Deborah Jane

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 2 พ.ค. 2020
  • Thank you all for watching my tribute video to my beautiful mum, and for your endless and astounding love, support & patience during my first 6 weeks without her. She was so grateful to each & every one of you for the love you show me and my family and I know she's joining in with us all watching this video, somewhere, with her tea & biscuits (or latte & flapjack as it was, in her case).
    I have missed you all so much and I can't wait to return to my normal videos very soon. Love always x
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  • @AnastasiaKings
    @AnastasiaKings 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2222

    This is so so beautiful. You’re always in my thoughts and such a beautiful way to remember her. You’re incredible, I love you xx

    • @mollyrpm
      @mollyrpm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Anastasia Kingsnorth lots of love ana. x

    • @alicegs8080
      @alicegs8080 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Honestly U R right I love how through a really hard time she shows u how it is even though it is painful too xxx

    • @annwhite1407
      @annwhite1407 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      luv u

    • @ninalee9342
      @ninalee9342 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Anna x

    • @caitlinm6392
      @caitlinm6392 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      💜

  • @issyoliver3808
    @issyoliver3808 3 ปีที่แล้ว +627

    Is anyone else here, once Ellie has announced she's pregnant. Your mum Elle is so incredibly proud of you, everyday and always xxxx

  • @holliesmith4617
    @holliesmith4617 4 ปีที่แล้ว +479

    How can people dislike this video, I cried the whole way through, the poor girl just lost her mum, give her a break. I’ve watched your journey over the years and I knew she was getting worse but my heart broke when I saw this video pop up 😓 lots of love to you and your family 💞

    • @melissayoutube
      @melissayoutube 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      They will hit dislike as a sign of disliking the reason why this video was made. As in they dislike the fact that she died. They aren’t disliking the video, they are disliking that a young girl has to go through this.

  • @kaceylowes1275
    @kaceylowes1275 4 ปีที่แล้ว +248

    This really makes me realise how lucky i am to have my mam. 5 years ago my mam was diagnosed with a brain tumour but fortunately survived and got the all clear but it was the scariest time of my life. From my experience i still can’t imagine the pain your going through and have had to go through for so long. Stay strong, you are brave and she will be so proud of you💗

  • @Brandonio
    @Brandonio 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1060

    Can’t imagine how hard this would be to make, keep your head up high you’re an inspiration to many, your mum will be proud 🤍

    • @MaryWilliams-hk1qm
      @MaryWilliams-hk1qm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@ethanlowe-werrell7032 what a prick

    • @laurenmurray7527
      @laurenmurray7527 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Ethan Lowe-Werrell that is so rude wtf

    • @AutoSocialUK
      @AutoSocialUK 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Ethan Lowe-Werrell you must have a very sad life 💔😢 I feel sorry for whatever has made you se bitter.

    • @laurah0218
      @laurah0218 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ethan Lowe-Werrell you’re a knob

    • @kirstyrogers53
      @kirstyrogers53 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ethanlowe-werrell7032 obviously you want 5 mins of fame have some respect you vile vile creature if this brings elle the comfort that she needs then leave her to do it she is not doing anything to you !!

  • @Bunnydelacroix
    @Bunnydelacroix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    Cried from beginning to the end. RIP. She is a beautiful angel now.

    • @bengil4862
      @bengil4862 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      tommy rose let’s have hope🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @ilian7440
    @ilian7440 4 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    This has made me realise how lucky I am to still have my mam I will never take her for granted stay strong gorgeous ✨❤️

  • @FromDarknessToIslam
    @FromDarknessToIslam 4 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    Finally got round to watching this just now. Literally wiping my mascara off from underneath my eyes. Oh elle, we don't know you but I'm sure I speak for everyone else and can say that we probably feel the closest to you right now and as a result can offer you our sincere sympathy, love, hugs and well wishes to you and your family. Can't even begin to pretend that I know how you feel as I don't but you're doing such a fantastic job. Please take your time to heal and grieve as you should and don't worry about us subscribers, you and your family come first. However this video alone is testament to not only your wonderful eye for creativity but your mother's wonderful parenting as by God if I even had half of your creativity and especially your confidence at my age ( 34), your mother has clearly done an amazing job as you're the most down to earth, genuine and most real youtuber I know of - it shows in every video.
    I pray that you and your family will find peace and the pain will ease a little every day. Thanks for sharing this with us Elle.
    Lots of love
    Aisha Davies xxx

    • @yaya101able
      @yaya101able 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ameen to that x

  • @sienna1401
    @sienna1401 4 ปีที่แล้ว +147

    i have never cried at anything - a movie, tv show, nothing. but i’m sat here crying my eyes out 😔. you are a true inspiration elle and i know many young girls including myself aspire to be you and hold your amount of strength xxx

  • @emxlyau
    @emxlyau 4 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    You’re one hell of a woman Elle, we as a community are so so proud of you ❤️ let’s continue to celebrate the life of Deborah

  • @theseal7810
    @theseal7810 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    i am so so sorry. i cried the whole way through this video. i can’t imagine how your feeling. my dad was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago, and in that time he nearly died. i remember having to say goodbye to him at home before an ambulance took him to hospital. no one thought he would come home, but thankfully he did. this video breaks my heart so much because of what you have had to go through. i’m so sorry you had to go through this. watching a parent go through cancer is the scariest, most upsetting thing, but losing them must be so much harder. i admire your strength and my thoughts are with you and your family. x

    • @carolburke9153
      @carolburke9153 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Watching a husband go through it...

  • @abbieedubens7073
    @abbieedubens7073 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I lost my mum when I was 13, she left behind me, my older sister being 21 at the time and my youngest sister being just two! This video, filled me with mixed emotions! Sadness but also happiness! I’m glad you can tell her story and so she lives on in another lifetime! What an inspiration to all xx

  • @105skydive
    @105skydive 4 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    She set her daughters up ready to be just as strong as she was. Rest in peace & all the love for making such a beautiful video to honour her xxx

  • @aidan1267
    @aidan1267 4 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    “She’s going to dance about on the legs that wouldn’t let her in the life” sent me 💔 absolutely gorgeous tribute which portrayed her so beautifully, she seemed like a beam of light 💕

    • @Dollypops43
      @Dollypops43 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Seegh Hyle
      That's so rude

  • @laylanorris4641
    @laylanorris4641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Absolutely sobbing my eyes out and it’s only been 2 minutes into the video. I can only imagine how broke you may feel. Loosing a loved one leaves a permanent hole in you. You, your mum and Katie and 3 beautiful girls and your gorgeous mum will be looking down on you both for eternity, she’ll be especially proud at the fact you and con are now having a baby. I truly cannot wait to see what the world holds for you, the baby and con.
    Ellie Darby you are a beauty young lady and you have the worlds biggest heart. And con, my god you give Ellie the world and your future baby💞💞💞💞
    RIP Deborah, you’ll be missed by many💞💞💞😍😍💞💞

  • @chelseajade4285
    @chelseajade4285 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    My heart hurts watching this so i can’t imagine how heavy yours feels. I’ve come from your recent video to this one and i’m absolutely balling. You’re so special. You are going through such a big change in your life at such a tender age and you’re also doing it through strange, unprecedented times. The way you honour your mama is so beautiful x

  • @linzisaunders4732
    @linzisaunders4732 4 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    Brought tears to my eyes, she looks and sounds like she was such a lovely women and kind hearted! She’s beautiful. Stay strong Ellie 💗💗 we love you

  • @SophieJayne
    @SophieJayne 4 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    Elle, I’m honestly speechless. This is incredible, moving and sent shivers down my spine... I can’t express the amount of love I’m sending you and your family right now xxx

  • @holly6205
    @holly6205 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    No words can describe how beautiful this is. Losing someone that holds a very special importance to you will never be easy/get easier, but time will help mend your broken heart and the memories will flourish. Tiny things will remind you of your mum, even when you least expect it.
    Every word you used to describe your mum, you resemble. May she rest in paradise xxxxxxxx

    • @charlotteevans7705
      @charlotteevans7705 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so so for your loss I hope u don't have to go throw it again I'm thinking of you and your family are in my thoughts I cried all the way throw it was very sad I'm really really sorry again xxxxx 💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @lucykeogh2769
    @lucykeogh2769 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    She’s such a queen, my thoughts are with you I can’t imagine how you’re feeling😭 we are all here ❤️

  • @Catherine-111
    @Catherine-111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    I really don’t know how you got thru this. But I do know that today, a huge amount of people who never met her or knew her, have mourned Deborah Jane & felt huge empathy for you & Kitkat. Thank you for letting us know her & be a part of her sacred journey to paradise. ❤️ xx

  • @HollieJadeSmith
    @HollieJadeSmith 4 ปีที่แล้ว +327

    She must have been so proud knowing she's raised such thoughtful, kind and soulful daughters. What a woman. Sending you so much love Elle and thank you for sharing this with us xxxxxxxxxxxx

  • @libbyhewings3992
    @libbyhewings3992 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This had me in so many tears as as it began honestly I can’t imagine how hard it would have been for you and the family and anyone going through this I wish the happiness they deserve ❤️

  • @jesshamilton99
    @jesshamilton99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’m so sorry for your loss! This brought tears to my eyes and was such a beautiful way to remember your loving mum! Stay strong darling! 💗

  • @LucyFlight
    @LucyFlight 4 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    I can’t even comprehend how hard this would have been to make. You’re absolutely incredible. You’re a beautiful soul. Your mum will be bursting with pride. I’m speechless. Keep your head as high as hers was 🙏🏼♥️

  • @paigehunt7035
    @paigehunt7035 4 ปีที่แล้ว +218

    I’ve been crying for 20 mins straight I literally can’t stop. This is the most beautiful video and an amazing memory to keep her going. So special Elle you are amazing ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

    • @louisegrigg1118
      @louisegrigg1118 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      paige hunt 😍😍😍

    • @niamhspencer6803
      @niamhspencer6803 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is such a beautiful way to remember her , Ellie you ate so strong and special ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @lbunnygordon1133
      @lbunnygordon1133 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      me too tears started immediately

  • @katiewaterworth5177
    @katiewaterworth5177 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I cried throughout the whole of this. After keeping up with your story for years, I’ve always been so proud of you & Katie. Thank you for sharing this beautiful and pure story with us. Sending you all the love in the world. You’re a true inspiration 💗

  • @ashleigh8674
    @ashleigh8674 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This is the most beautiful video I’ve ever seen. “It always rains the hardest on those who deserve the sun”. Your mother was a beautiful incredible soul and may she rest in peace. I know she is so so proud of you both up there. Thank you for being so brave and courageous and sharing this with us. The angels are my favourite people and we are all so proud of you. You are one truly amazing woman Elle and I love you so much❤️

  • @tamerawallwork7785
    @tamerawallwork7785 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I started crying the MOMENT the music started playing and cried the whole way through. I can’t even begin to imagine the pain and emptiness you’ve been feeling. You are SO strong and so inspirational Elle. So happy to have you back 🥺💖

  • @emilyharris8202
    @emilyharris8202 4 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    The tears are streaming down my cheeks, but I can’t imagine yours right now. You have not lost your mum but instead heaven and the beach have gained an angel that will look over you every step of the way 💗💗💗💗

  • @michellenwuka1169
    @michellenwuka1169 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This is very painful I am crying right now your mum would be so happy that she gave birth to this beauty in the world she loves and cares for you God has taken her and made her an angel 👼she is watching over you from heaven and smiling she sees your pain she is praying for you , your a strong person and keep being you
    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Msbexjoseph
    @Msbexjoseph 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This made me burst out in tears so I can’t imagine what strength it took for you to put this beautiful memorial together! Your mum would be SO proud of you & Katie and just know that she will forever be in your hearts and watching over you both until you’ll meet again! 💛 Sending lots of love, strength and hugs xxx

  • @keiramayes9822
    @keiramayes9822 4 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    my heart literally skipped a beat when I saw you uploaded:( your mum would be so proud of you elle💞shes one of the angels now xx

    • @galaxybabeoxo9
      @galaxybabeoxo9 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Keira Mayes mine too 😢😍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @maddier5428
      @maddier5428 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Keira Mayes
      I

    • @keirajayne__
      @keirajayne__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      it’s so sad 😭

  • @kayleighgillett8701
    @kayleighgillett8701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I truly believe she is sinking her feet in to the warmest, softest sand with the sun shining on her back and a cocktail in her hand.Beautiful words and photos 💛

  • @Brookearmour
    @Brookearmour 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is the most beautiful thing I have ever watched, what an incredible way to remember your mum by, 😔 my thoughts are with you x

  • @AlfieandLouise
    @AlfieandLouise 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I’m crying so so much right now, I can only imagine what you’ve had to go through💗 She raised such strong, beautiful and successful women, she would be so incredibly proud and she will continue to be proud of you 💗

  • @greenguyz3775
    @greenguyz3775 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    You never fail to impress us with this astonishing artwork. We love you, never stop what you do.

  • @hannahsteff7715
    @hannahsteff7715 4 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    This is one the most beautiful tributes I have ever seen and I can’t stop crying. Well done for being so brave. X

  • @ninabrown1437
    @ninabrown1437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is incredibly thoughtful and beautiful. I’m so moved by this and I’m so sorry for your loss. Your mother would be so proud of you❤️

  • @emilylaskey7862
    @emilylaskey7862 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This had me sobbing. So much love goes out to you and your family, I can't even begin to imagine the pain you must all be feeling. You're incredible x

  • @natashagriffiths2044
    @natashagriffiths2044 4 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    Couldn’t stop crying this is beautiful. She would be so proud of you like everyone else, stay strong 💞

    • @Bmx427
      @Bmx427 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      natasha griffiths you’re crying for somebody who doesn’t even know you exist 🤦‍♂️

  • @alisonmurphy6994
    @alisonmurphy6994 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Elle, you’re such a strong and courageous women, Katie is so lucky to have you & your mum would be so proud 💗

  • @TheDessez
    @TheDessez 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    When they go, they really go. For me I had a definite sense my mum had left to go somewhere else. Bless the special times you had together. It's a gift to have them and another gift to know they are special times.

  • @staceysharpe6891
    @staceysharpe6891 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I can’t 😢
    This is too beautiful, I’m so sorry for your huge loss. I lost my dad 2 years ago and I can relate to everything. Sending love to you all x

  • @katielord9738
    @katielord9738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    I can’t imagine the amount of strength it would have taken to make this 😭💕

    • @arieswife8926
      @arieswife8926 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Is Lucy Carter from another mothr??...

  • @lilya1407
    @lilya1407 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    When you miss her,
    us angels are with you in spirit,
    wondering how you feel,
    hoping you’re coping,
    and getting a little better each day.
    We understand. We care.
    When you’re grieving,
    we’re beside you,
    in our hearts, in our thoughts,
    we’re sending you sympathy,
    encouragement, affection,
    and strength to carry on with life.
    By Joanna Fuchs. This video had me crying. You’re so strong Elle, Katie too! Wishing you all the best right now

  • @sarahjones5275
    @sarahjones5275 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This was Sincerely the most exquisitely beautiful memorial video I've ever watched!! As I'm greatly emphatic and sorry for your loss I'm equally certain that She couldn't be any prouder of you both!! And I know with all my soul that she is in a more beautiful world than one can fathom and hopefully in a very long time your Girl gang of 3 with be together again!! Thank you for sharing your amazing love and respect for your sublimely beautiful Mama especially with what's going on in the world today!! My heart is beaming knowing I have a gorgeous new star to gaze at each night!! Sending y'all all my love, respect, and extra prayers to you and yours!! XxOo

  • @hollyx3743
    @hollyx3743 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is one of the most beautiful things Iv ever watched. I cried the whole way through, an absolutely stunning tribute to your love for your mum. ❤️

  • @katiebridges5076
    @katiebridges5076 4 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    I’m sobbing, I can’t even imagine the amount of strength it would have took you to make this, keep doing what you’re doing, stay strong, sending enormous amounts of love to you and Katie xxx

  • @XX-gh8jm
    @XX-gh8jm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I’m sat balling my eyes out, she would so incredibly proud of you, Katie and con. I love you so much my darling, you are SO strong💛 xxxx

  • @ic107
    @ic107 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    5 seconds in and I was already sobbing my heart out, continued that way through the whole video. That was absolutely beautiful, I don't think your mum could be any prouder right now xx

  • @chanycebarbery3306
    @chanycebarbery3306 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    God bless you and your family can’t imagine the pain your going through right now literally crying my eyes out . She sounds like a wonderful woman!!! May she rest in piece forever and always love you Ellie ❤️

  • @vanessatucker7580
    @vanessatucker7580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    My god. I’ve never seen anything like this before. My mind and heart are blown. I felt like I was walking these steps with you. ❤️

  • @SuperNinger
    @SuperNinger 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Anyone who ever lost anyone can relate to this, very emotional and very brave thing to do :)

  • @erinlynchxo5504
    @erinlynchxo5504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    i’m so heartbroken for you, your mum was gorgeous and she’d be so proud of you, your amazing

  • @gracelogan4628
    @gracelogan4628 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I think that this is such a lovely way to remember your mum.
    Love your videos you are so strong and inspirational.
    Hope that everyone has a good day.❤️

  • @Stpu789
    @Stpu789 4 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I can’t even begin to imagine that complete pain. I am so beyond sorry for your loss, she will ALWAYS be with you 🤍

  • @CharlotteShingler
    @CharlotteShingler 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Elle this was the most beautiful and touching tribute I’ve ever seen. I was in tears 😭 your mum was a beautiful soul and she would be so proud of you and Katie ❤️

  • @leanney3763
    @leanney3763 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This was too painful for me.... like you I lost my mum in my early twenties, 25 years ago, I wish I could say the pain gets easier, but it doesn’t , you just learn to live with the pain! I’m glad you have a lovely sister... keep strong together and treat each other with love and respect the way your mum always taught.... that is her legacy... love ...
    now I’m a right wreck going to go and have a breather and compose myself and let my faith ease my pain ....xxx💕 John 5:28,29 sending you both love and hugs at this heartbreaking time 🙏

    • @pam164
      @pam164 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes like me i lost my mam 40 years ago and you never stop missing them. But as time goes on you remember the nice times and not so much when they were ill and thats a blessing.

  • @JUSTasUseeMII123
    @JUSTasUseeMII123 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cried watching this. What q wonderful video for a wonderful woman. I don't know why but watching this video, your mom gave me princess Diana vibes, I think it was the kindness in her eyes 💜

  • @nikitaa8766
    @nikitaa8766 4 ปีที่แล้ว +258

    So so so beautifully put together. Can’t stop crying. Your mom is such a remarkable and strong woman - you take after her so well 💖

    • @nicholajones4885
      @nicholajones4885 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ethan Lowe-Werrell do you not think that anyone that goes through that illness Is strong??

    • @takethelgamer3612
      @takethelgamer3612 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/mvH2mK7OgMo/w-d-xo.html

  • @isabellagibbings50
    @isabellagibbings50 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Such a meaningful tribute to your beautiful mum, I’m sure she’s watching over you and is very proud❤️

  • @amandaathome9757
    @amandaathome9757 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Oh Elle I’m so so sorry 😐 this has me in tears 😭 I lost my dad when I was 17 & I’m now 46 & still miss him. Please try to stay strong & cry when needed. You sisters are close like mine are to me & support each other for all time. Love you 😘

  • @bethanwonderley6513
    @bethanwonderley6513 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That was absolutely beautiful. I’m in tears as this was so so lovely and special to you all. What a gorgeous lady and she is so proud of you both! We love you x

  • @jadefitzsimmons3505
    @jadefitzsimmons3505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    I wasn’t sure what to expect in this video but it pulled ever heartstring. Absolutely beautiful. Thank you for this Elle, thanks for showing how bitter sweet it is to lose someone. It’s beautiful.

  • @han7349
    @han7349 4 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    This really hits home, I lost my mum when I was 16 and it’s an unimaginable pain that stays with you. I’m still grieving and it’s been 3 years. It always hurts but somehow you learn to manage the pain. I hope you’re beginning to manage that pain Elle, all my best x

    • @je9862
      @je9862 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Han I lost my mom at 14 and it’s been nearly 3 years too. Sending my love 💜

    • @rosiedouglas2294
      @rosiedouglas2294 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you are both so strong, i can’t imagine the strength it takes to carry on without your mum. sending you both love ❤️

    • @han7349
      @han7349 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jennifer it really sucks, all the milestones your mums not there for and the absence of all the little things she’d do. People expect you to be over a loss after 3 years but there’s some days where it hurts just as much as the day she died. I often worry about forgetting her and the little things she did. I hope you’re learning to cope and I’m here if you ever want to talk 🤍

    • @han7349
      @han7349 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Rosie Douglas thank you so much 💛

    • @je9862
      @je9862 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Han I used to feel so so guilty on days that I felt somewhat happy again after her death. I feel like I’m already forgetting things so I try to write as much as I remember down but I know she will always be the biggest part of me☺️

  • @maisieball9998
    @maisieball9998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I cried my eyes out throughout this. The most perfect tribute to the strongest woman there is✨ you are making your mum so proud Els. 💗

  • @fastfaz87
    @fastfaz87 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I’m heartbroken for you I’m crying my eyes out 😢 my mom has lung cancer and I just don’t know how I’m going to cope I’ve already lost my mother in law in October 2018 to cancer and still haven’t got my head around that your so brave & strong 💕💪🏼 thank you for sharing! Xxx

    • @jennyr5642
      @jennyr5642 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Faye Manton Your in my thoughts and prayers . Your mum will be ok , she will pull through this . Cancer doesn’t have to be a death sentence , my sister recovered from leukaemia nearly 10 years . Now a healthy 14 year old . Thank God xxx

    • @xindigochildx
      @xindigochildx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Faye Manton sending you all my love 💗💗

    • @Ava-lm1zy
      @Ava-lm1zy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Faye Manton very hard thinking of you!

    • @anaishamill7592
      @anaishamill7592 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hope you’re doing okay lovely x

  • @louslife1998
    @louslife1998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    I cried the whole way through this. This is a beautiful tribute Elle, you’re gorgeous inside and out ❤️ sending hugs

    • @Reubenn
      @Reubenn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yos ss it is big sadness please

  • @isobelscarlette5616
    @isobelscarlette5616 4 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    Dear Elle,
    For the many years I have been following your path I have never been more proud of you and katie. Your kindness, your love and your beautiful mum beams from within you both - always has , and will continue to forever. This video was so moving and recently my close friend has also lost her mumma, Thankyou for letting us into your life, Thankyou for showing us the story of lovely Deb... and Thankyou for all that you do. I know this would of been a lovely video for my friend to have watched and for you to have made.
    Sending my love always and forever xxxxx

  • @abbydowning98
    @abbydowning98 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I cried the whole way through, she’s so so proud of you both ❤️

  • @mozit8063
    @mozit8063 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just found this Elle. What a beautiful tribute. Your mum was beautiful and like you she sounded beautiful inside and out and she made you both into the lovely women you and Katie are. Your videos shine with something, cant find the words , now Ive got it, you are your mothers daughter. So sorry Elle, you lost her sooner than you should have, life does hand us stuff and the strong ones handle it with love. Hugs to you and Katie xx

  • @Simbecile
    @Simbecile 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Oh Elle you're killing me. This was such a profound tribute to your mother. She must have been something else to raise a daughter like you.

  • @theadventuresofdannyandjac4458
    @theadventuresofdannyandjac4458 4 ปีที่แล้ว +186

    This is heartbreaking. I can't imagine the pain you're going through. How is Katie? Don't try to be strong girls. It's not the time. Cry, scream, be angry, be sad. But don't be afraid to laugh and live. Thinking of you both xxx

    • @Reubenn
      @Reubenn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me it is upset me and cry

    • @notouchy4101
      @notouchy4101 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lil Fresh cave man brain

  • @Ixixiara
    @Ixixiara 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This was so moving and so beautiful, there are absolutely no words that could do it justice. Sending all my love and prayers to you and Katie 💗 I lost my mom to stage 4 lung cancer 2 years ago, my heart is with you; thank you for sharing your story, your mom is so beautiful and she raised 2 lovely young women 💗💗

  • @naomitrollopeillustration
    @naomitrollopeillustration 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just come here from watching your pregnancy announcement videos and want to say you deserve all the joy that God has blessed you with after everything you’ve been through. What a lovely way to honour and love your mum through this video. I pray you and your sister can treasure and recall all the memories you have of her together for the rest of your lives.

  • @avareaney992
    @avareaney992 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    You ,Eleanor Darby, a are a soldier . Your mum would have been soooo proud of you and no matter what , you will always have Us angels ❤️❤️

  • @RandomnessTube.
    @RandomnessTube. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    I lost my mother in 2016 then my father in 2019 my mother was my soul mate this is a beautiful video.

    • @Misssashakelly
      @Misssashakelly 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      RandomnessTube I so resonate with this I love my mum so much and feel like she is my soul mate as well 💕💕💕💕💕

    • @macz8601
      @macz8601 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      but the real question is? who is joe?

    • @elliemay2560
      @elliemay2560 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so sorry

    • @tiashepherd2379
      @tiashepherd2379 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      RandomnessTube awww bless I lost my mum in 2010 at 9 years old and my dad in 2017 at 16, I’m 19 now x

    • @gigglybubbles4572
      @gigglybubbles4572 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      What about your dad though?

  • @lauradavid1756
    @lauradavid1756 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my goodness Elle! You are so amazing. What a beautiful tribute for a beautiful lady. My heart was breaking watching this, I had goosebumps & tears running down my face. You are so so brave, your mum would be amazingly proud of you. I can’t even imagine the pain. Thank you for sharing such a special video with us. Sending you all the love! 💖

  • @LilMissSunshine18
    @LilMissSunshine18 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve watched this video so many times this past week and feel like I’m ready to sum up the emotions this video makes me feel. It’s quite simply the most beautiful tribute I’ve ever seen. It’s so calming, peaceful and loving. I obviously don’t know you or your mum personally but I feel like I knew her from this video as it captures her soul so beautifully. You have a beautiful, loving angel looking over you for the rest of your lives Elle and Katie. May your mum rest in eternal peace and enjoying the warm sea breeze on her face 🤍✨

  • @emma-louise
    @emma-louise 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    This really hit me and I couldn't stop crying😕I'm so sorry Elle.

  • @cupcakecitty
    @cupcakecitty 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    From start to finish I’ve been sat here crying, you’ve literally handled things so well Elle and what a beautiful way to pay tribute to your gorgeous mom!

  • @elainedent11
    @elainedent11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I lost my beautiful mum 5 years ago , I was 54 and I miss her every day , you are so brave and I know your mum will be sooo proud of, thankyou for sharing this beautiful tribute to your mum , she will be looking down on you now so happy that you are having a little baby boy xxx

  • @andrewk1965
    @andrewk1965 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is possibly the most beautiful eulogy I have ever seen. My eyes are streaming. Thank you for making and sharing this xxx

  • @honh4859
    @honh4859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Can’t stop crying at this! This is such a heartwarming, beautiful and timeless video you have created that has truly touched the hearts of so many people. I pray for the strength for you to keep going and being strong, and setting such a beautiful example of how to always honour the memory of someone as gorgeous inside and out as your mum. ❤️

  • @zoealicia7600
    @zoealicia7600 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Elle, I can’t tell you how special this is. I cried the whole way through. This is such a beautiful tribute and you should be so proud of yourself. You’re amazing, strong and your mum is up there thinking of you every day. 💓xx

  • @alice-maetyler9299
    @alice-maetyler9299 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    2 minutes in and I was already crying my eyes out , what a beautiful brave women x

  • @phoebedalton904
    @phoebedalton904 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I can’t stop crying😢 bless you Elle.

  • @nicoowain
    @nicoowain 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    She had a beautiful life elle, shes in no pain now. You'll make her so so proud! Take your time elle with coming back, we understand. Until you meet again, I send my prayers❤

  • @tieganmchale8839
    @tieganmchale8839 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My heart😪💔literally sat crying my eyes out !! Your the strongest woman ever !!😭my heart aches for you and your family... Keep shining beautiful your a true angel❤️

  • @Cherrypopperx
    @Cherrypopperx 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I literally just cried all the way through that! 💔 I’m so sorry for your loss. What a brave soul you and your sister are. Your mother would be so proud x

  • @Pink94CJ
    @Pink94CJ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    You've literally had both me and my husband in tears, this is so incredibly beautiful and from the heart! I can't ever express how sorry I am for your loss but she would be so proud of you. Thank you for sharing such a touching and heartwarming video xxx

  • @katiegill7692
    @katiegill7692 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    The second, the music started playing my heart truly broke for you. I cried so many tears watching this and from the bottom of my heart send you all the love in the world. She was a star and always will be watching over you and Katie X X X

  • @linzistitt1221
    @linzistitt1221 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have done your mum so proud with this, it was unbelievably beautiful just like her, I cried the entire time. You and kit cat are so very pure just like her. I'm sending so much prayers, healing energy and peace to you all. Amazing dedication to her. Thank you for allowing us to see such a personal thing. Much love xx

  • @xmontanax8787
    @xmontanax8787 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is the most beautiful video I have ever seen, I cried the entire way through and just from looking at a 9 minute and 50 second video I can see you and your sister were truly and deeply loved. Sending you my bestest wishes ❤️

  • @caitlinnaughton1314
    @caitlinnaughton1314 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    God this absolutely broke my heart. I’m sat here crying my eyes out, what a beautiful and amazing tribute to your mother. I really feel for you and Katie as I can’t imagine how hard it must be but stay strong Elle. Sending you all my love ❤️

  • @jovihall8399
    @jovihall8399 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I’ve had to stop watching half way through, can’t stop crying. You’re doing her so proud Elle, you really are! Both such beautiful women inside and out💛

  • @alarnia1932
    @alarnia1932 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is the most beautiful video ever💓 I am so deeply sorry for your loss, your mum will be so proud of you and Katie. Sending so much love and hugs to you😘

  • @rosieking479
    @rosieking479 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow Elle, you’re a strong and amazing woman. I cried the entire way through. Your mum would be so proud of you and Katie. Sending lots of love to you all xxx

  • @pickles4742
    @pickles4742 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I'm BALLING. 😭 This is truly one of the most touching and heartfelt tributes ever. You and kitkat are such strong, loving girls and your mum would forever be proud 💕💕💕