@Anka B I respect your opinion, but I disagree. I never believed in anything and after some deep introspection and conclusions about my mistakes and sins, I cried for hours because I was so evil and wronged many people and was worshiper of myself in spite of that, I cried with all my hearth and BOOM out of nowhere I saw white light all around me and felt as if someone was petting me energetically trough head and spine, Immediately I knew who that was and I started speaking to Him, I tanked Him for coming into my life because I was devout atheist who would never believe in antthing without proof, and I got it. Without Jesus. I repented for my sins with all my soul and He showed Himself to me, from then on I have very active kundalini, as if He gives this power to those of His childeren who would use it in a godly way, I still do not believe that Jesus is his son any more than you or me, he maybe was an awakend person, but you and me can be too.
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I've had my awakening and I've been scared shitless...this has helped me so much. I really thought that I was experiencing some type of mental disorder ..I think I had the most trouble i have dealt with is trying to discard the amount of memories that flood my brain at all times...or decisions I have made. It caused me so much stress that I began to get into a deep depression whenever a memory or random situation would pop into my mind...I began to drink..to not face because I could never relax. I had so much stress that I forgot or disregarded how to speak to people appropriately. But I'm learning to face every thought and not let it linger...and I can truly see and feel myself becoming a much better person than I was before my awakening took place. In the beginning I was angry that this happened ..because my life was so "normal" and "care free" not being aware. But now I am truly thankful..
+Ana Rodriguez I am so glad I could be of help. Visit www.biologyofkundalini.com website and see if any of the info and supplements there are of help as well. God bless
The thing is my dear is that this affects are not from God. These are from Satan and all of his evil minions. God wants all of His children to feeel love, joy, peace, hi appiness, not depression, anxiety, mental disorders. Anything that causes these things is no spirit from the Lord Jesus Chirst. I really hope you read this comment and I pray that you open your eyes to the Truth. Jesus is the truth, the way, and the life, no one goes to God except through Jesus Christ. He died for our sins, for our sins and rose on the third day with all power in His hand so that we who believe on Him shall be saved. I hope that you will repent and turn to Jesus. Ask Him to show you the truth and He will. This stuff aint it..
People think kundalini is demonic the sad truth is the we’re living a human experience from ancestors and our own darkness to cleanse the soul we suffer in our spiritual path like going through purgatory. If some one pases away without the enlightenment process it will happen after we pass. Kundalini is just another word for nervous break down anxiety the whole complex of mental disorder. One needs to heal and face our fears’ has nothing to do with bad spirits it’s our conscious
I went through an isolation period in my life while i was on my spiritual journey. It sounds so familiar. I felt like I was going crazy. Sounds so familiar. I only meditated for a short time but now i feel like i need to do more. Prior to my journey, i quit my job as a nurse. Ive been vegan off n on and i grow n use herbs. My intuition has been increased and im continuing my journey. Thank you
Thank you so much for sharing your experiences! I'm currently going through this and am so grateful for the opportunity to isolate . I've had to pull away from my beloved sister in order to allow my path to unfold in its own way. My immediate family and the wooded seclusion of my home allow me the time and space I need. The Kundalini energy awoke only a few months ago and at the time I had absolutely no idea what it was, had never even heard of it...so it was mystifying and overwhelming! But my intuition told me to go with it, to surrender into it, to take up meditation and listen to healing music. My whole being is cracking open, and I'm so grateful to both my intuition and to people like you online sharing their own experiences and offering messages of supportive guidance. Thank you thank you!
People from India have been the most friendly and loving to me. When I was in need of saving... They did not deny the help I needed. I am eternally grateful!!! Beautiful people. USA. 🔥🌸🌹🔥💎🌟☔🙌💃💐💖
It happened to me to. I had a pill reaction from my medication when I walked down the street. My foot cramped up on me and I was stuck. I couldn't cross the street. And there they were in a car. Concerned about the way I walked. Gave me a ride to my destination ♡
i absolutely concur !! i had a spontaneous kundalini awakening and three gurus including Sadguru himself came to answer my messages asking for help, he directed me to several of his own teachings and philosophies and my life has been 1000 percent better and higher quality of living, just a simple mindset change and my whole world is different today...!....
Very very helpful 🙏, in this awakening process if you don't have a GURU / GUIDE, the people around you make you feel crazy, the doctors make you a critical patient. BUT VIDEOS SO REALISTIC LIKE THESE HELP AWAKENING SOULS LIFE EASY.
So sweet when your daughter runs into the video! I have a daughter around the same age, and I loved that you were careful to not make her feel like what you were doing was more important than her. It's a very difficult balance within the parenting world! Thanks for the video - very informative Vivek.
Peace and blessings. I'm hesitant to call myself awakened since in many ways I have been left with far more questions, disbelief, and unbalance than before it all started, however I am conscious of the developing experience you describe. What sometimes feels like walking through a hall of mirrors eventually led me to find a home in art, the words of the poets, and the ancient scriptures. beyond that I have explored people like jung, huxley, underhill, avalon, and gopi krishna. However, through all my digging, it has been rather difficult to find a sincere, living account of this experience. It warms me deeply to stumble across your words and I hope you continue to share your knowledge. it is kundalini guidance for modern life.
Ramiro Hernandez exactly! Kundalini guidance for modern life. Love it! The old accounts are good for an initial understanding but unless you listen to or read an account of someone going through it now, you don’t really get any help. I would humbly suggest that you start making videos as well. Others will benefit from your experiences. I know that I will watch them with great curiosity
Thank you so much for doing this it helps a lot, I haven't had a dramatic awakening, it's been happening slowly and I've changed a lot for better :) my dietary needs too, I can't eat animals anymore and I'm so glad, I meditate a lot and am looking to discard every bit of my old conditioning and past beliefs, I'm soooo grateful to the Mother Kundalini for finding worthy! keep on and as more of us awaken the energy on the planet heals and gets lighter ....
Thank you for sharing this rare information. I too was agnostic until my early 30's when "God" showed up... MOST impressive. : ) However, that was only Part 1 There was still this duality ... of me AND "God". It took 10 more years for Part 2 to happen..... when I came into contact with my Guru. Truly there is nothing that could have prepared me for that. In the presence of a Shaktipat Master the Absolute Truth of this world was revealed.... and changed me forever. The word Mystical took on a whole new meaning. It was an incredibly difficult time, and without the guidance of my Master I can not imagine how I would have made it through. The only explanation is Grace and Good Karma. In this day and age, with so many souls Awakening, I feel it is so important for knowledgeable beings such as yourself to come forward and share your own direct 'experiences'. They really rang true for me. Everything you referenced I can relate to. The Shakti just cleaned house... all my 'normal' friends just disappeared and suddenly I found myself surrounded by saints... literally. You are correct that there is no sense fighting it..... when Kundalini strikes.. TAG.. You're it. : ) Clearly you are so blessed, to have such an understanding wife. There are no coincidences. My journey continues, there is more expansion daily.... Life becomes a moving meditation. Detachment YES ... that is the key. Again, thank you for this blessed video. ~ Namaste ~
Faith Rada MY I ask what was revealed to you as the “Absolute Truth of this world?” And who are the “saints” in your life now, that replaced your friends?
In September of 2011, I spun a chariote crystal with me energy.(This being my first experience in this life) I rocked very rapidly as kundalini awakened me. Afterwards I saw the energy being of kundalini. She was beautiful and zeal. I, as many people do, went through a very isolated time. To finally come back to my core understanding and know for the first time that I see the truth...the last thing that was expected was that I would feel more alone then every before. The conflict of truth and choice becomes blurred in these earthsuits. I went to many crystal shops, mediums, and so on. But my energy was overwhelming to all that I came across...including myself! It hurts me to see so many children neglected, so many adults in denial, from what is based off of a fear defense in these earthsuits we reside in. And as I come back to my core and my true self. I want nothing more than to help and be helped. Nothing will effect this plane more than the truth. I am one with you all. And if I can do anything for any of you.. I WILL! From star seeds, till our hearts bleed. Love is what remains.
To you as well my brother! If you need anything at all to help spread truth, I will be here. You are the present day guru as you shine a light for all those to see. It gives me peace to see another awakened soul. I wish I had the actual words to describe the feeling. Thank you!
Thank you for being so authentic. After Decades of feeling sick and “ent-bodied” I couldn’t suppress or ignore it anymore. Last February after a well known storm of fears, lucid dreams and insomnia, I got a moment of pure bliss. It was THE revelation. I’m not religious and I was educated in a spirit of pragmatism. Good luck on your path!
Thank you for explaining this event in your life after your kundalini awakening. Most people seek this experience without understanding that this is a life changing experience, and that preparation and guidance are needed. I can see how distressing this must have been for those having a spontaneous awakening without spiritual preparation. It seems that even Hindus can be unprepared, as some may not be taking their religion seriously. Much like many Roman Catholics I have known. Fortunately, I had always sought after spiritual knowledge, and had a teacher helping me. But I still wondered why my life seemed so chaotic, even with preparation. My support group and teacher disappeared shortly after my awakening, and l still wish I could have continued on that path. Now I am old and ill, and although I am not Hindu, I still meditate and hope for more enlightenment. Namaste!
I also experienced the Kundalini suddenly, multiple times. And it's still barely even begun! It does have many effects, not all of them necessarily positive. Yet I think it's totally worth it. Talk about an intense process... If it ever happens to anyone reading this, just take a deep breath, face the Fear, and enjoy the ride! You aren't alone.
Thank you for spreading the truth about Kundalini. My process has lasted about 6 years, thankfully it seems to be mostly 'over' now. I'm left with some physical consequences of being almost completely non-functional for so long, and now have to build my body back up to full strength. But in spite of the years of fear, pain, confusion and pure hell, it was worth it eventually. I wouldn't want to go back to being who I was before. But the process can be very difficult as you accurately describe. Some people warn about dangers and that it's not safe to try and awaken the Kundalini energy. I completely agree, its a destructive force which strips everything away with no mercy. Sometimes people lose their sanity and even their physical life. You can have no idea how difficult it is, until it happens. Don't ask for this, but when you are blessed with this sacred journey, there can only be gratitude, acceptance and the will to survive. Something new is being born and your death is the requirement.
I was following a Hindu path at that time.. and meditation, mantra, prayer.. writing, music all helped.. It did bring lots of visions, great knowingness of situations I could not have done. I fought it at first because I was then very stubborn. But when I started to surrender to it, life got easier. I do believe that its made me a better person. But unfortunately my family never understood it, and don't understand me to this day. I have always been a deeply spiritual person.. Thank you Vivek once again.. 🙏 Peace and blessings x
I have spent the last 9 - 12 months trying to understand what happened to me. Between your stories and others, i am understanding that i experienced a spontaneous awakening. I too experience isolation and other symptoms. I feel disconnected from others and i am trying to make sense of the experience. It was the most peaceful, beautiful single moment of my life however i would like to know if there are any people you may recommed i may talk to... thanks for sharing your story.
+Vivek Govekar to answer your question, you can always contact me by email vivek.govekar@me.com and there is of course the www.biologyofkundalini.com website. You can talk to Dr. Bonnie Greenwell if you are looking for professional guidance with transpersonal experiences. Her info should be a google search away. Hope that helps.
I am intrigued by your experiences, with Kundalini. I watched the entire video because I see you as sincere and honest. I have a real desire to understand the "other" side of Kundalini since my own Kundalini Awakening over a decade ago was so positive, I wish that you had described more in detail what you mean by seeing "crazy stuff". At any rate I'm glad to see that you've come out the other side the better for it.
Hi Vivek, this is an amazing video! I cannot tell you how much I can relate to this! When I started Kundalini my life completely changed, there was an abundance of happiness in the first 2 years. In fact it was like being Aladin. Kundalini made pathways for me. Even when bad things seemed to happen soon I would realize that they happened to save my life! E.g. everytime I did Kundalini meditation I would usually feel amazing, relaxed and happy after that. However one day just after the meditation I got severe dirrhoea and had to be admitted into the hospital and missed my overseas trip. I was soon to learn that the flight I was scheduled to be on crashed! I was amazingly grateful for it. However since the past 2 years since I have moved to another country I have been suffering badly .... I have been kicked out of 3 corporate jobs and all of them are organizations that make you work 12 to 14 hours a day! I have always wanted to be a writer and get amazing ideas when I do the Kundalini meditation but I always put the writing off for later! Tomorrow is my last day from the third job I am being kicked out of so i am definitely going to write. You also said that always listen to your inner voice. However I do not know whether or not I should move back to the country I left. I loved it in every way as it is heaven on earth, the only thing is that there are no jobs there which is why i left in the first place! I feel amazing everytime I visit! I will meditate more to sense whether I should or should not go back! But long story cut short ... amazing video!!
I am a retired person and I have been studying Geopathic stress.EMF,Crystal healing, kundalini awakening,Meditation,and Human Aura Enahancement etc etc from some time.I came across this video and I am following your other videos.Thank u for ur valuable experience.
That's a kind of dark side, but it's so mild compared to some others. All your life you were connecting with the Divine and your kundalini was ok dude. My kundalini rising was fine too. I saw evil shapes and told 'Hail Mary, I'm seeing Evil things, can you make it better for me. She painted them with shiny colours and they looked sweet afterwards. Rising of the consciousness was I felt I was spinning on the ceiling around the light fitting but I knew I was asleep in bed. That lasted a few minutes, I just went with it. My advice to ordinary awakenings like ours Vivek is, mind your diet, eat healthily, don't smoke or drink alcohol. My family has disowned me due to my love of everyone and my bloody understanding of others! My family can't understand why I'm so nice. But I have a younger sister taking my side if necessary. I stay away now. Can't be bothered with their material lives. Your wife is a good woman obviously and works to sustain you all. Thank you for your lovely vids. I'm going to watch them all today because I don't go to work anymore! I became obsessed with DK Alice Bailey books and other esoteric teachings, so I tell myself I'm studying, not exactly out of work. xxx I do Pranic Healing. That is an amazing way to awaken.
You are absolutely correct about the kundalini and the dark Knight of the soul. About almost 9 years ago I’ve had a Kundalini Awakening activated by holding Moldavite. Two days later I had a very intense Kundalini Awakening at my home that made the first one like nothing. After my Kundalini Awakening I went through the dark Knight of the soul just how you explained it I had to stay away from the public and the reason for that was because I could feel everyone’s negative energy. And I couldn’t handle feeling so much negativity so like you said I became a hermit. My dark Knight of the soul lasted for five years during that five years I did a lot of purging of negativities cleansing my karmic wheel. In the meantime during those five years I had many upgrades downloads psychic abilities connection directly to source feeling the energy of source every day. Ever since I was a child my third eye has been awaken. I always have had the ability to see my future and change it as it happens in prime Time. I am able to draw in the healing energy of the universe and run it through me to heal people. I also found out that everyone on this planet has a carbon body. And all the downloads everybody is receiving right now are made out of silica. It is converting your carbon body into a crystalline body. In the fifth density which everybody is ascending to everyone will have a crystalline body. I was born with the crystalline body my energy is totally different compared to everyone else’s. A person with a normal carbon body has to survive off of food and water because the body cannot survive without it. With a crystalline body that’s how a person is able to survive off of prana. In the fifth density everyone will be able to live off of prana. The difference in energy of a person with a carbon body their energy flows away from their body vibrating away from the body completely all the way around it. With a crystalline body the energy comes out of The back of my heart chakra over my head and back into the front of my heart chakra also all the vertebrae in my spine are lit up like lightbulbs that is the light body. I met a person that was able to see a persons energy and I asked him to look at my energy. He told me that he had never seen energy like mine before. Then he continued and told me exactly the difference between regular energy and my Energy. I’ve had a lot of upgrades during this period of time after my kundalini awakening. There is so much that a lot of people do not realize about the kundalini awakening. One thing I did learn is that people that take kundalini yoga shouldn’t be doing that because their body is not ready for it or their mind. So when they activate their Kundalini Awakening their dark Knight of the soul could last over 20 years which in turn could make them go crazy. Or believe that they are living in hell. I didn’t know what a kundalini awakening was because I am not from India I am American. People don’t know what to think when they hear things like this the right away believe that it has something to do with an energy that is evil when basically it is a purging that everybody who has this Has to go through to cleanse their soul. Good job on the video!! unconditional love and peace to everything Namaste 🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️🌎♾
Thank you for the video. I went through this and the dark night of the soul at the same time. Everybody thought I was nuts because I was hearing voices and feeling people touching me which nobody could see. The were good, but it was hard to accept and trust after being so traumatized. By the event. I believe that my upbringing didn't help matters. It's been about 12 years and I finally feel stable now, while still growing and accepting who I am. Artistic, yes, I agree... everything your saying is very helpful.
Same Difference Call on the name of Jesus Christ, he will set you free. Call on his name and surrender to him. Repent of sins in your life/turn away from them. Get a king james bible, or read online if you cannot get one right now. I went through similar experience. Jesus Christ delivered me, and set me free.
I can absolutely confirm of that feeling when my Kundalini awakened in 1997, I didn't know what happened and it made me afraid ... later I found out what it was and had a teacher ... now my Kundalini is completely rosen and I help people understanding this energy awaking. So it is important for people to know that it is not only bliss, love and positive things coming through kundalini. The kriyas, the cleansing part is the more challanging part. Thanx for sharing :-)
Namaste --- And hence why it is not advocated for those still in family life..... There are many spontaneous awakenings now... It is good you are not attaching to these things. You are right once awakened it goes 24/7 until completion. Yes surrender is very very important.
Thanks for clarifying the awaken l started the process three years ago ! I was introduced to the lotus sutra Buddhism l started chanting the symptoms you described l have been going through!! I also had a severe nervous breakdown! I now practice chanting alone to the gohonzon l love this beautiful philosophy!! I pray life will get better for me ! Most of all l want the peace in my 💓!!! My two sons think l am mad and laugh at me! Thanks very much namasta!!!
This was the first video about kundalini that helped me feel more grounded in my experience because I have been experiencing this. Thankfully I have certain supportive family members. I do not have immediate help but I've been doing research and reading books. I feel like I look like i'm being lazy but I cant tell my entire family. Its overwhelming when I am highly stressed and I wish I could tell them. I now see that I am a part of god in this vast experience and that the illusions that I am living can no longer hold and I have to speak my truth with love and compassion. Im a lot more hesitant and im essentially forced to be self aware.
It's really terrible when this happens in a cultural and social context like mine in the UK. These experiences induce fear and judgement in absolutely everyone around you to some extent, and that's perfectly understandable when society has conditioned us to interpret such things as madness, mental illness or evil or just utterly beyond reality. But we are seeds thrown on different soils. And probably a blade of grass growing out of concrete has as much value as trees in the woods.
I just wanted to say thank you Vivek, for sharing this. It helps to know others are open and honest about it especially those who, like me, come from a science background. I'll watch your other videos because you are a pleasure to watch and listen to. i won't bore you with my own experience but just let you know it has actually been very beautiful and smooth, very loving and full of insight and just blissful wow type stuff. I am in awe of existence and non-existence. Maybe I was ready to handle it. I don't really know. That's why I'm looking at others videos.
It happened with me during covid time 2020 , everything was going so smoothly i dont know what triggered it but I started to act crazy suddenly i could not sleep my whole family thought i gone crazy . They took me to psychiatrist and priests but noone was able to tell what is happening , i wanted to visit to temple to see lord Shiva but they falsely took me to a doctor and made me eat psychodelics which made me loose my memory and i could not even walk somehow its blocked my motor activities i could not walk and it was to stop my hyperactivity i used to hear music whole night and day and my mom just used to shout at me and at night i used to see weird shadows around me , i used to change beds sometimes i used to sleep with my sister or mother . Luckily they took me to Village and we got locked in village due to lockdown , slowly slowly i gained control over myself , i started to talk to something unknown which told me they are protecting me i should believe in god because i was atheist that time. And now 2023 i avoid doing things i dont like cause something inside me stops me i feel disgust if i force to do something i m not liking. I stay away from ppl who i don't vibe with. Now some times i wish i can be my past self who was brilliant but always worried , i m a failure now but at peace somehow , still working on kundilini awakening i don't know why it happened , i just hope in future if it happened with someone they may have good ppl around them who understand i somehow started feeling distant from my family cause how they treated at me that time they even said it would be better if i died rather behaving like a mad person. It broke my heart. But yeah now i know i have to deal with it myself. I am so much aware of my surroundings although i m always at rest and healing phase i do not have urge to do anything , i hope in future things change i become active.( I cant do things i want to , i don't feel energy inside) i wish you all good luck if ya guys going through same experience. I know and god knows.
@@User98681 thanks for asking. I would like to know to know your experience. Well that experience opened a spiritual door for me i m doing tarot reading and trying to understand the spirituality. I m still don't feel much energy inside me but I use it to do things that I like or that sustains my life right now.i m going into mantra chanting to energize my body and awaken my hidden power . Let's see where it goes i m doing well
In this morning , I experienced an attack , A hand was groping my neck and wants to get a hold of it. It was sudden and I was not in meditation . I was just watching YT and suddenly I felt like a fly whooshed over my body, then suddenly it grew intense and went over my neck and my upper body. I Resísted it and screamed my lungs out . This was physical and The experience strengthen my resolve.
Ah thank you Vivek, I have been undergoing this transformation for 2-3 years now and during the darker days it can be very hard to explain to people. You've made me feel a lot better and that I'm handling it very well considering.
This is exactly what happened to me in 2015, except I was surrounded by people who I guess you can "qi vampires" so my traumatic experience was tenfold. Yoga and meditation have helped me calm down since, and my son (whom I also had in 2008) brought much peace and love to me. Thank you for this confirmation.. As you know it is hard to find others to relate to this phenomenon.
Yup, you realize exactly how much energy is being drained out of you by people you thought were mere irritants. I had to learn verbal judo, and I make use of several 'kavach' mantras that put the mind in a protective 'shield'. Had to get rid of their qi draining effect on my psyche and in some cases, hurt them badly enough (mentally) so they never tried it again. It's amazing how much more self esteem, energy and peace of mind one gets afterwards. The 'devi kavach' 'shiva kavach' and positive affirmations help big time.
My spontaneous awakening came from a really really deep depression and despair and it did not come from the base of my spine but from above into my crown chakra and it felt like trying to bring heaven energy down to earth.All that light energy just shows up the crap basically but a lot of that crap is just straw waiting to be turned into gold.It is lots of our repressed material and holds much of our personal power.I think so much of whether you get through it depends maybe on your personal psychological dynamic at that time and the strength of your ego formation/development but also a lot on how much support and loving relationship you have around you.I would never recommend to anyone to focus on awakening their kundalini purposefully.I think it is more important to work on your emotional and psychological healing before engaging in any deliberate spiritual rollercoaster ride for the sake of it.I can understand the yearning and longing for intimacy or meaning or connection and so on but I do not think concentrating on kundalini awakening is a wise way to go personally.There are many people in our mental hospitals who are having kundalini awakenings on various levels,in fact I would say that many mental health crisis are a from of spiritual awakening to varying degrees,its just that some people's level of ego formation is just not strong enough to handle it,especially if there has been a lot of trauma in their past.
You are right. Not to be attempted without caution. When it happens spontaneously though, you have to deal with it. No choice. I never wished for it. Just had to go along for the ride when it happened. Peace.
Yes,you were lucky I have to say to of had a supportive relationship,it can make ALL the difference to the outcome.I get tired of people who make judgments about what you should have done,they obviously are unaware of "spontaneous awakenings".We need more people to be aware and able to offer support,especially for people who end up hospitalised or labelled as simply psychotic.I hope your experiences can help to enlighten more people into how the affects of kundalini could make people appear to be mad rather than that they be going through a potentially healing,life transforming experience.
+Upenda Sana you are absolutely right. That is the whole point behind making this series of videos. And here is how the energy is so amazing. I simply started to make these in an attempt to convey my experience and to help others like me, but something in my message must have resonated with others or maybe this was my calling, but now I have a lot of subscribers and receive messages and comments from people who need my help. Very satisfying, being able to help them.
I don't know if I'm going through this awakening or not. I don't have any strange visions, unless in dreams but I have a huge identity crisis. I had an abusive past so in the hospital (I'm hospitalized for anxiety and depression) they are saying I'm merely going through a part of puberty that I wasn't allowed to as a teenager. It could be that, but to me it feels like it's more than that. I was drawn to spirituality again months ago (I used to be into spirituality from 12 to 14 years old but stopped because of all the problems I had to deal with) and in particular crystals (favorites are amethyst, ametrine and labradorite), I question everything and everyone these days. I don't know who I am anymore, and I often wonder now if I ever even knew myself at all. I also experience so much anger now and I don't know how to cope with it. I never had this before. Sure there was always pain and sadness, but real anger was foreign to me. I've come across two people that were spiritual also but who were a lot more at ease with themselves than I am. They were both really fascinating to be around. I don't know if this is all just coincidence, but how can I ever be certain whether this is an awakening or not. I don't know what to do.
How great of you to post this Vivek. I had this experience in 1978- with no support and no knowledge of what was happening to me. You have painted a very good picture so people can understand and feel some support. It took me many years to adjust and sadly my family were not very understanding and still regard me as a mentally deficient! Anything but the truth! So sad in many ways- but Ha- yes you become changed and it is not reversible- and the assimilation process is long term and ongoing until we all come to a similar level of experience. I liked your analogy of blue and green paint. I was a gorgeous bright 21 year old when it happened -have remained single and somewhat unfulfilled in this life- although have achieved some satisfaction through creative work. It is very hard to find another soul with whom to connect on a deep level for co-existence. It is easier to adapt to work environments than on a personal intimate level. Although psychically- I often find this also difficult- as vibes/energies are so inharmonious to my inner being that I become ill from all the negative energy. In 1978 due to the fact that Krishna Murti was the only known writings on the subject and his experience was quite uniquely different to mine in the delivery- so was no real consolation in difficult times. I was like you- studied science and had a good maths/science acumen- now with even greater understanding being delivered as underlying principles of 'design' of the universe- but in those days - 'quantum' concepts were just emerging. The maths and science I understand now is far removed from this world's knowledge- in a metaphysical - universal sense. Bit like being in masters uni program compared to primary school in the world. Nothing wrong with either- but such a big gap- that further isolates the ability to communicate and contribute and feel some progress in meaning. My life seems to be about waiting...yet I do like to see and experience my current life with enhanced wonder... Nemaste to you.
I hope this is not intrusive but anytime you want to talk to another just say. You sound kinda alone and it saddens me when it is unnecessary. I have a math/science background, am 46 so not too young. I've had no support either, just doors slammed in my face and put downs etc. Please feel free. No pressure. Up to you. It would be nice to connect. I'm sure there are fascinating things we could show each other because you mentioned some interesting things. My insights are mostly Egyptian. For some reason I now know all about Egypt, pretty much everything. I think it's awesome. Wow.
I really don't know.. I was praying directly before it happened, asking to understand why my parents were the way they were- as I really felt obstructed emotionally and mentally to be able to move beyond upbringing and have a happy life and realize my own goals. After the Kundalini began to rise like awire brush of fire in my spinal column, it shot out of my head and I was in another place with my liegs feelign like columns of shaking jelly or fire - but could see not see mysel however others were around me in light form and body.
I am in email correspondence with an Australian man who had very similar experience as you. 25 years ago, he had spontaneous Kundalini awakening experience and this was the thing that he could not tell anybody as no one would understand. In his world, these things were abnormal & irrational. Then he began visiting India every year for spiritual retreat and still he was unaware of this thing. Then after 5 years, in a Buddhist monastery a monk explained him about his state.
You are absolutely right. One needs to understand about all aspects of Kundalini & be prepared for it. Kundalini won't ever harm you, it's just that, one needs to be prepared for the effects during the process. That's it.
@@User98681 living lol. Not sure. it’s been about four years now and the physical energy in my body has calmed down tremendously. the physical and mental sensations have almost normalized themselves. the most potent symptom now is dissociation. im 23 now and have no clue what I’m going to do with my life but every day im still learning to trust life and the process. still going through the same cycles just getting closer to ingratiating the lessons each time. but it gets easier and has gotten easier for sure.
@@paisleywilson47 I hear you. Some days you’re just holding on for dear life. I’m 25 myself been going through kundalini for 3 years. I still get intense physical energy surges through my body but there starting to normalize as well as time goes on. Mental, emotional and physical I still have some healing work to do. Your disassociation symptom may be you experiencing non duality. It’s an empty light feeling can feel scary at first. I recommend reading The Power Of Now that was a game changer for my awakening it maybe what your experiencing which is actually where you want to be. I also started eating carnivore diet which helped my physical and mental health tremendously + my sleep and hormones. Meditation and staying in the present moment is a must and will help dissolve your ego sense of false self perception It sounds like your on the right track, best wishes
@@User98681 the power of now is amazing! love that book so much. but sometimes when I try to work on my energy I end up feeling insane. I go through times where journaling helps and mediation, and I go through times where bringing up anymore kundalini energy feels like my body is going to break in half. But all of us are in this together, I hope all goes swell for you :)
@@paisleywilson47 that’s good you’ve read it it helped me out a lot. I can relate as well, the energy is so strong that it’ll have you feeling crazy at times. For the first 2 years I didn’t know I was going through a spiritual awakening during my dark night of the soul. It felt like I was going mad cause didn’t know what to do. TH-cam and the internet has helped tremendously. Grounding and surrender is also key aswell. The ego is very tricky you may think your fully surrendered but there’s many layers to it. Best of luck !
You said you had few visions, what type of visions you had. How were you able to awaken the kundalini. How did the process happened. Why type of physical changes you experienced.
for anyone reading, learn where each and every main chakra is, there is seven. and focus your breath and bioenergy on each of them from first to the last, breathe deeply into your first chakra and feel rush of energy into it, as you exhale move that same energy to the second chakra, as you inhale take even more energy into it, and as you exhale move that twice expanded energy to the third one and so on till you reach the top of the head, and then back down each chakra at the time. It also helps if you visualise white light as a representation of that energy that you are moving and imagine it growing each time you inhale. This is begginer exricise, next one is combining all the chakras in one inhale, inhale and exhale few times into the root chakra to really feel the power and then as you inhale deeply and slowly move the energy trough all the chakras to the top of the head and as you exhale move it trough third eye and throat chakra into heart chakra, reapeat the process for unlimited amout of time. you will feel energised and happy trust me. Do this with perfect posture while sitting. I did it for a few days and then I got full on awakening, cuz I was probbably already close to it
@@OCDlosp It's not all lost, but good posture does help a lot, Chinese version of this exricise is called microcosmic orbit. You better still try it and see if there is an effect, if there is not try few times more and see if this does anything to you. guided meditations like the ones on youtube for awakening are also great
My heart leapt when your daughter jumped on your lap and refused to leave... priceless moment that! Thank you for sharing your experience Vivek, it has helped bring clarity to the process (and made my heart smile). xxKxx
I personally don't believe having this spirit is a good thing if it took years of your life and caused anger outbursts. Jesus just asks you to come to him and surrender your self. Getting more connected to your spiritual side isn't suppose to be dark at all.. I was agnostic too and tried a few different practices but have changed that since 1/1/2017 :) God bless and this is just my opinion. 😎
Not true you do experience darkness as you Enter into light it does not matter what is that you believe in . There is a battle for ur soul . Our eyes are more open spiritually and we experience and see things others cannot see . That’s if you was truly born again
You are in a state of misunderstanding if you think the heavenly path is only paved with roses & lilacs en route to Jesus. You have the dark and the light in you. Every human does. If you do not believe so you are in denial and hoping for an easy road to salvation. Jesus was tempted and so will you be
Wade Patterson I do not follow that kind of God either. Man has corrupted the original message and has used it to control through distorted servitude & fear. I am a student of all religions and pure spiritualism. Of which all, I believe, had a single originating source in pre-history.
OMG this is my fave video that I resonate with soooooooooooooo much.. I kept going to work ... but I really wasn't experiencing the same reality as everyone else.. oh this video is a breathe of fresh air to me.. thank you so much, thank you, thank you, thank you
It also happened to me 3 days ago at night i woke up my heart beat was very fast i was was shaking and felt like electricity is passing through my body....but it was amazing
Lovely to see down to earth people in the spiritual community such as yourself, really appreciate the insight that you share and how you have come to your own conclusions
Thanks for making this video with the idea to help people who share similar experiences. The 'burst of anger' experience u shared (in the shops) is something I can relate to post my kundalini awakening when I do intense practices. My Humble suggestion is you can rename the video with something like "How to handle (or " my experience of handling " ) the sudden burst of (or flooding of) kundalini" . Bcos kundalini is our true nature which is divine. There is nothing dark about it. It's our initial coping with it which Poses a challenge. The problem is our challenge , not with the kundalini itself. Pranam
aaass saaadds you are absolutely right. There is nothing dark about kundalini. However, this is the funny thing, the words 'dark side' in the title caused the video to go viral and has got me the most viewers. Of course, once they watch it, they know the truth. I didn't plan it this way. It wasn't an attempt to mislead in any way. I just thought of it as a clever title back when I made the video and it tied into the 'dark night of the soul' theme. I do appreciate your kind words and suggestion. Peace and blessings
Dear Mr Govekar: I couldn't hold back my tear after watching this clip. It's exactly what my sister is going right now. We don't know what's happened to her. She was a very intelligent genius computer programmer for IBM, a very popular beautiful girl in university. She got everything. Suddenly, she quit her job and spent all her money to study spiritual classes. She spent many months to study with a guru in Bangalore. When she came to live with me (broke and depressed).she is a completely different person. She becomes a vegetarian. She refuses taking thyroid medication. All she talks about love, light and spiritual. Meditation all day. Sometimes she cries and laughs for no reason. Her body sometime jerks very hard uncontrollably. She doesn't have a job for almost 4 years. All her friends stop talking to her. Family is getting angry of her laziness. People start talking and thinking that she is crazy. For me, I don't believe that my sister is crazy or schizophrenic person. She doesn't look like them at all. She has mentioned me about spiritual awakening that she been through including opening chakras and kundalini energy. Of course we don't believe it. We thought she was brainwashed or some cult member. I has been searching for answers why she becoming like that. That is why I'm here at your channel. I'm so glad that she is not as crazy as we thought and not alone on this journey. Thank you so much for everything! Love and light
Tony Tran now she REALLY has everything. It's not 'laziness' she has attained something that is the end goal for every human being. And only one in ten million gets it. Friends and family don't understand. That's ok. I have made an effort to cut off all my friends as well. It's a tough life after an awakening. But understand this, you are doing more damage to her process by trying to make her 'like before'. This is an unusual process, but if allowed to proceed as it is supposed to, she will truly attain something great. A Mira bai has been born in your family. Just like a Buddha has been born in my family. Like the saying goes, everyone loves the Buddha but no one wants a Buddha to be born in their family 😆
Tony Tran think of it this way. Let's say you lived in a world where a blindfold was put on everyone and thy were all programmed to run after shiny objects and a mind control and social hierarchy mechanism was set in place "what will people say?" "My friends son has a better job. Why don't you get one?" And let's say one person, through something supernatural, managed to get rid of the blindfold and the programming and now those mental constructs don't mean anything. I'm sure your sister can make enough money to survive when the process is allowed to go smoothly and will probably have many disciples etc. baba ramdev isn't exactly broke and neither is sri sri ravi Shankar ( and neither of them has an actual awakening of the kundalini) she just won't have a 'presitigious' IBM job which is meaningless in terms of the gift she has been given. Like crying over losing a top of the line tour the France racing bicycle because you have been given a futuristic space ship. I hope that helps explain it better
Dear Mr Govekar , Thank you very much for your advices and guidance. I feel like a tons of weights dropping off my shoulders. You have no idea how much it helps us. I now know how to cope with it and look at her journey on the different perspective . I can't wait to connect with her again when she gets back from Bangalore. From your channel, I have learned a lot of kundalini awakening and felt more confidence and courage to explain all this my family and people who care for her. Love 🙏🏼
I am happy for you brother! May you and your family be filled with divine love, healing, protection, abundance and prosperity. Please keep sharing this knowledge, we appreciate it :).
Hello Vivek, thank you very much for this information. I am also getting similar types of experiences. I can sense energy flow withing me but some times unable to manage it. I am felling most of my senses are getting concentrated to my head. I can feel my body and me are separate now. Energy is making me to go in deep meditation stage but some times I am getting severe pain at lower back and illusions. I don't know how to control it. How can I go to next stage ? and how to normalize the energy because sometimes I feel different complications, no sleep and heavy head.
Amol Patil u explained what I am going thru perfectly right now!! I was just saying my head is heavy earlier today as well! How do u cope with theses symptoms you have mentioned, I'd love any advice on any of the symptoms u listed!
Kundalini and meditation in general has been terrifying to me. I’ve lately been focused on confronting my shadow and I’ve found some very disturbing thought patterns I’ve got hidden away. I imagined the feeling of a death blow and I saw flashes of grave yards and the middle of a forest, like my memories of forming the concept of death. I’ve imagined the worst things that could ever happened to me and felt every feeling associated with it. I feel stronger but I feel uneasy and a loss of innocence.
@wade follow me on Instagram ok. I believe it will help. Infact. U dont even have to follow me. Just read what I send u. Let me know if ur up for that x
Ben Her didn’t quite get the joke. You either 1) like the video and watch or 2) don’t like it and stop watching. Is there an editing related hint you just dropped? ✌🏾❤️
So essentially do not resist to the kundalini process, instead Surrender to the process. I like that. Tearing away the outer shell (physical appearance) and letting the true inner self emerge. That is beautiful. I'm on the path, it hasn't happened yet. I need to clear the heart chakra amongst the others and then the rest will follow. I already know I'm full negative energy. I feel it all the time with my low mood, quick temper, rage and hate at times of stress and anguish. I just don't deal very well with negativity. So that's why I'm on this path, to let go of negativity so I'll find inner peace and love.
I also believe much of bipolar disorder and schizophrenia is caused by Kundalini going wrong in an environment where no one understands, so no one can help them or give emotional support. Funny how perhaps the best remedy for mental illness and trauma can cause mental illness and trauma.
Informative video about some pitfalls of spontaneous kundalini awakening that may happen in different situations. Having a proper knowledge and guidance is important that is expressed in this video.
Yes, definitely better to have guidance. The goal was also to clear some misconceptions about spontaneous awakenings. Even in those events, the process can be stabilized. All is not lost if a guru or guidance isn't present. Of course, it is preferable to have a guru, but one can survive and not go crazy in the absence of one. This is important to know because I think more and more people are awakening without knowing why and how and need to be guided back to normalcy and made aware that they have received a divine blessing.
Why r there so few of us going through this experience? I have yet 2 meet another face 2 face, b4 or since my awakening. This world would b such a paradise, if not 4 so many unconscious people. 1 of the hardest parts has been seeing the people i love look at me as if i am a stranger now. They all seem so fake and unaware of whats truely important.
They are robots essentially; already sold their souls to ‘self’ which is Saturn 🪐 Church is passive and false too and just keeps people trapped in reincarnation cycle “It’s a trap!” Many will say demonic but they themselves don’t know a single thing than what they were programmed since BIRTH to believe ‘Great master Jesus’ said this....”Trust No MAN” for we aren’t man any longer We are truly HUMAN
Leaf of 'LOA' Ambitions, this is in response to your question. 'God' is the universal over-soul. 'It' is a consciousness not a person. It is like the canvas on which all else is 'painted'. Imagine a placid lake so calm and clear that it appears like no water is present. one stone falls, ripples happen, and we see water. We (the entire universe) are the ripples. My vision made me aware that vibrations (ripples in the water) and complexity of the primordial vibration, OM, 'the word', Ameen, Amen, 'unstruck sound/anahat naad' then complexes into vibrations of various density (later validated by my reading of spiritual traditions as well as physics) and gives rise to time, space, the world of phenomena and all that IS. The sentient, self-aware organism, in case of planet earth at THIS moment, humans, have evolved to have the capacity to reach within and access the primal sound as well as the over-soul. They have termed the methods "religions" and yoga/meditation/prayer are those techniques. Others who have had the same experience as me have added to that literature, the true meaning of the methods gets obscured after being laden with centuries of dogma and social practices. Each awakee/experiencee of said 'visions' is able to decipher the jargon, get to the inner meaning and explain it in terms relevant to that era. Got it? Now get cracking on the yoga. Peace and Love.
Vivek Govekar: Hello Vivek! i went through this in 2001. I was an intense spiritual seeker, but i never tried to awaken kundalini. My path was more in non duality, because right from my childhood i had an experience that drove me in that direction. Anyway, a few years before this crisis i had an awakening or seemingly significant experience while on a meditation retreat in Rishikesh, it was like seeking the whole structure of self and being free from the whole seeking process.. because i realized I'm already what I'm seeking. This wasn't through a process of reasoning, but reason come in to formulate what the experience was later. So after that time i felt very free and just spent my time in the satsang of a teacher though not really seeking enlightenment or anything like that... this went on for a couple of years. However, at a certain point in 2000 it all took a turn to the dark side, i felt like i was losing my grip on reality. Literally sometimes id have crazy visions., i became unpredictable and out of control. My health started to suffer in a fairly setous way and i was totally dysfunctional, but i recovered. Finally the craziness abated and i got some equalibrium. Then the next phase of fear and terror commenced.. i felt like i was going to die, or be annihilated. This went on for a month or so.. maybe this was sparked by my brush with death,, because doctors told me it was critical.. but by that stage i was fine physically. One night it come so much into the fore that i feared to close my eyes, i felt i was going to die for sure, even though there was no immediate threat. But for some reason i just went upstairs and lay down. Then as soon as i closed my eyes i lost my grasp on existence itself and there was just void.. but awareness was still there.. only no perceptions. Then subtle states come and went back into the void and finally it was like some kind of Self recognition.. hard to describe it. Like realizing ah this is all Me. When perceptions returned there was the sound of birds singing, but it was like they were singing in me. Perceptions were kind of merged in me. It was like that with everything. There was a fragrance of eternity. But the main thing was that it marked the end of this dark chaotic period. It was kind of like a death and rebirth. Would you believe a year i was invited to India by a wealthy friend and they wanted to see this certain nadi reader in Tamil Nadu..so since she's the benefactor here i of course come on her itinerary. She suggested i also get my nadi done. I was amazed by the indexing system how they knew all the names my name, parents names and date of birth and so on. Most of all though i was amazed when they started taking about kundalini awakening!
Let JESUS come in your life. Read the BIBLE. Jesus give you all you need :-) The Holy spirit... LOVE. No pain....Halelujah.......Stay away for KUNDALINI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Grete Hansen Jesus is the representation of the Kundalini "the tree of life" know thyself.....is it not written ye are gods....the kingdom of God is in you......if thy eye be single let it be full of light(third eye).....7demons casted out of Mary(7chakras)......unprogram yourself
Great reassurance in your video. I am 4 months into what I think is a kundalini awakening. very dark forces have arisen in me, it's been a nocturnal hell for me. It's affected everything, my ability to live, now in the last few weeks its affecting my body, it is weak and very limb. it has left me very depersonalized and questioning my self whilst staring into the abyss.
Please watch my videos. visit the biology of kundalini website and start using those supplements. start a practice of affirmations. paul santisi is a good channel. start using binaural beats, tibetan bowls etc. calm the mind. allow the energy to do it's work. observe as a a detached witness and know that your thoughts are not you. let them play their games but slowly learn to be the observer. I am glad you found this video helpful. this whole series has been made for people like you who awakened accidentally, from the perspective of someone who went through the same thing. peace and blessings.
Thanks for presenting what are kundalini's bright and dark sides. I do not do kundalini but do meditation at the third-eye focus (ajna chakra). There are no dangers or problems with the third-eye-center meditation. The Third-eye-center meditation is the gateway to the inner-realms. Some ideas of this might be gained from the TH-cam video "04 Spiritual Reality Journey Within Third Eye and Spiritual Masters." Even here, competent high spiritual is a must. I am very lucky to have one. Viewer Sludct has a justified concern about the dark forces especially on the lower levels of astral plane and that's the reason to have very high master who is one with the nameless source of the all the universe in all its dimensions. Good Luck.
Yeah, a LOT of people have been mis-diagnosed with a slew of illnesses after having a kundalini awakening. i was one of the lucky few who had the right mental makeup to know what this was, to be able to deal with it, and to have a supportive environment around me as it happened. I know one case where the person thought he was going crazy and went into a 12-year heroin addiction spiral. Others have gone to doctors who put them on various drugs further compounding their agony. Mine opened after me and wife were having sexual intercourse. Intense orgasm and felt something cracking open at the base of my spine. Boom! suddenly I had a snake wiggling in my spine and all the other things that went along with an awakening.
Thanks for your video I'm now 51 and my Kundalini experience happened when I was 25 Certainly wasn't the smoothest process and to be honest things got so crazy on a metaphysical level I had to ask the universe to stop it all It did and only now am I willing to go back to meditation and the spiritual You're video was very helpful
Vivek, Thanks for posting your video. I enjoyed hearing your thoughts and experiences. You bring common sense to the subject. Wonderful for you that you have a loving, supportive wife and child. I awakened kundalini in the late 1980s while praying/contemplating with the Bible. I was blasted by light for seven years. For the first few years I didn't talk to anyone about it other than a relative, and later it was kind of a mixed bag that I opened up to. After so many years with no end in sight, I went to an Indian guru for help. I grew up Protestant, and unfortunately, Protestants don't have much of a contemplative tradition, so I didn't know where to turn to for help. Catholics had kundalini-ish things in their tradition of saints (like experiences of Teresa of Avila), but back then there was a lot more animosity between Protestants and Catholics. To seek counsel from a Catholic would have been treachery, whereas consulting a Hindu or a Buddhist was merely eccentric. Interesting that Taoism is what has helped you so much. What you say just confirms for me that it isn't easier for Indians or Buddhists. The main thing is to have some support and understanding. I thought it was interesting to read on another website, a Tibetan guy thanking a German woman for information on kundalini from her own experience and counseling others. According to him, the lamas lock the information away and it is difficult to have access to them.
+Bangle9 Yes, it is tougher for any modern people. What has happened, modern life has made all spirituality into ritual and most people follow blindly. A true awakening is rare even in India or in eastern traditions and even someone like Gopi Krishna who had his awakening in 1930s India, had to suffer through a lot of wandering before he found answers. peace.
+Vivek Govekar I thought it was very interesting that you said Taoism helped you a lot. Did you study with anyone? Do Tai Chi or Qigong? For myself, it would have made so much more sense to spiritually cultivate the body through Tai Chi or something like that (though I did a lot of sports) before blast off time. Without the proper grounding, everything is so much harder--even simply handling the voltage. Thanks!
+Bangle9 good question. What I have realized post-awakening is the very reason for the practice of tai-chi is to allow the energy to flow properly once it awakens. It's the same with yoga. Those poses come in handy when the energy starts flowing. So now, if I am standing up and am not in public, the body automatically starts to sway in tai-chi poses. The contortions automatically happen in yoga-like poses. This happens as the body moves with the energy. To use a less positive example, it's like tremors or involuntary movements due to an illness. Except, this is no illness, it's a blessing. Having learned tai-chi or yoga helps you to adjust with the movements of an energy snake in your spine 24/7. People that went through the process documented it and hence we have the science of yoga or tai-chi. Until someone awakens, people do it as exercise, not knowing the hidden, esoteric meaning. Peace.
Sorry, just saw your latest comment. A bit late in giving my reply. For me, the problem was that I was dealing a lot of issues and seeing a guru, any guru, was not possible. However, the energy itself reveals all the inner knowledge of these sciences. It's one and the same. The people who put together the science of Tai Chi themselves went through the same thing as I did. You just co-relate it to the information that is out there. The energy itself guides you. You are right.It is tough without having formal training. I am lucky I had a sports background and was very fit when this happened. Tai Chi or yoga would have helped but just being flexible enough to do the wheel pose and lotus pose was very helpful
Thank you for this. I had a partial Kundalini awakening today during meditation and I was terrified. I felt my individuality and personality dissolving and I was scared. I am a tough guy, I have taken Ayahuasca over 20 times and it takes nerve to even try it once. This level of terror completely caught me by surprise. It is good to hear that I am not alone in feeling this way !
Oh yeah. Welcome to kundalini terror. In the course my life, and the turns it has taken since this happened, outsiders, unawakened people have attempted to "scare" me for various reasons. In the initial stages when an awakening was happening at its peak, imagine the terror I faced. Of course, the flip side is that now that my process has stabilized, I laugh at the attempts people make now based on their experiences in life to gauge what level of tactics would be sufficient to scare me. There is no comparison to anything this world can show you that is even remotely scary compared to kundalini experiences. The good news is that once the old you dies, no matter how painful the experience, the new you is so much stronger mentally and emotionally. Hats off to you for having had so much Ayahausca. I wouldn't dare.
Dealing with violent thoughts aimed at my abusers. Don't know how to get through this. It's like everything that is dark in me keeps coming up to the surface to be healed.
Absolutely true ... I went through the same process as u explained. Such a cocktail of emotions... massive fluctuations. But mind blowing experience... thank you for sharing!🙏
My friend! this is exactly what happened to me six months ago! I am so grateful i found your video. Thank you soon much. My family are a little worried for me. I hope you don't mind addressing this concern of mine but it's been bugging me for a while. Kundalini energy sometimes releases trauma and unpleasant past experiences from the body. In my experience, this is certainly true. If I have a family and children to look after one day, how do I go about this? My traditional upbringing has hammered into me that fathers or husbands don't do this. I'm sure that my wife has to be okay with this. Social pressure is a big one! Best wishes, - Ali
Whoah! Happy to meet another person with "lightning in the blood" as the mayan daykeepers refer to it. Wow, yes, it took me about 5 years too! I still am super sensitive and I can't really be in the city anymore. As soon as I started feeling heightened sensitivity, months before the awakening, I moved out to a remote area on the Oregon coast. Essentially I retreated into nature which was probably the best thing I could have done. There were a lot of healers nearby and they helped me with body and energy work but I was careful not to work with just anyone...I prayed for help and then waited for someone to approach me and offer healing help. I feel it could have perhaps been damaging to me and even the healer had I worked with someone who was not a good energetic fit. I did not even know how to meditate when I had a very powerful spontaneous kundalini awakening. Did not even know what was happening to me for at least the first year. I too was very based in traditional science...I did not believe in any of the things that started coming through. I also had HORRIBLE body pain from all the blocks (I'm guessing) I had in my energy. And the crazy dreams started... That was in 2006/7. Fortunately I had the presence to blog and journal about the experience and my dreams and the messages coming through. I am writing a book about my experiences right now.
I loved when your daughter came and hug you that was Awesome.
+TheBestEVER4LIFE thanks. i always love it when she hugs me. she's my life
@Anka B I respect your opinion, but I disagree. I never believed in anything and after some deep introspection and conclusions about my mistakes and sins, I cried for hours because I was so evil and wronged many people and was worshiper of myself in spite of that, I cried with all my hearth and BOOM out of nowhere I saw white light all around me and felt as if someone was petting me energetically trough head and spine, Immediately I knew who that was and I started speaking to Him, I tanked Him for coming into my life because I was devout atheist who would never believe in antthing without proof, and I got it. Without Jesus. I repented for my sins with all my soul and He showed Himself to me, from then on I have very active kundalini, as if He gives this power to those of His childeren who would use it in a godly way, I still do not believe that Jesus is his son any more than you or me, he maybe was an awakend person, but you and me can be too.
@Anka B you probbably got energy boost from calling the Father indirectly, but you will get it from calling Him directly also, just try.♥️♥️
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I've had my awakening and I've been scared shitless...this has helped me so much. I really thought that I was experiencing some type of mental disorder ..I think I had the most trouble i have dealt with is trying to discard the amount of memories that flood my brain at all times...or decisions I have made. It caused me so much stress that I began to get into a deep depression whenever a memory or random situation would pop into my mind...I began to drink..to not face because I could never relax. I had so much stress that I forgot or disregarded how to speak to people appropriately. But I'm learning to face every thought and not let it linger...and I can truly see and feel myself becoming a much better person than I was before my awakening took place. In the beginning I was angry that this happened ..because my life was so "normal" and "care free" not being aware. But now I am truly thankful..
+Ana Rodriguez I am so glad I could be of help. Visit www.biologyofkundalini.com website and see if any of the info and supplements there are of help as well. God bless
The thing is my dear is that this affects are not from God. These are from Satan and all of his evil minions. God wants all of His children to feeel love, joy, peace, hi appiness, not depression, anxiety, mental disorders. Anything that causes these things is no spirit from the Lord Jesus Chirst. I really hope you read this comment and I pray that you open your eyes to the Truth. Jesus is the truth, the way, and the life, no one goes to God except through Jesus Christ. He died for our sins, for our sins and rose on the third day with all power in His hand so that we who believe on Him shall be saved. I hope that you will repent and turn to Jesus. Ask Him to show you the truth and He will. This stuff aint it..
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@@trulykey8106 can you leave please no one wants to hear you
People think kundalini is demonic the sad truth is the we’re living a human experience from ancestors and our own darkness to cleanse the soul we suffer in our spiritual path like going through purgatory. If some one pases away without the enlightenment process it will happen after we pass. Kundalini is just another word for nervous break down anxiety the whole complex of mental disorder. One needs to heal and face our fears’ has nothing to do with bad spirits it’s our conscious
I went through an isolation period in my life while i was on my spiritual journey. It sounds so familiar. I felt like I was going crazy. Sounds so familiar. I only meditated for a short time but now i feel like i need to do more. Prior to my journey, i quit my job as a nurse. Ive been vegan off n on and i grow n use herbs. My intuition has been increased and im continuing my journey. Thank you
Did it help u career wise
I no longer a nurse i retired bc it no longer served my purpose.
Thank you so much for sharing your experiences! I'm currently going through this and am so grateful for the opportunity to isolate . I've had to pull away from my beloved sister in order to allow my path to unfold in its own way. My immediate family and the wooded seclusion of my home allow me the time and space I need. The Kundalini energy awoke only a few months ago and at the time I had absolutely no idea what it was, had never even heard of it...so it was mystifying and overwhelming! But my intuition told me to go with it, to surrender into it, to take up meditation and listen to healing music. My whole being is cracking open, and I'm so grateful to both my intuition and to people like you online sharing their own experiences and offering messages of supportive guidance. Thank you thank you!
People from India have been the most friendly and loving to me. When I was in need of saving... They did not deny the help I needed. I am eternally grateful!!! Beautiful people. USA. 🔥🌸🌹🔥💎🌟☔🙌💃💐💖
It happened to me to. I had a pill reaction from my medication when I walked down the street. My foot cramped up on me and I was stuck. I couldn't cross the street. And there they were in a car. Concerned about the way I walked. Gave me a ride to my destination ♡
Love from the country where Budha born...
i absolutely concur !! i had a spontaneous kundalini awakening and three gurus including Sadguru himself came to answer my messages asking for help, he directed me to several of his own teachings and philosophies and my life has been 1000 percent better and higher quality of living, just a simple mindset change and my whole world is different today...!....
@@nallaiah1 u mean nepal aye?
Bulshitt video bad explain what happend inside your body details??
Very very helpful 🙏, in this awakening process if you don't have a GURU / GUIDE, the people around you make you feel crazy, the doctors make you a critical patient.
BUT VIDEOS SO REALISTIC LIKE THESE HELP AWAKENING SOULS LIFE EASY.
Whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you are loved. I love you
You too
What do you mean? You don't know me and I don't know you.
You too Bear Daisy. May you have golden days.
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I love you!!
So sweet when your daughter runs into the video! I have a daughter around the same age, and I loved that you were careful to not make her feel like what you were doing was more important than her. It's a very difficult balance within the parenting world! Thanks for the video - very informative Vivek.
this has been some of the most sincere advice I've heard in the 9 years of my own experience. Thank you
Ramiro Hernandez I am very happy to hear that. Having that comment from another awakened one means a lot. Peace and blessings
Peace and blessings. I'm hesitant to call myself awakened since in many ways I have been left with far more questions, disbelief, and unbalance than before it all started, however I am conscious of the developing experience you describe. What sometimes feels like walking through a hall of mirrors eventually led me to find a home in art, the words of the poets, and the ancient scriptures. beyond that I have explored people like jung, huxley, underhill, avalon, and gopi krishna. However, through all my digging, it has been rather difficult to find a sincere, living account of this experience. It warms me deeply to stumble across your words and I hope you continue to share your knowledge. it is kundalini guidance for modern life.
Ramiro Hernandez exactly! Kundalini guidance for modern life. Love it! The old accounts are good for an initial understanding but unless you listen to or read an account of someone going through it now, you don’t really get any help. I would humbly suggest that you start making videos as well. Others will benefit from your experiences. I know that I will watch them with great curiosity
Thank you so much for doing this it helps a lot, I haven't had a dramatic awakening, it's been happening slowly and I've changed a lot for better :) my dietary needs too, I can't eat animals anymore and I'm so glad, I meditate a lot and am looking to discard every bit of my old conditioning and past beliefs, I'm soooo grateful to the Mother Kundalini for finding worthy! keep on and as more of us awaken the energy on the planet heals and gets lighter ....
Thank you for sharing this rare information. I too was agnostic until my early 30's when "God" showed up... MOST impressive. : ) However, that was only Part 1 There was still this duality ... of me AND "God". It took 10 more years for Part 2 to happen..... when I came into contact with my Guru. Truly there is nothing that could have prepared me for that.
In the presence of a Shaktipat Master the Absolute Truth of this world was revealed.... and changed me forever. The word Mystical took on a whole new meaning.
It was an incredibly difficult time, and without the guidance of my Master I can not imagine how I would have made it through. The only explanation is Grace and Good Karma.
In this day and age, with so many souls Awakening, I feel it is so important for knowledgeable beings such as yourself to come forward and share your own direct 'experiences'. They really rang true for me.
Everything you referenced I can relate to. The Shakti just cleaned house... all my 'normal' friends just disappeared and suddenly I found myself surrounded by saints... literally. You are correct that there is no sense fighting it..... when Kundalini strikes.. TAG.. You're it. : )
Clearly you are so blessed, to have such an understanding wife. There are no coincidences. My journey continues, there is more expansion daily.... Life becomes a moving meditation. Detachment YES ... that is the key.
Again, thank you for this blessed video. ~ Namaste ~
So glad to read about your first hand experience. Peace and love 🙏🏽
May I know the name of your Guru.
Faith Rada MY I ask what was revealed to you as the “Absolute Truth of this world?” And who are the “saints” in your life now, that replaced your friends?
Kundalini is demonic
MaximusAurelius1987 Amen!
Your daughter your message your reactions towards her while taping are beautiful
+KRONOS G. thank you. she is incredible
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In September of 2011, I spun a chariote crystal with me energy.(This being my first experience in this life) I rocked very rapidly as kundalini awakened me. Afterwards I saw the energy being of kundalini. She was beautiful and zeal.
I, as many people do, went through a very isolated time. To finally come back to my core understanding and know for the first time that I see the truth...the last thing that was expected was that I would feel more alone then every before. The conflict of truth and choice becomes blurred in these earthsuits. I went to many crystal shops, mediums, and so on. But my energy was overwhelming to all that I came across...including myself!
It hurts me to see so many children neglected, so many adults in denial, from what is based off of a fear defense in these earthsuits we reside in. And as I come back to my core and my true self. I want nothing more than to help and be helped. Nothing will effect this plane more than the truth. I am one with you all. And if I can do anything for any of you.. I WILL!
From star seeds, till our hearts bleed. Love is what remains.
Amazing! God bless you and good luck on your journey
To you as well my brother!
If you need anything at all to help spread truth, I will be here.
You are the present day guru as you shine a light for all those to see.
It gives me peace to see another awakened soul. I wish I had the actual words to describe the feeling. Thank you!
Thank you for being so authentic. After Decades of feeling sick and “ent-bodied” I couldn’t suppress or ignore it anymore. Last February after a well known storm of fears, lucid dreams and insomnia, I got a moment of pure bliss. It was THE revelation. I’m not religious and I was educated in a spirit of pragmatism. Good luck on your path!
Thank you for explaining this event in your life after your kundalini awakening. Most people seek this experience without understanding that this is a life changing experience, and that preparation and guidance are needed. I can see how distressing this must have been for those having a spontaneous awakening without spiritual preparation. It seems that even Hindus can be unprepared, as some may not be taking their religion seriously. Much like many Roman Catholics I have known. Fortunately, I had always sought after spiritual knowledge, and had a teacher helping me. But I still wondered why my life seemed so chaotic, even with preparation. My support group and teacher disappeared shortly after my awakening, and l still wish I could have continued on that path. Now I am old and ill, and although I am not Hindu, I still meditate and hope for more enlightenment. Namaste!
I m hindu and still have no idea how to handle it.
This is HILARIOUS!!! ***"It's funny because it's true!"***. My goodness just a partial 5min watch of this was humongously helpful!
I also experienced the Kundalini suddenly, multiple times. And it's still barely even begun! It does have many effects, not all of them necessarily positive. Yet I think it's totally worth it. Talk about an intense process...
If it ever happens to anyone reading this, just take a deep breath, face the Fear, and enjoy the ride! You aren't alone.
My kundlini is raise up to heart chkra but some problems .I do not have guru.if you experience plz help .I want to some ask.plz contact no.
Thank you for spreading the truth about Kundalini. My process has lasted about 6 years, thankfully it seems to be mostly 'over' now. I'm left with some physical consequences of being almost completely non-functional for so long, and now have to build my body back up to full strength. But in spite of the years of fear, pain, confusion and pure hell, it was worth it eventually. I wouldn't want to go back to being who I was before. But the process can be very difficult as you accurately describe. Some people warn about dangers and that it's not safe to try and awaken the Kundalini energy. I completely agree, its a destructive force which strips everything away with no mercy. Sometimes people lose their sanity and even their physical life. You can have no idea how difficult it is, until it happens. Don't ask for this, but when you are blessed with this sacred journey, there can only be gratitude, acceptance and the will to survive. Something new is being born and your death is the requirement.
I was following a Hindu path at that time.. and meditation, mantra, prayer.. writing, music all helped.. It did bring lots of visions, great knowingness of situations I could not have done. I fought it at first because I was then very stubborn. But when I started to surrender to it, life got easier. I do believe that its made me a better person. But unfortunately my family never understood it, and don't understand me to this day. I have always been a deeply spiritual person.. Thank you Vivek once again.. 🙏 Peace and blessings x
My kundlini is raise up to heart chkra but some problems .I do not have guru.if you experience plz help .I want to some ask.plz contact no.
Thank you, I found your energy so calming and reassuring in a period of struggle. Glad I found your channel!
Samantha Kundalini very happy to read that. Glad to be of help. Peace and blessings
I have spent the last 9 - 12 months trying to understand what happened to me. Between your stories and others, i am understanding that i experienced a spontaneous awakening. I too experience isolation and other symptoms. I feel disconnected from others and i am trying to make sense of the experience. It was the most peaceful, beautiful single moment of my life however i would like to know if there are any people you may recommed i may talk to... thanks for sharing your story.
+theonlymarksmith I am glad I could be of help. Peace.
+Vivek Govekar to answer your question, you can always contact me by email vivek.govekar@me.com and there is of course the www.biologyofkundalini.com website. You can talk to Dr. Bonnie Greenwell if you are looking for professional guidance with transpersonal experiences. Her info should be a google search away. Hope that helps.
I am intrigued by your experiences, with Kundalini. I watched the entire video because I see you as sincere and honest. I have a real desire to understand the "other" side of Kundalini since my own Kundalini Awakening over a decade ago was so positive, I wish that you had described more in detail what you mean by seeing "crazy stuff". At any rate I'm glad to see that you've come out the other side the better for it.
Hi Vivek, this is an amazing video! I cannot tell you how much I can relate to this! When I started Kundalini my life completely changed, there was an abundance of happiness in the first 2 years. In fact it was like being Aladin. Kundalini made pathways for me. Even when bad things seemed to happen soon I would realize that they happened to save my life! E.g. everytime I did Kundalini meditation I would usually feel amazing, relaxed and happy after that. However one day just after the meditation I got severe dirrhoea and had to be admitted into the hospital and missed my overseas trip. I was soon to learn that the flight I was scheduled to be on crashed! I was amazingly grateful for it.
However since the past 2 years since I have moved to another country I have been suffering badly .... I have been kicked out of 3 corporate jobs and all of them are organizations that make you work 12 to 14 hours a day! I have always wanted to be a writer and get amazing ideas when I do the Kundalini meditation but I always put the writing off for later! Tomorrow is my last day from the third job I am being kicked out of so i am definitely going to write.
You also said that always listen to your inner voice. However I do not know whether or not I should move back to the country I left. I loved it in every way as it is heaven on earth, the only thing is that there are no jobs there which is why i left in the first place! I feel amazing everytime I visit! I will meditate more to sense whether I should or should not go back!
But long story cut short ... amazing video!!
I am a retired person and I have been studying Geopathic stress.EMF,Crystal healing, kundalini awakening,Meditation,and Human Aura Enahancement etc etc from some time.I came across this video and I am following your other videos.Thank u for ur valuable experience.
Glad to be of help. Peace and love
That's a kind of dark side, but it's so mild compared to some others. All your life you were connecting with the Divine and your kundalini was ok dude. My kundalini rising was fine too. I saw evil shapes and told 'Hail Mary, I'm seeing Evil things, can you make it better for me. She painted them with shiny colours and they looked sweet afterwards. Rising of the consciousness was I felt I was spinning on the ceiling around the light fitting but I knew I was asleep in bed. That lasted a few minutes, I just went with it. My advice to ordinary awakenings like ours Vivek is, mind your diet, eat healthily, don't smoke or drink alcohol. My family has disowned me due to my love of everyone and my bloody understanding of others! My family can't understand why I'm so nice. But I have a younger sister taking my side if necessary. I stay away now. Can't be bothered with their material lives. Your wife is a good woman obviously and works to sustain you all. Thank you for your lovely vids. I'm going to watch them all today because I don't go to work anymore! I became obsessed with DK Alice Bailey books and other esoteric teachings, so I tell myself I'm studying, not exactly out of work. xxx I do Pranic Healing. That is an amazing way to awaken.
You are absolutely correct about the kundalini and the dark Knight of the soul. About almost 9 years ago I’ve had a Kundalini Awakening activated by holding Moldavite. Two days later I had a very intense Kundalini Awakening at my home that made the first one like nothing. After my Kundalini Awakening I went through the dark Knight of the soul just how you explained it I had to stay away from the public and the reason for that was because I could feel everyone’s negative energy. And I couldn’t handle feeling so much negativity so like you said I became a hermit. My dark Knight of the soul lasted for five years during that five years I did a lot of purging of negativities cleansing my karmic wheel. In the meantime during those five years I had many upgrades downloads psychic abilities connection directly to source feeling the energy of source every day. Ever since I was a child my third eye has been awaken. I always have had the ability to see my future and change it as it happens in prime Time. I am able to draw in the healing energy of the universe and run it through me to heal people. I also found out that everyone on this planet has a carbon body. And all the downloads everybody is receiving right now are made out of silica. It is converting your carbon body into a crystalline body. In the fifth density which everybody is ascending to everyone will have a crystalline body. I was born with the crystalline body my energy is totally different compared to everyone else’s. A person with a normal carbon body has to survive off of food and water because the body cannot survive without it. With a crystalline body that’s how a person is able to survive off of prana. In the fifth density everyone will be able to live off of prana. The difference in energy of a person with a carbon body their energy flows away from their body vibrating away from the body completely all the way around it. With a crystalline body the energy comes out of The back of my heart chakra over my head and back into the front of my heart chakra also all the vertebrae in my spine are lit up like lightbulbs that is the light body. I met a person that was able to see a persons energy and I asked him to look at my energy. He told me that he had never seen energy like mine before. Then he continued and told me exactly the difference between regular energy and my Energy. I’ve had a lot of upgrades during this period of time after my kundalini awakening. There is so much that a lot of people do not realize about the kundalini awakening. One thing I did learn is that people that take kundalini yoga shouldn’t be doing that because their body is not ready for it or their mind. So when they activate their Kundalini Awakening their dark Knight of the soul could last over 20 years which in turn could make them go crazy. Or believe that they are living in hell. I didn’t know what a kundalini awakening was because I am not from India I am American. People don’t know what to think when they hear things like this the right away believe that it has something to do with an energy that is evil when basically it is a purging that everybody who has this Has to go through to cleanse their soul. Good job on the video!! unconditional love and peace to everything Namaste 🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️🌎♾
Can you tell me more about it ? What should we do to reach the crystalline form?
Thank you for the video. I went through this and the dark night of the soul at the same time. Everybody thought I was nuts because I was hearing voices and feeling people touching me which nobody could see. The were good, but it was hard to accept and trust after being so traumatized. By the event. I believe that my upbringing didn't help matters. It's been about 12 years and I finally feel stable now, while still growing and accepting who I am. Artistic, yes, I agree... everything your saying is very helpful.
Same Difference Call on the name of Jesus Christ, he will set you free. Call on his name and surrender to him. Repent of sins in your life/turn away from them. Get a king james bible, or read online if you cannot get one right now. I went through similar experience. Jesus Christ delivered me, and set me free.
I can absolutely confirm of that feeling when my Kundalini awakened in 1997, I didn't know what happened and it made me afraid ... later I found out what it was and had a teacher ... now my Kundalini is completely rosen and I help people understanding this energy awaking.
So it is important for people to know that it is not only bliss, love and positive things coming through kundalini. The kriyas, the cleansing part is the more challanging part.
Thanx for sharing :-)
Namaste --- And hence why it is not advocated for those still in family life..... There are many spontaneous awakenings now... It is good you are not attaching to these things. You
are right once awakened it goes 24/7 until completion. Yes surrender is very very important.
Thank You
Thank you for posting such an honest account. Yes not an easy journey to be sure.
Thanks for clarifying the awaken l started the process three years ago ! I was introduced to the lotus sutra Buddhism l started chanting the symptoms you described l have been going through!! I also had a severe nervous breakdown! I now practice chanting alone to the gohonzon l love this beautiful philosophy!! I pray life will get better for me ! Most of all l want the peace in my 💓!!! My two sons think l am mad and laugh at me! Thanks very much namasta!!!
This was the first video about kundalini that helped me feel more grounded in my experience because I have been experiencing this. Thankfully I have certain supportive family members. I do not have immediate help but I've been doing research and reading books. I feel like I look like i'm being lazy but I cant tell my entire family. Its overwhelming when I am highly stressed and I wish I could tell them. I now see that I am a part of god in this vast experience and that the illusions that I am living can no longer hold and I have to speak my truth with love and compassion. Im a lot more hesitant and im essentially forced to be self aware.
I understand 100% what you're talking about. I just wonder when it will all end because its just too painful
It's really terrible when this happens in a cultural and social context like mine in the UK. These experiences induce fear and judgement in absolutely everyone around you to some extent, and that's perfectly understandable when society has conditioned us to interpret such things as madness, mental illness or evil or just utterly beyond reality. But we are seeds thrown on different soils. And probably a blade of grass growing out of concrete has as much value as trees in the woods.
I just wanted to say thank you Vivek, for sharing this. It helps to know others are open and honest about it especially those who, like me, come from a science background. I'll watch your other videos because you are a pleasure to watch and listen to. i won't bore you with my own experience but just let you know it has actually been very beautiful and smooth, very loving and full of insight and just blissful wow type stuff. I am in awe of existence and non-existence. Maybe I was ready to handle it. I don't really know. That's why I'm looking at others videos.
So glad on many levels. Glad you liked the video. Glad I finally met someone with a smooth process. Peace and blessings on your journey
It happened with me during covid time 2020 , everything was going so smoothly i dont know what triggered it but I started to act crazy suddenly i could not sleep my whole family thought i gone crazy . They took me to psychiatrist and priests but noone was able to tell what is happening , i wanted to visit to temple to see lord Shiva but they falsely took me to a doctor and made me eat psychodelics which made me loose my memory and i could not even walk somehow its blocked my motor activities i could not walk and it was to stop my hyperactivity i used to hear music whole night and day and my mom just used to shout at me and at night i used to see weird shadows around me , i used to change beds sometimes i used to sleep with my sister or mother . Luckily they took me to Village and we got locked in village due to lockdown , slowly slowly i gained control over myself , i started to talk to something unknown which told me they are protecting me i should believe in god because i was atheist that time. And now 2023 i avoid doing things i dont like cause something inside me stops me i feel disgust if i force to do something i m not liking. I stay away from ppl who i don't vibe with. Now some times i wish i can be my past self who was brilliant but always worried , i m a failure now but at peace somehow , still working on kundilini awakening i don't know why it happened , i just hope in future if it happened with someone they may have good ppl around them who understand i somehow started feeling distant from my family cause how they treated at me that time they even said it would be better if i died rather behaving like a mad person. It broke my heart. But yeah now i know i have to deal with it myself. I am so much aware of my surroundings although i m always at rest and healing phase i do not have urge to do anything , i hope in future things change i become active.( I cant do things i want to , i don't feel energy inside) i wish you all good luck if ya guys going through same experience. I know and god knows.
How are you doing now? Your story is similar to mine. I am in healing phase at the moment as well in isolation
@@User98681 thanks for asking. I would like to know to know your experience. Well that experience opened a spiritual door for me i m doing tarot reading and trying to understand the spirituality. I m still don't feel much energy inside me but I use it to do things that I like or that sustains my life right now.i m going into mantra chanting to energize my body and awaken my hidden power . Let's see where it goes i m doing well
guys remember this is just his perspective, your experience with “life” may differ
In this morning , I experienced an attack , A hand was groping my neck and wants to get a hold of it. It was sudden and I was not in meditation . I was just watching YT and suddenly I felt like a fly whooshed over my body, then suddenly it grew intense and went over my neck and my upper body. I Resísted it and screamed my lungs out . This was physical and The experience strengthen my resolve.
Ah thank you Vivek, I have been undergoing this transformation for 2-3 years now and during the darker days it can be very hard to explain to people. You've made me feel a lot better and that I'm handling it very well considering.
same here been in the dark side of the soul fir 5 years and awakened since i was 13 im 26 now , just finding out the answer i been looking for now!
This is exactly what happened to me in 2015, except I was surrounded by people who I guess you can "qi vampires" so my traumatic experience was tenfold. Yoga and meditation have helped me calm down since, and my son (whom I also had in 2008) brought much peace and love to me. Thank you for this confirmation.. As you know it is hard to find others to relate to this phenomenon.
Yup, you realize exactly how much energy is being drained out of you by people you thought were mere irritants. I had to learn verbal judo, and I make use of several 'kavach' mantras that put the mind in a protective 'shield'. Had to get rid of their qi draining effect on my psyche and in some cases, hurt them badly enough (mentally) so they never tried it again. It's amazing how much more self esteem, energy and peace of mind one gets afterwards. The 'devi kavach' 'shiva kavach' and positive affirmations help big time.
Thank you Vivek. I appreciate you honesty and putting it all in a positive light. 💞🙏🏻🦋🧜🏻♀️
Thank God for speaking about the dark side of Kundalini. Everyone talks about the good side only.
My spontaneous awakening came from a really really deep depression and despair and it did not come from the base of my spine but from above into my crown chakra and it felt like trying to bring heaven energy down to earth.All that light energy just shows up the crap basically but a lot of that crap is just straw waiting to be turned into gold.It is lots of our repressed material and holds much of our personal power.I think so much of whether you get through it depends maybe on your personal psychological dynamic at that time and the strength of your ego formation/development but also a lot on how much support and loving relationship you have around you.I would never recommend to anyone to focus on awakening their kundalini purposefully.I think it is more important to work on your emotional and psychological healing before engaging in any deliberate spiritual rollercoaster ride for the sake of it.I can understand the yearning and longing for intimacy or meaning or connection and so on but I do not think concentrating on kundalini awakening is a wise way to go personally.There are many people in our mental hospitals who are having kundalini awakenings on various levels,in fact I would say that many mental health crisis are a from of spiritual awakening to varying degrees,its just that some people's level of ego formation is just not strong enough to handle it,especially if there has been a lot of trauma in their past.
You are right. Not to be attempted without caution. When it happens spontaneously though, you have to deal with it. No choice. I never wished for it. Just had to go along for the ride when it happened. Peace.
Yes,you were lucky I have to say to of had a supportive relationship,it can make ALL the difference to the outcome.I get tired of people who make judgments about what you should have done,they obviously are unaware of "spontaneous awakenings".We need more people to be aware and able to offer support,especially for people who end up hospitalised or labelled as simply psychotic.I hope your experiences can help to enlighten more people into how the affects of kundalini could make people appear to be mad rather than that they be going through a potentially healing,life transforming experience.
+Upenda Sana you are absolutely right. That is the whole point behind making this series of videos. And here is how the energy is so amazing. I simply started to make these in an attempt to convey my experience and to help others like me, but something in my message must have resonated with others or maybe this was my calling, but now I have a lot of subscribers and receive messages and comments from people who need my help. Very satisfying, being able to help them.
I don't know if I'm going through this awakening or not. I don't have any strange visions, unless in dreams but I have a huge identity crisis. I had an abusive past so in the hospital (I'm hospitalized for anxiety and depression) they are saying I'm merely going through a part of puberty that I wasn't allowed to as a teenager. It could be that, but to me it feels like it's more than that. I was drawn to spirituality again months ago (I used to be into spirituality from 12 to 14 years old but stopped because of all the problems I had to deal with) and in particular crystals (favorites are amethyst, ametrine and labradorite), I question everything and everyone these days. I don't know who I am anymore, and I often wonder now if I ever even knew myself at all. I also experience so much anger now and I don't know how to cope with it. I never had this before. Sure there was always pain and sadness, but real anger was foreign to me. I've come across two people that were spiritual also but who were a lot more at ease with themselves than I am. They were both really fascinating to be around. I don't know if this is all just coincidence, but how can I ever be certain whether this is an awakening or not. I don't know what to do.
Shana Moens Go find a minister in a church ,tell him and seek God for deliverance, for this evil spirit to leave you.
Thank you for making this video. I've been going through a similar phase since almost 2 years. Your words gave me some comfort.
so glad to be of help. God Bless You
Glad I could be of help
How great of you to post this Vivek. I had this experience in 1978- with no support and no knowledge of what was happening to me. You have painted a very good picture so people can understand and feel some support.
It took me many years to adjust and sadly my family were not very understanding and still regard me as a mentally deficient! Anything but the truth! So sad in many ways- but Ha- yes you become changed and it is not reversible- and the assimilation process is long term and ongoing until we all come to a similar level of experience. I liked your analogy of blue and green paint.
I was a gorgeous bright 21 year old when it happened -have remained single and somewhat unfulfilled in this life- although have achieved some satisfaction through creative work.
It is very hard to find another soul with whom to connect on a deep level for co-existence. It is easier to adapt to work environments than on a personal intimate level. Although psychically- I often find this also difficult- as vibes/energies are so inharmonious to my inner being that I become ill from all the negative energy.
In 1978 due to the fact that Krishna Murti was the only known writings on the subject and his experience was quite uniquely different to mine in the delivery- so was no real consolation in difficult times. I was like you- studied science and had a good maths/science acumen- now with even greater understanding being delivered as underlying principles of 'design' of the universe- but in those days - 'quantum' concepts were just emerging. The maths and science I understand now is far removed from this world's knowledge- in a metaphysical - universal sense. Bit like being in masters uni program compared to primary school in the world. Nothing wrong with either- but such a big gap- that further isolates the ability to communicate and contribute and feel some progress in meaning. My life seems to be about waiting...yet I do like to see and experience my current life with enhanced wonder... Nemaste to you.
I hope this is not intrusive but anytime you want to talk to another just say. You sound kinda alone and it saddens me when it is unnecessary. I have a math/science background, am 46 so not too young. I've had no support either, just doors slammed in my face and put downs etc. Please feel free. No pressure. Up to you. It would be nice to connect. I'm sure there are fascinating things we could show each other because you mentioned some interesting things. My insights are mostly Egyptian. For some reason I now know all about Egypt, pretty much everything. I think it's awesome. Wow.
you wrote, "no knowledge", so were you seeking something that you did not understand, how did you come into it?
I really don't know.. I was praying directly before it happened, asking to understand why my parents were the way they were- as I really felt obstructed emotionally and mentally to be able to move beyond upbringing and have a happy life and realize my own goals. After the Kundalini began to rise like awire brush of fire in my spinal column, it shot out of my head and I was in another place with my liegs feelign like columns of shaking jelly or fire - but could see not see mysel however others were around me in light form and body.
I am in email correspondence with an Australian man who had very similar experience as you. 25 years ago, he had spontaneous Kundalini awakening experience and this was the thing that he could not tell anybody as no one would understand. In his world, these things were abnormal & irrational.
Then he began visiting India every year for spiritual retreat and still he was unaware of this thing. Then after 5 years, in a Buddhist monastery a monk explained him about his state.
Sasha Whitehead God bless you with what you need........
You are absolutely right. One needs to understand about all aspects of Kundalini & be prepared for it. Kundalini won't ever harm you, it's just that, one needs to be prepared for the effects during the process. That's it.
Excellent man. This is awesome and so thankfull to your effort and posting.
Glad you liked it. Peace
im 20 years old a year into my dark knight of the soul, having a instense day today. this is amazing, thank you so much for your help.
How are you now?
@@User98681 living lol. Not sure. it’s been about four years now and the physical energy in my body has calmed down tremendously. the physical and mental sensations have almost normalized themselves. the most potent symptom now is dissociation. im 23 now and have no clue what I’m going to do with my life but every day im still learning to trust life and the process. still going through the same cycles just getting closer to ingratiating the lessons each time. but it gets easier and has gotten easier for sure.
@@paisleywilson47 I hear you. Some days you’re just holding on for dear life. I’m 25 myself been going through kundalini for 3 years. I still get intense physical energy surges through my body but there starting to normalize as well as time goes on.
Mental, emotional and physical I still have some healing work to do.
Your disassociation symptom may be you experiencing non duality. It’s an empty light feeling can feel scary at first. I recommend reading The Power Of Now that was a game changer for my awakening it maybe what your experiencing which is actually where you want to be.
I also started eating carnivore diet which helped my physical and mental health tremendously + my sleep and hormones.
Meditation and staying in the present moment is a must and will help dissolve your ego sense of false self perception
It sounds like your on the right track, best wishes
@@User98681 the power of now is amazing! love that book so much. but sometimes when I try to work on my energy I end up feeling insane. I go through times where journaling helps and mediation, and I go through times where bringing up anymore kundalini energy feels like my body is going to break in half. But all of us are in this together, I hope all goes swell for you :)
@@paisleywilson47 that’s good you’ve read it it helped me out a lot. I can relate as well, the energy is so strong that it’ll have you feeling crazy at times. For the first 2 years I didn’t know I was going through a spiritual awakening during my dark night of the soul. It felt like I was going mad cause didn’t know what to do. TH-cam and the internet has helped tremendously. Grounding and surrender is also key aswell. The ego is very tricky you may think your fully surrendered but there’s many layers to it. Best of luck !
You said you had few visions, what type of visions you had. How were you able to awaken the kundalini. How did the process happened. Why type of physical changes you experienced.
for anyone reading, learn where each and every main chakra is, there is seven.
and focus your breath and bioenergy on each of them from first to the last, breathe deeply into your first chakra and feel rush of energy into it, as you exhale move that same energy to the second chakra, as you inhale take even more energy into it, and as you exhale move that twice expanded energy to the third one and so on till you reach the top of the head, and then back down each chakra at the time. It also helps if you visualise white light as a representation of that energy that you are moving and imagine it growing each time you inhale. This is begginer exricise, next one is combining all the chakras in one inhale, inhale and exhale few times into the root chakra to really feel the power and then as you inhale deeply and slowly move the energy trough all the chakras to the top of the head and as you exhale move it trough third eye and throat chakra into heart chakra, reapeat the process for unlimited amout of time. you will feel energised and happy trust me. Do this with perfect posture while sitting. I did it for a few days and then I got full on awakening, cuz I was probbably already close to it
@@dragasinbrankovic what if you can't do perfect posture because of injuries
@@OCDlosp It's not all lost, but good posture does help a lot, Chinese version of this exricise is called microcosmic orbit. You better still try it and see if there is an effect, if there is not try few times more and see if this does anything to you. guided meditations like the ones on youtube for awakening are also great
My heart leapt when your daughter jumped on your lap and refused to leave... priceless moment that! Thank you for sharing your experience Vivek, it has helped bring clarity to the process (and made my heart smile). xxKxx
Yes. She has that effect. Angel from heaven born in my house. Even bigger blessing than the kundalini. I'm glad you found my video helpful. God bless
I personally don't believe having this spirit is a good thing if it took years of your life and caused anger outbursts.
Jesus just asks you to come to him and surrender your self.
Getting more connected to your spiritual side isn't suppose to be dark at all..
I was agnostic too and tried a few different practices but have changed that since 1/1/2017 :)
God bless and this is just my opinion. 😎
What is dark is this world, and no man walking this earth is pure. If you haven't experienced a true rebirth, you couldn't possibly understand.
Not true you do experience darkness as you Enter into light it does not matter what is that you believe in . There is a battle for ur soul . Our eyes are more open spiritually and we experience and see things others cannot see . That’s if you was truly born again
You are in a state of misunderstanding if you think the heavenly path is only paved with roses & lilacs en route to Jesus.
You have the dark and the light in you. Every human does. If you do not believe so you are in denial and hoping for an easy road to salvation.
Jesus was tempted and so will you be
Wade Patterson I do not follow that kind of God either.
Man has corrupted the original message and has used it to control through distorted servitude & fear.
I am a student of all religions and pure spiritualism. Of which all, I believe, had a single originating source in pre-history.
This was the best explanation I’ve seen! Thank you.
did anyone noticed what happened at 4:41???
*he paused
*the dark spot
*then it disappeared
*he continues
ceiling fan blade
Damn ! That was some energy orb kind of thing enough energy to create camera distortion and powerful enough to grab his attention.
He even points to that very direction and says "(...) you can't even access this reality..)
You mean the hand at the top of the stairs ? :-)
@@RobertHoffmann Yes. It was the daughters hand Lol
OMG this is my fave video that I resonate with soooooooooooooo much.. I kept going to work ... but I really wasn't experiencing the same reality as everyone else.. oh this video is a breathe of fresh air to me.. thank you so much, thank you, thank you, thank you
You are most welcome. Thank you for the kind words 🙏🏽
Did you have feelings of electricty running thru almost like you were going vibrate apart?
This is a symptom when the kundalini fire is cleaning the systen for the awakening.
@@amritavarshini_._ have you experienced this
@@Shiva11088 yes, currently happening to me. She got activated during meditation a few days ago
@@amritavarshini_._ can we chat do you have insta gram
It also happened to me 3 days ago at night i woke up my heart beat was very fast i was was shaking and felt like electricity is passing through my body....but it was amazing
Lovely to see down to earth people in the spiritual community such as yourself, really appreciate the insight that you share and how you have come to your own conclusions
Love the way you stayed focus when your daughter came around!! Good video, thanks for sharing. Peace and Love!!
Thank you. Peace
Thanks for making this video with the idea to help people who share similar experiences. The 'burst of anger' experience u shared (in the shops) is something I can relate to post my kundalini awakening when I do intense practices. My Humble suggestion is you can rename the video with something like "How to handle (or " my experience of handling " ) the sudden burst of (or flooding of) kundalini" . Bcos kundalini is our true nature which is divine. There is nothing dark about it. It's our initial coping with it which Poses a challenge. The problem is our challenge , not with the kundalini itself. Pranam
aaass saaadds you are absolutely right. There is nothing dark about kundalini. However, this is the funny thing, the words 'dark side' in the title caused the video to go viral and has got me the most viewers. Of course, once they watch it, they know the truth. I didn't plan it this way. It wasn't an attempt to mislead in any way. I just thought of it as a clever title back when I made the video and it tied into the 'dark night of the soul' theme. I do appreciate your kind words and suggestion. Peace and blessings
Ugh... Your daughter is adorable! "Go watch Yo Gabba Gabba." 😂
Thank you so much for this!
What was at 4:40 at the top of the stairs? Listen to what he was talking about right in that moment too...
Dear Mr Govekar: I couldn't hold back my tear after watching this clip. It's exactly what my sister is going right now. We don't know what's happened to her. She was a very intelligent genius computer programmer for IBM, a very popular beautiful girl in university. She got everything. Suddenly, she quit her job and spent all her money to study spiritual classes. She spent many months to study with a guru in Bangalore. When she came to live with me (broke and depressed).she is a completely different person. She becomes a vegetarian. She refuses taking thyroid medication. All she talks about love, light and spiritual. Meditation all day. Sometimes she cries and laughs for no reason. Her body sometime jerks very hard uncontrollably. She doesn't have a job for almost 4 years. All her friends stop talking to her. Family is getting angry of her laziness. People start talking and thinking that she is crazy. For me, I don't believe that my sister is crazy or schizophrenic person. She doesn't look like them at all. She has mentioned me about spiritual awakening that she been through including opening chakras and kundalini energy. Of course we don't believe it. We thought she was brainwashed or some cult member. I has been searching for answers why she becoming like that. That is why I'm here at your channel. I'm so glad that she is not as crazy as we thought and not alone on this journey. Thank you so much for everything! Love and light
Tony Tran now she REALLY has everything. It's not 'laziness' she has attained something that is the end goal for every human being. And only one in ten million gets it. Friends and family don't understand. That's ok. I have made an effort to cut off all my friends as well. It's a tough life after an awakening. But understand this, you are doing more damage to her process by trying to make her 'like before'. This is an unusual process, but if allowed to proceed as it is supposed to, she will truly attain something great. A Mira bai has been born in your family. Just like a Buddha has been born in my family. Like the saying goes, everyone loves the Buddha but no one wants a Buddha to be born in their family 😆
Tony Tran think of it this way. Let's say you lived in a world where a blindfold was put on everyone and thy were all programmed to run after shiny objects and a mind control and social hierarchy mechanism was set in place "what will people say?" "My friends son has a better job. Why don't you get one?" And let's say one person, through something supernatural, managed to get rid of the blindfold and the programming and now those mental constructs don't mean anything. I'm sure your sister can make enough money to survive when the process is allowed to go smoothly and will probably have many disciples etc. baba ramdev isn't exactly broke and neither is sri sri ravi Shankar ( and neither of them has an actual awakening of the kundalini) she just won't have a 'presitigious' IBM job which is meaningless in terms of the gift she has been given. Like crying over losing a top of the line tour the France racing bicycle because you have been given a futuristic space ship. I hope that helps explain it better
Tony Tran watch this video and all your worries about your sister's material success will be put to rest. th-cam.com/video/L_Ge7vz-gic/w-d-xo.html
Dear Mr Govekar , Thank you very much for your advices and guidance. I feel like a tons of weights dropping off my shoulders. You have no idea how much it helps us. I now know how to cope with it and look at her journey on the different perspective . I can't wait to connect with her again when she gets back from Bangalore. From your channel, I have learned a lot of kundalini awakening and felt more confidence and courage to explain all this my family and people who care for her. Love 🙏🏼
Tony Tran I am very glad that I could be of help. This is exactly why I created the channel in the first place. Peace and blessings.
I am happy for you brother! May you and your family be filled with divine love, healing, protection, abundance and prosperity. Please keep sharing this knowledge, we appreciate it :).
Thank you very much. God bless you too. Peace and love.
Thank you for this. I think I was meant to see this right when i did. I have been struggling with all of this. I feel a bit of relief and hope.
Glad I could be of help. Peace and love 🙏🏽
Thank-you. That was just what I needed to hear.
Hello Vivek, thank you very much for this information. I am also getting similar types of experiences. I can sense energy flow withing me but some times unable to manage it. I am felling most of my senses are getting concentrated to my head. I can feel my body and me are separate now. Energy is making me to go in deep meditation stage but some times I am getting severe pain at lower back and illusions. I don't know how to control it. How can I go to next stage ? and how to normalize the energy because sometimes I feel different complications, no sleep and heavy head.
Amol Patil sahaja yoga and kundalini yoga.
Amol Patil u explained what I am going thru perfectly right now!! I was just saying my head is heavy earlier today as well!
How do u cope with theses symptoms you have mentioned, I'd love any advice on any of the symptoms u listed!
Kundalini and meditation in general has been terrifying to me. I’ve lately been focused on confronting my shadow and I’ve found some very disturbing thought patterns I’ve got hidden away. I imagined the feeling of a death blow and I saw flashes of grave yards and the middle of a forest, like my memories of forming the concept of death. I’ve imagined the worst things that could ever happened to me and felt every feeling associated with it. I feel stronger but I feel uneasy and a loss of innocence.
what about sex energy after kundalini I awakening person is free from sexual desire can u comment on it
@wade in sorry u feel that.
@wade follow me on Instagram ok. I believe it will help. Infact. U dont even have to follow me. Just read what I send u. Let me know if ur up for that x
@wade jay_kullar
How did it happen to you? Another words what did you to awaken your kundalini?
Great video, I really enjoyed hearing your experience ☺️ your daughters very beautiful, my little sister was born in 2008 as well haha 🙂 great vid 👍🏽
Firstly your little helper is adorable. Thank you for explaining you experience of kundalini so brilliantly!
you nique thank you for the kind words. Yes she is an angel 😊
thank goodness for fast forwarding.
Ben Her didn’t quite get the joke. You either 1) like the video and watch or 2) don’t like it and stop watching. Is there an editing related hint you just dropped? ✌🏾❤️
So essentially do not resist to the kundalini process, instead Surrender to the process. I like that. Tearing away the outer shell (physical appearance) and letting the true inner self emerge. That is beautiful.
I'm on the path, it hasn't happened yet. I need to clear the heart chakra amongst the others and then the rest will follow. I already know I'm full negative energy. I feel it all the time with my low mood, quick temper, rage and hate at times of stress and anguish. I just don't deal very well with negativity.
So that's why I'm on this path, to let go of negativity so I'll find inner peace and love.
Mrs Charlene C Bunt use affirmations. Watch the video I made
this video played by itself. I have been having severe lower back pain and I hope this isn't happening to me...not feeling very ready.
Yeah good luck if it's K. Bumpy ride. But if it is, my videos should help, hopefully
I also believe much of bipolar disorder and schizophrenia is caused by Kundalini going wrong in an environment where no one understands, so no one can help them or give emotional support. Funny how perhaps the best remedy for mental illness and trauma can cause mental illness and trauma.
The whole process started becoming smooth after leaving my job. I was always unhappy
Informative video about some pitfalls of spontaneous kundalini awakening that may happen in different situations. Having a proper knowledge and guidance is important that is expressed in this video.
Yes, definitely better to have guidance. The goal was also to clear some misconceptions about spontaneous awakenings. Even in those events, the process can be stabilized. All is not lost if a guru or guidance isn't present. Of course, it is preferable to have a guru, but one can survive and not go crazy in the absence of one. This is important to know because I think more and more people are awakening without knowing why and how and need to be guided back to normalcy and made aware that they have received a divine blessing.
"Go watch yo gabba gabba" lmaooooo
Why r there so few of us going through this experience? I have yet 2 meet another face 2 face, b4 or since my awakening. This world would b such a paradise, if not 4 so many unconscious people. 1 of the hardest parts has been seeing the people i love look at me as if i am a stranger now. They all seem so fake and unaware of whats truely important.
They are robots essentially; already sold their souls to ‘self’ which is Saturn 🪐
Church is passive and false too and just keeps people trapped in reincarnation cycle
“It’s a trap!”
Many will say demonic but they themselves don’t know a single thing than what they were programmed since BIRTH to believe
‘Great master Jesus’ said this....”Trust No MAN”
for we aren’t man any longer
We are truly HUMAN
Leaf of 'LOA' Ambitions, this is in response to your question.
'God' is the universal over-soul. 'It' is a consciousness not a person. It is like the canvas on which all else is 'painted'. Imagine a placid lake so calm and clear that it appears like no water is present. one stone falls, ripples happen, and we see water. We (the entire universe) are the ripples.
My vision made me aware that vibrations (ripples in the water) and complexity of the primordial vibration, OM, 'the word', Ameen, Amen, 'unstruck sound/anahat naad' then complexes into vibrations of various density (later validated by my reading of spiritual traditions as well as physics) and gives rise to time, space, the world of phenomena and all that IS.
The sentient, self-aware organism, in case of planet earth at THIS moment, humans, have evolved to have the capacity to reach within and access the primal sound as well as the over-soul. They have termed the methods "religions" and yoga/meditation/prayer are those techniques.
Others who have had the same experience as me have added to that literature, the true meaning of the methods gets obscured after being laden with centuries of dogma and social practices. Each awakee/experiencee of said 'visions' is able to decipher the jargon, get to the inner meaning and explain it in terms relevant to that era. Got it? Now get cracking on the yoga. Peace and Love.
Vivek Govekar: Hello Vivek! i went through this in 2001. I was an intense spiritual seeker, but i never tried to awaken kundalini. My path was more in non duality, because right from my childhood i had an experience that drove me in that direction. Anyway, a few years before this crisis i had an awakening or seemingly significant experience while on a meditation retreat in Rishikesh, it was like seeking the whole structure of self and being free from the whole seeking process.. because i realized I'm already what I'm seeking. This wasn't through a process of reasoning, but reason come in to formulate what the experience was later. So after that time i felt very free and just spent my time in the satsang of a teacher though not really seeking enlightenment or anything like that... this went on for a couple of years. However, at a certain point in 2000 it all took a turn to the dark side, i felt like i was losing my grip on reality. Literally sometimes id have crazy visions., i became unpredictable and out of control. My health started to suffer in a fairly setous way and i was totally dysfunctional, but i recovered. Finally the craziness abated and i got some equalibrium. Then the next phase of fear and terror commenced.. i felt like i was going to die, or be annihilated. This went on for a month or so.. maybe this was sparked by my brush with death,, because doctors told me it was critical.. but by that stage i was fine physically.
One night it come so much into the fore that i feared to close my eyes, i felt i was going to die for sure, even though there was no immediate threat. But for some reason i just went upstairs and lay down. Then as soon as i closed my eyes i lost my grasp on existence itself and there was just void.. but awareness was still there.. only no perceptions. Then subtle states come and went back into the void and finally it was like some kind of Self recognition.. hard to describe it. Like realizing ah this is all Me. When perceptions returned there was the sound of birds singing, but it was like they were singing in me. Perceptions were kind of merged in me. It was like that with everything. There was a fragrance of eternity. But the main thing was that it marked the end of this dark chaotic period. It was kind of like a death and rebirth.
Would you believe a year i was invited to India by a wealthy friend and they wanted to see this certain nadi reader in Tamil Nadu..so since she's the benefactor here i of course come on her itinerary. She suggested i also get my nadi done. I was amazed by the indexing system how they knew all the names my name, parents names and date of birth and so on. Most of all though i was amazed when they started taking about kundalini awakening!
Let JESUS come in your life. Read the BIBLE. Jesus give you all you need :-) The Holy spirit... LOVE. No pain....Halelujah.......Stay away for KUNDALINI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He is being lead by Satan and his Demons.
thedelcano how? Don't demonize things you don't understand.... Savior is self....no one is coming to save you but you.....
Grete Hansen Jesus is the representation of the Kundalini "the tree of life" know thyself.....is it not written ye are gods....the kingdom of God is in you......if thy eye be single let it be full of light(third eye).....7demons casted out of Mary(7chakras)......unprogram yourself
Great reassurance in your video. I am 4 months into what I think is a kundalini awakening. very dark forces have arisen in me, it's been a nocturnal hell for me. It's affected everything, my ability to live, now in the last few weeks its affecting my body, it is weak and very limb. it has left me very depersonalized and questioning my self whilst staring into the abyss.
Please watch my videos. visit the biology of kundalini website and start using those supplements. start a practice of affirmations. paul santisi is a good channel. start using binaural beats, tibetan bowls etc. calm the mind. allow the energy to do it's work. observe as a a detached witness and know that your thoughts are not you. let them play their games but slowly learn to be the observer. I am glad you found this video helpful. this whole series has been made for people like you who awakened accidentally, from the perspective of someone who went through the same thing. peace and blessings.
Thanks for presenting what are kundalini's bright and dark sides. I do not do kundalini but do meditation at the third-eye focus (ajna chakra). There are no dangers or problems with the third-eye-center meditation. The Third-eye-center meditation is the gateway to the inner-realms. Some ideas of this might be gained from the TH-cam video "04 Spiritual Reality Journey Within Third Eye and Spiritual Masters." Even here, competent high spiritual is a must. I am very lucky to have one. Viewer Sludct has a justified concern about the dark forces especially on the lower levels of astral plane and that's the reason to have very high master who is one with the nameless source of the all the universe in all its dimensions. Good Luck.
I wonder how many people were put on psych medicine thinking they were mentally ill! another question please, how did it open accidentally? thanks
Yeah, a LOT of people have been mis-diagnosed with a slew of illnesses after having a kundalini awakening. i was one of the lucky few who had the right mental makeup to know what this was, to be able to deal with it, and to have a supportive environment around me as it happened. I know one case where the person thought he was going crazy and went into a 12-year heroin addiction spiral. Others have gone to doctors who put them on various drugs further compounding their agony. Mine opened after me and wife were having sexual intercourse. Intense orgasm and felt something cracking open at the base of my spine. Boom! suddenly I had a snake wiggling in my spine and all the other things that went along with an awakening.
wow, thanks for sharing. It is terrible the amount of meds out there. I'm glad you are sharing your story.
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THAT WAS SO CUTE WITH YOUR DAUGHTER COMING TO YOU. GET IN TOUCH VIVEK, BEEN A WHILE SINCE WEVE SPOKEN. YOUVE FALLEN OFF THE MAP AGAIN, LOVE U BUDDY
neven paar hello there. Yeah dude, been away from social media. Email me. Vivek.govekar@me.com Hope you've been doing well
"You don't know the power of the dark side"
When the pure Light of Consciousness begins to shine within us... ALL darkness is banished.
You are doing a great job by sharing your stuff..relatable for many who are going through the same..very helpful indeed
Thanks for your video
I'm now 51 and my Kundalini experience happened when I was 25
Certainly wasn't the smoothest process and to be honest things got so crazy on a metaphysical level I had to ask the universe to stop it all
It did and only now am I willing to go back to meditation and the spiritual
You're video was very helpful
T Johnson glad I could be of help
Vivek, Thanks for posting your video. I enjoyed hearing your thoughts and experiences. You bring common sense to the subject. Wonderful for you that you have a loving, supportive wife and child.
I awakened kundalini in the late 1980s while praying/contemplating with the Bible. I was blasted by light for seven years. For the first few years I didn't talk to anyone about it other than a relative, and later it was kind of a mixed bag that I opened up to. After so many years with no end in sight, I went to an Indian guru for help.
I grew up Protestant, and unfortunately, Protestants don't have much of a contemplative tradition, so I didn't know where to turn to for help. Catholics had kundalini-ish things in their tradition of saints (like experiences of Teresa of Avila), but back then there was a lot more animosity between Protestants and Catholics. To seek counsel from a Catholic would have been treachery, whereas consulting a Hindu or a Buddhist was merely eccentric.
Interesting that Taoism is what has helped you so much. What you say just confirms for me that it isn't easier for Indians or Buddhists. The main thing is to have some support and understanding. I thought it was interesting to read on another website, a Tibetan guy thanking a German woman for information on kundalini from her own experience and counseling others. According to him, the lamas lock the information away and it is difficult to have access to them.
+Bangle9 Yes, it is tougher for any modern people. What has happened, modern life has made all spirituality into ritual and most people follow blindly. A true awakening is rare even in India or in eastern traditions and even someone like Gopi Krishna who had his awakening in 1930s India, had to suffer through a lot of wandering before he found answers. peace.
+Vivek Govekar I thought it was very interesting that you said Taoism helped you a lot. Did you study with anyone? Do Tai Chi or Qigong? For myself, it would have made so much more sense to spiritually cultivate the body through Tai Chi or something like that (though I did a lot of sports) before blast off time. Without the proper grounding, everything is so much harder--even simply handling the voltage. Thanks!
+Bangle9 good question. What I have realized post-awakening is the very reason for the practice of tai-chi is to allow the energy to flow properly once it awakens. It's the same with yoga. Those poses come in handy when the energy starts flowing. So now, if I am standing up and am not in public, the body automatically starts to sway in tai-chi poses. The contortions automatically happen in yoga-like poses. This happens as the body moves with the energy. To use a less positive example, it's like tremors or involuntary movements due to an illness. Except, this is no illness, it's a blessing. Having learned tai-chi or yoga helps you to adjust with the movements of an energy snake in your spine 24/7. People that went through the process documented it and hence we have the science of yoga or tai-chi. Until someone awakens, people do it as exercise, not knowing the hidden, esoteric meaning. Peace.
Sorry, just saw your latest comment. A bit late in giving my reply. For me, the problem was that I was dealing a lot of issues and seeing a guru, any guru, was not possible. However, the energy itself reveals all the inner knowledge of these sciences. It's one and the same. The people who put together the science of Tai Chi themselves went through the same thing as I did. You just co-relate it to the information that is out there. The energy itself guides you. You are right.It is tough without having formal training. I am lucky I had a sports background and was very fit when this happened. Tai Chi or yoga would have helped but just being flexible enough to do the wheel pose and lotus pose was very helpful
Absolutely amazing and eye opening video! What's the soothing music played in the background?
+John Schmid not sure, but it was part of a 'Buddha Grooves' compilation. peace.
Thank you for this. I had a partial Kundalini awakening today during
meditation and I was terrified. I felt my individuality and personality
dissolving and I was scared. I am a tough guy, I have taken Ayahuasca
over 20 times and it takes nerve to even try it once. This level of
terror completely caught me by surprise. It is good to hear that I am
not alone in feeling this way !
Oh yeah. Welcome to kundalini terror. In the course my life, and the turns it has taken since this happened, outsiders, unawakened people have attempted to "scare" me for various reasons. In the initial stages when an awakening was happening at its peak, imagine the terror I faced. Of course, the flip side is that now that my process has stabilized, I laugh at the attempts people make now based on their experiences in life to gauge what level of tactics would be sufficient to scare me. There is no comparison to anything this world can show you that is even remotely scary compared to kundalini experiences. The good news is that once the old you dies, no matter how painful the experience, the new you is so much stronger mentally and emotionally. Hats off to you for having had so much Ayahausca. I wouldn't dare.
Thank you for sharing, you explained the experience perfectly. God bless!
Thank you for your kind words. God bless you too
Please everyone Yeshua Hamashiach is alive for us to be free. Repent, the times are drawing near . Seek truth
Dealing with violent thoughts aimed at my abusers. Don't know how to get through this. It's like everything that is dark in me keeps coming up to the surface to be healed.
thank you i finally understand what i was going threw, i thought i was going crazy
Absolutely true ... I went through the same process as u explained. Such a cocktail of emotions... massive fluctuations. But mind blowing experience... thank you for sharing!🙏
Glad you liked it. peace and blessings
U*R*Blessed 🌟Thx*4Blessing U*S*🌟~~~~~~~~~🐉~~~~~~~~~🌟
Thanks for articulating your journey and providing us a view into what to expect in our own journeys!!
Glad to be of help 🙏🏽
Bless you very good insightful..
My friend! this is exactly what happened to me six months ago! I am so grateful i found your video. Thank you soon much. My family are a little worried for me. I hope you don't mind addressing this concern of mine but it's been bugging me for a while. Kundalini energy sometimes releases trauma and unpleasant past experiences from the body. In my experience, this is certainly true. If I have a family and children to look after one day, how do I go about this? My traditional upbringing has hammered into me that fathers or husbands don't do this. I'm sure that my wife has to be okay with this. Social pressure is a big one!
Best wishes,
- Ali
there isn't dark side u creating
+Nina 123445 your are right . the title is not corresponding to the contente. i FOUND the vidéo very helpful to understand in a concret example
dont understand what yr saying
Whoah! Happy to meet another person with "lightning in the blood" as the mayan daykeepers refer to it.
Wow, yes, it took me about 5 years too! I still am super sensitive and I can't really be in the city anymore. As soon as I started feeling heightened sensitivity, months before the awakening, I moved out to a remote area on the Oregon coast. Essentially I retreated into nature which was probably the best thing I could have done. There were a lot of healers nearby and they helped me with body and energy work but I was careful not to work with just anyone...I prayed for help and then waited for someone to approach me and offer healing help. I feel it could have perhaps been damaging to me and even the healer had I worked with someone who was not a good energetic fit.
I did not even know how to meditate when I had a very powerful spontaneous kundalini awakening. Did not even know what was happening to me for at least the first year. I too was very based in traditional science...I did not believe in any of the things that started coming through. I also had HORRIBLE body pain from all the blocks (I'm guessing) I had in my energy. And the crazy dreams started... That was in 2006/7. Fortunately I had the presence to blog and journal about the experience and my dreams and the messages coming through. I am writing a book about my experiences right now.
What's the name of your blog?
Here's the original blog that I've added links to another blog and some photos and videos to: lunadauhnn.wordpress.com/
Thank you, I found this very helpful
Thank you very much, Vivek. As a father, I appreciate your love for your daughter.