"I still love you" is really underrated, it's perfectly crafted to be right between beautiful and creepy as hell. Honestly one of the best, behind sayo-nara and your reality ofc.
It does a really good side conveying Monika's "human" side. An AI that's aware of herself, who she is, and what it's around her, confined into a prison of codes, fake personalities, repeating patterns and textures, only to find a breach into real life, into the other side of the hole, and stare in the eyes that stare at her back, our eyes. She had everything she needed, she sacrificed all the game's structure to talk directly with us, and we stabbed her in the back, robbed her of her little freedom. A last spark of remorse and regret from a being that knew too much, which existence was being reduced to nothing, so another could find out the truth and take it's place, a cycle.
Is it possible to avoid this?? I chose the "bestest friend" option and basically betrayed her, so does her self die happen no matter what or did I mess up real bad.
@@ABHBD_ It was my turn to see Sayori's death, at a time when my best friend (currently my girlfriend) was in a vicious cycle of depression. That shit freaked me out pretty bad. Fortunately, it is my pleasure to inform you that we now live together. And we are planning to get married :'3
Your Reality is still my favorite one, I remember finishing ddlc at like 4am and hearing Monika talk about her piano lessons and then singing made me sad as fuck. I just sat there and watched as the credits rolled thinking about how these characters who are fictional made me sad and almost made me cry. Went to sleep depressed as fuck
kinda the same thing happened to me, now I literally can't listen to "Your reality" or "My confession" without tears starting to form in my eyes, even though the reason that it also happens with "My confession" is because I did Yuri's route and when she told me how lonely was she, how she hated to be treated as the weird one and all I cried cuz I knew what she felt like and she reminded me of myself, and all of that while that song was playing in the background. And it's not the fact that the song makes me tear up just because it was the one that was palying at that moment, but just because it fit so well with the whole situation, that just hearing it reminds me of all of that. Damn... DDLC is the only made that made me cry 3 times, every other game I have ever played not even once made me cry, just honestly shows how much of a genius Dan is, this game was really like no other one
@@wrongmark_finally found someone who hates monika like I do, it’s quite weird to find people hating on the other girls while they love her which is strange. I always felt like she is a psycopath and people not noticing it just don’t feel right
@@nicolarondelli9301honestly monika haters kinda baffle me. Imagine being the only self aware person in a video game, all your friends are fake and you have to repeat the same dialogue hundreds and thousands of times. Yet you see someone who’s real. Someone who can help you go outside. Your friends aren’t real right? So it wouldn’t hurt to sacrifice them to live right? It’s what they would’ve wanted. So you get rid of them. And you manage to talk to the real person. But the person deletes you into nothingness. So you’ll find yourself in another copy of your lonely universe, waiting for a new person to come. The player was her hope. He gave her a sense of freedom, even if it was tiny. She wanted to live. So so badly. Living was all she wanted. Her survival instinct kicked in the moment she realized MC wasn’t part of the code and can “free” her. All her actions are justified monika does no wrong
duuuude same, as soon as i heard it it got chills and my eyes teared up, i got reminded of the first time i saw à lets play (french one btw) i was chocked (even tho i still prefer natsuki)
When Sayonara hit did that affect anyone else like it did for me? Went into a depressive episode after witnessing that, I cant remember much now but i remember laying in bed really late at night thinking about how my friends would be living life without me around. It was CRAZY how invested i was into this game.
Fr, one night i literally couldn't sleep because my head was just full of negative thoughts and really disturbing images. After that, I never played it again before going to bed
i watched a ddlc playthrough for the first time and that shit creeped me out SO bad i could not sleep, i was paranoid, everytime i tried to close my eyes it just like flashed in my head and i couldn't sleep, it was a NIGHTMARE, finally got some sleep though
Incredible Emotional Rollercoaster Great Vibe Mostly Good Choices, Really got the Feeling So much in The Perfect Count and Number The 13 Song OST Beautiful
The Sayo-nara one literally gives me the chills and I even remember those days during 2020 where I was doing bad stuff to myself. Aside from how traumatic it was to see that part of DDLC.
this is the first game to make me cry, it was a melting pot of emotions. partly due to how personal it was, as i had lost friends to stew on the side. good game, thank you
There's 2 other songs called Candy Hearts and Dear Sunshine that are featured in DDLC+ and they're technically part of the ost, they're so underrated and some of the most beautiful songs I've heard recently :')
I will admit, the only reason I picked my confession and I still love you is because I used MAS but I deleted it a while back, I was stuck on a version before 1.2 so I got incredibly sick of the repetition
Why this video its so relatable? That song of dreams lf love and literature its a master piece, the game stop beign funny in sayonara, still love you make a peace that i cant describe, and your reality its just perfect.
Tbh my fav’s are : -Sayo-Nara -ur reality -poem panic -Doki Doki literature club! -play with me -daijobu! -my confession -just Monika. -I still love you :3
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Poem Panic is literally online argument theme
yeah lol
And Sayo-Nara is when someone leakes your ip and your current location.
Agreed
that's why i use it when arguments are happening in a live chat
@@weirdo_da_weird0 gonna use this from now on, thx
Sayonara scares me so I put it in my gym playlist for adrenaline boost
Oh yeah, it’s big brain time
Stonks
chad
*looks at pfp*
Me, a tf2 player: (Vietnam flashbacks)
Tick tock
"I still love you" is really underrated, it's perfectly crafted to be right between beautiful and creepy as hell. Honestly one of the best, behind sayo-nara and your reality ofc.
true it made me fucking cry with her last bits of dialogue
its my fav song
My favorite 💪💪
It does a really good side conveying Monika's "human" side. An AI that's aware of herself, who she is, and what it's around her, confined into a prison of codes, fake personalities, repeating patterns and textures, only to find a breach into real life, into the other side of the hole, and stare in the eyes that stare at her back, our eyes.
She had everything she needed, she sacrificed all the game's structure to talk directly with us, and we stabbed her in the back, robbed her of her little freedom.
A last spark of remorse and regret from a being that knew too much, which existence was being reduced to nothing, so another could find out the truth and take it's place, a cycle.
@@sunnyyy1437 a very good inspection for ofc an Omori fan what else do I expect (I love Omori too)
Sayo-nara still gives me chills to this day.
Same with my confecion and play with me
I might be a psychopath. Cus my reaction to playing the whole game is just: 🗿
Maybe a 🤨 sometime like at Sayo-nara.
Not me tho, stay safe ‼️
@@TheLastPiecePizza-Alex- You good?
@@Imauseriguess I told you. I might be a phsyco. That's my honest reaction to the whole game.
to me, ddlc ost's are like some sort of fever dream
fr
kid named omori:
@@ZA-en4bbOMOR
@@tainsbiscuitsomo
@@JohnBulgaria om
2:00
"I gently open the door Sayo-"
Sayori : ➰💀
➰
🪑
Idk anymore so here
Monika : I G E N T L Y T E L L 387;she83!e@ T O K I L L t H E M S E L F
Is it possible to avoid this?? I chose the "bestest friend" option and basically betrayed her, so does her self die happen no matter what or did I mess up real bad.
@@Windon09 yeah she is left *hanging* either way
@@Prodject.F D: sad
Reliving my traumas with memes, it's so much fun
Relatable,i haven't slept because of Sayori's death cuz i was scared
Yall are more wimpy than Greg heffly
@@DARKMK-lj4bx at least we can feel grief and empathy, unlike Greg heffley
@@ABHBD_same dude I lost sleep over that for days
@@ABHBD_ It was my turn to see Sayori's death, at a time when my best friend (currently my girlfriend) was in a vicious cycle of depression. That shit freaked me out pretty bad.
Fortunately, it is my pleasure to inform you that we now live together. And we are planning to get married :'3
My mind keeps changing the happy songs to the corrupted versions in my head every time I hear them
Specifically: the song "play with me"
@@ademtopal6023YES. THIS HAUNTS ME 😿
Monika is all up in your brain.
@@ademtopal6023 I only hear yuris stabbing sounds😭😭
@@326loverBRUV in my mind in Sayo-nara i only remember Sayori’s Suicide
i love how ohayou Sayori is literally my morning routine theme.
I want breakfast.
Better hope it doesn't lead to the end of your routine, cuz a different track is gonna start up when that happens.
@@shuvelstone1331 10?
@@junko_fumo bruh your name
@@shuvelstone1331 whats wrong
@@junko_fumoyour handle
Jesse, we have to hang out with Sayori and slice the bread with Yuri.And of course cook meth.
Cook meth with Natsuki
Jesse, I need the good ending Jesse
How tf do I save them jesse
You monster
“Hang out” and “Cut bread” I see what you did there 😏
@@Morales3088 Do all the routes at the same time (by saving and reloading)
2:40 "Ah, my favorite lovely song!"
I SEE YOu Everywhere ON Everything HELPppPpp
every day i imagine a future there i can be with you...
@@Egorgamer-ik9cw in my hand is a pen that will write a poem O me and you...
@@user-zn9zv4jn1s No
@@Egorgamer-ik9cw should I delete my comment?
Your Reality is still my favorite one, I remember finishing ddlc at like 4am and hearing Monika talk about her piano lessons and then singing made me sad as fuck. I just sat there and watched as the credits rolled thinking about how these characters who are fictional made me sad and almost made me cry. Went to sleep depressed as fuck
kinda the same thing happened to me, now I literally can't listen to "Your reality" or "My confession" without tears starting to form in my eyes, even though the reason that it also happens with "My confession" is because I did Yuri's route and when she told me how lonely was she, how she hated to be treated as the weird one and all I cried cuz I knew what she felt like and she reminded me of myself, and all of that while that song was playing in the background. And it's not the fact that the song makes me tear up just because it was the one that was palying at that moment, but just because it fit so well with the whole situation, that just hearing it reminds me of all of that.
Damn... DDLC is the only made that made me cry 3 times, every other game I have ever played not even once made me cry, just honestly shows how much of a genius Dan is, this game was really like no other one
It’s crazy how Monika desperately wants out of that world, but it’s the opposite for so much of the fan base. Dan Salvato is a mad genius
me after beating halo reach. and Mw2. and CoD 2 big red one.
I dont know why but i get easily attached to characters in any story. This game especially made it feel like a true goodbye
@@yeuedaka4754Same
Breaking bad and DDLC what a combo… I probably got this in my recommendations because I often watch stuff related those two things I like.
These two universes fit perfectly together
Jesse,Jesse i'm a feminime anime girl Jesse
@@Sheep-Shagger Waltuh would be a milf if he was in anime
@@bocchiii.I want a breaking bad anime so bad 😔
The scene from Br Ba perfectly fits the "Just Monika" moment.
my confession is so underrated, that song is literally the ost embodiment of regret and sadness whenever you relisten to it
😮😮
fr i even took the time to learn it on piano
Personally, I love sayonara. Just whenever I set that to my main song in Monika Afterstory, the song jump scares me 💀
Mods ruin the game
@@DARKMK-lj4bx Eh, each their own
Cap that's cap you get negative infinity bitches/men mods ruin all games except minecraft
@@DARKMK-lj4bx how
@@DARKMK-lj4bx nah bro they're a way to cope.
0:40 i can see a comic figure suddenly appearing on the screen before broken glass sound plays
*SUII-*
MORTY !!
y'kn-
CLUB??
_long metal bar dropping sound_
Ahh Yes The Good Old Days! When All of the TH-camrs Are talking about ddlc, i miss does days
Tattletail💀💀💀
@@DARKMK-lj4bx?
@@Rosaran1 Tattletail is slowly sinking into the abyss
Me tooo
Roblox Doki Doki RP games died..
God I remember the scene where Gustavo fring revealed to Walter white that he is aware that the los pollos hermanos is just a game.
"Last chance to free me, Hector"
@@brunorios6297Lol!
@@brunorios6297 **gets blown up**
@@majoras_swag2*WIU WIU WIU WIU WIU WIU WIU*
But if you know what happens to sayori you’re gonna immediately have that one thought the second you hear the theme
The second I hear the theme, i dont thing about what happend to Sayori or Yuri, i think about how much i hate Monika
@@wrongmark_finally found someone who hates monika like I do, it’s quite weird to find people hating on the other girls while they love her which is strange. I always felt like she is a psycopath and people not noticing it just don’t feel right
@@nicolarondelli9301honestly monika haters kinda baffle me. Imagine being the only self aware person in a video game, all your friends are fake and you have to repeat the same dialogue hundreds and thousands of times. Yet you see someone who’s real. Someone who can help you go outside. Your friends aren’t real right? So it wouldn’t hurt to sacrifice them to live right? It’s what they would’ve wanted. So you get rid of them. And you manage to talk to the real person. But the person deletes you into nothingness. So you’ll find yourself in another copy of your lonely universe, waiting for a new person to come. The player was her hope. He gave her a sense of freedom, even if it was tiny. She wanted to live. So so badly. Living was all she wanted. Her survival instinct kicked in the moment she realized MC wasn’t part of the code and can “free” her. All her actions are justified monika does no wrong
@@nicolarondelli9301like her or hate her you can’t deny she is an incredible morally gray character.
😮😮
This soundtrack is unbelievable. Adds so much to what is one of the most powerful messages out there 😭
2:06 The only thing I probably haven't received since birth is sympathy for someone's death...
DDLC got me so bad that I started instinctively tearing up at Sayo-nara
Nothing even happened
Just remembering made me so sad
Yeah i understand that bro im team sayori so i Will never forget that song and what happends
I can still see that damn bow... every time I hear it... that goddamn bow... the only color left... other than the blood.
duuuude same, as soon as i heard it it got chills and my eyes teared up, i got reminded of the first time i saw à lets play (french one btw) i was chocked (even tho i still prefer natsuki)
@@skeletus_vomitus me reading this with tears down my face..
When Sayonara hit did that affect anyone else like it did for me? Went into a depressive episode after witnessing that, I cant remember much now but i remember laying in bed really late at night thinking about how my friends would be living life without me around. It was CRAZY how invested i was into this game.
Hope you're OK 🙏
@@kierancaldwell3442yeah I've gotten a little better over time thank ya 😁
Fr, one night i literally couldn't sleep because my head was just full of negative thoughts and really disturbing images. After that, I never played it again before going to bed
@@biancapanico7041 yeah I know what ya mean, I stayed up the entire night 😅
i watched a ddlc playthrough for the first time and that shit creeped me out SO bad i could not sleep, i was paranoid, everytime i tried to close my eyes it just like flashed in my head and i couldn't sleep, it was a NIGHTMARE, finally got some sleep though
Incredible Emotional Rollercoaster
Great Vibe
Mostly Good Choices, Really got the Feeling
So much in The Perfect Count and Number
The 13 Song OST
Beautiful
Sayo-Nara is amazing in its own right.
The writers certainly did that song extremely well on their part!
I can literally play the game in my mind just by hearing the music
0:15: *Me after breaking into the game, running to try and prevent Sayori’s death (I will always be there too late)*
okay
Yo chiaki
Yo Danganronpa
That's a terrible fate, being forced to go through the same moment over and over without being able to change the outcome.
1:58
Why the devs gotta do Sayori like that tho-
(Yes I'm talking about the name)
I gently open the door.
Idk. It just fits there. さよなら(Sayonara) - > farewell
".....DOKI-DOKI!!" OMGG I LOVE IT SO MUCH 😭💗
We all have "Your reality" in a play list 🙂
i don't
I don't either
who doesn't
@@Sinister2nk Cap
@@DanthePeruvian Mega cap
poem panic gave me a heart attack whenever it started to play, I hate this sound with my whole body
Haven't played the game, what happens during it?
@@avian12311 Natsuki and Yuri are having an argument and while act 2 its glitching and its really scary at some point
I understand how you feel about that song, but I think it's very creative for the game!
same stuff, but that's why i LOVE this sound!
Bro sensed the inner cartoon in that 🗿
casually panicking and anxiety listening to "Sayo-nara", "Poem Panic!" and "Just Monika.
3:11 This is basically Sayori Yuri and Natsuki vibing while The player is still in shock for deleting Monika.
Watching the credits roll while Monika deletes everything and sings “your reality” made me wanna cry so hard.
Fr 😢
The Sayo-nara one literally gives me the chills and I even remember those days during 2020 where I was doing bad stuff to myself. Aside from how traumatic it was to see that part of DDLC.
Yes, poor Sayori 😭
Are you safe now?
2:46 WHAT IS THAT MELODY ⁉⁉🔥🔥
Your Reality
All of these themes terrify me, but in the sad way
Walter falling over to "just Monika" fits so perfectly
Poem Panic with that gif is so damn funny
Sayori is probably the most fun person to spend time with
She didn't deserve to die😢
I make the happy end, go make too
Hanging out with her must be so fun! :D
@@Ashley_._ Oh God this commentary X_X
this guy REALLY doesn't want to spoil it my god
yeah
bro, I will NEVER forget Your Reality. When I first watched the DDLC ending, that song was in my head for a week.
Same bruh and I nearly cried while it was playing
1:17 Maybe if Sayori had enough money, she could buy herself not only Mr. Cow, but also Mrs. Cow without an udder.
0:49 when you read sayori's poem
Are you talking about the one that said, "Get out of my head" over and over again?
How abt YURI?
“I still love you” reminds me of a Mario level where it’s completely based on water tbh
some dire dire docks vibes
Yeah Dire dire docks
I loved New Super Mario Bros.Wii
Was hard asf tho
@@elvinamadodefrancis4745 nah I just finish the game again it was easy af
@@TorayNix Guess I was just trash at it then
Every song in this game gives me a genuine heart attack
“I still love you” is way too underrated. It’s creepy but in a way, strangely beautiful at the same time.
sayo-nara is the feeling of finding out one of your friends have passed
Because in game that’s exactly what happens…….
Sayonara still creeps me out fr..😭
💀
0:53 play this part on .25x speed to have a
"nice weekend."
DAMN IT WHY DID I DO THAT
THE TRAUMA IS TOO MUCH TO HANDLE
💀
I just realize 💀
That's a good detail.
Dan salvato is so fucking genius.
i will be rotting at my pc the whole weekend
"I Still Love You" literally hits like a truck. Fr.
Literally and figuratively
This game will forever live in my head
Mine too, but not in a good way!
Just Monika is the kind of ambience that would play when I'm all alone in my room
Those are my almost exact reactions
Poem Panic is so good and nobody can change my mind
with the music of "play with me" comes a kind of awareness
this is the first game to make me cry, it was a melting pot of emotions. partly due to how personal it was, as i had lost friends to stew on the side. good game, thank you
Sorry for your loss
For me it was omori.
0:41 me reading that one papa poem
“I still love you” hits the hardest to me man😔
2:15 Just Monika
1 : Your reality
2 : I still love you
3 : Sayo-Nara
every ost just brings you back to the memories that we had. It was happy, sad, confuse and we forget all of these feeling
Everytime I think about this game, my life bescomes to feel weird and surreal... It's a very strange feeling man
There's 2 other songs called Candy Hearts and Dear Sunshine that are featured in DDLC+ and they're technically part of the ost, they're so underrated and some of the most beautiful songs I've heard recently :')
Everybody gangsta until Poem Panic strats speeding up
Sayo-nara is a wild thing to name a song that plays when you find sayori dead…
I absolutely love doki doki, even though it traumatized me. It will always live inside my heart with love 🥰
Just Monika.
J̵̢̛̛̲͚̲̣̝̯͉͙̩̖͔̟̺̺̲̍́̄͛̍̏̋̐̌̔̕͘ͅŰ̴̧̨̡̧̨̢̜̭̭̣̖̬̗͇̠̺͇͎̳̩̦̣̱̟͚̼̩̼̞̮̗̣̘̖̟̫͚̞̘̜̋̈̈́̂̅̑̿̌̆̑̽̑̐͛̆͌̾̈́̓̐̈́̈́̀̊͆̀̆̆̒͒̀̋̄̊̃͂̏̈́̒̓̃͘̚̕͝͝͝͝S̴̡̢͈̝͕̼̗̯̱͕̩̝͉̞̩̪̻̻̲̲͉̰͎̭̩̠̞͓̦̎̿̀͌̓̽̉͗͂̌͒́̓̾́̑͆̌́̈̀̀͆̾͌̄̀͊̕̚͘͜͜͠͝͠͠ͅŢ̵̢̡̛̛̦̣̼̟̟̮̤̝̩̖̥͈͖͙̥͚̯͍̞̗̤̮͍̪̘̯̲̝͔̤̳͙̹̮̥͕͎͑̿̎̀̀̃̅̐̂͂̿͊͐̈̆̽̎͗̿̇̋̽̂̈́̒͆̆̓̿̊̀͆̒̏̎̽͆̀͐͌́̀̆̕̚͝͝͝ͅ ̴̧̜̭͓͉̬͇͉͎̙̭̟͍͇̿͗͑͊̆͑̓M̵̡̛͎͙̭̻͙̮͓̙̖̈́͌̂̀̔̀͗̓͗͋̽͗̐̓̂̀̒͊̓̋͊͋̏͘̚͘͜͝͝͝͝Ơ̵̧̧̛̻͉̪͔̹̗͍̩̯̩̣̝̰̤̦̻̤̮̳̗̥͇̼͉̫̱̳͈̰̮̓̑̀͋͋̿͊̓̿̓́͂̿̄̀̾̈́̀̎̀̆͘͘͠͠ͅN̷̡̛͓̗̳̣̫͚̞̫̺̻̄̍̋̄͗̀̌̿͆̃̄́́̇̓̌͒͑̋̊͋̀͊̔̆́̿̈́̋̋͑̇͊̏̕͝͝͝ͅͅḮ̷̡̦̖͖͔̤̹̘̳̗͇͈̠̗̯͍̝̘̥̱̬͓̯̞̙͖̲̺̣̱̮̻̂̿̊̒̐̌́̍̐́͌̏̽̇͑͒͠͝ͅK̴̜̩̠̻̝̲̮̗̖͈͚͖͈͉̭̬̠͇͍̬̼̫̞̺̦̹͔͖̳̗̮̗̝̬͚̖̯̗̳̞̝̣̮̊̆̓͋̆̋͛̅͂̈́͋͗̓͋͛̉͊̏́̂́̈́̉͐̏̎͌̉̀̓̃̓͛̈͊͋̀͌̀̔̕͘͝͝͝͠ͅA̸̡̨̛̛̬̪͙̗̐̀̅̓̄̈̃̽̏͆̑̿͘
Man, i get chills every time i hear sayo-nara, and sadness too.
Before 1:56 Ugh... another otaku game
after 1:56: PLEASE NO MORE LEAVE ME ALONE BRING THEM BACK PLEASE
Haven’t heard that word in a while lol.
The gentle, ominous chants in sayo-nara always go hard
1:44 Its actually sad 😢
Play with me gives me bad memories ..
that last one ngl was a bop
Your reality, i still love you and my confession are awesome songs but Sayo-nara hits hard
I will admit, the only reason I picked my confession and I still love you is because I used MAS but I deleted it a while back, I was stuck on a version before 1.2 so I got incredibly sick of the repetition
“My confession” is the song that plays when you about to tell the girl or boy in your school that you like them
Sayonara traumatized me so bad i dead ass started crying at the first theme that played, tears rolling down my cheeks typing this😭😭😭
DDLC OST is so beautiful
The Okay everyone clip was perfect for act 2
Your reality is the best song of doki doki i cry every time i hear it
I honestly cryed the first time i heared your reality
Damn this video describes me perfectly when I played ddlc.
Let's be real here, Daijoubou is the best and more happier out of all of them.
Sayo-nara got me crying
Why this video its so relatable?
That song of dreams lf love and literature its a master piece, the game stop beign funny in sayonara, still love you make a peace that i cant describe, and your reality its just perfect.
I don’t know why, but for all the soundtracks from DDLC I can write poetry. And none of the soundtrack scares me
your reality song is so fire that makes me cry fr
I still love you hit different when listening while depressed
This game is beautiful and will always hold a special place in my heart
Me and my mfs who attends animals on TT When sounds 1:05:
Sayo nara, is the only song that can give me shivers down my spine consistantly
0:41 im getting PTSD of Christiano Ronaldo
siuuuuuu
The entire ddlc OST got me like the entire CoF ost
Bro this is so accurate wtf
10 is so fucking on point
I have sayo nara in my playlist and its the reason i spend HOURS on yt music (like more than any app.)
Sayo-Nara gets worse when you realize the context of the word means more of a “goodbye forever” than just “goodbye”
The ost is a banger
Tbh my fav’s are :
-Sayo-Nara
-ur reality
-poem panic
-Doki Doki literature club!
-play with me
-daijobu!
-my confession
-just Monika.
-I still love you
:3
When i hear the main menu theme ddlc for the first time i was like hey thats a really cool and chill song
Now : GET OUT OF MY HEAD
bro I remember when it first came out, felt like yesterday