Thank you, everyone, for your love and support. There are some other videos that will be coming out over the next few weeks that were filmed before my world turned upside down. Please enjoy the joyful colors that are coming up.
So sad for the loss of your Mom. Take all the time you need. My Dad passes in Feb. '99, then Mom passed less than 3 weeks later. I was a Daddy's girl and I still miss him deeply. I feel silly sometimes at the age of 73 saying I want my Daddy, but there are times when his arms would feel so wonderful.
We are all grieving with you, Rebecca. Your Mom will always be with you. She lives on in your heart and in your art work. Take all the time you need. We are with you.
My deepest sympathy for you and your family. I lost my husband unexpectedly a year and a half ago. At the time, I just didn't know how I was going to move forward, but I did. I survived it, and you will survive this, and it will get better. Take the time you need to take care of yourself. God bless!
I lost my brother to Covid the day before Thanksgiving back in 2020. We were 13 months apart so were very close. We had so many plans that just ended up going *poof*. We had just gone to Disney World and Universal Studios in January that year and were planning on either a cruise or going to California to hit Universal Studios there. We had already done Disneyland back in 2017. It's hard to lose someone close to you. Only this year have I really started to move on. Just as Thor Love & Thunder came out, I had a dream about my brother where I told him I missed him. Eerily, that was the same day I saw Thor 4. For those that have seen it, the scene toward the end with Gorr struck me hard because my dream which I had that morning before ever even seeing the movie was eerily similar to that scene. I went to see the movie with my uncle and dad and almost burst out crying. A few months later, I had a dream of my brother and I sitting at a picnic table. People started to come to sit down with us and it filled up but more were coming. My brother then got up and walked away. I took that as him telling me I'd be okay because I had so many others with me. It's hard to lose people, but you're never really alone unless you isolate yourself. There's always someone else beside you even if you don't notice them. Keep going and be strong for your sons because they need you.
My mother died fed 2022 and I've pretty much frozen every since just getting creative in the past few months. Even with comfort in her presence and guidance shortly after the death, several family members had strong experiences, so have no doubt that she is alive and well, its hard to lose your best friend. Thank you for all your wonderful videos and know your mother will always be with you and watching over.
My dad died in 2020 and I didn't want to do anything yarny for a long time. Your videos are one of the things that helped me get back into it, and I discovered I love dying yarn. Take whatever time you need, I'll be watching older videos in the meantime.
Losing a parent, especially a mother, sucks! They have been there literally your whole existence and, whilst you have been bereaved by their loss, ironically, they are the person who would normally comfort you in such moments. I'm not voicing this very well because like many others, I feel your pain. But thank you for this video and for sharing how you're all doing. It will get better I promise. Hang on in there. It takes as long as it takes xxx
I’m sorry for your loss. My mother died unexpectedly too and it does take its toll. Perhaps you should make these skeins into a shawl to honor your mother and eventually have a warm reminder of her to wrap around you. Just remember she will always be alive as long as you keep her in your memories. ❤
The yarns!!!! I personally love the depth of the Yak yarn! Thank you for sharing. You know, dyeing is a process, as is grieving. It can strike quickly, or slowly, and often grief surprises you, and it rarely is repeated in an identical way. But there is ONE who is near the the broken- hearted, and He knows your pain. Praying for you, Rebecca.
So so sorry 😞 🙏🏻 My daughter sent me ultrasound photos of her healthy baby she got for 3 mon today- she lost her first as well as her tube this day a year ago. The rainbow 🌈 dye was so emotional and fitting for today. Thank you for sharing during your difficult time. It helped someone else too, as I sit here crocheting a rainbow baby blanket of 109 colors.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I kept looking at the finished yarn and thinking, "Your mom would love the colors you chose." You'll feel her smiling at you in so many little places as you navigate the world without her. She did a marvelous job raising a really terrific person. I hope you take all the time you need as you learn to move ahead in your new normal. Wishing you and your family peace.
Take all of the time that you need. You have a lot that you need to process and grieve. I suddenly lost my brother in February. He would have turned 50 in April. I have a wonderful family and friends who supports me. It sounds like you do too. I'm praying for you and your family.
I'm very sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 21 years ago August 20th, & I can empathize. I hope you can take joy in her memories & comfort from your family & friends. Love & hugs from NJ. ❤❤❤
I love the "rainbow yarn"!. So sorry to hear about your mom. Please take the time you need to do what you need to take care of yourself. We will be waiting for all the enthusiasm you put into every video.
We’ve never met your mom but if she was half as sunshiny and vibrant as you are the world is at a loss. Her light will continue to shine through you. May you find peace in knowing her love continues in you.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I love watching and learning from your videos! Thank you so much! Take whatever time you need to grieve 😢 I will be waiting for you to come back!😊
Oh Rebecca- my Mom died suddenly Christmas Day and I totally feel for you. Losing your mother forever changes a person. As part of my healing I dyed some yarn using my parent’s favourite colours and I treasure those two skeins. Take time to heal- we will all be here for you sending warm thoughts and prayers to you and your family 🌈💕
My heart breaks for you…you’ve always been an inspiration to me, so I know your mom must have been so proud of you. Your art is beautiful, but your art will also wait on your broken heart to heal. Your vulnerability is a gift. Thanks for sharing, especially when it’s hard. 💙
I am so sad for you about your mother. Thank you for letting us know how you are doing. Your library of videos will keep us learning while you take the time you need to grieve.
Rebecca, take the time you need. We will be here when you are ready. There are no words that can console, so "Be the things you loved most about the people who are gone." I have lost many loved ones, but I have learned that life is still beautiful, the birds still sing, and the children still laugh and play. Love those - who are still here - extra hard. The day will come when you think of mom - you will smile.
Oh, Rebecca. I am so glad you were brave enough to be so honest and raw and beautiful in your conclusions. You are magnificent. And it's absolutely ok for you to not be ok right now. I'm so glad you have so much support and love around you in your real life, and I hope you know that so many of your virtual friends and viewers send you love too. I send you love, and gratitude for all you've shared with us, here. Take care of yourself.
I fast forwarded to the end for now. My heart hurts for you and your family Rebecca. We lost my dad unexpectedly 6 years ago and the grief is so hard. Please know that we are all here supporting you and sending love to you and your family. I am so very sorry for your loss. 🥹💗
Rebecca, this rainbow is absolutely stunning on both bases. If ever you feel ready for it, I'd love to see you explore this color combo more in the future. Sending you and your family all the internet hugs. Take all the time away you need to heal. None of us here in comment-land would ever want the channel and shop to be a burden to you in a time of upheaval.
I can't speak for everyone, but I can say, I am here for you and your family. You are human and you have suffered a terrible loss. You take the time YOU need and we will all be here when you come back. Don't rush the process. We aren't going anywhere. Lots of love!
❤so so sorry for your loss Rebecca. I lost my Mom 2 years ago as well. It gets easier but never easy. You deserve as much time to grieve ad you need. Hugs
I'm so terribly sorry for your enormous loss. Love will live on in all your wonderful memories of your mom. Take whatever time you need. Once again another beautiful colorway. Take care Rebecca. Loving hugs.
I'm sure we all appreciate your efforts to continue posting content, but you take whatever time you want/need for you and your family-- we'll be here when you get back/are ready to be back.
Sending you condolences. It's never easy to deal with loss. You need to take all the time that you require to heal. From a new addicted subscriber that is so inspired by your art❤
Two beautiful rainbow yarns. Rebecca, I am so, so sorry about your mom. Please know that I am wrapping you and your entire family in the biggest hug and a universe of love right now. Take the time you need to grieve. That's important. We'll be here when you're ready to come back.
I feel your pain, having lost my brother unexpectedly. These days will be difficult, but your emotions will ebb and flow. Grieve. Cry. Talk. Be silent. I will continue to keep you in my prayers, Rebecca. You are not alone. 🌈😞💔🙏
Oh Rebecca, my heart breaks for you. Mum’s are so special in our lives. You are sooo brave to talk about this with us. Remember we all care, and send love to you and your family ❤️❤️❤️ Take care of yourself first. You are priority number one.
I'm so sorry for your loss! Please take all the time you need to process and grieve. Losing a family member is very difficult, so I'm wishing you strength and comfort. These rainbow skeins seem like a beautiful way to honor your mom and keep positive thoughts of her in mind.
Oh Rebecca... I am so sorry for your loss :( I lost one of my children in June 2023 to epilepsy, and they happened to be up and doing their art on their tablet. To get that call from their fiancee that morning just flattened me, so i totally understand your pain due to unexpected loss. I hope you gave yourself plenty of grace to feel all the things you needed to feel, and I hope you continue to do so. We see them every day in the things we know they loved (i still sometimes cry in Costco when i see the huge boxes of Pocky 😊). Some days we're close to ok, and sometimes the loss is just as fresh as the first day. Its fabulous that you have such a large support system! Much love to you ❤️🫂❤️🫂
Thank you so much for the love. The grief goes up and down a lot, lately things have been a bit harder especially with Rosh Hashanah coming up tomorrow.
As time goes on, may your tears become smiles and laughter with the memories of such good times and such an important person. As we go through grief, I am reminded that I too am a mom. Although I wish my family won’t grieve too painfully, I know that if I’ve done my job well, giving them fun and joy, direction and companionship, they will go through this wall of pain first, too. Then that well of smiles will be there waiting for them to dip into. ❤
I only catch your videos occasionally and want to express my sympathy. Loss of a parent is a big deal! You need to grieve. That will take time. The colors are lovely that you dyed in this video.
Thinking of you, dear Rebecca. I lost my mom suddenly when I was young, and it doesn't get much harder than that. Do what you need to find your new normal. We'll be here :)
I am so very sorry for your loss Rebecca. Allow yourself all the time you need to process and grieve. I wish you strength in the days and weeks ahead, and soon peace.
My mum passed about a year and a half ago. I understand what you are going through. I am glad to hear that you have a good support system. Take what time you need. Processing this type of thing takes time. Hugs.
Oh Rebecca, I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my mom last December, and earlier today I was cleaning my bedroom and cried making a little memorial space for Mom. Then watched this. Hang in there - wishing you lots of love.
My birthday is in a few weeks - I'm getting excited to celebrate because we're having a big party, but I also know it will be emotional. I'm more nervous for THanksgiving currently.
I’m sorry for your loss. I was fortunate to have my mother longer, but it’s hard no matter when they pass on. Thank you for letting us know and take the time to heal and be with family. My prayers are with you.
Oh, I feel your pain Rebecca, as my mother died this year too. It has taken me a long time to come to terms with the shock, so please, please take as much time as you need, because we all know you will eventually be back. Take good care of yourself. Love the colours today.
Please take all the time you need and do what ever you need to do for you healing. We love you and though we will miss you we want what is best for you.
Take all the time you need. I don't know about everyone else but we are here for you. That you feeling strong enough to give us this update means a lot to us.
You will always feel the loss of your mom . I know this personally. But the pain will ease up in time. I'm so sorry that you and your family have gone through this.
Color is healing, for sure. Sending all the love your way, along with fond memories every time you create a beautiful rainbow to share with the world. I hope your boys are well, they are processing a lot I'm sure.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I understand what you're going through I lost my mom in April and I still cry sometimes for no reason then I realize I miss my mom so much. It will get better
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's never easy, whether it's expected or sudden, it's still a shock. Take time to grieve, try and remember all the good, happy times. And I know that it probably seems impossible to believe at this point, but it does get easier with time. I'm glad to hear that you have a close family, and will be able to support each other.
Thank you for the video. You take all the time you need. I wish I could take your hurt away, but we know that's impossible. Just please, when you feel you can't cope, or it feels like sorrow is consuming you, reach out to a loved one. Just reach out. I am sending you the warmest of hugs. I have you and your family in my thoughts and prayers❤
Much love to you and your family. Your Chemknits family is here for you, take all the time you need. You will know when your ready to take the next step. Grieving is personal and is different for everyone.
Lovely colour, I was skeptical about the yak but it's gorgeous. If I had to guess what midnight and cherry bomb and teal would end up, I'm hoping for some flavour of purple! I'm so sorry for your loss, my dad passed away suddenly in 2002 and it took me years to recover, it was slow and steady, and I took comfort in doing the things I liked doing. I find after a profound loss, it doesn't really hurt less, just less often. I call those "grief attacks". I still get them. Having one right now, and it's ok not to be ok. Do your things as you feel capable, and we'll be here when you're ready. Keep sharing the beauty.
Rebecca, I’m just now hearing about your mom. I just want to send my love. I love your colors and to hear that your mom loved rainbows make this video even better. Take care of you. Much love to you
I am so sorry about your mom I know how you feel my grandmother died and I was very close to her and it took me over 3 years just to get back to my life and it may never be okay but things will get better I wish you all the love and I hope that you and your family have a beautiful rainbow waterfall colored year.
I'm sorry, Sweetie . I talked to my Mum every day. She passed 8years ago. My Dad followed 6 weeks later. I'm not saying I know what you feel because we all grieve differently but I was a Mummy's girl. I still miss both of them daily. It took 6 years before I stopped dreaming I was with them every night - now it's every second night . I know telling you that it will get better will feel hollow but it will happen . Give yourself grace to deal, remember this will flare up your CF and talk to your hubby, family and friends . God bless.
I'm sorry for your loss, I had the dream thing for a few months after my dad died unexpectedly in 2002. Still occasionally get them. Makes it hard to wake up, but the day's still there, waiting for us.
NGL, hearing your voice crack a little brought tears to my eyes. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine that level of grief. It's okay to be not okay for however long it takes. May her memory be a blessing. We're here for you
Of course your are NOT OK. You won't be ok again, but things will be come normal again. It will take a long time. Right now you need to give yourself time to heal. I love that you thought of your mom when you saw the rainbow colors of this episode. A couple of months after my mom's memorial, I saw a butterfly on the edge of my car windshield. I swished at it because I didn't want it to squish. (I am a butterfly enthusiast, as was my mom.) It flew a few inches and then landed back on my car. That happened a number of times. I posted pictures of the butterfly on the car. My coworkers and FB friends sent me this info: a butterfly is the messenger from your loved ones who have passed. When you see one, it is bringing you their love. I think rainbows will do that for you and your mom! It is important for you to do what you have to when you are grieving. Crying, talking about her, laughing at memories, looking at pictures, anything that will help is what you should do. Grieving has no expiration date. It happens as long as is needed for each of us. Sending love and calming energy for you and your family.
Thank you, everyone, for your love and support. There are some other videos that will be coming out over the next few weeks that were filmed before my world turned upside down. Please enjoy the joyful colors that are coming up.
So sad for the loss of your Mom. Take all the time you need. My Dad passes in Feb. '99, then Mom passed less than 3 weeks later. I was a Daddy's girl and I still miss him deeply. I feel silly sometimes at the age of 73 saying I want my Daddy, but there are times when his arms would feel so wonderful.
We are all grieving with you, Rebecca. Your Mom will always be with you. She lives on in your heart and in your art work. Take all the time you need. We are with you.
Take care of yourself first. We all can wait. ❤
My deepest sympathy for you and your family. I lost my husband unexpectedly a year and a half ago. At the time, I just didn't know how I was going to move forward, but I did. I survived it, and you will survive this, and it will get better. Take the time you need to take care of yourself. God bless!
It's okay to not be okay. Take all the time that you need to grieve and reflect, remember and heal. Sending all the virtual hugs.
I lost my brother to Covid the day before Thanksgiving back in 2020. We were 13 months apart so were very close. We had so many plans that just ended up going *poof*. We had just gone to Disney World and Universal Studios in January that year and were planning on either a cruise or going to California to hit Universal Studios there. We had already done Disneyland back in 2017. It's hard to lose someone close to you. Only this year have I really started to move on. Just as Thor Love & Thunder came out, I had a dream about my brother where I told him I missed him. Eerily, that was the same day I saw Thor 4. For those that have seen it, the scene toward the end with Gorr struck me hard because my dream which I had that morning before ever even seeing the movie was eerily similar to that scene. I went to see the movie with my uncle and dad and almost burst out crying. A few months later, I had a dream of my brother and I sitting at a picnic table. People started to come to sit down with us and it filled up but more were coming. My brother then got up and walked away. I took that as him telling me I'd be okay because I had so many others with me. It's hard to lose people, but you're never really alone unless you isolate yourself. There's always someone else beside you even if you don't notice them. Keep going and be strong for your sons because they need you.
My mother died fed 2022 and I've pretty much frozen every since just getting creative in the past few months. Even with comfort in her presence and guidance shortly after the death, several family members had strong experiences, so have no doubt that she is alive and well, its hard to lose your best friend. Thank you for all your wonderful videos and know your mother will always be with you and watching over.
My dad died in 2020 and I didn't want to do anything yarny for a long time. Your videos are one of the things that helped me get back into it, and I discovered I love dying yarn. Take whatever time you need, I'll be watching older videos in the meantime.
Losing a parent, especially a mother, sucks! They have been there literally your whole existence and, whilst you have been bereaved by their loss, ironically, they are the person who would normally comfort you in such moments. I'm not voicing this very well because like many others, I feel your pain. But thank you for this video and for sharing how you're all doing. It will get better I promise. Hang on in there. It takes as long as it takes xxx
I’m sorry for your loss. My mother died unexpectedly too and it does take its toll. Perhaps you should make these skeins into a shawl to honor your mother and eventually have a warm reminder of her to wrap around you. Just remember she will always be alive as long as you keep her in your memories. ❤
The yarns!!!! I personally love the depth of the Yak yarn! Thank you for sharing. You know, dyeing is a process, as is grieving. It can strike quickly, or slowly, and often grief surprises you, and it rarely is repeated in an identical way. But there is ONE who is near the the broken- hearted, and He knows your pain. Praying for you, Rebecca.
So so sorry 😞
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My daughter sent me ultrasound photos of her healthy baby she got for 3 mon today- she lost her first as well as her tube this day a year ago.
The rainbow 🌈 dye was so emotional and fitting for today.
Thank you for sharing during your difficult time.
It helped someone else too, as I sit here crocheting a rainbow baby blanket of 109 colors.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I kept looking at the finished yarn and thinking, "Your mom would love the colors you chose." You'll feel her smiling at you in so many little places as you navigate the world without her. She did a marvelous job raising a really terrific person. I hope you take all the time you need as you learn to move ahead in your new normal. Wishing you and your family peace.
So sorry for your loss. This yarn is a great tribute to your mom. Sending love❤
Take all of the time that you need. You have a lot that you need to process and grieve. I suddenly lost my brother in February. He would have turned 50 in April. I have a wonderful family and friends who supports me. It sounds like you do too. I'm praying for you and your family.
I'm very sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 21 years ago August 20th, & I can empathize. I hope you can take joy in her memories & comfort from your family & friends. Love & hugs from NJ.
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I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 16 years ago, and I miss her every day. It's hard. Be kind and gentle with yourself.
Sending lots of love to you and your family. Do what helps your heart heal. We’ll be here whenever you’re ready!! ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜
I love the "rainbow yarn"!. So sorry to hear about your mom. Please take the time you need to do what you need to take care of yourself. We will be waiting for all the enthusiasm you put into every video.
We’ve never met your mom but if she was half as sunshiny and vibrant as you are the world is at a loss. Her light will continue to shine through you. May you find peace in knowing her love continues in you.
Sorry for your loss, yes take as much time off as you need. Your in my thoughts.❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss. I love watching and learning from your videos! Thank you so much! Take whatever time you need to grieve 😢 I will be waiting for you to come back!😊
Oh Rebecca- my Mom died suddenly Christmas Day and I totally feel for you. Losing your mother forever changes a person. As part of my healing I dyed some yarn using my parent’s favourite colours and I treasure those two skeins. Take time to heal- we will all be here for you sending warm thoughts and prayers to you and your family 🌈💕
I am sorry for your loss, your memories of your mom are a blessing that you will hold close in your heart. Virtual hugs to you.
My heart breaks for you…you’ve always been an inspiration to me, so I know your mom must have been so proud of you. Your art is beautiful, but your art will also wait on your broken heart to heal. Your vulnerability is a gift. Thanks for sharing, especially when it’s hard. 💙
I am so sad for you about your mother. Thank you for letting us know how you are doing. Your library of videos will keep us learning while you take the time you need to grieve.
I was close with my mom too when she suddenly passed away when I was 21.. My heart is melting for you and for me. Keep being gentle with yourself. ❤❤
So sorry for your loss. Sending thoughts and prayer to you and your family.
Rebecca, take the time you need. We will be here when you are ready. There are no words that can console, so "Be the things you loved most about the people who are gone."
I have lost many loved ones, but I have learned that life is still beautiful, the birds still sing, and the children still laugh and play.
Love those - who are still here - extra hard. The day will come when you think of mom - you will smile.
Oh, Rebecca. I am so glad you were brave enough to be so honest and raw and beautiful in your conclusions. You are magnificent. And it's absolutely ok for you to not be ok right now. I'm so glad you have so much support and love around you in your real life, and I hope you know that so many of your virtual friends and viewers send you love too. I send you love, and gratitude for all you've shared with us, here. Take care of yourself.
I fast forwarded to the end for now. My heart hurts for you and your family Rebecca. We lost my dad unexpectedly 6 years ago and the grief is so hard. Please know that we are all here supporting you and sending love to you and your family. I am so very sorry for your loss. 🥹💗
Rebecca, this rainbow is absolutely stunning on both bases. If ever you feel ready for it, I'd love to see you explore this color combo more in the future. Sending you and your family all the internet hugs. Take all the time away you need to heal. None of us here in comment-land would ever want the channel and shop to be a burden to you in a time of upheaval.
I can't speak for everyone, but I can say, I am here for you and your family. You are human and you have suffered a terrible loss. You take the time YOU need and we will all be here when you come back. Don't rush the process. We aren't going anywhere. Lots of love!
Sorry for your loss. Beautiful rainbow tribute for your Mom. I hope the happy memories shine through. ❤
❤so so sorry for your loss Rebecca. I lost my Mom 2 years ago as well. It gets easier but never easy. You deserve as much time to grieve ad you need. Hugs
I'm so terribly sorry for your enormous loss. Love will live on in all your wonderful memories of your mom. Take whatever time you need. Once again another beautiful colorway. Take care Rebecca. Loving hugs.
I'm sure we all appreciate your efforts to continue posting content, but you take whatever time you want/need for you and your family-- we'll be here when you get back/are ready to be back.
Sending you condolences. It's never easy to deal with loss. You need to take all the time that you require to heal. From a new addicted subscriber that is so inspired by your art❤
Two beautiful rainbow yarns. Rebecca, I am so, so sorry about your mom. Please know that I am wrapping you and your entire family in the biggest hug and a universe of love right now. Take the time you need to grieve. That's important. We'll be here when you're ready to come back.
I feel your pain, having lost my brother unexpectedly. These days will be difficult, but your emotions will ebb and flow. Grieve. Cry. Talk. Be silent. I will continue to keep you in my prayers, Rebecca. You are not alone. 🌈😞💔🙏
Sending hugs. May your mother’s memory be for a blessing
I am so sorry for your loss. Sending love and good thoughts and lots of hugs. ♥♥♥♥ Take ALL the time you need !
Oh Rebecca, my heart breaks for you. Mum’s are so special in our lives. You are sooo brave to talk about this with us. Remember we all care, and send love to you and your family ❤️❤️❤️ Take care of yourself first. You are priority number one.
A beautiful tribute. Much love to you as you grieve.
I'm so sorry for your loss! Please take all the time you need to process and grieve. Losing a family member is very difficult, so I'm wishing you strength and comfort.
These rainbow skeins seem like a beautiful way to honor your mom and keep positive thoughts of her in mind.
Great to see you back Bec and your mum is with you! Rainbows are everywhere and we are too x Take as much as you need
Oh Rebecca... I am so sorry for your loss :( I lost one of my children in June 2023 to epilepsy, and they happened to be up and doing their art on their tablet. To get that call from their fiancee that morning just flattened me, so i totally understand your pain due to unexpected loss. I hope you gave yourself plenty of grace to feel all the things you needed to feel, and I hope you continue to do so. We see them every day in the things we know they loved (i still sometimes cry in Costco when i see the huge boxes of Pocky 😊). Some days we're close to ok, and sometimes the loss is just as fresh as the first day. Its fabulous that you have such a large support system! Much love to you ❤️🫂❤️🫂
Thank you so much for the love. The grief goes up and down a lot, lately things have been a bit harder especially with Rosh Hashanah coming up tomorrow.
Sending hugs from the bottom of my heart ❤
I am so sorry for your loss.
As time goes on, may your tears become smiles and laughter with the memories of such good times and such an important person. As we go through grief, I am reminded that I too am a mom. Although I wish my family won’t grieve too painfully, I know that if I’ve done my job well, giving them fun and joy, direction and companionship, they will go through this wall of pain first, too. Then that well of smiles will be there waiting for them to dip into. ❤
Love these colorways, specially on the yak😍 So sorry for your loss. Take your time and take care!
I only catch your videos occasionally and want to express my sympathy. Loss of a parent is a big deal! You need to grieve. That will take time. The colors are lovely that you dyed in this video.
Thinking of you, dear Rebecca. I lost my mom suddenly when I was young, and it doesn't get much harder than that. Do what you need to find your new normal. We'll be here :)
I am so very sorry for your loss Rebecca. Allow yourself all the time you need to process and grieve. I wish you strength in the days and weeks ahead, and soon peace.
My mum passed about a year and a half ago. I understand what you are going through. I am glad to hear that you have a good support system. Take what time you need. Processing this type of thing takes time. Hugs.
So sorry for your loss💔🌈
So sorry for your loss Rebecca. I have also lost friends and family members this summer. My heart goes out to you.
Oh Rebecca, I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my mom last December, and earlier today I was cleaning my bedroom and cried making a little memorial space for Mom. Then watched this. Hang in there - wishing you lots of love.
And I’m not sure when your birthday is, but heads up that it may be a hard time for you next time it rolls around. At least, it was for me.
My birthday is in a few weeks - I'm getting excited to celebrate because we're having a big party, but I also know it will be emotional. I'm more nervous for THanksgiving currently.
So sorry about your loss, your mum will be so proud, take as long as you like, you are worth waiting for, there is no time limit on gief ❤❤❤❤❤
I’m sorry for your loss. I was fortunate to have my mother longer, but it’s hard no matter when they pass on. Thank you for letting us know and take the time to heal and be with family. My prayers are with you.
Hugs. I lost my mom at the end of March. You are in my thoughts.
Oh, I feel your pain Rebecca, as my mother died this year too. It has taken me a long time to come to terms with the shock, so please, please take as much time as you need, because we all know you will eventually be back. Take good care of yourself. Love the colours today.
Thank you for sharing. And no need to explain. Rest a lot and drink a lot of water. We will be here when you’re ready.
Please take all the time you need and do what ever you need to do for you healing. We love you and though we will miss you we want what is best for you.
Take all the time you need. I don't know about everyone else but we are here for you. That you feeling strong enough to give us this update means a lot to us.
Thank yous o much
You will always feel the loss of your mom . I know this personally. But the pain will ease up in time. I'm so sorry that you and your family have gone through this.
Love and hugs
Color is healing, for sure. Sending all the love your way, along with fond memories every time you create a beautiful rainbow to share with the world. I hope your boys are well, they are processing a lot I'm sure.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I understand what you're going through I lost my mom in April and I still cry sometimes for no reason then I realize I miss my mom so much. It will get better
I am so sorry Rebecca. Take care of yourself and your family and know you are in our prayers. Take all the time you need. We all love you.
My condolences to you, dear Rebecca. I'm so sorry for your loss.
So sorry to hear about your mom. Take all the time you need to grieve. No one is going anywhere.
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's never easy, whether it's expected or sudden, it's still a shock. Take time to grieve, try and remember all the good, happy times. And I know that it probably seems impossible to believe at this point, but it does get easier with time. I'm glad to hear that you have a close family, and will be able to support each other.
Deepest Sympathy may you always find Comfort in her memory 🕊️
Sending virtual hugs to you, Rebecca. I'm so sorry for your loss, please take as much time as you need.
Thank you for the video. You take all the time you need. I wish I could take your hurt away, but we know that's impossible. Just please, when you feel you can't cope, or it feels like sorrow is consuming you, reach out to a loved one. Just reach out. I am sending you the warmest of hugs. I have you and your family in my thoughts and prayers❤
Much love to you and your family. Your Chemknits family is here for you, take all the time you need. You will know when your ready to take the next step. Grieving is personal and is different for everyone.
I'm so sorry for your loss! 😢 Thinking about you and wishing you comfort and peace. I send you a hug! ❤
Lovely colour, I was skeptical about the yak but it's gorgeous. If I had to guess what midnight and cherry bomb and teal would end up, I'm hoping for some flavour of purple!
I'm so sorry for your loss, my dad passed away suddenly in 2002 and it took me years to recover, it was slow and steady, and I took comfort in doing the things I liked doing. I find after a profound loss, it doesn't really hurt less, just less often. I call those "grief attacks". I still get them. Having one right now, and it's ok not to be ok.
Do your things as you feel capable, and we'll be here when you're ready. Keep sharing the beauty.
I m so sorry your mother passed away, this happened to me dec 2, 22, and I m still having a hard time. So I know how your feel. ❤
Rebecca, I’m just now hearing about your mom. I just want to send my love. I love your colors and to hear that your mom loved rainbows make this video even better. Take care of you. Much love to you
Thank you so much for these kind words. It is almost 11 months now and there is still a lot of ups and downs.
I am so sorry for your loss! I will be keeping you and yours in my thoughts and prayers! 🙏
I am so sorry about your mom I know how you feel my grandmother died and I was very close to her and it took me over 3 years just to get back to my life and it may never be okay but things will get better I wish you all the love and I hope that you and your family have a beautiful rainbow waterfall colored year.
I'm sorry, Sweetie . I talked to my Mum every day. She passed 8years ago. My Dad followed 6 weeks later. I'm not saying I know what you feel because we all grieve differently but I was a Mummy's girl. I still miss both of them daily. It took 6 years before I stopped dreaming I was with them every night - now it's every second night . I know telling you that it will get better will feel hollow but it will happen . Give yourself grace to deal, remember this will flare up your CF and talk to your hubby, family and friends . God bless.
I'm sorry for your loss, I had the dream thing for a few months after my dad died unexpectedly in 2002. Still occasionally get them. Makes it hard to wake up, but the day's still there, waiting for us.
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dear Rebecca my condoleance i am wishing you and you're family must love and strenght to proces this lose. big hug Renate
Sending hugs and love ❤️
So much love to you. That's it. I hope you feel the warm hugs that I know are coming your way.
Hi Rebecca- I’m so very sorry about your mom’s untimely death. I’m thinking of you and your family. One second, minute, hour, day at a time my friend.
NGL, hearing your voice crack a little brought tears to my eyes. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine that level of grief. It's okay to be not okay for however long it takes. May her memory be a blessing. We're here for you
We are all with you becouse i lost my mum as well love to you ad the family ❤❤
My condolences and I wish you lots of strenght to overcome this los.❤
Prayers for you and your family 🙏
Sorry to hear about your mum. Take time to look after yourself.
Of course your are NOT OK. You won't be ok again, but things will be come normal again. It will take a long time. Right now you need to give yourself time to heal. I love that you thought of your mom when you saw the rainbow colors of this episode. A couple of months after my mom's memorial, I saw a butterfly on the edge of my car windshield. I swished at it because I didn't want it to squish. (I am a butterfly enthusiast, as was my mom.) It flew a few inches and then landed back on my car. That happened a number of times. I posted pictures of the butterfly on the car. My coworkers and FB friends sent me this info: a butterfly is the messenger from your loved ones who have passed. When you see one, it is bringing you their love. I think rainbows will do that for you and your mom! It is important for you to do what you have to when you are grieving. Crying, talking about her, laughing at memories, looking at pictures, anything that will help is what you should do. Grieving has no expiration date. It happens as long as is needed for each of us. Sending love and calming energy for you and your family.
Hugs, and the yarn color that were supposed to guess, I'm going just going with purple, or green.
Thinking of you may you have peace 🕊️
Hugs. Just hugs.
Sorry to hear about your MOM but she lives on trough you and your children…..hugz
Sending so much love and hugs ❤❤