There's lots of sad songs on my channel, but damn, this is a very triggering comment section. If you struggle with eating disorders, I do not recommend reading.
yeah, who thought that youtube cared for us and knows us better than our parents know us. Imma go ahead and put my story here. I have a pretty normal life. I have my parents, siblings. I don't have many friends, but I'm not the type of person to make an effort to make friends. But there's a voice, in my head. Telling me I'm fat, worthless, ugly, you know, the usual. I always talk to myself late at night, because I was never told it was abnormal. Lately, for about 2 months, I haven't had the motivation to eat, sleep, take care of myself basically. My friend had died in a house fire, so that had pushed me into these 2 months. I don't expect you to understand, or care. But I felt the need to write this out.
Yeah! It always does that to me. Body positivity and other pro recovery thing. Thank you TH-cam, but I am sorry I don't think anyone would care and help me
I’ve just told my friend that Im anorexic, she was almost crying so she said. I’ve been feeling this way for a few months, and she said she will keep a close eye on the amount I’m eating when we get back into school. She is supporting me so much, I love that she cares so much about me. Thank you Isabelle!!
Moifi kea my friend said something sexual with those words he said he heard it some where what was it again... umm "really your fu**king right infront of my salad??" ...i think thats how it went... ._____.
The same artist as "Ugly"... this touches me because I've always been insecure about my weight. I'm scared to eat because I don't want to add on, the idea is just terrifying to me. Its worse than the fear of rejection for not having a perfect body. I'm trying but I'm just so scared and insecure. I don't know what to do anymore
Please eat regularly... Please eat healthier meals, with lots of fruits, veggies, and grains! And if it helps, exercise! I promise you wont gain much by eating healthy like this, and the exercise will just help you get into shape. But please, please don't starve yourself. It will only cause you to have problems with how your body works in the future... I hope i helped💞
One cut, nobody notices Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine. Ten cuts, they push her aside Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will Twenty cuts, she lied Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge A suicide, a life was lost.
PhsychoOceanᄏ SeaKillerヤンデレ But I’ll stop because if I don’t my friend told me that she will kill herself and I know that she can do it just to teach me something
I relate, I'm never hungry so I skip meals on accident which has lead me to being underweight. Now they are angry I don't eat, but eating 2 full meals a day makes me sick, I can't eat.
This song makes me cry because my gf is my hole word but she hates herself and she doesn't eat. She thinks I only love her for her look but I love her personality and the real her.
My boyfriend tells me that every time... It's just... I can't believe though I love him. I'll still hate myself and starve. Or maybe cut... But that's a war between me and my sick mind.
I am starting myself at school to look skinny so that my crush likes me . I literally eat a cup of coffee at 6 am and I go home and eat some salad at 4 pm . I literally hate myself. I was 42 kg and I am now 37 kg. I cut because of depression. I exercise daily and use ton of makeup to look pretty. I even bleached my skin to look fairer. I don't even want to live. This is how a girl feels. So think before you reject a girl. For all the guys out there . Love the person who love you. Based on my life
CoreyAnna Byrd I am fine . I still love him but now he is friendly and I am just dieting by staying empty stomach. He rejected me 4 times but it's okay. It is just small cuts
Don’t care about others who don’t love you. Life is short. Throw these unhealthy standards and be free out of your hellhole. I had a similar problem with wanting to become friends with people who I found out to be cool, but then again, I gave up and set up my own path of life. So again, you don’t need others to love you. All you need is a handful of decent people and your self-confidence to make you complete.
Hi probably no one will see or read this but that’s okay, hi I’m 14 years old and I used to starve myself , once I did it for 2 weeks, I ended up passing out twice , I was bullied by my best friend over my weight , and my other classmates , that was in primary school , when I was just around 11-12 , now I’m in secondary school, I have the best friends I could ever wish for , I did starve myself in secondary school for a while until my friends made me stop and I seeked help with counseling, people need to hear this: it.gets.better
Everyone thinks that anorexia is just starving yourself, but it’s so much more than that. It’s feeling in *control* when your life becomes too much. It feels good to obsess over something and eventually starving feels *good* .Soon the hunger cues fade. You could have Gordon Ramsay’s cooking in front of you and have little to no desire to eat it. The thoughts become so overwhelming when you stray from the disorder. They scream at you to come back, they say eating is bad for you. Sure, eating healthy foods is an option, but food is food. It makes you feel full, and that feeling is something we fear. Or at least I fear.
The sad thing is... I’ve tried to starve myself. I’ve tried to throw up after I eat my food. But I can’t go one day with out eating too much. I can go one day, where I’m not wasting my money on food that isn’t even healthy for me. Idk what to do, there’s so much more to the story but I don’t want to get help
I eat like 3 things a day (no not three meals) it’s more of two small snacks and supper so my parents aren’t suspicious and I still feel like that’s too much...
Oh no, i developed a binging problem from trying to starve and now I'm leading onto bulimia, please try to get a healthy relationship before it goes to some other extreme, idk what that is
When I first saw the title, I was like, did TH-cam read my mind. Cause I've been skipping dinner and lunch lately. My parents tell me I need to lose weight, so they haven't really noticed much. People at school have told me I look skinnier then at the start of the year (I've been in school for about two months now). I know its not the best way to be skinnier but it does. And it's easier then when I'm cutting.... I just need help. I'm sorry for bothering you with my problems when I should know you probably have your own things to deal with... I'm sorry
Well even if you need help sadly there isn't much I can do to help But I can try and help if you want me to? I hope things will get better for you in some way that makes you happier
Smol Neko Hey it's alright... Everything is going to be okay... If you don't want to eat that's up to you... I just don't eat sometimes because I see the horrors of my past and I just want to puke... I want everyone to eat and be healthy... Please don't hurt your body like this...
READ IF YOU WANT: I am not allowed to be bisexual but this girl I LOVE is anorexic and I sent her this... Now she is eating and I really wish I could kiss her and tell her how gorgeous she is but, I can't. *CORA I LOVE YOU!!!* EDIT: I'm a junior in highschool now and she cheated on me and dumped me the end of 8th grade but at least we had our first kiss 💀💀💀
Having never had to go through a eating disorder maybe I don't understand this as well as someone who has starved but this reminds me of the people I love and don't know how to help.
Apple Pie All I can say is be there for them, and especially never enforce their habits. I struggle with reoccurring anorexia, I have since I was 12 years old, and one of the things that always motivated me was people saying "Wow, you've lost so much weight! You look so good." Find something else to compliment. Aside from online, I suffered in silence every time because I didn't want to disappoint anyone by them finding out the truth.
Gf: “Go eat something you haven’t eaten all day.” Me: “No. I’m not hungry, I’ll be fine.” Gf: “No you won’t please go eat.” Me: “I’m. Not. Hungry.” Gf: “Fine...” *later* Gf: “Have you eaten yet?” Me: “No.” Gf: “Why won’t you eat?” Me: “It makes me nauseous.” Gf: “Because you don’t eat enough.” Me: “I’d rather starve myself than eat. It’s less painful.” (This is a true story btw. And it continues on.) This was also on my recommend I think it knows😅
Knowing that I, the girl who would normally eat every half an hour, haven't eaten since noon and it is midnight, I'm feeling weird. But I made a decision, I will only eat when I am hungry. If I am not hungry for a school time snack, I won't have it. If I am not hungry for an afternoon snack, I won't have it. If I can also sometimes skip dinner without being noticed, that is the best for me. I need to lose some weight according to the doctor. And for my metabolism, there is no other way to lose weight than skipping some meals.
You can still eat bread, rice, ice- cream or whatever any delicious just don't eat something oily and unhealthy food that is bad for your health example like burger or hot dog. It just that you need to always eat but in a small portion not overeating. Also, it depends on your gender, age, metabolism, environment, work place. If you are a teenager you should eat more (healthy food) because you still growing up at that age and you need more energy to move. You can still take sugar in your diet just sometimes don't take too much. Edit: Also, it is okay if you want to eat junk food or chocolate if you control portion intake so there is no problem with that. The important is just don't stressing too much about eating and body appearance, just be happy and healthy with your life.
These past months I've been trying to eat way less, because of the bullying and self hate from my last year at school. And everyone says "wow u got skinnier during the summer" and I just don't see it, all the teachers ask why I don't eat at lunch and I just says it's because I'm not hungry or I already have food. I'm mostly doing this because (not trying to sound like, anything here) of this boy I like because I usually see the kind of girls he liked before he liked me and they were all skinny and pretty. He had asked me out but I still don't know why and I just try to be good for everyone but it still doesn't work because even tho they don't bully me anymore I still feel as if they talk about me behind my back and say mean stuff... the only thing they bully me about are my insecurities and anxiety
All I gotta say is get some hobbies in order and stop giving a damn about your peer's opinions. I'm the vice president of a coed frat at a college. I was the broke as hell outcast in highschool that read books instead of socializing. Now I binge on audiobooks, eat healthy food and I'm set to graduate with 2 degree's and marry my hot as hell fiance within the next couple months. I recommend podcasts and audiobooks because they are a big help in combatting loneliness. You also get cool rolemodels out of them. Stay strong kiddo
Last year I was dealing with Anorexia.. Not dealing actually.. She was my only friend.. She would let all my pain fly away.. I felt amazing.. She was really harsh .. She made me starve all day, not sleeping at night due to hunger, brain fog and loosing periods.. But I felt important.. It was 4am one night and I couldn't sleep, I had a fight with my parents that night but the only thing I could think of was what to eat the next day.. Then this song popped up in my recommendations.. Then this song told me "please eat.. You're killing the only piece of you I can touch" Man.. That was like a hammer right to my head that time! What was I doing... Now I'm in my recovery journey, it's been 7months now~ I think you can say this song really saved my life~
@@n1ght_th1nk3r Just wanted to tell you that 2 weeks a go ( the time you left this comment for me) I was experiencing Anorexia relapse, I couldn't see your comment back then but now that I'm reading it , it makes my heart so warm that I could fight my anorexia to this day so now I have this amazing opportunity to see your comment ~ Now I'm so grateful for all my efforts~ And thanks a million it means the world to me~ And I hope you'd be able to face your fears too, I hope you can be a better , kinder person towards yourself too💙 Wishing you all the best~💙💙
I was a happy girl, but it changed when i became 10, i started loving magazines and i always wanted to look like those pretty girls, from a young age i wanted to be ' skinny ' and ' pretty ' when i was 11 i had people telling me that i need to lose weight, my parents told me i was fine, but i always just had that thing where i hated my body, infront of others i pretended that i loved myself, but when no one was looking, i would cry myself to sleep asking myself why i'm so fat, everywhere i looked i saw ' skinny people ' I always compared myself to others, telling myself i'm not good enough, i was always a happy girl, but when those thoughs came.. i ruined myself, i ate only 800 calories a day, but i still though i wasn't skinny, i was 1'64 and 44kg at one point, my mother told me to eat and since we had enough problems at home and i didn't want to make her sad, i ate, i basically went on a yo-yo diet, not only that, i had my brother tell me that i'm fat whenever i ate, he said things like ' You're eating again? Fatty ' He said it for fun, but i didn't think it was fun, i collected every compliment, and they got stuck with me, i still have some problems, but i learned to love myself more
This song hit me hard. I have a friend who deals with dysphoria, and he hardly ever eats. And he always tells me, "i wish I was as skinny as you". I hate being skinny. People always judge. They ask if I have anorexia, and I get tired of it. There's nothing wrong with me, I'm just naturaly skinny. And I'm always worrying if I look to thin. You look amaing no matter what your body looks like.
Oh my... I had this problem when i was little. I have high metabolism so i'm always skinny, no matter how much i wish to be at least chubby, i'll always stay skinny. I hate it. I too, was made fun of being so skinny when i was little, people assuming i was anorexic... It always made me sick when i was called that... And still, to this day, people comment on how skinny i am. And when i complain, my friends tell me i should be "lucky". Thinking about that rn makes me wanna throw up. I feel miserable knowing i'll never gain weight to how i want to be. I hate myself for this.
This hit me.. I’m the same way, my friends starve themselves and I’m like “Why, you are beautiful” and they say they are fat and talk about how skinny I am. I HATE BEING THIS SKINNY! Why can’t people understand seeing your ribs and spine is NOT A GOOD THING! I’m sorry if I’m overreacting I just am tired of people comparing themselves to someone trying to gain weight
Please eat, my friend terrified me last year when she went bearly eating for about 2 months; i ended up bringing her food and making her eat it infront of me. If you won't do it for yourself, do it for me, this complete stranger who cares. What ever you look like and whatever your beliefs I am here for you. Always xx
This song reminds me of my big brother.No I am not IN love with him,that's gross.I love him,he is my hero. My brother barely eats,he was already skinny but now I can see his ribs extremely well.I try to give him my food because I am chubby and I have some fat I can survive on,but he never did. Chris....my brother....I can't lose you.... If you died from starvation,I'd probably comit suicide. YOU SAVED ME SO MANY TIMES FROM DIEING!!!WITH OUT YOU,RIGHT NOW I WOULD BE ROTTING IN THE GROUND!!!!YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!!! SO *PLEASE EAT*!!!
this is a lovely, sweet song. usually stuff labeled night core is so focused on the electronic sounds, but these vocals are so beautiful and chilling and very moving lyrics. it can be unfortunate thought when people are struggling and they've never had someone that would sing something like this to them
I’m recovering from an eating disorder (anorexia) and I’m also autistic. This is weirdly comforting this song is. I know I’m kind of weird for thinking this but it helps me. It’s getting me through this.
As soon as I got the notification on my phone, I opened TH-cam on my computer to listen to it since it has better speakers XD Also: Nice (in a sad way) song. I like things in nightcore version usually more than the original, so thanks for uploading this ^^
Just a quick word, To those who believe that You are beautiful if you lose pound after pound To those who listen to the models in the pages Rather then the ones who have been where you are, those wise broken sages To those who force food to come up after every meal, To those who count the pounds religiously, thinking you will heal, To those who believe that skinny means pretty, To those who don't eat because you feel guilty, Don't do it. Please stop it. You're so pretty and handsome. You're light is a priceless sum Don't go down this road There is no winning, no Olympic gold Pain and heart break are your prize This will become your demise. Take it from someone who has been here before If you are still unsure This sage purges constantly But they will never be skinny Please don't do this love Heaven doesn't need another dove Please eat Please eat.
Does this ever happen to anyone? Where you are hungry but you just don't want others to see you eat because you think they think you're disgusting or something?
@@eaapotatoes4643 yeah, it's a social anxiety thing. At the same time everyone looks ridiculous when they eat food lol. Even celebrities look funny eating on camera :) it isn't anything to be ashamed of
At first I thought this is a song about suicide and I think I am right ... DON'T STARVE SO MUCH, PEOPLE I'm plump and I do not have problems, you are you and you are beautiful the way you are! Also, awesome nightcore! 💙
I saw the title and thought it was a song about suicide, I got scared because I was starving myself.. And I just don't want anyone to feel what I felt because no one deserve to feel that way! Every single person on this planet is special, ugly or pretty doesn't matter! everyone deserves to live a good and happy live no matter what! c: * hide *
Gf: please eat...for me Me:ok fine *next day* Gf: did you eat Me :yes Gf:good you're getting better Me: *accidentally says out loud* better at lying You know it's bad when this is in your recommend and when someone sends you the song
More than three years ago, I posted the following comment that ended up being the most liked one in this entire comment section: ”You start to realize how sick you are when a song like this inspires you to keep starving..” The comment got over 5k likes, but I can no longer find it. I’m not sure if I’m simply blind, or if the creator deleted it (which is a very reasonable reaction so if that’s the case, I’m glad). Though this might just be lost in the sea of comments, I decided to finally post an update today, because I recieved several replies of people asking me how I was doing or hoping I was alright. Thank you for that. So here it goes, my update as of April 2021: I’ve thought about updating the comment for a while now; It’s been a long time since I posted it and it’s gained so many more likes than I ever could’ve imagined. It pains me to know how many people could identify with it. I’m turning 19 soon but I was 15 when I wrote it, so things have definitely changed. Back then, I was really struggling and lost an unhealthy amount of weight in just a few months time. I struggled with EDs ever since I was 13, but it never hit me as bad as it did here. Being raised in an extremely strict and conservative asian household, I was taught that we were supposed to be smaller. I thought that I had to be underweight, because that was the standard for us. I won’t go into details but long story short, it messed me up really bad. I was hospitalized and told I might never be able to get pregnant. It’s not worth it. I’m saying this to everyone of you as a friend, someone who knows how you feel, someone who has been in your position and still struggles with weight and numbers. It really is not worth it. You only get to live one life, so please reconsider if you want to spend the rest of it worrying about your body. I hate to break it to you but you truly will never be happy in this state. You might lose weight and reach your goal weight, but you’ll always keep aiming for lower. You won’t find happiness this way, no matter how much you believe so atm. I know most people will not be affected by my words. I was not affected by anyone’s words either during the time I was struggling. But I want you to understand that I know what you’re going through, and though I doubt a stranger on the internet can change your thought process, please just think about it. Think realistically. This is not permanent. You can’t keep living with an unhealthy fear of food and calories. You phsyically cannot live like this forever. It’s called a disorder for a reason. It may seem like a good way of coping, but it will destroy you in the long run. I’m doing much better today. I’m not completely there yet, but definitely in a better mindset and fighting hard for recovery. Eating disorders will ruin your life. I’ve wasted so many hours counting calories and hating my body, and now I’ve lost basic human functions like my period, a normal digestive system, so much of my hair and possibly the ability to ever bear a beautiful child. When you’re very sick, this all might seem positive; Like you’re doing something right because your body is showing negative signs due to starvation. But when you eventually get out of that mindset, it’s heartbreaking. The consequences can be permanent, but those feelings of happiness and satisfaction your eating disorder gives you is NOT. Please take care of yourselves. I’ve ruined my body and a big part of my life because of this. Value yourselves more. You’re worth more than a stupid number on a scale, so please eat.
I remember your comment, the sad thing is, I’m doing great with everything on my new medication but it keeps me from eating sometimes, even when I finally feel hungry now I think I just don’t need it. My mom is hyping up my weight change, I’m scared to tell her what’s really going on and why I should stop this. It dosen’t help that my dad has eating problems of his own. My sister and dad both have really bad eating problems, it’s fueled my bad relationship with food for as long as I can remember and now the medication I’m on is helping this feeling and urge to stop eating. Im fighting it, and I don’t restrict specific calories or anything, so thats good at least. Best wishes
Such a beautiful hard-hitting song. "you can only strave so much till you like the way it feels" anyone who's had a food restricting eating disorder can relate to that
Ever since middle school, I've hated how overweight I am. Its caused health issues many times. I skip many meals. Even now, I still skip meals but im still so far passed overweight, i hate looking in the mirror. I hate breathing heavy when trying to walk. I have to force myself to want to eat so it doesnt look like im trying to starve myself. Im not trying to. I just.. im tired of my weight and the thought of food just makes me so sad and upset, and just angry. I keep listening to this song to at least remind myself I should really eat something.
When I was younger I would eat a lot but one day in 1st grade a boy called me fat. Now whenever I see food I say ew. I hate when I have to eat because even when I eat a bit I wanna throw up. I'm less fat but I still feel so fat that I cover my whole body so no one can see how fat I am.
My friends organized to send this to me individually at the same time everyday for the past months. I finally watched it today... Thanks guys, I love you all so much.
The thing is, naturally I'm just not a hungry person. I don't eat breakfast and sometime dinner. It's not because I think I'm fat, I'm just *not hungry* . That's really all there is to it.
I finally started recovery for my ed and i just wanted to say that you are all perfect no matter what ad please try to recover. You only live once and you could die any day please try to enjoy the basic pleasures of life and care for your body. Stay strong and please try to recover.
I have been eating lately! I was in the hospital once due to starving myself. Nobody thought it was and ED. This song helps when I want to starve again.
@@alizeh714 omg i totally forgot about my old comment. Tbh I'm worse, physically at my lowest, but in the last few weaks I've been eating more. Waiting to see how it turns out
When it said “Sitting on a throne of bones” it hit me so hard... It reminds me of myself, I’m so skinny my ribs are visible and my hip bones stick out..
Same.. I used to be super thin where I was too thin and I looked like I was almost sick, my arms were like sticks and most of my bones were showing, I went all the way down to 74 pounds. I got scared because I couldn’t stop losing weight. My friends skinny shamed me and would always point out my collarbones showing.. I just kinda miss being that thin. I was so happy, but scared…
Care for your body, Love it as how it is, Accept it, Its your own body and other people’s opinion doesn’t matter, Body is just an armor for our souls. Enjoy life instead of worrying how you look, like i said, body is just our armor. Inside matters.
So hi, most of you guys won't read this but.. I have been starving myself, but I'm not the only one.. But I'm killing myself slowly and people just don't understand why. They just judge me for what I look like but not what I'm in the inside.. I'm so glad I found this song.. Its like TH-cam knows what I'm going through, don't do the same mistake I did.. if your starving yourself, PLEASE EAT!
Remember guys, you can only go 3 weeks without food. Please eat, even if you're scared you're too fat. Being fat or chubby is better than being dead. Stay strong guys, have a good long life
I really understand this song. My online best friend, who is also my crush, starves herself and it really hurts because I'm really trying to help her but I can't.
Lunetta Thank you a lot but I don't think you could help her. She doesn't really listen to anyone. But I'm still going to try to male her feel better. Really, thank you though
I hope, I pray to God that she is eating again cuz I love her too much to see her go. I already seen her leave me I just don't want her to leave this world... I love her....
Megan Lewis-Pierro You're not fat! I know that I can't make you break out of this, only you can do. But maybe I can help. Believe me when I say you're not fat. If you need me I'm always there for you
Please don't starve yourself guys! My best friend suffered from an eating disorder and she said it was not worth it when she had to go through treatment to recover and it was very hard for everyone who cared about her. You are perfect the way you are and the people who matter will see that and they won't care what you look like 🥺😔
Last month in April 2024 I’ve told my favorite Aunt that I can really trust in my life. That I’ve been Dealing with Anorexia & Anxiety issues all my life since I was a young kid growing up. Started treatment for my Anorexia & Anxiety issues last month in April 2024. I’m 47 years old born with Cerebral Palsy.
This song made me cry my heart hurts! I had a friend who was a little overweight, yet still nice and kind to everyone, and she started getting bullied. After a couple of weeks I noticed she looked skinnier and I thought “Good for her those bullies don’t know what they’re talking about”. After several more weeks she was really skinny and I had noticed she wasn’t eating lunch at school anymore. I asked her about it and she said she was fine, I joked about her getting to skinny, having no idea she was slowly starving herself. My friend died the next month.
Agh. This song hit me so hard. My friend thinks I have Anorexia. Yes, I skip a bunch of meals, but I never thought I was Anorexic. But yet, I would also just triggered by other people saying that they’re starving, yet here’s me, purposely skipping. One day, I told my best friend about our mutual friend thinking that I was anorexic, and we both searched it up. VERY few of the symptoms she’s experienced, and she said “Anxiety, Dehydration... I might actually have this.!” She said in a joking way, but I didn’t think it was funny. Which actually made me a little upset, because I don’t think she actually understands what Anorexia is all about. She probably sees it as a joke, and I don’t have very many people to turn to. Nobody understands. Every time I listen to this, I want to cry. Because I could just think about myself. But the song is so beautiful, I can’t.
Title: *Please Eat* Me: Did youTube know I've been skipping meals a lot the past month? Damn ._. But on the real note though: Don't starve yourself, don't die, don't end your life, don't cut, you are the reason someone out there is smiling and living happily. (Says me and I've done the first one and 3rd one I said not to do... *don't follow my example!!!*
I personally haven't gone through this struggle myself, or had someone I love go through it, but I cried when I watched this for the first time. Please, if any of you are going through this, you can make it out. Dont starve yourself. It won't help, and you don't deserve to starve. You can recover and be happy again. I promise you.
Wow xx I sung this to my boyfriend and it actually helped with his eating disorder xx thanks for posting this song on your channel xxx I love this channel xxxxx
There's lots of sad songs on my channel, but damn, this is a very triggering comment section. If you struggle with eating disorders, I do not recommend reading.
I like sad song
Happy songs hurt me.... sad songs help me, they make me happy, they help me cry when I need...
I hope you make it out of the toxic environment
😂 why do you think that one will not read
thank you for the warning, but reading these helps me know im not alone.
yt recommends : *please eat*
*when youtube cares about you more than anyone else does :')*
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yeah, who thought that youtube cared for us and knows us better than our parents know us. Imma go ahead and put my story here.
I have a pretty normal life. I have my parents, siblings. I don't have many friends, but I'm not the type of person to make an effort to make friends. But there's a voice, in my head. Telling me I'm fat, worthless, ugly, you know, the usual. I always talk to myself late at night, because I was never told it was abnormal. Lately, for about 2 months, I haven't had the motivation to eat, sleep, take care of myself basically. My friend had died in a house fire, so that had pushed me into these 2 months. I don't expect you to understand, or care. But I felt the need to write this out.
That's how I feel rn. :)
Yeah! It always does that to me. Body positivity and other pro recovery thing.
Thank you TH-cam, but I am sorry I don't think anyone would care and help me
@@drxmrr562 im so sorry. you'll get through this
The way she says "you're killing it" sends shivers down my spine. Like, you can hear and even *feel* how upset and concerned she is.
This hit me hard in my heart..
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Ashleyyy_26 same ^
These kinda songs are good at doing that.
Ashleyyy_26 me to
Ashleyyy_26 same
I’ve just told my friend that Im anorexic, she was almost crying so she said. I’ve been feeling this way for a few months, and she said she will keep a close eye on the amount I’m eating when we get back into school. She is supporting me so much, I love that she cares so much about me. Thank you Isabelle!!
Hey are you better now?
you good?
I hope you feel better 🥺
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@@ellienelson7845 fucking weirdo
Really? You're not eating? Right in front of my salad.
Eat the Salat
Moifi kea my friend said something sexual with those words he said he heard it some where what was it again... umm "really your fu**king right infront of my salad??" ...i think thats how it went... ._____.
gucci needs god
Yes, it's actually a meme taken from a scene in a gay porn.
Moifi kea ...oh.....umm..ok
Hahaha
No-
I shall not eat.
Wow.. Haven't watched the video yet, but the title is already hitting me hard...
meow w Same
Why?
I'm not emotionally ready, but here I am, hitting play.
Lapiuke Ling Believe me... It *will* hit harder O_O NO SPOILERS THO
Same here..💔
My mind is screaming "don't eat! You're not good enough!"
While my body Is screaming"eat oh god please eat!"
I felt that in my soul
Its really true
Oh my gosh that hit my soul dang
I really hope you can get better ❤
I feel it too, but then my mind gives up and after eating I feel so ashamed of myself
oh the way i just feel it@@agnes_1060
( *Title says : Please Eat* )
( *Me : no i won't eat* )
( *They ask me why* )
( *because i'm not hungry.* )
I tell the girl that sits in front of me that....she always asks why I dont eat... I might eat in front of her but I throw it up after...if I eat
( *it's really an excuse for anorexia* )
whenever my family asks if i want anything to eat this is pretty much the whole conversation except when i say im not hungry they get mad at me
me xd
Yes. Exactly.
Me: I’m hungry
Ana: no your not
Me: I’m dying
Ana: hey at least your skinny
Me: *no longer has strength to think
Ana.. I know what ana is.. Get out of that.. Trust me is the wrost thing after suicide and cut..
@@auryxx_22 what's Ana?
Isabella anorexia
@@auryxx_22 anorexia is worse than cutting bc it can permanently damage things like your heart and your metabolism
Ana is a bitch. I hate her
The same artist as "Ugly"... this touches me because I've always been insecure about my weight. I'm scared to eat because I don't want to add on, the idea is just terrifying to me. Its worse than the fear of rejection for not having a perfect body. I'm trying but I'm just so scared and insecure. I don't know what to do anymore
Claudia Espinoza I'd be glad to help you if you'd like.... or at least you can talk to me if needed
Please eat regularly... Please eat healthier meals, with lots of fruits, veggies, and grains! And if it helps, exercise! I promise you wont gain much by eating healthy like this, and the exercise will just help you get into shape. But please, please don't starve yourself. It will only cause you to have problems with how your body works in the future... I hope i helped💞
Same I think I'm fat but everyone thinks I'm skinny so i try not to eat
@@its.landpvlogs8128 uh cool? i guess
It's amazing to be just you. And forget anybody who doesn't like u for who u r
why all your nightcores are so sad? It hit in the deepest part of my heart...
One cut, nobody notices
Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine.
Ten cuts, they push her aside
Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will
Twenty cuts, she lied
Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising
Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse
Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge
A suicide, a life was lost.
THAT WAS DEEP...Sniff
Damn.... that hits me
I have 325 cuts ...
PhsychoOceanᄏ SeaKillerヤンデレ
Outside
PhsychoOceanᄏ SeaKillerヤンデレ
But I’ll stop because if I don’t my friend told me that she will kill herself and I know that she can do it just to teach me something
im hungry
but i brushed my teeth already help
oH shit pain in the uh.. butthole.. eating with brushed teeth
Bro you just gotta wait it out 😖 or eat with the taste :(
AHHHHHHHHH I FEEL YOU BROOO
Bro mood
Your on your own soilder men move out
I can realate to this
Im not always hungry
People get angry when i don't eat
I don't like it
I want to be like others
I don't wanna be myself
Hey, now two years later, I hope you are doing okay❤️🥺
I relate, I'm never hungry so I skip meals on accident which has lead me to being underweight. Now they are angry I don't eat, but eating 2 full meals a day makes me sick, I can't eat.
This song makes me cry because my gf is my hole word but she hates herself and she doesn't eat. She thinks I only love her for her look but I love her personality and the real her.
My boyfriend tells me that every time...
It's just... I can't believe though I love him.
I'll still hate myself and starve. Or maybe cut... But that's a war between me and my sick mind.
Tell her that not us💞😂
Then tell her. Cuddle her, kiss her. Make her feel loved. Say how much you love HER, not her body.
Its amazing how a single song can understand how you feel or how other people thinks about you........and...im going to try
I'll eat
NightHowler 7412
Please eat
Proud Of you!
try as well...I haven't eaten in almost a month so it will be really hard for me I think in going to try
@@canimi5312 hope you're doing fine
*plese eat*
me: okay!
*eats one piece of bread*
me: *turns into a whale
*WTF HOW????*
Dara whales are magnificent though 💚
Don't make jokes about this. People might do not understand it and will think they'll get fat when they eat.
My life in a nutshell
Me😂😂😂
Dara LMAO
I am starting myself at school to look skinny so that my crush likes me . I literally eat a cup of coffee at 6 am and I go home and eat some salad at 4 pm . I literally hate myself. I was 42 kg and I am now 37 kg. I cut because of depression. I exercise daily and use ton of makeup to look pretty. I even bleached my skin to look fairer. I don't even want to live.
This is how a girl feels. So think before you reject a girl.
For all the guys out there . Love the person who love you.
Based on my life
CoreyAnna Byrd
I am fine . I still love him but now he is friendly and I am just dieting by staying empty stomach. He rejected me 4 times but it's okay. It is just small cuts
Satanic Sniper small cuts can turn into big cuts
Don’t care about others who don’t love you.
Life is short. Throw these unhealthy standards and be free out of your hellhole.
I had a similar problem with wanting to become friends with people who I found out to be cool, but then again, I gave up and set up my own path of life.
So again, you don’t need others to love you. All you need is a handful of decent people and your self-confidence to make you complete.
Think before you reject anybody, not just girls. Anybody can feel bad.
@@n4tsume391 Yeah that's what I was thinking.
Hi probably no one will see or read this but that’s okay, hi I’m 14 years old and I used to starve myself , once I did it for 2 weeks, I ended up passing out twice , I was bullied by my best friend over my weight , and my other classmates , that was in primary school , when I was just around 11-12 , now I’m in secondary school, I have the best friends I could ever wish for , I did starve myself in secondary school for a while until my friends made me stop and I seeked help with counseling, people need to hear this: it.gets.better
Some people are waaaayy more deeper in than that. Making someone eat and go counselling sometimes isn’t enough
I really need an hour version of this plz
Beuxz ty,but I'm on a phone
Seasons Die me to
Download and put on repeat
Agreed
Seasons Die same
When the title said please eat, I thought of mystic messenger.
Midnight Stars Don't skip your meals!
lmao same!! xD
I was going to comment that XD
Midnight Stars lol just imagine if you(mc) you wouldn’t eat for three days...I am just afraid about their actions....
PhsychoOceanᄏ SeaKillerヤンデレ lol they'd probably all run to Rika's house to feed Mc
I'm finally early and I really needed this song, thank you~
Edit: OH MY GOD NIGHTCORE SLAVE- SENPAI NOTICED ME!!!!
Nightcore's Slave YAY!!~~~
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||-// stay alive (nice profile pic)
Everyone thinks that anorexia is just starving yourself, but it’s so much more than that. It’s feeling in *control* when your life becomes too much. It feels good to obsess over something and eventually starving feels *good* .Soon the hunger cues fade. You could have Gordon Ramsay’s cooking in front of you and have little to no desire to eat it. The thoughts become so overwhelming when you stray from the disorder. They scream at you to come back, they say eating is bad for you. Sure, eating healthy foods is an option, but food is food. It makes you feel full, and that feeling is something we fear. Or at least I fear.
The sad thing is...
I’ve tried to starve myself.
I’ve tried to throw up after I eat my food.
But I can’t go one day with out eating too much.
I can go one day, where I’m not wasting my money on food that isn’t even healthy for me.
Idk what to do, there’s so much more to the story but I don’t want to get help
Do you still need help? Im here if you wanna talk about it
I eat like 3 things a day (no not three meals) it’s more of two small snacks and supper so my parents aren’t suspicious and I still feel like that’s too much...
It’s awful. It’s awful because you want to not eat you want to starve yourself but food tastes good and you keep eating. It’s painful and horrible
Pls get help
Oh no, i developed a binging problem from trying to starve and now I'm leading onto bulimia, please try to get a healthy relationship before it goes to some other extreme, idk what that is
When I first saw the title, I was like, did TH-cam read my mind. Cause I've been skipping dinner and lunch lately. My parents tell me I need to lose weight, so they haven't really noticed much. People at school have told me I look skinnier then at the start of the year (I've been in school for about two months now). I know its not the best way to be skinnier but it does. And it's easier then when I'm cutting.... I just need help. I'm sorry for bothering you with my problems when I should know you probably have your own things to deal with... I'm sorry
Well even if you need help sadly there isn't much I can do to help
But I can try and help if you want me to?
I hope things will get better for you in some way that makes you happier
Smol Neko Hey it's alright... Everything is going to be okay... If you don't want to eat that's up to you... I just don't eat sometimes because I see the horrors of my past and I just want to puke... I want everyone to eat and be healthy... Please don't hurt your body like this...
Smol Neko my parents are the same so I feel you
Smol Neko finally someone with similar problems like me, thats not good but now i have somebody like me thank for sharing your problem
YOU NEED A DOCTOR/PSYCIETRIST
IVE HAD THIS STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR SO LONG
Imagine accidentally singing this while sitting in class
@@apollocoston1855imagine💀
I love this song by Nicole 💖 thank you for uploading
BTS?!?
ARRRRRRRRRRRMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYY
*transforms into suga* ARMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAA
btssssss
oh yeeeaah
READ IF YOU WANT:
I am not allowed to be bisexual but this girl I LOVE is anorexic and I sent her this... Now she is eating and I really wish I could kiss her and tell her how gorgeous she is but, I can't. *CORA I LOVE YOU!!!*
EDIT: I'm a junior in highschool now and she cheated on me and dumped me the end of 8th grade but at least we had our first kiss 💀💀💀
OMG i support you all the way.
wHY ARENT YOU ALLOWED TO BE BI
oops caps
both of the families are probably religious. like SUPER religious
Then fuck it, Date in secret. Im doing it, Its been 2 years I love her to death x
dont you think she would have thought of that already? also, what if Cora isnt bisexual or lesbian? then it would just be super awkward
I used to look down at the comments with heart breaking story’s and be like ‘you poor thing’
Few years later and now I’m writing my own.
When i don't want to eat my mam is like- Please,EAT
fuck you same. I stoped eating.
When you went through anirexia a month ago and you tell someone your not hungry
I the room turns to look I
PLEASE EAT
Psh my parents don't say please they just yell
Whats a mam
Sameeee
Having never had to go through a eating disorder maybe I don't understand this as well as someone who has starved but this reminds me of the people I love and don't know how to help.
Apple Pie All I can say is be there for them, and especially never enforce their habits. I struggle with reoccurring anorexia, I have since I was 12 years old, and one of the things that always motivated me was people saying "Wow, you've lost so much weight! You look so good." Find something else to compliment. Aside from online, I suffered in silence every time because I didn't want to disappoint anyone by them finding out the truth.
Holy this is already good in the beginning keep it up.
I listen to this when I start having trouble eating again. It helps. It reminds me of how I would feel if someone I knew wasn't eating.
Gf: “Go eat something you haven’t eaten all day.”
Me: “No. I’m not hungry, I’ll be fine.”
Gf: “No you won’t please go eat.”
Me: “I’m. Not. Hungry.”
Gf: “Fine...”
*later*
Gf: “Have you eaten yet?”
Me: “No.”
Gf: “Why won’t you eat?”
Me: “It makes me nauseous.”
Gf: “Because you don’t eat enough.”
Me: “I’d rather starve myself than eat. It’s less painful.”
(This is a true story btw. And it continues on.)
This was also on my recommend I think it knows😅
Same
How are you doing now? :((
Knowing that I, the girl who would normally eat every half an hour, haven't eaten since noon and it is midnight, I'm feeling weird. But I made a decision, I will only eat when I am hungry. If I am not hungry for a school time snack, I won't have it. If I am not hungry for an afternoon snack, I won't have it. If I can also sometimes skip dinner without being noticed, that is the best for me. I need to lose some weight according to the doctor. And for my metabolism, there is no other way to lose weight than skipping some meals.
Emvie V half an hour?! FUCKING HALF AN HOUR?
Same
If your Doctor said to than its fine
I hope u get better 👍
You can still eat bread, rice, ice- cream or whatever any delicious just don't eat something oily and unhealthy food that is bad for your health example like burger or hot dog. It just that you need to always eat but in a small portion not overeating. Also, it depends on your gender, age, metabolism, environment, work place. If you are a teenager you should eat more (healthy food) because you still growing up at that age and you need more energy to move. You can still take sugar in your diet just sometimes don't take too much.
Edit: Also, it is okay if you want to eat junk food or chocolate if you control portion intake so there is no problem with that.
The important is just don't stressing too much about eating and body appearance, just be happy and healthy with your life.
I luv this music! I've been waiting so long for a Nightcore version of that :D
These past months I've been trying to eat way less, because of the bullying and self hate from my last year at school. And everyone says "wow u got skinnier during the summer" and I just don't see it, all the teachers ask why I don't eat at lunch and I just says it's because I'm not hungry or I already have food. I'm mostly doing this because (not trying to sound like, anything here) of this boy I like because I usually see the kind of girls he liked before he liked me and they were all skinny and pretty. He had asked me out but I still don't know why and I just try to be good for everyone but it still doesn't work because even tho they don't bully me anymore I still feel as if they talk about me behind my back and say mean stuff... the only thing they bully me about are my insecurities and anxiety
Clumsy Geek if you need someone to talk to you can talk to me i will listen ig Bandsareawsome
All I gotta say is get some hobbies in order and stop giving a damn about your peer's opinions. I'm the vice president of a coed frat at a college. I was the broke as hell outcast in highschool that read books instead of socializing. Now I binge on audiobooks, eat healthy food and I'm set to graduate with 2 degree's and marry my hot as hell fiance within the next couple months. I recommend podcasts and audiobooks because they are a big help in combatting loneliness. You also get cool rolemodels out of them. Stay strong kiddo
Last year I was dealing with Anorexia..
Not dealing actually..
She was my only friend..
She would let all my pain fly away..
I felt amazing..
She was really harsh ..
She made me starve all day, not sleeping at night due to hunger, brain fog and loosing periods..
But I felt important..
It was 4am one night and I couldn't sleep, I had a fight with my parents that night but the only thing I could think of was what to eat the next day..
Then this song popped up in my recommendations..
Then this song told me "please eat..
You're killing the only piece of you I can touch"
Man..
That was like a hammer right to my head that time!
What was I doing...
Now I'm in my recovery journey, it's been 7months now~
I think you can say this song really saved my life~
I'm so so proud of you!!
@@n1ght_th1nk3r
Just wanted to tell you that 2 weeks a go ( the time you left this comment for me) I was experiencing Anorexia relapse, I couldn't see your comment back then but now that I'm reading it , it makes my heart so warm that I could fight my anorexia to this day so now I have this amazing opportunity to see your comment ~
Now I'm so grateful for all my efforts~
And thanks a million it means the world to me~
And I hope you'd be able to face your fears too, I hope you can be a better , kinder person towards yourself too💙
Wishing you all the best~💙💙
I was a happy girl, but it changed when i became 10, i started loving magazines and i always wanted to look like those pretty girls, from a young age i wanted to be ' skinny ' and ' pretty ' when i was 11 i had people telling me that i need to lose weight, my parents told me i was fine, but i always just had that thing where i hated my body, infront of others i pretended that i loved myself, but when no one was looking, i would cry myself to sleep asking myself why i'm so fat, everywhere i looked i saw ' skinny people ' I always compared myself to others, telling myself i'm not good enough, i was always a happy girl, but when those thoughs came.. i ruined myself, i ate only 800 calories a day, but i still though i wasn't skinny, i was 1'64 and 44kg at one point, my mother told me to eat and since we had enough problems at home and i didn't want to make her sad, i ate, i basically went on a yo-yo diet, not only that, i had my brother tell me that i'm fat whenever i ate, he said things like ' You're eating again? Fatty ' He said it for fun, but i didn't think it was fun, i collected every compliment, and they got stuck with me, i still have some problems, but i learned to love myself more
This song hit me hard. I have a friend who deals with dysphoria, and he hardly ever eats. And he always tells me, "i wish I was as skinny as you". I hate being skinny. People always judge. They ask if I have anorexia, and I get tired of it. There's nothing wrong with me, I'm just naturaly skinny. And I'm always worrying if I look to thin. You look amaing no matter what your body looks like.
Oh my... I had this problem when i was little. I have high metabolism so i'm always skinny, no matter how much i wish to be at least chubby, i'll always stay skinny. I hate it. I too, was made fun of being so skinny when i was little, people assuming i was anorexic... It always made me sick when i was called that... And still, to this day, people comment on how skinny i am. And when i complain, my friends tell me i should be "lucky". Thinking about that rn makes me wanna throw up. I feel miserable knowing i'll never gain weight to how i want to be. I hate myself for this.
This hit me.. I’m the same way, my friends starve themselves and I’m like “Why, you are beautiful” and they say they are fat and talk about how skinny I am. I HATE BEING THIS SKINNY! Why can’t people understand seeing your ribs and spine is NOT A GOOD THING! I’m sorry if I’m overreacting I just am tired of people comparing themselves to someone trying to gain weight
relatable 🌚
But do you feel it..? Food effects your health a lot after all...
Bella Wolf, same... :/
Bella Wolf hunny don't starve yourself. I used to do it to myself and I also know someone who died from doing it. it isn't worth it believe me
Bella Wolf same...
Please eat, my friend terrified me last year when she went bearly eating for about 2 months; i ended up bringing her food and making her eat it infront of me. If you won't do it for yourself, do it for me, this complete stranger who cares. What ever you look like and whatever your beliefs I am here for you.
Always xx
This song reminds me of my big brother.No I am not IN love with him,that's gross.I love him,he is my hero.
My brother barely eats,he was already skinny but now I can see his ribs extremely well.I try to give him my food because I am chubby and I have some fat I can survive on,but he never did.
Chris....my brother....I can't lose you....
If you died from starvation,I'd probably comit suicide.
YOU SAVED ME SO MANY TIMES FROM DIEING!!!WITH OUT YOU,RIGHT NOW I WOULD BE ROTTING IN THE GROUND!!!!YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!!!
SO *PLEASE EAT*!!!
BriZiculasSkits I might be able to help him.....if you'd let me?
Tell him that maybe if you tell him that you feel this way he would start to eat again because he doesn't want to hurt you show him this song
this is a lovely, sweet song. usually stuff labeled night core is so focused on the electronic sounds, but these vocals are so beautiful and chilling and very moving lyrics. it can be unfortunate thought when people are struggling and they've never had someone that would sing something like this to them
I’m recovering from an eating disorder (anorexia) and I’m also autistic. This is weirdly comforting this song is. I know I’m kind of weird for thinking this but it helps me. It’s getting me through this.
As soon as I got the notification on my phone, I opened TH-cam on my computer to listen to it since it has better speakers XD
Also: Nice (in a sad way) song. I like things in nightcore version usually more than the original, so thanks for uploading this ^^
Just a quick word,
To those who believe that You are beautiful if you lose pound after pound
To those who listen to the models in the pages
Rather then the ones who have been where you are, those wise broken sages
To those who force food to come up after every meal,
To those who count the pounds religiously, thinking you will heal,
To those who believe that skinny means pretty,
To those who don't eat because you feel guilty,
Don't do it.
Please stop it.
You're so pretty and handsome.
You're light is a priceless sum
Don't go down this road
There is no winning, no Olympic gold
Pain and heart break are your prize
This will become your demise.
Take it from someone who has been here before
If you are still unsure
This sage purges constantly
But they will never be skinny
Please don't do this love
Heaven doesn't need another dove
Please eat
Please eat.
Brooklyn Beaulne beautiful ❤️
Thanks. :-D
Rachel sianna No! No! Love, you are too important! Please eat! Please stay alive!
Does this ever happen to anyone? Where you are hungry but you just don't want others to see you eat because you think they think you're disgusting or something?
@@eaapotatoes4643 yeah, it's a social anxiety thing. At the same time everyone looks ridiculous when they eat food lol. Even celebrities look funny eating on camera :) it isn't anything to be ashamed of
At first I thought this is a song about suicide and I think I am right
...
DON'T STARVE SO MUCH, PEOPLE
I'm plump and I do not have problems, you are you and you are beautiful the way you are!
Also, awesome nightcore! 💙
thegirl downstairs Fuck you I'm fat.
Gerli Saare what do you mean? By feeling, looks or the scale.?
it's great being fat
LonelyGirl ,Ok...? Like I said, people are beautiful the way they are.
Gerli Saare yea am fat
Me: **searches "empty jaiden"**
**scrolls down, sees this**
_P l e a s e_ _e a t_
can I just say... I really really love the hands
This song....love it, I don't really like eating anymore it's like foods gross now idk why 😰
Amber Hartley yeah same with me
I felt the same, but as soon as i was forced to eat regular meals, i started to get hungry again. If you force yourself, you will get better
Are you a ghoul? (anime fans will get this)
Same...
I wasn't hungry for 5 years but in those 5 years I forced myself to eat but even when I did, I could never finish the meal.
Simply spectacular < 3 ❤
This song is so emotional for me...it's so relatable💔
Majo JaMar Keep starving. More for me.
The scariest day of my life was realizing I had a eating disorder and then telling my aunt. I'm getting help but it's really scary and overwhelming.
Please eat
Me: ok
Me: Eats food
Me: Pukes it all up
Who here can't eat when there feeling down or hold anything in.
Michael The vamp me
Me...
I saw the title and thought it was a song about suicide, I got scared because I was starving myself.. And I just don't want anyone to feel what I felt because no one deserve to feel that way! Every single person on this planet is special, ugly or pretty doesn't matter! everyone deserves to live a good and happy live no matter what! c: * hide *
Rani Lol you deserve it.
Gf: please eat...for me
Me:ok fine
*next day*
Gf: did you eat
Me :yes
Gf:good you're getting better
Me: *accidentally says out loud* better at lying
You know it's bad when this is in your recommend and when someone sends you the song
Me: trying to be healthier by eating less and having more healthy food.
My mom: *slams 5 packets of crisps, a brownie and a full pizza on the table*
Uff, boy, I know that XD
More than three years ago, I posted the following comment that ended up being the most liked one in this entire comment section:
”You start to realize how sick you are when a song like this inspires you to keep starving..”
The comment got over 5k likes, but I can no longer find it. I’m not sure if I’m simply blind, or if the creator deleted it (which is a very reasonable reaction so if that’s the case, I’m glad). Though this might just be lost in the sea of comments, I decided to finally post an update today, because I recieved several replies of people asking me how I was doing or hoping I was alright. Thank you for that.
So here it goes, my update as of April 2021:
I’ve thought about updating the comment for a while now; It’s been a long time since I posted it and it’s gained so many more likes than I ever could’ve imagined. It pains me to know how many people could identify with it. I’m turning 19 soon but I was 15 when I wrote it, so things have definitely changed. Back then, I was really struggling and lost an unhealthy amount of weight in just a few months time. I struggled with EDs ever since I was 13, but it never hit me as bad as it did here. Being raised in an extremely strict and conservative asian household, I was taught that we were supposed to be smaller. I thought that I had to be underweight, because that was the standard for us. I won’t go into details but long story short, it messed me up really bad. I was hospitalized and told I might never be able to get pregnant. It’s not worth it. I’m saying this to everyone of you as a friend, someone who knows how you feel, someone who has been in your position and still struggles with weight and numbers. It really is not worth it. You only get to live one life, so please reconsider if you want to spend the rest of it worrying about your body. I hate to break it to you but you truly will never be happy in this state. You might lose weight and reach your goal weight, but you’ll always keep aiming for lower. You won’t find happiness this way, no matter how much you believe so atm.
I know most people will not be affected by my words. I was not affected by anyone’s words either during the time I was struggling. But I want you to understand that I know what you’re going through, and though I doubt a stranger on the internet can change your thought process, please just think about it. Think realistically. This is not permanent. You can’t keep living with an unhealthy fear of food and calories. You phsyically cannot live like this forever. It’s called a disorder for a reason. It may seem like a good way of coping, but it will destroy you in the long run.
I’m doing much better today. I’m not completely there yet, but definitely in a better mindset and fighting hard for recovery. Eating disorders will ruin your life. I’ve wasted so many hours counting calories and hating my body, and now I’ve lost basic human functions like my period, a normal digestive system, so much of my hair and possibly the ability to ever bear a beautiful child. When you’re very sick, this all might seem positive; Like you’re doing something right because your body is showing negative signs due to starvation. But when you eventually get out of that mindset, it’s heartbreaking. The consequences can be permanent, but those feelings of happiness and satisfaction your eating disorder gives you is NOT.
Please take care of yourselves. I’ve ruined my body and a big part of my life because of this. Value yourselves more. You’re worth more than a stupid number on a scale, so please eat.
i have a very vague memory of seeing ur comment when i first found this video like a year ago. thank u for the update, im glad ur doing better!!❤️
I remember your comment, the sad thing is, I’m doing great with everything on my new medication but it keeps me from eating sometimes, even when I finally feel hungry now I think I just don’t need it.
My mom is hyping up my weight change, I’m scared to tell her what’s really going on and why I should stop this. It dosen’t help that my dad has eating problems of his own.
My sister and dad both have really bad eating problems, it’s fueled my bad relationship with food for as long as I can remember and now the medication I’m on is helping this feeling and urge to stop eating.
Im fighting it, and I don’t restrict specific calories or anything, so thats good at least.
Best wishes
Thank you so much, i needed this💕
I’m glad you’re doing better💖
Such a beautiful hard-hitting song. "you can only strave so much till you like the way it feels" anyone who's had a food restricting eating disorder can relate to that
Everyone: " *depressing stuff* "
Me: " *without any emotion* " I jUsT lIkE tHe sOnG
Ever since middle school, I've hated how overweight I am. Its caused health issues many times. I skip many meals. Even now, I still skip meals but im still so far passed overweight, i hate looking in the mirror. I hate breathing heavy when trying to walk. I have to force myself to want to eat so it doesnt look like im trying to starve myself. Im not trying to. I just.. im tired of my weight and the thought of food just makes me so sad and upset, and just angry. I keep listening to this song to at least remind myself I should really eat something.
When I was younger I would eat a lot but one day in 1st grade a boy called me fat. Now whenever I see food I say ew. I hate when I have to eat because even when I eat a bit I wanna throw up. I'm less fat but I still feel so fat that I cover my whole body so no one can see how fat I am.
Getting told “ are u eating properly “ is the biggest motivation ever
My friends organized to send this to me individually at the same time everyday for the past months. I finally watched it today...
Thanks guys, I love you all so much.
Please Eat..... Easier said than done......
The thing is, naturally I'm just not a hungry person. I don't eat breakfast and sometime dinner. It's not because I think I'm fat, I'm just *not hungry* . That's really all there is to it.
Good for you
I finally started recovery for my ed and i just wanted to say that you are all perfect no matter what ad please try to recover. You only live once and you could die any day please try to enjoy the basic pleasures of life and care for your body. Stay strong and please try to recover.
I have been eating lately! I was in the hospital once due to starving myself. Nobody thought it was and ED. This song helps when I want to starve again.
Not everyone gets that it's not only about being skinny. The way being hungry makes me feel powerful. But I know I'm so weak while I'm writing this.
2 years later; I’m still in the same mindset but at least I have a little better diet now
@@shigaraki5487 The way you said "better diet" tells me more than anything
@@shigaraki5487 are you doing better now?
@@alizeh714 omg i totally forgot about my old comment. Tbh I'm worse, physically at my lowest, but in the last few weaks I've been eating more. Waiting to see how it turns out
When it said “Sitting on a throne of bones” it hit me so hard... It reminds me of myself, I’m so skinny my ribs are visible and my hip bones stick out..
Ik i write late, but are you alright?
Same.. I used to be super thin where I was too thin and I looked like I was almost sick, my arms were like sticks and most of my bones were showing, I went all the way down to 74 pounds. I got scared because I couldn’t stop losing weight. My friends skinny shamed me and would always point out my collarbones showing.. I just kinda miss being that thin. I was so happy, but scared…
The damn ad at the end killed the feeling
Honestly starving yourself and then eating a little bit after a while is such a great lovely warm feeling.
Rewatching this cuz it was lowkey my childhood
This
Is
Amazing
🖤🖤🖤
Care for your body,
Love it as how it is,
Accept it,
Its your own body and other people’s opinion doesn’t matter,
Body is just an armor for our souls.
Enjoy life instead of worrying how you look, like i said, body is just our armor. Inside matters.
So hi, most of you guys won't read this but.. I have been starving myself, but I'm not the only one.. But I'm killing myself slowly and people just don't understand why. They just judge me for what I look like but not what I'm in the inside.. I'm so glad I found this song.. Its like TH-cam knows what I'm going through, don't do the same mistake I did.. if your starving yourself, PLEASE EAT!
Congrats on 1M subs! I might be late but hey, great job!
I was waiting for this to be a thing, thanks for making my favourite song even better
*"ples eat"*
Okay!
**Eats a potato chip**
Yum!
**Turns into a hippo**
I give up.
Crying.
Remember guys, you can only go 3 weeks without food. Please eat, even if you're scared you're too fat. Being fat or chubby is better than being dead. Stay strong guys, have a good long life
I’m in recovery and this song is opening my eyes to that my and Ana’s relationship is getting stronger...
this is oddly comforting...
I really understand this song. My online best friend, who is also my crush, starves herself and it really hurts because I'm really trying to help her but I can't.
Rita Morais
Lunetta Thank you a lot but I don't think you could help her. She doesn't really listen to anyone. But I'm still going to try to male her feel better. Really, thank you though
Sundancent what the fuck?! You have no fucking right to say shit like that. Everyone Matters.
Monika I can say whatever I want.
Sundancent - It matters. Everyone matters. Keep your negativity to yourself please 🖤
I hope, I pray to God that she is eating again cuz I love her too much to see her go. I already seen her leave me I just don't want her to leave this world... I love her....
I have been becoming quite skinny recently cuz i havent been eating 😢
Megan Lewis-Pierro please eat
モ๏єкเ i dont wanna eat im fat
Megan Lewis-Pierro You're not fat! I know that I can't make you break out of this, only you can do. But maybe I can help. Believe me when I say you're not fat. If you need me I'm always there for you
Tira Miau thank you so much.. you are the only person ive met in ages who as said something nice to me. Thank you
Megan Lewis-Pierro You're welcome
Nicole is so underrated, give her some love people! :)
Please don't starve yourself guys! My best friend suffered from an eating disorder and she said it was not worth it when she had to go through treatment to recover and it was very hard for everyone who cared about her. You are perfect the way you are and the people who matter will see that and they won't care what you look like 🥺😔
You know your sick when you like the feeling of hunger
Ya maybe I do have a problem 😭
Anybody else listening to this while fasting
Last month in April 2024 I’ve told my favorite Aunt that I can really trust in my life. That I’ve been Dealing with Anorexia & Anxiety issues all my life since I was a young kid growing up. Started treatment for my Anorexia & Anxiety issues last month in April 2024. I’m 47 years old born with Cerebral Palsy.
This song made me cry my heart hurts! I had a friend who was a little overweight, yet still nice and kind to everyone, and she started getting bullied. After a couple of weeks I noticed she looked skinnier and I thought “Good for her those bullies don’t know what they’re talking about”. After several more weeks she was really skinny and I had noticed she wasn’t eating lunch at school anymore. I asked her about it and she said she was fine, I joked about her getting to skinny, having no idea she was slowly starving herself. My friend died the next month.
When Nicole’s voice is so high pitched already there’s barely a difference. ;-;💕
Agh. This song hit me so hard. My friend thinks I have Anorexia. Yes, I skip a bunch of meals, but I never thought I was Anorexic. But yet, I would also just triggered by other people saying that they’re starving, yet here’s me, purposely skipping. One day, I told my best friend about our mutual friend thinking that I was anorexic, and we both searched it up. VERY few of the symptoms she’s experienced, and she said “Anxiety, Dehydration... I might actually have this.!” She said in a joking way, but I didn’t think it was funny. Which actually made me a little upset, because I don’t think she actually understands what Anorexia is all about. She probably sees it as a joke, and I don’t have very many people to turn to. Nobody understands. Every time I listen to this, I want to cry. Because I could just think about myself. But the song is so beautiful, I can’t.
This comment section is really the only place I’ve seen such concern for people with EDs. Like geninuene concern.
Title: *Please Eat*
Me: Did youTube know I've been skipping meals a lot the past month? Damn ._.
But on the real note though:
Don't starve yourself, don't die, don't end your life, don't cut, you are the reason someone out there is smiling and living happily. (Says me and I've done the first one and 3rd one I said not to do... *don't follow my example!!!*
I’ve started to eat again..
I personally haven't gone through this struggle myself, or had someone I love go through it, but I cried when I watched this for the first time. Please, if any of you are going through this, you can make it out. Dont starve yourself. It won't help, and you don't deserve to starve. You can recover and be happy again. I promise you.
Wow xx I sung this to my boyfriend and it actually helped with his eating disorder xx thanks for posting this song on your channel xxx I love this channel xxxxx