yung lean - agony (slowed & reverb & instrumental & 1 hour loop)

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  • @icelleep
    @icelleep  ปีที่แล้ว +27

    linkpop.com/iceleep
    friends I have my own Spotify on which I release my music, please help me and subscribe to it and the rest of the social networks, thank you all love!

    • @chinobean3555
      @chinobean3555 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      bruh definetly sound like sum yung lean beats. i could totally see leandoer on yo beats. are u lowkey yung sherman?

    • @nenozak714
      @nenozak714 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ok wait these are so pretty they remind me of flatsound ambient tracks oh m gggggod

  • @str4wb3rryk3nn4
    @str4wb3rryk3nn4 2 ปีที่แล้ว +385

    this song is so comforting but so heart wrenching at the same time..

    • @icelleep
      @icelleep  2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      yes..

  • @drao-lotic
    @drao-lotic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +663

    Found someone who's brought back something I thought I'd never feel again, will. I wanna wake up, I wanna keep breathing cause she makes every day an adventure!! Im gonna write somthin for her even tho we are dating cause she makes life actually worth it for me.

    • @daniyairalina3920
      @daniyairalina3920 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      that’s amazing, happy for you, friend

    • @money5018
      @money5018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      just dont maker her ur whole world and you will be alright. love man

    • @youngkipster
      @youngkipster 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Just don’t heavily rely on that being your main, and only source of happiness. It’s all an experience, and this life is temporary. Every person in our life is temporary, so yea, just enjoy whatever time you have with her. That goes with pretty much everything too. It’s a good life.

    • @halosnova1604
      @halosnova1604 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You've got this bro, never give up 💜

    • @gabbidesu_43
      @gabbidesu_43 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      wishing yall the best!

  • @atravellerfromtheotherside8019
    @atravellerfromtheotherside8019 2 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    You're drowning in the warm ocean with the full moon glaring at you while you see flashes of your whole life in the moon's grey canvas.
    Yes, grey. It's like you haven't lived your life to the fullest nor was it completely sad. It's somewhere in between, it was ordinary, it was..... grey. And now it's slowly pulling you downwards but the deeper you go the more you realize how ordinary everything is. How normal you are. A simple piece in this vast universe. Then you close your eyes and your chapter ends.

    • @aquatic_souls
      @aquatic_souls 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Omw to the beach to recreate this

    • @Someone-sh9hx
      @Someone-sh9hx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I never thought of it like that wow ☺️

    • @lore6488
      @lore6488 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You’re not drowning. it isn’t painful. You just can’t swim and eventually letting go, becoming a part of ocean space.

  • @2ackie
    @2ackie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    i miss how it used to be so much. but i think ive finally come to accept the fact that its just how life works. you grow up and people will come and go and theres nothing u can do about it.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      everything will be fine.

  • @sglife808
    @sglife808 2 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    im not sad i just love this song, i swear…

    • @haych4772
      @haych4772 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/CV-ZoaGfsew/w-d-xo.html

    • @jsw4284
      @jsw4284 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s cool, cause me too, atm.

    • @cantthink_of_aname
      @cantthink_of_aname ปีที่แล้ว

      yeah same…

    • @spongebob9291
      @spongebob9291 ปีที่แล้ว

      same here

    • @AdOLf000
      @AdOLf000 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🫤

  • @rb76768
    @rb76768 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    That minecraft backgrounds give vibes :)

  • @suffer171
    @suffer171 2 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    as a yung lean enjoyer and an extremely emotional human being, thank you.

    • @HURRYMUSIK
      @HURRYMUSIK 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @fluarchives
    @fluarchives 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Just lost the love of my life in a breakup. I'll check back here in 6-8 months 😢 hopefully this song won't be sad for me anymore

  • @itsyaboicaleb6416
    @itsyaboicaleb6416 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    this song makes me feel a different type of lonely...

  • @NoImNotRJ
    @NoImNotRJ ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This instrumental makes me feel invisible. Not in a way that makes me depressed but in a way that changes my whole mood. It is 3AM and i am listening to this song. It makes me feel numb from life, it makes me feel like I’m not supposed to be here, in my current position. It feels like I’m warm inside and others can say for themselves. It all depends on how you feel and your mood.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      everything will be fine.

  • @idlm2199
    @idlm2199 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    This song can be both happy and sad, it just depends on how you listen to it and your current mood

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      well said.

  • @maicahadkins
    @maicahadkins ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I’ve been extremely stressed and upset this week, I swear. I’ve cried like 7 times in the start of this week. Until I found this remix, I cry happily and freely instead. thank you. This song helps me release everything inside that’s muckled and horrible and just send it out into the world. Thank you. ❤

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      the world is a better place with you in it

    • @maicahadkins
      @maicahadkins 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@vzhrxs 😭🫶

    • @elschaetty
      @elschaetty 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I feel so sorry that girls get those kind of hormones so often. I don't get why they happen honestly... it's like every month right? Damn.. i could really understand that if i tried. You'll live through it though, its ok. 🥲

  • @12__99
    @12__99 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I think that this song conveys quite a good chunk of the human spectrum of emotions. It is so soothing, but also gut wrenchingly sad at the same exact time, and that is what I like about it, it kind of feels like home to me. Almost liminal.

    • @icelleep
      @icelleep  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      completely agree

  • @aphyTTR
    @aphyTTR ปีที่แล้ว +18

    This part of the song feels like the end of life changing progression. That is applicable to both happy and sad contexts. It feels like no matter what happens from this point forward, life cannot be anywhere near the same as before - it is completely different and there is nothing you can do to change that.
    Personally, the song is sad, as it perfectly translates the feeling of derealization and hopelessness into audio.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      well said.

    • @kaspeer
      @kaspeer 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      You're putting words on something I wouldn't have been able to express, thank you.

    • @bjbnhghgjg9427
      @bjbnhghgjg9427 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      wow.

  • @shaniamoore7624
    @shaniamoore7624 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This song for some reason reminds me of my friend who passed away.

  • @erenjaeger465
    @erenjaeger465 2 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    It's funny how I blamed the past on other people but in reality it was all my fault I have chosen my own path and now I'm paying the consequences. Sadly I don't think the pain and loneliness will go away soon. And ngl I think is better this way I have time to work on myself maybe I can achieve my personal goals this summer.
    But something feels off I'm missing something I'm not really sure what it is I'm missing but I'm very sure is not a person is just a feeling.
    I feel like maybe just maybe everyone is missing a part of themselves. I still think of all the memories we had together and I just wanna say I'm sorry for being such an asshole and I'm sorry for not listening. I'm very sorry for leaving at the time you needed me the most. And I'm sorry for not taking you seriously. I really tried to be a better person but I guess that was just a bunch of lies. I know you are happy with someone else. I'm not very sure what to say at this point but I just hope you can still remember the fun times we had together even though most of the time I was behind a screen. I still miss those times. But again its not you is just the feeling of being loved by someone. I hope one day I can find that again.

    • @davidketschek1167
      @davidketschek1167 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I can relate so much it’s unreal

    • @milasama4863
      @milasama4863 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ditto, I'm missing my true self. I lost it

    • @L-C-K_73
      @L-C-K_73 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I’ve just lost my motivation to go do stuff and I’m hoping something will happen soon to spark it back cause everyday goes by like it was just on repeat

    • @jsw4284
      @jsw4284 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can relate, the feeling of being loved is something I wanna find again as well. Although I do wanna make sure i don’t grow too desperate cause deep down i know i don’t want or need anything more than having someone to love, so yeah a missing piece and being loved by someone, that’s where I relate.

    • @cantthink_of_aname
      @cantthink_of_aname ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i know this is kinda off topic, but finally someone who spells eren’s last name right lol

  • @Notthatguybud-
    @Notthatguybud- 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I woke up I just was half awake in the middle of the night with my eyes closed and kept hearing this on Spotify

  • @whendubscry909
    @whendubscry909 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It's not music but a feeling

  • @1S9502
    @1S9502 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Слушаешь это и возвращаешься в детство, когда мир казался таким огромным и интересным...😢

  • @NorrieSardonyx
    @NorrieSardonyx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Such lovely harmonic music.

  • @spider-spectre
    @spider-spectre ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's like a comforting alone feeling but, also that eerie "am I being watched" feeling.

  • @franpolti9848
    @franpolti9848 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    your "1 hour loop" videos help me a lot to study, ty for this

  • @adda97939
    @adda97939 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    shits just, how it is, man. i've wasted my whole childhood, youth. this is how it should be, i guess. this is how it always will.. ever be. theres no way out.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      everything will be fine ❤

  • @juliiss1544
    @juliiss1544 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Reminiscing all the good times 🤍

  • @Jordan_ZA
    @Jordan_ZA หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The song really makes you think about life and the future it holds

  • @hytrawydra0
    @hytrawydra0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    thank you so much for making you're 1 hour loop videos they have helped me so so much on focusing on work and studying or even sleeping ♡♡

  • @seba7494
    @seba7494 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    music like this just feels right to mee

  • @DesireLuxury
    @DesireLuxury ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love this song, it’s not a sad song but it’s also not a happy song. Makes me zone out every time.

  • @DeusVult77711
    @DeusVult77711 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is like when a sad person who is trying to fix everything that is sad realizes they’re only causing more sadness.

  • @maseisokay
    @maseisokay 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I can't fucking take it anymore

    • @bigq5253
      @bigq5253 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      brother i really hope you are okay. i pray things begin going your way in the near future. stay strong, people love you.

    • @Chainzzsaw
      @Chainzzsaw 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey man I am really far away from understanding how you really feel because the only person to understand this is you. I hope you get over it and that you feel bettet soon. There are still some pretty cool things to live for. There are some people out there who care about you and I hope you don‘t forget that. You are not alone and if you wanna talk just reply on this comment and I add you anonymously on Twitter or something else if you want. Btw sorry for bad englisch (I‘m from Germany)

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Chainzzsaw sehr schön gesagt ❤️

  • @24xsniperz70
    @24xsniperz70 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I have recently messed up my sleeping pattern and This loop really helped me sleep. Ty

  • @jabolbas8804
    @jabolbas8804 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    It felt like the time we had was going to be forever

  • @carloswick1
    @carloswick1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Been going through some tough mental battles with my mental stability I don’t know what I have but life just keeps putting me down I don’t plan on quitting or anything I just hope who ever reads this if you think something’s not right up there please talk to your parents or too a doctor to find out what it is cuz it only gets worse a hug would save me so much pain rn I hope y’all know there ain’t nothing wrong w being sad it’s normal just don’t give up and if your going through something similar I’d give you the biggest hug if I could but I hope y’all stay safe gang🖤

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      thank you so much…the world is a better place with you in it ❤️

  • @dabitodoroki7160
    @dabitodoroki7160 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    It's supposed to be about agony.. Yet.. It sounds so peaceful... Is it the process of healing from agony? Is it a story that's yet to be told?..

    • @lore6488
      @lore6488 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      endless pain that brings you to a state of apathy. Adapted and accustomed to life’s inconveniences. They now seem like hardships that you remain stoic towards.
      At most this is a reflection to what i hear.

  • @victorwfz
    @victorwfz ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song can make you fell random things: when you are bored you may think in the life, when you are sad you may think in the worst think ever & when you're happy This song can make you float. I really really love to heart it...

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      well said.

  • @kaerele..b
    @kaerele..b ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I honestly don't know why but this song just gives me like flash backs of memories 😭😭

  • @tay8691
    @tay8691 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Idk this song reminds me of September-December when I was talking to this girl and when I started going out more. This song makes me sort of sad because it was actually trending around that time and I would do anything to go back and relive some of those days:(

  • @CleosgrandfatherTed
    @CleosgrandfatherTed ปีที่แล้ว +3

    the memories we tie to a song..
    i desire to listen to this song one more time before the pain i know too well tied itself to it.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      everything will be fine.

  • @Mollie-y4p
    @Mollie-y4p 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    this is a beautiful song❤

  • @poopyqueen6147
    @poopyqueen6147 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song is so bittersweet

  • @Pazuzurs
    @Pazuzurs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Everything will be fine.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      it will ❤

  • @sharpnighttoo3667
    @sharpnighttoo3667 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    How it ended was tragic… but I would have done it again with you. It maybe selfish to say but I miss you.. I wish only at the time we made it right.. but it’s okay, I just want you to be okay and happy, you deserves that much. And I’m sorry for for anything I did. I loved you, I really did…

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      well said ❤

  • @ocdab0ss049
    @ocdab0ss049 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song makes me feel emptiness.

  • @pizzokleszcz
    @pizzokleszcz 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    i found someone who made my life matter again. i wanna wake up. i wanna make myself better. i wanna be normal dude just for her.

  • @ibrahimd4985
    @ibrahimd4985 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love living when I listen to this song. Yes, the best 1 hour loop of TH-cam.

  • @randomlaufeyandtylertcfan
    @randomlaufeyandtylertcfan 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this song is literally the definition, the EMBODIMENT of perfection. this video has filled the gap in my soul

  • @alisaPuffinettaofficial
    @alisaPuffinettaofficial ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this song maked me think and reminds me of a sensation i keep experiencing these days , anemoïa , a sensation of nostalgia for a time that never was , it also feels like tripping in a nice way , listening to it and giving into the song fully brings a sensation of auditive reality warping that i love (sorry , hyperauditive person talking here , i'm talking from the pov of someone possessing slight echolocation thanks to my earing and i just like to share this kind of experience) , when listening completely to it , eyes closed , it feels like transitionning into an abyss , a dense , unjudgemental abyss , no bad feelings , no really direct good feelings either , just you and the song , sorry , i might have gotten a bit carried over , but , its just a kind of sensory experience i love .

    • @enzosacristao
      @enzosacristao ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't worry about it , thx for the sharing .

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      well said

  • @monserrat7486
    @monserrat7486 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I really will never understand love. I’ve never been loved like he did. He is not the same I don’t think he will ever be again. I don’t miss him I miss the memory I had with him.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      the world is a better place with you in it ❤️

  • @Garlic_breaddd
    @Garlic_breaddd ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This feels like the smell of rain as the chaos fades into the background and though you wish for more, you feel nothing but the present.

    • @Garlic_breaddd
      @Garlic_breaddd ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i dont remember writing this what the heck

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      well said.

  • @leespam_1200
    @leespam_1200 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this song makes me cry but also its a comfort pain somehow but also it drains the hell out of me,I always get flashbacks from this the vibe that I used to have with some people was just like this song and it kills me fr.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      everything will be fine.

  • @zearcher4633
    @zearcher4633 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    bro that fuckin thumbnail is just magnificient. ethereal. just the sheer energy radiating from an amazing digital creation such as minecraft, paired with subtle brutalist background and industrialist melancholic gogoljesque traffic lights...

  • @skeleex
    @skeleex หลายเดือนก่อน

    In essence I think this song represents nostalgia for a life that could've been, or visiting a childhood place of memory to no one there.

  • @snowery2980
    @snowery2980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    dude this is amazing thank u

  • @davemayorga394
    @davemayorga394 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I lost so much this year. But everything that happened taught me a lesson in life. Enjoy life and live the moment. No one stays forever I learned that the hard way. Every single day I try to be a better person but my thoughts just get worse and worse overtime. I’m struggling to fight my demons but I don’t know much I still have in me. I just hope I can be happy again one day

  • @J4mieoxo
    @J4mieoxo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Why does this remind me so much of how it felt back then?

  • @digiteumnome-o8w
    @digiteumnome-o8w ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man.

    • @LightDreamerz
      @LightDreamerz ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Find you some friends...and believe me, that's hard because I, myself can't either...my only friends are my mother. But, just try.

    • @mitskiee
      @mitskiee ปีที่แล้ว

      @@LightDreamerzhaving friends is the worst. I do not recommend.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@mitskiee having one friend for life…

  • @wmphelps4302
    @wmphelps4302 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ve been struggling as time goes on, sophomore is slipping away faster than I ever imagined, yet it has never felt as slow as it has lately, I need to stop hurting myself and others, I need to get better, I need to stop being negative and degrading, I have to get a grip, this song makes me feel suspended, like I’m both trapped forever in a world that isn’t real, but also like I’m gliding in a part of my childhood I miss. These past few weeks I’ve never felt so alone, my sister left for college and now all I have is a dad who is never home, and abusive mother, and a brother who’s farther gone than I am, I don’t know how I’m supposed to live, and I don’t know how I’m supposed to die, it’s like I truly am suspended in agony.

    • @onyekaidiaghe
      @onyekaidiaghe ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope you’re doing better ❤

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      the world is a better place with you in it ❤

  • @ORY56534
    @ORY56534 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    thank you for existing

  • @ABrazilianDude
    @ABrazilianDude 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I’m always so close to having a nice relationship but by nature always mess it up

  • @sparkling_h2o895
    @sparkling_h2o895 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    After spending a month finding this I gave up and than just gets recommended to me

  • @Wave-jojo-
    @Wave-jojo- ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for the song i love it and know i can build minecraft lamps you are the best

  • @alekspashov
    @alekspashov ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Reminiscing all the good times

  • @misternox3130
    @misternox3130 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am incapable of love and this heart wrenching sound just captures it perfectly.

  • @beenie3708
    @beenie3708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Love your channel. A gem out here

  • @pog_champion
    @pog_champion ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ooh this would also be pretty good with some quiet rain in the background

  • @denjim990
    @denjim990 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Esta canción me hace sentir tan jodidamente bien cuando llegaba cansada y estresda de la escuela ahora la escucho y me da mucho confort y tranquilidad

  • @ii_digitaldevil_ii1339
    @ii_digitaldevil_ii1339 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    So glad I found this channel❤️

  • @DieselAdamson-px4bl
    @DieselAdamson-px4bl 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    When I was 9 years old my friends and I played Minecraft all the time and now I’m 12 and sometimes I hop on and try to remember the memories that we made but now it’s like they all faded away like the thanos snap. I try to stay calm and still try to remember my memories but not by playing Minecraft. Because I have them in my PC. So everybody in the TH-cam history remember, always have fun and enjoy your time with your friends when it comes to this point.

  • @gecko937
    @gecko937 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    zone out music to me. tysm for this slow, calm instrumental remix that i can just do nothing to

  • @ann2587
    @ann2587 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    this is exactly how I feel

  • @paketik4960
    @paketik4960 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    i just recently found this incredible song and i really like it! and now this amazing song in your channel! i'm so happy

  • @briecowan4536
    @briecowan4536 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this song reminds me of fall/ halloween i love it sm

  • @Lijsavv
    @Lijsavv ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you i have sum to fall asleep too now🖤

  • @abril4976
    @abril4976 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I need it in spotify ☹️

  • @godisafujoshi
    @godisafujoshi ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Prob my fav lean song maybe

  • @Txphrl
    @Txphrl 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is a crazy song bro.

  • @CatLOL-ro4fn
    @CatLOL-ro4fn 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow, this music makes me feel like I'm at peace and tranquility.

  • @MonkeyMiata
    @MonkeyMiata 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Falling asleep to this

  • @saramilene4564
    @saramilene4564 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    im starting to feel empty again

    • @halloweentreehouse
      @halloweentreehouse ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yo i love you sara milene

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      the world is a better place with you in it ❤️

  • @TheKing-ip2uc
    @TheKing-ip2uc ปีที่แล้ว +2

    4 months ago i was listening to this on repeat i had just experienced the worst break up in my entire life ,during the summer I was alone which is something I struggle with long periods of time, depression , anxiety, family problems,insomnia and bipolar were all weighing on me that girl was the only thing that kept me going … In july it happened she said itd be best if we broke up due to being in different places.For a months life genuinely seemed to have no meaning I remember now looking back how id walk through a forest near my home ,id walk through the forest with just my thoughts,I wanted my life just to end then and there. In august I finally started school which helped me cope with my loneliness,but over time i found myself pushing everyone away i was still in great agony (this song helped me cope with this whole thing).then September came I started talking to the girl again and ended up asking her out and rejected. We remained friends because although what happened crushed me it was no one’s fault.Finally now in December I can say I’m doing better, while I haven’t fully recovered I can say for the first time I actually felt happy for the first time in months.Although life is currently boring im glad to be alive, I love life and couldn’t more grateful for my friends who supported me. I love you all and remember no matter what you’re dealing with you are loved.Loneliness is not a bad thing embrace it and love yourself.Thank you creator for making this wonderful song

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thanks for sharing ❤️
      good luck

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      everything will be fine.

  • @mercedeskenzzz
    @mercedeskenzzz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this song makes my heart so happy, thank you for posting this

  • @Backyard-fishing
    @Backyard-fishing ปีที่แล้ว +4

    TikTok the morning dew starts to form
    TikTok the morning is cold without yours
    It’s been 9 months since she left
    But I still have this gap in my chest
    What it will take to fill a million years
    And forever more
    Waste My love once again
    A new story a new stem
    maybe once I’ll try again

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      everything will be fine.

  • @autumn3530
    @autumn3530 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    To that one person. I love you so much, you mean the world to me. I'm sorry I've been distant and selfish. I've been trying to be there for you but I can't seem to handle myself atm so I'm sorry. I love you so much and want to hold you in my arms tonight, as every night. You are the love I hope lasts for ever in my life, a love I can't ever replace. You are apart of me. If you left a part of me would be gone.

  • @philippeirumva7798
    @philippeirumva7798 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    There’s a freedom in admitting it’s not gonna get better, Washing your hands off people you’ve know forever

  • @luvickme
    @luvickme 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    it reminds me, nothing really matters in this life

  • @local38on-tv
    @local38on-tv 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Idk how to explain it but this feels like early 2013

  • @archiesimon5998
    @archiesimon5998 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When i use to have pannic attacks i would listen to this song and it would calm me down brung back so much hurt listening to this . Cant believe i am still here

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      everything will be fine.

  • @Dave-kn8of
    @Dave-kn8of 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song is peak 😢

  • @alucvrd
    @alucvrd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this feels like drowning.

  • @emilyviolet8240
    @emilyviolet8240 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i see you. everywhere. in everything. in the cars that go past. her car. the way i raise my voice at her slightly. the way i regret everything i say. the way you’ve completely fucked me up. i miss it. how everything feels like it wasn’t when it was with you. every body of water. i went to your lake, its not the same. the mornings snd music, doesn’t compare. no one does. no ones body. bodies of water. your body. how i never saw a flaw in any part of it. or any part of you. how you made me and mine feel. every word you wrote, to every word you screamed. how you broke things & me with it. how you said you’d never love again, yet you did. the things unwritten or unsaid or to scream or cry. the way anyone would look at me and you couldn’t speak. your skin. my skin. the third floor. i crave, i hate. i feel free & sometimes collapse. i hope you never do well. but i hope i do. one day. years along. no words will ever fill what happened

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      the world is a better place with you in it ❤

  • @skylacastillo3180
    @skylacastillo3180 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    In this world, I feel like I am so alone. Even though I know they are billions of people out there but it just makes me feel like a nobody. Make me feel like my feelings are useless. I just wanna leave this pain on earth.

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      the world is a better place with you in it ❤️

  • @ILetKryslicCook
    @ILetKryslicCook 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song reminds me of the importance to life and how lucky we are to experience it..😢

  • @JORGECASTERADMOYA-qv8vn
    @JORGECASTERADMOYA-qv8vn 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    there is no agony, just peace here

  • @zaidankreshnandi255
    @zaidankreshnandi255 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The Picture is so fit wth.

  • @averued666
    @averued666 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Can't understand why I'm living.
    Can't understand why everyone talks.
    Can't understand why this is happening.
    Can't understand why reality has to exist.
    Can't understand anything, does these exists?
    do I exist

  • @Gxvannyvee_
    @Gxvannyvee_ ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this song it helps me sleeo and when im mad❤

  • @SamimKhan-mg9kk
    @SamimKhan-mg9kk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "Hello I'm a professional photographer and I like your style can I take a few pictures"

  • @Tubaina-z2k
    @Tubaina-z2k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I put this on to try to sleep and I cried because I remembered sad things in life

    • @vzhrxs
      @vzhrxs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      everything will be fine.

  • @vinnydonuts8479
    @vinnydonuts8479 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ain’t no words. 🔥🥶