Now is the time to focus on you. I think you'll feel better being able to spend the time writing, and I'm so glad to hear your Dad is coming. Take the time off Daniel. Take care of you. Healing light and energy is coming to you.
Hi Daniel. It is always good to see your beautiful/handsome face. Stay strong. I hope you know there are a lot of us out here that love, care about, and are praying for you. Please don't apologize for not vlogging as much as you used to, or for the anxiety & depression you are going through. While we all have our own trials and tribulations we have gone through, not one of us has walked in your shoes. You are a brave man to face this the way you have, and we truly do care about you.
my papa had a massive heart attack in front of a large crowd (after taking part in a Memorial Day parade that he walked miles in carrying a flag) Luckily...He was jolted back to life 4 times... and later had bypass. I got to keep him another 19 years. But what he told me has made me fearless about dying. He told me where he went in those moments was warm and beautiful....and to not be afraid. My papa never told me a lie....continued prayers from Indiana Daniel.
Love you & praying for you. I know you probably feel defeated and alone, but please know you’re cared about, loved, and supported by people you’ve never met and we’re here to listen. 💙💚💙💚💙💚🙏🙏🙏🙏
You are a beautiful soul. Talented, intelligent and strong. Writing, and a visit with your Dad is something to focus on. Take time for yourself, Your in our hearts and prayers.
Daniel.. you’re so sweet! Your soft voice and gentle mannerisms are so charming. I wish you were feeling better. LOA from work is a great idea. You need time to get your ducks in a row (writing, being with your Dad, and resting as needed, etc) Take one day at a time. Just slow your roll and do what your energy allows, without exhausting yourself or trying to overdo stuff. How are your kitties? I love them and I love you. Remember… you’ve reached so many people, all over the world who think a lot of you! You’ve touched our hearts! That’s a very cool thing for anyone to do! Just know that we all think of you and and send you good vibes and positive energies! You are a remarkable guy! I’m so happy to know you!
Makes me sad to hear your struggles. You are going through something incredibly intense. When you describe in detail it just breaks my ❤️ so much. Im happy your dad will be visiting with you. You need a lot of distraction and support. You kmow we love you. Hugs and many many prayers.
Hey Daniel, very sorry you are dealing with all of this! Taking time off work sounds like a great idea! That pressure of having that to deal with on top of everything else, would be gone. You are such a strong person. That’s great your dad is coming to visit! Thanks for sharing and letting us know how your doing. Prayers and tons of love for you!
Daniel, I know how feeling like the walls are folding in on you, and I'm so sorry! If this illness does not give you anxiety, I would be shocked. Time with your Dad, is good for the heart and sole and hopefully comfort you!
I think taking some time off would be great for you, Daniel. Taking care of YOU is important. And I’m so glad your dad is coming. I think it’ll be good to have someone else there with you to maybe help get your mind off things a little bit. 💙
Heaps of love, Daniel! You are and will remain in my thoughts until your next update, and after that, and...beyond. I know it's just Internet, but 99% of the people here really, really care about you, whether you believe it or not. Take care, take all the time off that you need and do whatever makes you happy (or at least happier). ♥️
Anxiety and impending doom is the most horrible feeling! I can not even imagine the way it would feel when regarding your own life and mortality. I only wish there were some words I could offer that could send you some peace and calm. Of course, that is not a reality as no words can help, but just know that from over the internet and far away from where you physically are is someone who is sending positive light, calming thoughts and healing vibes. Take care, Daniel.
Daniel, thank you for the update. So nice to hear that you are writing and working on your stories. I hope the new medication works with minimal side effects. Also, glad to hear that your Dad will be coming to spend time with you. Please don't give up. We are rooting for you!!
I fought against going on disability. I've worked since my first job at 15 and at age 63, I had to stop. What that did for me was open up a freedom I'd never had before and I do not regret even one moment for living what's left of my life for me. I've had time with my children and grandchildren and I'm making a video for each of them. No one knows about my little project and it brings me great joy and comfort. You do what works for you. We get one run around the sun so take it for what you can. Peace to you.
Hi , Daniel from Maryland. You are by far the coolest guy I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing thru TH-cam. Your strength is admirable for you to be able to take us thru your journey with all the termoil your going through. Thank you. Just know we may be strangers but the compassion I and others have for you should let you know how honest and caring you come through. I just lost my mom this April to lung cancer I was with her every step of the way. I’m so glad your dad is coming to visit. Your time on this earth has touched many. Take care and know we care.
Hi Daniel, to say that you’re feeling “terminal” out loud I’m sure was very difficult for you because it shows you’re grappling with a life and death situation. I love the idea that your dad is coming to visit and you will be requesting time off. This will allow you to focus solely on you. Keep the fight! We are fighting with you too!
Daniel, take a leave of absence enjoy your Dad and keep writing!! I can’t imagine what your going through. I do want to tell you that you look so good!!! Thanks for the update ❤️❤️‼️
It sounds like you have some very positive plans. Writing your stories, spending time with your Dad and that the new location for your procedure will work so much better for you. I'm sorry that your doctor didn't have better news. Hopefully the new chemo will help and you'll be better able to tolerate it than described. Thank you for adding your thoughts on the Delta variant. I lost my beloved uncle today and he made sure before his passing to say that he wished he had gotten vaccinated. I wish he had also. Just keep breathing Daniel, when the anxiety hits, take some deep breaths, it helps. May God be with you to comfort you, lead you and bless whatever time you have. None of us are promised tomorrow. God bless.
Daniel, I work for Social Security and when you mentioned disability there are work programs that you will allow you to work while you receive disability. Also individuals that are considered terminal applying and the whole approval process is considerably quicker. And something I think you should seriously think about because you got enough on your plate you don't need to be worried about work and how they're going to take it, you need to worry about you and the anxiety and depression and that your General Health. I truly understand the depression and anxiety because I too when I was going through chemo just worry overload... and I developed panic attacks not having a clue what I was feeling I thought I was having a heart attack. But please reconsider the disability angle because you need to be worried about your health and not the concerns of your employer.
Daniel I’m so sorry that you’re feeling this way. This makes me sad indeed and have a heavy heart. It’s good that you’re thinking about taking some time off from work. It sounds as if you need a proper rest. Especially with Chemo making you tired. I too felt totally shattered with Chemo. You’re so sweet caring about us and making sure we’re all staying safe. Take care of you!!! Lots of love Marcia ♥️
I'm glad that you're thinking about taking some time off for yourself. I think it'll be good for you to take time to relax and process what is going on. Focus on the things you love doing and seeing friends and family x
You have moved me beyond words, my beloved partner passed of liver cancer in May this year and it was the biggest fight I have seen anyone go through. No one could ever know what this is like for you, A hospice nurse told me she couldn’t imagine even after working in palliative care all her career how anyone would feel in this situation. Don’t be alone Daniel x
Oh Daniel I wish i could give you a big hug. I hate thinking that you are living alone but so happy your Dad is coming soon. Anxiety will make your fingers and hands feel that way. Please just do you, take the extended leave do what makes you happy concentrate on YOU. I have been following you since day one and want you to know you are the bravest person I know. Love you Daniel, Your friend Joanne.
Thankyou for sharing Daniel !!!!! I respect your strength I wish you knew how strong you are !!!!! I wish we could make you feel better. God bless you & your writing and your time with Dad & Friends 🤗 Love from New Zealand 🌵🌵
Daniel, You are navigating a tough course that is revealing aspects of your future challenges. Your grace and pure heart are pouring from you as you share. Thank you for caring when you need care. I am glad for you that you have an option to take the time off you need to write and enjoy your Dad's visit! I hope you put yourself first when you make the decision about long term disability. ❤
I agree with everyone else. Taking some time off work would be a good thing right now. I'm glad your Dad is coming. I hope you two are able to really enjoy your time together. Do as much fun things as you are able. Go fishing. Go out to the park and have a picnic. Just spend time together enjoying each other's company. I'm sending you some love from Ohio. Just know there are many people who truly care about you.
Hi! Take the time you need. Enjoy your writing and enjoy your visit with your dad. Having to switch meds is the worst. I’m sorry. I hope you don’t get any severe side effects. I just had chemo today and feel you with the fatigue. I’m in bed already but it’s important to listen you your body. Also anxiety has been high for me too. Could be the Corona variants and everyone returning to “normal,” causing it. Just keep going and know I’m sending good vibes your way.
I was so happy to see you posted a video! I hope the new medication helps with minimal side effects. I also hope you can take time off for yourself and spend the week with your father. Keep up the writing! Lots of us want to read your stories!!!
When I see your vlogs, I wish that humanity had millions of Daniels. You are what this world needs more of. I pray for your comfort. Rest assured, when you are gone, thousands of us will think of you and remember how you made us feel a part of your family. We love you.
You are such a cool dude. Thank you SO much for sharing your journey/ your reality. You are so strong and you are so loved. Thank you for being a light. You are so loved and prayed upon (daily!). I am thankful that you are here today. 💕
Oh wow……….so real and honest like you have been all along. Does not make it easy for what you feel you need to say, nor is it easy to hear. I agree with someone else’s post regarding how it may be good for you to take the needed time you have to do what you want. Enjoy your visit with your dad, writing at will, and feeling the sun upon your face. Along with thousands of others; sending love and I mean the same love and light that I feel whilst gazing upon the natural beauty that one surrounds one self with. May it find you and fill you with peace.
I pray that as every day passes that you feel less anxiety and more peace in your soul. Take this time to be with family , to write… it’s so hard to be too sick to work i understand but you deserve to rest and have the opportunity to use this time however you want.
Hi Daniel. You always ask how we're doing: as ever you're being your caring, generous self. Fear is one of the worst sensations any of us have to deal with. It creeps over like some ugly shadow and fills us with dread. Ride the waves of it out if you can - calm your breathing, focus on your cat, read, write, listen to music, whatever helps (or simply hide under the bedclothes). The problem is it feels like the feeling itself is going to kill us. It won't but it piles on top of us all that we're already going through emotionally. Some time out to 'process' sounds a really good idea. Don't push yourself with outer targets when you need give yourself inner space. You're amazing, mate.
You are amazing Daniel!...so brave, so handsome and fighting the biggest battle of your life. A total inspiration. Much love and Best wishes from all the way down here in Australia xx
Hi Daniel. We are here for you when you are ready and able to share. We have no covid circulating with New Zealand; only at the mandatory isolation facilities. Thinking of you and as always sending love from New Zealand 💖
Sending you prayers,love,light&hugs Daniel!! We are here for you in whatever you need: To send a hug,to tell a joke, to put a smile on your face,to vent.Whatever you choose..We love you!! God Bless You enjoy your visit with your dad,And enjoy some time off for yourself too..
It's so good to see you Daniel. I am sorry that you are going thru this.I am glad that your Dad is visiting you. Cherish the time with Dad.Relax,take it one day at a time.Hugs to you and your Dad.
I'm so sorry you have to go through so much.. Who wouldn't have anxiety!! You're a sweetheart. You are in my prayers . I am so happy that your dad will be visiting you and you will be taking time off from work. We all love you!
So happy to see your beautiful smile at the end of this video. Please never feel as though you need to apologize to us, you owe us nothing and I wish there was something that we could do for you. Sending you so much love and strength. Enjoy the visit with your dad. ❤️
Daniel I am a cancer survivor & a P.A. Although you are perfectly capable of making your own descisions, I would recommend to you to go on palliative care. I benefitted a lot from that. Also I don't know your situation as well, maybe you should take time off from work and focus more on getting yourself psychologicly into a better state and again through palliative care maybe build a support network which allows you to slow it down. My thoughts & prayers are with you enjoy time with your father!
Aww...sweet Daniel ...its ok to not be ok...as someone else has said. I have a condition that causes me constant anxiety...as if the walls are closing in around me. I'm not battling cancer (Menieres disease)..so I can't say I know how you feel...but the horrible anxiety I sure do understand. Please focus on your writing ...visit with your dad ..take leave of absence ...and rid yourself of the anxiety. You deserve relaxation. We love you 😘
Thank you for sharing your update, and it’s so good to see your face ☺️ My vote is to take your full disability and enjoy the things YOU want to do. Now is your time, enjoy it. Always keeping you in my prayers 🌞
Daniel , I am praying for you . Nothing worse than the feelings of anxiety . One time I thought I was having a heart attack , and it was anxiety ! There are so many effects from that . It will make you sick too . I pray that somehow , someway , that God will give you unbelievable peace . I pray for your healing , and comfort . I pray that God extends your life here on earth . I pray for all of us that when we do go on to our next life , that we all meet in heaven . I love you little brother .
I hope you take the time off. It will give you time to write which will help you focus on something other than your health. It is wonderful that your Dad is going to visit. Having time with people you love is good for your state of mind. I hope the new meds do not make you sick. Take care, Daniel.
Cancer really sucks mate ....I'm sorry this is happening to you mate I've been there its no walk at the park that is for sure, I got lucky and survived barely but not without some damage done to me. I hope for a day they will find a cure for this damn disease and people like you and others can live without this pain. Cheers mate
Hi Daniel, I wish that I could find words that would make you feel better, but I can't. Just know that many people care about you and wish that you'd weren't going through this. We are here for you. Do whatever you wabout taking some time for yourself
Writing can be very therapeutic and cathartic. It's also a nice thing to do and can be really enjoyable. Like everyone else has said, you need to do these things for yourself now to look after your own well being. So nice to hear that you'll get to spend time with your Dad. I do wish you peace of mind and comfort although I recognise that's easier said than done. Take care now and look after you. xxxx
I admire the way you can chronicle not only your physical progression but in particular your mental progression. If you don't need to then I would walk away from work but it seems to be a good distraction from the four walls of home. Replacing it with writing would be a distraction without feeling as though you would be letting people down. Don't apologise anymore. The feelings of impending doom will come and go I hope they are shorter and not as intense. Last video you mentioned working with a counselor. Could be helpful. Wishing you love and a sense of peace on your journey
There are no adequate words,(At least for the moment)that I can say that you haven't heard and it doesn't feel right to tell you to fight, don't give up....For one I don't need to tell you to not give up because I already know you won't and two is that I have absolutely NO IDEA what you battle daily and go through so just wanted you to know how much I and we(your TH-cam family) are here to support you and listen when you need to vent or deliver upsetting news which has to be difficult in itself, also the good news and good times which there are more to be had! Lastly I wanted to say that there is nothing wrong with positive, encouraging comments such as don't give up/don't give in, personally that seems to be what I always say when I'm at a loss for words and although it comes from a good place tonight wanted to take a little more time in my response so with that goodnight, all my love to you Daniel❤❤❤
Hi Daniel, good to see you and thanks for your update. There is so much love for you out here, your in all of our thoughts. Glad to hear your Dad's visiting soon, please take care and know that we are all thinking of you 🇬🇧❤️
Daniel ~ you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for the update. I think taking time off of work is a good idea. Focus on you! Enjoy your time with your Dad. Much love going out to you. Hugs
You're dealing with anxiety, which could progress to panic attacks. When you get that "chesty" feeling and prickly palms breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth. Long, deep breaths. Try meditation if you haven't yet...or just sit back and listen to your favorite mellow music with your eyes closed. I have panic attacks and these things help me. Oh, one more thing...If you feel light-headed, trust your gut and sit down or you could fall down. That feeling you have that you're going to pass out is not lying to you. As far as your job is concerned they should be able to accommodate your extended leave of absence, and they would do it happily because you're so dedicated. Thinking of you daily. Please take it easy and keep repeating to yourself, "Every day above ground is a good day." Sending ❤.
Now is the time to focus on you. I think you'll feel better being able to spend the time writing, and I'm so glad to hear your Dad is coming. Take the time off Daniel. Take care of you. Healing light and energy is coming to you.
very well put. take the time. please
Just what I was thinking.
This is what I was going to suggest as well. Much love.
I see you have been fighting cancer for over four years. Looks like you are a Warrior.
God bless you.
Hi Daniel. It is always good to see your beautiful/handsome face. Stay strong. I hope you know there are a lot of us out here that love, care about, and are praying for you. Please don't apologize for not vlogging as much as you used to, or for the anxiety & depression you are going through. While we all have our own trials and tribulations we have gone through, not one of us has walked in your shoes. You are a brave man to face this the way you have, and we truly do care about you.
Susan Normand Well Said!!🙏
my papa had a massive heart attack in front of a large crowd (after taking part in a Memorial Day parade that he walked miles in carrying a flag) Luckily...He was jolted back to life 4 times... and later had bypass. I got to keep him another 19 years. But what he told me has made me fearless about dying. He told me where he went in those moments was warm and beautiful....and to not be afraid. My papa never told me a lie....continued prayers from Indiana Daniel.
Love you & praying for you. I know you probably feel defeated and alone, but please know you’re cared about, loved, and supported by people you’ve never met and we’re here to listen. 💙💚💙💚💙💚🙏🙏🙏🙏
You are a beautiful soul. Talented, intelligent and strong. Writing, and a visit with your Dad is something to focus on. Take time for yourself, Your in our hearts and prayers.
Daniel.. you’re so sweet! Your soft voice and gentle mannerisms are so charming. I wish you were feeling better.
LOA from work is a great idea. You need time to get your ducks in a row (writing, being with your Dad, and resting as needed, etc) Take one day at a time. Just slow your roll and do what your energy allows, without exhausting yourself or trying to overdo stuff.
How are your kitties? I love them and I love you. Remember… you’ve reached so many people, all over the world who think a lot of you! You’ve touched our hearts! That’s a very cool thing for anyone to do!
Just know that we all think of you and and send you good vibes and positive energies! You are a remarkable guy! I’m so happy to know you!
"Slow your roll" ....I like that. 😉
I always look forward to your videos for all the same reasons! Please don't stress any more. Take care and rest. ❤
Makes me sad to hear your struggles. You are going through something incredibly intense. When you describe in detail it just breaks my ❤️ so much. Im happy your dad will be visiting with you. You need a lot of distraction and support. You kmow we love you. Hugs and many many prayers.
Hey Daniel, very sorry you are dealing with all of this! Taking time off work sounds like a great idea! That pressure of having that to deal with on top of everything else, would be gone. You are such a strong person. That’s great your dad is coming to visit! Thanks for sharing and letting us know how your doing. Prayers and tons of love for you!
Daniel, I know how feeling like the walls are folding in on you, and I'm so sorry! If this illness does not give you anxiety, I would be shocked. Time with your Dad, is good for the heart and sole and hopefully comfort you!
I think taking some time off would be great for you, Daniel. Taking care of YOU is important. And I’m so glad your dad is coming. I think it’ll be good to have someone else there with you to maybe help get your mind off things a little bit. 💙
So happy to see your handsome face!
Just do what ever you want!!!!! Take the holiday- enjoy seeing your dad
Be good to yourself- sending positive vibes from Australia 🇦🇺 ⭐️
Heaps of love, Daniel! You are and will remain in my thoughts until your next update, and after that, and...beyond. I know it's just Internet, but 99% of the people here really, really care about you, whether you believe it or not.
Take care, take all the time off that you need and do whatever makes you happy (or at least happier). ♥️
Anxiety and impending doom is the most horrible feeling! I can not even imagine the way it would feel when regarding your own life and mortality. I only wish there were some words I could offer that could send you some peace and calm. Of course, that is not a reality as no words can help, but just know that from over the internet and far away from where you physically are is someone who is sending positive light, calming thoughts and healing vibes. Take care, Daniel.
Nice to see you. Stay strong and know that you are loved.
Daniel, thank you for the update. So nice to hear that you are writing and working on your stories. I hope the new medication works with minimal side effects. Also, glad to hear that your Dad will be coming to spend time with you. Please don't give up. We are rooting for you!!
Rest in heavenly peace 🙏🙏
Wishing you peace Daniel and hope you’re feeling more energetic very soon.
I fought against going on disability. I've worked since my first job at 15 and at age 63, I had to stop. What that did for me was open up a freedom I'd never had before and I do not regret even one moment for living what's left of my life for me. I've had time with my children and grandchildren and I'm making a video for each of them. No one knows about my little project and it brings me great joy and comfort. You do what works for you. We get one run around the sun so take it for what you can. Peace to you.
Hi , Daniel from Maryland. You are by far the coolest guy I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing thru TH-cam. Your strength is admirable for you to be able to take us thru your journey with all the termoil your going through. Thank you. Just know we may be strangers but the compassion I and others have for you should let you know how honest and caring you come through. I just lost my mom this April to lung cancer I was with her every step of the way. I’m so glad your dad is coming to visit. Your time on this earth has touched many. Take care and know we care.
Hi Daniel, to say that you’re feeling “terminal” out loud I’m sure was very difficult for you because it shows you’re grappling with a life and death situation. I love the idea that your dad is coming to visit and you will be requesting time off. This will allow you to focus solely on you. Keep the fight! We are fighting with you too!
Daniel, take a leave of absence enjoy your Dad and keep writing!! I can’t imagine what your going through. I do want to tell you that you look so good!!! Thanks for the update ❤️❤️‼️
Some time away from work May relieve a little stress for you. Hope the new chemo has some benefit for you. Enjoy your time with your Dad. Take care
It sounds like you have some very positive plans. Writing your stories, spending time with your Dad and that the new location for your procedure will work so much better for you. I'm sorry that your doctor didn't have better news. Hopefully the new chemo will help and you'll be better able to tolerate it than described. Thank you for adding your thoughts on the Delta variant. I lost my beloved uncle today and he made sure before his passing to say that he wished he had gotten vaccinated. I wish he had also. Just keep breathing Daniel, when the anxiety hits, take some deep breaths, it helps. May God be with you to comfort you, lead you and bless whatever time you have. None of us are promised tomorrow. God bless.
Daniel, I work for Social Security and when you mentioned disability there are work programs that you will allow you to work while you receive disability. Also individuals that are considered terminal applying and the whole approval process is considerably quicker. And something I think you should seriously think about because you got enough on your plate you don't need to be worried about work and how they're going to take it, you need to worry about you and the anxiety and depression and that your General Health. I truly understand the depression and anxiety because I too when I was going through chemo just worry overload... and I developed panic attacks not having a clue what I was feeling I thought I was having a heart attack. But please reconsider the disability angle because you need to be worried about your health and not the concerns of your employer.
Praying for you. Stay strong and know you are loved.
Taking time off to do what you love sounds healing for mind and spirit! ❤️
Daniel I’m so sorry that you’re feeling this way. This makes me sad indeed and have a heavy heart. It’s good that you’re thinking about taking some time off from work. It sounds as if you need a proper rest. Especially with Chemo making you tired.
I too felt totally shattered with Chemo.
You’re so sweet caring about us and making sure we’re all staying safe.
Take care of you!!!
Lots of love
Marcia
♥️
I'm glad that you're thinking about taking some time off for yourself. I think it'll be good for you to take time to relax and process what is going on. Focus on the things you love doing and seeing friends and family x
You have moved me beyond words, my beloved partner passed of liver cancer in May this year and it was the biggest fight I have seen anyone go through.
No one could ever know what this is like for you,
A hospice nurse told me she couldn’t imagine even after working in palliative care all her career how anyone would feel in this situation.
Don’t be alone Daniel x
I'm so sorry for your loss Carol. Sending you love
Oh Daniel I wish i could give you a big hug. I hate thinking that you are living alone but so happy your Dad is coming soon. Anxiety will make your fingers and hands feel that way. Please just do you, take the extended leave do what makes you happy concentrate on YOU. I have been following you since day one and want you to know you are the bravest person I know. Love you Daniel, Your friend Joanne.
Your In my prayers
Thankyou for sharing Daniel !!!!!
I respect your strength
I wish you knew how strong you are !!!!!
I wish we could make you feel better.
God bless you & your writing and your time with Dad & Friends 🤗
Love from New Zealand 🌵🌵
Daniel, You are navigating a tough course that is revealing aspects of your future challenges. Your grace and pure heart are pouring from you as you share. Thank you for caring when you need care. I am glad for you that you have an option to take the time off you need to write and enjoy your Dad's visit! I hope you put yourself first when you make the decision about long term disability. ❤
I think its a good idea to focus on your stories and spending time with your dad. Wishing you a good week ❤️❤️
You are an incredibly strong person, Daniel. Never EVER give up! CANCER SUCKS
Praying a lot for you, Daniel. Good you are getting company, that will help you a lot. Big hug and take care.
Love and light to you xx
Been thinking of you...💜
Glad to see you. Been thinking about you. Prayers for you. Wish you peace.
I agree with everyone else. Taking some time off work would be a good thing right now. I'm glad your Dad is coming. I hope you two are able to really enjoy your time together. Do as much fun things as you are able. Go fishing. Go out to the park and have a picnic. Just spend time together enjoying each other's company. I'm sending you some love from Ohio. Just know there are many people who truly care about you.
Hi! Take the time you need. Enjoy your writing and enjoy your visit with your dad. Having to switch meds is the worst. I’m sorry. I hope you don’t get any severe side effects. I just had chemo today and feel you with the fatigue. I’m in bed already but it’s important to listen you your body. Also anxiety has been high for me too. Could be the Corona variants and everyone returning to “normal,” causing it. Just keep going and know I’m sending good vibes your way.
I was so happy to see you posted a video! I hope the new medication helps with minimal side effects. I also hope you can take time off for yourself and spend the week with your father. Keep up the writing! Lots of us want to read your stories!!!
Hugs ❤️
When I see your vlogs, I wish that humanity had millions of Daniels. You are what this world needs more of. I pray for your comfort. Rest assured, when you are gone, thousands of us will think of you and remember how you made us feel a part of your family. We love you.
You are such a cool dude. Thank you SO much for sharing your journey/ your reality. You are so strong and you are so loved. Thank you for being a light. You are so loved and prayed upon (daily!). I am thankful that you are here today. 💕
Oh wow……….so real and honest like you have been all along.
Does not make it easy for what you feel you need to say, nor is it easy to hear.
I agree with someone else’s post regarding how it may be good for you to take the needed time you have to do what you want. Enjoy your visit with your dad, writing at will, and feeling the sun upon your face.
Along with thousands of others; sending love and I mean the same love and light that I feel whilst gazing upon the natural beauty that one surrounds one self with. May it find you and fill you with peace.
I pray that as every day passes that you feel less anxiety and more peace in your soul. Take this time to be with family , to write… it’s so hard to be too sick to work i understand but you deserve to rest and have the opportunity to use this time however you want.
Hi Daniel. You always ask how we're doing: as ever you're being your caring, generous self. Fear is one of the worst sensations any of us have to deal with. It creeps over like some ugly shadow and fills us with dread. Ride the waves of it out if you can - calm your breathing, focus on your cat, read, write, listen to music, whatever helps (or simply hide under the bedclothes). The problem is it feels like the feeling itself is going to kill us. It won't but it piles on top of us all that we're already going through emotionally. Some time out to 'process' sounds a really good idea. Don't push yourself with outer targets when you need give yourself inner space. You're amazing, mate.
You're in my prayers Daniel I will be back when closed captions are available. Take care of you 🇦🇺💛.
You are amazing Daniel!...so brave, so handsome and fighting the biggest battle of your life. A total inspiration. Much love and Best wishes from all the way down here in Australia xx
Much love from New Zealand Daniel. We are all here thinking of you from our various corners of the world. ♥️
Hi Daniel. We are here for you when you are ready and able to share. We have no covid circulating with New Zealand; only at the mandatory isolation facilities. Thinking of you and as always sending love from New Zealand 💖
Hi Daniel now is the time for you to do what makes you happy relax and take care of yourself I am always praying for you
Sending you prayers,love,light&hugs Daniel!! We are here for you in whatever you need: To send a hug,to tell a joke, to put a smile on your face,to vent.Whatever you choose..We love you!! God Bless You enjoy your visit with your dad,And enjoy some time off for yourself too..
Love your smile at the end. You're an Angel 😇
It's so good to see you Daniel. I am sorry that you are going thru this.I am glad that your Dad is visiting you. Cherish the time with Dad.Relax,take it one day at a time.Hugs to you and your Dad.
You are never alone. We are always here with you. Everytime you feel alone or scared, please remember that.
Daniel, I am so sorry you are having to go through this. I pray for you daily.
Caring thoughts and virtual hugs to you.
I'm so sorry you have to go through so much.. Who wouldn't have anxiety!! You're a sweetheart. You are in my prayers . I am so happy that your dad will be visiting you and you will be taking time off from work. We all love you!
So happy to see your beautiful smile at the end of this video. Please never feel as though you need to apologize to us, you owe us nothing and I wish there was something that we could do for you. Sending you so much love and strength. Enjoy the visit with your dad. ❤️
Sending you lots of love and light and prayers ❤️✨🙏🏻
Thinking of you. Big hugs and much love. 💜🤗💜🤗💜
So very sorry to hear this! Don't give up! Praying
Sending you lots of love.xx
I do admire your positive but still very realist approach for getting through hardships, thankyou for keeping us updated
Daniel I am a cancer survivor & a P.A. Although you are perfectly capable of making your own descisions, I would recommend to you to go on palliative care. I benefitted a lot from that. Also I don't know your situation as well, maybe you should take time off from work and focus more on getting yourself psychologicly into a better state and again through palliative care maybe build a support network which allows you to slow it down.
My thoughts & prayers are with you enjoy time with your father!
Sending you prayers & well wishes.
Aww...sweet Daniel ...its ok to not be ok...as someone else has said. I have a condition that causes me constant anxiety...as if the walls are closing in around me. I'm not battling cancer (Menieres disease)..so I can't say I know how you feel...but the horrible anxiety I sure do understand. Please focus on your writing ...visit with your dad ..take leave of absence ...and rid yourself of the anxiety. You deserve relaxation. We love you 😘
Thank you for sharing your update, and it’s so good to see your face ☺️ My vote is to take your full disability and enjoy the things YOU want to do. Now is your time, enjoy it. Always keeping you in my prayers 🌞
I pray for loving time with your dad.
Sorry to hear the bad news
Daniel , I am praying for you . Nothing worse than the feelings of anxiety . One time I thought I was having a heart attack , and it was anxiety ! There are so many effects from that . It will make you sick too . I pray that somehow , someway , that God will give you unbelievable peace . I pray for your healing , and comfort . I pray that God extends your life here on earth . I pray for all of us that when we do go on to our next life , that we all meet in heaven . I love you little brother .
Sending love and light, comfort and peace.
Thank you for sharing. You are very brave and I admire you.
I hope you take the time off. It will give you time to write which will help you focus on something other than your health. It is wonderful that your Dad is going to visit. Having time with people you love is good for your state of mind. I hope the new meds do not make you sick. Take care, Daniel.
Taking time right now seems like a great idea. Especially because the week with your dad would be so nice. Hugs.
Cancer really sucks mate ....I'm sorry this is happening to you mate I've been there its no walk at the park that is for sure, I got lucky and survived barely but not without some damage done to me.
I hope for a day they will find a cure for this damn disease and people like you and others can live without this pain.
Cheers mate
I think the break would do you good. Don't feel guilty . Enjoy your time with your father. Gentle hugs
As always, thank you for the update Daniel. ♡ Prayers for peace! My thoughts are with you.
I'm so glad your dad is coming. You are amazingly brave and strong. Please know that Im thinking of you. From Scotland. X
Always good to see you again. Sending positive thoughts your way.
You are in my thoughts ❤️
Hi Daniel, sending you so much love ❤ have a nice time with your dad .
Don't ever be sorry dear Daniel, you are awesome for even sharing all you do. xo
Hang in there, Daniel; we're all pulling for you. Spending time with your Dad will be awesome!
Hi Daniel, I wish that I could find words that would make you feel better, but I can't.
Just know that many people care about you and wish that you'd weren't going through this. We are here for you. Do whatever you wabout taking some time for yourself
The last sentence was supposed to be : Do whatever you want to do about taking some time for yourself .
Please please take time for yourself. You are in my prayers daily. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Wishing you peace.
So sorry Daniel you have to go through this. You're an amazing soul. ❤
You remain in my thoughts and prayers. We all love and care about you . Take care, take naps, share love.
Thinking of you Daniel, I have great respect for your integrity and bravery and care about you ... 💕
Much love Daniel…..
Writing can be very therapeutic and cathartic. It's also a nice thing to do and can be really enjoyable. Like everyone else has said, you need to do these things for yourself now to look after your own well being. So nice to hear that you'll get to spend time with your Dad. I do wish you peace of mind and comfort although I recognise that's easier said than done. Take care now and look after you. xxxx
I admire the way you can chronicle not only your physical progression but in particular your mental progression. If you don't need to then I would walk away from work but it seems to be a good distraction from the four walls of home. Replacing it with writing would be a distraction without feeling as though you would be letting people down. Don't apologise anymore. The feelings of impending doom will come and go
I hope they are shorter and not as intense. Last video you mentioned working with a counselor. Could be helpful. Wishing you love and a sense of peace on your journey
There are no adequate words,(At least for the moment)that I can say that you haven't heard and it doesn't feel right to tell you to fight, don't give up....For one I don't need to tell you to not give up because I already know you won't and two is that I have absolutely NO IDEA what you battle daily and go through so just wanted you to know how much I and we(your TH-cam family) are here to support you and listen when you need to vent or deliver upsetting news which has to be difficult in itself, also the good news and good times which there are more to be had! Lastly I wanted to say that there is nothing wrong with positive, encouraging comments such as don't give up/don't give in, personally that seems to be what I always say when I'm at a loss for words and although it comes from a good place tonight wanted to take a little more time in my response so with that goodnight, all my love to you Daniel❤❤❤
Hi Daniel, good to see you and thanks for your update. There is so much love for you out here, your in all of our thoughts. Glad to hear your Dad's visiting soon, please take care and know that we are all thinking of you 🇬🇧❤️
Take a deep breath and do what you think is best for you. Whatever choice you make will be the right one for you.
Sending you love and prayers Daniel at this challenging time in your life xxxxx🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️
Daniel ~ you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for the update. I think taking time off of work is a good idea. Focus on you! Enjoy your time with your Dad. Much love going out to you. Hugs
You're dealing with anxiety, which could progress to panic attacks. When you get that "chesty" feeling and prickly palms breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth. Long, deep breaths. Try meditation if you haven't yet...or just sit back and listen to your favorite mellow music with your eyes closed. I have panic attacks and these things help me. Oh, one more thing...If you feel light-headed, trust your gut and sit down or you could fall down. That feeling you have that you're going to pass out is not lying to you. As far as your job is concerned they should be able to accommodate your extended leave of absence, and they would do it happily because you're so dedicated. Thinking of you daily. Please take it easy and keep repeating to yourself, "Every day above ground is a good day." Sending ❤.