scorpio moon in my 5th house so i'am very playful especially with Gemini rising. but with a scorpio moon, I have realize that i create emotional drama just to feel deeply to then use it as fuel and drive to make art
I have Pluto in 7th house and a scorpio moon. With my moon in 8th house. And my relationships are so intense. People just start feeling like I'm in a Power struggle with them, when actually I'm NOT. I attract/ am attracted to people who are borderline crazy. They have many emotional issues, and all of it just comes out of them when they come in contact with me. I have to be the bigger one every time. But I don't take revenge. If I leave someone, I don't stalk them. But people have confessed to stalking me for years at end. Just to see me once even from far away. These things just keep happening again and again. It's like people like me but they're afraid of telling me they like me or that they want a relationship with me. I'm growing tired of all this. I don't know what to do?
Hobi Razi I experienced much the same. I found that I finally accepted a long period of not interacting with anyone so intimately and just reverting back to myself.. everytime I had an attraction of attracted someone with that dynamic (everytime a crazy girl would look at me and I know we both feel that tension) I back away and give her the impression Consciously... that I am reserved and not interested. Not in a half hearted way, genuinely. Until my mind accepted that this isn't what I want anymore. I started noticing other types of women... now I attract and have opened up go find attraction to many other healthy behaviours and attitudes towards life... in women and men as well.. because I not only had dysfunctional romances but friendships too with men. Now I tend to connect naturally with healthier minded people who love theirselves, and the dysfunctional ones no longer even really get noticed by my mind. It's a great thing. But the period I always reverted back to my own attention when craving something unhealthy... was very much like a recovery or rehabilitation from any addictive behaviour. I felt like I didn't have any pleasure because I didn't have that. I was single for 6 years but along with that feeling in a part of me.. the part that was withdrawing and looking for some pleasure now that I wasn't allowing it THAT... I started noticing other types of pleasures MORE ... the ones i ignored before, kind actions, from women AND men.. sweet gestures, honesty in others reliability... qualities I noted consciously... (tick this box, this is what I DO WANT to replace that old shxt with.) ... you gotta treat the subconscious mindset which draws you to something exactly like an old addiction or habit... of the mind... and emotional pattern.... and practice practice practice... when you really are ready to admit your power in your life creations... and see what else better you can attract if you are ready to give up something bad for you... you will have a healthier view for sure.
Divinity in Love Thank you sooo much for such a detailed response. I'll try to incorporate this. I know it's going to be hard, but I really do want to change my life for good. love you dear..
@@hobirazi1833 anytime. This video even... is what we are talking about. Sometimes I speak loosely and a little unconscious and it attracts the same power struggle thing you're talking about. Narcissism, negativity. This video has more dislikes than most of my videos and I think people with issues regarding scorpio in their own or other's energy are triggered or helped... but yeah I feel like everybody I meet feels a dense of awkwardness and I question if it's genuinely something I need to change or something I just need to be more aware of so I don't doubt myself and feel more confidence in who I am. I feel people try to constantly show off or feel superior towards me by putting me down or attacking me to see how I respond... power struggle, like you say... competing and I'm not even into it lol it's just subconscious and I think it just shows they're afraid of you somehow...some mystery of you... some secret power you hold that makes you alurring and attractive but they're afraid of how attracted they are to you... they can't figure out what it is but they feel sucked into a black hole of you and with me they also feel my detachment and distance and that must hurt and trigger rejection and ...so they attack attack attack and it seems so normal to do and everyone else joins in together so they feel it's something they can get away with or justify and manipulate to do so...together. Our strength is designed in us to remain humble and recuperate constantly from group bullying I think.. we were not born with extra strength accompanying our personality for no reason. We needed it to survive our journey.
I'm a SM and I've really enjoyed your other video about us too... We feel deeply but it's all hidden and hard to describe. Love your idea of a SM channel.
Mariya D well yeah - alexis joy has @confessionsofalunarscorpio on youtube and Instagram. But I guess I have many more aspects I want to discuss so I can't devote all to Scorpio moon... I'm glad you like these videos though. I hope I can overcome my fear of negativity from goons and trolls and idiots and advertise more effectively to attract more of us because.. I want to reach out to as many as possible but avoid dicks at the same time.. because I know how I feel stirred up by stupidity. Especially online stupidity. I look at the negative attention well known TH-camrs have even in spiritual networks and it just puts me off selling more. I try to remain discreet somewhat and quiet but at the same time, desire greater acknowledgement.. that's my cancer sun against my Lilith in Libra lol Libra Lilith in 10th wants the whole world to acknowledge my good points and talents and intelligence and everything lol but cancer wants to stay protected from violence - psychological and emotional and all kinds.. and my Scorpio moon also wants to stay out of the limelight so it can watch rather than be watched and scrutinized. But my venus and mars in Leo want to be connected to everyone and to shine... to use my talents to inspire more people... and Sagittarius ascendant with jupiter in 7th in gemini knows the importance of as many people as possible hearing it's messages regardless of how they respond... or not. I prefer if people don't respond at all, I don't need response lol I just need to express and know I'm doing my best to share with as many people as possible to feel fulfilled.. so I'm trying to find things to express in a way that I can feel confident and sturdy about so I'm not concerned with the opinions, attack, criticism or projections of others... that means refining my content and methods of communication... rather than being so raw... But for the moment, I still like rawness so... I'm changing but slowly... to make sure I refine but keep all the goodness I like. Maybe I could be more sophisticated, less brash about some things.. like all humans, when there's something I cannot handle... I behave ignorantly towards it and express ignorance too.. admitting with pride actually that I don't fxcking CARE... usually it's towards the stupidity of others... But I want and need to become more gentle with this lol alienating others to protect myself from trigger... doesn't HELP me.. to attract bees... it helps me to stay sane until I can handle it.. I mean why would I want to attract bees right? I don't... But I need them to drink the honey and go share it with the world.. so the most important thing for me to share is kindness and gentless and sweetness.. not knowledge... not everyone can share knowledge and alot can share sweetness so having knowledge to share is special but still, can't be shared effectively without that added sweetness. I'm gonna be the greatest because I understand this and if it takes a little longer to perfect my style... so be it.. it'll be awesome when I'm ready. You can't rush a top quality delicacy. There's lots of cakes out there people are eating .. But my gifts are a delicacy... I need perfection and I'm a top quality chef ☺
Less brash, yeah. I keep having problems at work because of an "attitude problem" - Gosh I'm the sweetest, most helpful person in the world. I don't know why negativity gets the best of me. I'm grumpy (when I'm not watching it) and snap at others. It's not me! or is it me? What a stupid reason for work problems.
Mariya D I snap at people because after some time of being compassionate, I get tired of their stupidity. I also have MC Virgo so.. I am very direct in expressing that I do not like stupid. But yeah I'm the nicest also.. but when I've run out of energy.. they need to approach with caution. I don't blame myself for it like you. You have a right to have a dark side like they all do. But when we snap they get scared and the problem is theirs. They're intimidated by the truth and I have a feeling when you snap it's for good reason. I always have this problem at work too before. Also as a cancer with water mercury , I hold back what I feel and give space but unfortunately.. although some people learn from my silence and change their attitude towards me.. and it works.. others do not.. they get worse and one day I snap. Then it's horrifying lol but I realised whenever I have a problem with someone, it's usually unanimous amongst most people who also don't like them ..its just they know how to smile and keep being polite and work things out and be patient until the person leaves or they leave and sometimes they even keep in touch and I don't understand when they say they don't like how someone treats them but I don't know whether I should admire their tolerance or see it as low self esteem and inauthenticity.. either way I can only be myself and try to be a better version of me. Forget what they do. Maybe they wish they could be as direct as me. I've have others tell me that before. They wish they could be upfront like I am.
Alpaca Lepetit you can only transmits by going into it.. so if you're intention is to love your self and who you are in the darkness.. You'll grow into a blossomed butterfly and all will be transmuted. If your intention is to transmute.. You'll get blocked and stuck. It transmutes as it wants.. when it feels embraced.. indulged.. you can't transmute it to get rid of it because you don't want it. The only thing you can do is ignore it or indulge in it ... best thing is indulge. I don't mean act on it.. I mean emotionally enjoy it. Inside. Not action. Just enjoying the thoughts...embracing. getting to know them. Understanding them. Appreciating them for what their purpose is.
How's your relationship with your mother? I'm a scorpio rising and moon. There is discomfort in this placement. My Scorpio moon doesn't like being in the first house where everyone can see it... It's a battle of showing no emotion to showing all the emotions. It can be exhausting.
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You have a calming voice I'm a Scorpio moon as well.
babybunnycakes I've heard that before, guess I should sing more :) thank you for telling me.
scorpio moon in my 5th house so i'am very playful especially with Gemini rising. but with a scorpio moon, I have realize that i create emotional drama just to feel deeply to then use it as fuel and drive to make art
whats your sun? I have the same moon and rising ;)
I have Pluto in 7th house and a scorpio moon. With my moon in 8th house. And my relationships are so intense. People just start feeling like I'm in a Power struggle with them, when actually I'm NOT. I attract/ am attracted to people who are borderline crazy. They have many emotional issues, and all of it just comes out of them when they come in contact with me. I have to be the bigger one every time. But I don't take revenge. If I leave someone, I don't stalk them. But people have confessed to stalking me for years at end. Just to see me once even from far away. These things just keep happening again and again. It's like people like me but they're afraid of telling me they like me or that they want a relationship with me. I'm growing tired of all this. I don't know what to do?
Hobi Razi I experienced much the same. I found that I finally accepted a long period of not interacting with anyone so intimately and just reverting back to myself.. everytime I had an attraction of attracted someone with that dynamic (everytime a crazy girl would look at me and I know we both feel that tension) I back away and give her the impression Consciously... that I am reserved and not interested. Not in a half hearted way, genuinely. Until my mind accepted that this isn't what I want anymore. I started noticing other types of women... now I attract and have opened up go find attraction to many other healthy behaviours and attitudes towards life... in women and men as well.. because I not only had dysfunctional romances but friendships too with men. Now I tend to connect naturally with healthier minded people who love theirselves, and the dysfunctional ones no longer even really get noticed by my mind. It's a great thing. But the period I always reverted back to my own attention when craving something unhealthy... was very much like a recovery or rehabilitation from any addictive behaviour. I felt like I didn't have any pleasure because I didn't have that. I was single for 6 years but along with that feeling in a part of me.. the part that was withdrawing and looking for some pleasure now that I wasn't allowing it THAT... I started noticing other types of pleasures MORE ... the ones i ignored before, kind actions, from women AND men.. sweet gestures, honesty in others reliability... qualities I noted consciously... (tick this box, this is what I DO WANT to replace that old shxt with.) ... you gotta treat the subconscious mindset which draws you to something exactly like an old addiction or habit... of the mind... and emotional pattern.... and practice practice practice... when you really are ready to admit your power in your life creations... and see what else better you can attract if you are ready to give up something bad for you... you will have a healthier view for sure.
Divinity in Love Thank you sooo much for such a detailed response. I'll try to incorporate this. I know it's going to be hard, but I really do want to change my life for good. love you dear..
@@hobirazi1833 anytime. This video even... is what we are talking about. Sometimes I speak loosely and a little unconscious and it attracts the same power struggle thing you're talking about. Narcissism, negativity. This video has more dislikes than most of my videos and I think people with issues regarding scorpio in their own or other's energy are triggered or helped... but yeah I feel like everybody I meet feels a dense of awkwardness and I question if it's genuinely something I need to change or something I just need to be more aware of so I don't doubt myself and feel more confidence in who I am. I feel people try to constantly show off or feel superior towards me by putting me down or attacking me to see how I respond... power struggle, like you say... competing and I'm not even into it lol it's just subconscious and I think it just shows they're afraid of you somehow...some mystery of you... some secret power you hold that makes you alurring and attractive but they're afraid of how attracted they are to you... they can't figure out what it is but they feel sucked into a black hole of you and with me they also feel my detachment and distance and that must hurt and trigger rejection and ...so they attack attack attack and it seems so normal to do and everyone else joins in together so they feel it's something they can get away with or justify and manipulate to do so...together. Our strength is designed in us to remain humble and recuperate constantly from group bullying I think.. we were not born with extra strength accompanying our personality for no reason. We needed it to survive our journey.
I'm a SM and I've really enjoyed your other video about us too... We feel deeply but it's all hidden and hard to describe. Love your idea of a SM channel.
Mariya D well yeah - alexis joy has @confessionsofalunarscorpio on youtube and Instagram. But I guess I have many more aspects I want to discuss so I can't devote all to Scorpio moon... I'm glad you like these videos though. I hope I can overcome my fear of negativity from goons and trolls and idiots and advertise more effectively to attract more of us because.. I want to reach out to as many as possible but avoid dicks at the same time.. because I know how I feel stirred up by stupidity. Especially online stupidity. I look at the negative attention well known TH-camrs have even in spiritual networks and it just puts me off selling more. I try to remain discreet somewhat and quiet but at the same time, desire greater acknowledgement.. that's my cancer sun against my Lilith in Libra lol Libra Lilith in 10th wants the whole world to acknowledge my good points and talents and intelligence and everything lol but cancer wants to stay protected from violence - psychological and emotional and all kinds.. and my Scorpio moon also wants to stay out of the limelight so it can watch rather than be watched and scrutinized. But my venus and mars in Leo want to be connected to everyone and to shine... to use my talents to inspire more people... and Sagittarius ascendant with jupiter in 7th in gemini knows the importance of as many people as possible hearing it's messages regardless of how they respond... or not. I prefer if people don't respond at all, I don't need response lol I just need to express and know I'm doing my best to share with as many people as possible to feel fulfilled.. so I'm trying to find things to express in a way that I can feel confident and sturdy about so I'm not concerned with the opinions, attack, criticism or projections of others... that means refining my content and methods of communication... rather than being so raw... But for the moment, I still like rawness so... I'm changing but slowly... to make sure I refine but keep all the goodness I like. Maybe I could be more sophisticated, less brash about some things.. like all humans, when there's something I cannot handle... I behave ignorantly towards it and express ignorance too.. admitting with pride actually that I don't fxcking CARE... usually it's towards the stupidity of others... But I want and need to become more gentle with this lol alienating others to protect myself from trigger... doesn't HELP me.. to attract bees... it helps me to stay sane until I can handle it.. I mean why would I want to attract bees right? I don't... But I need them to drink the honey and go share it with the world.. so the most important thing for me to share is kindness and gentless and sweetness.. not knowledge... not everyone can share knowledge and alot can share sweetness so having knowledge to share is special but still, can't be shared effectively without that added sweetness. I'm gonna be the greatest because I understand this and if it takes a little longer to perfect my style... so be it.. it'll be awesome when I'm ready. You can't rush a top quality delicacy. There's lots of cakes out there people are eating .. But my gifts are a delicacy... I need perfection and I'm a top quality chef ☺
Less brash, yeah. I keep having problems at work because of an "attitude problem" - Gosh I'm the sweetest, most helpful person in the world. I don't know why negativity gets the best of me. I'm grumpy (when I'm not watching it) and snap at others. It's not me! or is it me? What a stupid reason for work problems.
Mariya D I snap at people because after some time of being compassionate, I get tired of their stupidity. I also have MC Virgo so.. I am very direct in expressing that I do not like stupid. But yeah I'm the nicest also.. but when I've run out of energy.. they need to approach with caution. I don't blame myself for it like you. You have a right to have a dark side like they all do. But when we snap they get scared and the problem is theirs. They're intimidated by the truth and I have a feeling when you snap it's for good reason. I always have this problem at work too before. Also as a cancer with water mercury , I hold back what I feel and give space but unfortunately.. although some people learn from my silence and change their attitude towards me.. and it works.. others do not.. they get worse and one day I snap. Then it's horrifying lol but I realised whenever I have a problem with someone, it's usually unanimous amongst most people who also don't like them ..its just they know how to smile and keep being polite and work things out and be patient until the person leaves or they leave and sometimes they even keep in touch and I don't understand when they say they don't like how someone treats them but I don't know whether I should admire their tolerance or see it as low self esteem and inauthenticity.. either way I can only be myself and try to be a better version of me. Forget what they do. Maybe they wish they could be as direct as me. I've have others tell me that before. They wish they could be upfront like I am.
I wish to transmute the darker side of it. Thank you for making this.
Alpaca Lepetit you can only transmits by going into it.. so if you're intention is to love your self and who you are in the darkness.. You'll grow into a blossomed butterfly and all will be transmuted. If your intention is to transmute.. You'll get blocked and stuck. It transmutes as it wants.. when it feels embraced.. indulged.. you can't transmute it to get rid of it because you don't want it. The only thing you can do is ignore it or indulge in it ... best thing is indulge. I don't mean act on it.. I mean emotionally enjoy it. Inside. Not action. Just enjoying the thoughts...embracing. getting to know them. Understanding them. Appreciating them for what their purpose is.
How's your relationship with your mother? I'm a scorpio rising and moon. There is discomfort in this placement. My Scorpio moon doesn't like being in the first house where everyone can see it... It's a battle of showing no emotion to showing all the emotions. It can be exhausting.
Sachin Motiram my mother was emotionally unstable, possessive and jealous of me being close with anyone else ..she was a Scorpio sun.
Divinity in Love Interesting.
Have the same placements, feel the same way but I have a lot of Libra action going on in my chart so im even more messy.
Is this in Vedic or Western