Pouya - Suicidal Thoughts In The Back Of The Cadillac Pt. 2 (Prod. Mikey The Magician)

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Produced by Mikey The Magician
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Ima down south florida boi
aint goin back to hollywood
from da gutter to yo guts
let me ignite da firewood
still I roll slow in da chevy donk
never forget where I rose up from
spit on my face get rid of my funds
and who am I
just another guy
stuck in desperation
lookin at da ceiling fan
spinning around
havin a panic attack
I dont pop no pills cause it dont to take the pain away from me
I dont crack no seals cause it done took the gang away from me
I been known to pimp a hoe
got dirty loafers on my feet
bitch you got me mesmerized them thighs the size of me lemme slide inside yo body beef bitch I got my chain on ain't a thang wrong with a broken frozen wrist
them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away another day I piss away another day don't go my way
another hoe gon look my way
looking for a paper chase
but bitch im not da one so get your comfort from another
everything I did is crumblin beneath my feet im feelin lonely feelin like im only stuck with memories
take me back to what I was
take away what I've become
take away the grayer days
take da bullet out my brain
take my dick
out yo mouth an let me be myself
I wonder what da people around me think about me back to my shady ways I go pack da gat and let it blow
just let my lover brother mother sisters father know I love em
mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin
look at us now cause now we buzzin pressin buttons diamonds dancin by da dozen
nick I told you we would rise from nothin
look at the way they look at me now
rich forever blowing money til I'm senile
I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole
the cries and crowd get louder
the deeper that I go
nobody know what I been doing
tell myself I hate myself i can't control the cards I'm dealt
I spent a lot time alone inside my room
thinkin about what I do if I knew you was on the fence about me too
bitch
I crash da whip an hit a bitch
an almost killed da bitch
an now im back in da caddilc with that black pistol grip
the AC dont work an im feelin like I was kid again feelin like I wasnt
getting in
with da cooler kids
how the fuck can I get out of this funk
If I dieee
you cryyy
then move onnn
the next dayy
Im ill advised
fuck you bitch
you cant even look me in my eyes
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Produced By:
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@damsunmtm
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Art by:
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Gian_Lo

[@kash4631]

My homie loved part 1, and he was waiting for part 2. He died december 9th from suicide, and i started crying when i heard this. I love you brandon, i fucking miss you bro.

[@Nico-sd4hs]

rest in peace to him. that must be so fucking hard, fuck. stay strong dude

[@kekoaeisenhour1617]

Rip❤️

[@MateoTorrre]

RIP 🙏🏼

[@gasshouse9150]

Honestly that must be really fucking hard, I can't say that I know the pain but I send my regards and stay strong.

[@kash4631]

It brings a smile to my face to see that you guys send me kind regards. Thank you, it honestly means a lot.

[@GG-eq5ve]

I really felt when he said:
"Nobody know what I been doing to myself. I hate myself, I can't control the cards I'm dealt"

[@andrewquint3347]

United in selfhate

[@koyachtfly8689]

Real

[@rainydayz6429]

Frfr..

[@Blacksun1984]

​@@andrewquint3347bruh being mad in this shithole is like being normal let that sink invyour head

[@Blacksun1984]

​@@andrewquint3347better to hate this Maya instead

[@nastynast1764]

"Mikey i told u we was gon be somethin" "Nick i told u we would rise from nothin" shit made me wanna cry lol

[@Phantom_limbs69]

They moving up and pouya told them to have hope for the better and I like that. Because in reality they were all on the verge of doing it. But I felt like pouya told them to keep their head up and look forward towards the future and so should we. It will get better. I promise you.

[@emofoo]

them suicidal thoughts inside the cadillac won't fade away

[@Ryu_hayabusa561]

Shit I wish my suicidal thoughts were inside a Cadillac but I own a Honda 😂😂

[@Insectist]

I know times are rough for you rn Pouya....Stay strong....There is resolve after the chaos

[@TeaPartyLP]

TESFAYE thats life man, continue

[@prodbyscars]

TESFAYE why's that? Haven't been following recently

[@thedogs3467]

his girls got cancer. lil peep died. nobody likes you when you're 23

[@prodbyscars]

Michael oh fuck I saw a picture of his girl with no hair but I thought she shaved it damn. Keep strong pouya

[@willhawkins3168]

TESFAYE love man

[@NoJumper]

gang

[@SergioMorales-ir7ff]

No Jumper

[@smackedbagelz8667]

rope pope

[@funkmastaflexxx1716]

No Jumper the fuck you come from Adam 😂

[@kyleschurman4757]

Rope gang around my neck when I die

[@cleet6047]

koolest podcast in the world

[@danupstill]

Listening to this on every platform at once so this foo can pay his taxes

[@stedebonnet2110]

Dan Upstill that’s real shit right there fam

[@RicoBshooting117]

I fucks wit you and pouya

[@scatterd_dubtmlockie6321]

100k in the attic IRS will never get it .

[@destinydurham1423]

scatterd_dubTM Lockie comments like that they sure will

[@landoncube769]

Goddamn this may have made my morning

[@abecruze3766]

BRUH this got me in my room im the dark just ripping my bong. And thinking about my next move. How am i going to make tommarow a better day?

[@mattiacerba2422]

I feel u bro

[@Reppin]

@@mattiacerba2422 his comment was a year ago 🤦‍♂️

[@mattiacerba2422]

@@Reppin i doesn't matter ahahah i only said i feel the same way he did , no matter how much time has passed

[@rickyb9186]

@@mattiacerba2422 facts, fuck bro, dont know why he gotta say sum🤦‍♂️

[@adrielalemangrenz7414]

@@rickyb9186 fr bro, I came across your comment now and I can say I feel you rn... @mattia cerba

[@thelustylugia5869]

I never cried from a song until I heard this. Fucks me up. Stay strong Pouya!

[@garrettbergquist9982]

TheLustyLugia he dead or something?

[@thelustylugia5869]

Garrett Bergquist his girlfriend was diagnosed with cancer

[@pedrokiihl856]

@save animals save animals

[@thatracinggtbmx6453]

@@garrettbergquist9982 no

[@nickytheanimal2413]

@@garrettbergquist9982 its just emotional if you ever popped pills and cracked seals and lost ur gang

[@danupstill]

Mikey the magician is on another level this is insane

[@jacknick7582]

thought it was tame impala

[@otaviofratini8173]

Man, did anyone know what he say in his beat tag?

[@87HADES]

MTM hit em with the heat

[@reliok5399]

Every time i hear the best think the same thing. It goes crazy bruh

[@redfogwhitefrost2583]

He really sets a mood with this instrumental. Its some really good shit.

[@Teajay423]

"Them Suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away
Another day don't go my way"🔥

[@cutecorpse7698]

looking for a paper chase

[@purplehazze4898]

@ANubWhoLikes SwordArtOnline So get your comfort from anotherrrrrrrrr

[@Ryu_hayabusa561]

Another day I piss away

[@Phantom_limbs69]

@@purplehazze4898 Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

[@oscarpavon1457]

Stay strong Pouya and keep doing what you do... just keep going...

[@papasmurf2013]

lol "just keep going". But complacency kills... ironically

[@dylanjacobs8274]

I fucking love Pouyas style, I cant explain it but its like ive heard him before and I fucking love it

[@antoniocouto6084]

Bidayyy me tooooo ❤

[@lithiumkid]

it’s called nostalgia

[@markrodriguez3105]

He got that gutta boy sound but he was spittin like he was sleeping under a bench type shit like the bills were due

[@LOL-cringe]

- i really felt when he said: nobody know what I been doing to myself.
- i hate myself, I can't control the cards I'm dealt

[@joey5933]

guys read the lyrics he put everything into this

[@x0scimy0x]

"Lemme slide inside yo body beef, bitch". Truly a modern Shakespeare.

[@yungskrrskrr6550]

1000x more lyrical then the 1st.

[@kylemichalski41]

Jared Wilkerson dead 💀

[@tougefeels7332]

joey or just listen lmfao

[@allislost9999]

@save animals what u tryna say

[@Deadtalks]

We love you we love you

[@WAVYYEDDY]

omm no homo

[@papasmurf2013]

You mean you love his music? Sure you appreciate him but, I mean do you really love a famous stranger?

[@WAVYYEDDY]

i mean we know enough about him from his music and interviews, hes so connected to his fanbase but still, im no dickrider but i relate to his music and that why i really fw him

[@papasmurf2013]

Ooohh righht i unnderstand now!
lol I barely started exploring him this week & i'm diiggin it!

[@justchattingm8243]

Eugene fuller he can connect with us hes like that cousin that means nothing to you but when it comes down to it we dont want to let them die

[@ApplicationBot]

Pouya consistent with fire

[@hdmontaged6939]

omg ? hello

[@ApplicationBot]

hello

[@mob1.mob1]

YUH YO

[@matthewwaters6223]

Years back this was my struggle song now I'm off to work supporting my daughter being a hustler and making money always catching a vibe feel like I'm making it alongside pouys in this crazy thing called life

[@TakeThis_L]

keep it up bro, i gotta son and im starting a way better job soon

[@xaviermellon6858]

Don't stop the hustle brudda my son's 1 and got me in the right direction to❤

[@snafuperman]

twins here. song came out when they were born. I was on the brink back then. I was on the fence, until God told me to get down and come here, that's the devil's fence.

[@jesseonyx5280]

This song reminds me of 2019, 8:30pm summer nights the sun was almost down but still out just driving around with the homies and hoes, 1 more year before high school graduation, life was good. I’m 21 now and wake up at ass crack of dawn for some average job I wish I could go back just one time

[@just_a5.7]

pouya fina be famous af just wait on it.

[@epr6223]

Leo jetlife gonna be mainstream

[@nikkovrload2801]

Leo jetlife nah pouya aint selling out.

[@azeraxosu3051]

dont have to sellout to be famous lol

[@sagecollier3823]

He already is famous asf though

[@just_a5.7]

Hylian Gaming nah he ain't as famous as suicide boyz but he put em on set thats why they famous but after this album im telling yall he fina be on suicide boyz level cuz of lil peeps death no respect and pouya got that flow that not many ppl have heard yet . i fw peep.. i relate to him. #rippeep.

[@BudBudson]

Pouya's going through alot rn

[@theremarkablebox3064]

tru

[@Dusk0nerSA]

How do you know?

[@ImTrezyy]

Dusk0nerSA
Twitter

[@spacey_babe9950]

You're not lying!
In a sick way though, would he really be Pouya without the struggle and heartache?

[@brianm7109]

my poop is stinky

[@joey5933]

florida boys

[@californiaroachangulo8300]

Pouya = rap game at its peak

[@animelover4868]

I still don't know who MTM is, but I sincerely love that G.

[@necromantis.]

Mickey The Magician

[@-Kappo-]

If I die you cry then move on the next day.. that hit me hard

[@Chris-iq5pr]

I’d think about that too when I wanted to end my shit. She gonna move on regardless so might as well see what this shit has to offer..

[@-Kappo-]

@@Chris-iq5pr ay bro js wanna let you know it gets better trust me I know I still love those lyrics but there’s a better life beyond this stump you’re behind.. keep on going bro you got this I believe in you💪

[@suicideleopard9838]

them suicidal thoughts will never fade away

[@LOL-cringe]

- I know times are rough for you rn Pouya..
- Stay strong..
- There is resolve after the chaos.

[@KingJalen]

Whooooaaaas he still has These thoughts he should sell that Cadilac

[@PKcookin]

Fuck you

[@azeraxosu3051]

lol why you saying Fuck you?

[@PKcookin]

Cus the Cadillac is probably dope

[@azeraxosu3051]

lmao he is joking

[@PKcookin]

Ok I take the l my b

[@gustavogarcia.2804]

Respect from Mexico. We all love you Pouya!

[@virgolife2371]

EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SONG IS IMMACULATE.

[@ImKronzr]

fr its been 4 years and i listen to it daily lmao

[@yungpotato1862]

Waiting on that new project! I like the different vibe this song has

[@LOL-cringe]

Dude this is actually insane! This legit feels like one of those Pre-CGI renders movies often do, it feels so official too! Man this really makes me wish we actually got Spider-Man 4

[@hazyslazy2639]

Even now this is still a banger🔥💯

[@tylynn._tyty5691]

No cap

[@superduperquan]

Facts i still bump this shit🔥

[@marcusdayungg2110]

Why does this hit rn? I’m 19 years old and dealing with porn addiction and depression. And it’s ironic cause my parents have a Cadillac and I always sit in the back. 😂

[@liluzivertsuicideboysshout1005]

This song made me cry so much I’m depressed basically

[@nobrokenheartsforme]

Year after year, it hits deeper.
Love you pouya❤

[@Lvcifxrr]

Waiting on that music video 🔥🔥shits dope

[@lonelybwoy3803]

Ł U Ç Ï F Ê R the
Song
Just
Came
Out

[@Lvcifxrr]

Lonely Bwoy and? He already posted about it and I’m hyped? The fuck you care for lol

[@Oxalwayswins]

This song amazing bro on repeat all day

[@oozingpussbrain1130]

Money can't replace the void of lost loved ones

[@konstinator5422]

This is easily his best one yet

[@gracexpump5320]

This song just cemented pouya as my favorite artist

[@VeryRareMatt]

I remember when this came out.. i was listening to this with my lil brother and homie and i was playing fortnite during its early days.. oh the memories are what bring me back here.. i wish nothing changed but i was 16 when this came out so i guess things had to change for the better.. i just miss the people that used to be with me.. most of them passed and others we’ve simply just grew apart.. life sucks but i think its the memories that sustain certain feelings.

[@cavaliertechnician4953]

This song is a blast from my past, a darker past. Yet i keep returning to this song (and pt1) and i think about how bad life used to be and it helps me stay grateful

[@windsurefer]

this song makes me cry everytime...

[@CHODEYYY]

This song inspired me to go from making beats to rapping on top of them.....despite my anxiety..........thank u pouya!!!!!!!!!

[@jungo3747]

Ur flow is insane

[@waxencross7519]

Thank you 😊

[@Feiticeira522]

Am I the only one who thinks pt. 2 is better than pt. 1?

[@jackiepoo4229]

pouya you are never alone, we are always here

[@MrIfuckpuss]

A 5 minute pouya song. Life is complete.

[@amyrosaa9894]

Pouyaaa you did it!❤❤

[@Omar22th]

Cant wait for the kidz bop version! B)

[@elweroloco1071]

Neptune I’m dead asf🤣🤣🤣😂😂💀

[@jordanthompson9707]

We Love you Pouya!!

[@weIfed]

This song truly beautiful

[@allistairwillenberg1293]

Ima 80's kid n I really thought real rap was dead but there is hope yet! Fcuckn sick flow!!

[@huntervegh2730]

I love that Pouya raps about the real shit

[@langdon3849]

Still bumping this >3 We love you Pouya stay up

[@rickybobby7775]

$$$ 2 up next

[@pedrohenrique-cw7gy]

Sensacional pouya

[@coltonbeed1535]

Rafael Delgado imagine if they released it on Christmas.

[@HgihAsFcuk]

hopefully god damn

[@andrewmarcus8272]

YES!!!!!

[@ayinwithnoyang]

Rafael Delgado i doubt it they said that in 2016 where it at?

[@rojastashanae]

I feel this mad deep. This song makes me cry my fuckin eyes out and somehow makes me very happy

[@brycevonseeckt3744]

Song should have millions of views. Stop sleeping on pouya.

[@LemmeSuckYoDlck]

Beautiful. This is leagues above pt 1. Pouya doesn't stop getting better. Thanks shorty

[@marcosvalenz1660]

I love the kid cudi vibe at the end

[@bobbysayer5801]

can u drop some cudi song suggestions?

[@6ris168]

Stay strong homie I know you're going through some tough as shit .

[@mastershadowreaper]

Here before a million. Depression sucks Pouya, we all relate man, stay strong!!!

[@sendo541]

I love how you rap about anxiety and panic attacks I struggle with that bullshit everyday and more but aye its life I guess... Love you lil Pou..❤

[@ScarEditsOG]

You can hear the pain in his voice.... fuckkkk

[@marcy3786]

Playing this song on Christmas 😭

[@clairetait6789]

Bitch the fuck same

[@mob1.mob1]

This is the best song I've ever heard
Rest up
Peace n Positivity

[@sparkmasterp439]

This is so hard! Straight banger🔥

[@anthony_camposplays3675]

I LOVE THIS BEAT!!!!!!!!!!

[@chihioussama12]

Respect from Tunisia

[@laylow9474]

God damn this shit beautiful. Preciate that pouya, needed that.

[@dandan____]

love you pouya ❤🤙🏽

[@j0724s]

MTM Hit Em Wit Tha Heat!! 🔥🔥

[@VET7X]

Damn bro;
Just when I thought this song couldn’t hit any deeper.

[@luisr407]

Keeping that florida shit alive i love your from the home town alot of the buffet boys our from the gunshine state

[@jwood5779]

Can’t stop playing this I can relate to pretty much everything holy shit thank u

[@ghostboi11]

The memories are coming back, I'm alone in my room, the night is cold. I think I'll cry a lot tonight.

[@dontworry404]

stay strong bro

[@NinjaAnimations]

hope you're doing good

[@nanathabanana]

i just realized this beat can go with the lyrics to "daddy issues"

[@jacobharmon2085]

Pouya your already an underground legend... Keep making that real music for real people talking that real shit. Props homie.

[@pollyfree]

been waiting for this jam bruh, stay up

[@christ3798]

pouyas best work in my opinion ⚔️🤟🏽

[@mirandakresse3651]

Chris T Worth the listen 1000% Feed back would be appreciated, much love soundcloud.com/bennett-tran/hurtinallthetime

[@kissmymind8498]

++

[@tchrts]

and they say lyricism is dead...

[@Junkyfat666]

This is what I miss ❤

[@rondonumba9370]

Maan this is heat bro. There's always better days bro. Love You Pouya

[@ericgermain4820]

Here before the milli😈💯

[@LOL-cringe]

pouya is my most favorite homeless person

[@justinburns9875]

Cant stop listening... waking up in the morning with this in my head... ❤

[@ayyron3464]

Good shit buddy. Keep doing you man; we love ya.

[@pe5063]

They say when your happy you hear the music, when your sad you understand the lyrics.

[@thedogs3467]

Nick I told you we would rise from nothing... damn

[@WorldBeans]

Fat Nick?

[@BigStiffWilly]

Thicc Nick?

[@Lil_Off]

that line was hard af

[@iMrHydraa]

aw

[@veronicafletcher3069]

Silent Monologue Productions 😍😭

[@crazyracer124]

Always fire 🔥🔥🔥from my boy pouya!!!

[@suicidalthotsG59SB]

F.I.R.E. you the best pouya keep that head high

[@Smokeemm]

5 years later and still goes hard

[@kyleschurman4757]

I'd cop the fuck out of a hoodie with this picture on it

[@coltonbeed1535]

Kyle Schurman fr

[@jb_2099]

Kyle Schurman fuck yea

[@treycotton9335]

Issa Banger pouya

[@jaycee4717]

Love You Pouya Lil Pou 🖤

[@joshuaalexander4604]

This beat is perfect . Nostalgic for some reason .

[@NikosWTF]

[Verse 1]
I'm a down south Florida boy, ain't goin' back to Hollywood
From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood
Still I roll slow in the Chevy donk
Never forget where I rose up from, spit on my face, get rid of my funds
And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation
Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, havin' a panic attack
I don't pop no pills 'cause it don't take the pain away from me
I don't crack no seals 'cause it done took the gang away from me
I been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet
Bitch you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me
Lemme slide inside yo body beef, bitch
I got my chain on, ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist
[Chorus]
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
[Verse 2]
Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet
I'm feelin' lonely, feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories
Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become
Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain
Take my dick out your mouth and let me be myself
I wonder what the people around me think about me
Back to my shady ways I go
Pack the Gat and let it blow
Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, father know I love 'em
Mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin'
Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' buttons
Diamonds dancin' by the dozen
Nick I told you we would rise from nothin'
Look at the way they look at me now
Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile
[Chorus]
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
[Verse 3]
I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole
The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go
Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself
I can't control the cards I'm dealt
I spent a lot time alone inside my room
Thinkin' about what I do if I knew you was on the fence about me too, bitch
I crashed the whip and hit a bitch, and almost killed the bitch
An now I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip
The AC don't work and I'm feelin' like I was kid again
Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids
How the fuck can I get out of this funk?
If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day
I'm ill advised, fuck you, bitch, you can't even look me in my eyes
[Chorus]
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Fade away, fade away

[@farley7818]

Lyrics are in the description

[@NikosWTF]

and now in the comments

[@kagonotorideath6708]

Arguably, better than the one in the description I might add.

[@csmith2992]

Right on

[@harvs597]

this song really helped me when i needed it a little while ago. still a great track now

[@Necklars]

love the vibes