@@gokulkrishm51 He is, but the only reason I cant trust is because you have trusted someone you know, so many times; no matter what and they still broke it. And after you thought that was just a one person thing. but then countless people break your heart.
@@Ayeirs I've had the same experience as well. To me, it's like, you can't trust anyone else like you trusted that person. No matter how comfortable I get with another person, there's always that one voice inside my head saying "you know where this ends".
I always trust people over and over again, even if they did me dirty, I give them a second chance, a third one etc... I know I should be angry at them but if I don’t forgive all the traitors around me I will be left alone...
"I'm ok. I'm fine." I'm invisible to my family. My best friend is the only one who ever asks if I'm ok. Whenever I act sad around the house my mum's first question is "What's wrong with you?" And she never thinks about how much it hurts. I used to ask if I could do something and she would say is, "Not if you want to live." She said that every time, until one day I finally spoke back. I said "Well then I'm definitely doing it now." And she looked me dead in the eye and said. "Not funny. Besides you don't have the guts." And if I told her how right she was I would never live it down. Cuz I don't wanna die. But I don't want to live either. I don't want to exist. But I'm too busy caring about how everyone else will feel that now I just give up when it comes to making me smile. I don't deserve it. That's why my brother left me in a house with an abusive parent. I always told myself that it was my fault that he left. After a while I became so numb, physically that I don't even feel it when I get thrown into walls. Or when my face gets clawed at. I cry at every little thing. Today I cried because someone told me to hurry up. I fell to the floor in tears. And they didn't know what was happening. I'm too broken to be fixed. I'm one of those toys that you throw away after it finally runs out of batteries. I can cry for 4 hours straight every night. I don't even know how I still have tears. My head hurts so much all of the time. I just want to give up. But I'm too tired to try.
Its so hurting when someone leave you. When you r in position that make you feel like dying when they just throw you from their life because they don't need you anymore, don't love you anymore 😭😭😭
It's been hard trusting people ever since I been betrayed so many times I can't tell who I can trust and it had gotten worse one of my best friends left me because I saw a lie and it grew...that wasn't the only friend I lost I lost three more as well because of other reasons...I can't bare to trust people and thinking they leave and only leave holes in my chest...of lies
im finally two weeks and four days clean... and now im back to these videos and my blade is screaming my name. its screaming to make me bleed, its screaming to cut my skin... and i really want to fulfill its wishes...
I’m not though I’m nothing I mess up everything I do I’m not cute enough I’m can’t talk enough to my gf so she broke up with me and went to my best friend and he said yes knowing what just happened to me so what’s the point of living I have nobody fucking nobody what’s the point
"you're not in love in love with me - "i love you" - i know that you love me but you weren't in Love with me really catched me here. Cuz i'am in a same position with my Boyfriend atm..
Before it was "Go to your room!" Now its "your grounded!" Then i have to sit with my parents instead of listening to music in my room. Now i just wish whenever im sad, angry, hurt and i snap and get grounded. I just wish thoss words "Go to your room!" Would just come back so whenever i feel like that i can relax myself and cry myself too sleep again.. it just hurts the comment section is the only thing that i can vent too and not get bullied about it..
I always trust anyone who is my friend but when that happens I always have to start situations and when we argue about it I just feel like I don’t want to fight back.
So i met him, and he let me in and I let him in, but it turns out all this time he’s been texting other girls.... I was really stupid enough to think he liked me even a little bit. I hate him for making me like him.
There’s something I had to of done. Maybe I’m enough?😪. I gave her everything all my heart all my love all my time energy. Gave her small things. Looked out for her did everything I can maybe I gave too much? Ived been good to her since day 1
I’m tired of myself because I keep thinking that history will repeat itself again and I ended up fucking things up with a girl that had the purest intentions for me
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i am so trusting, it gets me into horrible situations and i keep putting myself into them. i cant help it i love way to hard.
I feel you
Why do ppl dislike i hate them love this btw ❤️
same here... unfortunately after a while I just got numb of being disappointed... Now every word seems to have an empty meaning :/
move on stop trusting people
I felt that.
‘I am not angry I am in pain and YOU put me here’
It’s hard trusting people when you’ve been hurt sooo many times before
You're soo right.
@@gokulkrishm51 He is, but the only reason I cant trust is because you have trusted someone you know, so many times; no matter what and they still broke it.
And after you thought that was just a one person thing.
but then countless people break your heart.
@@Ayeirs I've had the same experience as well. To me, it's like, you can't trust anyone else like you trusted that person. No matter how comfortable I get with another person, there's always that one voice inside my head saying "you know where this ends".
I always trust people over and over again, even if they did me dirty, I give them a second chance, a third one etc...
I know I should be angry at them but if I don’t forgive all the traitors around me I will be left alone...
I am stuck in that situation too...
Hey, you’re not alone. I felt that too. It hurts, right?
Ammara Raisa VERY!
"I'm ok. I'm fine." I'm invisible to my family. My best friend is the only one who ever asks if I'm ok. Whenever I act sad around the house my mum's first question is "What's wrong with you?" And she never thinks about how much it hurts. I used to ask if I could do something and she would say is, "Not if you want to live." She said that every time, until one day I finally spoke back. I said "Well then I'm definitely doing it now." And she looked me dead in the eye and said. "Not funny. Besides you don't have the guts." And if I told her how right she was I would never live it down. Cuz I don't wanna die. But I don't want to live either. I don't want to exist. But I'm too busy caring about how everyone else will feel that now I just give up when it comes to making me smile. I don't deserve it. That's why my brother left me in a house with an abusive parent. I always told myself that it was my fault that he left. After a while I became so numb, physically that I don't even feel it when I get thrown into walls. Or when my face gets clawed at. I cry at every little thing. Today I cried because someone told me to hurry up. I fell to the floor in tears. And they didn't know what was happening. I'm too broken to be fixed. I'm one of those toys that you throw away after it finally runs out of batteries. I can cry for 4 hours straight every night. I don't even know how I still have tears. My head hurts so much all of the time. I just want to give up. But I'm too tired to try.
Its so hurting when someone leave you. When you r in position that make you feel like dying when they just throw you from their life because they don't need you anymore, don't love you anymore 😭😭😭
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@@sulistiyorini4295 dont judge anyone when you don't know about their situation. What you know about me to tell me this.
And yes... I don't care about your opinion for me.
Yes.....yes I did screw up....again....but it’s nothing new 😔
All your video's help me true tough times
Thnx for this
I love your video's
Keep up the good work
Thnx for helping me
It's been hard trusting people ever since I been betrayed so many times I can't tell who I can trust and it had gotten worse one of my best friends left me because I saw a lie and it grew...that wasn't the only friend I lost I lost three more as well because of other reasons...I can't bare to trust people and thinking they leave and only leave holes in my chest...of lies
im finally two weeks and four days clean... and now im back to these videos and my blade is screaming my name. its screaming to make me bleed, its screaming to cut my skin... and i really want to fulfill its wishes...
Lovely.
This is so incredible great job 💜💜
nothing to say,,,just lovely
Guys I know it's tough right now. You are beautiful regardless of what any one tells you 💕
But you dont know what i look like.
I’m not though I’m nothing I mess up everything I do I’m not cute enough I’m can’t talk enough to my gf so she broke up with me and went to my best friend and he said yes knowing what just happened to me so what’s the point of living I have nobody fucking nobody what’s the point
Well I'm so screwed up and fked up more myself.
It was a beautiful fairy tale.
Emotional.
Perfect🥰
related to this one :( hope you're doing alright lena! love this song so much
“Im not angry im in pain and u put me here the person that was supposed to love me more than ANYTHING”
I trust too much ❤️😭
I love this
I overdosed at 14 my foster dad looked dead in the eye as my foster mom called 911 and said"he didn't do anything he just wants attention again"
i really hope you’re in a better place mentally, now ♥︎
"you're not in love in love with me - "i love you" - i know that you love me but you weren't in Love with me really catched me here. Cuz i'am in a same position with my Boyfriend atm..
I know. I always fuck up something... They always tell me that I do.
Amo seus áudios,os sons dele me faz que eu me esqueça quem eu sou por alguns minutos,e isso é ótimo pra mim....
Before it was "Go to your room!" Now its "your grounded!" Then i have to sit with my parents instead of listening to music in my room. Now i just wish whenever im sad, angry, hurt and i snap and get grounded. I just wish thoss words "Go to your room!" Would just come back so whenever i feel like that i can relax myself and cry myself too sleep again.. it just hurts the comment section is the only thing that i can vent too and not get bullied about it..
I always trust anyone who is my friend but when that happens I always have to start situations and when we argue about it I just feel like I don’t want to fight back.
For the first time I’m not the one that screwed up but it hurts more than if I did screw up ... if that makes any sense
So i met him, and he let me in and I let him in, but it turns out all this time he’s been texting other girls.... I was really stupid enough to think he liked me even a little bit. I hate him for making me like him.
how do i stop being the bad guy
You have people every! I have nothing no one ! Doesn’t matter never had and never will
I have trust issues yet the one ones I have to trust hurt to have to rely on
💔 god damn
Kinda sad to always be in the wrong looking at all these comments knowing thats now i made them feel
damnit. i'm stuck.
I have trust issues. I can’t trust anyone anymore even the closest ones 💔💔
wellcome to the club i guess... we are all the same here...
I just caused a school drama and I didn’t mean to.
So yeah
I screwed up again.
There’s something I had to of done. Maybe I’m enough?😪. I gave her everything all my heart all my love all my time energy. Gave her small things. Looked out for her did everything I can maybe I gave too much? Ived been good to her since day 1
Lol this hit way too deep :(
I am really curious about the name of type of your video? Could you let me know? I love this video so much
Lena, ich bin da! immer!💖
i.. hurted someones feelings who i liked he liked me back, my bestfriend controlled me i just. I'm in pain
❤️
I trust too much
💔
i’m a screwup
Mickey and Ian 😭
Was some of this Leo? Because the first parts sounded like him
I screwed up and now....im guilty and in vain. Whats new?
I’m tired of myself because I keep thinking that history will repeat itself again and I ended up fucking things up with a girl that had the purest intentions for me
What are these lines from?
i would also like to know
Family must love you want to come over?
But ladies we can’t be letting Lizzo down like this. Screw the fuckers that used us
Song?
Thomas Reid - I'll still fall
K voel m😞
Bro I sung a song and now my only friends hate me