The Notorious B.I.G. - Suicidal Thoughts (Official Audio)

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  • @ariannasprings3235
    @ariannasprings3235 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8393

    "i wonder if i die, would tears come to her eyes?"

    • @user-jd5df9ln2j
      @user-jd5df9ln2j 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      Deep

    • @rawkus1562
      @rawkus1562 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      Arianna Springs I feel that line

    • @braysway10
      @braysway10 4 ปีที่แล้ว +171

      hell no. not in this day in age when everyone is a fucking narcissistic. life is fucking meaningless

    • @barcelonacoolness
      @barcelonacoolness 4 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      @@braysway10 yeah I'm sick of people in modern society, my only friends are minorities even though I'm white cause at least they understand how fucked society is.
      I'm sick of how complacent and accepting of society white people are in America. They don't see a problem with the direction society is headef in.

    • @kenxiijose8044
      @kenxiijose8044 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      If u think this song is dark ur not listening. Well your listening but not hearing shyt

  • @abizitgill4310
    @abizitgill4310 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15552

    This is one of the darkest songs of all time,
    Biggie was feeling everything he said on this verse

    • @NigeeEpps
      @NigeeEpps 4 ปีที่แล้ว +421

      abizit gill it’s what everyone loved about him..he rapped what he lived

    • @boola1d351
      @boola1d351 4 ปีที่แล้ว +189

      abizit gill listen to the song dancing with the devil that one is worse

    • @mindzorje
      @mindzorje 4 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      95% this was weed

    • @James-op3vx
      @James-op3vx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Ready to die...

    • @billyblarf5100
      @billyblarf5100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +306

      @@mindzorje shouldnt speak on matters you dont understand.

  • @billjays
    @billjays ปีที่แล้ว +1453

    i am not suicidal or depressed. but i love this song and whenever it comes on i have to repeat it over and over. prayers to all struggling to hold on strong and defeat demons 🙏🏽

    • @shwee1150
      @shwee1150 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Same

    • @eastcoastpaper3862
      @eastcoastpaper3862 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      whats crazy for me was that i never made the connection i just vibed to the bars.. but thinking back that prolly what i exactly did

    • @derp8575
      @derp8575 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      "but i love this song and whenever it comes on i have to repeat it over and over."
      Sounds like an addiction...

    • @two0twenty175
      @two0twenty175 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@derp8575 ppl talking shit is therapeutic in a sense

    • @derp8575
      @derp8575 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Was the OP "talking shit"? Lord knows that you'll never reply with open dialog. @@two0twenty175

  • @kxngp.m16
    @kxngp.m16 ปีที่แล้ว +3187

    Being a teenager hearing this made me realize I wasn't the only who did and felt the same way

    • @OarBSSJ
      @OarBSSJ ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I feel ur pain bro

    • @SynDoesStuff
      @SynDoesStuff ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Just gotta take it one day at a time. You’re strong bro.

    • @kdot999
      @kdot999 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Made me feel less alone at 11 years old

    • @ryannracho4975
      @ryannracho4975 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      You got it bro. I’m hammered stay sober boy

    • @kxngp.m16
      @kxngp.m16 ปีที่แล้ว

      Not me getting 100 likes tho wish I could get that on my music videos got like 300 views but like 3 likes my other channel is kxngmigy

  • @michaelhutchison3715
    @michaelhutchison3715 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9475

    “She don’t even love me like when I was younger” man, that shit hits home...

    • @pethamenostheos2697
      @pethamenostheos2697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      true broo

    • @BigSmokePapi
      @BigSmokePapi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +160

      Yeah, I just wish someone loved me.

    • @bobbyishere2707
      @bobbyishere2707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      @@BigSmokePapi i love u bro u got this you’ll find the perfect one someday keep ur head up king 👑❤️

    • @BigSmokePapi
      @BigSmokePapi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      @@bobbyishere2707 Thanks man, I'm 14 which is super young so I got time. It means alot bro, I'm here If you need to talk aswell.

    • @VinnyGuardino
      @VinnyGuardino 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      She don’t love me like how she used to sadly I feel tossed aside

  • @bigspliff56
    @bigspliff56 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16778

    As a kid, I couldn't understand why he felt this way. As an adult, I feel his pain.

    • @HLPeri9
      @HLPeri9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +283

      Every day

    • @weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588
      @weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588 3 ปีที่แล้ว +219

      He wasn't suicidal though. He said that in an interview about this song.

    • @wavestation999
      @wavestation999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +262

      @@weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588 nah, but he was ready to die

    • @mendis4979
      @mendis4979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Nice rhymes man

    • @rated21hbbhh
      @rated21hbbhh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +122

      @@weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588 He did voice once that he'd rather be dead

  • @CHRIS-nut1
    @CHRIS-nut1 ปีที่แล้ว +1150

    As someone who struggles with Manic depression I really admire BIG for this song .. 🙏🏽

    • @Y57578
      @Y57578 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Hello others who know the struggle

    • @DanielS114
      @DanielS114 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Stay strong king 💪

    • @nateedging1861
      @nateedging1861 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@omaraziz78take a few years and revise bitch

    • @FREE.PALESTINE1955
      @FREE.PALESTINE1955 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      So bipolar?

    • @omaraziz78
      @omaraziz78 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@FREE.PALESTINE1955 naw really just in the middle and making moves to buy a bong to kill the pain.

  • @baronvonkek8467
    @baronvonkek8467 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +249

    One thing I really love about this song is that the guy on the phone is doing everything right. He stays on the phone, keeps Biggie talking, asks him if he has someone over there, and heads over to Big's place, even says he'll call him back when he's in the car - and all of this despite the fact that he's very clearly tired, unprepared, and overwhelmed.
    I don't know who that guy is but he's a really good friend.

    • @ItachiUchiha-ut6xj
      @ItachiUchiha-ut6xj 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

      It's Puff Daddy.

    • @jairemiahcarter7000
      @jairemiahcarter7000 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      That's Puffy in the background

    • @charlieo3150
      @charlieo3150 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +43

      Puffy is definitely not a good friend to anyone!

    • @m._.m3180
      @m._.m3180 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's scripted you dumbass

    • @soundboyeric2276
      @soundboyeric2276 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes.
      ​@@charlieo3150

  • @TomboTime
    @TomboTime 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17265

    This song is a masterpiece. It transforms the darkest, most immense psychological pain into beautiful poetry.

  • @TimeWatch5
    @TimeWatch5 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12988

    And yall say these new rappers are emo. Biggie been spittin pain since the 90s

    • @tyedes4253
      @tyedes4253 2 ปีที่แล้ว +384

      Theres a difference.

    • @kmpls
      @kmpls 2 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      What rappers are emo?

    • @AriButOnYouTube
      @AriButOnYouTube 2 ปีที่แล้ว +185

      @@tyedes4253 there really ain't lmao

    • @thecraplordsell4575
      @thecraplordsell4575 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @UC_qKNIzwQRt5m-NdAPDVfBA yes there is... idiot

    • @Nxoahh
      @Nxoahh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +143

      @@thecraplordsell4575 not really EMO, they might be emotional tho lol

  • @TDKVOID
    @TDKVOID 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +114

    As someone who is suicidal and depressed this song has helped me keep going and not ending it

    • @Switchyzzz
      @Switchyzzz 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Keep yo head up don’t die by your own hand

    • @mgreen32183
      @mgreen32183 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      God bless u. Glad ur still here

    • @staybasvd1847
      @staybasvd1847 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      You're stronger then you even know bro. Keep marching, you got this big bro.

    • @getsugaallen6612
      @getsugaallen6612 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      make the most out of life , we All die anyway

    • @getsugaallen6612
      @getsugaallen6612 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      give it to God

  • @matthewellis6542
    @matthewellis6542 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +217

    Miss this type of rap, it’s actually poetry written from the heart and spoken from the soul. Rip BIG

    • @Kittycakes22
      @Kittycakes22 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Kendrick’s U is close

    • @S.N.G14
      @S.N.G14 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      ​@@Kittycakes22nah U is there

    • @SAILBOATO
      @SAILBOATO 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Ong

    • @Billiam384
      @Billiam384 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Another good example would be em’s songs about his depression or juice wrld

    • @DopeWonder
      @DopeWonder 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      you're like 10 years old , what you mean miss this type of rap ?

  • @1waykwon
    @1waykwon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11586

    I’m not depressed. I’m not sad. I just wanted to listen to some real rap .

    • @corneliawiltshire8878
      @corneliawiltshire8878 3 ปีที่แล้ว +117

      Same

    • @snoopdogg6444
      @snoopdogg6444 3 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      Good shi G

    • @SodziausPilietis
      @SodziausPilietis 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Same

    • @emmanuellopez4096
      @emmanuellopez4096 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Mee

    • @arvidbjoerk5307
      @arvidbjoerk5307 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      God damn I felt so bad when I came here to listen to my favorite song and then I scrolled down.
      I didn't even think about the real meaning behind the song *Feels bad*

  • @cardbored6837
    @cardbored6837 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    always finding myself coming back to this song at my lowest point

    • @Sdogste
      @Sdogste 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Lifes shit innit

  • @bobbyr2972
    @bobbyr2972 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    I remember in my early 20s confused about my life and the world, this song came on Pandora and I almost had an anxiety attack. In my 30s now and thank God I'm in a better place . Just be a good person to yourself and others, keep grinding and things will be ok

    • @LilChisty773
      @LilChisty773 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Real shit 💯

    • @1Specto
      @1Specto ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Needed this

    • @robertpaulson2946
      @robertpaulson2946 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Currently in my early 20s right now dealing with the same shit, I needed this, good reminder that shit does get better eventually.

    • @Treym2X
      @Treym2X 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      💯💯

  • @napoleoncorneliusscipio5141
    @napoleoncorneliusscipio5141 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2223

    "matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'."
    sums it all up.

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      If you need help go talk to your friends family and people you trust life can be great so dont waste it and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait by the way a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive l

    • @osteazo
      @osteazo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      @@alexdaniel5641 not everyone has that luxury my friend

    • @user-tw3mn2ze6m
      @user-tw3mn2ze6m 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Alex Daniel that’s real helpful but who u go too when no one gives a shit if u live or die. And don’t even say that there’s always Someone cuz that ain’t always true

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day. Positive attitude is power of mind. Do little things for others builds up happiness. Forgive yourself and others builds up happiness in heart. Make God your best friend in heart tell your secrets to God he will show you right path.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@alexdaniel5641 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day. Single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious.

  • @EspeonTv
    @EspeonTv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4382

    This isn’t just a song it’s a story that almost could’ve happened

    • @man9037
      @man9037 4 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      Yeah it’s a story....

    • @emelinyakupov1039
      @emelinyakupov1039 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      EspeonTv thats what great about old school rap

    • @randyrichmondiii9021
      @randyrichmondiii9021 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      No, it DID happen

    • @jeffreyewald4234
      @jeffreyewald4234 4 ปีที่แล้ว +110

      @@randyrichmondiii9021 he was killed but not by himself

    • @randyrichmondiii9021
      @randyrichmondiii9021 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      @@jeffreyewald4234 I mean he DID have suicidal thoughts.

  • @AbdullahAlnajjar-sf1pn
    @AbdullahAlnajjar-sf1pn 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +113

    Whos here in 2024❤❤

    • @micaelreis7942
      @micaelreis7942 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      🤷‍♂️

    • @Cookie_muncher0503
      @Cookie_muncher0503 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      me ofc

    • @skingerskanger
      @skingerskanger 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Not me

    • @SlowVillageBand
      @SlowVillageBand 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      yo

    • @ocsspot
      @ocsspot 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The MOST dramatic song in HipHop! Period.

  • @ryanstarnes5008
    @ryanstarnes5008 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Depression is real. This song is very powerful, and i believe everyone should listen to it. I just turned 29, and i have a benzo addiction to deal with my depressions and anxieties. My advice for anyone feeling suicidal is please try to find what makes you happy in life. Easier said than done, but i promise you if there is a will there is a way. You Take my number down I'll do my best to help. RIP Christopher Wallace.

    • @agceh
      @agceh ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Im also kicking a Benzo/alcohol addiction. Been clean for 6 months now... but its a rough ride. Still struggeling with suicidal thoughts. Dont know how long I can take this..

    • @IAGamingWay
      @IAGamingWay 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Don't think about it; just ask yourself what bothers you, and then fix it. @@agceh

    • @spypie341
      @spypie341 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      😊😅 1:29 😅😅 1:34

    • @spypie341
      @spypie341 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      1:55 😊 1:56

    • @rosieposie9564
      @rosieposie9564 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@agceh I hope you are still pushing forward, all the best to you.

  • @MrAte-uo7yo
    @MrAte-uo7yo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2124

    _Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies_

    • @mrljesus2660
      @mrljesus2660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I will forgive you ✔

    • @niggadreamz2200
      @niggadreamz2200 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Deep shit

    • @ClivonBarris
      @ClivonBarris 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I will get this tattooed under my mother’s name on my chest

    • @mrljesus2660
      @mrljesus2660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ClivonBarris nice

    • @joyfulhvh
      @joyfulhvh 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      No, I don't think I will

  • @jimt8766
    @jimt8766 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6357

    These Lyrics hit so much harder when you’re life’s going down hill

    • @HLPeri9
      @HLPeri9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      True

    • @murtajiz545
      @murtajiz545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +224

      Fight back my man. In whatever fucking way you can, no matter how small or big your effort is. FIGHT THE FUCK BACK. You can do this bro I believe in you. Please don’t give in, you deserve to be happy.

    • @Mateuszyk
      @Mateuszyk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      going down on full speed waiting for final hit...

    • @RezurrectedInc
      @RezurrectedInc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Faccs Bro Ian Even Happy No More Tbh It’s Like Wtf Is To Life Man I’m Tired Of Dis Bs

    • @rvffledifferent5628
      @rvffledifferent5628 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      BlockBurnaa Ion know u bro but I love u my nigga, I’m fucked up rn but I know shit will get better

  • @brandonmuse5532
    @brandonmuse5532 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +65

    I can't even lie. There is no song like this

  • @hocuspocus1237
    @hocuspocus1237 ปีที่แล้ว +211

    Perfect way to end such a haunting yet amazing album. From the birth of Biggie in the hospital on the intro, to his suicide on this final track, the whole Ready to Die album is like listening to his progression through life. This is one of those albums people of all ages and groups use as bench marks in music and culture. Timeless art.

    • @nope2190
      @nope2190 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      It’s also probably still one of the best depictions of how a life style can change a man for the worse

  • @iamatlas8068
    @iamatlas8068 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5075

    Everybody has felt like this at least once.. For me alot more lately

    • @numberbloodysix2478
      @numberbloodysix2478 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      honestly

    • @eduardoortiz5893
      @eduardoortiz5893 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      IAm Atlas you not the only man, it’s an everyday thing this past month for me.

    • @iamatlas8068
      @iamatlas8068 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      @@eduardoortiz5893 i hope everything gets better for u 💯💯 stay strong💜 God knows im trying

    • @josecelis7464
      @josecelis7464 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      It's hard, a lot of voices inside my head and don't know who to listen

    • @jeremygamble8062
      @jeremygamble8062 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Your not alone atlas

  • @egor.kuznetsov
    @egor.kuznetsov 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2178

    The beat is haunting and iconic

    • @aryantandon4011
      @aryantandon4011 2 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      Fr. Ofc Biggie's lyrics are really dark but no one's talking about how scary the beat is.

    • @caylarayla13
      @caylarayla13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank y’all for pointing this out I couldn’t agree more 🙏

    • @robertcaron4924
      @robertcaron4924 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      it really is iconic and haunting, makes me visualize oblivion tbh

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life .be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Positive thoughts is power of mind. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Make God your best friend in heart tell your secrets to God he will show you right path. I read Gurugranth sahib I am Sikh. Sikh Means student we are born to learn we are born to win.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aryantandon4011 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day. Single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Make God your best friend in heart tell your secrets to God he will show you right path. Faith is big pillow.

  • @unknowntalent3440
    @unknowntalent3440 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +61

    Almost 30 yrs later this track still gives me chills..... MASTERPIECE

  • @ScttyWolfeschlegelsteinhausenb
    @ScttyWolfeschlegelsteinhausenb 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +82

    I’ve never heard a song that speaks so accurately about the feelings of a BROKEN MAN. Just know you’re never alone, and help is always available 24/7. Much love ❤

  • @LukerinoP
    @LukerinoP 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7348

    BiLiE eLiSh Is So SaD

    • @abdul-wakiylmujahid7875
      @abdul-wakiylmujahid7875 4 ปีที่แล้ว +142

      😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭

    • @Jamie-mm8cj
      @Jamie-mm8cj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +733

      She's just a kid and so is her fan base lol leave them alone 😂

    • @Jamie-mm8cj
      @Jamie-mm8cj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +176

      @Cruz Aleman what to what ? My comment is super clear.

    • @jerry-pe2ug
      @jerry-pe2ug 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      weirdo lol

    • @tomtucker2041
      @tomtucker2041 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      @Jaden Shinn it's jealousy and envy about how a 17 year old is held in the same limelight as the best of the best

  • @timevariant8355
    @timevariant8355 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3942

    Song is honestly a literal representation of how badly so many of us feel. Honestly so poetic in my opinion. But so many will hate it cos of toxic positivity

    • @chasemanhattan9995
      @chasemanhattan9995 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope God dies

    • @dsrree
      @dsrree ปีที่แล้ว +66

      The relatable lyrics about death and suicide is why $uicideboy$ are huge right now. And biggy was doing this 30 years ago.

    • @paddyopatrick2941
      @paddyopatrick2941 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      @@dsrree I have no propensity for self harm but I find I am regularly and at great length every day thinking about suicide. I have no intention of ever inflicting harm on myself but yet it is probably my most consistent thought through a day.

    • @misanthr0pic
      @misanthr0pic ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@paddyopatrick2941 please get some help. it might start with hurting yourself and then it progresses more and more and then maybe one day you actually do it. i just had a breakdown, i got a good memory and i’m calmer now. tbh i had a breakdown the other day too and wrote a will/manifesto for my family.. i can’t recognize how deeply i felt in that moment if i don’t feel it right now, if you get what i mean. i have bpd. so it gets really intense and then i feel fine. but anyway, please talk to someone, get on some medication please. i love u internet stranger, please take care of yourself… do not take it lightly.

    • @romechode3972
      @romechode3972 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@misanthr0pic appreciate you

  • @elijahdrake9113
    @elijahdrake9113 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    One of the first rappers to talk about suicidal thoughts imo

    • @dannydamnmendez
      @dannydamnmendez หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      There was also Geto Boys with "Mind Playing Tricks on Me"

    • @OheheWood
      @OheheWood 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

      2pac if I die tonight was about suicidal thoughts

  • @cameronsmith717
    @cameronsmith717 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +37

    Song always brings me comfort in my darkest times. There’s comfort in knowing you aren’t alone🙏🏻🔥 stand strong playas and playarettes

  • @xlilmisssunshinex5264
    @xlilmisssunshinex5264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5457

    "People at the funeral fronting like they miss me"

    • @milkgotzgames
      @milkgotzgames 4 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      That’s what I’m afraid of having all these fake ass people pretending they was cool with me but can’t be too stressed I’d be dead

    • @kush.9582
      @kush.9582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      Shit nobody gonna be at mine

    • @waffensuperninja
      @waffensuperninja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      @@kush.9582 i would go.

    • @kush.9582
      @kush.9582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@waffensuperninja lmao I appreciate it bro! 👊

    • @waffensuperninja
      @waffensuperninja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@kush.9582 We are here because we can't give up, no matter how hard we have tried!

  • @johntuggle8429
    @johntuggle8429 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4028

    This song is what made me a Biggie fan. I never knew rappers were as depressed as I am. He straight up put his deepest darkest secrets out there. This track ain't for everyone, but it's for the ones that get it and understand that dark place that your mind can go to. This track has always been there for me when I needed it the most. I know you have saved a lot of lives with your honesty on this track.

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      If you need help go talk to your friends family and people you trust life can be great so dont waste it and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait by the way a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive l, by the way why are you so sad ?

    • @ccccguido4716
      @ccccguido4716 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💯💯💯💯

    • @danielmihajlica
      @danielmihajlica 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @@alexdaniel5641 it’s not that simple…

    • @haimarrrr
      @haimarrrr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@danielmihajlica i ain't saying this like trying to mock you, but you should get professional help. Trust me, it can help a lot.

    • @danielmihajlica
      @danielmihajlica 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@haimarrrr I’ve been looking into it, thank you for caring 🙏🏼

  • @rozowewino
    @rozowewino 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    This song has helped me so many times in my darkest moments and has always felt like a warm hug when I had no one, truly so thankful for it

  • @nick3777
    @nick3777 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Lord be with those who have thoughts towards harming themselves. Your problems end but your family and friends got to deal with the fallout and sorrow afterwards.

  • @determined919
    @determined919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9948

    I'm not suicidal, I just wouldn't really care if I died

    • @Prince-us3vd
      @Prince-us3vd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +262

      I am goodbye💀

    • @determined919
      @determined919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +697

      @@Prince-us3vd Whats your rush man? Every man will have his day to die. Maybe just give it one more day. What do you have to lose?

    • @kaylahoover6803
      @kaylahoover6803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Yeah been there

    • @NivekisKevin
      @NivekisKevin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Honestly same

    • @devinsimpson3282
      @devinsimpson3282 3 ปีที่แล้ว +268

      @@Prince-us3vd what console you play bro ? Maybe we can talk shits over some games and vent a lil . Hope you good g

  • @bresht7810
    @bresht7810 4 ปีที่แล้ว +408

    The guy saying "nah n*gga not you" with that tone gets me every time

    • @Mapster99
      @Mapster99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I think its puff daddy talking to him

    • @552loool
      @552loool 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Angel Vallejo 👍🏻

    • @chocopuffs9161
      @chocopuffs9161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yeah takes a dark turn, almost like his alter ego convincing him to go with it.

    • @gentigenti5170
      @gentigenti5170 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think its happenin' only to me

    • @andrewjackson6412
      @andrewjackson6412 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same yo

  • @Uuuuuh_Ian
    @Uuuuuh_Ian ปีที่แล้ว +46

    this is probably one the most powerful songs in the entire history rap.
    you feel his pain, the heartbeat at the end, I always come to tears when i hear this song

  • @Odin4456
    @Odin4456 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    He’s in the Top 3 of all time, and he’s followed by 2.
    Both of his albums are amazing beyond belief. The way he wrote, flowed, and delivered. Taken too soon

  • @AB-ou8ve
    @AB-ou8ve 3 ปีที่แล้ว +717

    The lyrics, the atmosphere, the tense tone, the painful ending.
    Holy fuck, this is good.

    • @rtrd5681
      @rtrd5681 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wooo ur right

    • @jerkyboy8897
      @jerkyboy8897 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      1994,17 yrs old, was my first bit. Hated my life. Felt EVERY fucking lyric. Still hard at 45.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life .be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Sleep at night not day time. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jerkyboy8897 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Sleep at night not day time.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@rtrd5681 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing from. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food.married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious.

  • @sdwhitesox8039
    @sdwhitesox8039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +733

    I find it amazing that this dude was only 22 when he wrote this, genius

    • @tyedes4253
      @tyedes4253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Your gonna get your mind blown by tupac then....

    • @miguel20012
      @miguel20012 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      @@tyedes4253 Tupac wrote brenda's got a baby at the age of 19 or 20

    • @christianpryor753
      @christianpryor753 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Lol Brenda's got a baby wasn't as deep as this. Stop it

    • @waters228_91
      @waters228_91 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@christianpryor753 Yep. Because a poignant, despondent story of a pregnant preteen dumping a baby inside a trash can and losing her spirit through prostitution definitely isn't deeper than a suicidal song. Sure....

    • @christianpryor753
      @christianpryor753 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@waters228_91 lol good, I'm glad your shitty sarcasm made you realize that

  • @user-wm8ko7sl4f
    @user-wm8ko7sl4f 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    It's preety good, many lyrics of the song hit hard but we all ought to respect God our King, Lord and Savior who was crucufied for us and not insult him and his work. Amen❤☦🙏

  • @henrylant7049
    @henrylant7049 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    One of the darkest songs ever written, hip hop or not. You can't write this song without experiencing these feelings. Even if BIG was powering through it, you can tell he had at some point had some of these intrusive thoughts in his brain.
    Incredible artist that wasn't afraid to talk about human suffering.

  • @EmanzDaOne1
    @EmanzDaOne1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +792

    Puff Daddy trying to calm him down in the background adds a whole other level to this song. Talking to someone over the phone who is mentally struggling is something I hope no has to do. You want to cut the phone distance and just hold them before it's too late and they do something terrible. P.Diddy didn't make it in time...

    • @Eclipsile
      @Eclipsile 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @Man With No Name orlando anderson killed pac after he got jumped by pac.

    • @yobyobert142
      @yobyobert142 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @Man With No Name Biggie never killed himself he was shot dead by some dude in 1997

    • @yobyobert142
      @yobyobert142 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @OFWGKT A in the end he says "puff didnt make it in time and since the context is in suicide youd think hes talking about puff not making it in time to save biggie from killing himself

    • @mr.k3221
      @mr.k3221 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      This has happened to me before and is really hard, cuz its like 3am and u sleepy af and u just want to say lets talk tommorow but they migth not be there tommorow, and u cant go there either cuz they live way to far away and u feel alot of pressure and even responsability for someone else's actions

    • @eduardsjourney
      @eduardsjourney 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Well, in my case I hate his voice in the background, he has done the same thing with many of other Biggie's songs, I can't stand his fucking annoying voice.
      Having the Puffy background-dancing and ad libs/intro can almost destroy a good song.

  • @billyharper5925
    @billyharper5925 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1499

    This song stopped me from stepping in front of a lot of 18 wheelers. Damn I never knew so many people shared the same feeling, This man touched so many. Stay strong everyone, there is a better day💯🚫🧢

    • @DRFILMS3
      @DRFILMS3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      Take care of yourself bro

    • @JRAZZ2009
      @JRAZZ2009 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      I don’t know who you are but I care about you no matter how big of piece of sh**t you are.

    • @bigjay303
      @bigjay303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That's me right now

    • @aniffyone2578
      @aniffyone2578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Justius Contreras same man

    • @kayleewayleee
      @kayleewayleee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      hope you’re doing well man

  • @theregularguy7572
    @theregularguy7572 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Whoever you are trust me don't pull the trigger I been there done that it ain't worth it. You won't even feel the relief if you do it. Someone loves you ❤

  • @Ilovedaphne2
    @Ilovedaphne2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    “she don’t even love me like she did when i was younger i wonder if i died would tears come to her eyes?” is 💯❤️

  • @darrenbray2599
    @darrenbray2599 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1273

    This what the funny friend listen to

    • @playerontherise7786
      @playerontherise7786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +128

      I am the funny friend

    • @onesyphorus
      @onesyphorus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@playerontherise7786 Word. I am the funny friend's funny friend

    • @BashisWrestling
      @BashisWrestling 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I'm the funny strong friend

    • @lisabrewer3826
      @lisabrewer3826 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      True

    • @Rule1111
      @Rule1111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      What do you mean?

  • @teethinterlude
    @teethinterlude 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2483

    people at the funeral, frontin like they miss me.

    • @flouse.
      @flouse. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      rip sonny :(

    • @jhonatanrenan7706
      @jhonatanrenan7706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      RIP gilson

    • @richiedtb
      @richiedtb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      RIP biggie
      RIP tupac
      RIP Jahseh (xxxtentacion)
      RIP juice wrld
      RIP nip
      RIP mac
      RIP lil Peep
      RIP king von
      RIP eazy e
      RIP Others 🥺❤🕊

    • @heckel2287
      @heckel2287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      best line in the song

    • @mu7mmad037
      @mu7mmad037 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      He just said that when i first read your comment. good timing

  • @robfunkwc
    @robfunkwc หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I have nothing in common with Biggie but this song is the most relatable feeling I’ve found in anyone’s lyrics

  • @saneleterrancehlongwane1613
    @saneleterrancehlongwane1613 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Long live The Notorious B.I.G 🕊🕊🙌🙌His tym on Earth was a Heavenly Gift from God

  • @elbarto3034
    @elbarto3034 3 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    “I wonder if I died would tears come to her eyes forgive for the disrespect forgive me for my lies “

    • @alexdanieloliveira2294
      @alexdanieloliveira2294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great so dont waste it, dont worry everything is gonna get better after the pandemic ends so Just wait, keep moving foward for your family and People that love you, a lot of suicide survivors changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to Be alive, If necessary got call the suicide hotline and a therapist also search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem"..

    • @bruh8680
      @bruh8680 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@alexdanieloliveira2294 lmfao, you know that people who write this are from fucked up families and places where they dont have anyone

    • @butwhy.5498
      @butwhy.5498 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alexdanieloliveira2294 sorry to say but the guy above is right, before you truly reach the end you at least text your best friend before being gone, shit isn't as simple for alot of people.
      Sad as it is that's how shit go's.

    • @VarietyVideoGamer
      @VarietyVideoGamer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That's going on my gravestone when I go out.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/UB2bHMYo2Gc/w-d-xo.html

  • @emilypatriciagarciacanals4588
    @emilypatriciagarciacanals4588 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1750

    "Suicidal Thoughts" by Biggie, "Kurt Cobain" by Big Proof, and "Difficult" by Eminem are seriously the most gut ripping, emotional and depressed songs to have ever make me cry so damm much, that i cannot express the grief i go through everytime i lisent to them.

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it..

    • @emilypatriciagarciacanals4588
      @emilypatriciagarciacanals4588 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@alexdaniel5641 thank you so much for your kindness and support you have no clue how much it means to me

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love. Past is jail.guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Sleep at night not day. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Cut down desire only grateful

    • @MouseMan04
      @MouseMan04 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kurt 🙄

    • @_mynameismirza
      @_mynameismirza 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Rock Bottom and If i had...

  • @ckicken995
    @ckicken995 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    People lost themselves . You got everything you need right inside of you . Happiness is priceless

  • @leyy555
    @leyy555 16 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    They way I can relate is so crazy 🥺 rip biggie 🤞🏻💯

  • @drowzyyb
    @drowzyyb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    Now hes in heaven🙏🏽 Wearing his black timbs and his black hoodie🖤
    Edit: Yes ik that he wanted to go to hell "when i die fuck it i wanna go to hell cuz im a piece of shii it aint hard to fuckin tell", im juss tryna keep it positive here.

    • @numberbloodysix2478
      @numberbloodysix2478 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      whilst toting guns and shooting dice...

    • @Kash100
      @Kash100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Nigga he in hell

    • @tyl5628
      @tyl5628 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Daniel Jimenez he said it himself, that’s where he wants to go

    • @mozaydarrr
      @mozaydarrr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He wasnt a catholic so he be in hell yo

    • @shadybeashooketh1911
      @shadybeashooketh1911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mozaydarrr ???

  • @ameliamarie8216
    @ameliamarie8216 4 ปีที่แล้ว +442

    “She don’t even love me like she did when I was younger”

    • @ameliamarie8216
      @ameliamarie8216 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Adrian Flores Fr bro

    • @BigMFront
      @BigMFront 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      sounds like the poki😁

  • @andrewhall6497
    @andrewhall6497 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Just a real rapper spitting bars man. Straight prob facts too! Too good of a song been jamming since back in the day!

  • @caincantjustbecain
    @caincantjustbecain 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    Honestly, it’s Puff’s adlibs that make the whole thing for me. I’ve never dealt with someone actively ready to commit suicide, but I have had to talk to people who were considering it; the whole scenario that this song paints is a fucking nightmare to me, out of nowhere, middle of the night, the active threat of death to someone that I love dearly- it’s horrific. The growing anxiety, stress and concern in Puff’s voice, Puff getting into his car to head over to Biggie ‘ayo, I’m on my way over there’, his pleas ‘talk to me, please’. Anxiety mounts to terror when Biggie pulls the trigger, and that’s the worst part about the whole scenario- realistically, all you have to save someone in that position is your words. Unless you live right next to them, you probably won’t be able to reach them in time. All of these adlibs make this shit so much heavier to me.
    This shit is so damn morbid. And by god is it magnificent.

  • @soulassassin0g
    @soulassassin0g 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1980

    Imagine chillin at home then all of a sudden your friend calls you and starts rapping about killing himself?

    • @Jron978
      @Jron978 3 ปีที่แล้ว +168

      Rather that than getting the call at 1:30 that one of your oldest friends actually killed themself....

    • @Rubenolveda
      @Rubenolveda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@Jron978 feel you bro

    • @buriednftp5759
      @buriednftp5759 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      @@Jron978 swear. I wish my bro woulda called me. Maybe he’d still be here

    • @yoxrnwp_9955
      @yoxrnwp_9955 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      crazy

    • @southsideHAM47
      @southsideHAM47 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      rip robert ochoa. my brother i miss you ... i hope to meet you quick in the afterlife

  • @supersaiyanjalil
    @supersaiyanjalil 4 ปีที่แล้ว +787

    Deepest big song of all time

    • @jordanb3120
      @jordanb3120 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      This Deep asf

    • @prod6mill.512
      @prod6mill.512 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Probably one of the deepest rap songs

    • @Morganbusha
      @Morganbusha 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      John Rodriguez listen to slippin by dmx

    • @anthonykay1580
      @anthonykay1580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@prod6mill.512 Eminem-Kim

    • @anthonykay1580
      @anthonykay1580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @My Moments still dark=scary.

  • @sevensinners
    @sevensinners ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I come here every time, when get depressed. I hate my life, and u know... Nobody deserve hate them self's. Thx for that song, hope I could open my eyes tomorrow.

  • @LeonTalksALot
    @LeonTalksALot 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This is EASILY the most accurate depiction of suicidal thoughts.
    The way his thoughts spiral down into more and more grim reasons to do it, he's justifying his own death with less and less credible lyrics that shine light into his insecurities.(Mostly guilt)
    No other piece of media even comes close, It's the most accurate recreation of what's going through the mind of someone attempting the forever sleep.
    Biggie is one of the greats for a reason, this track proves it in less than 3 minutes.

  • @HennyC.
    @HennyC. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +952

    Only bad thing about this song that it’s so short

    • @vigneshrk
      @vigneshrk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      facts...but there was nothing else to say lol...

    • @oneeyedlair
      @oneeyedlair 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      I think it is the perfect length

    • @blxckwitch1102
      @blxckwitch1102 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Life can be short.

    • @oneeyedlair
      @oneeyedlair 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Diddy should do a remix and add audio of him showing up to BIG's place after he blew his brains out.

    • @NChapaWI9436
      @NChapaWI9436 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      As was his life sadly

  • @supertramp9333
    @supertramp9333 4 ปีที่แล้ว +406

    Great song about Depression

  • @pendleton123
    @pendleton123 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    The combination of the haunting music and the genuine conversation about his dark thoughts made this song deep. No way he makes this song without having gone through this experience. Though subject

  • @bluefyre8404
    @bluefyre8404 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I wish Biggie was still alive so i could tell him how much this song means to me... It's really comforting to have a song that perfectly captures how so many people including myself sometimes think. Biggie understood the struggle of the mind, and that's more comforting sometimes then people telling you they love you.

  • @rabilehufane
    @rabilehufane 3 ปีที่แล้ว +612

    This song is one fo the very few songs I can relate and cry to. My father is abusive, and I grew up poor in a place that doesent even like me. I have been stabbed at 13 by peole I trusted, destroyed until the point where I felt less like a man, and humiliated. All these things have caused me to get anxiety and no matter what I do and where I am I cant escape my horrible reality, even in my dreams. I would pray to god,but he wouldn't answer. I just want to end it all. I just want to go back to not existing. Thank you biggie for giving me a song I could lean on

    • @SivasliAliSpielt
      @SivasliAliSpielt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      You got this 👑

    • @davelo3506
      @davelo3506 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I wish i could say sone encouraging words, but i cant im sorry...im still getting abused to this day. 🖤

    • @alistar92
      @alistar92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      you can pray all you want nobody will help you... especially for a black man no matter where you live.
      im from France and that suck too. But i really hope your life will be better one day that the only think i can do for you.

    • @prod.GodfatherBeats
      @prod.GodfatherBeats 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Got a similar situation here also brother.....you gotta stay strong....God bless everyday...(.khuda sab ka hai) don't be sad....you got this💪

    • @4evervlora
      @4evervlora 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Stay strong brother

  • @manny8013
    @manny8013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +907

    2019 November
    Biggie is still the hardest rapper about

    • @harun5275
      @harun5275 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      One of the best flows.

    • @joedoe8780
      @joedoe8780 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should check out the Izzamuzic remix of this song, it's the best remix of this song out there.

    • @94DNR
      @94DNR 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@joedoe8780 what about Nuck Chorris?

    • @oliverpeeters1967
      @oliverpeeters1967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Yea man fuck them wack ass rappers from nowadays none of the got a flow like the notorious
      Not even one got close

    • @yourlocalkfc3259
      @yourlocalkfc3259 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ok boomer

  • @americanliberal09
    @americanliberal09 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Man! This song sends chills down on my spine. 😳

  • @flynyster9581
    @flynyster9581 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5277

    4am
    A cigarette
    Work in 3 hours
    Empty stomach

    • @determined919
      @determined919 4 ปีที่แล้ว +191

      I feel that

    • @dodobellino4500
      @dodobellino4500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      Real af

    • @I_V_X
      @I_V_X 3 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      My will aint weak tho

    • @Rockfish37
      @Rockfish37 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      Aye man I hope your doing good now and even if it isn’t just know your loved and that it will get better. Stay strong man!

    • @lucasloucetios164
      @lucasloucetios164 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Investor 2.0 nothing to miss

  • @djodawgin212
    @djodawgin212 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This is what some people need, a drop of how most of us feel day to day.

  • @tonyjohnson5805
    @tonyjohnson5805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +735

    Puffy's ad-libs took this track to another level.

    • @user-ng1bf6iz9u
      @user-ng1bf6iz9u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Antoneus Johnson nah nigga not you

    • @NeverBeenOnMaury
      @NeverBeenOnMaury 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      A level below.

    • @inniciwetrust2039
      @inniciwetrust2039 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Antoneus Johnson yep it shows who else can be affected by someones suicide

    • @TsarOfRuss
      @TsarOfRuss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Puffy is a pussy, i wish he would shut the fuck up

    • @derek9153
      @derek9153 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tsar Thank you and god bless you.

  • @meliodasace864
    @meliodasace864 3 ปีที่แล้ว +762

    Do you ever got that moment when you just want to cry but you can’t? Like tears just don’t come out. Do you?

    • @ndc5804
      @ndc5804 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      ye i feel u bruh

    • @steelooo0
      @steelooo0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Yeah, i just wanna feel some tears, but somehow I'm way too serious to actually cry

    • @ndc5804
      @ndc5804 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@steelooo0 i feel you bruh

    • @steelooo0
      @steelooo0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ndc5804 yea bruh

    • @ndc5804
      @ndc5804 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@steelooo0 so how u doing?

  • @user-zs4jn4yx3w
    @user-zs4jn4yx3w 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Call on God. Ask him for peace and joy

  • @overnexus.
    @overnexus. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    My god did I resonate with this song, like I basically feel everything he says in the song. It’s just, indescribable…

  • @brantheman6868
    @brantheman6868 4 ปีที่แล้ว +608

    I be feeling out of place I’m everybody’s strong person, but I don’t have one to talk to and lean on. Hopefully I get through the next couple days

    • @pablosworld4929
      @pablosworld4929 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Brandon Fallen you got it brother 👊🏽

    • @bradyswift9061
      @bradyswift9061 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Keep pushin your weight it all comes back 💯

    • @khoraaaa
      @khoraaaa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      i feel you so badly, feel like my life coming to a end soon

    • @brandonstevens9904
      @brandonstevens9904 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im with you. I lost everyone. I got fucked up for a bit. But there's joy to be had and I'm gonna get it. Same for you my man

    • @TheFabio7900
      @TheFabio7900 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hey man ! It’s been two weeks since your post ! How are you holding up brother ? A reply from you would make my day !

  • @darrylhrabik3241
    @darrylhrabik3241 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    This song hits me different. For me; I'm not suicidal , but I'm ready for fate to take me any day.

  • @Bronxtale7645
    @Bronxtale7645 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The most gangster song about depression in the planet, Listening to this in dark times helps me a lot
    It makes me feel tougher than i really am

  • @amd6328
    @amd6328 4 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    1:23 - 1:28 one of the best lyrics ever written by a human being

  • @cupsoup7244
    @cupsoup7244 ปีที่แล้ว +716

    I’ve lost a few close friends to suicide and literally had a call like this I’ve never heard this before now this shit touched my soul more than anything literally the when I die I want to go hell because I don’t deserve paradise is one of the last things I ever heard from my closest friend I did everything I could and he’s still gone art is supposed to hurt this is fucking art

    • @joejoerobinson8724
      @joejoerobinson8724 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hard times make the weak fall, we’ve all thought about it. But to act your a fucken coward. Sorry about your coward friends.

    • @travisgoff7252
      @travisgoff7252 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Me too, I know a few people I have lost to suicide as well

    • @mattmingo7694
      @mattmingo7694 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      That be so VERY powerful s%%% right there. Thank you for posting.

    • @heisenberg9595
      @heisenberg9595 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same here

    • @henrygobblesag1815
      @henrygobblesag1815 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      That's rough man. As someone who's been real real real close to ending it, been on many meds and dropped 4 stacks on ketamine therapy, and continues to wake up to suicidal thoughts daily, it was not your fault and there was nothing you could have done to make it better.

  • @ForeverLivesHalloween
    @ForeverLivesHalloween 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    "Matter of fact, I'm sick of talking."
    Wooo! I FELT THAT!!!!!!

  • @hitbysemi
    @hitbysemi หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'm a fairly new hip-hop fan and ever since I discovered 90s hip-hop a few months ago this has been one of my favorite tracks. I've always suffered with depression and suicidal thoughts and I am currently going through a really bad depressive episode so this song will always be special to me.

  • @kaliefsmithand1485
    @kaliefsmithand1485 ปีที่แล้ว +451

    People at the funeral fronting like they miss me 🔥💯

    • @unclejune2839
      @unclejune2839 ปีที่แล้ว

      Pwopw at the funeral frontin

    • @mrnando5187
      @mrnando5187 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Facts yo!? Fronting like u miss me.. I'm alive now and I'm invisible.. STOP THE FAKE TEARS

    • @BakuX
      @BakuX ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@mrnando5187 sometimes “water is thicker than blood”

    • @WeePhillup
      @WeePhillup ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That’s what kinda makes me want to do it now tho cuz at least there’d be people there

    • @jasonbrodbeck
      @jasonbrodbeck ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No worries , no one be at mine 🤣

  • @tahandd
    @tahandd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +449

    Biggie Had The Flow

    • @jonesrj1231
      @jonesrj1231 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      And Altındağ in my opinion the best 🤙🏼🤙🏼

    • @sethwainwright7145
      @sethwainwright7145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yet with a Tupac profile pic

    • @poo8350
      @poo8350 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@sethwainwright7145 why does that matter

    • @sethwainwright7145
      @sethwainwright7145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@poo8350 doesnt.. its just ironic

    • @tahandd
      @tahandd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bullshit man,i love to all they are best

  • @sebastianstaila
    @sebastianstaila 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    for all the people out there strugglin with something. YOU CAN DO IT WHATEVER YOU ARE GOING THRU' ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO TAKE YOU DOWN! GOD BLESS

    • @scyze1689
      @scyze1689 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Guacamole

    • @TheFearLessDeath_
      @TheFearLessDeath_ 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Nachos​@@scyze1689

  • @J-ake
    @J-ake 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    This is a masterpiece in my opinion. What a window into Biggie's mind it is. Just shows how powerful music, and by extension Hip-Hop, can be. Incredible.

  • @yacobkhari7922
    @yacobkhari7922 3 ปีที่แล้ว +246

    To all struggling with mental illness, or if you're in a dark place, Ya'll got this fam, stay strong, and don't ever give up, I promise you light is at the other end of this tunnel, and you don't need death to taste it, death will come, but when you are 98 years old and happy with the life you lived, keep up ya'll. Praying for ya'll. Peace!

    • @user-jk5pj6lg9n
      @user-jk5pj6lg9n 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thanks :) it helped me a lot .

    • @davedevil7703
      @davedevil7703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This helped me a ton. Thank you man

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @youtubedeletedmynamewhybother
      @youtubedeletedmynamewhybother 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wheres the light? Been fucked since day dot and it doesnt get better at all.

  • @GameJunkyard11
    @GameJunkyard11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    The worst part is when you are feeling suicidal, but you can't explain why, because others would think your life is great and you have no reason to commit suicide, while in reality you have so much shit going on.

  • @rickyyy___
    @rickyyy___ 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Im struggling with mental issues and religion, as a bisexual teen this makes me feel like im not alone. Rest in peace the goat, the Notorious B.I.G

    • @valeriedawe5874
      @valeriedawe5874 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      mental illness, religion is a lie rip that bandaid now i love whatever sexual mentalty stimulates me you are not alone. people love appriciate you are something amazing, keep questioning never forget what you are... human i love you if nonone told you today

    • @Mrmusha53
      @Mrmusha53 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Abomination

    • @Blwaxen
      @Blwaxen 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      the pleasures of this world are empty, focus on your conscience. trust in your Creator, who loves you and molded you in his image. a perfect image, one we can’t uphold- hope lies in Christ.

  • @user-xn3rs7tu5w
    @user-xn3rs7tu5w ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sometimes it feels right for your life, especially if it hasn’t gone so good, or if you feel like a burden, to deserve bad things, or that you should live a bad life because it makes sense.
    But I promise, a good life filled with peace is what you really need. It’s all anyone ever needs.
    The only reason we sometimes desire the opposite is because we lie to ourselves or it’s all we ever know.
    The more you heal the less you feel this way about yourself.

  • @donnalavallee3167
    @donnalavallee3167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1417

    Biggie wasn't Fat He was Full of Lyrics

  • @thumbat3604
    @thumbat3604 4 ปีที่แล้ว +797

    money don't buy happiness...

  • @CALILIFE8251
    @CALILIFE8251 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    The part where he said “I wanna leave I feel like death is calling me but you wouldn’t understand “ biggie I feel you ma g 💯

  • @joshmaril1136
    @joshmaril1136 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    My will is weak… felt that man. Shits tough sometimes…

  • @davidmiller7290
    @davidmiller7290 4 ปีที่แล้ว +231

    Forgive me for my disrespect forgive me for my lies.

  • @danielsauer4532
    @danielsauer4532 3 ปีที่แล้ว +477

    The only reason I am still here is for my little sister, my momma and my dad. They are my reason to live.
    If you like this song, chances are you are the kind of person I would drink a beer with. Ya'll got this

    • @StevenMorgan_
      @StevenMorgan_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You are here for your Love ones and also for yourself. You are Dope don’t forget that

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Sleep at night not day time.

    • @dherkobg92
      @dherkobg92 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Salut big homie! Cheers!

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @T.oronto
    @T.oronto ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Might be the only song that’s left me speechless after hearing it for the first time. Dark shit man. Damn

  • @user-ke4em8mo6s
    @user-ke4em8mo6s 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    For all ya God gives something better then hell.
    God is BOSS!

  • @sheesh4465
    @sheesh4465 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1003

    I really respect for biggie for making and releasing this song. Listening to it now and soaking it in, this is really the darkest and scariest rap song I can think of. He made the best “horrorcore” song ever to come out at that point without even meaning to. The horrorcore I know is not really scary because you know it’s fantasy, this feels like a real glimpse into the headspace of an actively suicidal person, and he must’ve really felt all this shit at some point it feels too real

    • @lyrics4youtube422
      @lyrics4youtube422 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Id like your opinion on the lyrics I just posted, let me know what you think. Honestly.

    • @ClivonBarris
      @ClivonBarris 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      We all been there

    • @TAFKASYFY
      @TAFKASYFY 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Yea he put his foot down that this song absolutely had to be the last track on his debut album, Puffy didn’t want to do it he wanted this completely cut for obvious reasons he thought it would be really bad PR, I’m glad Biggie got to see his vision his way.

    • @brianbeam361
      @brianbeam361 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      That’s exactly what I was thinking. You don’t just make this shit up. I remember feeling that way in my mid 20’s, no place to go. Thank god I found my wife and was blessed with a couple of kids or who knows what I would have done.

    • @lilscar9358
      @lilscar9358 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      this isn't the darkest rap song immortal technique
      is wayy darker