Hello! I needed to get a few feelings off of my chest and I hope a few of you can relate to and enjoy it; Music is an amazing way to vent out emotions so thank you for bearing with me a moment!
I feel alot of that and I am still like that I was at a restaurant yesterday and I my dad said why I dont eat like little me and I felt annoyed and my mom said if I was ok and I said I was and I went to the bathroom and cryed cause I couldnt make them happy but I hope you can feel happy and ok i hope your life will be better❤❤❤
This is amazing. I have nothing but praise and respect for you, KMODO. I've gone through some things too. You aren't alone. H.O.P.E - Hold On, Pain Heals. - Cobalt.
Holy crap. Started listening bc it's a catchy song before I actually realised the lyrics. I've never had someone put how I felt for years so succinctly before. Anyone who needs it, get therapy yall - and be honest with people! You'll always be surprised where the true problem lies behind the fears.
I nearly cried during this song, as I'm currently thinking all these thoughts on a slightly lesser level, I know how this feels and I understand the thought process. After losing alot at pushing the help away I'm starting to think I can't fix it, but I hope that at least YOU can, and anybody else going through this too. I'm not sure if that made sense, but I'm sure it will to somebody. Anyway I wish everything works out nice in the end.
@@KMODOwe are nice because 1. You deserve it and 2. Your music is great, but if you are still dealing with this kind of stuff, then that’s okay to! Don’t force yourself to think all of this will just magically go away, as long as you are working on it, that is all you can do!
OOF OW- Didn't expect that relatable af GUTPUNCH today but alrighty. Also I'm sorry you're going through this, I give ALL of my support! You are an AMAZING creator and you have been inspiring me for a long time, you are an amazing person and I wish you only the best!
This is tragically beautiful, and I can relate to it in multiple ways. I've needed this song to let out what I've been saying for years. Thank you for sharing this💙
this is an absolute amazing original, I can relate to a lot of this and i know a lot of others can relate too. You can really feel the emotions and thoughts behind all of this and I thank you for sharing those with us. It came out beautifully!
I have to say, you have one of the most beautiful voices and I love that they way you sing it. I feel like it makes the lyrics so much more meaningful. Over all, another great masterpiece!
It's crazy how much this song reflects what i've gone through. literally everything is the same as for me. Good song and I hope whatever you're going through gets better.
Oh my dear!! I’m so sorry any of these things has happened.. And from what I’m hearing, I’m sorry that your parents/guardians has said such things. I have had some similar situations, and I know it’s so confusing when you are young and knowing it may be wrong, yet still you don’t know what to do.. at least from my experiences. And I’m glad you were at least able to sing this to yourself for so long, I’m glad you were able to vent it out through your art- and I’m very very proud for you to be able to actually emphasize it to the world, that was a VERY brave action. These things are very hard after all- but I’m so so happy you went on and were able to make so many great songs along the way, seriously, I’ve been going back and forth to listen back to *As Above So Below* for the past seven months- you are great! And I know I may be wrong with a lot with what I’m saying- and I don’t know you personally, but I still feel obligated to try to fill you with the warm words and support! You absolutely deserve it all. And- a side note, which I don’t know if this was supposed to be intended- but I realized “SOSorry” looks more like *S.O.S* in the beginning, like a saying of help which somebody else in the comments stated- and honestly it does seem like you really did need help during those times. Which I’m saying it like that because when you wrote “dust is settled” I couldn’t tell if it meant it’s all sorta over, at least a bit, because those memories still leave a mark on you, trauma and tragedy don’t just easily no longer haunt you in just a bit of time? It effects you and maybe how you even act at times. But- either way, you DON’T need to say sorry. It was NEVER your fault, honestly if it’s true your guardians didn’t help- its on them. And I don’t mean to say they are ENTIRELY bad, it’s just from what I know- because I have a pretty funny, humorous and for the most part kind set of parents! ..but that doesn’t keep them or at least ONE of them from calling me a terrible word like “retarded”. Though, obviously of course, I’m sorry any of these things happened at all. You never deserved it, you never should’ve said sorry, it was never your fault or in your hands to control. I’m sorry this was long or was too personal, or too wrong, or awfully terrible to say in any means about your parents/guardians, or anything that could have offended you by any means or circumstances.
I love your music, and i found this song to be so full of emotion. Some emotions i can relate to. Hope you're doing fine and hope everyone is doing fine. Keep up the greate songs, im your fan ❤️ Beautyful voice btw.
oh kmodo... i don't know what you went through in your youth but im so sorry. it sounds like youve had it insanely rough, and i wantchu to know that ur not alone in whatever you went through and/or are currently going thru
I'm both sorry and glad that you can relate to this song - similar songs have helped me emotionally vent, listening to them in rough times! Thank you for listening and be good to yourself!
I didn't think I could relate to this song, but wow there were definitely parts to it that made me think otherwise. The part about the parents was what I thought about the most because of my own life. While it's not an exact situation, it's still awful one to hear. But, I don't want to leave a negative message for one to read. I do want to say that even if you didn't turn out ideal to what you thought you'd be like, you still turned out to being a talented artist and have had multiple successful videos within your own channel on youtube. Not everything is great in life, but hey, we can always find something to look forward to. Right? If you ever find yourself in a dark place, I feel it may be best to try and look for something to work towards, and to have support from family and friends. Working towards a goal could perhaps help and give a sort of joy in what you may be doing, especially when you complete the goal. With help from others, you could always have someone to speak to or fall back on so you aren't alone. Another thing is to try and find any sort of positive meaning in something. I know sometimes it's hard to get help, especially in a professional sense, but smaller steps can always lead you to somewhere better. Just don't stop walking. I'm so sorry for a long message, haha, I always tend to wanna help or something when it comes to serious situations.
You're a helper, it's okay! And yes - I'm learning to focus on the good this year and to always have little attainable goals to strive towards. There's so many good resources online that have helped. I used the making of this song to try to healthily vent some emotions and it definitely worked! I'm sorry you can relate to it at all, but it's okay! Thank you for listening and be good to yourself today
@@KMODO I'm just glad to hear you are able to find a healthy and helpful way to express and help yourself, especially through your own music. I hope things continue to get better moving forward for you.
I knew this was gonna be fantastic! You’ve come so far in life. I’ve only sorta met you recently, but I’m still so proud of you and everything you’ve achieved and created. You’re doing great. ❤ - Benjie
I was thinking about why the song is so...upbeat? It's so poppy. I'm definitely pulling from my own experience here but...I know from the way people describe anxiety at its worst it sounds like something you can never get used to, and people who haven't lived with it think that's the worst part, but this is the worst part: you DO get used to it. Like a toothache, you just learn not to chew on that side of your mouth (because you can't stand the thought of going back to the dentist.) And then something happens, you get a chance to think (and this is why you can't think, that's why the song is so lively and alive) and you realize how much space the fear is taken up, and then you realise you can't remember when it wasn't there. The song STARTS with the anxiety nightmare, it started while the damage was already done. I've had the same "GOD, DID I DO THIS?!" moment. So...yeah, maybe anxiety can be pop music.
I have always enjoyed these types of songs. Songs that share a heavy message, but the way the music plays almost acts as a mask is tries to hide. I really think it is very clever. I am not sure if I can relate to the same struggles, but I understand what you were trying to explain here. I am sorry.
OMG KMODO YOUR SONGS ARE SO GOOD AND RELATABLE OMGGGG I LOVE THIS I RELATE TOO THIS SO MUCH 😢 😢 😢 OMG AND THE DAD NEVER AROUND?!?!?! WHY IS THIS SO RELATABLE OMG i dont relate this much too a song often so this is amazing omg... I dont know if i ever related more too a song... 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤
I cant wait to see you rise to the top... with the many other great youtube singers and song writers... one day- I just know it... never give up... because even big names liek vizzy pop and gooseworks and CG5 and Or3o all started somewhere...
I was wondering if i made my fnaf game called (fun nights at masks fun factory) *it has 4 nights btw* would you make a song for it named (survive or its death)
I dunno if I'm interpreting the art the wrong way, but it looks like the person's face has two normal-sized eyes and a bunch of smaller ones clustered around them, like some sort of spider creature? Idk, the smaller dots are probably just eyelashes or freckles or something, but what the heck, I think characters with multiple eyes are neat. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Hello! I needed to get a few feelings off of my chest and I hope a few of you can relate to and enjoy it; Music is an amazing way to vent out emotions so thank you for bearing with me a moment!
Anything from you is a gift, I'm happy you're able to put your emotions into the song!
I feel alot of that and I am still like that I was at a restaurant yesterday and I my dad said why I dont eat like little me and I felt annoyed and my mom said if I was ok and I said I was and I went to the bathroom and cryed cause I couldnt make them happy but I hope you can feel happy and ok i hope your life will be better❤❤❤
@@Silly_Goober517 are you ok?
. . . Never in my life has a song's lyrics been so scarily relatable.
This is amazing. I have nothing but praise and respect for you, KMODO. I've gone through some things too. You aren't alone. H.O.P.E - Hold On, Pain Heals.
- Cobalt.
Thank you so much
Of course. We're all here for you. @@KMODO
...Hate to break to you but that spells "Hoph" not "Hope"
@@ARNPlays oh yeah it does. Shit lol
Just gotta emphasize it as "Hold On, Pain hEals"
this is amazing, and honestly a little bit relatable, i dont really know what else to say, but i have nothing but praise.
I'm so glad you enjoyed it!
I feel this song SO MUCH. Hope it gets better for you! Another bop from KMODO to bob my head and cry a little too.
It's getting better, steadily! I'm glad you (enjoy?) it!
I do! It's really good!! Just hits close to home for me too :')@@KMODO
Holy crap. Started listening bc it's a catchy song before I actually realised the lyrics.
I've never had someone put how I felt for years so succinctly before. Anyone who needs it, get therapy yall - and be honest with people! You'll always be surprised where the true problem lies behind the fears.
(Virtually Hugs You)
This was a great song, and I'm sad that you had to go through this.
It's alright, bad stuff happens! I'm glad you enjoyed the song
@@KMODO You're welcome
I nearly cried during this song, as I'm currently thinking all these thoughts on a slightly lesser level, I know how this feels and I understand the thought process. After losing alot at pushing the help away I'm starting to think I can't fix it, but I hope that at least YOU can, and anybody else going through this too.
I'm not sure if that made sense, but I'm sure it will to somebody. Anyway I wish everything works out nice in the end.
The word that came to my mind when listening was heart-wrenching... Thank you for sharing such a profound piece of yourself with us
No problem - you and the rest of my subscribers have been so good to me.
@@KMODOwe are nice because 1. You deserve it and 2. Your music is great, but if you are still dealing with this kind of stuff, then that’s okay to! Don’t force yourself to think all of this will just magically go away, as long as you are working on it, that is all you can do!
Holy this was so touching. I loved the music and the effects were amazing. Hope you're feeling better now
I'm feeling much better, thank you, and I'm so glad you enjoyed the song.
I never thought i would relate so much to a song and its lyrics it's amazingly scary.
This is beautiful, I read the title "SOSorry" as SOS, a call for help which I can relate to.
Its a really nice song. and also scarily relatable..
are you ok? because im not after this song
OOF OW- Didn't expect that relatable af GUTPUNCH today but alrighty.
Also I'm sorry you're going through this, I give ALL of my support! You are an AMAZING creator and you have been inspiring me for a long time, you are an amazing person and I wish you only the best!
It's getting better, thank you so much!
nice work o.o
Thanks!
Okay but your music is always totally amazing. It also strikes a chord with me much much deeper than it should.
I'm so glad you enjoyed it
This is tragically beautiful, and I can relate to it in multiple ways. I've needed this song to let out what I've been saying for years. Thank you for sharing this💙
Oh that's an amazing song, very touching and cleverly made (parts of it are straight up quite chilling)
I hope your situation is better nowadays!
It's getting better steadily, thank you!
I give you a virtual hug!!!☺️
Because everyone deserves one!
(unless they don't want one then that's okay!)
I will gladly accept an affectionate digital fist bump!! Thank you.
this is an absolute amazing original, I can relate to a lot of this and i know a lot of others can relate too. You can really feel the emotions and thoughts behind all of this and I thank you for sharing those with us. It came out beautifully!
Thank you so much, I'm sorry you can relate to it but glad you enjoyed it
so far my favorite music to listen to when crying
How does this have less than 1k likes? This is amazing! Defidently implementing it into my campaign.
Oooh that's so cool! I'm glad you enjoyed it!
I have to say, you have one of the most beautiful voices and I love that they way you sing it. I feel like it makes the lyrics so much more meaningful. Over all, another great masterpiece!
Oh gosh, thank you ;-; I'm so glad you enjoyed it!
THIS IS SO BANGER
Amazing song, it's ok to let things out never bubble it all in for it's not healthy for anyone.
Exactly - it's far better to find a healthy outlet and this just happens to be mine!
@@KMODO I hope you get well soon, you sing what's in your heart, let it all out.
Tbh I relate to this on many levels. *hugs to you Kmodo* ♥️
Hugs back!
It's crazy how much this song reflects what i've gone through. literally everything is the same as for me. Good song and I hope whatever you're going through gets better.
Oh my dear!! I’m so sorry any of these things has happened.. And from what I’m hearing, I’m sorry that your parents/guardians has said such things. I have had some similar situations, and I know it’s so confusing when you are young and knowing it may be wrong, yet still you don’t know what to do.. at least from my experiences. And I’m glad you were at least able to sing this to yourself for so long, I’m glad you were able to vent it out through your art- and I’m very very proud for you to be able to actually emphasize it to the world, that was a VERY brave action. These things are very hard after all- but I’m so so happy you went on and were able to make so many great songs along the way, seriously, I’ve been going back and forth to listen back to *As Above So Below* for the past seven months- you are great! And I know I may be wrong with a lot with what I’m saying- and I don’t know you personally, but I still feel obligated to try to fill you with the warm words and support! You absolutely deserve it all. And- a side note, which I don’t know if this was supposed to be intended- but I realized “SOSorry” looks more like *S.O.S* in the beginning, like a saying of help which somebody else in the comments stated- and honestly it does seem like you really did need help during those times. Which I’m saying it like that because when you wrote “dust is settled” I couldn’t tell if it meant it’s all sorta over, at least a bit, because those memories still leave a mark on you, trauma and tragedy don’t just easily no longer haunt you in just a bit of time? It effects you and maybe how you even act at times. But- either way, you DON’T need to say sorry. It was NEVER your fault, honestly if it’s true your guardians didn’t help- its on them. And I don’t mean to say they are ENTIRELY bad, it’s just from what I know- because I have a pretty funny, humorous and for the most part kind set of parents! ..but that doesn’t keep them or at least ONE of them from calling me a terrible word like “retarded”. Though, obviously of course, I’m sorry any of these things happened at all. You never deserved it, you never should’ve said sorry, it was never your fault or in your hands to control. I’m sorry this was long or was too personal, or too wrong, or awfully terrible to say in any means about your parents/guardians, or anything that could have offended you by any means or circumstances.
I love your music, and i found this song to be so full of emotion. Some emotions i can relate to.
Hope you're doing fine and hope everyone is doing fine.
Keep up the greate songs, im your fan ❤️
Beautyful voice btw.
Thank you so much, things are getting better; I'm so glad you enjoyed the song
I like the song
I'm glad!
I love it Also i do think of lots of dark things when im about to go to sleep and then start crying
Amazing song and also don't lose hope there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel.
I’m crying fr this is so amazing and relatable
I'm glad you found it relatable!
This song hits home, loved this song. Thanks for sharing with us KMODO, hope you’re feeling better
I'm so glad you enjoyed it and thank you
I'm sorry this is something you go through :( I don't have anxiety, but everyone feels it sometimes. I hope you are well!
It's okay, the music is a wonderful way to vent!
Been listening to this on repeat all week. Love it!
I'm so glad you've enjoyed it!
This song was amazing! The feelings pouring out of it was all raw and beautiful, and told of so much. I want to give hugs to everyone after this song.
I'm so glad you enjoyed it!
@@KMODO You're very welcome! I hope you have a wonderful day and take care of yourself.
This sounds amazing!! I love thiss :))
I'm glad you enjoy it!
Why does this describe me almost perfectly.
My thoughts exactly
Thanks for another banger song 😊
This song is one of the most criminaly underrated songs. Great job and I share some of your pain, I am truly sorry
I'm glad you enjoyed it, and thanks for listening
I LOVE THIS!!!
Thank you!! ;-;
Why is this so relatable
A minute and ten seconds in. That's a Bingo, if Bingo had one space.
literally so good
oh kmodo... i don't know what you went through in your youth but im so sorry. it sounds like youve had it insanely rough, and i wantchu to know that ur not alone in whatever you went through and/or are currently going thru
I'm both sorry and glad that you can relate to this song - similar songs have helped me emotionally vent, listening to them in rough times! Thank you for listening and be good to yourself!
I listened to this song 100 times!😊💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
I didn't think I could relate to this song, but wow there were definitely parts to it that made me think otherwise. The part about the parents was what I thought about the most because of my own life. While it's not an exact situation, it's still awful one to hear.
But, I don't want to leave a negative message for one to read. I do want to say that even if you didn't turn out ideal to what you thought you'd be like, you still turned out to being a talented artist and have had multiple successful videos within your own channel on youtube. Not everything is great in life, but hey, we can always find something to look forward to. Right?
If you ever find yourself in a dark place, I feel it may be best to try and look for something to work towards, and to have support from family and friends. Working towards a goal could perhaps help and give a sort of joy in what you may be doing, especially when you complete the goal. With help from others, you could always have someone to speak to or fall back on so you aren't alone. Another thing is to try and find any sort of positive meaning in something.
I know sometimes it's hard to get help, especially in a professional sense, but smaller steps can always lead you to somewhere better. Just don't stop walking.
I'm so sorry for a long message, haha, I always tend to wanna help or something when it comes to serious situations.
You're a helper, it's okay! And yes - I'm learning to focus on the good this year and to always have little attainable goals to strive towards. There's so many good resources online that have helped. I used the making of this song to try to healthily vent some emotions and it definitely worked! I'm sorry you can relate to it at all, but it's okay! Thank you for listening and be good to yourself today
@@KMODO I'm just glad to hear you are able to find a healthy and helpful way to express and help yourself, especially through your own music. I hope things continue to get better moving forward for you.
I knew this was gonna be fantastic! You’ve come so far in life. I’ve only sorta met you recently, but I’m still so proud of you and everything you’ve achieved and created. You’re doing great. ❤
- Benjie
Aw Benji, thank you so much! That means a lot to me
I was thinking about why the song is so...upbeat? It's so poppy. I'm definitely pulling from my own experience here but...I know from the way people describe anxiety at its worst it sounds like something you can never get used to, and people who haven't lived with it think that's the worst part, but this is the worst part: you DO get used to it. Like a toothache, you just learn not to chew on that side of your mouth (because you can't stand the thought of going back to the dentist.)
And then something happens, you get a chance to think (and this is why you can't think, that's why the song is so lively and alive) and you realize how much space the fear is taken up, and then you realise you can't remember when it wasn't there. The song STARTS with the anxiety nightmare, it started while the damage was already done. I've had the same "GOD, DID I DO THIS?!" moment.
So...yeah, maybe anxiety can be pop music.
This is literally incredible KMODO
Im literally.... it's so real. Virtual hugs 🫂
Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed it!
I have always enjoyed these types of songs. Songs that share a heavy message, but the way the music plays almost acts as a mask is tries to hide. I really think it is very clever.
I am not sure if I can relate to the same struggles, but I understand what you were trying to explain here. I am sorry.
It's okay, things are getting better! And same here - this style of music has always been some of my favorites, I'm glad I got it across.
OMG KMODO YOUR SONGS ARE SO GOOD AND RELATABLE OMGGGG I LOVE THIS I RELATE TOO THIS SO MUCH 😢 😢 😢 OMG AND THE DAD NEVER AROUND?!?!?! WHY IS THIS SO RELATABLE OMG i dont relate this much too a song often so this is amazing omg... I dont know if i ever related more too a song... 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤
I'm both sorry and glad that you can relate to it! Thank you for listening and be good to yourself!
@@KMODO OMG WAIT WHAT YOU ACCUALLY RESPONDED HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE OMG WOW WHAT OMG OMG OMG AHHHHHHHH 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤ 🌈 ❤
YAY A LOVE
I cant wait to see you rise to the top... with the many other great youtube singers and song writers... one day- I just know it... never give up... because even big names liek vizzy pop and gooseworks and CG5 and Or3o all started somewhere...
Hella strong man & well made💖
Thank you, KL!
I know im like 11 months late but i hope you're doing ok and better. I never thought i could relate to a song this much.
I Love the song
I'm glad!
@@KMODO me too
Nice song! I can relate a bit tbh
Thank you!
I like This song it's very sad but at the same time it's very catchy
Love it
That’s relatable s+
Wow, cool and amazing dude, its really wow man and so sad too, but also keep it up man. You would get more likes and love the song too
I'm so glad you enjoyed it!
This song is so good and relatable in some ways! i hope everything is ok tho
It's getting better, thank you!
@@KMODO good never forget were all here for you ok!
Amazing 🔥🔥🔥
OMAGAA
Que maravilha! ❤ eu gostei muito do ritmo. Só fico triste por não fazer a traduza 😢. Mas está incrível!🎉❤
I hope you feel better 💐
Things have gotten much better since the conception of this song, thank you!
God this hits way too close to home.
*give headpats*
i Hope Ur doing okay (also this slaps)
I'm doing much better, thank you!
nice song
Noice 👍
Thanks!
Esta chida la canción,me gusto 😊❤🎉mereces mi like🥲
💔 💔 💔
KMODO I have a suggestion, could you possibly do a music video on Bunnytale, its a roblox horror game.
I'll check it out!
I was wondering if i made my fnaf game called (fun nights at masks fun factory) *it has 4 nights btw* would you make a song for it named (survive or its death)
Do the amazing digital circus song please
Already on it!
I dunno if I'm interpreting the art the wrong way, but it looks like the person's face has two normal-sized eyes and a bunch of smaller ones clustered around them, like some sort of spider creature? Idk, the smaller dots are probably just eyelashes or freckles or something, but what the heck, I think characters with multiple eyes are neat. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ouch this one hit a little close
Yeah, this hits a lil too close to home for me
Great song tho!
I'm glad you liked it, even if the material is a little messy!
Ikr…. :(
Can we meet in real life?😊 also I hope you're feeling better after you talked about.....ya know all this...😊😊😊
HAYQUA NE
HUNG
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Sorry man
Siendo sinceros, no me había identificado tanto con una canción, deberia preocuparme? o hacer que nada pasó?
Um, how did I fucking mis this upload till now
IM SORRY IM A FAKE FAN
(But the song is absolutely fantastic, tho instant Playlistabillity) lmao
I just realized you were a girl after 4 years of listening to your music....
Sometimes the singing is too good to notice
:°
Almost a year passed since this song came out and here I am, still listening to this. It's simply great. 🤍