It’s so much more peaceful to cut everyone off and not have to constantly worry about when they’re gonna text you or reach out to you. It gets really exhausting basing your self worth on how fast someone replies or how dry the texts are and wondering whether or not they truly care about you or not. I do want the human connection but the cons greatly outweigh the pros
Being alone scares me. I used to love it so much I would barely ever come out of my room but now that people I loved dearly have died I don’t wanna be alone… I wanna be with everyone I can so I can have time with them before they’re gone
When you're so used to loneliness it's now weird for people to be around people and you're acting akward or actually any way you know but at the end of the day you're alone again
I always find peace and joy when I'm alone. Because I'm gay, have asperger's and really struggle reading and connecting to people. I've relentlessly tried to be a part of society, but then I've realized society doesn't want me and had kicked me out before I was ever in; so instead of keep trying, I now focus on finding a career and a lifestyle that allows me to be isolated in nature, surrounded by my pets and avoiding humans as much as possible. That's the only way I can find comfort and enjoy life...
We are all together and alone because connecting will always be limited to our senses☺️. It’s ok not to fit into society, I think too many people manage to fit in and adapt to a particular way of being, and that is dangerous because we are wild beings in a way. Free spirits here to explore life ☺️🌞. Animals are the best. They fascinate me. I have managed to fit in and adapt well, but animals will allways be there to remind me that this, in way, is all an ilusión. We are real because we feel and are conscious, but so are they. I’m just curious why we are not seeing them more as brothers and from them we could learn more about our selves and life. It’s society, this big sistem. But we are evolving and this is a journey, as cliche as it mean sound, it’s a journey where we don’t know where we are going, it is a mistery which we must master. I hope and have faith that we will transcend this era into a life and planet earth few already envision.
Brother, imma keep it real. As a fellow autist, i can tell you right now to keep trying to interact with people. Sure, there may be a lot of people who deny you, but once you find the few who you really care about and who care about you, all of that failure will seem unimportant. Look, i know it's way easier said than done, but just keep at it. Think of it as trial and error. Also work out. It'll up your chances of being accepted by at least 60%
i don't typically leave comments, especially on ones like these. i hate talking about myself, how i feel and really just in general. i never seem to be noticed, as if i'm just entirely invisible and even more so offline. i feel like i'm stuck in an endless purgatory, and because of my bpd i hate trying to fix this or do anything about it. there is peace in having no connections yes, but i really don't enjoy being so lonely, that a town full of color and warmth and people feels barren and cold and devoid of life. sometimes, i go to the mall alone, because i lack friends, and people don't even look at me. it's like i'm not even there.
I’m alone & on my own way far from where I was. Crawling through each moment through those said moments of my past & my humbling experiences. That, it just keeps me going. Never found everything, never found anything perfect. But I what I am looking 4, is 2 always have something 2 live with & die with someday.
I always see people writing there story's in these types of videos it's comforting in a way ... here's mine After my dad passed, so much has changed. I've changed too I find myself always wanting to please others but when I'm alone I can't help but bully myself it's been really bad these past few weeks I noticed alot of times I convince myself that I'm like a glass cannon where I'm strong infront of people I care about but nobody is ever strong for me till I completely break down and cant handel anything anymore it just feels like people fix me when I'm broken just so I can help them more then not talk to me till they need me even today I got stood up by someone I like and care alot about I'm sure there just busy but my mind makes me question why they would even want to be around me I know this was long and probably doesn't make any sense I'm just so tired and I feel so alone and helpless right now
I’m so sorry to hear this. Please know that you’re not alone. I’m sending you lots of love , and also try to give it to yourself and care about your needs and feelings even if it’s really hard. You’ll get through ❤
i needa get this out so don't read if you dont wanna everything's just so dull. life around me is just a repeat of time i think i'm losing it. i feel sad sometimes but i wonder if that's a trick so i feel something. i dont wanna die but after all this effort, can i even make it to next week? i usually don't express anything when i dont feel happy, i try to start a lighthearted conversation with a friend or something to distract myself. on my birthday, i felt extremely lonely it hurt so bad. every birthday wish seemed like a lie to me, the cake only seemed to mock me for being immature, i hated everything myself included. i told my old bsf we needed a break because i kept feeling terrible around her, but that day i needed someone so bad i couldn't be by myself. i messaged and i was just met by cold short answers. i wondered if that's how everyone truly feels when they talk to me. i try to be the one that lightens up the mood, the one that anyone can go to. i hate myself so much, i've driven everyone away from me. and i'm scared to confide in those i feel close to because i'm scared they'll leave too and i dont wanna make them worry. i hate this i dont wish i died but i dont wanna live either. is it okay to feel the need to leave the world but fear death at the same time? am i normall? are my feelings just a trend so i can relate to different posts? hm
Don’t worry you’re not alone. I also don’t want to live but at the same time I am afraid to be buried under ground. Life is strange and sometimes it’s feels so exhausting that you don’t know where to go or what to do. Just keep going one day it will be worth it. If you want you can add me and we can talk and I love your profile pic 💜
I’ve had such a hard time these past few months. I don’t know what I’m going to do or how I can be okay with feeling alone when I desperately feel like I need to companionship of someone else. I don’t know how I’m going to ever feel better. I know I will eventually, just not right now.
Sometimes I feel sad watching happy couples getting married even if I feel happy for them I know I can’t experience it because I’m aroace and I just have to get used to being alone when you find married people living their best lives together
Клево придумано, по личному опыту знаю снимать не просто. Канал долго раскручивается, но если попробовать ютифай будет быстрее) за ролик спасибо, кое-какие идеи возьму на заметку
I enjoy solitude. But im always blamed by my parents that i choose friends over my parents. Every word i speak i have to think abt it. Its 2:31 AM and cramming for a final for a subject ive been doing so bad on… i cry everyday because if anxiety and overthinking… its hard :/
Today my dad hit me with a hard rubber ball (that we got for our dogs) because he was mad at me for no reason, he threw it at the side of my head so hard that my ear bled and I got a fever, this helps me cope ❤
Why am I feeling this way again. I hate it. I like being alone, I prefer it, but sometimes it just gets so overwhelming with noone around. Idk whats wrong with me. I want more friends to fill the loneliness, but I dont want to be seperated again by stupid teenage drama. Everytime I feel whole, it goes empty again & I feel alone, just with my thoughts...
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It's a really bad day for me, too exhausted..
the vibe of the songs make me to feel to be understood, thank you for pulling me up.
It’s so much more peaceful to cut everyone off and not have to constantly worry about when they’re gonna text you or reach out to you. It gets really exhausting basing your self worth on how fast someone replies or how dry the texts are and wondering whether or not they truly care about you or not. I do want the human connection but the cons greatly outweigh the pros
Being alone scares me. I used to love it so much I would barely ever come out of my room but now that people I loved dearly have died I don’t wanna be alone… I wanna be with everyone I can so I can have time with them before they’re gone
(Likewise) Being alone is scary. Spend time with your loved ones before your time runs out. 🌹
@@sivanaydinmusic Yeah, but sometimes you gotta give yourself a little time alone to pull yourself together..
When you're so used to loneliness it's now weird for people to be around people and you're acting akward or actually any way you know but at the end of the day you're alone again
My spirit feels embraced by the gentleness of these sounds. 🌻
I listen to this music when I train in the cold, dark forest. It's just me and this music. It may be sad, but this peace brings peace to my soul.
No one has ever really wanted to spend any time with me. “All I loved I loved alone.”
we love you 🌹
Idk why but this music brings me back to my solo japan holiday, the tranqulity of it, the peace...
I always find peace and joy when I'm alone. Because I'm gay, have asperger's and really struggle reading and connecting to people. I've relentlessly tried to be a part of society, but then I've realized society doesn't want me and had kicked me out before I was ever in; so instead of keep trying, I now focus on finding a career and a lifestyle that allows me to be isolated in nature, surrounded by my pets and avoiding humans as much as possible. That's the only way I can find comfort and enjoy life...
We are all together and alone because connecting will always be limited to our senses☺️. It’s ok not to fit into society, I think too many people manage to fit in and adapt to a particular way of being, and that is dangerous because we are wild beings in a way. Free spirits here to explore life ☺️🌞. Animals are the best. They fascinate me. I have managed to fit in and adapt well, but animals will allways be there to remind me that this, in way, is all an ilusión. We are real because we feel and are conscious, but so are they. I’m just curious why we are not seeing them more as brothers and from them we could learn more about our selves and life. It’s society, this big sistem. But we are evolving and this is a journey, as cliche as it mean sound, it’s a journey where we don’t know where we are going, it is a mistery which we must master. I hope and have faith that we will transcend this era into a life and planet earth few already envision.
You just need Adderall
Brother, imma keep it real. As a fellow autist, i can tell you right now to keep trying to interact with people. Sure, there may be a lot of people who deny you, but once you find the few who you really care about and who care about you, all of that failure will seem unimportant. Look, i know it's way easier said than done, but just keep at it. Think of it as trial and error. Also work out. It'll up your chances of being accepted by at least 60%
It’s wrong to be gay, you’re sick.
Love U bro
i don't typically leave comments, especially on ones like these. i hate talking about myself, how i feel and really just in general. i never seem to be noticed, as if i'm just entirely invisible and even more so offline. i feel like i'm stuck in an endless purgatory, and because of my bpd i hate trying to fix this or do anything about it.
there is peace in having no connections yes, but i really don't enjoy being so lonely, that a town full of color and warmth and people feels barren and cold and devoid of life. sometimes, i go to the mall alone, because i lack friends, and people don't even look at me. it's like i'm not even there.
I’m alone & on my own way far from where I was. Crawling through each moment through those said moments of my past & my humbling experiences. That, it just keeps me going. Never found everything, never found anything perfect. But I what I am looking 4, is 2 always have something 2 live with & die with someday.
I'm glad you found peace! 🌹
When u have that tough problem that cant tell anyone instead keep it in deep inside of your mind :)
I always see people writing there story's in these types of videos it's comforting in a way ... here's mine
After my dad passed, so much has changed. I've changed too I find myself always wanting to please others but when I'm alone I can't help but bully myself it's been really bad these past few weeks I noticed alot of times I convince myself that I'm like a glass cannon where I'm strong infront of people I care about but nobody is ever strong for me till I completely break down and cant handel anything anymore it just feels like people fix me when I'm broken just so I can help them more then not talk to me till they need me even today I got stood up by someone I like and care alot about I'm sure there just busy but my mind makes me question why they would even want to be around me
I know this was long and probably doesn't make any sense I'm just so tired and I feel so alone and helpless right now
Stay strong and keep moving forward Jesus Christ is always with you 🙏❤️
I’m so sorry to hear this. Please know that you’re not alone. I’m sending you lots of love , and also try to give it to yourself and care about your needs and feelings even if it’s really hard. You’ll get through ❤
Music like this always helps, keep makin' more, I beg of you.
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This music and the image have a lot to do. Both together make me feel something strange and also peace.😅❤❤❤
Yeah :)
The world would think im lonely... Alone is good . I am never alone! I pray and i get comfort .. i have peace
🌹love
@sivanaydinmusic ❤️🌹
Tranquil and grateful
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@sivanaydinmusic thank you
i needa get this out so don't read if you dont wanna
everything's just so dull. life around me is just a repeat of time i think i'm losing it. i feel sad sometimes but i wonder if that's a trick so i feel something. i dont wanna die but after all this effort, can i even make it to next week? i usually don't express anything when i dont feel happy, i try to start a lighthearted conversation with a friend or something to distract myself. on my birthday, i felt extremely lonely it hurt so bad. every birthday wish seemed like a lie to me, the cake only seemed to mock me for being immature, i hated everything myself included. i told my old bsf we needed a break because i kept feeling terrible around her, but that day i needed someone so bad i couldn't be by myself. i messaged and i was just met by cold short answers. i wondered if that's how everyone truly feels when they talk to me. i try to be the one that lightens up the mood, the one that anyone can go to. i hate myself so much, i've driven everyone away from me. and i'm scared to confide in those i feel close to because i'm scared they'll leave too and i dont wanna make them worry. i hate this i dont wish i died but i dont wanna live either. is it okay to feel the need to leave the world but fear death at the same time? am i normall? are my feelings just a trend so i can relate to different posts? hm
Don’t worry you’re not alone. I also don’t want to live but at the same time I am afraid to be buried under ground. Life is strange and sometimes it’s feels so exhausting that you don’t know where to go or what to do. Just keep going one day it will be worth it. If you want you can add me and we can talk and I love your profile pic 💜
Been alone too long
Бомбически
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I’ve had such a hard time these past few months. I don’t know what I’m going to do or how I can be okay with feeling alone when I desperately feel like I need to companionship of someone else. I don’t know how I’m going to ever feel better. I know I will eventually, just not right now.
It is a survival mechanism adopted into life.
Realxing
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nice :3
Sometimes I feel sad watching happy couples getting married even if I feel happy for them I know I can’t experience it because I’m aroace and I just have to get used to being alone when you find married people living their best lives together
Клево придумано, по личному опыту знаю снимать не просто. Канал долго раскручивается, но если попробовать ютифай будет быстрее) за ролик спасибо, кое-какие идеи возьму на заметку
I enjoy solitude. But im always blamed by my parents that i choose friends over my parents. Every word i speak i have to think abt it.
Its 2:31 AM and cramming for a final for a subject ive been doing so bad on… i cry everyday because if anxiety and overthinking… its hard :/
Being alone is fine g ur understand it's ok to be a lil different ur understand
Ок 🥰❤️🔥
INTROVERTS, ASSEMBLE!
Even if it's for a minute I wanna lay right where the image is
Today my dad hit me with a hard rubber ball (that we got for our dogs) because he was mad at me for no reason, he threw it at the side of my head so hard that my ear bled and I got a fever, this helps me cope ❤
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did u need help ? you're not alone 🫶
I wish i had someone
Why am I feeling this way again. I hate it. I like being alone, I prefer it, but sometimes it just gets so overwhelming with noone around. Idk whats wrong with me. I want more friends to fill the loneliness, but I dont want to be seperated again by stupid teenage drama. Everytime I feel whole, it goes empty again & I feel alone, just with my thoughts...
♥️🌹
Road to be a billionaire
i fell asleep to this. thx lmao
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