I have a friend who suffered from AMPS when she was a kid. She went through a rehabilitation program and was one of two survivors in a group of 30, all of whom she made deep connections with, and many of whom ended their lives. When she told me her story, I could not stop crying. The emotional and physical pain that some people undergo truly makes me wonder why some people are born to suffer that way…
As someone who hinges my entire identity on being against war, I cannot fail to acknowledge my own capacity for evil. I am nothing more than average and I am overeducated in using complex sounding language to compensate for my lack of liveliness and intelligence. I can't handle solitude because when I am alone, the realization dawns on me that I am alone because I am nothing special. This fuels the purported genius of my hatred in a self-perpetuating cycle of demise towards everyone around me. I simply cannot stand the failure of my own art and there is part of me that would rather watch the world end than to persist with my own purported art being destroyed. I can blame the police for corrupting me with violence, I can blame my family for corrupting me with contaminated blood and a hideous body, and I can blame the world for corrupting me with cultural hypnosis. In the end, I would be celebrated and well respected if I created better art. I would be loved by women if I truly had a soul. So in seeing that I am entirely average, what is the use in continuing to fill the world with the stupidity of my false morals and cheap mimicry? What is the use in continuing to blame women for never giving me the tender warmth of their hearts? What is the use in continuing to even go in public when my greatest use to the world is my own solitude? There is no use, because I am incapable of becoming as important as I have led myself to believe.
Don't be so hard on yourself, man. You are valuable as a person irrespective of ability or social rank. Don't pay too much mind to what this poem says. At the end of the day, this is just entertainment. Bukowski wasn't a deep thinker and you shouldn't base your entire existence on whether you happen to occupy the image he's putting forward in this poem. The wisest people in history have all told us that the worth of a human being isn't based on their external abilities. The true path toward enlightenment and psychological maturity is to be able to value yourself without any reference to external abilities. That is to say, to become at peace within yourself irrespective of whether you are rich or powerful or whatever. That is true enlightenment and true maturity. Try and develop a self worth that is not dependent upon external circumstances. I hope you are doing well.
Hey man, thanks for sharing. It's okay to be hard on yourself, it's okay to take it easy on yourself. Your traversing through some difficult emotional terrains within yourself, getting to know yourself from the angle you can see yourself from right now.
clearly your delusional in some ways, but we all are. Bukowski was considered less than average his whole life and 99% of us are average people. Who cares man? You think a hidden brushstroke of genius lies in some people and not others? You think a hidden brushstroke lies in us all? and why is it important, so important, that you have a brushstroke of genius? I know it's hard man. Have you ever thought about leaving genius outside and shutting the door on it? Where does your idea of genius bring you? Somewhere other than here?
@@vikingboer756 Thank you! I'm happy that you liked it! I'm going to make Hell is a Lonely Place and then Bluebird! Bluebird is even a bigger challenge!
@@Lorenacol Fantastic! Excited for both. Not sure if it’s me(because I’ve watched the others so many times:)) but I definitely noticed some frames used in previous videos. If I’m right, Perhaps avoid that? To reduce “repetitiveness”. I’m by no means qualified. Just an observation.
@@vikingboer756 thank you for the observation! I didn't even notice that lol. Can you point out maybe the time where they are? Just to have them in mind. I usually forget and sometimes I have to rewatch the videos to make sure I don't repeat them. Thanks!
Is there some form of this reading with this guys voice without some high pitched noise/violin in the background that almost murders people with sensory issues?
And the consequences of these mimetic desires can result in the death of millions, or simply the ruining of a once close friendship.
Art. Don't stop.
Thanks!!
Beautiful buddy🎉
I have a friend who suffered from AMPS when she was a kid. She went through a rehabilitation program and was one of two survivors in a group of 30, all of whom she made deep connections with, and many of whom ended their lives. When she told me her story, I could not stop crying. The emotional and physical pain that some people undergo truly makes me wonder why some people are born to suffer that way…
Powerful - can’t stop appreciating your work. Bravo!
Thank you Rannia! It means a lot to me just you watching and commenting! :D
¡Gracias!
Can you say brilliant honesty, raw truth truth. One of my favourites.
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As someone who hinges my entire identity on being against war, I cannot fail to acknowledge my own capacity for evil. I am nothing more than average and I am overeducated in using complex sounding language to compensate for my lack of liveliness and intelligence. I can't handle solitude because when I am alone, the realization dawns on me that I am alone because I am nothing special. This fuels the purported genius of my hatred in a self-perpetuating cycle of demise towards everyone around me. I simply cannot stand the failure of my own art and there is part of me that would rather watch the world end than to persist with my own purported art being destroyed. I can blame the police for corrupting me with violence, I can blame my family for corrupting me with contaminated blood and a hideous body, and I can blame the world for corrupting me with cultural hypnosis. In the end, I would be celebrated and well respected if I created better art. I would be loved by women if I truly had a soul. So in seeing that I am entirely average, what is the use in continuing to fill the world with the stupidity of my false morals and cheap mimicry? What is the use in continuing to blame women for never giving me the tender warmth of their hearts? What is the use in continuing to even go in public when my greatest use to the world is my own solitude? There is no use, because I am incapable of becoming as important as I have led myself to believe.
Don't be so hard on yourself, man. You are valuable as a person irrespective of ability or social rank. Don't pay too much mind to what this poem says. At the end of the day, this is just entertainment. Bukowski wasn't a deep thinker and you shouldn't base your entire existence on whether you happen to occupy the image he's putting forward in this poem.
The wisest people in history have all told us that the worth of a human being isn't based on their external abilities. The true path toward enlightenment and psychological maturity is to be able to value yourself without any reference to external abilities. That is to say, to become at peace within yourself irrespective of whether you are rich or powerful or whatever. That is true enlightenment and true maturity. Try and develop a self worth that is not dependent upon external circumstances. I hope you are doing well.
Hey man, thanks for sharing. It's okay to be hard on yourself, it's okay to take it easy on yourself. Your traversing through some difficult emotional terrains within yourself, getting to know yourself from the angle you can see yourself from right now.
clearly your delusional in some ways, but we all are. Bukowski was considered less than average his whole life and 99% of us are average people. Who cares man? You think a hidden brushstroke of genius lies in some people and not others? You think a hidden brushstroke lies in us all? and why is it important, so important, that you have a brushstroke of genius? I know it's hard man. Have you ever thought about leaving genius outside and shutting the door on it? Where does your idea of genius bring you? Somewhere other than here?
truer today than ever.
Thanks, this was great!
Absolutely brilliant work!! Captivating photography and edit! Thanks for sharing.
I am speechless.
yeah, It drew a tear
BTW....Kennedy 24....Let's go!
Words of absolute truth, thank you for making this 🙏❤️
Loving your yt channel.❤❤❤❤
WHOA! Believe it. I have experienced it. Just couldn't put it into word. But Charles Bukowski could.
great job
This one was intense!! I love it!
Looking forward to bluebird
@@vikingboer756 Thank you! I'm happy that you liked it! I'm going to make Hell is a Lonely Place and then Bluebird! Bluebird is even a bigger challenge!
@@Lorenacol Fantastic! Excited for both. Not sure if it’s me(because I’ve watched the others so many times:)) but I definitely noticed some frames used in previous videos. If I’m right, Perhaps avoid that? To reduce “repetitiveness”. I’m by no means qualified. Just an observation.
@@vikingboer756 thank you for the observation! I didn't even notice that lol. Can you point out maybe the time where they are? Just to have them in mind. I usually forget and sometimes I have to rewatch the videos to make sure I don't repeat them. Thanks!
@@Lorenacol Do it, please
Yooooooo whatttttt this is soooo amazing
Tight work
excellent
Great interpretation.
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where do you get the photography from?
great work and editing, keep it up
Captivating :)
❤
And here we are Palestinian vs Israel, ukraine vs Russia. The world vs a chosen religion. All we are is a temporary life, a forever blank.
Is there some form of this reading with this guys voice without some high pitched noise/violin in the background that almost murders people with sensory issues?
Try the originals, by tom o'bedlam
@@djonyteixeira4549 Thank you!
Not being able to create art, they will not understand art.
“Those who preach God, - Need God”……so much time lost, so many losses, so much heartbreak.
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Very nice… keep going… be safe
Why'd you stop making these?
i know what you mean.
Beware the Crowd.......
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A person is smart,people are stupid. I stay alone on porpose. Safer that way.
Like he saw this "woke" insanity coming 😂😂.