Wow, this is so uplifting, it’s important to stay inspired. I feel a deep sense of emptiness, it’s been 2months since jack left and everyday feels like an eternity without him. My mind’s been flooded with memories of our time together. It’s so painful that I’d never get to experience the little things with him again. zI’ve texted him several times telling him how much I miss and want him sadly he replied none. Guess all I can do is just hold unto the memories.
thank you so much for sharing this. vulnerable experience! it takes a certain amt of bravery to even do this!! I will pray for you and jack too stya strong you got this 💕
You remind me so much of a best friend I used to have, his name was Tien. He loved skincare too and would give me boxes of all kinds of products he ordered from Japan, Vietnam, Thailand. He was always trying lots of new products. He’s the one who introduced me to shiseido. I miss him. We had a fight and never spoke to each other again.
thanks for sharing such personal story.. first i do want to say that a friendship is only as strong and lasting of the effort both parties put into it. I believe yall reach out again and come with love you guys can def heal the relationship that's been gaping ❤ but i know how hard that can be as well. praying for you and your best friend
It’s never too late!! If you miss him around , just be the first one to message him. This happened to me too and a few months ago , we met randomly on a platform and he says hi to me . Since then , we are like before . Grateful that I had second chance . Hope you will have yours too ❤
I needed this video. I’m going on vacation with my family in 2 days after being very absent the past few months. My relationship with my dad is rough, but as you said, they won’t be here forever. So during this Holliday I just want to be present and grateful. Thank you Kai ❤ happy holidays
awwww this was actually so heartwarming to read🥺 i'm glad you were able to carve out the time for your family!! I think even if it may not be the expecation you were expecting in the end, the fact that you went on the vacation with your family is the strongest start! rooting for the best ❤
You are a good son ,friend, and boyfriend ! Thanks for having content with so much knowledge and wisdom. Congratulations, you have achieved a lot on your journey . Thanks for allowing me to be a part of it.❤ Merry Christmas 🎄
i'm working on it! and far from the expectation I have for myself to be the kind of friend, son, and partner! But i will get 1% better each day and there may be setback but dammit i wont give up
I would never think of you as an introvert. I'm certainly no expert on all that. You're the most talkative introvert I've ever come across. I am happy you are repairing relationships in your life. I think its important to acknowledge these other people are also actively participating in this repairing process. It does take both sides to be successful. Kai - thank you for sharing your experiences with the world. Much love in you. You are a good soul. 🫶🏽
wow i forgot to think about that other aspect too!! I've been lowkey beating myself up for it, but you're so right too. it takes 2 to tango!! But i'm starting it with taking accountability on my end to be more present and repairing!! ✨
@Hwaniiee exactly and I commend you for that. Sadly, on my end of things the others such as my father won't respond to my attempts to heal the fractures. My father is a narcissist and they are unable to acknowledge wrong doing, so they mentally change the story in their head to survive. Anyone risking changing that false story are banished. He's also very good at gaslighting and I don't play along with gaslighters well at all. I seek my comfort from other sources (such as your inclusive videos). 🫰🏼
I can’t think of the words to say at how I feel after this video! I almost want to cry because I see myself in your words! You are so inspirational to me! ❤ you have a beautiful soul Kai.
this video was actually probably one of my favorites! i don’t know what it is that you have with words but its just beautiful! the whole skincare routine you did with your dad made me smile the whole time and giggle. he really seemed to enjoy that. i also need to take a moment and build up on my relationships with my parents, siblings, and friends. this video is gonna remind me to do that, but work has like consumed me lately so i will get there slowly. ❤
im soooo glad this video could be any impact to you! 🥺 i was definately nervous to ask my dad to do the whole skincare routine but I knew i had to start somewhere in order to rebuil✨d my relationship with him! So i'm glad i started it with the thing I love doing the most.. hehe self care!
Kai, Kai!!! I'm so happy for you! things in life are getting align the way God want it for you. You are so genuine and sweet. good luck and blessings your way!!
As an introvert I totally understand. I'm 34 now and right now my main priorities are my husband and children and a few close friends and family. I used to try to make time for everyone in my 20s. I realized I was just so drained emotionally, mentally and physically. I stopped partying, drinking and smoking. And started to enjoy life again and do the things I use to love so much. Like reading, growing things and playing video games, I stopped for so many years IDK why I guess I thought I was too old for it. Also got back into K-pop with my daughter she's almost 7 and it's something we love together. Life is short make time for the things that truly matter to you.
thats amazing that you reprioritized the things that ACTUALLY matter to you again💕 and its wholesome you got back into kpop with your daughter too!! praying for an amazing relationship with your family!!
oiiii i'm so glad you liked it!! Trying to be 1% each day if not weekly if not monthly! the point is that I will never give up on becoming a better version of myself!!
im so proud of you kai, you're indeed amazing person on the inside and the outside. the ability & courage you made is just so inspiringly wonderful. do what you love and do what makes you happy 🎀❤️ hope you had a beautiful day!!
working on it!! and def a work in progress!! I'm so broken but i will NOT let that identity hold me back from trying and clawing at the kind of MAN i want to be!! ✨
Don't be stressed Kai we're with u .. Everyone's busy now-a-days...It doesn't matter what you are, it's just how you are... What are u with ur PPL.. Just be great to everyone ❤😊
everyone is busy! I am busy too!! but i dont wanna let that be reason why my relationships with the people I love the most dissipates!! I plan and will be more present for the people that have been present for me 🥺
its been good for me to see someone like you to have a person like you, I love your videos and you are my inspiration to me when I'm struggling through times like the video you just put out, thank you
wow that is extremely inspiring and encouraging for me to read this.. and its honestly comments like yours that give me the strength to keep being open and transparent so we can do this whole life journey together!! love ya 🥺
@@Hwaniiee i never had a good relationship with my mom and she passed in April but I wish I could have the moment you have with your parents but its okay because Im in a family that show me more love and even though shes gone I will remember the moments like the times you have with your parents now.. thank you and thank you for your life you share with us. love ya too
When I say this video is a light to a lot us. I relate to you soo much and look up to you as well to be a better person. Im glad that you show us that life is not as perfect as most youtubers make it seem. I love the way your heart is and ill always support and look up to you . were not perfect but the first step is to get up and make a change🤧🩵
Of course!! and anybody out there that portray their life as perfect.. is a damn lie!! Not to take anything away from there or there success, everyone has flaws, conflict, issues!! And that's okay too!! We weren't meant to be perfect!! we were born to real!! 💕
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ the fact that you realise what you realise, you think what you think and that you're now making efforts to make things better or just more you is very beautiful 🍀🪄🫶🏻 also I wanted to say something, I think I'm in no position to be saying that, it's not like I'm good at it either but I watched a short of yours related to replying to parents -- let's reply to them more let's do this together 💪🏻🫂 all the best for everything ❤ the skincare is probably going to be the highlight of that visit🍀🪄 it's so beautiful!! Keep making memories keep loving everyone you love!! We all make mistakes, lets not be too harsh on ourselves either, we're getting there slowly but definitely ❤ and I love love love how you word the happiness - pursuit - happiness sentence! You word things beautifully 🍀🪄
Im working on replying better!! I know i struggle with it, but you're right i don't wanna beat myself for the mistakes but I refuse to let that hold me back from becoming the kind of son, friend, and partner I want to be! we can do this together!! LETS GOOOO!! 💕
do what you can 🥺 you dont need to do anythign crazy!! jsut let him you love him and that. can be as simple as just calling him!! I know i struggle with the calling alot so you won't be alone if its hard!! but its 1% better each day ❤
Hi Kai You remind me very much of myself. I was just wondering if you've been to a therapist or been diagnosed with ADHD as some behaviour with being overwhelmed and time management and being hyper focused in some areas and ignoring the rest are similar. Please look into it if you haven't as it will change the ways you do things and improve your quality of life. Much peace and happiness to you xx
You make me 😭😭😭😭 this is so cool And make me inspired to make the same with my mom I don't have a really good relationship with her but I think I want to star to build my relationship with her
It is hard to do everything well! You’re not super human. Work, self care, and building life is priority. No one else can do it for you. But when there is time for social, remember the most important individuals who had done the most for you. Parents, your girlfriend & your best friend may be the ones that should get your attention. I don’t feel it’s necessary for you to do something or something if you can’t. More important is spending time and listening to them are priority. It is a challenge to take care of self. The people who care about you wouldn’t care if you don’t have enough money or energy to give them something.
you'rer right sometimes its not about buying them gifts but just being present when i can and letting them I still do love and appreciate them ✨ i've been lacking in those things lately but I dont wanna let myself keep going that lane farther because I do love them and want to give back too💕
I was surprised that you have a GF and not a BF. Well, I guess you just speak to everyone with your smile and positive energy :) Any man or woman would be lucky to be in your life
Heii...I know you are a man...but when your hair starts to grow long, what is visible is beauty.I like your content. You are so cool.much love for you from Indonesia ❤❤❤❤❤
Ohh you try to have the best relation with your dad i admire you 🎉🎉 i lost my dad and miss him value the time with your dad 🎉🎉🎉 you can do it make love to the people you love
This would be a lot more thoughtful if you weren’t recording and profiting off it. If my so called friend did this to me we would not be friends anymore. Feels very fake and rehearsed, just be yourself stop trying to be something you aren’t man
Its not about the Pursuit of Happiness but its the Happiness you find Within the Pursuit and the people you run it with that's what makes life Fulfilling. ~Kai 211224❤️
@@Hwaniiee After gathering a lot of courage i shared a message with her but she just left that message unreplied lol :) It's been around 4 years since I haven't really talked to her , we used to be like the best best friends back then ❤🩹
@@Hwaniiee I did it after gathering a lot of courage and then thought she won't even reply back after seeing her leaving the message on seen :) but she replied after a few minutes like " i feel like i never appreciated our friendship ...." is what she replied ...All thanks to you i would have never been able to do this fr in my whole life .Thankyou so much , such a great person you are !!!💗💗
Wow, this is so uplifting, it’s important to stay inspired. I feel a deep sense of emptiness, it’s been 2months since jack left and everyday feels like an eternity without him. My mind’s been flooded with memories of our time together. It’s so painful that I’d never get to experience the little things with him again. zI’ve texted him several times telling him how much I miss and want him sadly he replied none. Guess all I can do is just hold unto the memories.
That sounds intriguing, I’m curious what exactly does the spiritual counselor do?
I’m grateful for your suggestion, you have no idea how much this means to me.
thank you so much for sharing this. vulnerable experience! it takes a certain amt of bravery to even do this!! I will pray for you and jack too stya strong you got this 💕
You remind me so much of a best friend I used to have, his name was Tien. He loved skincare too and would give me boxes of all kinds of products he ordered from Japan, Vietnam, Thailand. He was always trying lots of new products. He’s the one who introduced me to shiseido. I miss him. We had a fight and never spoke to each other again.
its never too late to rebuild a relationship!!
@ You are right 🥰 Thank you
thanks for sharing such personal story.. first i do want to say that a friendship is only as strong and lasting of the effort both parties put into it. I believe yall reach out again and come with love you guys can def heal the relationship that's been gaping ❤ but i know how hard that can be as well. praying for you and your best friend
It’s never too late!! If you miss him around , just be the first one to message him. This happened to me too and a few months ago , we met randomly on a platform and he says hi to me . Since then , we are like before . Grateful that I had second chance . Hope you will have yours too ❤
@ Thank you ♥️
I needed this video. I’m going on vacation with my family in 2 days after being very absent the past few months. My relationship with my dad is rough, but as you said, they won’t be here forever. So during this Holliday I just want to be present and grateful. Thank you Kai ❤ happy holidays
awwww this was actually so heartwarming to read🥺 i'm glad you were able to carve out the time for your family!! I think even if it may not be the expecation you were expecting in the end, the fact that you went on the vacation with your family is the strongest start! rooting for the best ❤
I love how honest you are. That kind of vulnerability is hard to show, but SO important and empowering. Its impressive 😎
You are a good son ,friend, and boyfriend ! Thanks for having content with so much knowledge and wisdom. Congratulations, you have achieved a lot on your journey . Thanks for allowing me to be a part of it.❤ Merry Christmas 🎄
i'm working on it! and far from the expectation I have for myself to be the kind of friend, son, and partner! But i will get 1% better each day and there may be setback but dammit i wont give up
@@Hwaniiee i love your enthusiasm
this literally inspired me to call my mother more
I’m a lot older and it’s just nice to see that at your age how wise you are. Keep going. Live your precious life with gratitude and fulfillment.❤
i wanna get 1% better each day!! I won't be the perfect son, friend or partner but dammit I wont give up!! 🌱
I would never think of you as an introvert. I'm certainly no expert on all that. You're the most talkative introvert I've ever come across.
I am happy you are repairing relationships in your life. I think its important to acknowledge these other people are also actively participating in this repairing process. It does take both sides to be successful.
Kai - thank you for sharing your experiences with the world. Much love in you. You are a good soul. 🫶🏽
wow i forgot to think about that other aspect too!! I've been lowkey beating myself up for it, but you're so right too. it takes 2 to tango!! But i'm starting it with taking accountability on my end to be more present and repairing!! ✨
@Hwaniiee exactly and I commend you for that. Sadly, on my end of things the others such as my father won't respond to my attempts to heal the fractures. My father is a narcissist and they are unable to acknowledge wrong doing, so they mentally change the story in their head to survive. Anyone risking changing that false story are banished. He's also very good at gaslighting and I don't play along with gaslighters well at all. I seek my comfort from other sources (such as your inclusive videos). 🫰🏼
I can’t think of the words to say at how I feel after this video! I almost want to cry because I see myself in your words! You are so inspirational to me! ❤ you have a beautiful soul Kai.
no thank YOU!! for giving me the confidence and safe space to even express myself like this!! HEhe more videos like this to come for 2025 too!! 💕
this video was actually probably one of my favorites! i don’t know what it is that you have with words but its just beautiful! the whole skincare routine you did with your dad made me smile the whole time and giggle. he really seemed to enjoy that. i also need to take a moment and build up on my relationships with my parents, siblings, and friends. this video is gonna remind me to do that, but work has like consumed me lately so i will get there slowly. ❤
im soooo glad this video could be any impact to you! 🥺 i was definately nervous to ask my dad to do the whole skincare routine but I knew i had to start somewhere in order to rebuil✨d my relationship with him! So i'm glad i started it with the thing I love doing the most.. hehe self care!
Thinking positively, and thinking from another perspective combined with time will heal wounds.❤😊
Kai, Kai!!! I'm so happy for you! things in life are getting align the way God want it for you. You are so genuine and sweet. good luck and blessings your way!!
thank you!! and I hope god has it in plan for my parents and everyone to be in my life as long as possible 🥺❤
As an introvert I totally understand. I'm 34 now and right now my main priorities are my husband and children and a few close friends and family. I used to try to make time for everyone in my 20s. I realized I was just so drained emotionally, mentally and physically. I stopped partying, drinking and smoking. And started to enjoy life again and do the things I use to love so much. Like reading, growing things and playing video games, I stopped for so many years IDK why I guess I thought I was too old for it. Also got back into K-pop with my daughter she's almost 7 and it's something we love together. Life is short make time for the things that truly matter to you.
thats amazing that you reprioritized the things that ACTUALLY matter to you again💕 and its wholesome you got back into kpop with your daughter too!! praying for an amazing relationship with your family!!
I think this entire video in general shows that you have a conscience congratulations my friend
Awwwe that's so sweettt. Agree with you, both of them are so beautiful - I'm sure inside out ❤
I am happy for u that u r taking the effort and first steps to trace back time with parents. This 1 of my fave vids now.
oiiii i'm so glad you liked it!! Trying to be 1% each day if not weekly if not monthly! the point is that I will never give up on becoming a better version of myself!!
@Hwaniiee that is way to go n see things positively. Dont pressure urself. Just do baby steps on ur goals so u dont get disappointed n sad.
im so proud of you kai, you're indeed amazing person on the inside and the outside. the ability & courage you made is just so inspiringly wonderful. do what you love and do what makes you happy 🎀❤️ hope you had a beautiful day!!
working on it!! and def a work in progress!! I'm so broken but i will NOT let that identity hold me back from trying and clawing at the kind of MAN i want to be!! ✨
Sometimes the dreams we chase lead us to the nightmares we dread. People must always be priority over profession.
wow i love that first sentence so much.. its so deep 💕
Im so happy to see you with your parents ❣️
glad i got reconnect with all the people in my life 💕
OMG i'm 2 min in and relate soooo much. Thank you for sharing.
Don't be stressed Kai we're with u .. Everyone's busy now-a-days...It doesn't matter what you are, it's just how you are... What are u with ur PPL.. Just be great to everyone ❤😊
everyone is busy! I am busy too!! but i dont wanna let that be reason why my relationships with the people I love the most dissipates!! I plan and will be more present for the people that have been present for me 🥺
I should and will do this❤
its been good for me to see someone like you to have a person like you, I love your videos and you are my inspiration to me when I'm struggling through times like the video you just put out, thank you
wow that is extremely inspiring and encouraging for me to read this.. and its honestly comments like yours that give me the strength to keep being open and transparent so we can do this whole life journey together!! love ya 🥺
@@Hwaniiee i never had a good relationship with my mom and she passed in April but I wish I could have the moment you have with your parents but its okay because Im in a family that show me more love and even though shes gone I will remember the moments like the times you have with your parents now.. thank you and thank you for your life you share with us. love ya too
@@Hwaniiee you made me tear up .
probably shouldnt share it on the internet but I'm pretty open about it so its okay
Action does speak louder than words and consistency is key. Happy Holiday❄
I’m legit crying 😭 ❤️🙏 loved this video and can relate..
Don't forget, this new attitude is forever not just for Christmas.🤞
I love this for you! I literally can feel the relief, understanding and love radiating from this video ✨ ❤✨
I so want to be your friend Kai. I hope i will be able to have a person like you in my life.
You have the prettiest laugh fr 🫶
It is so nice❤ to let stuff out..stay true to yourself. Merry Christmas ❤️ 🎄
I love youu Kai 🥹❤️
You're my safe place ❤
Get married soon keke😁
Your parents are adorable and so are you and your girlfriend.
I relate to you, I'm calling my people right now. Thanks ❤
When I say this video is a light to a lot us. I relate to you soo much and look up to you as well to be a better person. Im glad that you show us that life is not as perfect as most youtubers make it seem. I love the way your heart is and ill always support and look up to you . were not perfect but the first step is to get up and make a change🤧🩵
Of course!! and anybody out there that portray their life as perfect.. is a damn lie!! Not to take anything away from there or there success, everyone has flaws, conflict, issues!! And that's okay too!! We weren't meant to be perfect!! we were born to real!! 💕
As always I'm proud of you 😢😢😢😢
Best wishes for 2025🎉I hope you share a lot of stories and your wishdom❤❤❤
Kai, I love your people! 😊❤🤗
good video kai! can u post a morning routine video
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the fact that you realise what you realise, you think what you think and that you're now making efforts to make things better or just more you is very beautiful 🍀🪄🫶🏻 also I wanted to say something, I think I'm in no position to be saying that, it's not like I'm good at it either but I watched a short of yours related to replying to parents -- let's reply to them more let's do this together 💪🏻🫂 all the best for everything ❤ the skincare is probably going to be the highlight of that visit🍀🪄 it's so beautiful!! Keep making memories keep loving everyone you love!! We all make mistakes, lets not be too harsh on ourselves either, we're getting there slowly but definitely ❤ and I love love love how you word the happiness - pursuit - happiness sentence! You word things beautifully 🍀🪄
Im working on replying better!! I know i struggle with it, but you're right i don't wanna beat myself for the mistakes but I refuse to let that hold me back from becoming the kind of son, friend, and partner I want to be! we can do this together!! LETS GOOOO!! 💕
Love you ❤❤ and lots of blessing for you love ❤❤
Im in uni right now you made me miss my dad he loves to be pampered a lot and i cant do much for him but i wish to 😭 Thank you tho❤
do what you can 🥺 you dont need to do anythign crazy!! jsut let him you love him and that. can be as simple as just calling him!! I know i struggle with the calling alot so you won't be alone if its hard!! but its 1% better each day ❤
i think this healed me
Your dad doing skincare....he is cute 😂😂😂😂
You have the best hair ive ever seen, how do you style or keep it healthy? Also, i love watching your vids, keeps me motivated:( 💕
This was such a wonderful video. Thanks for sharing. :)
Hi Kai
You remind me very much of myself. I was just wondering if you've been to a therapist or been diagnosed with ADHD as some behaviour with being overwhelmed and time management and being hyper focused in some areas and ignoring the rest are similar. Please look into it if you haven't as it will change the ways you do things and improve your quality of life. Much peace and happiness to you xx
Good job Kai! 😉
Wish i had a courage to do that man,, good 4 u 👍👍👍
You make me 😭😭😭😭 this is so cool And make me inspired to make the same with my mom I don't have a really good relationship with her but I think I want to star to build my relationship with her
Precious reflections.
It is hard to do everything well! You’re not super human. Work, self care, and building life is priority. No one else can do it for you. But when there is time for social, remember the most important individuals who had done the most for you. Parents, your girlfriend & your best friend may be the ones that should get your attention. I don’t feel it’s necessary for you to do something or something if you can’t. More important is spending time and listening to them are priority. It is a challenge to take care of self. The people who care about you wouldn’t care if you don’t have enough money or energy to give them something.
you'rer right sometimes its not about buying them gifts but just being present when i can and letting them I still do love and appreciate them ✨ i've been lacking in those things lately but I dont wanna let myself keep going that lane farther because I do love them and want to give back too💕
I will do this a lot more often too ❤❤
MFFF you got me fighting tearssssssss😫
I was surprised that you have a GF and not a BF. Well, I guess you just speak to everyone with your smile and positive energy :) Any man or woman would be lucky to be in your life
oiiii heheh thank you for this one 😌
Heii...I know you are a man...but when your hair starts to grow long, what is visible is beauty.I like your content. You are so cool.much love for you from Indonesia ❤❤❤❤❤
For a sec I thought I was looking at Chirstine Ha (from Master Chef) in the thumbnail lol.
Adorable ❤🎉😊
You’re beautiful 😍
life's too serious to be taken seriously
Ohh you try to have the best relation with your dad i admire you 🎉🎉 i lost my dad and miss him value the time with your dad 🎉🎉🎉 you can do it make love to the people you love
wow first thank you for even sharing that personal story about your dad ❤ i most def dont want to regret my absense when he's gone i gotta step up 🥺
@Hwaniiee :))
Omg is beautiful you'r smile 😃😊❤
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OMG corgis :)
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This would be a lot more thoughtful if you weren’t recording and profiting off it. If my so called friend did this to me we would not be friends anymore. Feels very fake and rehearsed, just be yourself stop trying to be something you aren’t man
Its not about the Pursuit of Happiness but its the Happiness you find Within the Pursuit and the people you run it with that's what makes life Fulfilling.
~Kai 211224❤️
love that quote so much! The biggest realization of 2024 for me!! ❤
OKY I GOTTA HIT UP MY BESTIE WITH WHOM I HAVEN'T TALKED IN A WHILE ❤🩹
THANKS FOR THIS ONE❤
YOU GOTTA DO IT!~😆 let me know how it goes on here afterwards too heheh
@@Hwaniiee After gathering a lot of courage i shared a message with her but she just left that message unreplied lol :)
It's been around 4 years since I haven't really talked to her , we used to be like the best best friends back then ❤🩹
@@Hwaniiee I did it after gathering a lot of courage and then thought she won't even reply back after seeing her leaving the message on seen :) but she replied after a few minutes like " i feel like i never appreciated our friendship ...." is what she replied ...All thanks to you i would have never been able to do this fr in my whole life .Thankyou so much , such a great person you are !!!💗💗
@@Hwaniiee Will we be getting another video before the new year??