Back when I was an 8 year-old Catholic kid, I remember being in bed and praying to die at 102 because I was afraid of dying, and then the next night I prayed to die at 12 because I was afraid of a long and miserable life. Anywho, that particular lyric is special to me.
I still have your tiktok demos saved on my phone, I used to listen to them when i was feeling misunderstood or just needed to hear how you put this feelings into words and now there's an official version!! I'm so happy you made this song with a bigger production and polishment, your lyrics really resonated with me at a very low place in my existence and they still do, i guess my 'lemon heart' still needs more time to become sweet but thank you so much for sharing your art, it really touched my heart. "I didn't die at 12 so i guess i'm here 'til 93" let's all live to the fullest, hope everyone else that relates to that sentiment is able to have a good long life, you're not alone
THE LYRICS IS SO GOOD??? WHY DIDNT I FIND THIS UNDERRATED SONG EARLIER?? EVERYTHING IS SO GOOD i really love how the lyrics uses "lemonade" to describe how living in this world is hard AAAA anyways i really like this !!! this masterpiece should be known !!
Hope you are doing better! Whatever you go through, just remember, no one is worth ending your life over. People never know what they put you through because they do not try to put themselves in your place. Always know that you define your own worth, not others, so make the most of that and live your life, do not pay attention to anything else, because you might only ever have that chance now. Take it before it is gone, do not let go, and persevere. Be strong-willed because nobody else will be bold, brave, or have the confidence to do what you do. There is not one other person in this universe who can be exactly like you, because you are you, and you have YOUR OWN thoughts, feelings, emotions, and opinions. So, just because something seems a bit too hard for you, it is not, because if you set your mind to it, you can make it work. Do not look to the past, focus on the present, what you will, and are already doing. Live your life and do not listen to others because you will regret not listening to yourself. If you ever need help, do not feel ashamed. We are all human. You are loved, remember that.
I hope you're all doing okay now. I never tried to end things, but I started having related thoughts every once in a while at 8 and just ket getting worse until now I've come too close several times recently. I have people I can reach out to, I hope you have that as well
Okay, I have been listening to the demo version of this song on repeat for MONTHS, so discovering this official version was released is beyond incredible! Can't wait to listen to this one on repeat for the next few YEARS! Amazing song, I love it so much!
The song feels like she doesn't like herself, that she was suicidal at 12, but didn't commit or failed so she decides she's not dying until 93. She's citrus and bitter but she can be sweetened with honey. As in even though she's bitter as in bad, she can become better as in sweet. She's desperately trying to fix herself but in an unhealthy way. She'll do anything for 20 bucks including selling her "sour" or bad soul. She also seeks validation from others, probably from adults as a minor it seems from the line "People think I'm pretty so I'll buy a hote room, one bed trope without the tension, the child and the groom" The groom being a groomer and the child being her. The line " I ----- the Reaper cause knew my time was coming can't you see" Makes me think that she was desperate to stay alive even though the Reaper had come for her, she ---- the Reaper so it wouldn't take her. She could be using that to describe that she's willing to degrade herself in order to stay alive and fix herself. But she's doing it an unhealthy way. Perhaps she has unhealthy coping mechanisms that's stopping her from committing aka stoping the Reaper from coming for her, and she's describing it as f-ing the Reaper
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!!! The emotion in her voice, even just the emphasis on some words!! The lyrics!! ALL OF IT!!! IT SCRATCHES MY BRAIN IN THE BEST WAY
the production on this is so much better than i imagined it would be! i usually only like acoustic prods but damn i cannot stop listening, it's so addicting, scratches the brain just right. Incredible songwriting, amazing performance, so worth the wait. Thank you so much Amélie
@@imnotenough2021 Unsweetened Lemonade is the name of the song and when lemonade is unsweetened it means there are no added sugars and the natural sugars are often times removed, hence the comment "We're putting sugar in the lemonade with this one boys!!!" Hope that helped!
My eyes are made of acid And my tongue is sharp with spite Attention whore with too much pride There's no one I wouldn't fight I don't like confrontation but I'm staring at the sun I won't quit until my eyes go red I'll finish what's begun I fucked the reaper cause I knew My time was coming can't you see I was either gonna die At 12 or 90-fucking-3 I'd do anything for twenty bucks I'd sell my sour soul Cause lemonade is bitter till you Sweeten up the bowl And I'm sitting in the bathroom I'm crying citrus tears Everything I used to love Decayed over the years It's hard to finish sentences I'll sell my pride instead Cause it's easier to focus I'm just the price above my head People think I'm pretty So I'll buy a hotel room One bed trope without the tension The child and her groom I fucked the reaper cause I knew My time had come why can't you see I didn't die at 12 I guess I'm here till 93 I'd do anything for twenty bucks I'd sell my sour soul Cause lemonade is bitter till you Sweeten up the bowl And I'm sitting in the bathroom I'm crying citrus tears Everything I used to love Decayed over the years Enemies to lovers but you'll Never own my heart One sided it's pathetic How you think you're being smart Worthless parents make stupid kids The apple never strays Your conscience never compromised And ego never pays I'd do anything for twenty bucks To feel more in control Cause lemon hearts are bitter till you Sweeten up the soul And I'm sitting in the bathroom I'm sobbing citrus tears Everything I'll ever love Decayed over the years
Apparently, a lemon is not naturally occurring and is a hybrid developed by cross breeding a bitter orange and a citron. Life never gave us lemons; we invented them all by ourselves!
I knew this fact and I think it fits perfectly with the song and its meaning. Sometimes we feel fabricated. Sometimes things are shit and seem fake, but sometimes a bit of sweet comes through from the things that made you in positive lights. It's all worth it
just like how we invented society, property that to be paid for, restricted access to resources, the competitive place where everything has a price and wars, suffering, the housing crisis. like in the past we lived among nature. we didn't need unnecessary jobs. we just hunted, foraged and worked together to keep the pack alive. we made up all these problems and its only getting worse.
You actually can f the reaper in sims (sims 4) cause believe me, I've tried so hard to get that man in my bed🙏 but you can't do anymore than an embrace and kiss in the cheek which makes sense cause he's not alive and is literally a skeleton!
This song is telling a story, and it is terrifying. She probably lived a normal to maybe a neglected childhood. Someone came either, parents or someone close to the family, maybe even a step dad that did something horrible to her at 12. She either had to take it or die, and she took it to survive. It became a repeat thing, and this is how she grew up, and even after she escaped, she hasn't really escaped. She still does those toxic things because it's all she's ever known at this point. She wants to break free of it but always turns back to it. She's bitter about it and has breakdowns in the bathroom. As others have said, we created lemons, and just the same, they created this version of her. She is slightly hopeful somewhere deep in her heart. Just as lemonade can be sweetened, she can turn her life around. She didn’t die or end it back then when she was 12, so she has decided to trudge on in life and not give them the satisfaction.
This will now be the song I listen to on repeat today and possibly tonight without stopping until all the dopamine is sucked out of it. Thank you for making it!!!
"my tongue is sharp with spite" feels... so good. vindictive, justified disdain. and so relatable, because there's sure as shit some assholes from my past i'd love to spit some spite at
she wouldn’t post it if she didn’t want people to use you don’t get points for asking completely unnecessary and obvious questions because what ur doing is literally just saying that cuz u hope she’ll see and and think ur so considerate ur not lol
I love this song so much! I don't usually comment on anything but I think this song is too good to not. I relate to almost every single lyric and I love the tune so much. I adore this song and I think that I'll be listening to it for a long long time, please continue making more music this is amazing!
Vent: I still remember the day the way he left the day he was gone, his heart he filled with drugs and used alcohol to wash it out. I wish he was here to help me through my tears, but we all know he hasn't changed he's only killed what's left of his soul. I wish he was better than they are, but we all know he's the reasons their here. I hate doubting and blaming the 3 of them, but blaming myself makes me hate myself more. I'm always screwing myself over. It's my only trait. I'm ready to be dead and old because at least then maybe I'd be happy, but I'm lost in a maze that doesn't seem to have an exit. I love them and hate to say I hate them, but they pick at my insecurities, making new ones just to ruin me more
Stay alive. I don't know who "he" is or anything about you, but things will get better. If you're not happy, the story hasn't ended yet. Time heals all wounds, it'll hurt like hell but they will heal. I'm glad you're in this world. ❤
@Less-of-a-bean Thanks! I'm doing a lot better now. I think school took a toll on me, and I was tired mentally and physically. I'm doing great and plan to keep on pushing!
@@CatladyMia I'm so glad you're doing better!! Keep up the fight, and just know no matter how many bad days it's worth it to stay here ❤️. So proud of you for getting through that. You're a great person and I hope you live a long life
All these lyrics are like if there was a song exactly written about me, this is it. The tone, the story it tells, my mindset, even the lemonade part. It’s fucking crazy but I’m not complaining. I love it.
I used to stare at the sun a lot because I’m stubborn and won’t back down from things. My wit is sharp and quick, I used to respond to anything people said bitterly because I could. I was reckless because I expected I was going to die at 12 from me giving up. I drink raspberry lemonade everyday and I used to have a lemon tree. I licked a tire for five bucks the other day because idgaf. I can go on
"Either gonna die at 12 or 90-fucking-3" literally hits hard
Real
Real
Real
Real
Frrrrrrr
This resonates with a deep part of me, with a little girl who kept getting told she’s so mature for her age. Beautiful song
Same
@@Ginger_StarzYeah. Yeah
Me fr even though I’m a guy, I wish I was a girl
@WinterofKai I'm non binary but when I was younger and even now I have this struggle but if you wish you were a girl try other options 😊
@@WinterofKai🥚
As someone not planning to have been here past 12, but surviving past that, I love this song
Yep same
I didn’t expect to be here either.
God this hit me hard
I'm wasnt supposed to last past 10 but were here aren't we? Lol (im proud of me and all you)
Same here
"I didn't die at twelve, guess I'm here till 93" NOBODY TALKS ABOUT THIS VERSION IF THE LINE ENOUGH
EXACTLY
Fr
Its also in the stripped version :3
I KNOW RIGHT IT'S A BANGER LINE
But First what does she mean by she f$#% the reaper
Second is she implied she f$#% the reaper at 12
this has so quickly became one of my favorite songs.
same, ive played it so much his week ive pretty much sucked most of the emotion out
I love your pfp
Same omgg
One of my favorite songs it's just a masterpiece 🤌🤌
Another PJO fan? YAY!!!
Back when I was an 8 year-old Catholic kid, I remember being in bed and praying to die at 102 because I was afraid of dying, and then the next night I prayed to die at 12 because I was afraid of a long and miserable life.
Anywho, that particular lyric is special to me.
I'm so sorry, that's awful. Hopefully He heard your suffering and you're doing better now. You deserve it.
Same bruh. I used to want to live for like 1000 year or somethin crazy like that.
Then depression hit
@@Vaporeon_BookwormFR
EXACTLY @@Vaporeon_Bookworm
Ah I remember the transition so well
I still have your tiktok demos saved on my phone, I used to listen to them when i was feeling misunderstood or just needed to hear how you put this feelings into words and now there's an official version!!
I'm so happy you made this song with a bigger production and polishment, your lyrics really resonated with me at a very low place in my existence and they still do, i guess my 'lemon heart' still needs more time to become sweet but thank you so much for sharing your art, it really touched my heart.
"I didn't die at 12 so i guess i'm here 'til 93" let's all live to the fullest, hope everyone else that relates to that sentiment is able to have a good long life, you're not alone
🤓
@@whessit 😼
I also used to listen to the tiktok demos in the car like 2 years ago and completely forgot about this🥲
no wonder the song sounded so familiar! such a good song
THE LYRICS IS SO GOOD??? WHY DIDNT I FIND THIS UNDERRATED SONG EARLIER?? EVERYTHING IS SO GOOD i really love how the lyrics uses "lemonade" to describe how living in this world is hard AAAA anyways i really like this !!! this masterpiece should be known !!
Same and people are using this amazing song for “if you sing this you can tell what you godly parent”😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Truee
@Slurp0107I thought about doing this trend but decided against it and to instead just listen to the song more
Frrrrr
This reminds me of Penelope Scott in the best way possible
The way I was in the middle of saying this when I read this
It seem more polished
Omg that’s what I thought!
In a way that also reminds me of Madilyn Mei, in the best way possible. Specifically Kleptomaniakrow, for some reason.
no because this song actually somehow reminded me of rät
As someone who tried to end it all for the first time at 12 this song hits hard
Hope you are doing better! Whatever you go through, just remember, no one is worth ending your life over. People never know what they put you through because they do not try to put themselves in your place. Always know that you define your own worth, not others, so make the most of that and live your life, do not pay attention to anything else, because you might only ever have that chance now. Take it before it is gone, do not let go, and persevere. Be strong-willed because nobody else will be bold, brave, or have the confidence to do what you do. There is not one other person in this universe who can be exactly like you, because you are you, and you have YOUR OWN thoughts, feelings, emotions, and opinions. So, just because something seems a bit too hard for you, it is not, because if you set your mind to it, you can make it work. Do not look to the past, focus on the present, what you will, and are already doing. Live your life and do not listen to others because you will regret not listening to yourself. If you ever need help, do not feel ashamed. We are all human. You are loved, remember that.
@@Nico_DiAngelo69 I like your username, are you a PJO fan?
YOU ARE STRONG AND DESERVE EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING GOOD IN LIFE!
same but 9 at 10
I hope you're all doing okay now.
I never tried to end things, but I started having related thoughts every once in a while at 8 and just ket getting worse until now I've come too close several times recently.
I have people I can reach out to, I hope you have that as well
ITS HERE OMG‼️‼️‼️ IM EATING THIS SONG UP REAL
ICHIKA PFP!!!
ICHIKA PFPPPP
@@M0n1x_MIZUKI !!
ICHIKA PFP!!!!
ICHIKA PFP!!
"Everything i used to love decayed over the years" hit so hard
Fr
i think the "Everything i will ever love decayed over the years"
the fear of never changing, that doesnt matter what you do the end is the same
Okay, I have been listening to the demo version of this song on repeat for MONTHS, so discovering this official version was released is beyond incredible! Can't wait to listen to this one on repeat for the next few YEARS! Amazing song, I love it so much!
This will be my number one on Spotify this year
Same
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fr fr
Real 👌
this is an old comment but i reply because yes same (also murder drones pfp? w)
The song feels like she doesn't like herself, that she was suicidal at 12, but didn't commit or failed so she decides she's not dying until 93. She's citrus and bitter but she can be sweetened with honey. As in even though she's bitter as in bad, she can become better as in sweet.
She's desperately trying to fix herself but in an unhealthy way.
She'll do anything for 20 bucks including selling her "sour" or bad soul. She also seeks validation from others, probably from adults as a minor it seems from the line "People think I'm pretty so I'll buy a hote room, one bed trope without the tension, the child and the groom"
The groom being a groomer and the child being her.
The line " I ----- the Reaper cause knew my time was coming can't you see" Makes me think that she was desperate to stay alive even though the Reaper had come for her, she ---- the Reaper so it wouldn't take her. She could be using that to describe that she's willing to degrade herself in order to stay alive and fix herself. But she's doing it an unhealthy way. Perhaps she has unhealthy coping mechanisms that's stopping her from committing aka stoping the Reaper from coming for her, and she's describing it as f-ing the Reaper
I never thought that your theory will be this deep anyway I love how you theory this song
I am and I'm still 12
@@cherry_bell1374and?
or wut i was thinking is r@p3 or somtin idk
Brilliant analysis!
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!!! The emotion in her voice, even just the emphasis on some words!! The lyrics!! ALL OF IT!!! IT SCRATCHES MY BRAIN IN THE BEST WAY
the production on this is so much better than i imagined it would be! i usually only like acoustic prods but damn i cannot stop listening, it's so addicting, scratches the brain just right. Incredible songwriting, amazing performance, so worth the wait. Thank you so much Amélie
WE'RE PUTTING SUGAR IN THE LEMONADE WITH THIS ONE BOYS !!!!! 💯💯💪💪
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500th like
I don't get it?
@@imnotenough2021 Unsweetened Lemonade is the name of the song and when lemonade is unsweetened it means there are no added sugars and the natural sugars are often times removed, hence the comment "We're putting sugar in the lemonade with this one boys!!!" Hope that helped!
@@FavoriteFien OOOOOHHHH
My eyes are made of acid
And my tongue is sharp with spite
Attention whore with too much pride
There's no one I wouldn't fight
I don't like confrontation but
I'm staring at the sun
I won't quit until my eyes go red
I'll finish what's begun
I fucked the reaper cause I knew
My time was coming can't you see
I was either gonna die
At 12 or 90-fucking-3
I'd do anything for twenty bucks
I'd sell my sour soul
Cause lemonade is bitter till you
Sweeten up the bowl
And I'm sitting in the bathroom
I'm crying citrus tears
Everything I used to love
Decayed over the years
It's hard to finish sentences
I'll sell my pride instead
Cause it's easier to focus
I'm just the price above my head
People think I'm pretty
So I'll buy a hotel room
One bed trope without the tension
The child and her groom
I fucked the reaper cause I knew
My time had come why can't you see
I didn't die at 12
I guess I'm here till 93
I'd do anything for twenty bucks
I'd sell my sour soul
Cause lemonade is bitter till you
Sweeten up the bowl
And I'm sitting in the bathroom
I'm crying citrus tears
Everything I used to love
Decayed over the years
Enemies to lovers but you'll
Never own my heart
One sided it's pathetic
How you think you're being smart
Worthless parents make stupid kids
The apple never strays
Your conscience never compromised
And ego never pays
I'd do anything for twenty bucks
To feel more in control
Cause lemon hearts are bitter till you
Sweeten up the soul
And I'm sitting in the bathroom
I'm sobbing citrus tears
Everything I'll ever love
Decayed over the years
Finally I found the lyrics comment so I can screenshot for my OC lore thank you for being here bestie helped my storage out a tone
There are captions that show the lyrics
@@The_lamb_sauce I needed them all together to take a screenshot so I didn't have a thousand ss tho
@@Vee-so3ks I wasn’t responding to you in my reply(not trying to be rude sorry if this comment comes off this way)
@@The_lamb_sauce oh no ur fine i was just tryna explain why people typing the lyrics out helps :)
apple music randomly recommended this to me and i literally cannot express enough how much i like this song esp the stripped ver
I leave this comment here, so whenever someone likes it, O can come back and listen again to this of a song🍋
Rewatch bud
ah ah, you asked for this, come back here.
Come back
cmoooooooooooooooon
Time to play it again!
LOVE IT we’d love an acoustic version
Apparently, a lemon is not naturally occurring and is a hybrid developed by cross breeding a bitter orange and a citron. Life never gave us lemons; we invented them all by ourselves!
I knew this fact and I think it fits perfectly with the song and its meaning. Sometimes we feel fabricated. Sometimes things are shit and seem fake, but sometimes a bit of sweet comes through from the things that made you in positive lights. It's all worth it
WE GAVE LEMONS LIFE HOLY MOLY
Praise the Emperor of ManKind
Imperial Hip Thrusts
😂😂😂
just like how we invented society, property that to be paid for, restricted access to resources, the competitive place where everything has a price and wars, suffering, the housing crisis. like in the past we lived among nature. we didn't need unnecessary jobs. we just hunted, foraged and worked together to keep the pack alive. we made up all these problems and its only getting worse.
Criminally underrated and my new favorite song! Considering getting Spotify premium so I can listen to this on repeat
heard this song for the first time today and i'm in love ; w;
will keep looping this 💛💛💛
Why is the person with the checkmark not closer to the top?
Holy moly ive been waiting for this song for so long! It sounds so good !!! I love your singing!!
This will be my #1 song for the next 100 years :D
So good, this just popped in my head and it's out
This feels like "lemon boy" (by Cavetown) from the pov of the lemon boy.
Ok I know that song by heart, and this is accurate af
no it doesn’t
@@lizandre2995 it's my opinion lol
@@jinxs_wife it’s silly and wrong
@@lizandre2995 okay, and that's YOUR opinion, and I respect it.
Ive been obsessed with this song for so long!!! im glad i get to fully hear it now!!
0:32 this would be perfect for a sims edit
insane…
You actually can f the reaper in sims (sims 4) cause believe me, I've tried so hard to get that man in my bed🙏 but you can't do anymore than an embrace and kiss in the cheek which makes sense cause he's not alive and is literally a skeleton!
@@Itz_kk_08 well do I have news for you then
Brooo
@@Itz_kk_08 you've never seen the undertale fandom then/j
My artist heart is begging to make this into an OC PMV
Update: it’s in progress. Almost done with the sketching, we making a new animation meme outta this masterpiece
Same.
SAME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
@@alecrunner7914bro I am too lazy to imagine them whole and here u are making it 😭
@@alecrunner7914I’m excited to watch it
this is so freaking good, im crying rn
This song is telling a story, and it is terrifying. She probably lived a normal to maybe a neglected childhood. Someone came either, parents or someone close to the family, maybe even a step dad that did something horrible to her at 12. She either had to take it or die, and she took it to survive. It became a repeat thing, and this is how she grew up, and even after she escaped, she hasn't really escaped. She still does those toxic things because it's all she's ever known at this point. She wants to break free of it but always turns back to it. She's bitter about it and has breakdowns in the bathroom. As others have said, we created lemons, and just the same, they created this version of her. She is slightly hopeful somewhere deep in her heart. Just as lemonade can be sweetened, she can turn her life around. She didn’t die or end it back then when she was 12, so she has decided to trudge on in life and not give them the satisfaction.
Damn!! This is an amazing analysis! :0
THIS IS SO AMAZING I LOVE IT. THE PRODUCTION, YOUR VOICE, ESPECIALLY THE LYRICS!!! YOUVE GAINED A FAN
I hope this version will be back on Spotify 😭 It was the one I fell in love with originally 💔
It's on Spotify😊 I just added it to my playlist
I love this song so much, you can sing it calm like this but you can also put so much fury in your voice and it just feels so good
It's like a lucid dreams It's a good song for the background, but if you just scream it you feel so good after
im addicted to this and i cant stop listening
Hell yeah! Still as into this song as i was when i first heard it a year ago. You’re going places and i know it.
Its so pretty! Your music is beautiful!
This is amazing, forming a perfect middle ground between grand fantasy balads and aimless punk anger. Truly stunning
this song is SO good!!
thanks you, i've been waiting for this song since the first time i listened to you sang it on tiktok
this song hits hard, holy cow
This song + Stray Italian Greyhound makes the perfect cold detached character thats tired of life that during the story finds something to live for
I've been waiting for this for months, I'm so happy
holy shit i've been listening to you since suffering and you just keep getting better and better, this is one of the best songs i've honestly heard
love you and your arts, listening this art make me feel I'm The Muse💫💫
WOOO THIS IS AWSOME!!!!
20$ is way to fucking much for lemonade
THATS WHAT I NOTICED ;-;
3 gallons of lemonade
It came with this banger if it’s a one time payment fuck yeah
Fax 📠
😂
0:27 literally the best part 💅✨
THIS WAS BANNED ON APPLE MUSIC IN MY COUNTRY IM SO UPSET BECAUSE I LOVE THIS SONG
WHERE DO YOU LIVE? HELL?
@@Strikeyvallwell I think this is why she is listening to this song (._.)
I couldn’t even find it on my Apple Music
'Lemon hearts are bitter 'til you sweeten up the soul' hits hard
This is so unbelievably good, most underrated song!!!
Random awesome song i found through yt shorts, thank you so much for creating this, really made my day day
This is my first time hearing the whole thing and I love it! ❤
Genuinely one of my favourite songs I’ve heard!! Hope your music gets more popular you really deserve it :)
This is so good! Do you know when it will be on Spotify, I checked and couldn't find it anywhere.
27th of January I believe
it’s on there now!!!
thank you @@pinkiesbrew-
This will now be the song I listen to on repeat today and possibly tonight without stopping until all the dopamine is sucked out of it. Thank you for making it!!!
"my tongue is sharp with spite" feels... so good. vindictive, justified disdain. and so relatable, because there's sure as shit some assholes from my past i'd love to spit some spite at
This is dark but also beautiful and relatable
Dude why is it all my favorite songs come from watching YT shorts? This one is no exception. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK
Just found this song today and.. what-! This song is like, one of my favorites now!❤
oh boy oh boy i discovered my new favorite small artist!!! this song rocks!!!
Why... does the melody sound so familiar? Where have I heard this before?
It kinda reminds me of a specific part of the song SPIDER WEB by Melanie Martinez
Got it! It reminds me of No Mercy by The Living Tombstone!! Particularly the "decayed over the years" melody of this song
Its giving Courtney parker vibes
It seems familiar
It has a similar sound to her other song "suffering" or the crane wives' song "teeth and tongues"
*tongues and teeth* mb
I was already writing a fanfic based on the snippets on tiktok but listening to the whole song and it fits so perfectly already
As a survivor of a psychotic family this song hits my heart so hard.
why is her voice so gorgeous
so I'm not the only person who thought they weren't gonna live past 12.....
Yep 💜
Yep. Worst time of my life was years 4-6.
@@StellaEdits1 this is random but I love your pfp
@@Random-Fangurl I love urs too! Love CAtra she’s my fav
9-10 wasn’t fun
People are NOT talking about this song enough, oh my god❤
I don't even live in the UK, and I still understand the anger behind this song. Lovely music!
Been waiting for ages! So happy
After so much apathy towards keeping myself alive this song just hits so deep. Thank you for writting this.
All your songs have been my newest obsession! You're voice is perfect and as my friend would say I want to eat it lol
became my favorite song the second i listened to it. Been playing this on repeat for 1 hour.
FR THIS SONG IS SOO GOOD!!!
"everything i love decayed over the years" that line hits hard
Something happen to this one on Spotify? This was my jam and now I gotta come back to youtube for it ;-;
This need more views 😢 I’m literally in love with your music and not many people realize how amazing your music is
Realizing this was made on my birthday... Huh.. this just got more relatable!
OMG im in LOVE
Dammit I can't stop listening to this, does she mind animators using her songs? I really wanna use this but don't know if she allows it
she wouldn’t post it if she didn’t want people to use you don’t get points for asking completely unnecessary and obvious questions because what ur doing is literally just saying that cuz u hope she’ll see and and think ur so considerate ur not lol
Same
Depends on her copyright, but you probably xan as long as you don't profit off of her song
How am I only discovering Amelia Farren now? She's literally my dream artist❤
I love this song so much! I don't usually comment on anything but I think this song is too good to not. I relate to almost every single lyric and I love the tune so much. I adore this song and I think that I'll be listening to it for a long long time, please continue making more music this is amazing!
I love this song, it's feel kinda calm somehow and just so relaxing.
Vent:
I still remember the day the way he left the day he was gone, his heart he filled with drugs and used alcohol to wash it out. I wish he was here to help me through my tears, but we all know he hasn't changed he's only killed what's left of his soul. I wish he was better than they are, but we all know he's the reasons their here. I hate doubting and blaming the 3 of them, but blaming myself makes me hate myself more. I'm always screwing myself over. It's my only trait. I'm ready to be dead and old because at least then maybe I'd be happy, but I'm lost in a maze that doesn't seem to have an exit. I love them and hate to say I hate them, but they pick at my insecurities, making new ones just to ruin me more
Stay alive. I don't know who "he" is or anything about you, but things will get better. If you're not happy, the story hasn't ended yet. Time heals all wounds, it'll hurt like hell but they will heal. I'm glad you're in this world. ❤
@@Less-of-a-bean "He" is my bio dad. Thanks ❤️
Well, @@CatladyMia, I hope that eventually you're able to get the help and support you need ❤. Stay alive, it gets better from here. I promise ❤️
@Less-of-a-bean Thanks! I'm doing a lot better now. I think school took a toll on me, and I was tired mentally and physically. I'm doing great and plan to keep on pushing!
@@CatladyMia I'm so glad you're doing better!! Keep up the fight, and just know no matter how many bad days it's worth it to stay here ❤️. So proud of you for getting through that. You're a great person and I hope you live a long life
HELP why is this song so good, my introduction to this was a random warriors map and im officially obsessed
As someone who almost got killed multiple times (4 times) and they were so VERY close this song is my entire life its so relatable
It’s soo good!! And it was released on my birthday, pleasant suprise😁
The best few lines ever 1:46
Wow, this was so good I can't even see straight. Just wow.
Gravity falls.... "I was either gonna die at twelve or nighty f*cking three"
0:35
YEA
"Everything i used to love, decayed over the year." ...Why is it so relatable?
4 words….
RELATABLE, and freaking amazing. 🖤
Gosh the lyrics are intense in this one. What a great song.
Best 2:24 minutes of my life
What the fk😊
This song is so relatable :'P.
nice song btw!
I absolutely love this song
All these lyrics are like if there was a song exactly written about me, this is it. The tone, the story it tells, my mindset, even the lemonade part. It’s fucking crazy but I’m not complaining. I love it.
I used to stare at the sun a lot because I’m stubborn and won’t back down from things. My wit is sharp and quick, I used to respond to anything people said bitterly because I could. I was reckless because I expected I was going to die at 12 from me giving up. I drink raspberry lemonade everyday and I used to have a lemon tree. I licked a tire for five bucks the other day because idgaf. I can go on
Wow, it really does sound as if it was made about you@@AggahYahahha
Sounds happy and feels sad.