The Amity Affliction "Not Without My Ghosts" ft. Phem (Official Music Video)
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NWMG Credits
Director: Daniel Daly
Producers: Annie Thiele, Sophie Booth
DP: Tom Black
1st AC: Lachlan Wright
2nd AC: Angela Basile
Steadicam Operator: Brett Harrison
Gaffer: Michael Hales
LX Assist Rain Flavell
Production Designer: Bianca Milani
Art Department Assist: Eve Nixon
Art Department Assist: Renee Schulz
Art Department Assist Erin Mackellin
HMU / Art Dept. Assist: Sam Pearce
Production Assist: Tori Styles
Film Processing: Neglab
Film Scanning: DamSmart
Editor: Daniel Daly
VFX: Oliver Eather
Colorist: Sofie Borup at Company 3
Mixed by - Henrik Udd
Drums mixed by - Henrik Udd and Gusten Akerman
"Not Without My Ghosts" lyrics
WHEREVER I MAY GO IT'S NOT WITHOUT MY GHOSTS. THEIR BODIES DRAG BEHIND ME CHAINED TO BOTH MY WRISTS, NO MATTER HOW I FIGHT I'M NEVER DONE WITH IT. I HAVE TO CARRY ON, BUT NOT WITHOUT MY GHOSTS. WHEREVER I MAY GO IT'S NOT WITHOUT MY GHOSTS. A QUIET DAILY WAR, NO SIGN AHEAD OF PEACE. LOOK ALIVE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND TRY TO HIDE THE GRIEF. I HAVE TO CARRY ON, BUT NOT WITHOUT MY GHOSTS. ONE TO CARRY SADNESS ONE TO CARRY FEAR, ONE TO CARRY PANIC AND ONE TO CARRY TEARS. ONE FOR MY DEPRESSION AND ONE WHO WANTS ME DEAD, ONE TO HIDE MY HOLLOW HEART AND SOME I'VE NEVER MET.
#theamityaffliction #phem #notwithoutmyghosts
REMEMBER. These songs aren't only about depression and anxiety, but how to cope with our past, demons, and emotional turmoil, and how we have the power instilled in us to overcome our fears and daily life challenges.
Very true and well said cobber!!
This is exactly what I got out from this song. I am die hard Amity Only. This song is what I needed due to the worst time of my 32 year old life in the last 8 months. #TAA4LIFE
Thats right my friend. Amity Affliction has helped me so much dealing with life and my problems....IM STILL HERE
True they saved me from depression 💯
UNTIL WE MET AGAIN!!!!
thank u for inviting me to be a part of this beautiful song 💚
You're beautiful in this.
Your voice in this song is absolutely breathtaking.
Hopefully you can do more songs with them, this was awesome :)
@@JCBadGaming I couldn't agree more. I was really surprised when I heard her voice.
The amity never misses I swear…. I’ve been here since the Sleepless winter days 🥶🥶
These lyrics hit so deep and give me shivers; as someone who has dealt with depression, anxiety, abuse, addiction and constant thoughts of suicide for the past 4 years but somehow still manage to fight through each day and come out alive for my friends and family.
These lyrics are simply perfect, forever grateful for Amity I can’t even tell you how many times listening to their songs has saved me life ❤
I couldn't have said it any better ❤
Take care 🖤
This statement 🖤🖤🖤🤝
Couldn't have said this better myself
I agree bro 100%
Amity affliction never fails to address unspoken feelings in the hearts and minds of those that need it. Well done lads.
100% AGREED.
Well said Adam.
I was about to comment on how the theme of this song makes me feel. Very well said!
Yes I think so too. We are all in this together
Thanays why I fuckin love this song I can relate to this song100 percent
“I have to carry on…..”
As a father I relate to this, giving in cannot be an option
Another brilliant track from Amity
Stay strong. Day by day :)
Please hold on. I'm listening to this because my friend committed suicide a few months ago. He left behind 3 sons under the age of 18.💔
Stay strong dad 🧡🧡🧡🧡 things will always get better, especially if you’ve got a family you love 🧡🧡
I can relate too you I've got 2 kids who depend on me and somedays I feel like giving up but can't for them
I hear ya, having kids in 2023 is fucked up. Hopefully they'll be alright.
Ahren's voice is straight up haunting in this one! 🩶
He should do a few songs with WCAR
Honestly it’s perfect.
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@@joshelliott4921 why? Dave sounds great
@Andrew Bowman I agree, just hearing both on a few tracks would be nice.
I love this band so much. You guys knock it out of the field everytime. May the gods bless any who read this and have an amazing day😊
They take my breath away with every single song they release 🥹
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This is just amazing
It needed a heavy section with some blast beats or something to change the pace a little. All the other have been fire though.
They’re shit is good but when they slow it down it hits a lil different 🔥
🖤🖤🖤
Holy Moses. They said this album was gonna be heavy . This song is like a truckload of lead crashing down on top of you. It's beautiful
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They said this is the only soft song on the album
fuck yea man :)
This song is so dark, so sincere and so beautiful all in one 3 1/2 minute song. Pure perfection by the greatest band alive 🤘🏻🫡
You're absolutely right!
#TAA IS LIFE
just lost my older brother last week...my little sister a few years ago...you have no idea how hard this hits rn and to have it pop up in my feed at the best (worst) time...i will be at your show oct.19 (my sisters passing anniversary)...ya i know life gets weird and you guys fucking help me cope so much ty
Oh my God I’m so sorry for your loss. May God send the Holy Ghost to comfort you whenever you feel alone. God loves you
@@peoplearelemons you can’t try to help someone by bringing God into it, many see him as the cause, since we’re all in this hell pit together but as my friend tells me, “whatever helps you sleep at night”.
I feel you. I know your pain right now.y dad suddenly unexpectedly passed away in my arms 8 hours after fixing his truck and us speaking for the first time in months.. We will be okay. You will be okay.
I am so sorry for your loss, i lost my brother to suicide april 8th of 2015. If you ever need anyone to talk to,who understands that loss of a sibling i will listen. You are not alone
Pain, we feel it man, but I'm here for you. Just ask me, I'll add you somewhere if you need it.
i needed this song, especially right now, today. it speaks to me, my heart aches every day, but knowing i am not alone with these feelings, is something so relieving, it is sad, but relieving, thank you amity, for everything you do, your music will always stay with me forever, i am genuinely from the bottom of my heart, grateful for this band! Thank you, Joel, Ahren, Dan and Joe. You are the reason many of us are here!
Wow this is fucken stellar!! Boys just make a “softer” song and it’s fucken phenomenal! This is going to be on repeat all day. This album is going to be amazing. Loved you guys since severed ties and you just keep getting better! ❤
man, i lost my dad back in August of last year, and this song makes me think of him. I carry him around with me everywhere I go. such a fucking beautiful song. hyped for this album, boys
I lost my dad 2 febs ago so i feel this. Song actually gives me tears 😅
I lost my dad 1 year tomorrow Im with you there
I hear you man I lost my dad last May and I also carry him with me every where I go to
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I lost my dad last August as well, it hasn’t gotten any easier
It'll sound funny coming from a longtime Amity fan, but despite dozens and dozens of songs about suicide and depression, this is the one that got to me...
Living after you tried, it's not easy. Like missing a flight you booked weeks in advance, bags are packed, ticket checked, then you have to return home. It's such a strange feeling.
Going through a lot lately, and Amity has been helping me ever since Chasing Ghosts was released.. 10 years later and nothing has changed. You won't see this but thank you Amity. I'll carry on.. but not without my ghosts..
Chasing ghost was so good man, this music is beautiful
@@flood7203 chasing ghost and misery. Although I love every album that they’ve put out
The moment I decide to move on despite all my problems, my favorite band comes along with a new song. Thank you TAA for the music you make and for always being there. I'm also glad that you brought a female voice to sing.
This Album is gonna be a whole experience.
Been here since 2015. Fell in love with Greens Avenue, coz of the message that song had, to keep the past behind yet still embrace it and make the best of it.
And this song gives me the same exact vibe, just in softer.
I love you guys.❤️
They said this album was gonna be heavy. This was heavy on my heart. This is a masterpiece. So unexpected but fucking wow hits me in the feels
This song will forever be my anthem to keep going. Everyone has "baggage" and despite how heavy it may be, we find the strength to keep going. Amity Affliction is a amazing band, this song is breathtaking.
Has "The Gifthorse" vibes, i love it. ❣
That's literally the first song that came to mind first time I heard it. I guess they are both closers to each respective album. 🖤🤘👻
Это просто восхитительно, очередная крутизна от крутейших ребят!!!!!🙂
Ага
Even the "softest song" on this album hits you in the feels! Great job Amity you guys are killing it!! This album is gonna be golden 🔥🔥🔥
After dads passing this song speaks to me, I carry him wherever I go as well
Holy mother of God 😩😩😩😩 this is fucking amazing, not what I was expecting at all but I'm in tears and I love love love 😭😭😭❤️
im crying so hard i love this band so much they mean the WORLD to me i owe you guys my life!!!!! thank you for everything
I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN IN PITTSBURGH ITS ALL WAYS AMAZING ❤️❤️
This song hits home and is helping me remember my bestfriend who passed
I'm choosing to believe that this video is kind of a sequel to the this could be heartbreak video, after Joel's "death" at the end of that video. just cos ahren is in the same outfit 😌
Yes! That makes sense…
tomorrow night I'm going to work, I hate this place, but not as much as myself, because I can't take my own life in my hands and it makes me sick, but. listening to such music and when I work and I'll have this song playing in my headphones, maybe it will give me strength...listening to music I feel completely different listening to music I'm a completely different person Music it helps you feel better, it seems to lift you higher and I'm not just talking about such a thing, I listen to different music, Listen to classical and heavy music, Listen to emo rap Music, it allows you to feel like soar above everything that surrounds you Soar above this world Thank you brothers for the music Thank you for being able to feel different
Idk how they do it, but everything they touch is pure gold
We played this at my husband's funeral service on June 29th 2023. This song meant more than words can say to both of us, and we were the only ones that understood those things in each other. We also played "Carry On" by Falling In Reverse. Thank you, The Amity Affliction for putting into such beautiful music what Joey and I recognized, understood and bonded and fell in love with in each other for 8 wonderful years. I miss him and my soul and heart are ripped apart daily at losing him, but hearing this again gives me a short bit of comfort which is now more precious to me than all the money in the world. Thank you from the very bpttom of what's left of my heart. I love you guys. Bless yall.
Heartbreaking💔
Stay strong,beautiful woman!
cringe, how did the old people react
What a song, as always, Ahren has an amazing vocal performance! also reminded me of My Chemical Romance a little, the music video that is.
This song hits deep when you're a veteran who's lost multiple friends in the wars. They're always with me.
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A fucking work of art. I love the whole concept of the video and the lyrics are so powerful. Amity keeps releasing meaningful songs even after all these years. It's great to know we can hold on to their music nowadays. Thank you for everything ❤.
Man Ahren is beautiful and aesthetic af, no homo
Wow. Wasn't expecting the softer tone after the other singles.
I don't know if there is another band that draws emotions out of me like Amity does. This is seriously great stuff.
Idk why it hits so hard but damn when she says their bodies drag behind me chained to both my wrists hits hard as fuck
Одна из моих первых групп, всегда рад новым релизам. Жаль, что концерта в ближайшее время у нас не будет(
І в нас..
They said this is the only soft song on the album, wish that wasn't true man, this really hits right in here
The day after I broke into my old house (2 weeks ago) My late husbands spirit lingers there so I burned healing candles with crystals talked to him and forgave my late husband for committing suicide 10 years ago around this time 10 years ago. He's given me many signs including orbs that he needed my forgiveness so i gave it my all it screwed with me mentally PTSD to the max It was so hard I almost wanted to give up but then the next day I came across this song and fell in love with this band entirely. Fits my soul perfectly and i can relate I'm beyond thankful.for this band!!!!💜🖤🖤🖤 Thank you for inspiring others I find so much strength happiness and actual hope listening to this:) Still here still fighting;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Amity always knows how to put what we are feeling into words. I will always carry my past and struggles with me but have to keep pushing through even with those chains attached. Music like this is what keeps my soul alive.
I could not agree more. Almost every song of theirs has an impact on me- be it positive or negative. That is how it speaks.
Anyone else scream this with tears in their eyes or is it just me?
I lost my dad in June of last year when he was only 58. I have tattoos on my wrists of chains and people call me Ghost as a nickname. I’ve struggled my whole life with depression and late last year, I got Covid and ended up having longing damage to my spine. I’m unable to work right now until I can wake up and actually get out of bed. This song speaks to me so much to me on so many levels I can’t even.. Thank you guys for revealing a piece of me I couldn’t see. I have to carry on but I can carry my ghosts with me. I love you, dad..
Phem's Voice fits absolutely perfect *-*
I swear these guys can never make a bad song. What an awesome song 😭❤️
*previous album has entered the chat*
@@MartianAmbassador69 and the one before that…
Ahren's voice is amazing
Waiting for this 😊😊😊
I love the way you lie 😂
Amity just never misses! This song is beautiful and every song so far before the album has been a banger! TAA for life ❤🖤
I lost my grandma October 31st, 2015 I carry her with me everywhere I go. Random things pop up everywhere that remind me of her and makes me know she's watching over me. I was supposed to go to my first amity concert that exact day and I had that unexpected news i never wanted to get a call about. I miss her dearly I got married last year and it killed me that she wasn't there for it. I'm expecting my first child on October 17th. I'm naming my baby girl after her. Amity has helped through so much through child abuse Physical,Mental,Verbal and being neglected growing up by my mom. Me fighting through endless depression and bipolar episodes. They've helped me and I can't thank them enough.
Favorite song of the new album. I'm actually in a really good place in my life right now so this album is a hard listen at times. Amity was not kidding when they said they were bringing the heavy.
This the one boys. Their album and currents album both coming out in May.
Yeah, this one's top shelf
As someone fighting another cancer battle for the second time in my life. And as someone who has lost countless friends and loved ones to suicide and drugs and have witnessed some of these deaths. This song hit so hard. I have done many things in my life I am not proud of in life. And with this second diagnosis I was planning on not doing chemo at all, but after hearing this song it’s like I felt the hands of all the ones I love and miss on my shoulders telling me not to give up and give in and to keep moving. With tears in my eyes you have no idea how much this song means to me.
All the best and much strength to you mate
damn. you can really feel the emotion dripping from this song. I LOVE IT
Another banger 🤌🏻🤘🏻🖤
This is my favorite song off the new album... I relate so much. This band always helps me heal... I just want to shake their hands and thank them, just once... They've literally saved my life before...
this is so fucking gorgeous, can’t wait to see you in St. Paul 🥹😭
They have honestly got better over the albums so bloody good and Joel and Ahren are legends. These 2 are really in Sync
well this is the pick of the songs from the album, the others dont hit the same
Ahrens voice never ceases to blow me away
Im in love of this instrumental
This song gave me goosebumps. So good!
I wish Phems part was longer
This is an absolute masterpiece. You guys saved me over the years, I fell into depression, you helped pull me back out. I’m thankful for you guys, an still hope to see you play live one day. Love you guys forever and THANK YOU for ANOTHER AMAZING BANGER!! ❤️
This song hits so hard. To all of us who identify, thank you for being on this journey together. ❤
Thank you for this 🙏🥺
I swear right when I think they can't get better they drop something better! I look forward to seeing you guys live soon! 🤘
Not without my ghosts
Wherever I may go
It's not without my ghosts
Their bodies drag behind me
Chained to both my wrists
No matter how I fight
I'm never done with it
I have to carry on
But not without my ghosts
I have to carry on
But not without my ghosts
Not without my ghosts
Wherever I may go
It's not without my ghosts
A quiet daily war, no sign ahead of peace
Look alive for all my friends and try to hide the grief
I have to carry on
But not without my ghosts
I have to carry on
But not without my ghosts
One to carry sadness, one to carry fear
One to carry panic and one to carry tears
Onе for my depression and one who wants mе dead
One to hide my hollow heart and some I've never met
Not without my ghosts
Wherever I may go
It's not without my ghosts
Wherever I may go
It's not without my ghosts
Wherever I may go
It's not without my ghosts
Wherever I may go
First time listening to this band and I loved it ❤
It's a heavy burden.
At the end, the person who was in charge of the mixing: "sorry guys, I have to go, we have to cut !" ..... No seriously, I find the end really unfortunate, I like this type of end but there, the fade is brutal and too early especially...
This is quickly becoming one of my favourites by TAA. Such a dark, haunting and beautifully crafted song. Lyrics hit so deeply ❤
You guys have literally saved my life.
This song actually had me crying for almost an hour
The fact this album didn't blow up like I expected it too in the states. Kinda upsets me.
This song reminds me of when my parents pass away how would I move on without them 😢I have to carry on but not without them
Who ever wrote these songs there singing yer thoughts of yourself and your loved ones are awsome
You are presence.
Is this the afterlife of This Could Be Heartbreak?
Great observation
Oct of 2021 We lost our 27 year old son. He was actually my step son but he was my son. He was born with a degenerative condition and we knew his time was short. What i got to see was a love bond between him and his mother that was truly the deepest connection of love i have had the fortune to witness. With his loss i have seen her go through each day with a pain and longing for him that tears at my soul for i wish she didnt have to feel the hurt she does. This song really captures her burden and just how strong she is to make it through each day. She is an example of her sons strength to be able to fight through so much and get to the next day but not without her ghosts.
Thank you again Amity, you guys somehow put my troubles aside each and every time I listen... Much love ❤
3/22/23 life ended that night and I was given a second chance. Not sure how or why. Working on the ghosts now.
Amazing song guys, captures beautifully what it means to move forward despite grief. Thankyou I needed this song \m/
I'm 51 battling my own feelings of anxiousness, fear and sickness and I carry these ghost with me 24/7. I recently lost my father which has been harder on me than I anticipated. My ghosts are with me always I just live with them now instead of hiding.
Happy 420 take a hit for your lost ones
I have to carry on... Damn, those words hit me hard. I'm bawling my eyes out, thank you for this beautiful song.
I think the aesthetic and themes are very interesting but this song really could've used a breakdown^^
😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 perfect timing boys as usual needed this cant wait for the full album!!!!!
Damn this really had me shedding tears, thank you for another banger amity, seriously thank you for everything ❤
I'm glad to see these guys tone it down for a minute....
Beautiful song boys!!!
Gets me in tears every single time I hear this song….EVERY SINGLE TIME …. 🖤🖤🖤
....when TAA punches you in the feels 🥺
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This is the type of song that gives me chills every time I hear it. Beautiful.
Ever since my oldest sisters' unexpected passing on 3/27/24, Amity has been my saving grace. I get chills when listening to them and can feel the music. Thank you for being you.
Imagine a song so soft and full of emotions and better yet imagine a song with unclean vocals, and yet they blend in like a dream and emphasize every word. I would think impossible yet here we are 😮
U guys are legends an I absolutely have loved u guys for years now an your beautiful incredible flawless amazing perfection music an songs love you guys love Cody
Holy hell this was beautiful.
You guys, I'm lost for words. Unreal, I'm in awe. This is beautiful, immaculate, I'm speechless. I love you guys with everything I have. Much much love. 🖤🖤🖤🖤
incredibly underappreciated band. Genius lyrics. In my 50s and still on the top of my playlist