IT'S FINALLY CHRISTMAS!!! Also, I can't stop crying? fml
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I’m honestly just impressed that Colleen is still walking around at this point, let alone decorating her house, vlogging, & being an awesome Mama to Flynn ♥️ I really thought she’d be put on bed rest by now. She is a trooper!
Me too.
Right? She is a super human. I'm so happy that she's able to still do things she loves. Like decorating for Christmas
GURL get yo-self some Nasonex , saline or other nasal spray so you can *BREATHE* xoxoxoxo
@@colleendaumen136 pregnant people can not use Nasonex or any other corticosteroid nasal spray.
@@latrodectha5874 that's actually false
You got this girl. I can’t imagine how scary the end of this pregnancy is but we have seen you move mountains and kick ass as a mom and we are all here to cheer you on. You can do this!
this!!!! colleen every word of this is true! ❤️
👏🏼♥️
“I feel like I’m useless and I can’t do anything.”
COLLEEEEEEN!!! You are literally doing EVERYTHING. You are growing, nurturing, and sheltering not one, but TWO, little cute babies! Don’t beat yourself you. You’re a total badass and we love you and are rooting for you, friend.
Thought the same exact thing❤️
Fellow twin mum here - Everyone says the same about having twins "oh you have your hands full!" i actually love having twins, ive found it so much easier than i expected it to be and its double the love, double the good moments, double the smiles and cuddles!
My goodness you’re so strong. When you were talking about how you get stuck in the moment you’re feeling and can’t think passed it I felt so close to you. I suffer from panic attacks every day and I felt so heard when you were talking. I don’t know if this helps you out but just know that the panic feeling comes on so fast and so strong and you’re superwoman for getting up afterward and decorating that whole tree yourself! I hope you’re as proud of yourself as I am of you. you’re my role model for times like those
LITERALLY THOUGHT THE SAME THING! She’s so freakin strong!! Panic attacks are no joke ugh so debilitating and to be able to just do all that afterwards is just wow
As someone also increasingly...dissatisfied with how pregnancy is going, that does NOT mean that you aren't excited about meeting your baby or babies! Thank you for your willingness to be raw with us, and I'm sorry you are having such a hard time.
Colleen: “I just need to put SOMETHING in the tree”
*proceeds to decorating entire tree*
you’re a hoot, colleen😂 I’m also impressed that you did all that while 8 months & counting with twins!!
Nesting!
Colleen: “Daisy, I love you”
Also Colleen: *throws Daisy*
I can't, everytime she throws her 😭🤣😭
Can I just say that Colleen is amazing for even when she’s having a horrible day she will still get up and try and doing something she loves. ❤️
Honestly this!! She is amazing 😻
I agree!
Seeing Colleen’s bad moment today just broke my heart! I wish we could make her pain go away. I just glad so many of us can support her! 💗
ikr its so admirable
You put so much pressure on yourself to be an amazing mother, without giving yourself credit for the amazing mama you already are! You are enough for Flynn. I’m praying for your mental health, for your heart. You’ve got this!
Amen 🤍🤍
Also Daisy is sticking by you because cats are healers! even though she’s making it worse right now lol, the frequency of their purrs can actually heal our bodies some studies have shown. Super cool
This is sooo true
Watching you have a breakdown while I’m pumping and it just brought back memories of the end of my pregnancy. I was SO miserable. Pelvic pain and congestion literally kept me awake at night. I would just cry in the living room while my husband slept. It sucked and it’s mentally draining. But now 7mo later I just look at my son and none of that matters. You can do this, you’ve got this Colleen!!
My heart breaks for you Colleen, you’re such a warrior and your babies are going to be so happy that they have an awesome mom like you!!❤️
So glad you’re at the point where it’s Christmas season and soon baby season! You’ve absolutely rocked this pregnancy and are going to rock being a mom to 3 humans!
Adding: You are such an active and attentive mom already to Flynn when you comment and say you feel like you’re lacking at times. You’re critical of your parenting at times because it’s so important to you. Seriously, you are such an attentive mom even in just the short clips we see you are more engaged than most people. But your feelings and worries about it are all still valid. As for after the birth, I think Flynn will really focus a lot on being a helper since he seems to really have that personality. I feel like he’ll be focused on that more than you might imagine. I understand the fear though. Also- totally get the feeling of wanting to be done with pregnancy like forever ago but wanting to incubate a bit longer. My pregnancy was atrocious. And the pregnancy mucus in my nose and mouth was no joke too- nobody talks about that stuff! And I had panic attacks all the time in pregnancy because I couldn’t breathe between baby squishing organs, financial panic, and mucus. It was such a scary feeling. I love being a mom so much and have only ever wanted that growing up but used to cry regretting pregnancy while I’m the midst of it because I couldn’t breathe and because my body literally felt like it was breaking. I had horrible SI joint dysfunction and trying to roll over in bed was the most painful activity- I would scream. Trying to get up was exactly like you described. I’m also a mom who just got diagnosed with ADHD at 31 and understand those challenges too. I say all this so you feel less alone.
Omg this is long
jaydian, sure, but it’s also really important for colleen to hear when she’s going through something this big in her life
@@pwarrisy5306 pregnancy and the list of hard things you face during it is long for a lot of people. I can make it longer if you’d like.
That’s so funny you said that because I just got diagnosed with A.D.D and I’m 39! Lol I was misdiagnosed as having anxiety and tried every medication there is and nothing was helping and then we figured out that maybe the anxiousness was due to having ADD and it not being treated so the doctor prescribed me meds for ADD and now I feel AMAZING! and normal again!!
Wow pregnancy always already scary but now it is terrifying. Women are so amazing for being able to go through that journey. Incredible is an understatement.
When you broke down and said it feels like you’re suffocating in your body i never wanted to just hug someone more. ❤️ You’re doing so amazing for being 8 freaking months pregnant with twins and being the best mama to Flynn.
You've got this Colleen, you're genuinely so strong and youre such a role model to me, i love you so much and wish you all the best. You can do it girlie
When I was prego with twins, I had to leave work at 5 months because I went into early labor. They put me on a bunch of magnesium and said I need to sit down or I'd end up on bed rest. I had them at 36 weeks but the last 3 months were awful because I just felt like I couldn't possibly get any bigger..lol. I WAS HUGE!! You can do this Colleen!!
Tortilla Talk Questions:
- What is Erik and Kory's relationship like?
- Do you have any advice for comparisons/dealing with episodes of not feeling good enough?
- Do you usually see everything in your P.O. Box? I've wanted to send you a letter but worry you'd never see it.
She’s said that she reads everything she gets but I think because there’s so much it can understandably take a long time
You’re so incredibly strong. The fact that you are worrying about how Flynn will feel means you’re going to go great naturally.
Colleen: "Daisy, you're not being a good listener"
*drops Daisy* *SNIFF*
The seriousness in this scene is legendary😆
Also: merry christmas!
Iconic with a Miranda flair from long ago! Remember when she made her cat disappear while at her childhood home! One of my favorite Miranda moments!❤️💋💄🐈
It's so sad to see Colleen cry, because it's like I can feel her pain through a screen...🥺 Colleen, it will be okay, don't worry, sending virtual hugs and support❤
“Daisy, you are NOT being a good listener right now” * drops cat immediately * 😂😂😂
This made me laugh sooo hard!! Thank you for being the light I needed today. I don’t remember the last time I’ve struggled as hard as I’m struggling right now, so thank you for your videos. They are the ONLY thing getting me through what I’m going through right now 🤍 I’ve loved you for SO many years and I’m so lucky to still have you in my life. Thank you for working so hard for us, especially while going through such a traumatic time right now. I’m devastated to hear you’re struggling. You’re valid, you’re seen, and you’re SURROUNDED by people who love and support you, including millions of people on the internet. Good luck, you’ve got this. I know you do ♥️
You've got this too girl! ( or guy or person I won't assume) I don't know you but know that I'm in your corner and colleen is too!!!!💕💕💕💕💕💕 lots of love
I laughed out loud everytime she dropped Daisy? I know, sounds so wrong, but oh so funny!!! 🤣🤣
Allison - I am sending love & positive energy your way. Struggles can be so alienating but I wanted you to know I am thinking of you. 💙
Hey. Don't forget that God is with you, no matter what you're going through!!
SAME! Daisy’s noises sounded like she was talking back at Colleen AND THEN paired with “You’re looking ripe!” I LITERALLY rewound that part 5ish times 😂😂😂
colleen: "i'm gonna put just a little bit on the tree"
also colleen: puts almost all of the decorations up
lol I know I was like that’s more than my finished tree
th-cam.com/video/3dKjXTii6As/w-d-xo.html Australian vlog :D
Hire a mommy’s helper if you need to! One baby is enough work, too is more! Even a few hours a day so you can get out or something and not feel like you have to rush back to help Eric lol
Colleen : "Im just gonna try and put a few ornaments up to make myself feel better"
*proceeds to decorate one of the best/most well decorated Christmas trees ive ever seen*
girl you do NOT give yourself enough credit you are a superstar
When Colleen was decorating the tree, I literally said "Go Colleen!".
she’s not even done
Tortilla talk question: if you mention “dar dar” to Flynn does he remember what that means?
Ohhh yes pls
Nice one!
Yesssss
Great question!
Good question!! I hope she'll try it with him.
Tortilla Talk Question: Has Flynn ever watched A Bugs Life or any cartoon about bugs/insects?
Colleen: “I’m just gonna do a couple ornaments”
Also Colleen: *fills the whole entire tree with grorgeousness all at once*
I love how Colleen is justifying all her ornaments as “it’s NOT glitter, just sparkles”
YES HAHHA
Yeah lol😂😂😂
its not lose glitter that comes off she means ;)
Well I do not know the difference between glitter and sparkles then 😅
@@ToenjesFamilyVlogs exactly! Erik just doesnt want the mess of loose glitter!
“Daisy you are not being a good listener”
*plop*
Nostrils expand🤣 I love corys editing and your humor, thank you for making me laugh we love you endlessly
I know I laughed so hard at that 🤣
i knowwwwwwww
Hilarious 😆
Loved that part 😂😂😂
Tortilla talk question: Does Flynn understand that he is actually about to be a big brother, and is he excited?! Stay strong! Once you are done you will have two more beautiful children! You got this girl!! ❤️❤️Luv u
I wonder if he truly understand what that means because Flynn hasn’t really been around other kids other than his cousins due to the pandemic
I feel you Colleen. I'm a "go, go, go" type of person the hardest part about being pregnant for me was not being able to physically do things that I wanted/ needed to get done. I am 4'8" and was 100lbs before being pregnant. I gained 50lbs during pregnancy so I literally could not even do the simplest task like drive anymore because my belly was so big. It will be over soon! **HUGS**
Colleen, you are doing so incredibly well with everything. Being pregnant is hard work and it’s doubly hard to be pregnant with twins! You’re so right that this will pass, but it’s okay to grieve in the moment and let the sadness run its course. You’re so strong. I’m so proud of how you persevere 💖
The part where she said daisy wasn’t being a good listener then followed by the guy calling her “ripe” had me dying of laughter.
Flynn showing his halloween Advent Calendar things to the camera was the sweetest thing ever. He picks up on so much
th-cam.com/video/3dKjXTii6As/w-d-xo.html Australian vlog :)
Whenever I’ve faced really difficult things in my life and thought “there’s no way I can do that”, I end up somehow doing it and getting through it. When the twins come you’ll adapt, if anyone can do it, you can. I’m always amazed by how good you are with Flynn, how you genuinely love spending time with him and playing with him, you’re an incredible mother. When the twins arrive you’ll do great! Also you’re so close to being done, hang in there 💕
I’m 33 weeks and so over this pregnancy and I only have 1! Couldn’t imagine with 2. You got this mamma! ♥️♥️
I hope you get through and have your beautiful baby soon.
31 weeks with 1 and I cannot sleep 😭
@@xXDeAnXWiNcHeStErXx I’m in the same exact boat! I get maybe 3 hours then it’s nonstop tossing and turning!
@@brehannaroopnarine3126 babies
@@Jaque1961 huh?
I love how Colleen loves a budget. She could be like so many creators and just buy one of everything, but she loves to craft and create and not be outrageous. 💪
Even when she thinks she’s boring not everything needs to be interesting it’s just comforting hearing her voice everyday and seeing life
The tree looks so beautiful. You are so strong!! Soon you can say “I grew three humans inside my body” that’s such a flew girl. We all love you so much and we are all here for you. We’re all so excited to see those two wonderful babies.
absolutely love how Colleen called Christmas decorations “props”. theater kids unite
STOPPP THIS IS ME
PAHAHA YES!
the way she just DROPS daisy on the floor lmao i love her
I do that to my cats too lol. The one in my profile picture is Luna, she says hi :)
i kept laughing at that part.
I came here to comment about it hahahha
the word you looking for is drop.
Literally me with my cat moby (in my profile pic)
I feel you on the discomfort. I’m 39 weeks pregnant and am SOOO uncomfortable 😣. I haven’t slept properly in a few weeks, I’m moody and miserable. My ribs are killing me.
Your vlogs make me feel so much better about feeling miserable, it’s nice to know I’m not alone
Your at the finish line. You will meet your baby very soon good luck. If your obgyn doesn't mind inducing you could ask for that. I had my 3rd baby in August and my Ob let me get induced at 39 weeks.
@@aleesharenea8565 thanks! My OB is actually inducing me this week. It’s just difficult living day to day when I can’t find a comfortable position. I’m definitely looking forward to having my ribs back in place lol
I feel for you both (Madison and Colleen)! My pregnancies were painful and high risk, I couldn't walk or be off bed rest for some of them. Being in pain and having those worries is so difficult. I want to encourage you that you can do this and that things will work out 💕
Tortilla Talk: How has it been going up and down the stairs? You’ve never shown it in a vlog but you are always transitioning between both levels.
Love you Queen!!! ❤️
I’m so sorry it’s getting so hard Colleen. I can’t imagine how you feel, but I just want you to know you’re doing amazing and these twins are so lucky to have you as their mom. I wish I could share the pain with you and do more to help 💚
Oh colleen… I wish I could just give you a giant hug and tell you even in your bad moments you are doing so so well. You are incredible. Your body is incredible for getting you through this. Give yourself grace, mama. It won’t be like this forever. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable moments with us 💕 love you so much
"No glitter" Colleen understood the assignment! Sparkles sequens it is!! Still looks stunning!! Without the glitter
i love how colleen lights up when she talks about christmas 💞
makes me so happy to see her finally indulge in something which makes her happy :,))
Colleen! You are doing so amazingly well. You literally said you couldn’t walk, cried, dealt with it all yourself and then got up and decorated a tree. Your are so incredibly strong. These twins and Flynn are so lucky to have such an awesome mom who will do anything for them. Love you Colleen
Tortilla Talk Question: So random, but would you ever do or have you ever done a 23andMe/Ancestry DNA test? I always find DNA tests and people’s biological/ethnic history so interesting!
Might be a cool main channel vid?
If not, do you know much about your families bio history and would you be open to sharing it!?
Love you Colleen x
My heart broke into pieces when she started crying :( I love u Colleen, everythings gonna be ok.❤️
Colleen: please use a pregnancy support belt/wrap to support ur stomach & help take the pressure off:) also, if u have like a massage table thing where u can lay on ur stomach & ur stomach pokes out of a hole in it…. U might like laying on ur stomach instead. I’m a stomach sleeper & I can only imagine having done these things when I was pregnant.!!! Good luck from Maui !!
So sorry it was an especially rough day, Colleen. I've always admired how you're such a strong and determined person. One day at a time. You're so close!
I just want to jump through the phone to comfort you! I remember feeling like this with my twins…and I thought it would never end. It does! You have a wonderful hubby and once you both figure out a routine with the babies you’ll be fine! Much love you got this!!! 💜🖤💚
Oh my goodness she is so strong, I can’t even imagine what she’s going through. I’m pregnant with one baby and I’m miserable at 35 weeks! She’s is such an inspiration. You got this honey you are so close.
Same girl. I’m 31 weeks with one baby and I’m miserable. I couldn’t even imagine having two in there right now. But we’re all almost there we got this!!!
Colleen, you've always been such an inspiration to me. Please never feel like you're burdening us with you're raw actual feelings. I think that's why so many of us keep coming back to these videos, it's just a sense of comfort knowing what some women are actually going through with pregnancy.
Thank you for keeping it real, girl!
Erik: "My one rule is no glitter"
Colleen: Proceeds to pull out SO many glittery ornaments lol
I stand with Colleen- glitter is MAGICAL
“It’s not glitter it’s sparkles”🙄
It's not the kind of glitter that falls off everywhere
@@jordenalexis3106 exactly. It's not that he doesnt like the look, he doesnt like the cleanup!
I wasn’t going to say anything but 😂
I wish the fandom could all collectively take your pain and symptoms away, even if it was for only 24 hours, just so you could have a break ❤️ love you girl, keep counting down the days! Since you love crafts, maybe make a paper ring countdown thing until the twins due date? Take a ring off everyday and see how much closer you are ❤️
this is an AWESOME idea i love it!!
aw colleen :( it's so hard to see you cry and it makes me want to hug you with all my might. but growing babies is freaking tough and i'm very very proud of you for doing what you do. your body is doing a LOT and it's important that you take care of you first :) sending all my love
Can we do a group hug
Hey Colleen I’m a psychology student and I’ve been noticing how good of a mother you are, you’re doing an AMAZING job with Flynn and I think you don’t give yourself credit, I wish you the best! ❤️
I agree, she gives him so much undivided attention
I hope she sees this comment to reassure her how well she's actually doing. And by talking about how she's feeling, she's releasing all of her feelings instead of bottling them up. I'm super envious of how she does that. I definitely keep my emotions inside, and it's sooo detrimental to my mental health. So, yeah, super proud of her for that. Bc that alone is very difficult.
"You're looking ripe" LMAO THAT KILLED ME
Wait what time was it😭
@@mozaalamri3698 3:48
Such an odd thing to say. I get that it's a poor attempt at being humorous and saying "you're about to pop", but it honestly just sounds like this is a baby-farmer pointing out it's soon time for harvest, haha!
for some reason thats such a nasty ass way to talk about pregnancy and I cant explain why lmfaoo
I’m so sorry Colleen. I can’t even begin to imagine how you’re feeling. We are all rooting for you! You’re so close to the end! Let it all out and know that we’re all here for you. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me and so many others. 💜💜💜
This is probably really simple compared to these long paragraphs everyone else is writing. But you are doing so well, and we are all so proud of you and I love you and pray for you every night 💖
My heart broke seeing you cry Colleen. You’re such a strong kind person, sending you loads of blessings and strength ❤️❤️love you
And the tree looks amazing🎄❤️
Merry Christmas ❤️💚❤️
I feel the exact same way😊
You are so close to the end Colleen, you are doing so so well and your healthy babies will be here soon 💕💕💕 There is so much joy and happiness in your future, the special moments that come with parenting twins are absolutely priceless. You will be so proud of yourself and your body for getting through this and bringing your children into the world.
You are nearly there 💕
Tortilla talk question from australia: what are the names for the twins that you love but won’t be using? I would love to know the names but 1000% understand why you won’t say so instead this could be a taste of your style for us all 💖 good luck with the rest of the pregnancy you’re a super woman mumma
I hope she answers this!!
My guess is Grayson and Fiona. I cannot wait to find out their names.
It's heartbreaking to see you like this. I'm happy for you that you get to start decorating and celebrating for Christmas early like you wanted. Hopefully these babies come soon but HEALTHY. I'm so sorry you're miserable. Throughout my day I literally think about you and hope you're having a good day. I love you so much girl. You're so brave and strong, I could never do what you do.
The way Colleen drops Daisy on the floor makes me laugh so hard 😂! Really hope Daisy is okay 🤰🏻💜✨💫
DAISY IS A QUEEN BUT SHE WAS BEIN ANNOYIN
Colleen baby you are doing INCREDIBLE. You are so close! You need a sincere pat on the back for all the work you’ve been doing while growing two little humans. You’ve got this you absolute rockstar, it will get better soon. We love you so much 🤍
@@bree3711 sometime in December! But with twins you usually don’t carry that long so it could be any day really! :)
Okay, ngl I thought she was all talk about how happy Christmas makes her, but wow that was so night and day when she was showing all of her new decorations you can really tell that it is her saving grace rn lol
Tortilla talk: have you thought about starting a special tradition for the twins (like how every year since you were pregnant with Flynn you go to the Christmas light tunnel)
Well I assume she’ll take the twins with her. 😂
Well duh lol but I meant something in addition to that. Like Flynn would be involved too but something new for the twins
All this pain ur feeling is almost over. You got this! I can feel ur pain when you cry… Ik it’s hard to find motivation to do anything when it’s consistent pain but that’s completely okay. The twins will be able to go back and watch how much you went through to be able to bless them with the gift of life:)
Aw no, she is breaking my heart. I can't imagine how difficult it is. She is so teeny tiny normally so the fact she is carrying around two beautiful little humans in there is mind blowing. You are incredible colleen! Right now you may not see that but after you will see you are freaking superwoman!
very glad you feel comfortable talking to us about how you're feeling and what you're going through so i would love to hear you talk about something we know you all love:) what are your plans for christmas? love ya!
Thank you for showing us the hard parts. I can’t imagine how hard this must be to go through then actually post and be that vulnerable for the public.
Does anyone else completely break down with Colleen? I just want to give her a hug and tell her how amazing she is!! The 🎄 looks beautiful ❤️💚
Colleen, you are one of the most amazing, beautiful, strong women I have ever seen. You are a super mom to Flynn while being miserable with the pregnancy of the twins! I’m sending you all of my love and prayers to have a safe and fast delivery with the twins. I’m sure the boy will be handsome like Erik, and the girl will be absolutely gorgeous like you! Love you Colleen ❤️
You’ve got this, Colleen. Every second, every minute, and every day you get through is one more moment closer to meeting your two kids. You’ve gotten so far, and that’s incredible.
Won’t be long now, hang in there. And remember that you are giving Flynn the biggest gift ever by giving him siblings!
And theyre giving Flynn an extremely tough life lesson. Well.... Theyve made it tougher on him than it commonly is.
What a lovely comment xx
@@meeschell7 literally what does this even mean
You’re so strong momma!! You are not useless! You are growing 2 babies!! That is amazing and can whine and cry all you want! You are the only one with this exact experience and you need to do what you can do to get through it! Love you!
colleen, i can not even imagine half the pain you are going through, never mind the actual pain you are going through. i just want to let you know that you are an absolute boss woman like seriously you deserve the world and more. so please please realise how much you mean to many many people including me, when u broke down i sat here in tears because i cant imagine what your going through so keep going, it will all be worth it in the end and keep your head up
Oh Colleen! I remember you saying how Flynn loves to share. He is going to LOVE having not one, but TWO siblings to share his passions with! I know it's scary to go from 1 to 3 kids, but you're a natural. I know you can do it. I love you🧡
Tortilla talk question - When Flynn talks to the camera, do you think he understands that the video will later be shown to a lot of people, or does he think people live inside the camera? Lolol just something I’ve been wondering ❤️❤️❤️
I’m a male and can never Comprehend what you are feeling but from the videos I’ve watched in your journey you are doing great Colleen!!! Only weeks to come and you have your bundles of joys !! Merry Christmas 🎄
Tortilla talk question: What is your favorite part of Christmas? Any ideas for presents for flynn? ❤❤💞💞 luv u!
*Drops cat* "Guys we're gonna complain today" 😂We love you Colleen
I have been struggling with OCD and trichotillomania this year, and these vlogs are always the highlight of my days and a time where I’m always able to relax. Thank you so so much, Colleen. You and your family bring me so much joy, and I’m so grateful for you all. Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are an amazing mama and are crushing this pregnancy! I am so proud of you!! Merry Christmas!!
Colleen, you are SO CLOSE hunny, your babies will be here soon and you'll feel better. As a mom of more than one, your heart is going to grow so much, you will feel like you're going to burst with LOVE & JOY! You can do this 💪 👏 🙌!
Daisy licking the air 😂 I’m over here trying to listen to Coleen have a serious conversation about how she’s feeling and daisy is killing me 😂
TT: what does Flynn think about the camera while you vlog? Does he understand that other people are going to see it? Hope you're doing well, you're so strong!!
I think it's just home videos to him, but I know I wasn't asked 🤣
I know you’ve tried everything to help with your breathing but just in case try munching on ice the cold near the roof of your mouth should help with the nasal swelling as well as ice packs right on your nose. I know that’s only temporary but something is better than nothing. So proud of you and I want you to know you are so strong. I wish great things and complete happiness for you and your growing family. Lots of love❤️
I'm a mother of two and I had a lot of your same feelings and fears. You are definitely not alone in any of those. You are also not weak or dramatic! Pregnancy and motherhood are two of the most incredible and CHALLENGING things a human being can experience in a lifetime. You are an amazing mother and person Colleen. Everything will be ok and fall into place. You are going to have to find your groove with 3 babies just like you did with 1. Yes, it will be a bit harder, but that just means it will also be even more rewarding. You also have an amazing support team around you. Don't be afraid to ask for help and lean on them when you need to. You got this! Love you so much and I'm so happy and excited for you guys!!! ♥️♥️♥️
I cried when Colleen cried 😭 I just feel so bad, because I just want her to be happy!! And seeing her break was the worst thing that has happened all week! Praying for u boo! 💗♥️✨
Remember that this isn’t going to last forever, and I love that you share how you feel! You will look back on this moment and you will be happy that you put through with all of this. Just think about things that make you feel happy like your family and hobbies. Maybe you might want to try to get a therapist. Keep pushing through 🥰😊
You killed it on the tree Colleen! Your body is creating TWO new lives right now. So when you feel useless because you’re not able to do as much on the outside right now, remember how many extraordinary things your body is doing on the inside. You are amazing. We are all sending you so much love right now ♥️
I’ve not had a baby and I wanted to cry with Colleen, I think people forgot your growing humans and not just one! Your body is going through a lot and some days are just harder than others. You doing amazing Colleen and I’m no time you’ll have the bubbas in your arms! Keep positive ❤️
Kory running around in the background with Flynn made me laugh so freaking hard hahah
we all have those I can't stop crying moments!
omg i can’t wait for “welcome to vlogmas, where i blog every dayyy, it’ll prolly be boring, but i hope you’ll stayyy!” ahhhh the memories!!! love you colleen❤️🎄🎅🤶🧑🎄🎁
I always admire how she pushes through and does what she wanted to do that day despite being in pain and feeling upset about bot feeling herself. We are SO proud of you, don’t over work yourself. You do so much more than you give yourself credit for!