Creator of this song is a type of a guy who would create a movie with a most high quality special effects and jaw dropping plot and call it "binky winky's wacky adventure"
Fun fact: Boyfriend is canonically pretty tall (7 foot tall), and he's just drawn small by Phantom Arcade to represent his innocence in contrast to characters like Daddy Dearest. So understand that Silly Billy or whoever this guy is happens to be a Boyfriend who LACKS that innocence, considering his size.
That's cause the innocence left with girlfriend but girlfriend is still has a small presence in him hince why he can change into a copy of small bf plus you can see she's still there during the lyrics for a frame a red aura appears around silly in the shape of gf
Yourself is such a sad character. By losing Herself, he lost everything. The only thing he has left to define him is his likeness, so he latches on and demands approval from the one thing that holds any semblance of meaning to his existence. His identity now revolves around it, but BF, after hearing him bear his heart, wears the same smile. He waits for a reaction, anything from BF, but he carries on. He just thinks it's part of the song, it's lost on him. All Yourself can do is repeat himself in hope that it makes an impact. But there's no getting through. To BF, he's just a "Silly Billy". That's all he'll ever be.
well hes also called silly billy because herself use to call him that as a joking nickname like a genuine couple thing, thats why in the thumbnail you see the text "She calls me Silly Billy"
Man the fuck yall talking about...? When a music drops everyone likes it. But when it gets old. Noone cares. Imagine if it was your music. Justin beaver is the best.
i genuinely dont think this is supposed to be some twisted creepypasta version of BF but rather a really beautiful personification of grief's toll on a person and the fact that he looks so near tears during the actual lyrical part really tells me that
Plus there's some interpretation of the lyrical part is yourself singing to his creator, who died in their sleep Edit: look at @Yuna_channn. 's comment for more context
@@First-to-last i agree but i didnt say anything because i will be honest, i wont lie assuming things like that especially in the presence of a friend of Divide's. while a beautiful allegory its rather personal
i'm so glad this mod isn't just edgy for the sake of being edgy; it's about grief, not being able to move on from a loved one passing away, and the depression and sometimes anger that comes from feeling that way. not only that, its extremely well drawn and the music is amazing. i love the little touches like the notes reflecting into the mirror when yourself sings, and the microphone flashing red and being able to see girlfriend surrounding yourself in the singing section. this might be the best mod i've seen yet, i would play it but i have a mac, so watching gameplay will do for now.
Sad fact: this was technically made by Divide (some people call him Divine) Divine was a modder/dev for sonic.exe. But one day, he died in his sleep from cancer. Apparently though, someone saw his sketch of this alternate boyfriend character, and made a whole mod about it. While the lyrics do reference girlfriend, it also references Divide and how If Divide was alive right now, he would be proud. And the stay awake part references how Divide died in his sleep, saying for him to stay awake to see what he had created.
The lyrical part genuinely almost made me cry. This is a beautiful song, and a perfect way to honor Divide. This truly feels like the final boss of FNF, moreso than anything ever before... Remember that legends never die until they're forgotten. Never forget those long past. To all those who've lost someone, never forget. Keep those memories... R.I.P. Divide; Gone, but not forgotten.
It really took him losing his girl to finally hit a growth spurt? (Edit) Aight I get it, bf ain’t short, he just looks the part. I was also partially cracking a joke, but I guess it went over a lot of your heads.. Eh, that’s what I get for trying to be funny.
with that said, I see the lyrics as his desperation for her affection but expressing it in a toxic/controlling manner; for an fnf track its surprisingly tragic & well done
It seems that no one's noticed, but the reason that the song is called silly Billy is because it's a nickname that " yourself" was given by GF. It's seen in the music video's thumbnail
the subtle differences between bf and himself in the mirror is pretty cool. i didn’t even notice it the first time but, untied laces, ragged hair, eyebags etc.
Well a small amount of people actually cared about the update and are talking about it. Most are talking about and came back for this one mod. Thats how i came back to this community, through this mod because of how incredible it is.
The pain in his expression when he sings the lyrical part is like a man fighting through the pain to put a smile on but when he got to the lyrics "How proud you are of me" he looks like he's about to burst into tears.
From the concept art. It seems to show the shirt tugging is to hold in his anger. I wouldn’t be surprised if this anger is to himself, BF, or both of them for being fools (Yourself letting Herself die and BF being cocky and not realizing what will happen if he stays like that)
I have some lore: This version of BF was made by Divine, or Divide. He worked on the sonic.EXE mod and he passed away a couple years ago. He drew a sketch of this character. So, back to the characters backstory, his name is actually Lookalike, and in his back story, he's from another timeline, and his GF dies there. But his GF is in his mic. The lyrical part is him talking to Divine as he died of cancer in his sleep. Also you can see his version of Girlfriend for a split second in the lyrical part. When his GF died, he was in denial and didn't take care of his body or clothes. Boyfriend is actually canonically a lanky 19 year old though he is portrayed as a midget. Boyfriend is canonically pretty tall (7 foot tall), and he's just drawn small by Phantom Arcade to represent his innocence in contrast to characters like Daddy Dearest. Lookalike happens to be a Boyfriend who LACKS that innocence, considering his size. (The last two sentences were taken from @lexcentrique2554's comment.)
Dude. The subtle bits of animation during the lyrics. The pained expressions slipping through The hand shaking The hand shaking _going away_ when Herself’s spirit embraces him The pain in the vocals This is a slice of a masterpiece pie we may never get to enjoy in full, but a slice is more than enough
Even the slightest details, from the own version yourself does of “ oh, yea, haha! “ at 2:56 , the shaking hand movements at 5:05 , to the red smoke of gf and her line behind “ long enough to see “ , and to the way yourself finds himself breaking out of his continuous painted grin really pulls the ENTIRE mod together. Not a moment was this mod cringey, or at all weird. It builds a beautiful representation of what grief can toll on a person. Truly a masterpiece.
I just love the fact that while bf knows English and chooses to speak in beeps n boops Lookalike alternatively chooses to speak loud and clear straight to BF himself in perfect English.
and the fact that Lookalikes vocals sound like an actual human instead of beeps n boops, even tho that's the same for most opponents in mods, it fits still
There's also this detail of their fingers. Typically in the fnf style, characters are drawn with 4 fingers. Lookalike BF has 5 which I found as a nice detail
@@theant4184also I realised when “himself” is singing, he’s moving around like how someone would recreate the poses FNF characters do in real life, like that one kid in 2021
Churgegy Does Not Miss. I haven't really heard a song of his the fails to hit it's appeal, I've heard plenty of others that are good but have major flaws that take away their unique aspects becoming bland as a result. Churgegy gives it emotion, which then applies what the songs should be about mainly: Giving a feeling. Though while there should be unique ones aslong it gets you to care about it in way I'd say It's a good song.
@@alexcat6685 Honestly I feel like the only one I could say *kind of* missed was Manual Blast, and that's moreso because it can be hard to hear Scorched's vocals later in the song.
this is truly the most insane way to pass away, reviving a whole community you were a legend in by a sketch you've done before passing making the whole thing viral across the entire earth
fun fact: herself actually appears two times in this video!! her spirit possesing yourself's microphone when its glowing red 0:07 and her spirit appears when he says "long" 5:09 his fingers also stop shaking when herself's spirit is surrounding him which is a nice touch :) u can also hear her voice on "enough to see" clearly
Been nearly a couple weeks, but I haven't seen anyone else mention this, 3:54 is a reference to Dadbattle, which works incredibly well here for obvious reasons, but it also has a somber note, with Yourself likely looking back on those earlier times before Herself passed
The lyrics make me thinks that this "faker" isn't inherintley evil, just desperate to be recognized as a star by its own idol and become its own person but still fails. But I may be overthinking again. God I can't stop replaying the lyric part.
its seems to be more Towards Herself not BF and i know this is gonna sound werid Burst out of Yourself which is the Name of the BF And Herself being the name of the GF
In just two weeks, this song had surpassed All Stars, the final song of one of the major mods, which has been up for four months. Mad props to you guys, this song has made history.
4:52 ILL MAAAAAAAAAKEEE YOU SAAAAAAY HOW PROOOOOOOOUD U ARE TO ME SO STAAAAAAAAAAAAY AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE JUST LOOOOOOOOONG ENOUGH TO SEEE MY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY MY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
I know the lyric section is Yourself's message to Herself, but you could also interpret it as a message to Divide. Divide died before he got to see his character in action. He didn't stay awake just long enough to see Yourself's way. I hope Divide is living his best after-life and I hope he's proud of Yourself. Fly high, you legend.
@@shane1840 I believe the mod was finished/uploaded as a remembrance of the creator (I recommend doing research as I'm not entirely sure!!) Edit: Divide made the character, not the mod!!
Yourself rly is tragic; he's smiling the entire time until the line about making Herself proud of him. Literally tugging at his own heart and going so hard he shatters the glass behind him, but when she finally responds and sings with him, he drowns it out because that's just how far he had to go to reach her in the first place, pretty well affirmed by the purple that becomes more vivid when she starts singing (literally combination of bf and gfs blue and red) fades just into blue as that section comes to a stop.
Other way around, the leitmotif used in Subterfuge was actually from this song. Notice that Honkish was part of the team for composing it. The melody was made for this song, and then repurposed as a sly reference in Subterfuge.
I want to see a show where the villain is over powered but the Hero realizes the villain was right, and then becomes worse than the villain so the rest of the show is from the villain's perspective as the hero being so cruel causes the villain to start to side with the hero's original perspective. The villain goes from OP to insignificant in a matter of moments.
@@janhobson6904 Gonna be honest, it is sad that Divide died. Divide was a great person who contributed so much to the FNF community. But the fact you're trying to make @misterboxhead3045 look guilty because he said about a lookalike kind of is more insulting to Divide because you're saying that he should only be interpreted as one way than in multiple ways. The lyrics of this song can be thought of in multiple ways. Where "lookalike" (or "yourself") is either talking to the player or "Herself." By bringing up Divide's death about something that isn't about him is more insulting than the actual thing that @misterboxhead3045. Thank you for reading this. Have a good day.
Honestly the countdown part on the beginning of the song is so cool 👌 because it is so satisfying, I like it so much, and the part of he becoming the mini BF is also pretty cool, great work on this mod!
I love the detail that the number of fingers he is closing is decreasing from 1 to 3 fingers (up-right-left) until completely closing his hand when he is hitting the down pose its just so cool and I guess that was intentional because of the intro part when he does the count before the song begins.
gurgney always writes the "faker" characters in his songs more like unfortunate souls who tell cautionary tales or just want to be known and less like sinister beings it's quite a nice touch
@@acnelshere1327 the most i know is that they also want to impress their gf counterpart and want to be as popular as the real bf, but theres also theories that lookalike gf (herself) is dead which is why she takes on a more ghostly form in the flash on the lyrics part
Rip David he was the legend that created this masterpiece but passed away sadly to cancer so when yourself said "so stay awake just long enough to see my way" that line Really hits hard because yourself wasn't only referring to herself "his dead girlfriend" he was also referring to his creator 😢 dude it just hits different
Marco Antonio (Director of the Mario's Madness mod) made the art for this and animated the whole thing particularly, the backround and the health bar is probably made by triki-troy.
Honestly this song has been making me rethink my life ive been going through old photos and stuff and listening to the lyrics on repeat. Im not sure why this song is resonating with me so much with me and my heart but im letting it flow through me looking for the answer. It makes me feel depressed but also makes me wanna change my life for the better and makes me want to be with family and friends before me or one of them are gone forever. Is this just me or anyone else getting hit this hard?
thank you so much for making this song! this is the best FNF song I've heard since You and Me from DDTO back which was last year (god damnit why does time go so fast)
The atmosphere for this is so wonderfully charged in all kinds of ways. Yourself captures a lot of BF's usual energy, but even beyond looks something's very clearly snapped in his mind. The smile is either forced to try and keep things light, or a default position for his face that betrays the maelstrom welling up in him. He's lost any kind of restraint he has in his posture and poses in an effort to capture your eye. All that being said, it feels like Yourself isn't outright trying to be hostile so much as he is desperately trying to change course, either by making sure BF never has to see his girl die like he did, or by taking over BF's life to do it himself. It gives off the feeling that all he wants to do is make the suffering and heartbreak worth SOMETHING, otherwise he chased a tainted dream that cost him everything, including his love, for literally nothing.
awesome sauce, fits *"im make you say how PROUD you are of me."* he wants all the hardships he's been through to be worth something, something that is worth being PROUD of, cool sauce.
I don't think Yourself wants to take Bfs life and keep his GF for himself, it just wouldn't really feel the same. Sure their the same person but it be like losing a dog you loved with every fiber of your being that was taken from you too early and someone gives you a similar dog, same breed, and expect you to be better because you have something to fill the void in your heart, but you could never love a pet as much. Sure you can love this new dog. But nothing will ever replace your previous pet. No matter how hard you try to lie to yourself about it. So I would believe Yourself is just wanting to warn BF that he's needing to lose his cocky attitude and appreciate the time he has with GF, as their is no telling when one is taken from the other.
Just a quick thing: Notice how the red colors of both versions of Boyfriend disappear after the lyrical part, and, given the context of this song being that Girlfriend passed away in Yourself’s and ( I think ) the main Boyfriend’s world ( Yourself being the tall Boyfriend ) I feel like the red disappearing symbolizes both of the Boyfriends moving on, the main one realizing that there is still meaning in rap battles post Girlfriend, and Yourself feeling like he has finally made Girlfriend truly proud and, therefore, feels that he’s finally come to peace with Girlfriend’s death.
also note that during the played section of the lyrical section, the notes are EXCLUSIVELY red and blue and do not appear as any other color until the solo ends.
I think its actually a bit different. I think yourself represents giving into grief and using validation to try and escape that pain. Boyfriend represents confrontation of those feelings, choosing to stay strong, and the desire to move on. He's still affected as you can see with his expression being a bit more serious and his colors being faded, but at his core, he's still himself, and he's still trying.
Alternatively, it could also represent how much Yourself misses his girlfriend after her death. You know the adage that life loses all of its color? Since Girlfriend and Herself tend to be represented with the color Red, that color completely disappears during the lyric section. After Herself’s death, Yourself’s world became much less colorful…
I completely forgot about FNF over time until i saw this on my recommendation. And watching this video brought back some old fun memories i had with this game.
4:51 the way I realised that this lyrics really ment to divide, the "I'll make you tell me how proud you are of me" means that divide would be proud of this mod. The "so stay awake" means that he died in his sleep but I heard he died because of cancer. Idk much of it but this is what I found. (R.I.P divide..)
Yeah, i think so too, especialy the phrase "so stay awake, Just long enough to see my way" i think looalike would love to see Divide looking at way of the character, he was drawing
what's really interesting to me is that after He sings, shattering the mirror behind him and temporarily losing his connection and grasp on Herself, all of the red hues drain from the palette (even from our BF). She's so important to both of them that they became duller just losing Her presence.
Here is a theory when he is singing the red smoke is actually gf(yourself gf) if you pause at the right time and stop can hear her sing as well (if you listen close) so when yourself says my way his colours (red and blue hair and clothes)become purple to show them becoming one or residing with one another.(Another theory at he start of the intro when the mic hits bf it is red showing that gf is always with him and maybe it became pitch black when she not inside it at he moment Ik this because i BC if you look at our bf mic its normal but yourselfs is not) until next time friends
i still cant believe just how much of a good song this is, the fact that you can faintly hear the actual singing part's motif early in the song just goes to show how much effort the artist put into this song
Gotta say, as someone who's been in the fandom since practically its inception... this here single-handedly set the gold standard for what mods should strive to be also I love how its called Silly Billy lol
@@churgneygurgney9895 nahhh cuz I rlly hope u make a sec part of "himself" or silly billy, cuz everyone seem to like it and want more lore😭😭or to see backstory when herself was alive and how himself used to look like, (if u want)
Every part of how yourself/bf feels is shown so well through the entire song. Starting as (in my view) an interaction along the lines of "see what you'll become" to yourself showing a glimpse of him mocking bf's innocence stating "look how far it got you" when he transforms into the bf that has his 'innocence' to eventually his singing where he isn't really singing to us at all, he's singing to herself/gf what is the last thing he ever said to her. It never felt like something he'd be singing in the current time more a reflection of the past, showing how he hasn't and just can't move past what happened and past her. The end to me feels like a part of relief, acceptance but also grief of having been able to convey what he feels but still being stuck in a point where she just isn't there like she used to be.
if only divide could've seen the masterpiece yall made with his character, honestly blown away at the quality of everything here, yall finally gave Yourself the song he deserved.
@@cheeseeeeeee-- this character is based off concepts made by an artist who worked on the exe mod named Divide, he shortly passed away before the reelase of exe 2.0. hes known for making EXEs sprites in faker and black sun
@@smufybufy an artist who worked on the exe mod named Divide, he shortly passed away before the reelase of exe 2.0. hes known for making EXEs sprites in faker and black sun
Nah watch me hit that “I’LL MAAAAAAAAKE YOUUUU SAAAAAAY, HOW PROOOOOOUD YOU ARE OF ME, SO STAAAAAAAY AWAAAAAKE, JUST LOOOOOOONG ENOUGH TO SEE, MY WAAAAAAAAAY”
the fact that this was basically the last BIG fnf mod update before the main update came out, is really beautiful. It really does feel like a perfect final send off, with how long it is, the characters, the music itself, and the fact that some of this song, if not all of it is dedicated to divide, is truly just.. beautiful. I like to think that this really is the true final song for fnf modding. after everything that BF has been through, it all traces back to him. Truly a wonderful sendoff, even though it wasnt supposed to be.
fr, it's almost poetic, like a triple tribute to divide and sonic.exe, fnf and it's community/fandom, and inlore, a tribute to herself, it's almost kinda beautiful ngl.
I like that from 4:27 onwards whenever Yourself sings you can actually hear a bit of BF's voice in his (a higher bf-like pitch). It's like he's getting so into the song and the mood that he starts to get genuinely excited and happy again, just like how his younger self was.
They may be different but they are the same age and height, yourself is just drawn as that as he lost his sanity, innocence and well , her gf By thinking about it. is Mr bohoo wife has some connections to this man (Roland)
This song has such a deeper meaning, it made me cry. Because he was like see me, see how far i came, are you proud of me? To be acknowledged to be seen. Something i strived for everyday as a child and it made me cry because i understand his pain.
i feel like billy (i know his actual name is "yourself" but we calling him billy now) so billy probably lost his passion for music when herself died and throughout the song as it gets more and more intense he starts getting the passion back then he starts singing instead of beatboxing
@@jupolioseither way,he got passionate enough,even just for a moment,to full on sing rather than the usual beep boops bf normally does. Fun fact:bf if iirc can actually canonically sing normal but instead chooses to beep boop. And the lyrical remix version of fresh is bf's canon voice singing for gf. Which adds to the tragedy of 'yourself' singing since it's also for his own gf 'herself'.
I feel like the lyrics show the whole tribute to divide the lines “I’ll make you say how proud you are of me” shows how he wants his creator to be proud of him and see him shine. In fact the entire lyrics section proves this with the lines “stay awake just long enough to see my way” says and shows how if divide was alive for just a little longer…. he would have saw how much he grew and has gotten popular.He would have In fact been proud of him… Man this song is amazing and a proper tribute to divide, showing how he’s still here living on through his character
I Actually think it's a double meaning, like maybe it was designed for Herself as you see her during that scene, but can also he seen as him talking to Divide.
Is it bad that i cant get yourself and his words out of my head? Lol. Ive already listened to this song so much. It's a beautiful and emotional song. I wish there was more lyrics because its so good.
2:57 the "OH YEAH HA HA" adn the notes for silly billy being IN THE BACKGROUND along with the enitre animation at the end, the part where he tries to look more liek BF is AMAZING
I think of it as a representation of how it feels to not receive the proper love and care you needed as a child. Therefore it manifests as an adult into someone who needs validation or resents all forms of it.
I think that may be looking into it a bit much as this is an already established character, but I can't discredit your line of thinking because you can see many, many examples of that in real life
I love how the second “My Way” at 5:25 is almost hushed but still loud. It’s his own self affirmation, a last ditch effort to confirm his convictions and beliefs. Churgney will drop the most hardest and gut churning song only to call it the silliest name i’ve ever heard.
most poetic part is that BF is copying the reflection and the reflection is in control of what BF has to do. It was a really creative way to portray this through the notes appearing in the mirror first before moving to the player's side. Nice effect.
This mod and this song were released a few days after my best friend died, he loved fnf and he would love this mod if he were here now. The lyrics of this song made me cry a little because it reminded me of the good times that we managed to have. Thank you for making this mod, an incredible mod made by an incredible team.
Losing a friend is hard. But cherish the memories never let them be forgotten, keep them in your heart in your mind. Someday you will reunite with your friend.
After the lyric part the color red is completely removed. I wonder if that's supposed to be symbolic of yourself accepting herself is gone, or an acknowledgment of the fact that even if she isn't there physically, she's with him. Pretty cool.
@@SamuraiCake42 thats not part of the song, its a note style used in rhythm games, the notes change based on how fast the chart is. originally seen in stepmania (i think)
this comment had me look back on that just to confirm and i found something else instead. in the lyric part after awake i thought that was blood coming out of him from him twisting his body but it aint. for a few frames you can see its the spirit of yourselfs GF that he lost.....actually with this i now think the whole lyric part he sings is for his GF.
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Creator of this song is a type of a guy who would create a movie with a most high quality special effects and jaw dropping plot and call it "binky winky's wacky adventure"
Don’t give him ideas
Speak for yourself, I wanna see Binky Winky's Big Adventure win an Oscar. XD
Yeah me too
Chapter 3 - The part where he dies (or not)
TADC took this idea
Fun fact: Boyfriend is canonically pretty tall (7 foot tall), and he's just drawn small by Phantom Arcade to represent his innocence in contrast to characters like Daddy Dearest.
So understand that Silly Billy or whoever this guy is happens to be a Boyfriend who LACKS that innocence, considering his size.
That's cause the innocence left with girlfriend but girlfriend is still has a small presence in him hince why he can change into a copy of small bf plus you can see she's still there during the lyrics for a frame a red aura appears around silly in the shape of gf
he is the no more innocence
Short : innocent
Tall : not innocent
no more innocence 😋
the innocence was the friends we made along the way
The way the animators put silly billy's notes in the mirror is insane.
Amazing what people are capable of when they pour their heart into something
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Yourself is such a sad character.
By losing Herself, he lost everything. The only thing he has left to define him is his likeness, so he latches on and demands approval from the one thing that holds any semblance of meaning to his existence. His identity now revolves around it, but BF, after hearing him bear his heart, wears the same smile. He waits for a reaction, anything from BF, but he carries on. He just thinks it's part of the song, it's lost on him. All Yourself can do is repeat himself in hope that it makes an impact. But there's no getting through. To BF, he's just a "Silly Billy". That's all he'll ever be.
That's so f***ing sad and I love it
What happened to herself though?
@@X-15_Official
She died
well hes also called silly billy because herself use to call him that as a joking nickname like a genuine couple thing, thats why in the thumbnail you see the text "She calls me Silly Billy"
@@gamingwithakabob8000 Yeah, that too.
Seems like a pretty strange title without context, but, there really couldn't be a more fitting name for it.
so this is how a teenage girl feels when listening to Justin bieber in the 2000’s
Why is this so funny and accurate 😂
Man the fuck yall talking about...? When a music drops everyone likes it. But when it gets old. Noone cares. Imagine if it was your music. Justin beaver is the best.
Everybody gangster till you get Churgney Tier in Happy Wheels Ball Throw
don't disrespect lookalike, beaver got NOTHING on him. 🔥🙏
@@toastedprocastinator That's what *I'm* saying.
i genuinely dont think this is supposed to be some twisted creepypasta version of BF but rather a really beautiful personification of grief's toll on a person and the fact that he looks so near tears during the actual lyrical part really tells me that
This bf story is rather tragic his gf died and he became like this you can see her for a moment here the red smoke
makes sense, this version of bf (yourself.) lost her version of gf (herself.) which led to yourself well... turning into this.
Plus there's some interpretation of the lyrical part is yourself singing to his creator, who died in their sleep
Edit: look at @Yuna_channn. 's comment for more context
@@First-to-last i agree but i didnt say anything because i will be honest, i wont lie assuming things like that especially in the presence of a friend of Divide's. while a beautiful allegory its rather personal
@@First-to-last His cause of death was never disclosed, the cancer claim is misinformation.
i'm so glad this mod isn't just edgy for the sake of being edgy; it's about grief, not being able to move on from a loved one passing away, and the depression and sometimes anger that comes from feeling that way. not only that, its extremely well drawn and the music is amazing.
i love the little touches like the notes reflecting into the mirror when yourself sings, and the microphone flashing red and being able to see girlfriend surrounding yourself in the singing section. this might be the best mod i've seen yet, i would play it but i have a mac, so watching gameplay will do for now.
No the girlfriends name is herself
Tbh, I first read it as you have a bigmac instead of a mac
It’s more of a tribute to the owner, which makes it even better considering what happened to him
@@gigachad3546 Ive learned about what happened, since, it's really sweet they made this for him..
Idk I can play it on a school Chromebook so it may not be a problem.
Sad fact: this was technically made by Divide (some people call him Divine) Divine was a modder/dev for sonic.exe. But one day, he died in his sleep from cancer. Apparently though, someone saw his sketch of this alternate boyfriend character, and made a whole mod about it. While the lyrics do reference girlfriend, it also references Divide and how If Divide was alive right now, he would be proud. And the stay awake part references how Divide died in his sleep, saying for him to stay awake to see what he had created.
source? nah i made it the fuck up
@@masonluna6680 credits
@@masonluna6680look at the credits of the mod
Damn
This is the 3 time I read this message on other videos, give credits.
Bro just casually soloed every fnf mod in existence with this one song, just for it to be called Silly Billy 💀
FR
Absolute Chad behavior 🗿
And somehow managed to make it more emotional since the actual full title is "She calls me silly billy" so it's like a tribute to herself
Bro makes the most heartbreaking yet banging song, that by itself could solo half of fiction in 1v1s and calls it Pingas Dingus and idk how he does it
We need more depressed bf mods than Sonic.exe
the scariest thing about Yourself's design is that his shoes are untied
His shoes are crease
DANGIT I FELL FOR IT 😭🙏🙏
@@kataveonevans6224nah not his J's 😱
😰😰😰😰😰 he's gonna trip 😭😭😭 I'm so scared rn
thats how the incident occurred
People:"how many times have you watched this?"
Me:"yes
The lyrical part genuinely almost made me cry. This is a beautiful song, and a perfect way to honor Divide. This truly feels like the final boss of FNF, moreso than anything ever before...
Remember that legends never die until they're forgotten. Never forget those long past. To all those who've lost someone, never forget. Keep those memories...
R.I.P. Divide; Gone, but not forgotten.
glaze
@@abrhman-dobbleganger... Dafuq
Crazy thing is according to lore thats not a Faker BF. This IS BF from another universe where he lost GF and got broken and twisted...
Mario madness BF if he survived.
@@Xl9N you're probably right lol
It really took him losing his girl to finally hit a growth spurt?
(Edit)
Aight I get it, bf ain’t short, he just looks the part. I was also partially cracking a joke, but I guess it went over a lot of your heads..
Eh, that’s what I get for trying to be funny.
with that said, I see the lyrics as his desperation for her affection but expressing it in a toxic/controlling manner; for an fnf track its surprisingly tragic & well done
@@tdchris2002 Nono- apparently GF full on died.
It seems that no one's noticed, but the reason that the song is called silly Billy is because it's a nickname that " yourself" was given by GF. It's seen in the music video's thumbnail
Great eye
Oh my god now the name is sad
This means it isn't a bad song title
@@mmanbrianblue9952but was it ever really a bad song title?
@@spaghettiiwithjuice9826that’s a good question
the subtle differences between bf and himself in the mirror is pretty cool. i didn’t even notice it the first time but, untied laces, ragged hair, eyebags etc.
I noticed that it really it hard
Oh wow you're right 0:04 that's REALLY subtle
the prohibited (🚫) sign on his shirt is also gone
the fact this song single handedly revived the fnf community is amazing. I quit being in the fandom and this song brought me back in
I doubt it would of had that much impact if the official game hadn't received an update as this mod came out
Well a small amount of people actually cared about the update and are talking about it. Most are talking about and came back for this one mod. Thats how i came back to this community, through this mod because of how incredible it is.
They did Divide’s character justice, a perfect send off to a great man
Lookalike was Divide's character?
@@shadesong_yeah, and also there’s another lookalike song coming up
@@shadesong_ Idea by Saster and og design by Divide, according to the wiki
@@guyferrari8124WHERE
This may just be me reading too into it, but I feel the lyrics were for him. But that may just be me
The pain in his expression when he sings the lyrical part is like a man fighting through the pain to put a smile on but when he got to the lyrics "How proud you are of me" he looks like he's about to burst into tears.
From the concept art. It seems to show the shirt tugging is to hold in his anger. I wouldn’t be surprised if this anger is to himself, BF, or both of them for being fools (Yourself letting Herself die and BF being cocky and not realizing what will happen if he stays like that)
@@mrgamemaster7761so bf bring cocky = death for gf
@@Crimson-jf1slyeah cause cockiness makes you disregard everything due to pride
fr, 5:30 just shows it all.
@@Chuyandknuckles yes it makes sense and reason as to why he grew 5 fingers
I have some lore: This version of BF was made by Divine, or Divide. He worked on the sonic.EXE mod and he passed away a couple years ago. He drew a sketch of this character. So, back to the characters backstory, his name is actually Lookalike, and in his back story, he's from another timeline, and his GF dies there. But his GF is in his mic. The lyrical part is him talking to Divine as he died of cancer in his sleep. Also you can see his version of Girlfriend for a split second in the lyrical part. When his GF died, he was in denial and didn't take care of his body or clothes. Boyfriend is actually canonically a lanky 19 year old though he is portrayed as a midget. Boyfriend is canonically pretty tall (7 foot tall), and he's just drawn small by Phantom Arcade to represent his innocence in contrast to characters like Daddy Dearest. Lookalike happens to be a Boyfriend who LACKS that innocence, considering his size. (The last two sentences were taken from @lexcentrique2554's comment.)
Dude. The subtle bits of animation during the lyrics.
The pained expressions slipping through
The hand shaking
The hand shaking _going away_ when Herself’s spirit embraces him
The pain in the vocals
This is a slice of a masterpiece pie we may never get to enjoy in full, but a slice is more than enough
I thought Yourseld was gona cry mid song
I love that at 2:56, he does his own version of the "ooh yeah, haha!" thing that bf does sometimes
It took me a few times to actually notice it, it sound so fucking cool!
FR!!
Only when you said it do I realize. That's cool.
OH YEAH- HA HA
All I heard was “Yeeahaha!”
SILLY BILLY
vs
THE UNMATCHED POWER OF THE SUN
"my name is silly billy and im here to say"
"ILL MAKE"
i’m sorry to say mr. sun but i think silly billy is going to be winning this one this time
the sun got nothing on my boy silly billy. 🔥🙏
Billy solos, no cap.
@@ron133.YOU SAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
Even the slightest details, from the own version yourself does of “ oh, yea, haha! “ at 2:56 , the shaking hand movements at 5:05 , to the red smoke of gf and her line behind “ long enough to see “ , and to the way yourself finds himself breaking out of his continuous painted grin really pulls the ENTIRE mod together. Not a moment was this mod cringey, or at all weird. It builds a beautiful representation of what grief can toll on a person. Truly a masterpiece.
Why does yourself say “oh, yea, haha” tho?
Was he annoyed at his happy self?
@@user-mf1cw4zi1i it’s his own way saying it like how bf occasionally does
4:24 okay the build up to the iconic part, specifically when it says 1;46 on the timer, IS MY FAV PART TO THE LEAD UP-
dude how is this so relatable. I feel the same way-
@@Thechairstore
Right 😭 idk why but that one part hits so hard before the iconic bit.
I just love the fact that while bf knows English and chooses to speak in beeps n boops Lookalike alternatively chooses to speak loud and clear straight to BF himself in perfect English.
and the fact that Lookalikes vocals sound like an actual human instead of beeps n boops, even tho that's the same for most opponents in mods, it fits still
and your correct :) i think ninjamuffin confirms it
There's also this detail of their fingers. Typically in the fnf style, characters are drawn with 4 fingers.
Lookalike BF has 5 which I found as a nice detail
@@yjoshuaart1504DD and MM iirc also have 5 fingers so i assume it might also be a reference to that? im not sure lol.
@@theant4184also I realised when “himself” is singing, he’s moving around like how someone would recreate the poses FNF characters do in real life, like that one kid in 2021
Churgney: “wanna see me make an absolute banger song out of nowhere?” - Fakebaby
“…wanna see me do it again in a month?” - Silly Billy
This one actually took a year if i'm not wrong 💀
@@EsoRevin with the quality that makes sense
@@EsoRevinyeah fakebaby was originally gonna be in exe 3.0 I believe? It just got repurposed to be a hit single.
Churgegy Does Not Miss.
I haven't really heard a song of his the fails to hit it's appeal, I've heard plenty of others that are good but have major flaws that take away their unique aspects becoming bland as a result.
Churgegy gives it emotion, which then applies what the songs should be about mainly: Giving a feeling.
Though while there should be unique ones aslong it gets you to care about it in way I'd say It's a good song.
@@alexcat6685 Honestly I feel like the only one I could say *kind of* missed was Manual Blast, and that's moreso because it can be hard to hear Scorched's vocals later in the song.
She go silly on my billy till she’s proud of me?
that’s what I be doing to you
this is truly the most insane way to pass away, reviving a whole community you were a legend in by a sketch you've done before passing making the whole thing viral across the entire earth
The name: Silly Billy 😂
The background of the entire character from beginning to end: 👤
The backstory: 💀
The lore:
Silly Billy is the nickname that Herself (Himself’s girlfriend) gave Himself, which is actually sad-
@@S0L8R-09 first of all, yourself (literally) is his name
Second of all, god that's deep.
@@secretman2 Herself is Himself’s GF
Remember: This wasn’t all Churgney. Multiple people put in the effort for this song. And the end product is genuinely beautiful
The team effort pulled all stops, golden results, they all did their best and you can hear It!
not a single part of this mod is undercooked its genuinely astounding. everyone involved did a banger job
I keep seeing the end everywhere 💀😭
fun fact: herself actually appears two times in this video!! her spirit possesing yourself's microphone when its glowing red 0:07
and her spirit appears when he says "long" 5:09
his fingers also stop shaking when herself's spirit is surrounding him which is a nice touch :)
u can also hear her voice on "enough to see" clearly
Been nearly a couple weeks, but I haven't seen anyone else mention this, 3:54 is a reference to Dadbattle, which works incredibly well here for obvious reasons, but it also has a somber note, with Yourself likely looking back on those earlier times before Herself passed
I believe Everyone has a genre of music in fnf
Saruky: techno funk
Saster: flashy and showstopping
Churgney: the final boss
Are... we the "final boss", too?
I would definitely say fast and vocal tracks.
For churgeny
Kennyl: fire beats but can't beat churgney
@@averyfishyfishTrichael would like a word with you, kind sir.
The lyrics make me thinks that this "faker" isn't inherintley evil, just desperate to be recognized as a star by its own idol and become its own person but still fails. But I may be overthinking again. God I can't stop replaying the lyric part.
Me too lol
Do you think it's like a Lord X Scenario where lord ex doesn't want a kill Sonic but is just a very big fanboy
its seems to be more Towards Herself not BF and i know this is gonna sound werid Burst out of Yourself which is the Name of the BF And Herself being the name of the GF
but at the same time you can also think he is singing about Divide the Sonic.EXE Dev that passed away
Oh my god you get it
In just two weeks, this song had surpassed All Stars, the final song of one of the major mods, which has been up for four months. Mad props to you guys, this song has made history.
i like how all the notes slowly fade into blue, which either represents that he's sad or he's losing color/losing himself
Churgney Gurgney coming out of the woodworks to drop a song called Gloppy Sloppy and it's the most beautiful thing you've ever heard
Why is this so accurate tho😭😭😭
I wish Sturm makes this an actual song
@@VyxiMainchannel35 it is....
If he does actually make this, I'm blaming you.
Either that or some nonexistent word
(What the hell is a trichael or a supercanator???????)
4:51 That was the best fucking during-gameplay cutscene ever
ITS SOOOOOOO CLEAN
Nothing compares to an 8 ball of coke
@@Xenon_XTHhonestly both are good but I prefer this one
@@Xenon_XTHthe lyrics here being actually serious makes more enjoyable
@@yanim8s350 while aethos had a joke of an 8 ball full of coke from jeffy the dealer
the sad part is that once you learn the lore of "silly billy" you can hear the pain in his voice when he starts singing lyrics
4:52 ILL MAAAAAAAAAKEEE YOU SAAAAAAY HOW PROOOOOOOOUD U ARE TO ME SO STAAAAAAAAAAAAY AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE JUST LOOOOOOOOONG ENOUGH TO SEEE MY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY MY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
I know the lyric section is Yourself's message to Herself, but you could also interpret it as a message to Divide.
Divide died before he got to see his character in action. He didn't stay awake just long enough to see Yourself's way.
I hope Divide is living his best after-life and I hope he's proud of Yourself. Fly high, you legend.
Dang that's sad.
If the e creator died then how did he release the mod? Or was that someone else?
Edit: thx yall I know now🙏
@@shane1840 I believe the mod was finished/uploaded as a remembrance of the creator (I recommend doing research as I'm not entirely sure!!)
Edit: Divide made the character, not the mod!!
@@shane1840 Divide is the creator of the character not the mod creator. Churgney/Sturm made the mod.
@@mirrozero thank you for explaining it :D!
Churgney hits like a fucking truck when it comes to his songs
And then he gives it the most goofiest ass name and i love it
hello
@@Mintiously getoutofmyheadgetoutofmyheadgetoutofmyhead-
@@PumpKing_YTI think he meant the song name being "Silly Billy"
fr tho like he'll pull out the most gnarliest shit that will burn your house down from how fire it is and then name it "mypenisisbroken"
then you have REDKILLER
Oh dude, I just realised who was in the feat. section, I could hear the touches of Honkish in this, very epic
Cooked to perfection. Literally the most moved I've been from anything in the FNF community.
Yourself rly is tragic; he's smiling the entire time until the line about making Herself proud of him. Literally tugging at his own heart and going so hard he shatters the glass behind him, but when she finally responds and sings with him, he drowns it out because that's just how far he had to go to reach her in the first place, pretty well affirmed by the purple that becomes more vivid when she starts singing (literally combination of bf and gfs blue and red) fades just into blue as that section comes to a stop.
In my opinion yourself is talking to Divide, his creator, telling him to be proud cause his creation has became famous
This makes sense honestly. The arrows were red during the lyrics with some blue arrows. But I think it was also directed to Divide.
Fun fact: the lyrics is also related to DIVIDE who died by cancer while sleeping. Rest in peace, my dude.
@@Homer_Sipmson divide's way of passing was and is not public information
@@Homer_Sipmson Divide's cause of death was not disclosed and the cancer rumour is exactly that, a rumour. Please don't spread misinformation.
0:55 "Hey that kinda sounds like subterfuge, I mean he did just make a lyric video for it" 4:51 "Oh."
Okay, so that IS Subterfuge! I thought I was going crazy!
@@autistic_potato1037 I mean the first line references churgney's lyric video which goes "I'll make you play along in time with me"
Yeah, subterfuge lyric video is referenced from this, since the lyrics from silly billy existed way before subterfuge lyrics!!!!
LMAO
Other way around, the leitmotif used in Subterfuge was actually from this song. Notice that Honkish was part of the team for composing it. The melody was made for this song, and then repurposed as a sly reference in Subterfuge.
the vocal section combined with its animation is super peak, it gave me chills omg
I love this bro, it’s actually so damn creative I could literally watch this on loop😭
Silly Billy looks like an anime protagonist who has lost everything and become distorted, but is trying to get it back, no matter the cost.
I want to see a show where the villain is over powered but the Hero realizes the villain was right, and then becomes worse than the villain so the rest of the show is from the villain's perspective as the hero being so cruel causes the villain to start to side with the hero's original perspective.
The villain goes from OP to insignificant in a matter of moments.
He look like an singer of an edgy 2000 boy band
@@misterboxhead3045 Bruh if this is supposed to be a joke just remember that the original creator of him died
@@janhobson6904 Gonna be honest, it is sad that Divide died. Divide was a great person who contributed so much to the FNF community. But the fact you're trying to make @misterboxhead3045 look guilty because he said about a lookalike kind of is more insulting to Divide because you're saying that he should only be interpreted as one way than in multiple ways. The lyrics of this song can be thought of in multiple ways. Where "lookalike" (or "yourself") is either talking to the player or "Herself." By bringing up Divide's death about something that isn't about him is more insulting than the actual thing that @misterboxhead3045. Thank you for reading this. Have a good day.
Distorted? Like library of ruina? Like distortions in library of ruina?library of ruina mention?
i love how it goes to from a normal song to a depressing banger
it goes from banger to otherworldy banger
@@creepytyperfacts
My favorite part:
I'LL MAKE
YOU SAY
HOW PROUD
YOU ARE OF ME
SO STAY
AWAKE
JUST LONG
ENOUGH TO SEE
MY WAY
MY WAY
Honestly the countdown part on the beginning of the song is so cool 👌 because it is so satisfying, I like it so much, and the part of he becoming the mini BF is also pretty cool, great work on this mod!
Love the detail of the icons changing here, esp when the lyrics are just about to be sung, his icon is laughing maniacally
what even is the pattern for the changing icons??? i could never figure out :(
@@sonickidd1271. When he turns small
2. When he becomes tall again
3. The one at 4:05
4. When he is about to sing
Yourself has like... 4 or 5 different icons, lol
@@usuarioaleatoriodegoogle8387why 4:05 givin “im boutta touch you in ur sleep” LOL
@@songokusa602 NAHH I CANT UNSEE THAT NOW😭😭
The lyrics is a message to Herself, Boyfriend, and Divide.
So damn beautiful
Exactly! Everyone thinks it is a message to only 1 of the 3, but I think he's talking to all of them.
Wdym by lyrics it's only been boop bip
@@sans3c0945 hes talking about when the vid gets to 4:51
The song that revived the whole fandom.. I love this, especially the lyrics part 🙏
I love the detail that the number of fingers he is closing is decreasing from 1 to 3 fingers (up-right-left) until completely closing his hand when he is hitting the down pose its just so cool and I guess that was intentional because of the intro part when he does the count before the song begins.
gurgney always writes the "faker" characters in his songs more like unfortunate souls who tell cautionary tales or just want to be known and less like sinister beings
it's quite a nice touch
Wvat is his lore? About this bf
@@acnelshere1327 the most i know is that they also want to impress their gf counterpart and want to be as popular as the real bf, but theres also theories that lookalike gf (herself) is dead which is why she takes on a more ghostly form in the flash on the lyrics part
@@watcmovthat might be why it looks like he’s crying at the end of the lyrics
Oh my god that's true
@@rainbox12 thats just him smiling its common to only draw the lines for teeth when a characters looking down
whoever animated the singing part, and whoever sang that part, props to you guys
yall single-handedly made this even more of a masterpiece
Rip David he was the legend that created this masterpiece but passed away sadly to cancer so when yourself said "so stay awake just long enough to see my way" that line Really hits hard because yourself wasn't only referring to herself "his dead girlfriend" he was also referring to his creator 😢 dude it just hits different
@@Takuradiorr you mean divide
True
Marco Antonio (Director of the Mario's Madness mod) made the art for this and animated the whole thing particularly, the backround and the health bar is probably made by triki-troy.
iseta also animated almost all of the singing part
4:52 "I'LL MAKE YOU SAY HOW PROUD YOU ARE OF ME SO STAY AWAKE JUST LONG ENOUGH TO SEE MY WAYYY MY WAYYYY" 🗣️🔥🔥
Honestly this song has been making me rethink my life ive been going through old photos and stuff and listening to the lyrics on repeat. Im not sure why this song is resonating with me so much with me and my heart but im letting it flow through me looking for the answer. It makes me feel depressed but also makes me wanna change my life for the better and makes me want to be with family and friends before me or one of them are gone forever. Is this just me or anyone else getting hit this hard?
Your own reflection will lead you to see the darkest part of yourself.
What's your darkest part of you?
@@nahfamyouaint My asshole
what if I turn on the light
“I have two sides” face ah
@@AnarqismThen you can see your reflection
churgney gurgney the type of guy to make a banger ass song and then call it "yoinky sploinky"
Then he makes the sequel called “awooga”
Then makes a final called "yapenomics"
Nah bro we call "pretzel ketzel"
And then, out of nowhere, "Zoinks"
And then he finds somewhere to put it in the lore
thank you so much for making this song! this is the best FNF song I've heard since You and Me from DDTO back which was last year (god damnit why does time go so fast)
I love these little moments when they start to sing in unison, "mirroring" each other
1:50
3:48
4:44
5:55
Really reflects "yourself" theme
The atmosphere for this is so wonderfully charged in all kinds of ways. Yourself captures a lot of BF's usual energy, but even beyond looks something's very clearly snapped in his mind. The smile is either forced to try and keep things light, or a default position for his face that betrays the maelstrom welling up in him. He's lost any kind of restraint he has in his posture and poses in an effort to capture your eye.
All that being said, it feels like Yourself isn't outright trying to be hostile so much as he is desperately trying to change course, either by making sure BF never has to see his girl die like he did, or by taking over BF's life to do it himself. It gives off the feeling that all he wants to do is make the suffering and heartbreak worth SOMETHING, otherwise he chased a tainted dream that cost him everything, including his love, for literally nothing.
you get it
awesome sauce, fits *"im make you say how PROUD you are of me."* he wants all the hardships he's been through to be worth something, something that is worth being PROUD of, cool sauce.
I don't think Yourself wants to take Bfs life and keep his GF for himself, it just wouldn't really feel the same. Sure their the same person but it be like losing a dog you loved with every fiber of your being that was taken from you too early and someone gives you a similar dog, same breed, and expect you to be better because you have something to fill the void in your heart, but you could never love a pet as much. Sure you can love this new dog. But nothing will ever replace your previous pet. No matter how hard you try to lie to yourself about it. So I would believe Yourself is just wanting to warn BF that he's needing to lose his cocky attitude and appreciate the time he has with GF, as their is no telling when one is taken from the other.
Just a quick thing: Notice how the red colors of both versions of Boyfriend disappear after the lyrical part, and, given the context of this song being that Girlfriend passed away in Yourself’s and ( I think ) the main Boyfriend’s world ( Yourself being the tall Boyfriend ) I feel like the red disappearing symbolizes both of the Boyfriends moving on, the main one realizing that there is still meaning in rap battles post Girlfriend, and Yourself feeling like he has finally made Girlfriend truly proud and, therefore, feels that he’s finally come to peace with Girlfriend’s death.
also note that during the played section of the lyrical section, the notes are EXCLUSIVELY red and blue and do not appear as any other color until the solo ends.
I think its actually a bit different. I think yourself represents giving into grief and using validation to try and escape that pain. Boyfriend represents confrontation of those feelings, choosing to stay strong, and the desire to move on. He's still affected as you can see with his expression being a bit more serious and his colors being faded, but at his core, he's still himself, and he's still trying.
Alternatively, it could also represent how much Yourself misses his girlfriend after her death. You know the adage that life loses all of its color? Since Girlfriend and Herself tend to be represented with the color Red, that color completely disappears during the lyric section.
After Herself’s death, Yourself’s world became much less colorful…
Also the fact that during the solo, the notes were mostly red. Then after, they were just blue
LMAO WHAT. Where did that come from? The mod doesn't even have any of that
By far the best fnf mod I’ve ever played, thank you churgney! You’re so amazing
I completely forgot about FNF over time until i saw this on my recommendation. And watching this video brought back some old fun memories i had with this game.
4:51 the way I realised that this lyrics really ment to divide, the "I'll make you tell me how proud you are of me" means that divide would be proud of this mod. The "so stay awake"
means that he died in his sleep but I heard he died because of cancer. Idk much of it but this is what I found.
(R.I.P divide..)
Yeah, i think so too, especialy the phrase "so stay awake, Just long enough to see my way" i think looalike would love to see Divide looking at way of the character, he was drawing
divide is divine (quite literally)
Who is divide
@@SpinnerEPIC one of the main devs who made sonic.exe and yourself Wich is the character in this song
Cancer? I thought it was cause of the pandemic
what's really interesting to me is that after He sings, shattering the mirror behind him and temporarily losing his connection and grasp on Herself, all of the red hues drain from the palette (even from our BF).
She's so important to both of them that they became duller just losing Her presence.
damn. also the arrows on vocal part become red. didn't notice it
Here is a theory when he is singing the red smoke is actually gf(yourself gf) if you pause at the right time and stop can hear her sing as well (if you listen close) so when yourself says my way his colours (red and blue hair and clothes)become purple to show them becoming one or residing with one another.(Another theory at he start of the intro when the mic hits bf it is red showing that gf is always with him and maybe it became pitch black when she not inside it at he moment Ik this because i BC if you look at our bf mic its normal but yourselfs is not) until next time friends
Why his torso twist like that💀 5:05
@@darknight3974It literally is Herself (GF)
Why is this actually so spectacular? This song is absolutely amazing.
i still cant believe just how much of a good song this is, the fact that you can faintly hear the actual singing part's motif early in the song just goes to show how much effort the artist put into this song
Gotta say, as someone who's been in the fandom since practically its inception... this here single-handedly set the gold standard for what mods should strive to be
also I love how its called Silly Billy lol
its a nickname herself/yourself's gf gave him before her death
@@rosisiciliana6728 that change everything I think about this
same bru, but I left mid way in the community
4:48 time 4:52
brooo... this was like a send off to this era of fnf modding with the new update coming out
Start of the New Era, actually !
@@churgneygurgney9895 Thank you , Bro
@@churgneygurgney9895 thats crazy timing
fnf mod renaissance part 2
@@churgneygurgney9895 nahhh cuz I rlly hope u make a sec part of "himself" or silly billy, cuz everyone seem to like it and want more lore😭😭or to see backstory when herself was alive and how himself used to look like, (if u want)
Every part of how yourself/bf feels is shown so well through the entire song. Starting as (in my view) an interaction along the lines of "see what you'll become" to yourself showing a glimpse of him mocking bf's innocence stating "look how far it got you" when he transforms into the bf that has his 'innocence' to eventually his singing where he isn't really singing to us at all, he's singing to herself/gf what is the last thing he ever said to her.
It never felt like something he'd be singing in the current time more a reflection of the past, showing how he hasn't and just can't move past what happened and past her.
The end to me feels like a part of relief, acceptance but also grief of having been able to convey what he feels but still being stuck in a point where she just isn't there like she used to be.
First game over with lyrics, now this? Damn this channel has some fire ass music!
The fact that we went from mods like vs garcello,casanova and sky mods to THIS is jaw breaking ngl
I mean, Garcello is pretty peak
@@doctoc1334 It had voice acting, that’s what impressed people,but its nothing to others
The last song for garcello hit hard but sadly we never see hi. Again
@@KBGJ10 Yeah but still, this one hits harder than a truck
I dont like how youre like basically like the ogs r nothing in the replies bro, they are the stepping stones lil bro
if only divide could've seen the masterpiece yall made with his character, honestly blown away at the quality of everything here, yall finally gave Yourself the song he deserved.
I think that’s why he’s so Happy but a little insane in the head
who’s that?
what happened?
@@cheeseeeeeee-- this character is based off concepts made by an artist who worked on the exe mod named Divide, he shortly passed away before the reelase of exe 2.0. hes known for making EXEs sprites in faker and black sun
@@smufybufy an artist who worked on the exe mod named Divide, he shortly passed away before the reelase of exe 2.0. hes known for making EXEs sprites in faker and black sun
Nah watch me hit that “I’LL MAAAAAAAAKE YOUUUU SAAAAAAY, HOW PROOOOOOUD YOU ARE OF ME, SO STAAAAAAAY AWAAAAAKE, JUST LOOOOOOONG ENOUGH TO SEE, MY WAAAAAAAAAY”
I knew an artist I liked was behind this. Substantial slaps HARD🔥
the fact that this was basically the last BIG fnf mod update before the main update came out, is really beautiful. It really does feel like a perfect final send off, with how long it is, the characters, the music itself, and the fact that some of this song, if not all of it is dedicated to divide, is truly just.. beautiful. I like to think that this really is the true final song for fnf modding. after everything that BF has been through, it all traces back to him. Truly a wonderful sendoff, even though it wasnt supposed to be.
also the rest of the mod + the 2 minigames are really cool asf
Cool
fr, it's almost poetic, like a triple tribute to divide and sonic.exe, fnf and it's community/fandom, and inlore, a tribute to herself, it's almost kinda beautiful ngl.
There is so much potential for a another big hit single update tho, like deathrun for example
I like that from 4:27 onwards whenever Yourself sings you can actually hear a bit of BF's voice in his (a higher bf-like pitch). It's like he's getting so into the song and the mood that he starts to get genuinely excited and happy again, just like how his younger self was.
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They may be different but they are the same age and height, yourself is just drawn as that as he lost his sanity, innocence and well , her gf
By thinking about it. is Mr bohoo wife has some connections to this man (Roland)
It’s gf
@@A.FA2 naw doesn't sound like her. Straight up sounds like bf.
This song has such a deeper meaning, it made me cry. Because he was like see me, see how far i came, are you proud of me? To be acknowledged to be seen. Something i strived for everyday as a child and it made me cry because i understand his pain.
havent seen a mod make me cry since Big Brother but holy god that mustve been one low bar. this is genuinely a good modern mod
i feel like billy (i know his actual name is "yourself" but we calling him billy now)
so billy probably lost his passion for music when herself died and throughout the song as it gets more and more intense he starts getting the passion back then he starts singing instead of beatboxing
Timestamp where he beatboxes and sings?
@@dwayneisgodhe beat boxes for most of the song, the singing part is at 4:50
@@dwayneisgod 4:43
It's uhh, not beat boxing, beat boxing is making drum sounds.
@@jupolioseither way,he got passionate enough,even just for a moment,to full on sing rather than the usual beep boops bf normally does.
Fun fact:bf if iirc can actually canonically sing normal but instead chooses to beep boop. And the lyrical remix version of fresh is bf's canon voice singing for gf. Which adds to the tragedy of 'yourself' singing since it's also for his own gf 'herself'.
I feel like the lyrics show the whole tribute to divide the lines “I’ll make you say how proud you are of me” shows how he wants his creator to be proud of him and see him shine. In fact the entire lyrics section proves this with the lines “stay awake just long enough to see my way” says and shows how if divide was alive for just a little longer…. he would have saw how much he grew and has gotten popular.He would have In fact been proud of him… Man this song is amazing and a proper tribute to divide, showing how he’s still here living on through his character
I Actually think it's a double meaning, like maybe it was designed for Herself as you see her during that scene, but can also he seen as him talking to Divide.
@@Spirit_045 Yea
Stay awake is because he died in his sleep. He could've saw his progress if he stayed awake :(
@@HumanClover Damn…
@@Toon_maniacshis gf died and he gone insane :/
Is it bad that i cant get yourself and his words out of my head? Lol. Ive already listened to this song so much. It's a beautiful and emotional song. I wish there was more lyrics because its so good.
2:57 the "OH YEAH HA HA" adn the notes for silly billy being IN THE BACKGROUND along with the enitre animation at the end, the part where he tries to look more liek BF is AMAZING
I think of it as a representation of how it feels to not receive the proper love and care you needed as a child. Therefore it manifests as an adult into someone who needs validation or resents all forms of it.
Dang bro, really felt that one.
Look, I'm not gonna say any names, but at least one of us definitely ended up like this.
I think that may be looking into it a bit much as this is an already established character, but I can't discredit your line of thinking because you can see many, many examples of that in real life
This is exactly what I thought of when hearing the lyrics. Interesting to see I’m not alone.
Well when you put it that way, I can definitely relate to this 100%, as this is something that I've definitely thought was missing of myself
I love how the second “My Way” at 5:25 is almost hushed but still loud. It’s his own self affirmation, a last ditch effort to confirm his convictions and beliefs.
Churgney will drop the most hardest and gut churning song only to call it the silliest name i’ve ever heard.
Makes sense but the wording in your first sentence is hilarious
he churgney on your gurgney till you billy silly ???
Why does it sound like "I'm gay"
unrelated but your pfp is very rad 👍
@@Helluva_Boss_Blitz ofc its the helluva boss fan
most poetic part is that BF is copying the reflection and the reflection is in control of what BF has to do. It was a really creative way to portray this through the notes appearing in the mirror first before moving to the player's side. Nice effect.
honestly unbelievable that one mod could wake most of the fnf community up, they actually worked pretty hard for this mod to make it great surely
If they don’t get you for the base game now I don’t know what they’re thinking
Incredible stuff as per usual :]
If Sturm gets into base game then I will physically morb in real life
Erm what the sigma
they don't deserve sturm
yo can you put silly billy in your videos? that would be funny lol
@mylam658 would make peak tbh
This mod and this song were released a few days after my best friend died, he loved fnf and he would love this mod if he were here now.
The lyrics of this song made me cry a little because it reminded me of the good times that we managed to have.
Thank you for making this mod, an incredible mod made by an incredible team.
He will be missed brotha 🫡
I'm very sorry for your loss :(
Fly high🕊
Losing a friend is hard. But cherish the memories never let them be forgotten, keep them in your heart in your mind. Someday you will reunite with your friend.
Rip soldier... Hope he's good at heaven, god bless him.
Stop.
Why can I fill the power in this song just from listening to it 🤣
IS THERE LORE TO THIS
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO BRAIN TINGLY FOR ME I LOVE
Churgney didn't cook
He made A FIVE STAR FEAST
AND IT WAS SCRUMPTIOUS
DIVIDE JUSTICE
After the lyric part the color red is completely removed. I wonder if that's supposed to be symbolic of yourself accepting herself is gone, or an acknowledgment of the fact that even if she isn't there physically, she's with him. Pretty cool.
This comment is the only reason I noticed this
leading up to the lyric part, all of the notes are gradually replaced with red until during the lyric part, they're all red
@@SamuraiCake42 thats not part of the song, its a note style used in rhythm games, the notes change based on how fast the chart is. originally seen in stepmania (i think)
this comment had me look back on that just to confirm and i found something else instead. in the lyric part after awake i thought that was blood coming out of him from him twisting his body but it aint. for a few frames you can see its the spirit of yourselfs GF that he lost.....actually with this i now think the whole lyric part he sings is for his GF.
@@Sunshore kewl!!
I GOTTA LISTEN AGAIN I HAVE TOO THIS SONG IS TOO GOOD AND IM CRYING REAL LIFE TEARS😭
The part where he sings gives me chills each and every time but I like it so much