a playlist for my funeral.
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 เม.ย. 2024
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'songs for when my time comes'
Tracklist:
0:00 widx. - like I’m floating
open.spotify.com/track/7rCIGG...
2:16 deneb, widx. - until you’ve warmed my heart (sped up)
open.spotify.com/track/4yg933...
3:56 entris, Blut Own - solace
open.spotify.com/track/0GkO6i...
6:05 undercurrent. - worthless
open.spotify.com/track/3iSycC...
7:42 slewy - stay calm
open.spotify.com/track/0MC0LU...
9:27 limbus vita - sad tuned air
open.spotify.com/track/5mYKsY...
11:37 oversyncing, Ethergløw - where we belong
open.spotify.com/track/1DQLvd...
13:52 entris, shibíre - diving
open.spotify.com/track/78v3kv...
15:39 Slewy - departing
open.spotify.com/track/5exSDO...
17:42 darmi. - nothing but sorrow
open.spotify.com/track/19Zmc8...
19:24 Mineve - souvenir
open.spotify.com/track/3GPFLa...
20:53 🔁
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/ lostsoundslabel
#ambientmusic #snowfall #darkambient #sleepmusic - เพลง
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Everyday, I tell myself, "I can do better". I avoid one problem today, but it hunts me tomorrow. The past has threw grudges into my head that when I try to forget, I can only remember. The more I try and tackle it, the more it tries to consume me, for I'm merely a smaller part of something much larger. When I try acknowledging my actions, one part of my mind thinks otherwise, and that confusion throws me off-balance. Am I someone who deserves life?, what am I doing wrong?, is life even.. what I thought it was? Anyway, I knew Suicide wasn't the answer, and when it came in-between life or death, life really is something I had to be patient with., no matter what happened, because a book doesn't end halfway. When I wanted to be someone/something that stood out from others, I knew there was someone who thought the same. Everything I did, I knew someone had already done, and I no-longer feel special, but feel as if I'm just an ant, following in another ant's footsteps, headed toward the same miserable path, with the end of the road being death's door. No-matter what I accomplish, I'll never find what I truly want, everything's just canon at one point. I have but no choice to accept this reality, since I can't live the impossible, and wait for death to come to me, that's just Life. Everything I'm saying right now, no one cares, and it's not like it'll change my problems, it'll only cause more. Hate me, though the both of us are of the same species and are both headed toward what's unknown. Let's pretend this never happened, laugh, drink and eat, influence others, keep our thoughts to ourselves, and die with no one in our debt., let them figure it out themselves, and they'll repeat the endless loop, just as our mother and father hoped to do for us. Rather keep it peaceful, than let them hurt their selves, only to blame others around them for the less. Why?, Because it's hopeless... I'm glad I'm not Immortal because I won't get to see another sad ending.
-Moder
Wow....that was deep. And I hate to admit it but I relate to most of it...especially the part where "When I try acknowledging my actions, one part of my mind thinks otherwise", "Everything I did, I knew someone had already done, and I no-longer feel special", and "Let's pretend this never happened, laugh, drink and eat, influence others, keep our thoughts to ourselves, and die with no one in our debt."
It's like...I feel useless, but I know I'm not. It's complicated and everyday it feels like I'm constantly arguing and debating with myself without a means to an end. So to end it and calm down I just try not to think about it and live life normally, hang out with my friends....but the thoughts never go away completely...so every day I feel like a hollow shell who's just...empty...confused....that was once filled with hope and innocence....but now...just....gone
Hey youtube, don't forget to invite me at your funeral 💙 to be together till the end
This reminds me of listening to the ambient channel back in 2013 when I was a freshed faced young doomer. Lovely!
You are like me 🥺
ох..я даже не заметила как уснула. Спасибо за шикарное видео.
A wonderful playlist ! Thank you.💜
May you find strength. May you find peace.
2 of my songs are here! thank you!
Alone Space 😮
Wow, this is truly fantastic! 🎉✨ The sheer brilliance and wonder of it all leave me in awe. 🌟💫
We live eachday, a cycle until you draw your last breathe, yet i cant find the right people that love me, i wanted to be a footballer but i dont think thati can make it that far, each night i picture myself playing professionally until i wake up for it to be a dream, i dont know what to do anymore, no matter how hard i try to to my school work its too hard even with lessons, i dont think I'll ever be who I'll ever want to be in life, i just dont know what to do, i listen to this type of music bec im lonely and got no one to really talk to, i only smile at everything while my pain and sadness just creep up on me each and everyday, i almost committed suicide once, but that wont be any better bec i wont go to heaven so i just exist watching everyone being happy😪😓💔
I've felt the same way for years, although I've never met someone with the same mindset, i was starting to believe i was completely alone, hit me up if you wanna talk about it, who knows, it could be a step toward healing for the both of us.
We'll always be there 😢
I feel like I have to hide this part of myself so people don't see me for the person I show them
Thanks! A lov you 🖤🫂
amazing
Wow . Its so fantastic
how was your day today? 😊
Not bad, but not good. 50% 50%
50/50
I have birth day today
@@Pa9_gamingHAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!! I HOPE YOU FIND AMAZEMENT AND JOY EVERY WHERE YOU GO
@Pa9_gaming Happy Birthday🥳🎂🎊🎉. I pray that you will be very happy throughout your life and may God fulfill your wishes.😊
❤
💔💔💔
Amazing... Sorry, where can I find a photo like in this video? Thank you)
Really? Your funeral? Obviously I dont know your situation, but I pray for you........... Made me sad but I liked it anyways..... Just saying
imo, it's probably just for the title..
Right, @@gqdThinky
I never took the titles this way
damn the realization that there's no reason to like me is real
Hello, who knows which AI can be used to create pictures like the one in this video?
Reasons not to like me