You are probably more accomplished than most “adults” out there because your changes and adaptions show progress of a person rather than someone who continues on one path never questioning anything
I have been watching your channel since you were in high school, on the golf team, had a hedgehog, etc. I can’t say that I think you’ve “changed” necessarily. I think myself as a viewer could always see your true spontaneous and crazy self. I think your life has changed and you’ve become more confident, but I think you’re still the same Sydney you’ve always been deep down!
A quote that helped me accept change, “you are not a tree, you are not stuck, you are allowed to move”. I’ve been a subscriber for a few years now and incredibly proud of you ❤️
It’s so crazy that people judge and get angry with you for essentially being yourself and not being afraid of change vs the majority of people who are TERRIFIED of change. You’re so strong, and brave. You seem different in the best way possible. Your 20’s are about finding and defining yourself. Establishing who you are, what you believe, and what you want to do & you are doing it incredibly well friend. ❤️❤️
As someone who also restarted their life at 20, I am so supportive of this journey. Losing faith, gaining faith, losing a serious relationship is all so hard but makes you so complete. Best wishes- it always gets better
You’re truly an inspiration to so many. At the end of the day all the matters is your relationship with Jesus and all that he has for you. He’s rooting for you! We’re rooting for you!
This video made me so emotional. Hearing you be so honest about your experience with mental health and talking about the choice between ruining your life or ending it really hit home. I so appreciate your honesty and am really happy that I’ve gotten the opportunity to watch you grow and become happier through the years. Excited to see what’s to come!
absolutely so proud to see you start over. I’ve watched you grow up and now i’m just excited to see you grow even more! thank you for being an inspiration! and keep pushing out these amazing videos! they make my day! 🤍
I’ve been watching you since 2016 and watching you go through every phase in your life up until this point, I can confidently say that you are exactly where you are meant to be. It’s so clear that you’re finally being true to yourself and living your life to the fullest. So proud of you & so excited to see you grow more & more !! 🖤 new syd has only just begun
I love that you shared your story *testimony if you will*. I love that you talked about your relationship with God and the fact that you are continuing to grow in that relationship. You’re just glowing all over and I love seeing that. I’m 24 years old I believe I found your channel 2 years ago. But I’m still living with my parents but working hard to move out and start a life for myself. Since 2019 I’ve had plans to move back to Texas to the Waco area. Texas is where I was born and raised. Anyways for those who don’t understand the fact that you turned your life around to a more peaceful life through Jesus well its their loss for not wanting to stick around. You continue being who you are and continue growing into the person God wants you to be.
your story is so inspiring! i have watched you grow and change into the person you are today over the past year and it has truly inspired me to start my journey to become my true and authentic self 💛
I remember watching you when you moved out the first time... crazy to see what your journey has been! but God is so good. never be ashamed of taking a different way of life. so excited to see what God has on this path for you!
To see and grow how much you have changed .The ups and down on this crazy roller coaster called life .I’m so happy to see how happy you are and doing what you want to do and not worry what others think .Can’t wait to see how much farther you will become and succeed at life no matter what curve balls get thrown at you…you have proven you can do it all.
i have watched your videos for 6 years now and i have never been more proud of you. you have accomplished so much for only being 20 years old. i have never seen you so happy. keep doing what you’re doing! 🤍🤍
this is the most raw and vulnerable i've seen you be in the 5 years i've been subscribed to you. Gods got His hand in your life and you are thriving truly! so proud to see who you become and what you do with it!
you are incredible. despite everything you’ve been through you are still here and you are living your authentic and true life and I’m so happy for you, Sydney. I love you and remember this is not the end it’s just the beginning to a brand new dawn 🤍.
this is amazing. i’m so proud of you not only for working on yourself but being so vulnerable and sharing this with the world. i also went through some of the hardest times of my life recently and i relate to this a lot. love you syd
Syd thank you for making this video. There is nothing wrong with change. When I heard you say if you’d told me 10 years ago this is where I’d be I have never related more. I say that all the time. I turned 30 last fall and looking back at all I went through good and bad in my 20s wow. I’m definitely not quite where I want to be now but I’m working on getting there and being the best me I can. That’s all you can do in life, I’m glad you’ve found some happiness. Wishing all the best for you in your new journey!
Oh my gosh, I've been watching you ever since you were 17 and this video just made me so happy. You've grown so much Syd and I love this style of video! So proud of you. Keep growing ❤🦋
I subscribed when you were 14, you are the same age as me and i was kinda struggling with the same thing, showing my true self, i can imagine struggling with that along with having a platform on the internet where people judge you for it. YOU are so amazing and showing the change in yourself is truly so inspiring, proud of you is an understatement, please continue to change into who you are supposed to be and being unapologetically yourself ❤️
I've been following you for probably about 2 years now, or something close to that, and im super excited for you. i love that you're living your truth and doing things for you, its definitely not easy to mute the noise of everyone telling you what you should or shouldn't be doing according to them, but its awesome that you've been able to just follow your heart and do what's best for you. its not easy, but you seem to be doing really well and i absolutely love that for you. keep following your heart, and I'm super excited to follow you on this next chapter!
honestly i applaud you. Change is not bad. listening to u talk about how u used to be depressed and pulled yourself out of it is sooo inspiring. your def such a strong person and never let anyone tell you otherwise. never believe the hate. you do whats right for you no matter what or how scary and honestly i wish i could do that. i wish i could be as strong as you. Gooood job syd. Proud
i’m so proud of you and so thankful i’ve been able to watch your journey for years now. you’re doing amazing and as long as you’re happy that’s all that matters. so happy to see the real sydney ❤️
Wow. Been here since the vlogs years ago. Proud of you and your transformed heart, sister. Your story will reach millions for the Kingdom. Sending love!
Your truly doing an amazing job with yourself Sydney! I’m so very happy and very proud of you and how far you’ve come from this!! I’ve literally been watching you since Dallin left for his two year mission trip and a little before that too! But seeing who you are now, I’m speechless!! I feel like your still figuring out yourself but that’s all apart of being young! But you’ve seemed to have found your happiness!! Love you Syd! Keep doing you and keep your head high! You’re beautiful and don’t ever let anyone tell you different! Love your new hair as well! ♥️🧡♥️
Youve been through so much and not only a lot of life changes but you share everything with the world which most people don’t! Thank you for sharing the importance and showcasing that no matter how young or old we will always be changing and working on our mental health and overall well-being! Life is fun in my opinion no matter what (:
I rarely leave comments, but this was like a movie, and a privilege to have a sneak peak into someone’s life. I’m i think much older than your regular audience (36), but i truly enjoy watching everything. And you’ve been through a lot. I wish you only happiness and be yourself, love yourself! You are amazing! Good luck and have fun!
Also Ik we don't know eachother at all. But you amaze me every day. You're a incredible person doing incredible things. I'm so proud of you and everything you do. Stay strong and keep doing what you enjoy and what's best for you. 💕
ive basically been watching since they very beginning of your channel, being from kcmo i loved that u were someone who came from somewhere so close to my home and can i just say, i have loved watching you become this person! change is not always a bad thing! it just means today, this is who you are and who you wanna be! and growing is the best thing anyone can do! i just know your younger self would be so proud of you!
Wow, this is such an amazing video. You've grown so much, Syd and I am so amazed with how far you've come. Your bravery to take the steps to put your emotions first is honestly so admirable. I've gone through extremely tough situations at your age and I could've never came close to the wisdom you have found within yourself. Even now that I'm 26, I struggle with the fear of what change would bring. Though I don't know you personally, I'm so beyond happy for you. I'm so glad you've found a group of people who love you and appreciate you through life's ebbs and flows. God bless you wherever life leads you. I'm so happy to finally get to meet your truest self. 💖
Syd... our journies are NEVER EVER over. Once you realize that we're all going through life and none of us know what we're doing, it feels a little better. We're all just doing the best we can to live the one and only life we get. Do you, for you. You're not gonna like this but you're SOOOOO young!!! You have SO much time to live your life! How could you have "ruined" it before it's even started?! You got this. I'm so proud of you and glad you have not given up - some of us have to fight for our lives, keep up the fight! ❤️
So beyond proud! There is so much freedom Jesus! You are a daughter, you are called, and your identity lies within Christ! Jeremiah 29:11 is your verse, “for I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future”. You have a future because of he knows the path you need/will take! Trust in him and he will make you path straight! So excited to go on this journey with you through TH-cam! All love, girl! ❤️❤️
I’m on a very similar journey to you. Ended a 5 year relationship, found new friends in a new state and starting fresh, and it’s the best I’ve ever been. Love you and can’t wait to keep following your journey
I LOVE THIS VIDEO!!! I feel like I have grown up with you and seen the changes you have made for yourself. I’m glad that it has brought you to a place we’re you are comfortable in yourself and don’t feel like you need to fit other people’s views.
And that’s on Jesus!! I love you Syd and i was i could hug you and let you cuddle my cats and dogs. You’re so strong and I’m so proud of you. Excited to watch you change more for the better ❤️
This is so inspirational! You are very strong, resilient, patient, positive, faithful, warrior... not because you’ve always stay like that, but because when you fell, you raised your eyes to heaven, and said.... “the ground is not my place. I’ve been created for a higher purpose” Im happy to see that. The processes in life and trials are not easy, but the Lord is with you in every season. The Bible says: “Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:12-13 NIV and also: “Even those who are young grow weak; young people can fall exhausted. But those who trust in the LORD for help will find their strength renewed. They will rise on wings like eagles; they will run and not get weary; they will walk and not grow weak.” Isaiah 40:30-31 GNB
Although you never have to give an explanation, your story is amazing and beautiful and it’s gotten you to where you are now. A wonderful God fearing woman!
I have been going through a lot. I lost my cousin in a flood. A year ago one of my friends past away. My sort of grandpa past away. Right now sucks. Thank you for posting this. I am ready to start over to. I want this to be a new beginning. Thank you for this amazing video.
I could not be more proud of you! I honestly have so much respect for you and have loved watching you become the person you are today. I’m just glad I get to follow along on your journey to becoming the best person you can be💕
I understand the anxiety and depression be your and don’t listen to the negative mindset or negative people saying they don’t know you . Your growing as a person your going to change 🤍
Im crying. Your so strong i cant even- i couldn't imagine having to go thru all those things in my late teens and early 20s. Keep going, we're all soo soo proud of who you are and that you've found yourself. You go queen!!!
Sydney, long time subscriber here. It warms my heart to see you happy after all I’ve watched you go through. Never stop being yourself. I admire that about you. Change is GROWTH!
I started watching around when you were 16 and i could tell that everything you went thought was going happen and you were going become super happy and who you are today
Can't believe the haters are saying you "ruined your life" before it's barely begun. What a load of nonsense. If something's not working for you - a relationship, a religion, a job - you should leave it for something that fits you better. Life is short and there's no sense in wasting it by being unhappy just to stick to the script and please other people. If they call you a quitter or say you've changed that's a compliment in my book!
I have been here for such a long time, I recognized all the clips in this video and I just want to say I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! Change is hard for a lot of people and you thrive with it and that is NOT something to be ashamed of. You have so many experiences under your belt already that have built you into a strong and self- assured individual and that's more than a LOT of people can say. Keep focusing on you, being your authentic self makes you glow. ☺
Been subscribed since you got married and I can definitely say I’ve enjoyed watching you evolve and grow into your most authentic self. I am so happy you chose to live and even more joyful that you chose Jesus! I pray He continues to guide you as you learn more about yourself and live in peace. Always remember the Joy of the Lord is and will always be your strength. I’ll keep praying for you Syd. Hands down your best video, so proud of you! Keep up the great work and I can’t wait to grow with you even more. Love you sis🤍
Speaking from experience, I have changed so much from 19-23, you didn’t lose who you were, you didn’t throw anything away, you’ve found who you are and love it! And you know what sometimes that’s all that matters and of course have Jesus in the center but I’m so proud of you Syd, been watching you since you were 16, on how you do your braids for school haha I feel like we’re friends and we’d vibe so much! Keep going strong and it’s growing pains we allll go through them some earlier some later. Love you girl! Love to see your shine back 😁💕
you are adorable! And, I love your new hair. And, you look so gorgeous and happy and alive. Change has been so good for you! Keep living and changing and enjoying life (I'm old enough to be your grandmother). Love your sweet countenance, and outlook. Much happiness to you, Sydney!
I loved this video so much !!! I’ve been subscribed since you were 16 and it’s crazy how far I’ve come myself since then and I want to say I’m so proud of u queen and finding yourself
You're growing up and maturing. You're honestly just the more mature happy loving version of your younger self. Like you seem so genuine, so you. It's funny that people are being weird about it... because you're only 20 you're still growing and changing and still becoming you. We're all growing we're all discovering ourselves... and you're just taking bigger and faster steps... jumping right into the things you enjoy and want to do. It's not that you're different It's that you're discovering the you, you actually want to be. Honestly you're doing everything right 💕
I’m happy you figured everything out you always gave off good vibes and made my e short time I knew you at Kickapoo a great time I hope everything gets better
You may never see this, but YOU ARE SO STRONG. I’m so proud of you for doing the HARD things in order to grow and improve yourself and learn !💗 that is inspiring and brave.
I really like this video. Thank you for being open and honest !! I subscribed when you were 16, and we all go through the tricky process called growth! Sending love
I remember when I saw you dabbing with your highlighted hair as your 16 year old self in that viral music video that followed some internet trend. You looked so vibrant and you felt so popular. Since your video was met with so much skepticism, and since I enjoy observing the decadence of people I was naturally delighted to find a hidden gem among this internet labyrinth. Your story is inspiring. I never knew the tear-shaped paths made in the makeup could be red.
The way I see it, those Lessons and blessings, It's how you interpret what happens to you good and bad and choosing to make the most of the time you have.
LOVE this style video!!!!! It’s definitely impossible to pull off if you’re not being genuine but you’re are so inspirationally yourself it just highlights YOU and your thoughts in the best possible way! Thank you for being you, it encourages me to be me💗
Love this and love you! You are a wonderful young woman and it is so inspiring to see God working through you. Keep doing you, so overwhelmingly happy for you.
This video was absolutely amazing. Most people your age are still usually living with their parents. What most people don’t realize is that if you don’t take risks or changes things won’t get better. It’s amazing to see living proof that taking risks don’t necessarily mean bad things will happen. Keep doing what you love and most of all stay true to yourself forget about those haters.
holy i love your hair! i jus recently got into youtube again and this is your first video i’ve seen since 2 years ago. i’m proud of you hunny keep growing. it’s a long hard process but you’re doing amazing.❤️
This was an amazing video. Super proud and happy for you Syd! You are not alone and you never will be. Be who you need to be, your authentic self. And that self changes time to time, whether people want to admit that or not.
I literally love u for being your true self you've never seemed more like yourself than now. We're so proud of who you've become and how far you have worked for. I wish you the best in love, friendship, and success.
Sydney I just have to say that your one of my comfort creators and you’ve inspired me to do things that I want that others clearly don’t want me to do. You are one of the biggest inspirations in my life and I love how you’ve grown and become the you you’ve always wanted to be these past 3 years that I’ve been watching your videos for. From the bottom of my heart thank you❤️❤️❤️
Syd this is HANDS DOWN the best video you have EVER put out. I am so excited to see your growth!!! Love you!
I LOVE YOU
I would agree it’s shows how much u have changed you did amazing turning your life around. You did a great job
You are probably more accomplished than most “adults” out there because your changes and adaptions show progress of a person rather than someone who continues on one path never questioning anything
omg that's so sweet
well said!!
Freedom looks good on you 🖤 Jesus made you wild and different. I’m so happy to see you owning it
yesssss
I’m 22 and still have no idea what I’m doing and I’m convinced no one else does either, you’re gonna do great things syd
honestly so true, we are all trying our best and we need to be nicer to everyone!
agreed! and same age here! look at our parents nobody knows what they will be honestly and we just should live to be happy!
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wow, this is incredible
continue to grow and be exactly who you want to be
happiness looks so so good on you
thank you!!!
6:40 broke me 😭 i’m so grateful you chose to still be here, i’m so lucky to have you syd 💕 love you
i love youuuu
I have been watching your channel since you were in high school, on the golf team, had a hedgehog, etc. I can’t say that I think you’ve “changed” necessarily. I think myself as a viewer could always see your true spontaneous and crazy self. I think your life has changed and you’ve become more confident, but I think you’re still the same Sydney you’ve always been deep down!
aw thank you!!
A quote that helped me accept change, “you are not a tree, you are not stuck, you are allowed to move”. I’ve been a subscriber for a few years now and incredibly proud of you ❤️
You’re absolutely glowing now and I’m so happy to see you becoming more aligned with yourself❤️ continue being amazing Sydney!!
thank you so much!
It’s so crazy that people judge and get angry with you for essentially being yourself and not being afraid of change vs the majority of people who are TERRIFIED of change.
You’re so strong, and brave. You seem different in the best way possible.
Your 20’s are about finding and defining yourself. Establishing who you are, what you believe, and what you want to do & you are doing it incredibly well friend. ❤️❤️
As someone who also restarted their life at 20, I am so supportive of this journey. Losing faith, gaining faith, losing a serious relationship is all so hard but makes you so complete. Best wishes- it always gets better
sydneyyyy! i loved how raw this was! you’ve grown so much. thank you for allowing us to see just a small glimpse of your every day reality.
thank you for the support!
You’re truly an inspiration to so many. At the end of the day all the matters is your relationship with Jesus and all that he has for you. He’s rooting for you! We’re rooting for you!
You are radiating with confidence and it's so amazing to see. We love seeing someone become so comfortable in their own skin
The "coincidence" she posted this the same time im starting to change everything abt my life is a sign 2 full send. & that's on what?! 💅 Period 💅
This video made me so emotional. Hearing you be so honest about your experience with mental health and talking about the choice between ruining your life or ending it really hit home. I so appreciate your honesty and am really happy that I’ve gotten the opportunity to watch you grow and become happier through the years. Excited to see what’s to come!
GIRL YOU REALLY CHANGED!!!!! AND IM SO GLAD YOU BELIEVED URSELF!!!!!!!
absolutely so proud to see you start over. I’ve watched you grow up and now i’m just excited to see you grow even more! thank you for being an inspiration! and keep pushing out these amazing videos! they make my day! 🤍
thank you!!
This version is my favourite version of Sydney! I’m 23 but I’m inspired by you! Keep doing what you’re doing! 💕
I loved your videos as a teen, and always have felt you were a great example to me. 🤍 you look amazing, glowing, in this new light.
God has a calling on your life. I'm so happy for the journey you've gone through and the person you've become. I pray for the best for you
I’ve been watching you since 2016 and watching you go through every phase in your life up until this point, I can confidently say that you are exactly where you are meant to be. It’s so clear that you’re finally being true to yourself and living your life to the fullest. So proud of you & so excited to see you grow more & more !! 🖤 new syd has only just begun
I love that you shared your story *testimony if you will*. I love that you talked about your relationship with God and the fact that you are continuing to grow in that relationship. You’re just glowing all over and I love seeing that. I’m 24 years old I believe I found your channel 2 years ago. But I’m still living with my parents but working hard to move out and start a life for myself. Since 2019 I’ve had plans to move back to Texas to the Waco area. Texas is where I was born and raised. Anyways for those who don’t understand the fact that you turned your life around to a more peaceful life through Jesus well its their loss for not wanting to stick around. You continue being who you are and continue growing into the person God wants you to be.
your story is so inspiring! i have watched you grow and change into the person you are today over the past year and it has truly inspired me to start my journey to become my true and authentic self 💛
This is strength, resilience, self love, and so much more in it's purest form. Love it and love you!
I remember watching you when you moved out the first time... crazy to see what your journey has been! but God is so good. never be ashamed of taking a different way of life. so excited to see what God has on this path for you!
Mormonism is literally what ruined her life lmao
To see and grow how much you have changed .The ups and down on this crazy roller coaster called life .I’m so happy to see how happy you are and doing what you want to do and not worry what others think .Can’t wait to see how much farther you will become and succeed at life no matter what curve balls get thrown at you…you have proven you can do it all.
i have watched your videos for 6 years now and i have never been more proud of you. you have accomplished so much for only being 20 years old. i have never seen you so happy. keep doing what you’re doing! 🤍🤍
this is the most raw and vulnerable i've seen you be in the 5 years i've been subscribed to you. Gods got His hand in your life and you are thriving truly! so proud to see who you become and what you do with it!
Not me tearing up 😭 You're such an inspiration Syd, keep doing you.
you are incredible. despite everything you’ve been through you are still here and you are living your authentic and true life and I’m so happy for you, Sydney. I love you and remember this is not the end it’s just the beginning to a brand new dawn 🤍.
this is amazing. i’m so proud of you not only for working on yourself but being so vulnerable and sharing this with the world. i also went through some of the hardest times of my life recently and i relate to this a lot. love you syd
life is hard, im glad you are making it through it
Syd thank you for making this video. There is nothing wrong with change. When I heard you say if you’d told me 10 years ago this is where I’d be I have never related more. I say that all the time. I turned 30 last fall and looking back at all I went through good and bad in my 20s wow. I’m definitely not quite where I want to be now but I’m working on getting there and being the best me I can. That’s all you can do in life, I’m glad you’ve found some happiness. Wishing all the best for you in your new journey!
Oh my gosh, I've been watching you ever since you were 17 and this video just made me so happy. You've grown so much Syd and I love this style of video! So proud of you. Keep growing ❤🦋
I subscribed when you were 14, you are the same age as me and i was kinda struggling with the same thing, showing my true self, i can imagine struggling with that along with having a platform on the internet where people judge you for it. YOU are so amazing and showing the change in yourself is truly so inspiring, proud of you is an understatement, please continue to change into who you are supposed to be and being unapologetically yourself ❤️
I’m so happy you decided to stay🥺 you’ve not only changed my life but so many others! You have a place in this world❤️
I've been following you for probably about 2 years now, or something close to that, and im super excited for you. i love that you're living your truth and doing things for you, its definitely not easy to mute the noise of everyone telling you what you should or shouldn't be doing according to them, but its awesome that you've been able to just follow your heart and do what's best for you. its not easy, but you seem to be doing really well and i absolutely love that for you. keep following your heart, and I'm super excited to follow you on this next chapter!
honestly i applaud you. Change is not bad. listening to u talk about how u used to be depressed and pulled yourself out of it is sooo inspiring. your def such a strong person and never let anyone tell you otherwise. never believe the hate. you do whats right for you no matter what or how scary and honestly i wish i could do that. i wish i could be as strong as you. Gooood job syd. Proud
i’m so proud of you and so thankful i’ve been able to watch your journey for years now. you’re doing amazing and as long as you’re happy that’s all that matters. so happy to see the real sydney ❤️
Wow. Been here since the vlogs years ago. Proud of you and your transformed heart, sister. Your story will reach millions for the Kingdom. Sending love!
Your truly doing an amazing job with yourself Sydney! I’m so very happy and very proud of you and how far you’ve come from this!! I’ve literally been watching you since Dallin left for his two year mission trip and a little before that too! But seeing who you are now, I’m speechless!! I feel like your still figuring out yourself but that’s all apart of being young! But you’ve seemed to have found your happiness!! Love you Syd! Keep doing you and keep your head high! You’re beautiful and don’t ever let anyone tell you different! Love your new hair as well! ♥️🧡♥️
Youve been through so much and not only a lot of life changes but you share everything with the world which most people don’t! Thank you for sharing the importance and showcasing that no matter how young or old we will always be changing and working on our mental health and overall well-being! Life is fun in my opinion no matter what (:
Um… can we just say how good she looks! Thank you for making this video. Very powerful!
I rarely leave comments, but this was like a movie, and a privilege to have a sneak peak into someone’s life. I’m i think much older than your regular audience (36), but i truly enjoy watching everything. And you’ve been through a lot. I wish you only happiness and be yourself, love yourself! You are amazing! Good luck and have fun!
Also Ik we don't know eachother at all. But you amaze me every day. You're a incredible person doing incredible things. I'm so proud of you and everything you do. Stay strong and keep doing what you enjoy and what's best for you. 💕
Glad to see you are doing well Syd. Hope you and the fam are enjoying life.
The maturity in this video does not go unnoticed. We are so proud of who you are becoming Sydney! You’re the best!
ive basically been watching since they very beginning of your channel, being from kcmo i loved that u were someone who came from somewhere so close to my home and can i just say, i have loved watching you become this person! change is not always a bad thing! it just means today, this is who you are and who you wanna be! and growing is the best thing anyone can do! i just know your younger self would be so proud of you!
Wow, this is such an amazing video.
You've grown so much, Syd and I am so amazed with how far you've come.
Your bravery to take the steps to put your emotions first is honestly so admirable.
I've gone through extremely tough situations at your age and I could've never came close to the wisdom you have found within yourself.
Even now that I'm 26, I struggle with the fear of what change would bring.
Though I don't know you personally, I'm so beyond happy for you.
I'm so glad you've found a group of people who love you and appreciate you through life's ebbs and flows.
God bless you wherever life leads you.
I'm so happy to finally get to meet your truest self. 💖
Syd... our journies are NEVER EVER over. Once you realize that we're all going through life and none of us know what we're doing, it feels a little better. We're all just doing the best we can to live the one and only life we get. Do you, for you. You're not gonna like this but you're SOOOOO young!!! You have SO much time to live your life! How could you have "ruined" it before it's even started?! You got this. I'm so proud of you and glad you have not given up - some of us have to fight for our lives, keep up the fight! ❤️
So beyond proud! There is so much freedom Jesus! You are a daughter, you are called, and your identity lies within Christ! Jeremiah 29:11 is your verse, “for I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future”. You have a future because of he knows the path you need/will take! Trust in him and he will make you path straight! So excited to go on this journey with you through TH-cam! All love, girl! ❤️❤️
I’m on a very similar journey to you. Ended a 5 year relationship, found new friends in a new state and starting fresh, and it’s the best I’ve ever been. Love you and can’t wait to keep following your journey
I LOVE THIS VIDEO!!! I feel like I have grown up with you and seen the changes you have made for yourself. I’m glad that it has brought you to a place we’re you are comfortable in yourself and don’t feel like you need to fit other people’s views.
the biggest advantage in life is knowing how to roll with the punches because anyone who thinks life is linear is a fool,, so happy for you syd
And that’s on Jesus!! I love you Syd and i was i could hug you and let you cuddle my cats and dogs. You’re so strong and I’m so proud of you. Excited to watch you change more for the better ❤️
This is so inspirational! You are very strong, resilient, patient, positive, faithful, warrior... not because you’ve always stay like that, but because when you fell, you raised your eyes to heaven, and said.... “the ground is not my place. I’ve been created for a higher purpose”
Im happy to see that. The processes in life and trials are not easy, but the Lord is with you in every season. The Bible says:
“Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”
Jeremiah 29:12-13 NIV
and also:
“Even those who are young grow weak; young people can fall exhausted. But those who trust in the LORD for help will find their strength renewed. They will rise on wings like eagles; they will run and not get weary; they will walk and not grow weak.”
Isaiah 40:30-31 GNB
your amazing! oh my gosh I love who you are and can tell people about your faith!
Although you never have to give an explanation, your story is amazing and beautiful and it’s gotten you to where you are now. A wonderful God fearing woman!
Loved the change in faith part of your video. You were always you. Now you don’t have the burden of being anything else for anyone else. Cheers.
I have been going through a lot. I lost my cousin in a flood. A year ago one of my friends past away. My sort of grandpa past away. Right now sucks. Thank you for posting this. I am ready to start over to. I want this to be a new beginning. Thank you for this amazing video.
I could not be more proud of you! I honestly have so much respect for you and have loved watching you become the person you are today. I’m just glad I get to follow along on your journey to becoming the best person you can be💕
I loved the Sydney that you were “back then” and I LOVE the Sydney that you are now. XO
I understand the anxiety and depression be your and don’t listen to the negative mindset or negative people saying they don’t know you . Your growing as a person your going to change 🤍
This was refreshing to watch! So glad to see you smiling, growth is beautiful and you wear it well. ❤❤
There is no better relationship than with the Lord. I am so proud of the person you have become🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️
Im crying. Your so strong i cant even- i couldn't imagine having to go thru all those things in my late teens and early 20s. Keep going, we're all soo soo proud of who you are and that you've found yourself. You go queen!!!
Sydney, long time subscriber here. It warms my heart to see you happy after all I’ve watched you go through. Never stop being yourself. I admire that about you. Change is GROWTH!
I’m 20, got divorced this year and moved too. It’s been so hard but the growth and self love is coming for the both of us! We got this girl💜💜
I started watching around when you were 16 and i could tell that everything you went thought was going happen and you were going become super happy and who you are today
Girl you do you and whatever you want…who cares if you’ve changed your finding yourself. Wish you all the best!
Can't believe the haters are saying you "ruined your life" before it's barely begun. What a load of nonsense. If something's not working for you - a relationship, a religion, a job - you should leave it for something that fits you better. Life is short and there's no sense in wasting it by being unhappy just to stick to the script and please other people. If they call you a quitter or say you've changed that's a compliment in my book!
Loved this video! Keep doing you and learning and growing - NO ONE has it all figured out!
I have been here for such a long time, I recognized all the clips in this video and I just want to say I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! Change is hard for a lot of people and you thrive with it and that is NOT something to be ashamed of. You have so many experiences under your belt already that have built you into a strong and self- assured individual and that's more than a LOT of people can say. Keep focusing on you, being your authentic self makes you glow. ☺
Been subscribed since you got married and I can definitely say I’ve enjoyed watching you evolve and grow into your most authentic self. I am so happy you chose to live and even more joyful that you chose Jesus! I pray He continues to guide you as you learn more about yourself and live in peace. Always remember the Joy of the Lord is and will always be your strength. I’ll keep praying for you Syd. Hands down your best video, so proud of you! Keep up the great work and I can’t wait to grow with you even more. Love you sis🤍
Speaking from experience, I have changed so much from 19-23, you didn’t lose who you were, you didn’t throw anything away, you’ve found who you are and love it! And you know what sometimes that’s all that matters and of course have Jesus in the center but I’m so proud of you Syd, been watching you since you were 16, on how you do your braids for school haha I feel like we’re friends and we’d vibe so much! Keep going strong and it’s growing pains we allll go through them some earlier some later. Love you girl! Love to see your shine back 😁💕
you are adorable! And, I love your new hair. And, you look so gorgeous and happy and alive. Change has been so good for you! Keep living and changing and enjoying life (I'm old enough to be your grandmother). Love your sweet countenance, and outlook. Much happiness to you, Sydney!
I loved this video so much !!! I’ve been subscribed since you were 16 and it’s crazy how far I’ve come myself since then and I want to say I’m so proud of u queen and finding yourself
You're growing up and maturing. You're honestly just the more mature happy loving version of your younger self. Like you seem so genuine, so you. It's funny that people are being weird about it... because you're only 20 you're still growing and changing and still becoming you. We're all growing we're all discovering ourselves... and you're just taking bigger and faster steps... jumping right into the things you enjoy and want to do. It's not that you're different It's that you're discovering the you, you actually want to be. Honestly you're doing everything right 💕
I’m happy you figured everything out you always gave off good vibes and made my e short time I knew you at Kickapoo a great time I hope everything gets better
You may never see this, but YOU ARE SO STRONG. I’m so proud of you for doing the HARD things in order to grow and improve yourself and learn !💗 that is inspiring and brave.
I really like this video. Thank you for being open and honest !! I subscribed when you were 16, and we all go through the tricky process called growth! Sending love
I’ve only been watching you for a few months, but I love the person you are!! Growth is good, and you seem to be glowing now!
I remember when I saw you dabbing with your highlighted hair as your 16 year old self in that viral music video that followed some internet trend. You looked so vibrant and you felt so popular. Since your video was met with so much skepticism, and since I enjoy observing the decadence of people I was naturally delighted to find a hidden gem among this internet labyrinth. Your story is inspiring.
I never knew the tear-shaped paths made in the makeup could be red.
The way I see it, those Lessons and blessings, It's how you interpret what happens to you good and bad and choosing to make the most of the time you have.
LOVE this style video!!!!! It’s definitely impossible to pull off if you’re not being genuine but you’re are so inspirationally yourself it just highlights YOU and your thoughts in the best possible way! Thank you for being you, it encourages me to be me💗
Love this and love you! You are a wonderful young woman and it is so inspiring to see God working through you. Keep doing you, so overwhelmingly happy for you.
This video was absolutely amazing. Most people your age are still usually living with their parents. What most people don’t realize is that if you don’t take risks or changes things won’t get better. It’s amazing to see living proof that taking risks don’t necessarily mean bad things will happen. Keep doing what you love and most of all stay true to yourself forget about those haters.
watched you for years and im so proud of how far you've come!
Don’t listen to the haters there just jealous that your more confident than them. ❤️
holy i love your hair! i jus recently got into youtube again and this is your first video i’ve seen since 2 years ago. i’m proud of you hunny keep growing. it’s a long hard process but you’re doing amazing.❤️
Literally INCREDIBLE!!! Much love to you! So happy that you found Jesus!
You have a light about you. Don’t let anyone dim that.
This was an amazing video. Super proud and happy for you Syd! You are not alone and you never will be. Be who you need to be, your authentic self. And that self changes time to time, whether people want to admit that or not.
I literally love u for being your true self you've never seemed more like yourself than now. We're so proud of who you've become and how far you have worked for. I wish you the best in love, friendship, and success.
I’m so proud & happy for you!! You’re incredibly strong & beautiful Syd. You deserve this!!
Sydney I just have to say that your one of my comfort creators and you’ve inspired me to do things that I want that others clearly don’t want me to do. You are one of the biggest inspirations in my life and I love how you’ve grown and become the you you’ve always wanted to be these past 3 years that I’ve been watching your videos for. From the bottom of my heart thank you❤️❤️❤️
Amazing video! I loved all the clips from when you were a teenager and the storytelling!! Keep being you and sharing goodness!!
I am so proud of you Sydney and to see you so happy now is so beautiful to watch all of the beautiful new you. Love you so much Syd 💕
Sometimes you have to blow up your life to save your life. You’re happy, and it’s so good to see.
ive been here since the start of your youtube career, timber, high school, all your old friends, and i will still be here til the end! ❤️❤️