My Dearest Yoshi, my Angel 🐕♥️

This video is a little long 25:29, it's my compilation of Yoshi from his good old days, to falling sick and journeying into his final day. I just want you all to see the sweetness of this little angel. You don't have to watch in full, I'm grateful to be able to share my Yoshi with you all.
To all my dearest friends, I sincerely thank each and everyone of you showing me your love, your solidarity and prayers during this painful and difficult time of losing my dearest angel Yoshi. The amount of pain inside my heart is indescribable. But receiving your love and compassion helps ease the pain in my heart knowing that you all cared for me and adored my dearest Yoshi from all over the world. And that's indeed a Blessing.
When you look at this two videos, you'll understand how Yoshi's departure had a great impact on me.
The unconditional love, adoration, faithfulness and loyalty I received from Yoshi for the past 13 years is something very hard for me to accept his departure.
His sickness came quite suddenly. On the 9th April at night after I uploaded my video I'll Always Go Walking With You, coincidentally the same night my dear Yoshi was becoming unwell. He started choking/coughing non stop. I rushed him to the Veterinary hospital the following early morning. Yoshi was admitted for a day and the X-ray shows that his heart has enlarged and had fluids buildup in his lung. Yoshi was treated and sent home with medication. But although over the next two weeks he has shown improvement, I noticed that he's weakening. Despite being unwell, he still shows some of his angelic mischief around in the house. His alertness with his spying eyes never failed to tail me. His loving morning kisses the moment my alarm went off together with his kangaroo hops all over my bed never stopped. Therefore I didn't expect him to be so sickly. But on the 29th Monday morning, he didn't do his morning kisses and kangaroo hops when my alarm went off because he was choking with his coughing the whole of Sunday night. I took him to the Veterinary Hospital again early in the morning, but this time, he is just not himself anymore, he has to tilt his head to breathe. I had to leave him for half a day observation which Yoshi didn't struggle to want me to carry him like which he usually does. He will always struggle his way to come back to me whoever is carrying him.
When I went to pick him in the afternoon, Dr just told me to let him go peacefully at home.
Yoshi sat up looking out at the window all the way home from the moment we left the Vet hospital. But the moment he reached home, he was struggling with his breathing but his eyes kept eyeing me all the way. I carried him throughout the entire evening and kept telling him to go. I sat with my two boys and we talked to Yoshi, thanking him for his love and joy he has brought us, and it's okay for him to leave us. But Yoshi was such a fighter, he refused to go and the whole night he was sleeping beside me. At one point when I have fallen asleep in between of taking care of him, and I woke up couldn't find him, he actually went to his second brother room laying outside his door. He tilted his head up to look at me when he saw me, I said "Awww, you're sleeping here, I was looking for you". I picked him up and returned to the bed together, he slept with his body touching mine. Then he soiled the bed because he couldn't get up to urinate which he always does. For 13 years, Yoshi have never peed on the bed before, he's well trained and he's one of the most cultured and well mannered dog.
I got up to clean him, wiping him because he cannot be bathed.
You'll see how he kisses me after I've cleaned him up. He hasn't been able to kiss me a lot since Monday early morning.
While I was wiping him, I was telling him "I cannot shower you baby, Dr says no shower, but I'll wipe you clean and you're still be good looking to go back to Heaven" . That's where I knew he's ready to go, because he kissed me 😥
When we've reached the Veterinary clinic before entering the room, Yoshi even gave us his best look with both his ears perked up and big eyes when me, my two boys and him took a Wefie. Particularly the one with me, he's so handsome.
I placed my lips on his face when Dr is administering the jab, I saw him slipped away peacefully half way when Dr was injecting him.
My heart not only just broken to pieces, it has shattered.
Yoshi is my son for 13 years and I am his world. We bought Yoshi home when he was 3 months old and when I was at my lowest point in life. Yoshi gave and brought us so much love, joy and laughter. He has taught my two sons to be more responsible, caring and disciplined. The most beautiful part, Yoshi has made me a much better person.
It's so painful without Yoshi, but I know time will heal. Knowing God is blessing my dearest sweet angel Yoshi in Heaven peacefully, my heart is at peace 🙏🙏.
Thank you to you all my dearest friends, much love, hugs and respect from me to you all 🙏❤️