I'm 21, and saying goodbye to my 17 year old self, who endured horrendous sexual abuse but is now holding me back. As hard as it is, letting the past go is the only way I can move forward. I think this song is a proper send off.
Hope you new self is doing ok Courtney, you sound like a courageous young woman. 'Letting go of the past is the only way I can move forward' enabing poetry, very powerful. Wish I could learn how to say goodbye like you have done, seems like I'm still carrying some things in my backpack from decades ago. Take good care of yourself buddy, you could go on the speaking / teaching circuit with the key that you've found.
Thelight 15 Actually it's only one guy. He and the other 2 members one of which was his brother only did one album with Interscope Records. They departed from the band and Ryan O'Neal kept making music. He went back to making albums independently. He's not signed to any record label as of now.
this song reminds me of my battle with depression. When I get so low it seems like the clouds cover all the beautiful mountains and at times I get so tired that I don't want to fight the depression anymore and just give into sadness but then the clouds roll away and I can see joy again. Such a beautiful song it makes me cry every time I listen to it.
swenger34a never give up. it's never easy, it's definitely not. but it's worth it. trust me, it's worth getting up every single morning. it's worth living, even if you don't realise that yet, keep living. keep breathing. keep trying, even if it gets tough and even if you have setbacks. I'm so proud, and I love you so much! Good job! And, even if you aren't religious, just know that God loves you, more than you could know and he wants you to be happy and to realise your worth. ❤❤
Amen. He’s just gave me an insight on what’s going on recently in life that I see Him playing peekaboo with me and what He wants to show me is what my heart has been crying out for - it’s Him, my Abba Father.
can you feel it? there is something missing inside. an empty hole. body without soul. torn hearts. drought minds. the plain laughter. the way you console yourself on teary nights. the way you got played by the world. and in the end, it is you who hug your crying self to sleep.
Am G It feels like falling. C F C It feels like rain. Am C G Like losing my balance Em Dm Am Ag-ain and again. F Am G It once was so easy; C F Breathe in, breathe out. Am C G But at the foot of this mountain, C F C I only see clouds. Am G I feel out of focus, C F C Or at least indisposed Am C G As this strange weather pattern Em Dm Am Inside me takes hold. F Am G Each brave step forward, C F I take three steps behind. A C G It's mind over matter - C F C Matter over mind. Dm C Am G Slowly, Am G C F then all at once. Dm C Am G A single loose thread Am G C F And it all comes undone. Am G Where there is light, C F C A shadow appears. Am C G The cause and effect Em Dm Am When life interferes. F Am G The same rule applies C F To goodness and grief; Am C G For in our great sorrow C F C We learn what joy means. Dm I don't want to fight, I don't want to fight it. G I don't want to fight, I don't want to fight it. Am G I don't want to fight, I don't want to fight it. F But I will learn to fight, I will Dm G 'Til this pendulum finds equilibrium. Dm--C--G Dm C Am G Slowly, Am G C F then all at once. Dm Am G The dark clouds depart, Am G C F And the damage is done. Dm Am G So pardon the dust Am G C F While this all settles in. Dm C Am G With a broo-oken heart, Am C F Transformation begins.
“it was once so easy. breathe in. breathe out” “each brave step forward i take three steps behind” damn. that got me. i hope things get better, i really do... i can’t keep on fighting with myself forever... and i’m just so fucking tired of feeling empty and not feeling enough all the time. maybe one day i’ll get through this.
"I don't want to fight it. But I will learn to fight." I feel that. It's so exhausting. I just want to lay down my bones somewhere to rest. But I walk ahead anyway.
Ne'mat nat yes, it is one of the most beautiful saddest song ever written because it contains hope also, the light that we should see in sorrow and problems, and the understanding of it what makes this life to be worth ...his songs have always the light inside, the sense of God inside...be blessed! May he be blessed, too!
To me, this song isn't sad. It's about depression, describing the helpless lowness that just sets upon you like a wave, but... Also pointing out that where there is this deep sadness, there is the opposite. Those who've been so low, and have seen such dark, learn to appreciate the light. Normal life, when their depression has abated for a time, is a wonder like others will never know it. "Where there is light a shadow appears, the cause and effect when life interferes. The same rule applies to goodness and grief, for in our great sorrow we learn what joy means."
I miss you daddy, every morning when I wake up my first thought is about how glad I am that everything was just a dream and I can just run into the living room and hug you but every time I run into the living room I am hit with the reality of the situation. I will never see you again for the rest of my life and that terrifys me, I want my life back dad, I need you.
lost my dad 2 months ago, everyday I expect him to be here when I get home from school and every time I hear someone pull into the driveway I hope it’s him. :( you are not alone
I lost my daddy 14 years ago. I'm 51 and still the worst thing that has ever happened. No matter how young or old you just need your daddy. I find comfort he is watching over me.
Goodness this comment hits so hard. My father died by suicide in 2010 and I swear to God waking up from the "oh it was just a dream" is something we share in common. I hope you're doing well internet stranger.
When my older brother passed away, I listened to this song the morning prior to his funeral sitting on a bench in front of the pond where we spent our childhood catching lizards and feeding ducks I reminisced. Sobbing my eyes out because my heart had been broken to lose my best friend and I had to idea how to go forward. However through my saddest times I still spend everyday of my life missing him but smiling at all the wonderful memories he gave me. I miss you Stephen 20/11/18 ❤️💔
"Everything is dual; everything has poles; everything has its pair of opposites; like and unlike are the same; opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree; extremes meet; all truths are but half-truths; all paradoxes may be reconciled."--The Kybalion.
A friend of mine recently passed due to medical complications, and this song captures every emotion I felt during his funeral so perfectly that when I first listened to this song a month and a half later I started crying not even half way through. Sleeping at last made a song about sorrow cathartic to listen to and while sad, makes me feel so much better when I hear it. "Sorrow" is beautiful and I'm so glad it exists!
Hey you. If this song speaks to you, I know exactly what you're going through. I may not go through the circumstances you've been through... But I feel you the same, nevertheless. I hope you find peace wherever this journey may lead you. Please know that even though we've never met I love you with all my heart and will pray for you, so you may find peace, love and joy that you're looking for and so truly deserve.
This song, his lyrics…his voice… echo’s everything I went through when my twin sister took her own life: one of the saddest times of my life, which changed my world...
This song holds deep values into my heart. This song gives me strength when all hope is gone and some light. It shows me that light is there. Here is how; One day a girl, young and frail, was hated upon and was brought down by multiple people and her friends saw this, even one who cared for her deeper and then as the clouds rolled away from her when it became better, they saw what a broken soul she really was. The boy, who loved her promised her everything and hugged her, crying and asked 'Will you be my girlfriend?' She feared letting him down, but she knew she couldn't, not if she was herself so she said 'Yes.' She became loved and wore her scars with proud love, because a scar isn't a measure of how wounded you are, but a sign you were stronger than the thing that gave it to you.... My work here is done....
Sleeping at last writes the songs we need to listen to more often. The songs that really matter, the lyrics that let us know who we are. The words that let us move on, and the thoughts that have us crying out of joy, for the life we have. Be blessed everyone
I'm crying tears of joy. I was so depressed for so long that I became suicidal. And now, I have been victorious against it for almost 10 years now. I won. And this song reminded me how amazing I feel now
I discovered this band 2 days ago and I love the beauty and sensitivity of their lyrics, it brings me something very near to peace of mind and resilience
i have listened to this song many times and every time it makes me think. i'm 12 and this year has been tradgic with being bullied, family deaths and feeling alone. through these times i listen to this band and it makes me feel at peace like i'm ok again until i take out those headphones and deal with what life has given me. this song makes me think of how sad life can get you but everyone deals with it and i just need to hold on
I’m 14, and I’ve dealt and been dealing with much of things you’ve mentioned. I just want to say that it’s so flipping amazing to have the courage to allow yourself to feel better, and also to allow yourself to hurt. Just keep going.
Always keep fighting, it -will- get better, you’re not alone. What you’re going through will show you how strong you really are. And your pain, your hurt will give you the ability the help others. Others who are feeling hurt, lost and alone. You can reach out and touch them. You can save lives.
I've been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts at that age… just wanna tell y'all that it gets better. I'm 19 now and just started studying chemistry and I couldn't be happier! I didn't even thought I could be that happy. Never doubt your own strength. You can and you will battle through this and one day life will be wonderful. Not perfect, life is never perfect, but wonderful ☺️
Incredibly talented songwriting& a heavenly sad voice too, wow❤️ Whoever relates to these words, take care& evolve strong& happy of the transformation one day!
@@bethb8653 dang man being on a waiting list for a year is shit but i actually have a phone appointment for counselling next week ayye. I'm doing better. I was in a crisis center when i wrote this. I'm on different meds and they're working really well, as long as eliminating toxic people from my life. I hope you're doing well!
This resonates with me as I've always felt like I've been given the hard mode in life. No driver's license, etc. Just feels like a constant tumble rather than a smooth ride with some tumbles here and there.
Like the tumbles become the norm, watching everybody else moving in life smoothly or as close To That as realisticly possible while we are still decoding life.
I know this gets used a lot but, it will get better. Just keep going and at some point, the road will be better and the car ride will feel smoother. I promise 😊
There are three types of comments here: a) this was so sad and pretty I cried b) why is he not recognized more?? c) when I was 3.25 years old I suffered from such a traumatic experience that I literally cannot convey because my soul was in pain and I was depressed and nobody should go through the things I had to go through and I felt like a bulldozer filled with really fat cows just ran all over my feelings and I was hurt and my entire existence was a deflated balloon. I was so empty all the time but I heard these lyrics and this song and my soul was literally cleansed and I felt like I could move on from my childhood of 3.25 years when that really bad thing happened and I know my life is hard but don't worry because this song made everything better for me and my family and my teachers who have learned important life lessons and I just want to say thank you
This night is so long and lonely. I am just so lost in this heavy darkness My lungs are struggling in this foul air Someone save me, but no one is there
Ishita Sur Keep going anyway, even if there's no one there. Keep going even in the darkness, even though you're on your own and lost, and the physical darkness and the foul air of this place tries to drag you down. When it's the right time you'll be released, you'll be renewed, your eyes will be opened. Then -- you will breath clean pure light, and be embraced in such a way that all the shackles that encompassed you here in this body will vanish in a way that you'll wonder if they were ever there at all. Hope you are doing ok. People care -- and you have an unseen 'cheering section' that watches over you always, and assuredly wish they could intercede more frequently on your behalf. More often than they already do.
I had a pretty traumatic childhood growing up. I try to look back and find the good memories.. but there are few… There was one person who helped me. He helped me find joy. I realize now how much of an impact he had on my younger self. He brought light to me when there was pure darkness. I ended things with him on a burst of frustration after years together. Perhaps we outgrew eachother. I have regrets on how I ended things with him. I wasn’t the kindest to him at the end. He deserved a better conclusion. Now, years later (today, as I write this) .. i finally understand why he came into my life. He brought joy to my life when I needed it the most. He helped me so much and I will forever be grateful for him. There was pain when we ended. But he gave me what I needed at that point in my life to grow. He gave me joy. And through that joy, he helped me more than he’ll ever know. And now when I look back- I can find the beautiful memories.
Omg I am literally in tears I am sobbing this song is great omg it reminds me of my twin sister she died when we were only 4 years old but listening to this song I hear her voice I see her love thank you for putting this song up you changed my view on this world anything is possible holly crap he voice is amazing I miss my twin me and her were so close R.I.P zayliee forever in my heart I love you 😭❤️😭
Wow. Absolutely amazing every lyric. I needed to hear this song tonight. Please let me find peace in the morning most of all protect my girls I want them to have the brightest future they can. I am try so hard 🙏🌞✨🙏
For everyone still fighting their depression and mental illness. Even if it's painful, even if it feels like there's no purpose to go on, Just keep fighting. Those without pain can't feel true happiness. Those who never lost don't know the real joy to win.
How can you be gone dad? I still have your texts. I can still hear your voice on the other end of the phone. I can hear your infectious laugh as you tell me a silly joke. How can you be gone? I feel like I am stuck in a nightmare. We had so many plans. We had our trip that we were supposed to take. All I wanted to do was listen to some music to drown out the noise in my head and sleep, and then this song found me and the sting of knowing that I will never see you again set in.
Your comment has brought me to tears. I'm dealing with that same ongoing nightmare that my dad is truly gone. I just know he'd want me to keep fighting and stay strong
It's pretty rare that a song can make me cry, but this one really hit me. I currently just want to give up, but this masterpiece helps me a bit and makes me feel better, even if it's just for 5 minutes and 6 seconds. Thank you :)
I’ve just recently started listening to this artist and wow I’m in some shock ! I am in love 100% . My heart feels like it just got stabbed . I also love the song Saturn 🥺
The melody being an altered form of Amazing Grace does wonders for the effect due to Amazing Grace beong traditionally both a lullaby and a funeral song. It makes you yearn for the simple joys of the past you had with loved ones.
I'm 14 about to turn 15 in December and I had my very first panic attack. This song reminds me of having my very first panic attack. I couldn't control myself and I ended up fighting police officers (I know them and they know what I go through) and I ended up in a mental hospital for 5 days. And my first panic attack was October 19, 2019. I'm waiting to get a service dog.
this song is amazing and it describes how i am not myself. nobody knows who i really am and i am falling apart and this song is the only way i can make peace with it
It's like the artists whose makes us growth, make us learning about life'aventures Sleeping at last are Here for us when we're happy, Sad, tired, when we go at work or go back home, they are Here when we're alone in our house And they are the ones'who help our close'friends. And just listening to their songs make us better and growing
I will fight. No matter what I will fight to live on. No matter how hard life gets. I will live for me. For my future. I will get through this. I swear I will. I know I will. I am not gonna die. I will thrive. I will.
Jenny Le , Im feeling bad for you 😢 stay strong, don't let anyone brings you down... and you can talk to me if you need someone to talk, here my insta @followingclosefriends and sorry if I said something annoying or else, I don't mean to, I'm bad at english 😢. Keep strong❤❤❤
Tôi cống hiến hết mình cho họ để rồi ngày hôm nay nhận ra một sự thật phũ phàng rằng tất cả mọi cố gắng và nỗ lực của mình chỉ là một điều vô nghĩa trong mắt họ. Bao lần muốn rời đi để tìm một môi trường mới nhưng lại cũng chỉ vì những ấm áp giả tạo họ tạo ra mà quyết tâm ở lại và suy nghĩ rằng mình sẽ cố gắng hơn nữa để chứng minh bản thân. Nhưng tất cả chỉ là một trò đùa hahaa cố gắng bao nhiêu cũng bị phủ nhận. Thật sự quá chán nản và mệt mỏi với chính bản thân mình tại sao lại không kiên quyết và dứt khoát ngay từ đầu.
Dear me. I have faced who we are, found our core, after breaking down the walls of pride and self hate that muddled the mess, found out truths to this world. So please. Let us take our past in a picture, and burn the body.
Has anyone else became obsessed with this band/artist
Me.
Me
Yes
Yeah me too
I just discovered it in 2020!!!!
I'm 21, and saying goodbye to my 17 year old self, who endured horrendous sexual abuse but is now holding me back. As hard as it is, letting the past go is the only way I can move forward. I think this song is a proper send off.
Courtney Pahl ♥️♥️♥️ all love. hope you're doing well.
Courtney Pahl You are a strong person! Lots of love ❤❤❤❤❤
Wow. I don't care
Hope you new self is doing ok Courtney, you sound like a courageous young woman. 'Letting go of the past is the only way I can move forward' enabing poetry, very powerful. Wish I could learn how to say goodbye like you have done, seems like I'm still carrying some things in my backpack from decades ago. Take good care of yourself buddy, you could go on the speaking / teaching circuit with the key that you've found.
I love Sleeping at Last because every song takes you on a journey of self discovery and self actualization.
How are they not recognized by more people .....???!
Thelight 15 Actually it's only one guy. He and the other 2 members one of which was his brother only did one album with Interscope Records. They departed from the band and Ryan O'Neal kept making music. He went back to making albums independently. He's not signed to any record label as of now.
this song reminds me of my battle with depression. When I get so low it seems like the clouds cover all the beautiful mountains and at times I get so tired that I don't want to fight the depression anymore and just give into sadness but then the clouds roll away and I can see joy again. Such a beautiful song it makes me cry every time I listen to it.
swenger34a me too!
Eu também! me faz lembrar muito. Mas, creia em Deus e em Cristo, e Ele a consolarar!
swenger34a never give up. it's never easy, it's definitely not. but it's worth it. trust me, it's worth getting up every single morning. it's worth living, even if you don't realise that yet, keep living. keep breathing. keep trying, even if it gets tough and even if you have setbacks. I'm so proud, and I love you so much! Good job! And, even if you aren't religious, just know that God loves you, more than you could know and he wants you to be happy and to realise your worth. ❤❤
Amen. He’s just gave me an insight on what’s going on recently in life that I see Him playing peekaboo with me and what He wants to show me is what my heart has been crying out for - it’s Him, my Abba Father.
sleeping at last knows how to get me in the heart
this is beautiful poetry and something magic
Nahomy Zúniga witch craft
*starts crying and doesn't stop*
one punch me right in the heart
Ahhhhhh, lmaooo(but nice another opm fan)
*Hugs And tries To calm Down"
can you feel it? there is something missing inside. an empty hole. body without soul. torn hearts. drought minds. the plain laughter. the way you console yourself on teary nights. the way you got played by the world. and in the end, it is you who hug your crying self to sleep.
Sometimes, the only thing you can do is to cry 😭
i feel it too...💔
Am G
It feels like falling.
C F C
It feels like rain.
Am C G
Like losing my balance
Em Dm Am
Ag-ain and again.
F Am G
It once was so easy;
C F
Breathe in, breathe out.
Am C G
But at the foot of this mountain,
C F C
I only see clouds.
Am G
I feel out of focus,
C F C
Or at least indisposed
Am C G
As this strange weather pattern
Em Dm Am
Inside me takes hold.
F Am G
Each brave step forward,
C F
I take three steps behind.
A C G
It's mind over matter -
C F C
Matter over mind.
Dm C Am G
Slowly,
Am G C F
then all at once.
Dm C Am G
A single loose thread
Am G C F
And it all comes undone.
Am G
Where there is light,
C F C
A shadow appears.
Am C G
The cause and effect
Em Dm Am
When life interferes.
F Am G
The same rule applies
C F
To goodness and grief;
Am C G
For in our great sorrow
C F C
We learn what joy means.
Dm
I don't want to fight, I don't want to fight it.
G
I don't want to fight, I don't want to fight it.
Am G
I don't want to fight, I don't want to fight it.
F
But I will learn to fight, I will
Dm G
'Til this pendulum finds equilibrium.
Dm--C--G
Dm C Am G
Slowly,
Am G C F
then all at once.
Dm Am G
The dark clouds depart,
Am G C F
And the damage is done.
Dm Am G
So pardon the dust
Am G C F
While this all settles in.
Dm C Am G
With a broo-oken heart,
Am C F
Transformation begins.
Bless you for this!
Strum pattern???
I love yu, thanks! Have a nice day, dear.
You are the hero we all needed. Thank you!
@@strawberrymoochie6909 yep
“it was once so easy. breathe in. breathe out”
“each brave step forward i take three steps behind”
damn. that got me.
i hope things get better, i really do... i can’t keep on fighting with myself forever... and i’m just so fucking tired of feeling empty and not feeling enough all the time.
maybe one day i’ll get through this.
I wish you best
I hope you're okay now. ❤
Marc Rios fastner thank you so much! right back at you
Shizuku Mizutani thank you❤️ i’m okay, still fighting!
@@gloriazamudio6661 That's good! If ever you feel like you need a stranger friend who would never judge you about your problems. I can be one. ❤
"I don't want to fight it. But I will learn to fight."
I feel that. It's so exhausting. I just want to lay down my bones somewhere to rest. But I walk ahead anyway.
this is one of the most beautiful sad songs Ive ever heard 😧💔
Ne'mat nat yes, it is one of the most beautiful saddest song ever written because it contains hope also, the light that we should see in sorrow and problems, and the understanding of it what makes this life to be worth ...his songs have always the light inside, the sense of God inside...be blessed! May he be blessed, too!
Yes I love this song and it is sad but beautiful
To me, this song isn't sad. It's about depression, describing the helpless lowness that just sets upon you like a wave, but... Also pointing out that where there is this deep sadness, there is the opposite. Those who've been so low, and have seen such dark, learn to appreciate the light. Normal life, when their depression has abated for a time, is a wonder like others will never know it.
"Where there is light a shadow appears, the cause and effect when life interferes. The same rule applies to goodness and grief, for in our great sorrow we learn what joy means."
@lexoPeoa
That is so deep and the fact that I can relate to that takes it to a different level.
I miss you daddy, every morning when I wake up my first thought is about how glad I am that everything was just a dream and I can just run into the living room and hug you but every time I run into the living room I am hit with the reality of the situation. I will never see you again for the rest of my life and that terrifys me, I want my life back dad, I need you.
Hays~ I hope you’re doing okay! May your dad rest is peace
lost my dad 2 months ago, everyday I expect him to be here when I get home from school and every time I hear someone pull into the driveway I hope it’s him. :( you are not alone
I lost my daddy 14 years ago. I'm 51 and still the worst thing that has ever happened. No matter how young or old you just need your daddy. I find comfort he is watching over me.
Goodness this comment hits so hard. My father died by suicide in 2010 and I swear to God waking up from the "oh it was just a dream" is something we share in common. I hope you're doing well internet stranger.
@@jg1093 true. We all have in common, it was just a dream. It catches me off guard. Last night a song came on and I broke down and cried.
When my older brother passed away, I listened to this song the morning prior to his funeral sitting on a bench in front of the pond where we spent our childhood catching lizards and feeding ducks I reminisced. Sobbing my eyes out because my heart had been broken to lose my best friend and I had to idea how to go forward. However through my saddest times I still spend everyday of my life missing him but smiling at all the wonderful memories he gave me. I miss you Stephen 20/11/18 ❤️💔
I’m so sorry for your loss. I just lost my older brother. I don’t know how I’m gonna get through this:( God bless
Halina Kozak I’m sorry for you loss too, I hope your coping, as well as you can be anyway. I’m here should you need to talk.
"Everything is dual; everything has poles; everything
has its pair of opposites; like and unlike are the same;
opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree;
extremes meet; all truths are but half-truths; all paradoxes
may be reconciled."--The Kybalion.
Annnnd found my funeral song
I want them to play Saturn at mine :)
Tomás Wieters Me too
Sarah Anderson light for me
That's EXACTLY what I said when I heard "Saturn" from Sleeping at Last.
Tomás Wieters saaaame 😅
A friend of mine recently passed due to medical complications, and this song captures every emotion I felt during his funeral so perfectly that when I first listened to this song a month and a half later I started crying not even half way through. Sleeping at last made a song about sorrow cathartic to listen to and while sad, makes me feel so much better when I hear it. "Sorrow" is beautiful and I'm so glad it exists!
Hey you. If this song speaks to you, I know exactly what you're going through. I may not go through the circumstances you've been through... But I feel you the same, nevertheless. I hope you find peace wherever this journey may lead you. Please know that even though we've never met I love you with all my heart and will pray for you, so you may find peace, love and joy that you're looking for and so truly deserve.
thanks, a sincere thanks❤️
You're beautiful
It feels like falling
It feels like rain
I don't want to fight
I will learn to fight
This song, his lyrics…his voice… echo’s everything I went through when my twin sister took her own life: one of the saddest times of my life, which changed my world...
Cyra sorry to hear that. May God give you the ability to endure the pain. Love for you.
This song holds deep values into my heart. This song gives me strength when all hope is gone and some light. It shows me that light is there. Here is how;
One day a girl, young and frail, was hated upon and was brought down by multiple people and her friends saw this, even one who cared for her deeper and then as the clouds rolled away from her when it became better, they saw what a broken soul she really was. The boy, who loved her promised her everything and hugged her, crying and asked 'Will you be my girlfriend?' She feared letting him down, but she knew she couldn't, not if she was herself so she said 'Yes.' She became loved and wore her scars with proud love, because a scar isn't a measure of how wounded you are, but a sign you were stronger than the thing that gave it to you....
My work here is done....
i love this
My thing? No one ever does
A scar means that you fought through a struggle and now you are okay. It’s beautiful when you think about it.
Sleeping at last writes the songs we need to listen to more often. The songs that really matter, the lyrics that let us know who we are. The words that let us move on, and the thoughts that have us crying out of joy, for the life we have. Be blessed everyone
I'm crying tears of joy. I was so depressed for so long that I became suicidal. And now, I have been victorious against it for almost 10 years now. I won. And this song reminded me how amazing I feel now
I discovered this band 2 days ago and I love the beauty and sensitivity of their lyrics, it brings me something very near to peace of mind and resilience
i have listened to this song many times and every time it makes me think. i'm 12 and this year has been tradgic with being bullied, family deaths and feeling alone. through these times i listen to this band and it makes me feel at peace like i'm ok again until i take out those headphones and deal with what life has given me. this song makes me think of how sad life can get you but everyone deals with it and i just need to hold on
I’m 14, and I’ve dealt and been dealing with much of things you’ve mentioned. I just want to say that it’s so flipping amazing to have the courage to allow yourself to feel better, and also to allow yourself to hurt. Just keep going.
Always keep fighting, it -will- get better, you’re not alone. What you’re going through will show you how strong you really are. And your pain, your hurt will give you the ability the help others. Others who are feeling hurt, lost and alone. You can reach out and touch them. You can save lives.
Aidyn Whiton Sammme here I’m also 12 and I’m going through a similar situation
I've been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts at that age… just wanna tell y'all that it gets better. I'm 19 now and just started studying chemistry and I couldn't be happier! I didn't even thought I could be that happy.
Never doubt your own strength. You can and you will battle through this and one day life will be wonderful. Not perfect, life is never perfect, but wonderful ☺️
"The same rule applies to goodness and grief for in are great sorrow, we learn what joy means" this part gets me every time.
This is poetry in a song
Incredibly talented songwriting& a heavenly sad voice too, wow❤️
Whoever relates to these words, take care& evolve strong& happy of the transformation one day!
Why does all of Sleeping At Last's songs make me cry?? They're all so beautiful
man, I'm... no words just feelings, cause... it's so beautiful... I can't even...
Going to treatment tomorrow for mental issues. I've been in self destructive cycles for too long and i want to heal
You want to get better, that's key. Praying for God to help you out in your journey.
Hang in there. You're loved more than you know.
just checking up on you a year later...how are you? are you better now? wish you all the best.
@@bethb8653 dang man being on a waiting list for a year is shit but i actually have a phone appointment for counselling next week ayye. I'm doing better. I was in a crisis center when i wrote this. I'm on different meds and they're working really well, as long as eliminating toxic people from my life. I hope you're doing well!
@@Catlady414 ah im glad :) good luck with everything!
This resonates with me as I've always felt like I've been given the hard mode in life. No driver's license, etc. Just feels like a constant tumble rather than a smooth ride with some tumbles here and there.
Like the tumbles become the norm, watching everybody else moving in life smoothly or as close To That as realisticly possible while we are still decoding life.
I know this gets used a lot but, it will get better. Just keep going and at some point, the road will be better and the car ride will feel smoother. I promise 😊
As an NHS nurse in the Coronavirus battlefield, this song is so apt and beautiful... Sorrow all around 😭😭
Godbless always. ☺️ Stay safe and thabk you for all your hardwork. I hope it will get better soon.
Thank you so much for all of your hard work!
There are three types of comments here:
a) this was so sad and pretty I cried
b) why is he not recognized more??
c) when I was 3.25 years old I suffered from such a traumatic experience that I literally cannot convey because my soul was in pain and I was depressed and nobody should go through the things I had to go through and I felt like a bulldozer filled with really fat cows just ran all over my feelings and I was hurt and my entire existence was a deflated balloon. I was so empty all the time but I heard these lyrics and this song and my soul was literally cleansed and I felt like I could move on from my childhood of 3.25 years when that really bad thing happened and I know my life is hard but don't worry because this song made everything better for me and my family and my teachers who have learned important life lessons and I just want to say thank you
only heard Saturn before.......this is stunning
This night is so long and lonely.
I am just so lost in this heavy darkness
My lungs are struggling in this foul air
Someone save me, but no one is there
Ishita Sur Keep going anyway, even if there's no one there. Keep going even in the darkness, even though you're on your own and lost, and the physical darkness and the foul air of this place tries to drag you down. When it's the right time you'll be released, you'll be renewed, your eyes will be opened. Then -- you will breath clean pure light, and be embraced in such a way that all the shackles that encompassed you here in this body will vanish in a way that you'll wonder if they were ever there at all. Hope you are doing ok. People care -- and you have an unseen 'cheering section' that watches over you always, and assuredly wish they could intercede more frequently on your behalf. More often than they already do.
Hope you are doing well 💙
God is there, even when no one else is. He loves you even when you feel like no one else does.
I had a pretty traumatic childhood growing up. I try to look back and find the good memories.. but there are few…
There was one person who helped me. He helped me find joy. I realize now how much of an impact he had on my younger self. He brought light to me when there was pure darkness. I ended things with him on a burst of frustration after years together. Perhaps we outgrew eachother. I have regrets on how I ended things with him. I wasn’t the kindest to him at the end. He deserved a better conclusion. Now, years later (today, as I write this) .. i finally understand why he came into my life. He brought joy to my life when I needed it the most. He helped me so much and I will forever be grateful for him. There was pain when we ended. But he gave me what I needed at that point in my life to grow. He gave me joy. And through that joy, he helped me more than he’ll ever know. And now when I look back-
I can find the beautiful memories.
Omg I am literally in tears I am sobbing this song is great omg it reminds me of my twin sister she died when we were only 4 years old but listening to this song I hear her voice I see her love thank you for putting this song up you changed my view on this world anything is possible holly crap he voice is amazing I miss my twin me and her were so close R.I.P zayliee forever in my heart I love you 😭❤️😭
No words for this music...
I love sleeping at last there voice is so underrated and there songs have so many meanings
5 months. I miss you dad 💔
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know you are strong, you can do it!
This song is beautiful and really fits with the book I'm reading right now.
Whats the name of the book ?
"at the foot of this mountain, I only see clouds"
I love me some sleeping at last
Can someone play this at my funeral?
I'll do it
Wow. Absolutely amazing every lyric. I needed to hear this song tonight. Please let me find peace in the morning most of all protect my girls I want them to have the brightest future they can. I am try so hard 🙏🌞✨🙏
For everyone still fighting their depression and mental illness. Even if it's painful, even if it feels like there's no purpose to go on, Just keep fighting.
Those without pain can't feel true happiness.
Those who never lost don't know the real joy to win.
Preforming this song for dance
This stuff really hits you hard
How can you be gone dad? I still have your texts. I can still hear your voice on the other end of the phone. I can hear your infectious laugh as you tell me a silly joke. How can you be gone? I feel like I am stuck in a nightmare. We had so many plans. We had our trip that we were supposed to take. All I wanted to do was listen to some music to drown out the noise in my head and sleep, and then this song found me and the sting of knowing that I will never see you again set in.
Your comment has brought me to tears. I'm dealing with that same ongoing nightmare that my dad is truly gone. I just know he'd want me to keep fighting and stay strong
Beautiful 😢
It's pretty rare that a song can make me cry, but this one really hit me. I currently just want to give up, but this masterpiece helps me a bit and makes me feel better, even if it's just for 5 minutes and 6 seconds.
Thank you :)
x x Always keep fighting, you’re not alone, it will get better, together we can make it
This is magical...pure magic
I’ve just recently started listening to this artist and wow I’m in some shock ! I am in love 100% . My heart feels like it just got stabbed . I also love the song Saturn 🥺
The melody being an altered form of Amazing Grace does wonders for the effect due to Amazing Grace beong traditionally both a lullaby and a funeral song. It makes you yearn for the simple joys of the past you had with loved ones.
So many of these songs are in sad multifandom beautiful songs so deep
So beautiful Thank you very much♥️
I'm 14 about to turn 15 in December and I had my very first panic attack. This song reminds me of having my very first panic attack. I couldn't control myself and I ended up fighting police officers (I know them and they know what I go through) and I ended up in a mental hospital for 5 days. And my first panic attack was October 19, 2019. I'm waiting to get a service dog.
this song is amazing and it describes how i am not myself. nobody knows who i really am and i am falling apart and this song is the only way i can make peace with it
I can't stop crying 😭
Underrated
"For in our great sorrow, we learn what joy means"
When the song started...😓😓 I just can't 💔 💔...
Beautiful
tão lindo e poético
I LOVE YOUR LYRICS KEEP GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Right at the first note I was like, "Oh boi this is gonna be reaallll sad."
Oof tears
It's like the artists whose makes us growth, make us learning about life'aventures
Sleeping at last are Here for us when we're happy, Sad, tired, when we go at work or go back home, they are Here when we're alone in our house
And they are the ones'who help our close'friends. And just listening to their songs make us better and growing
This song always brings me to tears, but it also fills my chest with warmth. I don't want to fight, but I will learn to fight. I won't give up.
Such a beautiful song
I will fight. No matter what I will fight to live on. No matter how hard life gets. I will live for me. For my future. I will get through this. I swear I will. I know I will. I am not gonna die. I will thrive. I will.
I wish this was licensed by youtube. I wish I could share this with reaction channels worldwide.
I want this to be played in my memories.
I'm not crying but my face is soaked with tears depression please end
This song goes out to some one special if ur reading this ur great in Every way
To me, this song is about new beginnings.
We are ALL going to get through this Life one way or another
Ye we are
everything is collapsing around me and i don’t know how to live anymore.
Jenny Le , Im feeling bad for you 😢 stay strong, don't let anyone brings you down... and you can talk to me if you need someone to talk, here my insta @followingclosefriends and sorry if I said something annoying or else, I don't mean to, I'm bad at english 😢. Keep strong❤❤❤
This is a wonderful song...
but I can't help thinking the beginning would be great for a professor Layton game...
idek
Omg, omg, I totally agree! My favourite game was the miracle mask, and my favourite character was Randall
*beautiful*
Who are the people that disliked this song? Ugh 😝 They don't know anything about real music.
Amazing video!
awesome song...
😭😭😭I miss you Daddy😭😭😭💔💔💔
Yes!
Tôi cống hiến hết mình cho họ để rồi ngày hôm nay nhận ra một sự thật phũ phàng rằng tất cả mọi cố gắng và nỗ lực của mình chỉ là một điều vô nghĩa trong mắt họ. Bao lần muốn rời đi để tìm một môi trường mới nhưng lại cũng chỉ vì những ấm áp giả tạo họ tạo ra mà quyết tâm ở lại và suy nghĩ rằng mình sẽ cố gắng hơn nữa để chứng minh bản thân. Nhưng tất cả chỉ là một trò đùa hahaa cố gắng bao nhiêu cũng bị phủ nhận. Thật sự quá chán nản và mệt mỏi với chính bản thân mình tại sao lại không kiên quyết và dứt khoát ngay từ đầu.
I saw Avengers Endgame and thinking about some of the moments in it makes me cry
Wow. Thats all you can say?
Dear me. I have faced who we are, found our core, after breaking down the walls of pride and self hate that muddled the mess, found out truths to this world. So please. Let us take our past in a picture, and burn the body.
2020 vibes
Lovely song.
*play it at my funeral*
Dear past me,
I'm sorry. I wish I could go back in time to fix it.
- emma
As you please😫🙏🙏💓
Let there be ALL CALM ON THE NORTH WESTERN FRONT(from my station).
im going through a break up with someone i know im meant to be with, this song brings me peace. he will come back, just not right now.
I'm not crying.
You are
This is one of my favorite background music in naruto shippuden when jiraya died.
I'm happy to share the same as my feelings with another somebody ...😭😭
Played this to remember my three-year-old cousin, who passed away in an accident.
I am learning to grief with this song.
this song brought back memories of my cat that died 2 years ago
The name of my cat was mouse. What was the name of yours?
@@sandycool1297 kridder his name was kridder
@@sandycool1297 do you have discord I'd love to talk to you about our kitty friends
@Andriana Dansie
Unfortunately I don't but I'd love to talk about our kitty friends as well
@@sandycool1297 do you have tik tok?