Tina, health is such a tricky and scary thing. We can do everything right and things can still go so wrong sometimes. So glad that you and Banksy both are safe and sound! In the meantime, try and do the things that bring you the most joy whilst waiting for medical updates/actions. Keep us as updated as you feel is helpful or necessary. Otherwise, your viewers and your magnificent support group around you will be here to cheer for you and Banks no matter the height, distance, or time you spend competing. We're here to stay. Thank you so much for the honest, vulnerable vlog. So much love to you, the ponies, and the crew! 💛
So glad nothing completeley horrible happened xxx. You say you should of trusted your gut and maybe that's true, but I find that that's always SO much easier to say in hindsight. I hope you feel better soon and as horrible as I'm sure this has been to go through it must be so loveley to know how much Banksy has your back, that boy really loves you ❤❤❤
Hi Tina. Been following you and Banksy for a few years now. Love your channel and appreciate how open you are to sharing the highs and lows of life. I feel as if you are a personal friend of mine. Praying all will be well with the tests and scans. Thank the Lord for medical-science! With love from South Africa!
Bless you Tina!🥰 I agree with Cam. When you have such a bond like you have with Banks, he knows you so well. He knows when you're not right, he could sense it. That's probably why he didn't go as well because he was looking after you🥰 Wishing you well and sending lots of virtual hugs (and Banks too)🥰
Oh hon, you and Banks are so connected and he would have definitely felt your distress and discomfort. That was enough for him to put the brakes on and make the decision for you. Sending huge love and good vibes.
Sorry things didn't end well at the Champs Tina, but I'm glad Banksie's Okay. ❤ I hope the scans don't reveal anything nasty - keep us posted - praying for you. xOx
Awww Tina….ive been there with lady issues over the last year and been through the scans….mines adenomyosis and I underwent some minor surgery which has helped. I hope everything goes well with your scans hunni. You have an amazing bond with Banksy and he”ll always look after you….xx
So glad that Banksy knew that you weren’t well; how amazing to have such an intuitive and loyal horse. I’ve had maybe two horses in my life who just stood next to me if I fell or if I went down upon dismounting. The rest were all too happy to go somewhere else- usually back to the barn to look for food! So, well played Banksy! Tina, as someone who has dealt with endometriosis for MANY years, sounds like you may have that. Not a doctor, but I know about ridiculously heavy periods and feeling dizzy and drained. And having lots of cramps. Could be a few other things, but don’t fret bc most of the common issues which your symptoms sound like they align with are treatable. So keep your head up, and I hope you feel better soon!
Tina you are an amazing pony mummy and Banksy is so connected to you he picked up on how you were feeling there will always be another event but both of you must always put yourselves first. I suffered terribly with heavy flooding and because of that had very low iron levels which makes you feel very wobbly, weak and light headed. Fingers crossed all scans etc come back normal, thinking of you 💕
Much love to you Tina and Banksy. You can only do your best but your health and his health comes first. I hope everything gets sorted for you nd your start to feel better really soon. Banksy is such a wonderful chap to take care of your like that. xx
Oh hon I'm so very sorry... I had very similar things happen during perimenapause. Where you just feel like the world goes wonky and you're going to pass out. I so hope that's what it is for you... big hugs and good vibes for your scans. 💗💗💗
Tina, I have a feeling that you will have already had your tests and stuff done by the time we’re watching this vlog, but I just wanted to reach out and give you a great big ✨squishy cuddle✨ and to send you good vibes. I’ll keep my fingers crossed for both of you that everything’s ok xxx
Well done Tina! Managing to vlog through all those emotions is super human! Ever the professional! Hated seeing you sad but loved coming along for the journey! Thank you for sharing x
I wouldn't be so hard on yourself! This vlog just shows how important the connection between horse and rider is in our sport. Banksy took care of both of you on that cross country course. He definitely felt that you weren't quite right. Instead of attempting to get over the fence and possibly jumping you out of the tack, he decided to say 'no' and save both of you for another day. You both love what you do and will come out even stronger than ever next time! Hoping all goes well for you health-wise. Love from 🇨🇦
Ah Tina, life can be very difficult, especially when it comes to health. I'm disabled and it has taken a long time to accept I won't ride again or run or.... anything. It's best to never ignore your body. I hope you have good doctors, that's essential! I hope your scans provide answers. I've had big bleeding problems in the past, but a Mirena and iron supplements have helped enormously. If your BP or O² sats are low, be careful with those quick positional changes. I really wish you a fast return to health. We never appreciate our health, physical and mental, until it's gone. Banksy and you are such a wonderful team, he knew his team mate wasn't there 100% and pulled the plug for you. Take care! ❤
Oh Tina, I truly feel for you. When I was 26, I had issues with severe bleeding and I ended up having to have an emergency hysterectomy. It was really hard for me to deal with but it helped me in the long run. I really hope that they can sort you out hunnie. If you need anything please let me know always here to talk. These sorts of issues are really difficult to deal with as they are not spoken about enough!!!!xxxx
I had a similar thing. I had years of severe bleeding and associated health problems, and I had surgery in the end to resolve the issue. It's no joke to have to cope with this, and I think very few people realise how debilitating it is.
Im so glad you're both okay and home safe - that is the most important thing 💙 Completely understandable that you weren't feeling 100% going into the event with everything youve got going on and clearly Banksy knew that too. Im so sorry to hear about your health problems, im going through a similar thing myself at the moment, so understand how worrying and unsettling it can be. Sending you all the positive and good vibes, and crossing everything for you for good news with your scans 💙
Banksy's got your back! You're an amazing team! Don't ever forget that ❤ it's an amazing feeling when you are so connected with your horse. But best wishes on your recovery and hugs 🫂
I feel so sad for you, you were so enthousiastic the first day!! And you gave so much pressure to yourself which is logical in your situation, you did great for the situation you were in. Hope you are feeling better now and Banksy also ❤❤ what a sweetheart, not only self-preservation also mommy preservation ❤
Risks are hard to take when you are competing. If you feel its better for your horse to sit this one out its because you ❤him and can't see your future without him . ❤ Dorothy
@@Horselover-b4dno. There are a multitude of chronic painful conditions women experience due to their ability to bear children. Pcos, endometriosis, fibroids, pcs, atrophy, incontinence, pms etc etc 'getting her period' is dismissive and belittles what a huge amount of life limiting issues some women experience.
Tina, I am so sorry you are going through this. It sounds very difficult. Your channel is so fun to watch and you have such a sweet and precious heart. Want you to know I am praying for you. God loves you so much and I pray you feel his love melt your beautiful heart. He is with you, his love is with you, prayers will continue. God bless you.
Oh darling , your boy looked after you. You are probably feeling dizzy and weak because you might be anaemic with your bleeding. Sending you positive vibes and love. I totally understand how you are feeling. Good luck with the scans. 💜Xx
Oh Tina, I really felt for you and wanted to give you a hug! Banksy knows you well and you know him so well! You were both not in top form and protecting each other! Hope all goes well with your scan . I love watching you and Banksy. ❤😊Megan was a superstar with her reply too! 😊
Tee give yourself a break girl, i am so sure your team mates fully understands and doesn't give 2 whoops being a rider down. Also remember when Dee Dee got the same thing with the hives at Lucinda's and Meg didn't ride her either, healthy pony equals stress free life!!! As for your health honey, that has got to come first every single time.! When people can't see the problem or pain you're in (take it from a person who had a 25 year long battle with endometriosis) don't feel you have to explain it or compensate for it, it's noones bloody business anyway. Love ya mate and hope all is well. Stay safe eventing. Kym from Oz xx
Banksy was awesome to protect you from getting hurt! ❤ 🙏🏻 the scans go well and you and your doctor get answers needed to get you back to 100%. Take care of yourself- hope you feel better soon.
Oh, Tina! Breaks my heart to see you cry! Your smile is everything so to see this, just ughhh! Wish I could hug you! Please don't beat yourself up over moments. It's so easier to see things with the benefit of time. These moments do not define you and Banksy and all your success! I truly hope everything is OK with your health. My heart is with you! Be gentle with yourself! So much love to you! ❤❤
Please take care Tina, we are all here for you. Fingers crossed for your scans and hope you feel better soon. Your own and Banks health is the most important thing ❤ Sounds like he knew you weren’t well bless him x
I hope you are both doing well now, you are one of my role models and i love the purity of this volg it goes to show we are all human and all have our struggles no matter how well can ride. I love you both soooo much sending massive hugs ang kisses 🫶
Tina the minute I saw you in tears and debating whether to go XC, I said “no!”. Eventing can be dangerous and you need to be at your best to attack the course. Your health and your horse are more important than a competition, even a team comp. I hope your tests are not bad news.❤️
❤❤❤❤❤.....awwww he knows you arent 100% big hugs ...seems like he was saying mum doesn't feel good , hope you and banksy are back to feeling more yourselves ...biiig hugs from me and my pony to you and yours❤❤❤❤
Oh Tina! Don't be hard on yourself for stickin' up for your team! ❤❤ Like Meg said you could as well enjoied the cross country and you could have pulled up at any time! Must have been a nightmare feeling disoriented in the middle of a course though!!! 🙈🙈 Really hope you are feeling better soon and that your scan gives positive news!!! Love Banksy for looking after you both!!! He's a gem!!! ❤❤
Aww I just wanted to give you a hug through the screen 🥺🩷 You’re so brave for speaking out, showing and sharing your emotions online not everybody does that. I hope everything goes well with your scans and it was nothing to worry about. And I hope everything’s okay with Sir Banskey too! Yous two are definitely my favourite duo keep you’re head up and you’ll get through this hard time and you’ll be back on you’re feet in no time 💪🏾🐴🩷 xxx
So sorry T. I’ve been in similar situations not exactly but that light-headed feeling for probably the same reason is horrible. Then to try and ride. Don’t feel guilty, you and Banksy are a team and as a team he knew you weren’t feeling well so he made the executive decision to call it a day. Thank goodness he did. I’ve flat out passed out! Can you imagine that while on a horse! No fear Banksy had your back as well as the most amazing friends!!!Rest, hydrate and take care of yourself!
Hi Tina, I saw you and banks on the back of horse& hound the other week. Tina you just have to do what you think is best ,there's all ways another day . Take care and all the best. 👍❤❤❤
Sending you all the love, hope and courage in the world Tina. You are an inspiration to so many. You always try so hard with everything you do. Sending love and light your way ❤ x.
Banks looks after you for your health and his he knows when your not yourself and that’s why he was stopping. Hope everything is alright with your health and banks. Take as long as you need cause I know for a fact all your viewers will be waiting for you when you come back and so will banks! Wish you the best xx
Well done for trying your best let's hope that next year is your year give your boy a big hug I send hugs to you and your boy you need each other in times that you have with them
OMW I'm so sorry 😞The lows are important that you'll appreciate the highs even more! Regarding the tests - drink more water/juice (Y-food?) and get some iron tablets, and it'll aaaaall be fine - everything happens for a reason! Sending hugs from South Africa!
Tina, we love that you wear your heart on your sleeve. Appreciate that you have boundaries between public and private life and that's healthy. I hope you get to the bottom of your problems and that you recover quickly. I think you're right that Banks is just very sensitive and was picking up from you that things weren't right, and was very sensibly telling you that he couldn't do this without his teammate on good form. From seeing your IG I'm glad you're both home safe and he's a happy boy out hacking.
Hi Tina, Banksy really knew you weren't well, and took care of you. Sorry you are not well and hope your scans come back with good news. Hope Banksy gets better quickly from having hives. Thinking of you. God bless you. 😊
Your health and wellbeing and also Banksy's health are the main two things. I agree with what Meg said, you can stop and withdraw at any point but the main thing is to try ❤ I had similar moments with my old ex racehorse who I evented but we never let each other down and I'm sure you and Banksy wouldn't either!
Oh Tina I hope you are feeling a bit stronger now but you know Banks inside out and you have the most wonderful bond! Hope you get some good news soon. Sending love from wales 🏴❤️
I don’t think you should beat yourself up! You did everything right! It’s a tough decision to make when it’s not only you involved I know you felt the weight of the team on your shoulders. But in the end, you and your horse’s health has to come first! I will be praying for you that you have good results from your scans and anxiously awaiting the news. You and Sir Banksey are an awesome team and you should be very very proud as I know you are!❤❤
I hope you are feeling better soon, I think Banksy was sensing you were under par and was looking out for you. It shows how in tune you are with each other and what a wonderful partnership you are.
You and the gorgeous Banksy have the most beautiful bond and he really kept you both safe ❤️ you should be very proud of yourself and him, classic hardy horse lady! 💪
Oh bless you, you shouldn't feel guilty at all! Not for 'letting the team down' as you were worried to do, nor for trying to complete it. Thanks for chatting openly about women's health issues, many 'suffer' in silence and it shouldn't be the case. I had my own issues there for a time. Only once at an event thank goodness, and opted to still run XC (it's such a hard choice in the moment! I felt for you and cried with you) ... bless my boy, and yours, for bringing us home safe 🦄 I truly hope your health improves quickly and is sorted relatively easily. Yours and Banks partnership is absolutely beautiful 💗
Awww Tina. I am so happy that Banksy is looking after you. I shed quite a lot of tears watching this video. Just know that everything would be okay and stay strong through everything. You and Banksy are both capable of being strong together. I hope you are feeling much better already. All my love to you and Banksy ❤⚘️
Tina, if you not feeling well and banks isn’t himself then there is no point in carrying on, you have nothing to prove you have amazing friends who will support your decision so don’t worry about it, it’s just not worth risking him or yourself if you aren’t focusing. You have done so much and come so far with banks, putting yourself first for once is sometimes the best decision for you both. Hope you both feel better soon sending love hugs and support.xx
U and banks r a fab duo u take such good care of him and he has a fab life but please make sure u take as much care of yourself as well trust yourself. only u know both your boy and yourself the most ... hope u r well and nothing is to serious with your health ❤❤
That was a tough one to watch. Hope things go well with your scans and those issues get sorted quickly. We all know what a special boy Banksey is and that’s just gone up another level. He knew you weren’t right and those refusals was him telling you enough was enough. What a special team you both are. Sending you all the positive vibes.
sending all my love & well wishes your way ❤ you did so well to even go up in the first place, let alone compete! be gentle with yourself tina + hoping you get some answers and pain relief soon xx
Ah tina, i really feel you! I‘ve been having quite a bit of „female issues“ in the last year myself. And also had that feeling of weakness and dizzyness while riding up to the point that i jumped of mid dressage lesson because i felt so faint. Can‘t even imagine feeling like that on a cross country course! Definitely the safe and right desicion to call it a day. And we should always trust our horses, even if we are feeling unsure. Their instincts are just so good and they can mirror us so well, always worth listening to! Well done banksy for keeping your mom safe😘hope things resolve themself and you are feeling better soon🤞🏻❤
Aww Tina. I got emotional seeing you emotional. You are such a beautiful person, and care so much for your boy. It is so upsetting to see you feeling down. I hope that you get some answers soon! And I pray that everything will be okay. I know you regretted going trough with attempting cross country. But please don’t think you let your boy down. He watches out for you too, and knew to let you know “mom lets do this another time”. BIG hugs from my home to yours.
every one can have crappy days (I think meg and jam had an off day in the last event they went to) especially if you'r worrying about something and its affecting you that much your getting dizzy and discombobulated . I used to hack out at a riding school every week but when I developed epilepsy and was getting meds sorted I went out for my usual ride but the pony wouldn't trot/canter for me and when I got home after I had got changed and was just doing some mundane stuff I had a black out fit (a small seizure that lasts about 20 seconds but takes about and hour to come round from) and I think the pony could sense there was something not right with me so wouldn't go faster than a walk so they can deffo pick up on stuff like that , I hope you get to the bottom of the health things fast, sending hugs and good vibes XOXOXO
Poor you Tina it’s awful feeling crap and spoils everything for you. Womens problems hey hope you get sorted. Banksy knew you were off like you know when he’s off. Great support from your team and everyone else that cares deeply of you. We all love you on here take care sweetheart big hugs 🤗 tfs 🤗🏇🤗
There's always another day I know how stress can affect you life and having things going on in the background you are so brave open to us as meg would say live life love you and Banksy knows you inside and out .xx❤❤❤
Sending you big big hugs Tina, ❤❤❤❤honestly I was wondering if you were feeling/ doing okay …the past several vlogs just seemed like you were a bit “tired ish “ and a little preoccupied ( understandably) Tina you are such a kind human and always supporting everyone ponies included before yourself ….please make you the priority for a bit until you get some answer and a medical plan together - and you don’t need to share that with us just know we support you and care about you ❤
O Tina, I'm so sorry you are going through all that. It's so hard when you don't want to let others down; I can understand that and you shouldn't be upset with yourself for that. That 4 in dressage was harsh. I'm praying for you, Banks and your health.
Tina, health is such a tricky and scary thing. We can do everything right and things can still go so wrong sometimes. So glad that you and Banksy both are safe and sound! In the meantime, try and do the things that bring you the most joy whilst waiting for medical updates/actions. Keep us as updated as you feel is helpful or necessary. Otherwise, your viewers and your magnificent support group around you will be here to cheer for you and Banks no matter the height, distance, or time you spend competing. We're here to stay. Thank you so much for the honest, vulnerable vlog. So much love to you, the ponies, and the crew! 💛
Definitely lavender/lilac. Glad you and Banks came out ok. 💙🤗
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So glad nothing completeley horrible happened xxx.
You say you should of trusted your gut and maybe that's true, but I find that that's always SO much easier to say in hindsight. I hope you feel better soon and as horrible as I'm sure this has been to go through it must be so loveley to know how much Banksy has your back, that boy really loves you ❤❤❤
Oh now the tears r flowing again…. You’re right tho. He sure does xx
Hi Tina. Been following you and Banksy for a few years now. Love your channel and appreciate how open you are to sharing the highs and lows of life. I feel as if you are a personal friend of mine. Praying all will be well with the tests and scans. Thank the Lord for medical-science! With love from South Africa!
Bless you Tina!🥰
I agree with Cam. When you have such a bond like you have with Banks, he knows you so well.
He knows when you're not right, he could sense it. That's probably why he didn't go as well because he was looking after you🥰
Wishing you well and sending lots of virtual hugs (and Banks too)🥰
Oh hon, you and Banks are so connected and he would have definitely felt your distress and discomfort. That was enough for him to put the brakes on and make the decision for you. Sending huge love and good vibes.
Sorry things didn't end well at the Champs Tina, but I'm glad Banksie's Okay. ❤
I hope the scans don't reveal anything nasty - keep us posted - praying for you. xOx
Oh T! Shed a little tear with you, sending love and well wishes to the both of you🤍🤍
Thanks lovely xx
@LifeontheLeftRein what's em's podcast channel... would love to see her and addy...
Hope things have been sorted and you and Banksy are well? ❤❤❤
So sorry you've not been feeling great, hope everything is okay ((hugs))
Thank you xx
Tina you have such a bond with your boy, he definitely knows when you are not feeling well. He made the call for you. What a wonderful bond you have.
He’s so precious xx
Awww Tina….ive been there with lady issues over the last year and been through the scans….mines adenomyosis and I underwent some minor surgery which has helped. I hope everything goes well with your scans hunni. You have an amazing bond with Banksy and he”ll always look after you….xx
So glad that Banksy knew that you weren’t well; how amazing to have such an intuitive and loyal horse. I’ve had maybe two horses in my life who just stood next to me if I fell or if I went down upon dismounting. The rest were all too happy to go somewhere else- usually back to the barn to look for food! So, well played Banksy!
Tina, as someone who has dealt with endometriosis for MANY years, sounds like you may have that. Not a doctor, but I know about ridiculously heavy periods and feeling dizzy and drained. And having lots of cramps. Could be a few other things, but don’t fret bc most of the common issues which your symptoms sound like they align with are treatable. So keep your head up, and I hope you feel better soon!
Tina you are an amazing pony mummy and Banksy is so connected to you he picked up on how you were feeling there will always be another event but both of you must always put yourselves first. I suffered terribly with heavy flooding and because of that had very low iron levels which makes you feel very wobbly, weak and light headed. Fingers crossed all scans etc come back normal, thinking of you 💕
Much love to you Tina and Banksy. You can only do your best but your health and his health comes first. I hope everything gets sorted for you nd your start to feel better really soon. Banksy is such a wonderful chap to take care of your like that. xx
He really is extremely special xx
Oh hon I'm so very sorry... I had very similar things happen during perimenapause. Where you just feel like the world goes wonky and you're going to pass out. I so hope that's what it is for you... big hugs and good vibes for your scans. 💗💗💗
Good on you for stopping and Banksy for being so intune with you. Take Care and get some rest. Tell Em the the seat is Light Purple not Pink lol.
agreed 💜😂
Oh sweetheart your tears broke my heart. Be strong. Hugs from an American Nana.
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I love it when Suzie asks questions because then I get to learn lots of cool stuff!
Tina, I have a feeling that you will have already had your tests and stuff done by the time we’re watching this vlog, but I just wanted to reach out and give you a great big ✨squishy cuddle✨ and to send you good vibes. I’ll keep my fingers crossed for both of you that everything’s ok xxx
Well done Tina! Managing to vlog through all those emotions is super human! Ever the professional! Hated seeing you sad but loved coming along for the journey! Thank you for sharing x
I wouldn't be so hard on yourself! This vlog just shows how important the connection between horse and rider is in our sport. Banksy took care of both of you on that cross country course. He definitely felt that you weren't quite right. Instead of attempting to get over the fence and possibly jumping you out of the tack, he decided to say 'no' and save both of you for another day.
You both love what you do and will come out even stronger than ever next time!
Hoping all goes well for you health-wise. Love from 🇨🇦
Oh sweetie, don’t overthink. Results don’t matter as long as you and Banks are safe. Hope you get your health sorted, will be thinking of you xxxx
Thank you xx
Ah Tina, life can be very difficult, especially when it comes to health. I'm disabled and it has taken a long time to accept I won't ride again or run or.... anything. It's best to never ignore your body. I hope you have good doctors, that's essential!
I hope your scans provide answers. I've had big bleeding problems in the past, but a Mirena and iron supplements have helped enormously. If your BP or O² sats are low, be careful with those quick positional changes.
I really wish you a fast return to health. We never appreciate our health, physical and mental, until it's gone. Banksy and you are such a wonderful team, he knew his team mate wasn't there 100% and pulled the plug for you. Take care! ❤
So sorry for bad eventing day. At least neither of you were injured. Thinking of you for your upcoming scans/tests. 🌹🌹
Oh Tina, I truly feel for you. When I was 26, I had issues with severe bleeding and I ended up having to have an emergency hysterectomy. It was really hard for me to deal with but it helped me in the long run. I really hope that they can sort you out hunnie. If you need anything please let me know always here to talk. These sorts of issues are really difficult to deal with as they are not spoken about enough!!!!xxxx
I had a similar thing. I had years of severe bleeding and associated health problems, and I had surgery in the end to resolve the issue. It's no joke to have to cope with this, and I think very few people realise how debilitating it is.
@@AnneRogersPhoto, can I ask what they gave you as options to fix your problem
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Im so glad you're both okay and home safe - that is the most important thing 💙 Completely understandable that you weren't feeling 100% going into the event with everything youve got going on and clearly Banksy knew that too. Im so sorry to hear about your health problems, im going through a similar thing myself at the moment, so understand how worrying and unsettling it can be. Sending you all the positive and good vibes, and crossing everything for you for good news with your scans 💙
Thank you Chloe, hope you’re ok too xx
Banksy's got your back! You're an amazing team! Don't ever forget that ❤ it's an amazing feeling when you are so connected with your horse. But best wishes on your recovery and hugs 🫂
He’s the most precious boy, so so lucky to call him mine xx
Well done everyone. Hope you are feeling better now. You and Banksy are a brilliant partnership. Hes such a good boy
I feel so sad for you, you were so enthousiastic the first day!! And you gave so much pressure to yourself which is logical in your situation, you did great for the situation you were in. Hope you are feeling better now and Banksy also ❤❤ what a sweetheart, not only self-preservation also mommy preservation ❤
Emily is an epic friend.
Big hugs from Australia. Big hugs from my two horses.
Meg is epic too.
Risks are hard to take when you are competing. If you feel its better for your horse to sit this one out its because you ❤him and can't see your future without him . ❤ Dorothy
You are in my thoughts and prayers... Been down that road of not feeling well with my lady bits.😢
Hope you are feeling better! Hugs!!!❤❤❤
What does everyone mean lady bits?
Does she mean she got her period?
@@Horselover-b4dno. There are a multitude of chronic painful conditions women experience due to their ability to bear children. Pcos, endometriosis, fibroids, pcs, atrophy, incontinence, pms etc etc 'getting her period' is dismissive and belittles what a huge amount of life limiting issues some women experience.
Tina, I am so sorry you are going through this. It sounds very difficult. Your channel is so fun to watch and you have such a sweet and precious heart. Want you to know I am praying for you. God loves you so much and I pray you feel his love melt your beautiful heart. He is with you, his love is with you, prayers will continue. God bless you.
Thank you I appreciate that x
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Oh darling , your boy looked after you. You are probably feeling dizzy and weak because you might be anaemic with your bleeding. Sending you positive vibes and love. I totally understand how you are feeling. Good luck with the scans. 💜Xx
Hope u get the good news concerning your health and then carry on with your horsey adventures❤❤
Thank you me too xx
Oh Tina, I really felt for you and wanted to give you a hug! Banksy knows you well and you know him so well! You were both not in top form and protecting each other! Hope all goes well with your scan . I love watching you and Banksy. ❤😊Megan was a superstar with her reply too! 😊
Hey Tina, you’re awesome! So is banksy. You did the right thing!xx
Oh Tina I am so sorry it wasn’t your day. But glad you and Bankys are both home safe. I hope you are feeling better soon, Take care of yourself ❤xx
Take care of yourself. Horses taking care of us and I believe that’s their job as well. We’re a team, not leaders. Bless the heart of you guys.
He sure knew xx
Tee give yourself a break girl, i am so sure your team mates fully understands and doesn't give 2 whoops being a rider down. Also remember when Dee Dee got the same thing with the hives at Lucinda's and Meg didn't ride her either, healthy pony equals stress free life!!!
As for your health honey, that has got to come first every single time.! When people can't see the problem or pain you're in (take it from a person who had a 25 year long battle with endometriosis) don't feel you have to explain it or compensate for it, it's noones bloody business anyway. Love ya mate and hope all is well. Stay safe eventing. Kym from Oz xx
Lovely message 💜 Best wishes from the UK
Hope your spirit is a little higher today Tina. Precious Banksy looked after you well - onto another day you pair of bonded souls xx
Banksy was awesome to protect you from getting hurt! ❤ 🙏🏻 the scans go well and you and your doctor get answers needed to get you back to 100%. Take care of yourself- hope you feel better soon.
We love you Tina! You did nothing wrong ❤ prayers for you
Oh, Tina! Breaks my heart to see you cry! Your smile is everything so to see this, just ughhh! Wish I could hug you! Please don't beat yourself up over moments. It's so easier to see things with the benefit of time. These moments do not define you and Banksy and all your success! I truly hope everything is OK with your health. My heart is with you! Be gentle with yourself! So much love to you! ❤❤
We also didn’t do our best but…. You and Emily made my weekend.
Aaahhhh such a lovely friendly event isn’t it xx
@@LifeontheLeftRein it’s is I’m a big fan of riding club events
Bless you both, chin up girlie and we all wish you the best of health, best preserve yourselves for pony parties in the future
You have an amazing bracelet on with a stirup where id it from i love it!
Please take care Tina, we are all here for you. Fingers crossed for your scans and hope you feel better soon. Your own and Banks health is the most important thing ❤ Sounds like he knew you weren’t well bless him x
I hope you are both doing well now, you are one of my role models and i love the purity of this volg it goes to show we are all human and all have our struggles no matter how well can ride. I love you both soooo much sending massive hugs ang kisses 🫶
Such a beautiful connection with your pony ❤ hoping you feel much better soon.
He’s the best boy xx
Oh lovely lady. He picked up on how you were feeling. Your bond is unbreakable. Hope the scans come back ok. Sending good old Yorkshire hugs xxx
Tina the minute I saw you in tears and debating whether to go XC, I said “no!”. Eventing can be dangerous and you need to be at your best to attack the course. Your health and your horse are more important than a competition, even a team comp. I hope your tests are not bad news.❤️
❤❤❤❤❤.....awwww he knows you arent 100% big hugs ...seems like he was saying mum doesn't feel good , hope you and banksy are back to feeling more yourselves ...biiig hugs from me and my pony to you and yours❤❤❤❤
Oh Tina! Don't be hard on yourself for stickin' up for your team! ❤❤ Like Meg said you could as well enjoied the cross country and you could have pulled up at any time! Must have been a nightmare feeling disoriented in the middle of a course though!!! 🙈🙈 Really hope you are feeling better soon and that your scan gives positive news!!! Love Banksy for looking after you both!!! He's a gem!!! ❤❤
Aww Tina. You had me in tears too. Banksy was absolutely definitely looking after you!!!! ❤❤❤
Aww I just wanted to give you a hug through the screen 🥺🩷 You’re so brave for speaking out, showing and sharing your emotions online not everybody does that. I hope everything goes well with your scans and it was nothing to worry about. And I hope everything’s okay with Sir Banskey too! Yous two are definitely my favourite duo keep you’re head up and you’ll get through this hard time and you’ll be back on you’re feet in no time 💪🏾🐴🩷 xxx
Hugs to you Tina!! Hopefully you feel better soon and you and Banks can take on another course another day!
So sorry T. I’ve been in similar situations not exactly but that light-headed feeling for probably the same reason is horrible. Then to try and ride. Don’t feel guilty, you and Banksy are a team and as a team he knew you weren’t feeling well so he made the executive decision to call it a day. Thank goodness he did. I’ve flat out passed out! Can you imagine that while on a horse! No fear Banksy had your back as well as the most amazing friends!!!Rest, hydrate and take care of yourself!
Hi Tina, I saw you and banks on the back of horse& hound the other week. Tina you just have to do what you think is best ,there's all ways another day . Take care and all the best. 👍❤❤❤
Aaahhh thank you xx
Sending you all the love, hope and courage in the world Tina. You are an inspiration to so many. You always try so hard with everything you do. Sending love and light your way ❤ x.
Oh dear Tina. Not even to the end of this and I’m so sorry….you have to do what is right for you and your pony. Sending ❤❤❤❤❤
Banks looks after you for your health and his he knows when your not yourself and that’s why he was stopping. Hope everything is alright with your health and banks. Take as long as you need cause I know for a fact all your viewers will be waiting for you when you come back and so will banks! Wish you the best xx
Well done for trying your best let's hope that next year is your year give your boy a big hug I send hugs to you and your boy you need each other in times that you have with them
Thanks Katy xx
OMW I'm so sorry 😞The lows are important that you'll appreciate the highs even more! Regarding the tests - drink more water/juice (Y-food?) and get some iron tablets, and it'll aaaaall be fine - everything happens for a reason! Sending hugs from South Africa!
Tina, we love that you wear your heart on your sleeve. Appreciate that you have boundaries between public and private life and that's healthy. I hope you get to the bottom of your problems and that you recover quickly. I think you're right that Banks is just very sensitive and was picking up from you that things weren't right, and was very sensibly telling you that he couldn't do this without his teammate on good form. From seeing your IG I'm glad you're both home safe and he's a happy boy out hacking.
He's such a good boy, he knew you weren't ok and said "No mom, this isn't safe for you, let's not."
Hi Tina, Banksy really knew you weren't well, and took care of you. Sorry you are not well and hope your scans come back with good news. Hope Banksy gets better quickly from having hives. Thinking of you. God bless you. 😊
Your health and wellbeing and also Banksy's health are the main two things. I agree with what Meg said, you can stop and withdraw at any point but the main thing is to try ❤ I had similar moments with my old ex racehorse who I evented but we never let each other down and I'm sure you and Banksy wouldn't either!
Oh Tina I hope you are feeling a bit stronger now but you know Banks inside out and you have the most wonderful bond! Hope you get some good news soon. Sending love from wales 🏴❤️
I am glad he looked after you. Hope your scans all go well, or at least give you some answers. You both get to jump another day. Xx
I don’t think you should beat yourself up! You did everything right! It’s a tough decision to make when it’s not only you involved I know you felt the weight of the team on your shoulders. But in the end, you and your horse’s health has to come first! I will be praying for you that you have good results from your scans and anxiously awaiting the news. You and Sir Banksey are an awesome team and you should be very very proud as I know you are!❤❤
I hope you’re doing okay Tina and feeling better, Banksy too of course xx
Thanks lovely xx
Pleased both you & Banksey are ok…looking forward to seeing you both out & about doing what you love again soon
Thank you, I hope so too xx
LOVE YOU take care ,yes medicks will sort it. YOU will be fine.
Thank you xx
I hope you are feeling better soon, I think Banksy was sensing you were under par and was looking out for you. It shows how in tune you are with each other and what a wonderful partnership you are.
Yea I agree and feel so very lucky to have such an intuitive boy xx
You and the gorgeous Banksy have the most beautiful bond and he really kept you both safe ❤️ you should be very proud of yourself and him, classic hardy horse lady! 💪
Oh bless you, you shouldn't feel guilty at all! Not for 'letting the team down' as you were worried to do, nor for trying to complete it. Thanks for chatting openly about women's health issues, many 'suffer' in silence and it shouldn't be the case. I had my own issues there for a time. Only once at an event thank goodness, and opted to still run XC (it's such a hard choice in the moment! I felt for you and cried with you) ... bless my boy, and yours, for bringing us home safe 🦄 I truly hope your health improves quickly and is sorted relatively easily. Yours and Banks partnership is absolutely beautiful 💗
Awww Tina. I am so happy that Banksy is looking after you. I shed quite a lot of tears watching this video. Just know that everything would be okay and stay strong through everything. You and Banksy are both capable of being strong together. I hope you are feeling much better already. All my love to you and Banksy ❤⚘️
Tina, if you not feeling well and banks isn’t himself then there is no point in carrying on, you have nothing to prove you have amazing friends who will support your decision so don’t worry about it, it’s just not worth risking him or yourself if you aren’t focusing. You have done so much and come so far with banks, putting yourself first for once is sometimes the best decision for you both. Hope you both feel better soon sending love hugs and support.xx
U and banks r a fab duo u take such good care of him and he has a fab life but please make sure u take as much care of yourself as well trust yourself. only u know both your boy and yourself the most ... hope u r well and nothing is to serious with your health ❤❤
That was a tough one to watch. Hope things go well with your scans and those issues get sorted quickly. We all know what a special boy Banksey is and that’s just gone up another level. He knew you weren’t right and those refusals was him telling you enough was enough. What a special team you both are. Sending you all the positive vibes.
Oh Tina! I hope you are ok and I hope banks is ok we are here for you as well!! We love you lots ( and banks of course!! ) Xxxx
Hes feeling good, seems he is just extremely intuitive which is lovely really isn’t it xx
sending all my love & well wishes your way ❤ you did so well to even go up in the first place, let alone compete! be gentle with yourself tina + hoping you get some answers and pain relief soon xx
Thank you xx
That proves you two have an incredible bond
Oh. Really feel for you, Tina. Hope all the scans go ok. Everybody rooting for you. Hugs.
Ah tina, i really feel you! I‘ve been having quite a bit of „female issues“ in the last year myself. And also had that feeling of weakness and dizzyness while riding up to the point that i jumped of mid dressage lesson because i felt so faint. Can‘t even imagine feeling like that on a cross country course! Definitely the safe and right desicion to call it a day. And we should always trust our horses, even if we are feeling unsure. Their instincts are just so good and they can mirror us so well, always worth listening to! Well done banksy for keeping your mom safe😘hope things resolve themself and you are feeling better soon🤞🏻❤
Aww Tina. I got emotional seeing you emotional. You are such a beautiful person, and care so much for your boy. It is so upsetting to see you feeling down. I hope that you get some answers soon! And I pray that everything will be okay. I know you regretted going trough with attempting cross country. But please don’t think you let your boy down. He watches out for you too, and knew to let you know “mom lets do this another time”. BIG hugs from my home to yours.
First and the best thing is that your safe xx we love you time and banksey ❤
HOPE ALL GOES WELL 🤞
Thank you x
every one can have crappy days (I think meg and jam had an off day in the last event they went to) especially if you'r worrying about something and its affecting you that much your getting dizzy and discombobulated . I used to hack out at a riding school every week but when I developed epilepsy and was getting meds sorted I went out for my usual ride but the pony wouldn't trot/canter for me and when I got home after I had got changed and was just doing some mundane stuff I had a black out fit (a small seizure that lasts about 20 seconds but takes about and hour to come round from) and I think the pony could sense there was something not right with me so wouldn't go faster than a walk so they can deffo pick up on stuff like that , I hope you get to the bottom of the health things fast, sending hugs and good vibes XOXOXO
Love and Light to you and Banksy 🇮🇪💚🍀🇮🇪💚🍀
Thank you xx
Poor you Tina it’s awful feeling crap and spoils everything for you. Womens problems hey hope you get sorted. Banksy knew you were off like you know when he’s off. Great support from your team and everyone else that cares deeply of you. We all love you on here take care sweetheart big hugs 🤗 tfs 🤗🏇🤗
Thanks Christine that’s kind of you to say xx
Oh Tina.My heart goes out to you.Always trust your intuition.Sendi g love from Texas.
Thank you so much hunni xx
There's always another day I know how stress can affect you life and having things going on in the background you are so brave open to us as meg would say live life love you and Banksy knows you inside and out .xx❤❤❤
Oh Tina I felt so upset for you and banks i hope all is well ❤
Great video Tina. Sorry about your event. I do hope you are alright and everything is okay.
Oh Tina 😢 bless You both🤍🩵 you both got home safe most importantly and you just need to focus on getting you bk to normal .. sending 🤗
Sending you big big hugs Tina, ❤❤❤❤honestly I was wondering if you were feeling/ doing okay …the past several vlogs just seemed like you were a bit “tired ish “ and a little preoccupied ( understandably) Tina you are such a kind human and always supporting everyone ponies included before yourself ….please make you the priority for a bit until you get some answer and a medical plan together - and you don’t need to share that with us just know we support you and care about you ❤
O Tina, I'm so sorry you are going through all that. It's so hard when you don't want to let others down; I can understand that and you shouldn't be upset with yourself for that. That 4 in dressage was harsh. I'm praying for you, Banks and your health.
Your an amazing horse owner Tina you always put Banksy's wellfair first !! ❤️ love ya and Sir Banksy
😊 thank you xx
Hope you are feeling better soon ! You and Banksy are an epic team !