Those of us with depression know that natural light is so important. The lack of it and being far away from friends concerns me about that flat. If it were me, I'd hold out for something closer to friends, bright and near a park. And be gentle with yourself, too! XO
I know moving is annoying but a new space means new energy and it can help lift you out of your feelings. Staying in the space where your old relationship was in could bring up memories and keep you in that old energy. Plus being near a place Effie would love means you would be out more!
I was litteraly in the same situation apartment wise two years ago. Was getting out of a deep depression, had this opportunity to move elsewhere, went to visit the apartment fully resistant and was so pleasantly surprised. It’s been two years I moved and it’s been the best decision ever. Change is scary but necessary sometimes. You got this girl ❤
“You can fix things” idk if you realize how profound and deep that truly is! Such important perspective and something you need to remember when you’re going through a tough thing!
Estee, the more low-key the vlog, the happier I am to hang with you. Fan of yours since you first moved to the UK and I love our casual girl time. ❤ love to you !
This vlog felt… idn more authentic.ive been watching you since the essie button days ! I truly loved it. I’m sorry you’re going through the toughest time 🫶🏻
Honestly girl, here is my view (but ofc you do you): move and start fresh. The new place, surroundings and decorating could ease your mind and move it from the topic to something else. Sending lots, lots of love from Cro 🧡
I will definitely support Daisy knowing how supportive they are. Clean brat is soooo you! And I know you are going through a tough time but you actually seem more yourself now, lighter in a way? Maybe relief. You got this.
You don't even realise how much light you have within which is equal parts heart- breaking and beautiful to see. Thank you for sharing your authenticity. It's so important to see strong females modelling how to do and deal with life. Everything in good time. Pivot girl. We can fix things.
Getting it in the jaw muscle has been a lifesaver for me, not for aesthetic reasons. I’m very surprised that a professional would inject Estees forhead when it’s completely smooth. Even getting crows feet Botox at her age and how her skin is seems really excessive and unecessary. I’m sure other injectors would have declined her.
Love to see you blooming again, its amazing we have witness your jurney, you are the best at fighting for yourself, you have the best personality Estee, I am really happy for seeing you on my phone more often. Sending you lots of positive vibes!!!!
Getting out of the home that you shared together will clear any remaining energy from you and your life. Not that my opinion matters, but that's what I would do. Completely clean slate.
Love you Estee! I am a 40 years olds girl from Argentina I have been following for a long time , love your vblogs, they make me feel like we are friends I admire how you have developed mirror water Sending you love
When I got out of a long term relationship, I stayed there for about six months and just found that I couldn’t mentally properly move on into the next phase of life while there…don’t get me wrong I did need a few months of grieving and stepping my toe into my hoe era lol, so it worked out fine, but when I was like okay right I want this to be in the past, I ended up moving back in with my dad and brother! The comfort was just so needed. Follow your gut, girl ❤️❤️
Estee, I've been following you for ages, Personally for me It does not matter whether you're with a partner or not of course. However, I Think we shape ourselves in relationships..I am married now, but during the years I followed you I myself broke up and have been broken up with few times...I can imagine how hard this is when you are an online person...But but but...the fact that you chose to share your life (some of it) with us does not mean that you don't get to collect personal experiences the same way we (not online people) do. It must feel that it is a big deal when you get engaged or not when you are recognizable, However I wanted to say that for us your audience YOU are the attraction..not you with a partner, or You with a brand...or you Married...Just wanted to say that for me personally your point of you and your attitude towards life is worthy of my time and other things you share are just decoration sometimes good sometimes bad...all very interesting..Good luck with a new collection would love to check out...I also would love to see your fav budget style items..fashion wardrobe as well
I love when you let your personality shine through your vlogs! You are so funny, this reminded me of your old vlogs. So much love to you always and you honestly give me lots of strength as a fellow depressed girlie ❤
I’ve been following you for years and just wanted to say you should be so proud of how far you have taken the mirror water brand and how it’s getting the recognition it deserves. I saw the India knight article in the Sunday Times and I was so happy for you ! I showed the article to my husband and he secretly bought the Body Oil for me - it’s been one of the best presents he’s ever 😊. India Knight was spot on in her review - it makes your skin feel amazing. ❤x
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Thank you so much 🫂 So happy that you love SMOOTH!
Moving is literally one of the 2 most stressing things in life, thankfully there are new services that help a lot doing that. The thing for me personally is that it's not only a physical move but a psychologically move and sometimes we are just not ready to let go. So if that's how you feel about your flat it's ok to stay but if you decide to move the best thing you can do is doing it your way, taking your time, embracing that change (im saying this as if i could do that.. easier said that done). Always in the bottom we know what we want to do or at least what we don't want to do... if you make the exercise and ask someone to sharply chose between what your options are (move/stay) after they tell you, you'll just know if that's what you want It's like when you don't know what to eat and are between 2 options and by asking someone else you realize nope, I actually want the other one. I send you a huge hug from Argentina, this double leo has been trough a loooooot too
Hampstead heath is the dream. North London is great. Lived there for years 😊😊 lots of dog friendly pubs. Bull & bush, Spaniards inn pub and the Freemasons pub. You’ll naturally meet great people and be happy I’m sure❤❤❤
„I‘m not going to like party or anything ….“ and then u posting stories live from the club hahah, love it so much 😂🎉❤ u deserve it, girl! Enjoy yourself!!
I love this vlog! You are coming back or coming into yourself again and it's showing! You are glowing, you are listening to your needs and you are open to what the universe has in store for you! Thanks for taking us along on the ride! ❤❤❤
Love you Queen! Wood floors, park, and garden sounds really nice for a new place, but the lighting sounds like a no. I too am like a flower that needs lots of natural light, it makes me bloom.
When you looked at the burrito and said "I don't know what to do" I whispered "cut it in half and just put half in the fridge for tomorrow" and then I realised you were talking about moving 😅 x
I have loved this video! You are glowing and I appreciate all the time you put into these, I enjoy watching them so much and I can imagine it gets draining with the rest of life’s stresses, watching vlogs like this help me destress so I really appreciate it 🥹
If you are not sure about the new flat then all you need to do is wait.... nobody is hurrying you and you can use all that energy for yoy and Effie. ❤😊
So happy to see you Estee! I have been watching you for so long and I just want to say, I think you are such a strong woman. I wish you continued happiness, success and positivity in your life. Much Love from a fellow Canadian woman xo💖
That’s really sweet that the Daisy team are so supportive, just goes to show what thoughtful and considerate people they are. The new flat sounds promising, only you will know what’s right for you. Glad you are feeling stronger and pushing on and keeping busy. Obviously the end quote was going to come back to bite you lol!! 🤣🤣 Much love 💕 ps that burrito 🌯 was almost as big as your head 😭😂
From one depressed person to another: don't move into a dark flat 😅Like ever. Trust your gut, queen, but maybe being in a brighter space not too isolated from friends would be a better move for you currently? I love your current flat and everything we have seen so far, but I very much understand that a fresh start is what one would want right now. Either way, you got this! Thinking of you and sending you all my positive vibes 🥰
May you choose what's best for you and Effie. May I urge you to listen to your instinct when making that choice. Enjoy a marvelous vacation and Fall is just around the corner, along with new opportunities and fresh starts!
Dark flats, no no no. I don’t struggle with depression but dark insides make me so unhappy. But generally, I think moving out of the flat where you have so much history with the man is a great idea.
Ugh sooo happy to see your face. Love these vlogs! Girl, move. Get outta there! Maybe find a brighter place though… take your time and find a place that is perfect for your soul and Effie’s soul! 💜
Don’t move into the dark apartment! If it’s dark now imagine in winter. Don’t do it to yourself, you’re doing so well! If anything you seem way more motivated and happy. I know it’s just a video though 😊❤
I would say move but it's also important to find a place how you like it. Btw, that burrito looks delicious!!!! Wishing you a great time in Ibiza!!! Sending much love!!💗
omg at the end of the vid when you're talking about ibiza-- your tattoo is almost totally gone!!!!!!!! that alone is proof of your determination and grit
I say, for what it’s worth, do what makes Effie happy BECAUSE when Effie’s happy and doing well, you are happy and doing well. I know, I know, sounds crazy, but I think that is the key to any animal lover’s successful existence.😌 CHEERS to you putting the pieces back together and becoming an even stronger and more resilient and beautiful version of yourself! You got this! 💕🙌🏼🫶🏼🐕
just to comment how funny it is to me (a mexican) that a "burrito" that literally translates to small donkey, started out originally as a travel food for the road that is supposed to be the size of a snack but has become this humongous thing that it is still so delicious but so absurd at the same time xD I love how funny that is
I remember you said you moved to this flat to be closer to friends etc ! I would say consider if you need the total fresh start or to be closer to friends ☺️
Estee, the second you mentioned the word 'move' I was so relieved. I'm sorry, but, that apt your in now is ok but I never felt it was right for u. Like remember your other apartment?! Classy, spacious, contemporary, light..... I've missed it soooo much. I loved that space. I hope you find another beautiful space soon....now. back to ye guys!!!!! Please tell me your moving
I've watched you for maybeeee ten years I think now and let me just say lady. I LOVE YOU. this was a fabbbbb vlog felt like I was with you the whole time. fucking love you Estéeeeee
Bought my first piece of Daisy jewlery, a starburst necklace, influenced by you! haha! Now I want the necklace with my name. I'm hooked. Moving is awful, but this move might be a blessing in disguise. Hopefully, Ibiza has allowed you to quietly reflect and think. You will make a decision that is good for you and Effie. Sending big hugs from New Jersey!
Hey girl, just a thought - if you found the apartment dark in the middle of summer, maybe have a think about how you'd find it during typical British wintertime
Now this was an enjoyable vlog to watch, now that the secrecy of the relationship is lifted it seems like new light is coming trough and all around you. Just don't forget Estée your audience is not your enemy
Love you Estee! Just wanted to say in case you didn’t know that you should research on ex new age testimonies. A lot of people say that tarot cards etc, open doors for demons to affect/ attack your life, I’m not trying to creep anyone out, just to say it in case no one else has. I’ve heard enough about it to think there’s truth to that, and I genuinely want to see you happy 🥹 please take care.
Those of us with depression know that natural light is so important. The lack of it and being far away from friends concerns me about that flat. If it were me, I'd hold out for something closer to friends, bright and near a park. And be gentle with yourself, too! XO
I know moving is annoying but a new space means new energy and it can help lift you out of your feelings. Staying in the space where your old relationship was in could bring up memories and keep you in that old energy. Plus being near a place Effie would love means you would be out more!
Daisy being so understanding and pivoting with you when life changes makes me want to support them even more than I did before. “[We] can fix things!”
I was litteraly in the same situation apartment wise two years ago. Was getting out of a deep depression, had this opportunity to move elsewhere, went to visit the apartment fully resistant and was so pleasantly surprised. It’s been two years I moved and it’s been the best decision ever. Change is scary but necessary sometimes. You got this girl ❤
“You can fix things” idk if you realize how profound and deep that truly is! Such important perspective and something you need to remember when you’re going through a tough thing!
Estee, the more low-key the vlog, the happier I am to hang with you. Fan of yours since you first moved to the UK and I love our casual girl time. ❤ love to you !
This vlog felt… idn more authentic.ive been watching you since the essie button days ! I truly loved it. I’m sorry you’re going through the toughest time 🫶🏻
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Ya still makin mooooovies?
Honestly girl, here is my view (but ofc you do you): move and start fresh. The new place, surroundings and decorating could ease your mind and move it from the topic to something else. Sending lots, lots of love from Cro 🧡
"Its a little dark and I'm depressed enough" omg that hit so hard cause it's literally sunny outside and I am inside with all my blinds shut
Legit
I will definitely support Daisy knowing how supportive they are. Clean brat is soooo you! And I know you are going through a tough time but you actually seem more yourself now, lighter in a way? Maybe relief. You got this.
You don't even realise how much light you have within which is equal parts heart- breaking and beautiful to see. Thank you for sharing your authenticity. It's so important to see strong females modelling how to do and deal with life. Everything in good time. Pivot girl. We can fix things.
That flat came into your life at the right time for the right reasons. New start, new space, near nature.
Go to the light!!! Save the hassle of another move for a flat with all the light! So important for me.
Effie needs a garden, it will calm her.. A fresh start for both of you. ❤
Not a fan of the 'casual' botox. It really shouldn't be normalized, in my opinion.
Getting it in the jaw muscle has been a lifesaver for me, not for aesthetic reasons.
I’m very surprised that a professional would inject Estees forhead when it’s completely smooth. Even getting crows feet Botox at her age and how her skin is seems really excessive and unecessary.
I’m sure other injectors would have declined her.
The opinion ✨nobody asked for ✨
The opinion ✨ nobody asked for ✨
@@juliemartinez7097 would be funny if people could only comment if it was asked for ✨️
@@juliemartinez7097 didn't ask for your comment either.. 😅
Love to see you blooming again, its amazing we have witness your jurney, you are the best at fighting for yourself, you have the best personality Estee, I am really happy for seeing you on my phone more often. Sending you lots of positive vibes!!!!
Don’t move to a place far away from your friends, especially at a time where you need them the most 😌
Getting out of the home that you shared together will clear any remaining energy from you and your life. Not that my opinion matters, but that's what I would do. Completely clean slate.
The Daisy team is so sweet ❤
Love you Estee! I am a 40 years olds girl from Argentina I have been following for a long time , love your vblogs, they make me feel like we are friends I admire how you have developed mirror water Sending you love
When I got out of a long term relationship, I stayed there for about six months and just found that I couldn’t mentally properly move on into the next phase of life while there…don’t get me wrong I did need a few months of grieving and stepping my toe into my hoe era lol, so it worked out fine, but when I was like okay right I want this to be in the past, I ended up moving back in with my dad and brother! The comfort was just so needed. Follow your gut, girl ❤️❤️
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Estee, I've been following you for ages, Personally for me It does not matter whether you're with a partner or not of course. However, I Think we shape ourselves in relationships..I am married now, but during the years I followed you I myself broke up and have been broken up with few times...I can imagine how hard this is when you are an online person...But but but...the fact that you chose to share your life (some of it) with us does not mean that you don't get to collect personal experiences the same way we (not online people) do. It must feel that it is a big deal when you get engaged or not when you are recognizable, However I wanted to say that for us your audience YOU are the attraction..not you with a partner, or You with a brand...or you Married...Just wanted to say that for me personally your point of you and your attitude towards life is worthy of my time and other things you share are just decoration sometimes good sometimes bad...all very interesting..Good luck with a new collection would love to check out...I also would love to see your fav budget style items..fashion wardrobe as well
I love when you let your personality shine through your vlogs! You are so funny, this reminded me of your old vlogs. So much love to you always and you honestly give me lots of strength as a fellow depressed girlie ❤
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Move move move!!! Fresh start, fresh everything, and like you said, you can fix everything! You’ve got this!!! ❤❤
Thank you 🥹
Love it when we drop appearances and talk about whats really going on and how we really feel
I’ve been following you for years and just wanted to say you should be so proud of how far you have taken the mirror water brand and how it’s getting the recognition it deserves. I saw the India knight article in the Sunday Times and I was so happy for you ! I showed the article to my husband and he secretly bought the Body Oil for me - it’s been one of the best presents he’s ever 😊. India Knight was spot on in her review - it makes your skin feel amazing. ❤x
Thank you so much 🫂 So happy that you love SMOOTH!
I’ve just seen your latest insta showcasing the mirror water energy with your team . You are a natural leader, your team are blessed 😂 😊
Moving is literally one of the 2 most stressing things in life, thankfully there are new services that help a lot doing that. The thing for me personally is that it's not only a physical move but a psychologically move and sometimes we are just not ready to let go. So if that's how you feel about your flat it's ok to stay but if you decide to move the best thing you can do is doing it your way, taking your time, embracing that change (im saying this as if i could do that.. easier said that done). Always in the bottom we know what we want to do or at least what we don't want to do... if you make the exercise and ask someone to sharply chose between what your options are (move/stay) after they tell you, you'll just know if that's what you want
It's like when you don't know what to eat and are between 2 options and by asking someone else you realize nope, I actually want the other one.
I send you a huge hug from Argentina, this double leo has been trough a loooooot too
I used to live around hampstead heath and i can 1000% recommend it. A new space as well will do wonders! xx
Hampstead heath is the dream. North London is great. Lived there for years 😊😊 lots of dog friendly pubs. Bull & bush, Spaniards inn pub and the Freemasons pub. You’ll naturally meet great people and be happy I’m sure❤❤❤
For me Estee is one of the most beautiful women in the world, My love for you only increases especially after your bounce back, So inspiring ❤
„I‘m not going to like party or anything ….“ and then u posting stories live from the club hahah, love it so much 😂🎉❤ u deserve it, girl! Enjoy yourself!!
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I love this vlog! You are coming back or coming into yourself again and it's showing! You are glowing, you are listening to your needs and you are open to what the universe has in store for you! Thanks for taking us along on the ride! ❤❤❤
Love you Queen! Wood floors, park, and garden sounds really nice for a new place, but the lighting sounds like a no. I too am like a flower that needs lots of natural light, it makes me bloom.
Watching your videos since 2015 maybe, you have been my lifestyle/beauty/wellness inspo, love uuu🫶🏻 sending you a big hug from MX 🇲🇽
Yes to moving. You said it yourself, a total fresh start. New chapter
When you looked at the burrito and said "I don't know what to do" I whispered "cut it in half and just put half in the fridge for tomorrow" and then I realised you were talking about moving 😅 x
I have loved this video! You are glowing and I appreciate all the time you put into these, I enjoy watching them so much and I can imagine it gets draining with the rest of life’s stresses, watching vlogs like this help me destress so I really appreciate it 🥹
If you are not sure about the new flat then all you need to do is wait.... nobody is hurrying you and you can use all that energy for yoy and Effie. ❤😊
So happy to see you Estee! I have been watching you for so long and I just want to say, I think you are such a strong woman. I wish you continued happiness, success and positivity in your life. Much Love from a fellow Canadian woman xo💖
Thank you so much 🥰
Always so happy to so you. Awaiting the new Daisy collection!
Can't wait!
That’s really sweet that the Daisy team are so supportive, just goes to show what thoughtful and considerate people they are. The new flat sounds promising, only you will know what’s right for you. Glad you are feeling stronger and pushing on and keeping busy. Obviously the end quote was going to come back to bite you lol!! 🤣🤣 Much love 💕 ps that burrito 🌯 was almost as big as your head 😭😂
Enjoy your trip. I’m glad to see you a little better. Sending you much love💐
From one depressed person to another: don't move into a dark flat 😅Like ever. Trust your gut, queen, but maybe being in a brighter space not too isolated from friends would be a better move for you currently? I love your current flat and everything we have seen so far, but I very much understand that a fresh start is what one would want right now. Either way, you got this! Thinking of you and sending you all my positive vibes 🥰
This was perfect! The perfect Estee vlog❤
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“I’m depressed enough” girl same
May you choose what's best for you and Effie. May I urge you to listen to your instinct when making that choice. Enjoy a marvelous vacation and Fall is just around the corner, along with new opportunities and fresh starts!
Love an Estee vlog, Happy Sunday! 🌞
5:17 I agree with Ruth!!
I love your style and I think it is ultra figured out. You are such a reference to me
Love to see you doing vlogs 🥰🥰
Dark flats, no no no. I don’t struggle with depression but dark insides make me so unhappy. But generally, I think moving out of the flat where you have so much history with the man is a great idea.
Ugh sooo happy to see your face. Love these vlogs! Girl, move. Get outta there! Maybe find a brighter place though… take your time and find a place that is perfect for your soul and Effie’s soul! 💜
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Personally I love the Heath the most, I go there most times just to dog watch but it’s soooo far away from everything lol what did you decide on?
Still thinking!
Sending you lots of love Estee 🤍🌸
Don’t move into the dark apartment! If it’s dark now imagine in winter. Don’t do it to yourself, you’re doing so well! If anything you seem way more motivated and happy. I know it’s just a video though 😊❤
So true!
I would probably move to be honest. It sounds like it will be a nice fresh start and nothing that will trigger any memories.
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I personally wouldn't move if it was dark! I lived in a super dark flat for two years and it did NOT do me good mentally.
In a time like this you need sunlight ☀️ (especially as a Leo) and to be closer to your friends 💛
100% 🙏
I lovee those nail! What color are you wearing? and those full set acrylics?
I laughed so hard when the clip changed to you in the LED light!!
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I'd move - it resets your energy and allows for a truly fresh start ❤
the tube fit is slaying 💖
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I feel like moving & that fresh start would be perfect for you ❤
I would say move but it's also important to find a place how you like it. Btw, that burrito looks delicious!!!! Wishing you a great time in Ibiza!!! Sending much love!!💗
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That burrito looks amazing!
Soo good!
Loved this vlog, hope you keep posting ❤ so comforting!
omg at the end of the vid when you're talking about ibiza-- your tattoo is almost totally gone!!!!!!!! that alone is proof of your determination and grit
So cool you still do those Videos! From "What's in my grandma's bag" to Botox (for no reason, lol). Love your videos! ❤
Thank you! 🙏
i loooooooove living near hampstead, you'd never regret it. best neighbourhood in london.
Sending out some Estée Leo rising vibes 🎉❤
Move!!! Start over! Clean slate❤
Use mirrors to bring in the light where you can , you’ll be surprised 👌🏻
Sending you tons of good vibes! Also what did you use on your eyes for the pink moment? It's stunning :)
I live in the area and its honestly the best! There is so much space and you are still so close to the city. I’ll be your friend in the area!
sending lots and lots of love as always, dear estee xx
Where do you get your nails done?
I say, for what it’s worth, do what makes Effie happy BECAUSE when Effie’s happy and doing well, you are happy and doing well. I know, I know, sounds crazy, but I think that is the key to any animal lover’s successful existence.😌 CHEERS to you putting the pieces back together and becoming an even stronger and more resilient and beautiful version of yourself! You got this! 💕🙌🏼🫶🏼🐕
Thank you!
I love that you are on the mend and doing ALL the things that make a gal feel good
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just to comment how funny it is to me (a mexican) that a "burrito" that literally translates to small donkey, started out originally as a travel food for the road that is supposed to be the size of a snack but has become this humongous thing that it is still so delicious but so absurd at the same time xD I love how funny that is
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Estee sending you positivity and strength 💗 you are amazing!!
Please can I ask where your name necklace is from please?x
Love you estee!!
Omg move to hampstead!!! It’s my favorite neighborhood in London it’s got such great vibes!!
Hi Estée, could you mention where do you get botox? They're very natural. Thank you 😊
Tweak East in London 💕
WHERE WAS THAT GREEN TOP FROM???
You got this girl ❤❤
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Hampstead is the dream suburb
So nice!
Estee, you're beautiful =) keep shining!
I remember you said you moved to this flat to be closer to friends etc ! I would say consider if you need the total fresh start or to be closer to friends ☺️
Estee, you have the most genuinely beautiful smile ❣️
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Estee, the second you mentioned the word 'move' I was so relieved. I'm sorry, but, that apt your in now is ok but I never felt it was right for u. Like remember your other apartment?! Classy, spacious, contemporary, light..... I've missed it soooo much. I loved that space. I hope you find another beautiful space soon....now. back to ye guys!!!!! Please tell me your moving
I've watched you for maybeeee ten years I think now and let me just say lady. I LOVE YOU. this was a fabbbbb vlog felt like I was with you the whole time. fucking love you Estéeeeee
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So young botox ????
Bought my first piece of Daisy jewlery, a starburst necklace, influenced by you! haha! Now I want the necklace with my name. I'm hooked. Moving is awful, but this move might be a blessing in disguise. Hopefully, Ibiza has allowed you to quietly reflect and think. You will make a decision that is good for you and Effie. Sending big hugs from New Jersey!
💕 yay!
Hey girl, just a thought - if you found the apartment dark in the middle of summer, maybe have a think about how you'd find it during typical British wintertime
So true!
The selfie with the burrito 😂👌🏼
Now this was an enjoyable vlog to watch, now that the secrecy of the relationship is lifted it seems like new light is coming trough and all around you. Just don't forget Estée your audience is not your enemy
Love you Estee! Just wanted to say in case you didn’t know that you should research on ex new age testimonies. A lot of people say that tarot cards etc, open doors for demons to affect/ attack your life, I’m not trying to creep anyone out, just to say it in case no one else has. I’ve heard enough about it to think there’s truth to that, and I genuinely want to see you happy 🥹 please take care.
I feel passionate about the extreme heat of the Victoria line 😆
tooo much! 🤣
Leo season means BIG BOLD MOVES!
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I get the same treatment, it changed my liifffeeee!!
Love the sunnies!!