You gon' be good, no matter what. You will get trough those challenges, yes they will effect your life and you will sadly lose people and things, but you will rise. Trust me and in yourself 🙏🏻🌅
I think Earl's nonchalant, almost lazy lyric delivery represents how it feels to have depression. The slowness of this EP and the weird mixing also creates that same feeling. Thank god for earl
This is a song I literally cried myself to sleep to when I was in college all alone, no friends, nobody to call or be with, and loved ones were dying. Truly felt isolated and alone. This song was like a blanket and a friend giving advice all in one. Had to get this song name tattooed on me because it really got me thru
@@S0LILOQUY hey man ik im two months late but whatever youre going through is going to end eventually. Dont lose hope, you got this. Talk to people you’re comfortable with and share your problems with them. Anyways that’s all i have to say man, take care and you got this. peace
I’m 15. I don’t have an abusive family, I don’t do drugs. I never suffered like others hear. But I’m just always down. Feeling like I’m always left out. Extremely insecure. I just feel like I haven’t found myself. I try to find comfort in love, but other than my mom and my sister and father and grandmother, I don’t think I’ve been truely loved. That sometimes hurts me ngl. Idk what’s wrong with me, I have friends but I feel left out. I have a good family but I feel lonely. There’s just no pleasing me, no comforting me. The only way I do find comfort is in music. And I’ve found it very hard as an Arab to relate to lyrical artists or artists with strong messages. But with earl, it’s different. It all sinks in. He’s one of the few rappers in his lane that I can enjoy. I feel like I belong to something when I go through this comment section. One thing that does bother me is my grandma dying this year. I remember the look in her eyes when she saw me. That was the last time she was conscience in the hospital. So this just hits right home. It’s 4:am, and I’m alone, in my room, righting this meaningless comment, trying to find solace.
U seem like a intelligent kid for ur age wish I was the same.. stay true to yourself, don't follow the crowd, mourn but don't numb the pain too hard like me and treat your self as if it were someone u cared for.. also try acid or psycs wen ur a yr or 2 older might change ur perspective on life. It will get better, take care.
@@zaindixon9811 hey man sorry to hear that. I was like that when I was around your age too. The low confidence, constantly feeling left out and isolated, these things are sure to continue for many years. However, if you give in it will persist forever. So my advice to you sir is to be more open abd true to yourself, even when it feels like it isnt working. Children and teens dont value uniqueness, but the Adults who run this world do. Learning to love yourself is number one man, never forget it. Much love my man.
hey man, I just wanted to say I hope you are doing okay. And to say that this society can really isolate you for being different, and different doesn't mean standing out, but just feeling like you don't fit sometimes. But that doesn't matter - just keep loving you for you, and one day that difference will be some thing to treasure. Sorry to hear about your loss. Love yourself, and try not to let this world make you too bitter, even though sometimes it wants to do just that. There is genuine good out there, and in you, and it's worth nurturing and protecting. Peace
This was the song that made me realize just how different Earl's music is to the rest. This isn't just sad music, this is depressing music. It's the musical equivalent of being too sad to cry, feeling so done with the world that you don't want to even die, just dissapear.
Facts this comment sum it up perfectly.I would take a screenshot of this comment but my parent might the photos and if they that they gon get mad at me
that reminds me of in breaking bad when walter says to jesse “oh ive got it, i remember now. that night, the noght of janes death, i met her dad at the bar.. yeah that night was the perfect night to just disappear- not die just leave.” something like that im always tryna find that moment
My bestfriend and I used to listen to it, i didn't really realized in how much pain he was back in the day, should'have listen to the clue before he take his life... Please listen to your family and friends, thank you and have a good day.
been where you are, lost 2 friends to suicide. you never know what someone’s going thru in their heads despite how they present themselves RIP to your friend, sadly these are one of the few things where time can’t heal that pain
I just started college and it hasn’t been going well. I struggle to talk to people and make friends and I’m just sitting here alone on a bench listening to this hoping shit will get better
i was in the same situation but i gave up and dropped out. dont let it get to you man, take the real initiative and do everything you can. things will get better u just gotta work for it. dont let it ruin your head and control you. you control it. bless up
I feel you, it sucks to be alone specially school, a place where many interact and socialize. Unfortunately that place is full of people who are only trying to impress others. Ive been doing me for 2 years at college now and that’s something i noticed. Just stay true to yourself and keep moving forward. When the right people come along, youll notice. Keep pushing forward brother.
I hope Earl copes okay with Macs passing because Earls tweeting is showing that he ain’t feeling too well especially since his dad died this year too. As much as I want another Earl album I want Earl to feel good and well and just continue living. Pray for Earl before he’s gone. Rest in power to Mac as well.
Strong words… I remember listening to this song six years ago when those suicidal thoughts were in my head and heart. My mom passed away a year before and I left home at the age of 16. I listened to this song wishing I could just go with her, I wrote several letters saying goodbye and now that I'm back I can say that life is getting harder but I know I have an angel watching over me. Thnx Earl for make me feel less alone with my mental illness.
@@Ana-kd6yu I suffered the near same exact situation last year at 15, i got back into a stable position. wish i listened to this more when life was harder
@@crives1525 It’s very heartwarming to listen this song when everything is falling apart, it was a refuge for me. I hope you get the wisdom and strength you needed in those turbulent times, you’ll never be the same person than yesterday but you are not alone! life is about learnings. :•)
mental illness is so hard to deal with, it’s not like you get one and go to a doctor and it gets treated in hours. it’s much harder then that, and the fact that you can get through that means you are very brave and strong, keep fighting because it will be worth it in the end.
Interestingly, he used it again in his track "Riot!" at the end of his "Some Rap Songs" album and that time around, it's the hopeful note that the album ends on.
@@ytedgar2454 just focus on getting thru each day one at a time fam. u always matter and are worthy of a good life and being surrounded by good people, and by continuing to fight and movng forward, u move closer to the light at the end of the tunnel. shit feels like that will never happen, but success stories are plentiful. just stick in there im proud of ya
man i honestly love this comment section. every month or so i listen to this and read the comments and they damn near blow my mind of sheer introspectiveness and i hope everyone is doing well.
I was born blind in my left eye. For about 3 years everything was just a blurry mess of colors and I was basically in purgatory. Always going on long car rides to the eye doctor, stuck in offices for hours at a time, seeing nothing but a drab mess of gray, white, and black. Music was one of the only things that comforted me, and the songs my mom played in the car were always playing over in my head to keep me calm. However, there are still some melodies that I swear were practically the soundtrack of my life, that have no name, no identity, nothing. The outro to this EP is one of them. I have no idea where I could’ve heard it, but I heard it from the ages 1-3. The outro always hits me the hardest.
Woah, I went through an insanely similar journey. I’m blind in my left eye, have been since I was about 6/7 old and I’m about 30 now. All I see are blurry blotches and I have utterly no depth perception. I was born with cataracts in both eyes. I was having my first operation (on my left eye first) and 9/11 happened while I was being operated on. That obviously left me with serious complications for the rest of my life considering the staff were in a sudden panic while I was under. This was in a major city and nobody knew wtf was going to happen, if the same thing was going to happen in every major city. From that day on until I was 18 years old and could make my own medical decisions, I endured countless “corrective” surgeries against my will and understanding. I will never forget the many long long drives to and from the hospital, at times while a few very painful emergency side effects post operation were happening and my mom would be speeding us an hour away to the hospital. Being forced under anesthesia against my will as a little kid. Multiple nurses holding me down while the surgeon force fed me the gas mask while I tried my hardest to kick and scream begging them to stop. Only to wake up on tons of pain killers and nauseas from anesthesia. At six years old this started, I have endured more corrective surgeries on my left eye than I can even count. Until I was a little older they all began and ended like that, forced, and scared,feeling no control over my own fait with little understanding of what was happening to me. Even though I had family there with me to comfort me as best they could I always felt deeply like nobody truly saw what I was experiencing or understood what I was feeling. Just chalked up to being a scared kid, which I guess is all it ultimately was considering the operations were deemed necessary. Only I still have extremely limited vision in my left eye if you can even call it vision. I have never come across anyone who has come close to understanding.
This all lead me to dealing with severe opiate and amphetamine addiction for almost ten years more recently in life, and in one way or another I was always brought back to this track during my most dark lonely and disturbing moments in addictions and suicidal ideations. You are not alone.
Lungelo That reminds me when I was younger I didn’t really understand funerals and death really well my grandfather on my dads side had passed and I asked my mom “Why is he so cold?”
@Rico Risken making a song talking about struggles and emotions doesn't mean he is known for it cause nas is known for his lyricism and storytelling cudi was the first in the main stream to have that as a theme of his music
@@nnkauaiajs6970 havent listened to this shit in about 7 months, come back and now it feels like a relapse lmao. grateful im happier than i was when i posted that comment, darkest time of my life. shit gets better, but nothings ever perfect. love
@@birdy6387 nice. Good for you. Crazy how music can summon emotions and memories with such clarity. I think the second verse is the closest expression of true depression I’ve ever heard
ive cried to the point of naeusa to this song countless times, its one of the very few pieces of media that just understands me. listening to it feels like im slipping back into my favorite hot soggy blanket in a good way
i might get lost in the shuffle here, but if you’re reading this, i hope things get better for you soon. it’s times like these when we all need to know that everything’s a cycle, for better or worse. this, too, shall pass, as all things do.
Noah Wiedrich as a person who’s battling depression, i want to thank you for your humaneness and sincerity. you made me feel less nauseatingly about myself. i love you, have a great day. 🥺
As someone else with depression, and some other bullshit, I know it ain't bout me but my people know I'm there and I care. I just feel alone still, I know they probably there but I question the realness of their words. Nonetheless less I hold the ones that mean most closest. Why i said it? I dont know, I just meant it. But I mean this too, you keep sharing those words, it makes a difference. No matter the reactions you get, the times you make that difference is the only one you focus on. I hope the best for you, even more so for the kindness you display.
@@НаташаТюрина-ц5ы & aye I hope the best for you too, stay positive as you can. Every little bit of positivity matters, even the smallest bit of positivity matters.
Fix That man I be at work trynna be nice and help be at home trynna be nice and help and all I hope for in return is people show humanness I’m closed off ion even give people a chance to get close they think it’s because I was abandoned by my family as a black sheep when in reality all I wanted to see was care they only care about money and dreadfully it hurt cuz I care about them. You look in the mirror everybody pushing for better. Its never enough of this or that Im on the side of the few i believe in peace that warmness in your heart when you help cuz you want to, ion knw why I opened up bout this either I’m blaming you lol
@@aliwaytv1857 It really does be hard trying to be nice all the time, just remember to be kind to yourself too! I know it hurts though, most people I know are like that but I just stay closest to the ones who show me care. & aye I'll take the blame this time lmao.
"I'm the youngest old man that you know, if your soul intact, let me know" Earl is insane with it!!! Dropped a masterpiece!!! A 10 minute project that is more scenic and visualizing than most cinematography!! Earl is a National treasure from the Universe!!! And his producing skills are top notch, My God!!! One of the greatest Emcee/Producers to ever do it!!
Bill Anderson well that’s good mane. N maybe you didn’t find it cuz you were looking in the wrong places. And the fact that you became addicted to drugs sorta tells me that you went across the country to escape something. Perhaps if you try to lead a purposeful life rather than wandering around the country wondering when you will find what you aren’t looking for. I hope that makes sense. Basically find a passion and pour your soul into that. Everyone is blessed for a different reason don’t forget that. Good luck mane
Bill Anderson it’s okay man. i wasn’t raised with much wealth, i would consider i was maybe lower middle class if i had to guess. however it means you have awoken to what is pure in life. you realize money isn’t shit and no matter poor or rich we all dance with death once the party is over. when we pass it’s not that the party is over. it’s just our time to leave.
In an NPR interview he said he made this project especially for his mom, he said it was the only thing he's made to date that he was proud enough of/was appropriate enough to show her
His moms a professor at UCLA, she's probably worried about his xanax problems, his eating disorder, his depression, and the lack of sleep he's getting. Even though this song is when he finds his inner peace. He's getting better now though.
this may be my favorite song of all time, it means a ton to me and has saved me on some occasions. no one will prolly even see this comment but it felt appropriate to leave this here
i’ve been listening to this a lot recently bc i’ve been extremely sad the past weeks, my grandma died and i’m being bullied in school. i can relate to every single word earl says on this ep and it makes me feel better. thank you earl.
I'm really sorry what happened, I hope that even though your world is so dark right now, you are soon able to see some light in the memories you've had with your grandma.
When you’re going through an extended period of depression/grief, it’s important to train yourself to look at the good in everything until it’s muscle memory. It’s not going to take the weight off your shoulders but it’ll keep you grounded, at least it has for me.
Im turning 18 this year but my life is when i go to school its always Social bullying and all that i can't get through it since i have unsupportive "friends" i have been bullied since i was abt 6 or 7 years old even today i always get laughed at even though i dont do anything im just tired and i just want to graduate school asap 😢😢😢😢😢😢
@@rumaanaboobaker3149 you’re the most important person in your life. Graduate and get the fuck out. Go do you man go find some other shit and be open to trying new shit and meeting people. Having “balls” is different than making sure you’re not living your life in between other people’s words and actions, you’re apart of it too lol. Pretend your high school you wasn’t even you. The amount of “cool kids” I’ve seen turn into losers and the “weird kids” become a million times better of a person since graduating is insane.
Nalaya Davis besides what I named mirror, e.coli, RATS, Robes, curse, 6 am writings, etc. his unreleased library is so massive it’s hard to think of anymore
I look at myself a lot. My hands and my face mainly, and recently I haven’t been recognizing myself. I have no clue what it is but everytime I walk past a mirror or glass or anything reflective I get scared cuz I don’t see me. It’s to the point where if I move my reflection doesn’t. I smoke and I seem to come back to reality, but then reality sets in once again and I look up. And I see a kid that has so much weight on his shoulders and wishes the absolute best for everyone around him and still feels so neglected. Even by my mother who I sworn to protect, has been talking down to me. I’m not gonna end everything. But I just hope that all this bullshit end sometime soon or else the thoughts and action that aren’t me catch up. And do some shit I’d never do.
I never comment on anything but I've been working on expressing more and being more self-aware about opportunities where I can be less selfish. Your comment honestly made me cry, because I'm an emotional person, and because the whole sentiment hits me directly so hard. I'm just a random dude dealing with his own random shit, but I love you. Fight the negative, you always have people in your corner whether or not you realize it. The world is too fleeting, emotions too powerful, for me to not want to love and care.
I guess I’ll share my story since that’s what we’re doing in the comments. I found this song a little while ago. Every day I used to cry myself to sleep with this song. The girl I had feelings for played me, my parents got divorced, and my dad beat me. I had and still somewhat have extreme anxiety with no meds for it. A lot of the time I felt like ending it all but something keeps me going that I don’t know. I’m doing a little better now and things are looking up. I’ll update in a year.
after reading what you had to say, i just want you to know people can always relate. everyone’s got something going on, and sharing it is one of the first steps in getting better. i’m beyond happy things are looking up for you, and you’ve got this. rooting for you man.
I don’t know if im going to make it out of this dark tunnel, but if I do, I will have earl to thank. Coming here to cry makes me feel less alone, because I know he feels it too.
Listened to this song at some of the lowest moments of my life when I was 18/19. I’m 24 now and life has improved so much, I’m glad I’m not where I was anymore
@@xylan9543keep going, reach out to the ones you love and keep them as close as you can. Having support in your life and practicing gratitude have done wonders for me. It will never be ALL good, but it does get better. I promise you
@@xylan9543 im 11 months late, but if you're still struggling i advice you to talk with family and friends about your situation, they're always there for you. pray to god a lot, he knows best. ask god for guidance through your situation and ask your family and friends for advice. take care man, you're not alone
@Dante66660 hopefully your life is getting better by the days, i know its been a month but hopefully your life has been better lately, even if its just a little. take care man, just remember that people care for you
The one thing i really love about this ep/album is his laziness lyrics the slow most nonchalant downer loser feeling it really represents depression as a way i see it and the fact i hate is how i can relate to it and understand it but at the same time im glad that there is someone who is also there and just can feel the same things we've been feeling, thank you Earl.
there’s no depressed state I’m in, no paranoia lingering in me. I just feel nothing. Like I’m not motivated to do anything and I know I have gifts to show this world but I just don’t feel like getting out of bed. Just feel nothing
I was the exact same way about a month ago. I didn’t get enjoyment from anything anymore, I felt no desire to do the hobbies I most enjoyed, i was even repulsed to talking to my closeted friends. Instead, I just layed in bed for almost the entire day every day doing nothing. I was never sad though, everything just felt meaningless in an emotionally absent way. I started seeing a therapist though and yes, these feelings are very much a result of depression. As the other replier said, depression doesn’t necessarily have to be emotional sadness. Anyway, sorry for rambling there, I just hope you’re doing good now.
Earl is going to go down as one of the Greats This song is easily a 10/10 from the incredible instrumentals to the extraordinarily deep lyrics that perfectly depict depression this might be my favorite song oat and this and Some Rap Songs has cemented Earl as a legend
as a 21 year old, this kid has kendrick's support, called drake a culture vulture, called Taylor Swift racsist, he really is the youngest man ya know if your souls in tact let the world know :)
+Oso Flocka Flame lol I'm 21 too dickweed. he's a kid in the rap sence. I guess that's an opinionated view of mine, can't you just hop off and enjoy the music? loser
him and Vince Staples grew old too fast, its depressing seeing kids grow old fast...shit its happening to me too. I lost my grandmother about a 1 week and a half ago..shit man. 5 people with cancer in my FAM and only 2 still live out those 5
I hate how the media and shit refers to him as " Earl Sweatshirt of Odd Future" like I'm a huge OF fan but he isn't even the same category as them. The older i get the more i realize OF was kinda a joke.
+Dayveon Wright nah it was completely a joke for sure. they acted like all the other rappers but in a very ironic way and got famous at the same time. lolz
fell asleep one night with earl playing on TH-cam, literally woke up at like 3:33am and one song ended and this came on, I’d never heard it before and i was lying in the dark with the only light coming from the tv feeling freaked out by the intro and the transition from pink to black was the most comforting and freaky thing ever, whenever i listen it reminds me of that
I genuinely do have my grandmother’s hands. Long, spindly fingers, veiny and with the apparent loss of life. She has dementia and doesn’t recognize my mother and me any more. She’s in India and they won’t do the tests to see if she has Alzheimer’s. It’s mine and my mom’s biggest fear. I’ve told myself I would kill myself before the effects ever took effect. I’m fixing to give up. I’ve been alone for the longest.
Stay strong... my grandmother passed away about 5 years ago, she developed dementia and alzheimers from breast cancer and morphine. I'd like to think I have her hands too.
I'm back. Told myself I never would be. But I never really fixed anything. It was just multiple masks I would wear to fool myself & others that it was all ok. Masks slipped today and couldn't stop shaking & crying. I hope it gets better, for all of us in this comment section. I'm not so sure about myself anymore though.
un saludo desde España, keep going! it makes me feel a little better to think how so many people living far far away from each other have similar feelings and come to this video to try to relieve our pain... don't give up, i know sometimes it's hard to find the bright side, but you're not alone. there's still good people around us, and that's the only thing that gives me hope for the future. i send you a big hug bro, hope everything gets better
this probably gonna get lost in the comments, but if the world ever has to go through like an apocolypse or sumn has to happen and people are dying out of something...Ill be in a tree or untop a building, listening to 4:59. god bless earl sweatshirt.
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You gon' be good, no matter what. You will get trough those challenges, yes they will effect your life and you will sadly lose people and things, but you will rise. Trust me and in yourself 🙏🏻🌅
thanks
No need to 🙏🏻@@KedamonoEdits
If ya soul intact, lemme know ❤
Fo sho 🙏🏻@@sandermanx681
This life don't even matter honestly...
on my mom's account finna put some good music in her reccomened
What up mary
Hi mary
Hello Mrs. Nance, have a nice day
you should probably check on your son
Sup Mrs Nance
sometimes i randomly think about how earl's going. hope he's alright
FG his dad just died but idk how hes doing past that, probably better than when this was made
same man same.
naw hes definitely a lot happier but idk how hes doing about his dad
Dude lost his dad this year and during Doris-IDLSIDGO he lost his grandma, so I’m sure he’s gonna b very sad
Waterbruh BC @soapmanwun
what if your card declines at therapy and they start playing this
type shit
It kinda helps me with being very empty and alone
world completly crumbles and fall of our plane of existence
funny part is this song has helped me more than any form of therapy has
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literally no song can capture depression like this song, it’s a incredible piece of art I can’t believe how perfect it is
U by kendrick Lamar?
Sad by XXXTENTACION or Awful Things by Lil Peep 💀
@@canemturrim9659 i know you didn’t just say sad bro 😭😭
I think standing on the corner does pretty good and slauson Malone they work with earl on some rap songs
Maybe early work by JPEGMAFIA does especially The Ghost~Pop Tape
Well time waits for no man
And death waits with cold hands.
Im the youngest old man that you know.
If ya soul intact, let me know
motto
the story of my existence....
Marcus Rodriguez .
666th like I am honored
omg can't believe we were correct when we said he looks 12 and 40 at the same time
It's so weird how Earl's music captures what depression feels like so accurately.
Dankus Kaledus yes bro..
no
• freecaio • why does it not capture what depression feels like
l no
• freecaio • facts.
always keep coming back to this during late nights
aksually frfr hamood
It really be like that chief
aksel what are you doing here
Can I ask, how'd you find this man?
Hey
My mother passed two days ago I miss you mom.
i’m sorry i hope you’re feeling better now. things get better and i’m happy you’re here
im sorry for your loss
Rest in paradise
Luv
"I got my grandma's hands, I start to cry when I see em cause they remind me of seeing her"
*woah*
Real shit,just lost my gma and this line kills me every time
These the times that I need her the most cuz I feel defeated
It’s the break in the song where he can’t finish the line which is so sad
Line fucks me up
Definitely. These are the kinds of things that make him so special.
Grew up wanting to be like Tyler... whole time i was feeling like Earl ..
Word
DAMN i'm a quote that shit from now on.
I relate so much
felt
Damn
Who woulda knew this was basically the prelude to Some Rap Songs.
Which song?
@@Dejesusss the album
@@teiganbowman1896 oh I'm stupid, I thought he meant he sampled it which he did on Red Water
I don't see the similarity the production is very different
Except the prelude was better than the main event lol. Not to trash on SRS at all tho I love it
You aren’t alone
real
Thank you
Although it may seem like it
Yes I am
yes you are. stop lying
I think Earl's nonchalant, almost lazy lyric delivery represents how it feels to have depression. The slowness of this EP and the weird mixing also creates that same feeling. Thank god for earl
he has such a simple but different flow that no one else has and the result is always amazing
i agree so much this is my first time ever listening to this and the messiness of the mixing and beats personifies depression so well
i read this in the patrick bateman voice
And on earl & idlsidgo his voice especially on idlsidgo sounds like the anger fuled by depression
i love him
You're coming back to listen to this late at night again, aren't you?
BigRav 😔
Don't worry bout me
@@BudOnTheLeaves it'll all be ok babe
It's actually almost 3 am help
@@susyetionsa6168 perfect time
This song is so lively and brings such joy energy and happiness into me, #summervibes 🎉🎉🥳
bro 😭😭😭😭
lol
dude 💀
Ro 💀
Weirdly it does make me happy
This is a song I literally cried myself to sleep to when I was in college all alone, no friends, nobody to call or be with, and loved ones were dying. Truly felt isolated and alone. This song was like a blanket and a friend giving advice all in one. Had to get this song name tattooed on me because it really got me thru
exact same thing i did i twin !!!!
going through the same shit rn man it’s hard having nobody and being all alone everyday is getting worse i’m slowly deteriorating and losing hope
Got it tatted on my wrist too! Comforting to know how we all share similar experience and impact from Earls music
Maintain the good fight, how blessed we are to find we aren’t alone, keep up the good fight
@@S0LILOQUY hey man ik im two months late but whatever youre going through is going to end eventually. Dont lose hope, you got this. Talk to people you’re comfortable with and share your problems with them. Anyways that’s all i have to say man, take care and you got this. peace
I’m 15. I don’t have an abusive family, I don’t do drugs. I never suffered like others hear. But I’m just always down. Feeling like I’m always left out. Extremely insecure. I just feel like I haven’t found myself. I try to find comfort in love, but other than my mom and my sister and father and grandmother, I don’t think I’ve been truely loved. That sometimes hurts me ngl. Idk what’s wrong with me, I have friends but I feel left out. I have a good family but I feel lonely. There’s just no pleasing me, no comforting me. The only way I do find comfort is in music. And I’ve found it very hard as an Arab to relate to lyrical artists or artists with strong messages. But with earl, it’s different. It all sinks in. He’s one of the few rappers in his lane that I can enjoy. I feel like I belong to something when I go through this comment section. One thing that does bother me is my grandma dying this year. I remember the look in her eyes when she saw me. That was the last time she was conscience in the hospital. So this just hits right home. It’s 4:am, and I’m alone, in my room, righting this meaningless comment, trying to find solace.
U really be capturing my feelings better then anyone else. Dont worry this comment section along with me accept and undersrand how ur feeling. ✌🏾
Do acid
U seem like a intelligent kid for ur age wish I was the same.. stay true to yourself, don't follow the crowd, mourn but don't numb the pain too hard like me and treat your self as if it were someone u cared for.. also try acid or psycs wen ur a yr or 2 older might change ur perspective on life. It will get better, take care.
@@zaindixon9811 hey man sorry to hear that. I was like that when I was around your age too. The low confidence, constantly feeling left out and isolated, these things are sure to continue for many years. However, if you give in it will persist forever. So my advice to you sir is to be more open abd true to yourself, even when it feels like it isnt working. Children and teens dont value uniqueness, but the Adults who run this world do. Learning to love yourself is number one man, never forget it. Much love my man.
hey man, I just wanted to say I hope you are doing okay. And to say that this society can really isolate you for being different, and different doesn't mean standing out, but just feeling like you don't fit sometimes. But that doesn't matter - just keep loving you for you, and one day that difference will be some thing to treasure. Sorry to hear about your loss. Love yourself, and try not to let this world make you too bitter, even though sometimes it wants to do just that. There is genuine good out there, and in you, and it's worth nurturing and protecting. Peace
If your reading this I love your music taste
heheh thanx u p3p3 fr0g3
@@noodless ur welcome dood
thanks
Thanks boo.
P3P3 FR0G3 you’re* X2
This was the song that made me realize just how different Earl's music is to the rest. This isn't just sad music, this is depressing music. It's the musical equivalent of being too sad to cry, feeling so done with the world that you don't want to even die, just dissapear.
Facts this comment sum it up perfectly.I would take a screenshot of this comment but my parent might the photos and if they that they gon get mad at me
@@VikingShip-lw4oo replying to remind you about it because you couldn’t save it
Couldn’t have said it Better myself, you captured this feeling perfectly
1000th like also agree
that reminds me of in breaking bad when walter says to jesse “oh ive got it, i remember now. that night, the noght of janes death, i met her dad at the bar.. yeah that night was the perfect night to just disappear- not die just leave.” something like that im always tryna find that moment
My bestfriend and I used to listen to it, i didn't really realized in how much pain he was back in the day, should'have listen to the clue before he take his life... Please listen to your family and friends, thank you and have a good day.
Damn...
rest in peace
r.i.p. 🥺
been where you are, lost 2 friends to suicide. you never know what someone’s going thru in their heads despite how they present themselves RIP to your friend, sadly these are one of the few things where time can’t heal that pain
woah. rest in peace 💗✨
there's an unspoken bond between everyone in this comment section
we all brothers, sisters and everything in-between
Nah
There honestly is. I want to meet everyone in this comment section
Yes. Just keep holding on, or better yet keep thriving. Depression is a gift.
Just wanna say even tho idk y’all, all love from here always gonna be here for anyone to communicate with and also yall taste > 😩🤞🏾
i don’t like how there’s a black background cause u just see ur face covered in tears, thanks!
Gen :/
Gen have you heard of things called iphones friend
😟
True
i’m sorry but this made me laugh😭hope u get better dawg
I feel each song represents a different stage like
The first -DEPRESSION
The second -suicidal
The third -numbness/recovery
I’m on the second rn personally
@@desrtrydrit gets better man trust me. Hope you’re well
holy fucking yap
@@-gavinwastaken shut up dude, how did you find this place? go back to your soulless hole of zoomer brainrot
To actually hear my own personal thoughts effortlessly released from his tongue resonates with my soul.
Artic Raven this is beautiful! u have a way with words missus/mister :-)
"one foot stuck in a tar pit of my ways" was so visual to me
SAME
tar also reffers to herion
brocowsci earl ain't doing heroin..
He used to do drugs
hes trying to tell yousomething.
This ain't just rap, this is a man expressing his pain.
Bruh
rap always been that, open ur eyes g. stop listening to garbage
@@ambatukam1868 what bruh🤓
@@sp-te6xi 🤓👨🏼💻
@@sp-te6xi I hate you
i am listening to this with headphones on with people in the room next to me and my throat hurts from trying to hold everything in
I hope you’re feeling better
Let it out
his depression flow is godly and that last verse just hit right home, fam. it hit right home..
Hits home every time
I just started college and it hasn’t been going well. I struggle to talk to people and make friends and I’m just sitting here alone on a bench listening to this hoping shit will get better
Fred Joey it will get better my friend
i was in the same situation but i gave up and dropped out. dont let it get to you man, take the real initiative and do everything you can. things will get better u just gotta work for it. dont let it ruin your head and control you. you control it. bless up
I feel you, it sucks to be alone specially school, a place where many interact and socialize. Unfortunately that place is full of people who are only trying to impress others. Ive been doing me for 2 years at college now and that’s something i noticed. Just stay true to yourself and keep moving forward. When the right people come along, youll notice. Keep pushing forward brother.
Hope all is well push thru sending good vybes your well 💪🏾💯
I felt this
I hope Earl copes okay with Macs passing because Earls tweeting is showing that he ain’t feeling too well especially since his dad died this year too. As much as I want another Earl album I want Earl to feel good and well and just continue living. Pray for Earl before he’s gone. Rest in power to Mac as well.
Yeezus Piece what did he say about Mac on twitter ?
xavier bankston to some up he gave condolences to his family and made fans know he’s okay and hinted at maybe upcoming music.
I wish I could just give the dude a hug man
Goes to show how much his fans love him, when three years later comments still get to the top like this. Cheers man
To be honest though the two newest singles were straight heat no filler and amazing . :)))
Strong words…
I remember listening to this song six years ago when those suicidal thoughts were in my head and heart. My mom passed away a year before and I left home at the age of 16. I listened to this song wishing I could just go with her, I wrote several letters saying goodbye and now that I'm back I can say that life is getting harder but I know I have an angel watching over me. Thnx Earl for make me feel less alone with my mental illness.
All the best man. It's hard but keep moving and you'll get to where you need to be. Mentally and otherwise
@@beatsbybroke4611 thanks! I’m just living it and being honest with my feelings and trying to make the difference.
@@Ana-kd6yu I suffered the near same exact situation last year at 15, i got back into a stable position. wish i listened to this more when life was harder
@@crives1525 It’s very heartwarming to listen this song when everything is falling apart, it was a refuge for me. I hope you get the wisdom and strength you needed in those turbulent times, you’ll never be the same person than yesterday but you are not alone! life is about learnings. :•)
mental illness is so hard to deal with, it’s not like you get one and go to a doctor and it gets treated in hours. it’s much harder then that, and the fact that you can get through that means you are very brave and strong, keep fighting because it will be worth it in the end.
These songs hit the hardest when your thoughts are clear, and completely sober.. after the withdrawals left, and you're stuck with just *you.*
Big fax
Well this hit hard.
Juul withdrawals lookin ahh niggas
zwz ahahahahah fucked up cuddi
... yup
The instrumental at 1:40 sounds like you're finally starting to find some hope and then 2:06 you're suddenly drugged and thrown back to depression
Took the words out of my mouth. The piano reminds me of trying to find hope but it’s shaky and it’s repetitive and it fades away. It hits...
this shit always seems to happen
Interestingly, he used it again in his track "Riot!" at the end of his "Some Rap Songs" album and that time around, it's the hopeful note that the album ends on.
it really just comes back outta nowhere , just like the beat.
Does anyone know the name of the sample?
1. Intro - 0:00
2. My Ways - 0:49
3. Conscience - 1:38
4. Interlude - 4:55
5. The Truth - 6:30
6. Outro - 8:13
Making timestamps for myself
today is a conscience type of day☹️
@@ytedgar2454 just focus on getting thru each day one at a time fam. u always matter and are worthy of a good life and being surrounded by good people, and by continuing to fight and movng forward, u move closer to the light at the end of the tunnel. shit feels like that will never happen, but success stories are plentiful. just stick in there im proud of ya
For us*
@@ashutoshbaluni3188 needed to read this. thanks
interlude and the truth kinda my fav
Who ever is listening to this I hope you feel better soon. You're not alone
Thanks but. I don’t see no light at the end of the tunnel man. I’ll be fine though. Always am.
@@-ZAFE- it gets better. I was incredibly depressed a bit ago and was suicidal, i haven't had those thoughts lately.
I wish the best for you all. Ily
TY
I know earl isn't all about the fame, but I'd just love to meet this legend...
same
Bowtowm real shit
i ran into him one time. it was weird. id never met someone i looked upto so much. it was weird. i couldnt talk. ive never experienced that
Bowtowm same here
Same
This project is brutally honest and I love it. Earl is one of my favorite artist, I'm glad he exists.
Remy Carter me too bro me too
man i honestly love this comment section. every month or so i listen to this and read the comments and they damn near blow my mind of sheer introspectiveness and i hope everyone is doing well.
Mid we all here for similar reasons it good to know we not alone
luis orellana facts. Today was shit man
We aint doing well. Atleast i aint. But thanks
I’m Relatively well
its nice to not see a whole lot of "who bumping this in 2020?" and actual legitimate comments that have had thought put into them.
I was born blind in my left eye. For about 3 years everything was just a blurry mess of colors and I was basically in purgatory. Always going on long car rides to the eye doctor, stuck in offices for hours at a time, seeing nothing but a drab mess of gray, white, and black. Music was one of the only things that comforted me, and the songs my mom played in the car were always playing over in my head to keep me calm. However, there are still some melodies that I swear were practically the soundtrack of my life, that have no name, no identity, nothing. The outro to this EP is one of them. I have no idea where I could’ve heard it, but I heard it from the ages 1-3. The outro always hits me the hardest.
Your a real soldier bro
The outro feels like things are gonna get better
Woah, I went through an insanely similar journey. I’m blind in my left eye, have been since I was about 6/7 old and I’m about 30 now. All I see are blurry blotches and I have utterly no depth perception. I was born with cataracts in both eyes. I was having my first operation (on my left eye first) and 9/11 happened while I was being operated on. That obviously left me with serious complications for the rest of my life considering the staff were in a sudden panic while I was under. This was in a major city and nobody knew wtf was going to happen, if the same thing was going to happen in every major city. From that day on until I was 18 years old and could make my own medical decisions, I endured countless “corrective” surgeries against my will and understanding. I will never forget the many long long drives to and from the hospital, at times while a few very painful emergency side effects post operation were happening and my mom would be speeding us an hour away to the hospital. Being forced under anesthesia against my will as a little kid. Multiple nurses holding me down while the surgeon force fed me the gas mask while I tried my hardest to kick and scream begging them to stop. Only to wake up on tons of pain killers and nauseas from anesthesia. At six years old this started, I have endured more corrective surgeries on my left eye than I can even count. Until I was a little older they all began and ended like that, forced, and scared,feeling no control over my own fait with little understanding of what was happening to me. Even though I had family there with me to comfort me as best they could I always felt deeply like nobody truly saw what I was experiencing or understood what I was feeling. Just chalked up to being a scared kid, which I guess is all it ultimately was considering the operations were deemed necessary. Only I still have extremely limited vision in my left eye if you can even call it vision. I have never come across anyone who has come close to understanding.
This all lead me to dealing with severe opiate and amphetamine addiction for almost ten years more recently in life, and in one way or another I was always brought back to this track during my most dark lonely and disturbing moments in addictions and suicidal ideations. You are not alone.
same bro but in my right
" time waits for no man and death waits with cold hands "
EDIT: damn it's been 5 years!
Lungelo for
Old hands
catchphrase jones
I'm the youngest old man
Lungelo That reminds me when I was younger I didn’t really understand funerals and death really well my grandfather on my dads side had passed and I asked my mom “Why is he so cold?”
"I ain't been to prison but the feelin' the same"
Hit me like a train...
Bars
not a pun. Called an analogy.
+JanMarco96 cooked?
winning if the pen hit the page
yeah some heavy shit hete
Beginning sample is in red water
Yeah by The Fall
No fucking way
Danjee P oh my fucking god ur right ur giving me goosebumps lol
Anyone know where its from?
Jarl Meemorp from his album “some rap songs” track called “Red Water”
earl was the og mr lonely
yesterdaysnight nah cudi
CherryBomb gonna have to agree on that one
Nah, Akon.
@@shiz104 damn, that's true
@Rico Risken making a song talking about struggles and emotions doesn't mean he is known for it cause nas is known for his lyricism and storytelling cudi was the first in the main stream to have that as a theme of his music
the second part is one of the most gut retching sounding things in music. a true piece of art
shit gave me goosebumps
True art. Most slept on thing I’m aware of
@@nnkauaiajs6970 havent listened to this shit in about 7 months, come back and now it feels like a relapse lmao. grateful im happier than i was when i posted that comment, darkest time of my life. shit gets better, but nothings ever perfect. love
@@birdy6387 nice. Good for you. Crazy how music can summon emotions and memories with such clarity. I think the second verse is the closest expression of true depression I’ve ever heard
Wrenching. Not retching.
If you're reading this change the batteries in your smoke detector.
i hate that weird beep so much
the lighter and beep that I’ve yet to fix for nearly a year really describe my life
Man.
Respect for the Faces pfp
Awesome pfp
ive cried to the point of naeusa to this song countless times, its one of the very few pieces of media that just understands me. listening to it feels like im slipping back into my favorite hot soggy blanket in a good way
"I'm the youngest old man that you know"... stole the words right out my mouth
i might get lost in the shuffle here, but if you’re reading this, i hope things get better for you soon. it’s times like these when we all need to know that everything’s a cycle, for better or worse. this, too, shall pass, as all things do.
Noah Wiedrich as a person who’s battling depression, i want to thank you for your humaneness and sincerity. you made me feel less nauseatingly about myself. i love you, have a great day. 🥺
As someone else with depression, and some other bullshit, I know it ain't bout me but my people know I'm there and I care. I just feel alone still, I know they probably there but I question the realness of their words. Nonetheless less I hold the ones that mean most closest.
Why i said it? I dont know, I just meant it. But I mean this too, you keep sharing those words, it makes a difference. No matter the reactions you get, the times you make that difference is the only one you focus on. I hope the best for you, even more so for the kindness you display.
@@НаташаТюрина-ц5ы & aye I hope the best for you too, stay positive as you can. Every little bit of positivity matters, even the smallest bit of positivity matters.
Fix That man I be at work trynna be nice and help be at home trynna be nice and help and all I hope for in return is people show humanness I’m closed off ion even give people a chance to get close they think it’s because I was abandoned by my family as a black sheep when in reality all I wanted to see was care they only care about money and dreadfully it hurt cuz I care about them. You look in the mirror everybody pushing for better. Its never enough of this or that Im on the side of the few i believe in peace that warmness in your heart when you help cuz you want to, ion knw why I opened up bout this either I’m blaming you lol
@@aliwaytv1857 It really does be hard trying to be nice all the time, just remember to be kind to yourself too! I know it hurts though, most people I know are like that but I just stay closest to the ones who show me care. & aye I'll take the blame this time lmao.
"I been fixing to give up. I've been alone for the longest."
Godly mood
"I'm the youngest old man that you know, if your soul intact, let me know" Earl is insane with it!!! Dropped a masterpiece!!! A 10 minute project that is more scenic and visualizing than most cinematography!! Earl is a National treasure from the Universe!!! And his producing skills are top notch, My God!!! One of the greatest Emcee/Producers to ever do it!!
Remember when this was like 50k views but it’s all us coming back
All facts
to tell the truth im at a loss of friends too
Aye man same here, nobody stays. People move on, keep ya head up
+Seirra Leaon real talk
pineapple sauce it's just growing older
hope it gets better, i think were all here for the same reason.
SNEVIN MC that was one of the realest things, man! +respect+
You know your in a dark place when your here
Bill Anderson chill
Bill Anderson dumb of you to expect that, I understand perfectly
Bill Anderson yeah man it’s a trap you put yourself it. Move out n live on your own. Seems like you needa struggle a bit to remember the beauty
Bill Anderson well that’s good mane. N maybe you didn’t find it cuz you were looking in the wrong places. And the fact that you became addicted to drugs sorta tells me that you went across the country to escape something. Perhaps if you try to lead a purposeful life rather than wandering around the country wondering when you will find what you aren’t looking for. I hope that makes sense. Basically find a passion and pour your soul into that. Everyone is blessed for a different reason don’t forget that. Good luck mane
Bill Anderson
it’s okay man.
i wasn’t raised with much wealth, i would consider i was maybe lower middle class if i had to guess.
however it means you have awoken to what is pure in life. you realize money isn’t shit and no matter poor or rich we all dance with death once the party is over.
when we pass it’s not that the party is over.
it’s just our time to leave.
The fact people use this comment section as a safe space to share their emotions shows how good of a song this is
Fr bro, this song is a therapy for everyone in every way
When i show ppl this, i feel like im showing em my bare heart.. cuz ive cried to this alot.
I wonder how his mother responded listening to this. Hope Earl finds his inner peace.
She probably was happy that he matured, but sad that he misses his grandmother.
In an NPR interview he said he made this project especially for his mom, he said it was the only thing he's made to date that he was proud enough of/was appropriate enough to show her
His moms a professor at UCLA, she's probably worried about his xanax problems, his eating disorder, his depression, and the lack of sleep he's getting. Even though this song is when he finds his inner peace. He's getting better now though.
G47AXY * Good to know, thx for the info!
+G47AXY * did he tell you all that last time you guys talked?
this may be my favorite song of all time, it means a ton to me and has saved me on some occasions. no one will prolly even see this comment but it felt appropriate to leave this here
Aye, man. In the solace comments section, everyone's voice is heard, and we are all here for the same reason. I'm glad you are here
Happy to know this song saved you and many others. Shows the true talent earl has of expressing his feelings on a song
Ive seen this comment, meaning that someone out there loves you. Even if it's a stranger :)
Same.Without music I wouldn’t know if I would be alive right now.
5 long years of hearing this. I’m tired but never tired of hearing this...
I know fs u just went to the newest comments
I feel called out
This is a ten minute album.
It's a project for his mom
Its an EP
It's a novel.
It's a history lesson
Its a thanks giving dinner baked into a pie served with an Ice Cold Sweet Tea
"I got my grandmama's hands, I start to cry when I see them because they remind me of seeing her" Never heard a better line
this will always be one of the most impactful songs ive heard in my life, earl is a poet and true artist
cam He sure does take from his father
Facts do is Daniel Dumile
Same name and feelings towards this shit much love.
“Poet”
@@turtle_stuff fym
i’ve been listening to this a lot recently bc i’ve been extremely sad the past weeks, my grandma died and i’m being bullied in school. i can relate to every single word earl says on this ep and it makes me feel better. thank you earl.
I'm really sorry what happened, I hope that even though your world is so dark right now, you are soon able to see some light in the memories you've had with your grandma.
When you’re going through an extended period of depression/grief, it’s important to train yourself to look at the good in everything until it’s muscle memory. It’s not going to take the weight off your shoulders but it’ll keep you grounded, at least it has for me.
My brother please stay strong
Damn whats wrong with me, im fighting the urge to say womp womp💀
this song is like auditory calligraphy
prod. sasquatch wow word art
Hard facts
when his voice breaks when he’s saying “my hectic process of thinking” makes that part so much sadder.
this is probably the saddest song i’ve ever heard
That part gives me chills every time I listen to it in the school hallways.
Whens that happen
@@joshgrinnall7305 7:07 i think
my two friends died last night from fentanyl laced pills. I didn't know where else to go.
sorry for your lost
I'm sorry dude
I’m so sorry bro. The world is cruel and twisted sometimes but better times are ahead.
Hope you’re in a better place now bro
I hope you've been ok, i'm really really sorry about that.
Dude I’m turning 20 this year what the fuck. I’ve been crying to this shit since i was 12 man
I couldn't ignore this comment somehow, I hope you're okay, I hope your days will get better, you got this 💜
Im turning 18 this year but my life is when i go to school its always Social bullying and all that i can't get through it since i have unsupportive "friends" i have been bullied since i was abt 6 or 7 years old even today i always get laughed at even though i dont do anything im just tired and i just want to graduate school asap 😢😢😢😢😢😢
@@rumaanaboobaker3149 you’re the most important person in your life. Graduate and get the fuck out. Go do you man go find some other shit and be open to trying new shit and meeting people. Having “balls” is different than making sure you’re not living your life in between other people’s words and actions, you’re apart of it too lol. Pretend your high school you wasn’t even you. The amount of “cool kids” I’ve seen turn into losers and the “weird kids” become a million times better of a person since graduating is insane.
Earl has the best compilation of unreleased music out of any hip hop artist
The Omni-Dimensional its an ep
Joshua Moreno he meant his wider library, songs like quest/power, play it cool, hat trick, curse, etc.
@@saloonboone tell me more--im trying to make a Earl mix and he got so much unreleased stuff I don't know if I got them all :(
Nalaya Davis besides what I named mirror, e.coli, RATS, Robes, curse, 6 am writings, etc. his unreleased library is so massive it’s hard to think of anymore
Boone robes is on Freddie Gibbs Piñata album lmao
I look at myself a lot. My hands and my face mainly, and recently I haven’t been recognizing myself. I have no clue what it is but everytime I walk past a mirror or glass or anything reflective I get scared cuz I don’t see me. It’s to the point where if I move my reflection doesn’t. I smoke and I seem to come back to reality, but then reality sets in once again and I look up. And I see a kid that has so much weight on his shoulders and wishes the absolute best for everyone around him and still feels so neglected. Even by my mother who I sworn to protect, has been talking down to me. I’m not gonna end everything. But I just hope that all this bullshit end sometime soon or else the thoughts and action that aren’t me catch up. And do some shit I’d never do.
hope you're doing well
I never comment on anything but I've been working on expressing more and being more self-aware about opportunities where I can be less selfish. Your comment honestly made me cry, because I'm an emotional person, and because the whole sentiment hits me directly so hard. I'm just a random dude dealing with his own random shit, but I love you. Fight the negative, you always have people in your corner whether or not you realize it. The world is too fleeting, emotions too powerful, for me to not want to love and care.
yo bruh if you need to talk or anything please let it out
@@AJfromEA i really thought i was the only one that still listened to this music
this comment hit me so hard. i hope you are doing okay.
Earl is an ARTIST...other rappers call themselves artists but they don't produce art. Earls sound is a piece of art.
T Wood yes
I guess I’ll share my story since that’s what we’re doing in the comments. I found this song a little while ago. Every day I used to cry myself to sleep with this song. The girl I had feelings for played me, my parents got divorced, and my dad beat me. I had and still somewhat have extreme anxiety with no meds for it. A lot of the time I felt like ending it all but something keeps me going that I don’t know. I’m doing a little better now and things are looking up. I’ll update in a year.
We all have a story we have to carry. Try to keep youre head up man! Its always brighter on the other side
You got this man, things get fucked from time to time but don't give into it. You're strong and when you feel weak just know I believe in you
after reading what you had to say, i just want you to know people can always relate. everyone’s got something going on, and sharing it is one of the first steps in getting better. i’m beyond happy things are looking up for you, and you’ve got this. rooting for you man.
What an inspiring story pickle chin ahh boy
damn..
I love earl because he knows exactly how it feels to be hopeless and lost
true dat
also i hope whoever is reading this has a great day
aww thank you
same thing goes for you homie
Hope you had a great month amigo
thank you you too m8
Have A Great Day Too
If you still here 2020 you on a whole nother level
yessir
i am
I'm am man...
Yeh
it was like that the whole time..
This shit goes hard playing off a busted phone lying on your bare chest at 3am
I don’t know if im going to make it out of this dark tunnel, but if I do, I will have earl to thank. Coming here to cry makes me feel less alone, because I know he feels it too.
you’ll make it. keep you head up brother!
I hope you’re doing better. Keep your head up
stay strong bro
hope ur doing okay
Hope you're doing ok dude
shout out to all the homies that randomly stumbled upon this once again
This is terrifying. The way it captures depression, like Everywhere at the End of Time captures dementia... wow...
both of these are such an immersive experience
Fantano even compared Peanut to The Caretaker in his review of Some Rap Songs
its amazing how earl does it, beacuse while end of time does it in 6 hours, this does it in 10 minutes
@@lojjy6826 yea the production is kinda similar
@@32luis but dementia is a long process while depression is constant
Listened to this song at some of the lowest moments of my life when I was 18/19. I’m 24 now and life has improved so much, I’m glad I’m not where I was anymore
how did you improve your life. im 20 and in a rut right now :(
@@xylan9543keep going, reach out to the ones you love and keep them as close as you can. Having support in your life and practicing gratitude have done wonders for me. It will never be ALL good, but it does get better. I promise you
@@xylan9543 im 11 months late, but if you're still struggling i advice you to talk with family and friends about your situation, they're always there for you. pray to god a lot, he knows best. ask god for guidance through your situation and ask your family and friends for advice. take care man, you're not alone
@Dante66660 hopefully your life is getting better by the days, i know its been a month but hopefully your life has been better lately, even if its just a little. take care man, just remember that people care for you
This gotta be the most depressing song ever made
Nah but close
@@judehowery9941 what is the most depressing song? cuz i wanna listen to it
@@brendon8640 Radiohead "How To Disappear Completely" is pretty fucked up
@@brendon8640 any song from the album a crow looked at me
@@MrAwesomeness1236 lmao stop
I hope earl sweatshirt had a good day today.
"I ain't been to prison but the feeling's the same"
felt that
thank you earl
The one thing i really love about this ep/album is his laziness lyrics the slow most nonchalant downer loser feeling it really represents depression as a way i see it and the fact i hate is how i can relate to it and understand it but at the same time im glad that there is someone who is also there and just can feel the same things we've been feeling, thank you Earl.
there’s no depressed state I’m in, no paranoia lingering in me. I just feel nothing. Like I’m not motivated to do anything and I know I have gifts to show this world but I just don’t feel like getting out of bed. Just feel nothing
I was the exact same way about a month ago. I didn’t get enjoyment from anything anymore, I felt no desire to do the hobbies I most enjoyed, i was even repulsed to talking to my closeted friends. Instead, I just layed in bed for almost the entire day every day doing nothing. I was never sad though, everything just felt meaningless in an emotionally absent way. I started seeing a therapist though and yes, these feelings are very much a result of depression. As the other replier said, depression doesn’t necessarily have to be emotional sadness. Anyway, sorry for rambling there, I just hope you’re doing good now.
That is depression
Maybe ur just fucking lazy
@@Evanmnm currently going through this rn it fucking sucks especially with school
@@Kodakodakoda857 u don’t what depression is bro?
I’m not depressed, I’m not paranoid, I’m not anything, I just love this song so much. I keep on listening to it.
Lmao same the piano is on point
Stage 1 : Denial
Denial
Same ig
Yes
This shit made me cry at my lowest, especially the last part.
I seem to come back to this song every time something in my life goes wrong.
Earl is going to go down as one of the Greats
This song is easily a 10/10 from the incredible instrumentals to the extraordinarily deep lyrics that perfectly depict depression this might be my favorite song oat and this and Some Rap Songs has cemented Earl as a legend
It’s a mini album btw
@@chrissm4787 EP*
@@chrissm4787 what's the LPs name??
@@chrissm4787 mini album😭😭
I listen to this when I'm alone faded smoking a blunt shuffling my thoughts. this is therapeutic to me
+Devon Deloney Lil Ugly Mane - Oblivion Access... you're welcome.
+TripP124 wow great recommendation! Thankyou kind sir
No problem thought it would help ya out like this did! :)
boards of canada .. ur welcome
soundcloud.com/g_razzy
as a 21 year old, this kid has kendrick's support, called drake a culture vulture, called Taylor Swift racsist, he really is the youngest man ya know if your souls in tact let the world know :)
+Master Seth youngest old man*
+Oso Flocka Flame when did I say I was a kid? I called earl a kid. lol someone's salty
+Oso Flocka Flame lol I'm 21 too dickweed. he's a kid in the rap sence. I guess that's an opinionated view of mine, can't you just hop off and enjoy the music? loser
+Oso Flocka Flame lol I'm clearly using proper grammar jabroni. you're such a cute little troll
him and Vince Staples grew old too fast, its depressing seeing kids grow old fast...shit its happening to me too. I lost my grandmother about a 1 week and a half ago..shit man. 5 people with cancer in my FAM and only 2 still live out those 5
It does not get better 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
It wont just get better randomly, make it better
For some
1. Intro - 0:00
2. My Ways - 0:49
3. Conscience - 1:38
4. Interlude - 4:55
5. The Truth - 6:30
6. Outro - 8:13
Eastlake Vids 2:06 - 4:35
Eastlake Vids
Eastlake Vids u
Eastlake Vids .
Wat
I hate how the media and shit refers to him as " Earl Sweatshirt of Odd Future" like I'm a huge OF fan but he isn't even the same category as them. The older i get the more i realize OF was kinda a joke.
not necessarily a joke, but its more like a group started for a bunch of guys who wanted become success who also joked around... a lot.
+Dayveon Wright nah it was completely a joke for sure. they acted like all the other rappers but in a very ironic way and got famous at the same time. lolz
+LORD SATYR I think thats the beauty of OF. Its just a bunch of talented guys fuckin around, made some good music, and had fun with it.
of was for the misfits and people that didn't fit in.
OF is fucking wack
fell asleep one night with earl playing on TH-cam, literally woke up at like 3:33am and one song ended and this came on, I’d never heard it before and i was lying in the dark with the only light coming from the tv feeling freaked out by the intro and the transition from pink to black was the most comforting and freaky thing ever, whenever i listen it reminds me of that
dylan sesh angle numbers
i love this comment with my entire soul
it may be good energies trying to tell you that they are w/ u
Some part of me feels like I’m meant to be here too.. universe is a trippy thing :’)
When angels show up, they say to not be afraid.
failing college and letting down my parents lesss go
I genuinely do have my grandmother’s hands. Long, spindly fingers, veiny and with the apparent loss of life. She has dementia and doesn’t recognize my mother and me any more. She’s in India and they won’t do the tests to see if she has Alzheimer’s. It’s mine and my mom’s biggest fear. I’ve told myself I would kill myself before the effects ever took effect.
I’m fixing to give up. I’ve been alone for the longest.
AK ❤️❤️❤️
it will get better, trust ❤️
Aye I'm here to talk or anything I'll drop my ig if need be stay strong pal
Hope it gets better❤❤
Stay strong... my grandmother passed away about 5 years ago, she developed dementia and alzheimers from breast cancer and morphine. I'd like to think I have her hands too.
Strong goosebumps hit me during the piano/blues part.
read this at the exact point around 4:50 wit goosebumps and all what the fuck lol
Lmao, what's up with so many comments rhyming unintentionally
who was rhyming!? lmao
more jazz than blues, but we may not be referring to the same part
Goosebumps - Piano/blues part.
i’ve never seen a comment section like this
Legit this stuffs beautiful
It's absolutely insane
honestly
I'm back. Told myself I never would be. But I never really fixed anything. It was just multiple masks I would wear to fool myself & others that it was all ok. Masks slipped today and couldn't stop shaking & crying. I hope it gets better, for all of us in this comment section. I'm not so sure about myself anymore though.
Keep pushing. The masks are gone, it’s time to show the world your real face
un saludo desde España, keep going! it makes me feel a little better to think how so many people living far far away from each other have similar feelings and come to this video to try to relieve our pain... don't give up, i know sometimes it's hard to find the bright side, but you're not alone. there's still good people around us, and that's the only thing that gives me hope for the future. i send you a big hug bro, hope everything gets better
this probably gonna get lost in the comments, but if the world ever has to go through like an apocolypse or sumn has to happen and people are dying out of something...Ill be in a tree or untop a building, listening to 4:59. god bless earl sweatshirt.
Rapture coming very soon
That’s what Pink Floyd is for
Swag
Is this song on apple music?
@@idespisemirrors unfortunately no