The Notorious B.I.G. - Suicidal Thoughts (Official Audio)

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  • @abizitgill4310
    @abizitgill4310 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17253

    This is one of the darkest songs of all time,
    Biggie was feeling everything he said on this verse

    • @NigeeEpps
      @NigeeEpps 5 ปีที่แล้ว +457

      abizit gill it’s what everyone loved about him..he rapped what he lived

    • @boola1d351
      @boola1d351 5 ปีที่แล้ว +217

      abizit gill listen to the song dancing with the devil that one is worse

    • @mindzorje
      @mindzorje 5 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      95% this was weed

    • @James-op3vx
      @James-op3vx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Ready to die...

    • @billyblarf5100
      @billyblarf5100 5 ปีที่แล้ว +359

      @@mindzorje shouldnt speak on matters you dont understand.

  • @BigWilly332
    @BigWilly332 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10578

    “She don’t even love me like when I was younger” man, that shit hits home...

    • @pethamenostheos2697
      @pethamenostheos2697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      true broo

    • @BigSmokePapi
      @BigSmokePapi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +180

      Yeah, I just wish someone loved me.

    • @bobbyishere2707
      @bobbyishere2707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +104

      @@BigSmokePapi i love u bro u got this you’ll find the perfect one someday keep ur head up king 👑❤️

    • @BigSmokePapi
      @BigSmokePapi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      @@bobbyishere2707 Thanks man, I'm 14 which is super young so I got time. It means alot bro, I'm here If you need to talk aswell.

    • @VinnyGuardino
      @VinnyGuardino 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      She don’t love me like how she used to sadly I feel tossed aside

  • @ariannasprings3235
    @ariannasprings3235 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9604

    "i wonder if i die, would tears come to her eyes?"

    • @ДимитърСтамболийски-щ4г
      @ДимитърСтамболийски-щ4г 5 ปีที่แล้ว +112

      Deep

    • @rawkus1562
      @rawkus1562 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

      Arianna Springs I feel that line

    • @braysway10
      @braysway10 5 ปีที่แล้ว +170

      hell no. not in this day in age when everyone is a fucking narcissistic. life is fucking meaningless

    • @barcelonacoolness
      @barcelonacoolness 5 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      @@braysway10 yeah I'm sick of people in modern society, my only friends are minorities even though I'm white cause at least they understand how fucked society is.
      I'm sick of how complacent and accepting of society white people are in America. They don't see a problem with the direction society is headef in.

    • @kenxiijose8044
      @kenxiijose8044 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      If u think this song is dark ur not listening. Well your listening but not hearing shyt

  • @step2058
    @step2058 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +66

    The fact that Diddy is the voice on here trying to save his life adds a sick twist to an already very sad song.

    • @zndr9056
      @zndr9056 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Jesus man

    • @MagusArtStudios
      @MagusArtStudios 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      until Diddy admits he put the hit out that got pac killed

    • @Brski-ho9ine
      @Brski-ho9ine 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      damn. . .

  • @TomboTime
    @TomboTime 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18039

    This song is a masterpiece. It transforms the darkest, most immense psychological pain into beautiful poetry.

  • @bigspliff56
    @bigspliff56 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17718

    As a kid, I couldn't understand why he felt this way. As an adult, I feel his pain.

    • @HLPeri9
      @HLPeri9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +303

      Every day

    • @weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588
      @weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588 3 ปีที่แล้ว +233

      He wasn't suicidal though. He said that in an interview about this song.

    • @wavestation999
      @wavestation999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +262

      @@weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588 nah, but he was ready to die

    • @mendis4979
      @mendis4979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Nice rhymes man

    • @rated21hbbhh
      @rated21hbbhh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

      @@weirjwerijrweurhuewhr588 He did voice once that he'd rather be dead

  • @realteel
    @realteel 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +651

    "People at the funeral, fronting like they miss me" 🔥

    • @djeeeeeee
      @djeeeeeee 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      @@lionessvibes for most its: 'they dont give a f**k when you're alive, and they dont give a f**k when you're dead.'

    • @JET7C0
      @JET7C0 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Hits home - that's also how depression speaks, honestly. Then again, I've been to the funeral of a guy I worked with that just disappeared (including from social media) completely, that I worked with, who was real closed off - never would come hang out, even though I gently asked the guy a few times, but could tell he just wasn't going to do it (so respected it). He did end it as it were, and yeah, a lot of people were there pretending and BS, and I knew they could've given a shit about him.
      I legitimately did miss him after he quit, and he was legit one of the funniest dudes I ever knew... made work awesome - I quit not long after he left honestly. RIP Craig - I at least _think_ I get it, dude.

    • @curly30
      @curly30 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Hard

    • @MichaelDominguez25
      @MichaelDominguez25 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@curly30the illest

  • @LeonTalksALot
    @LeonTalksALot 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +182

    This is EASILY the most accurate depiction of suicidal thoughts.
    The way his thoughts spiral down into more and more grim reasons to do it, he's justifying his own death with less and less credible lyrics that shine light into his insecurities.
    No other piece of media even comes close, It's the most accurate recreation of what's going through the mind of someone doing this.
    Biggie is one of the greats for a reason, this track proves it in less than 3 minutes.

    • @shawnestep
      @shawnestep 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I feel that man

    • @KimLaCapria
      @KimLaCapria หลายเดือนก่อน

      been listening to this song since the 90s and i didn't think of it that way, damn

    • @gabrielsarmiento2783
      @gabrielsarmiento2783 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@KimLaCapriahow old are you now

  • @napoleoncorneliusscipio5141
    @napoleoncorneliusscipio5141 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2632

    "matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'."
    sums it all up.

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      If you need help go talk to your friends family and people you trust life can be great so dont waste it and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait by the way a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive l

    • @osteazo
      @osteazo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      @@alexdaniel5641 not everyone has that luxury my friend

    • @101-b6y6y
      @101-b6y6y 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Alex Daniel that’s real helpful but who u go too when no one gives a shit if u live or die. And don’t even say that there’s always Someone cuz that ain’t always true

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day. Positive attitude is power of mind. Do little things for others builds up happiness. Forgive yourself and others builds up happiness in heart. Make God your best friend in heart tell your secrets to God he will show you right path.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@alexdaniel5641 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day. Single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious.

  • @timewatch5
    @timewatch5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13590

    And yall say these new rappers are emo. Biggie been spittin pain since the 90s

    • @tyedes4253
      @tyedes4253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +411

      Theres a difference.

    • @kmpls
      @kmpls 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      What rappers are emo?

    • @AriButOnYouTube
      @AriButOnYouTube 3 ปีที่แล้ว +196

      @@tyedes4253 there really ain't lmao

    • @thecraplordsell4575
      @thecraplordsell4575 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @UC_qKNIzwQRt5m-NdAPDVfBA yes there is... idiot

    • @whoxnoah
      @whoxnoah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +150

      @@thecraplordsell4575 not really EMO, they might be emotional tho lol

  • @MrAte-uo7yo
    @MrAte-uo7yo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2481

    _Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies_

    • @mrljesus2660
      @mrljesus2660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I will forgive you ✔

    • @niggadreamz2200
      @niggadreamz2200 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Deep shit

    • @ClivonBarris
      @ClivonBarris 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I will get this tattooed under my mother’s name on my chest

    • @mrljesus2660
      @mrljesus2660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ClivonBarris nice

    • @joyfulhvh
      @joyfulhvh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No, I don't think I will

  • @TDKVOID
    @TDKVOID 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +313

    As someone who is suicidal and depressed this song has helped me keep going and not ending it

    • @Switchyzzz
      @Switchyzzz 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

      Keep yo head up don’t die by your own hand

    • @mgreen32183
      @mgreen32183 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      God bless u. Glad ur still here

    • @staybasvd1847
      @staybasvd1847 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      You're stronger then you even know bro. Keep marching, you got this big bro.

    • @getsugaallen6612
      @getsugaallen6612 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      make the most out of life , we All die anyway

    • @getsugaallen6612
      @getsugaallen6612 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      give it to God

  • @EspeonTv
    @EspeonTv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4693

    This isn’t just a song it’s a story that almost could’ve happened

    • @man9037
      @man9037 5 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      Yeah it’s a story....

    • @emelinyakupov1039
      @emelinyakupov1039 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      EspeonTv thats what great about old school rap

    • @randyrichmondiii9021
      @randyrichmondiii9021 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      No, it DID happen

    • @jeffreyewald4234
      @jeffreyewald4234 5 ปีที่แล้ว +116

      @@randyrichmondiii9021 he was killed but not by himself

    • @randyrichmondiii9021
      @randyrichmondiii9021 5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      @@jeffreyewald4234 I mean he DID have suicidal thoughts.

  • @egor.kuznetsov
    @egor.kuznetsov 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2301

    The beat is haunting and iconic

    • @adriboy01
      @adriboy01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      Fr. Ofc Biggie's lyrics are really dark but no one's talking about how scary the beat is.

    • @caylarayla13
      @caylarayla13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Thank y’all for pointing this out I couldn’t agree more 🙏

    • @robertcaron4924
      @robertcaron4924 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      it really is iconic and haunting, makes me visualize oblivion tbh

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life .be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Positive thoughts is power of mind. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Make God your best friend in heart tell your secrets to God he will show you right path. I read Gurugranth sahib I am Sikh. Sikh Means student we are born to learn we are born to win.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@adriboy01 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day. Single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Make God your best friend in heart tell your secrets to God he will show you right path. Faith is big pillow.

  • @iamatlas8068
    @iamatlas8068 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5205

    Everybody has felt like this at least once.. For me alot more lately

    • @numberbloodysix2478
      @numberbloodysix2478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      honestly

    • @eduardoortiz5893
      @eduardoortiz5893 5 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      IAm Atlas you not the only man, it’s an everyday thing this past month for me.

    • @iamatlas8068
      @iamatlas8068 5 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      @@eduardoortiz5893 i hope everything gets better for u 💯💯 stay strong💜 God knows im trying

    • @SrOminoso
      @SrOminoso 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      It's hard, a lot of voices inside my head and don't know who to listen

    • @jeremygamble8062
      @jeremygamble8062 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Your not alone atlas

  • @baronvonkek8467
    @baronvonkek8467 ปีที่แล้ว +638

    One thing I really love about this song is that the guy on the phone is doing everything right. He stays on the phone, keeps Biggie talking, asks him if he has someone over there, and heads over to Big's place, even says he'll call him back when he's in the car - and all of this despite the fact that he's very clearly tired, unprepared, and overwhelmed.
    I don't know who that guy is but he's a really good friend.

    • @ItachiUchiha-ut6xj
      @ItachiUchiha-ut6xj ปีที่แล้ว +88

      It's Puff Daddy.

    • @jairemiahcarter7000
      @jairemiahcarter7000 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      That's Puffy in the background

    • @charlieo3150
      @charlieo3150 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +114

      Puffy is definitely not a good friend to anyone!

    • @m._.m3180
      @m._.m3180 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's scripted you dumbass

    • @soundboyeric2276
      @soundboyeric2276 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes.
      ​@@charlieo3150

  • @1waykwon
    @1waykwon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14145

    I’m not depressed. I’m not sad. I just wanted to listen to some real rap .

    • @corneliawiltshire8878
      @corneliawiltshire8878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +146

      Same

    • @snoopdogg6444
      @snoopdogg6444 4 ปีที่แล้ว +89

      Good shi G

    • @SodziausPilietis
      @SodziausPilietis 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Same

    • @emmanuellopez4096
      @emmanuellopez4096 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Mee

    • @arvidbjoerk5307
      @arvidbjoerk5307 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      God damn I felt so bad when I came here to listen to my favorite song and then I scrolled down.
      I didn't even think about the real meaning behind the song *Feels bad*

  • @jimt8766
    @jimt8766 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6584

    These Lyrics hit so much harder when you’re life’s going down hill

    • @HLPeri9
      @HLPeri9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      True

    • @murtajiz545
      @murtajiz545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +233

      Fight back my man. In whatever fucking way you can, no matter how small or big your effort is. FIGHT THE FUCK BACK. You can do this bro I believe in you. Please don’t give in, you deserve to be happy.

    • @Mateuszyk
      @Mateuszyk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      going down on full speed waiting for final hit...

    • @RezurrectedInc
      @RezurrectedInc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Faccs Bro Ian Even Happy No More Tbh It’s Like Wtf Is To Life Man I’m Tired Of Dis Bs

    • @rvffledifferent5628
      @rvffledifferent5628 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      BlockBurnaa Ion know u bro but I love u my nigga, I’m fucked up rn but I know shit will get better

  • @johntuggle8429
    @johntuggle8429 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4159

    This song is what made me a Biggie fan. I never knew rappers were as depressed as I am. He straight up put his deepest darkest secrets out there. This track ain't for everyone, but it's for the ones that get it and understand that dark place that your mind can go to. This track has always been there for me when I needed it the most. I know you have saved a lot of lives with your honesty on this track.

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      If you need help go talk to your friends family and people you trust life can be great so dont waste it and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait by the way a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive l, by the way why are you so sad ?

    • @ccccguido4716
      @ccccguido4716 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💯💯💯💯

    • @danielmihajlica
      @danielmihajlica 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      @@alexdaniel5641 it’s not that simple…

    • @haimarrrr
      @haimarrrr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@danielmihajlica i ain't saying this like trying to mock you, but you should get professional help. Trust me, it can help a lot.

    • @danielmihajlica
      @danielmihajlica 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@haimarrrr I’ve been looking into it, thank you for caring 🙏🏼

  • @elijahdrake9113
    @elijahdrake9113 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +93

    One of the first rappers to talk about suicidal thoughts imo

    • @dannydamnmendez
      @dannydamnmendez 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      There was also Geto Boys with "Mind Playing Tricks on Me"

    • @OheheWood
      @OheheWood 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      2pac if I die tonight was about suicidal thoughts

    • @stronkman9157
      @stronkman9157 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​Scarface's solo material too​@@dannydamnmendez

  • @bresht7810
    @bresht7810 4 ปีที่แล้ว +544

    The guy saying "nah n*gga not you" with that tone gets me every time

    • @Mapster99
      @Mapster99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      I think its puff daddy talking to him

    • @552loool
      @552loool 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Angel Vallejo 👍🏻

    • @chocopuffs9161
      @chocopuffs9161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Yeah takes a dark turn, almost like his alter ego convincing him to go with it.

    • @gentigenti5170
      @gentigenti5170 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think its happenin' only to me

    • @andrewjackson6412
      @andrewjackson6412 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same yo

  • @timevariant8355
    @timevariant8355 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4046

    Song is honestly a literal representation of how badly so many of us feel. Honestly so poetic in my opinion. But so many will hate it cos of toxic positivity

    • @RacCkhn
      @RacCkhn 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope God dies

    • @dsrree
      @dsrree 2 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      The relatable lyrics about death and suicide is why $uicideboy$ are huge right now. And biggy was doing this 30 years ago.

    • @paddyopatrick2941
      @paddyopatrick2941 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      @@dsrree I have no propensity for self harm but I find I am regularly and at great length every day thinking about suicide. I have no intention of ever inflicting harm on myself but yet it is probably my most consistent thought through a day.

    • @misanthr0pic
      @misanthr0pic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@paddyopatrick2941 please get some help. it might start with hurting yourself and then it progresses more and more and then maybe one day you actually do it. i just had a breakdown, i got a good memory and i’m calmer now. tbh i had a breakdown the other day too and wrote a will/manifesto for my family.. i can’t recognize how deeply i felt in that moment if i don’t feel it right now, if you get what i mean. i have bpd. so it gets really intense and then i feel fine. but anyway, please talk to someone, get on some medication please. i love u internet stranger, please take care of yourself… do not take it lightly.

    • @romechode3972
      @romechode3972 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@misanthr0pic appreciate you

  • @AB-ou8ve
    @AB-ou8ve 3 ปีที่แล้ว +757

    The lyrics, the atmosphere, the tense tone, the painful ending.
    Holy fuck, this is good.

    • @rtrd5681
      @rtrd5681 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wooo ur right

    • @jerkyboy8897
      @jerkyboy8897 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      1994,17 yrs old, was my first bit. Hated my life. Felt EVERY fucking lyric. Still hard at 45.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life .be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Sleep at night not day time. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jerkyboy8897 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Sleep at night not day time.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@rtrd5681 lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing from. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down desire only grateful cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food.married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious.

  • @unknowntalent3440
    @unknowntalent3440 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    Almost 30 yrs later this track still gives me chills..... MASTERPIECE

  • @billjays
    @billjays ปีที่แล้ว +1813

    i am not suicidal or depressed. but i love this song and whenever it comes on i have to repeat it over and over. prayers to all struggling to hold on strong and defeat demons 🙏🏽

    • @shwee1150
      @shwee1150 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Same

    • @eastcoastpaper3862
      @eastcoastpaper3862 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      whats crazy for me was that i never made the connection i just vibed to the bars.. but thinking back that prolly what i exactly did

    • @derp8575
      @derp8575 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      "but i love this song and whenever it comes on i have to repeat it over and over."
      Sounds like an addiction...

    • @two0twenty175
      @two0twenty175 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@derp8575 ppl talking shit is therapeutic in a sense

    • @derp8575
      @derp8575 ปีที่แล้ว

      Was the OP "talking shit"? Lord knows that you'll never reply with open dialog. @@two0twenty175

  • @billyharper5925
    @billyharper5925 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1543

    This song stopped me from stepping in front of a lot of 18 wheelers. Damn I never knew so many people shared the same feeling, This man touched so many. Stay strong everyone, there is a better day💯🚫🧢

    • @DRFILMS3
      @DRFILMS3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      Take care of yourself bro

    • @JRAZZ2009
      @JRAZZ2009 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      I don’t know who you are but I care about you no matter how big of piece of sh**t you are.

    • @bigjay303
      @bigjay303 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That's me right now

    • @aniffyone2578
      @aniffyone2578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Justius Contreras same man

    • @kayleewayleee
      @kayleewayleee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      hope you’re doing well man

  • @EmanzDaOne1
    @EmanzDaOne1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +835

    Puff Daddy trying to calm him down in the background adds a whole other level to this song. Talking to someone over the phone who is mentally struggling is something I hope no has to do. You want to cut the phone distance and just hold them before it's too late and they do something terrible. P.Diddy didn't make it in time...

    • @Eclipsile
      @Eclipsile 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @Man With No Name orlando anderson killed pac after he got jumped by pac.

    • @yobyobert142
      @yobyobert142 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @Man With No Name Biggie never killed himself he was shot dead by some dude in 1997

    • @yobyobert142
      @yobyobert142 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @OFWGKT A in the end he says "puff didnt make it in time and since the context is in suicide youd think hes talking about puff not making it in time to save biggie from killing himself

    • @mr.k3221
      @mr.k3221 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      This has happened to me before and is really hard, cuz its like 3am and u sleepy af and u just want to say lets talk tommorow but they migth not be there tommorow, and u cant go there either cuz they live way to far away and u feel alot of pressure and even responsability for someone else's actions

    • @eduardsjourney
      @eduardsjourney 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Well, in my case I hate his voice in the background, he has done the same thing with many of other Biggie's songs, I can't stand his fucking annoying voice.
      Having the Puffy background-dancing and ad libs/intro can almost destroy a good song.

  • @Saint_Brosef
    @Saint_Brosef 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    Sometimes its okay to be sad. Pain reminds you that youre still a human being. Whatever youre going through I feel you bro and I hope you keep pushing forward.

  • @elbarto3034
    @elbarto3034 3 ปีที่แล้ว +427

    “I wonder if I died would tears come to her eyes forgive for the disrespect forgive me for my lies “

    • @alexdanieloliveira2294
      @alexdanieloliveira2294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great so dont waste it, dont worry everything is gonna get better after the pandemic ends so Just wait, keep moving foward for your family and People that love you, a lot of suicide survivors changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to Be alive, If necessary got call the suicide hotline and a therapist also search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem"..

    • @bruh8680
      @bruh8680 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@alexdanieloliveira2294 lmfao, you know that people who write this are from fucked up families and places where they dont have anyone

    • @butwhy.5498
      @butwhy.5498 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alexdanieloliveira2294 sorry to say but the guy above is right, before you truly reach the end you at least text your best friend before being gone, shit isn't as simple for alot of people.
      Sad as it is that's how shit go's.

    • @VarietyVideoGamer
      @VarietyVideoGamer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That's going on my gravestone when I go out.

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/UB2bHMYo2Gc/w-d-xo.html

  • @kxngp.m16
    @kxngp.m16 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3242

    Being a teenager hearing this made me realize I wasn't the only who did and felt the same way

    • @OarBSSJ
      @OarBSSJ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I feel ur pain bro

    • @SynDoesStuff
      @SynDoesStuff 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Just gotta take it one day at a time. You’re strong bro.

    • @kdot999
      @kdot999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Made me feel less alone at 11 years old

    • @ryannracho4975
      @ryannracho4975 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      You got it bro. I’m hammered stay sober boy

    • @kxngp.m16
      @kxngp.m16 ปีที่แล้ว

      Not me getting 100 likes tho wish I could get that on my music videos got like 300 views but like 3 likes my other channel is kxngmigy

  • @sdwhitesox8039
    @sdwhitesox8039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +785

    I find it amazing that this dude was only 22 when he wrote this, genius

    • @tyedes4253
      @tyedes4253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Your gonna get your mind blown by tupac then....

    • @Mike33422
      @Mike33422 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      @@tyedes4253 Tupac wrote brenda's got a baby at the age of 19 or 20

    • @christianpryor753
      @christianpryor753 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Lol Brenda's got a baby wasn't as deep as this. Stop it

    • @waters228_91
      @waters228_91 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@christianpryor753 Yep. Because a poignant, despondent story of a pregnant preteen dumping a baby inside a trash can and losing her spirit through prostitution definitely isn't deeper than a suicidal song. Sure....

    • @christianpryor753
      @christianpryor753 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@waters228_91 lol good, I'm glad your shitty sarcasm made you realize that

  • @TheOfficialBillionaireBlack
    @TheOfficialBillionaireBlack ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’m ina hospital broke both my legs and nobody is here like they was last week before .. I played this song every day and give me motivation to go harder & show everybody that I can defeat these suicidal thoughts

  • @determined919
    @determined919 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10043

    I'm not suicidal, I just wouldn't really care if I died

    • @Prince-us3vd
      @Prince-us3vd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +264

      I am goodbye💀

    • @determined919
      @determined919 4 ปีที่แล้ว +700

      @@Prince-us3vd Whats your rush man? Every man will have his day to die. Maybe just give it one more day. What do you have to lose?

    • @kaylahoover6803
      @kaylahoover6803 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Yeah been there

    • @NivekisKevin
      @NivekisKevin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Honestly same

    • @devinsimpson3282
      @devinsimpson3282 4 ปีที่แล้ว +269

      @@Prince-us3vd what console you play bro ? Maybe we can talk shits over some games and vent a lil . Hope you good g

  • @CHRIS-e7J
    @CHRIS-e7J ปีที่แล้ว +1259

    As someone who struggles with Manic depression I really admire BIG for this song .. 🙏🏽

    • @Y57578
      @Y57578 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Hello others who know the struggle

    • @DanielS114
      @DanielS114 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Stay strong king 💪

    • @nateedging1861
      @nateedging1861 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@omaraziz78take a few years and revise bitch

    • @Jaqlin1979
      @Jaqlin1979 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      So bipolar?

    • @omaraziz78
      @omaraziz78 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Jaqlin1979 naw really just in the middle and making moves to buy a bong to kill the pain.

  • @xlilmisssunshinex5264
    @xlilmisssunshinex5264 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5637

    "People at the funeral fronting like they miss me"

    • @milkgotzgames
      @milkgotzgames 4 ปีที่แล้ว +136

      That’s what I’m afraid of having all these fake ass people pretending they was cool with me but can’t be too stressed I’d be dead

    • @kush.9582
      @kush.9582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      Shit nobody gonna be at mine

    • @waffensuperninja
      @waffensuperninja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @@kush.9582 i would go.

    • @kush.9582
      @kush.9582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@waffensuperninja lmao I appreciate it bro! 👊

    • @waffensuperninja
      @waffensuperninja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@kush.9582 We are here because we can't give up, no matter how hard we have tried!

  • @ZZ-vd3uz
    @ZZ-vd3uz 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

    If you read this know that I pray for you and may God bless you with a good, healthy, strong, happy and loving life for you and your family🙏

  • @LukerinoP
    @LukerinoP 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7650

    BiLiE eLiSh Is So SaD

    • @abdul-wakiylmujahid7875
      @abdul-wakiylmujahid7875 5 ปีที่แล้ว +152

      😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭

    • @Jamie-mm8cj
      @Jamie-mm8cj 5 ปีที่แล้ว +764

      She's just a kid and so is her fan base lol leave them alone 😂

    • @Jamie-mm8cj
      @Jamie-mm8cj 5 ปีที่แล้ว +175

      @Cruz Aleman what to what ? My comment is super clear.

    • @jerry-pe2ug
      @jerry-pe2ug 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      weirdo lol

    • @tomtucker2041
      @tomtucker2041 5 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      @Jaden Shinn it's jealousy and envy about how a 17 year old is held in the same limelight as the best of the best

  • @supertramp9333
    @supertramp9333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +415

    Great song about Depression

  • @TheSwanqueenAndTheEldricth
    @TheSwanqueenAndTheEldricth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1778

    "Suicidal Thoughts" by Biggie, "Kurt Cobain" by Big Proof, and "Difficult" by Eminem are seriously the most gut ripping, emotional and depressed songs to have ever make me cry so damm much, that i cannot express the grief i go through everytime i lisent to them.

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it..

    • @TheSwanqueenAndTheEldricth
      @TheSwanqueenAndTheEldricth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@alexdaniel5641 thank you so much for your kindness and support you have no clue how much it means to me

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love. Past is jail.guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Sleep at night not day. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Cut down desire only grateful

    • @MouseMan04
      @MouseMan04 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kurt 🙄

    • @_mynameismirza
      @_mynameismirza 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Rock Bottom and If i had...

  • @Lady_Curls
    @Lady_Curls หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I’m 30 just heard this song for the first time and I’m in tears. Whatever he went through, that darkness, ain’t no joke… 😢 wow!

    • @kalikushburnner
      @kalikushburnner 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Wow you really been living under a rock all these years 😂😂

    • @Lady_Curls
      @Lady_Curls 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @ yup

  • @supersaiyanjalil
    @supersaiyanjalil 5 ปีที่แล้ว +793

    Deepest big song of all time

    • @jordanb3120
      @jordanb3120 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      This Deep asf

    • @prod6mill.512
      @prod6mill.512 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Probably one of the deepest rap songs

    • @Morganbusha
      @Morganbusha 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      John Rodriguez listen to slippin by dmx

    • @anthonykay1580
      @anthonykay1580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@prod6mill.512 Eminem-Kim

    • @anthonykay1580
      @anthonykay1580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @My Moments still dark=scary.

  • @meliodasace864
    @meliodasace864 3 ปีที่แล้ว +781

    Do you ever got that moment when you just want to cry but you can’t? Like tears just don’t come out. Do you?

    • @ndc5804
      @ndc5804 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      ye i feel u bruh

    • @steelooo0
      @steelooo0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Yeah, i just wanna feel some tears, but somehow I'm way too serious to actually cry

    • @ndc5804
      @ndc5804 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@steelooo0 i feel you bruh

    • @steelooo0
      @steelooo0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ndc5804 yea bruh

    • @ndc5804
      @ndc5804 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@steelooo0 so how u doing?

  • @HennyC.
    @HennyC. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +968

    Only bad thing about this song that it’s so short

    • @vigneshrk
      @vigneshrk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      facts...but there was nothing else to say lol...

    • @oneeyedlair
      @oneeyedlair 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      I think it is the perfect length

    • @DiEWiTCH
      @DiEWiTCH 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Life can be short.

    • @oneeyedlair
      @oneeyedlair 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Diddy should do a remix and add audio of him showing up to BIG's place after he blew his brains out.

    • @NChapaWI9436
      @NChapaWI9436 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      As was his life sadly

  • @rozowewino
    @rozowewino ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This song has helped me so many times in my darkest moments and has always felt like a warm hug when I had no one, truly so thankful for it

  • @ameliamarie8216
    @ameliamarie8216 4 ปีที่แล้ว +461

    “She don’t even love me like she did when I was younger”

    • @ameliamarie8216
      @ameliamarie8216 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Adrian Flores Fr bro

    • @BigMFront
      @BigMFront 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      sounds like the poki😁

  • @brantheman6868
    @brantheman6868 4 ปีที่แล้ว +611

    I be feeling out of place I’m everybody’s strong person, but I don’t have one to talk to and lean on. Hopefully I get through the next couple days

    • @pablosworld4929
      @pablosworld4929 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Brandon Fallen you got it brother 👊🏽

    • @bradyswift9061
      @bradyswift9061 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Keep pushin your weight it all comes back 💯

    • @khoraaaa
      @khoraaaa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      i feel you so badly, feel like my life coming to a end soon

    • @brandonstevens9904
      @brandonstevens9904 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im with you. I lost everyone. I got fucked up for a bit. But there's joy to be had and I'm gonna get it. Same for you my man

    • @TheFabio7900
      @TheFabio7900 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hey man ! It’s been two weeks since your post ! How are you holding up brother ? A reply from you would make my day !

  • @darrenbray2599
    @darrenbray2599 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1321

    This what the funny friend listen to

    • @playerontherise7786
      @playerontherise7786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +131

      I am the funny friend

    • @onesyphorus
      @onesyphorus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@playerontherise7786 Word. I am the funny friend's funny friend

    • @BashisWrestling
      @BashisWrestling 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I'm the funny strong friend

    • @lisabrewer3826
      @lisabrewer3826 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      True

    • @Rule1111
      @Rule1111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      What do you mean?

  • @ScttyWolfeschlegelsteinhausenb
    @ScttyWolfeschlegelsteinhausenb ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I’ve never heard a song that speaks so accurately about the feelings of a BROKEN MAN. Just know you’re never alone, and help is always available 24/7. Much love ❤

  • @matthewellis6542
    @matthewellis6542 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    Miss this type of rap, it’s actually poetry written from the heart and spoken from the soul. Rip BIG

    • @Kittycakes22
      @Kittycakes22 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Kendrick’s U is close

    • @S.N.G14
      @S.N.G14 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@Kittycakes22nah U is there

    • @SAILBOATO
      @SAILBOATO ปีที่แล้ว

      Ong

    • @WhoTFIsBillybob
      @WhoTFIsBillybob ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Another good example would be em’s songs about his depression or juice wrld

    • @DopeWonder
      @DopeWonder 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      you're like 10 years old , what you mean miss this type of rap ?

  • @tahandd
    @tahandd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +450

    Biggie Had The Flow

    • @jonesrj1231
      @jonesrj1231 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      And Altındağ in my opinion the best 🤙🏼🤙🏼

    • @sethwainwright7145
      @sethwainwright7145 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yet with a Tupac profile pic

    • @poo8350
      @poo8350 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@sethwainwright7145 why does that matter

    • @sethwainwright7145
      @sethwainwright7145 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@poo8350 doesnt.. its just ironic

    • @tahandd
      @tahandd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bullshit man,i love to all they are best

  • @davidmiller7290
    @davidmiller7290 5 ปีที่แล้ว +236

    Forgive me for my disrespect forgive me for my lies.

  • @Blackmale1994
    @Blackmale1994 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Everytime i hear biggie and big L rap it takes me back in time in the 90s for what it was like for an average black male in the ghetto trying to make it

  • @cupsoup7244
    @cupsoup7244 2 ปีที่แล้ว +721

    I’ve lost a few close friends to suicide and literally had a call like this I’ve never heard this before now this shit touched my soul more than anything literally the when I die I want to go hell because I don’t deserve paradise is one of the last things I ever heard from my closest friend I did everything I could and he’s still gone art is supposed to hurt this is fucking art

    • @joejoerobinson8724
      @joejoerobinson8724 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hard times make the weak fall, we’ve all thought about it. But to act your a fucken coward. Sorry about your coward friends.

    • @travisgoff7252
      @travisgoff7252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Me too, I know a few people I have lost to suicide as well

    • @mattmingo7694
      @mattmingo7694 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      That be so VERY powerful s%%% right there. Thank you for posting.

    • @heisenberg9595
      @heisenberg9595 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same here

    • @henrygobblesag1815
      @henrygobblesag1815 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      That's rough man. As someone who's been real real real close to ending it, been on many meds and dropped 4 stacks on ketamine therapy, and continues to wake up to suicidal thoughts daily, it was not your fault and there was nothing you could have done to make it better.

  • @yacobkhari7922
    @yacobkhari7922 4 ปีที่แล้ว +259

    To all struggling with mental illness, or if you're in a dark place, Ya'll got this fam, stay strong, and don't ever give up, I promise you light is at the other end of this tunnel, and you don't need death to taste it, death will come, but when you are 98 years old and happy with the life you lived, keep up ya'll. Praying for ya'll. Peace!

    • @Maurima-z9w
      @Maurima-z9w 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thanks :) it helped me a lot .

    • @davidorellana27
      @davidorellana27 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This helped me a ton. Thank you man

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Maurima-z9w th-cam.com/video/UB2bHMYo2Gc/w-d-xo.html

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@davidorellana27 th-cam.com/video/UB2bHMYo2Gc/w-d-xo.html

    • @youtubedeletedmynamewhybother
      @youtubedeletedmynamewhybother 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wheres the light? Been fucked since day dot and it doesnt get better at all.

  • @3030-z1w
    @3030-z1w 2 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    There are hundreds of songs that make me sad but this one. This one makes me feel like I'm really losing everything and beginning to rot and lose myself as a human being. Sometimes I forget how good Big was but this song will always be a testament to how beautifully this man could put words and emotions into a song. We're all going to lose something one day or another.

  • @hmm-v8u
    @hmm-v8u 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    "Nah you wouldn't get it" HIT SO FUCKIN HARD.
    Like i used to think i would never ger depressed and didn’t think much of it. But when i had it.. i understood and looked at my past saying same things..

  • @amd6328
    @amd6328 4 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    1:23 - 1:28 one of the best lyrics ever written by a human being

  • @manny8013
    @manny8013 5 ปีที่แล้ว +906

    2019 November
    Biggie is still the hardest rapper about

    • @harun5275
      @harun5275 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      One of the best flows.

    • @joedoe8780
      @joedoe8780 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should check out the Izzamuzic remix of this song, it's the best remix of this song out there.

    • @94DNR
      @94DNR 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@joedoe8780 what about Nuck Chorris?

    • @oliverpeeters1967
      @oliverpeeters1967 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Yea man fuck them wack ass rappers from nowadays none of the got a flow like the notorious
      Not even one got close

    • @yourlocalkfc3259
      @yourlocalkfc3259 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ok boomer

  • @retrollyod8184
    @retrollyod8184 2 ปีที่แล้ว +688

    At the age of 13 i felt everything what he said, now im 22 still suicidal and depressed and i still feel this song.

    • @SLNDRPLYS
      @SLNDRPLYS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      Life sucks.
      People suck.
      Many feel the same.
      Doesn’t make it better.
      In a time where we fight against separation, I’ve never felt so separated.
      Help is around the corner.
      That’s hard for a paralysed person to make that distance.
      Life doesn’t stop.
      Life doesn’t wait.
      It’s so divided.
      Gen-Z expects perfection.
      Perfection is a blind person’s vision.
      We hate the pain we are given.
      That’s the price we pay for being overpopulated with opinion.
      All I can say dude,
      *Don’t*
      It’s not worth it. We know reality sucks yet we expect death to be better. There’s a huge chance it’s worse.
      It seems impossible to live but it passes. I know that’s agonising to hear, but this universe is huge - everything’s possible. Even if everything feels lost.
      Please... don’t - life is something that does indeed suck and it’s pure hell but I guess that’s it, I made it through the pain. It took years, at the start I didn’t see a way out. Yet I made it? I think.

    • @curbthepain
      @curbthepain 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Same, 26 here, keep on pushin' for real. Life's a fuckin' trip. Don't throw away or waste the time u got left.

    • @Jay-uu5lu
      @Jay-uu5lu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @mrnando5187
      @mrnando5187 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Jay-uu5lu I feel the same 🤦🏾‍♂️🤷🏾‍♂️

    • @In-the-spirit
      @In-the-spirit 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@mrnando5187 Semen Retation sawe me from depresion😉😉😉😉🙏🙏🙏

  • @thelonewolf1894
    @thelonewolf1894 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    The most honest hip-hop song ever. if you never felt like this in your life, you really never lived

  • @heezy2395
    @heezy2395 2 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    The way the melody switches at 1:40 after he "squeezes the trigger" is so eerie...makes you feel like you're transitioning to the afterlife

    • @rihan221
      @rihan221 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True

  • @ryanstarnes5008
    @ryanstarnes5008 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    Depression is real. This song is very powerful, and i believe everyone should listen to it. I just turned 29, and i have a benzo addiction to deal with my depressions and anxieties. My advice for anyone feeling suicidal is please try to find what makes you happy in life. Easier said than done, but i promise you if there is a will there is a way. You Take my number down I'll do my best to help. RIP Christopher Wallace.

    • @agceh
      @agceh ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Im also kicking a Benzo/alcohol addiction. Been clean for 6 months now... but its a rough ride. Still struggeling with suicidal thoughts. Dont know how long I can take this..

    • @spypie341
      @spypie341 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      😊😅 1:29 😅😅 1:34

    • @spypie341
      @spypie341 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      1:55 😊 1:56

    • @rosieposie9564
      @rosieposie9564 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@agceh I hope you are still pushing forward, all the best to you.

    • @reverse3324
      @reverse3324 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Yo man I feel you I got a perk addiction an I can't kick it I don't know what to do to be honest an I'm on the verge of just ODing or killing myself

  • @TheReddevil50
    @TheReddevil50 4 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    Some of us have listened to this for Biggie, others have listened because they've been in a dark place.
    Don't confuse the thought of suicide with wanting to live a new life.
    KEEP ON GOING DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!!

  • @ShivaLovesHalloween
    @ShivaLovesHalloween ปีที่แล้ว +6

    "Matter of fact, I'm sick of talking."
    Wooo! I FELT THAT!!!!!!

  • @teethinterlude
    @teethinterlude 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2508

    people at the funeral, frontin like they miss me.

    • @flouse.
      @flouse. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      rip sonny :(

    • @jhonatanrenan7706
      @jhonatanrenan7706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      RIP gilson

    • @richiedtb
      @richiedtb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      RIP biggie
      RIP tupac
      RIP Jahseh (xxxtentacion)
      RIP juice wrld
      RIP nip
      RIP mac
      RIP lil Peep
      RIP king von
      RIP eazy e
      RIP Others 🥺❤🕊

    • @heckel2287
      @heckel2287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      best line in the song

    • @mu7mmad037
      @mu7mmad037 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      He just said that when i first read your comment. good timing

  • @tonyjohnson5805
    @tonyjohnson5805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +739

    Puffy's ad-libs took this track to another level.

    • @M18-u4e
      @M18-u4e 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Antoneus Johnson nah nigga not you

    • @NeverBeenOnMaury
      @NeverBeenOnMaury 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      A level below.

    • @inniciwetrust2039
      @inniciwetrust2039 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Antoneus Johnson yep it shows who else can be affected by someones suicide

    • @TsarOfRuss
      @TsarOfRuss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Puffy is a pussy, i wish he would shut the fuck up

    • @derek9153
      @derek9153 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tsar Thank you and god bless you.

  • @sebastianstaila
    @sebastianstaila ปีที่แล้ว +9

    for all the people out there strugglin with something. YOU CAN DO IT WHATEVER YOU ARE GOING THRU' ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO TAKE YOU DOWN! GOD BLESS

  • @danielsauer4532
    @danielsauer4532 3 ปีที่แล้ว +479

    The only reason I am still here is for my little sister, my momma and my dad. They are my reason to live.
    If you like this song, chances are you are the kind of person I would drink a beer with. Ya'll got this

    • @StevenMorgan_
      @StevenMorgan_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You are here for your Love ones and also for yourself. You are Dope don’t forget that

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lack of spiritual knowledge our mind stuck in nagtive energy then our body senses misguided us so god said keep faith in heart then souls connect with love and coprate in life. Be kind be honest be truthful be grateful obey souls respect souls respect rules respect nature respect women except everything happened in life somereason then people and nature coprate with love. Past is jail. Guilt and stress stop blessing. Moody and stubborn behavior brings lots fear in life. Cut down sugar and eat fresh plant based food. Married life is warriors life they always fight to win even they lose every day single living is dirty living like still water gets dirty day by day according to religious. Sleep at night not day time.

    • @dherkobg92
      @dherkobg92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Salut big homie! Cheers!

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dherkobg92 th-cam.com/video/wXiYf7AvUnw/w-d-xo.html

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/0j93amygUWM/w-d-xo.html

  • @kaliefsmithand1485
    @kaliefsmithand1485 2 ปีที่แล้ว +452

    People at the funeral fronting like they miss me 🔥💯

    • @unclejune2839
      @unclejune2839 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Pwopw at the funeral frontin

    • @mrnando5187
      @mrnando5187 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Facts yo!? Fronting like u miss me.. I'm alive now and I'm invisible.. STOP THE FAKE TEARS

    • @BakuX
      @BakuX ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@mrnando5187 sometimes “water is thicker than blood”

    • @WeePhillup
      @WeePhillup ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That’s what kinda makes me want to do it now tho cuz at least there’d be people there

    • @jasonbrodbeck
      @jasonbrodbeck ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No worries , no one be at mine 🤣

  • @HJ-ek6hn
    @HJ-ek6hn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    The fact that everyone keeps coming back to this song shows the impact it has. The world lost a true artist in B.I.G, and the game has never been the same since.

  • @ShjeeGamerz
    @ShjeeGamerz 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +141

    If you read this, please send your healing thoughts and prayers. I've been facing health struggles for a long time.

    • @zyxzyn
      @zyxzyn 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      i’m sending my prayers 🙏

    • @aleeexps
      @aleeexps 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I pray for you to get better friend 🙏🏻

    • @nicobru2733
      @nicobru2733 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @igorbarros9620
      @igorbarros9620 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      the same there is beautiful music like this one, such is 'three little birds'. Remeber that evertyhing is going to be all right!

    • @SouzaTopia
      @SouzaTopia 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Me too brother.

  • @rudydiaz8427
    @rudydiaz8427 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Everything in this song from the title to the raw emotion and even to Puffy talking in the background creates a dark eerie masterpiece.

  • @bobbyr2972
    @bobbyr2972 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    I remember in my early 20s confused about my life and the world, this song came on Pandora and I almost had an anxiety attack. In my 30s now and thank God I'm in a better place . Just be a good person to yourself and others, keep grinding and things will be ok

    • @LilChisty773
      @LilChisty773 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Real shit 💯

    • @1Specto
      @1Specto ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Needed this

    • @robertpaulson117
      @robertpaulson117 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Currently in my early 20s right now dealing with the same shit, I needed this, good reminder that shit does get better eventually.

    • @Treym2X
      @Treym2X ปีที่แล้ว

      💯💯

  • @aliceangl3563
    @aliceangl3563 2 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    As somebody who suffers with Suicidal Tendencies, this song is like a recording of someone else going through it. That's why I keep coming back here, cuz it's amazing how clearly he got through to me that this is an everyday occurrence.

    • @Jay-uu5lu
      @Jay-uu5lu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      We all going through it bro

    • @echo1681
      @echo1681 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I struggle the same thing. It’s tough.

    • @qwottyksp
      @qwottyksp ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You're not supposed to capitalize the term "suicidal tendencies", because it's not a proper noun.

    • @aliceangl3563
      @aliceangl3563 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@qwottyksp Good job missing the point

    • @guiltyhxc
      @guiltyhxc ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@qwottyksp there's a band tho

  • @PROMOBARORAJ
    @PROMOBARORAJ ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This joint is SO COLD 🥶 Biggie We miss You so much !!!

  • @bizzy1187
    @bizzy1187 5 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    This man had flow, style. And originality. No rapper out here can match that shit nowadays.
    PERIOD

    • @huh9192
      @huh9192 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      eminem...?

    • @jacob.5033
      @jacob.5033 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      0_0 Eminem does do pretty well but nowadays he doesn’t really talk about depression and warning anybody about the dangers of the rap game

    • @huh9192
      @huh9192 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jacob.5033 Ski mask the slump god??

    • @jakubgapinski4685
      @jakubgapinski4685 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lil pump.🤣

    • @huh9192
      @huh9192 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jakubgapinski4685 Exactly

  • @kyiaao
    @kyiaao 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    I’ve been keeping my feelings to myself for awhile now. Everyone I talk to always wants to cure me and convince me that things will get better. That type of shit just gets old after awhile, I don’t need advice. Just need someone who understands

    • @rnmikey
      @rnmikey 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I get it man it just gets old but for some reason I keep going on everyday

    • @squeakysandwich
      @squeakysandwich 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You took the words right out of my mouh. I hope you're well.

  • @GelosActive
    @GelosActive 4 ปีที่แล้ว +408

    “I will die by suicide may not be now or tomorrow but In this consciousness”

    • @ritahmureithi6810
      @ritahmureithi6810 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Let's hold on...this too shall pass; let's hold on for better days,better days are there for sure.

    • @pleaseenteraname.2472
      @pleaseenteraname.2472 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@ritahmureithi6810 tired of hearing that

    • @kidakwizzy9049
      @kidakwizzy9049 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@pleaseenteraname.2472 true it really doesn't get better unless you make it, I've been there too just try to see yourself bigger than your problems that way they won't be soo overwhelming

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Make no mistake; A suicidal person is prideful. He is prideful because his world revolves around himself. If he were concerned about his loved ones, he would not think about suicide. If he were fixated on God, he would not contemplate suicide. A suicidal person is pre-occupied with himself, and when his expectations are not met, he destroys himself to draw attention to himself. There can be no doubt that suicide is murder and it is a sin. The Sixth Commandment clearly states, “You shall not murder” (Exodus 20:13), and suicide is murdering oneself. “You shall not murder.” has not been abolished therefore there is no possibility of anyone gaining a direct benefit from the sin of anyone’s murder even if it is caused by their own hand. Suicide is a desperate act and It is a tragedy not only for person whose life is lost, but also for surviving family and friends who may experience feelings of grief, emptiness, guilt, failure or shame. suicide displays ingratitude. It displays contempt of the Lord’s gift of life. It displays defiance, impatience, pride, rebellion against God’s design, and a lack of genuine hope. Suicide is a permanent "solution" to temporary problems; suicide is never the answer. Problems that seem so overwhelming today will be looked back upon years later as virtually meaningless. Often, the hard times in our lives, when things may seem hopeless, are really opportunities to learn valuable lessons such as humility, dependence on God, the value of prayer, or to learn how to help others who are suffering. People suffer because they have a human observation without a biblical interpretation. They see the world and then they are consumed with what they see. They come up with their own rationales, and then they come up with their own conclusions, and then they can’t figure out why life is so miserable and they see life as this never-ending problem that they can’t handle, and don’t want to deal with. they haven’t come to understand that there is an evil that exists in this world But yet, there’s a good God who is greater than the evil that is in this world. What these people have not come to understand is yes, people will turn on you. Yes, there will be downcast times. Yes, there will be disappointments. There will be difficulties. Yes, the world can be troublesome. But there is a God who controls everything. There’s a God who has their past, their present, their future in His hands. If they’re willing to submit to God who will deliver them from the penalty of sin, the power of sin, to a new and right relationship with Him, that they may know Him become like Him, and be useful to Him, they will find that life is way different.
      John 10:10 “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.”
      The thief - the devil - seeks to steal joy, kill hope, and destroy. But In Christ, we have peace, hope of a better future, that He will care for the faithful in this life, and eternal joy forever in Heaven. If you have sunk so low in life that you have a total loss of hope then there is no better time to turn to Jesus. He can save you, not only from your sins, but also from sadness, depression, anguish, affliction or trouble. That hope is not wishful thinking but is based on God’s promise to remove the causes of our pain. God can give you both inner peace and the strength to keep going. I know this to be true. I have experienced His saving grace many times. And not only can He save, but He can restore any situation, He can fix any problem, He can take away your shame and disgrace. No matter how dark the situation, no matter how hurt the heart, the Lord is always nearby to support, uplift, and love that believer! Call out to the Lord, and ask for Him to draw closer. and pour out your heart in prayer. There is no place that we can travel in our disobedience that is too far for God to reach a repentant sinner. there is rejoicing in God’s presence when those who are lost repent and are made right with God.
      Luke 12:6-7
      "Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? And not one of them is forgotten before God. Why, even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not; you are of more value than many sparrows."

    • @dolphindudelife314
      @dolphindudelife314 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You're the problem. You help nobody with your bs quotes and judgemental tone.

  • @PhilipValsam
    @PhilipValsam 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    It's preety good, many lyrics of the song hit hard but we all ought to respect God our King, Lord and Savior who was crucufied for us and not insult him and his work. Amen❤☦🙏

  • @GameJunkyard11
    @GameJunkyard11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    The worst part is when you are feeling suicidal, but you can't explain why, because others would think your life is great and you have no reason to commit suicide, while in reality you have so much shit going on.

  • @drowzyyb
    @drowzyyb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    Now hes in heaven🙏🏽 Wearing his black timbs and his black hoodie🖤
    Edit: Yes ik that he wanted to go to hell "when i die fuck it i wanna go to hell cuz im a piece of shii it aint hard to fuckin tell", im juss tryna keep it positive here.

    • @numberbloodysix2478
      @numberbloodysix2478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      whilst toting guns and shooting dice...

    • @Kash100
      @Kash100 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Nigga he in hell

    • @tyl5628
      @tyl5628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Daniel Jimenez he said it himself, that’s where he wants to go

    • @mozaydarrr
      @mozaydarrr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He wasnt a catholic so he be in hell yo

    • @shadybeashooketh1911
      @shadybeashooketh1911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mozaydarrr ???

  • @josephhopeless829
    @josephhopeless829 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    “People at the funeral home frontin like they miss me..” What a real line; u have to wonder who would really care at ur funeral and who came just to keep up appearances.

  • @LIL_MOM_THE_G
    @LIL_MOM_THE_G 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Much love biggie still listen to this song 2024 here❤

  • @RalphieMuskinyaar
    @RalphieMuskinyaar 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    It’s crazy how vivid the imagery is in your mind when listening to this song. Biggie was an insanely incredible artist.

  • @beatsbygoldie2383
    @beatsbygoldie2383 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    No one talks about the beat for this song. It's that cold, raw NY sound. Mixed with Biggie and you got a masterpiece

  • @danielb953
    @danielb953 5 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    Didn’t think id be in a position to come back and listen to this song. And here I am.

    • @Adrian-ib4tx
      @Adrian-ib4tx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @vibez-ew4pl
      @vibez-ew4pl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Story of my life

    • @trvshhologrvm
      @trvshhologrvm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      stay strong, you can get thru this.

    • @BrianDamage101
      @BrianDamage101 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      welcome back brother, stay strong

    • @nondominis4359
      @nondominis4359 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m proud of ya brother! Keep up the fight.

  • @joshmaril1136
    @joshmaril1136 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    My will is weak… felt that man. Shits tough sometimes…

  • @AB-oy5on
    @AB-oy5on 3 ปีที่แล้ว +165

    I have known these lyrics from the age of fourteen. You can tell from his performance just how much pain he is in.

    • @devious.6171
      @devious.6171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same here was listening to dis song at 11, 15 now

  • @GrayFoxGamingHD
    @GrayFoxGamingHD 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Takes a real man to admit when shit is just not going right... lets face it we all been there before.

  • @cameronsmith717
    @cameronsmith717 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Song always brings me comfort in my darkest times. There’s comfort in knowing you aren’t alone🙏🏻🔥 stand strong playas and playarettes

  • @The.ARCHIT3CT
    @The.ARCHIT3CT 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Your mother cried enough tears to flood the world 40 times Big. We miss you.

  • @sheesh4465
    @sheesh4465 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1000

    I really respect for biggie for making and releasing this song. Listening to it now and soaking it in, this is really the darkest and scariest rap song I can think of. He made the best “horrorcore” song ever to come out at that point without even meaning to. The horrorcore I know is not really scary because you know it’s fantasy, this feels like a real glimpse into the headspace of an actively suicidal person, and he must’ve really felt all this shit at some point it feels too real

    • @lyrics4youtube422
      @lyrics4youtube422 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Id like your opinion on the lyrics I just posted, let me know what you think. Honestly.

    • @ClivonBarris
      @ClivonBarris 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      We all been there

    • @TAFKASYFY
      @TAFKASYFY 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Yea he put his foot down that this song absolutely had to be the last track on his debut album, Puffy didn’t want to do it he wanted this completely cut for obvious reasons he thought it would be really bad PR, I’m glad Biggie got to see his vision his way.

    • @brianbeam361
      @brianbeam361 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      That’s exactly what I was thinking. You don’t just make this shit up. I remember feeling that way in my mid 20’s, no place to go. Thank god I found my wife and was blessed with a couple of kids or who knows what I would have done.

    • @lilscar9358
      @lilscar9358 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      this isn't the darkest rap song immortal technique
      is wayy darker

  • @sikebbx7400
    @sikebbx7400 2 ปีที่แล้ว +872

    "I wonder, if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
    Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies"
    That lyrics hit me like never

  • @thegoldensorcerer9866
    @thegoldensorcerer9866 3 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    As someone whos struggled with depression for over 4 yers this hits hard

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      If you need help go talk to your friends family and people you trust life can be great so dont waste it and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait by the way a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive l, by the way why are you so sad ?

    • @gurgurgur
      @gurgurgur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/UB2bHMYo2Gc/w-d-xo.html

    • @kristiant96
      @kristiant96 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      i've been "struggling" with depression as long as i can remember (26 atm) i know how my life will end it's just a matter of time.

  • @robfunkwc
    @robfunkwc 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I have nothing in common with Biggie but this song is the most relatable feeling I’ve found in anyone’s lyrics

  • @Mr.housekeys
    @Mr.housekeys 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I love the rappers of old. The context of the time, the fight for rhymes and vocabulary. The politics and ethics of life on the streets. The reputation that you had to gain through hard work. The beats and the real raw essence of personalities.

  • @celesterodriguez9440
    @celesterodriguez9440 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I remember hearing this song as a kid and how it always stuck with me. I'm really struggling and this song is my only comfort. It sucks when you're alone and have no one to turn to. The emptiness is starting to eat away at me. But at least someone in this world can understand how I feel.

  • @joshuahopper5479
    @joshuahopper5479 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) and I relate to this song on a level that's unreal. When people hear that I have BPD, they're scared of me. They don't understand me. But if they only knew how many songs, paintings, drawings, etcetera, et-fucking-cetera that encompass this fucking experience that they love too, like this song, for example, that they feel describes them, that they dance to, that they make love to, that they say built their lives like many of us say about the music we love, maybe, just maybe they'd realize we're the same.

    • @youngzidle9016
      @youngzidle9016 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Same G I feel this song from start to end...

  • @ckicken995
    @ckicken995 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    People lost themselves . You got everything you need right inside of you . Happiness is priceless

  • @donnalavallee3167
    @donnalavallee3167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1432

    Biggie wasn't Fat He was Full of Lyrics