Katelyn Tarver - Cynical (Official Music Video)

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  • Find out more about Katelyn here: linktr.ee/kate...
    Video directed by Se Oh
    VERSE:
    I don’t know, when I got scared
    Scared of my imagination
    Used to see, beautiful things
    Now I got this sick fixation
    PRE:
    On playing out every single fear I’ve ever had, scrolling through their pictures seeing all I don’t have
    Believing every negative feeling is a fact
    I don’t wanna get used to that
    CHORUS:
    Why do I beat myself up
    And tear myself down
    I’m so good at being critical
    I guess I learned
    it’s hard to get hurt
    when you’re good at being cynical
    VERSE 2:
    i’m jealous of, when i was young
    and everything was right there waiting
    wanted the sky, aimed so high instead of
    lowering my expectations
    PRE:
    i don’t know how else to keep my feet on the ground
    And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
    I think I’m realizing no one figures it out
    And I gotta get used to that
    BRIDGE:
    if i hope and it doesn’t work
    then i know it’s gonna hurt
    so i make a joke act like nothing’s wrong
    And put another layer of armor on
    #KatelynTarver #Cynical #pop #indie

ความคิดเห็น • 448

  • @katelyntarver
    @katelyntarver  5 ปีที่แล้ว +683

    HI GUYS! Sorry, I got knocked out of the live chat. But thanks so much for watching and commenting along with me. That was so fun. Keep watching and sharing the video! I'll be responding to the comments here too, so ask me anythingggggg. Love yall.

    • @desireewiley5547
      @desireewiley5547 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Love you ❤️

    • @lessing4033
      @lessing4033 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Omg , I miss you so bad 😭😭😭

    • @DEV-np9le
      @DEV-np9le 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      when you wanna come to our country?(indonesia) hope u have got big concert here ..

    • @purpleunicorn5130
      @purpleunicorn5130 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      LOVE YOU KATELYN! DO A COLLAB WITH BTR!!!

    • @marcelocuenca380
      @marcelocuenca380 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Katelyn Tarver congratulations you have a amazing talent I love you and I love your music ❤️❤️❤️❤️💘

  • @crimsynheartticker3732
    @crimsynheartticker3732 5 ปีที่แล้ว +342

    "Sometimes it's easy to see beauty in others than your own."

  • @heathermorrison7646
    @heathermorrison7646 5 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    This is so real omg. I’m in my early 20’s and these lyrics really speak to me. When we’re teenagers the world feels like it could be anything we want it to be but as we grow we start to realize that no one really has anything figured out.

    • @nWoKilluminati
      @nWoKilluminati 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Imagine being in your mid 30s and still feeling that way only much worse

    • @whitecrow1949
      @whitecrow1949 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Being human is hard. I'm an old broken man in my 70s.

    • @dion5775
      @dion5775 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@nWoKilluminati late 40s here and still feel this way 😌😒

    • @rachellaughlin1341
      @rachellaughlin1341 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So even when were 70 we are still going to listen to this word for word and remember the good stuff

    • @leeposey1511
      @leeposey1511 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      53, hits me. Yes, older and even still.

  • @idkbutitsmanley.3629
    @idkbutitsmanley.3629 5 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    “You Don’t Know” how excited I am for this new song!!!♥️♥️😉

  • @sniper123503
    @sniper123503 5 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    This is what I call:
    UNIQUE

  • @enoonmai5071
    @enoonmai5071 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    "I'm so good at being critical"... got it right there... 🖖🖖🖖

  • @pratyushakoratala8781
    @pratyushakoratala8781 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    I found you with you don't know and since then I've been listening to all your songs and your lyrics make me feel so much and then way you sing them it makes me so emotional :')

    • @katelyntarver
      @katelyntarver  5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      💕💕💕💕💕 thank you for your support!

  • @nicolasannear2961
    @nicolasannear2961 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    There's no way this girl makes a bad song, basically everything she makes is art! Very proud of how far you have come!

    • @katelyntarver
      @katelyntarver  5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you so much, Nicolas!!!

  • @GretaM21
    @GretaM21 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    “If I hope and it doesn’t work then I know it’s gonna hurt so I make a joke act like nothings wrong and put another layer of armor on” that just hits so dam hard...

  • @NakeshaMoore
    @NakeshaMoore 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I am a 37 year old woman and every song I hear moves my spirit. You are an exceptional songwriter. You can always tell when someone writes their own music. You can feel the authenticity. Can’t wait to hear what’s next.

  • @thaynabae
    @thaynabae 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    this song describes my life so much that looks like I've written it myself

  • @dluv101
    @dluv101 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    It's after 3AM here and I needed to listen to this before going to bed. You're such a gifted artist. Your music touches people and makes a lasting impression. Thank you 💕

  • @kazierjallim3271
    @kazierjallim3271 5 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    Why do i beat myself up and tear my self down??? 😭😭😭

    • @katelyntarver
      @katelyntarver  5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      😭😭😭😭😭

    • @kazierjallim3271
      @kazierjallim3271 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@katelyntarver yeah....
      This song just sings out Exactly how I feel.I felt like you know me...
      Great music .can't wait to hear more from you.💖

  • @dkrmana
    @dkrmana 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    i love this direction you took with your music. it sounds really personal

  • @theintrosproject8598
    @theintrosproject8598 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Katelyn always has the best depression songs. And it’s a compliment.

  • @natalierandall1034
    @natalierandall1034 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    This song hit my so hard because its like it was made for me. I love this song so much💖

  • @Mia_Slay81
    @Mia_Slay81 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your music is so raw and speaks to my soul. I play your songs on repeat. I suffer from severe chronic anxiety and depression, and it's truly like you took my feelings outside of my heart and head and wrote them down! Thank you for sharing your talent with the world.

  • @alexyleraven3072
    @alexyleraven3072 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    She is my favourite by far not gonna lie.

    • @melmelluv5808
      @melmelluv5808 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      🔥🔥🔥💯

    • @jonathanlecclier1184
      @jonathanlecclier1184 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      If you love her. Check out Sasha Sloan.
      Get these people famous.

    • @alexyleraven3072
      @alexyleraven3072 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jonathanlecclier1184 lmao, who doesn't know Sasha sloan? XD she's sick. I love her songs older, and especially dancing with your ghost.

    • @shirawrrr
      @shirawrrr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alexyleraven3072 if u get time check Astrid S. Her songs are pretty dope too

  • @alexandracl841
    @alexandracl841 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Katelyn always knows how to perfectly put my emotions into lyrics; i feel so identified by her music

  • @luulinh3927
    @luulinh3927 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I have been finding a song to speak my self conflict for a long while. And I have found it now:) Thank you ❤️

  • @chuksbliss2575
    @chuksbliss2575 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    you sing like a saint...
    good girl vibe....
    sends lonely to my spine...
    I know your songs are emperical..
    Thats makes me to love you Kate..
    love from Nigeria.
    id always be rooting for you

  • @Katrese4life
    @Katrese4life 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This song just hit home for me I’m exactly like this to a point I feel like I sabotage my relationships

    • @morneklopper3705
      @morneklopper3705 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Wow , this is exactly how I feel !! Everytime I get close to someone it feels as if i am destroying the relationship without even knowing until it's too late

  • @alicecabello2434
    @alicecabello2434 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    you are so underrated 😩 i love your music sm! keep singing xx

  • @Rasm97
    @Rasm97 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    No es posible que está canción no tenga más visitas, Katelyn es una geniaaaa ❤️❤️

  • @alexyleraven3072
    @alexyleraven3072 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Seriously, her songs are my everything.

  • @ImFibee
    @ImFibee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Her songs just give me that warm feeling where I know everything's gonna be okay because i'm not the only one who is going through these things, and I don't know where i'd be without her music.

  • @markm2946
    @markm2946 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This describes me, my addiction and my first year of recovery. Your song, voice and beauty have touched my heart, soul and mind.Thank you Katelyn

    • @jodyyork23
      @jodyyork23 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mark M. I know that struggle all to well. It took me 30 yrsa to finally get 6 yrs clean . congrats brother

  • @banana_supremacy
    @banana_supremacy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    teenagers across the globe are crying at how relatable this masterpiece is

  • @danbeechler6673
    @danbeechler6673 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    She's always right on in communicating exactly how I feel..takes me a rude everytime..helped me right some poetry..be brave enough to say things like shes always has. Love her

  • @kikikolar6249
    @kikikolar6249 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love this song, Katelyn! You are so talented, it's unbelieveable. I'm so glad that I live in your generation! Hope you are doing good, Katelyn!

  • @sevierodavids5989
    @sevierodavids5989 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm glad I found this song. Just realizing how different you're looking at the world now compared to your views back then. We only realize this whilst getting older.

  • @illiyeen0024
    @illiyeen0024 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    She's gonna be big one day I'm calling it❤

  • @desireewiley5547
    @desireewiley5547 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Katelyn that was incredibly amazing you never disappoint us love you so much and watching it again ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @authorsmemories8909
    @authorsmemories8909 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    unbelievable your music makes me crazy. you are amazing Katelyn we love you

  • @samn8929
    @samn8929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why Katelyn is underrated 😭😭 whyyyyyyy. The lyrics are so relatable. We all relate to it.

  • @rowizalynbaluangundoy1457
    @rowizalynbaluangundoy1457 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Love all her songs!! 😍❤

  • @Jennay11
    @Jennay11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Gosh this song brings everything back to my life but also things I've overcame. Still some things I'm working on. I'm a good person, kind and still have these bad people around that ruin my life. Like a repeated cycle, which I'm ending that because I realized I DO deserve to have a good life, and so do all of you, too. 💜

  • @coniferous6330
    @coniferous6330 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Yes! I’ve been waiting so long! I love it!

  • @claudiarosenthal-english4632
    @claudiarosenthal-english4632 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Is there still someone who believes in Jendall😔❤ but I love that song😁😔❤

    • @JJ4EVER9232011
      @JJ4EVER9232011 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Claudia Rosenthal-English You know she's married to someone else, right?

    • @areebajunaid2879
      @areebajunaid2879 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love jendall but sadly shes married
      Still love them both together 😘😘🧡❤love there friendship

  • @imeldaoktarina3078
    @imeldaoktarina3078 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Dear katelyn,when i hear you,first time. On your song "you don't know" at the same time when i feel broken heart 😂
    I falling in love with your voice, your music.feel like different
    And until now, i always like. Thank u
    "Salam kenal" hehe from Indonesia

  • @denissesanchezhernandez975
    @denissesanchezhernandez975 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    GURL YOU TOTALLY KILLED IT! 💙😍

  • @bun_zie
    @bun_zie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Amando a Katelyn desde 2010💖

  • @krumamadeproductions4979
    @krumamadeproductions4979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im dealing with so much right now and i just feel Katelyn gets me😫😫

  • @maxahmanwell1
    @maxahmanwell1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I didn't think this new song would be better than your last, I though "Sinking in" was the best you could do, I believed no other song would be as relatable... I guess I was just being cynical...
    "I'm jealous of when I was young and everything was right there waiting" - too real, great line!

  • @johnsyriotis9425
    @johnsyriotis9425 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    There is no way im gonna miss this !

  • @JadedAngel14
    @JadedAngel14 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Right in the feels.
    I can relate to this more than I wish I could. It's like you read my mind and ripped the words right out of my soul.
    Beautiful song.

  • @bonitam5271
    @bonitam5271 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful song.. this was me 3 months ago.
    Manifesting every negative thought I had into my life.. not realizing that all along I've had the power to get out of my own head and start manifesting abundance and beauty into my life.
    Thank you for sharing your gift with us.

  • @dion5775
    @dion5775 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why would anyone dislike any of this beauty's music???

  • @ayreannagonzalez1972
    @ayreannagonzalez1972 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song and somebody else had me in tears. Really hit home.

  • @madrehoodlocura
    @madrehoodlocura 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Makes me feel less alone bc this is what I feel💛

  • @Isr4elAguirre
    @Isr4elAguirre 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love this song !!❤

  • @elzmoe83
    @elzmoe83 4 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    I don't know when I got scared
    Scared of my imagination
    Used to see beautiful things
    Now I got this sick fixation
    I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had
    Scrolling through the pictures, seeing all I don't have
    Believing every negative feeling is a fact
    I don't wanna get used to that
    Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
    I'm so good at being critical
    I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
    When you're good at being cynical
    I'm jealous of when I was young
    And everything was right there waiting
    Wanted the sky, aimed so high
    Instead of lowering my expectations
    I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground
    And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
    I think I'm realizing no one figures it out
    And I gotta get used to that
    Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
    I'm so good at being critical
    I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
    When you're good at being cynical
    If I hope and it doesn't work, then
    I know, it's gonna hurt, so I'll
    Make a joke, act like nothing wrong
    And put another layer of armor on
    Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
    Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down?
    I'm so good at being critical (so good)
    I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
    When you're good at being cynical
    (When you're good at being cynical)
    (I'm so good at being cynical)
    I'm so good at being cynical
    (Good, good, ooh)
    I'm so good at being cynical
    I'm so good at being cynical

    • @hawkeye1836
      @hawkeye1836 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks for the lyrics !

  • @SaelPossible
    @SaelPossible 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Another great song. Katelyn never disappoints for real

  • @yana_sabandal
    @yana_sabandal 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i can't wait to hear this one ✨

  • @alisharhodes1361
    @alisharhodes1361 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow 💯😮 love your music 😍. Cannot wait to hear more from you.

  • @theodoranayler6587
    @theodoranayler6587 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You make me music we can all relate to. Love you miss Katelyn Tarver!

  • @xyzee6725
    @xyzee6725 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love your music so much Katelyn! You’re so amazing and I love you!!!

  • @TheHeartofLion
    @TheHeartofLion 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is SOOO good!!!!

  • @prakritigunjiyal4692
    @prakritigunjiyal4692 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    SUPER EXCITED. CAN'T WAIT

  • @milicamijuca5533
    @milicamijuca5533 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love you so much Katelyn💛💛💛

  • @biankaaradi9955
    @biankaaradi9955 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That's Katelyn! You have a very good voice and the song became very good. 💖🎤 💕

  • @tanyapoluga
    @tanyapoluga 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song is so amazing and beautiful and one of my favourite 🙏🏻🖤🥺🥰😘😍😭ily and I love your music some of them is so relaxing that I can close my eyes and listen to it and it will make me relaxed and happy

  • @elishivasharitye3764
    @elishivasharitye3764 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Crazy relatable, beautiful song!

  • @nadiboola
    @nadiboola 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Haven't listened to your music since I got into Kpop, but coming back for this is always a treat. Your doing great keep going

  • @simplygi
    @simplygi 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    the lyrics hit so hard not gonna lie, this song cammed in the perfect time of my life, i gotta remember to not beat myself up too much and that I'm trying my best.
    thank you for the reminder

  • @CarlosMartinez-vf6pr
    @CarlosMartinez-vf6pr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm crying😭😭😭
    Beautifuuuulll Katelyn❤😭💕

  • @racheltena9321
    @racheltena9321 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love this sooo much , literally how I feel. Ily❤

  • @helenkc1495
    @helenkc1495 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This song too real, i feel called out. 😭😭

    • @CrazyMusicKimo
      @CrazyMusicKimo 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Helen Kcp。 ‘’‘ Katelyn Tarver - Cynical (Lyrics Video) th-cam.com/video/PRGakproUUs/w-d-xo.html

  • @kevinmeza2344
    @kevinmeza2344 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    OMG i'm so happy!

  • @intro-vert5980
    @intro-vert5980 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm so glad I clicked on this from youtube recommendations. :)

    • @katelyntarver
      @katelyntarver  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      me too!! :)

    • @intro-vert5980
      @intro-vert5980 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      wow! Ms. Katelyn replied!! thank you!!! thank you for your music. I also love "You Don't Know" 😊

  • @rachaelmoore27
    @rachaelmoore27 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    this song and video is incredible 😭 I get chills when I hear anything you sing/write Katelyn!! ❤️

  • @90210spa
    @90210spa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I didn't know she sang. This sounds really nice

  • @gwinn_n
    @gwinn_n 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Damn, your songs never failed me. I love this and I love you too❤️

  • @ans5784
    @ans5784 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey girl. I think you are great and I can relate to you. I
    don't usually say this about anyone but I hope you make it and more important than that I hope you're happy wherever you are 💚💚

  • @getit4112
    @getit4112 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LOVE IT!💜💙❤💛💚

  • @pyalexandermusic9618
    @pyalexandermusic9618 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love the atmosphere 🖤

  • @jacdazzo
    @jacdazzo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The most relatable song ever 😭

  • @caroline_brown
    @caroline_brown 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    loving what you're doing with your music, Katelyn! I feel like I'm listening to your evolution of writing and singing abilities!

  • @syaaahiiindah
    @syaaahiiindah 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm crying, this song describe my mental illness 😭

  • @Coffeetoots89
    @Coffeetoots89 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This girls voice gives me chills amazing singer amazing song just love it

  • @vrisney
    @vrisney 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song really defines me, never have i relate to a song so much. IM SO IN LOVE 😍 the lyrics are just perfect, the music is just amazing, the music video looks so good im not even kidding. You're way too talented 🥰💞✨

  • @irmariedv1958
    @irmariedv1958 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love it! You never let me down. I can always relate to your songs they are so real.

  • @miracle9657
    @miracle9657 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Seems like kate singing my feelings.

  • @baekie_
    @baekie_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Katelyn, I really love you and your music ❤❤❤
    I really hope you will be successful because that is exactly what you deserve! ❤

  • @samanthar3862
    @samanthar3862 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm so proud of you!! Congratulations! Love you to pieces!

    • @katelyntarver
      @katelyntarver  5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      samanthaaaaaa. thank you!

    • @samanthar3862
      @samanthar3862 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@katelyntarver 💘💘💘

  • @queenofvibes13
    @queenofvibes13 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love her music! 😍

  • @amelialaccy2660
    @amelialaccy2660 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Such beautiful voice. Deep lyrics 💜💜💜😢

  • @michaelyawg3570
    @michaelyawg3570 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    wow...love ur song n voice....its just so enjoying to listen to

  • @virlinehonore9767
    @virlinehonore9767 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    wow this is a great song kate!!

  • @tjjohnson683
    @tjjohnson683 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    TH-cam Recommendations
    *Video Starts
    Me:😐
    Me 30sec into the video:🤔
    Me 1 minute into the video:😑
    Me 2 minutes into the video:🤨
    Me 3 minutes into the video:🙃
    Me when video ends: 😅 “That’s the girl from Big Time Rush dang she can sing”

  • @hawkeye1836
    @hawkeye1836 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Katelyn, I Love it girl, been on board since Songland. You Darlin' are ah class act. I'll be in your corner from now on, the world is waiting on you, go get yours, you are all you need 💖

  • @hollie9872
    @hollie9872 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are so deep for your age. I wish I had a shot to get to where you are! Love it! ❤️

  • @vitorio4213
    @vitorio4213 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congrats Katelyn. The video is an amazing I love it. You're so talented

  • @random_life_things
    @random_life_things 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Katelyn Tarver, keep making music we all will keep supporting you. You made such a lovely music. Keep going on. Keep fighting. We love you.

  • @amieru821
    @amieru821 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That is amazing! Thank you ❤

  • @biellesart
    @biellesart 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    in my house, we love katelyn tarver 🤠❤️

  • @MegansRandomness
    @MegansRandomness 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the words!!!

  • @sveyhaniebaculanlan9111
    @sveyhaniebaculanlan9111 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Her songs always hit the right spot from the heart.. Ugh!! ❤❤ Make it blue if you're agree.. 😊

  • @awesumbia
    @awesumbia 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Been following her since BTR came along I really like her voice

  • @linecart972
    @linecart972 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh i love the way you interpret all your songs which are really personal i guess and all your videos you did in the same space, the same home.