I'm getting closer to 30 and have recently entered a state of understanding that those times aren't ever coming back. Life is an emotional rollercoaster and unfortunately we can't get off until the ride ends. Those nights I spent chasing girls, drinking with friends, summer parties and total freedom are never returning and I just wish I appreciated it more at the time. When your teachers tell you these years are the best years of your life, they truly are. Once you climb the rollercoaster chain to the top, unfortunately you have to come back down, money, stress, kids, bills, things keeping you locked in, you will have some ups, and some downs, but you will never climb as tall as you did on that first ascent. Enjoy your youth because I long for those days and they're never coming back.
I was the happiest when I was 17, just finished with high school and I've got accepted to university. I distinctively remember the feeling when I knew I have 5+ years ahead of me, basically worry free (I was lucky with my circumstances), and all summer nights, winter parties, dawns spent with so many girls' places and so many avenues discovered. I was incredibly grateful to God for having a supreme childhood and young adulthood to provide me with these experiences. My point-of-view widened, saw many disparate fates and got to know so many people. Now, in a similar way I'm almost 35, working on my PhD, teaching at the uni I was once part of, living the working life of a normal person, but I would disagree with the lock, in a sense that your soul got so much more colorized, I don't see myself the random NPC on the public transport or sitting in a car, I remember these memories with the few friends remained, and I'm grateful to them. But yes, when summer comes, and I walk through areas where I was experienced a strong emotion or feeling before, it can re-shatter me again. The crawing is so strong, for those times. But essentially, I don't fear age or death, I'm trying to live my life as I can to the fullest and I'm grateful for every experience. Walking home after a party at 5am in the morning in summer, where I just hook up with some random girl and then you still have many times ahead of you: one of the best feelings. Whew. Life is a ride indeed.
I met a 48 year old SEAL once who had just gone for a HALO jump with 100+ pounds of kit. When your peak is over is largely up to you and luck, well passed 30. Don't let yourself use an easy out unless you're absolutely sure it's the cause. If a guy can solo free climb with no legs you can figure out how to have more fun at 30.
This is why it's a good idea to support bringing back the 4 day work week. People were not meant to work 60-80 hours a week. That is enslavement to those who do not work.
@@BleedForTheWorldmany will not even cope with 4 days well, many autistics for example. Better would be where everyone could manage their own time and schedule and work at their capacity or pace
Time slipping away, new dreams born every day Suddenly, these dreams are behind you Ever falling like rain, changing again and again Is there someone who loves you We may only be here one time...for all anyone knows and we already share one mind, what more could we ask for than sunlight...born of the dawn, night dreams...having all flown in tune with creation
facts and i peep u have 1999, thats my year also lol i wanted to ask if u have discord or snao ? ill like to check out ur vibe and see if u kno any rabit holes
I think in general we as people tend to focus on negative aspects of our lives and things we never had or have lost, rather than looking back at the same memories with a positive perception, being happy it DID happen and on things that we DO have. EVERYTHING is temporary, even you. Accept it and enjoy today and now, in five years time you will look back and only then realise you really actually had it all and want to go back. Look around today or tomorrow, at your friends, work colleagues, family, people walking past you. in the blink of an eye they will be in their 50s/60s, including you, reminiscing about their life and youth. Looking back at missed opportunities, unmet expectations. So let go of that anxiety, those issues, and live that life you can look back on when your in those 50s/60s and be able to look back with a smile and have no regrets.
A few seconds ago the gallery on my phone showed me what happened today a year ago and I felt sad because it showed memories I had with a very special person that left my life. Your comment gave me back a smile on my face. You are right. I should be happy it happened. I should be happy life gave me the opportunity to feel these moments so deeply and that I had the pleasure experiencing these moments. Memories like these make life worth living, don't they? Experience these emotions, collect memories and live life to the fullest. Sometime we have to let people go. I've heard multiple times that letting someone go is on of the biggest acts of loving. But there is a big difference in hearing someting and understanding something. I think I finally understood the meaning of it by reading your comment and writing my comment. It's like a mothers love who lets her child go so that it can experience life by it's own and always wishing her child the best. This kind of love is about appreciation and not about possession. It's about unconditional love. Loving someone without wanting anything in exchange. I truly think that there also is unconditional happiness. Being happy no matter what happens in your life. Look at life as a stream of moments. Experience them in that moment and let them go to experience new moments. I think as soon as we try to cling to these moments we disturb the peaceful mind. We need to find peace with the past and we need to let go of the past. Cherish the moments you were allowed to experience ❤
its so interesting how the pictures creates different feelings for people depending on what they are going through. For me it makes me feel a bit hopeful some others may feel a bit sad because nothing lasts forever.
I'm just some guy from new England who met a girl from Oklahoma. That sunset and this picture and music overall makes me remembers of those 5 wonderful days we spent together one summer, half way across the country and though we'll never see you again. Ill cherish that moment forever. I love you Cynthia.
for everyone out there. there is still hope. don't let up, you will find someone that accepts you for who you truly are. But first, you need to accept your past, the mistakes you made makes you who you are now. That's a thing not a lot of people understands, but I did, and found someone that accepts me for who I am, and I accept her for who she is. I sometimes watch these playlists not to remember of how I was, but it's more of a reminder not to go back again, makes me stronger. I believe in you and you are strong.
The world nostalgia comes from two words: the first being "nóstos" which literally means "homecoming" and "álgos" which literally means "sorrow" or "despair". So many of us chase the feeling of nostalgia as a means to mourn for our lost innocence, simpler times, or the past in general. Here is a reminder for those who care to stop and read: Slow down. Slow everything in your life down. Make your body language slow and controlled. Decide carefully on how you spend your time. Slow your ambition, be slow to anger, be slow to act frivolously. You can design your life in such a way where even the smallest things in your life become profoundly enjoyable. If you're meeting a friend for coffee, you're likely to drive or take a train. That will consist of many small moments that you will simply take for granted and miss if you're in a hurry. Put your phone away. Move your body. Live intentionally. It is completely normal to feel sad that time has passed, but many of you likely still have many years ahead of you that can be absolutely full of joy, wonder, and just as much enjoyment as you feel you once had. So. If you cared to read that, please treat yourself kindly. Just slow down. Your life is still your life, you've just parted with a certain degree of innocence. Maybe life isn't quite as "simple" now that you have responsibilities, but that's ok. make it a point to enjoy each and every moment, even the ones that aren't exactly pleasant. Do your job well. Treat people kindly. Listen patiently. Be well, friends!
«You’re sooo gifted” I wish I was u cuz everything’s easy for u” Just because I’m good at it does not mean I enjoy it. I stopped doing homework, I stopped putting effort in my classes, and I have no reason at all,like I have loving parents, great living conditions and my friends are ok, but there’s still something missing, I got consumed by the internet pretty quickly and after COVID 19 I’ve just had half of my life there, and right now I miss the time I was a kid,I had fun on the trampoline,we gathered the whole class wit the bikes, and I had the time of my life , now I feel like I’m going downtown this sick roller coaster that never turns up and I feel that I don’t serve a purpose anymore, I haven’t thought about getting therapy cuz I feel ill get depicted as depressed and I don’t want too, I just want a break,, from this hole that never fills up, from all the things I do thinking it’s helping, from hiding away my emotions, I’m afraid of being called an attention seeker which I probably am, I’m afraid of falling off, I want to be the guy they talk nice about, I want to be the guy with the perfect life, but I’m still in the middle, watching everybody get the hang of this, while I still watch, knowing I’ll never be as good as them, I’m afraid of being the annoying kid, the kid that gets talked bad about,, the kid that is left behind to die and rot, , I sometimes wish I was never born cuz the world were living through is pure hell, I remember pushing my own crush to confess to the guys she crushed on, cuz she shared it all with me, I was filled with happiness knowing she trusted me but filled with sadness knowing I’m not the one, the one she loves, I wish I could disappear, never existing, like I’m still a kid Above me is a lil’ note I left in my room in case I decided to end it all, I’m getting better now. :D I kind wrote this piece after piece so sorry if it does not make sense. Whoever’s reading this: You are loved :D ∩∩ ♡ i will always be ( . .̫ . ) here for supporting 〃 ∩ ◜◝U-U◜◝ and loving you .. ⊂ ⌒ ( 。・ ㉨ ・ ) ヽ _ つ＿/￣￣￣/ ＼/＿＿＿/
This picture man.....I see my very self sitting with the girl I loved. I would do anything and everything to go back to 2018-19. What a ride it was. Too bad it was way too late by the time i realized what world i was living in
Perfect playlist, and the photo makes the feeling of nostalgia even more profound. I'm in my mid-thirties now, and this photo is a reminder of simpler timers.. Times that are now long gone by now, and feels like a distant dream.
I worry about forgetting them. My best summer so far was only 3 years ago and allready I only remember a family holiday, being at the park loads, and running home when the streetlights turned on because if I gkt back after dark my mum would kill
It's scary to think about it, but if that happens, the person himself probably won't be able to recognize it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Fr make the most of it, it goes by way faster then you think and one day youll look back and wish you could relive all of it. Sometimes wishing to fix ur wrongs but dont, just focus one the good, , but cherish all of it and make the very most of it.
Regrets are bad when they are still new. But after some time they become easier to bear. They can even be enjoyable, because they're part of your story.
I'd never experienced freedom like this before. There were glimpses and moments here and there, but...before I transitioned into the woman I am now, the "boy" I *was* never really knew this carefreeness. He was always concerned about how to serve other's expectations. Only now have I experienced nights like these. Moments like these with friends: A night under the stars, a confessed crush, an ill-fated kiss, watching old movies, a bachalorette party, dancing at a gay bar, a double-sided hug, watching fireflies as the sun sets, trips down to the creek... These moments have happened to me within the last 8 months. I'm 33. These are the best moments of my life. I've received a 2nd chance to live my youth. I'm cherishing every possible second.
Here's a thing. i dont exactly know why i am here. But while listening the first two songs of the video, i came across th comments. i dont know if you'll ever see this. But as you read this, i think you've seen it. Look bro, this photo ic called a "Memorry Trigger Photo". It can activate parts or Emotions of your Brain that you didnt even know existed. Look, man, as everyone says, life is Tough, but you need to live in Toughness, otherwise you'll no longer be here. Thats why its called life... Stay strong boys
Why is it always a house cat photo saying something like this? Also why is everyone obsessed over some girl giving a dude the finger in a sunset? That's an easy task to pull off.
man we just passed our 9 year anniversary the other day. still feels so new and pure. butterflies and goosebumps everywhere that night. why did i get so lucky?
I'm moving out tomorrow, i never thought i would be able to get away from this horrible home filled with neglect and constant arguing, but i did it. And you all can do it as well, i believe in every one of yous. It will get better. I promise
i’m living my childhood honestly alone. school lunches i sneak up to the stadium and sit down on the bleachers where no one is and look out on the empty football field. i sneak out sometimes at night which are my fav moments with a friend sometimes, or sometimes i’ll go out on walks. i’m going to prom with someone. it feels like im a huge loner during school though. i’m spending my childhood studying and doing homework instead of having friends and going out. i won’t ever have what’s in this picture, i won’t have a “normal” childhood because of who im currently with. but this song makes me happy and grateful for when i can be with him and when i was with him. the beauty of distance makes the emotional and physical connections that much stronger. i have a place to belong in when im older; a loyal and amazing person to be with. i can’t wait to be with him everyday and feel at peace like how the people in this picture probably felt. my life with him isn’t going to be a high up and then a slow down, itll nonstop improve and become better and i can’t wait for that. for now im going to cherish everyday and focus on the present though, those night walks, going to starbucks or getting drinks with some friends, how peaceful lunch everyday is. How hard i try to do good in school and the effort spent into studying i put in everyday. I’m happy, healthy, and have the man of my dreams. I love life and i have it really good and i have the best people in it despite not being around people that often.
It seems like a movie-like world is packed into these short words. I'm very jealous because I don't have any memories like that. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I'm going to leave this here for myself. For the past 5 Months, I've met an amazing person. I opened up too soon. She ghosted me for a month. That month was the hardest. Then she came back to me a month later. I was a fool to take her back. I never felt this way about someone. I opened up too soon. I value myself. I must move on. I will always care for her in my heart. I'm 25 and I must focus on my Dreams. When the time is just GOD will bring someone who deserves me.
I'm 30 and totally finished mentally and emotionally. Never had anything like in the photo, and hate people too much to ever trust somebody now. I keep going from the sound of engines, nostalgic/sad/pokemon music, and hockey. That's literally it.
@@markperillo4244Thanks, some days are better than others. I don’t really have friends other than a couple Discord people, so many days are me vs the war in my head.
i wish i had a best friend when i was young who stayed until now because all of my best friends in the past whom i cherished deeply, they all have different lives now, where i am no longer part of.
if you're thinking of someone and you got a beautiful smile on your face while listening to this Playlist, You are definitely in love with that person.
im thinking of her but we are on 8 months of no contact and we may never speak to each other again. seeing her in uni every week breaks me completely. she is my first love and I will forever love her
when everyone in the comments is sad because they *miss* these days saying the fun is done once you are thirty... and here I am, will be thirty soon never experienced life's joys, friendships or love adventures, but still waiting.... oh give me some hope guys!!! Don't tell me it is over! (I never chose to be a loner, I suffered from generalized anxiety disorder, dpdr, and dissociation and when I recovered I found out life passed me by)
«You’re sooo gifted” I wish I was u cuz everything’s easy for u” Just because I’m good at it does not mean I enjoy it. I stopped doing homework, I stopped putting effort in my classes, and I have no reason at all,like I have loving parents, great living conditions and my friends are ok, but there’s still something missing, I got consumed by the internet pretty quickly and after COVID 19 I’ve just had half of my life there, and right now I miss the time I was a kid,I had fun on the trampoline,we gathered the whole class wit the bikes, and I had the time of my life , now I feel like I’m going downtown this sick roller coaster that never turns up and I feel that I don’t serve a purpose anymore, I haven’t thought about getting therapy cuz I feel ill get depicted as depressed and I don’t want too, I just want a break,, from this hole that never fills up, from all the things I do thinking it’s helping, from hiding away my emotions, I’m afraid of being called an attention seeker which I probably am, I’m afraid of falling off, I want to be the guy they talk nice about, I want to be the guy with the perfect life, but I’m still in the middle, watching everybody get the hang of this, while I still watch, knowing I’ll never be as good as them, I’m afraid of being the annoying kid, the kid that gets talked bad about,, the kid that is left behind to die and rot, , I sometimes wish I was never born cuz the world were living through is pure hell, I remember pushing my own crush to confess to the guys she crushed on, cuz she shared it all with me, I was filled with happiness knowing she trusted me but filled with sadness knowing I’m not the one, the one she loves, I wish I could disappear, never existing, like I’m still a kid Above me is a lil’ note I left in my room in case I decided to end it all, I’m getting better now. :D I kind wrote this piece after piece so sorry if it does not make sense. Whoever’s reading this: You are loved :D ∩∩ ♡ i will always be ( . .̫ . ) here for supporting 〃 ∩ ◜◝U-U◜◝ and loving you .. ⊂ ⌒ ( 。・ ㉨ ・ ) ヽ _ つ＿/￣￣￣/ ＼/＿＿＿/
ig most of the serious stuff happens at the age youre in rn, marrying the love of your life, having a beautiful family, advancing in life in general so just be open and accept all the good things that come your way cause you deserve it greatly, "we waste a lot of time crying over wasted time" just dont let that be you, all the best!
I’ve just gotten to a point where I’m happy and fun and entertaining to everyone around me when there around but deep down inside I’m just numb… I try to cry and let it out but not one tear goes down my face, I’m slowly losing hope in this world and in the things that’s going on… went thorough a 2 year relationship lost my grandpa due to cancer losing friend, and am just holding this all in… I don’t know why I can felt it out but I feel like it’s something with acceptance in what’s happened that I just can’t get ahold of, and I just can’t feel the pain of it bc of how long I’ve been holding on to this… I just feel like if I got how are you, or are you ok. I’ll break down in tears but I haven’t gotten that for a while, so I’ve kinda gave up on that to and this is why I’m saying this all here….
I love u people. Don’t forget that sour feeling in your stomach isn’t your life. We share it all together and that is why our memories will live and won’t be forgotten ❤️
Yesterday I was 6. Twenty years later I still feel like a child trying to figure out the world. The truth is, you never truly figure life out. The key is enjoying the small moments while you still have them. Everyone’s light shuts off eventually, so shine it bright while you still can.
I always had this fantasy: where this really cute girl that I had become attracted to, was in fact my girlfriend. That picture explores a really beautiful scene of my own imagination shared with her. Maiara, you are awesome! You really had my heart in those days. College days. But, nobody knew it, nor even U. ❤
Please be confident. If you don't give up no matter what happens, you will definitely succeed. You will be happy! Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Hi everyone. Life moves fast and you can’t get back some great times but you have the ability to make great times, and even BETTER times. The dichotomy of control is in your hands. Whatever your age is, move on, look forward and make this life the best it can be. Rooting for you❤❤❤❤
she never did it to me like this but one day she ignored me mentally .that was the day i learnt never to be in a relation again after this breakes.be focussed un yourself.they have the options to marry after being 18 without job.but in india if you r jobless as a man no one will marry you.thats the lesson i got
It is not only India. It's the same in Japan. People with low incomes have lower rates of marriage for both men and women. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
In 2004, when I was 20, I drove my girlfriend at the time to the lake in my first car, we lay there all alone and looked at the moon and then swam naked. This time will never come again.
24 years old... totally lost between being an adult or being too young and just starting out... everything seems wrong, uncertain, nothing is completely right and should we move on? wanting to live more in the here and now but the anxieties of life, the desire for a good future still stop me in my tracks...
24 years old is young and fresh. The uncertainty for the future will always be there, embrace it. It’s import to plan for your future and set goals, but then submerse yourself in the present. It’s okay to relive some good memories from your teenage years or even reflect on some patterns that you don’t want to repeat, but don’t live in your past. Emotionally, it can be tough but I heard somewhere life comes out of you and not at you. I’m only 27 n still learning and growing. You got this! Have a good day 😊
venting because i cant take it anymore. i cant do this anymore. none of it. you probably arent even going to read this whole thing but i just cant do this anymore. i always act like im okay. i really wish i was. im so sick and tired of everything. im so lazy and worthless and at the same time i feel so alone. no one is there for me. i hate my parents. how can you make your own child feel like theyre worthless? im so lazy and i cant do anything. im so insecure about my body and my looks. i hate my personality. if im not hungry my parents force feed me and say that im starving myself. but when my brother doesnt want to eat, which is almost all the time, they say that its okay. i hate my dad most of all. hes such a creep too and makes me feel so bad about myself along with making me feel uncomfortable. when im wearing shorts, even if its just to school, especially in the summer or when its hot out he tells me to pull them down because theyre too short. why is he looking? they were covering my white butt too. when i went to school in shorts this morning he called me an embarassment because i looked like i as wearing "underwear" and the two boys at my bus stop were in sweatpants. btw those boys are the ones that never wear shorts) i vented a bit to my friend about how i cant remember what my parents did but she is telling me that i may have dissociative amnesia, which basically means that my brain is blocking out trauma. i dont think its trauma though. i really want to be okay but its so hard. im thinking of calling cps but im afraid they will just send me back of that they wont do anything. its not that bad anyways.. when i fall and get hurt my parents just yell at me.. and when im crying they tell me that im just acting and yell at me even more. they call me an embarassment to my face which makes me feel completely worthless. on winter break this year i forgot my jacket for the skiing trip and my dad took my phone and smashed it on the car's storage compartment area. it cracked the back of my phone and hes making me pay for it. he keeps threatening to smash my phone/break it whenever he wants to control me. i wanna kms. last summer my mom found cuts and scars on my wrists but luckily she believed me when i lied about it and said they were from the cat. my dad keeps saying that if i dont do (whatever hes telling me to do) that he is going to crack my cat's neck right in front of me. i feel like my head has been so slow lately. i dont know if anything i just mentioned is normal but maybe its not that bad and maybe im just overreacting like they always say. i want to run away but i dont know where ill go. they dont let me sleep in, ever. they yell at me for having low a's or b's and tell me that my grades arent good enough and then they hit me and take my phone while sending me to my room. meanwhile they had horrendous grades when they were younger. i want to jump out of the window. i just want to get away from them. in the summer when we go to the pool, my dad always calls my moms phone when he's at work and demands that we swim laps. we cant even have fun at the pool. i just want to be okay. can anyone write in the comments and tell me what i should do. please. i dont know what im going to do. whenever i look tired or upset they yell at me to stop acting so depressed and to fox my face. they go on my phone when im sleeping and delete apps. when they deleted tiktok from my phone, it ot rid of all my accounts, which, one of them, had over 2.8k followers which i worked hard to get. when i confronted them about it tey told me that i shouldnt even have any social media and that its too bad. later then, they deleted snapchat. my dad yells at me for doing my hair too. im just a girl.. once when i was doing my hair and my dad and two younger brothers were home, (my mom went on vacation to see her parents in europe) my dad barged into my room and yelled at me. he said "all you do is sit on your stupid phone and do your hair" i didnt even have my phone in my room when he said that. im not allowed to have my phone in my room. i dont want to love here but im almost 14. when im 18, i want to move far far away so they cannot ever see me again. i want to move to hawaii and meet people, try to be happy, and sit on the beach to watch the sunset while wearing an oversized hoodie and some light shorts. i really want to call cps. please someone tell me if i should. im just afraid that they will say my situation isnt that bad and keep me with my parents. they never ask if im okay. they say my phone makes me depressed. they never look back on their actions and how it could make me feel. many of the things theyve done are almost like ereased from my mind, i can only remember how they made me feel. i wish someone actually cared and was okay stayed with me when im not okay. even my friend (the one i vented to) told me that she might get tired of me if i dont talk like i used to. she tells me that she noticed that im not myself. i know shell leave me one day and ill have no one but myself. i really want to call. i dont want to feel like this anymore. i dont think other people's parents are like this. sometimes my dad makes my mom cry but shes turning into him now. im sorry to anyone ive affected with this story. please let me know if i should really call and what i should say. im not that good at talking to people. -written june 3, 2024
I think this is late but it is okay not to be okay. I read your entire paragraph, and I really feel bad seeing how you are being treated. It is normal for parents to be strict, but parents to mentally abuse their child is not normal. You should talk to someone you trust the most and tell them everything. Hey, I don't know if I will be good person to talk to, but I am here if you want to! Sometimes, life is just ass and we have to deal with it. It sucks to be deal with it, specially when you are still quiet young. I pray that life gets better for you and you recieve atmost happiness. Do not give up easily, keep fighting. You will get through this hell, and at the end you will see a better life. I believe that you should call cps if things keep going this way, it is not normal for them to mentally torture you. I hope my message reaches to you. Not sure if I did anything to help but stay strong
You do not need to apologize for what you feel. You're feelings will always be validated. I can say this because I also feel this feeling of being tired of everything and not being enough. There is always the best option in any situation even if it feels like you have no choice. There's always a better choice. In terms of what you should say, the best way to go about it is to be 100% honest when calling them. Take it slow. Like many things in life, things will take time. There are struggles that we can and cannot handle. Me, as a guy, can handle physical pain, but emotional and mental is a no no for me. Whoever you are if you do see this message. If I am the first to tell you this, then know that I am glad and honored to be that person... You can do this. You. Are. Strong. You. Are. Formidable. You. Are. Special. You. Have. Purpose.
The worst part is you wake up one day in your 30's and then it hits you, your freedom is done and it's all wrapped up. I am 34 right now and live in a state of feeling my life is over. I can't go back to my 20's and enjoy the moment's, the laughs, the friends and the people. Those days are long behind me. My deep regrette is that I didn't live present in my 20's, I was always day dreaming without appreciating the time in the moment. I feel like my life is pretty much over at this point, there isn't much to look forward too and my life is only downhill from here. Each day I live in a deep sense of there is nothing left for me, my life ends at this point. It's a slow decline from here on out, I can only look back on the life I had and relive the fond memories but moving forward, there is nothing left. My life is over.
I'm sure there are plenty of beautiful unexpected moments to look forward to in your upcoming years. They will come whether you want them or not, it's just life, just be sure to be present in those moments, to recognize them and appreciate them for what they are. So that you don't make the same mistake of what you stated about your 20's: not living in the present moment. Every period of our lives comes with it's highs and lows, there will be things that are good and things that our bad. We're quick to pay attention to the bad things and we fail to recognize the highs which could be the smallest things. I also feel that I am not present and daydreaming without appreciating the time in the moment. But I've learnt that the only thing I can do is be mindful of that pattern, try to remind myself often to get back to the present moment. There will always be longing for the past, or in some cases the future, and I've accepted that as part of life. Because only through accepting it I will be able after feeling the feeling to let it go, and get back to the present moment. I don't know your whole situation, but I hope that life treats you well and you treat life even better.
Strange. We're the same age. And I feel the exact opposite. Like, the worst parts had been over. All the pain, regrets, anguish, they all die down now. And for the first time, I feel hopeful. I don't really know what will happen. I don't really expect to live this long either. Pretty much one day after another by now. But I can feel it. It's quite crazy. I feel the best of my life is ahead, not behind. I mean, there is no logic in this. Just a feeling. Like when you witness something so wonderful, and beautiful, that you can't help but grinning like an idiot. Sorry, didn't mean to put salt on your wound. I know exactly how you feel, believe it or not. I felt like that just a couple of months ago. And I felt like that since I was a kid or so. But now, I feel different. Can't really explain it. Just hope you know that it's a possibility. That your feeling can change. With or without intention. But it can.
The past you leave behind is the foundation of who you are. When we get caught up in daydreaming, we start to believe the path forward is to forget our foundation. I only just realized how impossible it is to build a house without the foundation. We must find meaning in and reconcile the events of our past. Look back and patch the holes of regret and inaction. Then we can build a house into the light of the future we daydreamed. Only death can make it too late to begin patching and building.
Those who believe are saved. Believe strongly in what you believe in and walk towards the light. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I will be 20 soon... never experienced something like this. I'm starting my adult life and I'm afraid. I don't know if I'll ever meet someone. Since I've never been with somebody, I'm afraid it will be a red flag in the future. I lost my ability to socialize with new people, especially girls. I wish to experience such moment in the future as this photo, though I probably won't.
I will turn 20 in a month. I never had a girlfriend or someone I really felt something for. But hey. I'm doing well, I have a job I love, a caring family, good friends and most of all I know what I want to achieve in life. And aside from that... we still have lots and lots of time :)
You will one day. Just trust God. His plan is better then ours. Don’t force it and don’t rush it, that time will come and it will find you just at the perfect moment.
Мне 25. А внутри 17. Грустно осозновать, что у меня никогда не будет подобного тому, что на фото. Я не урод или еще что-то там, но нынешнее время щас такое, что если ты без денег, то ничего подобного не будет в твоей жизни. Все в погоне за деньгами, увы. Даже 18-20 летние девушки. Мои последние отношения были 3 года назад. Я вложил все что у меня было и я все потерял в долларах это наверно около 35к, для России это безумные суммы, особенно в 21-22 года. Я был в депрессии которая дважды подводила меня к наложению рук на себя, не знаю как я с этим справился. Я повторюсь...мне 25, но выгляжу на 21-23. Но я вижу как рядеют мои волосы, как становится лицо старее, да это все легко починить, но вы наверно понимаете какого это, видить ... Я очень боюсь что к 28 годам я так же останусь одинок, без друзей, без девушки. И дело даже не в интиме, вы понимаете, я думаю вы духовно развиты, раз тут. Дело именно в подобной атмосфере. Сей час я немного налаживаю свою жизнь, надеюсь у меня получится все починить. Слушая подобную музыку и глядя на подобные фото, мне становится очень грустно. Иногда плачу, осознавая какой получил урон, но что-то есть в этой грусти, что заставляет тебя меняться к лучшему и двигаться к своей мечте. Мечте, найти своих и успокоиться... Если ты в таком же состоянии, не отчаивайся друг, мы справимся в нашей жизни обязательно появятся такие фото, все будет хорошо. Люблю вас.Спасибо.
You are amazing to be alive despite experiencing such sadness and misery. Please, you are still young, so please live a happy life. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I have a feeling things will be okay. I trust in my therapist. at the same time I'm scared and I don't know why. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of ending up alone. I graduated with an engineering degree last year and I'm looking for a job now. it's been hard. I know I will find a job and I'm scared of change but at the same time I want change. I want to make money, to travel the world, to have my own apartment. I want to feel less scared of people. I want to get closer to people, to have friends and to get into relationships. I want to try all the things I wanted to do as a child and didn't get to do out of fear. I want to make up for my lost childhood, to let go of fear and to trust people. I want to love and be loved.
You will. Have heart. You are making a lot of progress, and doing a great job. When it’s your time, someone will find you. And that time is coming soon
But different is not always bad. It’s just different. I’ve had to learn this. I always lived in the past so much thinking about the girl I used to love. I had to learn to be hopeful of the future.
That's a beautiful mix mate, a little mistake at 18:03 , the track is called " n u a g e s - closer" an incredible artist. Nevertheless really beautiful atmosphere and perf pic, keep it up!
everything will be ok as long as u accept Jesus in your life, give your life to God, share the gospel and repent.... in the end you will have eternal life and God will wipe your tears...
Navo159, While you get the attention of all of the loners here, you earn a side income from multiple streams (TH-cam, Spotify and Patreon), kinda smart actually, a genuine compliment. Too bad many streamers do this too, making a repetative playlist of the songs. SO MANY COPIES, AFTER COPIES, SO FEW CREATIVITY....
Even though there are ads, the revenue goes to the copyright holder. Life is not so sweet. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:
spoti.fi/4aH2Phn 💙
(Daily updated)
How do u make the music's bro
@yosephtadesse-lckq he copies it from me, IM THE REAL NAVO, he took my indetity , he is bohemian stuff and Satan and demon and debil
I'm getting closer to 30 and have recently entered a state of understanding that those times aren't ever coming back. Life is an emotional rollercoaster and unfortunately we can't get off until the ride ends. Those nights I spent chasing girls, drinking with friends, summer parties and total freedom are never returning and I just wish I appreciated it more at the time. When your teachers tell you these years are the best years of your life, they truly are.
Once you climb the rollercoaster chain to the top, unfortunately you have to come back down, money, stress, kids, bills, things keeping you locked in, you will have some ups, and some downs, but you will never climb as tall as you did on that first ascent. Enjoy your youth because I long for those days and they're never coming back.
I was the happiest when I was 17, just finished with high school and I've got accepted to university. I distinctively remember the feeling when I knew I have 5+ years ahead of me, basically worry free (I was lucky with my circumstances), and all summer nights, winter parties, dawns spent with so many girls' places and so many avenues discovered. I was incredibly grateful to God for having a supreme childhood and young adulthood to provide me with these experiences. My point-of-view widened, saw many disparate fates and got to know so many people. Now, in a similar way I'm almost 35, working on my PhD, teaching at the uni I was once part of, living the working life of a normal person, but I would disagree with the lock, in a sense that your soul got so much more colorized, I don't see myself the random NPC on the public transport or sitting in a car, I remember these memories with the few friends remained, and I'm grateful to them. But yes, when summer comes, and I walk through areas where I was experienced a strong emotion or feeling before, it can re-shatter me again. The crawing is so strong, for those times. But essentially, I don't fear age or death, I'm trying to live my life as I can to the fullest and I'm grateful for every experience. Walking home after a party at 5am in the morning in summer, where I just hook up with some random girl and then you still have many times ahead of you: one of the best feelings. Whew. Life is a ride indeed.
I met a 48 year old SEAL once who had just gone for a HALO jump with 100+ pounds of kit. When your peak is over is largely up to you and luck, well passed 30. Don't let yourself use an easy out unless you're absolutely sure it's the cause.
If a guy can solo free climb with no legs you can figure out how to have more fun at 30.
This is why it's a good idea to support bringing back the 4 day work week. People were not meant to work 60-80 hours a week. That is enslavement to those who do not work.
Yeah and some people never get to experience what you did. Stop crying
@@BleedForTheWorldmany will not even cope with 4 days well, many autistics for example. Better would be where everyone could manage their own time and schedule and work at their capacity or pace
It hurts how quickly everything moves... and no matter how deeply u cherish it..nothing slows down
true, but we still can try to pause the outside world for a while and appreciate the beauty of the moment
You mean like when you want to keep it like a perfect picture but it's only temporary?
Time slipping away, new dreams born every day
Suddenly, these dreams are behind you
Ever falling like rain, changing again and again
Is there someone who loves you
We may only be here one time...for all anyone knows
and we already share one mind, what more could we ask for
than sunlight...born of the dawn, night dreams...having all flown
in tune with creation
perfectly worded...much love to you let's stop and smell those damn roses!!!!!!
facts and i peep u have 1999, thats my year also lol i wanted to ask if u have discord or snao ? ill like to check out ur vibe and see if u kno any rabit holes
the most painful thing about that photo is i never had anything like that when i was younger and will probably never experience it
real
That thought came to mind as soon as I clicked on this video, and when I scrolled down to the comments there you were.
even when you had it you still yearn for it
u ll be fine, I promise
Why would it pain you to not experience something that you haven't?
I think in general we as people tend to focus on negative aspects of our lives and things we never had or have lost, rather than looking back at the same memories with a positive perception, being happy it DID happen and on things that we DO have. EVERYTHING is temporary, even you. Accept it and enjoy today and now, in five years time you will look back and only then realise you really actually had it all and want to go back.
Look around today or tomorrow, at your friends, work colleagues, family, people walking past you. in the blink of an eye they will be in their 50s/60s, including you, reminiscing about their life and youth. Looking back at missed opportunities, unmet expectations. So let go of that anxiety, those issues, and live that life you can look back on when your in those 50s/60s and be able to look back with a smile and have no regrets.
A few seconds ago the gallery on my phone showed me what happened today a year ago and I felt sad because it showed memories I had with a very special person that left my life. Your comment gave me back a smile on my face. You are right. I should be happy it happened. I should be happy life gave me the opportunity to feel these moments so deeply and that I had the pleasure experiencing these moments.
Memories like these make life worth living, don't they?
Experience these emotions, collect memories and live life to the fullest.
Sometime we have to let people go. I've heard multiple times that letting someone go is on of the biggest acts of loving.
But there is a big difference in hearing someting and understanding something.
I think I finally understood the meaning of it by reading your comment and writing my comment.
It's like a mothers love who lets her child go so that it can experience life by it's own and always wishing her child the best. This kind of love is about appreciation and not about possession.
It's about unconditional love. Loving someone without wanting anything in exchange.
I truly think that there also is unconditional happiness.
Being happy no matter what happens in your life.
Look at life as a stream of moments. Experience them in that moment and let them go to experience new moments.
I think as soon as we try to cling to these moments we disturb the peaceful mind.
We need to find peace with the past and we need to let go of the past.
Cherish the moments you were allowed to experience ❤
@@iMo737 Thank you
this really touched my heart.
I believe that good things are on their way.
On their way away from me for real 💀
ô idol đi lạc:0
its so interesting how the pictures creates different feelings for people depending on what they are going through. For me it makes me feel a bit hopeful some others may feel a bit sad because nothing lasts forever.
true
For me it's just another dark reminder that I do not have a normal youth. My social development and anxiety was fucked.
@@Redwood_Elder js lmk if you want to talk about it I'm all ears
i am in the middle, i feel sad but at the same time a hope comes in my soul
@@Redwood_Eldersame
I'm just some guy from new England who met a girl from Oklahoma. That sunset and this picture and music overall makes me remembers of those 5 wonderful days we spent together one summer, half way across the country and though we'll never see you again. Ill cherish that moment forever. I love you Cynthia.
did she pass away?
what happened? why won't you meet her again?
why did you break up contact?
Thank you for sharing, good luck bro!
for everyone out there. there is still hope. don't let up, you will find someone that accepts you for who you truly are. But first, you need to accept your past, the mistakes you made makes you who you are now. That's a thing not a lot of people understands, but I did, and found someone that accepts me for who I am, and I accept her for who she is. I sometimes watch these playlists not to remember of how I was, but it's more of a reminder not to go back again, makes me stronger. I believe in you and you are strong.
The world nostalgia comes from two words: the first being "nóstos" which literally means "homecoming" and "álgos" which literally means "sorrow" or "despair". So many of us chase the feeling of nostalgia as a means to mourn for our lost innocence, simpler times, or the past in general.
Here is a reminder for those who care to stop and read: Slow down. Slow everything in your life down. Make your body language slow and controlled. Decide carefully on how you spend your time. Slow your ambition, be slow to anger, be slow to act frivolously.
You can design your life in such a way where even the smallest things in your life become profoundly enjoyable. If you're meeting a friend for coffee, you're likely to drive or take a train. That will consist of many small moments that you will simply take for granted and miss if you're in a hurry. Put your phone away. Move your body. Live intentionally.
It is completely normal to feel sad that time has passed, but many of you likely still have many years ahead of you that can be absolutely full of joy, wonder, and just as much enjoyment as you feel you once had.
So. If you cared to read that, please treat yourself kindly. Just slow down. Your life is still your life, you've just parted with a certain degree of innocence. Maybe life isn't quite as "simple" now that you have responsibilities, but that's ok. make it a point to enjoy each and every moment, even the ones that aren't exactly pleasant. Do your job well. Treat people kindly. Listen patiently.
Be well, friends!
mindful living. mindfulness really changes your whole life
Wow this is really nice comment!
«You’re sooo gifted”
I wish I was u cuz everything’s easy for u”
Just because I’m good at it does not mean I enjoy it. I stopped doing homework, I stopped putting effort in my classes, and I have no reason at all,like I have loving parents, great living conditions and my friends are ok, but there’s still something missing, I got consumed by the internet pretty quickly and after COVID 19 I’ve just had half of my life there, and right now I miss the time I was a kid,I had fun on the trampoline,we gathered the whole class wit the bikes, and I had the time of my life , now I feel like I’m going downtown this sick roller coaster that never turns up and I feel that I don’t serve a purpose anymore, I haven’t thought about getting therapy cuz I feel ill get depicted as depressed and I don’t want too, I just want a break,, from this hole that never fills up, from all the things I do thinking it’s helping, from hiding away my emotions, I’m afraid of being called an attention seeker which I probably am, I’m afraid of falling off, I want to be the guy they talk nice about, I want to be the guy with the perfect life, but I’m still in the middle, watching everybody get the hang of this, while I still watch, knowing I’ll never be as good as them, I’m afraid of being the annoying kid, the kid that gets talked bad about,, the kid that is left behind to die and rot, , I sometimes wish I was never born cuz the world were living through is pure hell, I remember pushing my own crush to confess to the guys she crushed on, cuz she shared it all with me, I was filled with happiness knowing she trusted me but filled with sadness knowing I’m not the one, the one she loves, I wish I could disappear, never existing, like I’m still a kid
Above me is a lil’ note I left in my room in case I decided to end it all, I’m getting better now. :D
I kind wrote this piece after piece so sorry if it does not make sense.
Whoever’s reading this: You are loved :D
∩∩ ♡ i will always be
( . .̫ . ) here for supporting
〃 ∩ ◜◝U-U◜◝ and loving you ..
⊂ ⌒ ( 。・ ㉨ ・ )
ヽ _ つ＿/￣￣￣/
＼/＿＿＿/
Tank you
This picture man.....I see my very self sitting with the girl I loved. I would do anything and everything to go back to 2018-19. What a ride it was. Too bad it was way too late by the time i realized what world i was living in
Perfect playlist, and the photo makes the feeling of nostalgia even more profound.
I'm in my mid-thirties now, and this photo is a reminder of simpler timers.. Times that are now long gone by now, and feels like a distant dream.
People are worried about getting older and no longer having these memories.
Now imagine the fear of getting older while never having those memories.
I worry about forgetting them. My best summer so far was only 3 years ago and allready I only remember a family holiday, being at the park loads, and running home when the streetlights turned on because if I gkt back after dark my mum would kill
It's scary to think about it, but if that happens, the person himself probably won't be able to recognize it.
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
that's true... I do believe that everything will be okay, no matter how awful things become
As you say! It gave me courage.
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
From reading all these comments I have come to learn how much regret people have in life. I'm only 14 and I'm going to make the most of it.
Yeah bro make the most of it, cherish the little things in the moments, and don't let yourself regret anything later on :) All the best to you
@@ADodgeViper thanks man :)
Fr make the most of it, it goes by way faster then you think and one day youll look back and wish you could relive all of it. Sometimes wishing to fix ur wrongs but dont, just focus one the good, , but cherish all of it and make the very most of it.
Fr tho
Regrets are bad when they are still new. But after some time they become easier to bear. They can even be enjoyable, because they're part of your story.
I'd never experienced freedom like this before. There were glimpses and moments here and there, but...before I transitioned into the woman I am now, the "boy" I *was* never really knew this carefreeness. He was always concerned about how to serve other's expectations.
Only now have I experienced nights like these. Moments like these with friends:
A night under the stars, a confessed crush, an ill-fated kiss, watching old movies, a bachalorette party, dancing at a gay bar, a double-sided hug, watching fireflies as the sun sets, trips down to the creek...
These moments have happened to me within the last 8 months. I'm 33. These are the best moments of my life. I've received a 2nd chance to live my youth. I'm cherishing every possible second.
Here's a thing. i dont exactly know why i am here. But while listening the first two songs of the video, i came across th comments. i dont know if you'll ever see this. But as you read this, i think you've seen it. Look bro, this photo ic called a "Memorry Trigger Photo". It can activate parts or Emotions of your Brain that you didnt even know existed. Look, man, as everyone says, life is Tough, but you need to live in Toughness, otherwise you'll no longer be here. Thats why its called life... Stay strong boys
thx bro. from the south korea. we are livin our life. stay strong!!!
Why is it always a house cat photo saying something like this?
Also why is everyone obsessed over some girl giving a dude the finger in a sunset?
That's an easy task to pull off.
It's a little hard to understand, but it's a great comment!
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
This picture breaks my heart and I don't know why...
Because nothing last forever…
a fragment of one carefree day of youth, a day no more no less, and like all our days, now half remembered, will be lost forever with us.
Are you lonely? Because that's why it makes me sad.
@@LynnSanders-g9ua little bit. I'm in a relationship, I shouldn't feel lonely but I do
@@musicjunk8266lost forever with us? The meaning?
man we just passed our 9 year anniversary the other day. still feels so new and pure. butterflies and goosebumps everywhere that night. why did i get so lucky?
That is so beautiful! I pray that I get that story
@@falynwest288 I am praying with you friend
@@ozek4396 thank you so much!
Because you're a good person. God bless you.
@@danielli-g3334 likewise, friend. thank you and God Bless ❤
I'm moving out tomorrow, i never thought i would be able to get away from this horrible home filled with neglect and constant arguing, but i did it. And you all can do it as well, i believe in every one of yous. It will get better. I promise
I wish you luck!
This is so 90’s sunset god I miss those times so much.
As you say!
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
i’m living my childhood honestly alone. school lunches i sneak up to the stadium and sit down on the bleachers where no one is and look out on the empty football field. i sneak out sometimes at night which are my fav moments with a friend sometimes, or sometimes i’ll go out on walks. i’m going to prom with someone. it feels like im a huge loner during school though. i’m spending my childhood studying and doing homework instead of having friends and going out. i won’t ever have what’s in this picture, i won’t have a “normal” childhood because of who im currently with. but this song makes me happy and grateful for when i can be with him and when i was with him. the beauty of distance makes the emotional and physical connections that much stronger. i have a place to belong in when im older; a loyal and amazing person to be with. i can’t wait to be with him everyday and feel at peace like how the people in this picture probably felt. my life with him isn’t going to be a high up and then a slow down, itll nonstop improve and become better and i can’t wait for that. for now im going to cherish everyday and focus on the present though, those night walks, going to starbucks or getting drinks with some friends, how peaceful lunch everyday is. How hard i try to do good in school and the effort spent into studying i put in everyday. I’m happy, healthy, and have the man of my dreams. I love life and i have it really good and i have the best people in it despite not being around people that often.
You are a very smart child. I'm so impressed!
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
i miss my childhood lover it was dumb and young but was real we were 16 when we met and i could have given her the world
It seems like a movie-like world is packed into these short words.
I'm very jealous because I don't have any memories like that.
Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
i’m sorry for you
I'm going to leave this here for myself. For the past 5 Months, I've met an amazing person. I opened up too soon. She ghosted me for a month. That month was the hardest. Then she came back to me a month later. I was a fool to take her back. I never felt this way about someone. I opened up too soon. I value myself. I must move on. I will always care for her in my heart. I'm 25 and I must focus on my Dreams. When the time is just GOD will bring someone who deserves me.
There is no God, relax
@@MrRedsay
God is Love. 😊❤
Real
Wait for that time. Don’t rush it, and don’t force it.
Thank You 🙏 Jesus
I am Trusting You 😇
I can feel the breeze the sun going down little warm ❤
nice momentum capte ❤
Thank you
Pray for the best, prepare for the worst.
I'm 30 and totally finished mentally and emotionally. Never had anything like in the photo, and hate people too much to ever trust somebody now. I keep going from the sound of engines, nostalgic/sad/pokemon music, and hockey. That's literally it.
Same hope your alright dude
@@markperillo4244Thanks, some days are better than others. I don’t really have friends other than a couple Discord people, so many days are me vs the war in my head.
@@sbinnala take it all one day at a time try meditation should help
even though this life can be so much hurtful, i love that there's love in it
That's a brilliant comment!
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
i wish i had a best friend when i was young who stayed until now because all of my best friends in the past whom i cherished deeply, they all have different lives now, where i am no longer part of.
You should keep in touch. Give them a call. They will be happy to hear from you.
if you're thinking of someone and you got a beautiful smile on your face while listening to this Playlist, You are definitely in love with that person.
yeah well what if its only one sided
im thinking of her but we are on 8 months of no contact and we may never speak to each other again. seeing her in uni every week breaks me completely. she is my first love and I will forever love her
@@apexdavid8515stuff happens. She’s already moved on, you should too, sometimes it just isn’t meant to be and that’s ok
i want my childhood
live the life you can look back at with a smile:)
when everyone in the comments is sad because they *miss* these days saying the fun is done once you are thirty... and here I am, will be thirty soon never experienced life's joys, friendships or love adventures, but still waiting.... oh give me some hope guys!!! Don't tell me it is over!
(I never chose to be a loner, I suffered from generalized anxiety disorder, dpdr, and dissociation and when I recovered I found out life passed me by)
«You’re sooo gifted”
I wish I was u cuz everything’s easy for u”
Just because I’m good at it does not mean I enjoy it. I stopped doing homework, I stopped putting effort in my classes, and I have no reason at all,like I have loving parents, great living conditions and my friends are ok, but there’s still something missing, I got consumed by the internet pretty quickly and after COVID 19 I’ve just had half of my life there, and right now I miss the time I was a kid,I had fun on the trampoline,we gathered the whole class wit the bikes, and I had the time of my life , now I feel like I’m going downtown this sick roller coaster that never turns up and I feel that I don’t serve a purpose anymore, I haven’t thought about getting therapy cuz I feel ill get depicted as depressed and I don’t want too, I just want a break,, from this hole that never fills up, from all the things I do thinking it’s helping, from hiding away my emotions, I’m afraid of being called an attention seeker which I probably am, I’m afraid of falling off, I want to be the guy they talk nice about, I want to be the guy with the perfect life, but I’m still in the middle, watching everybody get the hang of this, while I still watch, knowing I’ll never be as good as them, I’m afraid of being the annoying kid, the kid that gets talked bad about,, the kid that is left behind to die and rot, , I sometimes wish I was never born cuz the world were living through is pure hell, I remember pushing my own crush to confess to the guys she crushed on, cuz she shared it all with me, I was filled with happiness knowing she trusted me but filled with sadness knowing I’m not the one, the one she loves, I wish I could disappear, never existing, like I’m still a kid
Above me is a lil’ note I left in my room in case I decided to end it all, I’m getting better now. :D
I kind wrote this piece after piece so sorry if it does not make sense.
Whoever’s reading this: You are loved :D
∩∩ ♡ i will always be
( . .̫ . ) here for supporting
〃 ∩ ◜◝U-U◜◝ and loving you ..
⊂ ⌒ ( 。・ ㉨ ・ )
ヽ _ つ＿/￣￣￣/
＼/＿＿＿/
ig most of the serious stuff happens at the age youre in rn, marrying the love of your life, having a beautiful family, advancing in life in general so just be open and accept all the good things that come your way cause you deserve it greatly, "we waste a lot of time crying over wasted time" just dont let that be you, all the best!
@@YourAverageGuitarist51 glad you are doing better man
This sounds soo good and the picture makes me feel happy and hopeful. Thanks for sharing this golden playlist 💛✨
Aí você me quebra, já começa a playlist com uma baita obra.
Please take good care of yourself! It's a joke, of course
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I am surprised that this playlist actually calm my overactive mind, thank you so much!
I’ve just gotten to a point where I’m happy and fun and entertaining to everyone around me when there around but deep down inside I’m just numb… I try to cry and let it out but not one tear goes down my face, I’m slowly losing hope in this world and in the things that’s going on… went thorough a 2 year relationship lost my grandpa due to cancer losing friend, and am just holding this all in…
I don’t know why I can felt it out but I feel like it’s something with acceptance in what’s happened that I just can’t get ahold of, and I just can’t feel the pain of it bc of how long I’ve been holding on to this… I just feel like if I got how are you, or are you ok. I’ll break down in tears but I haven’t gotten that for a while, so I’ve kinda gave up on that to and this is why I’m saying this all here….
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I love u people. Don’t forget that sour feeling in your stomach isn’t your life. We share it all together and that is why our memories will live and won’t be forgotten ❤️
this calms my anxiety sm
this gives me anxiety
@@pqlfn how 💀
It hurts how people can go without you for forever and you can't even for a DAMN FUCKING DAY
You are talking about women? Yep, they can.😢
This is so cinematic-- I'm obsessed!
bro i really like ur videos the way u put photos also the songs.. keep going
The photos in your videos are always so intriguing and matches with the music so well.
Yesterday I was 6. Twenty years later I still feel like a child trying to figure out the world. The truth is, you never truly figure life out. The key is enjoying the small moments while you still have them. Everyone’s light shuts off eventually, so shine it bright while you still can.
I love the songs❤
Certainly, these songs are great, and I want to make some good ones too!
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I always had this fantasy: where this really cute girl that I had become attracted to, was in fact my girlfriend. That picture explores a really beautiful scene of my own imagination shared with her. Maiara, you are awesome! You really had my heart in those days. College days. But, nobody knew it, nor even U. ❤
I hope so 😭🥲
Please be confident. If you don't give up no matter what happens, you will definitely succeed. You will be happy!
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Радуйтесь, кайфуйте, решайте проблемы и развивайтесь. Один раз живём
will be ok...
You are right.
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I just want to say one thing to all the guys reading this comment, I love you, I love you, you're not alone. Never forget that
I'm going to cry, bro😓❤
Thanks. But I wish a woman would say it…
Needed this today, thank you
Hi everyone.
Life moves fast and you can’t get back some great times but you have the ability to make great times, and even BETTER times.
The dichotomy of control is in your hands.
Whatever your age is, move on, look forward and make this life the best it can be. Rooting for you❤❤❤❤
Thank you for the best comment!
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she never did it to me like this but one day she ignored me mentally .that was the day i learnt never to be in a relation again after this breakes.be focussed un yourself.they have the options to marry after being 18 without job.but in india if you r jobless as a man no one will marry you.thats the lesson i got
It is not only India. It's the same in Japan.
People with low incomes have lower rates of marriage for both men and women.
Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
In 2004, when I was 20, I drove my girlfriend at the time to the lake in my first car, we lay there all alone and looked at the moon and then swam naked. This time will never come again.
dreamss
Hard to believe 2004 was 20 years ago… a whole lifetime
Ohh men, i was born in 1984 too…i remember my first car in 2004 enjoying life…now im 39, in two months 40…life is short…
everything will be okay my friends
I absolutely love this picture and the filter.
I will save this for an mdma therapy session. Thanks!🎉
24 years old... totally lost between being an adult or being too young and just starting out... everything seems wrong, uncertain, nothing is completely right and should we move on? wanting to live more in the here and now but the anxieties of life, the desire for a good future still stop me in my tracks...
24 years old is young and fresh. The uncertainty for the future will always be there, embrace it. It’s import to plan for your future and set goals, but then submerse yourself in the present. It’s okay to relive some good memories from your teenage years or even reflect on some patterns that you don’t want to repeat, but don’t live in your past. Emotionally, it can be tough but I heard somewhere life comes out of you and not at you. I’m only 27 n still learning and growing. You got this! Have a good day 😊
@@MiguelRivera-qr1sp amazing advice, thank you miguel!!! Wish u the best!!!!
venting because i cant take it anymore.
i cant do this anymore. none of it. you probably arent even going to read this whole thing but i just cant do this anymore.
i always act like im okay. i really wish i was. im so sick and tired of everything. im so lazy and worthless and at the same time i feel so alone. no one is there for me. i hate my parents. how can you make your own child feel like theyre worthless? im so lazy and i cant do anything. im so insecure about my body and my looks. i hate my personality. if im not hungry my parents force feed me and say that im starving myself. but when my brother doesnt want to eat, which is almost all the time, they say that its okay. i hate my dad most of all. hes such a creep too and makes me feel so bad about myself along with making me feel uncomfortable. when im wearing shorts, even if its just to school, especially in the summer or when its hot out he tells me to pull them down because theyre too short. why is he looking? they were covering my white butt too. when i went to school in shorts this morning he called me an embarassment because i looked like i as wearing "underwear" and the two boys at my bus stop were in sweatpants. btw those boys are the ones that never wear shorts) i vented a bit to my friend about how i cant remember what my parents did but she is telling me that i may have dissociative amnesia, which basically means that my brain is blocking out trauma. i dont think its trauma though. i really want to be okay but its so hard. im thinking of calling cps but im afraid they will just send me back of that they wont do anything. its not that bad anyways.. when i fall and get hurt my parents just yell at me.. and when im crying they tell me that im just acting and yell at me even more. they call me an embarassment to my face which makes me feel completely worthless. on winter break this year i forgot my jacket for the skiing trip and my dad took my phone and smashed it on the car's storage compartment area. it cracked the back of my phone and hes making me pay for it. he keeps threatening to smash my phone/break it whenever he wants to control me. i wanna kms. last summer my mom found cuts and scars on my wrists but luckily she believed me when i lied about it and said they were from the cat. my dad keeps saying that if i dont do (whatever hes telling me to do) that he is going to crack my cat's neck right in front of me. i feel like my head has been so slow lately. i dont know if anything i just mentioned is normal but maybe its not that bad and maybe im just overreacting like they always say. i want to run away but i dont know where ill go. they dont let me sleep in, ever. they yell at me for having low a's or b's and tell me that my grades arent good enough and then they hit me and take my phone while sending me to my room. meanwhile they had horrendous grades when they were younger. i want to jump out of the window. i just want to get away from them. in the summer when we go to the pool, my dad always calls my moms phone when he's at work and demands that we swim laps. we cant even have fun at the pool. i just want to be okay. can anyone write in the comments and tell me what i should do. please. i dont know what im going to do. whenever i look tired or upset they yell at me to stop acting so depressed and to fox my face. they go on my phone when im sleeping and delete apps. when they deleted tiktok from my phone, it ot rid of all my accounts, which, one of them, had over 2.8k followers which i worked hard to get. when i confronted them about it tey told me that i shouldnt even have any social media and that its too bad. later then, they deleted snapchat. my dad yells at me for doing my hair too. im just a girl.. once when i was doing my hair and my dad and two younger brothers were home, (my mom went on vacation to see her parents in europe) my dad barged into my room and yelled at me. he said "all you do is sit on your stupid phone and do your hair" i didnt even have my phone in my room when he said that. im not allowed to have my phone in my room. i dont want to love here but im almost 14. when im 18, i want to move far far away so they cannot ever see me again. i want to move to hawaii and meet people, try to be happy, and sit on the beach to watch the sunset while wearing an oversized hoodie and some light shorts. i really want to call cps. please someone tell me if i should. im just afraid that they will say my situation isnt that bad and keep me with my parents. they never ask if im okay. they say my phone makes me depressed. they never look back on their actions and how it could make me feel. many of the things theyve done are almost like ereased from my mind, i can only remember how they made me feel. i wish someone actually cared and was okay stayed with me when im not okay. even my friend (the one i vented to) told me that she might get tired of me if i dont talk like i used to. she tells me that she noticed that im not myself. i know shell leave me one day and ill have no one but myself. i really want to call. i dont want to feel like this anymore. i dont think other people's parents are like this. sometimes my dad makes my mom cry but shes turning into him now. im sorry to anyone ive affected with this story. please let me know if i should really call and what i should say. im not that good at talking to people. -written june 3, 2024
I think this is late but it is okay not to be okay. I read your entire paragraph, and I really feel bad seeing how you are being treated. It is normal for parents to be strict, but parents to mentally abuse their child is not normal. You should talk to someone you trust the most and tell them everything. Hey, I don't know if I will be good person to talk to, but I am here if you want to! Sometimes, life is just ass and we have to deal with it. It sucks to be deal with it, specially when you are still quiet young. I pray that life gets better for you and you recieve atmost happiness. Do not give up easily, keep fighting. You will get through this hell, and at the end you will see a better life.
I believe that you should call cps if things keep going this way, it is not normal for them to mentally torture you. I hope my message reaches to you. Not sure if I did anything to help but stay strong
You do not need to apologize for what you feel. You're feelings will always be validated. I can say this because I also feel this feeling of being tired of everything and not being enough.
There is always the best option in any situation even if it feels like you have no choice. There's always a better choice.
In terms of what you should say, the best way to go about it is to be 100% honest when calling them. Take it slow. Like many things in life, things will take time.
There are struggles that we can and cannot handle. Me, as a guy, can handle physical pain, but emotional and mental is a no no for me.
Whoever you are if you do see this message. If I am the first to tell you this, then know that I am glad and honored to be that person...
You can do this.
You. Are. Strong.
You. Are. Formidable.
You. Are. Special.
You. Have. Purpose.
It's okay
The worst part is you wake up one day in your 30's and then it hits you, your freedom is done and it's all wrapped up. I am 34 right now and live in a state of feeling my life is over. I can't go back to my 20's and enjoy the moment's, the laughs, the friends and the people. Those days are long behind me.
My deep regrette is that I didn't live present in my 20's, I was always day dreaming without appreciating the time in the moment. I feel like my life is pretty much over at this point, there isn't much to look forward too and my life is only downhill from here. Each day I live in a deep sense of there is nothing left for me, my life ends at this point. It's a slow decline from here on out, I can only look back on the life I had and relive the fond memories but moving forward, there is nothing left. My life is over.
I'm sure there are plenty of beautiful unexpected moments to look forward to in your upcoming years. They will come whether you want them or not, it's just life, just be sure to be present in those moments, to recognize them and appreciate them for what they are. So that you don't make the same mistake of what you stated about your 20's: not living in the present moment.
Every period of our lives comes with it's highs and lows, there will be things that are good and things that our bad. We're quick to pay attention to the bad things and we fail to recognize the highs which could be the smallest things.
I also feel that I am not present and daydreaming without appreciating the time in the moment. But I've learnt that the only thing I can do is be mindful of that pattern, try to remind myself often to get back to the present moment. There will always be longing for the past, or in some cases the future, and I've accepted that as part of life. Because only through accepting it I will be able after feeling the feeling to let it go, and get back to the present moment.
I don't know your whole situation, but I hope that life treats you well and you treat life even better.
Strange. We're the same age. And I feel the exact opposite. Like, the worst parts had been over. All the pain, regrets, anguish, they all die down now. And for the first time, I feel hopeful. I don't really know what will happen. I don't really expect to live this long either. Pretty much one day after another by now. But I can feel it. It's quite crazy. I feel the best of my life is ahead, not behind. I mean, there is no logic in this. Just a feeling. Like when you witness something so wonderful, and beautiful, that you can't help but grinning like an idiot. Sorry, didn't mean to put salt on your wound. I know exactly how you feel, believe it or not. I felt like that just a couple of months ago. And I felt like that since I was a kid or so. But now, I feel different. Can't really explain it. Just hope you know that it's a possibility. That your feeling can change. With or without intention. But it can.
The past you leave behind is the foundation of who you are. When we get caught up in daydreaming, we start to believe the path forward is to forget our foundation. I only just realized how impossible it is to build a house without the foundation. We must find meaning in and reconcile the events of our past. Look back and patch the holes of regret and inaction. Then we can build a house into the light of the future we daydreamed. Only death can make it too late to begin patching and building.
Everything will be ok
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with you
I want to believe it
Those who believe are saved. Believe strongly in what you believe in and walk towards the light.
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I am just thinking how it would be to die on the front for your nation right now.Respect for al the men that are at war right now and were.
Lovely music and lovely 90s photo :) :) :)
"everything will be ok" --> you click on the video --> you see the video background photo --> the music starts --> it's no longer okay.
real..
I will be 20 soon... never experienced something like this. I'm starting my adult life and I'm afraid. I don't know if I'll ever meet someone. Since I've never been with somebody, I'm afraid it will be a red flag in the future. I lost my ability to socialize with new people, especially girls. I wish to experience such moment in the future as this photo, though I probably won't.
same right here i want to kms
I have the exact same problem man, all I can say is I genuinely wish the best of luck
I will turn 20 in a month. I never had a girlfriend or someone I really felt something for. But hey. I'm doing well, I have a job I love, a caring family, good friends and most of all I know what I want to achieve in life. And aside from that... we still have lots and lots of time :)
You will one day. Just trust God. His plan is better then ours. Don’t force it and don’t rush it, that time will come and it will find you just at the perfect moment.
I never had a gf until now, 26yo, there is hope, but love... that is still mistery to me
very goood with study
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This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it.
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
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Human connection felt easier back then. I could lose myself in the details of another person. I don't feel that as strongly anymore.
Мне 25. А внутри 17. Грустно осозновать, что у меня никогда не будет подобного тому, что на фото. Я не урод или еще что-то там, но нынешнее время щас такое, что если ты без денег, то ничего подобного не будет в твоей жизни. Все в погоне за деньгами, увы. Даже 18-20 летние девушки. Мои последние отношения были 3 года назад. Я вложил все что у меня было и я все потерял в долларах это наверно около 35к, для России это безумные суммы, особенно в 21-22 года. Я был в депрессии которая дважды подводила меня к наложению рук на себя, не знаю как я с этим справился. Я повторюсь...мне 25, но выгляжу на 21-23. Но я вижу как рядеют мои волосы, как становится лицо старее, да это все легко починить, но вы наверно понимаете какого это, видить ... Я очень боюсь что к 28 годам я так же останусь одинок, без друзей, без девушки. И дело даже не в интиме, вы понимаете, я думаю вы духовно развиты, раз тут. Дело именно в подобной атмосфере. Сей час я немного налаживаю свою жизнь, надеюсь у меня получится все починить. Слушая подобную музыку и глядя на подобные фото, мне становится очень грустно. Иногда плачу, осознавая какой получил урон, но что-то есть в этой грусти, что заставляет тебя меняться к лучшему и двигаться к своей мечте. Мечте, найти своих и успокоиться... Если ты в таком же состоянии, не отчаивайся друг, мы справимся в нашей жизни обязательно появятся такие фото, все будет хорошо. Люблю вас.Спасибо.
I genuinely hope you feel better, try to get on the grind and every thing will work out for you, I promise that.
You are amazing to be alive despite experiencing such sadness and misery.
Please, you are still young, so please live a happy life.
Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
love it! thanks
Another upload let’s go
Everything will be ok the lie we tell ourselves everyday every moment every moment every second before to sleep.
everything wont be ok 😥
I Love Snowfall. Put more and more Snowfall!!! 🥰
I have a feeling things will be okay. I trust in my therapist. at the same time I'm scared and I don't know why. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of ending up alone. I graduated with an engineering degree last year and I'm looking for a job now. it's been hard. I know I will find a job and I'm scared of change but at the same time I want change. I want to make money, to travel the world, to have my own apartment. I want to feel less scared of people. I want to get closer to people, to have friends and to get into relationships. I want to try all the things I wanted to do as a child and didn't get to do out of fear. I want to make up for my lost childhood, to let go of fear and to trust people. I want to love and be loved.
I don't why I want to tell you this but I genuinely hope you get the experiences you want and to be able to love and be loved.
You will. Have heart. You are making a lot of progress, and doing a great job. When it’s your time, someone will find you. And that time is coming soon
@@qludo thanks, I appreciate you
@@rltelite9090 thank you so much
One never truly loves someone, they only love the concept of them. Yet, it is temporary. Even if you exclude death.
Must have been my mistake. I hope she will live more happily now...
Because you have a rich heart, happiness will definitely come to you.
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Wow...
my heart is heavy...
Please, cheer up!!!
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SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Get out there and get living everyone
and then suddenly everything changed...
It's like mountain weather. Have a good life!
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Everything will be ok, but it will never be the same as before.
But different is not always bad. It’s just different. I’ve had to learn this. I always lived in the past so much thinking about the girl I used to love. I had to learn to be hopeful of the future.
That's a beautiful mix mate, a little mistake at 18:03 , the track is called " n u a g e s - closer" an incredible artist. Nevertheless really beautiful atmosphere and perf pic, keep it up!
Beautiful! ❤
im in love with a ghost
No entiendo por que me enganchado a esta música. En ovasiones me produce ansiedad. No estoy bien.
Please get plenty of sleep and stay healthy!
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Girl on the left... I Like your comment😁🖖💫😘
everything will be ok as long as u accept Jesus in your life, give your life to God, share the gospel and repent.... in the end you will have eternal life and God will wipe your tears...
Thank you very much for your precious words.
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i hope so
I want everything in my life to be ok, no i want everyday to be ok.
If you don't give up, things will definitely get better little by little.
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
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Beautifull Melodie ❤
I wish i experienced that magic. Time to let go now. Life is a scam in the end
Hello, good evening, or morning, or afternoon, or night
bro this shit different on soo many levels
I from Ukraine and.....l don"t know when war will end...I miss life before the war.
0:38 i miss the old us
Esta tudo perfeito, fotos lindas e músicas maravilhosas ❤ Brasil ❤❤❤❤
EPIC
Navo159,
While you get the attention of all of the loners here, you earn a side income from multiple streams (TH-cam, Spotify and Patreon), kinda smart actually, a genuine compliment. Too bad many streamers do this too, making a repetative playlist of the songs. SO MANY COPIES, AFTER COPIES, SO FEW CREATIVITY....
Even though there are ads, the revenue goes to the copyright holder. Life is not so sweet.
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
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