trust me when I say, that it will be the most relieving thing you will feel, when you finally let go all those volumes of words you wanted to say for a long time.
i strongly relate to this song, because i'm almost always sad, i always feel lonely, and i don't tell anyone because i feel like a burden. they deal with enough in their own lives, i should focus on making them happy rather then only adding to their stress. every time i opened up before i just found more reasons to stay quiet. i know it's not healthy, i know i should be more open, but i don't want to burden others with my problems. i'll just keep pretending to be happy for them.
i’m going through the same shit haha. i always ask myself “why should other people be sad, just because i am?” so i never spoke up about it. i want the people around me to smile and laugh, so i will for them. i know everyone has their own stuff going on, so why should they care about my shit? you’re not alone , millions of people are going through the same thing .
If anybody out there feels like you can't say what you need to, for any reason, please just get what you need to say out. If you are worried about bothering others, write a short story or poem, if you think no one cares, find someone random to talk to. But please, don't hide your feelings, I promise you people want to help and listen. We will all be a lot better off once we learn to talk to each other :)
hah this reminds me of something when im trying to open up and your friend suddenly talks bout how they feel.. and you end up listening and helping them whilst your breaking in the inside..
I just randomly clicked it cause the photo was nice but as soon as i started paying attention to the lyrics i was like wholy crap. Ive never heard a song so realatable to me xD ❤️❤️❤️
as someone who has fought depression for a while and has beaten it, i understand this song. i hope everyone listening to this is okay, and i want to let you know that you'll get through it. i love you.
"The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets." I have many good friends but I feel like they hate me. I'm always sad and lonely, but it wouldn't make sense to tell them that. Hell, I'm scared that they'll hate me even more. My friend liked me, but I didn't like him. He would hate me because he felt more pain than me. "People struggle through worse. You don't deserve to feel sadness," I told myself. Sorry... I didn't wanna bother anyone about my stupid problems.
No it's okay, I can relate and I feel alone among my friends and that my presence is unwanted. If you're feeling bothered , you can talk to me cause I know what your going through.
I met this guy and he was literally the boy version of me. He could always tell if I was ever in a bad mood and would always say "you can tell me". I relate to this song so much because I trust him so much, but I don't trust myself. Feelings really are fatal huh
“But opening up, means trusting others, and that’s just too much, I don’t want to bother, so I keep it inside, and I’ll burry it deep, I know it’s not healthy, but you won’t hear a peep” This explains me when I’m sad. I do want to open up about when I’m sad, but it means that I have to trust the people around me even more, but it’s too much. I don’t want to bother people with my problems, because I feel like that they won’t really notice it. Or they’ll say “you’re an attention whore” even though I don’t talk about my problems unless if I’m comparing them with other people’s problems. I keep my emotions and my problems in a bottle and I’ll keep it away from the light, which I know isn’t healthy because I’ll end up blowing all of the emotions up all over my friends, and they’ll just be mad too saying “you didn’t need to yell!” But they don’t understand completely when I say “I keep all of my emotions bottled up”, maybe because I say it in a joking manner, but that’s sorta how I act, when I talk about my problems I don’t want it to be depressing, the only time when I can is when I’m talking with some other people and we’re talking about someone being extremely sad, but I don’t want to make the situation even more depressing. When I bottle up my emotions, you basically don’t know when I’m actually sad, or angry... I think I relate to this song a bit to much...which is sad... and that I was hesitating about writing a comment like this, but I didn’t know where to start till I had heard those lyrics.
People just don’t get that your actually hurting inside they say “she’s always so happy she’s so kind” but that’s me that wants to hide the fact that I’m not depressed
“Closed doors locked and no keys, keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease”
I have felt that
Kermit The frog did Ms.Piggy die or....
I’m afraid she did 😔
I felt the whole song...
Kermit The frog Zoinks dude
Kermit The frog I read that when she said it
"I know its not healthy but you won't hear a peep."
Felt that
🎶 through I'm always sad and I'm always lonely I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly 🎶
Myia Barnes as I read this comment it played in the video 😂
I always feel that
Love that profile pic fam, if you wanna fangirl about 7 Deadly Sins my Insta is @_lilahegao_
SEVEN DEADLY SINS PROFILE PIC AAAH MINE IS GLOXINIA
“i could never tell you that im breaking slowly.”
We have the damn lyrics what is this for ,•-•,
I read it while the line was playing- coincidence? I think not-
HxneyBëë its just something i relate to and i believe some other ppl might too. no need to be rude.
Ah, same. This song hits hard.
i felt that
5 years ago i was a depressed teen listening to almost every song on this channel and 5 years later im now an adult listening to all the songs again to catch the feelings of nostalgic
Omg same!!!! Aaaahh I found myself humming to this song again and I just HAD to come back to it
Shit me too
I still feel exactly the same
Real except I was an edgy 10 year old(now I'm still kinda an edgy 15 year old imagining my ocs to songs)
Me too! I was so depressed when i was teen before 5 years but now when i remeber i don't why😭😂 i am so much happier now more confident but tbh i feel bad for myself bc i wronged her and hurted her like whyyy 😅
“But opening up means *trusting* others and that’s just too much...I don’t want to bother”
(つ .•́ ^ •̀.)つ
XxSxD. LxSERxX I’ll take a hug ༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ
I relate to that way too much
I found this comment exactly on that part of the song- Beautiful comment btw
Oh god I felt that badly ouch
“falling in love with the right person at the wrong time”
Mica Key i fucking felt that
Mica Key Yep, it sucks.
Mica Key I couldn't relate more.
My current situation and its greaaaattttt ; ;
Yep, tru
" i love you, but you didn't love me "
" i cared for you but you cared for her "
" i miss you "
" i care for you more than i care for my life "
" every insult you say breaks my heart little by little "
" every compliment you say makes me happy for a whole day "
" but that's just my heart, that's not your heart. "
i'm sorry, my heart is heavy.
hyunminie as the saying goes "a heart is a heavy burden" so don't sell yourself short and allow others to control it spread your wings in anything you love make yourself happy and allow time to heal even from the smallest pain and remember your heart may heal but the scars are there forever to see a lesson from to first love yourself before you love another for then you are truly able to give your love to another.
Same..... but everytime someone i love insults me i get sad and show it but then i change my face quickly and smile and walk away thinking about him as if he just said he loves me...and cry when i get home
Same
same hobi XD
No sweetie no, J hope would never break your precious heart
So my friend made a playlist and I randomized the playlist, this is the first song that played. They died in February, this hit hard.
I’m sorry for your loss
I want to hug u
Your friend is in a better place now
I want to hug you and tell you that everything will be ok. But from experience, I know that will make you cry even more. I’m sorry bro
@@tristenthefox6959 thank you, all the love! I hope you are having a wonderful day. Things are getting better, I still have my days though ❤
My top 7 sad & cute songs i can always listen to:
1. This is home by cavetown/cut my hair (remix)
2. feelings are fatal by mxmtoon
3. Airplane mode by limbo
4. First date by frad
5. Hug all your friends by cavetown
6. Do you wonder by khai dreams
7. Phases by prettymuch
Y e s
You are soooo right
I know those three songs 😮
ANGIE AVILA Yessss same
I adore robin (the cavetown dude)
Can we all just take a moment to appreciate the beautiful art in the backround?
Victoria Martir 👏🙌applause for the artist🙌👏
Victoria Martirj
Victor Nikiforov always is beutifol
I know right it’s so beautiful and all of the colors go so well together
i think it was drawn by tofuvi,, for anyone who’s wondering..
thank you for sharing!!
i'm so proud of you
mxmtoon i
IM EMOTIONAL THANK U
mxmtoon will you be releasing the chords for covers? ^•^
can you make an instrumental version of this please??? I really wanna practce singing this for my talent show, and I wanna do a cover on my channel~
Do you ever just listen to stuff like this at 2, 3 ,4 am, knowing you’re disappointing your parents by staying up that late, but you’re trying to process everything they’ve said, or what everyone else has said to you. Knowing you’ll never be good enough. Knowing that your siblings/friends are better then you. Knowing that your parents want that child not you. Or just randomly cry at some of the lyrics to this. Knowing that it will get better but not soon. Knowing that you’ve trying talking to people but they don’t understand. Knowing someone so well, but they don’t know you at all after all this time. But you just brush everything aside and act happy : )
@Susie Oh Pretty much my situation right now too... we’ll get through this together
I would like to say some uplifting things but I don't have a clear picture in my head of why you feel this way. I don't want to come off as someone else who just doesn't understand you. But what I've learned about life is that it's easy to point at other's accomplishments and skills in life and think that if we were them, we'd be much more happy. But we don't truly know what it's like to be them, just like they don't know what it's like to be you. So I like to imagine that there's no such thing as a life that's better than mine, because the only hardships that I've faced are my own. It's unfair to yourself to look at an incomplete portion of someone else's life and say that theirs is simply better. The best thing you can do is, stop comparing your life to those around you, and try your best to improve your life in ways that are in your control.
Hope I could help
i need to..
Everyone is wanted
I want to hug u right now and I don't know u but somehow I know that that u are much more than what u think u are and that you are wanted and u are loved and u don't have to change anything about your self cuz u are perfect just the way u are and fuck it if people don't understand cuz I do and I have been through this and I am here for you and if u ever feel like talking to someone I am more than glad to give u my email love u and I hope u have a great day truly
Yo when
she said
"i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything
for you for you
it’s always for you
and never for me
and i need it to stop
so let me tell you please
i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
but i can’t tell you
that i’m breaking slowly
closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease
i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but,
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)
how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go
and i swear that i’ve tried
but opening up
means trusting others
and that’s just too much,
i don’t want to bother
so i’ll keep it inside
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy
but you won’t hear a peep
though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly
closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease
i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but,
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)"
I felt that dude
bruh same
Morakod Pov literally every comment
Morakod Pov same
So the whole song
Subtle
Loving someone is easier than loving yourself...
that's the truth
@@momoyayorouzo6137
The sad truth
True :,(
@Alivia Weeks You can simply because by loving someone so hard, truly and honestly that you know you are truly in love. You forget what is like to hate yourself. Because all you care is to give love to that someone.
thats so true id on't even know how to say how true this is tbh
No one:
Parents when their kids talked back: “it’s always for u and never for me!”
yass memes finnaly
FINALLY MEMES :D
y a y m e m e s
LMAO
I didn’t ask to be born mom
“I’m always sad and I’m always lonely”
I felt that on so many cellular levels.
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you doing any better now?
to all the sad ppl watching this,
hugs - ( * ^ * ) -
we *all* need them.
why did this genuinely make me happier
(/･ω･(-ω-) Thank you
this needs more like it made me happy :)
Thank you. Like. Fr... U are a good person *hUgs* i really did need it.
Thank you, thank you very much
🌾 Chords: Dmin G C C7
miukie ❤❤
miukie
Strumming pattern? And tabs to the beginning?
DAMN. THAT SHIT GOOD.
make youtube great again I used the same chords as Mangamoni, (Am, G, C and C7), but with the struming as D, D, U-D-U-D, D
Carol Oliveira thanks!:)
They always ask, “What are you doing step bro?”
Never, “How are you doing step bro?” 😔
@Lazzuruz preach
OMG,THIS IS GOLD
saddest shit I've ever heard dude :(
Welcome to watch mojo, and today we're going to be counting down the top 10 best youtube comments.
Ouch this hit different
if you're reading this
just know you are enough
don't listen what everyone tell you
love yourself
you are perfect
you are an angel
i love you
Thanks ;) but if we are being honest here you are the angel 😊
ty :) ur an angel too
Thanks man that means a lot to me
same to you:)
You are saying that to other people, but are you ok? I know this is a long time ago, but you still can be then, but be upset now, or the other round :)
Thank u that was much needed today
Main Chords:
Dm G C C7 repeat
Tab in the beginning:
for every new chord cycle A, E, and C strings in that order 2 times and the 3rd only plucking A and E.
/-0-1-2
/-0-1-2
/-/-1-2
/-2-3-2
/-2-3-2
/-/-3-2
/-0-0-3
/-0-0-3
/-/-0-3
/-0-0-1
/-0-0-1
/-/-0-1
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
omfg
praise thy savior
YOURE AMAZING💕💕💕
Wait wat
Everybody asks, "Where is the lyric guy?"
But nobody asks, "How is the lyric guy?"
lmao
I just said that to the comment above you.
How Is The Lyric Guy?
Lmao not this again
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *cries*
If you slow it down to 0.75 it just sounds really sad
It sounds good at 1.25 too
shit you right
It is so sad already but is alot sadder
@@penguineeee6440 I like to listen in 1.25
it's sad either way :p
This hurts so bad. I was in a 5-month relationship with the person who thought was my home, my forever. I genuinely was and still am in love with her. she was the only thing that kept me alive at one point. I devoted my time, and my love to her every day. every second I spent with her because I couldn't imagine spending time without her. I loved her too much. after about the third month, stuff when downhill. it didn't feel the same. I didn't feel loved anymore. I felt like I was simply her emotional support. she had many mental health issues and was extremely sensitive and I have never been in a relationship with somebody like that. it was so difficult. I felt like every I did would hurt her because everything I did constantly made her upset. I'm not sure what I could've done better. I burnt myself out because she led me to believe she had nobody else other than me but later on you'll realize that wasn't the case. The breaking point of our relationship was when I brought up an issue and she instead of apologizing for hurting me told me everything I do/did wrong. it was super painful when she did this. it reminded me of the 4-year relationship I had been in before. In that relationship, I was treated the same exact way. maybe I deserve it... I'm not sure. We went on a break after that cause it was clear something had gone wrong between the two of us and she had things she needed to work on alone. The break goes on for about a month until I hit a breaking point with her. I've been hurt so many times and I wasn't willing to tolerate her hurting me anymore. I planned how I would break up with her. I planned to stay with her through Valentine's day because not only did I want to spend it with her but I knew she would want to have that. I poured my heart out to her that day in efforts that maybe shed change and love me again. didn't work... so on 2/17/21, I broke up with her. we called cause we were long-distance, and I told her I said "I don't feel the same way anymore" and then I said "I think I may have lost feelings" cause truly that's how it felt. her hurt that she caused me covered up all my love and suffocated it. she ended the call. texted me and I continued to break it off. we planned to stay friends after the breakup. but she went on to tell around 4 of her friends about our past and recent conversations. her friends called me a mental abuser (mind you I'm 15 how the hell) and toxic. her friend we will call C texted me telling me I'm a hoe and that I was a horrible person for what I had done to ry. what could I have done that was so horrible that she would call me that. I loved her throughout that whole relationship. I was the one pushing for growth and communication I put the effort in to fix my various problems. she hurt me I had to leave her. but nobody saw that they saw me a hurt, heartbroken, lost soul who had just been greatly hurt. mourning the fact that the person they loved hurt them. the person I thought about having kids with, the person I was fully willing to spend my life with. the love of my life broke my heart. I thought she was the one I was in bliss. I let my guard down with the thought of her being my soulmate in mind. I was wrong she wasn't my soulmate. she posted a pic with the caption saying something along the lines that I never deserved her heart. she hurt me again. knowingly. she then showed me screenshots of her friends saying those awful things about me. to show she "was defending me" how are you defending me when you're actively talking to other people about or private conversations. she got a new boyfriend about 4 days ago I think now. I don't know. hearing that hurt but I was the one who asked. she moved on already. had I not meant that much to her when we broke up she told me about how she couldn't ever move on because she was still "in love with me" and during the relationship, she tells me she could never move on that fast after we broke up. but she did. but she moved on. she probably gives him the same love she gave me. I loved you but you hurt me r***. what did I do to deserve this. was it because I told you when you were being mean. was it cause I didn't let you get away with manipulating and gaslighting me? maybe it was. but I hope you know I told you those things for my sake and yours cause I knew if you continued our relationship would end. and here we are, over.
if anyone here is around my age (15) and wants to be friends please contact me. here are my socials
Insta: godess.wesley
Snap: paybear42005
Discord: blakey@/2342
Twitter: bigtitgothgorl
my feelings for her were fatal.
How does this only get a few likes but all the other comments saying the SAME THING about feeling lonely and stuff get like 4.3k likes. That is bullshit and I am so here for you
You've done everything you could and I think it's very mature of you to move past this. I really hope that you would find someone who would treat you right one day because you deserve it, you really do. If you would still like someone to talk to, I'd be up for it!
Hey, je suis français dsl mais d'après ce que j'ai compris tu es une belle personne qui méritait quelqu'un de mieux. J'espère que tu trouveras la personne qui te rendra heureux. Tu as pu te sortir de cette situation c'est une bonne chose. J'espère que les choses ont bien évolué pour toi.
Dude I completely understand. I was in much the same place as you. Actually when I read your story it reminded me so much of my own relationship I teared up a little bit. I know how hard that kind of relationship is and how hard the break up is, except in my story she broke up with me and proceeded to lie to all her friends and mine that I had done all the things that she had actually done. She was cheating on me with one of my best friends behind my back for most of the relationship, and I lost him as well. If there is anything I can do to help you through this, or if you ever need someone to talk to you can always contact me or add me on discord. I'm the therapist of my friends and hearing what you've been through I want to help. My discord is Healing Sovereign#5947. Please feel free if you ever need someone to talk to.
Dude I would be ur friend but I'm not allowed to have social media. T-T
“Im always sad, and im always lonely”
Definitely felt that
Same because I've gotten friend zoned by ALL of the girls I liked
Omg when I read this comment that lyric was playing
I literally felt the whole song ngl
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Honestly same :(
𝐋𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬:
𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒏.
I chuckled for any hour🤦🏽♂️💀
I didn’t click on this because the lyrics are on the screen but i wanted to see the reply I’m glad I did 😂
That was awesome I love you for that burn XD
Nothing
Hehehe
What did you say?
I'm using android..
When everybody in the comment section says "I felt that"
*I F U C K I N G F E L T T H A T*
bruh omg I fr felt that 😔✌️
True.
I legit felt the whole song
Yep I fucking hear that
😞😞
Since everyone is venting I felt I needed to say this: One day I was in my room crying as usual but, as I always do I wipe my tears before my mom walks in my room. A few weeks or months pass and my mom says to me “Are you Ok?” And as I try to say I’m fine I burst out crying and I told my mom to leave because I’m “fine” and she left. I want anyone or any parent that reads this to know that even if someone says their fine do something to help them or make their day a little better even if they are truly fine because it can really lighten up their spirit and let them know they have someone they can trust, take this advice as you will and use it.
@@moon-do1jh Your welcome and Thank you too, you just made my day! :) ❤️
When you're the "funny friend" so you always gotta smile and hide everything. Edit:Thanks for the likes and hope you guys are fine
*You're
Same
Thats me!
Yeah..
Yes
I miss the times when the sadness eventually stopped. Now it just never ends.
Yikes Meister uh, hi, I saw this comment was from three months ago, and I was wondering if you are feeling happy or at least happier than you were when you wrote this. I really hope you are feeling better. If not, you can always talk to me if you need it, and I could offer a social media profile you could contact me through if you need to talk.
Yikes Meister i wanted to also know if you were feeling better?
Fucking same bro. I'm numb. I don't feel human. I literally don't feel real anymore. And its hurting me although I can't feel it.
I’ve been feeling sad for awhile too
@@lyds_draws3352 Thank you for the kind words, honestly, I've had moderate to severe depression for around 5 years now (I'm 15 btw) so I've learned a thing or two on how to control it and not push myself over the edge to suicide. I still struggle every day with it, but I think I'll survive, you don't have to talk to me on social media if you don't want to. Again, thank you.
I randomly feel sad sometimes. I cry a lot and I worry about my appearance. I have a hopeless crush on a boy who I think has a crush on my best friend. He always compliments her on her things and he passes by me and says nothing about my artwork. I always get better grades than my BFF but he never notices my efforts. She's still very hardworking anyways so I'd not care about her grades to begin with. He's nice but he barely talks to me now. We used to be closer and he used to say nice things to me but now he says nothing. My BFF is much prettier than me and I think that's why now he likes her instead. I'm fine with that, I'm not jealous a single bit, surprisingly, but I feel like I'm holding my sadness inside and not letting my family know. Sometimes I cry in front of my mom and she comforts me but I don't feel confident or happy. My family is going through a crisis and we don't have much money. I feel like my clothes aren't nice and my room is ugly. Idk what to do because sometimes I just feel mad. I want a cat so it can help me because I've had a cat before and they help me calm down. My BFF is giving me a kitten because her grandmas cat is pregnant, but I feel like having a kitten will be too pricey. My parents say it's alright and I'm just hoping for the best. I'm sorry for bothering you all and I'm sure that nobody will see this. have a nice day I feel so ungrateful and mean now instead.
Paola Aguilar smile and think of what happiness and good things are going to come in the future. Focus on what you enjoy, think of what you can do with it. Broaden your view and notice the smaller things and find their beauty. You can find simple beauty just walking down the street, you just have to look for it. It’s going to be okay
I have never related to a post more
This was way too much for me
Dead memes_ sorry
Paola Aguilar I know how that feels just a one point let it out. I know it hurts ,but once you get it out it'll feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Keep your chin up and look at the positive side.
been listening to this since 2019 and nostalgia is unforgettable :/
Isn't it sad how many of us can relate to this song?
Sad that we lost trust on the ones we believed in the most
Tho, the song is beautiful af and I won't stop listening, heck. :'')
I relate soooo hard to this song
"its always for you, and never for me"
...i felt that :/
When you're depressed AF and listen to depressing songs to get more depressed. Me rn.
same :')
Same. Honestly, it's such a mood
um same
omg yes that’s me everyday of my life (:(
Same
When you're the happy friend that suddenly stops telling jokes, smiling, laughing, and your others friends ask where *that* girl went... and tell me to stop faking...
So I just *smile*
It's easy to smile...
but that doesn't mean we're actually *happy*
There are 3 types of smiles:
- the happy
- the fake
- the hurt
Some people just don't understand what pain feels like-
I may look happy, I may smile, It might look like I have a perfect family and a great life....
The the smile hides it all
So, when you look at someone- smiling....
You may never know what that kid, that teen, that person..... Is going threw...
Let's talk about bullying, shall we?
What do you gain from it?
Do you get a sense of satisfaction pushing that girl down the hallway, or that boy you tripped at the park....?
I wish people would put their selves in others shoes for once-
Oh! Don't forget- cyber bulling!
That's bulling too, it may not be physical- but it hurts just as much as kicking a kid at recess and calling him ugly!
This world needs to change...
Use my comment to vent ♡
Everyone here is accepted no matter what gender/race/sexuality/age ♡
If it was any other day you demo would have made my day but my crush told me she likes me today so I’m walking on the moon
VegetablesIQ oh, well congratulations :>
• JelloEllo • have a nice day
I smile too much that no one ever asks how I'm doing and it's sad. But it's okay, it's not their fault. It's just natural to think that "She's such a cheerful person, there's no way she has problems" Idk, I smile so I don't cry and get angry at random moments, but I'm so good at it that everyone thinks I'm always alright. I guess I'm still happy, that some people would smile because of me. I'm happy, that people would look for me for comfort. Good to know I'm not useless I guess
One day I was in a bad mood, sad, withdrawn. But then someone asked me, "How are you this happy on a Monday?" I just shrugged and smiled, but it caught me off guard. I hadn't even been trying to fake happiness. I'd been swimming in my thoughts and drowning in this dull sort of anxiety, but nobody saw it. And I didn't want to open up to these people yet, I'd only just met them. Heck, I don't even open up much to my closest friends, it's just not that type of relationship, although I wish it was. But I'm not brave enough. So, I nod and smile and go about my day, because if I'm in a bad mood then people wonder where the smile went and I'm just not ready to talk about it. But I need to. I know I do. But if they aren't wondering where the happy me went, they're talking about their own problems, and of course I help them. If I can't get my life together, might as well help with theirs. Idk. I know this is all really unhealthy but I don't know how to break the cycle. I've done so much more crying lately than I'm comfortable with. I hate this stress and this sadness, so I look for an escape in music, but inevitably I always find a sad song and plunge right back down.
Feel free to ignore this comment lol, have a good day
“but opening up means trusting others... and that’s just to much so i won’t bother...”
This is my anexity
that's the hardest part of making friends.
I was scrolling down while watching the video and i saw this at the exact same time the song said this part
Honestly quoting this shows how true it really is.
wow you even got it wrong!
*_when you look though the comments for memes but everyone is crying_*
**surprised pikachu face**
CORRECT-! (•̀ᴗ•́)و
This is nice to read cause I needed a break from relating to the things in these comments
Arrow Shot Gacha You just made one
Ricardo Ortiz ||| r/whoooosh
*I felt that.*
i always bottle up my feelings up because i know if i break ill hurt people and hurting people is the worst for me, so i never open up, this song is so important to me, i relate so much it
Rainfall Issues I have had a experience where I opened up on i how I felt into someone and I didn’t realize that later on that it was not the right person and I started to worry and I worry a lot and about the smallest things and I have never really told my feelings in passionate ways to other people but it turned out my bestfriend who ended liking me was sad over this and I had like him for a year before that happened and he did to but when we got older I felt he had drifted apart from me and I kinda just went off because I was sad so I liked my other friend and I began to realize that it was the wrong person and the wrong time to do anything like that and to tell my feels and my feels didn’t feel right so I began to drift apart from him and I when I did that I went back to liking my best friend because I felt like he was the right path but I never knew that I hurt him emotionally until a long time and it breaks me to know that and I’m scared now to ever tell my feelings again but I want to tell him how I feel about him and explain what happened and why this happened but I think I’m to late and he’s long gone lost with other friends and I feel replaced and I’m struggling to move on because I wonder if I’m wrong but I wanted to comment on this because I relate to this and I bottle up my feels and same this song makes me break out in tears because of this sorry my comment is so long but thanks 😊 EDIT: I still am friends with my other friend! I appreciate my friend and we might not be nothing more than friends but he is a great friend.
Same but its fine. I’ll live. I have anime, musicals, and voltron to keep me alive xD
Same
Rainfall Issues Yeah
@@snoodiezdoodlez2925 pats back
“but opening up means trusting others and that’s just too much i don’t want to bother”
“But I can’t tell you that I’m breaking slowly”
Too Relatable..
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this whole song is the funny friend in a nutshell.
TH3 S0FT L0S3R 🥺🥺🥺
you’re a blessing 🥺💞💞
♥︎♥︎ It’s going to be ok! Remember to stay healthy and talk to people when you’re not feeling so happy!
- here’s a virtual hug from me! (つ ●◡●)つ
This song is my life rn, and it's making me emotional
Genevia Williams How’re you doing?
it's always for you and never for me..
damn I came here to see all the Dream comments but then after looking deeper in the comments I just want to hug and show my love to everyone and I wish someone could do the same for me. I love you so much to who ever is reading this
*Gives infinite hugs*
I can relate to this so much, I have a girlfriend. She goes to a different school. I get bullied. A LOT. So whenever she asks about me I tell her that I have lots of friends. Lies 100. Im always there for her. When shes lonely or sad. Im always there when something happens. Though, she doesn’t know about my depression. I keep it all inside. Cause I know it will hurt her to see me hurt. If that makes any sense, heh. I just don’t want her to know what I’m going through. So in always smiling. Acting happy. Probably really unhealthy though.
It'll make it worse if you keep it inside, think about what she'll think if she finds out that you have been hiding? She'll think she's not important to you, she'll feel like she wasn't the best for you, to know your darkest secret, and I'm telling you this because my friend did the same, I tried so hard to convince her that she WAS important to me, I almost gave up because she wouldn't believe me but at the end she believed me, after weeks...this might happen to you too
Maybe you should talk to her
i would like to hear progress, are you all good now, does your gf know anything yet
Hi wanna talk about it mam
Man sorry auto correct
Okay for one second can we please just IGNORE THE LYRICS AND LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL PICTURE?! WHO DREW THIS?! THE COLORS, THE PASTELS, EVERYTHING- ITS- ITS- *flips a CAR* ITS ALL PERFECT
Lara Forde I swear I'm having deja vu
Calichai...me too .-.
Lara Forde ist not that great but it’s nice
How exactly does one flip a car?
I know right haha the art is so soft and gentle and fitting.
This is basically me in every relationship with people. *This feeling will always lurk inside me.*
I can usually hide it away very easily, and control it, but sometimes it spins out of control and I automatically start stopping what I'm doing and find a place I can cry into. *I'm so depressed.*
Shila xio same the depression part
I honestly can relate
Shila xio it’s been over 2 years since I lost my girlfriend and had a relationship. Be lucky you even have gotten a relationship my friend.
scarlettcanelavazque thank you.
Sometimes it's hard to keep supportive, but I have to for my friends.
Wow. Ok. Story time.
So, I was walking home with my crush, and the topic of "relatable songs" came up. We were talking about the song way to good at goodbyes. Then I mentioned this song. He said he'd look it up. I left and went home. He looked it up. (I can only imagine how that went) then, today he asked if that song described my love life. I said yes. He asked me if I like him. I went silent. Then he asked me out.
If I liked this song before, I like it 10x more now.
My friends are using me THIS IS SOME MOVIE ASS SHIT AWECMSKKQDMXQ
I love your username lol
My friends are using me
;-; that was beautiful
THIS SOME WATTPAD SHII , KEEP HIM!!
Me muerooo, que hermosa historia
When your mentally messed up due to younger times. So you learn never to depend on everyone. But every one wants your help with everything, therefore you don't want them to worry about you as well. So you be "happy' for them, even though your thoughts are slowly eating you alive.
You know girl, that’s the downside of having a mind capable of emotions
I don’t know what happened in your life to make it like that, but I hope you get better.
True, also the part about how people are getting annoyed by you just cause you're going quiet...
Holy chiz
Too relatable
I know that feeling...
“I’m always sad”
My depression approves
Bruh be quiet
It was a joke calm urself 😂
The facts are here
(つ .•́ ^ •̀.)つ
same.
Mxmtoon always writes the most beautiful heart aching songs
awh noo crappp its so dam relatable
Diamond Pastel never knew you listened to music like this.
thewoomy 27 whoops crap lol dont tell anyone pls
Diamond Pastel I will not tell anybody-
thewoomy 27 oKAY CooL uwu
I know that feeling.
This is exactly how i feel right now. I have a best friend, i really do love her. The thing is...she's straight. Also she broke up with her boyfriend not long ago. I know for a fact they still like each other but broke up from the fear of hurting one another. She usually tells me I'm like her sister...So now I just bottle all my feelings up, stay smiling & laughing while inside i'm slowly breaking.
marilyn cosand do you want to talk about it.?
marilyn cosand I'm almost the exact same, but instead my friend hate me for some reason i dont know. It's okay... you'll be fine I promise, just find someone to talk to if you need to.
marilyn cosand its gonna hurt more if you dont tell her... trust me I kept a secret from all my friend I liked a girl now it hurts like hell and causes me to sometimes spas out a bit (dont think its cause of that)
Nyla Draws Her best friend doesn't see her that way though, if she tells her how she feels, it might further complicate their friendship. Keep it inside and find another person.
Thanks for the advice
Darn, I miss my past happy self.
:(
But, AESTHETIC. is a big YES.
me2
Me too~ oof.
Same...
it's like when your your younger you don't usually pay attention to the bad things, so you are more happy. then when your older you can more easily see how cruel and sad it can be.
• A u r o r a • Same 😭
came here cause of the thing with mxmtoon, George and dream stay strong dream 😔✊💞
Wouldn't it be just so much easier if you could send other people emotions and they could feel it for 1 minute and understand exactly how the person feels/was feeling. It would be so much easier because I'm not good at talking. Especially now.
I can relate to this comment so much. I hope you're doing well~.
Artsy Olive omg yes, life with be so much easier that way
Omg yes.
Artsy Olive I have the same problem... me too buddee, me too...
Artsy Olive that sounds beautiful/heartbreaking
Lyrics~
I'm happy for you
I'm smilin' for you
I'd do anything
For you, for you
It's always for you
And never or me
and I need it to stop
So let me tell you, please
I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can't tell you
That I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keepin' my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal
How many times must I keep it inside
I need to let go and I swear that I've tried
But opening up means trusting others
And that's just too much, I don't want to bother
So I'll keep it inside and bury it deep
I know it's not healthy, but you won't hear a peep
Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keepin' my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but
My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh
My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh
My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh
Aren’t they on the screen?
@@lain3701 ... Just let them do what makes them happy? Maybe they didnt see it. I have no clue what this person was thinking, might've helped someone in the comments.
BlxnkGxchx 1
Never meant to be rude, sorry
@@lain3701 Oh! No, you weren't being rude you were stating a fact. I was just saying maybe they didn't know.
Just to say for both of you, people usually make these comments on these videos in case someone can't keep up with the lyrics on screen! (Which is also why the lyrics are added in the description sometimes)
I really love your channel !! I love all these aesthetic songs it calms me down uwu
Taco Bear :OO YOU ARE HERE SOO SURPRISED HAII
Taco Bear know right?
Taco Bear you should check out mxmtoon, she’s the one who made the song, and she’s pretty great 👍
Taco Bear don't turn this into a meme please
I'll go do that I’m good
i used to love this song back when covid was a thing. i didnt have many friends so i found alot of comfort in music. i still relate to this song even 4 years later. my feelings are lowkey fatal
"*inhales*"
i f e l t t h a t
s a m e
"*exhales*"
I felt this too
im14andthisisdeep
“But opening up means trusting others, and that’s too much, I don’t want to bother.”
I felt that hard...
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TH3 S0FT L0S3R Thanks again. ^^
Okay, there hopefully there won't be anyone typing the lyrics because
1: It's in the video
2: It's in the description
3: There is captions
Pls don't waist your time :')
I'm sorry, im ready to be hated for this, but its bothering me so much xD
Waste*
erin recovette LMFAO
@@pqyne It's also, 'you', not 'yu'.
oh foc so many shitty ppl doesn't even what sarcasm is
Urm, I like it when people type the lyrics in the comments. ;-;
dream listening to this rn while moving his minecraft bed away from george’s
Lmao 😭
was looking for this comment-
LMFOANXJS 😭 I didn’t expect to find thisssss in these comments omfg
Lee Stans... stans everywhere.
ohmygodyes-
*when I like someone*
My "friends" : Ew he doesn't like you!
*when they like someone*
Me: I'll go ask if they like you..
Alastor I knoww
Felt that so hard. I like an 8th grader even though I'm 7th and my friends always say "He doesn't like you so don't bother" But when they like someone they're all "Oh can you help me figure out if he likes me??"
I felt that ;-;
carissa copley DAMN I FELT THAT-
carissa copley I don’t have friends 😭
_Are you okay ?_
Always the same fake question
_I'm fine, why ?_
Always the same fake answer
• UwU Yup
felt that. I hate when people ask if I'm okay because in my head I'm like "Do I look like I'm okay?" But in reality I just say "Yep, I'm fine"
Morgan A I’ve already gave some hints that I’m not okay to my friends..but one of them who was my best friend was like: oh.
And then moved on with our day qwq
*that was painful*
@@Pen4172 bruh they ain't your best friend. If they were they would be worrying about you and always checking in on you. I do that with my best friend who's always telling me how he's sad. If you really need to talk you can go to my channel and comment on my vid and I'll give you my email or something because I love helping people and listening to them
Morgan A I mean.. “best friend” I guess .,.
“Always for you and never for me”
When can I not relate...
DazzlingAngie 13 ikr
(;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
yeah
It's okay I'll always be here for you even though we don't know each other heh (> • w • >)
@@antisocialbnhafanowo6351 :O :3 Ill be here for you too uvu
This was the first Mxmtoon song that I ever heard. I found it during the lowest points of my life. Really appreciating Maia rn
"are you okay?"
...
We've all heard it and it means nothing
Yup, thats is very relatable
My response every single time is "Yeah, *Im Fine...* And I try to *fake a smile c':*
So true
well... not ALL of us has heard it
@@Lunaliladee Oh ;--;
Well a lot of people in the comments are depressed and we've heard it but I guess some are luckier! ^^
@@squishy_mia8401
We can fake smile together
Valentines day coming soon. Get ready to smile and say, "You guys look cute together." While feeling alone.
Lacey Williams *nah don’t think anybody was together this year.*
what a fcking mood
Jokes on you im shifting (yeah that didn't work out)
I’m reading this a year later on Valentine’s Day 😭
UPdate: YALL I GOT A VALENTINE
1. The song is beautiful
2. The lyrics are amazing and I teared up actually listening to them
3.the art is amazing
Everything is just gooddddd is this on Spotify?
+The Names Abraham ♡ open.spotify.com/album/40wbOf9mdobXqEWdlpxbaB
Spoofy
The Names Abraham
Yes it is
Yes
when someone asks you “Are you okay?” but your so stressed and anxious that you break down before even answering:,)
It happened one time, I started to cry even before I said the famous "I'm fine"
I remember a time in my life when these songs weren't relatable :,)
Emma Corrin I feel you man
I remember a time very recently when these song were relatable. So keep going, and trust that everything will be okay in the end, and if it isn't okay then it isn't the end
same ;-;
your voice is so soft, and it really captures the theme of the song, your amazing!
chill weeb
I like your profile pic 😂
yeah i know that now. i actually forgot i made this comment, but it's still a really nice song.
chill weeb, you’re* not your
Pencil & Paper They meant the "your amazing" part, in that case, it would be you're.
As someone who DOES NOT open up easily, I can relate to this song so much. I have trust issues. I know it's good to vent to someone but I don't want to be a burden to them... I'd rather just keep all my pain hidden than have someone deal with me.
i share these things in my journal.
@@adelinaaa6625 I would be too paranoid somebody would find it.
Gosh...
I relate so much..
I’ve kept my depression (and all the other sh_t) to myself for the pass 2 years..I’ve told people a bit...but not everything...
Don't be sad fwend
If you dont want to keep a journal, create a throw away reddit user and just vent here -> www.reddit.com/r/depression/
People wont know it is you, and the other people on there are dealing with the same stuff and are supportive as fucc.
How the hell is this aesthetic and depressing at the same time
This song relates to me on a dangerously high level. I'm going through very extreme depression maybe close to being suicidal... I am grateful for everything I have, the people that love and care for me, to be alive and 'healthy', yet the way I treat myself just isn't right, I know I do it but I can't stop, when people look at me I feel like they're judging me. I call myself all these things to make me have the courage to do something or just deal with the situation. I have a boyfriend that is very social and always hangs out with the person who he used to despise, the person who talked shit about me.... I know some people will say that I should dump him if that's the case, I can't, I love him too much... When we started dating he just was so nice to me and he was always smiling, after a while, he started to stop talking, trying to make me social but it just caused me to yell and scream at myself to talk yet I never do, it gets worse and worse day by day... I haven't told him the full story. I keep on just bringing up other stuff in a fight that doesn't bother me then it sounds as if I'm being overdramatic and heartless. I know I need therapy or help, I don't have the courage to tell an adult, they won't believe me... I hope no one has the same problem as I do. I would say more things, yet it's just a bit too personal.
Lonely Mebalina it'll be okay I know I don't understand completely but I do some What and ik I'm a stranger and when ur depressed nothing people say make it better but about a year ago I was extremely depressed and didnt think it would get better and it has gotten better you just have to give it time and hold on a little longer
Malory Marie I hope it turns out to be like that.
its so relatable, I have some of your problems also often suicidal. Stay strong and maybe try to slowly mention it to your parents. maybe they will not understand at first but i am sure they will help whit whatever they can. If you need a friend to talk to I am always here and other people also can help:)
its ok just try to get better....im facing problems too we all do
Lonely Mebalina don't be suicidal, get help, please get help, no one wants death.
Why does this song remind me of...me so...much it hurts.......the only side I am able to show other people is a smile...nothing more
You can say your problems here. I will listen and maybe help ya :')
U don't to fake smile if u have been doing for a while or more just tell some that understands emotions and how other people feel and pain
I relate to this song too
Why do people always do “....” after everything they say •.• like it makes me think you want attention even if it isn’t the case xD
You never want to show it but somebody always notices the little bit of the puzzle that is missing and sometimes... they’ll fix it
this is what it is like to be in love while having depression...
Edit: damn that's a lot of likes... Anyways I hope everyone is doing well 💕
Stephanie :3
it's so true it hurts
Stephanie :3 ikr it hurts
Aesthetic Crap NO JOKE SAME
Especially if your gay
its not only being in love, its also explaining to a precious close friend that is worried about you and you just dont want to open up because about your depression "your feelings are fatal" and even if you want tell them you can't
Thank you for this song, it truly helps.
One of the best angelic voice I've heard ! The lyrics hit me hard :' )
Less than 5 hours and miukie already read this comment. Really on top of it!
@@Rookie7201 I was surprised as hell I never thought they'll see my comment
fok yu
Damn, I miss being happy. This is just my perpetual feeling now
I freaking love your username and profile picture and you:)😂❤
Dude same I feel sad all the time I miss happiness I miss being able to feel like I fit In when I was little I used to think I would always be happy and I always fitted in but even then I didn’t
12:12
fok yo
Ethan P18 u smell like an omelette
This song is me.. I've always been there for my friends, and supporting them. But they don't know how I've been so hurt all these years. They don't know how I started all from pre-k being alone, hurt, and ignored. They'd use me, call me names, and make me do stupid things just so I could have or be their "friends", but they continued to use me. I'd come home once and tell my parents I had no friends. But they didn't believe me. So I continued to suffer through this. Every single day. Until I moved, I met one girl who was really sweet and we became friends. One boy ended up hating me so bad and threatened my friend to leave me, and possibly others in the school. Everyone seemed to ignore me as well, say how I was weird, disgusting, and a loser. When I met another friends group, his friends only messed with me for months, so I left without a word and never saw all of them again, not even the friend. Ever since middle school I've gotten 1 bully each year. 1st one would always say "ew" or "disgusting", and once called me ugly. Left me to go home and cry at night. He did this all the time, and when I told my friends this, they didn't believe me because of how he treated them so nicely. I really wish I understood why he did this to me. I did nothing to him and he treated me like a toy since the first day he saw me. 7th grade I dealed with a boy who always did annoying things and broke my glasses. He smirked, like he was proud of breaking my glasses, and I could do nothing about this. I felt so upset about it and now I feel that today I can't let go of anything in my past, nor present. I feel that everything will get worse, and I'm afraid that if I tell my friends, they'll treat my so differently or things may get out of hand and maybe my parents will get involved, then the entire school would know.. I'd feel hopeless. I already have to hold back my tears whenever I'm hurt. And let it all out right as I shut my room door.
*H i d e It A l l F r o m S o c i e t y .*
Well, 7 months later there's not much change. Highschool is okay, but I've grown some social anxiety, which is pretty shit. My mood has been messing a bit with my social life, as well as relationships. I feel the need for more time by myself and sometimes I'm just in need of love from others. It's a whole mess, and I've been trying to manage it for quite some time still. My family is going through some divorce as well, and I'm strongly realizing how poor my relationship with my father is, and that we barely had a bond as I was growing up. I'm still having a bit of a rough time in school, and I'm kind of feeling downed just putting a mask on these days. Sometimes I really get a smile from my two friends, but once I walk away, I feel worse again honestly. I've grown a bit of thoughts of suicide, but I can't really seem to wanna go, even when I got some people who care at the moment. Very few, but they're close. I got a feeling this won't go, so I'm just waiting to find something to ease this eventually. Hopefully I'll find it soon.
I hope you all are doing alright out there. ❤️
Auoleria I know exactly how you feel.
Although I've never dealt with actual bullies, I did snitch on annoying people over petty things like scribbling on the wall which was apparently more harmful to the students than actual words. So when I actually said something about it, I thought the teacher would just tell them not to do it again, but because they care so much about whatever I thought was serious and important, they sent them to detention. I don't know why I regretted it after, but now I question whether if it's really worth it, telling someone about whatever's going on that annoyed me, because unlike many people, I *know I do* have someone to talk to about it, but the thing is is that they care a lot more than I expected and it makes feel guilty for even bothering. I have a lot more experiences like this but you get the idea, there's always someone who will listen, who will go overboard if necessary. I wish that I don't regret whatever I snitched about, no matter how petty it may have seemed, because I know that it was the right thing to do, but I still do.
Please don't regret any decision that you make which benefits you and those around you who care about you like I do.
I know it's hard to hear, but please, take it from me, even though I'm a stranger. YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT. I know exactly how you feel, and it is so fucking hard. But I made it through life, and I am so happy and glad I survived. And the next time you think, "No-body cares" know that the girl from the comments section does. I care, and I am a person. A PERSON CARES ABOUT YOU, AND I BET I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE. You are so fucking strong, and you should know that. Society is messed up, but I promise you, IT WILL GET BETTER. I know it's cliché and hard to believe, but I'm still here, and I was just like you. Please tell someone in your life, and though it may seem hard, PLEASE. DO IT. Tell your closest friend or an online counselor, and if they really care, they will help. DON'T GIVE UP ♥
Auoleria This song repressents my life so much. I always act happy because I just want everybody to be happy and I feel like I need to meet those expectations so everybody will like me. There is this guy that I also like so I decide to be happy but im really just pretending... I wonder sometimes if he knows because when I'm playing with my "friends" whenever I look away sadly, he is watching sadly. I also have depression so that makes it harder for me to stay quiet. I sometimes have to let out all my sadness by cutting my left arm. Sometimes even anger at other girls who like him. I think it's kind of weird but I just wanted to tell people that I don't know because uh I needed to express myself. I also write poems and my friend thinks theyre depressing.. She sometimes asks me if I have depression but I tell her I don't but it's really hard to lie to her because I feel like she'd understand. The sad part is that she's moving to California during the summer. So I will really have nobody to have my back anymore. I actually wanted to put a poem here so here goes nothing..
Not good enough
"Sorry that I'm not good enough for you!"
I always say that.
I think it makes me feel better about myself
I'm just a fat,
Worthless,
Amount of your time.
Nobody cares.
Nobody will care.
I care.
I care so much.
About everybody.
And how do they treat me?
Ugly.
Unloved.
Worthless.
Meaningless.
I always turn into something I'm not.
Then why?
Why do you care so much?
I feel like you're the reason I'm still here.
Why I haven't killed myself yet.
And I do NOTHING.
NOTHING for you.
It makes me think, how they treat me,
is what I deserve.
I want to do SOMETHING for you.
But you won't let me.
Please!
Let me save you.
And you can save me.
cutecutexox (I hope I'm not too late...)
Please stay strong for those who truly care for you and love you for who you are. You say nobody cares, but you just told us that you have friends (who, by the way, you can just send letters to, the old fashioned way, it's more memorable then flimsy old texts) with just facial expressions, can show you millions of meanings and synonyms of words like "caring", "compassion", "loving"...
Also, I think your poem speaks volumes of feelings that has so much weight that no one should carry alone. It looks like you have an interest in music that expresses the artists experiences with depression, so I recommend listening to doddleoddle (who wrote a book all about that sort of jazz and how to get through it called "secrets for the mad", it's nicely illustrated and filled with poems written by her) and the staves (a band that makes music with calming vibes, much like doddleoddle's).
In conclusion, just tell them. I promise you it'll all make sense again once you do, so then next time you say you're ok, you'll mean it, for the first time in a long time. And trust me when I say, that it will be the most relieving thing you will feel, when you finally let go all those volumes of words you wanted to say for a long time.
omg this so true middle school sucks
*Dream*
Is now playing:
Feelings Are Fatal - mxmtoon
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Can someone please explain?
@@moxinal Stans.
i strongly relate to this song, because i'm almost always sad, i always feel lonely, and i don't tell anyone because i feel like a burden. they deal with enough in their own lives, i should focus on making them happy rather then only adding to their stress. every time i opened up before i just found more reasons to stay quiet. i know it's not healthy, i know i should be more open, but i don't want to burden others with my problems. i'll just keep pretending to be happy for them.
It’s amazing you think about everyone else but you should also notice yourself your mental health is important have a virtual hug
@@vegetablesiq4899 i know, and i'm trying to get better about it! but thank you, and you have a virtual hug too!
Sharpilu :)
i’m going through the same shit haha. i always ask myself “why should other people be sad, just because i am?” so i never spoke up about it. i want the people around me to smile and laugh, so i will for them. i know everyone has their own stuff going on, so why should they care about my shit? you’re not alone , millions of people are going through the same thing .
@@krownzee4439 it's kinda sad to know but i'm glad i'm not the only one. i hope things get better for you soon!
I can relate to this song so much it hurts.
But I'm fine, I don't want to worry or bother others.
:)
I give advice but I can't follow it myself.
Same
Yup same
I can relate
I relate so much it makes me cry
HonkHonk same but, I know your not fine. Even though I don’t know you I hope your ok... truly ok.
If anybody out there feels like you can't say what you need to, for any reason, please just get what you need to say out. If you are worried about bothering others, write a short story or poem, if you think no one cares, find someone random to talk to. But please, don't hide your feelings, I promise you people want to help and listen. We will all be a lot better off once we learn to talk to each other :)
I know that this is meant to be in a nice manner, but it's easy said then done.
CAN I GIVE THIS PERSON ANYTHING THEY WANT? THANK YOU VERY MUCH
Doki Doki Literature Club anyone?
AztecsPasture I told my crush I liked him he liked another girl ;-;
Space Kittyx thay sucks dude hope u find someone new!!
hah this reminds me of something
when im trying to open up
and your friend suddenly talks bout how they feel..
and you end up listening and helping them
whilst your breaking in the inside..
Felt that..
In love with her voice 😍
Nobody bothers to ask you how you feel but they can talk about themselves all day
Roshelle Hines
That’s exactly what I told my friend last night... why are people so cruel?
I wrote a very emotional paragraph because I thought you said talk to themselves all day, but then I realized what you said.
oh my god that comment
i can relate too much
Exactly.
why do I relate
I just randomly clicked it cause the photo was nice but as soon as i started paying attention to the lyrics i was like wholy crap. Ive never heard a song so realatable to me xD ❤️❤️❤️
Lmao me too
Simonne Durette honestly it was recommended and it looked beautiful and now here I am relating to this too much
Simonne Durette me too :(
Simonne Durette I know!
Simonne Durette
Me too x)
as someone who has fought depression for a while and has beaten it, i understand this song. i hope everyone listening to this is okay, and i want to let you know that you'll get through it. i love you.
*It's always for you and Never for me*
This describes my depression,anxiety,stress,and love life all in one.
"The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets."
I have many good friends but I feel like they hate me. I'm always sad and lonely, but it wouldn't make sense to tell them that. Hell, I'm scared that they'll hate me even more. My friend liked me, but I didn't like him. He would hate me because he felt more pain than me. "People struggle through worse. You don't deserve to feel sadness," I told myself. Sorry... I didn't wanna bother anyone about my stupid problems.
No it's okay, I can relate and I feel alone among my friends and that my presence is unwanted. If you're feeling bothered , you can talk to me cause I know what your going through.
@@strwbrycremebrulee Same here and I'm always happy to listen to anyone's problems if they need me aswell
@@ph0bicluvr happy 2 help :D
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@@dsafhater420 bro youre so sweet, coming back and replying to peoples comments to try to cheer them up. Keep spreading positivity ^_^
my best friend just died...she made me promise to remember when she caught me blasting this song and when she hugged me so hard i miss her
I'm the funny friend who's always "happy" except I'm not funny
if im not funny, what purpose to i have?
Same..
@@RxTitanAH being their friend.
i just said this irl
I met this guy and he was literally the boy version of me. He could always tell if I was ever in a bad mood and would always say "you can tell me". I relate to this song so much because I trust him so much, but I don't trust myself. Feelings really are fatal huh
Why are you me? I have this one boy bsf and we are almost the same person.
Same =\
Same.
same.
same here I feel incredibly lucky to have my boyfriend i wouldn’t trade him for the world
“But opening up, means trusting others, and that’s just too much, I don’t want to bother, so I keep it inside, and I’ll burry it deep, I know it’s not healthy, but you won’t hear a peep”
This explains me when I’m sad. I do want to open up about when I’m sad, but it means that I have to trust the people around me even more, but it’s too much. I don’t want to bother people with my problems, because I feel like that they won’t really notice it. Or they’ll say “you’re an attention whore” even though I don’t talk about my problems unless if I’m comparing them with other people’s problems. I keep my emotions and my problems in a bottle and I’ll keep it away from the light, which I know isn’t healthy because I’ll end up blowing all of the emotions up all over my friends, and they’ll just be mad too saying “you didn’t need to yell!” But they don’t understand completely when I say “I keep all of my emotions bottled up”, maybe because I say it in a joking manner, but that’s sorta how I act, when I talk about my problems I don’t want it to be depressing, the only time when I can is when I’m talking with some other people and we’re talking about someone being extremely sad, but I don’t want to make the situation even more depressing. When I bottle up my emotions, you basically don’t know when I’m actually sad, or angry...
I think I relate to this song a bit to much...which is sad... and that I was hesitating about writing a comment like this, but I didn’t know where to start till I had heard those lyrics.
Sweet Candy I literally have the same problem. Thanks for your comment it’s nice to see I’m not the only person who feels like this.
Sweet Candy the fact that this has over 50 likes right now means that at least that many people are feeling the same way. You’re not alone, not here.
People just don’t get that your actually hurting inside they say “she’s always so happy she’s so kind” but that’s me that wants to hide the fact that I’m not depressed