EDIT: It as absolutely insane how much love and support I've been receiving in the comments. I never expected this and I'm so full of pride and gratitude for this community I have. It'll take me hours to respond to everyone so if you're reading this, know that I've read EVERY SINGLE COMMENT and that I am thankful for you and hope every one of you who is and or was facing hardships, will get through it. You have my full support Thanks for watching, everyone! IF you enjoyed this story time and would like me to do more of these, let me know down below! Nothing but love for the #stanfam
stan the moto man Hi well i am sorry for your lost. I live with my grandma. So there isn’t big shame in there yeah is hard that’s why I know how you feel. Just keep living and remember your mom is always next to you. You just need to believe.
stan the moto man you would never know you had a tough childhood growing up , you are such a humble warm hearted speaker , and I’ve only been watching you for alittle now . there’s so much to learn from this story ❤️ the fact you don’t know what you have until it’s really gone is really scary all the little things you don’t think about matter ... I haven’t had the best childhood either don’t talk to my parents anymore and been living on my own since 16 for two years now and don’t have any family but my sisters and we all live separate from one another .now I’m not trying to tell you about my sob story but when I want to give up i think about what I have and what I’m thankful for and it always helps me keep my head up .I believe everything happens for a reason. these things help you become a better person for yourself and others . Thankyou for sharing ❤️
This video did make me tear up realizing I’m sorta living through what you did yet I thought is was just me in a way. I’m 16 right now and I lost my mom August 3rd 2019 so a little over a month ago and now I realize how much I will actually miss her, and she was the only one making money for me and my dad, and my dad isn’t holding up well and I’m hoping he can get stronger, I’ve lately thought of negative things but I’m always trying my best to be positive and realizing my mom wants me to continue life stronger than ever. Thats my story as of now so hopefully things get better. Thanks Stan for the video! Stay Strong!
hey, i lost my mum 3 years ago, 12th of September 2016. what you need to do is keep your head up, stay positive and surround yourself with good friends and family. you will have time where you think you are getting better, you will then come across something that will set you back but dont let it get you down massively, you will find your feet soon. stay positive
I lost my mom in a car accident 3 months ago. Living in the same house after losing a parent is absolutely the worst. The shoes, the makeup, the toothbrush. I’d rather sell the house with everything in it than have to toss her stuff in the trash. We still have old food in the fridge she made that we just can’t bare to throw out even though it’s so far past good anymore. My heart is heavy for you, and I thank you for being a living example that you can still push on and live a full life, even with so much of it missing. Much love my guy.
Some people have ither stored it in a practical way with a few special things on display or items you can still use then ask other family and friends that were close if they would like to keep some stuff because that can also help other whom are grieving in their own ways. Sometimes its the little things that count. And just 'throwing it all away' also works for some. Find your way to make peace.
My mom passed when i was only 8 years old and in grade 2 And every morning when everyone was in class my teacher would light a candel that was in a glass with my moms name on it
I can understand aswell last Christmas on December 14th my dad died to lung cancer that spread to his brain and all I can say is we all need to be strong
No one is living a dream. We all die and likely go to hell. Everything is a tragedy so your personal life stories mean nothing because it gets so much worse when you die.
@@RedPlaystationController well if there is a hell there is a heaven and if there are options it means you can go too heaven which means there is a right why, which also means life stories do matter since they can lead you towards heaven.
@@SpectreofEurope21 thats what i told my self aswell, i've moved like 7times since i was 10 and now im 24. I recently started to go too therapy and realised that way of thinking was me turning off my emotions of what i really was feeling and missing. Not that youre doing the same thing but its something to think about.
My grandad hung himself and now I can't remember what he looked like or sounded like. It was hard to live without him but after a year or two I started to get use to it. I was 8 at the time
OWG Hexphase my grandpa died from cancer early november last year, and still doesn't feel real. we were sooo close. like he quit smoking to see me graduate but ig that's not a thing anymore 🥺
Mine grandfather hung himself too... I was nine at the time and I haven't really unterstood what death means. Over the next years it was more and more painful. Now im nineteen and it doesn't hurt anymore but I still miss him. I can not even imagine what my mother felt..
Dang, sorry for you bro, I lost my mom when I was 7 months old and she was 24, my dad and mom just has their one year anniversary before she died, when she died I was in the backseat of the car and my mom and her friend ( my mom was in the driver seat) were in the front. My mom was on the phone arguing with her dad and then BAM, she hit the wheel (we were stopped at the gas station) her friend called 911 and my dad, Grandma, my dad brought my brother and they brought her to the hospital. When my dad found out she died BAM, he passed out right there on the floor. I never got to hear my mom's voice or remeber her all I saw were pictures. My dad remarried 9 months after and my brother and I got adopted by her, so she is our adoptive mom. My brother moved out when he was 14 and I was 9, because he didn't really like our adoptive mom and wanted to stay with our biologicals's moms, mom (My grandma) and now my brother is in the army, so yeah just wanted to share my story, 👋. Just to clarify her death was that she had a bad heart and her heart stopped.
I pressed dislike trying to show more. Sorry for your loss and sorry that you didn't get to know your mom more. I hope your life is good even though you don't have one of the most important people in your life by your side. Have a good day and a good life.
Can we Get 30 Subscribes With no videos ?? I know I can get passed it bc I lost some family members and I got passed it and my dad lost his dad and he was 28 and he’s gotten passed it
i’m sorry for your loss man my father got into an accident about two months ago, he only broke his foot but when i got the call they didn’t tell me that just that he was in an accident and i need to come to the hospital. one of the worst days of my life the whole ride their i thought he was in baaaad shape
guys Ik this isn’t as deep but my dad moved out when I was 11 because my mom and dad always argued and I would always see my dads old clothes and I got his cologne to always remember him. He also gave me his Boston Red Sox blanket he never let anybody else even touch to also remember him. I LOVE YOU DAD❤️❤️❤️
I know the feeling, my Dad also died when I was 5 years old - I'm 55 now, so it's been half a century without him in my life :/ He was diabetic and died of kidney failure, this was before the days of kidney transplants, it just didn't happen. He was 35. And, yes, my Mom was a wreck. Role reversal from Stan's situation, but it's still painful, nonetheless. At least a bit of good news, Mom turned 83 this year, she's still kicking it, albeit slowly as she's recovering from a total knee replacement (TKR)
Im 14 and my mom has a terminal illness. Ive accepted the fact and i take care of her the best i can for my age. But im not the best at that. Ik your pain.y family can’t always afford gas at times, we can’t always afford food but we go to the food pantry. We have gone 2-3 weeks without water/gas and or power. I havent gone shooping for cloths or shoes in 3 years. But i’m still happy and i’m living life. Its hard to now that you can wake up and your mom can be dead laying in her bed, but ive accepted this fact that it can happen. But life moves on and if i keep focusing in jesus, football, and school, maby i can help out my family after collage. What im trying to say, is that you have to fight threw your challenges becuase god will use them to make you stronger. I belive thats what he has done to you Mr. stan. Its up to you to relize this or not and accept the fact that jesus is our saviour. I have/ still am living a hard life, but i use jesus to get me threw it.
I went through something similar to you man. I was 13 and living in Dallas helping take care of my mom and younger sister when my dad was living in Houston with his sister because he couldn't find work in Dallas. I was very fortunate to have electricity and running water at that time, and my only advice to you is to keep going, bro. You're way stronger than me and probably stronger than anyone you have ever met in your life because of what you're going through right now. Remember that, and remember tough experiences shape the most brilliant people. Best wishes bro, stay strong
I lost my mom when I was 11 10 days before my birthday. Everyone said she killed herself but she died due to sickness. I feel you pain and I thank god every night knowing that my dad is here to keep me safe. I feel your pain.
I remember you telling most of this story before.. I think it was on a live TH-cam stream? But I had forgotten the details. Cancer is a merciless bitch. My step mom passed away last Christmas from it after a 2 year battle and now my dad has to cope with it. I don't want to say too much about it publicly but yeah.. can't wait for the day science kicks cancer's ass.
Yeah, I probably mentioned it briefly on a live stream way back then! We talked already since you posted this comment but I'll say the same thing. Sorry to hear the loss of your Step Mom and I hope everyone, especially your Dad, is doing better now. But yeah, fuck Cancer.
What if the cure already exists but they dont give it out since the expensive treatments make much More money but all the nonsence aside i feel yall Lost some loved ones To cancer too
Mr LightMode there is already a cure. I’m a type 1 diabetic and I believe there is a cure for type 1 as well. The shitty government’s won’t release it because they make billions, maybe trillions off of treatments like chemotherapy and selling insulin for $400 a vial in America. I’m so sorry this happened to her and you! Maybe one day our governments and people can come together. God bless you! And may your step mom Rest In Peace.
RIP uncle Peter, Thursday 19th December 2019 5:33pm :( 💔 Stan I'm incredibly sorry for your loss x my uncle had lung cancer and died last Thursday I remember speaking to him literally 1 hour before his passing, we were talking about planes (he loved planes) and we were both laughing but I remember him coughing to much, eventually my dad picked me up to take me home and 1 hour later we got a phone call from the hospital, I remember my dad looked at me right away and told me to get my shoes on, we rushed to the hospital and 10 minutes after we had got into the hospital, my uncle passed away, we didn't get to see him before he died because the hospital was huge, that's what I remember from Thursday night, again sorry about your mum Stan stay strong xx ❤️❤️
I am very very sorry for what you went through in your past. And I can understand that you are sad because my mother past when I was 13 and lived with my grand parents and my brother. I Didn't even see my father once and now my grand parents are gone I live alone with my family. Both my grand parents and my mother died in cancer. Very sorry for You mate. Hope u are OK now and u are living your own life. RIP
I'm 14 and my mom had cheated on my dad with a dude across the street and started doing meth and some pretty bad stuff with the dude. And she ended up dying when I was about 4 and it's been my dad and I on our own sinse then. Not the worst story someone can have but I've never really known what it's like to have a mom.
LOst my mum last year, I can't begin to tell you how much, more than I would endorse religion, I have seen God carry me thru. You may not quite be a believer, but i know there is God in Heaven who loves and resonates with your situation Cheere budyy, ONe family
Just going to say in you world its u and ur dad and dont forget that learn from him and let that fuel u dont look at the negatives , i know its impossible but keep on going make your dad proud to say your his son
This story relates to me so much. My mom had gastric cancer (stomach) and we saw her in the hospice, I also didn’t know about her passing till I got there. She went into a coma and passed that day. I was also 10
I'm so greatful that you're able to talk about this hun. I hope your father is doing well as well, I'm so glad life took a turn for the best for you. Also I would love to see more story time with Stan!
Stan, I'm so sorry to hear your story. You must have been through a hard time, but always remember. We are here for you. We will always love you, and be here by your side. I love you Stan. Keep up your good work.
Dude I know exactly how you feel, I lost my mom on august 3, 2019, I didn't know what to do when I found her dead in her bed, i think of her every day all day, there is never a day or second she is not on my mind...
Subscribed - for sure. Your'e a good man Stan. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Your mom has got to be so proud of you, bud. Keep your head high and celebrate your people. We only have today bro, and each other.
Markie Muraresku my dad left my mom while she was still pregnant with me. I saw him every other week or so. Now I don’t see him at all because of the way he is but I’m fine and I got through it. Keep ur head up and have ur family and friends close to u. Just know it wasn’t your fault sometimes it’s better that a couple breaks up. Hope u had a good day/night💙
hey man the same thing happened to me when i was like 12 years old. i’m about to be 19 now and trust me it gets better like yes it sucks at first but in the long run it makes you a stronger person i promise you
That part with coming home and seeing jackets or shoes from her hit me hard😢 Imagine your mom died and you see her shoes she wore everyday, you see a cooking book from her and stuff. Oh man, im so grateful that my parents, my family is still alive🙏
It will eventually happen to everyone you just wanna hope it doesn't. It's sad my bunny just died and I loved him so so so much😢 he helped me through a some messed up stuff and he died in my hands it's.... hard to think about it it's always bad no avoiding it i miss them too it's sad to live with the thought that.. a soul left in my hands 🙁 it's good to get it off my chest
I feel your pain man... my mom passed of colon cancer at age 38 when I was 10. Shits rough Edit: I’m only twelve so this happened 2 years ago and it still hurts
I’m sorry for your loss i lost my father when I was 10 years old and all the things at that time was hard so I get it he died in a motorcycle accident and it is still hard for me and my family we are going through a rough time and I’m sorry for you and your family
My dad was the best he helped me learn for school and i was one of the best in my class and i can still remember building an ikea desk together on saturday, i went to bed and i woke up with my mom shouting to call ambulance (it was like 7 in the morning) my dad was unconcious... It took them less then 5 minutes to arrive even thou it felt like 30. We thought its a heart attack so we did respiration. Actually there was blood flowing to his brain. After three days he was dead. Too much damage to brain. But i still remember holding his hand because they had machines helping him breathe and etc. He was awesome and i really miss him. He passed away at wednesday 2017 03 01
Tbh today I come across this channel accidentally because of your film from the accident which took place one year ago. After that i went to your channel and watched two films including this one. After seeing this films I've decided to subscribe you because i think you are really impressive and interesting person. Your story make me touched. You must be very strong man. Keep do what you love and good luck/powodzenia. Greets from Poland ;)
u made me think of my lovely grandmother that who had passed away few years ago i was 13 and it happened when i was in school my mum told me the new about my grandmother i cried so much i loved her a lot but i have to be strong and not to cry 😭 i love ur video keep up the great work and sorry for ur mom
My friend from first grade, a guy i saw almost on a a weekly basis, hung himself in med-school August 11th, 2019, Just 6 weeks ago and it still doesn't seem real. I feel like hes just going to shoot me a text or call me and i still havent come to the realization that i will never speak to him again.... But life goes on.. cherish your loved ones my friends.
Corban A-V if what he’s saying is true that his mom died if cancer then I’m sorry for your loss but if you are lying for no reason for him to just like your comment or someshit then your just fucked up because I feel like he’s lying he’s not really sincere about jt
Honestly stan, i know how you felt during the time my dad was diganosed with stage 4 lung cancer and was given 3 months to live but thankfully hes still alive almost 2 years later. Its hard times man.
Bro you just reminded me that my great grandmother has stage 4 cancer terminal and now I'm crying and sorry for your loss your mom probaly had a beautiful voice and was very beautiful
I appreciate you sharing your story, I know you didnt have to but I lost my grandma april of this year I know it's not my parent but I cried when my grandma passed I was sad, if I think of her I shed tears,its very different without her seeing every day or weekend to go sleep over or just say hi abuela,when cancer was killing her slowly before it got really bad, I regret not going to her house on my bike ,I told myself she will be fine she survive it, she had survived it twice already, so I told myself I'll see her tomorrow, I went to visit her maybe 4 times out of the month or 2 months, she went to one of those homes bc my mom couldn't take care of her bc of work, and I went to school, so every day we went to visit her, I went on the weekend bc my mom was tired ,she passed late early April, when I saw her for the last time without the casket I said to myself over time I regretted saying "sorry grandma I didnt visit you more, the day of the funeral, when I saw her get sealed in the wall, I said and think to this day, I'll graduate highschool for you" she always told "mehito te portas bien en escuela" I said yes grandma i will but in Spanish, when she passed I always though of times when she said "when I pass you will remember me and what I said", of course at that time i thought she would never die no time soon, then all my memories of her flooded back and whenever i do think of her they always come back, Sorry for telling you guys this if you really read it all which i doubt you did, but i had that built up over the month and had to say it, sorry and thank you for reading if you did, have a nice day and life everyone if you have a love one obviously spend time with them when you say you will, bc i know everyone knows the but time waits for no one so when someone passes they/life will never come back, so enjoy with and people you love I was crying while writing this lol
Wow. This makes me think how easy my life is I am sooooooooo sorry for the people who have lost there parents at a young age and I want to let you know you are not alone
DON'T WORRY STAN WE ARE ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE Even I lost my dad. Looking in the comments section there are many people with the same situation We should support each other in bad times. STAY STRONG BRO
I know how you feel I have pretty much lost my hole family when I was 4 I lost my dad my mom had to get another job and work many hours so we moved in with my grandma I became very close with my grandma and she died then we moved in with my great grandmother and I was very close with her and she died. fast forward a couple years and now i am 12 and my aunt lost her job and then we invited her to move in with us she was so depressed that she killed her self in the house that I sleep in every night so if you ever lose somebody just remember they’re always people that will be here for you and I can relate and please don’t ever take your own life I have been fucked up because of it my whole life . Oh and by the way I forgot to mention that throughout all of this my mom had a stroke and was in the hospital for about a year and a half my grade started to slip and then I got diagnosed with dyslexia so to be honest my whole life has been pretty shitty and yet I love every day and live every day to the fullest 💯
All the way from Baton Rouge, Louisiana, Stan you have grown to be such an amazing person. You’re strength & determination is amazing. You may have lost your mother, but you’ve gained an extended family from all over. I’ve been watching your vids for the past 3 months now, & you inspired me to get out of my fear of motorbikes. I recently completed my msf course & im currently working on getting my 1st bike in April... You gained a new & forever subscriber..... Peace & blessing to you bro.
I feel you man. I'm only 14, but I'm crying listening to this because my dad just passed away to suicide. It has only been a few months but its been so tough not seeing my dad or going over to his house. My dad and my mom were divorced for around 12 years. I cry just thinking about how my dad felt not being able to see us as much as my mom. I'm just realizing how much I really need him and how much I miss him. I've watched a few of your videos and when I watched this one, it hit me hard. I'm also realizing that I'm not the only one in this boat. It'll never be the same and you'll never really move on. I still assume that those little things are signs my dad is near me and trying to reach me but there is no sure way of me knowing. This has really helped me understand what others have gone through, so thank you.
Hey stan. Im sorry for your loss man, i fully support you. I underatand how you feel and you are very brave to talk about it on youtube. Keep up the good work.
Awww, bless your heart. Thank you for sharing your tragic but growing experience. I love that you have your bike and that it brings therapy to and for you. I enjoy your videos and don’t mind at all that you don’t show your face. I get it!
Stan i have no clue if youll ever see this, but you popped up in my recommended feed and I have never watched any of your vids...i want to say im so so very sorry you had to grow up like that. I cant believe that happened to you, but you have all my love. Its heartwarming to know youre grown up and living by yourself. Many wouldnt have been able to take the pain..
well i lost 3 people that i love this decade, i lost my grandmother from cancer at year 2011, i lost my uncle from TB at year 2018 and my grandfather cause by water in his lungs at year 2019, well i promise them to payback their kindness when i got a job but well, it didnt go as planned...
This is the first vdeo i watched from you im sorry that happened but i liked subscribed and turned on notifications to show my love to you and your parents
you are such a strong and grounded young man. I was 32 when my husband died in January of 2001 and my mom died in October the same year. It doesn't matter how old you are, it is very hard and so life changing. God Bless You.
EDIT: It as absolutely insane how much love and support I've been receiving in the comments. I never expected this and I'm so full of pride and gratitude for this community I have. It'll take me hours to respond to everyone so if you're reading this, know that I've read EVERY SINGLE COMMENT and that I am thankful for you and hope every one of you who is and or was facing hardships, will get through it. You have my full support
Thanks for watching, everyone! IF you enjoyed this story time and would like me to do more of these, let me know down below! Nothing but love for the #stanfam
Love storytime ♥️
This was a very good video Stan. Very wholesome. It's nice to have a bit of insight into who you are.
stan the moto man Hi well i am sorry for your lost. I live with my grandma. So there isn’t big shame in there yeah is hard that’s why I know how you feel. Just keep living and remember your mom is always next to you. You just need to believe.
stan the moto man you would never know you had a tough childhood growing up , you are such a humble warm hearted speaker , and I’ve only been watching you for alittle now . there’s so much to learn from this story ❤️ the fact you don’t know what you have until it’s really gone is really scary all the little things you don’t think about matter ... I haven’t had the best childhood either don’t talk to my parents anymore and been living on my own since 16 for two years now and don’t have any family but my sisters and we all live separate from one another .now I’m not trying to tell you about my sob story but when I want to give up i think about what I have and what I’m thankful for and it always helps me keep my head up .I believe everything happens for a reason. these things help you become a better person for yourself and others . Thankyou for sharing ❤️
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This video did make me tear up realizing I’m sorta living through what you did yet I thought is was just me in a way.
I’m 16 right now and I lost my mom
August 3rd 2019 so a little over a month ago and now I realize how much I will actually miss her, and she was the only one making money for me and my dad, and my dad isn’t holding up well and I’m hoping he can get stronger, I’ve lately thought of negative things but I’m always trying my best to be positive and realizing my mom wants me to continue life stronger than ever. Thats my story as of now so hopefully things get better.
Thanks Stan for the video! Stay Strong!
Sorry for your loss of your mommy. Stay strong Jake!
Hang in there bud.
hey, i lost my mum 3 years ago, 12th of September 2016. what you need to do is keep your head up, stay positive and surround yourself with good friends and family. you will have time where you think you are getting better, you will then come across something that will set you back but dont let it get you down massively, you will find your feet soon. stay positive
Sad to hear about your mom. I hope things wil get better soon
Stay strong Jake.You are not alone !
I lost my mom in a car accident 3 months ago. Living in the same house after losing a parent is absolutely the worst. The shoes, the makeup, the toothbrush. I’d rather sell the house with everything in it than have to toss her stuff in the trash. We still have old food in the fridge she made that we just can’t bare to throw out even though it’s so far past good anymore. My heart is heavy for you, and I thank you for being a living example that you can still push on and live a full life, even with so much of it missing. Much love my guy.
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Some people have ither stored it in a practical way with a few special things on display or items you can still use then ask other family and friends that were close if they would like to keep some stuff because that can also help other whom are grieving in their own ways. Sometimes its the little things that count. And just 'throwing it all away' also works for some. Find your way to make peace.
Lost my mum in April, I can relate to everything you've said mate
I’m sorry to hear that, but i hope you recover and have a good life
Jacob Benso Wow man. I cant imagine living without my mom just brings tears to my eyes thinking about life without her
I cried about your mother.
Thanks so much for sharing this story it means a lot
Rip Stan’s mother
Thank you.
Cant watch it...
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Xxxlaith Gaming same, I hugged my mom right after
My mom passed when i was only 8 years old and in grade 2
And every morning when everyone was in class my teacher would light a candel that was in a glass with my moms name on it
And your still here today to tell the story. It takes a lot to go through that but your strong! Good job man!
Aww how sweet
Man, its still a blessing you're here on the face of the earth. Stay strong buddy.
My mum died when I was 7 and I got bullied for not having a mum
@@Harleysfishing that's not cool. nobody should be bullied for that I'm sorry to hear that stay strong dude!!
I’m glad you were able to tell us ❤️❤️
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@@ランダムドイツ人 Fuck sake let man be...
@@ランダムドイツ人 Nothing a quick edit can't fix, cheers.
My father died when I was 11 with stage 4 cancer i understand what u are 😥😭😣
Stay strong bro
I feel you man, stay strong we all love you
Thanks
I can understand aswell last Christmas on December 14th my dad died to lung cancer that spread to his brain and all I can say is we all need to be strong
stay strong man👊🏼❤️
I came here because I saw your bike accident, I’m your new subscriber and I really want to be friends with you, you seem nice 👍
Thanks for staying to check out more vids! I'm always open to having more friends!
@@STANTHEMOTOMAN I feel sorry for you 💔
me to
Stan has been through so many rough things in his life at this point
same
You’re so strong man! Can’t imagine going through what happened to you
@@mrmemeclick4304 same
This makes me realize how much of a dream I’m living.
Thank you
Wow I’ve gotten 100 likes before but it almost a thousand wow thanks everyone
seriously bro
No one is living a dream. We all die and likely go to hell. Everything is a tragedy so your personal life stories mean nothing because it gets so much worse when you die.
@@RedPlaystationController well if there is a hell there is a heaven and if there are options it means you can go too heaven which means there is a right why, which also means life stories do matter since they can lead you towards heaven.
@@sabzhasji1096 thx man ur helping with my depression😊
Sabz Hasji - Your odds are next to none.
I feel you bro, my mom died 2013 when I was 11 years old.
Bazooka Finatic not the best time bro
Life is nothing without a MOM!💔
@@ahmedfr3726 True but my mom was very strict. I wouldn't be how I am now, and I never would've met my friends.
@@SpectreofEurope21 thats what i told my self aswell, i've moved like 7times since i was 10 and now im 24. I recently started to go too therapy and realised that way of thinking was me turning off my emotions of what i really was feeling and missing. Not that youre doing the same thing but its something to think about.
@AndeSandwich ja det er jeg
Man stan I know exactly how u feel I lost my dad and I still miss him every day keep up the vids
you and your brother ever got back together?
Tell us plz
Hey! Sorry for this late reply. Me and my bro hang out on the regular these days!
@@STANTHEMOTOMAN thats great man👍 hope yall stay strong✊
@Keksmo alcohol also help daddy taught me this one
@@pipsapossu1699 alcohol actually doesnt it "drowns" it yes but it will always resurface people with depression need to get help not alcohol
The people who disliked couldn’t see the like button through the tears
My mom is also diagnosed with cancer
@@mathewovo495 Sad man
No,no hes got a point
Pepsiman YT Sorry to hear that man , hoping she’s keeping strong
Yoickson ikr lol
My grandad hung himself and now I can't remember what he looked like or sounded like. It was hard to live without him but after a year or two I started to get use to it. I was 8 at the time
Thats sad man really sad ive had to take my neighbor of the door frame one time it isnt nice to see
OWG Hexphase my grandpa died from cancer early november last year, and still doesn't feel real. we were sooo close. like he quit smoking to see me graduate but ig that's not a thing anymore 🥺
My favourite cousin did that when I was 10 then my sister when I was 12 then my dad when I just turned 14 :((
My grandad keeps saying that when he cant go outside he Will hang himself Kinda freakin weird hes a hunter btw so outside alot
Mine grandfather hung himself too... I was nine at the time and I haven't really unterstood what death means. Over the next years it was more and more painful. Now im nineteen and it doesn't hurt anymore but I still miss him. I can not even imagine what my mother felt..
Dang, sorry for you bro, I lost my mom when I was 7 months old and she was 24, my dad and mom just has their one year anniversary before she died, when she died I was in the backseat of the car and my mom and her friend ( my mom was in the driver seat) were in the front. My mom was on the phone arguing with her dad and then BAM, she hit the wheel (we were stopped at the gas station) her friend called 911 and my dad, Grandma, my dad brought my brother and they brought her to the hospital. When my dad found out she died BAM, he passed out right there on the floor. I never got to hear my mom's voice or remeber her all I saw were pictures. My dad remarried 9 months after and my brother and I got adopted by her, so she is our adoptive mom. My brother moved out when he was 14 and I was 9, because he didn't really like our adoptive mom and wanted to stay with our biologicals's moms, mom (My grandma) and now my brother is in the army, so yeah just wanted to share my story, 👋. Just to clarify her death was that she had a bad heart and her heart stopped.
@Jamesv5
That’s awful I’m so sorry
So sorry, prayers your way
🤧🤧🤧🥺🥺❤️❤️
I pressed dislike trying to show more. Sorry for your loss and sorry that you didn't get to know your mom more. I hope your life is good even though you don't have one of the most important people in your life by your side. Have a good day and a good life.
Sorry for your loss
I couldn’t imagine losing my parents and I’m going to cry so much when they pass 😭😭
Everyone will die kid but sometimes its not the right time for us its the right time for god to take someone life.
Yes but worry you will get over it like this guy
belike stan kep moving on
Can we Get 30 Subscribes With no videos ?? I know I can get passed it bc I lost some family members and I got passed it and my dad lost his dad and he was 28 and he’s gotten passed it
People can stay in your heart but not your life kid
I lost me father when I was 5, I'm 19 now, forgot what he sounds like.
Mustafaa Solomons dang man hits me in the feels. Lost mine when I was 4, 18 now.
Hope you guys are still staying stronger, and living your life to the best of your abilities
Mustafaa Solomons may Allah bless u
@@leehashazam5796 shukran❤
Stay strong brother
I lost my father last year in a motorcycle accident. It sucks but I still have my mom
Meh Name Dark my dad rides so that’s a thought I try to put in the back of my head when ever I hear it fire up
Sorry for your loss. My dad rides too and scared the shit outta me
i’m sorry for your loss man my father got into an accident about two months ago, he only broke his foot but when i got the call they didn’t tell me that just that he was in an accident and i need to come to the hospital. one of the worst days of my life the whole ride their i thought he was in baaaad shape
Sorry to hear that man! Stay strong
I lost my dad back in May from a motorcycle accident as well. Hits pretty hard
I cried listening to this because my dad died when I was 5 yrs old.
damn bro i feel bad my best friends dad dies this year too.....
guys Ik this isn’t as deep but my dad moved out when I was 11 because my mom and dad always argued and I would always see my dads old clothes and I got his cologne to always remember him. He also gave me his Boston Red Sox blanket he never let anybody else even touch to also remember him. I LOVE YOU DAD❤️❤️❤️
Kermit’s Dead Guys this might happen to me cuz my parents also fight and argue:c
I know the feeling, my Dad also died when I was 5 years old - I'm 55 now, so it's been half a century without him in my life :/ He was diabetic and died of kidney failure, this was before the days of kidney transplants, it just didn't happen. He was 35. And, yes, my Mom was a wreck. Role reversal from Stan's situation, but it's still painful, nonetheless. At least a bit of good news, Mom turned 83 this year, she's still kicking it, albeit slowly as she's recovering from a total knee replacement (TKR)
I was 10 when my dad died I now 11 and I still cry and miss him alot
Hang in there buddy
NoXious thank you
My cousin died while fighting a fire and he has a daughter named Nora my cousin died at age 33 :(
Thank you all so much for supporting me I’m crying thank you I hope you all have the best year ever
Lukas Solberg I’m so sorry
Im 14 and my mom has a terminal illness. Ive accepted the fact and i take care of her the best i can for my age. But im not the best at that. Ik your pain.y family can’t always afford gas at times, we can’t always afford food but we go to the food pantry. We have gone 2-3 weeks without water/gas and or power. I havent gone shooping for cloths or shoes in 3 years. But i’m still happy and i’m living life. Its hard to now that you can wake up and your mom can be dead laying in her bed, but ive accepted this fact that it can happen. But life moves on and if i keep focusing in jesus, football, and school, maby i can help out my family after collage.
What im trying to say, is that you have to fight threw your challenges becuase god will use them to make you stronger. I belive thats what he has done to you Mr. stan. Its up to you to relize this or not and accept the fact that jesus is our saviour. I have/ still am living a hard life, but i use jesus to get me threw it.
Wow. Hope you can go it through and that things get better. Stay strong brother
Fhaaaaak
VorN Dragneel you say that until the person you rely in has to rely on you. God bless man
Ludvig thanks man
I went through something similar to you man. I was 13 and living in Dallas helping take care of my mom and younger sister when my dad was living in Houston with his sister because he couldn't find work in Dallas. I was very fortunate to have electricity and running water at that time, and my only advice to you is to keep going, bro. You're way stronger than me and probably stronger than anyone you have ever met in your life because of what you're going through right now. Remember that, and remember tough experiences shape the most brilliant people.
Best wishes bro, stay strong
You don’t understand how much something means to you until it is gone.😔
I STRONGLY AGREE
I agree.
It just means that the person was too ignorant and selfish.
I’ve avoided watching this video for so long. I can’t even imagine losing my parents at all man. God bless you and your family. ♥️♥️
I lost my mom when I was 11 10 days before my birthday. Everyone said she killed herself but she died due to sickness. I feel you pain and I thank god every night knowing that my dad is here to keep me safe. I feel your pain.
I remember you telling most of this story before.. I think it was on a live TH-cam stream? But I had forgotten the details. Cancer is a merciless bitch. My step mom passed away last Christmas from it after a 2 year battle and now my dad has to cope with it. I don't want to say too much about it publicly but yeah.. can't wait for the day science kicks cancer's ass.
*You can bro 😤🔥🔥🔥 example-Yuvraj singh Google it*
Yeah, I probably mentioned it briefly on a live stream way back then! We talked already since you posted this comment but I'll say the same thing. Sorry to hear the loss of your Step Mom and I hope everyone, especially your Dad, is doing better now. But yeah, fuck Cancer.
What if the cure already exists but they dont give it out since the expensive treatments make much More money but all the nonsence aside i feel yall Lost some loved ones To cancer too
Omg both my fav TH-camrs Mr LightMode and Stan the moto man this is great
Mr LightMode there is already a cure. I’m a type 1 diabetic and I believe there is a cure for type 1 as well. The shitty government’s won’t release it because they make billions, maybe trillions off of treatments like chemotherapy and selling insulin for $400 a vial in America.
I’m so sorry this happened to her and you! Maybe one day our governments and people can come together.
God bless you! And may your step mom Rest In Peace.
Why does this have me in tears I'm crying I could not imagine growing up like this im so sorry 😧😥💙💙
RIP uncle Peter, Thursday 19th December 2019 5:33pm :( 💔
Stan I'm incredibly sorry for your loss x my uncle had lung cancer and died last Thursday I remember speaking to him literally 1 hour before his passing, we were talking about planes (he loved planes) and we were both laughing but I remember him coughing to much, eventually my dad picked me up to take me home and 1 hour later we got a phone call from the hospital, I remember my dad looked at me right away and told me to get my shoes on, we rushed to the hospital and 10 minutes after we had got into the hospital, my uncle passed away, we didn't get to see him before he died because the hospital was huge, that's what I remember from Thursday night, again sorry about your mum Stan stay strong xx ❤️❤️
i hope your dad somehow sees this video to see how you are and that your doing ok now.
There's no such thing as a good day without knowing a bad day
My mom suffers from cancer and i try my best to treat her as much as i can....
Hope she get well soon...
Hope she gets better soon.
I will pray for her.
@@alexeckmanncavassa thank you
Hope she gets better! Good luck!
I Wish her the best! ;)
Hope she gets better bro!
I am very very sorry for what you went through in your past. And I can understand that you are sad because my mother past when I was 13 and lived with my grand parents and my brother. I Didn't even see my father once and now my grand parents are gone I live alone with my family. Both my grand parents and my mother died in cancer. Very sorry for You mate. Hope u are OK now and u are living your own life. RIP
I'm 14 and my mom had cheated on my dad with a dude across the street and started doing meth and some pretty bad stuff with the dude. And she ended up dying when I was about 4 and it's been my dad and I on our own sinse then. Not the worst story someone can have but I've never really known what it's like to have a mom.
Dang bro same w me but ive never had a father that loved me my bitch father abonded me on the spot.
Damn... Sorry bro
LOst my mum last year,
I can't begin to tell you how much, more than I would endorse religion, I have seen God carry me thru. You may not quite be a believer, but i know there is God in Heaven who loves and resonates with your situation
Cheere budyy,
ONe family
Sorry bro ....
But hey you got support from me ☺☺
Just going to say in you world its u and ur dad and dont forget that learn from him and let that fuel u dont look at the negatives , i know its impossible but keep on going make your dad proud to say your his son
The 200 people who disliked are just Australians trying to like it.
One Stupid Cat why Australians
@@h1xfortnit339 because we're "upside down"
I'm Australian 🐺 and I'm nice 🙃👿😾😾🖤
Why Australians I’m Aussie and I’m not disliking it asswipe
They were also retarded cause I'm from Australia and I got it right
I'm so sorry. This made me tear up sorry for what happened plus keep up the good work with the vids and stay positive
This story relates to me so much. My mom had gastric cancer (stomach) and we saw her in the hospice, I also didn’t know about her passing till I got there. She went into a coma and passed that day. I was also 10
I cried during this, great job stan for actually sharing this story evan though it was really important to you and sad.
The darker moments make the lighter ones stand out, it really helps with content not getting stale, Love ya Stan keep up the good work :).
I'm so greatful that you're able to talk about this hun. I hope your father is doing well as well, I'm so glad life took a turn for the best for you. Also I would love to see more story time with Stan!
Dude, seen a lot of your videos but just stumbled upon this today, sorry man, you have kinda inspired me to get in to motorcycles. Stay strong man
Stan, I'm so sorry to hear your story. You must have been through a hard time, but always remember. We are here for you. We will always love you, and be here by your side. I love you Stan. Keep up your good work.
Dude I know exactly how you feel, I lost my mom on august 3, 2019, I didn't know what to do when I found her dead in her bed, i think of her every day all day, there is never a day or second she is not on my mind...
DvDPlayer My condolences brother❤️
DvDPlayer May she Rest In Peace 😔
ROFL!!!!!
Puma4454 wtf
@@Puma4454 dam U got the whole squad laughing
I was literally crying my eyes out for 10 minutes i m so sorry for u R.I.P. MUM respect man
Subscribed - for sure. Your'e a good man Stan. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Your mom has got to be so proud of you, bud. Keep your head high and celebrate your people. We only have today bro, and each other.
Thanks, dude. That means a lot to me
I lost my dad to drugs overdose January 26 2019 2 days after my brother bday
😂
@@fazzed_does_gaming5020 how dare you?
Did you know he did drugs
@@fazzed_does_gaming5020 What the f**k is you laughing for
fazzed_does_gaming go fuck yourself piece of shit
my mom and dad split up and now i am struggling in school it was the hardest thing in my life but i still see my dad and its just not the same
Wow, we have a same story here i guess. Stay strong my friend, i believe we can get through this 😊
Markie Muraresku my dad left my mom while she was still pregnant with me. I saw him every other week or so. Now I don’t see him at all because of the way he is but I’m fine and I got through it. Keep ur head up and have ur family and friends close to u. Just know it wasn’t your fault sometimes it’s better that a couple breaks up. Hope u had a good day/night💙
hey man the same thing happened to me when i was like 12 years old. i’m about to be 19 now and trust me it gets better like yes it sucks at first but in the long run it makes you a stronger person i promise you
same exact thing with me
Wow that story is so much like mine stay strong ❤️
That part with coming home and seeing jackets or shoes from her hit me hard😢
Imagine your mom died and you see her shoes she wore everyday, you see a cooking book from her and stuff. Oh man, im so grateful that my parents, my family is still alive🙏
Yeah, it was tough to see all that stuff. Life goes on though and I'm good now!
stan the moto man
I am glad that you do so!
Respect for talking about it tho.
U got a new sub :)
It will eventually happen to everyone you just wanna hope it doesn't. It's sad my bunny just died and I loved him so so so much😢 he helped me through a some messed up stuff and he died in my hands it's.... hard to think about it it's always bad no avoiding it i miss them too it's sad to live with the thought that.. a soul left in my hands 🙁 it's good to get it off my chest
Sorry you had to go through that, man. It's good to see where you have come in spite of the troubles you have had in the past!
I feel your pain man... my mom passed of colon cancer at age 38 when I was 10. Shits rough
Edit: I’m only twelve so this happened 2 years ago and it still hurts
U have big pp 😢
@@BananaBoi-sk2zm wtf broo
Itz Bustin bro, I’m so sorry...may she Rest In Peace.
kjellthebeast _ ikr lmao
Cancer sucks bro!!!
I would give my life for a cure for that disease.
I’m sorry for your loss i lost my father when I was 10 years old and all the things at that time was hard so I get it he died in a motorcycle accident and it is still hard for me and my family we are going through a rough time and I’m sorry for you and your family
Rip
Hey I’m sorry about your parents. My aunt was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer she died. It took me years to finally accept that she was gone.
My dad was the best he helped me learn for school and i was one of the best in my class and i can still remember building an ikea desk together on saturday, i went to bed and i woke up with my mom shouting to call ambulance (it was like 7 in the morning) my dad was unconcious... It took them less then 5 minutes to arrive even thou it felt like 30. We thought its a heart attack so we did respiration. Actually there was blood flowing to his brain. After three days he was dead. Too much damage to brain. But i still remember holding his hand because they had machines helping him breathe and etc. He was awesome and i really miss him. He passed away at wednesday 2017 03 01
this makes me so greatful that i have both my parents and being financially stable..😕
I respect you for doing this don’t worry about showing your face
Really sorry dude I can't believe being in your shoes can't do mutch so I subscribed and liked
andrew j#16 *much
@@taze-1106 woops
andrew j#16 whoops”
Ive don tha samer 😉
@@Fxllen. how's that funny?
Tbh today I come across this channel accidentally because of your film from the accident which took place one year ago. After that i went to your channel and watched two films including this one. After seeing this films I've decided to subscribe you because i think you are really impressive and interesting person. Your story make me touched. You must be very strong man. Keep do what you love and good luck/powodzenia. Greets from Poland ;)
🎶 My father left my mother died 🎶
If you get this your the best.
In all honesty, that really sucks, props to you for making it through like a champ
He grew up buckwild
I don’t get it :(
Banana Boi8683 it’s a Hamilton the musical reference-
u made me think of my lovely grandmother that who had passed away few years ago i was 13 and it happened when i was in school my mum told me the new about my grandmother i cried so much i loved her a lot but i have to be strong and not to cry 😭
i love ur video keep up the great work and sorry for ur mom
My friend from first grade, a guy i saw almost on a a weekly basis, hung himself in med-school August 11th, 2019, Just 6 weeks ago and it still doesn't seem real. I feel like hes just going to shoot me a text or call me and i still havent come to the realization that i will never speak to him again.... But life goes on.. cherish your loved ones my friends.
Most unique motovlog I’ve ever watched. I feel like I went on a ride and made a new friend. You are brave and genuine.
My mom died of cancer/ so knows how it feels 😔
@@SingleTurbo300zx disrespectful as fuck
Corban A-V if what he’s saying is true that his mom died if cancer then I’m sorry for your loss but if you are lying for no reason for him to just like your comment or someshit then your just fucked up because I feel like he’s lying he’s not really sincere about jt
I just don't trust fortnite players sooo..... Lies
Corban A-V your name is Corban shut the fuck up
Same
I'm not crying... My eyes are just sweaty😭 I feel u man and my condolences
This types of videos makes you think how truly blessed we really are. Thats why i will always love both of my parents
Honestly stan, i know how you felt during the time my dad was diganosed with stage 4 lung cancer and was given 3 months to live but thankfully hes still alive almost 2 years later. Its hard times man.
New orange color is doper than i expected 👏😍
Dats a new one? 🤔
@@aravindam1244 who i or the color?
New, but old!
@@rohankumarbadaik6550 bike
A lot of respect that you tell us this from germany man 💪🏼
Damn bro I really teared up during this my mom and my dad broke up but i just cant imagine how it feels. Stay strong bro I’ll always support you✊
Bro you just reminded me that my great grandmother has stage 4 cancer terminal and now I'm crying and sorry for your loss your mom probaly had a beautiful voice and was very beautiful
It’s amazing that you still lived your life to the fullest, inspiring, love would love to see more positive stuff on here
I appreciate you sharing your story, I know you didnt have to but I lost my grandma april of this year I know it's not my parent but I cried when my grandma passed I was sad, if I think of her I shed tears,its very different without her seeing every day or weekend to go sleep over or just say hi abuela,when cancer was killing her slowly before it got really bad, I regret not going to her house on my bike ,I told myself she will be fine she survive it, she had survived it twice already, so I told myself I'll see her tomorrow, I went to visit her maybe 4 times out of the month or 2 months, she went to one of those homes bc my mom couldn't take care of her bc of work, and I went to school, so every day we went to visit her, I went on the weekend bc my mom was tired ,she passed late early April, when I saw her for the last time without the casket I said to myself over time I regretted saying "sorry grandma I didnt visit you more, the day of the funeral, when I saw her get sealed in the wall, I said and think to this day, I'll graduate highschool for you" she always told "mehito te portas bien en escuela" I said yes grandma i will but in Spanish, when she passed I always though of times when she said "when I pass you will remember me and what I said", of course at that time i thought she would never die no time soon, then all my memories of her flooded back and whenever i do think of her they always come back,
Sorry for telling you guys this if you really read it all which i doubt you did, but i had that built up over the month and had to say it, sorry and thank you for reading if you did, have a nice day and life everyone if you have a love one obviously spend time with them when you say you will, bc i know everyone knows the but time waits for no one so when someone passes they/life will never come back, so enjoy with and people you love
I was crying while writing this lol
Sorry for your loss man
Have a great day and always remember you can always overcome any situation you may be in no matter how tough it may seem
@@trentonwelch9506 thank you
@@--200dds thank you for your message and support , you too have a nice day , hope nothing but the best for everyone
Holy shit I’m crying wtf I haven’t cried in 10 years
Expressing your personal life on social media the good and the bad take a lot of courage and guts to do, we respect you and love your video.
I feel very sorry for you that is almost making me cry
Wow. This makes me think how easy my life is I am sooooooooo sorry for the people who have lost there parents at a young age and I want to let you know you are not alone
I’m really sorry about your mom that’s how my grandma died
DON'T WORRY STAN
WE ARE ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE
Even I lost my dad. Looking in the comments section there are many people with the same situation
We should support each other in bad times. STAY STRONG BRO
when you're riding with your friend at highspeeds and he whispers *you ever feel like dying?*
I know how you feel I have pretty much lost my hole family when I was 4 I lost my dad my mom had to get another job and work many hours so we moved in with my grandma I became very close with my grandma and she died then we moved in with my great grandmother and I was very close with her and she died. fast forward a couple years and now i am 12 and my aunt lost her job and then we invited her to move in with us she was so depressed that she killed her self in the house that I sleep in every night so if you ever lose somebody just remember they’re always people that will be here for you and I can relate and please don’t ever take your own life I have been fucked up because of it my whole life . Oh and by the way I forgot to mention that throughout all of this my mom had a stroke and was in the hospital for about a year and a half my grade started to slip and then I got diagnosed with dyslexia so to be honest my whole life has been pretty shitty and yet I love every day and live every day to the fullest 💯
I'm so sorry for your loss man I really am cas I lost my mum last year frome cancer to😭
All the way from Baton Rouge, Louisiana, Stan you have grown to be such an amazing person. You’re strength & determination is amazing. You may have lost your mother, but you’ve gained an extended family from all over. I’ve been watching your vids for the past 3 months now, & you inspired me to get out of my fear of motorbikes. I recently completed my msf course & im currently working on getting my 1st bike in April... You gained a new & forever subscriber..... Peace & blessing to you bro.
im 10 and my mom died from breast cancer i know what you are feeling it takes time to get over it but you never forget it rip my mom died 4 months ago
I feel you man. I'm only 14, but I'm crying listening to this because my dad just passed away to suicide. It has only been a few months but its been so tough not seeing my dad or going over to his house. My dad and my mom were divorced for around 12 years. I cry just thinking about how my dad felt not being able to see us as much as my mom. I'm just realizing how much I really need him and how much I miss him. I've watched a few of your videos and when I watched this one, it hit me hard. I'm also realizing that I'm not the only one in this boat. It'll never be the same and you'll never really move on. I still assume that those little things are signs my dad is near me and trying to reach me but there is no sure way of me knowing. This has really helped me understand what others have gone through, so thank you.
thats sad bro
Makes me realize how blessed I am, god bless you Stan. ♥️
Hey stan. Im sorry for your loss man, i fully support you. I underatand how you feel and you are very brave to talk about it on youtube. Keep up the good work.
Real talk with Stan the moto man 👊🏽👊🏼👊🏻👊🏾👊🏿👊 #stanfam
Do you remember the crash?
We can see ur face little bit 😁
stan the story man
Awww, bless your heart. Thank you for sharing your tragic but growing experience. I love that you have your bike and that it brings therapy to and for you. I enjoy your videos and don’t mind at all that you don’t show your face. I get it!
Thank you!!
Im so sorry for u.
At the age of 14 i lost my dad too.
I feel with u😕
Hey Stan I just want you to know that we are all always here for you
Wow...this vid made me think about all things in the world that we all take for granted
Stan i have no clue if youll ever see this, but you popped up in my recommended feed and I have never watched any of your vids...i want to say im so so very sorry you had to grow up like that. I cant believe that happened to you, but you have all my love. Its heartwarming to know youre grown up and living by yourself. Many wouldnt have been able to take the pain..
well i lost 3 people that i love this decade, i lost my grandmother from cancer at year 2011, i lost my uncle from TB at year 2018 and my grandfather cause by water in his lungs at year 2019, well i promise them to payback their kindness when i got a job but well, it didnt go as planned...
Programmed Oni U LIKE THE RACISM DATS GOING ON RN AND KOBE BRYANT DIED AUSTRALIA BUSH WILD FIRE AND COVID-19
But sorry for your losses.
Awwww man I feel so bad for you no one should go true that
Idea for storytime with Stan: The day I got really hurt
i really hope ur doing better. we care about u stan, and we will always support you.
This is the first vdeo i watched from you im sorry that happened but i liked subscribed and turned on notifications to show my love to you and your parents
Stan the man
Thanks for sharing, Stan. And I hope you reconnect with your dad in the future.
Yup , Warrior
One day hopefully!
Well hope your better now
you are such a strong and grounded young man. I was 32 when my husband died in January of 2001 and my mom died in October the same year. It doesn't matter how old you are, it is very hard and so life changing. God Bless You.