I'm past saving.
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Bedeutung: Ich habe Zweifel an dem, was ich tue. Ich habe das Gefühl es würde nicht mehr lange andauern, bis diese Zweifel mich erdrücken. Mir fehlt die Kraft, nach dem Sinn meiner Existenz hinterherzujagen. Ich schaffe das nicht mehr.
Meinetwegen sind heute so viele Menschen vergleichbar mit Ruinen.
Dort waren so viele Leben, die in eine bessere Richtung verlaufen wären, hätte ich ihren Weg nicht gekreuzt.
Keine Entschuldigung der Welt könnte auch nur in irgendeiner Weise etwas daran bessern. Würde ich mich auslöschen, wären wir dann quitt? Wäre das ein Ende, mit dem wir alle zufrieden wäre?
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Oh god Dean... He makes me cry every single time
Victoria Jarvis you can feel his pain in every little word
If there was a pill I could take, or a button I could press, to make me stop living.. I wish it would exist..
Their are pills...and maybe not a button but..ive tried to commit suicide and failed...people say the instantly regret it but...i didnt cuz thats all i want..is my pain to go away..FOREVER
Same I'd do it right away. I've tried pills but those mofos didn't kill me. I just vomited them. I've done it once, I'm not scared of doing it again honestly. And this time itll be different though. But itll do the job for sure.
CrazyFlipVlogs you need someone to talk to?
@@garrettdavid7530 it's all good bro. It feels good that theres a person like you that's willing to listen though. We need more people like you! ❤
CrazyFlipVlogs yeah sometimes people just need someone to talk to figured I’d ask
God I know how it feels... watching a freind slowly die inside but not be able to do anything and then the same thing happening to your self.
Really Beuatiful...
You mean you only know how to destroy a friend that always had your back
Sounds like you totally
Supernatural is so heartbreaking - to see two brothers fight everything on their own with only one true ally is just unbelievable. It's so unfair on them, but so inspiring to us. I will never abandon this amazing show.
Supernatural
I was ok until Dean started speaking and then I lost it because i relate to him so much! :(((
Chessy Stripes same ,,he deserves so much better ,,I know he's not real and he's a character but it triggers me how much pain and sacrifice he's had to go through
Bro same. I see myself in him so much and it honestly makes me feel less alone. Although, the moments he breaks I do too, the only difference is that he's got people who he can confide in.
@@audreyl.4876 same I mean we dont hunt monsters but the pain and suffering he has gone through. Never being a child. Feeling unloved and betrayed. A burden and in pain dead on the inside. It how I feel too. And its sad but its nice to know that even a fictional character relates to me more than no one at all.
Supernatural is actually pretty sad.
yes it is..
It is but it is also so good!!
Pseudolungs not when you have no emotions😎😢
People here for supernatural. I'm here for people who know what I'm going through.
Im past saving people have tryed to save me there is no chance and the only people who can save me one is in the hospital for 4 yrs march and the other is my ex who i just want back but idek if she wants me because she.l said "my mom even agrees i dont need no damn relationship " that hurts man i wanted her to be my forever but clearly she dont feel the same u know when no one cares when ur own mother says u dont take care of ur self and stoped caring so i will stop caring that night i never stoped crying😭
I only see her I'm dreams now her cold lifeless face looking at like why I wasn't there for her laying on the ground why did it have to be her why couldn't it be me that died why she's never coming back but I can't pretend that every is okay anymore I can't stand it waking up in the morning anymore
Bruh, all these Dean quotes got me fucked up.
"I'm screwed it up".. The part, I cry so hard. Jensen/Dean's feelings are so damn hard to listen to. Fuck it. #SPNFamily
DevilKimba it'll get better I promise . don't give up.
#SPNFamily
DAMMIT I THOUGHT I WAS HERE FOR SOMETHING ELSE AND THEN IT HIT ME RIGHT IN THE FANDOM
I once thought like that and hated myself but their where people there for me, to love me, keep me safe. And if you have no one or no one's there for you then be your own hero.
Moon Light you can’t be your own hero when you can’t even trust your brain
How can I be a hero? I'm nothing but a waste.
Until you change how you feel about yourself nothing will get better
I heard Dean and I broke
“I’m past saving, I know how my story ends...it’s at the edge of a blade or the barrel of a gun. So the only question is that going to be today?” I felt that😓
supernatural is.my everything
I can't explain what I feel right now over this just wow it's beautiful
Deine Videos sind so schön, und sie geben mir das Gefühl nicht allein zu sein. Zu wissen, dass ich nicht alleine mit Schmerzen leben muss. Danke, du machst das echt toll. ♥
it explains so much about how i feel.
Supernatural 💕 hammer video 🌹💕
Dankeschön.
I'm so empty! All I see anymore is darkness all around me
"I'm past saving" I'm to worthless to save I don't even know why I'm here......
As soon as Dean starts speaking I choke on tears!
Dean gets me every time 😩😭
Never watched supernatural, no riverdale, no stranger things, none of that stuff. Yet for some reason I always watch these. All I've ever wanted to do in life was help others. It's all that brings me joy. I can still do it and do it well but I still want to fall asleep and never wake up. Why is this happening to me? I've been to the hospital and to a psych ward. I've been through therapy and I've taken meds yet I'm still hurting. Idk what to do or who to turn to.
I think the whole series is on netflix, watched it right from season 1-9 religiously, but then i missed a few and havent watched since lol, but i plan on going back and watching them again
I'VE BEEN THERE,BUT IT WASN'T MY TIME,NOW I'M FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE, I'M TERMINALLY ILL.THANK YOU SO MUCH SHANNON FROM MICHIGAN 💜❤️
Wow, that audio was perfect! I get shivers of that! I'm speechless :')
I'm crying... so beautiful
Thank you.
Diese Klingenden Stimmen,mit diesen wahren Worten.
😢 I can't stop listening to these thing it totally touch my hurt , yes I know 2 how my story end killing my self
+Amy Amy Don't....
+suicidesucks08 it's hard it's like talking about me 💔
@@amyamy1066 hey, u still around?
du bist so ein wundervoller Mensch denk nicht so von dir du musst leben weil du das leben genießen musst gib dich bitte nicht auf tu nichts dummen tu dir bitte nicht weh... ps: tolles Video wie immer♥
Vielen Dank, für deine lieben Worte.
+FR3AKiiBeebii Bitte (:
Passt wie immer perfekt.
Es ist so gut geworden.
got me in my feels
Thank you.
I'm ready
Your not done !!! The best stuff In life is ahead of you !!! You quit now you will miss everything that’s coming baby .... it’s never to late to change your legacy!!!! Don’t you give up !!!! You deserve to be remembered for far more than this!!!!!
speachless
You took my soul with this video, i’m not okay💔
Dean!😢😣😟😳😭 Please don't cry....
“like you look in the mirror and hate what you see”😔
so its xmas eve....again im alone. this makes....8 or 9 years now. ive listened to this many times and im past ever being okay again
Everyone who is here i know what its like
To be broken
To have that voice constantly screaming in your head telling you your worthless and that you shouldnt exist
To have a broken family
No friends
To be called names and be put down
To be in pain or feeling nothing at all everyday
To live in the past
Im sending out hugs to those in pain to let them know they arnt alone and that i to am still working on being better
I love all your videos . Thanks for uploading ♥♥
dean made me cry
These videos help me get deeper
Thanks you showed me how loved I am
What Rosita said in the beginning of the video, I live by her quote same with deans I live by those
I have seen people writing that if there no one to talk to than be a hero or heroin of yourself. I want to tell them that it is like falling in a well and you can't get out of it without someone else's help and that is the thing you don't have
One of the absolute bests
wie immer gut gemacht 😍mach bitte weiter so
Vielen Dank.
supernatural...always has a toll on me
It's make me feel not alone. Thank you, from Turkey.
Man. Sometimes I forget. Just how broken Dean is
wunderschön.
I really miss my mom very much I will always love you
Amen
I feel ya. Me too
It hurts hearing uncle Jess's voice so sad.
I’m scared.. I’m beyond broken I’m happy I met her but she gave me some wonderful memories at the end she left like the rest... she chose another and broke every promise like everyone else... They all leave in the end why can’t I just leave myself? I screw everything up there’s nothing special about me. I’m sorry to them all, my brothers, parents, sisters and friends I could call family I’m just sorry for everything. I don’t think I’m coming back. I tried I really tried I’m sorry.
I don’t want to die I just want to feel okay and feel like I’m not alone or I’m not the only one trying for a friendship IDEK
I love Jean guy alot
Beth and dean together in one just breaks me.
rest in peace x❤️
...i cried
People leave and people walk away yes but look at it this way the only person that can fix your own issues is you give some things time and people will realize what they lost and work on yourself don’t be with no one or anything like yes the darkness will always be there but everyone is worth saving sometimes you just gotta save yourself
But I'm not dead inside ...instead I feel my worth in this world...when I feel I'm yours...
May I ask your name, Di Bn? Lol. Because you write as if somebody sent these vids to you, and I get the feeling that they didn't send them to you via the traditional method.
Oh..! No just wait...I'll join you...let's get along until the time arrives...
I wish I had someone that notices when I'm not ok. Someone who asks how I'm doing after I cry all day in school. Someone that doesn't walk away when I say "I'm ok". Someone that doesn't say "oof"🙄when I open up to them. "Stop being so dramatic" *stops telling people how I fell* "why don't you tell me what's wrong"
That person is out there. Have hope. And until there, if you need it, I am here to listen
Lena du bist und du bleibst ein Engel :* ohne dich zu leben das wäre mehr als grausam..bitte gib dich nicht auf..du wirst geliebt glaub mir das und bitte vertrau darauf :* ich weiss wie dich dich fühlst..es ist kaum zum aushalten, aber zusammen durchstehen wir das durch das verspreche ich dir! ich werde immer an deiner Seite sein ! Du bist nicht alleine :*
Ich danke dir Kristina, ich schätze das wirklich sehr.
I can relate to this video
Du machst so Schöne viedeos. Ich liebe deine Videos sie sind so traurig schön!!!♡♡♡♡♡♡ 😍 und ich habe oft das Gefühl zum weinen!!!😢😢😢😢😢😢
whats the music in the background?... love this btw
message to bears - you are a melody, I think
memory not melody sweet heart
I'm sorry world
Did anyone realize that the picture in the background is a girl closing her eyes??
ich liebe deine Videos💋
Vielen Dank.
youll find true peace in the eternal slumber
1:22 - 1:40 I wish there was someone out there like that...
On the sad side of TH-cam again. 💀
Schön! ♥
I just wish i could sleep and never wake up and have to live another day.
I'm past saving
perfekt :x
Dankeschön.
Sehr schön
Dankeschön.
god i feel just like dean.
No u ain't past. Saving ! Ur my Queen 👑 ur amazing ! Nope I'm coming for u .
I love dean ):
Deep
I don't want to hold on I'm not sting enough anymore
May I use this for a video if I credit you? :) x
i’m so broken
I would only need the voice, to tell a story
Anyone know what episode these were from? Thinking about rewatching the series again
I'm crying my eyes out 😔:) cool song tho
*Supernatural is Great.*
I'm ready for it to end too much suffering let me be in peace please
If I credit you, may I use this in a video? :) its absolutely amazing
Describes me. But dean talking makes me sad ):
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Can I have the words to this? I'm trying to us bits and pieces for my book
bruhhh, i was okay until dean started talking😭😭 my baabbbyyy
I don't want my family to die.. 🔫 I can't do this without them
If he wanted he could have seen light too. Why did he just see darkness?
Because darkness corrupts you. Blinds you. Overpowers you and tells you this is where you belong. You don’t get to see the light sometimes.