I have no more questions.I still read a bit, but not as franticaly as before, i read only to pass time, sometimes i find a kind of poetic formulation of something i already know and it makes me smile but i'm no longer reading to find any answer because the fact is that a book is just an object, what i mean by that is that it is now impossible for me to imagine that there is anything outside, it is now impossible for me to imagine that i could need anything but my own silent and absence of desire, all i need is to stay as i naturaly feel: without any needs, questions or whatever that makes you a person. So what's left? Nothing. And i don't always know how to live it. Ifind myself unable to find any justification for any "normal" things i should do, like getting a job, having money, caring about my survival or comfort. I just stay here and idon't even know why, passing time like an idiot.
I love the selection of questions and answers on this channel, thanks so much for sharing! Happy retreat in London this weekend!
Brilliant. Thank you, and much love!
Yes the not awake is needed for there to be awakening
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I have no more questions.I still read a bit, but not as franticaly as before, i read only to pass time, sometimes i find a kind of poetic formulation of something i already know and it makes me smile but i'm no longer reading to find any answer because the fact is that a book is just an object, what i mean by that is that it is now impossible for me to imagine that there is anything outside, it is now impossible for me to imagine that i could need anything but my own silent and absence of desire, all i need is to stay as i naturaly feel: without any needs, questions or whatever that makes you a person.
So what's left? Nothing. And i don't always know how to live it. Ifind myself unable to find any justification for any "normal" things i should do, like getting a job, having money, caring about my survival or comfort. I just stay here and idon't even know why, passing time like an idiot.
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Where was that taking place? Thanks!